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90 Day Fiance- Before the 90 Days - Season 8 Episode 18 - Emergency Exit
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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancée, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancée's day.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:21I love you, too.
00:00:24I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:29not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:35that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:50Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:52I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:09Yeah.
00:01:13At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:20that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:24But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:26I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:39They must see.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:54And bring him to my father's house.
00:01:57We talk about the babies, the future.
00:02:03Take me alone. I don't want anything from you.
00:02:07Shane and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:11and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:14Oh, my God.
00:02:15I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:21I trust my son.
00:02:23I don't trust you.
00:02:26I'm sorry. I just want to need space.
00:02:47What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:49I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done,
00:02:52this is crazy.
00:02:54I mean, my ex was flying the plane and I was having sex with him
00:02:57while he was flying a plane.
00:02:59Like...
00:03:00I don't want to hear that.
00:03:01You don't?
00:03:01No.
00:03:02Okay, sorry.
00:03:12I don't typically do crazy adventurous stuff.
00:03:15It's not because I don't want to do it, but like I just don't.
00:03:18So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:20I found this and we can do it.
00:03:22Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:24Anything to put a smile on your face.
00:03:27You put a smile on your face.
00:03:29Period.
00:03:31My time in Australia is almost coming to an end
00:03:34and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:38After our talk, Josh said that he's going to work on
00:03:40setting up a FaceTime call with his son.
00:03:42And like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:45It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:48But in the meantime, I know he's adventurous
00:03:51and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:53So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:03:57Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:03:59I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:02I heard abs.
00:04:03I heard sailing.
00:04:04It sounded cool.
00:04:04So I just booked the thing.
00:04:07You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this.
00:04:10Cause it's, I'm just, it's A for effort for trying.
00:04:12Are you scared of hearts?
00:04:13Not really.
00:04:14I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:17You'll be fine.
00:04:17Really?
00:04:18Yep.
00:04:21We're here.
00:04:22Yay.
00:04:23Let's do this thing.
00:04:26How are we going?
00:04:27Hi.
00:04:28Hey, Mitch.
00:04:29Josh, how are you?
00:04:30Alyse.
00:04:30Hey, nice to meet you.
00:04:32Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:33Sydney.
00:04:34Miami.
00:04:35Wow.
00:04:36So we're going canyoning today.
00:04:37And we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:40Oh, I have to get wet?
00:04:42Yeah.
00:04:43You will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water.
00:04:46Oh.
00:04:47And you have to go abseil off the waterfall.
00:04:51Cool.
00:04:51Exciting?
00:04:52Yep.
00:04:53Excited?
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:55Awesome.
00:04:59Here we go.
00:05:03Oh, my God.
00:05:05Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07That's Empress Balls down there.
00:05:08So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:13Here is the cardio.
00:05:14Get that ass in check.
00:05:16Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:18Really?
00:05:18Yep.
00:05:19Okay, go.
00:05:20I don't think Elise realised, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:25You know?
00:05:25It can be quite hairy.
00:05:27Yeah?
00:05:27.
00:05:29So we get up to this canyon and we have to change in our wetsuits because we're going
00:05:33through rock pools.
00:05:34I don't want to do this.
00:05:36It's fun.
00:05:37It's fun.
00:05:38I don't want to do this.
00:05:41Yeah, you do.
00:05:42Woo!
00:05:49Come on, baby.
00:05:50Come on.
00:05:51Let's go.
00:05:53Come on.
00:05:54Come on.
00:05:56Yes!
00:05:57Woo!
00:05:59Woo!
00:06:00If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken it.
00:06:05It's scary.
00:06:14Yeah, dude.
00:06:17That was sick.
00:06:19The guy's like, oh, you have to cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:22I'm like, the .
00:06:23Not me.
00:06:24I'm not doing that.
00:06:26Ready?
00:06:27One step jump in.
00:06:28Yeah!
00:06:29Woo!
00:06:30Come on, Anna.
00:06:31But guess what?
00:06:32I did it.
00:06:33She's such a trooper.
00:06:34Thanks, babe.
00:06:38You did.
00:06:40Oh, my gosh.
00:06:41Oh, my gosh.
00:06:43I don't like this at all, actually.
00:06:52Oh.
00:06:53Good girl.
00:06:54Good girl.
00:06:56I'm done, baby.
00:06:57I'm so done.
00:06:58Hey, we're almost there.
00:06:59We're almost there.
00:07:00We're almost there.
00:07:00No, really?
00:07:00Yeah.
00:07:01Yeah.
00:07:01.
00:07:03Oh, .
00:07:04I can't feel my hands.
00:07:10Oh, my God.
00:07:27I'm shaking like this is not good oh my god I'm scared I'm freezing do you feel my legs
00:07:37you're right I can't do this anymore I can't do this I want to get down I am scared out
00:08:05of my mind
00:08:06two hours of jumping through rigid cold water I'm starting to get hypothermia and like I exaggerate
00:08:16a lot but this is not an exaggeration I want to get down but the only way to get down
00:08:26is to go down
00:08:27this massive waterfall I feel like I'm gonna die
00:08:35oh my god I can't do this what do I do
00:09:04I'm sorry I just want to need space
00:09:12Forrest I'm telling you you're making a mistake I love her and I know we could do things here
00:09:18together I know I could live here
00:09:28I've chosen Sheena to be my wife and you need to trust my decision and trust her
00:09:34stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain
00:09:39Forrest telling me that he's going to move to the Philippines you know I'm like in panic mode
00:09:45it's not gonna work it won't work Forrest can be way too optimistic at times and his autism can affect
00:09:54that because he isn't able to focus in on what the realities are my whole point is to protect Forrest
00:10:04to make sure that his needs are met and I don't think Sheena can do it
00:10:09I know full well that if you moved here yes you'd be with Sheena all that and then the whole
00:10:17goal of ever trying to get to the United States would just go out the window
00:10:21and you would have to accept that
00:10:31I need to take a breath for a bit sorry
00:10:38when Forrest told her our plans Molly was so much explosive I felt that I was kind of bit scared
00:10:44and I wanted to take a break
00:10:47but I know that I need to stand up for myself and for Forrest
00:10:54have you even factored how much it's gonna cost how much the bills are
00:11:00where are you gonna live Forrest
00:11:03Sheena and I will go get a place of our own
00:11:05I will take good care of yourself
00:11:07she can pay with you all your money
00:11:09I am a professional I could look I could you know
00:11:12you could this you could that you could this
00:11:15How much is rent here? How much? 900? 900 a month?
00:11:19No, you can get places for 300, 400
00:11:22How much cheaper for a month?
00:11:23So she makes about $500 a month and that's right?
00:11:26Yes, yes
00:11:27US dollars
00:11:27Yes
00:11:29So she makes 500 a month and you're getting saying that rent is 400?
00:11:37That leaves 100 to pay your bills, your utilities, buy food
00:11:42Then we have, we have, I have him, he have me
00:11:45Sheena
00:11:45And I will take care of your son, you don't have to worry about that
00:11:48Oh my gosh, Sheena
00:11:49You are living on daydreams and living on the thought of love and happy homemaker and being in a little
00:11:55house and all that
00:11:56No, no, I love your son and I'll do anything my best for him
00:11:59Love doesn't pay the bills, Sheena
00:12:05Mom, there's gonna be lots of hurdles, but how the visa works here, that allows me to live here in
00:12:12the country and get employment here
00:12:15You've never worked here, you've had one job in your life
00:12:19You are on disability
00:12:20I have to overcome my own challenges
00:12:23You are on disability for a reason, you do have autism
00:12:28And I want you to be able, I want you to get a job, I want you to better yourself
00:12:33But Forrest, you need to plan things out better
00:12:38Do the right process, or you come back to the United States
00:12:43Contact Social Security and say that you want to start working
00:12:47Then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs the government provides
00:12:52See what type of job and money you can make
00:12:54See how you can save up
00:12:56You can't just say, oh, there is this magical miracle job that you haven't even applied for
00:13:01That you know nothing about
00:13:02That you don't even know what their requirements are
00:13:04You don't know anything
00:13:07You have to go on the assumption that you could not get a job here
00:13:12And even if you do
00:13:14How much do you think that you're gonna make working here?
