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90 Day Fiance- Before the 90 Days - Season 8 Episode 18 - Emergency Exit
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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancée, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancée's day.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:21I love you, too.
00:00:24I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:29not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:35that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:50Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:52I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:09Yeah.
00:01:13At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:20that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:24But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:26I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:39They must see.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:54And bring him to my father's house.
00:01:57We talk about the babies, the future.
00:02:03Take me alone. I don't want anything from you.
00:02:07Shane and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:11and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:14Oh, my God.
00:02:15I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:21I trust my son.
00:02:23I don't trust you.
00:02:26I'm sorry. I just want to need space.
00:02:47What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:49I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done,
00:02:52this is crazy.
00:02:54I mean, my ex was flying the plane and I was having sex with him
00:02:57while he was flying a plane.
00:02:59Like...
00:03:00I don't want to hear that.
00:03:01You don't?
00:03:01No.
00:03:02Okay, sorry.
00:03:12I don't typically do crazy adventurous stuff.
00:03:15It's not because I don't want to do it, but like I just don't.
00:03:18So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:20I found this and we can do it.
00:03:22Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:24Anything to put a smile on your face.
00:03:27You put a smile on your face.
00:03:29Period.
00:03:31My time in Australia is almost coming to an end
00:03:34and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:38After our talk, Josh said that he's going to work on
00:03:40setting up a FaceTime call with his son.
00:03:42And like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:45It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:48But in the meantime, I know he's adventurous
00:03:51and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:53So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:03:57Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:03:59I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:02I heard abs.
00:04:03I heard sailing.
00:04:04It sounded cool.
00:04:04So I just booked the thing.
00:04:07You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this.
00:04:10Cause it's, I'm just, it's A for effort for trying.
00:04:12Are you scared of hearts?
00:04:13Not really.
00:04:14I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:17You'll be fine.
00:04:17Really?
00:04:18Yep.
00:04:21We're here.
00:04:22Yay.
00:04:23Let's do this thing.
00:04:26How are we going?
00:04:27Hi.
00:04:28Hey, Mitch.
00:04:29Josh, how are you?
00:04:30Alyse.
00:04:30Hey, nice to meet you.
00:04:32Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:33Sydney.
00:04:34Miami.
00:04:35Wow.
00:04:36So we're going canyoning today.
00:04:37And we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:40Oh, I have to get wet?
00:04:42Yeah.
00:04:43You will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water.
00:04:46Oh.
00:04:47And you have to go abseil off the waterfall.
00:04:51Cool.
00:04:51Exciting?
00:04:52Yep.
00:04:53Excited?
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:55Awesome.
00:04:59Here we go.
00:05:03Oh, my God.
00:05:05Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07That's Empress Balls down there.
00:05:08So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:13Here is the cardio.
00:05:14Get that ass in check.
00:05:16Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:18Really?
00:05:18Yep.
00:05:19Okay, go.
00:05:20I don't think Elise realised, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:25You know?
00:05:25It can be quite hairy.
00:05:27Yeah?
00:05:27.
00:05:29So we get up to this canyon and we have to change in our wetsuits because we're going
00:05:33through rock pools.
00:05:34I don't want to do this.
00:05:36It's fun.
00:05:37It's fun.
00:05:38I don't want to do this.
00:05:41Yeah, you do.
00:05:42Woo!
00:05:49Come on, baby.
00:05:50Come on.
00:05:51Let's go.
00:05:53Come on.
00:05:54Come on.
00:05:56Yes!
00:05:57Woo!
00:05:59Woo!
00:06:00If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken it.
00:06:05It's scary.
00:06:14Yeah, dude.
00:06:17That was sick.
00:06:19The guy's like, oh, you have to cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:22I'm like, the .
00:06:23Not me.
00:06:24I'm not doing that.
00:06:26Ready?
00:06:27One step jump in.
00:06:28Yeah!
00:06:29Woo!
00:06:30Come on, Anna.
00:06:31But guess what?
00:06:32I did it.
00:06:33She's such a trooper.
00:06:34Thanks, babe.
00:06:38You did.
00:06:40Oh, my gosh.
00:06:41Oh, my gosh.
00:06:43I don't like this at all, actually.
00:06:52Oh.
00:06:53Good girl.
00:06:54Good girl.
00:06:56I'm done, baby.
00:06:57I'm so done.
00:06:58Hey, we're almost there.
00:06:59We're almost there.
00:07:00We're almost there.
00:07:00No, really?
00:07:00Yeah.
00:07:01Oh, .
00:07:03.
00:07:03.
00:07:03I can't feel my hands.
00:07:11.
00:07:12.
00:07:13.
00:07:27I'm shaking, like this is not good.
00:07:32Oh, my God, I'm scared, I'm freezing.
00:07:36You feel my legs, right?
00:07:38Mm-hmm.
00:07:40You're next.
00:07:41I can't do this anymore.
00:07:42You're right, you're right.
00:07:44I can't do this.
00:07:45I want to get off now.
00:07:48Hey.
00:07:48Like, I want to get home.
00:07:50I don't want to do this.
00:07:51Hey, you have to get down there.
00:07:57It's all right.
00:07:59You're going to be all right.
00:08:01You're going to be all right.
00:08:02You're going to be all right.
00:08:03I am scared out of my mind.
00:08:07Two hours of jumping through frigid, cold water.
00:08:11I'm starting to get hypothermia.
00:08:15And, like, I exaggerate a lot, but this is not an exaggeration.
00:08:19I can't do this.
00:08:23I want to get down, but the only way to get down
00:08:26is to go down this massive waterfall.
00:08:31I feel like I'm going to die.
00:08:33Ah!
00:08:34Ah!
00:08:35Oh, my God!
00:08:36Ah!
00:08:37I can't do this!
00:08:39What do I do?
00:08:42Ah!
00:08:43Ah!
00:08:44Ah!
00:08:47Ah!
00:08:49Ah!
00:08:50Ah!
00:08:51Ah!
00:08:52Ah!
00:08:54Ah!
00:08:55Ah!
00:08:55Ah!
00:09:04I'm sorry.
00:09:05I just want to need space.
00:09:11Forrest, I'm telling you, you're making a mistake.
00:09:15I love her, and I know we can do things here together.
00:09:18I know I can live here.
00:09:28I've chosen Sheena to be my wife, and you need to trust my decision and trust her.
00:09:34Stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain.
00:09:39Forrest telling me that he's going to move to the Philippines, you know, I'm like in panic mode.
00:09:45It's not going to work.
00:09:47It won't work.
