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90 Day Fiance- Before the 90 Days - Season 8 Episode 18 - Emergency Exit
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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancée, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancée's day.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:21I love you, too.
00:00:24I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:29not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:35that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:50Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:52I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:09Yeah.
00:01:13At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:20that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:24But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:26I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:39They must see.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:54And bring him to my father's house.
00:01:57We talk about the babies, the future.
00:02:03Take me alone. I don't want anything from you.
00:02:07Shane and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:11and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:14Oh, my God.
00:02:15I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:21I trust my son.
00:02:23I don't trust you.
00:02:26I'm sorry. I just want to need space.
00:02:47What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:49I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done,
00:02:52this is crazy.
00:02:54I mean, my ex was flying the plane and I was having sex with him
00:02:57while he was flying a plane.
00:02:59Like...
00:03:00I don't want to hear that.
00:03:01You don't?
00:03:01No.
00:03:02Okay, sorry.
00:03:12I don't typically do crazy adventurous stuff.
00:03:15It's not because I don't want to do it, but like I just don't.
00:03:18So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:20I found this and we can do it.
00:03:22Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:24Anything to put a smile on your face.
00:03:27You put a smile on your face.
00:03:29Period.
00:03:31My time in Australia is almost coming to an end
00:03:34and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:38After our talk, Josh said that he's going to work on
00:03:40setting up a FaceTime call with his son.
00:03:42And like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:45It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:48But in the meantime, I know he's adventurous
00:03:51and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:53So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:03:57Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:03:59I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:02I heard abs.
00:04:03I heard sailing.
00:04:04It sounded cool.
00:04:04So I just booked the thing.
00:04:07You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this.
00:04:10Cause it's, I'm just, it's A for effort for trying.
00:04:12Are you scared of hearts?
00:04:13Not really.
00:04:14I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:17You'll be fine.
00:04:17Really?
00:04:18Yep.
00:04:21We're here.
00:04:22Yay.
00:04:23Let's do this thing.
00:04:26How are we going?
00:04:27Hi.
00:04:28Hey, Mitch.
00:04:29Josh, how are you?
00:04:30Alyse.
00:04:30Hey, nice to meet you.
00:04:32Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:33Sydney.
00:04:34Miami.
00:04:35Wow.
00:04:36So we're going canyoning today.
00:04:37And we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:40Oh, I have to get wet?
00:04:42Yeah.
00:04:43You will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water.
00:04:46Oh.
00:04:47And you have to go abseil off the waterfall.
00:04:51Cool.
00:04:51Exciting?
00:04:52Yep.
00:04:53Excited?
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:55Awesome.
00:04:59Here we go.
00:05:03Oh, my God.
00:05:05Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07That's Empress Balls down there.
00:05:08So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:13Here is the cardio.
00:05:14Get that ass in check.
00:05:16Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:18Really?
00:05:18Yep.
00:05:19Okay, go.
00:05:20I don't think Elise realised, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:25You know?
00:05:25It can be quite hairy.
00:05:27Yeah?
00:05:27.
00:05:29So we get up to this canyon and we have to change in our wetsuits because we're going
00:05:33through rock pools.
00:05:34I don't want to do this.
00:05:36It's fun.
00:05:37It's fun.
00:05:38I don't want to do this.
00:05:41Yeah, you do.
00:05:42Woo!
00:05:49Come on, baby.
00:05:50Come on.
00:05:51Let's go.
00:05:53Come on.
00:05:54Come on.
00:05:56Yes!
00:05:57Woo!
00:05:59Woo!
00:06:00If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken it.
00:06:05It's scary.
00:06:14Yeah, dude.
00:06:17That was sick.
00:06:19The guy's like, oh, you have to cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:22I'm like, the .
00:06:23Not me.
00:06:24I'm not doing that.
00:06:26Ready?
00:06:27One step jump in.
00:06:28Yeah!
00:06:29Woo!
00:06:30Come on, Anna.
00:06:31But guess what?
00:06:32I did it.
00:06:33She's such a trooper.
00:06:34Thanks, babe.
00:06:38You did.
00:06:40Oh, my gosh.
00:06:41Oh, my gosh.
00:06:43I don't like this at all, actually.
00:06:52Oh.
00:06:53Good girl.
00:06:54Good girl.
00:06:56I'm done, baby.
00:06:57I'm so done.
00:06:58Hey, we're almost there.
00:06:59We're almost there.
00:07:00We're almost there.
00:07:00No, really?
00:07:00Yeah.
00:07:01You're so done.
00:07:02Oh, my God.
00:07:02Oh, my God.
00:07:03What the fuck?
00:07:04I can't feel my hands.
00:07:10Oh, my God.
00:07:12Oh, my God.
00:07:25Oh, my God.
00:07:27Oh, my God.
00:07:29Oh, my God.
00:07:30Oh, my God.
00:07:32Oh my god, I'm scared. I'm freezing you feel my legs here, right?
00:07:40You're next. I can't do this anymore. I can't do this. I want to get off now
00:07:53You have to get down there
00:08:03I am scared out of my mind two hours of jumping through rigid cold water
00:08:11I'm starting to get hypothermia
00:08:15And like I exaggerate a lot, but this is not an exaggeration
00:08:19I want to get down but the only way to get down is to go down this massive waterfall
00:08:32I feel like I'm gonna die
00:09:04I'm sorry. I just want to need space
00:09:11Forrest I'm telling you you're making a mistake. I love her and I know we could do things here together.
00:09:18I know I could live here
00:09:28I've chosen Sheena to be my wife and you need to trust my decision and trust her
00:09:34Stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain
00:09:39Forrest telling me that he's gonna move to the Philippines, you know, I'm like in panic mode
00:09:45It's not gonna work. It won't work
00:09:49Forrest can be way too optimistic at times and that his autism can affect that because he isn't able to
00:09:56focus in on
00:09:58What the realities are
00:10:01My whole point is to protect Forrest to make sure that
00:10:06His needs are met and I don't think Sheena can do it
00:10:09I know full well
00:10:12That if you moved here. Yes, you'd be with Sheena all that
00:10:16And then the whole goal of ever trying to get to the United States would just go out the window
00:10:21And you would have to accept that
00:10:31I need to take a breath for a bit. Sorry
00:10:38When Forrest told her our plans Molly was so much explosive
00:10:42I felt that I was kind of bit scared and I wanted to take a break
00:10:47But I know that I need to stand up for myself
00:10:51And for Forrest
00:10:54Have you even factored how much it's gonna cost?
00:10:58How much the bills are?
00:11:00Where are you gonna live Forrest?
00:11:03Sheena and I will go get a place of our own
00:11:05And pay with it with what?
00:11:07She can't
00:11:08Pay with all your money and make Sheena?
00:11:09I am a professional
00:11:10I could look
00:11:11I could you know
00:11:12You could this
00:11:13You could that
00:11:13You could this
00:11:15How much is rent here?
00:11:17How much?
00:11:18900?
00:11:19900 a month?
00:11:19No
00:11:19You could get places for 300
00:11:21400
00:11:22But cheaper for a month
00:11:23So she makes about $500 a month
00:11:26And that's right?
