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90 Day Fiance- Before the 90 Days - Season 8 Episode 18 - Emergency Exit
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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancée, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancée's day.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:21I love you, too.
00:00:24I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:29not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:35that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:50Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:52I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:09Yeah.
00:01:13At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:20that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:24But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:26I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:39They must see.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:54And bring him to my father's house.
00:01:57We talk about the babies, the future.
00:02:03Take me alone. I don't want anything from you.
00:02:07Shane and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:11and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:14Oh, my God.
00:02:15I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:21I trust my son.
00:02:23I don't trust you.
00:02:26I'm sorry. I just want to need space.
00:02:47What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:49I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done,
00:02:52this is crazy.
00:02:54I mean, my ex was flying the plane and I was having sex with him
00:02:57while he was flying a plane.
00:02:59Like...
00:03:00I don't want to hear that.
00:03:01You don't?
00:03:01No.
00:03:02Okay, sorry.
00:03:12I don't typically do crazy adventurous stuff.
00:03:15It's not because I don't want to do it, but like I just don't.
00:03:18So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:20I found this and we can do it.
00:03:22Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:24Anything to put a smile on your face.
00:03:27You put a smile on your face.
00:03:29Period.
00:03:31My time in Australia is almost coming to an end
00:03:34and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:38After our talk, Josh said that he's going to work on
00:03:40setting up a FaceTime call with his son.
00:03:42And like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:45It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:48But in the meantime, I know he's adventurous
00:03:51and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:53So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:03:57Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:03:59I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:02I heard abs.
00:04:03I heard sailing.
00:04:04It sounded cool.
00:04:04So I just booked the thing.
00:04:07You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this.
00:04:10Cause it's, I'm just, it's A for effort for trying.
00:04:12Are you scared of hearts?
00:04:13Not really.
00:04:14I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:17You'll be fine.
00:04:17Really?
00:04:18Yep.
00:04:21We're here.
00:04:22Yay.
00:04:23Let's do this thing.
00:04:26How are we going?
00:04:27Hi.
00:04:28Hey, Mitch.
00:04:29Josh, how are you?
00:04:30Alyse.
00:04:30Hey, nice to meet you.
00:04:32Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:33Sydney.
00:04:34Miami.
00:04:35Wow.
00:04:36So we're going canyoning today.
00:04:37And we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:40Oh, I have to get wet?
00:04:42Yeah.
00:04:43You will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water.
00:04:46Oh.
00:04:47And you have to go abseil off the waterfall.
00:04:51Cool.
00:04:51Exciting?
00:04:52Yep.
00:04:53Excited?
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:55Awesome.
00:04:59Here we go.
00:05:03Oh, my God.
00:05:05Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07That's Empress Balls down there.
00:05:08So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:13Here is the cardio.
00:05:14Get that ass in check.
00:05:16Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:18Really?
00:05:18Yep.
00:05:19Okay, go.
00:05:20I don't think Elise realised, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:25You know?
00:05:25It can be quite hairy.
00:05:27Yeah?
00:05:27.
00:05:29So we get up to this canyon and we have to change in our wetsuits because we're going
00:05:33through rock pools.
00:05:34I don't want to do this.
00:05:36It's fun.
00:05:37It's fun.
00:05:38I don't want to do this.
00:05:41Yeah, you do.
00:05:42Woo!
00:05:49Come on, baby.
00:05:50Come on.
00:05:51Let's go.
00:05:53Come on.
00:05:54Come on.
00:05:56Yes!
00:05:57Woo!
00:05:59Woo!
00:06:00If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken it.
00:06:05It's scary.
00:06:14Yeah, dude.
00:06:17That was sick.
00:06:19The guy's like, oh, you have to cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:22I'm like, the .
00:06:23Not me.
00:06:24I'm not doing that.
00:06:26Ready?
00:06:27One step jump in.
00:06:28Yeah!
00:06:29Woo!
00:06:30Come on, Anna.
00:06:31But guess what?
00:06:32I did it.
00:06:33She's such a trooper.
00:06:34Thanks, babe.
00:06:38You did.
00:06:40Oh, my gosh.
00:06:41Oh, my gosh.
00:06:43I don't like this at all, actually.
00:06:52Oh.
00:06:53Good girl.
00:06:54Good girl.
00:06:56I'm done, baby.
00:06:57I'm so done.
00:06:58Hey, we're almost there.
00:06:59We're almost there.
00:07:00We're almost there.
00:07:00No, really?
00:07:00Yeah.
00:07:01Yeah.
00:07:01.
00:07:03I can't feel my hands.
00:07:09Oh, my God.
00:07:13Oh, my God.
00:07:27I'm shaking.
00:07:28Like, this is not good.
00:07:30You'll be wrong.
00:07:32Oh, my God.
00:07:34I'm scared.
00:07:35I'm freezing.
00:07:36You feel my legs here, right?
00:07:38Mm-hmm.
00:07:40You're next.
00:07:41I can't do this anymore.
00:07:42You're all right.
00:07:43You're all right.
00:07:44I can't do this.
00:07:45I want to get off now.
00:07:48Hey.
00:07:48Like, I want to get home.
00:07:50I don't want to do this.
00:07:51Thanks.
00:07:53You have to get down there.
00:07:59You're going to be all right.
00:08:01You're going to be all right.
00:08:02You're going to be all right.
00:08:02You're going to be all right.
00:08:03You're going to be all right.
00:08:04You're going to be all right.
00:08:04I am scared out of my mind.
00:08:07Two hours of jumping through frigid, cold water.
00:08:11I'm starting to get hypothermia.
00:08:15And, like, I exaggerate a lot, but this is not an exaggeration.
00:08:20I can't do this.
00:08:23I want to get down.
00:08:25But the only way to get down is to go down this massive waterfall.
00:08:31I feel like I'm going to die.
00:08:35Oh, my God.
00:08:37I can't do this.
00:08:39What do I do?
00:09:04I'm sorry.
00:09:05I just want to need space.
00:09:11Forrest, I'm telling you, you're making a mistake.
00:09:15I love her.
00:09:16And I know we can do things here together.
00:09:18I know I can live here.
00:09:28I've chosen Sheena to be my wife, and you need to trust my decision and trust her.
00:09:33You haven't planned anything out.
00:09:34Stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain.
00:09:39Forrest telling me that he's going to move to the Philippines.
00:09:43You know, I'm like in panic mode.
00:09:45It's not going to work.
00:09:47It won't work.
00:09:49Forrest can be way too optimistic at times.
00:09:52And his autism can affect that because he isn't able to focus in on what the realities are.
00:10:01My whole point is to protect Forrest, to make sure that his needs are met.
00:10:07And I don't think Sheena can do it.
00:10:10I know full well that if you moved here, yes, you'd be with Sheena, all that.
00:10:16And then the whole goal of ever trying to get to the United States would just go out the window.
00:10:21And you would have to accept that.
00:10:31I need to take a brief for a bit.
00:10:33Sorry.
00:10:38When Forrest told her our plans, Molly was so much explosive.
00:10:42I felt that I was kind of a bit scared and I wanted to take a break.
00:10:47But I know that I need to stand up for myself and for Forrest.
00:10:54Have you even factored how much it's going to cost?
00:10:58How much the bills are?
00:11:00Where are you going to live, Forrest?
00:11:03Sheena and I will go get a place of our own.
00:11:05I will take good care of yourself.
00:11:07She can't afford it.
00:11:08Pay with all your money.
00:11:09I am a professional.
00:11:10I could look.
00:11:11I could, you know.
00:11:12You could this.
00:11:13You could that.
00:11:14You could this.
00:11:15How much is rent here?