00:09:49Forrest can be way too optimistic at times, and his autism can affect that because he isn't able to focus
00:09:57in on what the realities are.
00:10:01My whole point is to protect Forrest, to make sure that his needs are met, and I don't think Sheena
00:10:09can do it.
00:10:10I know full well that if you moved here, yes, you'd be with Sheena, all that.
00:10:16And then the whole goal of ever trying to get you to the United States would just go out the
00:10:20window.
00:10:21And you would have to accept that.
00:10:31I need to take a breath for a bit.
00:10:33Sorry.
00:10:38When Forrest told her our plans, Molly was so much explosive, I felt that I was kind of a bit
00:10:44scared, and I wanted to take a break.
00:10:47But I know that I need to stand up for myself and for Forrest.
00:10:54Have you even factored how much it's going to cost, how much the bills are?
00:11:00Where are you going to live, Forrest?
00:11:03Sheena and I will go get a place of our own.
00:11:05I will take good care of yourself.
00:11:07She can't.
00:11:08Pay with all your money in there, Sheena?
00:11:09I am a professional, and I could, you know.
00:11:12You could this.
00:11:13You could that.
00:11:14You could this.
00:11:15How much is rent here?
00:11:17How much?
00:11:18$900 a month?
00:11:19No.
00:11:20You could get places for $300, $400.
00:11:22But cheaper for a month.
00:11:23So she makes about $500 a month, and that's right?
00:11:26Yes.
00:11:26Yes.
00:11:27U.S. dollars.
00:11:27Yes.
00:11:30So she makes $500 a month, and you're getting, saying that rent is $400?
00:11:37That leaves $100 to pay your bills, your utilities, buy food.
00:11:42I have him.
00:11:44He had me.
00:11:45Sheena?
00:11:45And I will take care of your son.
00:11:47You don't have to worry about that.
00:11:49You are living on daydreams, and living on the thought of love, and happy homemaker,
00:11:54and being a little house, and all that.
00:11:56No.
00:11:56I love your son, and I'll do anything my best for him.
00:11:59Love doesn't pay the bills, Sheena.
00:12:05Mom, there's going to be lots of hurdles, but how the visa works here, that allows me
00:12:11to live here in the country, and get employment here.
00:12:14I'm here.
00:12:15You've never worked here.
00:12:16You've had one job in your life.
00:12:19You are on disability.
00:12:20I have to overcome my own challenges.
00:12:23You are on disability for a reason.
00:12:25You do have autism.
00:12:28And I want you to be able, I want you to get a job.
00:12:32I want you to better yourself.
00:12:33But of course, you need to plan things out better.
00:12:38Do the right process, where you come back to the United States, contact Social Security,
00:12:44and say that you want to start working.
00:12:47Then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs the government provides.
00:12:52See what type of job and money you can make.
00:12:54See how you can save up.
00:12:56You can't just say, oh, there is this magical miracle job that you haven't even applied for,
00:13:01that you know nothing about, that you don't even know what their requirements are.
00:13:04You don't know anything.
00:13:07You have to go on the assumption that you could not get a job here.
00:13:12And even if you do, how much do you think that you're going to make working here?
00:13:26No.
00:13:27I want you to be here, my love.
00:13:30It's been seven years.
00:13:31It's so hard for me.
00:13:32Oh, God.
00:13:32You know, Lucy, I'm not sure.
00:13:34Oh, it's so hard for the seven years.
00:13:37Don't start the tears, Sheena.
00:13:37Please.
00:13:37Stop.
00:13:38You don't know how I feel.
00:13:39It's hard for me for the last seven minutes of waiting for him.
00:13:44It's so stressful.
00:13:53I don't know what to do.
00:13:56I love Sheena so much.
00:13:58But I can't help thinking that my mom is right that living here in the Philippines
00:14:04is definitely going to be a bigger challenge than what I thought it was going to be.
00:14:09What if I can't get a job here successfully?
00:14:13I can't, I can't be a burden on Sheena, especially, I just can't, can't do that.
00:14:26Sheena, I feel conflicted about everything.
00:14:30I don't want to leave you, but I think that I might have to go home, I'm going to work,
00:14:39make some money, and then I'm going to apply for the K-1 visa.
00:14:45I don't know that.
00:14:46I don't know my love.
00:14:49If things doesn't work, it's the end of my story.
00:14:54It's not the end of the story, Sheena.
00:14:56I love you.
00:14:57That's why I gave you this ring.
00:15:00This ring is a promise.
00:15:03If the K-1 visa doesn't work out, then I'll move back here, and I'm going to get married too.
00:15:10I will not give up.
00:15:23This is my husband, Javon.
00:15:25Hello, nice meeting you.
00:15:26Nice meeting you.
00:15:26Happy doing your hair and makeup today.
00:15:28Okay.
00:15:29We are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:15:33I'm very happy.
00:15:35I've been waiting for this for a long time.
00:15:37I just, I don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:15:40I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to go to see you.
00:15:43I would really put an effort.
00:15:48I brought you something.
00:15:50I hope that our time apart would give both of us time to cool down.
00:15:56I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship.
00:16:00Why did you mislead me when Michael made the move?
00:16:03I was worried you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:16:09Can you do that?
00:16:27Let me begin.
00:16:29Hi.
00:16:30Good morning.
00:16:31Good morning, Ma'am.
00:16:31Ana and Sir Javon.
00:16:33Welcome to Balay Indang.
00:16:35Ah, here's the hair in makeup you and I'm coming up with you.
00:16:39Yeah, ready?
00:16:40Yeah, ready.
00:16:43This is a nice door.
00:16:45more. Enjoy. Hi. Good morning. Hello. Today is the day that we are finally going to do
00:17:00our renewal of vows. Good morning. Hi, Hannah. Hi, nice meeting you. I'm Ray. This is my
00:17:05husband, Javon. Nice meeting you. I'll be doing your hair and makeup today. Okay. You
00:17:11ready to start? I'm as rare as I'm ever going to be. We never had a real wedding. So today
00:17:19is very important for us. I'm very happy. Been waiting for this for a long time. The part
00:17:28of me is a little bit down. When I think about the ring, I don't have. But I want to
00:17:35stay
00:17:35positive, though. It's his first time to have his makeup done. I don't think we're going
00:17:44to take it that far today. Oh, no. No. No, I'm good. I'm excited, but I'm a bit nervous.
00:17:54You know, I feel like this is a big moment for the both of us. I want to show Anna
00:17:59how
00:18:00dedicated I am to make her happy and, you know, give her the day that she always wanted.
00:18:06But at the same time, I just feel a wave of anxiety and nervousness because obviously me
00:18:14and Anna have different ideas on what romance is. So I really don't want to disappoint her.
