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90 Day Fiance- Before the 90 Days - Season 8 Episode 18 - Emergency Exit
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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancée, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancée's day.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:21I love you, too.
00:00:24I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:29not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:35that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:50Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:52I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:09Yeah.
00:01:13At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:20that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:24But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:26I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:39They must see.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:54And bring him to my father's house.
00:01:57We talk about the babies, the future.
00:02:03Take me alone. I don't want anything from you.
00:02:07Shane and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:11and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:14Oh, my God.
00:02:15I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:21I trust my son.
00:02:23I don't trust you.
00:02:26I'm sorry. I just want to need space.
00:02:47What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:49I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done,
00:02:52this is crazy.
00:02:54I mean, my ex was flying the plane and I was having sex with him
00:02:57while he was flying a plane.
00:02:59Like...
00:03:00I don't want to hear that.
00:03:01You don't?
00:03:01No.
00:03:02Okay, sorry.
00:03:12I don't typically do crazy adventurous stuff.
00:03:15It's not because I don't want to do it, but like I just don't.
00:03:18So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:20I found this and we can do it.
00:03:22Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:24Anything to put a smile on your face.
00:03:27You put a smile on your face.
00:03:29Period.
00:03:31My time in Australia is almost coming to an end
00:03:34and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:38After our talk, Josh said that he's going to work on
00:03:40setting up a FaceTime call with his son.
00:03:42And like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:45It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:48But in the meantime, I know he's adventurous
00:03:51and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:53So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:03:57Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:03:59I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:02I heard abs.
00:04:03I heard sailing.
00:04:04It sounded cool.
00:04:04So I just booked the thing.
00:04:07You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this.
00:04:10Cause it's, I'm just, it's A for effort for trying.
00:04:12Are you scared of hearts?
00:04:13Not really.
00:04:14I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:17You'll be fine.
00:04:17Really?
00:04:18Yep.
00:04:21We're here.
00:04:22Yay.
00:04:23Let's do this thing.
00:04:26How are we going?
00:04:27Hi.
00:04:28Hey, Mitch.
00:04:29Josh, how are you?
00:04:30Alyse.
00:04:30Hey, nice to meet you.
00:04:32Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:33Sydney.
00:04:34Miami.
00:04:35Wow.
00:04:36So we're going canyoning today.
00:04:37And we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:40Oh, I have to get wet?
00:04:42Yeah.
00:04:43You will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water.
00:04:46Oh.
00:04:47And you have to go abseil off the waterfall.
00:04:51Cool.
00:04:51Exciting?
00:04:52Yep.
00:04:53Excited?
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:55Awesome.
00:04:59Here we go.
00:05:03Oh, my God.
00:05:05Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07That's Empress Balls down there.
00:05:08So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:13Here is the cardio.
00:05:14Get that ass in check.
00:05:16Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:18Really?
00:05:18Yep.
00:05:19Okay, go.
00:05:20I don't think Elise realised, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:25You know?
00:05:25It can be quite hairy.
00:05:27Yeah?
00:05:27.
00:05:29So we get up to this canyon and we have to change in our wetsuits because we're going
00:05:33through rock pools.
00:05:34I don't want to do this.
00:05:36It's fun.
00:05:37It's fun.
00:05:38I don't want to do this.
00:05:41Yeah, you do.
00:05:42Woo!
00:05:49Come on, baby.
00:05:50Come on.
00:05:51Let's go.
00:05:53Come on.
00:05:54Come on.
00:05:56Yes!
00:05:57Woo!
00:05:59Woo!
00:06:00If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken it.
00:06:05It's scary.
00:06:14Yeah, dude.
00:06:17That was sick.
00:06:19The guy's like, oh, you have to cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:22I'm like, the .
00:06:23Not me.
00:06:24I'm not doing that.
00:06:26Ready?
00:06:27One step jump in.
00:06:28Yeah!
00:06:29Woo!
00:06:30Come on, Anna.
00:06:31But guess what?
00:06:32I did it.
00:06:33She's such a trooper.
00:06:34Thanks, babe.
00:06:38You did.
00:06:40Oh, my gosh.
00:06:41Oh, my gosh.
00:06:43I don't like this at all, actually.
00:06:52Oh.
00:06:53Good girl.
00:06:54Good girl.
00:06:56I'm done, baby.
00:06:57I'm so done.
00:06:58Hey, we're almost there.
00:06:59We're almost there.
00:07:00We're almost there.
00:07:00No, really?
00:07:00Yeah.
00:07:01.
00:07:02Oh, .
00:07:04I can't feel my hands.
00:07:11Oh, .
00:07:22I can't feel my hands.
00:07:24Oh, my gosh.
00:07:25It's so cold.
00:07:27Oh, my God.
00:07:27I'm shaking, like, this is not good.
00:07:32Oh, my God, I'm scared, I'm freezing.
00:07:36You feel my legs, right?
00:07:38Mm-hmm.
00:07:40You're next.
00:07:41I can't do this anymore.
00:07:42You're right, you're right.
00:07:44I can't do this.
00:07:45I want to get off now.
00:07:48Hey.
00:07:48Like, I want to get home.
00:07:50I don't want to do this.
00:07:51Hey, you have to get down there.
00:07:57It's all right.
00:07:59You're going to be all right.
00:08:01You're going to be all right.
00:08:02You're going to be all right.
00:08:03I am scared out of my mind.
00:08:07Two hours of jumping through frigid, cold water.
00:08:11I'm starting to get hypothermia.
00:08:15And, like, I exaggerate a lot, but this is not an exaggeration.
00:08:19I can't do this.
00:08:23I want to get down, but the only way to get down
00:08:26is to go down this massive waterfall.
00:08:31I feel like I'm going to die.
00:08:33Ah!
00:08:34Ah!
00:08:35Oh, my God!
00:08:36Ah!
00:08:37I can't do this!
00:08:39What do I do?
00:08:42Ah!
00:08:43Ah!
00:08:44Ah!
00:08:47Ah!
00:08:49Ah!
00:08:50Ah!
00:08:51Ah!
00:08:52Ah!
00:08:54Ah!
00:08:55Ah!
00:08:55Ah!
00:09:04I'm sorry.
00:09:05I just want to need space.
00:09:11Forrest, I'm telling you, you're making a mistake.
00:09:15I love her, and I know we can do things here together.
00:09:18I know I can live here.
00:09:28I've chosen Sheena to be my wife, and you need to trust my decision and trust her.
00:09:34Stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain.
00:09:39Forrest telling me that he's going to move to the Philippines, you know, I'm like in panic mode.
00:09:45It's not going to work.
00:09:47It won't work.
00:09:49Forrest can be way too optimistic at times, and his autism can affect that because he isn't able to focus
00:09:57in on what the realities are.
