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90 Day Fiancé - Before the 90 Days (2017) Season 8 Episode 19
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00:00:00Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Would you feel better about Michael if I just cut him out of my life?
00:00:09No, I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
00:00:13I love Laura because she has a pure heart.
00:00:17And I'm not going to be the one who breaks them apart.
00:00:20We can still be friends.
00:00:23But not best friend.
00:00:25Not that weird friendship.
00:00:30I really want you to stay.
00:00:33It's tearing me up thinking about being away from you.
00:00:36But I think mom was kind of right.
00:00:39Getting you to the United States is the best option.
00:00:45Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he would realize.
00:00:49And I'm worried that she could break us apart.
00:00:56When do you plan on applying for the fiancé visa?
00:01:00So I can live here in Belize.
00:01:02I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:01:07No.
00:01:08Based on everything that he said to me, I had always thought that I was going to be the one
00:01:13moving here.
00:01:14I'll ask you, sweetie.
00:01:16I love you.
00:01:17I love you.
00:01:19It's just really weird timing.
00:01:21And I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:01:27How do you plan to make this work?
00:01:29If I was to move here, where would we go?
00:01:31Who would pay for it?
00:01:32You and I find a place we move in together?
00:01:34Josh tells me everything I want to hear.
00:01:37But there's no action.
00:01:39Am I even being realistic with my expectations with him?
00:01:42I believe that it will work.
00:01:44I think you will find excuses to make it not work.
00:01:48The ball's in your court.
00:01:51At this point, every penny has to go towards getting you to America.
00:01:56I cannot send any more money.
00:02:03Chippet.
00:02:05This is very hard.
00:02:06I feel like I'm not going to see him again, even though I know I'm going to.
00:02:09I'm making these plans, but I'm thinking what if they fall through.
00:02:15I'm in love with you, but I do still have feelings for her, too.
00:02:20I don't have nothing to do with you.
00:02:22Just please.
00:02:24I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
00:02:29I wish you realized that I do love her and I do want us to be together.
00:02:36Let's be in love.
00:02:57I just feel so gross.
00:02:59I'm a mess.
00:02:59I'm tired.
00:03:00I'm so confused.
00:03:02I don't even know what to do.
00:03:04I'm so tired.
00:03:06I'm literally leaving for the airport in one hour.
00:03:10And he just left.
00:03:22Do I text him and say, like, where are you?
00:03:24Like, are you taking me to the airport?
00:03:28Oh, my God.
00:03:28He stopped sharing his location with me.
00:03:31I'm going to stop sharing mine.
00:03:32Like, he just stopped sharing it.
00:03:34Literally.
00:03:37I'm so confused right now.
00:03:39Last night at dinner, like, we did have some tough conversations and it did get a little heated.
00:03:44But on the way home, everything was fine between us.
00:03:59I thought we were going to enjoy our last night together in the rental.
00:04:02And I was, like, super excited.
00:04:05And the next thing I know, he invited friends over to party with him in the rental.
00:04:10Two girls came over with a guy and, like, Josh was, like, disrespecting me.
00:04:14And I went to the bedroom and I started crying.
00:04:16And I, like, was just in the bedroom up all night.
00:04:20They were out here all night partying.
00:04:22I tried to tell him, like, why are your friends here?
00:04:25Like, it's our last night.
00:04:26Like, I'm leaving tomorrow.
00:04:27And he's like, I don't care.
00:04:28These are my friends.
00:04:29This is what I want to do.
00:04:31And I stayed in the room trying to pack up.
00:04:34And this morning I just woke up and he walked away.
00:04:40Like, how can you tell me you love me and you're falling for me and then you bring the
00:04:45girls back and disrespect me and just then walk away?
00:04:51I, like, don't even know.
00:04:58The guy needs to stop partying.
00:05:03Don't tell me you love me and then leave.
00:05:07Like, he is choosing his friends and partying over me.
00:05:10Like, I've been so apprehensive and so, like, like, my walls are up with him because, like,
00:05:16you're feeding me everything you want me to hear.
00:05:19I feel like I'm going to throw up.
00:05:22I just need, like, five minutes.
00:05:32Have you slept?
00:05:34No.
00:05:35At least your sleeping pattern will be perfect for you.