00:11:17How much?
00:11:18$900 a month?
00:11:19No.
00:11:20You can get places for $300, $400.
00:11:22Cheaper for a month.
00:11:23So she makes about $500 a month.
00:11:26Isn't that right?
00:11:26Yes.
00:11:27US dollars.
00:11:27Yes.
00:11:29So she makes $500 a month and you're getting, saying that rent is $400?
00:11:37That leaves $100 to pay your bills, your utilities, buy food.
00:11:42And we have, we have, I have him.
00:11:44He had me.
00:11:45Sheena.
00:11:45And I will take care of your son.
00:11:47You don't have to worry about that.
00:11:48Oh my gosh, Sheena.
00:11:49You are living on daydreams and living on the thought of love.
00:11:53And what?
00:11:53And happy homemaker and being in a little house and all that.
00:11:56No.
00:11:56No.
00:11:56I love your son and I'll do anything my best for him.
00:11:59Love doesn't pay the bills, Sheena.
00:12:05Mom, there's going to be lots of hurdles, but how the visa works here, that allows me
00:12:11to live here in the country and get employment here.
00:12:15You've never worked here.
00:12:16You've had one job in your life.
00:12:19You are on disability.
00:12:20I have to overcome my own challenges.
00:12:23You are on disability for a reason.
00:12:25You do have autism.
00:12:28And I want you to be able, I want you to get a job.
00:12:32I want you to better yourself.
00:12:34But of course, you need to plan things out better.
00:12:38Do the right process where you come back to the United States.
00:12:43Contact Social Security and say that you want to start working.
00:12:47Then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs the government provides.
00:12:52See what type of job and money you can make.
00:12:54See how you can save up.
00:12:56You can't just say, oh, there is this magical miracle job that you haven't even applied for,
00:13:01that you know nothing about, that you don't even know what their requirements are.
00:13:04You don't know anything.
00:13:07You have to go on the assumption that you could not get a job here.
00:13:12And even if you do, how much do you think that you're going to make working here?
00:13:26No, I want you to be here, my love.
00:13:29It's been seven years, it's so hard for me.
00:13:32Oh, God.
00:13:32Lucy, I'm not sure.
00:13:34Oh, it's so hard for the seven years.
00:13:37Don't start the tears, Sheena.
00:13:37Please.
00:13:37Stop.
00:13:38I can't, you don't know how I feel.
00:13:39Oh, my God.
00:13:39It's hard for me for the last seven minutes of waiting for him.
00:13:44It's so stressful.
00:13:53I don't know what to do.
00:13:56I love Sheena so much, but I can't help thinking that my mom is right that living here in the
00:14:04Philippines
00:14:04is definitely going to be a bigger challenge than what I thought it was going to be.
00:14:09What if I can't get a job here successfully?
00:14:13I can't, I can't be a burden on Sheena, especially, I just can't, can't do that.
00:14:26Sheena, I feel conflicted about everything.
00:14:30I don't want to leave you, but I think that I might have to go home.
00:14:38I'm going to work, make some money, and then I'm going to apply for the K-1 visa.
00:14:46I don't know, my love.
00:14:49If things doesn't work, it's the end of my story.
00:14:54It's not the end of the story, Sheena.
00:14:56I love you.
00:14:57That's why I gave you this ring.
00:15:00This ring is a promise.
00:15:03If the K-1 visa doesn't work out, then I'll move back here, and I'm going to get married too.
00:15:10I will not give up.
00:15:23This is my husband, Javon.
00:15:25Hello, nice meeting you.
00:15:26Nice meeting you.
00:15:26Happy doing your hair and makeup today.
00:15:28Okay.
00:15:29We are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:15:33I'm very happy.
00:15:35I've been waiting for this for a long time.
00:15:37I just, I don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:15:40I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to go to see you.
00:15:43I would really put an effort.
00:15:47I brought you something.
00:15:50I hope that our time apart would give both of us time to cool down.
00:15:56I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship.
00:15:59Why did you mislead me like Michael made the move?
00:16:03I was worried.
00:16:04You would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:16:09Can you do that?
00:16:27Okay.
00:16:29Hi.
00:16:30Good morning.
00:16:30Good morning po, Ma'am Anna and Sir Javon.
00:16:33Welcome to Balay Indang.
00:16:35Nasa taas na po pala yung hair and makeup niya po.
00:16:38Samahan po po kayo sa taas po.
00:16:40Ready?
00:16:40Yeah.
00:16:41Ready.
00:16:43This is a nice door.
00:16:50Enjoy.
00:16:52Hi.
00:16:53Good morning.
00:16:54Hello.
00:16:56Today is the day that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:17:02Good morning.
00:17:03Hi, Anna.
00:17:03Hi, nice meeting you.
00:17:04I'm Ray.
00:17:05This is my husband, Javon.
00:17:06Nice meeting you.
00:17:07I'll be doing your hair and makeup today.
00:17:09Okay.
00:17:10You ready to start?
00:17:12I'm as rare as I'm ever going to be.
00:17:16We never had a real wedding.
00:17:18So today is very important for us.
00:17:22I'm very happy.
00:17:24Been waiting for this for a long time.
00:17:27The part of me is a little bit down.
00:17:30When I think about the ring, I don't have.
00:17:34But I want to stay positive though.
00:17:38It's his first time to have his makeup done.
00:17:43I don't think we're going to take it that far today.
00:17:45Oh, no.
00:17:46No.
00:17:47No, I'm good.
00:17:51I'm excited, but I'm a bit nervous.
00:17:54You know, I feel like this is a big moment for the both of us.
00:17:58I want to show Anna how dedicated I am to make her happy and, you know, give her the day
00:18:04that she always wanted.
00:18:06But at the same time, I just feel a wave of anxiety and nervousness because obviously me and Anna have
00:18:15different ideas on what romance is.
00:18:17So, I really don't want to disappoint her.
00:18:22I'm going to put the lipstick on and we're going to put the hair on first.
00:18:25That's why I'm going to put it on my face and I forgot.
00:18:28Oh, okay.
00:18:29Just wait.
00:18:36So, are you excited about today?
00:18:40Are you kidding me?
00:18:41Of course I'm excited today.
00:18:43Very excited.
00:18:45This is just like a paradise to me.
00:18:47With the makeup, the dress.
00:18:49The center of attention.
00:18:50Yeah.
00:18:52And, you know, the photos.
00:18:55Uh-huh.
00:18:56I think I should ask you that question though.
00:18:59I'm okay.
00:19:02Nervous?
00:19:03Well, you don't have to be nervous.
00:19:04Like, I just don't know what I'm going to say for my vowels.
00:19:08You know, I'm not good at...
00:19:10Well, you don't have to write a long poem, okay?
00:19:15It doesn't have to be like that.
00:19:17Well, I'm not.
00:19:17It doesn't have to be...
00:19:18I'm not a writer or a poet.
00:19:19You don't have to be.
00:19:21Okay.
00:19:22It's just going to be a few things.
00:19:24You know what I'm saying?
00:19:25Like, the basics, basically.
00:19:30How I feel about doing my vowels, I'm just going to get straight to the point.
00:19:35But, you know, Anna's the opposite for me.
00:19:37She wants to make a whole declaration speech.
00:19:42What is wrong with being expressive?
00:19:46Sometimes I feel like I wish one day when it happens.
00:19:49Not now.
00:19:50God will take me before him.
00:19:52That's when the time he will appreciate me.
00:19:54And he will say, I miss you and your big mouth.
00:19:58You know?
00:20:02You know?
00:20:03I just want you to say what's in your heart because, you know, this is a special day.
00:20:09Yeah.