00:10:01My whole point is to protect Forrest, to make sure that his needs are met, and I don't think Sheena
00:10:09can do it.
00:10:10I know full well that if you moved here, yes, you'd be with Sheena, all that.
00:10:16And then the whole goal of ever trying to get you to the United States would just go out the
00:10:20window.
00:10:21And you would have to accept that.
00:10:31I need to take a breath for a bit.
00:10:33Sorry.
00:10:38When Forrest told her our plans, Molly was so much explosive, I felt that I was kind of a bit
00:10:44scared, and I wanted to take a break.
00:10:47But I know that I need to stand up for myself and for Forrest.
00:10:54Have you even factored how much it's going to cost, how much the bills are?
00:11:00Where are you going to live, Forrest?
00:11:03Sheena and I will go get a place of our own.
00:11:05I will take good care of yourself.
00:11:07She can't.
00:11:08Pay with all your money in there, Sheena?
00:11:09I am a professional, and I could, you know.
00:11:12You could this.
00:11:13You could that.
00:11:14You could this.
00:11:15How much is rent here?
00:11:17How much?
00:11:18$900 a month?
00:11:19No.
00:11:20You could get places for $300, $400.
00:11:22But cheaper for a month.
00:11:23So she makes about $500 a month, and that's right?
00:11:26Yes.
00:11:26Yes.
00:11:27U.S. dollars.
00:11:27Yes.
00:11:30So she makes $500 a month, and you're getting, saying that rent is $400?
00:11:37That leaves $100 to pay your bills, your utilities, buy food.
00:11:42I have him.
00:11:44He had me.
00:11:45Sheena?
00:11:45And I will take care of your son.
00:11:47You don't have to worry about that.
00:11:49You are living on daydreams, and living on the thought of love, and happy homemaker,
00:11:54and being a little house, and all that.
00:11:56No.
00:11:56I love your son, and I'll do anything my best for him.
00:11:59Love doesn't pay the bills, Sheena.
00:12:05Mom, there's going to be lots of hurdles, but how the visa works here, that allows me
00:12:11to live here in the country, and get employment here.
00:12:14I'm here.
00:12:15You've never worked here.
00:12:16You've had one job in your life.
00:12:19You are on disability.
00:12:20I have to overcome my own challenges.
00:12:23You are on disability for a reason.
00:12:25You do have autism.
00:12:28And I want you to be able, I want you to get a job.
00:12:32I want you to better yourself.
00:12:33But of course, you need to plan things out better.
00:12:38Do the right process, where you come back to the United States, contact Social Security,
00:12:44and say that you want to start working.
00:12:47Then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs the government provides.
00:12:52See what type of job and money you can make.
00:12:54See how you can save up.
00:12:56You can't just say, oh, there is this magical miracle job that you haven't even applied for,
00:13:01that you know nothing about, that you don't even know what their requirements are.
00:13:04You don't know anything.
00:13:07You have to go on the assumption that you could not get a job here.
00:13:12And even if you do, how much do you think that you're going to make working here?
00:13:26No.
00:13:27I want you to be here, my love.
00:13:30It's been seven years.
00:13:31It's so hard for me.
00:13:32Oh, God.
00:13:32You know, Lucy, I'm not sure.
00:13:34Oh, it's so hard for the seven years.
00:13:37Don't start the tears, Sheena.
00:13:37Please.
00:13:37Stop.
00:13:38You don't know how I feel.
00:13:39It's hard for me for the last seven minutes of waiting for him.
00:13:44It's so stressful.
00:13:53I don't know what to do.
00:13:56I love Sheena so much.
00:13:58But I can't help thinking that my mom is right that living here in the Philippines
00:14:04is definitely going to be a bigger challenge than what I thought it was going to be.
00:14:09What if I can't get a job here successfully?
00:14:13I can't, I can't be a burden on Sheena, especially, I just can't, can't do that.
00:14:26Sheena, I feel conflicted about everything.
00:14:30I don't want to leave you, but I think that I might have to go home, I'm going to work,
00:14:39make some money, and then I'm going to apply for the K-1 visa.
00:14:45I don't know that.
00:14:46I don't know my love.
00:14:49If things doesn't work, it's the end of my story.
00:14:54It's not the end of the story, Sheena.
00:14:56I love you.
00:14:57That's why I gave you this ring.
00:15:00This ring is a promise.
00:15:03If the K-1 visa doesn't work out, then I'll move back here, and I'm going to get married too.
00:15:10I will not give up.
00:15:23This is my husband, Javon.
00:15:25Hello, nice meeting you.
00:15:26Nice meeting you.
00:15:26Happy doing your hair and makeup today.
00:15:28Okay.
00:15:29We are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:15:33I'm very happy.
00:15:35I've been waiting for this for a long time.
00:15:37I just, I don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:15:40I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to go to see you.
00:15:43I would really put an effort.
00:15:48I brought you something.
00:15:50I hope that our time apart would give both of us time to cool down.
00:15:56I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship.
00:16:00Why did you mislead me when Michael made the move?
00:16:03I was worried you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:16:09Can you do that?
00:16:27Okay.
00:16:29Hi!
00:16:30Good morning!
00:16:31Good morning, Ma'am Anna and Sir Javon.
00:16:33Welcome to Balay Indang.
00:16:35I'm going to put your hair in makeup on top.
00:16:38I'm going to put you on top.
00:16:39Ready?
00:16:40Yeah, ready.
00:16:43This is a nice door.
00:16:50Enjoy.
00:16:52Hi!
00:16:53Good morning.
00:16:54Hello.
00:16:56Today is the day that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:17:02Good morning.
00:17:03Hi, Anna.
00:17:03Hi, nice meeting you.
00:17:04I'm Ray.
00:17:04This is my husband, Javon.
00:17:06Nice meeting you.
00:17:07I'll be doing your hair and makeup today.
00:17:09Okay.
00:17:10You ready to start?
00:17:12I'm as rare as I'm ever going to be.
00:17:15We never had a real wedding.
00:17:19So today is very important for us.
00:17:22I'm very happy.
00:17:24Been waiting for this for a long time.
00:17:27The part of me is a little bit down.
00:17:30When I think about the ring, I don't have.
00:17:34But I want to stay positive though.
00:17:38This is first time to have his makeup done.
00:17:43I don't think we're going to take it that far today.
00:17:45Oh, no.
00:17:46No.
00:17:47No, I'm good.
00:17:51I'm excited, but I'm a bit nervous.
00:17:54You know, I feel like this is a big moment for the both of us.
00:17:58I want to show Anna how dedicated I am to make her happy.
00:18:03And, you know, give her the day that she always wanted.