00:18:37So, are you excited about today? Are you kidding me? Of course I'm excited today. Very excited.
00:18:44This is just like a paradise to me. With the makeup, the dress. The center of attention.
00:18:51Yeah. And, you know, the photos. Uh-huh. I think I should ask you that question, though.
00:18:59I'm okay. Nervous? Well, you don't have to be nervous. Like, I just don't know what I'm
00:19:06going to say for my vows. You know, I'm not good at, uh...
00:19:11So, you don't have to write a long poem, okay? It doesn't have to be like that. It doesn't
00:19:17have to be... I'm not a writer or a poet.
00:19:20You don't have to be. Okay. It's just going to be a few things. You know what I'm saying?
00:19:24Like, the basics, basically.
00:19:30How I feel about doing my vows, I'm just going to get straight to the point. But, you know,
00:19:36Anna's the opposite for me. She wants to make a whole declaration speech.
00:19:42What is wrong with being expressive?
00:19:46Sometimes I feel like I wish one day when it happens, not now, God will take me before him.
00:19:52That's when the time he will appreciate me. And he will say,
00:19:55I miss you and your big mouth. You know?
00:20:03I just want you to say what's in your heart because, you know, this is a special day.
00:20:09Yeah.
00:20:09I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to go in to see you.
00:20:13Mm.
00:20:14I would really put an effort.
00:20:17I mean, Anna, I'm here, so that's it.
00:20:19Yeah, I would really be the energy there.
00:20:23Okay.
00:20:26Hi, boo-boo.
00:20:28I love you.
00:20:29Love you, too.
00:20:33You know what?
00:20:35You're not even supposed to be here.
00:20:37Okay.
00:20:39You're not supposed to see my look, my bridal look.
00:20:43All right.
00:20:44I feel like Javon is acting like today is any other day for him.
00:20:50And that's really disappointing.
00:20:53I feel like Javon is doing great for you.
00:20:54Great.
00:21:06Bye, guys.
00:21:09Bye.
00:21:10Bye.
00:21:10Bye.
00:21:10Bye.
00:21:11Bye.
00:21:12Bye.
00:21:31I know you're born is not the most romantic guy but I just wanted today to
00:21:40be fun life full of love something that I can always look back on I love him but I
00:21:53can't pretend that everything is fine when it's not
00:22:30how did it feel spending the night here last night
00:22:33it wasn't very fun I really did not enjoy waking up alone
00:22:41yesterday beer con basically told me not to come home so I decided I just should suck it up and
00:22:46get a room at Michael's hotel and hope that our time apart would give both of us a little bit
00:22:54of
00:22:54time to cool down but staying in a hotel sucked I don't have any of my stuff I'm in the
00:23:02same clothes
00:23:02from yesterday and of course I miss beer con I wish we could have talked it out last night
00:23:13instead of now having to wait and deal with it all today but beer con was pretty mad at me
00:23:19he said
00:23:22things to me that I don't know if he really meant or if he was just angry I obviously said
00:23:29things to
00:23:30him too that I really didn't mean I really didn't have any intention of getting on a plane and leaving
00:23:35I hope that that's not what he wants and you've been texting with him this morning what has he been
00:23:40saying um yeah I did I asked him if we could talk and he said sure so I will probably
00:23:50take a little
00:23:51peace offering and see if we can have a conversation face to face
00:23:57I know that I should have just apologized from the beginning for hiding the history between Michael and
00:24:03me I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship and that my feelings for him are so
00:24:10much stronger than how I ever felt about Michael or how I could even feel about Michael
00:24:41Laura is keeping secret from me misleading me
00:24:45and she didn't even try to apologize
00:24:50by spending the time in the hotel I wanted her to realize what is it gonna be like without me
00:25:00her pride doesn't cuddle her in the nights
00:25:07hey
00:25:09hey
00:25:11I brought you something
00:25:20I know you like that
00:25:23thank you
00:25:35I'm sorry
00:25:39that I didn't tell you that I was the one that hit on Michael sooner I did not mean for
00:25:45that to hurt
00:25:46you and I'm so sorry that was never my intent
00:25:53thank you
00:25:58so why did you mislead me
00:26:02but Michael made the move I was worried that if you knew that I was the one who had had
00:26:11feelings at one point that I was the one that hit on him that you would try to put a
00:26:19stop to my friendship with him
00:26:25okay but the missing thing is I think you had feelings for him
00:26:37but I want to tell you that you are not a replacement for Michael
00:26:43and in fact the things that you do are so much sweeter and kinder and so much more of the
00:26:53type of man I was the type of man I actually want to be with I want you to know
00:26:57that I do love you
00:26:58I do want this relationship to work
00:27:02you and me
00:27:10you can't tell me 5,000 times in a row that I love you but
00:27:15like you said
00:27:18I'm into actions
00:27:28honestly I'm scared to even say this
00:27:36would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life
00:27:50I don't know how to do that
00:27:55when do you plan on applying for the fiance visa?
00:27:59so I can live here in Belize
00:28:01I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:28:06no
00:28:08I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up
00:28:12I just would rather live here and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time
00:28:16it's just really weird timing and I can't help feeling like is this a red flag?
00:28:22done
00:28:43babe
00:28:44yes
00:28:44I'm gonna miss you
00:28:46I know I'm gonna miss you too
00:28:48And I'm going to wake up tomorrow by myself.
00:28:52Same.
00:29:03Sorry.
00:29:10Babe, you're my fiancé.
00:29:14Yeah.
00:29:14You realize that?
00:29:15It's crazy.
00:29:16You did such a good job.
00:29:18It was a beautiful proposal.
00:29:20It was everything I could have asked for.
00:29:22I'm going to go home engaged.
00:29:25I'm excited.
00:29:27Me too.
00:29:30You're my fiancé now.
00:29:31I know.
00:29:32Any thoughts to give you would never get married and settle down.
00:29:35It's crazy.
00:29:36I woke up this morning and I was like, ah!
00:29:40Got a ring on my finger.
00:29:42Yes.
00:29:42When do I put a ring on?
00:29:44Like when I get married?
00:29:45I don't know.
00:29:46I'm going to get you a ring before I leave.
00:29:50Do you like the ring, babe?
00:29:51Of course I like the ring.
00:29:53It's beautiful.
00:29:54You did a good job.
00:29:57When do you plan on applying for the fiancé visa so I can come here and live here in Belize?
00:30:04And I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:30:11No.
00:30:12What?
00:30:14What do you mean?
00:30:15The whole time we've been talking about me coming here and living here with you.