00:20:09I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to going to see you.
00:20:14I would really put an effort.
00:20:17I mean, Anna, I'm here, so that's it.
00:20:19Yeah, but I would really be the energy there.
00:20:23Okay.
00:20:26Hi, Bubu.
00:20:28I love you.
00:20:29I love you, too.
00:20:33You know what?
00:20:35You're not even supposed to be here.
00:20:37Okay.
00:20:39You're not supposed to see my look.
00:20:41My bridal look.
00:20:43All right.
00:20:44I feel like Javon is acting like today is any other day for him.
00:20:49And that's really disappointing.
00:21:31I know Javon is not the most romantic guy, but I just wanted today to be fun, light, full
00:21:43of love, something that I can always look back on.
00:21:50I love him, but I can't pretend that everything is fine when it's not.
00:22:30How did it feel spending the night here last night?
00:22:33It wasn't very fun.
00:22:35I really did not enjoy waking up alone.
00:22:40Yesterday, BeerCon basically told me not to come home.
00:22:44So I decided I just should suck it up and get a room at Michael's Hotel and hope that
00:22:50our time apart would give both of us a little bit of time to cool down.
00:22:56But staying in a hotel sucked.
00:22:59I don't have any of my stuff.
00:23:01I'm in the same clothes from yesterday.
00:23:03And of course, I miss BeerCon.
00:23:09I wish we could have talked it out last night instead of now having to wait and deal with
00:23:15it all today.
00:23:16But BeerCon was pretty mad at me.
00:23:20He said things to me that I don't know if he really meant or if he was just angry.
00:23:28I obviously said things to him, too, that I really didn't mean.
00:23:32I really didn't have any intention of getting on a plane and leaving.
00:23:35I hope that that's not what he wants.
00:23:38And you've been texting with him this morning?
00:23:40What has he been saying?
00:23:42Yeah, I did.
00:23:43I asked him if we could talk and he said sure.
00:23:48I will probably take a little peace offering and see if we can have a conversation face-to-face.
00:23:57I know that I should have just apologized from the beginning for hiding the history between
00:24:02Michael and me.
00:24:04I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship and that my feelings for him
00:24:09are so much stronger than how I ever felt about Michael or how I could even feel about Michael.
00:24:24To Kumru Vejola.
00:24:41Laura is keeping secret from me, misleading me.
00:24:46And she didn't even try to apologize.
00:24:50By spending the time in the hotel, I wanted her to realize what is it going to be like without
00:24:57me.
00:25:00Her pride doesn't cuddle her in the nights.
00:25:07Hey.
00:25:09Hey.
00:25:11I brought you something.
00:25:20I know you like that.
00:25:36I'm sorry that I didn't tell you that I was the one that hit on Michael sooner.
00:25:43I did not mean for that to hurt you.
00:25:47And I'm so sorry.
00:25:49That was never my intent.
00:26:05I was worried that if you knew that I was the one who had had feelings at one point, that
00:26:13I was the one that hit on him, that you would try to put a stop to my friendship with
00:26:21him.
00:26:25Okay, but the missing thing is, I think you had feelings for him.
00:26:34I did have feelings for him.
00:26:38But I want to tell you that you are not a replacement for Michael.
00:26:43And in fact, the things that you do are so much sweeter and kinder and so much more of the
00:26:53type of man I actually want to be with.
00:26:55Because I want you to know that I do love you.
00:26:58I do want this relationship to work.
00:27:02You and me.
00:27:10You can't tell me 5,000 times in a row that I love you, but like you said, I'm into
00:27:19actions.
00:27:28Honestly, I'm scared to even say this.
00:27:37Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
00:27:55When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa so I can live here in Belize?
00:28:01I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:28:06No.
00:28:08I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:28:12I just would rather live here and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:28:17It's just really weird timing and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:28:43Babe.
00:28:44Yes?
00:28:45I'm going to miss you.
00:28:46I know, I'm going to miss you too.
00:28:48And I'm going to wake up tomorrow by myself?
00:28:53Same.
00:29:03Sorry.
00:29:10Babe, you're my fiance.
00:29:14I know.
00:29:14You realize that?
00:29:16It's crazy.
00:29:17You did such a good job.
00:29:18It was a beautiful proposal.
00:29:20It was everything I could have asked for.
00:29:22I'm going to go home engaged.
00:29:25I'm excited.
00:29:27Aw, me too.
00:29:30You're my fiance now.
00:29:31I know.
00:29:32And he thought Stig would never get married and settle down.
00:29:35It's crazy.
00:29:36I woke up this morning and I was like, ah, got a ring on my finger.
00:29:42Yes.
00:29:42When do I put a ring on?
00:29:43Like when I get married?
00:29:45I don't...
00:29:46I'm going to get you a ring before I leave.
00:29:50Do you like the ring, babe?
00:29:51Of course I like the ring.
00:29:53It's beautiful.
00:29:54You did a good job.
00:29:57When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa?
00:30:01So I can come here and live here in Belize.
00:30:04I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:30:11No.
00:30:12What?
00:30:12What?
00:30:14What do you mean?
00:30:15The whole time we've been talking about me coming here and living here with you.
00:30:20Stig never mentioned wanting to move to the U.S.
00:30:23And based on everything that he said to me on the phone, and since I've been in Belize, I had
00:30:29always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:30:33I mean, this is the Belize that I plan to eventually hopefully move to.
00:30:39You would move to Belize?
00:30:39Yeah, I would.
00:30:40For real?
00:30:40Yeah.
00:30:42Would you move here?
00:30:44Of course I would move here.
00:30:45What?
00:30:45This is so pretty.
00:30:47I don't really want to ever leave Belize.
00:30:49Do you see yourself living in Belize?
00:30:51I mean, of course I would love to.
00:30:52It's beautiful.
00:30:53Yeah.
00:30:56So you want to live with me in Arizona?
00:30:59That's new information.
00:31:01I mean, you're more than welcome to, I guess.
00:31:04I'd rather live here.
00:31:08Wow.
00:31:09You won't be able to make any money.
00:31:11That's why you're going to be my sugar mama.
00:31:14No.
00:31:14I'm not going to be your sugar mama.
00:31:18I'm not going to be pregnant working and supporting you.
00:31:20I might not be able to make money right away, but I think long term and how that's going to
00:31:24benefit both of us.
00:31:27Okay.
00:31:29Listen, I'm super popular in Belize, but I'm not making no American money.
00:31:34And the only time I'm able to work in America is if I have a work visa or if I'm
00:31:39a citizen.
00:31:40I want to make the big bucks. I want to give my child a life that I never had.
00:31:48You don't think maybe the U.S. makes more sense?
00:31:51You have family out there. I have family out there.
00:31:55Probably get a better help here and all that.
00:31:58Okay. Sure. I'll file for you.
00:32:02Jeez. If you don't want to, then don't.
00:32:04Shucks.
00:32:08I don't know. I don't know.
00:32:10I just would rather live here and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:32:16So, quite the switch up, my guy.
00:32:23I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:32:28It's just really weird timing and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:32:34Did he propose just so he could get to the U.S.?
00:32:39I don't know.
00:32:41Just give me some time to look into it.
00:32:44Nah, let's take that serious, babe. Let's think about that.
00:32:46We're talking about family and how we need to make a plan.
00:32:49Just make a plan and execute.
00:32:51Yep. I know.
00:32:53Okay.
00:33:00Oh, boy. No, no, no, no.
00:33:03After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:33:09But if I lose her, I'll be losing the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:33:17Trish saw.
00:33:20Sit down.
00:33:22I gave you a chance when we were in Lucy Bay.
00:33:26Why did you betray me?