00:13:26No, I want you to be here, my love
00:13:29I'm 6'7, you're so hard for me
00:13:32Oh, God
00:13:32You know what, Lucy, I'm not sure
00:13:35Don't start the tears, Sheena, please
00:13:37Stop, I can't
00:13:38You don't know how I feel
00:13:39It's hard for me for the last 7 minutes of waiting for him
00:13:44It's so stressful
00:13:53I don't know what to do
00:13:56I love Sheena so much
00:13:58But I can't help thinking that my mom is right
00:14:02That living here in the Philippines is definitely gonna be a bigger challenge than what I thought it was going
00:14:08to be
00:14:09What if I can't get a job here successfully?
00:14:13I can't, I can't be a burden on Sheena, especially, I just can't, can't do that
00:14:26Sheena, I feel conflicted about everything
00:14:30I don't want to leave you, but I think that I might have to go home
00:14:38I'm gonna work, make some money, and then I'm gonna apply for the K-1 visa
00:14:46I don't know, my love
00:14:49If things doesn't work
00:14:52It's the end of my story
00:14:54It's not the end of the story, Sheena
00:14:56I love you, that's why I gave you this ring
00:15:00This ring is a promise
00:15:03If the K-1 visa doesn't work out, then I'll move back here
00:15:07And I'm gonna get married too
00:15:10I will not give up
00:15:23This is my husband, Javon
00:15:25Hello, nice meeting you
00:15:26Nice meeting you
00:15:26Happy doing your hair and makeup today
00:15:28Okay
00:15:29We are finally going to do our renewal of vows
00:15:33I'm very happy
00:15:35I've been waiting for this for a long time
00:15:37I just, I don't know what I'm gonna say for my vows
00:15:40I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to go to see you
00:15:43I would really put an effort
00:15:48I brought you something
00:15:50I hope that our time apart would give both of us time to cool down
00:15:57I wanna show him that I'm serious about our relationship
00:15:59Why did you mislead me like Michael made the move?
00:16:03I was worried
00:16:04You would try to put a stop to my friendship with him
00:16:09Can you do that?
00:16:24Can you do that?
00:16:27Okay
00:16:29Hi
00:16:29Hi
00:16:30Good morning
00:16:30Good morning, ma'am Anna and Sir Javon
00:16:32Welcome to Balai Indang
00:16:35Ah, the hair and makeup is up
00:16:38I'm going to put you in the top
00:16:40Ready?
00:16:40Yeah, ready
00:16:41Thank you
00:16:43This is a nice door
00:16:50Enjoy
00:16:52Hi
00:16:52Hi
00:16:53Good morning
00:16:54Hello
00:16:56Today is the day that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows
00:17:01Good morning
00:17:02Hi, Anna
00:17:03Hi, nice meeting you, I'm Ray
00:17:04This is my husband, Javon
00:17:06Nice meeting you
00:17:07I'll be doing your hair and makeup today
00:17:09Okay
00:17:10Okay
00:17:10You ready to start?
00:17:11I'm as rare as I'm ever gonna be
00:17:15We never had a real wedding
00:17:18So today is very important for us
00:17:22I'm very happy
00:17:24Been waiting for this for a long time
00:17:27The part of me is a little bit down
00:17:30When I think about the ring, I don't have
00:17:34But I wanna stay positive though
00:17:38This is first time to have his makeup done
00:17:43I don't think we gonna take it that far today
00:17:45Oh, no
00:17:46No
00:17:46No
00:17:47No, I'm good
00:17:51I'm excited
00:17:52But I'm a bit nervous
00:17:54You know, I feel like this is a big moment for the both of us
00:17:58I want to show Anna how dedicated I am to make her happy
00:18:03And, you know, give her the day that she always wanted
00:18:06But at the same time
00:18:08But at the same time
00:18:08I just feel
00:18:10A wave of anxiety and nervousness
00:18:12Because
00:18:13Obviously me and Anna have different ideas on what romance is
00:18:17So
00:18:18I really don't want to disappoint her
00:18:27Oh, okay
00:18:28Wait
00:18:35So
00:18:37Are you excited about today?
00:18:40Are you kidding me?
00:18:42Of course I'm excited today
00:18:43Very excited
00:18:44This is just like a paradise to me
00:18:47With the makeup, the dress
00:18:49The center of attention
00:18:50The center of attention
00:18:51Yeah
00:18:51And, you know, the photos
00:18:54Uh-huh
00:18:55I think I should ask you that question though
00:18:59I'm okay
00:19:02Nervous?
00:19:02Well, you don't have to be nervous
00:19:04Like I just don't know what I'm gonna say for my vowels
00:19:08You know, I'm not good at
00:19:11So
00:19:11You don't have to write a long poem
00:19:15Okay
00:19:15It doesn't have to be like that
00:19:17Well, I'm not
00:19:17You don't have to be
00:19:18I'm not a writer or a poet
00:19:20You don't have to be
00:19:21Okay
00:19:22It's just gonna be a few things
00:19:23You know what I'm saying?
00:19:25Like
00:19:25The basics
00:19:26Basically
00:19:30How I feel about doing my vowels
00:19:32I'm just gonna get straight to the point
00:19:34But
00:19:35You know
00:19:36Anna's the opposite for me
00:19:37She wants to make a whole declaration speech
00:19:42What is wrong with being expressive?
00:19:46Sometimes I feel like
00:19:47I wish one day
00:19:48When it happens
00:19:49Not now
00:19:49God will take me before him
00:19:52That's when the time he will appreciate me
00:19:54And he will say
00:19:55I miss you and your big mouth
00:19:58You know
00:20:03I just want you to say what's in your heart
00:20:05Because
00:20:06You know
00:20:07This is a special day
00:20:08Yeah
00:20:09I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to go to see you
00:20:13Hmm
00:20:14I would really put an effort
00:20:17I mean, Anna, I'm here
00:20:18So that's it
00:20:19Yeah, but I would really be the energy there
00:20:23Okay
00:20:26Hi, Bubu
00:20:28I love you
00:20:29I love you
00:20:29Love you too
00:20:34You know what?
00:20:35You're not even supposed to be here
00:20:37Okay
00:20:38You're not supposed to see my look
00:20:41My bridal look
00:20:43Alright
00:20:44I feel like Javon is acting like today is any other day for him
00:20:50And that's really disappointing
00:21:08Oh
00:21:22Okay
00:21:32I know Javon is not the most romantic guy
00:21:37But
00:21:38I just wanted today to be fun
00:21:42Light
00:21:42Full of love
00:21:45Something that I can always look back on
00:21:50I love him
00:21:52But I can't pretend that everything is fine when it's not
00:21:57I don't know
00:22:07It's a miracle
00:22:14We need you
00:22:23We need you
00:22:30How did it feel from spending the night here last night?
00:22:33It wasn't very fun.
00:22:35I really did not enjoy waking up alone.
00:22:41Yesterday, BeerCon basically told me not to come home.
00:22:44So I decided I just should suck it up and get a room at Michael's Hotel
00:22:49and hope that our time apart would give both of us a little bit of time to cool down.
00:22:57But staying in a hotel sucked.
00:22:59I don't have any of my stuff.
00:23:01I'm in the same clothes from yesterday.
00:23:03And of course, I miss BeerCon.
00:23:09I wish we could have talked it out last night
00:23:13instead of now having to wait and deal with it all today.
00:23:17But BeerCon was pretty mad at me.
00:23:20He said things to me that I don't know if he really meant or if he was just angry.
00:23:28I obviously said things to him, too, that I really didn't mean.
00:23:32I really didn't have any intention of getting on a plane and leaving.
00:23:35I hope that that's not what he wants.
00:23:38And you've been texting with him this morning?
00:23:40What has he been saying?
00:23:42Yeah, I did.
00:23:43I asked him if we could talk and he said, sure.
00:23:46So I will probably take a little peace offering
00:23:52and see if we can have a conversation face to face.
00:23:57I know that I should have just apologized from the beginning
00:24:01for hiding the history between Michael and me.
00:24:04I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship
00:24:07and that my feelings for him are so much stronger
00:24:11than how I ever felt about Michael
00:24:13or how I could even feel about Michael.
00:24:41Laura is keeping secret from me, misleading me.