00:18:06But at the same time, I just feel a wave of anxiety and nervousness.
00:18:12Because, obviously, me and Anna have different ideas on what romance is.
00:18:18So, I really don't want to disappoint her.
00:18:37So, are you excited about today?
00:18:40Are you kidding me?
00:18:42Of course I'm excited today.
00:18:43Very excited.
00:18:45This is just like a paradise to me.
00:18:47With the makeup, the dress.
00:18:49The center of attention.
00:18:51Yeah.
00:18:52And, you know, the photos.
00:18:55Uh-huh.
00:18:56I think I should ask you that question though.
00:18:59I'm okay.
00:19:02Nervous?
00:19:03Well, you don't have to be nervous.
00:19:04Like, I just don't know what I'm going to say for my vowels.
00:19:08You know, I'm not good at...
00:19:10You don't have to write a long poem, okay?
00:19:15It doesn't have to be like that.
00:19:17It doesn't have to be...
00:19:18I'm not a writer or a poet.
00:19:20You don't have to be.
00:19:21Okay.
00:19:22It's just going to be a few things.
00:19:24You know what I'm saying?
00:19:25Like, the basics, basically.
00:19:30How I feel about doing my vowels, I'm just going to get straight to the point.
00:19:35But, you know, Anna's the opposite for me.
00:19:37She wants to make a whole declaration speech.
00:19:42What is wrong with being expressive?
00:19:46Sometimes I feel like I wish one day when it happens, not now, God will take me before him.
00:19:52That's when the time he will appreciate me.
00:19:54And he will say, I miss you and your big mouth.
00:19:58You know?
00:20:03I just want you to say what's in your heart because, you know, this is a special day.
00:20:09Yeah.
00:20:09I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to going to see you.
00:20:13Mm.
00:20:14I would really put an effort.
00:20:17I mean, Anna, I'm here, so that's it.
00:20:19Yeah, but I would really be the energy there.
00:20:23Okay.
00:20:26Hi, Bubu.
00:20:28I love you.
00:20:29Love you, too.
00:20:33You know what?
00:20:35You're not even supposed to be here.
00:20:37Okay.
00:20:39You're not supposed to see my look, my bridal look.
00:20:43All right.
00:20:45I feel like Javon is acting like today is any other day for him.
00:20:50And that's really disappointing.
00:21:01Bye, Bubu.
00:21:08Bye, Bubu.
00:21:23Okay.
00:21:31I know Javon is not the most romantic guy, but...
00:21:38I just wanted today to be fun, light, full of love.
00:21:45Something that I can always look back on.
00:21:50I love him.
00:21:52But I can't pretend that everything is fine when it's not.
00:22:30How did it feel spending the night here last night?
00:22:33It wasn't very fun.
00:22:35I really did not enjoy waking up alone.
00:22:41Yesterday, BeerCon basically told me not to come home.
00:22:44So I decided I just should suck it up and get a room at Michael's Hotel
00:22:49and hope that our time apart would give both of us a little bit of time to cool down.
00:22:56But staying in a hotel sucked.
00:22:59I don't have any of my stuff.
00:23:01I'm in the same clothes from yesterday.
00:23:03And of course, I miss BeerCon.
00:23:09I wish we could have talked it out last night instead of now having to wait and deal with it
00:23:15all today.
00:23:16But BeerCon was pretty mad at me.
00:23:20He said things to me that I don't know if he really meant or if he was just angry.
00:23:28I obviously said things to him too that I really didn't mean.
00:23:32I really didn't have any intention of getting on a plane and leaving.
00:23:35I hope that that's not what he wants.
00:23:38And you've been texting with him this morning?
00:23:40What has he been saying?
00:23:42Yeah, I did.
00:23:43I asked him if we could talk and he said sure.
00:23:48I will probably take a little peace offering and see if we can have a conversation face to face.
00:23:57I know that I should have just apologized from the beginning for hiding the history between Michael and me.
00:24:04I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship and that my feelings for him are so much
00:24:10stronger than how I ever felt about Michael or how I could even feel about Michael.
00:24:24To Kumru Bekova.
00:24:27To Kumru Bekova.
00:24:28To Kumru Bekova.
00:24:54I want to realize what is it going to be like without me.
00:25:00Her pride doesn't cuddle her in the nights.
00:25:07Hey.
00:25:09Hey.
00:25:11I brought you something.
00:25:20I know you like that.
00:25:35I'm sorry that I didn't tell you that I was the one that hit on Michael sooner.
00:25:43I did not mean for that to hurt you.
00:25:47And I'm so sorry.
00:25:49That was never my intent.
00:25:57So why did you mislead me when Michael made the move?
00:26:05I was worried that if you knew that I was the one who had had feelings at one point, that
00:26:13I was the one that hit on him, that you would try to put a stop to my friendship with
00:26:21him.
00:26:25Okay.
00:26:26But the missing thing is, I think, you had feelings for him.
00:26:34I did have feelings for him.
00:26:38But I want to tell you that you are not a replacement for Michael.
00:26:43And in fact, the things that you do are so much sweeter and kinder and so much more of the
00:26:53type of man I actually want to be with.
00:26:55Because I want you to know.
00:26:57I want you to know that I do love you.
00:26:59I do want this relationship to work.
00:27:02You and me.
00:27:10You can't tell me 5,000 times in a row that I love you, but like you said, I'm into
00:27:19actions.
00:27:28Honestly, I'm scared to even say this.
00:27:37Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
00:27:44Yeah.
00:27:50How do I do that?
00:27:55When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa so I can live here in Belize?
00:28:02I thought you were gonna apply for me in the U.S.
00:28:06No.
00:28:08I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up
00:28:12I just would rather live here and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time
00:28:16It's just really weird timing and I can't help feeling like is this a red flag
00:28:43Babe
00:28:44Yes
00:28:44I'm gonna miss you
00:28:46I know I'm gonna miss you too
00:28:48And I'm gonna wake up tomorrow by myself
00:28:53Same
00:29:03Sorry
00:29:10Babe, you're my fiance
00:29:12I know
00:29:14You realize that?
00:29:16It's crazy
00:29:16You did such a good job
00:29:18It was a beautiful proposal
00:29:19It was everything I could have asked for
00:29:22I'm gonna go home engaged
00:29:25I'm excited
00:29:26Aw, me too
00:29:30You're my fiance now
00:29:31I know
00:29:32Any thoughts to give a good would never get married and settle down
00:29:35It's crazy
00:29:36I woke up this morning and I was like, ah
00:29:40Got a ring on my finger
00:29:42Yes
00:29:42When do I put a ring on?
00:29:44Like when I get married?