00:33:47Coming back here just reminds me of our first few nights together.
00:33:52How excited we both were.
00:33:57How happy we were together.
00:34:00Oh, boy. No, no, no.
00:34:13You didn't know that being here was going to have this effect?
00:34:15I'm sorry.
00:34:18I'm sorry.
00:34:21I'm sorry.
00:34:24After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:34:33She didn't sit with me at the airport.
00:34:36She changed her seats on the plane and she got back to Tenant and decided to stay at her apartment.
00:34:43And she's telling me that she has nothing to say to me anymore.
00:34:49She trusted me.
00:34:51I guess I kind of blew it.
00:34:57I didn't have any plans to go back with my ex or anything
00:35:01like that, and I didn't say that in the text messages.
00:35:04But I could see why Trish would be afraid that it could happen.
00:35:13I should have had the respect, you know,
00:35:16not to respond while I'm spending time with her.
00:35:21It wasn't the right thing for me to do.
00:35:25I think I responded to my ex because, for a while,
00:35:30she was the only person I could really count on to be there for me.
00:35:37I met my ex on vacation in Columbia.
00:35:43And my feelings were very strong for her.
00:35:47It was so much chemistry, sexually,
00:35:51and any other type of way that you can think of.
00:35:55The relationship ended because we couldn't figure out
00:35:58how to make our future work together.
00:36:00It wasn't because we stopped loving each other.
00:36:07My ex blocked me because she knew that I was going to Madagascar
00:36:11to meet Trish, and she was hurt by it.
00:36:16And so it took me totally off guard that she unblocked me,
00:36:21and she was contacting me at this time.
00:36:26I sent Trisha a long apology with no excuses,
00:36:30and asked her if we can please get together and talk.
00:36:37But when she texted me back, she says,
00:36:40sure, period.
00:36:42I don't know why she put period.
00:36:44I don't know if that means it's final.
00:36:46This is our final talk, or what?
00:36:53I'm so set on not losing Trish right now
00:36:56because I've fallen even deeper in love with her
00:37:01since getting to know her family.
00:37:05And I was actually getting excited about the possibility
00:37:09of us getting married and having a family together.
00:37:13I don't know how receptive she's going to be
00:37:17with anything that I have to say.
00:37:21But I have to give it my all.
00:37:24If I lose her, I'll be losing, like,
00:37:28the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:37:45Oh, my God.
00:37:49Trisha?
00:37:52Hello?
00:37:54Sit down.
00:38:01Not exactly the greeting I was expecting.
00:38:05What did you expect?
00:38:07I'm not happy to see you.
00:38:14I just want to apologize.
00:38:17I should have told you about the message as soon as it happened.
00:38:22I had no intention of, like, keeping it from me.
00:38:28Four days.
00:38:29You didn't say anything for four days.
00:38:32That's too much.
00:38:34And all the messages was on the text was really disrespectful.
00:38:39You weren't with me.
00:38:43Why did you betray me?
00:38:46After I gave you a chance when we were in Nocibe,
00:38:51I forgive you what should they be in Colombia.
00:38:54You're supposed to earn my trust back,
00:38:57not to break it a single time.
00:39:00I didn't have any plans on breaking up with you and being with her or any of that.
00:39:07I didn't realize that she would take this as cheating on you.
00:39:10Yes, it is cheating.
00:39:12This is where the cheating is starting.
00:39:17If I was in your place, me, I know exactly what I should do to make you feel good.
00:39:25So you don't know.
00:39:26Because you can't continue.
00:39:27I don't know what it is that's going to satisfy you.
00:39:30Why?
00:39:31It's simple, though.
00:39:33Why don't you block her?
00:39:36It didn't come to my mom if that's what you want.
00:39:39If you want this relationship, make her understand that I'm with you.
00:39:44She already knows that I'm with you.
00:39:46She doesn't know.
00:39:47That's why she keep texting you.
00:39:49She does know.
00:39:50Tell her to understand that.
00:39:54Make her understand that you don't want her anymore.
00:40:01Block her here and tell her.
00:40:10Nothing to say.
00:40:11I'm conflicted.
00:40:14I love you so much, but I can't block her.
00:40:21Why?
00:40:23Why?
00:40:27Why?
00:40:28Why do I leave her home?
00:40:31I'm having the best time of my life.
00:40:32Getting in the waterfall and I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:40:37I get down to the bottom and I see all these people surrounding Elise.
00:40:42And I start to think, oh, is she okay?
00:40:45I don't know if I remember her, but I'm just thinking she's going to die.
00:40:46I had to leave her home because I've got to go.
00:40:50That's just what she was doing.
00:40:54I wish I was going to die.
00:40:57I can't do this until I came out.
00:41:02And I wish I was going to die.
00:41:03Thank you so much.
00:41:08Happy birthday to you so much, without you, no.
00:41:09Welcome everyone.
00:41:10We are gathered here today to celebrate the enduring love between Javon and Anna Lynn.
00:41:15We honor the journey that has been filled with laughter, challenges, triumphs, and long-distance calls.
00:41:22Now, Javon and Annalyn, it's time to renew your vows to each other.
00:41:35Javon, can you read your vows to Annalyn?
00:41:38Thomas.
00:41:47I vow to cherish, love, honor, and obey, and always protect you and be there for you.
00:41:58And also learn to be more patient and put up with your sassiness.
00:42:09I love you.
00:42:13Javon delivered his vows, and it may be not so dramatic and like a poetry, but when I look at
00:42:23his eyes, I can feel the sincerity.
00:42:29I have waited so long for this moment to finally say this in person.
00:42:37I promise that I'll continue to be a good wife.
00:42:41You can always count on me.
00:42:44You'll never feel alone again.
00:42:47And I'll continue to pick up your dirty socks, even though I keep nagging you.
00:42:55And I don't expect you to be perfect, because no one is.
00:42:59But I expect us to be together no matter what.
00:43:03I love you so much.
00:43:06Love you too.
00:43:11Javon and Annalyn, today you have renewed your vows and reaffirmed your commitment to one another.
00:43:17It is my great honor and pleasure to once again pronounce you husband and wife.
00:43:22Oh, one second.
00:43:23Do you have something to give up?
00:43:26Yeah.
00:43:28Yeah.
00:43:30Is that the one you wanted?
00:43:33Yeah.
00:43:34Yeah.
00:43:38All right, now we can get on with it.
00:43:41All right.
00:43:42You may now share a kiss to seal your renewed vows.
00:43:53You did so good.
00:43:55Oh, great, actually.
00:43:58It was so great.
00:43:59Yay!
00:44:00Congratulations!
00:44:03And I know sometimes I don't like it when you trick me, but this is the greatest trick ever.
00:44:10You finally have my wedding ring.
00:44:13Aw, thank you.
00:44:15Yeah.
00:44:19Congratulations.
00:44:19I miss you.
00:44:20I miss you.
00:44:21Nice to meet you.
00:44:22Nice to meet you, finally.
00:44:24Hey, cousin.
00:44:26Thank you for coming and all the efforts.
00:44:29Thank you for coming.
00:44:35Come dance, come dance.
00:44:38Come dance.
00:44:38Come dance, come dance.
00:44:39It's so great.
00:44:42Okay, guys.
00:44:43The reception is over there.
00:44:46Go!
00:44:47Yeah.
00:44:51Woo!
00:44:55Woo!
00:44:56Woo!
00:44:57Woo!
00:44:57Woo!
00:44:57Woo!
00:44:57Woo!
00:44:57Woo!
00:44:58Woo!
00:44:58Woo!
00:44:58Go!
00:44:58Woo!
00:44:59Woo!