00:24:45and she didn't even try to apologize.
00:24:50By spending the time in the hotel,
00:24:52I wanted her to realize what is it going to be like without me.
00:25:00Her pride doesn't cuddle her in the nights.
00:25:07Hey.
00:25:09Hey.
00:25:11I brought you something.
00:25:20I know you like that.
00:25:35I'm sorry
00:25:38that I didn't tell you
00:25:40that I was the one that hit on Michael sooner.
00:25:43I did not mean for that to hurt you.
00:25:47And I'm so sorry.
00:25:49That was never my intent.
00:25:57So, why did you mislead me
00:26:01when Michael made the move?
00:26:05I was worried that if you knew that I was the one
00:26:11who had had feelings at one point,
00:26:13that I was the one that hit on him,
00:26:16that you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:26:25Okay, but the missing thing is I think you had feelings for him.
00:26:34I did have feelings for him.
00:26:38But I want to tell you that you are not a replacement for Michael.
00:26:43And in fact, the things that you do
00:26:47are so much sweeter and kinder
00:26:50and so much more of the type of man I actually want to be with.
00:26:56I want you to know that I do love you.
00:26:58I do want this relationship to work.
00:27:02You and me.
00:27:10You can't tell me 5,000 times in a row that I love you,
00:27:14but like you said,
00:27:18I'm into actions.
00:27:28Honestly, I'm scared to even say this.
00:27:37Would you feel better
00:27:40if I just cut him out of my life?
00:27:55When do you plan on applying for the fiancée visa
00:27:59so I can live here in Belize?
00:28:02I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:28:06No.
00:28:08I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours
00:28:10before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:28:12I just would rather live here
00:28:14and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:28:17It's just really weird timing
00:28:18and I can't help feeling like,
00:28:21is this a red flag?
00:28:43Babe.
00:28:44Yes?
00:28:45I'm going to miss you.
00:28:46I know, I'm going to miss you too.
00:28:48And I'm going to wake up tomorrow by myself.
00:28:52Same.
00:29:02Sorry.
00:29:10Babe, you're my fiancée.
00:29:13Do you realize that?
00:29:16It's crazy.
00:29:17You did such a good job.
00:29:18It was a beautiful proposal.
00:29:20It was everything I could have asked for.
00:29:22I'm going to go home engaged.
00:29:25I'm excited.
00:29:27Aw.
00:29:28Me too.
00:29:30You're my fiancée now.
00:29:31I know.
00:29:32Any thoughts to give you
00:29:33would never get married and settle down.
00:29:35It's crazy.
00:29:36I woke up this morning
00:29:38and I was like,
00:29:39oh.
00:29:40I got a ring on my finger.
00:29:42Yes.
00:29:42When do I put a ring on?
00:29:44Like when I get married?
00:29:45I don't...
00:29:46I'm going to get you a ring before I leave.
00:29:50Do you like the ring, babe?
00:29:51Of course I like the ring.
00:29:53It's beautiful.
00:29:54You did a good job.
00:29:57When do you plan on applying
00:29:59for the fiancée visa
00:30:01so I can come here
00:30:02and live here in Belize?
00:30:04I thought you were going to apply
00:30:05for me in the U.S.
00:30:11No.
00:30:12What?
00:30:14What do you mean?
00:30:15The whole time we've been talking
00:30:16about me coming here
00:30:17and living here with you.
00:30:20Stig never mentioned
00:30:21wanting to move to the U.S.
00:30:23And based on everything
00:30:24that he said to me on the phone,
00:30:26and since I've been in Belize,
00:30:29I had always thought
00:30:30that I was going
00:30:31to be the one moving here.
00:30:33I mean, this is the Belize
00:30:36that I plan to eventually,
00:30:37hopefully move to.
00:30:39You would move to Belize?
00:30:39Yeah, I would.
00:30:40For real?
00:30:40Yeah.
00:30:42Would you move here?
00:30:44Of course I would move here.
00:30:45What?
00:30:45This is so pretty.
00:30:47I don't really want
00:30:48to ever leave Belize.
00:30:49Do you see yourself
00:30:50living in Belize?
00:30:51I mean, of course I would
00:30:52love to.
00:30:52It's beautiful.
00:30:53Yeah.
00:30:56So you want to live
00:30:57with me in Arizona?
00:30:59That's new information.
00:31:01I mean, you're more
00:31:01than welcome to, I guess.
00:31:04I'd rather live here.
00:31:09You won't be able
00:31:09to make any money.
00:31:11That's why you're going
00:31:12to be my sugar mama.
00:31:14No.
00:31:14I'm not going to be
00:31:15your sugar mama.
00:31:18I'm not going to be pregnant,
00:31:20working and supporting you.
00:31:20I might not be able
00:31:21to make money right away,
00:31:22but I think long-term
00:31:23and how that's going
00:31:24to benefit both of us.
00:31:27Okay.
00:31:29Listen, I'm super popular
00:31:31in Belize, but I'm not
00:31:32making no American money.
00:31:34And the only time
00:31:35I'm able to work in America
00:31:37is if I have a work visa
00:31:38or if I'm a citizen.
00:31:40I want to make the big bucks.
00:31:41I want to give my child
00:31:42a life that I never had.
00:31:48You don't think maybe
00:31:49the U.S. makes more sense?
00:31:51You have family out there.
00:31:53I have family out there.
00:31:55Probably, yeah,
00:31:56better help.
00:31:57And all that.
00:31:58Sure.
00:31:58I'll file for you.
00:32:02Jeez, if you don't want to,
00:32:04don't do the trucks.
00:32:08I don't know.
00:32:09I don't know.
00:32:10I just would rather live here
00:32:12and I thought that's
00:32:12what we were talking
00:32:14about this whole time.
00:32:16So,
00:32:18quite a switch up,
00:32:19my guy.
00:32:23I really wish
00:32:24Stig didn't wait
00:32:25like two hours
00:32:26before I'm leaving
00:32:26to bring this up.
00:32:28It's just really weird timing
00:32:29and I can't help feeling like,
00:32:32is this a red flag?
00:32:34Did he propose
00:32:36just so he could get
00:32:37to the U.S.?
00:32:39I don't know.
00:32:41Just give me some time
00:32:42to look into it.
00:32:44Nah, let's take that
00:32:45seriously.
00:32:45Let's think about that.
00:32:46We're talking about family
00:32:47and how we need
00:32:48to make a plan.
00:32:49Just make a plan
00:32:50and execute.
00:32:51Yep.
00:32:52I know.
00:32:53Okay.
00:33:00Oh, boy.
00:33:01No, no, no.
00:33:03After Trish saw
00:33:04the text messages
00:33:05between me and my ex,
00:33:07she refused
00:33:08to talk to me.
00:33:09But if I lose her,
00:33:11I'll be losing
00:33:12the best thing
00:33:13that ever happened
00:33:14to me.
00:33:17Trisha.
00:33:20Sit down.
00:33:22I gave you a chance
00:33:24when we were
00:33:25in Lucy Bay.
00:33:26Why did you betray me?
00:33:47Coming back here
00:33:48just reminds me
00:33:49for the first few nights
00:33:50together.
00:33:52How excited
00:33:53we both were.
00:33:57How happy
00:33:58we were together.
00:34:00Oh, boy.
00:34:01No, no, no.
00:34:13You didn't know
00:34:14that being here
00:34:14was going to have
00:34:15this effect?
00:34:16Mm-hmm.
00:34:19Oh, boy.
00:34:20Oh, boy.
00:34:24After Trish saw
00:34:25the text messages
00:34:26between me
00:34:27and my ex,
00:34:28she refused
00:34:29to talk to me.
00:34:33She didn't sit
00:34:34with me
00:34:35at the airport.
00:34:36She changed
00:34:37her seats
00:34:37on the plane
00:34:38and she got
00:34:40back to Tenant
00:34:41and decided
00:34:42to stay
00:34:42at her apartment.
00:34:44And she's
00:34:45telling me
00:34:45that she
00:34:46has nothing
00:34:47to say
00:34:47to me anymore.
00:34:49She trusted me
00:34:50and I guess
00:34:51I kind of
00:34:53blew it.
00:34:57I didn't have
00:34:58any plans
00:34:58to go back
00:34:59with my ex
00:35:00or anything
00:35:01like that.