00:11:26Yes, yes
00:11:27US dollars
00:11:27Yes
00:11:29So she makes 500 a month
00:11:32And you're getting
00:11:33Saying that rent is 400?
00:11:37That leaves 100 to pay your bills, your utilities, buy food
00:11:42Then we have
00:11:43I have him, he had me
00:11:45Sheena
00:11:45And I will take care of your son
00:11:46You don't have to worry about that
00:11:48Oh my gosh, Sheena
00:11:49You are living on daydreams
00:11:51And living on the thought of love
00:11:53And happy homemaker
00:11:54And being in a little house
00:11:56No, no
00:11:56I love your son
00:11:57And I'll do anything my best for him
00:11:59Love doesn't pay the bills, Sheena
00:12:05Mom, there's gonna be lots of hurdles
00:12:08But how the visa works here
00:12:10That allows me to live here in the country
00:12:12And get employment here
00:12:15You've never worked here
00:12:16You've never worked here
00:12:17You've had one job in your life
00:12:19You are on disability
00:12:20I have to overcome my own challenges
00:12:23You are on disability for a reason
00:12:25You do have autism
00:12:28And I want you to be able
00:12:30I want you to get a job
00:12:31I want you to better yourself
00:12:33But of course
00:12:34You need to plan things out better
00:12:38Do the right process
00:12:40Or you come back to the United States
00:12:43Contact Social Security
00:12:44And say that you want to start working
00:12:47Then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs
00:12:50The government provides
00:12:52See what type of job and money you can make
00:12:54See how you can save up
00:12:56You can't just say
00:12:57Oh, there is this magical miracle job
00:12:59That you haven't even applied for
00:13:01That you know nothing about
00:13:02That you don't even know what their requirements are
00:13:04You don't know anything
00:13:07You have to go on the assumption
00:13:09That you could not get a job here
00:13:12And even if you do
00:13:14How much do you think that you're gonna make
00:13:16Working here?
00:13:26No
00:13:27I want you to be here my long
00:13:29It's been seven years
00:13:31It's been seven years
00:13:31It's been so hard for me
00:13:32Oh God
00:13:32Lucy, I'm not sure
00:13:35Don't start the tears, Sheena
00:13:37Please
00:13:37Stop
00:13:38You don't know how I feel
00:13:39It's hard for me for the last seven minutes
00:13:41I've been waiting for him
00:13:44It's so stressful
00:13:53I don't know what to do
00:13:56I love Sheena so much
00:13:58But I can't help thinking
00:14:00That my mom
00:14:01Is right
00:14:02That living here in the Philippines
00:14:04Is definitely gonna be a bigger challenge
00:14:06Than what I thought it was going to be
00:14:09What if I can't get a job here successfully?
00:14:13I can't
00:14:14I can't be a burden on Sheena
00:14:16Especially
00:14:17I just can't
00:14:19Can't do that
00:14:25Sheena
00:14:26I feel conflicted about everything
00:14:30I don't want to leave you
00:14:32But
00:14:34I think
00:14:35That I might have to go home
00:14:38I'm gonna work
00:14:39Make some money
00:14:41And then I'm gonna apply
00:14:42For the K-1 visa
00:14:46That
00:14:47I don't know my love
00:14:49If things
00:14:49Doesn't work
00:14:52It's the end of my story
00:14:54It's not the end of the story, Sheena
00:14:56I love you, that's why
00:14:58I gave you this ring
00:15:00This ring is a promise
00:15:03If the K-1 visa doesn't work out
00:15:05Then I'll move back here
00:15:07And I'm gonna get married too
00:15:10I will not give up
00:15:23This is my husband, Javon
00:15:25Hello, nice meeting you
00:15:26Nice meeting you
00:15:26Happy doing your hair and makeup today
00:15:28Okay
00:15:29We are finally going to do our renewal of vows
00:15:33I'm very happy
00:15:35I've been waiting for this for a long time
00:15:37I just, I don't know what I'm gonna say for my vows
00:15:40I mean, I invited my whole family and friends
00:15:42They're going to see you
00:15:43I would really put an effort
00:15:48I brought you something
00:15:50I hope that our time apart would give both of us time to cool down
00:15:57I wanna show him that I'm serious about our relationship
00:15:59Why did you mislead me like Michael made the move?
00:16:02I was worried
00:16:04You would try to put a stop to my friendship with him
00:16:09Can you do that?
00:16:27Okay
00:16:29Hi, good morning!
00:16:30Good morning po Ma'am Anna and Sir Javon
00:16:32Welcome to Balay Indang
00:16:34Uh, uh
00:16:35Nasa taas na po pala yung hair in makeup
00:16:37Yeah po
00:16:38Samahan po po kayo sa taas po
00:16:39Ready?
00:16:40Yeah, ready
00:16:41Okay, thank you
00:16:43This is a nice door
00:16:50Enjoy
00:16:52Hi!
00:16:53Good morning!
00:16:54Hello!
00:16:56Today is the day that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows
00:17:01Good morning!
00:17:03Hi Hanna!
00:17:03Hi, nice meeting you and Ray
00:17:04This is my husband Javon
00:17:06Hello, nice meeting you
00:17:07I'll be doing your hair and makeup today
00:17:09Okay!
00:17:10You ready to start?
00:17:12I'm as rare as I'm ever gonna be
00:17:15We never had a real wedding
00:17:18So today is very important for us
00:17:22I'm very happy
00:17:24Been waiting for this for a long time
00:17:27The part of me is a little bit down
00:17:30When I think about the ring, I don't have
00:17:34But I wanna stay positive though
00:17:38This is first time to have his makeup done
00:17:43I don't think we gonna take it that far today
00:17:45Oh no
00:17:46No
00:17:47No, I'm good
00:17:51I'm excited
00:17:52But I'm a bit nervous
00:17:54You know, I feel like this is a big moment for the both of us
00:17:58I want to show Hanna how dedicated I am to make her happy
00:18:03And you know, give her the day that she always wanted
00:18:06But at the same time, I just feel a wave of anxiety and nervousness
00:18:12Because obviously me and Anna have different ideas on what romance is
00:18:17So I really don't want to disappoint her
00:18:36So, are you excited about today?
00:18:40Are you kidding me?
00:18:42Of course I'm excited today, very excited
00:18:44This is just like a paradise to me
00:18:47With the makeup, the dress
00:18:49The center of attention
00:18:50The center of attention
00:18:51Yeah, and you know, the photos
00:18:54Uh-huh
00:18:55I think I should ask you that question though
00:18:59I'm okay
00:19:02Nervous?
00:19:02Well, you don't have to be nervous
00:19:04Like I just don't know what I'm gonna say for my vowels
00:19:08You know, I'm not good at
00:19:10Um
00:19:11You don't have to write a long poem, okay?
00:19:15It doesn't have to be like that
00:19:17Well, I'm not
00:19:17It doesn't have to be
00:19:18I'm not a writer or a poet
00:19:19You don't have to be
00:19:21Okay
00:19:22It's just gonna be a few things
00:19:23You know what I'm saying?