00:05:43I'm stealing some of your hydration salts.
00:05:48How is the vibe in the apartment this morning?
00:05:50Well, it's not good vibes when you can hear Elise crying.
00:05:53Do you know what I mean?
00:05:53And any girl crying is bad vibes.
00:05:56Yeah.
00:05:57I think it was a terrible idea having girls over on Elise's last night.
00:06:00But I try and stay out of all external problems, especially relationship ones to do with friends.
00:06:05It's not my business.
00:06:06So I was working on my laptop in my room while they were fighting.
00:06:11But, no, it wasn't a good idea.
00:06:31Why are you doing this to me?
00:06:33Left the place and turned up your location and left me.
00:06:36I was angry.
00:06:37I'm upset.
00:06:37I just drove off.
00:06:38I was angry.
00:06:39Where did you go?
00:06:40I just drove off the road.
00:06:43I just had a panic attack.
00:06:45I just thought you didn't care anymore.
00:06:47Look at me.
00:06:48I'm falling apart.
00:06:49I'm sorry.
00:06:52I'm so sorry.
00:06:55All I wanted was a night with you.
00:06:57That's all I wanted.
00:06:57And you had to have those people where you disrespected me.
00:07:00I've asked you.
00:07:01I've wanted a night with you.
00:07:03I'm sorry.
00:07:03I'm sorry.
00:07:04I'm sorry.
00:07:05I'm sorry.
00:07:06I don't want to miss a bit.
00:07:07I told you.
00:07:08This is so embarrassing.
00:07:10I told you.
00:07:10I was not in bed.
00:07:11I'm so sorry.
00:07:11I love you so much.
00:07:13Josh, stop.
00:07:14You up.
00:07:16I'm sorry.
00:07:18I need to go to the airport.
00:07:23Last night, in hindsight, I probably should have just spent the night with her.
00:07:26But I asked her if they could come over.
00:07:29She said, yes, that's absolutely fine.
00:07:31And then turns around and says, you know, that's not OK.
00:07:34We just started arguing all night.
00:07:37She can be very nasty.
00:07:38She's like, you don't love me anymore.
00:07:41You know, you don't want me anymore.
00:07:43Do you love her?
00:07:45Yeah, I do.
00:07:45And like, I do.
00:07:48I do love her.
00:07:55Are you sure you even want to take me?
00:07:58Yeah, I am taking you.
00:08:01You just left me, so I feel like I'm making you do something I don't want to do.
00:08:05Yeah, I walked out because I was angry.
00:08:06But I realized I just needed to calm down.
00:08:12All I want is to be alone with you.
00:08:14Yeah, but like, you should have said that.
00:08:16Josh, this is crazy.
00:08:19Yeah.
00:08:20This is going to go in circles?
00:08:21Yeah.
00:08:22This is going to go in circles.
00:08:24Let's go.
00:08:25Bye, please.
00:08:26It's been real.
00:08:29What the ?
00:08:30One minute, he's on his hands and knees telling me he's sorry and he loves me.
00:08:35In the next minute, he puts all the blame on me.
00:08:37Like, all of it was my fault.
00:08:39I have no words to describe how much this hurts.
00:08:44One part of me is like, I'm falling in love with this man.
00:08:48At the same time, I am so exhausted from this emotional roller coaster of the past 12 hours.
00:08:55And I'm just confused.
00:08:57Like, I can't stay and fix this.
00:08:58I have a flight to catch.
00:09:00I have to go home.
00:09:01Like, what do I do now?
00:09:08Like, what do I do now?
00:09:09Like, what do I do now?
00:09:15Like, what do I do now?
00:09:18Like, what do I do now?
00:09:22Like, what do I do now?
00:09:24Like, what do I do now?
00:09:25Like, what do I do now?
00:09:26Like, what do I do now?
00:09:27Like, what do I do now?
00:09:27Like, what do I do now?
00:09:28Like, what do I do now?
00:09:28Like, what do I do now?
00:09:30Like, what do I do now?
00:09:48Nice winter.
00:09:50Yeah, it's a beautiful day.
00:09:52I'm excited for some sunshine.
00:09:55Yeah, too bad that it is last day.
00:09:59Yeah.
00:10:02But I'm sad.
00:10:04We have surprised.
