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Made in Chelsea S31E07 H 264
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00:01Let's just be incredibly simple here.
00:02She likes you a bit.
00:03You not shutting that down.
00:06Immediately, all that signals to me is that you feel the same way.
00:08I think we have established that it's not a romantic pursuit.
00:13Mm-hmm.
00:14Probably no more sleepovers.
00:16Yeah.
00:16No more cuddles.
00:18I'm going to go on a date this week.
00:19Oh, do you fancy me?
00:20Yeah.
00:21No.
00:21Obviously.
00:24I think he does fancy her if I'm just being completely honest.
00:27I guess I'll just keep an eye on it.
00:28Did you say they're going well?
00:30Yeah.
00:31Well, you're single now.
00:33You're going to cause a lot of carnage.
00:34In Scotland, I was nonstop talking about you and really excited.
00:38Chugs hasn't told Armin what happened between you two.
00:41Zona and I kissed.
00:42Do you not consider me a best mate?
00:47I can't come point at your door and be like, no, let me in.
00:50I literally lied to his face twice.
00:52Oh, please don't flatter yourself.
00:53It's really not a good look at all.
00:54He definitely does fancy you.
00:56Why is that nice?
00:57It was nice.
00:57Everyone's beating around the bush too much, okay?
00:59I just spat my eyelashes and look pretty.
01:01It feels like a breakup.
01:02This is actually worse than I thought it was.
01:04Well, in that case, then I'll take a step back.
01:06That's boring.
01:07Oh, I'm not going to lie.
01:08You're pretty screwed.
01:09I'm not going to lie.
01:37It's too short. I need a longer thingy.
01:39Freddie, you're about to fall over, mate.
01:41No, guys, let me lock in, let me lock in.
01:43Please, don't kick.
01:48Whoa, Tiger Woods over here.
01:51Do you spend any time with Abbie at all?
01:53Nope.
02:08You're welcome.
02:10Thanks, Jack.
02:11What do you guys want? Maybe a cappuccino.
02:20Cappuccino.
02:20Guys, how was Silchester Farm?
02:22Oh, it was so beautiful, wasn't it?
02:23It was actually so nice, yeah.
02:25It was like a real retreat.
02:27Do you know what I mean? It was so relaxing.
02:29Very wholesome.
02:30Wholesome until it wasn't wholesome.
02:32Honestly.
02:33Wait, so what happened?
02:34Um, so me and Armin are no longer.
02:37Why?
02:39You were really rooting for that, I know.
02:40I was. What happened? What?
02:42I don't know if you know this,
02:43but Chugs and I had a kiss in Scotland.
02:46When?
02:47Oh, my God, when?
02:49It was like towards the end of the trip, wasn't it?
02:51When?
02:52Yeah.
02:52I mean, it's quite messy,
02:53but Armin actually messaged me saying he wants to chat,
02:56so he's on his way now.
02:58I know I've done nothing wrong in this situation
03:00because it was before me and Armin had progressed into anything.
03:03I hope he kind of takes that into account.
03:05I think it's more of an ego thing when it comes to him.
03:07Yeah.
03:07Like, he shouldn't be directing his anger towards you.
03:09Yeah, exactly.
03:09No, it's definitely a Chugs, surely.
03:14No, yeah, for sure.
03:24Because he has said that before.
03:25But, like, it's always kind of, you know, my ex has been there
03:28and then obviously Armin and whatever else.
03:29So, I don't know. It's...
03:31Yeah, I don't know.
03:32If he asked you on a date, what would you say?
03:34Oh, Jaz, shut up.
03:34I love my hypotheticals.
03:36It's too much, too much, too much.
03:37What would you say?
03:38No, I don't know.
03:39It's not a no.
03:41It's not a no.
03:42It's also not a yes.
03:43I don't know.
03:44Well, ladies, I...
03:47Well, I don't really know where to begin.
03:49I feel like the last time we spoke about it,
03:51I was crying in a sauna suit.
03:52Yes.
03:53Long story short, Inga and I had this conversation
03:56where we kind of admitted that it was more than friendship.
03:59Then I think I got a bit excited and then she backtracked.
04:02So, then...
04:03We then established that it wasn't going to be romantic,
04:06so I had to set boundaries with her.
04:08But having her in my life at a very different capacity
04:11is really hard for me.
04:13But I said,
04:14how would you feel if I went on a date with someone?
04:16And she was basically like,
04:18I'd be so happy for you.
04:19I want that for you.
04:20But you were like...
04:21And I was like...
04:22Yeah, I'm just going to go set myself a date now.
04:24Yeah.
04:24But then I was like, you know what?
04:25That is my answer.
04:26That is my clarity.
04:28So, I went on this date with this girl.
04:31Any kisses?
04:34Yes.
04:35Yes.
04:36Yeah.
04:37I'm staying strong,
04:38especially now that I am dating
04:39and I have that romantic connection
04:41with Mary.
04:43I can't be...
04:46reeled back in by Inga.
04:47No way.
05:00I'm surprised to see him walking.
05:02Why?
05:03Because you always carry him.
05:05No, I don't.
05:06Not all the time.
05:06I think he's actually whimpering to get up.
05:08Come on, Truffles.
05:09No.
05:10Oh, bless him.
05:11I like his jumper.
05:12I love it.
05:13No.
05:14I want one.
05:15Anyway, how was skiing?
05:17Amazing.
05:18I haven't seen you since then.
05:19It was so good.
05:21I did my first red.
05:22I love that.
05:23I was very...
05:24Are you scared?
05:25I was apprehensive,
05:26but then I got down and I was like...
05:27Was that after Apru?
05:28It was one bit.
05:29I was one bit in.
05:30It's Dutch courage.
05:32Yeah, which was Dutch courage, but no.
05:33Have you spoken to Jazz recently?
05:35Because the last time you saw each other, you were setting boundaries.
05:39Okay, yeah.