00:19:25Like, the basics, basically
00:19:30How I feel about doing my vowels
00:19:32I'm just gonna get straight to the point
00:19:34But, you know, Anna's the opposite for me
00:19:37She wants to make a whole declaration speech
00:19:42What is wrong with being expressive?
00:19:46Sometimes I feel like I wish
00:19:47One day when it happens
00:19:49Not now
00:19:49God will take me before him
00:19:52That's when the time he will appreciate me
00:19:54And he will say
00:19:55I miss you and your big mouth
00:19:58You know?
00:20:03I just want you to say what's in your heart
00:20:05Because, you know, this is a special day
00:20:08Yeah
00:20:09I mean, I invited my whole family and friends
00:20:11They're going to see you
00:20:13Hmm
00:20:14I would really put an effort
00:20:16I mean, Anna, I'm here
00:20:18So that's it
00:20:19Yeah, but I would really be the energy there
00:20:23Okay
00:20:26Hi, Bubu
00:20:28I love you
00:20:29Love you too
00:20:33You know what?
00:20:35You're not even supposed to be here
00:20:37Okay
00:20:38You're not supposed to see my look
00:20:41My bridal look
00:20:42Alright
00:20:44I feel like Javon is acting like today
00:20:47Is any other day for him
00:20:50And that's really disappointing
00:21:05You're not supposed to find it
00:21:09Ah!
00:21:22Ahh
00:21:23Okay
00:21:32I know Javon is not the most romantic guy
00:21:36But
00:21:38I just wanted today
00:21:40To be fun
00:21:42Light
00:21:42Full of love
00:21:45Something that I can always look back on
00:21:50I love him
00:21:51But I can't pretend that everything is fine
00:21:55When it's not
00:22:06We'll have to change anyone
00:22:07If you'll like
00:22:07We'll have to change some news
00:22:17We'll be here
00:22:24In the future
00:22:25You're not supposed to get the idea
00:22:26We'll have to change some news
00:22:26Or leave you up
00:22:26But when you're missing
00:22:30How did it feel from spending the night here last night?
00:22:33It wasn't very fun.
00:22:35I really did not enjoy waking up alone.
00:22:41Yesterday, BeerCon basically told me not to come home.
00:22:44So I decided I just should suck it up and get a room at Michael's Hotel
00:22:49and hope that our time apart would give both of us a little bit of time to cool down
00:22:57but staying in a hotel sucked.
00:22:59I don't have any of my stuff.
00:23:01I'm in the same clothes from yesterday and of course, I miss BeerCon.
00:23:09I wish we could have talked it out last night
00:23:13instead of now having to wait and deal with it all today
00:23:16but BeerCon was pretty mad at me.
00:23:19He said things to me that I don't know if he really meant
00:23:26or if he was just angry.
00:23:28I obviously said things to him too that I really didn't mean.
00:23:32I really didn't have any intention of getting on a plane and leaving.
00:23:35I hope that that's not what he wants.
00:23:38And you've been texting with him this morning?
00:23:40What has he been saying?
00:23:42Yeah, I did.
00:23:43I asked him if we could talk and he said sure.
00:23:46So I will probably take a little peace offering
00:23:52and see if we can have a conversation face to face.
00:23:57I know that I should have just apologized from the beginning
00:24:01for hiding the history between Michael and me.
00:24:04I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship
00:24:07and that my feelings for him are so much stronger
00:24:11than how I ever felt about Michael
00:24:13or how I could even feel about Michael.
00:24:25To Kumru Bekova.
00:24:41Laura is keeping secret from me, misleading me,
00:24:46and she didn't even try to apologize.
00:24:50By spending the time in the hotel,
00:24:53I wanted her to realize
00:24:55what is it going to be like without me.
00:25:00Her pride doesn't cuddle her in the nights.
00:25:07Hey.
00:25:09Hey.
00:25:11I brought you something.
00:25:20I know you like that.
00:25:36I'm sorry
00:25:39that I didn't tell you
00:25:40that I was the one that hit on Michael sooner.
00:25:44I did not mean for that to hurt you.
00:25:47And I'm so sorry.
00:25:49That was never my intent.
00:25:57So,
00:25:59why did you mislead me
00:26:02that Michael made the move?
00:26:05I was worried
00:26:07that if
00:26:08you knew that I was the one
00:26:11who had had feelings at one point,
00:26:12that I was the one that hit on him,
00:26:16that you would
00:26:18try to put a stop
00:26:20to my friendship with him.
00:26:25Okay.
00:26:26But
00:26:26the missing thing is
00:26:29I think
00:26:30you had feelings for him.
00:26:34I did have feelings for him.
00:26:38but I want to tell you
00:26:39that
00:26:40you are not a replacement
00:26:42for Michael.
00:26:43And in fact,
00:26:44the things that you do
00:26:47are so much
00:26:48sweeter
00:26:49and kinder
00:26:50and
00:26:51and so much more
00:26:52of the
00:26:53type of man
00:26:54I actually want to be with.
00:26:56I want you to know
00:26:57that I do love you.
00:26:58I do
00:26:59want
00:27:00this relationship to work.
00:27:02You and me.
00:27:10You can't tell me
00:27:115,000 times
00:27:12in a row
00:27:13that I love you,
00:27:14but
00:27:15like you said
00:27:18I'm into actions.
00:27:20No words.
00:27:28Honestly,
00:27:29I'm
00:27:30I'm scared
00:27:31to even say this.
00:27:37Would you feel better
00:27:40if I just
00:27:40cut him out
00:27:41of my life?
00:27:55when do you plan on
00:27:57applying for the
00:27:58fiance visa
00:27:59so I can live here
00:28:00in Belize?
00:28:01I thought you were
00:28:02going to apply for
00:28:03me in the U.S.
00:28:08I really wish
00:28:09Stig didn't wait
00:28:09like two hours
00:28:10before I'm leaving
00:28:11to bring this up.
00:28:12I just would
00:28:13rather live here
00:28:14and I thought
00:28:14that's what we were
00:28:15talking about
00:28:15this whole time.
00:28:17It's just really
00:28:17weird timing
00:28:18and I can't help
00:28:20feeling like
00:28:21is this a red flag?
00:28:31I don't know.
00:28:43Babe?
00:28:44Yes?
00:28:45I'm going to miss you.
00:28:46I know.
00:28:47I'm going to miss you too.
00:28:48And I'm going to wake up
00:28:49tomorrow by myself?
00:28:53I'm going to miss you too.
00:29:03Sorry.
00:29:10Babe, you're my fiance.
00:29:14Yeah.
00:29:14You realize that?
00:29:15It's crazy.
00:29:17You did such a good job.
00:29:18It was a beautiful proposal.
00:29:20It was everything
00:29:21I could have asked for.
00:29:22I'm going to go home engaged.
00:29:25I'm excited.
00:29:27Aw, me too.
00:29:30You're my fiance now.
00:29:31I know.
00:29:32Any thoughts to give
00:29:33you would never get married
00:29:34and settle down.
00:29:35It's crazy.
00:29:36I woke up this morning
00:29:38and I was like,
00:29:39ah, got a ring on my finger.
00:29:42Yes.
00:29:42When do I put a ring on?
00:29:44Like when I get married?