00:35:01and I didn't
00:35:02say that
00:35:03in the text
00:35:03messages
00:35:04but I could
00:35:05see why
00:35:05Trish would
00:35:06be afraid
00:35:07that it could
00:35:08happen.
00:35:13I should have
00:35:13had the respect,
00:35:14you know,
00:35:16not to respond
00:35:17while I'm
00:35:18spending time
00:35:19with her.
00:35:20It wasn't
00:35:21the right thing
00:35:22for me to do.
00:35:25I think
00:35:26I responded
00:35:27to my ex
00:35:28because
00:35:29for a while
00:35:30she was the
00:35:31only person
00:35:31I could really
00:35:32count on
00:35:34to be there
00:35:35for me.
00:35:37I met my ex
00:35:38on vacation
00:35:40in Columbia
00:35:43and my feelings
00:35:44were very strong
00:35:46for her.
00:35:47It was so much
00:35:48chemistry,
00:35:50sexually
00:35:50and any other
00:35:52type of way
00:35:52that you can
00:35:53think of.
00:35:55The relationship
00:35:56ended because
00:35:57we couldn't
00:35:57figure out
00:35:58how to make
00:35:59our future
00:36:00work together.
00:36:01It wasn't
00:36:02because we
00:36:03stopped loving
00:36:04each other.
00:36:07My ex
00:36:08blocked me
00:36:08because she
00:36:09knew that
00:36:10I was going
00:36:10to Madagascar
00:36:11to meet
00:36:12Trish
00:36:13and she
00:36:14was hurt
00:36:15by it.
00:36:16And so
00:36:17it took me
00:36:18totally off guard
00:36:19that she
00:36:20unblocked me
00:36:21and she
00:36:22was contacting
00:36:23me at this
00:36:23time.
00:36:26I sent
00:36:27Trisha
00:36:28a long
00:36:28apology
00:36:29with no
00:36:30excuses
00:36:30and asked
00:36:32her if we
00:36:33can please
00:36:34get together
00:36:34and talk.
00:36:37But when
00:36:37she texted
00:36:38me back
00:36:39she said
00:36:40sure period.
00:36:42I don't know
00:36:42why she put
00:36:43period.
00:36:44I don't know
00:36:45if that means
00:36:45it's final,
00:36:46this is our
00:36:46final talk
00:36:48or what.
00:36:53I'm so
00:36:54set on
00:36:55not losing
00:36:55Trish right
00:36:56now because
00:36:57I've fallen
00:36:58even deeper
00:37:00in love
00:37:01with her
00:37:01since getting
00:37:02to know
00:37:02her family.
00:37:05And I was
00:37:06actually getting
00:37:07excited about
00:37:08the possibility
00:37:09of getting
00:37:10married and
00:37:11having a family
00:37:12together.
00:37:13I don't know
00:37:14how receptive
00:37:15she's going
00:37:16to be
00:37:16with anything
00:37:18that I have
00:37:19to say.
00:37:21But I have
00:37:22to give it
00:37:23my all.
00:37:24If I lose
00:37:25her I'll be
00:37:26losing like
00:37:27the best
00:37:28thing that
00:37:30ever happened
00:37:31to me.
00:37:45Oh my God.
00:37:49Trisha?
00:37:52Hello?
00:37:54Sit down.
00:38:01Not exactly
00:38:02the greeting
00:38:03I was expecting.
00:38:05What did
00:38:05you expect?
00:38:07I'm not
00:38:07happy to see
00:38:08you.
00:38:14I just
00:38:14want to
00:38:15apologize.
00:38:17I should
00:38:17have told
00:38:18you about
00:38:19the message
00:38:19as soon
00:38:20as it
00:38:20happened.
00:38:22I had
00:38:23no intention
00:38:24on like
00:38:24keeping
00:38:25it from
00:38:25me.
00:38:28Four days.
00:38:30You didn't
00:38:31say anything
00:38:31for four days.
00:38:32That's too
00:38:33much.
00:38:34And all
00:38:35the messages
00:38:35was on the
00:38:36text was
00:38:37really
00:38:37disrespectful.
00:38:39You were
00:38:40with me.
00:38:43Why did
00:38:43you betray
00:38:44me?
00:38:46After I
00:38:47gave you
00:38:48a chance
00:38:48when we
00:38:49were in
00:38:49Nocibe,
00:38:51I forgive
00:38:52you what
00:38:53should they
00:38:53do in
00:38:53Colombia.
00:38:54you were
00:38:55supposed to
00:38:55earn my
00:38:56trust back
00:38:57not to
00:38:58break it
00:38:58a single
00:38:59time.
00:39:00I didn't
00:39:01have any
00:39:01plans on
00:39:02breaking up
00:39:04with you
00:39:04and being
00:39:04with her
00:39:05or any
00:39:06of that.
00:39:07I didn't
00:39:07realize that
00:39:08she would
00:39:08take this
00:39:09and be
00:39:09cheating on you.
00:39:11Yes, it is
00:39:11cheating.
00:39:12This is
00:39:12where
00:39:13the
00:39:13cheating
00:39:14started.
00:39:17If I
00:39:18was in
00:39:19your
00:39:19place,
00:39:20me,
00:39:21I
00:39:21know
00:39:21exactly
00:39:22what I
00:39:23should
00:39:23do
00:39:23to make
00:39:24you feel
00:39:24good
00:39:25so you
00:39:25don't
00:39:26know
00:39:26because you
00:39:26can't
00:39:27know
00:39:27what it
00:39:27is
00:39:28that's
00:39:28going
00:39:28to
00:39:28satisfy
00:39:29you.
00:39:30Why?
00:39:31It's
00:39:31simple
00:39:32though.
00:39:33Why don't
00:39:34you block
00:39:34her?
00:39:36It didn't
00:39:37come to
00:39:37my mom.
00:39:38Oh,
00:39:38okay.
00:39:38If you want
00:39:40this relationship,
00:39:41make her
00:39:42understand
00:39:42that I'm
00:39:43with you.
00:39:44She already
00:39:45knows that I'm
00:39:46with you.
00:39:46She doesn't
00:39:46know.
00:39:47That's why
00:39:48she keep
00:39:48texting you.
00:39:49She doesn't
00:39:49know.
00:39:50Tell her
00:39:50to
00:39:51understand
00:39:51that.
00:39:54Make her
00:39:55understand
00:39:55that you
00:39:56don't want
00:39:56her anymore.
00:40:01Block her
00:40:02here and
00:40:02tell her.
00:40:10Nothing
00:40:10to say.
00:40:11I'm
00:40:11conflicted.
00:40:14I love
00:40:15you so
00:40:16much,
00:40:16but I
00:40:19can't
00:40:19block
00:40:19her.
00:40:21Why?
00:40:23Why?
00:40:28Why do I
00:40:29know?
00:40:30I'm having
00:40:31the best
00:40:31time of my
00:40:32life.
00:40:32Getting in
00:40:33the waterfall
00:40:33and I'm
00:40:34just thinking
00:40:34she's being
00:40:35a drama
00:40:35queen.
00:40:37I get down
00:40:38to the
00:40:38bottom and
00:40:39I see all
00:40:40these people
00:40:41surrounding
00:40:42Elise and
00:40:43I start
00:40:43to think
00:40:44is she
00:40:45okay?
00:40:45bye.
00:41:09Welcome
00:41:09everyone.
00:41:09Javon, we are gathered here today to celebrate the enduring love between Javon and Annalyn.
00:41:15We honor the journey that has been filled with laughter, challenges, triumphs, and long-distance calls.
00:41:22Now, Javon and Annalyn, it's time to renew your vows to each other.
00:41:35Javon, can you read your vows to Annalyn?
00:41:47I vow to cherish, love, honor, and obey, and always protect you and be there for you.
00:41:59And also learn to be more patient and put up with your sassiness.
00:42:09I love you.
00:42:13Javon delivered his vows, and it may be not so dramatic and like a poetry, but when I look
00:42:23at his eyes, I could feel the sincerity.
00:42:29I have waited so long for this moment to finally say this in person.
00:42:36I promise that I'll continue to be a good wife.
00:42:41You can always count on me.
00:42:44You'll never feel alone again.