05:40We met and I think it's all for, like, the better, to be perfectly honest.
05:47I do agree.
05:48Yeah.
05:48She's gone on a date.
05:50Okay.
05:50Which I think is really exciting.
05:52Yeah.
05:52I haven't heard anything about it yet, though.
05:54I think she was quite nervous about going on it.
05:56Yeah.
05:56She said it went really, really well.
05:58Even they had a kiss.
05:59Did they?
06:00You know that.
06:01But Jazz, like, she seems really happy.
06:04I'm going to go meet her.
06:05Oh, what?
06:06You're going to meet Jazz at the date?
06:08Oh, my God.
06:08The next step.
06:09Wow.
06:09I'm sure you'll meet her soon as well.
06:11Yeah.
06:12Good.
06:12Well, that's what I want for her.
06:14I want Jazz to, like, be out having fun and, like, meeting new people.
06:18I think she needed it.
06:19She did need that.
06:20Yeah.
06:21I'm happy for her.
06:22Yeah.
06:22What about you and your date and love life?
06:24Before everything with Jazz, it was Kit.
06:27Have you spoken to him since?
06:28I'm actually going to see him tomorrow because when we spoke, he kind of was implying that
06:36maybe there was something more there with Jazz than I was letting on.
06:39And, ultimately, I just want to clear the air and set the record straight.
06:44What have you been up to recently?
06:46Um, I've been quite busy.
06:47I've got London Fashion Week coming up, which will be really nice.
06:50Fun.
06:50And I'm going to go watch Paris walk, which will be really cool.
06:53Ooh.
06:53Yeah, I'm really excited.
06:55I'm not sure who's going, but I think Elise is going to be there.
06:57So that might be...
06:59What's going on?
06:59Is she still seeing Freddie?
07:01Well...
07:01I don't even know what's, like, even going on.
07:03But we saw Freddie the other night.
07:06Um...
07:07It was fun, wasn't it?
07:08How are you and Freddie?
07:09We were all getting on, yeah.
07:10Yeah, we were getting on.
07:11Which surprised me a bit, obviously, since Scotland.
07:13Yeah, I mean, the start was a bit awkward, obviously.
07:16But he kind of just said to me that he's not into Elise.
07:21Oh, shit.
07:22He's cutting it off.
07:23Oh.
07:24And I was like, OK.
07:26And then...
07:27Freddie!
07:28He was like, what do you think about getting back together?
07:32Freddie!
07:32Oh, my God!
07:34Oh, my God!
07:48I feel like you've been really busy at the moment.
07:50Yeah, I've been working on this event.
07:52I'm really excited about it.
07:53It's, like, it's called a green tie event.
07:55It's kind of like a sustainable take on a black tie van.
07:59OK.
08:00So you basically come wearing anything thrifted,
08:02borrowed, vintage, upcycled.
08:04I'm going to have to try and find something.
08:06Hello, ladies.
08:07Hello.
08:08How are we doing?
08:09Good, how are you?
08:10Good, I won't kiss you because I've got a bit of a cold.
08:13Oh, yeah, stay away.
08:14Sniffy.
08:16How have you been, then?
08:18Good.
08:19Long time, no see.
08:20I know.
08:21Since the other...
08:22Since Silchester.
08:24Appreciate you meeting with me.
08:26Of course.
08:26I didn't know you were going to be here, Libby,
08:27so thanks for joining us as well.
08:28I thought I'd just, yeah.
08:30Just come and...
08:30She had a drink to finish, to be fair.
08:33If you want to know anything...
08:34Yeah, I just kind of want to know how it happened.
08:38I don't know, it kind of just happened.
08:40I know he was saying to me, and I'm assuming he's saying to you as well,
08:43that it was one-sided.
08:44Is that what he's saying?
08:45He said he laid down on the bed, and like, you crawled over,
08:49and you kissed it.
08:50Right, okay, that's just a complete blatant lie.
08:53If it was just a one-sided thing, if I was the one who was calling,
08:56or threw myself onto him, why is he then making comments since that point?
09:00Jokingly, being like, we should do it again.
09:03You're saying he's joking about, you should do it again?
09:05Yeah, and then he kind of insinuates, well,
09:06might as well make it worthwhile.
09:08Were these jokes made whilst we were in our dating phase?
09:13Like, at the pub a couple of weeks ago?
09:15Yeah.
09:17Um...
09:17Is this whilst I was there?
09:19Yeah.
09:21Nice.
09:23Yeah.
09:23It's quite a big thing to happen.
09:24No, I get that, of course I get that.
09:26I would, I think I do stand on the fact that, like,
09:30it is kind of just like a jokey, friendly, flirty type situation.
09:34To be honest with you, this is actually worse than I thought it was.
09:37I get what you're saying, but I just feel like
09:42there are certain lines that brothers don't cross.
09:57Hey, that's actually quite good driving.
10:00Man, it's not quite the same as driving a Land Rover.
10:03Angus, we found another sport that you're rubbish at, mate.
10:05Oh, I just don't even know what you're talking about.
10:07Hey, I don't know why you're giving it.
10:08I'm about to go and ask them for left-handed clubs,
10:10because you surely aren't right-handed.
10:12So do you think you look cool with that tea in your room?
10:14Yeah, do you think you look cool?
10:15Shanking it into the room.
10:16Mate, that is sick.
10:17There's deers running about everywhere.
10:18I'm afraid he was aiming for them, it looked like.
10:20You got any news, Fred?
10:21You look a bit quiet.
10:22Yeah, I do.
10:23A little bit sad, actually, yeah.
10:23I think we all saw it coming.
10:26Me and Elise are officially over.
10:29What?
10:29No!
10:30And it's not all bad news,
10:33because, God, you guys are gonna laugh at me.
10:35Basically, I went to an event,
10:37and me and Bex, like, hitting it off.
10:39Dare I say it, like,
10:39it felt like we were kind of back together.
10:42It was weird.
10:43Oh, my God.