00:10:05Actually, I have surprised.
00:10:07You always have surprises.
00:10:09Today, Michael is sightseeing on his own
00:10:12so that Birkhan and I can spend some quality time together
00:10:15before I have to go back to the States tomorrow.
00:10:19I'm glad Birkhan and I were able to reconcile
00:10:22and I don't have to cut Michael out of my life.
00:10:25But I'm literally leaving when we just got things back on track
00:10:29and I'm worried that as we go back to being long distance
00:10:33that we're only going to have more drama and more problems.
00:10:39We are going somewhere that is really important for me.
00:10:44Okay.
00:10:45You have to play, too.
00:10:46I have to play?
00:10:47Yeah, you have to.
00:10:48I'm sorry, what am I playing?
00:10:50Soccer.
00:10:50I'm playing soccer.
00:10:52Yeah.
00:10:52Oh, really?
00:10:53Yeah, you have to.
00:10:56My first love was soccer
00:10:59and my last love was Laura.
00:11:02So I believe sharing the thing that I love most
00:11:06is important.
00:11:09I will play.
00:11:11You can impress me first, though.
00:11:13By doing...
00:11:15Kick the ball from there to there.
00:11:17I can do that.
00:11:18Okay.
00:11:19I've never kicked a soccer ball in my life
00:11:22and it's hot as balls
00:11:24and I'm in jeans for crying out loud.
00:11:26This is not at the top of my list of things to do on my last day.
00:11:30Are you ready?
00:11:31Yeah, you got this.
00:11:33I don't feel any pressure, though.
00:11:38Holy balls.
00:11:45BeerCon is so good at soccer.
00:11:47It's like panty-dropping good.
00:11:48I feel like I'm fangirling over here
00:11:50and I should ask for your autograph.
00:11:52Yeah, do you want some?
00:11:53Yeah, actually.
00:11:54I mean, there is nothing wrong
00:11:56with watching this hot guy kick a ball around.
00:11:58Jeez.
00:11:59Oh, my God.
00:12:02And now...
00:12:03Oh, my God.
00:12:04You're going to learn how to play.
00:12:05Oh, my...
00:12:05No, you do it again.
00:12:06I don't know how to play.
00:12:08I don't even know what foot to kick the ball with.
00:12:10Doesn't matter.
00:12:12It is instinct.
00:12:14You'll instantly...
00:12:15Instinct kicks the ball.
00:12:17See?
00:12:18Your strong foot is your left.
00:12:21No, right.
00:12:22It is my left.
00:12:26Oh, God.
00:12:28When it comes to soccer,
00:12:29if I give her between one to five...
00:12:33Oops.
00:12:34Out the door?
00:12:35She's probably zero.
00:12:38But even Edison tried 2,000 times.
00:12:42So I think she can score one
00:12:44if she tries 2,000 times.
00:12:47So...
00:12:48Yeah.
00:12:50You have just one shot.
00:12:51Just one score?
00:12:52From all the...
00:12:53Oh, my God.
00:12:55It feels really far.
00:12:57F*** me.
00:12:58Go with the ball.
00:13:07I told you.
00:13:08You believed in yourself
00:13:10and you just did it.
00:13:12It was actually a lot of fun.
00:13:15And also, this has a meaning
00:13:17because, you know,
00:13:19you thought it was distance, right?
00:13:21Yeah.
00:13:22You didn't believe that you were going to score.
00:13:24No, I did not.
00:13:25You just scored.
00:13:27This is what belief is.
00:13:30If you believe something with your heart,
00:13:34it's going to happen.
00:13:35Yeah.
00:13:37And this is the same thing we have
00:13:41in our future.
00:13:43We all have that distance.
00:13:45But don't stuck on distance.
00:13:49Don't stuck on problems.
00:13:52You're going to follow your heart.
00:13:54We'll be fine.
00:13:56We'll have the goal.
00:13:58We'll score.
00:14:03You're my love.
00:14:07Do you know what this is?
00:14:09No.
00:14:10Give me your ring finger.
00:14:12No.
00:14:15No.
00:14:15This one?
00:14:17Left one, right?
00:14:19Yeah.
00:14:20Do you know why people call this ring finger?
00:14:24No.
00:14:26It is the only finger that you have
00:14:29a vein goes through your heart.
