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90 Day Fiance- Before the 90 Days - Season 8 Episode 18 - Emergency Exit
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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancée, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancée's day.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:21I love you, too.
00:00:24I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:29not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:35that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:50Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:52I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:09Yeah.
00:01:13At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:20that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:24But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:26I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:39They must see.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:54And bring him to my father's house.
00:01:57We talk about the babies, the future.
00:02:03Take me alone. I don't want anything from you.
00:02:07Shane and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:11and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:14Oh, my God.
00:02:15I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:21I trust my son.
00:02:23I don't trust you.
00:02:26I'm sorry. I just want to need space.
00:02:47What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:49I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done,
00:02:52this is crazy.
00:02:54I mean, my ex was flying the plane and I was having sex with him
00:02:57while he was flying a plane.
00:02:59Like...
00:03:00I don't want to hear that.
00:03:01You don't?
00:03:01No.
00:03:02Okay, sorry.
00:03:12I don't typically do crazy adventurous stuff.
00:03:15It's not because I don't want to do it, but like I just don't.
00:03:18So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:20I found this and we can do it.
00:03:22Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:24Anything to put a smile on your face.
00:03:27You put a smile on your face.
00:03:29Period.
00:03:31My time in Australia is almost coming to an end
00:03:34and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:38After our talk, Josh said that he's going to work on
00:03:40setting up a FaceTime call with his son.
00:03:42And like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:45It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:48But in the meantime, I know he's adventurous
00:03:51and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:53So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:03:57Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:03:59I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:02I heard abs.
00:04:03I heard sailing.
00:04:04It sounded cool.
00:04:04So I just booked the thing.
00:04:07You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this.
00:04:10Cause it's, I'm just, it's A for effort for trying.
00:04:12Are you scared of hearts?
00:04:13Not really.
00:04:14I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:17You'll be fine.
00:04:17Really?
00:04:18Yep.
00:04:21We're here.
00:04:22Yay.
00:04:23Let's do this thing.
00:04:26How are we going?
00:04:27Hi.
00:04:28Hey, Mitch.
00:04:29Josh, how are you?
00:04:30Alyse.
00:04:30Hey, nice to meet you.
00:04:32Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:33Sydney.
00:04:34Miami.
00:04:35Wow.
00:04:36So we're going canyoning today.
00:04:37And we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:40Oh, I have to get wet?
00:04:42Yeah.
00:04:43You will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water.
00:04:46Oh.
00:04:47And you have to go abseil off the waterfall.
00:04:51Cool.
00:04:51Exciting?
00:04:52Yep.
00:04:53Excited?
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:55Awesome.
00:04:59Here we go.
00:05:03Oh, my God.
00:05:05Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07That's Empress Balls down there.
00:05:08So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:13Here is the cardio.
00:05:14Get that ass in check.
00:05:16Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:18Really?
00:05:18Yep.
00:05:19Okay, go.
00:05:20I don't think Elise realised, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:25You know?
00:05:25It can be quite hairy.
00:05:27Yeah?
00:05:27.
00:05:29So we get up to this canyon and we have to change in our wetsuits because we're going
00:05:33through rock pools.
00:05:34I don't want to do this.
00:05:36It's fun.
00:05:37It's fun.
00:05:38I don't want to do this.
00:05:41Yeah, you do.
00:05:42Woo!
00:05:49Come on, baby.
00:05:50Come on.
00:05:51Let's go.
00:05:53Come on.
00:05:54Come on.
00:05:56Yes!
00:05:57Woo!
00:05:59Woo!
00:06:00If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken it.
00:06:05It's scary.
00:06:14Yeah, dude.
00:06:17That was sick.
00:06:19The guy's like, oh, you have to cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:22I'm like, the .
00:06:23Not me.
00:06:24I'm not doing that.
00:06:26Ready?
00:06:27One step jump in.
00:06:28Yeah!
00:06:29Woo!
00:06:30Come on, Anna.
00:06:31But guess what?
00:06:32I did it.
00:06:33She's such a trooper.
00:06:34Thanks, babe.
00:06:38You did.
00:06:40Oh, my gosh.
00:06:41Oh, my gosh.
00:06:43I don't like this at all, actually.
00:06:52Oh.
00:06:53Good girl.
00:06:54Good girl.
00:06:56I'm done, baby.
00:06:57I'm so done.
00:06:58Hey, we're almost there.
00:06:59We're almost there.
00:07:00We're almost there.
00:07:00No, really?
00:07:00Yeah.
00:07:01Oh, .
00:07:02Oh, .
00:07:04I can't feel my hands.
00:07:10Oh, my God.
00:07:12Oh, my God.
00:07:27I'm shaking, like this is not good.
00:07:30You'll be wrong.
00:07:32Oh, my God.
00:07:34I'm scared.
00:07:34I'm freezing.
00:07:36.
00:07:36You feel my legs, right?
00:07:38Mm-hmm.
00:07:39Hey, what up?
00:07:40You're next.
00:07:41I can't do this anymore.
00:07:42You're right.
00:07:43You're right.
00:07:44I can't do this.
00:07:45I want to get off now.
00:07:48Hey.
00:07:48Like, I want to get home.
00:07:50I don't want to do this.
00:07:51Hey.
00:07:53You have to get down there.
00:07:54You're down there.
00:07:57It's all right.
00:07:57Hey.
00:07:59You're going to be all right.
00:08:01You're going to be all right.
00:08:02You're going to be all right.
00:08:02Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:08:03I am scared out of my mind.
00:08:07Two hours of jumping through frigid, cold water.
00:08:11I'm starting to get hypothermia.
00:08:13Oh, my God.
00:08:15And, like, I exaggerate a lot, but this is not an exaggeration.
00:08:20I can't do this.
00:08:23I want to get down, but the only way to get down
00:08:26is to go down this massive waterfall,
00:08:31I feel like I'm going to die.
00:08:33Ah!
00:08:34Ah!
00:08:35Oh, my God!
00:08:36Ah!
00:08:37I can't do this!
00:08:39What do I do?
00:08:42Ah!
00:08:43Ah!
00:08:45Ah!
00:08:47Ah!
00:08:49Ah!
00:08:50Ah!
00:08:50Ah!
00:08:51Ah!
00:08:52Ah!
00:08:54Ah!
00:08:55Ah!
00:09:04I'm sorry.
00:09:05I just want to need space.
00:09:12Forrest, I'm telling you, you're making a mistake.
00:09:15I love her, and I know we can do things here together.
00:09:18I know I can live here.
00:09:28I've chosen Sheena to be my wife, and you need to trust my decision and trust her.
00:09:34Stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain.
00:09:39Forrest telling me that he's going to move to the Philippines.
00:09:43You know, I'm, like, in panic mode.
00:09:45It's not going to work.
00:09:47It won't work.
00:09:49Forrest can be way too optimistic at times, and his autism can affect that,
00:09:54because he isn't able to focus in on what the realities are.
00:10:01My whole point is to protect Forrest, to make sure that his needs are met,
00:10:07and I don't think Sheena can do it.
00:10:10I know full well that if you moved here, yes, you'd be with Sheena, all that.
00:10:16And then the whole goal of ever trying to get to the United States would just go out the window.