00:29:45I don't want to get you a ring
00:29:47before I leave.
00:29:50Do you like the ring, babe?
00:29:51Of course I like the ring.
00:29:53It's beautiful.
00:29:54You did a good job.
00:29:58When do you plan on
00:29:59applying for the fiance visa
00:30:01so I can come here
00:30:02and live here in Belize?
00:30:04I thought you were going to
00:30:05apply for me in the U.S.
00:30:13What do you mean?
00:30:15The whole time we've been
00:30:15talking about me coming here
00:30:17and living here with you.
00:30:20Stig never mentioned
00:30:21wanting to move to the U.S.
00:30:23And based on everything
00:30:24that he said to me
00:30:25on the phone
00:30:26and since I've been in Belize,
00:30:28I had always thought that
00:30:30I was going to be
00:30:31the one moving here.
00:30:33I mean, this is the Belize
00:30:36that I plan to eventually
00:30:37hopefully move to.
00:30:39You would move to Belize?
00:30:39Yeah, I would.
00:30:40For real?
00:30:41Yeah.
00:30:42Would you move here?
00:30:44Of course I would move here.
00:30:45What?
00:30:45This is so pretty.
00:30:47I don't really want
00:30:48to ever leave Belize.
00:30:49Do you see yourself
00:30:50living in Belize?
00:30:51I mean, of course
00:30:52I would love to.
00:30:52It's beautiful.
00:30:53Yeah.
00:30:56So you want to live
00:30:57with me in Arizona?
00:30:59That's new information.
00:31:01I mean, you're more
00:31:01than welcome to, I guess.
00:31:04I'd rather.
00:31:05Live here.
00:31:09You won't be able
00:31:09to make any money.
00:31:11That's why you're going
00:31:12to be my sugar mama.
00:31:14No, I'm not going
00:31:15to be your sugar mama.
00:31:18I'm not going to be pregnant
00:31:19working and supporting you.
00:31:20I might not be able
00:31:21to make money right away,
00:31:22but I think long term
00:31:23and how that's going
00:31:24to benefit both of us.
00:31:27Okay.
00:31:29Listen, I'm super popular
00:31:31in Belize,
00:31:32but I'm not making
00:31:33no American money.
00:31:34And the only time
00:31:35I'm able to work
00:31:36in America
00:31:37is if I have a work visa
00:31:38or if I'm a citizen.
00:31:40I want to make
00:31:40the big bucks.
00:31:41I want to give my child
00:31:42a life that I never had.
00:31:48You don't think
00:31:49maybe the U.S.
00:31:49makes more sense?
00:31:51You have family out there.
00:31:53I have family out there.
00:31:54Probably
00:31:55they have better help.
00:31:57Okay.
00:31:57And all that.
00:31:58Sure.
00:31:58I'll file for you.
00:32:02Jeez.
00:32:03If you don't want to,
00:32:04then don't help.
00:32:08I don't know.
00:32:09I don't know.
00:32:10I just would rather live here
00:32:12and I thought
00:32:12that's what we were talking
00:32:14about this whole time.
00:32:16so
00:32:17quite the switch up
00:32:19for my guy.
00:32:23I really wish
00:32:24Stig didn't wait
00:32:25like two hours
00:32:26before I'm leaving
00:32:26to bring this up.
00:32:27It's just really weird timing
00:32:29and I can't help
00:32:31feeling like
00:32:32is this a red flag?
00:32:34Did he propose
00:32:36just so he could
00:32:37get to the U.S.?
00:32:39I don't know.
00:32:41Just give me some time
00:32:42to look into it.
00:32:44Nah, let's take that
00:32:45seriously, babe.
00:32:45Let's think about that.
00:32:46We're talking about family
00:32:47and how we need
00:32:48to make a plan.
00:32:49Let's make a plan
00:32:50and execute.
00:32:51Yep.
00:32:52I know.
00:32:53Okay.
00:33:00Oh, boy.
00:33:01No, no, no.
00:33:03After Trish saw
00:33:04the text messages
00:33:05between me and my ex,
00:33:07she refused
00:33:08to talk to me.
00:33:09But if I lose her,
00:33:11I'll be losing
00:33:12the best thing
00:33:13that ever happened
00:33:14to me.
00:33:17Trisha.
00:33:20Sit down.
00:33:22I gave you a chance
00:33:24when we were in
00:33:25Lucy Bay.
00:33:26Why did you
00:33:27betray me?
00:33:47coming back here
00:33:48just reminds me
00:33:49of my first few
00:33:50nights together,
00:33:52how excited
00:33:53we both were,
00:33:57how happy
00:33:58we were together.
00:34:00Oh, boy.
00:34:24After Trish saw
00:34:25the text messages
00:34:26between me
00:34:27and my ex,
00:34:28she refused
00:34:29to talk to me.
00:34:33She didn't sit
00:34:34with me
00:34:35at the airport.
00:34:36She changed
00:34:37her seats
00:34:37on the plane
00:34:38and she got
00:34:40back to Tenant
00:34:41and decided
00:34:42to stay
00:34:42at her apartment.
00:34:44And she's
00:34:45telling me
00:34:45that she has
00:34:47nothing to say
00:34:47to me anymore.
00:34:49She trusted me
00:34:50and I guess
00:34:51I kind of
00:34:52kind of blew it.
00:34:57I didn't have
00:34:58any plans
00:34:58to go back
00:34:59with my ex
00:35:00or anything like that
00:35:01and I didn't say
00:35:02that in the text
00:35:03messages,
00:35:04but I could see
00:35:05why Trish
00:35:06would be afraid
00:35:07that it could happen.
00:35:13I should have
00:35:13had the respect,
00:35:14you know,
00:35:16not to respond
00:35:17while I'm spending
00:35:18time with her.
00:35:20it wasn't
00:35:21the right thing
00:35:22for me to do.
00:35:25I think
00:35:26I responded
00:35:27to my ex
00:35:28because for a while
00:35:30she was the only
00:35:31person I could
00:35:32really count on
00:35:34to be there
00:35:35for me.
00:35:37I met my ex
00:35:38on vacation
00:35:40in Columbia
00:35:43and my feelings
00:35:44were very strong
00:35:46for her.
00:35:47there was so much
00:35:48chemistry sexually
00:35:50and any other
00:35:52type of way
00:35:52that you can think
00:35:53of.
00:35:55The relationship
00:35:56ended because
00:35:57we couldn't figure
00:35:58out how to make
00:35:59our future work
00:36:00together.
00:36:01It wasn't because
00:36:02we stopped
00:36:03loving each other.
00:36:07My ex blocked me
00:36:08because she knew
00:36:09that I was going
00:36:10to Madagascar
00:36:11to meet Trish
00:36:13and she was
00:36:15hurt by it
00:36:16and so
00:36:17it took me
00:36:18totally off guard
00:36:19that she
00:36:20unblocked me
00:36:21and she was
00:36:22contacting me
00:36:23at this time.
00:36:26I sent Trisha
00:36:28a long apology
00:36:29with no excuses
00:36:30and asked her
00:36:32if we can
00:36:33please get together
00:36:34and talk
00:36:36but when she
00:36:38texted me back
00:36:39she says
00:36:40sure period.