10:44Oh, my God.
10:45Guys, what?
10:45Who wants to be my mates?
10:47This is the reason why you've called it off of Elise.
10:49Absolutely not.
10:50I don't have feelings for Bex.
10:51I don't.
10:51What?
10:52However, if Bex liked to hang out,
10:54I want cuddles, I want movie nights,
10:56and sex is just a bonus.
10:57If Bex agreed to you asking for friends with benefits,
11:01what would you say?
11:02That would be a dream scenario.
11:04You've had a rush of blood to the wrong head,
11:06and we need to flip you upside down
11:07and get you thinking properly.
11:09Any more exciting stuff from your little away trip?
11:12God, one or two things.
11:14Sort of found myself getting a bit caught out
11:17in something that happened in Scotland
11:18between me and Zeno.
11:23Basically, like, long story short,
11:24we kissed one night.
11:27You and Zeno?
11:28I know, I know, I know.
11:30When?
11:31I didn't see it coming either, mate.
11:32Like, towards the end of the trip.
11:33Angus, gotta remember,
11:34Armand and Chugs are, like, best mates.
11:36No, no, no, no.
11:36Sorry, it's not funny, but, like, that's wild.
11:39Oh, I don't know.
11:39I just feel, like, guilty,
11:40and I feel sick about keeping something from him.
11:43Obviously, I'm good friends with Zeno's ex.
11:46Tristan lives with him.
11:47Like, I've not even spoken to Tristan about this.
11:49I know he's not going to be pleased.
11:51I literally lied to his face twice
11:53saying that nothing happened to Zeno.
11:55He asked me and I was like,
11:56no, nothing happened.
11:57So that's a whole nother dynamic.
11:59I'm not going to lie,
12:00you're pretty screwed.
12:01I was like,
12:27no, no, no.
12:54This is a duck breast with a cherry reduction.
12:59Yeah, make sure you get K-berry on there.
13:00K-berry on there?
13:01Yeah, yeah, yeah.
13:02Because the sauce is quite sweet.
13:03Oh, the sauce is...
13:05This is nice.
13:06Yeah?
13:07Is it good?
13:09Yeah, I'm glad we got to do this,
13:10because I've got a bit of a weird one later.
13:12Inga sent me a text out of the blue asking to meet up.
13:15No idea what she wants to say.
13:17Last time I saw her, all this jazz stuff is all starting to happen,
13:20and it'll be fine.
13:22I just need to talk to her.
13:24What else has been going on?
13:25I feel like I haven't seen you guys in ages.
13:26Well, Chugs has now finally reached out to me.
13:29Yeah.
13:30And he wants to have a chat.
13:32Ah, yes, I've heard about this.
13:33Have you heard about this?
13:35This is something I was very eager to speak to you about.
13:37I feel bitterly disappointed by all this.
13:39Same, mate.
13:39Same, honestly.
13:40I can see it in both your faces, actually.
13:43It's not a good look.
13:44It's really not a good look at all.
13:46Mm.
13:46It's one thing making a mistake,
13:48but it's the second thing lying wholeheartedly
13:50to everyone who's involved's face for a long time,
13:53to the point where I've actually directly asked Chugs
13:56about what happened in Scotland,
13:58and Zeno's ex has also done the same thing,
14:00and he completely lied, like, flat out.
14:01And that's why it's a huge problem now for our friendship.
14:04Well, this is the thing.
14:05Basically, Chugs told me that it was very one-sided from Zeno,
14:09but then had a drink with Zeno the other day,
14:13and she was telling me that Chugs was joking about doing it again.
14:17Oh, God.
14:18Which I just could not believe. I could not believe that.
14:22Listen, I think it's absolutely bang out of order from Chugs.
14:24I think it shows a blatant lack of respect.
14:26And this actually doesn't emotionally impact me
14:28in the same way it has you,
14:29because I wasn't dating Zeno, but Harvey was.
14:31And Chugs is also very close to him.
14:33So, in my head now,
14:35him hooking up with Zeno and Scotland and lying about it,
14:37laughing about it, all the stuff you're telling me,
14:40has kind of set the precedent for me
14:41that maybe I'm overlooking something,
14:42even when it comes to Jules now.
14:44I'm like, in the back of my head, I'm like,
14:46you know, if he can do that to Zeno's ex,
14:48who he's as close to,
14:49are the rumours of him being, you know, extra close with Jules,
14:52is there some truth in that?
14:54Where is that level of respect?
14:55Where is that level of friendship?
14:56So, what are you actually going to say to him later?
14:57And, like, where do you go from there?
15:00Honestly, I don't know.
15:01Chugs knows that if I feel betrayed or hurt
15:04or the trust is broken,
15:06I have no problem cutting you out of my life.
15:09So, he knows the gravity of the situation.
15:12Just wait a little longer
15:16Cos I know that you are
15:22We're calling it out of my life
15:23Cheers, guys.
15:24Thanks for inviting us, Paris.
15:25It was great.
15:26Well, guys, thanks for coming.
15:27Pleasure.
15:27Any time you need me to come look at beautiful women,
15:30walk in a straight line, just give me a ring.
15:32I'm always available.
15:33I think we've all done a bit of modelling.
15:34You've done some modelling.
15:35Yeah, I used to do all the fashion weeks.
15:37Oh, hello, hello.
15:39Good to see you again.
15:40You well?
15:41I'm good.
15:42Hi, beautiful.
15:43Oh, my God.
15:44Can I just say that I'm obsessed with your outfit?
15:46Oh, thank you.
15:47I mean, you look so good.
15:48I think we need to address you today.
15:51Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you.
15:52I'm so proud.
15:53I'll stop that, like, off my girl.
15:54Oh, thanks, folks.
15:56Oh, my God.
15:56I'm so glad you came.
15:57Isn't this fun?
15:58So awkward.
16:02I mean, maybe someone could explain
16:05because I've been too busy in fashion week
16:06to get my head around what's going on.