00:10:21And you would have to accept that.
00:10:31I need to take a brief for a bit. Sorry.
00:10:38When Forrest told her our plans, Molly was so much explosive.
00:10:42I felt that I was kind of a bit scared, and I wanted to take a break.
00:10:47But I know that I need to stand up for myself and for Forrest.
00:10:54Have you even factored how much it's going to cost?
00:10:58How much the bills are?
00:11:00Where are you going to live, Forrest?
00:11:03Sheena and I will go get a place of our own.
00:11:06And pay with it with what?
00:11:07She can't afford it.
00:11:08Pay with all your money?
00:11:09I am a professional.
00:11:10I could, you know.
00:11:12You could this.
00:11:13You could that.
00:11:14You could this.
00:11:15How much is rent here?
00:11:17How much?
00:11:18$900 a month?
00:11:19No.
00:11:20You can get places for $300, $400.
00:11:22How much cheaper for a month?
00:11:23So she makes about $500 a month.
00:11:26Isn't that right?
00:11:26Yes, yes.
00:11:27US dollars.
00:11:27Yes.
00:11:29So she makes $500 a month, and you're getting, saying that rent is $400?
00:11:37That leaves $100 to pay your bills, your utilities, buy food.
00:11:42And we have, we have, I have him.
00:11:44He had me.
00:11:45Sheena.
00:11:45And I will take care of your son.
00:11:47You don't have to worry about that.
00:11:49You are living on daydreams, and living on the thought of love, and happy homemaker,
00:11:54and being in a little house, and all that.
00:11:56No, no.
00:11:56I love your son, and I'll do anything my best for him.
00:11:59Mom doesn't pay the bills, Keena.
00:12:05Mom, there's going to be lots of hurdles, but how the visa works here, that allows me
00:12:11to live here in the country, and get employment here.
00:12:15You've never worked here.
00:12:16You've had one job in your life.
00:12:19You are on disability.
00:12:20I have to overcome my own challenges.
00:12:23disability for a reason.
00:12:25You do have autism.
00:12:28And I want you to be able, I want you to get a job.
00:12:32I want you to better yourself.
00:12:34But, of course, you need to plan things out better.
00:12:38Do the right process, or you come back to the United States.
00:12:43Contact Social Security and say that you want to start working.
00:12:47Then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs the government provides.
00:12:52See what type of job and money you can make.
00:12:54See how you can save up.
00:12:56You can't just say, oh, there is this magical miracle job that you haven't even applied for,
00:13:01that you know nothing about, that you don't even know what their requirements are.
00:13:04You don't know anything.
00:13:07You have to go on the assumption that you could not get a job here.
00:13:12And even if you do, how much do you think that you're going to make working here?
00:13:27No, I want you to be here, my long.
00:13:29It's been seven years.
00:13:31It's so hard for me.
00:13:32Oh, God.
00:13:32Thank you, Lucy.
00:13:33I'm not sure.
00:13:34Oh, it's so hard for the seven years.
00:13:37Don't start the tears, Sheena.
00:13:37Please.
00:13:37Stop.
00:13:38You don't know how I feel.
00:13:39It's hard for me for the last seven years of waiting for him.
00:13:44It's so stressful.
00:13:53I don't know what to do.
00:13:56I love Sheena so much, but I can't help thinking that my mom is right that living here in the
00:14:04Philippines is definitely going to be a bigger challenge than what I thought it was going to be.
00:14:09What if I can't get a job here successfully?
00:14:13I can't be a burden on Sheena, especially, I just can't do that.
00:14:26Sheena, I feel conflicted about everything.
00:14:30I don't want to leave you, but I think that I might have to go home, I'm going to work,
00:14:39make some money, and then I'm going to apply for the K-1 visa.
00:14:46I don't know my love.
00:14:49If things doesn't work, it's the end of my story.
00:14:54It's not the end of the story, Sheena.
00:14:56I love you.
00:14:57That's why I gave you this ring.
00:15:00This ring is a promise.
00:15:03If the K-1 visa doesn't work out, then I'll move back here, and I'm going to get married to
00:15:09you.
00:15:10I will not give up.
00:15:23This is my husband, Javon.
00:15:25Hello, nice meeting you.
00:15:26Nice meeting you.
00:15:26Happy doing your hair and makeup today.
00:15:28Okay.
00:15:29We are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:15:33I'm very happy.
00:15:35I've been waiting for this for a long time.
00:15:37I just, I don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:15:40I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to go to see you.
00:15:44I would really put an effort.
00:15:48I brought you something.
00:15:50I hope that our time apart would give both of us time to cool down.
00:15:56I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship.
00:16:00Why did you mislead me when Michael made the move?
00:16:03I was worried you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:16:08Can you do that?
00:16:11Can you do that?
00:16:26Okay.
00:16:28Hey.
00:16:29Hi.
00:16:30Good morning.
00:16:31Good morning po, Ma'am Anna and Sir Javon.
00:16:33Welcome to Balai Indang.
00:16:35Nasa taas na po pala yung hair in makeup.
00:16:37Oh, okay.
00:16:38Samahan po po kayo sa taas po.
00:16:40Ready?
00:16:40Yeah, ready.
00:16:43This is a nice door.
00:16:50Enjoy.
00:16:52Hi.
00:16:53Good morning.
00:16:54Hello.
00:16:56Today is the day that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:17:02Good morning.
00:17:02Hi, Anna.
00:17:03Hi, nice meeting you, Andrea.
00:17:04This is my husband, Javon.
00:17:06Hello, nice meeting you.
00:17:07I'll be doing your hair and makeup today.
00:17:09Okay.
00:17:10You ready to start?
00:17:11I'm as rare as I'm ever going to be.
00:17:14Okay.
00:17:15We never had a real wedding, so today is very important for us.
00:17:22I'm very happy.
00:17:24Been waiting for this for a long time.
00:17:27The part of me is a little bit down.
00:17:30When I think about the ring, I don't have.
00:17:34But I want to stay positive though.
00:17:38This is first time to have his makeup done.
00:17:43I don't think we're going to take it that far today.
00:17:45Oh, no.
00:17:46No.
00:17:47No, I'm good.
00:17:51I'm excited, but I'm a bit nervous.
00:17:54You know, I feel like this is a big moment for the both of us.
00:17:58I want to show Anna how dedicated I am to make her happy and, you know, give her the day
00:18:04that she always wanted.
00:18:06But at the same time, I just feel a wave of anxiety and nervousness because obviously me and Anna have
00:18:15different ideas on what romance is.
00:18:18So I really don't want to disappoint her.
00:18:36So, are you excited about today?
00:18:39Are you kidding me?
00:18:42Of course I'm excited today.
00:18:43Very excited.
00:18:45This is just like a paradise to me.
00:18:47With the makeup, the dress.
00:18:49The center of attention.
00:18:51Yeah.
00:18:51And you know, the photos.
00:18:55Uh-huh.
00:18:56I think I should ask you that question, though.
00:18:59I'm okay.
00:19:01You know.
00:19:02Nervous?
00:19:03Well, you don't have to be nervous.
00:19:04Like, I just don't know what I'm going to say for my vowels.
00:19:08You know, I'm not good at, uh...
00:19:11Well, you don't have to write a long poem, okay?