00:45:01for me I think marrying someone online is kind of crazy because it's been a long time that they've
00:45:07waited to see each other to be together I know that Javon and Anna has difficulties in their
00:45:13relationship but I've noticed now that they are just focusing in with their love to each other
00:45:19with how they were going to work out with their relationship so I'm really happy for seeing that
00:45:24now it's just so overwhelming boo I feel so much happiness that I haven't felt before I just feel
00:45:51so love this is something that I will treasure for the rest of my life it was the best night
00:46:02I'm
00:46:04eternally grateful yeah
00:46:43is she dead
00:46:52look I know it does look scary like there's a job but she's very safe I know the guy at
00:46:57the top can
00:46:57sort of you know belay her down and you know do it himself I'm having the best time of my
00:47:03life I'm
00:47:04you know I'm sailing down getting the waterfall in you know I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen
00:47:14but um I get down to the bottom and I see all these people you know surrounding Elise
00:47:28I start to think oh you know is she okay
00:47:46I am feeling so overwhelmed so scared so cold and just like so tired but I'm so happy Josh is
00:47:55there to
00:47:55comfort me that was the scariest thing I've ever done in my life I thought I was gonna die
00:48:06you made it I need to get trying so I can keep you in Josh always knows how to calm
00:48:12me down like his
00:48:13physical touch just makes me feel like safe it's like a quality I love about him that was amazing
00:48:19that was crazy I mean here I am trying to book this fun adventure and becomes a complete and utter
00:48:37disaster
00:48:38for me well I had the best time I'd do it all over again probably not right now no I
00:48:43think we can say
00:48:44that we've been there done that and let's try and uh forget it yes okay
00:49:05what do you mean nothing
00:49:29Elise really went above and beyond for me today so I want to do something nice for her and stop
00:49:33by
00:49:33anchor point it's supposed to have these stunning views but unfortunately I just got a text with some
00:49:40bad news and I'm trying to figure out how I can break it to Elise without her freaking out I
00:49:46am yeah I'm
00:49:47nervous stunning pretty amazing I'm aware I've never been here checking things off your bucket list huh
00:50:06listen I have to tell you something are you okay baby
00:50:13we're not gonna be able to talk to my son
00:50:17why it's just not possible today there's other people to consider as well you know him his mother sorry
00:50:33I'll let you down I didn't mean for it to happen like that
00:50:39so I'm sorry well that's really upsetting that we're not gonna be able to video chat him
00:50:45yeah it is I told you I want to meet people in your life I want to see into your
00:50:49world I'm here
00:50:52yeah well maybe I'm just good at disappointing you good disappointing people so maybe that's just me
00:51:00it's more than just a broken promise the fact that I'm leaving here soon and not being able to
00:51:06meet his son is like scary that is very important aspect of his life and you should be pushing harder
00:51:15than simply receiving a text on your phone that we can't meet your son like maybe he doesn't think
00:51:21I'm good enough like settling for no doesn't make me feel like you're gonna fight for us
00:51:27you just say it so nonchalantly like I let you down like what else I'm disappointed I'm upset
00:51:33I wouldn't blame you for not coming back or walking away
00:51:42so you're like okay to walk away I didn't say I said I wouldn't blame you for walking away
00:51:52I'm so cold do you want me to run and get your jumper I'll get you my black one
00:52:07what just happened he just said to me he basically I can walk away and it's just not
00:52:12gonna happen I'm not gonna meet his son and like I'm trying to be so nice and help him out
00:52:16and like
00:52:18I do I like him but if he's like so easy for me to walk away then what is it
00:52:23gonna be on the other
00:52:23side of the world what's going on you just told me I could walk away I said I wouldn't blame
00:52:36you if
00:52:36you walked away I don't want you to walk away I don't want you to walk away I'm not perfect
00:52:45I keep
00:52:45dropping the ball but I will try and be better for you
00:52:54you say you don't live up to your expectations you say you drop the ball like I'm falling for
00:52:59someone that's like what do you want me to do like I'm scared yeah I'm really sorry I'm it means
00:53:05a lot
00:53:05that you're upset about this because I'm upset about it but I don't want you to think that I didn't
00:53:10want
00:53:10you to speak to him it will happen you guys will play a big big part in each other's lives
00:53:19I'm in love with you
00:53:27that's crazy yeah it is
00:53:32you mean that I do
00:53:39I don't even know what's going on in this moment I literally nearly died today he just told me it's
00:53:43okay if I walk away from him and now he's telling me he's in love with me I've never heard
00:53:48that from
00:53:48him before and like of course it's so nice to hear but I mean he's telling me this right after
00:53:54giving me
00:53:55the bad news it's like does he really mean he loves me please don't get angry let's figure it
00:54:02out sorry it didn't happen right now if I want him as my husband I need to be able to
00:54:08trust him
00:54:09full-heartedly but I don't feel like I can trust him right now and that sucks
00:54:22so once I leave really gotta trust each other
00:54:27when it comes to stuff like that don't be drunk and stupid
00:54:29that's a fiance now what are you talking about you trust me babe
00:54:36why are you so emotional
00:54:57ready
00:54:57I guess not really
00:54:59but now the path is split in two
00:55:05and mine is taking me from you
00:55:08and yours is headed towards the western coast
00:55:12I can't follow you hold me close
00:55:14I feel hollow I love you most
00:55:17it's been a beautiful ride
00:55:21I miss you so much
00:55:24I'm going to visit you soon
00:55:25really? yeah like I mean well I don't know how quick we're going to move on this
00:55:29violent situation
00:55:31I want to do some research first
00:55:34this whole time I was picturing us living in Belize
00:55:38that's kind of what we talked about
00:55:41so now I just feel like it's a sudden change up
00:55:43but I understand why
00:55:45I understand why
00:55:47I'm not saying that I want to just completely dish Belize
00:55:49and never come back you know
00:55:50yeah
00:55:52I could see us living in the states though for a little bit
00:55:55making some money
00:55:57coming back to Belize
00:55:58building a nice house
00:56:02Stig and I obviously have a lot to figure out
00:56:05that said I'm keeping an open mind
00:56:08because I believe love is more important than the location
00:56:12I just feel like we are meant for each other
00:56:15our paths crossed for a reason
00:56:17and I'm completely in love with him
00:56:20I have fallen really hard for him
00:56:24here we go
00:56:31why are you so emotional?
00:56:33yeah so I just got like an overwhelming feeling of gratitude
00:56:41I'm just happy
00:56:48so once I leave
00:56:49we just really got to trust each other
00:56:53I got to
00:56:54when it comes to stuff like that
00:56:55I got to
00:56:56you're drunk and stupid
00:56:56I have a fiance now
00:56:57what are you talking about?
00:56:59you trust me babe?
00:57:01I do
00:57:06what happened?
00:57:10you gonna miss me?