16:08I mean, it's gone on for, like, a while.
16:10It's because Freddie and I were getting to know each other.
16:12And obviously, the ex and Freddie dated.
16:15But you'll be thrilled to know it's no longer a thing.
16:17Yeah.
16:18No, you did tell me that.
16:21I mean, I literally did call it from the very beginning.
16:24So did I.
16:25What do you mean, so did you?
16:28I said to the two of you that I thought...
16:30I just said, I've said it the whole time.
16:33It was fun.
16:33I've said that.
16:34Freddie, I've gained a best friend,
16:36but, like, I knew you weren't.
16:38Why is that nice?
16:38It was nice.
16:39Okay, fine.
16:40If anything, it will be usual as a wingman.
16:41If you want me to set you up, let me know.
16:44Yeah.
16:44I mean, I just see Freddie the other night.
16:46And he did say that, you know,
16:49he does still have feelings for me,
16:51and that he wants to try and get me back, basically.
16:55He wants to be with me.
16:56What did he, what did he, like, specifically say to you?
16:59That he has feelings for me, and the next morning,
17:03he did call me and ask me on a date.
17:05I'm just so confused, though, Bex.
17:06Like, you point blank got so angry at me,
17:09and were arguing me because you said that you didn't like Freddie.
17:11Well, I didn't feel like that.
17:13But now, all along, you're like...
17:15I know, because at that time...
17:17I don't know if I buy this or not,
17:18if it's just because I went there,
17:19now that it's, like, he's giving you a bit of attention again.
17:21I don't know, it's just weird.
17:22Oh, please don't flatter yourself.
17:23I've not.
17:25Now, I don't want Freddie, we're not together.
17:28Relax.
17:29Because why are you so, like...
17:30Well, I think the thing is,
17:32there's clearly a lot of strong feelings flying about.
17:36We don't know what's going to happen.
17:52Hello!
17:52Oh, hello!
17:54Oh, hello!
17:54This is Mary.
17:56Oh, sorry.
17:56This is me too.
17:57How are you?
17:58I'm Mary.
17:58Hi, how are you?
17:59Hi, Julia.
18:00Hello, hello.
18:01I'm Mary.
18:02This is me too.
18:03Hi, thanks.
18:04Sorry we're late.
18:05Oh, my God.
18:06I love the accent.
18:06Are you Scandinavian?
18:08No.
18:10I'm from Barcelona.
18:11Yeah.
18:12But with a bit of Irish, apparently.
18:13Yes.
18:13You forgot to tell me she was Barcelonian.
18:17Barcelonian?
18:18So this is Jules.
18:19That's amazing, Jules.
18:21You guys seem happy, look.
18:22You're linking arms.
18:23I know, yeah.
18:24And we're kind of like matching as well.
18:26Looking smart.
18:27Looking smart.
18:27You guys look smart too.
18:29Yeah, we dressed up for you.
18:30Aww.
18:31I'll just put a jumper on, but thank you.
18:33Okay, enough jokes.
18:34It's down to business.
18:36Yes.
18:36I'm sorry.
18:36Okay, let's go.
18:38What are your intentions?
18:39I want to marry her.
18:40Oh, wow.
18:42Okay.
18:42I'm sorry.
18:43Going red.
18:43Why are you going red?
18:44I'm not.
18:44It's just hot in it.
18:45Yeah.
18:46What is their second date planned?
18:47Um, I'd definitely like to.
18:49I mean, I don't know when you're next in town.
18:52I'm asking you on a date in front of my best friends.
18:55I can just take a flight.
18:57Whenever you say that you're free, I'll just take the flight.
18:59Like, there's no reason for me to take a flight, you know?
19:01Like, it's not, there's no, like, I don't need to have work here.
19:05Yeah.
19:05Am I passing the test, guys?
19:07Yeah.
19:25Oh, okay.
19:26Hi, Chugs.
19:27Thank you for, um, coming to see me, mate.
19:30It's okay.
19:32What's going on?
19:34I feel like we've got a lot to talk about.
19:36Yeah.
19:36Um, and I just want to start up by holding my hands up and just apologising again.
19:44Like, I completely own what I've done.
19:47And it's not even an action that I did what is wrong.
19:49I actually think, beyond that, it's the fact I just wasn't completely honest with you.
19:55That's the thing that's been eating me up the most, if I'm being, like, if I'm being completely transparent here.
20:00I just want you to open your eyes up.
20:02Mate, it was, as you know, like, it was a complete shock to me, and I just could not believe
20:05it.
20:06I met up with Zayno the other day, and she's been telling me that you guys are still, like, making
20:10jokes about it.
20:11And that, that is a whole new level of disrespect.
20:13What do you mean, making jokes about it?
20:15Well, that day that we went, we had dinner, the three of us, it was literally me, you, and Zayno.
20:18She told me that, apparently, when I went up to go to the toilet, you guys were making jokes about,
20:22like, doing it again, and, like, laughing.
20:24And then I come back, and I just, nothing's happened.
20:26Like, that is, that is fully mugging me off.
20:28Yeah, yeah, it's not like a secret flirt I've been having with Zayno, it's not.
20:32I've got a flirty friendship with her, for sure, but, like, because there's no emotions involved, nothing like that,
20:36it feels like, it feels, like, less deceitful than, perhaps, if I was wanting to actively pursue Zayno, you know
20:42what I mean?
20:43Which I don't.
20:44And then I was just with the boys, I was with Kit and Tristan, and then, like, Tristan's going in
20:48on you.
20:49Yeah, I bet he was.
20:49And he's saying you lied to his face twice.
20:51I did, yeah.
20:53First of all, he's furious.
20:54Secondly, everything that he thought was invalid about you liking Jules and just all the stuff that Philip said.
21:01Oh, for God's sake.
21:01This now kind of validates that.
21:03Now he's questioning that.
21:04Oh, that's ridiculous.