00:19:15It doesn't have to be like that.
00:19:17Well, I'm not...
00:19:17It doesn't have to be...
00:19:18I'm not a writer or a poet.
00:19:20You don't have to be.
00:19:21Okay.
00:19:22It's just going to be a few things.
00:19:24You know what I'm saying?
00:19:25Like, the basics, basically.
00:19:30How I feel about doing my vowels,
00:19:32I'm just going to get straight to the point.
00:19:35But, you know, Anna's the opposite for me.
00:19:37She wants to make a whole declaration speech.
00:19:42What is wrong with being expressive?
00:19:46Sometimes I feel like I wish one day when it happens,
00:19:49not now.
00:19:50God will take me before Him.
00:19:52That's when the time He will appreciate me.
00:19:54And He will say,
00:19:55I miss you and your big mouth.
00:19:58You know?
00:20:03I just want you to say what's in your heart
00:20:05because, you know, this is a special day.
00:20:09Yeah.
00:20:09I mean, I invited my whole family and friends
00:20:11who are going to see you.
00:20:13Mm.
00:20:14I would really put an effort.
00:20:16I mean, Anna, I'm here.
00:20:18So, that's it.
00:20:19Yeah, but I would really be the energy there.
00:20:23Okay.
00:20:26I love you.
00:20:29Love you, too.
00:20:34You know what?
00:20:35You're not even supposed to be here.
00:20:37Okay.
00:20:38You're not supposed to see my look,
00:20:41my bridal look.
00:20:43All right.
00:20:44I feel like Javon is acting like today
00:20:47is any other day for him.
00:20:50And that's really disappointing.
00:20:53I do.
00:20:53I feel like...
00:21:11...
00:21:31I know Juvon is not the most romantic guy, but I just wanted today to be fun.
00:21:42Light, full of love, something that I can always look back on.
00:21:50I love him, but I can't pretend that everything is fine when it's not.
00:22:30How did it feel spending the night here last night?
00:22:33It wasn't very fun.
00:22:35I really did not enjoy waking up alone.
00:22:41Yesterday, BeerCon basically told me not to come home.
00:22:44So I decided I just should suck it up and get a room at Michael's Hotel and hope that our
00:22:51time apart would give both of us a little bit of time to cool down.
00:22:56But staying in a hotel sucked.
00:22:59I don't have any of my stuff.
00:23:01I'm in the same clothes from yesterday.
00:23:03And of course, I miss BeerCon.
00:23:09I wish we could have talked it out last night instead of now having to wait and deal with it
00:23:15all today.
00:23:17But BeerCon was pretty mad at me.
00:23:20He said things to me that I don't know if he really meant or if he was just angry.
00:23:28I obviously said things to him, too, that I really didn't mean.
00:23:32I really didn't have any intention of getting on a plane and leaving.
00:23:36I hope that that's not what he wants.
00:23:38And you've been texting with him this morning?
00:23:40What has he been saying?
00:23:42Yeah, I did.
00:23:43I asked him if we could talk and he said sure.
00:23:46So I will probably take a little peace offering and see if we can have a conversation face to face.
00:23:57I know that I should have just apologized from the beginning for hiding the history between Michael and me.
00:24:04I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship and that my feelings for him are so much
00:24:10stronger than how I ever felt about Michael or how I could even feel about Michael.
00:24:25To Kumru Bekova.
00:24:26To Kumru Bekova.
00:24:29To Kumru Bekova.
00:24:41Laura is keeping secret from me, misleading me, and she didn't even try to apologize.
00:24:50By spending the time in the hotel,
00:24:53I wanted her to realize what is it going to be like without me.
00:25:00Her pride doesn't cuddle her in the nights.
00:25:07Hey.
00:25:09Hey.
00:25:11I brought you something.
00:25:20I know you like that.
00:25:36I'm sorry that I didn't tell you that I was the one that hit on Michael sooner.
00:25:44I did not mean for that to hurt you.
00:25:47And I'm so sorry.
00:25:49That was never my intent.
00:25:58So why did you mislead me?
00:26:02But Michael made the move.
00:26:05I was worried that if you knew that I was the one who had had feelings at one point,
00:26:13that I was the one that hit on him,
00:26:16that you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:26:25Okay, but the missing thing is, I think you had feelings for him.
00:26:34I did have feelings for him.
00:26:38But I want to tell you that you are not a replacement for Michael.
00:26:43And in fact, the things that you do are so much sweeter and kinder
00:26:50and so much more of the type of man I actually want to be with.
00:26:56I want you to know that I do love you.
00:26:58I do want this relationship to work.
00:27:02You and me.
00:27:10You can't tell me 5,000 times in a row that I love you,
00:27:14but like you said, I'm into actions.
00:27:28Honestly, I'm scared to even say this.
00:27:37Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
00:27:50Can I do that?
00:27:55When do you plan on applying for the fiancé visa
00:27:59so I can live here in Belize?
00:28:01I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:28:06No.
00:28:08I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:28:12I just would rather live here,
00:28:14and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:28:16It's just really weird timing,
00:28:18and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:28:42Babe.
00:28:44Yes?
00:28:45I'm going to miss you.
00:28:46I know.
00:28:47I'm going to miss you, too.
00:28:48And I'm going to wake up tomorrow by myself?
00:28:53Same.
00:29:03Sorry.
00:29:10Babe.
00:29:11You're my fiancé.
00:29:14I know.
00:29:14You realize that?
00:29:16It's crazy.
00:29:16You did such a good job.
00:29:18It was a beautiful proposal.
00:29:20It was everything I could have asked for.
00:29:22I'm going to go home engaged.
00:29:25I'm excited.
00:29:27Aw.
00:29:28Me, too.
00:29:30You're my fiancé now.
00:29:31I know.
00:29:32Any thoughts to give you who would never get married and settle down.
00:29:35It's crazy.
00:29:36Mm-hmm.
00:29:37I woke up this morning, and I was like, ah, got a ring on my finger.
00:29:42Yes.
00:29:42When do I put a ring on?
00:29:43Like, when I get married?
00:29:45I don't know.
00:29:46I'm going to get you a ring before I leave.
00:29:50Do you like the ring, babe?
00:29:51Of course I like the ring.
00:29:53It's beautiful.
00:29:54You did a good job.
00:29:58When do you plan on applying for the fiancé visa so I can come here and live here in Belize?
00:30:04I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:30:13What do you mean, the whole time we've been talking about me coming here and living here
00:30:18with you?
00:30:20Stig never mentioned wanting to move to the U.S., and based on everything that he said
00:30:25to me on the phone, and since I've been in Belize, I had always thought that I was going
00:30:31to be the one moving here.
00:30:33I mean, this is the Belize that I plan to eventually, hopefully, move to.
00:30:39You would move to Belize?
00:30:39Yeah, I would.
00:30:40For real?
00:30:40Yeah.
00:30:42Would you move here?
00:30:44Of course I would move here.
00:30:45What?
00:30:45This is so pretty.
00:30:47I don't really want to ever leave Belize.
00:30:49Do you see yourself living in Belize?
00:30:51I mean, of course I would love to be beautiful.
00:30:53Yeah.
00:30:56So you want to live with me in Arizona?