00:36:42I don't know
00:36:42why she put
00:36:43period.
00:36:44I don't know
00:36:45if that means
00:36:45it's final
00:36:46this is our
00:36:46final talk
00:36:47or what.
00:36:53I'm so set
00:36:54on not losing
00:36:55Trish right now
00:36:56because
00:36:57I've fallen
00:36:58even deeper
00:37:00in love with her
00:37:01since getting
00:37:02to know her family
00:37:04and I was
00:37:06actually getting
00:37:07excited
00:37:07about the possibility
00:37:09of getting married
00:37:10and having a family
00:37:12together.
00:37:13I don't know
00:37:14how receptive
00:37:15she's going to be
00:37:16with anything
00:37:18that I have
00:37:19to say
00:37:21but I have
00:37:22to give it
00:37:23my all
00:37:24if I lose
00:37:25her I'll be
00:37:26losing
00:37:26like
00:37:27the best thing
00:37:28that ever
00:37:31happened to me.
00:37:46Oh my god.
00:37:49Trisha.
00:37:52Hello.
00:37:54Sit down.
00:38:01Not exactly
00:38:02the greeting
00:38:03I was expecting.
00:38:05What did you expect?
00:38:06I'm not happy
00:38:08to see you.
00:38:13I just want
00:38:15to apologize.
00:38:17I should have
00:38:18told you
00:38:18about the message
00:38:19as soon as
00:38:20it happened.
00:38:22I had no
00:38:23intention
00:38:24on like
00:38:24keeping it
00:38:25from me.
00:38:28Four days.
00:38:30You didn't
00:38:31say anything
00:38:31for four days.
00:38:32That's too much.
00:38:33and all
00:38:35the messages
00:38:35was on the text
00:38:37was really
00:38:37disrespectful.
00:38:39You were
00:38:40with me.
00:38:43Why did
00:38:43you betray
00:38:44me?
00:38:46After I
00:38:47gave you
00:38:48a chance
00:38:48when we
00:38:49were in
00:38:49Lucebe.
00:38:51I forgive you
00:38:52what you did
00:38:53in Colombia.
00:38:54You're supposed
00:38:55to earn
00:38:56my trust
00:38:56back
00:38:57not to
00:38:58break it
00:38:58a single time.
00:39:00I didn't
00:39:01have any
00:39:01plans on
00:39:02breaking up
00:39:04with you
00:39:04and being
00:39:04with her
00:39:05or any
00:39:06of that.
00:39:07I didn't
00:39:07realize
00:39:08that she
00:39:08would take
00:39:09this as
00:39:09cheating on you.
00:39:11Yes,
00:39:11it is
00:39:11cheating.
00:39:12This is
00:39:12where
00:39:13the
00:39:13cheating
00:39:14started.
00:39:17If
00:39:18I was
00:39:18in your
00:39:19place,
00:39:20me,
00:39:21I know
00:39:21exactly
00:39:22what I
00:39:23should do
00:39:23to make
00:39:24you feel
00:39:24good.
00:39:25So you
00:39:25don't know
00:39:26because you
00:39:26can't take
00:39:27I don't know
00:39:27what it is
00:39:28that's going
00:39:28to satisfy
00:39:29you.
00:39:30Why?
00:39:31It's simple
00:39:32though.
00:39:33Why don't
00:39:34you block
00:39:34her?
00:39:36It didn't
00:39:37come to my
00:39:37mom.
00:39:38Oh, okay.
00:39:38That's what you
00:39:39want.
00:39:39If you
00:39:40want this
00:39:40relationship,
00:39:41make her
00:39:42understand
00:39:42that I'm
00:39:43with you.
00:39:44She already
00:39:45knows that
00:39:45I'm with you.
00:39:46She doesn't
00:39:46know.
00:39:47That's why
00:39:48she keep
00:39:48texting you.
00:39:49She doesn't
00:39:49know.
00:39:50Tell her
00:39:50to understand
00:39:51that.
00:39:54Make her
00:39:55understand
00:39:55that you
00:39:56don't want
00:39:56her anymore.
00:40:01block her
00:40:02here
00:40:02and tell
00:40:03her.
00:40:10Nothing
00:40:10to say.
00:40:11I'm
00:40:11conflicted.
00:40:14I love you
00:40:15so much
00:40:16but
00:40:18I can't
00:40:19block her.
00:40:21Why?
00:40:23Why?
00:40:28Why do I
00:40:29leave her?
00:40:30I'm having
00:40:31the best time
00:40:32of my life.
00:40:32Getting in the
00:40:33waterfall and
00:40:33I'm just thinking
00:40:34she's being a
00:40:35drama queen.
00:40:37I get down to
00:40:38the bottom and
00:40:39I see all these
00:40:41people surrounding
00:40:42Elise and I
00:40:43start to think
00:40:44oh, is she
00:40:45okay?
00:41:08Welcome
00:41:09everyone.
00:41:10We are
00:41:10gathered here
00:41:11today to
00:41:11celebrate the
00:41:12enduring love
00:41:13between
00:41:13Zavon and
00:41:14Annalyn.
00:41:15We honor the
00:41:17journey that
00:41:17has been filled
00:41:18with laughter,
00:41:19challenges,
00:41:20triumphs, and
00:41:21long-distance calls.
00:41:22Now, Zavon and
00:41:23Annalyn, it's time
00:41:25to renew your
00:41:26vows to each
00:41:26other.
00:41:35Zavon, can you
00:41:36read your
00:41:36vows to Annalyn?
00:41:38Thomas.
00:41:47I vow to cherish,
00:41:51love, honor, and
00:41:53obey, and always
00:41:56protect you and be
00:41:57there for you, and
00:41:59also learn to be
00:42:02more patient and put
00:42:05up with your
00:42:05sassiness.
00:42:09I love you.
00:42:14Zavon delivered his
00:42:15vows, and it may be
00:42:18not so dramatic and
00:42:20like a poetry, but
00:42:22when I look at his
00:42:23eyes, I could feel
00:42:26the sincerity.
00:42:29I have waited so long
00:42:33for this moment to
00:42:34finally say this in
00:42:36person.
00:42:37I promise that I'll
00:42:39continue to be a good
00:42:41wife.
00:42:41You can always count on
00:42:43me.
00:42:44You'll never feel
00:42:45alone again, and I'll
00:42:48continue to pick up
00:42:51your dirty socks, even
00:42:53though I keep nagging
00:42:54you, and I don't
00:42:56expect you to be
00:42:57perfect, because no
00:42:58one is, but I expect
00:43:01us to be together no
00:43:02matter what.
00:43:03I love you so much.
00:43:06Love you too.
00:43:11Zavon and Annalyn,
00:43:13today you have
00:43:14renewed your vows and
00:43:15reaffirmed your
00:43:16commitment to one
00:43:16another.
00:43:17It is my great honor
00:43:18and pleasure to once
00:43:20again pronounce you
00:43:21husband and wife.
00:43:21Oh, one second.
00:43:24Do you have
00:43:24something to give up?
00:43:26Yeah.
00:43:30Is that the one you
00:43:30wanted?