21:05If he wants to go back track and be like, oh, I can't trust anything Chugs has said ever, that's
21:11not fair, I don't know, I don't know.
21:13I don't want to, like, try and look like I'm trying to get away with anything here, but it's just,
21:17like, this has been really weighing me down, and it's so shit not hanging out with you and being with
21:21you.
21:22I know, mate.
21:22I've messed up here, and I'm really, really sorry, and I mean that.
21:27I appreciate that.
21:29I want to put this behind us.
21:31I'm just going to need complete transparency and honesty moving forward.
21:36The right thing to do would have been to tell everyone, and you should just explain that to Tristan, because
21:39he's fuming, mate.
21:40I've never seen him this angry.
21:44Well, yeah, guys, it was lovely, like, mini news, but obviously I have to go and catch a flight to
21:49Dublin, but, yeah.
21:51Well, it was fantastic.
21:52Like, I actually feel like I met you before, so thank you so much.
21:55And I'll see you soon, too.
21:57Yes.
21:57Bye.
22:01See ya.
22:02Bye.
22:03Kiss and kiss.
22:03You guys just watched me kiss?
22:04Yeah.
22:05I think she's so sweet.
22:07She's so great, isn't she?
22:07I think she's fantastic.
22:08She possesses all the qualities that I look for in a girl.
22:11Does Inga know about Mary, or no?
22:15I saw her yesterday.
22:16For face value, she seemed really happy for you.
22:18I said you guys kiss, and, you know, she didn't go like...
22:20Fucking hell, Jack.
22:21Sorry.
22:22That's not your business to tell.
22:24Sorry, sorry.
22:26So, so what was her reaction, like, when you told her about them kissing, what was her reaction?
22:30She just said, I'm happy for Jazz?
22:31Yeah, she said, I'm happy.
22:32She said, like...
22:33Was there, like, was there, like, a sad face while she was saying, I'm happy?
22:36She was just, smiles, smiles, and happy.
22:40Am I missing something?
22:41Because I think that it was genuine.
22:43Okay, no, no, no, I, yeah.
22:45I know she wants the best for me, so, yeah.
22:48I mean, she was asking me, like, she was texting me before the day, like, what are you going to
22:51wear?
22:52But, like, I didn't respond to her.
22:54I mean, since setting boundaries, I've pulled back on my communications.
22:59I, unfortunately, am not to the point where I can suddenly go back to just being friends, like, straight away.
23:05I don't want to get upset.
23:06Oh, my God, Mary's just left.
23:08Jesus Christ.
23:11It just makes me think that her being so, like, oh, my God, what are you going to wear for
23:15your date?
23:16Send me a picture.
23:16How was your date?
23:17Blah, blah, blah.
23:18Like, all of this.
23:19It just makes me think that this whole thing between us was just, like, non-existent.
23:25That's why I'm still processing it.
23:28Like, having this friendship change feels like, it feels like a breakup.
23:35Whatever the hell just happened for the last two months, I don't have closure from it.
23:39I can't get over that overnight, unfortunately.
23:42This heart won't let me be.
23:53Oh, the line at West Sea, everything you see in me, everything I want to be, hi, it's not in
24:03my sight.
24:05Hello.
24:06Hello.
24:07It's been a while.
24:08How are you?
24:08Good, how are you?
24:09I'm good, thanks.
24:10Nice to see you.
24:12Thanks for coming.
24:13That's quite all right.
24:15It's been a while.
24:15It feels like a long, old time.
24:17Yeah, it does.
24:18And I think the last time that we spoke, it probably was a bit tense.
24:22Yeah.
24:23Yeah.
24:23I guess you could say that.
24:24I think there was, like, a lot of speculation going around potentially you, and I think a lot
24:29of other people kind of jumped to the conclusion that it was a romantic situation between Jazz and I.
24:34Mm-hmm.
24:35But I guess set the record straight with you.
24:39It's not romantic, and it's not something that we would ever see as romantic.
24:43Mm-hmm.
24:44So, just so I've got it right, you never had feelings for Jazz?
24:48Not romantically, no.
24:49No.
24:50No.
24:51There's never been anything romantic between the two of you?
24:53No.
24:54No.
24:55Do you think maybe she read some signals wrong, and that's what started this whole thing off?
25:01I don't know.
25:02Maybe.
25:02Um, but she, you know, we both sort of clarified that together that neither of us have romantic
25:09feelings for each other.
25:10Mm-hmm.
25:10But I can see how some of the things that we were doing were probably confusing,
25:18because, like, we were very cuddly.
25:21I think I was naive to think that maybe that would never lead to confusion, because I think,
25:26in my head, I knew what it was.
25:28Now it's better, and it's important that those things don't happen, so there wouldn't be any,
25:33like, future confusion, you know?
25:36Yeah.
25:38So, where does this leave us now?
25:41Do you think if none of that had happened, then we would still be seeing each other?
25:45I don't know what would have happened.
25:47Mm-hmm.
25:48It's hard to tell.
25:50Yeah.
25:51But I won't lie.
25:52I feel like I need to be single and enjoy being on my own.
25:59Yeah.
26:00I get it.
26:00Mm-hmm.
26:01Well, I'm glad that we've cleared the air and sort of, you know, set the record straight,
26:08and now hopefully, like, everyone else can see the truth behind everything.
26:14Mm.
26:15No, I'm glad you asked me, him.
26:40It was great.
26:42Thank you very much.
26:45Wow.
26:47Are they your sisters, Trump?
26:50Why are you laughing, Jack?
26:51It just looks like it's your first day at secondary school.
26:53Yeah.
26:54Really?
26:54Freddie, you owe me so many beers for what I did for you the other night.
26:58What did you do?
26:59Right?
26:59I was with Elise and Bex, and it just went...
27:03...turbo.
27:03What?
27:04It went...
27:04It was so nasty between them.
27:06Elise found out that you told Bex you had feelings for her.
27:10What feelings?