00:29:45I don't
00:29:46I'm gonna get you a ring before I leave
00:29:50Do you like the ring, babe?
00:29:51Of course I like the ring
00:29:53It's beautiful
00:29:54You did a good job
00:29:55Thank you
00:29:56Thank you
00:29:57When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa?
00:30:01So I can come here and live here in Belize
00:30:04I thought you were gonna apply for me in the U.S.
00:30:11No
00:30:11What?
00:30:14What do you mean?
00:30:15The whole time we've been talking about me coming here
00:30:17And living here with you
00:30:20Stig never mentioned wanting to move to the U.S.
00:30:23And based on everything that he said to me on the phone
00:30:26And since I've been in Belize
00:30:28I had always thought that I was going to be the one moving here
00:30:33I mean, this is the Belize that I plan to eventually, hopefully move to
00:30:38You would move to Belize?
00:30:39Yeah, I would
00:30:40For real?
00:30:41Yeah
00:30:42Would you move here?
00:30:44Of course I would move here
00:30:45What?
00:30:45This is so pretty
00:30:47I don't really want to ever leave Belize
00:30:49Do you see yourself living in Belize?
00:30:51I mean, of course I would love to
00:30:52It's beautiful
00:30:53Yeah
00:30:56So you want to live with me in Arizona?
00:30:59That's new information
00:31:00I mean, you're more than welcome to, I guess
00:31:04I'd rather live here
00:31:09You won't be able to make any money
00:31:11That's why you're going to be my sugar mama
00:31:14No, I'm not going to be your sugar mama
00:31:18I'm not going to be pregnant working and supporting you
00:31:21I might not be able to make money right away
00:31:22But I think long term
00:31:23And how that's going to benefit both of us
00:31:27Okay
00:31:29Listen, I'm super popular in Belize
00:31:31But I'm not making no American money
00:31:34And the only time I'm able to work in America
00:31:37Is if I have a work visa or if I'm a citizen
00:31:39I want to make the big bucks
00:31:41I want to give my child a life that I never had
00:31:48You don't think maybe the U.S. makes more sense?
00:31:51You have family out there
00:31:53I have family out there
00:31:54Probably
00:31:55They have better health care and all that
00:31:58Okay, sure
00:31:58I'll file for you
00:32:10I just would rather live here
00:32:12And I thought that's what we were talking about
00:32:14This whole time
00:32:16So
00:32:18Quite a switch up, my guy
00:32:23I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours
00:32:26Before I'm leaving to bring this up
00:32:27It's just really weird timing
00:32:29And I can't help feeling like
00:32:32Is this a red flag?
00:32:34Did he propose just so he could get to the U.S.?
00:32:39I don't know
00:32:41Just give me some time to look into it
00:32:43Nah, let's take that seriously
00:32:45Let's think about that
00:32:46We're talking about family
00:32:47And how we need to make a plan
00:32:49Make a plan to execute
00:32:50Yep
00:32:52I know
00:32:53Okay
00:33:00Oh boy, no, no, no
00:33:03After Trish saw the text messages
00:33:05Between me and my ex
00:33:07She refused to talk to me
00:33:09But if I lose her
00:33:11I'll be losing
00:33:12Best thing that ever happened to me
00:33:17Trisha
00:33:20Sit down
00:33:22I gave you a chance
00:33:24When we were in Lucy Bay
00:33:26Why did you betray me?
00:33:47Coming back here just reminds me of my first few nights together
00:33:50How excited
00:33:53How excited we both were
00:33:56How happy we were together
00:34:00Oh boy, no, no, no
00:34:24After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me
00:34:33She didn't sit with me at the airport
00:34:36She changed her seats on the plane
00:34:38And she got back to Tenant and decided to stay at her apartment
00:34:43And she's telling me that she has nothing to say to me anymore
00:34:49She trusted me
00:34:50I guess I kind of blew it
00:34:57I didn't have any plans to go back with my ex or anything like that
00:35:01And I didn't say that in the text messages
00:35:04But I could see why Trish would be afraid that it could happen
00:35:13I should have had the respect, you know
00:35:16Not to respond while I'm spending time with her
00:35:20It wasn't the right thing for me to do
00:35:25I think I responded to my ex because for a while
00:35:30She was the only person I could really count on to be there for me
00:35:37I met my ex on vacation in Columbia
00:35:43And my feelings were very strong for her
00:35:47There was so much chemistry sexually
00:35:50And any other type of way that you can think of
00:35:55The relationship ended because we couldn't figure out
00:35:58How to make our future work together
00:36:00It wasn't because we stopped loving each other
00:36:07My ex blocked me because she knew that I was going to Madagascar
00:36:11To meet Trish
00:36:13And she was hurt by it
00:36:15And so it took me totally off guard
00:36:19That she unblocked me
00:36:21And she was contacting me at this time
00:36:26I sent Trisha a long apology with no excuses
00:36:30And asked her if we can please get together and talk
00:36:36But when she texted me back
00:36:39She says, sure, period
00:36:41I don't know why she put period
00:36:43I don't know if that means it's final
00:36:46This is our final talk
00:36:53I'm so set on not losing Trish right now
00:36:56Because I've fallen even deeper in love with her
00:37:01Since getting to know her family
00:37:05And I was actually getting excited
00:37:07About the possibility of getting married
00:37:10And having a family together
00:37:13I don't know how receptive she's going to be
00:37:16With anything that I have to say
00:37:21But I have to give it my all
00:37:24If I lose her, I'll be losing
00:37:26Like the best thing that ever happened to me
00:37:45Oh my God
00:37:49Trisha
00:37:51Hello
00:37:53Sit down
00:38:01Not exactly the greeting I was expecting
00:38:05What did you expect?
00:38:07I'm not happy to see you
00:38:14I just want to apologize
00:38:17I should have told you about the message
00:38:19As soon as it happened
00:38:22I had no intention on like keeping it from me
00:38:28That's
00:38:28Four days
00:38:29You didn't say anything for four days
00:38:32That's too much
00:38:33And all the messages
00:38:35Was on the text
00:38:37Was really disrespectful
00:38:39We were with me
00:38:43Why did you betray me?
00:38:46After I gave you a chance
00:38:48When we were in Nusibay
00:38:51I forgive you
00:38:52What you did in Colombia
00:38:54You're supposed to earn my trust back
00:38:57Not to break a single time
00:39:00I didn't have any plans on
00:39:02Breaking up with you
00:39:04And being with her
00:39:05Or any of that
00:39:06I didn't realize
00:39:08So if he was
00:39:09If he was in my place
00:39:10Yes, it is cheating
00:39:12This is where the cheating's starting
00:39:17If I was in your place
00:39:19Me, I know exactly what I should do
00:39:23To make you feel good
00:39:25So you don't know
00:39:26Because you can't
00:39:27I don't know what it is
00:39:28That's gonna satisfy you
00:39:30Why?