00:14:34And this is why people wearing rings
00:14:38on that finger.
00:14:42See?
00:14:43We have a wine that bonds us.
00:14:47We don't need rings.
00:14:51Nope.
00:14:52All we need
00:14:54is a spell.
00:14:57Now,
00:14:59I'm asking you,
00:15:03you want to bond your heart
00:15:04with mine?
00:15:08Will you marry me?
00:15:14Lately,
00:15:15I haven't been feeling well.
00:15:17I've been luscious.
00:15:21So today,
00:15:23I decided to
00:15:24take a pregnancy test.
00:15:30Ready for some exercise?
00:15:32No.
00:15:33It helps me cleanse my head
00:15:34and feel airy.
00:15:35Is that why you're blonde now?
00:15:38I was so sure of him.
00:15:40And now I'm just insecure.
00:15:42He's not communicating with her much.
00:15:45I wanted to find a reason why.
00:15:47And I did find things.
00:15:49It's not normal
00:15:51that he has a wife contact.
00:15:53That's not your number.
00:16:05So,
00:16:07Lakey,
00:16:08I haven't been feeling well.
00:16:13I've been luscious.
00:16:18so today i decided to take a pregnancy test
00:16:32i'm just gonna have to wait for a few more minutes
00:16:35and i guess i'm gonna see all the answers to my questions
00:16:44okay
00:16:46it's been a few weeks since our renewal about
00:16:51javon's extended his visa to stay with me longer and she's been amazing
00:16:57it means a lot to me that he was willing to miss work so he could travel and make memories
00:17:03for me
00:17:05he's actually been very helpful and caring which makes me find him attractive
00:17:11so you know we were very busy
00:17:13busy doing what
00:17:15oh my god like so many sex
00:17:19i'm going to church all the sudden
00:17:25javon
00:17:25boo
00:17:27what do you want
00:17:30what
00:17:33what
00:17:35boo come here
00:17:37i want to show you something
00:17:40okay
00:17:47check this out
00:17:53is that is what i think it is
00:17:55yeah
00:17:57what do you think
00:17:59wow
00:18:04are we about to have a baby
00:18:07oh steps
00:18:09yeah
00:18:10hell yeah
00:18:13yeah
00:18:13i'm very happy
00:18:16i'm very happy too
00:18:23i don't even know what to feel right now
00:18:26part of me is happy about it and another part of me is like
00:18:29holy i'm about to be a dad
00:18:33i'm scared
00:18:37i'm in shock but i don't know why but
00:18:39i'm not really surprised
00:18:41i'm so nervous
00:18:43yeah
00:18:43me too
00:18:48love you
00:18:49love you
00:18:50love you
00:18:50love you
00:19:01thank you boo for packing my bag appreciate it
00:19:04uh-huh
00:19:06i am very happy
00:19:08i just wasn't expecting this to happen this quickly
00:19:12but
00:19:13the timing is terrible because
00:19:16javon is leaving tomorrow
00:19:18and we haven't really made any decision
00:19:22for the future yet
00:19:24how you feel
00:19:27bloated
00:19:27bloated
00:19:28gassy
00:19:30yeah
00:19:30but i'm very happy
00:19:32we have a bonus and
00:19:34i'm really excited
00:19:38you know you always question like
00:19:39what's the meaning of my life
00:19:41and now
00:19:42i feel like
00:19:44i have a reason why i'm doing what i'm doing
00:19:48you know what i mean
00:19:50there you go
00:19:51but
00:19:53part of me feels anxious
00:19:57well
00:19:57because there's a lot of things that
00:19:59we haven't figured out
00:20:01yet
00:20:04right now
00:20:05the main focus is your health
00:20:07and the baby
00:20:08and getting things in order over here
00:20:11then once that's
00:20:13that's good
00:20:15we will definitely
00:20:17look more into
00:20:19you
00:20:20coming over there
00:20:22you know baby alone is very expensive
00:20:24mm-hmm
00:20:25you know
00:20:26and then you add the visa on top of that
00:20:31yeah
00:20:32but there's a lot of things you're going to be missing out
00:20:35yeah
00:20:36like the first appointment
00:20:37yeah
00:20:38to the doctor
00:20:39you gotta keep me posted
00:20:40monthly yeah
00:20:41i'll keep you posted
00:20:42i know it's not the same but