27:10Did you say that?
27:11I did not say I had feelings for Bex.
27:12Yes, yes.
27:13But did you say that, sir?
27:15No, I never said that.
27:17I just don't believe you.
27:18I just don't believe you.
27:20Freddie, I don't believe you.
27:21I never said that.
27:21I saw her the other day with Inga.
27:23She said there was, like, something underlying there.
27:25Probably, she probably had a few drinks at this event and misread what I said.
27:28No, no, no, no.
27:29I'm 100% certain that you guys are moving towards a relationship.
27:31Okay, well, in that case, then I'll take a step back.
27:33That's boring.
27:34You're looking for something now because you're trying to fill that void,
27:37and you just want cuddles and somebody to chill with.
27:40That isn't fair.
27:41Have you said to her, I just want a friend to benefit?
27:43Basically.
27:44No, no.
27:45She's not going to turn around.
27:46Do you know what I said to her?
27:48I said, let's get back together until I go away travelling.
27:51Is that not the most black and white thing ever?
27:53No, but she doesn't understand that.
27:55Yeah, obviously not Angus.
27:56Okay, so I'm going to have to make it clear.
28:10Hello.
28:11Hello.
28:13How are you?
28:13Yeah, I'm okay.
28:14Got your smoothie.
28:15Very sweet.
28:16What is it?
28:17I don't know.
28:18I got the two things I wanted to try so that I could try both.
28:21Have you had a bit this one?
28:22I prefer mine.
28:22Right, got you.
28:23This is a detox green smoothie.
28:25That is a berry something.
28:27Beautiful.
28:28Nice.
28:28Thank you, Zeno.
28:29Thank you, Zeno.
28:29Thanks for checking in.
28:31Yeah, I wanted to make sure you're okay.
28:33Because I know you've been getting a lot of heat recently.
28:35Yeah, it's been pretty exhausting, to be honest.
28:36Yeah.
28:37I saw Armin yesterday, which was really nice.
28:40So you guys are fine then?
28:41Um, fine is a strong word.
28:43I think, like, there's a lot of love there.
28:46And we're hoping that we can, like, build back to what we were.
28:48But I've been told that Tristan's fuming at me.
28:52And I know he's going to come tomorrow.
28:53So I'm going to see him there.
28:55Again, it doesn't involve him.
28:56You obviously...
28:57But he's connected because he lives with Harvey.
28:59And he's one of his best friends.
29:00He's obviously going to always have his back.
29:02I just think that, like, you're human.
29:05People make mistakes.
29:06You would do things.
29:06And you've apologised to the two people who need apologising.
29:09And that's that.
29:10But then again, I don't want to, like, downplay the situation.
29:12Because, like, on paper, it does sound awful.
29:14And, like, to be fair, it is bad.
29:20Oh, Zaino.
29:21I'll be honest.
29:22If it was just you on your own, like, your personality, like,
29:26the way you are, like, yeah, I'd be, like, interested.
29:30Yeah, no, I get that.
29:31I think for me, maybe it's a bit different.
29:32Because I, like, my ex isn't really part of the equation.
29:38And I think I'm going to not be part of the equation anymore.
29:41OK, so you're, like, so, like, for you, like,
29:44you would, like, potentially, like, be, like, open to, like,
29:47trying to, like, I don't know, hang out in that way.
29:49Is that what you're trying to say?
29:50I don't know.
29:51All right.
29:52Well, I don't know.
29:53I don't know.
29:54OK, shut up.
29:57I think you're, like, the forbidden fruit, Zaino.
30:00What does that mean?
30:01I feel, well, we've had one kiss, yeah?
30:04And look at the backlash, like, off the back of that.
30:07What's different to anything else versus the kiss, though,
30:10is what my thought process is.
30:12Well, you think you're one foot in, so it's like,
30:15might as well keep walking.
30:18Because you're never getting any trouble with these, you know?
30:20No, I just back my eyelashes and look pretty.
30:22You good at that?
30:23So we're basically friends that fancy each other, but can't do anything.
30:27Can't do anything about it.
30:29OK.
30:30Sick.
30:31Yeah.
30:31Love that for us.
30:32Should we shake hands, or...?
30:34Go somewhere else.
30:35Oh, shut up.
30:50Yeah?
30:51Hey, Jazz.
30:51Hi.
30:52Come sit, I guess.
30:54Thanks.
30:55How are you?
30:56I'm good, I'm a bit tired today.
30:58I like to think.
30:58Thank you, sorry, I was just having a cosy day at home.
31:01Um, yeah, sorry for just swinging by.
31:04That's all right.
31:06Yeah, I just wanted to check in, because I saw Inga the other day.
31:08She sort of asked me to come meet her, and she just said she thinks I deserve to understand
31:14everything that's gone on, because I'm somewhat involved.
31:17Mm-hmm.
31:17How does she, like...
31:19I mean, it's not my business, but...
31:21No, it's fine, I'll tell you.
31:22I'm bored of it all being sort of miscommunicated, to be honest.
31:26Um, yeah, she said that there's nothing romantic there, and there never was.
31:33So...
31:33Mm-hmm.
31:34...this has all been kind of blown out of proportion...
31:38Mm-hmm.
31:39...for nothing, really.
31:40That's...
31:41You probably didn't want to hear that from...
31:42That's fine.
31:43Oh, my God, why am I crying?
31:45No, but it's hard to hear.
31:47SHE LAUGHS
31:48Oh!
31:50She thought that you might have misread some signals of your friendship, and...
31:54And I just think you should know, because everyone's being far too...
31:57Everyone's beating around the bush too much, okay?
31:59And this is clearly really important to you.
32:02Maybe I did.
32:04That just...
32:05I don't know, because obviously Inga and I had that conversation where she did...
32:09agree it was more than friends.
32:11So maybe she meant it in a way that, yeah, it's more than friends, but it's nothing.
32:16I don't know.
32:17I don't know.