00:42:47And I'll continue to pick up your dirty socks, even though I keep nagging you.
00:42:55And I don't expect you to be perfect, because no one is.
00:42:59But I expect us to be together no matter what.
00:43:03I love you so much.
00:43:06Love you too.
00:43:11Javon and Annalyn, today you have renewed your vows and reaffirmed your commitment to
00:43:16one another.
00:43:17It is my great honor and pleasure to once again pronounce you husband and wife.
00:43:21Oh, one second, do you have something to give up?
00:43:26Yeah.
00:43:28Yeah.
00:43:30Is that the one you wanted?
00:43:38All right, now we can get on with it.
00:43:41All right.
00:43:42You may now share a kiss to seal your renewed vows.
00:43:53You did so good.
00:43:55Oh, great, actually.
00:43:58You were so great.
00:44:03And I know sometimes I don't like it when you trick me, but this is the greatest trick ever.
00:44:09You finally have my wedding ring.
00:44:13Aw, thank you.
00:44:16Yeah.
00:44:17Judith!
00:44:19Congratulations.
00:44:19I miss you.
00:44:20I miss you.
00:44:21Yes, me too.
00:44:22Nice to meet you, finally.
00:44:24Hey, cousin.
00:44:26Thank you for coming and for all the efforts.
00:44:28Thank you for coming.
00:44:29Thank you for coming.
00:44:42Okay, guys.
00:44:43The reception is over there.
00:44:46Go!
00:44:52Oh!
00:45:01For me, I think marrying someone online is kind of crazy.
00:45:06Because it's been a long time that they've waited to see each other, to be together.
00:45:10I know that Javon and Anna has difficulties in their relationship,
00:45:14but I've noticed now that they are just focusing in with their love to each other,
00:45:19with how they were going to work out with their relationship.
00:45:22So I'm really happy for seeing that now.
00:45:25Cut that cake! Cut that cake! Cut that cake!
00:45:37It's just so overwhelming, boo.
00:45:40I feel so much happiness that I haven't felt before.
00:45:45I just feel so loved.
00:45:48Five, four, three, two, one.
00:45:57This is something that I will treasure for the rest of my life.
00:46:00It was the best night ever.
00:46:02Okay.
00:46:04I'm eternally grateful.
00:46:06Yeah.
00:46:11Hello, Ruth.
00:46:27Hello, Ruth.
00:46:29Oh, no!
00:46:34I don't want to go!
00:46:36I don't want to go!
00:46:38I don't want to go!
00:46:43Oh, dear!
00:46:45Is she down?
00:46:52Look, I know it does look scary, like there's a job, but she's very safe.
00:46:56I know the guy at the top can sort of, you know, belay her down and you know, do it
00:47:00himself.
00:47:01I'm having the best time of my life, I'm, you know, abseiling down, getting the waterfall
00:47:06in.
00:47:07You know, I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen, but I get down to the bottom
00:47:16and I see all these people, you know, surrounding Elyse.
00:47:20Take a deep breath, take a deep breath.
00:47:28And I start to think, oh , you know, is she okay?
00:47:36That's all I know, I was scared.
00:47:37Did you see me?
00:47:39Oh, no, I didn't because I couldn't see her, I could hear you.
00:47:41Go on.
00:47:47I am feeling so overwhelmed, so scared, so cold and just like so tired.
00:47:53But I'm so happy Josh is there to comfort me.
00:47:57That was the scariest thing I've ever done in my life.
00:47:59I thought I was going to die.
00:48:10Josh always knows how to calm me down.
00:48:13Like his physical touch just makes me feel like safe.
00:48:16It's like a quality I love about him.
00:48:18That was amazing.
00:48:20My boyfriend believed the day.
00:48:22He really helped me.
00:48:30Oh, my God.
00:48:31That was crazy.
00:48:32I mean, here I am trying to book this fun adventure and it becomes a complete and utter disaster
00:48:38for me.
00:48:38Well, I had the best time.
00:48:40I'd do it all over again.
00:48:42Probably not right now.
00:48:43No, I think we can say that we've been there, done that, and let's try and, uh...
00:48:48Did you get it?
00:48:49Yes.
00:48:51Okay.
00:48:56Oh.
00:48:56Oh.
00:49:06What?
00:49:07Who is that?
00:49:08Nothing.
00:49:13What do you mean, nothing?
00:49:16It's not what I meant to.
00:49:29Alise really went above and beyond for me today.
00:49:31So I want to do something nice for her and stop by Anchor Point.
00:49:34It's supposed to have these stunning views, but unfortunately I just got a text with some
00:49:40bad news, and I'm trying to figure out how I can break it to Alise without her freaking
00:49:44out.
00:49:46But I, um, yeah, I'm nervous.
00:49:48Stunning.
00:49:49Oh, yeah.
00:49:51Pretty amazing.
00:49:53Don't believe I've never been here.
00:49:56Checking things off your bucket list, huh?
00:49:59Yeah.
00:50:06Listen, I have to tell you something.
00:50:08Are you okay, baby?
00:50:10Um...
00:50:13We're not going to be able to talk to my son.
00:50:17Why?
00:50:18It's just not possible today.
00:50:21There's other people to consider as well.
00:50:23You know, him, his mother.
00:50:26Sorry.
00:50:32Wow.
00:50:34I let you down.
00:50:35I didn't mean for it to happen like that.
00:50:39So I'm sorry.
00:50:41Well, that's really upsetting that we're not going to be able to video chat him.
00:50:45Yeah, it is.
00:50:46I told you, I want to meet people in your life.
00:50:48I want to see interior world. I'm here.
00:50:52Yeah, well, maybe I'm just good at disappointing you.
00:50:55Good at disappointing people.
00:50:56So maybe that's just me.
00:51:00It's more than just a broken promise.
00:51:03The fact that I'm leaving here soon and not being able to meet his son is like scary.
00:51:08That is very important aspect of his life.
00:51:13And you should be pushing harder than simply receiving a text on your phone that we can't meet your son.
00:51:19Like, maybe he doesn't think I'm good enough.
00:51:21Like, settling for no doesn't make me feel like you're going to fight for us.
00:51:27You just say it so nonchalantly, like, I let you down.
00:51:29Like, what else?
00:51:30I'm disappointed.
00:51:31I'm upset.
00:51:33I wouldn't blame you for not coming back or walking away.
00:51:42So, you're like, okay to walk away?
00:51:46I didn't say that.
00:51:47I said I wouldn't blame you for walking away.
00:51:49Yeah.
00:51:52I'm so cold.
00:51:54Do you want me to run and get your jumper?
00:51:56I'll get you my black one.
00:52:07What just happened?
00:52:08He just said to me, basically I can walk away.
00:52:11And it's just not going to happen.
00:52:13I'm not going to meet his son.
00:52:14And, like, I'm trying to be so nice and help him out.
00:52:16And, like, I do care about him a lot.
00:52:18Like, I do.
00:52:18I f***ing like him.
00:52:20But if he's, like, so easy for me to walk away,
00:52:22then what is it going to be on the other side of the world?
00:52:29What's going on?
00:52:31Why do you disrespect me?
00:52:33You just told me I could walk away.
00:52:35I said I wouldn't blame you if you walked away.
00:52:37I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:40I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:44I'm not perfect.
00:52:45I keep dropping the ball.
00:52:46But I will try and be better for you.
00:52:54You say you don't live up to your expectations.
00:52:56You say you dropped the ball.
00:52:58Like, I'm falling for someone that's, like,
00:53:00what do you want me to do?
00:53:01Like, I'm scared.
00:53:02Yeah, I know.
00:53:03I'm really sorry.
00:53:05It means a lot that you're upset about this,
00:53:07because I'm upset about it.
00:53:08But I don't want you to think
00:53:09that I didn't want you to speak to him.
00:53:11It will happen.
00:53:12You guys will play a big, big part
00:53:14in each other's lives.
00:53:19I'm in love with you.
00:53:27That's crazy.
00:53:29Yeah, it is.
00:53:32You mean that?
00:53:34I do.
00:53:39I don't even know what's going on in this moment.
00:53:41I literally nearly died today.
00:53:42He just told me,
00:53:43it's OK if I walk away from him.