00:30:20Stig never mentioned wanting to move to the U.S.
00:30:23And based on everything that he said to me on the phone, and since I've been in Belize, I had
00:30:29always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:30:33I mean, this is the Belize that I plan to eventually, hopefully, move to.
00:30:39You would move to Belize?
00:30:39Yeah, I would.
00:30:40For real?
00:30:40Yeah.
00:30:42Would you move here?
00:30:44Of course I would move here.
00:30:45What?
00:30:45This is so pretty.
00:30:47I don't really want to ever leave Belize.
00:30:49Do you see yourself living in Belize?
00:30:51I mean, of course I would love to.
00:30:52It's beautiful.
00:30:53Yeah.
00:30:56So you want to live with me in Arizona?
00:30:59That's new information.
00:31:01I mean, you're more than welcome to, I guess.
00:31:04I'd rather live here.
00:31:09You won't be able to make any money.
00:31:11That's why you're going to be my sugar mama.
00:31:14No.
00:31:14I'm not going to be your sugar mama.
00:31:18I'm not going to be pregnant working and supporting you.
00:31:20I might not be able to make money right away.
00:31:22I might not be able to think long term and how that's going to benefit both of us.
00:31:27Okay.
00:31:29Listen, I'm super popular in Belize, but I'm not making no American money.
00:31:35And the only time I'm able to work in America is if I have a work visa or if I'm
00:31:39a citizen.
00:31:40I want to make the big bucks.
00:31:41I want to give my child a life that I never had.
00:31:48You don't think maybe the U.S. makes more sense?
00:31:51You have family out there.
00:31:53I have family out there.
00:31:55Probably, yeah, better health care and all that.
00:31:58Sure.
00:31:58I'll file for you.
00:32:02Jeez.
00:32:03If you don't want to, then don't trust.
00:32:08I don't know.
00:32:09I don't know.
00:32:10I just would rather live here.
00:32:12And I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:32:17So, quite the switch up, my guy.
00:32:23I really wish Stig didn't wait, like, two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:32:28It's just really weird timing.
00:32:29And I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:32:34Did he propose just so he could get to the U.S.?
00:32:39I don't know.
00:32:41Just give me some time to look into it.
00:32:44Now, let's take that seriously.
00:32:45Let's think about that.
00:32:46We're talking about family and how we need to make a plan.
00:32:49Let's make a plan and execute.
00:32:51Yep.
00:32:52I know.
00:32:53Okay.
00:32:54Okay.
00:32:55Okay.
00:33:03After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:33:09But if I lose her, I'll be losing the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:33:17Trisha.
00:33:20Sit down.
00:33:22I gave you a chance when we were in Lucy Bay.
00:33:26Why did you betray me?
00:33:47Coming back here just reminds me of our first few nights together.
00:33:51How excited we both were.
00:33:56How happy we were together.
00:34:00Oh, boy.
00:34:01No, no, no.
00:34:24After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:34:33She didn't sit with me at the airport.
00:34:36She changed her seats on the plane and she got back to Tenant and decided to stay at her
00:34:43apartment.
00:34:44And she's telling me that she has nothing to say to me anymore.
00:34:49She trusted me and I guess I kind of, I kind of blew it.
00:34:57I didn't have any plans to go back with my ex or anything like that.
00:35:01And I didn't say that in the text messages, but I could see why Trish would be afraid that
00:35:08it could happen.
00:35:13I should have had the respect, you know, not to respond while I'm spending time with her.
00:35:21It wasn't the right thing for me to do.
00:35:25I think I responded to my ex because for a while she was the only person I could really count
00:35:33on to be there for me.
00:35:37I met my ex on vacation in Colombia and my feelings were very strong for her.
00:35:47It was so much chemistry, sexually and any other type of way that you can think of.
00:35:55The relationship ended because we couldn't figure out how to make our future work together.
00:36:00It wasn't because we stopped loving each other.
00:36:07My ex blocked me because she knew that I was going to Madagascar to meet Trish.
00:36:14And she was hurt by it.
00:36:16And so it took me totally off guard that she unblocked me and she was contacting me at this
00:36:23time.
00:36:26I sent Trisha a long apology with no excuses and asked her if we can please get together
00:36:34and talk.
00:36:37But when she texted me back, she says, sure, period.
00:36:42I don't know why she put period.
00:36:44I don't know if that means it's final.
00:36:46This is our final talk or what.
00:36:53I'm so set on not losing Trish right now because I've fallen even deeper in love with her since
00:37:02getting to know her family.
00:37:05And I was actually getting excited about the possibility of getting married and having a
00:37:11family together.
00:37:13I don't know how receptive she's going to be with anything that I have to say.
00:37:21But I have to give it my all.
00:37:24If I lose her, I'll be losing the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:37:45Oh, my God.
00:37:49Trisha?
00:37:52Hello?
00:37:54Sit down.
00:38:01Not exactly the greeting I was expecting.
00:38:05What did you expect?
00:38:07I'm not happy to see you.
00:38:14I just want to apologize.
00:38:17I should have told you about the message as soon as it happened.
00:38:22I had no intention of, like, keeping it from me.
00:38:28Four days.
00:38:29You didn't say anything for four days.
00:38:32That's too much.
00:38:34And all the messages was on the text was really disrespectful.
00:38:39You were with me.
00:38:43Why did you betray me?
00:38:46After I gave you a chance, when we were in Nocibe, I forgive you what she did in Colombia.
00:38:54You're supposed to earn my trust back, not to break it a single time.
00:39:00I didn't have any plans on breaking up with you and being with her or any of that.
00:39:07I didn't realize that she would take this and be cheating on you.
00:39:10Yes, it is cheating.
00:39:12This is where the cheating started.
00:39:17If I was in your place, me, I know exactly what I should do to make you feel good.
00:39:25So you don't know.
00:39:26Because you can't take it.
00:39:27I don't know what it is that's going to satisfy you.
00:39:30Why?
00:39:31It's simple, though.
00:39:33Why don't you block her?
00:39:36It didn't come to my mom.
00:39:38Oh, okay.
00:39:38If you want this relationship, make her understand that I'm with you.
00:39:44She already knows that I'm with you.
00:39:46She doesn't know.
00:39:47That's why she keep texting you.
00:39:49She does know.
00:39:50Tell her to understand that.
00:39:54Make her understand that you don't want her anymore.
00:40:01Block her here and tell her.
00:40:10Nothing to say.
00:40:11I'm conflicted.
00:40:14I love you so much, but I can't block her.
00:40:21Why?
00:40:23Why?
00:40:31I'm having the best time of my life.