00:30:59That's new information.
00:31:00I mean, you're more than welcome to, I guess.
00:31:04I'd rather live here.
00:31:09You won't be able to make any money.
00:31:11That's why you're going to be my sugar mama.
00:31:14No, I'm not going to be your sugar mama.
00:31:18I'm not going to be pregnant working and supporting you.
00:31:20I might not be able to make money right away, but I think long term and how that's going to
00:31:24benefit both of us.
00:31:27Okay.
00:31:29Listen, I'm super popular in Belize, but I'm not making no American money.
00:31:34And the only time I'm able to work in America is if I have a work visa or if I'm
00:31:39a citizen.
00:31:40I want to make the big bucks.
00:31:41I want to give my child a life that I never had.
00:31:48You don't think maybe the U.S. makes more sense?
00:31:51You have family out there.
00:31:53I have family out there.
00:31:55Probably they have better health care and all that.
00:31:58Sure.
00:31:58I'll file for you.
00:32:10I just would rather live here.
00:32:12And I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:32:17So, quite a switch up for my guy.
00:32:23I really wish Stig didn't wait, like, two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:32:28It's just really weird timing.
00:32:30And I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:32:34Did he propose just so he could get to the U.S.?
00:32:39I don't know.
00:32:41Just give me some time to look into it.
00:32:44Now, let's take that seriously.
00:32:45Let's think about that.
00:32:46We're talking about family and how we need to make a plan.
00:32:49Let's make a plan and execute.
00:32:51Yep.
00:32:52I know.
00:32:53Okay.
00:33:00Oh, boy.
00:33:01No, no, no.
00:33:03After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex,
00:33:06she refused to talk to me.
00:33:09But if I lose her, I'll be losing the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:33:17Trisha.
00:33:20Sit down.
00:33:22I gave you a chance when we were in Nosebe.
00:33:26Why did you betray me?
00:33:47Coming back here just reminds me of my first few nights together.
00:33:51How excited we both were.
00:33:57How happy we were together.
00:34:00Oh, boy.
00:34:01No, no, no, no.
00:34:13You didn't know that being here was going to have this effect?
00:34:16Mm-hmm.
00:34:19Oh, boy.
00:34:24After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:34:33She didn't sit with me at the airport.
00:34:36She changed her seats on the plane, and she got back to Tenant and decided to stay at her apartment.
00:34:43And she's telling me that she has nothing to say to me anymore.
00:34:49She charged me, and I guess I kind of blew it.
00:34:57I didn't have any plans to go back with my ex or anything like that.
00:35:01And I didn't say that in the text messages.
00:35:04But I could see why Trish would be afraid that it could happen.
00:35:13I should have had the respect, you know, not to respond while I'm spending time with her.
00:35:20It wasn't the right thing for me to do.
00:35:25I think I responded to my ex because for a while, she was the only person I could really count
00:35:33on to be there for me.
00:35:37I met my ex on vacation in Colombia, and my feelings were very strong for her.
00:35:47It was so much chemistry, sexually, and any other type of way that you can think of.
00:35:55The relationship ended because we couldn't figure out how to make our future work together.
00:36:01It wasn't because we stopped loving each other.
00:36:07My ex blocked me because she knew that I was going to Madagascar to meet Trish.
00:36:14And she was hurt by it.
00:36:16And so it took me totally off guard that she unblocked me, and she was contacting me at this time.
00:36:26I sent Trish a long apology with no excuses and asked her if we could please get together and talk.
00:36:37But when she texted me back, she says, sure, period.
00:36:42I don't know why she put period.
00:36:44I don't know if that means it's final.
00:36:46This is our final talk or what.
00:36:53I'm so set on not losing Trish right now because I've fallen even deeper in love with her since getting
00:37:02to know her family.
00:37:05And I was actually getting excited about the possibility of us getting married and having a family together.
00:37:13I don't know how receptive she's going to be with anything that I have to say.
00:37:21But I have to give it my all.
00:37:24If I lose her, I'll be losing, like, the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:37:45Oh, my God.
00:37:49Trisha?
00:37:52Hello?
00:37:54Sit down.
00:38:01Not exactly the greeting I was expecting.
00:38:05What did you expect?
00:38:07I'm not happy to see you.
00:38:13I just want to apologize.
00:38:17I should have told you about the message as soon as it happened.
00:38:22I had no intention of, like, keeping it from me.
00:38:28Four days.
00:38:30You didn't say anything for four days.
00:38:32That's too much.
00:38:34And all the messages was on the text was really disrespectful.
00:38:39You were with me.
00:38:43Why did you betray me?
00:38:46After I gave you a chance, when we were in Nocibe, I forgive you what she did in Colombia.
00:38:54You're supposed to earn my trust back, not to break it a single time.
00:39:00I didn't have any plans on breaking up with you and being with her or any of that.
00:39:07I didn't realize that she would take this and be cheating on you.
00:39:11Yes, it is cheating.
00:39:12This is where the cheating started.
00:39:17If I was in your place, me, I know exactly what I should do to make you feel good.
00:39:25So you don't know.
00:39:26I don't know what it is that's going to satisfy you.
00:39:31Why?
00:39:31It's simple, though.
00:39:33Why don't you block her?
00:39:36It didn't come to my mom if that's what you want.
00:39:39If you want this relationship, make her understand that I'm with you.
00:39:44She already knows that I'm with you.
00:39:46She doesn't know.
00:39:47That's why she keep texting you.
00:39:49She does know.
00:39:50Tell her to understand that.
00:39:54Make her understand that you don't want her anymore.
00:40:01Block her here and tell her.
00:40:10Nothing to say.
00:40:11I'm conflicted.
00:40:15I love you so much, but I can't block her.
00:40:19I love you so much, but I don't want her to do it.
00:40:21Why?
00:40:23Why?
00:40:28Why do I know?
00:40:31I'm having the best time of my life.
00:40:32Getting in the waterfall, Leanne.
00:40:34I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:40:36I'm scared of this.
00:40:37I get down to the bottom and I see all these people surrounding Elise.
00:40:42And I start to think, oh, is she okay?
00:40:46Okay.
00:40:50Okay.
00:41:08Welcome, everyone.
00:41:10We are gathered here today to celebrate the enduring love between Jovon and Annalyn.
00:41:15We honor the journey that has been filled with laughter, challenges, triumphs, and long-distance calls.
00:41:22Now, Jovon and Annalyn, it's time to renew your vows to each other.
00:41:35Jovon, can you read your vows to Annalyn?
00:41:47I vow to cherish, love, honor, and obey, and always protect you and be there for you.
00:41:59And also learn to be more patient and put up with your sassiness.
00:42:09I love you.
00:42:14Jovon delivered his vows, and it may be not so dramatic and like a poetry, but when I look at
00:42:23his eyes, I could feel the sincerity.
00:42:29I have waited so long for this moment to finally say this in person.
00:42:37I promise that I'll continue to be a good wife.
00:42:41You can always count on me.
00:42:44You'll never feel alone again.
00:42:47And I'll continue to pick up your dirty socks, even though I keep nagging you.
00:42:55And I don't expect you to be perfect, because no one is.
00:42:59But I expect us to be together no matter what.