00:43:38All right, now we
00:43:40can get on with it.
00:43:42You may now share a
00:43:44kiss to seal your
00:43:44renewed vows.
00:43:53You did so good.
00:43:56Oh, great, actually.
00:43:58You were so great.
00:44:00Congratulations.
00:44:03Congratulations.
00:44:03And I know
00:44:04sometimes I don't like
00:44:05it when you trick me,
00:44:07but this is the
00:44:07greatest trick ever.
00:44:10You finally have my
00:44:11wedding ring.
00:44:13Aw, thank you.
00:44:25Thank you for coming.
00:44:27And for all the efforts.
00:44:29Thank you for coming.
00:44:42Okay guys.
00:44:43The reception is over there.
00:44:46Go.
00:44:47Perfect.
00:45:01for me i think marrying someone online is kind of crazy because it's been a long time that
00:45:07they've waited to see each other to be together i know that javon and anna has difficulties in
00:45:13their relationship but i've noticed now that they are just focusing in with their love to each other
00:45:19with how they were going to work out with their relationship so i'm really happy for
00:45:23seeing that now cut that cake cut that cake cut that cake
00:45:37it's just so overwhelming boo i feel so much
00:45:41happiness that i haven't felt before i just feel so loved
00:45:56this is something that i will treasure for the rest of my life it was the best night
00:46:02i'm eternally grateful
00:46:05yeah
00:46:07hello
00:46:37hello
00:46:45is she down
00:46:51look i know it does look scary like there's a job but she's very safe i know the guy up
00:46:57the top can
00:46:57sort of you know belay her down and you know do it himself i'm having the best time of my
00:47:03life
00:47:03i'm you know abseiling down getting the waterfall in you know i'm just thinking she's being a drama queen
00:47:14but um i get down to the bottom and i see all these people you know surrounding elise
00:47:28and i start to think oh you know is she okay
00:47:35that's how i know i was hearing
00:47:39oh no i didn't because i couldn't say all right i can hear you
00:47:46i am feeling so overwhelmed so scared so cold and just like so tired but i'm so happy josh is
00:47:55there to comfort me josh always knows how to calm me down like his physical touch just makes me feel
00:48:15like safe it's like a quality i love about him
00:48:29oh my god that was crazy i mean here i am trying to book this fun adventure and
00:48:35becomes a complete and utter disaster for me well by the best time i'll do it all over again
00:48:42probably not right now no i think we can say that we've been there done that and let's try and
00:48:47uh forget it yes okay what who is that what do you mean nothing
00:49:29at least really went above and beyond for me today so i want to do something nice for her and
00:49:33stop by anchor point it's supposed to have these stunning views but unfortunately i just got a text
00:49:39with some bad news and i'm trying to figure out how i can break it to elise without her freaking
00:49:44out
00:49:46i am yeah i'm nervous stunning oh yeah pretty amazing i'm aware i've never been here
00:49:56checking things off your bucket list huh yeah
00:50:06listen listen i have to tell you something are you okay baby um
00:50:13we're not going to be able to talk to my son
00:50:17why it's just not possible today there's other people to consider as well you know him his mother sorry
00:50:33wow i'll let you down i didn't mean for it to happen like that
00:50:39so i'm sorry well that's really upsetting that we're not gonna be able to video chat him
00:50:45yeah it is i told you i want to meet people in your life i want to see into your
00:50:49world i'm here
00:50:52yeah well maybe i'm just good at disappointing you good disappointing people so maybe that's just me
00:51:00it's more than just a broken promise the fact that i'm leaving here soon and not being able to meet
00:51:06his son is like scary that is very important aspect of his life and you should be pushing
00:51:14harder than simply receiving a text on your phone that we can't meet your son like maybe he doesn't
00:51:20think i'm good enough like settling for no doesn't make me feel like you're gonna fight for us
00:51:27you just say it so nonchalantly like i let you down like what else i'm disappointed i'm upset
00:51:33i wouldn't blame you for not coming back or walking away
00:51:42so you're like okay to walk away i didn't say i said i wouldn't blame you for walking away
00:51:53i'm so cold do you want me to run and get your jumper i'll get you my black one
00:52:07what just happened he just said to me he basically i can walk away and it's just not
00:52:12going to happen i'm not going to meet his son and like i'm trying to be so nice and help
00:52:16him out and
00:52:16like i do care about him a lot like i do i like him but if he's like so easy
00:52:21for me to walk away
00:52:22and then what is it going to be on the other side of the world what's going on
00:52:31why do you disrespect me you just told me i could walk away i said i wouldn't blame you if
00:52:36you walked
00:52:37away i don't want you to walk away i don't want you to walk away i don't want you to
00:52:45walk away
00:52:46but i will try and be better for you
00:52:54you say you don't live up to your expectations you say you dropped the ball
00:52:58like i'm falling for someone that's like what do you want me to do like i'm scared yeah i'm really
00:53:04sorry i'm it means a lot that you're upset about this because i'm upset about them but i don't want
00:53:09you to think that i didn't want you to speak to him it will happen you guys will play a
00:53:13big big part
00:53:14in each other's lives i'm in love with you that's crazy yeah it is
00:53:32you mean that i do
00:53:39i don't even know what's going on in this moment i literally nearly died today he just told me it's
00:53:43okay if i walk away from him and now he's telling me he's in love with me i've never heard
00:53:48that from
00:53:48him before and like of course it's so nice to hear but i mean he's telling me this right after
00:53:54giving me
00:53:55the bad news it's like does he really mean he loves me please don't get angry let's figure it out
00:54:03sorry it didn't happen right now if i want him as my husband i need to be able to trust
00:54:09him full-heartedly
00:54:10but i don't feel like i can trust him right now and that sucks
00:54:22so once i leave we're really gonna trust each other
00:54:27when it comes to stuff like that don't be drunk and stupid
00:54:29i have a fiatie now what are you talking about you trust me babe
00:54:36why are you so emotional
00:54:38i have a fiatie now
00:54:57ready i guess not really
00:54:59but now the path is split in two
00:55:05and mine is taking me from you and yours is headed towards the western coast
00:55:12i can't follow you hold me close i feel hollow i love you most it's been a beautiful ride
00:55:21i miss you so much i plan to visit you soon yeah like i mean well i don't know how
00:55:28quick we're
00:55:29gonna move on this violent situation i want to do some research first this whole time i was
00:55:36picturing us picturing us living in belize that's kind of what we talked about so now i just feel
00:55:42like it's a sudden change up but i i understand why i understand why i'm not saying that i want
00:55:48to
00:55:48just completely disbelieve and never come back you know yeah i could see us living in the states
00:55:54though for a little bit making some money coming back to belize building a nice house
00:56:02stig and i obviously have a lot to figure out that said i'm keeping an open mind because
00:56:08i believe love is more important than the location i just feel like we are meant for each other
00:56:15our paths crossed for a reason and i'm completely in love with him i have fallen really hard for him
00:56:24here we go
00:56:31why are you so emotional yeah so i just got like an overwhelming feeling of gratitude
00:56:41i'm just happy
00:56:48so once i leave we just really gotta trust each other
00:56:53i got to when it comes to stuff like that i got drunk and stupid i have a fiance now
00:56:57what are you
00:56:58what are you talking about you trust me babe