00:40:32Getting in the waterfall and I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:40:38I get down to the bottom and I see all these people surrounding Elise.
00:40:43And I start to think, oh, is she okay?
00:40:46Bye.
00:40:46Bye.
00:40:48Bye.
00:40:48Bye.
00:40:49Bye.
00:40:50Bye.
00:40:52Bye.
00:40:53Bye.
00:40:57Bye.
00:41:08Welcome, everyone.
00:41:10We are gathered here today to celebrate
00:41:12the enduring love between Zavon and Anilin.
00:41:15We honor the journey that has been filled with laughter, challenges, triumphs, and long-distance calls.
00:41:22Now, Javon and Annalyn, it's time to renew your vows to each other.
00:41:35Javon, can you read your vows to Annalyn?
00:41:38Thomas.
00:41:47I vow to cherish, love, honor, and obey, and always protect you and be there for you, and also learn
00:42:02to be more patient and put up with your sassiness.
00:42:09I love you.
00:42:14Javon delivered his vows, and it may be not so dramatic and like a poetry, but when I look at
00:42:23his eyes, I could feel the sincerity.
00:42:29I have waited so long for this moment to finally say this in person.
00:42:37I promise that I'll continue to be a good wife.
00:42:41You can always count on me.
00:42:44You'll never feel alone again, and I'll continue to pick up your dirty socks, even though I keep nagging you.
00:42:55And I don't expect you to be perfect, because no one is.
00:42:59But I expect us to be together no matter what.
00:43:03Mm-hmm.
00:43:04I love you so much.
00:43:06Love you too.
00:43:07Mm-hmm.
00:43:11Javon and Annalyn, today you have renewed your vows and reaffirmed your commitment to one another.
00:43:17It is my great honor and pleasure to once again pronounce you husband and wife.
00:43:22Oh, one second.
00:43:23I do have something to give up.
00:43:26Yeah.
00:43:28Yeah.
00:43:30Accept the one you wanted.
00:43:38All right, now we can get on with it.
00:43:41All right.
00:43:42You may now share a kiss to seal your renewed vows.
00:43:53You did so good.
00:43:55Oh, great, actually.
00:43:58It was so great.
00:44:03And I know sometimes I don't like it when you trick me, but this is the greatest trick ever.
00:44:10You finally have my wedding ring.
00:44:13Aw, thank you.
00:44:15Yeah.
00:44:19Congratulations.
00:44:19I miss you.
00:44:20I miss you.
00:44:21Nice to meet you.
00:44:22Nice to meet you, finally.
00:44:24Hey, cousin.
00:44:26Thank you for coming and all the efforts.
00:44:28Thank you for coming.
00:44:30Thank you for coming.
00:44:33Thank you for coming.
00:44:41Okay, guys.
00:44:43The reception is over there.
00:44:46Go!
00:45:01For me, I think marrying someone online is kind of crazy because it's been a long time
00:45:06that they've waited to see each other, to be together.
00:45:10I know that Javon and Anna has difficulties in their relationship, but I've noticed now
00:45:16that they are just focusing in with their love to each other, with how they were going
00:45:20to work out with their relationship.
00:45:22So I'm really happy for seeing that now.
00:45:25Yeah.
00:45:26Cut that cake!
00:45:27Cut that cake!
00:45:29Cut that cake!
00:45:30Cut that cake!
00:45:32Wow!
00:45:35No...
00:45:35No!
00:45:36No!
00:45:36No!
00:45:38No.
00:45:45No!
00:45:48No!
00:45:49Four, three, two, one.
00:45:55Oh, God.
00:45:57This is something that I will treasure for the rest of my life.
00:46:00It was the best night ever.
00:46:04I'm eternally grateful.
00:46:06Yeah.
00:46:11Hello, Rick.
00:46:23Hello, Rick.
00:46:33I don't want to go home.
00:46:43Is she dead?
00:46:52Look, I know it does look scary, like there's a job, but she's very safe.
00:46:56I know the guy at the top can sort of, you know, belay her down and you know, do it
00:47:00himself.
00:47:01I'm having the best time of my life, I'm, you know, abseiling down, getting the waterfall
00:47:06in.
00:47:07You know, I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen, but I get down to the bottom
00:47:16and I see all these people, you know, surrounding Elise.
00:47:20Take a deep breath, take a deep breath.
00:47:28And I start to think, oh , you know, is she okay?
00:47:36That's all I know, I was scared.
00:47:37Did you see me?
00:47:39Oh, no, I didn't because I couldn't see her, I could hear you.
00:47:41Go on.
00:47:47I am feeling so overwhelmed, so scared, so cold, and just like so tired.
00:47:53But I'm so happy Josh is there to comfort me.
00:47:57That was the scariest thing I've ever done in my life.
00:47:59I thought I was going to die.
00:48:10Josh always knows how to calm me down.
00:48:13Like his physical touch just makes me feel like safe.
00:48:16It's like a quality I love about him.
00:48:18That was amazing.
00:48:20My boyfriend believed the day.
00:48:22He really helped me.
00:48:30Oh, my God.
00:48:31That was crazy.
00:48:32I mean, here I am trying to book this fun adventure and it becomes a complete and utter disaster
00:48:38for me.
00:48:38Well, I had the best time.
00:48:40I'd do it all over again.
00:48:42Probably not right now.
00:48:43No, I think we can say that we've been there, done that, and let's try and, uh...
00:48:48Did you get it?
00:48:49Yes.
00:48:51Okay.
00:48:56Oh.
00:48:56Oh.
00:49:06What?
00:49:07Who is that?
00:49:08Nothing.
00:49:13What do you mean, nothing?
00:49:16It's not what I meant to.
00:49:29Elise's really went above and beyond for me today.
00:49:31So I want to do something nice for her and stop by Anchor Point.
00:49:34It's supposed to have these stunning views, but unfortunately I just got a text with some
00:49:40bad news and I'm trying to figure out how I can break it to Elise without her freaking
00:49:44out.
00:49:46I, um, yeah, I'm nervous.
00:49:48Stunning.
00:49:51Pretty amazing.
00:49:53I'm worried I've never been here.
00:49:56Checking things off your bucket list, huh?
00:49:59Yeah.
00:50:06Listen, I have to tell you something.
00:50:08Are you okay, baby?
00:50:11Um...
00:50:13We're not going to be able to talk to my son.
00:50:17Why?
00:50:18It's just not possible today.
00:50:21There's other people to consider as well.
00:50:23You know, him, his mother.
00:50:26Sorry.
00:50:32Wow.
00:50:34I let you down.