00:57:13I need some tools
00:57:18I need some tools
00:57:20I can't cry
00:57:21it's okay
00:57:38it's okay
00:57:41this trip
00:57:42this trip has been
00:57:43a lot of great times
00:57:44but also a lot of hurdles
00:57:46you know
00:57:47they say that
00:57:48a plane can't fly without resistance
00:57:52we had a lot of resistance
00:57:54and we still made it true that
00:58:20it's sad leaving Stig
00:58:24but the trip was amazing
00:58:25I can just see us
00:58:27living in Arizona
00:58:28having a little family
00:58:31I just see a lot of positives
00:58:33in our future
00:58:34and I'm just excited
00:58:35that we're
00:58:36where we're at now
00:58:37give me just a second
00:58:39now to catch my breath
00:58:41I better catch my flight
00:58:43don't ask us baby
00:58:46I love you
00:58:47I love you
00:58:59I'm really excited about the future
00:59:00I'm really excited
00:59:01to get married
00:59:04in America
00:59:05there's a lot more opportunities
00:59:06for me as an artist
00:59:07for me to make
00:59:08good money
00:59:09real money
00:59:09I could
00:59:10I could network with people
00:59:11I could network with other
00:59:13big dance hall artists
00:59:14bigger than myself
00:59:14and I know people
00:59:16not in Arizona
00:59:17I don't know nobody
00:59:20actually
00:59:21I'm more down
00:59:22to go to Houston
00:59:24there's more opportunity
00:59:25for me
00:59:26in Houston
00:59:26you know
00:59:27my brothers are in Houston
00:59:28I have a lot of
00:59:29artist friends
00:59:30producer friends
00:59:31I'm a man who don't
00:59:32fight any easily
00:59:33who else has to guess you
00:59:36my ex is in Houston
00:59:37where they are
00:59:41I ain't worried about her
00:59:43I don't have a ring up
00:59:44but hey
00:59:50nah come on
00:59:52I'm playing
00:59:52I'm engaging
00:59:54you know what I mean
01:00:02we had our plans
01:00:04this is the best way
01:00:06for us to be together
01:00:08faster together
01:00:09you can't let mom
01:00:10change your mind
01:00:11I think Forrest's mom
01:00:14is much more controlling
01:00:15than he even would realize
01:00:17he's been manipulated
01:00:19please
01:00:20I really want you to stay
01:00:32would you feel better
01:00:35if I just cut him out
01:00:37of my life
01:00:39can you do that
01:00:55if that's what it's gonna take
01:00:58to fix this
01:00:59and for you to trust me
01:01:02then yeah
01:01:03I would do that
01:01:08okay
01:01:11this is exactly
01:01:12what I was worried about
01:01:14the possibility
01:01:15that I would
01:01:16eventually have to choose
01:01:18between my best friend
01:01:19and the love of my life
01:01:22but Birkan truly
01:01:24genuinely
01:01:24loves me
01:01:25and I think
01:01:26having the opportunity
01:01:27to be fully loved
01:01:28by someone
01:01:29is worth giving up
01:01:30my friendship
01:01:31with Michael Hofer
01:01:38you know what
01:01:40I don't want you
01:01:41to cut your relationship
01:01:43with him
01:01:44we can still be friends
01:01:47he's a good guy
01:01:48he proved
01:01:50he's worthy
01:01:50of being friends
01:01:52I'm okay with that
01:01:53thank you
01:01:54but friends
01:01:55not best friend
01:01:56not that
01:01:58weird friendship
01:02:05she's trying to do
01:02:06something
01:02:07to save this relationship
01:02:08and I appreciate that
01:02:10because
01:02:12once that relationship
01:02:13gets into the dead end
01:02:15nobody can get it out
01:02:17we're good
01:02:19we'll be good
01:02:20but we gotta work on
01:02:22I know
01:02:26it is always bad
01:02:28to lose people
01:02:30I lost a lot of people
01:02:33and
01:02:34I don't want her to cut
01:02:35relationship
01:02:36with her friend
01:02:38I'm not gonna be the one
01:02:40who breaks them apart
01:02:41you know
01:02:43thanks for talking to me
01:02:46thanks for trying to make up
01:02:51I love Laura
01:02:52because she has a pure heart
01:02:54and she makes me love life
01:02:57so I want her to be happy
01:03:23are you okay babe
01:03:26I don't know babe
01:03:37we're the last day
01:03:38in this beautiful
01:03:39apartment
01:03:41I know honey
01:03:50it's the last night
01:03:52in the Philippines
01:03:53with Sheena
01:03:53and my heart
01:03:55is
01:03:56cracking
01:03:58the talk we had
01:03:59with my mom
01:04:00is still weighing
01:04:01on my mind
01:04:05it's very annoying
01:04:06when my mom is right
01:04:07because she'll never let me
01:04:08hear the end of it
01:04:10on top of that
01:04:10it hurts my heart
01:04:12seeing Sheena
01:04:12get so emotional
01:04:13that I'm going to have
01:04:15to leave her
01:04:16but
01:04:17at the end of the day
01:04:18if I do everything correctly
01:04:20I know that
01:04:21Sheena and I
01:04:22will have a bright future
01:04:22and I hope that
01:04:24she understands
01:04:30please
01:04:31I really want you
01:04:33to stay
01:04:37you can't let mom
01:04:39change your mind
01:04:39you have to decide
01:04:41this
01:04:41on your own will
01:04:44Sheena
01:04:46honey
01:04:47we have overcome
01:04:49mountains
01:04:50we have overcome
01:04:51problems
01:04:52we have
01:04:53struggled
01:04:54through so many years
01:04:55even a pandemic
01:04:57we had
01:04:58our plans
01:04:59to grow
01:05:00and have a family
01:05:01I want you here
01:05:03and I know
01:05:05that this is
01:05:06the best way
01:05:07for us
01:05:08to be together
01:05:09faster together
01:05:10that's what
01:05:11I've been waiting
01:05:11for you
01:05:12for the longest time
01:05:18she and I
01:05:19can't do that
01:05:21it's literally
01:05:22tearing me up
01:05:23thinking about
01:05:24being away from you
01:05:25but
01:05:26I think mom
01:05:27was kind of right
01:05:29I want to have
01:05:30a bright future
01:05:31together
01:05:31when getting you
01:05:33to the United States
01:05:34is
01:05:35the best option
01:05:38and
01:05:38to
01:05:39do that
01:05:39I need
01:05:40to
01:05:40go
01:05:41and start
01:05:42work
01:05:43and do the process
01:05:44and make sure
01:05:45I have everything
01:05:45stabilized
01:05:46in America
01:05:52it hurts
01:05:53that Forrest
01:05:54happened to
01:05:54change his mind
01:05:56it feels like
01:05:57he would rather
01:05:58choose his mom
01:05:58over me
01:06:00I mean
01:06:01I understand
01:06:03if he happened
01:06:03to work in the U.S.