00:39:31It's simple though
00:39:33Why don't you block her?
00:39:36It didn't come to my mom
00:39:38Oh, okay
00:39:38If you want
00:39:39If you want this relationship
00:39:41Make her understand
00:39:42That I'm with you
00:39:44She already knows
00:39:45That I'm with you
00:39:46She doesn't know
00:39:47That's why she keep texting you
00:39:49She doesn't
00:39:50Tell her to understand that
00:39:54Make her understand that
00:39:55You don't want her anymore
00:40:01Block her here
00:40:02And tell her
00:40:10Nothing to say
00:40:11I'm conflicting
00:40:14I love you so much
00:40:16But
00:40:18I can't block her
00:40:21Why?
00:40:23Why?
00:40:30I'm having the best time of my life
00:40:32Getting in the waterfall
00:40:33And I'm just thinking
00:40:34She's being a drama queen
00:40:37I get down to the bottom
00:40:39And I see all these people
00:40:41Surrounding Elise
00:40:42And I start to think
00:40:44Is she okay?
00:41:08Welcome everyone
00:41:09We are gathered here today
00:41:11To celebrate the enduring love
00:41:13Between Javon and Annalyn
00:41:15We honor the journey
00:41:17That has been filled
00:41:18With laughter
00:41:18Challenges
00:41:19Triumphs
00:41:20And long distance calls
00:41:22Now Javon and Annalyn
00:41:24It's time to renew
00:41:25Your vows to each other
00:41:35Javon
00:41:35Can you read your vows to Annalyn?
00:41:38Thomas
00:41:47I vow
00:41:48To cherish
00:41:50Love
00:41:52Honor
00:41:53And obey
00:41:55And always protect you
00:41:57And be there for you
00:41:58And also
00:42:00Learn to be more patient
00:42:03And put up with your sassiness
00:42:09I love you
00:42:13Javon delivered his vows
00:42:16And it may be not so dramatic
00:42:19And like a poetry
00:42:21But when I look at his eyes
00:42:25I can feel the sincerity
00:42:29I have waited
00:42:31So long
00:42:33For this moment
00:42:34To finally say this
00:42:36In person
00:42:36I promise
00:42:38That I'll continue
00:42:40To be a good wife
00:42:41You can always count on me
00:42:43You'll never feel alone again
00:42:47And I'll continue to
00:42:50Pick up your dirty socks
00:42:52Even though I keep nagging you
00:42:55And I don't expect you
00:42:57To be perfect
00:42:58Because no one is
00:42:59But I expect us
00:43:01To be together
00:43:02No matter what
00:43:03I love you so much
00:43:06Love you too
00:43:11Javon and Annalyn
00:43:12Today you have renewed
00:43:14Your vows
00:43:15And reaffirmed
00:43:16Your commitment
00:43:16To one another
00:43:17It is my great honor
00:43:18And pleasure
00:43:19To once again
00:43:20Pronounce you husband and wife
00:43:21Oh
00:43:22One second
00:43:23Do you have something
00:43:24To give up
00:43:30Except for what you wanted
00:43:38Alright
00:43:39Now we can get on with it
00:43:42You may now share a kiss
00:43:44To seal your renewed vows
00:43:53You did so good
00:43:55Oh great
00:43:56Actually
00:43:57You were so great
00:44:02And I know sometimes
00:44:05I don't like it
00:44:05When you trick me
00:44:06But this is the greatest
00:44:08Trick ever
00:44:09Finally have my wedding ring
00:44:12Aw thank you
00:44:15Yeah
00:44:17Judith
00:44:18I miss you
00:44:20I miss you
00:44:21Nice to meet you
00:44:23Finally
00:44:23Hey cousin
00:44:26Thank you for coming
00:44:27And all the efforts
00:44:28Thank you for coming
00:44:41Okay guys
00:44:43The reception is over there
00:44:45Go
00:45:01For me I think
00:45:02Marrying someone online
00:45:04Is kind of crazy
00:45:05Because it's been a long time
00:45:06That they've waited
00:45:08To see each other
00:45:09To be together
00:45:09I know that
00:45:11Javon and Anna
00:45:12Has difficulties
00:45:13In their relationship
00:45:14But I've noticed now
00:45:16That they are just
00:45:16Focusing in
00:45:17With their love
00:45:18To each other
00:45:19With how they were
00:45:20Going to work out
00:45:21With their relationship
00:45:21So I'm really happy
00:45:22For seeing that
00:45:24Now
00:45:24Cut that cake
00:45:27Cut that cake
00:45:28Cut that cake
00:45:30Yay
00:45:32Wow
00:45:37It's just so
00:45:39Overwhelming
00:45:40I feel so much
00:45:41Happiness
00:45:42That I haven't felt before
00:45:44I just feel so loved
00:45:495, 4, 3, 2, 1
00:45:56This is something
00:45:58That I will treasure
00:45:58For the rest of my life
00:46:00It was the best night
00:46:02Ever
00:46:02I'm eternally grateful
00:46:05Yeah
00:46:06I'm eternally grateful
00:46:32Oh, my God!
00:46:34I want to go home!
00:46:45Is she down?
00:46:52Look, I know it does look scary.
00:46:53Like, there's a job, but she's very safe.
00:46:56I know the guy at the top can sort of, you know, belay her down
00:46:59and, you know, do it himself.
00:47:01I'm having the best time of my life.
00:47:03I'm, you know, abseiling down, getting the waterfall in.
00:47:07You know, I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:47:14But, um, I get down to the bottom
00:47:16and I see all these people, you know, surrounding Elise.
00:47:20Take a deep breath. Take a deep breath.
00:47:22Take a deep breath.
00:47:27Take a deep breath.
00:47:28And I start to think, oh, you know, is she OK?
00:47:31I'm sorry.
00:47:36That's not how I know it was scary.
00:47:37It's all right.
00:47:38Did you see me?
00:47:39Oh, no, I didn't, because I couldn't see.
00:47:41I can hear you.
00:47:41Let's go.
00:47:46I am feeling so overwhelmed, so scared, so cold,
00:47:51and just, like, so tired.
00:47:53But I'm so happy Josh is there to comfort me.
00:47:57That was the scariest thing I've ever done in my life.
00:47:59I thought I was going to die.
00:48:06You made it.
00:48:08I need to get trying so I can keep you in.
00:48:10Josh always knows how to calm me down.
00:48:13Like, his physical touch just makes me feel, like, safe.
00:48:16It's, like, a quality I love about him.
00:48:18That was amazing.
00:48:20My boyfriend believed the day.