00:43:03I love you so much.
00:43:06Love you too.
00:43:11Jovon and Annalyn, today you have renewed your vows and reaffirmed your commitment to one another.
00:43:17It is my great honor and pleasure to once again pronounce you husband and wife.
00:43:22Oh, one second.
00:43:24Do you have something to give up?
00:43:26Yeah.
00:43:28Yeah.
00:43:30Is that the one you wanted?
00:43:38All right.
00:43:39Now we can get on with it.
00:43:41All right.
00:43:42You may now share a kiss to seal your renewed vows.
00:43:53You did so good.
00:43:55Oh, great, actually.
00:43:58It was so great.
00:44:03And I know sometimes I don't like it when you trick me, but this is the greatest trick ever.
00:44:10You finally have my wedding ring.
00:44:13Aw, thank you.
00:44:16Yeah.
00:44:19Congratulations.
00:44:20I miss you.
00:44:20I miss you.
00:44:21Nice to meet you.
00:44:22Nice to meet you, finally.
00:44:25Hey, cousin.
00:44:26Thank you for coming and for all the efforts.
00:44:28Welcome to my family.
00:44:29Thank you for coming.
00:44:36Thank you for coming.
00:44:40Okay, guys.
00:44:43The reception is over there.
00:44:46Go.
00:45:01For me, I think marrying someone online is kind of crazy.
00:45:06Because it's been a long time that they've waited to see each other, to be together.
00:45:10I know that Javon and Anna has difficulties in their relationship,
00:45:14but I've noticed now that they are just focusing in with their love to each other,
00:45:19with how they were going to work out with their relationship.
00:45:22So I'm really happy for seeing that now.
00:45:25Cut that cake! Cut that cake! Cut that cake!
00:45:30Yay!
00:45:32Wow!
00:45:37It's just so overwhelming, boo.
00:45:40I feel so much happiness that I haven't felt before.
00:45:45I just feel so loved.
00:45:48Five, four, three, two, one.
00:45:57This is something that I will treasure for the rest of my life.
00:46:00It was the best night ever.
00:46:04I'm eternally grateful.
00:46:06Yeah.
00:46:06Yeah.
00:46:11Hello, Ruth.
00:46:12Oh, oh, oh!
00:46:14No!
00:46:18Don't die!
00:46:24Oh, oh!
00:46:28Oh, oh!
00:46:32Oh, oh!
00:46:33Oh, oh, oh!
00:46:34Oh, oh, oh!
00:46:34I wanna go home!
00:46:40Oh!
00:46:52Look, I know it does look scary, like there's a job, but she's very safe.
00:46:56I know the guy at the top can sort of, you know, belay her down and you know, do it
00:47:00himself.
00:47:01I'm having the best time of my life, I'm, you know, abseiling down, getting the water
00:47:06fall in, you know, I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen, but I get down to the
00:47:16bottom and I see all these people, you know, surrounding Elise.
00:47:20Take a deep breath, take a deep breath.
00:47:28I start to think, oh, you know, is she okay?
00:47:35That's not how I know I was scared.
00:47:37Did you see me?
00:47:39Oh, no, I didn't because I couldn't see her, I could hear you.
00:47:47I am feeling so overwhelmed, so scared, so cold and just like so tired, but I'm so happy
00:47:55Josh is there to comfort me.
00:47:57That was the scariest thing I've ever done in my life.
00:47:59I thought I was going to die.
00:48:10Josh always knows how to calm me down.
00:48:13Like his physical touch just makes me feel like safe.
00:48:16It's like a quality I love about him.
00:48:18That was amazing.
00:48:20It was so good.
00:48:21My boyfriend saved the day.
00:48:22He really helped me.
00:48:30Oh, my God.
00:48:31That was crazy.
00:48:32I mean, here I am trying to book this fun adventure and it becomes a complete and utter disaster for
00:48:38me.
00:48:39Well, I had the best time.
00:48:40I'd do it all over again.
00:48:42Probably not right now.
00:48:43No, I think we can say that we've been there, done that, and let's try and...
00:48:48If you get it.
00:48:49Yes.
00:48:51Okay.
00:48:56Oh.
00:49:06What?
00:49:07Who is that?
00:49:08Nothing.
00:49:13What do you mean nothing?
00:49:16It's not right now.
00:49:29At least really went above and beyond for me today.
00:49:31So I want to do something nice for her and stop by Anchor Point.
00:49:34It's supposed to have these stunning views.
00:49:37But unfortunately, I just got a text with some bad news.
00:49:40And I'm trying to figure out how I can break it to a lease without her freaking out.
00:49:46I, um, yeah, I'm nervous.
00:49:48Stunning.
00:49:49Oh, yeah.
00:49:51Pretty amazing.
00:49:53I'm aware I've never been here.
00:49:56Checking things off your bucket list, huh?
00:49:58Yeah.
00:50:06Listen, I have to tell you something.
00:50:08Are you okay, baby?
00:50:11Um...
00:50:13We're not going to be able to talk to my son.
00:50:17Why?
00:50:17It's just not possible today.
00:50:21There's other people to consider as well.
00:50:23You know, him.
00:50:24His mother.
00:50:26Sorry.
00:50:32Wow.
00:50:34I'll let you down.
00:50:35I didn't mean for it to happen like that.
00:50:39So I'm sorry.
00:50:41Well, that's really upsetting that we're not going to be able to video chat him.
00:50:45Yeah.
00:50:45It is.
00:50:46I told you, I want to meet people in your life.
00:50:48I want to see into your world.
00:50:50I'm here.
00:50:52Yeah, well, maybe I'm just good at disappointing you.
00:50:55Good at disappointing people.
00:50:56So, maybe that's just me.
00:51:00It's more than just a broken promise.
00:51:03The fact that I'm leaving here soon and not being able to meet his son is, like, scary.
00:51:08That is a very important aspect of his life.
00:51:13And you should be pushing harder than simply receiving a text on your phone that we can't meet your son.
00:51:19Like, maybe he doesn't think I'm good enough.
00:51:21Like, settling for no doesn't make me feel like you're going to fight for us.
00:51:27You just say it so nonchalantly, like, I let you down.
00:51:29Like, what else?
00:51:30I'm disappointed.
00:51:31I'm upset.
00:51:33I wouldn't blame you for not coming back or walking away.
00:51:42So, you're like, okay to walk away?
00:51:46I didn't say that.
00:51:47I said I wouldn't blame you for walking away.
00:51:52I'm so cold.
00:51:53Do you want me to run and get your jump out?
00:51:56I'll get you my black one.
00:52:07What just happened?
00:52:08He just said to me, basically, I can walk away.
00:52:11And it's just not going to happen.
00:52:13I'm not going to meet his son.
00:52:14And, like, I'm trying to be so nice and help him out.
00:52:16And, like, I do care about him a lot.
00:52:18Like, I do.
00:52:18I like him.
00:52:20But if he's, like, so easy for me to walk away, then what is it going to be on the
00:52:23other side of the world?
00:52:29What's going on?
00:52:31What do you mean disrespect me?
00:52:34You just told me I could walk away.
00:52:35I do.
00:52:35I said I wouldn't blame you if you walked away.
00:52:37I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:40I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:42I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:44I'm not perfect.