01:06:05he could earn
01:06:05much more
01:06:06better money
01:06:07but I am worried
01:06:08that Forrest
01:06:09wouldn't find
01:06:10a job that easy
01:06:11because of his
01:06:12disability issues
01:06:13I feel like
01:06:14he's been
01:06:15manipulated
01:06:16to think
01:06:16that living
01:06:17in the Philippines
01:06:18was impossible
01:06:20but
01:06:21it's not
01:06:22certain that
01:06:22this other plan
01:06:23is going
01:06:24to work out
01:06:26the faster
01:06:27I get back home
01:06:28the faster
01:06:29I can start
01:06:30the process
01:06:31and
01:06:32if
01:06:32I don't get
01:06:33the K1
01:06:34against 9
01:06:34then I can
01:06:35come back here
01:06:36and stay here
01:06:37if things don't
01:06:37work out
01:06:38in here
01:06:39but how about
01:06:40mom
01:06:43I'm
01:06:43I'm
01:06:44I'm quite worried
01:06:45that
01:06:45she would try
01:06:46her best
01:06:47to make sure
01:06:47to stay in the
01:06:48United States
01:06:49forever
01:06:50this decision
01:06:51it's
01:06:52not my mother
01:06:53it's my own
01:06:54decision
01:06:57but
01:06:57I see a bright
01:06:58future together
01:06:59and
01:07:00I'm in your heart
01:07:01and you're in my heart
01:07:02and you're my
01:07:03true home
01:07:06I want to
01:07:07put my faith
01:07:08into him
01:07:08as my partner
01:07:09that he would
01:07:11find a way
01:07:11to be together
01:07:12long term
01:07:13but
01:07:14I think
01:07:15Forrest's mom
01:07:16is much more
01:07:17controlling
01:07:17than he would
01:07:19realize
01:07:21I know that
01:07:22Molly
01:07:22still have
01:07:23worries and doubts
01:07:25regarding our
01:07:25relationship
01:07:27and I'm worried
01:07:28that she could
01:07:29influence him
01:07:30and cause
01:07:31problems
01:07:31she could
01:07:33break us apart
01:07:35it's just
01:07:40it's hard
01:07:51holy
01:07:52holy
01:07:53holy
01:07:54holy
01:07:54why is
01:07:55everything so cold
01:07:56surprise surprise
01:07:58she's cold
01:07:58my god
01:08:00thank you so much
01:08:01take that away
01:08:02she's a pain in the ass
01:08:04but it's in a cute way
01:08:05you know
01:08:06I like that
01:08:07how do you feel
01:08:09about me
01:08:10I
01:08:11like I'm falling for you
01:08:12but not in love
01:08:29good morning
01:08:30good morning
01:08:31good morning
01:08:32it's a little chilly out here today
01:08:34so you're sleeping
01:08:35I was
01:08:36I just woke up
01:08:44time to get back to Bondi
01:08:45yeah
01:08:46let's get a little getaway
01:08:49mostly
01:08:52I feel really sad
01:08:54this is our last full day together
01:08:56we're driving back to Bondi
01:08:58in a little bit
01:08:58and then tomorrow
01:09:00I fly back to Miami
01:09:02hmm
01:09:03did you wake up still loving me
01:09:07I'm asking
01:09:08yes I did
01:09:10I just have so many mixed emotions right now
01:09:13like he told me he loved me
01:09:15and that means the world to me
01:09:16but at the same time
01:09:18here he is again
01:09:20not living up to his promise
01:09:21to video chat with his son
01:09:23I understand there's external factors
01:09:26but if you're going to see a future with me
01:09:28and maybe your wife
01:09:30like the fact that you didn't try harder
01:09:33I don't know
01:09:34it's just like scary
01:09:36I'm going home tomorrow
01:09:38and I have no idea what the future holds
01:09:41this is really heavy
01:09:44your last night
01:09:45my book does sound nice
01:09:49tonight
01:09:50in Bondi?
01:09:52yep
01:09:52I'm fine
01:09:53yep
01:09:54so let's go get changed
01:10:07I never imagined I'd fall in love so quickly
01:10:09this has never happened before
01:10:12but
01:10:12saying I love you
01:10:13and then not having it heard back
01:10:15I am sort of wondering where she's at
01:10:17you know
01:10:17is it not as real for her as it is for me
01:10:20that is a bit concerning
01:10:36so beautiful
01:10:37I'll get a bit
01:10:38it's nice to miss you
01:10:46alright guys
01:10:47this is your table
01:10:47thank you
01:10:50I've got a menu for you guys
01:10:52thank you
01:10:53thank you so much
01:10:55it's so cold
01:10:57you're always cold
01:10:58always cold
01:10:59they did say they had blankets
01:11:00so I'm going to ask her for a blanket
01:11:02ok good idea
01:11:03god it's so cold
01:11:04surprise surprise
01:11:06she's cold
01:11:07holy
01:11:08holy
01:11:08holy
01:11:10why is everything so cold?
01:11:13as soon as there's like the slightest breeze
01:11:15all the sun's down
01:11:16she's cold
01:11:17thanks for coming guys
01:11:19don't mind me
01:11:20I just brought some hand warmers
01:11:22I'm freezing
01:11:22I'm freezing
01:11:25wow turn on the car
01:11:27I'm so cold
01:11:28holy
01:11:29camoly
01:11:30I'm cold
01:11:30you'd think by now
01:11:32that she'd know how to dress
01:11:33you know in Sydney
01:11:34I'll wear something a bit warmer
01:11:35you okay?
01:11:36do you want my jacket?
01:11:37yeah I do
01:11:37yeah I'm shivering
01:11:38oh god it's a little nipply out
01:11:41a little nipply
01:11:42she's a pain in the ass
01:11:44but it's in a cute way
01:11:45you know
01:11:46I like that
01:11:48well you look stunning
01:11:49as always
01:11:50alrighty
01:11:51I've got the blanket for you
01:11:52oh my god
01:11:53thank you so much
01:11:55take that away for you
01:11:56um
01:11:56can we please get
01:11:58two spicy margaritas
01:11:59two spicy margaritas
01:12:00uh
01:12:01tahini if you've got it
01:12:02tahini we do
01:12:03oh yeah
01:12:03how lovely
01:12:05thanks so much
01:12:05thank you
01:12:06thank you guys
01:12:10last night
01:12:15how do you feel
01:12:18about what
01:12:19about me
01:12:21like in general
01:12:24yeah
01:12:26I mean like
01:12:29I'm falling for you
01:12:36not yet
01:12:40Josh literally tells me
01:12:42everything I want to hear
01:12:44but I feel like
01:12:45he sometimes
01:12:46kind of just says
01:12:46things to appease me
01:12:48like he'll say
01:12:49he's gonna do
01:12:51x y and z
01:12:52but there's like
01:12:52no action
01:12:53behind that
01:12:55you know
01:12:55there's one side of me
01:12:56that sees a future
01:12:57with him
01:12:57like getting married
01:12:58and having kids
01:12:59but then there's
01:13:00this other side of me
01:13:01that's like
01:13:02am I even being realistic
01:13:04with my expectations
01:13:05with him
01:13:05and is it just hopeful
01:13:06and wishful thinking
01:13:09I am falling for you
01:13:10I cannot imagine
01:13:13going back to Miami
01:13:14without you
01:13:16but we live in
01:13:17different continents
01:13:18we're a 16 hour
01:13:20time difference
01:13:21you have a son here
01:13:24how do you plan
01:13:25to make this work
01:13:26yeah
01:13:27I think it's a move
01:13:28obviously
01:13:28it's a move
01:13:29for either one of us
01:13:31whether it be
01:13:31here or there
01:13:33I guess it's one
01:13:34pretty big con for me
01:13:35to move into Miami
01:13:37well your son
01:13:38okay yes
01:13:39however
01:13:40okay so
01:13:40if I was to move here
01:13:42where would we go
01:13:43who would pay for it
01:13:44you and I find a place
01:13:44you and I find a place
01:13:45together
01:13:45we live
01:13:46we move in together
01:13:50okay but like
01:13:50have you gone on
01:13:52a website
01:13:52and looked for places
01:13:55slowly
01:13:58look
01:14:00I'm confident
01:14:01I can pull this off
01:14:02more than confident
01:14:07I'm scared
01:14:08I just don't know
01:14:09if I can
01:14:09I don't know
01:14:10why
01:14:10you just gotta let go