00:20:43it's all we have for right now
00:20:46so
00:20:50realistically
00:20:51when do you think you could come back
00:20:53i can't give you a
00:20:55an exact month
00:20:57because i'm not
00:20:58back home yet
00:21:00but i'll be back before you even get birth
00:21:02that i can't tell you
00:21:06now that i'm pregnant
00:21:08i thought he would want to work harder
00:21:11to live with me in one place
00:21:13together
00:21:15well i guess i was
00:21:16wrong
00:21:19i know he loves me so much
00:21:22but i can't help but
00:21:23feel sad that i'm going through
00:21:26the pregnancy alone
00:21:28let's not worry about it too much tonight
00:21:30we have to
00:21:32finish packing
00:21:33and we have to get up
00:21:35early
00:21:37okay
00:22:00you ready for this
00:22:01ready for some exercise
00:22:03no
00:22:04no it's a beautiful day
00:22:06come on
00:22:06it's hot
00:22:09this is really good for me
00:22:10it helps me cleanse my head
00:22:12and i really want to
00:22:13you know
00:22:13feel better
00:22:15and
00:22:15you know
00:22:17be
00:22:18airy and light
00:22:19is that why you're blonde now
00:22:20right
00:22:21because i'm an airhead
00:22:22yeah
00:22:23no i'm not an airhead
00:22:25what does daniel think of your blonde hair
00:22:27he wants an african style braid
00:22:30he wants braids
00:22:32he
00:22:32he does realize
00:22:34one how expensive and time consuming that is
00:22:38and
00:22:39two
00:22:40you're a
00:22:41um
00:22:43white american
00:22:44i know
00:22:45why do i have to say and be and act and and look exactly as he chooses
00:22:51it's hard
00:22:53i've given so much to make daniel happy
00:22:56i know
00:22:57you're working three jobs
00:22:59you're working your ass off
00:23:01to pay off debt that you also added on for him
00:23:05why isn't he going out and getting another job
00:23:08where is his effort
00:23:12i don't know i'm just feeling different
00:23:16i was so sure of him
00:23:19and so in love
00:23:21and now i'm just insecure
00:23:26when mom first came back from nigeria she was definitely really excited
00:23:32she was making all of these wild plans
00:23:35she said she wanted to go back to nigeria and stay for about a year
00:23:38and then over the next couple weeks
00:23:41she just started saying that he's not communicating with her much
00:23:46and i wasn't liking the situation
00:23:49i wanted to find if there was another reason why he's not communicating like he was
00:23:55and i did find things and none of them were positive things
00:24:03it's not normal that he has four other phone numbers
00:24:08and not even that he also has a wife contact that's not your number
00:24:13no it's weird
00:24:14who who is this wife
00:24:17not you
00:24:18you wrote her she didn't deny it
00:24:21i kept the conversation
00:24:23before going to nigeria to show that i could trust daniel
00:24:28he gave me his passwords for his email account
00:24:30faith logged into his email and got his contacts
00:24:34he has me listed as liz baby
00:24:37and then he has another number listed as wife chat
00:24:43and it's a nigerian phone number
00:24:46faith reached out to the number
00:24:48and introduced herself
00:24:50and said do you know daniel
00:24:52i've got your number from his email
00:24:54and you are listed as his wife
00:24:56and the person answered back
00:24:59and said so what do you want
00:25:02faith pretty much told him
00:25:03my mom is also married to daniel
00:25:06i'm concerned about this
00:25:08i think we should talk about it
00:25:10and she said lose my number
00:25:13who the f*** is wife
00:25:14and why won't she talk
00:25:18daniel hasn't been giving me the attention that he was
00:25:22i'm not getting the good morning text anymore
00:25:25he hasn't been calling like he used to
00:25:29daniel says he loves me
00:25:30and that he's been busy
00:25:32but i'm suspicious
00:25:34if there is a wife out there
00:25:36and he put me through all this