00:52:45I keep dropping the ball.
00:52:46But I will try and be better for you.
00:52:54You say you don't live up to your expectations.
00:52:56You say you dropped the ball.
00:52:58Like, I'm falling for someone that's, like, what do you want me to do?
00:53:01Like, I'm scared.
00:53:02Yeah.
00:53:03I'm really sorry.
00:53:05It means a lot that you're upset about this.
00:53:07Because I'm upset about it.
00:53:08But I don't want you to think that I didn't want you to speak to him.
00:53:11It will happen.
00:53:12You guys will play a big, big part in each other's lives.
00:53:19I'm in love with you.
00:53:27That's crazy.
00:53:29Yeah, it is.
00:53:32Do you mean that?
00:53:34I do.
00:53:39I don't even know what's going on in this moment.
00:53:41I literally nearly died today.
00:53:42He just told me it's okay if I walk away from him.
00:53:44And now he's telling me he's in love with me?
00:53:47I've never heard that from him before.
00:53:49And, like, of course, it's so nice to hear.
00:53:52But, I mean, he's telling me this right after giving me the bad news.
00:53:57It's like, does he really mean he loves me?
00:54:00Please, don't get angry.
00:54:02Let's figure it out.
00:54:03Sorry it didn't happen right now.
00:54:05If I want him as my husband, I need to be able to trust him full-heartedly.
00:54:10But, I don't feel like I can trust him right now.
00:54:13And that sucks.
00:54:22So, once I leave, we really gotta trust each other.
00:54:27When it comes to stuff like that.
00:54:28Don't be drunk and stupid.
00:54:30I have a fiancé now.
00:54:31What are you talking about?
00:54:32You trust me, babe?
00:54:37Why are you so low, Shirley?
00:54:57You ready?
00:54:58I guess.
00:54:59Not really.
00:55:00But now the path is split in two.
00:55:05And mine is taking me from you.
00:55:09And yours is headed towards the western coast.
00:55:12I can't follow you, hold me close.
00:55:15I feel hollow, I love you most.
00:55:17It's been a beautiful ride.
00:55:21I miss you so much.
00:55:23I miss you too.
00:55:24I plan to visit you soon.
00:55:25Really?
00:55:26Yeah.
00:55:27Like, I mean, well, I don't know how quick we're gonna move on this violent situation.
00:55:31I wanna do some research first.
00:55:35This whole time I was picturing us living in Belize.
00:55:38That's kind of what we talked about.
00:55:41So, now I just feel like it's a sudden change up.
00:55:44But I understand why.
00:55:45I understand why.
00:55:47I'm not saying that I wanna just completely ditch Belize and never come back.
00:55:50Nope.
00:55:51Yeah.
00:55:52I could see us living in the States, though, for a little bit.
00:55:56Making some money.
00:55:57Coming back to Belize.
00:55:58Building a nice house.
00:55:59If you're in Belize.
00:56:02Stig and I obviously have a lot to figure out.
00:56:05That said, I'm keeping an open mind because I believe love is more important than the location.
00:56:12I just feel like we are meant for each other.
00:56:15Our paths crossed for a reason.
00:56:18And I'm completely in love with him.
00:56:20I have fallen really hard for him.
00:56:24Here we go.
00:56:31Why are you so emotional?
00:56:33Yeah.
00:56:33So, I just got like an overwhelming feeling of gratitude.
00:56:41I'm just happy.
00:56:47So, once I leave, we just really gotta trust each other.
00:56:53I got to.
00:56:54I got to.
00:56:54When it comes to stuff like that, I got to.
00:56:55You're drunk and stupid.
00:56:56I have a fiance now.
00:56:57What are you talking about?
00:56:59You trust me, babe?
00:57:01I don't know.
00:57:02I don't know.
00:57:03I don't know.
00:57:04I don't know.
00:57:07What the hell?
00:57:07I don't know.
00:57:10Do you wanna miss me?
00:57:12I'm so tall.
00:57:20I hate crying.
00:57:22It's okay.
00:57:41This trip has been a lot of great times, but also a lot of hurdles.
00:57:46You know, they say that a plane can't fly without resistance.
00:57:52We had a lot of resistance, and we still made it through that.
00:58:03I think this has been a good trip.
00:58:06I love you too.
00:58:09I'm going to miss you.
00:58:15Thank you for healing me, coming into my life, saying yes to me.
00:58:22It's sad leaving Stig, but the trip was amazing.
00:58:26I can just see us living in Arizona, having a little family.
00:58:31I just see a lot of positives in our future, and I'm just excited that we're where we're
00:58:36at now.
00:58:37Give me just a second now to catch my breath.
00:58:41I better catch my flight.
00:58:43Don't ask us, baby.
00:58:46I love you.
00:58:47I love you.
00:58:59I'm really excited about the future.
00:59:00I'm really excited to get married.
00:59:04In America, there's a lot more opportunities for me as an artist, for me to make good money,
00:59:09real money.
00:59:09I could network with people.
00:59:12I could network with other big dancehall artists bigger than myself.
00:59:15And I know people.
00:59:16Not in Arizona.
00:59:17I don't know nobody.
00:59:21Actually, I'm more down to go to Houston.
00:59:24There's more opportunity for me in Houston.
00:59:26You know, my brothers are in Houston.
00:59:28I have a lot of artist friends, producer friends.
00:59:31I am a man who don't frighten me easily.
00:59:33What else have you guess?
00:59:36My ex is in Houston, but they are.
00:59:41We ain't worried about her.
00:59:43I don't have a ring on, but hey.
00:59:50Nah, come on.
00:59:52I'm playing.
00:59:52I'm engaged, you know what I mean?
01:00:02We had our plans.
01:00:05This is the best way for us to be together faster together.
01:00:09You can't let mom change your mind.
01:00:12I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he even would realize.
01:00:18He's been manipulated.
01:00:19Please, I really want you to stay.
01:00:32Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
01:00:39Can you do that?
01:00:55If that's what it's going to take to fix this and for you to trust me, then yeah, I would
01:01:04do that.
01:01:08Okay.
01:01:11This is exactly what I was worried about.
01:01:14The possibility that I would eventually have to choose between my best friend and the love of my life.
01:01:22But Birkan truly, genuinely loves me.
01:01:26And I think having the opportunity to be fully loved by someone is worth giving up my friendship with Michael
01:01:31over.
01:01:38You know what?
01:01:40I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
01:01:44We can still be friends.
01:01:47He's a good guy.
01:01:49He proved he is worthy of being friends.
01:01:52I'm okay with that.
01:01:54But friends.
01:01:55Not best friend.
01:01:57Not that weird friendship.
01:02:05She's trying to do something to save this relationship.
01:02:09I appreciate that because once that relationship gets into the dead end, nobody can get it out.
01:02:16We're good.
01:02:19We're good.
01:02:19We will be good.
01:02:20But we got to work on.
01:02:22I know.
01:02:27It is always bad to lose people.
01:02:30I lost a lot of people.
01:02:33And I don't want her to cut relationship with her friend.
01:02:38I'm not going to be the one who breaks them apart.
01:02:43Thanks for talking to me.
01:02:46I'm still trying to make up.
01:02:51I love Laura because she has a pure heart.