00:57:03hi joe
00:57:04what happened
00:57:10do you want to miss me
00:57:12i can't cry
00:57:22it's okay
00:57:41this trip has been a lot of great times but also a lot of hurdles
00:57:46you know they say that a plane can't fly without resistance we had a lot of resistance and we still
00:57:55made it through that
00:57:55i think this has been a good trip
00:58:06and i love you too
00:58:09i'm gonna miss you
00:58:22it's sad leaving stig but the trip was amazing
00:58:26i can just see us living in arizona having a little family
00:58:31i just see a lot of positives in our future and i'm just excited that we're where we're at now
00:58:38give me just a second now to catch my breath
00:58:41i better catch my flight
00:58:43don't ask us baby
00:58:46i love you
00:58:47i love you
00:58:59i'm really excited about the future i'm really excited to get married
00:59:04in america there's a lot more opportunities for me as an artist for me to make good money real money
00:59:09i could i could network with people i could network with other big dancehall artists bigger than
00:59:14myself and i know people not in arizona i don't know nobody
00:59:21actually i'm more down to go to houston
00:59:24there's more opportunity for me in houston you know my my brothers are in houston i have a lot of
00:59:29artists friends producer friends
00:59:36my ex is in houston with that
00:59:41you ain't worried about her i don't have a ring up but hey
00:59:51come on i'm playing i'm engaging
01:00:02we had our plans this is the best way for us to be together faster together you can't let mom
01:00:10change your mind i think forrest's mom is much more controlling than he even would realize he's been
01:00:19manipulated please i really want you to stay
01:00:32would you feel better if i just cut him out of my life can you do that
01:00:55if that's what it's going to take to fix this and for you to trust me
01:01:02then yeah i would do that
01:01:08okay
01:01:11this is exactly what i was worried about the possibility that i would eventually have to choose
01:01:18between my best friend and the love of my life but beer con truly genuinely loves me and i think
01:01:26having the opportunity to be fully loved by someone is worth giving up my friendship with michael over
01:01:38you know what i don't want you to cut your relationship with him we can still be friends
01:01:47he's a good guy he proved he's worthy of being friends i'm okay with that but friends not best friend
01:01:57not that weird friendship
01:02:05she's trying to do something to save this relationship and i appreciate that because
01:02:12once that relationship gets into the dead end nobody can get it out we're good it will be good
01:02:20but we gotta work on i know
01:02:27it is always bad to lose people i lost a lot of people and i don't want her to cut
01:02:35relationship
01:02:37with her friend i'm not gonna be the one who breaks them apart you know thanks for talking to me
01:02:50i love laura because she has a pure heart and she makes me love life so i want her to
01:03:00be happy
01:03:23are you okay babe
01:03:26i don't know babe
01:03:37we're the last day in this beautiful apartment
01:03:50apartment it's the last night in the philippines with sheena and my heart is cracking
01:03:58the talk we had with my mom is still weighing on my mind
01:04:05it's very annoying when my mom is right because she'll never let me hear the end of it um on
01:04:10top
01:04:10of that it hurts my heart seeing sheena get so emotional that i'm going to have to leave her
01:04:16but at the end of the day if i do everything correctly i know that she and i will have
01:04:22a bright future
01:04:22her and i hope that she understands
01:04:30please i really want you to stay
01:04:37you can't let mom change your mind you have to decide this on your own will
01:04:44sheena
01:04:46honey
01:04:48we have overcome mountains we have overcome problems we have struggled through so many years even a
01:04:56pandemic
01:04:57we had our plans to grow and have a family i want you here and i know that this is
01:05:06the best way
01:05:08for us to be together faster together and that's what i've been waiting for you for the longest time
01:05:18she and i can't do that
01:05:21it's literally tearing me up thinking about being away from you but i think mom was kind of right
01:05:29i want to have a bright future together when getting you to the united states is the best option
01:05:38and to do that i need to go and start work and do the process and make sure i have
01:05:45everything stabilized
01:05:46in america
01:05:52it hurts that forrest happened to change his mind it feels like he would rather choose his mom over me
01:06:00i mean i understand if he happened to work in the u.s he could earn much more better money
01:06:07but i am worried that forrest wouldn't find a job that easy because of his disability issues
01:06:14i feel like he's been manipulated to think that living in the philippines was impossible
01:06:20but it's not certain that this other plan is going to work out
01:06:26the faster i get back home the faster i can start the process
01:06:31and if i don't get the k1 that gets denied then i can come back here and stay here if
01:06:37things don't work out in here
01:06:39but how about mom
01:06:43i'm i'm i'm quite worried that she will try her best to make sure to stay in the united states
01:06:49forever
01:06:50and this decision it's not my mother it's my own decision but i see a bright future together
01:06:59and i'm in your heart and you're in my heart and you are my true home
01:07:05i want to put my faith into him as my partner that he would find a way to be together
01:07:12long term
01:07:14but i think forrest's mom is much more controlling than he would realize
01:07:21i know that molly still have worries and doubts regarding our relationship
01:07:26and i'm worried that she could influence him and cause problems she could break us apart
01:07:34it's just
01:07:40oh it's hard
01:07:51holy holy holy why is everything so cold surprise surprise she's cold my god thank you so much
01:08:01take that away she's a pain in the ass but it's in a cute way you know i like that
01:08:07how do you feel
01:08:09about me i i like i'm falling for you but not in love
01:08:29good morning good morning good morning it's a little chilly out here today so you're sleeping i i was i
01:08:43just woke up
01:08:44time to get back to bondi yeah it was a good little getaway mostly
01:08:52i feel really sad this is our last full day together
01:08:56we're driving back to bondi in a little bit and then tomorrow i fly back to miami
01:09:03hmm did you wake up still loving me i'm asking yes i did i just have so many mixed emotions
01:09:12right now
01:09:13like he told me he loved me and that means the world to me but at the same time here
01:09:19he is again
01:09:20not living up to his promise to video chat with his son i understand there's external factors but if
01:09:27you're gonna see a future with me and maybe your wife like the fact that you didn't try harder
01:09:33i don't know it's just like scary i'm going home tomorrow and i have no idea what the future holds
01:09:41this is really heavy
01:09:44your last night
01:09:48my book just somewhere nice tonight
01:09:52yep i'm fine yeah so let's go get changed and get home
01:10:06i never imagined i'd fall in love so quickly this has never happened before
01:10:12but saying i love you and then not having it heard back i am sort of wondering where she's at
01:10:17you
01:10:17know is it not as real for her as it is for me that is a bit concerning
01:10:36it's so beautiful here okay it's nice to miss you
01:10:45all right guys this is your table thank you
01:10:50i've got the menu for you guys thank you thank you so much
01:10:56so cold you're always cold always cold they did say they had blankets so i'm gonna ask her for a
01:11:02blanket okay good idea god it's so cold surprise surprise she's cold
01:11:07oh holy holy holy holy why is everything so cold as soon as there's like the slightest breeze
01:11:15all the sun's down she's cold thanks for coming guys don't mind me i just brought some hand warmers