00:53:44And now he's telling me he's in love with me.
00:53:47I've never heard that from him before.
00:53:49And, like, of course, it's so nice to hear.
00:53:52But, I mean, he's telling me this
00:53:53right after giving me the bad news.
00:53:57Like, does he really mean he loves me?
00:54:00Please, don't get angry.
00:54:02Let's figure it out.
00:54:03Sorry it didn't happen right now.
00:54:05If I want him as my husband,
00:54:07I need to be able to trust him full-heartedly.
00:54:10But I don't feel like I can trust him right now.
00:54:13And that **** sucks.
00:54:22So, once I leave,
00:54:25we really gotta trust each other.
00:54:26When it comes to stuff like that...
00:54:28Don't be drunk and stupid.
00:54:30That's a fiancé now.
00:54:31What are you talking about?
00:54:32You trust me, babe?
00:54:37Why are you so emotional?
00:54:56You ready?
00:54:58I guess.
00:54:59Not really.
00:55:00But now the path is split in two.
00:55:05And mine is taking me from you.
00:55:09And yours is headed towards the western coast.
00:55:12I can't follow.
00:55:13You hold me close.
00:55:15I feel hollow.
00:55:16I love you most.
00:55:17It's been a beautiful ride.
00:55:21I miss you so much.
00:55:23I miss you too.
00:55:24I plan to visit you soon.
00:55:25Really?
00:55:26Yeah.
00:55:27Like, I mean, well, I don't know how quick
00:55:28we're gonna move on this violent situation.
00:55:31I want to do some research first.
00:55:35This whole time I was picturing us living in Belize.
00:55:38That's kind of what we talked about.
00:55:41So, now I just feel like it's a sudden change up.
00:55:44But I understand why.
00:55:45I understand why.
00:55:47I'm not saying that I want to just completely
00:55:49dish Belize and never come back, you know?
00:55:51Yeah.
00:55:52I could see us living in the States, though,
00:55:55for a little bit.
00:55:56Making some money.
00:55:57Coming back to Belize.
00:55:58Building a nice house.
00:56:00Getting in Belize.
00:56:02Stig and I obviously have a lot to figure out.
00:56:05That said, I'm keeping an open mind because I believe love
00:56:10is more important than the location.
00:56:12I just feel like we are meant for each other.
00:56:15Our paths crossed for a reason.
00:56:18And I'm completely in love with him.
00:56:20I have fallen really hard for him.
00:56:24Here we go.
00:56:27Here we go.
00:56:31Why are you so emotional?
00:56:33Yeah, so I just got like an overwhelming feeling of gratitude.
00:56:41I'm just happy.
00:56:47So, once I leave, we just really got to trust each other.
00:56:53I got to.
00:56:54When it comes to stuff like that, I got to.
00:56:55You're drunk and stupid.
00:56:56I have a fiance now.
00:56:57What are you talking about?
00:56:59You trust me, babe?
00:57:01I do.
00:57:02I do.
00:57:04What do you do?
00:57:07What happened?
00:57:10Do you want to miss me?
00:57:12Yeah.
00:57:13I knew she was told.
00:57:20I hate crying.
00:57:22It's okay.
00:57:23I hate crying.
00:57:41This trip has been a lot of great times, but also a lot of hurdles.
00:57:46You know, they say that a plane can't fly without resistance.
00:57:52We had a lot of resistance, and we still made it true that this has been a great trip.
00:58:06I love you too.
00:58:09I'm going to miss you.
00:58:15Thank you for hearing me, coming into my life, saying yes to me.
00:58:22It's sad leaving Stig, but the trip was amazing.
00:58:26I can just see us living in Arizona, having a little family.
00:58:31I just see a lot of positives in our future, and I'm just excited that we're where we're
00:58:36at now.
00:58:37Give me just a second now to catch my breath.
00:58:41I better catch my flight.
00:58:43Don't ask us, baby.
00:58:46I love you.
00:58:47I love you.
00:58:59I'm really excited about the future.
00:59:00I'm really excited to get married.
00:59:04In America, there's a lot more opportunities for me as an artist, for me to make good money,
00:59:09real money.
00:59:09I could network with people.
00:59:12I could network with other big dancehall artists, bigger than myself.
00:59:15And I know people.
00:59:16Not in Arizona.
00:59:17I don't know nobody.
00:59:20Actually, I'm more down to go to Houston.
00:59:24There's more opportunity for me in Houston.
00:59:27You know, my brothers are in Houston.
00:59:28I have a lot of artist friends, producer friends.
00:59:31I'm a man who don't frighten me easily.
00:59:36My ex is in Houston, but I ain't worried about her.
00:59:43I don't have a ring on, but hey.
00:59:50Nah, come on.
00:59:52I'm playing.
00:59:53I'm engaging, you know what I mean?
00:59:56Make way when the jump is start to blink.
01:00:02We had our plans.
01:00:05This is the best way for us to be together, faster together.
01:00:09You can't, like, change your mind.
01:00:12I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling
01:00:15than he even would realize.
01:00:18He's been manipulated.
01:00:20Please, I really want you to stay.
01:00:32Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
01:00:39Can you do that?
01:00:55If that's what it's going to take to fix this and for you to trust me, then yeah, I would
01:01:04do them.
01:01:08Okay.
01:01:11This is exactly what I was worried about.
01:01:14The possibility that I would eventually have to choose between my best friend and the love of my life.
01:01:22But Birkan truly, genuinely loves me.
01:01:26And I think having the opportunity to be fully loved by someone is worth giving up my friendship with Michael
01:01:31Hoover.
01:01:38You know what?
01:01:41I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
01:01:44We can still be friends.
01:01:47He's a good guy.
01:01:49He approved.
01:01:50He's worthy of being friends.
01:01:52I'm okay with that.
01:01:54But friends.
01:01:55Not best friend.
01:01:57Not that weird friendship.
01:02:05She's trying to do something to save this relationship.
01:02:09And I appreciate that.
01:02:10Because once that relationship gets into the dead end, nobody can get it out.
01:02:17We're good.
01:02:19We're good.
01:02:19We will be good.
01:02:20But we got to work on.
01:02:22I know.
01:02:27It is always bad to lose people.
01:02:30I lost a lot of people.
01:02:33And I don't want her to cut relationship with her friend.
01:02:38I'm not going to be the one who breaks them apart.
01:02:41You know?
01:02:43Thanks for talking to me.
01:02:46Thanks for trying to make up.
01:02:51I love Laura because she has a pure heart.
01:02:55And she makes me love life.
01:02:58So I want her to be happy.
01:03:23Are you okay, babe?
01:03:26I don't know, babe.
01:03:27Loving that you love.
01:03:28Disguise your riches.
01:03:32My God and Grace, Yasham, I have the last day in this beautiful apartment.
01:03:40but I know, honey, it's fine.
01:03:51It's the last night in the Philippines with Sheena,
01:03:54and my heart is cracking.
01:03:58The talk we had with my mom is still weighing on my mind.
01:04:05It's very annoying when my mom is right
01:04:07because she'll never let me hear the end of it.
01:04:09On top of that, it hurts my heart
01:04:12seeing Sheena get so emotional
01:04:13that I'm going to have to leave her,
01:04:16but at the end of the day,
01:04:18if I do everything correctly,
01:04:20I know that Sheena and I will have a bright future,
01:04:23and I hope that she understands.
01:04:31Please, I really want you to stay.
01:04:37You can't let mom change your mind.
01:04:40You have to decide this on your own will.
01:04:45Sheena...
01:04:46Honey, we have overcome mountains.
01:04:50We have overcome problems.
01:04:52We have struggled through so many years,
01:04:55even a pandemic.
01:04:57We had our plans to grow and have a family.
01:05:02I want you here,
01:05:04and I know that this is the best way
01:05:07for us to be together faster together,
01:05:10and that's what I've been waiting for you for the longest time.
01:05:18Sheena and I can't do that.
01:05:21It's literally tearing me up
01:05:23thinking about being away from you,
01:05:25but I think mom was kind of right.
01:05:29I want to have a bright future together.
01:05:32When getting you to the United States
01:05:34is the best option.
01:05:37And to do that,
01:05:39I need to go and start work
01:05:43and do the process
01:05:44and make sure I have everything stabilized in America.