01:02:55And she makes me love life.
01:02:58So I want her to be happy.
01:03:23Are you okay babe?
01:03:25I don't know babe.
01:03:37We're the last day in this beautiful apartment.
01:03:41I know, honey.
01:03:42It's fine.
01:03:51It's the last night in the Philippines with Sheena,
01:03:53and my heart is cracking.
01:03:58The talk we had with my mom is still weighing on my mind.
01:04:05It's very annoying when my mom is right,
01:04:07because she'll never let me hear the end of it.
01:04:10On top of that, it hurts my heart seeing Sheena get so emotional
01:04:13that I'm going to have to leave her.
01:04:16But at the end of the day, if I do everything correctly,
01:04:20I know that Sheena and I will have a bright future.
01:04:22And I hope that she understands.
01:04:30Please.
01:04:31I really want you to stay.
01:04:37You can't let mom change your mind.
01:04:40You have to decide this on your own will.
01:04:44Sheena.
01:04:46Honey, we have overcome mountains.
01:04:50We have overcome problems.
01:04:52We have struggled through so many years, even a pandemic.
01:04:57We had our plans to grow and have a family.
01:05:02I want you here.
01:05:04And I know that this is the best way for us to be together faster together.
01:05:10And that's what I've been waiting for you for the longest time.
01:05:18Sheena, I can't do that.
01:05:21It's literally tearing me up, thinking about being away from you.
01:05:25But I think mom was kind of right.
01:05:29I want to have a bright future together.
01:05:32And getting you to the United States is the best option.
01:05:37And to do that, I need to go and start work and do the process and make sure I have
01:05:45everything stabilized in America.
01:05:52It hurts that Forrest happened to change his mind.
01:05:56It feels like he would rather choose his mom over me.
01:06:00I mean, I understand if he happened to work in the US, he could earn much more better money.
01:06:07But I am worried that Forrest wouldn't find a job that easy because of his disability issues.
01:06:14I feel like he's been manipulated to think that living in the Philippines was impossible.
01:06:20But it's not certain that this other plan is going to work out.
01:06:26The faster I get back home, the faster I can start the process.
01:06:31And if I don't get the K1 against 9, then I can come back here and stay here if things
01:06:37don't work out in here.
01:06:39But how about mom?
01:06:43I'm quite worried that she will try her best to make sure to stay in the United States forever.
01:06:50This decision, it's not my mother. It's my own decision.
01:06:57But I see a bright future together.
01:06:59And I'm in your heart and you're in my heart.
01:07:02And you are my true home.
01:07:05I want to put my faith into him as my partner, that he would find a way to be together
01:07:12long term.
01:07:13But I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he would realize.
01:07:21I know that Molly still have worries and doubts regarding our relationship.
01:07:27And I'm worried that she could influence him and cause problems.
01:07:32She could break us apart.
01:07:35It's just...
01:07:40I don't know if it's hard.
01:08:07I don't know if it's hard.
01:08:10I don't know if it's hard.
01:08:11I don't know if it's hard.
01:08:11Like I'm falling for you.
01:08:13But not in love.
01:08:29Good morning.
01:08:30Good morning.
01:08:31Good morning.
01:08:32It's a little chilly out here today.
01:08:34Are you sleeping?
01:08:35I was.
01:08:36I just woke up.
01:08:43Time to get back to Bondi?
01:08:45Yeah.
01:08:46It's a good little getaway.
01:08:49Mostly.
01:08:52I feel really sad.
01:08:54This is our last full day together.
01:08:56We're driving back to Bondi in a little bit.
01:08:59And then tomorrow, I fly back to Miami.
01:09:02Hmm.
01:09:04Did you wake up still loving me?
01:09:07I'm asking.
01:09:08Yes, I did.
01:09:10I just have so many mixed emotions right now.
01:09:13Like he told me he loved me and that means the world to me.
01:09:17But at the same time, here he is again, not living up to his promise to video chat with his
01:09:22son.
01:09:23I understand there's external factors, but if you're going to see a future with me,
01:09:28and maybe your wife, like the fact that you didn't try harder, I don't know, it's just like scary.
01:09:36I'm going home tomorrow, and I have no idea what the future holds.
01:09:41This is really heavy.
01:09:44Your last night.
01:09:48My book does sound nice tonight.
01:09:51On Bondi?
01:09:52Yep.
01:09:53I'm fine.
01:09:54Yep.
01:09:55So, let's go get changed and get home.
01:10:07I never imagined I'd fall in love so quickly.
01:10:09This has never happened before.
01:10:12But saying I love you and then not having it heard back,
01:10:15I am sort of wondering where she's at, you know,
01:10:17is it not as real for her as it is for me?
01:10:20That is a bit concerning.
01:10:26I've been gone for too long, finding my way home.
01:10:32You know where I've been gone for too long.
01:10:36So beautiful, get a bit.
01:10:38It's nice to miss you.
01:10:45All right guys, this is your table.
01:10:51I've got the menu for you guys.
01:10:53Thank you so much.
01:10:56It's so cold.
01:10:57You're always cold.
01:10:58Always cold.
01:10:59They did say they had blankets, so I'm going to ask her for a blanket.
01:11:02Okay, good idea.
01:11:03God, it's so cold.
01:11:05Surprise, surprise, she's cold.
01:11:07Holy , holy , holy .
01:11:10Why is everything so cold?
01:11:13As soon as there's like the slightest breeze or the sun's down, she's cold.
01:11:17Thanks for coming guys.
01:11:19Whoa.
01:11:19Don't mind me.
01:11:20I just brought some hand warmers.
01:11:22I'm freezing.
01:11:22Isn't that cold?
01:11:23I'm freezing.
01:11:24Whoa, turn on the car.
01:11:27I'm so cold.
01:11:28Holy , I'm cold.
01:11:31You'd think by now that she'd know how to dress, you know, in Sydney.
01:11:34I'll wear something a bit warmer.
01:11:36You okay?
01:11:36Do you want my jacket?
01:11:37Yeah, I do.
01:11:37Yeah, I'm shivering.
01:11:39Oh God, it's a little nipply out.
01:11:41A little nipply.
01:11:42She's a pain in the ass, but it's in a cute way, you know.
01:11:46I like that.
01:11:48Well, you look stunning, as always, aren't you?
01:11:51All righty, I've got the blanket for you.
01:11:53Oh my God, thank you so much.
01:11:55I'll take that away for you.
01:11:56Um, can we please get two spicy margaritas?
01:11:59Two spicy margaritas?
01:12:01Uh, tahini, if you've got it.
01:12:02Tahini, we do, yeah, we do.
01:12:04How lovely, thanks so much.
01:12:06Thank you, guys.
01:12:10Last night.
01:12:15How do you feel?
01:12:19About what?
01:12:20About me.
01:12:22Like, in general?
01:12:24Yeah.
01:12:26I mean, like, I'm falling for you.
01:12:40Josh literally tells me everything I want to hear, but I feel like he sometimes kind of just says things
01:12:47to appease me.
01:12:48Like, he'll say he's going to do X, Y, and Z, but there's, like, no action behind that.
01:12:55You know, there's one side of me that sees the future with him, like getting married and having kids.