32:18Maybe I did.
32:22Clearly, it's obviously cut me a lot deeper than her.
32:26Yeah.
32:28I think you just need a bit of time...
32:33..you know, away from her, probably.
32:36Yeah.
32:37Yeah?
32:38We've definitely been...
32:39We haven't hung out as much, obviously, since I set boundaries, because...
32:42Yeah, I'm sure you haven't.
32:43I actually went on a date.
32:44Well done.
32:45How'd it go?
32:46It was really good.
32:47And this girl's so cool.
32:49Like, she's a really, really cool girl, knows what she wants.
32:53Um...
32:54But I think it would just take me more time.
32:56Yeah, you can't drown these things with dates in there.
33:00It doesn't work.
33:01Oh.
33:04I just wish that she would have...
33:07shut it down to me.
33:09It's just hard.
33:10But I think I've been confused for a very long time.
33:16And I'm not confused anymore.
33:18I'm hurt by everything now.
33:21I'm afraid in this scenario, being hurt is better than being confused.
33:53Sustain oh oh my gosh what a fabulous event right okay but where is the dress from um it's
34:00basically a Versace runway dress from it's a vintage dress which I'm kind of like you know I love my
34:04vintage and it's a loan as well so like I don't know who's worn this and what stories I had
34:09in it
34:09but I love that
34:22Freddie's taken the sustainability a bit too far you got dressed in the dark
34:26leave him alone no I was going to give you guys confidence to how cute you look but now
34:30no so when's the housewarming party then yeah give us a bit of time to settle in first I think
34:39guys hello Rebecca in the house lovely thank you so dear your dress is amazing
34:44thank you I need to worry about you will you look really good Bex thank you
34:48yeah anyway should we go and find the others yeah I think that's perfect see you later see you guys
34:53bye-bye hello hey so I chose on the one thing it cool no you're nervous what happened you and
35:04Elise
35:05brother playing it all kicked off oh my god at the fashion show oh she's angry you really get off
35:11on
35:11the right foot no you didn't no I don't think we're ever going to be friends so it's not really
35:16a loss for me
35:17yeah good riddance yeah we can be friends we can be friends we can be friends now what is up
35:24what is your
35:25mindset because I'm very confused to be honest why I'm just hearing from Angus that do you don't have
35:32feelings for me still do you feelings for you yeah um please be honest to me here
35:40oh I feel like it's been a year and both of us have like dated other people and we do
35:47kind of keep
35:47up coming back to each other and I feel like because it's been a year it makes me think like
35:51oh maybe
35:52there is something still there with you but I don't know I don't think I'm ready for anything serious
35:57though okay if I'm giving you the wrong impression of that in a dream world we could be like it
36:02sounds
36:02so silly if I want to know what you're about to say it's just like no nothing bad um I
36:08don't know
36:08maybe like exes with benefits right that sounds quite degrading actually I just I don't know I
36:16would prefer I would like some love in my life do you know what I mean but not a relationship
36:20do you know I'm going away I'm going on a motorbike trip for like two and a half months really
36:25I'm
36:25aware that you're going away yeah see that implies to me that you're not really wanting anything
36:29seriously if I'm actually giving you I've got no idea what like I don't know what I want Freddie
36:34but what I do know that I definitely don't want to be one of your random blonde girls that you
36:38take
36:39home on a Friday night because that's not me and you know that's not me I thought that me and
36:42you
36:43were on the same page here we I'm not on any page I'm not even in the book yeah this
36:49is all come from
36:49you it hasn't come from me I know this has come from you saying that you still have been with
36:53me you
36:54want to go on a date that you miss me that you want to hang out with me I would
36:57have been
36:57open to going on that date and hanging out with you but now you freeze as X with benefits like
37:02that actually makes me feel sick like it's icky to find someone else I know I want that's fine
37:07that's what I wanted I think you're a very strange boy strange boy yeah I can be a bit strange
37:13anyway
37:15no date I guess
37:28have either seen jazz tonight I thought she'd be here she did actually send me a text um earlier
37:33saying that she she's running late um because I know like Inga was popping over to grab some things
37:38before holiday so yeah yeah I was hoping to see her because I saw her yesterday um it was all
37:46quite
37:46intense I don't know if you guys have heard but like Inga basically asked to see me to set the
37:49record straight about her and jazz right what was it exactly she said she's like just so you know
37:55there's nothing going on romantically between jazz and me and there never was really yeah like she
38:01literally has has agreed that it is more than a friendship but then she's saying to you it was never
38:05it was never romantic jazz is gay like sleeping in a bed with a girl every single night spooning
38:10her doing everything she's doing writing these love notes is going to string someone along and
38:14that's not fair and Inga should know better I don't think Inga is doing this maliciously at all like
38:18I think she's an incredibly kind soul I think she's got this friendship with jazz that she doesn't
38:24want to let go of I don't know I think Inga needs to be gone from jazz's life yes it's
38:28the only way
38:29jazz will get over her it's the only way
38:42you okay mate I'm okay you sure you've been a bit off tonight got a bit quiet mm-hmm yeah
38:51I mean
38:51obviously like this whole situation is weighing me down a little bit like it feels like a lot of
38:55weights on my shoulders and everyone's got their two pence to chuck in on it we made everyone in
39:00this group has made mistakes like that me and Jack are made up do you regret what you did with
39:05Livy yes and no I think genuinely I think everything happens for a reason and like I you know what
39:10I
39:10would have regretted more is thinking what if yeah I get that but yeah I think for me like the
39:17risk
39:17reward factor there is uneven but that's like yeah I do I do think Xena is great like she's fair
39:25like I get on with her really well I always have done but like I never ever thought something would
39:31happen between us yeah because I have seen her as Harvey's girlfriend like I have I mean look what I
39:37would say is those things I feel can be mended and I wouldn't want you to throw away something that
39:43could be something special in the future promise me that you're not going to just keep beating
39:48yourself up over it but I don't want to see that anymore boys hello Tris hi mate yeah yeah so
39:56you
39:57all right oh I'm all right man yeah oh yeah I'm okay yeah I saw you guys up here so