00:25:38and he has a wife out there
00:25:41what does that mean
00:25:45it's just too much at this point mom
00:25:47what is your game plan now
00:25:49are you still gonna go there
00:25:51and marry him
00:25:53i don't know
00:25:54i'm gonna have to confront him
00:25:56but i'm torn faith
00:25:57i go back and forth every day thinking about this
00:26:01i mean he's gonna gaslight you you know that
00:26:03but you also can't deny physical proof
00:26:09i know that i need to confront daniel
00:26:11but i am afraid that
00:26:14he's gonna gaslight me
00:26:15just like he has in nigeria
00:26:17i can't remember that
00:26:19i spy chats with an american guy
00:26:21this is her picture
00:26:22do you remember her now
00:26:23i don't know this person
00:26:25you do know this person
00:26:26i don't know her
00:26:27no no you remembered last night when i brought it up
00:26:29now all of a sudden you're pretending you don't know her
00:26:32i can't remember
00:26:35going through this has been very traumatic
00:26:38and my headspace is all over the place
00:26:40there's proof
00:26:42she didn't say i'm not his wife
00:26:44she didn't say who are you talking to
00:26:46that answer is everything i need
00:26:47he can't come up with an excuse for that
00:26:50it's time
00:26:51it's time to tell daniel what you have found
00:26:54it's time to ask him about this wife
00:26:57i i love him and i miss him
00:27:00but i just feel betrayed
00:27:03i'm mentally physically totally exhausted
00:27:11i'm proud of you now
00:27:13you know i'll always support you
00:27:20off we go
00:27:22i still don't completely trust sheena
00:27:25i love you purple bear
00:27:27you don't need to be worried
00:27:29she still manipulates
00:27:32better than anybody i know
00:27:36you okay
00:27:40i don't want you to leave me
00:28:04i mean words can't you know express how i feel at this moment
00:28:11i mean words can't you know express how i feel at this moment
00:28:12i was not happy
00:28:13and having to leave madagascar
00:28:15and not being able to say goodbye to trish
00:28:28i mean it was hard not being able to be with her the last few nights because i i still
00:28:37love her
00:28:40but I know that it's not right or fair for me
00:28:49to not let go of the past.
00:28:54I'm really sad with it being over between Trish and I.
00:29:03But I couldn't help the way that I felt,
00:29:07and I couldn't lie and say that I don't have any feelings for my ex.
00:29:17Because of that, I lost something that could have been really special.
00:29:26There was a lot of times when everything was good between us.
00:29:30I was really happy, and I see so many good qualities in Trish.
00:29:36I feel like she lights up the room, you know,
00:29:39when she's in her good moods.
00:29:45I feel like I'm, like, the luckiest man alive to be.
00:29:52Standing next to her, hold her hand.
00:30:01If my ex had never contacted me,
00:30:09Trish and I would definitely be in a much, much better place.
00:30:14Looking back at all these beautiful times
00:30:18that Trish and I shared together,
00:30:21I had such high hopes.
00:30:27My baby!
00:30:29Hello, Trish!
00:30:31Good morning, babe.
00:30:50This is making me think about how much I could be missing,
00:30:55and how much I'm going to be missing in the future with her.
00:31:06She's alive, man.
00:31:10This isn't how it was supposed to be.
00:31:15And this hurts me deeply that it didn't work out.
00:31:21I'm leaving with no hope at all.
00:31:24When you're always on the ground
00:31:29And I know I could love you
00:31:36Forever and a day
00:31:40It's torture and refrain
00:31:46Baby...
00:31:48How are you to fall
00:31:52When you're always on the ground
00:31:57And I know I could love you
00:32:02You're...
00:32:03You're...
00:32:07You're...
00:32:08I...
00:32:09Jane, why?
00:32:10I...
00:32:13Be...
00:32:14I...
00:32:16I...
00:32:16I...
00:32:17I...
00:32:17I...
00:32:18I...