01:14:11sometimes
01:14:13I'm just
01:14:13like I don't know
01:14:14if you're stable
01:14:19I want to make it work
01:14:20I believe
01:14:21you
01:14:22but weren't you
01:14:22in doing stuff
01:14:23you're
01:14:23I believe
01:14:24that it will work
01:14:25in my eyes
01:14:26I think you
01:14:27will find excuses
01:14:28to make it not work
01:14:32why are you hesitant
01:14:33I've given you
01:14:34a solid game plan
01:14:35and you're still hesitant
01:14:36you've had a hard year
01:14:38like financially
01:14:39I don't know how
01:14:40you're gonna be able
01:14:41to make this work
01:14:42I don't know
01:14:43sorry that I can't
01:14:45you know
01:14:45I don't have a big
01:14:46nest egg
01:14:47you just have to trust
01:14:49because you are
01:14:50can you stop being rude
01:14:51to me
01:14:52like seriously
01:14:52like you are
01:14:53like yep
01:14:53Josh
01:14:54like that's your quality
01:14:55because you're being
01:14:55a dick to me
01:14:56I am sticking up
01:14:57for myself
01:14:58that's all I am doing
01:15:00I still care about you
01:15:02and love you
01:15:03and you don't know
01:15:04how you feel
01:15:05so that obviously
01:15:06throws you out
01:15:06in my mind
01:15:09feels a little bit
01:15:10like you don't
01:15:10want it to happen
01:15:12but you don't
01:15:12want to admit it
01:15:16you think I'm not
01:15:17putting anything
01:15:18into action
01:15:19but I feel like
01:15:20the ball's in your court
01:15:29I'll block you
01:15:30everywhere
01:15:30and do this
01:15:32don't do that
01:15:32I will even now
01:15:33I don't have
01:15:34nothing to do
01:15:34with you
01:15:35please
01:15:35this is my phone
01:15:37I don't have
01:15:38nothing to tell
01:15:38please
01:15:41I will just
01:15:42walk away
01:15:44and never
01:15:45speak to him
01:15:46again
01:15:48I wasted
01:15:49my time
01:15:57I love you
01:15:58I love you so much
01:15:59but
01:16:01I can't block her
01:16:07I don't know
01:16:09I don't know what to do
01:16:24because
01:16:26it's I'm in love with you
01:16:31but I do still have
01:16:32feelings for her too
01:16:36oh
01:16:39and
01:16:39no
01:16:40nothing else to do
01:16:42nothing else to say
01:16:46I love you
01:16:47I love you
01:16:47no no no
01:16:47you don't love me
01:16:54I ask her to choose
01:16:56then
01:16:58you made your choice
01:17:04when Trish asked me
01:17:05to block my ex
01:17:08I realized that
01:17:09I can't completely
01:17:11shut the door
01:17:13and I wanted to be honest
01:17:15about my feelings
01:17:18so you chose your ex over her
01:17:20after all you guys have been through
01:17:23I don't look at it
01:17:24as I
01:17:25chose my ex over her
01:17:28what do you look at it as
01:17:33I look at it as
01:17:37just not ready to let go
01:17:39totally
01:17:41I love Trish
01:17:43but
01:17:44I mean
01:17:46love isn't
01:17:48so black and white
01:17:50it's possible
01:17:51to have feelings
01:17:52for two people
01:17:54at the same time
01:18:00I wasted my time
01:18:03I don't get it
01:18:04it's a waste
01:18:06I still
01:18:07I'm still willing
01:18:08to try to make it
01:18:10that I
01:18:10it's nothing to do anymore
01:18:12I cannot be with someone
01:18:14who still have feelings
01:18:15for his ex
01:18:16I'll block you everywhere
01:18:18Trish don't do that
01:18:20I will
01:18:20even now
01:18:21I don't have nothing
01:18:22to do with you
01:18:23this is my phone
01:18:25you didn't buy it
01:18:26you didn't do anything
01:18:27I don't have nothing
01:18:28to tell
01:18:28please
01:18:30Trish don't do it
01:18:31yes
01:18:31I am doing it right now
01:18:37I hate that it makes me
01:18:39I hate that it makes me
01:18:39suffer again
01:18:42you plan a future
01:18:43with me
01:18:44you told me
01:18:45that you love me
01:18:47but I still have
01:18:49feelings for her
01:18:54I do
01:18:55but that doesn't mean
01:18:57I'm going back to her
01:18:59and my feelings for you
01:19:00are strong
01:19:02I still want us
01:19:03to go on
01:19:05I cannot do that
01:19:08I'll never be
01:19:09a second choice
01:19:10of someone
01:19:11so
01:19:12I'll take my love back
01:19:14and forget about him
01:19:22don't
01:19:27don't
01:19:28don't ever bother me
01:19:29no no no
01:19:30you made a choice
01:19:35let's finish
01:19:38good
01:19:39thank you
01:19:40thank you
01:19:47I'm feeling
01:19:48really
01:19:49really
01:19:50angry
01:19:51like
01:19:52I don't
01:19:53understand
01:19:53why
01:19:54he make me
01:19:55fall in love
01:19:56with him
01:19:57and
01:19:57break my heart
01:19:59like
01:20:00he shouldn't have
01:20:02come to Madagascar
01:20:03meet me
01:20:05I don't know
01:20:06what to say anymore
01:20:07I'll just
01:20:09walk away
01:20:10and never
01:20:12speak to him again
01:20:18I wish you realized
01:20:20that I do
01:20:22love her
01:20:22and I do
01:20:23think that she's special
01:20:25I want us to be together
01:20:27but
01:20:30I just wasn't ready
01:20:35that's all I can see
01:20:46holy balls
01:20:47next time
01:20:48on before the 90 days
01:20:49I feel like
01:20:51I should ask
01:20:51for your autograph
01:20:53jeez
01:20:54give me your ring finger
01:20:56I'm asking you
01:20:58will you marry me
01:21:00we just
01:21:01got things
01:21:02back on track
01:21:03and I'm worried
01:21:04that as we go back
01:21:05to long distance
01:21:06we're only going to
01:21:07have more drama
01:21:08and more problems
01:21:09do you accept
01:21:12make me
01:21:13I'm in
01:21:13no shoes
01:21:16so today
01:21:17I decided to
01:21:19take a break
01:21:20I guess
01:21:25Javon
01:21:26boo
01:21:27that is what I think
01:21:28it is
01:21:30holy
01:21:30I'm about to be a dad
01:21:32you don't need to be
01:21:33it may have taken
01:21:35seven years to get here
01:21:36but it's not going to
01:21:36take seven years
01:21:37to get you back home
01:21:38I still don't
01:21:40completely trust
01:21:41Sheena
01:21:42she still manipulates
01:21:44here I thought
01:21:45I was coming
01:21:46to get all these
01:21:46questions answered
01:21:47no I have more
01:21:49questions
01:21:49you okay
01:21:52it's so hard
01:21:54to trust
01:21:54that he's going
01:21:55to come back
01:21:56for me
01:21:56I don't want
01:21:57people to leave me
01:22:01this hurts me deeply
01:22:03that it didn't work out
01:22:04between Trish and I
01:22:06and I'm leaving
01:22:08with no hope at all
01:22:21I'm literally leaving
01:22:22for that airport
01:22:23in one hour
01:22:25and he just left
01:22:27like how can you tell me
01:22:29you love me
01:22:29and you're falling for me
01:22:30then you bring
01:22:31girls back
01:22:32and disrespect me
01:22:34oh my god
01:22:35he stopped sharing
01:22:35his location with me
01:22:37I am so exhausted
01:22:39from this emotional
01:22:40rollercoaster
01:22:40like what do I do now
01:22:45I've given so much
01:22:46to make Daniel happy
01:22:48I was so sure of him
01:22:50and now I'm just
01:22:51insecure
01:22:51he's not communicating
01:22:53with her much
01:22:54I wanted to find
01:22:55a reason why
01:22:56and I did find things
01:22:59Faith went on
01:23:00your email
01:23:01how come
01:23:02in your contacts
01:23:03you have somebody
01:23:04listed as wife
01:23:06so who is this wife
01:23:11are you ready
01:23:12tell me
01:23:14what happened
01:23:14I don't even know
01:23:16where to start
01:23:16are you questioning
01:23:23the whole
01:23:25relationship
01:23:26that goes away
01:23:28you
01:23:29what happened
01:23:30if he's
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