00:50:35I didn't mean for it to happen like that.
00:50:39So I'm sorry.
00:50:41Well, that's really upsetting that we're not going to be able to video chat him.
00:50:45Yeah, it is.
00:50:46I told you, I want to meet people in your life.
00:50:48I want to see interior world. I'm here.
00:50:52Yeah, well, maybe I'm just good at disappointing you.
00:50:55Good at disappointing people.
00:50:56So maybe that's just me.
00:51:00It's more than just a broken promise.
00:51:03The fact that I'm leaving here soon and not being able to meet his son is like scary.
00:51:08That is very important aspect of his life.
00:51:13And you should be pushing harder than simply receiving a text on your phone that we can't meet your son.
00:51:19Like, maybe he doesn't think I'm good enough.
00:51:21Like, settling for no doesn't make me feel like you're going to fight for us.
00:51:27You just say it so nonchalantly, like, I let you down.
00:51:29Like, what else?
00:51:30I'm disappointed.
00:51:31I'm upset.
00:51:33I wouldn't blame you for not coming back or walking away.
00:51:42So, you're like, okay to walk away?
00:51:46I didn't say that.
00:51:47I said I wouldn't blame you for walking away.
00:51:49Yeah.
00:51:52I'm so cold.
00:51:54Do you want me to run and get your jumper?
00:51:56I'll get you my black one.
00:52:07What just happened?
00:52:08He just said to me, basically I can walk away.
00:52:11And it's just not going to happen.
00:52:13I'm not going to meet his son.
00:52:14And, like, I'm trying to be so nice and help him out.
00:52:16And, like, I do care about him a lot.
00:52:18Like, I do.
00:52:18I f***ing like him.
00:52:20But if he's, like, so easy for me to walk away,
00:52:22then what is it going to be on the other side of the world?
00:52:29What's going on?
00:52:31Why do you disrespect me?
00:52:33You just told me I could walk away.
00:52:35I said I wouldn't blame you if you walked away.
00:52:37I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:40I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:44I'm not perfect.
00:52:45I keep dropping the ball.
00:52:46But I will try and be better for you.
00:52:54You say you don't live up to your expectations.
00:52:56You say you dropped the ball.
00:52:58Like, I'm falling for someone that's, like,
00:53:00what do you want me to do?
00:53:01Like, I'm scared.
00:53:02Yeah, I know.
00:53:03I'm really sorry.
00:53:05It means a lot that you're upset about this,
00:53:07because I'm upset about it.
00:53:08But I don't want you to think
00:53:09that I didn't want you to speak to him.
00:53:11It will happen.
00:53:12You guys will play a big, big part
00:53:14in each other's lives.
00:53:19I'm in love with you.
00:53:27That's crazy.
00:53:29Yeah, it is.
00:53:32You mean that?
00:53:34I do.
00:53:39I don't even know what's going on in this moment.
00:53:41I literally nearly died today.
00:53:42He just told me,
00:53:43it's OK if I walk away from him.
00:53:44And now he's telling me he's in love with me.
00:53:47I've never heard that from him before.
00:53:49And, like, of course, it's so nice to hear.
00:53:52But, I mean, he's telling me this
00:53:53right after giving me the bad news.
00:53:57Like, does he really mean he loves me?
00:54:00Please, don't get angry.
00:54:02Let's figure it out.
00:54:03Sorry it didn't happen right now.
00:54:05If I want him as my husband,
00:54:07I need to be able to trust him full-heartedly.
00:54:10But I don't feel like I can trust him right now.
00:54:13And that **** sucks.
00:54:22So, once I leave,
00:54:25we really gotta trust each other.
00:54:26When it comes to stuff like that...
00:54:28Don't be drunk and stupid.
00:54:30That's a fiancé now.
00:54:31What are you talking about?
00:54:32You trust me, babe?
00:54:37Why are you so emotional?
00:54:56You ready?
00:54:58I guess.
00:54:59Not really.
00:55:00But now the path is split in two.
00:55:05And mine is taking me from you.
00:55:09And yours is headed towards the western coast.
00:55:12I can't follow.
00:55:13You hold me close.
00:55:15I feel hollow.
00:55:16I love you most.
00:55:17It's been a beautiful ride.
00:55:21I miss you so much.
00:55:23I miss you too.
00:55:24I plan to visit you soon.
00:55:25Really?
00:55:26Yeah.
00:55:27Like, I mean, well, I don't know how quick
00:55:28we're gonna move on this violent situation.
00:55:31I want to do some research first.
00:55:35This whole time I was picturing us living in Belize.
00:55:38That's kind of what we talked about.
00:55:41So, now I just feel like it's a sudden change up.
00:55:44But I understand why.
00:55:45I understand why.
00:55:47I'm not saying that I want to just completely
00:55:49dish Belize and never come back, you know?
00:55:51Yeah.
00:55:52I could see us living in the States, though,
00:55:55for a little bit.
00:55:56Making some money.
00:55:57Coming back to Belize.
00:55:58Building a nice house.
00:56:00Getting in Belize.
00:56:02Stig and I obviously have a lot to figure out.
00:56:05That said, I'm keeping an open mind because I believe love
00:56:10is more important than the location.
00:56:12I just feel like we are meant for each other.
00:56:15Our paths crossed for a reason.
00:56:18And I'm completely in love with him.
00:56:20I have fallen really hard for him.
00:56:24Here we go.
00:56:27Here we go.
00:56:31Why are you so emotional?
00:56:33Yeah, so I just got like an overwhelming feeling of gratitude.
00:56:41I'm just happy.
00:56:47So, once I leave, we just really got to trust each other.
00:56:53I got to.
00:56:54When it comes to stuff like that, I got to.
00:56:55You're drunk and stupid.
00:56:56I have a fiance now.
00:56:57What are you talking about?
00:56:59You trust me, babe?
00:57:01I do.
00:57:04What happened?
00:57:06What happened?
00:57:10Do you want to miss me?
00:57:12Yes, you're told.
00:57:20I hate crying.
00:57:22It's OK.
00:57:23I hate crying.