00:32:26this is the one that's got all the stash of stuff in there are you allowed to have
00:32:31big bags of chips they're not gonna like pop and explode no i think they're like well the air
00:32:36pressure's gonna be different you might have exploded confetti chips no i mean people take
00:32:40your dogs on planes so you don't explode right well we'll find out well i think we're just about
00:32:54there you guys oh man yes mom
00:33:05i can't believe that the time was sheena's ending
00:33:09we had a lot of back and forths yesterday about why i have to leave today she was hurt she
00:33:16was
00:33:16upset that she wanted me to stay all right it was the hardest choice i ever had to make
00:33:22saying that i need to leave the one i love
00:33:30oh okay
00:33:33big ones first mountain of stuff thank you guys thank you
00:33:40waking up this morning next to forest i was really sad because it's been hard enough to
00:33:46wait as long as i waited to be with him
00:33:54it's so hard to let him go but his mom medals too much so i don't have a choice
00:34:03i love you machine i love you purple bear the thing i'm gonna miss the most is waking up in
00:34:11bed
00:34:12beside you and you know having you cuddle the snot out of me on top of your grinding teeth
00:34:19it's a perfect alarm clock every morning to get up
00:34:24what i'm missing is the good old bear who loves me to take care of me who's been farting all
00:34:30night
00:34:31sometimes every day almost 24 7
00:34:33it's too good
00:34:36you're funny
00:34:37you don't need to be worried
00:34:41it may have taken seven years to get here but it's not going to take seven years to get you
00:34:44back home
00:34:52overall this trip was a wonderful experience i feel really good that i got to see forest
00:34:58happy and to see him so in love but i'm just i'm afraid of what the future is going to
00:35:04bring
00:35:14truthfully i still don't completely trust sheena
00:35:19here i thought i was coming to get all these questions answered no i have more questions
00:35:24i still don't have a full understanding of sheena's financial you know relationship when
00:35:31it comes to her family and all of that she still manipulates better than anybody i know
00:35:37that's why i am so completely relieved that i saved forest from making the biggest mistake of his
00:35:43life i mean if he would have stayed here it would have been a nightmare
00:35:52which raised the gate right here
00:35:59well we're gonna go ahead and let you guys have some time to yourselves
00:36:02okay
00:36:03i will see you again
00:36:11it'll be all right okay
00:36:24despite sheena's faults i know that they really truly love each other
00:36:28and it hurts me and breaks my heart to know that they might lose that
00:36:34it's gonna be all right okay
00:36:37that truly is the hardest part of all of this
00:37:04this is not goodbye forever this is the beginning
00:37:11this is the beginning of our future
00:37:16i love you sheena
00:37:18i love you papa bear
00:37:30i don't want you to leave me
00:37:34i'm sorry baby it's time for me to go
00:37:37but you gotta be strong for me okay
00:37:52i want you to have this until i get back okay
00:37:56i want a beer it's a guarantee that i'll be back for you
00:37:59okay
00:38:01i know it's not much but i love this hat and i love you
00:38:05and i want you to wear it every day all right
00:38:07i can wear it that work because my dogs might join
00:38:10i know it's okay
00:38:12okay
00:38:13i love you baby
00:38:16i love you baby
00:38:16i'm gonna sneak one more
00:38:18okay
00:38:22before meeting forest i was afraid that i wouldn't find someone who would love me for what i am
00:38:32but forest opened my heart back again
00:38:37i just have to trust his promise that he's going to come back for me
00:38:42and that this isn't the end of our story
00:39:04it's heartbreaking saying goodbye to sheena
00:39:08it's going to be the hardest thing i've ever done
00:39:24being with sheena has propelled me to stop being stagnant to grow up and start
00:39:30really making changes that i should have been doing years ago
00:39:33to ensure that she and i have a life together
00:39:38this cannot be the end
00:39:46i must continue moving forward
00:39:59i'm gonna miss everything
00:40:01the good and the bad
00:40:03oh yeah
00:40:03yeah
00:40:04from arguing
00:40:05to make up sex
00:40:09i'm trying to stay emotionally strong
00:40:12obviously we still have a lot to work on
00:40:15but i love her
00:40:16don't cry
00:40:18and i feel like i'm leaving a piece of me behind