01:05:52It hurts that Forrest happened to change his mind.
01:05:56It feels like he would rather choose his mom over me.
01:06:00I mean, I understand
01:06:03if he happened to work in the U.S.,
01:06:05he could earn much more better money,
01:06:07but I am worried that Forrest
01:06:09wouldn't find a job that easy
01:06:11because of his disability issues.
01:06:13I feel like he's been manipulated
01:06:16to think that living in the Philippines
01:06:18was impossible.
01:06:20But it's not certain that
01:06:22this other plan is going to work out.
01:06:26The faster I get back home,
01:06:28the faster I can start the process.
01:06:31And if I don't get the K-1 against NID,
01:06:34then I can come back here
01:06:36and stay here
01:06:37if things don't work out in here.
01:06:39But how about mom?
01:06:43I'm quite worried that
01:06:45she will try her best
01:06:47to make sure to stay
01:06:48in the United States forever.
01:06:50This decision,
01:06:51it's not my mother.
01:06:53It's my own decision.
01:06:57But I see a bright future together.
01:06:59And I'm in your heart
01:07:01and you're in my heart.
01:07:02And you are my true home.
01:07:06I want to put my faith
01:07:08into him as my partner.
01:07:09that he would find a way
01:07:11to be together long term.
01:07:13But I think Forrest's mom
01:07:16is much more controlling
01:07:17than he would realize.
01:07:21I know that Molly
01:07:22still have worries and doubts
01:07:25regarding our relationship.
01:07:27And I'm worried
01:07:28that she could influence him
01:07:30and cause problems.
01:07:32She could break us apart.
01:07:34It's just...
01:07:40It's hard.
01:07:52Holy...
01:07:52Holy...
01:07:53Holy...
01:07:54Holy...
01:07:54Why is everything so cold?
01:07:57Surprise, surprise.
01:07:58She's cold.
01:07:59My God.
01:08:00Thank you so much.
01:08:02Take that away.
01:08:02She's a pain in the ass,
01:08:04but it's in a cute way.
01:08:05You know?
01:08:06I like that.
01:08:07How do you feel
01:08:09about me?
01:08:11I...
01:08:11I...
01:08:11Like I'm falling for you.
01:08:13But not in love.
01:08:29Good morning.
01:08:30Good morning.
01:08:31Good morning.
01:08:32It's a little chilly
01:08:33out here today.
01:08:34So are you sleeping?
01:08:35I...
01:08:36I was.
01:08:36I just woke up.
01:08:43Time to get back to Bondi?
01:08:45Yeah.
01:08:46It was a good little getaway.
01:08:49Mostly.
01:08:52I feel really sad.
01:08:54This is our last full day together.
01:08:56We're driving back to Bondi
01:08:58in a little bit.
01:08:59And then tomorrow,
01:09:00I fly back to Miami.
01:09:02Hmm.
01:09:03Did you wake up still loving me?
01:09:07I'm asking.
01:09:08Yes, I did.
01:09:10I just have so many
01:09:11mixed emotions right now.
01:09:13Like, he told me he loved me,
01:09:15and that means the world to me.
01:09:17But at the same time,
01:09:19here he is again,
01:09:20not living up to his promise
01:09:21to video chat with his son.
01:09:23I understand there's external factors,
01:09:26but if you're gonna see
01:09:27a future with me,
01:09:28and maybe your wife,
01:09:30like, the fact that
01:09:31you didn't try harder,
01:09:33I don't know,
01:09:34it's just, like, scary.
01:09:36I'm going home tomorrow,
01:09:38and I have no idea
01:09:39what the future holds.
01:09:41This is really heavy.
01:09:44Your last night.
01:09:46Hmm.
01:09:48My book does sound nice
01:09:49tonight.
01:09:51In Bondi?
01:09:52Yep.
01:09:53I'm fine.
01:09:54Yep.
01:09:55So, let's go get changed
01:09:56and get home.
01:09:58Hmm.
01:09:59Oh, man.
01:10:07I never imagined
01:10:08I'd fall in love so quickly.
01:10:09This has never happened before.
01:10:12But,
01:10:12saying I love you
01:10:13and then not having it heard back,
01:10:15I am sort of wondering
01:10:16where she's at,
01:10:17you know,
01:10:17is it not as real for her
01:10:19as it is for me?
01:10:20That is a bit concerning.
01:10:26I've been gone for too long
01:10:29finding my way home
01:10:36So good for here, babe.
01:10:38It's nice to miss you.
01:10:45All right, guys,
01:10:47this is your table.
01:10:51I've got a menu for you guys.
01:10:53Thank you so much.
01:10:55It's so cold.
01:10:57You're always cold.
01:10:58Always cold.
01:10:59They did say they had blankets,
01:11:01so I'm going to ask her
01:11:01for a blanket.
01:11:02Okay, good idea.
01:11:03God, it's so cold.
01:11:05Surprise, surprise.
01:11:06She's cold.
01:11:07Holy
01:11:08Holy
01:11:08Holy
01:11:10Why is everything so cold?
01:11:13As soon as there's, like,
01:11:14the slightest breeze
01:11:15or the sun's down,
01:11:16she's cold.
01:11:17Thanks for coming, guys.
01:11:19Don't mind me.
01:11:20I just brought some hand warmers.
01:11:22I'm freezing.
01:11:22It's in that cold.
01:11:23I'm freezing.
01:11:24Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
01:11:26Wow, turn on the car.
01:11:27I'm so cold.
01:11:28Holy
01:11:29camoly, I'm cold.
01:11:31You'd think by now
01:11:32that she'd know how to dress,
01:11:33you know, in Sydney.
01:11:34I'll wear something
01:11:34a bit warmer.
01:11:36You okay?
01:11:36Do you want my jacket?
01:11:37Yeah, I do.
01:11:38Yeah, I'm shivering.
01:11:39Oh, God,
01:11:40it's a little nipply out.
01:11:41A little nipply.
01:11:42She's a pain in the ass,
01:11:44but it's in a cute way,
01:11:45you know.
01:11:46I like that.
01:11:48Well, you look stunning,
01:11:50as always, hasn't you?
01:11:51All right, here.
01:11:51I've got the blanket for you.
01:11:53Oh, my God.
01:11:53Thank you so much.
01:11:55Take that away for you.
01:11:56Um, can we please get
01:11:58two spicy margaritas?
01:11:59Two spicy margaritas?
01:12:01Tahin, if you've got it.
01:12:02Tahin, we do.
01:12:03Oh, you do?
01:12:04How lovely.
01:12:05Thanks so much.
01:12:06Thank you, guys.
01:12:15How do you feel?
01:12:18About what?
01:12:20About me.
01:12:22Like, in general?
01:12:24Yeah.
01:12:26I mean, like,
01:12:29I'm falling for you.
01:12:32But not in love.
01:12:36Not yet.
01:12:40Josh literally tells me
01:12:42everything I want to hear.
01:12:44But I feel like he sometimes
01:12:46kind of just says things
01:12:47to appease me.
01:12:48Like, he'll say
01:12:49he's going to do
01:12:51X, Y, and Z,
01:12:52but there's, like,
01:12:52no action behind that.
01:12:55You know, there's one side of me
01:12:56that sees the future with him,
01:12:58like getting married
01:12:58and having kids.
01:13:00But then there's
01:13:00this other side of me
01:13:01that's, like,
01:13:02am I even being realistic
01:13:04with my expectations with him?
01:13:05And is it just hopeful
01:13:06and wishful thinking?
01:13:09I am falling for you.
01:13:10I cannot imagine
01:13:13going back to Miami
01:13:14without you.
01:13:16But we live
01:13:17in different continents.
01:13:18We're a 16-hour
01:13:20time difference.
01:13:21You have a son here.
01:13:24How do you plan
01:13:25to make this work?
01:13:26You know,
01:13:27I think it's a move.
01:13:28Obviously,
01:13:29it's a move
01:13:29for either one of us,
01:13:31whether it be
01:13:31here or there.
01:13:33I guess it's one
01:13:34pretty big con for me
01:13:35to move into Miami.
01:13:37Well, your son?
01:13:38Mm-hmm.
01:13:38Okay, yes.