01:11:22i'm freezing i'm freezing wow turn on the car i'm so cold holy camoly i'm cold you think by now
01:11:32that
01:11:32she'd know how to dress you know in sydney i wear something a bit warmer you okay do you want
01:11:36my
01:11:36jacket yeah i do yeah i'm shivering oh god it's a little nippley out a little nippley she's a pain
01:11:43in
01:11:43the ass but it's in a cute way you know i like that well you look stunning as always i
01:11:51think righty i've
01:11:51got the blanket for you oh my god thank you so much take that away for you um can we
01:11:57please get two
01:11:58spicy margaritas two spicy margaritas uh tahini if you've got it tahini we do yeah you do how lovely
01:12:05thanks so much thank you thank you guys last night
01:12:16how do you feel about how do you feel about what about me like in general yeah
01:12:26i mean like i i like i'm falling for you but not in love
01:12:36not yet josh literally tells me everything i want to hear but i feel like he sometimes kind
01:12:46of just says things to appease me like he'll say he's gonna do x y and z but there's like
01:12:52no action
01:12:53behind that you know there's one side of me that sees the future with him like getting married and
01:12:59having kids but then there's this other side of me that's like am i even being realistic with my
01:13:04expectations with him and is it just hopeful and wishful thinking i am falling for you i i i cannot
01:13:12imagine going back to miami without you but we live in different continents we're a 16 hour time difference
01:13:21you have a son here how do you plan to make this work yeah i think it's a move obviously
01:13:28it's it's a
01:13:29move for either one of us whether it be here or there i guess it's one pretty big con for
01:13:35me to
01:13:35move into miami well your son okay yes however okay so if i was to move here where would we
01:13:42go who
01:13:43would pay for it find a place you and i find a place together we live we move in together
01:13:50okay but like have you gone on a website and looked for places
01:13:57slowly look i'm confident i can call this off more than confident
01:14:07i'm scared i just don't know if i can so why are you just gonna let go sometimes
01:14:13i'm just like i don't know if you're stable
01:14:19i want to make it work i believe but why are you doing so sure i believe that it will
01:14:25work in
01:14:25my eyes i think you will find excuses to make it not work why are you hesitant i've given you
01:14:34a solid
01:14:34game plan and you're still hesitant you've had a hard year like financially i don't know how you're
01:14:41be able to make this work i don't know sorry that i can't you know i don't have a big
01:14:46nest egg
01:14:47you just have to trust because you are so can you stop being rude to me like seriously like you
01:14:53are
01:14:53like yep josh like that's your because you're being a dick to me i am sticking up for myself that's
01:14:59all
01:14:59i am doing i still care about you and love you and you don't know how you feel so that
01:15:06obviously
01:15:06throws doubt in my mind feels a little bit like you don't want it to happen but you don't want
01:15:12to
01:15:13admit it do you think i'm not putting anything into action but i feel like the ball's in your call
01:15:29i'll block you everywhere and do this don't do that i will even now i don't have nothing to do
01:15:34with
01:15:35you please just this is my phone i don't have nothing to tell please
01:15:41i'll just walk away and never speak to him again
01:15:47i wasted my time
01:15:57i love you so much but i can't block her why why
01:16:23i don't know what to do because it's i'm in love with you
01:16:31but i do still have feelings for her too
01:16:36oh
01:16:39and no nothing else to do nothing else to say i love you no no no you don't love me
01:16:54i asked her to choose then
01:16:58you made your choice
01:17:04when trish asked me to block my ex i realized that i can't completely shut the door
01:17:13and i wanted to be honest about my feelings
01:17:18so you chose your ex over her after all you guys have been through
01:17:23i don't look at it as i chose my ex over her what do you look at it as
01:17:33i look at it as um just not ready to let go totally
01:17:41i love trish but um i mean love isn't so black and white it's possible to have feelings for
01:17:53two people at the same time
01:17:59i wasted my time
01:18:03i look at it as a waste
01:18:06i still i'm still willing to try to make it that i
01:18:10it's nothing to do anymore
01:18:13i cannot be with someone who still have feelings for his ex
01:18:17i'll block you everywhere
01:18:19i will even now i don't have nothing to do with you please this is my phone you didn't buy
01:18:25it you
01:18:26didn't do anything i don't have nothing to tell please yes i am doing it right now
01:18:37i hate that it makes me suffer again
01:18:42you plan a future with me you told me that you love me
01:18:47but i still have feelings for her
01:18:54i do but that doesn't mean i'm going back to her
01:18:59if my feelings for you are strong i still want us to go on
01:19:05i cannot do that i'll never be a second choice of someone so i'll take my love back
01:19:15and forget by him
01:19:22don't
01:19:27don't ever bother me no no no no you made a choice
01:19:34let's finish
01:19:38good thank you
01:19:47i'm feeling really really angry
01:19:51like i don't understand why he make me fall in love with him and break my heart
01:20:00like he shouldn't have come to madagascar
01:20:04meet me
01:20:06i don't know what to say anymore
01:20:07i'll just walk away and never speak to him again
01:20:18i wish you realized that i do love her and i do think that she's special i want us to
01:20:26be together but
01:20:30i just wasn't ready
01:20:35that's all i can't see
01:20:46holy balls next time on before the 90 days
01:20:49i feel like i should ask for your autograph
01:20:53jeez
01:20:54give me your ring finger
01:20:56i'm asking you
01:20:58will you marry me
01:21:00we just got things back on track and i'm worried that as we go back to long distance
01:21:06we're only going to have more drama and more problems
01:21:09do you accept
01:21:12makey i'm in no shoes
01:21:16so today i decided to
01:21:20take a break as he does
01:21:24you want
01:21:27because that is what i think it is
01:21:30holy i'm about to be a dad
01:21:33you don't need to be with me
01:21:34it may have taken seven years to get here but it's not going to take seven years to get you
01:21:37back home
01:21:39i still don't completely trust sheena she still manipulates
01:21:44here i thought i was coming to get all these questions answered
01:21:47no i have more questions
01:21:52it's so hard to trust that he's going to come back for me
01:21:56i don't want people to leave me
01:22:01it hurts me deeply that it didn't work out between trish and i and i'm leaving with no hope at
01:22:08all
01:22:21i'm literally leaving for that report in one hour and he just left like how can you tell me you
01:22:29love me and you're falling for me then you bring girls back and disrespect me oh my god he stopped
01:22:35sharing his location with me i am so exhausted from this emotional roller coaster
01:22:40i'm like what do i do now
01:22:45i've given so much to make daniel happy i was so sure of him and now i'm just insecure
01:22:52he's not communicating with her much i wanted to find a reason why and
01:22:57i did find things faith went on your email how come in your contacts you have somebody listed as wife
01:23:07so who is this wife
01:23:11are you ready tell me what happened i don't even know where to start
01:23:22are you questioning the whole relationship at this point
01:23:27i don't even know where to start
01:23:27i don't even know where to start
01:23:27i don't even know where to start
01:23:29i don't even know where to start
01:23:30i don't even know where to start
01:23:30i don't even know where to start
01:23:30i don't even know where to start
01:23:31i don't even know where to start
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