01:12:59But then there's this other side of me that's like, am I even being realistic with my expectations with him,
01:13:05and is it just hopeful and wishful thinking?
01:13:09I am falling for you, I cannot imagine going back to Miami without you.
01:13:16But we live in different continents, we're a 16-hour time difference, you have a son here.
01:13:23Mm-hmm.
01:13:24How do you plan to make this work?
01:13:27Yeah, I think it's a move.
01:13:28Obviously, it's a move for either one of us, whether it be here or there.
01:13:33I guess it's one pretty big con for me to move into Miami.
01:13:37Well, your son?
01:13:38Mm-hmm.
01:13:38Okay, yes.
01:13:40However, okay, so if I was to move here, where would we go?
01:13:43Who would pay for it?
01:13:43Find a place, you and I find a place together, we live, we move in together.
01:13:50Okay, but like, have you gone on a website and looked for places?
01:13:53No.
01:13:55Slowly.
01:13:59Look, I'm confident I can call this off, more than confident.
01:14:07I'm scared, I just don't know if I can, I don't know.
01:14:09So am I, but you just gotta let go sometimes.
01:14:13I'm just, like, I don't know if you're stable.
01:14:19I want to make it work.
01:14:21I believe you, you will, I believe that it will work in my eyes.
01:14:26I think you will find excuses to make it not work.
01:14:32Why are you hesitant?
01:14:33I've given you a solid game plan and you're still hesitant.
01:14:36You've had a hard year, like, financially, I don't know how you're gonna be able to make
01:14:41this work.
01:14:42I don't know.
01:14:43Sorry that I can't, you know, I don't have a big nest egg.
01:14:48You just have to trust.
01:14:50Because are you asking me to-
01:14:51Can you stop being rude to me?
01:14:52Like, seriously.
01:14:53Like you are like, yep, Josh, like, that's your-
01:14:55Because you're being a dick to me.
01:14:56I am sticking up for myself.
01:14:58That's all I am doing.
01:15:00I still care about you and love you.
01:15:03And you don't know how you feel.
01:15:05So that obviously throws doubt in my mind.
01:15:09Feels a little bit like you don't want it to happen, but you don't want to admit it.
01:15:16You think I'm not putting anything into action, but I feel like the ball's in your court.
01:15:29I'll block you everywhere and do this.
01:15:32Trish, don't do that, please.
01:15:32I will, even now, I don't have nothing to do with you.
01:15:35No, Ray, please.
01:15:36Just, this is my phone.
01:15:37Give me the other thing.
01:15:37I don't have nothing to tell.
01:15:38Please.
01:15:41I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
01:15:48I wasted my time.
01:15:58I love you so much, but I can't block her.
01:16:04Why?
01:16:06Why?
01:16:23I don't know what to do because it's, I'm in love with you,
01:16:31but I do still have feelings for her too.
01:16:36Oh.
01:16:39And?
01:16:40No, nothing else to do.
01:16:43Nothing else to say.
01:16:46I love you.
01:16:47No, no, no, you don't love me.
01:17:03When Trish asked me to block my ex, I realized that I can't completely shut the door.
01:17:13And I wanted to be honest about my feelings.
01:17:18So you chose your ex over her after all you guys have been through.
01:17:23I don't look at it as I chose my ex over her.
01:17:28What do you look at it as?
01:17:33I look at it as, um, just not ready to let go totally.
01:17:41I love Trish, but, um, I mean, love isn't so black and white.
01:17:50It's possible to have feelings for two people at the same time.
01:17:59I wasted my time.
01:18:03I don't get it as a waste.
01:18:07I'm still, I'm still willing to try to make it, but I...
01:18:10No, it's nothing to do anymore.
01:18:13I cannot be with someone who still have feelings for his ex.
01:18:17I'll block you everywhere.
01:18:19Oh, Trish, don't do that, please.
01:18:20I will, even now.
01:18:21I don't have nothing to do with you.
01:18:23Please, I didn't...
01:18:23Just, this is my phone.
01:18:25You didn't buy it.
01:18:26You didn't do anything.
01:18:27No, just give me time to think.
01:18:27I don't have nothing to tell.
01:18:29Please.
01:18:30Trish, don't do that, please.
01:18:31Yes, I am doing it right now.
01:18:37I hate that it makes me suffer again.
01:18:42You planned a future with me.
01:18:44You told me that you love me, but you still have feelings for her.
01:18:54I do, but that doesn't mean I'm going back to her.
01:18:59If my feelings for you are strong, I still want us to go on.
01:19:06I cannot do that.
01:19:08I'll never be a second choice of someone.
01:19:12So, I'll take my love back and forget about him.
01:19:27Don't ever bother me.
01:19:29Can I give you a choice?
01:19:29No, no, no, no.
01:19:30You made a choice.
01:19:35Let's finish.
01:19:47I'm feeling really, really angry.
01:19:51Like, I don't understand why he make me fall in love with him and break my heart.
01:20:00Like, he shouldn't have come to Madagascar.
01:20:03Meet me.
01:20:05I don't know what to say anymore.
01:20:08I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
01:20:19I wish you realized that I do love her and I do think that she's special.
01:20:25I want us to be together, but I just wasn't ready.
01:20:35That's all I can see.
01:20:46Holy balls.
01:20:47Next time on Before the 90 Days.
01:20:50I feel like I should ask for your autograph.
01:20:53Jeez.
01:20:54Give me your ring finger.
01:20:56I'm asking you, will you marry me?
01:21:00We just got things back on track, and I'm worried that as we go back to long distance, we're only
01:21:07going to have more drama and more problems.
01:21:09Do you accept?
01:21:12Makey, I'm in low shoes.
01:21:16So today, I decided to take a pregnancy test.
01:21:24Jovan.
01:21:25Boo!
01:21:27Because that is what I think it is.
01:21:30Holy , I'm about to be a dad.
01:21:33You don't need to be with me.
01:21:34It may have taken seven years to get here, but it's not going to take seven years to get you
01:21:37back home.
01:21:39I still don't completely trust Sheena.
01:21:42She still manipulates.
01:21:45Here, I thought I was coming to get all these questions answered.
01:21:47No, I have more questions.
01:21:50You okay?
01:21:52It's so hard to trust that he's going to come back for me.
01:21:56I don't want people to leave me.
01:22:01This hurts me deeply that it didn't work out between Trish and I.
01:22:06And I'm leaving with no hope at all.
01:22:21I'm literally leaving for that airport in one hour and he just left.
01:22:27Like, how can you tell me you love me and you're falling for me?
01:22:30And then you bring girls back and disrespect me.
01:22:34Oh my God, he stopped sharing his location with me.
01:22:37I am so exhausted from this emotional roller coaster.
01:22:41Like, what do I do now?
01:22:45I've given so much to make Daniel happy.
01:22:48I was so sure of him and now I'm just insecure.
01:22:52He's not communicating with her much.
01:22:55I wanted to find a reason why and I did find things.
01:23:00Faith went on your email.
01:23:02How come in your contacts you have somebody listed as wife?
01:23:06So who is this wife?
01:23:11Are you ready?
01:23:13Tell me what happened.
01:23:15I don't even know where to start.
01:23:22Are you questioning the whole relationship that goes away?
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