01:13:40However,
01:13:40okay, so,
01:13:41if I was to move here,
01:13:42where would we go?
01:13:43Who would pay for it?
01:13:44You and I find a place,
01:13:44you and I find a place
01:13:45together?
01:13:46We live,
01:13:46we move in together?
01:13:50Okay, but, like,
01:13:51have you gone on
01:13:52a website
01:13:52and looked for places?
01:13:53Oh.
01:13:55Slowly.
01:14:00I'm confident
01:14:01I can pull this off.
01:14:02More than confident.
01:14:07I'm scared.
01:14:08I just don't know
01:14:09if I can...
01:14:09So am I.
01:14:10You've just got to let go
01:14:11sometimes.
01:14:13I'm just, like,
01:14:14I don't know
01:14:14if you're stable.
01:14:19I want to make it work.
01:14:21I believe you...
01:14:22But wanting to and doing so,
01:14:23you're...
01:14:23I believe that it will work
01:14:25in my eyes.
01:14:26I think you
01:14:27will find excuses
01:14:28to make it not work.
01:14:32Why are you hesitant?
01:14:33I've given you
01:14:34a solid game plan
01:14:35and you're still hesitant.
01:14:36You've had a hard year,
01:14:38like,
01:14:39financially,
01:14:39I don't know how
01:14:40you're going to be able
01:14:41to make this work.
01:14:42I don't know.
01:14:43Sorry that I can't,
01:14:45you know,
01:14:46I don't have a big nest egg.
01:14:48You just have to trust.
01:14:49Because you are so...
01:14:50Can you stop being rude to me?
01:14:52Like, seriously.
01:14:53Like, you are.
01:14:53Like, yep, Josh.
01:14:54Like, that's your quality.
01:14:55Because you're being
01:14:55a dick to me.
01:14:56I am sticking up
01:14:57for myself.
01:14:58That's all I am doing.
01:15:00I still care about you
01:15:02and love you
01:15:03and you don't know
01:15:04how you feel.
01:15:05So, that obviously
01:15:06throws you out in my mind.
01:15:09Feels a little bit like
01:15:10you don't want it to happen
01:15:12but you don't want
01:15:12to admit it.
01:15:16You think I'm not
01:15:17putting anything
01:15:18into action
01:15:19but I feel like
01:15:20the ball's in your court.
01:15:29I'll block you everywhere
01:15:31and do this.
01:15:32Trish, don't do that.
01:15:32I will, even now.
01:15:33I don't have nothing
01:15:34to do with you.
01:15:36This is my phone.
01:15:37I don't have nothing
01:15:38to tell.
01:15:39Please.
01:15:41I'll just walk away
01:15:44and never speak
01:15:45to him again.
01:15:48I wasted my time.
01:15:58I love you so much
01:15:59but I can't block.
01:16:02hurt.
01:16:23I don't know what to do
01:16:24because it's, I'm in love with you,
01:16:31but I do still have feelings for her, too.
01:16:36Oh.
01:16:39And?
01:16:40No, nothing else to do.
01:16:43Nothing else to say.
01:16:46I love you.
01:16:47No, no, no, you don't love me.
01:16:54I asked her to choose, then you made your choice.
01:17:04When Trish asked me to block my ex,
01:17:08I realized that I can't completely shut the door.
01:17:13And I wanted to be honest about my feelings.
01:17:18So you chose your ex over her
01:17:20after all you guys have been through.
01:17:23I don't look at it as I chose my ex over her.
01:17:28What do you look at it as?
01:17:33I look at it as, um,
01:17:37just not ready to let go totally.
01:17:41I love Trish, but, um,
01:17:46I mean, love isn't so black and white.
01:17:50it's possible to have feelings
01:17:52for two people at the same time.
01:18:00I wasted my time.
01:18:03I don't get it as a waste.
01:18:06I still, I'm still willing to try to make it better.
01:18:10It's nothing to do anymore.
01:18:13I cannot be with someone
01:18:14who still have feelings for his ex.
01:18:17I'll block you everywhere.
01:18:19Oh, Trish, don't do that, please.
01:18:20I will, even now,
01:18:21I don't have nothing to do with you.
01:18:23No, but please, I didn't...
01:18:23Just, this is my phone.
01:18:25You didn't buy it.
01:18:26You didn't do anything.
01:18:27Just give me time to think.
01:18:27I don't have nothing to tell.
01:18:29Please.
01:18:31Trish, don't do that.
01:18:32Right now.
01:18:37I hate that it makes me suffer again.
01:18:42You planned a future with me.
01:18:44You told me that you love me,
01:18:47but I still have feelings for her.
01:18:54I do, but that doesn't mean
01:18:57I'm going back to her.
01:18:59And my feelings for you are strong.
01:19:02I still want us to go on.
01:19:05I cannot do that.
01:19:08I'll never be a second choice of someone.
01:19:11So, I'll take my love back
01:19:14and forget about him.
01:19:20Don't.
01:19:27Don't ever bother me.
01:19:29No, no, no, no.
01:19:30You made a choice.
01:19:35Let's finish.
01:19:38Good.
01:19:40It's true.
01:19:47I'm feeling really, really angry.
01:19:51Like, I don't understand
01:19:53why he make me fall in love with him
01:19:57and break my heart.
01:20:00Like, he shouldn't have come to Madagascar.
01:20:03Meet me.
01:20:06I don't know what to say anymore.
01:20:08I'll just walk away
01:20:10and never speak to him again.
01:20:15Let's pray.
01:20:18I wish you realized
01:20:20that I do love her
01:20:22and I do think that she's special.
01:20:25I want us to be together
01:20:27but
01:20:30I just wasn't ready.
01:20:35That's all I can see.
01:20:46Holy balls.
01:20:47Next time on Before the 90 Days.
01:20:50I feel like I should ask for your autograph.
01:20:53Jeez.
01:20:54Give me your ring finger.
01:20:56I'm asking you
01:20:58will you marry me?
01:21:00We just got things back on track
01:21:03and I'm worried that
01:21:04as we go back to long distance
01:21:06we're only going to have more drama
01:21:08and more problems.
01:21:09Do you accept?
01:21:12Makey, I'm in low shoes.
01:21:16So today
01:21:17I decided to
01:21:19take a break
01:21:20and I guess
01:21:25Javon
01:21:26Boo
01:21:27Is that is what I think it is?
01:21:30Holy s***
01:21:30I'm about to be a dad.
01:21:33You don't need to be with me.
01:21:34It may have taken seven years
01:21:36to get here
01:21:36but it's not going to take
01:21:37seven years to get you back home.
01:21:39I still don't completely trust Sheena.
01:21:42She still manipulates.
01:21:45Here I thought I was coming
01:21:46to get all these questions answered.
01:21:47No, I have more questions.
01:21:50Are you okay?
01:21:52It's so hard to trust
01:21:54that he's going to come back for me.
01:21:56I don't want people to leave me.
01:22:01This hurts me deeply
01:22:03that it didn't work out
01:22:04between Trish and I
01:22:06and I'm leaving with no hope at all.
01:22:14Oh!
01:22:18Baby!
01:22:21I'm literally leaving for that report in
01:22:24one hour
01:22:25and he just left.
01:22:27Like, how can you tell me you love me
01:22:29and you're falling for me
01:22:30and then you bring
01:22:31the f***ing girls back
01:22:32and disrespect me?
01:22:34Oh my God, he stopped sharing
01:22:35his location with me.
01:22:37I'm so exhausted from this emotional rollercoaster.
01:22:41I'm like, what do I do now?
01:22:45I've given so much
01:22:46to make Daniel happy.
01:22:48I was so sure of him
01:22:50and now I'm just insecure.
01:22:52He's not communicating with her much.
01:22:55I wanted to find a reason why
01:22:56and I did find things.
01:22:59Faith went on your email.
01:23:02How come in your contacts
01:23:03you have somebody listed as wife?
01:23:06So who is this wife?
01:23:11Are you ready?
01:23:13Tell me what happened.
01:23:15I don't even know where to start.
01:23:17Are you...
01:23:22Are you questioning
01:23:23the whole relationship
01:23:26that goes away?
01:23:27That goes away.
01:23:27I think it goes away.
01:23:28F***ing.
01:23:30F***ing.
01:23:31F***ing.
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