00:48:22He really helped me.
00:48:30Oh, my God.
00:48:31That was a crazy.
00:48:32I mean, here I am trying to book this fun adventure,
00:48:35and it becomes a complete and utter disaster for me.
00:48:39Well, I had the best time.
00:48:40I'd do it all over again.
00:48:42Probably not right now.
00:48:43No, I think we can say that we've been there, done that,
00:48:46and let's try and, uh...
00:48:47If you get it.
00:48:49Yes.
00:48:51Okay.
00:48:56Oh.
00:49:06What? Who is that?
00:49:08Nothing.
00:49:13What do you mean, nothing?
00:49:14What do you mean?
00:49:16What do you mean?
00:49:16I mean, I'm sorry, Ben.
00:49:17It's all right, Ben.
00:49:19Oh.
00:49:21Oh.
00:49:29at least really went above and beyond for me today so I want to do something nice for her
00:49:33and stop by anchor point it's supposed to have these stunning views but unfortunately I just
00:49:39got a text with some bad news and I'm trying to figure out how I can break it to Elise
00:49:43without
00:49:44her freaking out I am yeah I'm nervous stunning pretty amazing I'm where I've never been here
00:49:56checking things off your bucket list huh yeah listen I have to tell you something are you okay baby
00:50:13um we're not going to be able to talk to my son why it's just not possible today
00:50:21there's other people to consider as well you know him his mother sorry
00:50:33wow I'll let you down I didn't mean for it to happen like that
00:50:39so I'm sorry well that's really upsetting that we're not going to be able to video chat him
00:50:45yeah it is I told you I want to meet people in your life I want to see into your
00:50:49world I'm here
00:50:52yeah well maybe I'm just good at disappointing you good at disappointing people so maybe that's just me
00:51:00it's more than just a broken promise the fact that I'm leaving here soon and not being able
00:51:06to meet his son is like scary that is very important aspect of his life and you should
00:51:14be pushing harder than simply receiving a text on your phone that we can't meet your son like maybe
00:51:20he doesn't think I'm good enough like settling for no doesn't make me feel like you're gonna fight for us
00:51:27you just say it so nonchalantly like I let you down like what else I'm disappointed I'm upset
00:51:33I wouldn't blame you for not coming back or walking away
00:51:42so you're like okay to walk away I didn't say I said I wouldn't blame you for walking away
00:51:52I'm so cold so do you want me to run and get your jumper I'll get you my black one
00:52:07what just happened he just said to me he basically I can walk away and it's just not going to
00:52:12happen
00:52:13I'm not going to meet his son and like I'm trying to be so nice and help him out and
00:52:16like I do care
00:52:17about him a lot like I do I like him but if he's like so easy for me to walk
00:52:22away then what is it
00:52:23going to be on the other side of the world what's going on what do you disrespect me you just
00:52:34told me
00:52:34I could walk away I said I wouldn't blame you if you walked away I don't want you to walk
00:52:38away I don't
00:52:40want you to walk away I'm not perfect I keep dropping the ball but I will try and be better
00:52:48for you
00:52:54you say you don't live up to your expectations you say you drop the ball like I'm falling for
00:52:59someone that's like what do you want me to do like I'm scared yeah I'm really sorry I'm it means
00:53:05a lot
00:53:05that you're upset about this because I'm upset about it but I don't want you to think that I
00:53:10didn't want you to speak to him it will happen you guys will play a big big part in each
00:53:14other's lives
00:53:19I'm in love with you
00:53:27that's crazy yeah it is
00:53:32you mean that I do
00:53:39I don't even know what's going on in this moment I literally nearly died today he just told me it's
00:53:43okay if I walk away from him and now he's telling me he's in love with me I've never heard
00:53:48that from
00:53:48him before and like of course it's so nice to hear but I mean he's telling me this right after
00:53:54giving me
00:53:55the bad news it's like does he really mean he loves me please don't get angry let's figure it out
00:54:03sorry it didn't happen right now if I want him as my husband I need to be able to trust
00:54:09him
00:54:09full-heartedly but I don't feel like I can trust him right now and that sucks
00:54:22so once I leave really gotta trust each other
00:54:26when it comes to stuff like that don't be drunk and stupid
00:54:29that's a fiance now what are you talking about
00:54:32you trust me babe
00:54:37why are you so emotional
00:54:57ready?
00:54:58I guess not really
00:54:59but now the path is split in two
00:55:05and mine is taking me from you
00:55:08and yours is headed towards the western coast
00:55:12I can't follow you hold me close
00:55:14I feel hollow I love you most
00:55:17it's been a beautiful ride
00:55:21I miss you so much
00:55:22I miss you too
00:55:23I plan to visit you soon
00:55:25yeah like I mean well I don't know how quick we're gonna move on this
00:55:29violent situation
00:55:31I want to do some research first
00:55:34this whole time I was picturing us living in Belize
00:55:38that's kind of what we talked about
00:55:41so now I just feel like it's a sudden change up
00:55:43but I understand why
00:55:45I understand why
00:55:47I'm not saying that I want to just completely dish Belize
00:55:49and never come back
00:55:50you know
00:55:50yeah
00:55:52I could see us living in the states though for a little bit
00:55:55making some money
00:55:57coming back to Belize
00:55:58building a nice house
00:55:59getting a Belize
00:56:02Stig and I obviously have a lot to figure out
00:56:05that said I'm keeping an open mind
00:56:08because I believe love is more important than the location
00:56:12I just feel like we are meant for each other
00:56:15our paths crossed for a reason
00:56:17and I'm completely in love with him
00:56:20I have fallen really hard for him
00:56:24here we go
00:56:31why are you so emotional
00:56:32yeah so I just got like an overwhelming feeling of gratitude
00:56:41I'm just happy
00:56:48so once I leave
00:56:49we just really got to trust each other
00:56:53I got to
00:56:54when it comes to stuff like that
00:56:55I got to
00:56:56you drunken stupid
00:56:56I have a fiance now