40:01I thought come
40:02and have a have a word do you mind for a long way with you is that right yeah yeah
40:06thanks man
40:06cheers man in a bit mate um how you doing I'm okay I was hoping also being better like I
40:14was hoping
40:14I'd be able to grab you today first of all like I want to apologize for lying to your face
40:21the biggest
40:22reason for not telling you is because I didn't want to put you in an awkward position between like two
40:25friends and I also promised Xena which is another one of my mistakes so I was protecting that lie
40:30but like I mean I hold my hands up listen you just let me like texting the lie or are
40:34you protecting
40:34yourself drugs because I hear what you're saying but sadly something that's happened a long time
40:39ago has come to bite in the ass it wasn't owned the communication wasn't there do you understand
40:43like the wrong logic behind why I buried it 100% I don't understand you don't get that no not
40:48at all
40:48you don't see how like I just thought it was so insignificant that it wasn't worth like the
40:52pain that like Harvey would feel it might be insignificant to you but it's very significant to
40:56Harvey who places a lot of trust and respect in you as a friend yeah I know and then how
40:59do I know
41:00that won't happen with Jules I've gone to bat for you with I don't think that's fair for us I
41:03don't
41:04think that's fair it's completely fair Chugs what would you do for my position you know me better
41:07than that Tristan I know exactly I'm having this conversation with you because I do know you
41:10better than that but Harvey is the same level of friendship I believe that you and I are okay
41:14because you've buried this you've lied to me about it Tristan you've known me for a very long time
41:17a very long time yeah and like you actually do know me inside and out we make sure as parents
41:21like
41:21it's a deep-rooted friendship there exactly I have messed up it's out of my character to mess
41:26up I don't it's it's it's not something I do like I don't do things like that I don't condone
41:31things
41:31like that the one rule the one rule is you don't go there with your friends exes you know that
41:35rule
41:35I almost told me that when you walk back to the house he felt like he was a third wheel
41:38and you
41:39two were like giggling in the corner and then then you kissed her later on that night so these are
41:44all
41:44things that have come I'm not I'm not going I'm trying to like he's not said that to me he's
41:48not
41:49it's difficult for me to understand whether this is a slip-up or this is something that you know
41:55like fuck it it could happen again sort of thing I'm gonna get some marinate because it's all going
42:05a bit much for me but I appreciate you chanting
42:30hello Dazzy
42:37hello I'm literally just getting ready thanks for waiting for me I just need to like grab my jacket
42:45before I go away tomorrow you look nice thank you how are you okay how are you okay um not
42:56really
42:56what's up Kit came to see me yeah and like told me about your conversation
43:04you had with him did he ask you like have you ever had romantic thoughts and you were like never
43:12he I think we yeah I said that what we had wasn't romantic which is what we both said to
43:19each other
43:20I'm just wrapping my head around the fact that like you doing all those things and like us having
43:25the dynamic that we did was like in your head that's completely like oh yeah that's friendship
43:30do you know what I mean but I don't like I don't spoon jewels also like yeah I do I
43:37do think the
43:38things that we were doing is almost like what a partner would do just minus all the like sexual
43:43stuff but I know who I what I'm like and I know that I'm tactile when I'm with you though
43:50that it's on
43:51the extreme side and I'm not like that tactile with anyone else mm-hmm that is the truth like what
43:57was that for you then I don't know I I think it was I don't know how to answer that
44:02because it was more
44:04than a normal friendship it's very different to any friendship I've got so that's why I was confused
44:11by the whole thing but when we spoke about like have you thought about this like have you thought
44:17about kissing you thought about those things I hadn't I couldn't make sense of the fact that like we had
44:22this dynamic that you quite literally couldn't put a label on but this whole situation has really
44:31established in myself that I'm I'm not ready to date in a world where I was ready to date I
44:39have no
44:39idea if maybe like whatever we had would have been stronger for me and that's not me trying to like
44:46mislead you like that's not me saying like oh in an ultimate world like yeah I absolutely would have
44:50romantic feelings for you I'm not that's not what I'm saying I'm saying I don't know like who knows in
44:57three four or five months a year two years like who knows what's gonna happen or what develops like
45:02you just you can't predict those kind of things I just can only tell you what I think and feel
45:08right now in this moment I mean this is genuinely like and I hate to say it I've since setting
45:15those
45:16boundaries I have not been like happier than before obviously well yeah to me it doesn't feel
45:27normal but you've made peace with that I have I've accepted it because what else can I do what am
45:34I
45:34gonna do my god I can't come point your door and be like no let me in like like we
45:38need to be like
45:39that same way again like you you set a boundary I'm respecting it that meant we would have to change
45:45that makes me sad because I was like I just love what we're doing and it's so fun and it's
45:49like we've got
45:50this like little life together and I loved it but I also think it's probably for the better because
45:56you want to date and have fun and I really want that for you I genuinely really do and I
46:04probably
46:06don't think we don't think you can do that with me always here
46:10I think you need a hug
46:20your little one
46:24we'll figure something out
46:27yeah please don't be sad jazzy hmm okay love you very fine
46:50you haven't seen Inga since I've tried to set boundaries it sounds like she's painted a very
46:55different picture outside of what's actually happened what was that for you then a very close
47:00bond that now I'm not gonna lie I'm fucking regretting you're a very wise man well I instantly
47:06felt the connection as soon as I came in are you trying it on with my mother no sorry we
47:09just hit
47:10it off like straight away so you're in the toy boy era yes Georgia said she loves me I did
47:15say it
47:16back Philip Philip said he doesn't mean it that should have come from Philip not this idiot she's
47:23under this Phil spell but when she gets out of it she's gonna be so much happier
47:36That could be fun
47:57And I'll never forget to have her
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