00:57:41this trip has been a lot of great times but also a lot of hurdles you know they say that
00:57:48a plane can't fly without resistance we had a lot of resistance and we still made it true that
00:58:22it's sad leaving stick but the trip was amazing i can just see us living in arizona having a little
00:58:30family i just see a lot of positives in our future and i'm just excited that we're where we're at
00:58:37now
00:58:38give me just a second now to catch my breath i better catch my flight don't ask us baby
00:58:46i love you
00:58:59i'm really excited about the future i'm really excited to get married
00:59:04in america there's a lot more opportunities for me as an artist for me to make good money real money
00:59:09i could i could network with people i could network with other big dance hall artists bigger than myself
00:59:14i know people not in arizona i don't know nobody
00:59:21actually i'm more down to go to houston there's more opportunity for me in houston you know my
00:59:27my brothers are in houston i have a lot of artist friends producer friends
00:59:36my ex is in houston where they are
00:59:41i ain't worried about her i don't have a ring on but hey
00:59:51come on i'm playing i'm engaging i mean
01:00:02we had our plans this is the best way for us to be together faster together you can't let mom
01:00:10change your mind i think forest mom is much more controlling than he even would realize
01:00:17he's been manipulated please i really want you to stay
01:00:32would you feel better if i just cut him out of my life
01:00:55if that's what it's going to take to fix this and for you to trust me
01:01:02then yeah i would do them
01:01:08okay
01:01:11this is exactly what i was worried about the possibility that i would eventually have to
01:01:17choose between my best friend and the love of my life but beer con truly genuinely loves me
01:01:25and i think having the opportunity to be fully loved by someone is worth giving up my friendship
01:01:31with michael hoover
01:01:37you know what
01:01:40i don't want you to cut your relationship with him
01:01:44we can still be friends
01:01:47he's a good guy he's a good guy he's proud he's worthy of being friends i'm okay with that
01:01:53thank you but friends not best friend not that weird friendship
01:02:05she's trying to do something to save this relationship
01:02:08i appreciate that because once that relationship gets into the dead end nobody can get it out
01:02:17we're good it'll be good but we gotta work on
01:02:22i know
01:02:26it is always bad to lose people
01:02:30i lost a lot of people and i don't want her to cut relationship with her friend
01:02:38i'm not gonna be the one who breaks them apart you know
01:02:43thanks for talking to me
01:02:46thanks for trying to make up
01:02:51i love laura because she has a pure heart and she makes me love life so i want her to
01:03:00be happy
01:03:23are you okay babe
01:03:24i don't know babe
01:03:37we're the last day in this beautiful apartment
01:03:51it's the last night in the philippines with sheena and my heart is cracking
01:03:58the talk we had with my mom is still weighing on my mind
01:04:05it's very annoying when my mom is right because she'll never let me hear the end of it
01:04:10on top of that it hurts my heart seeing sheena get so emotional that i'm going to have to leave
01:04:15her
01:04:16but at the end of the day if i do everything correctly i know that she and i will have
01:04:22a bright future
01:04:22sheena get so emotional that i'm going to have to leave her and i hope that she understands
01:04:30please please i really want you to stay
01:04:37you can't let mom change your mind you have to decide this
01:04:41you can't let her know that she is on your own will
01:04:44sheena
01:04:45sheena
01:04:46honey
01:04:47we have overcome mountains we have overcome problems we have struggled through so many years
01:04:55years even a pandemic
01:04:56even a pandemic
01:04:57we had our plans to grow and have a family
01:05:01i want you here
01:05:03and i know that this is the best way
01:05:08for us to be together faster together and that's what i've been waiting for you for the longest time
01:05:18she and i can't do that
01:05:21it's literally tearing me up thinking about being away from you but i think mom was kind of right
01:05:29i want to have a bright future together when getting you to the united states
01:05:34is the best option and to do that i need to go and start work and do the process and
01:05:44make sure i have
01:05:45everything stabilized in america
01:05:51it hurts that first habit to change his mind it feels like he would rather choose his mom over me
01:06:00i mean i understand if he happened to work in the u.s he could earn much more better money
01:06:07but i am worried that forrest wouldn't find a job that easy because of his disability issues
01:06:14i feel like he's been manipulated to think that living in the philippines was impossible
01:06:20but it's not certain that this other plan is going to work out
01:06:26the faster i get back home the faster i can start the process and if i don't get the k1
01:06:34it gets
01:06:34denied then i can come back here and stay here if things don't work out in here but how about
01:06:40mom
01:06:43i'm i'm i'm quite worried that she would try her best to make sure you stay in the united states
01:06:49forever this decision it's not my mother it's my own decision but i see a bright future together
01:07:00and i'm in your heart and you're in my heart and you are my true home
01:07:06i want to put my faith into him as my partner that he would find a way to be together
01:07:12long term
01:07:14but i think forrest's mom is much more controlling than he would realize
01:07:21i know that molly still have worries and doubts regarding our relationship
01:07:27and i'm worried that she could influence him and cause problems she could break us apart it's just
01:07:40i don't know if it's hard
01:07:51holy holy holy why is everything so cold surprise surprise she's cold my god thank you so much take that
01:08:02away she's a pain in the ass but it's in a cute way you know i like that how do
01:08:08you feel about me
01:08:10i i like i'm falling for you but not in love
01:08:29good morning good morning good morning it's a little chilly out here today so you're sleeping
01:08:35i i was i just woke up
01:08:44time to get back to bondi yeah let's get a little getaway mostly
01:08:52i feel really sad this is our last full day together
01:08:56we're driving back to bondi in a little bit and then tomorrow i fly back to miami
01:09:03hmm did you wake up still loving me i'm asking yes i did i just have so many mixed emotions
01:09:12right now
01:09:13like he told me he loved me and that means the world to me but at the same time here
01:09:19he is again
01:09:20not living up to his promise to video chat with his son i understand there's external factors but if
01:09:27you're going to see a future with me and maybe your wife like the fact that you didn't try harder
01:09:33i don't know it's just like scary i'm going home tomorrow and i have no idea what the future holds
01:09:41this is really heavy
01:09:44your last night
01:09:48my book just somewhere nice tonight
01:09:51on bondi yep i'm fine yeah so let's go get changed and get home
01:10:06i never imagined i'd fall in love so quickly this has never happened before
01:10:12but saying i love you and then not having it heard back i am sort of wondering where she's at
01:10:17you
01:10:17know is it not as real for her as it is for me that is a bit concerning
01:10:36it's so beautiful i get a bit it's nice to miss you
01:10:45all right guys this is your table thank you
01:10:50i've got the menu for you guys thank you thank you so much
01:10:55it's so cold you're always cold always cold they did say they have blankets so i'm gonna ask
01:11:01her for a blanket okay good idea god it's cold surprise surprise she's cold holy holy holy