00:56:57what are you talking about
00:56:59you trust me babe
00:57:01I do
00:57:06what happened
00:57:10do you want to miss me
00:57:12I miss you too
00:57:20I keep crying
00:57:22it's ok
00:57:41this trip has been a lot of great times but also a lot of hurdles you know they say that
00:57:48a plane can't fly without resistance we had a lot of resistance and we still made it true that
00:58:21it's sad leaving Stig but the trip was
00:58:25amazing I can just see us living in Arizona having a little family I just see a lot of positives
00:58:33in
00:58:33our future and I'm just excited that we're where we're at now give me just a second now to catch
00:58:40my
00:58:46friend I'm really excited about the future I'm really excited to get married in America there's a lot more
00:59:05opportunities for me as an artist for me to make good money real money I could I could network with
00:59:11people I could network with other big dancehall artists bigger than myself and I know people
00:59:16not in Arizona I don't know nobody actually I'm more down to go to Houston there's more opportunity
00:59:25for me in Houston you know my my brothers are in Houston I have a lot of artist friends producer
00:59:30friends my ex is in Houston where they are really worried about her I don't have a ring on but
00:59:44hey
00:59:51come on I'm playing I'm engaging I mean
01:00:02we had our plans this is the best way for us to be together faster together you can't let mom
01:00:10change
01:00:11your mind I think for us mom is much more controlling than keep even would realize he's been manipulated
01:00:19please I really want you to stay
01:00:32would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life
01:00:55if that's what it's gonna take to fix this and for you to trust me then yeah I would do
01:01:04them
01:01:10okay this is exactly what I was worried about the possibility that I would eventually have to
01:01:17choose between my best friend and the love of my life but beer con truly genuinely loves me and I
01:01:26think having the opportunity to be fully loved by someone is worth giving up my friendship with Michael over
01:01:38you know what I don't want you to cut your relationship with him
01:01:44we can still be friends he's a good guy he proved he's worthy of being friends I'm okay with that
01:01:53thank you but friends not best friend not that weird friendship
01:02:05she's trying to do something to save this relationship and I appreciate that because
01:02:12once that relationship gets into the dead end nobody can get it out
01:02:17we're good we're good it'll be good but we gotta work on I know
01:02:26it is always bad to lose people I lost a lot of people and I don't want her to cut
01:02:35relationship
01:02:36with her friend I'm not gonna be the one who breaks them apart you know
01:02:43thanks for talking to me for trying to make up
01:02:51I love Laura because she has a pure heart and she makes me love life so I want her to
01:03:00be happy
01:03:23are you okay babe
01:03:26I don't know babe
01:03:51it's the last night in the Philippines with Sheena and my heart is
01:03:58cracking the talk we had with my mom is still weighing on my mind
01:04:05it's very annoying when my mom is right because she'll never let me hear the end of it
01:04:09um on top of that it hurts my heart seeing Sheena get so emotional that I'm going to have to
01:04:15leave her
01:04:16but at the end of the day if I do everything correctly I know that she and I will have
01:04:22a bright future and I hope that she understands
01:04:31please I really want you to stay
01:04:37you can't let mom change your mind you have to decide this on your own will
01:04:44she know what she know she knows the heart
01:04:47she knows honey we have overcome mountains we have overcome problems we have struggled through so many years even a
01:04:56pandemic
01:04:57We had our plans to grow and have a family.
01:05:02I want you here.
01:05:04And I know that this is the best way for us to be together faster together.
01:05:10That's what I've been waiting for you for the longest time.
01:05:18She and I can't do that.
01:05:21It's literally tearing me up, thinking about being away from you.
01:05:25But I think mom was kind of right.
01:05:29I want to have a bright future together.
01:05:32And getting you to the United States is the best option.
01:05:38And to do that, I need to go and start work and do the process
01:05:44and make sure I have everything stabilized in America.
01:05:52It hurts that Forrest happened to change his mind.
01:05:56It feels like he would rather choose his mom over me.
01:06:00I mean, I understand if he happened to work in the U.S., he could earn much more better money.
01:06:07But I am worried that Forrest wouldn't find a job that easy because of his disability issues.
01:06:13I feel like he's been manipulated to think that living in the Philippines was impossible.
01:06:20But it's not certain that this other plan is going to work out.
01:06:26The faster I get back home, the faster I can start the process.
01:06:31And if I don't get the K-1 that gets denied, then I can come back here and stay here
01:06:37if things don't work out in here.
01:06:39But how about mom?
01:06:43I'm quite worried that she will try her best to make sure to stay in the United States forever.
01:06:50And this decision, it's not my mother, it's my own decision.
01:06:57But I see a bright future together.
01:06:59And I'm in your heart and you're in my heart.
01:07:02And you are my true home.
01:07:06I want to put my faith into him as my partner.
01:07:10That he would find a way to be together long term.
01:07:13But I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he would realize.
01:07:21I know that Molly still have worries and doubts regarding our relationship.
01:07:27And I'm worried that she could influence him and cause problems.
01:07:32She could break us apart.
01:07:35It's just...
01:07:40It's hard.
01:07:51It's hard.
01:07:51Holy s***.
01:07:52Holy s***.
01:07:53Holy s***.
01:07:55Why is everything so cold?
01:07:57Surprise, surprise.
01:07:58She's cold.
01:07:59My God.
01:08:00Thank you so much.
01:08:02Take that away.
01:08:02She's a pain in the s***, but it's in a cute way.
01:08:05You know?
01:08:06I like that.
01:08:07How do you feel about me?
01:08:11Like, I'm falling for you.
01:08:12but not in love good morning good morning good morning it's a little chilly out here today
01:08:34so you're sleeping i was i just woke up
01:08:44time to go back to bondi yeah let's get a little getaway mostly
01:08:52i feel really sad this is our last full day together
01:08:56we're driving back to bondi in a little bit and then tomorrow i fly back to miami
01:09:03did you wake up still loving me i'm asking yes i did
01:09:10i just have so many mixed emotions right now like he told me he loved me and that means
01:09:16the world to me but at the same time here he is again not living up to his promise to
01:09:22video chat
01:09:22with his son i understand there's external factors but if you're gonna see a future with me and maybe
01:09:29your wife like the fact that you didn't try harder i don't know it's just like scary i'm going home
01:09:37tomorrow and i have no idea what the future holds this is really heavy
01:09:44your last night my book just somewhere nice tonight
01:09:51in bondi yep i'm fine yeah so let's go get change and get home
01:09:59yeah
01:10:07i never imagined i'd fall in love so quickly this has never happened before
01:10:12but saying i love you and then not having it heard back i am sort of wondering where she's
01:10:17that you know is it not as real for her as it is for me that is a bit concerning
01:10:26i've been gone for too long
01:10:29i've been gone for too long finding my way home
01:10:34i've been gone for too long
01:10:36so beautiful i'll get a bit it's nice for me to do
01:10:45all right guys this is your table thank you
01:10:51i've got the menu for you guys thank you thank you so much
01:10:55it's so cold but you're always cold always cold they did say they had blankets so i'm gonna ask her
01:11:01for a blanket okay good idea god it's cold surprise surprise she's cold holy holy holy
01:11:10why is everything so cold as soon as there's like the slightest breeze all the sun's down
01:11:16she's cold thanks for coming guys don't mind me i just brought some hand warmers i'm freezing
01:11:22i'm freezing wow turn on the car i'm so cold holy camoly i'm cold you think by now that she'd
01:11:32know
01:11:32how to dress you know in sydney i wear something a bit warmer you okay do you want my jacket
01:11:37yeah i do
01:11:37yeah i'm shivering oh god it's a little nippley out a little nippley she's a pain in the ass but
01:11:44it's in a cute way you know i like that well you look stunning as always i think right you've
01:11:51got
01:11:52the blanket for you oh my god thank you so much take that away for you um can we please
01:11:58get two
01:11:58spicy margaritas two spicy margaritas uh tahini if you've got it tahini we do yeah hello thanks so
01:12:05much thank you thank you guys last night
01:12:16how do you feel about how do you feel about what about me like in general
01:12:25yeah i mean like i i like i'm falling for you but not in love
01:12:36not yet josh literally tells me everything i want to hear but i feel like he sometimes kind of
01:12:46just says things to appease me like he'll say he's gonna do x y and z but there's like no
01:12:53action behind
01:12:54that you know there's one side of me that sees the future with him like getting married and having kids
01:12:59but then there's this other side of me that's like am i even being realistic with my expectations
01:13:05with him and is it just hopeful and wishful thinking i am falling for you i i i cannot imagine
01:13:13going back to miami without you but we live in different continents we're a 16 hour time difference
01:13:21you have a son here how do you plan to make this work
01:13:26you know i think it's a move obviously it's it's a move for either one of us whether it be
01:13:31here or
01:13:32there i guess it's one pretty big con for me to move into my own well your son okay yes
01:13:39however
01:13:40okay so if if i was to move here where would we go who would pay for it find a
01:13:44place you and i find
01:13:45a place together we live we move in together
01:13:50okay but like have you gone on a website and looked for places
01:13:57slowly look i'm confident i can call this off more than confident
01:14:07i'm scared i just don't know if i can i don't know why you're just gonna let go sometimes
01:14:13i'm just like i don't know if you're stable
01:14:19i want to make it work i believe you
01:14:23i believe that it will work in my eyes i think you will find excuses to make it not work
01:14:32why are you hesitant i've given you a solid game plan and you're still hesitant
01:14:36you've had a hard year like financially i don't know how you're gonna be able to make this work
01:14:42i don't know sorry that i can't you know i don't have a big nest egg you just have to
01:14:48trust
01:14:49because you are can you stop being rude to me like seriously like you are like yep josh like that's
01:14:55you because you're being a dick to me i am sticking up for myself that's all i am doing i
01:15:01still care about
01:15:01you and love you and you don't know how you feel so that obviously throws down my mind
01:15:09feels a little bit like you don't want it to happen but you don't want to admit it
01:15:16do you think i'm not putting anything into action but i feel like the ball's in your core
01:15:29i'll block you everywhere and do this don't do that i will even now i don't have nothing to do
01:15:34with
01:15:35you please just this is my phone i don't have nothing to tell please
01:15:39please i'll just walk away and never speak to him again i wasted my time
01:15:56i love you so much but i can't block her why why
01:16:23i don't know what to do because it's i'm in love with you
01:16:31but i do still have feelings for her too
01:16:36oh
01:16:39and no nothing else to do nothing else to say i love you no no you don't love me
01:16:54i ask her to choose then
01:16:58you made a choice
01:17:04when trish asked me to block my ex
01:17:08i realized that i can't completely shut the door
01:17:13and i wanted to be honest about my feelings
01:17:18so you chose your ex over her after all you guys have been through
01:17:23i don't look at it as i chose my ex over her what do you look at it as
01:17:33i look at it as um just not ready to let go totally i love trish but um
01:17:45i mean love isn't so black and white it's possible to have feelings for two people at the same time
01:17:59i wasted my time
01:18:03i don't get it as a waste
01:18:06i still i still i'm still willing to try to make it but i it's nothing to do anymore
01:18:13i cannot be with someone who still have feelings for his ex
01:18:16i'll block you everywhere and be good
01:18:19don't do that i will even now i don't have nothing to do with you
01:18:23please please just this is my phone you didn't buy it you didn't do anything just give me i don't
01:18:28have
01:18:28nothing to tell please please yes i am doing it right now
01:18:37i hate that it makes me suffer again you plan a future with me you told me that you love
01:18:46me
01:18:47but i still have feelings for her
01:18:54i do but that doesn't mean i'm going back to her
01:18:59and my feelings for you are strong i still want us to go on
01:19:05i cannot do that i'll never be a second choice of someone
01:19:12so i'll take my love back and forget about him
01:19:27i'll give you a little
01:19:28don't ever bother me
01:19:29can i give you no no no no you made a choice
01:19:35let's finish
01:19:39good thank you
01:19:47i'm feeling really really angry like i don't understand why he make me fall in love with him
01:19:57and break my heart
01:20:00like he shouldn't have come to madagascar meet me
01:20:06i don't know what to say anymore
01:20:07i'll just walk away and never speak to him again
01:20:18i wish you realized that i do love her and i do think that she's special i want us to
01:20:26be together but
01:20:30i just wasn't ready
01:20:35that's all i can see
01:20:46holy balls next time on before the 90 days
01:20:49i feel like i should ask for your autograph jeez give me your ring finger i'm asking you
01:20:58will you marry me we just got things back on track and i'm worried that as we go back to
01:21:05long distance we're only going to have more drama and more problems do you accept
01:21:12that you don't have any advice
01:21:13make it i mean no shoes
01:21:16so today i decided to take a pregnancy dress
01:21:25javon boo
01:21:27is that is what i think it is
01:21:30holy i'm about to be a dad
01:21:33you don't need to be with me it may have taken seven years to get here but it's not going
01:21:36to take
01:21:37seven years to get you back home i still don't completely trust sheena she still manipulates
01:21:45here i thought i was coming to get all these questions answered no i have more questions
01:21:49you okay it's so hard to trust that he's going to come back for me i don't want people to
01:21:58leave me
01:22:01this hurts me deeply that it didn't work out between trish and i and i'm leaving with no hope at
01:22:09all
01:22:21i'm literally leaving for that report in one hour and he just left
01:22:27like how can you tell me you love me and you're falling for me then you bring girls back and
01:22:33disrespect me oh my god he stopped sharing his location with me i am so exhausted from
01:22:39this emotional roller coaster like what do i do now i've given so much to make daniel happy
01:22:48i was so sure of him and now i'm just insecure he's not communicating with her much i wanted to
01:22:55find a reason why and i did find things faith went on your email how come in your contacts you
01:23:04have
01:23:04somebody listed as wife so who is this white
01:23:11are you ready tell me what happened i don't even know where to start
01:23:16are you are you questioning the whole relationship at this point
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