01:11:10why is everything so cold as soon as there's like the slightest breeze all the sun's down she's
01:11:17cold thanks for coming guys don't mind me i just brought some hand warmers i'm freezing
01:11:22i'm freezing wow turn on the car i'm so cold holy camoly i'm cold you think by now that she'd
01:11:32know how
01:11:32to dress you know in sydney i wear something a bit warmer you okay enjoy my jacket yeah i do
01:11:37yeah i'm
01:11:38shivering oh god it's a little nipply out a little nipply she's a pain in the ass but it's in
01:11:44a cute
01:11:45way you know i like that well you look stunning as always right here i've got the blanket for you
01:11:52oh my
01:11:53god thank you so much take that away for you um can we please get two spicy margaritas two spicy
01:12:00margaritas uh tahini if you've got it tahini we do yeah how lovely thanks so much thank you thank you
01:12:06guys
01:12:10it's the last night
01:12:16how do you feel about what about me like in general
01:12:24yeah i mean like i i like i'm falling for you but not in large
01:12:36not yet
01:12:40josh literally tells me everything i want to hear but i feel like he sometimes kind of just says things
01:12:47to
01:12:47appease me like he'll say he's gonna do x y and z but there's like no action behind that you
01:12:55know
01:12:55there's one side of me that sees the future with him like getting married and having kids but then
01:13:00there's this other side of me that's like am i even being realistic with my expectations with him and is
01:13:05it just hopeful and wishful thinking i am falling for you i i i cannot imagine going back to miami
01:13:14without
01:13:14you but we live in different continents we're a 16 hour time difference you have a son here
01:13:24how do you plan to make this work yeah i think it's a move obviously it's it's a move for
01:13:29either
01:13:30one of us whether it be here or there i guess it's one pretty big con for me to move
01:13:36into my own
01:13:37well your son okay yes however okay so if if i was to move here where would we go who
01:13:43would pay for
01:13:43find a place you and i find a place together we live we're moving together
01:13:50okay but like have you gone on a website and looked for places oh
01:13:57slowly look i'm confident i can call this off more than confident
01:14:07i'm scared i just don't know if i can i don't know why you're just gonna let go sometimes
01:14:13i'm just like i don't know if you're stable
01:14:19i want to make it work i believe you
01:14:23i believe that it will work in my eyes i think you will find excuses to make it not work
01:14:32why are you hesitant i've given you a solid game plan and you're still hesitant
01:14:36you've had a hard year like financially i don't know how you're gonna be able to make this work
01:14:42i don't know sorry that i can't you know i don't have a big nest egg you just have to
01:14:48trust
01:14:49because you are so can you stop being rude to me like seriously like you are like yep josh like
01:14:54that's your because you're being a dick to me i am sticking up for myself that's all i am doing
01:15:00i still
01:15:01care about you and love you and you don't know how you feel so that obviously throws down my mind
01:15:09feels a little bit like you don't want it to happen but you don't want to admit it
01:15:16you think i'm not putting anything into action but i feel like the ball's in your call
01:15:29i'll block you everywhere and do this don't do that i will even now i don't have nothing to do
01:15:34with
01:15:35you please just this is my phone i don't have nothing to tell please
01:15:39please i'll just walk away and never speak to him again i wasted my time
01:15:56i love you so much but i can't block her why why
01:16:23i don't know what to do because it's i'm in love with you
01:16:31but i do still have feelings for her too
01:16:36oh
01:16:39and no nothing else to do nothing else to say i love you no no you don't love me
01:16:54i ask her to choose then
01:16:58you made a choice
01:17:04when trish asked me to block my ex
01:17:08i realized that i can't completely shut the door
01:17:13and i wanted to be honest about my feelings
01:17:18so you chose your ex over her after all you guys have been through
01:17:23i don't look at it as i chose my ex over her what do you look at it as
01:17:33i look at it as um just not ready to let go totally
01:17:41i love trish but um i mean love isn't so black and white it's possible to have feelings for
01:17:53two people at the same time
01:18:00i wasted my time
01:18:03i don't get it as a waste
01:18:06i still i'm still i'm still willing to try to make it but i it's nothing to do anymore
01:18:13i cannot be with someone who still have feelings for his ex
01:18:17i'll block you everywhere and be good
01:18:19don't do that i will even now i don't have nothing to do with you please
01:18:23just this is my phone you didn't buy it you didn't do anything just give me time to think
01:18:27i don't have nothing to tell please please yes i am doing it right now
01:18:37i hate that it makes me suffer again you plan a future with me you told me that you love
01:18:46me
01:18:47but i still have feelings for her
01:18:54i do but that doesn't mean i'm going back to her
01:18:58if my feelings for you are strong i still want us to go on i cannot do that
01:19:08i'll never be a second choice of someone so i'll take my love back and forget about him
01:19:27i'll give you a little don't ever bother me no no no no you made a choice
01:19:35let's finish
01:19:38good thank you
01:19:47i'm feeling really really angry like i don't understand why he make me fall in love with him
01:19:57and break my heart like he shouldn't have come to madagascar meet me i don't know what to say anymore
01:20:07i'll just walk away and never speak to him again
01:20:18i wish you realized that i do love her and i do think that she's special i want us to
01:20:26be together but
01:20:30i just wasn't ready
01:20:35that's all i can see
01:20:46holy balls next time on before the 90 days i feel like i should ask for your autograph jeez
01:20:54give me your ring finger i'm asking you
01:20:58will you marry me we just got things back on track and i'm worried that as we go back to
01:21:05long
01:21:05distance we're only going to have more drama and more problems do you accept
01:21:12makey i'm in low shoes
01:21:16so today i decided to take a pregnancy test
01:21:25javon boo because that is what i think it is holy i'm about to be a dad
01:21:33you don't need to be with me it may have taken seven years to get here but it's not going
01:21:36to take
01:21:37seven years to get you back home i still don't completely trust sheena she still manipulates
01:21:44here i thought i was coming to get all these questions answered no i have more questions
01:21:49you okay
01:21:52it's so hard to trust that he's going to come back for me
01:21:56i don't want people to leave me
01:22:01it hurts me deeply that it didn't work out between trish and i and i'm leaving with no hope at
01:22:09all
01:22:21i'm literally leaving for that airport in one hour and he just left like how can you tell me you
01:22:29love me and you're falling for me then you bring girls back and disrespect me
01:22:34oh my god he stopped sharing his location with me
01:22:37i am so exhausted from this emotional roller coaster like what do i do now
01:22:45i've given so much to make daniel happy i was so sure of him and now i'm just insecure
01:22:51he's not communicating with her much i wanted to find a reason why and i did find things faith went
01:23:00on your email
01:23:02how come in your contacts you have somebody listed as wife so who is this wife
01:23:11you're ready tell me what happened i don't even know where to start
01:23:16are you are you questioning the whole relationship at this point
01:23:27um
01:23:29you
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