00:40:36i'm asking you
00:40:38you want to bond your heart
00:40:40with mine
00:40:46will you marry me
00:40:51of course i will
00:41:02can you believe that
00:41:03you're engaged
00:41:04no it's it's crazy
00:41:07congratulations you're getting engaged with me
00:41:11i've never had an engagement string
00:41:13so it's very cutesy
00:41:16probably not a lot of people had that
00:41:20probably not
00:41:22i got everything i wanted
00:41:24this is a win
00:41:26here is my trophy
00:41:28who needs a ring
00:41:35i'm in my jeans and i play just football
00:41:37and i just got engaged
00:41:40who cares
00:41:41we don't need fancy boat rides
00:41:43we don't need anything
00:41:46only thing matters
00:41:47is i love you
00:41:49i love you too
00:41:52i am blown away by the fact that beercom proposed today
00:41:56it was something i thought was off the table
00:41:59as soon as michael showed up
00:42:02but i think we've both learned and grown as individuals
00:42:06and as a couple
00:42:08and truthfully if i had to do this over
00:42:14i would have done it
00:42:16the exact same way
00:42:25i've never been this happy in my life
00:42:27that was a long road
00:42:29yeah it's been a pretty crazy path to this moment right now
00:42:33it was
00:42:35but
00:42:36all i want is you
00:42:38i love that
00:42:41i'm glad
00:42:43you are the best thing that ever happened to me
00:42:45you are the best thing that ever happened to me
00:42:50i never thought that
00:42:52i would fall in love again
00:42:53i always thought that
00:42:55i'm gonna die alone
00:42:57so
00:42:58i guess i'm not
00:43:01the distance could mix up her mind
00:43:05but
00:43:05she has red string
00:43:07so
00:43:08she already knows
00:43:10her soul is bonded to mine
00:43:17am i supposed to stay tight to you forever or do i get an actual ring
00:43:21okay i'm gonna think about that
00:43:22you'll think about it well
00:43:24yeah
00:43:26yeah
00:43:28yeah
00:43:28yeah
00:43:29yeah
00:43:32yeah
00:43:34yeah
00:43:42yeah
00:43:43yeah
00:43:44yeah
00:43:45yeah
00:43:46yeah
00:43:47yeah
00:43:48yeah
00:43:48yeah
00:43:49yeah
00:43:50yeah
00:43:51yeah
00:43:52yeah
00:43:53yeah
00:43:58long flight today boo these are your coins in america those are pennies
00:44:08javon is flying back home today and i'm so grateful that i got to finally spend time with
00:44:14my husband in person and even more grateful that i'm having a baby
00:44:21but you know like i imagine that if i would be pregnant i would be with my partner that i'm
00:44:28not
00:44:28gonna go through this alone and that's not what's happening oh how are you feeling today
00:44:38mixed emotions i feel okay i guess still a little worried about leaving you
00:44:48you know i know you're coming back and i'll be okay here with mama but i wish you could be
00:44:55here
00:44:56yeah while the baby's growing yeah
00:45:01i don't know
00:45:04i'm trying to stay emotionally strong not just for us but for her
00:45:09but i definitely feel like there's a lot more pressure since she's pregnant because we have
00:45:17a lot more finances to take care of and it's all on my shoulders hello mama
00:45:27expect me a lot this is oh thank you chicken adobo ah thank you i miss you
00:45:38miss you too i know you're gonna take care of anna when i'm gone
00:45:47promise her that you're gonna come back soon
00:45:50mm-hmm for us and for the baby i promise
00:45:57mm-hmm okay
00:46:10all right mama i'm gonna leave okay
00:46:15aww miss you okay i'll let you know when i land okay
00:46:19okay
00:46:20okay
00:46:22okay
00:46:23okay
00:46:24okay
00:46:24okay
00:46:24okay
00:46:26I don't want to know what happened to us, like our broken family,
00:46:33because I've been in trouble and I've been in trouble with Anna.
00:46:37I've been in trouble with Jibon.
00:46:39So what I want for them is to be a whole family.
00:46:43I just hope that the promise of Jibon,
00:46:47don't want her to give up for her.
00:47:10Well, I know one thing I'm going to miss, the food.
00:47:14I'm definitely going to miss traveling with you.
00:47:18That was really fun.
00:47:19Yeah.
00:47:20I'm going to miss everything, the good and the bad.
00:47:23Oh, yeah?
00:47:25Yeah.
00:47:25From arguing to make up sex.
00:47:30Just how much we always find a way to forgive each other.
00:47:35You make all the good things bad.
00:47:42A heavy load like that.
00:47:45What?
00:47:46That's just what you do.
00:47:49There's no one else hurt you.
00:47:54All right, boo.
00:47:56I'm going to miss you and I love you.
00:47:59I'm going to miss this face.
00:48:01No.
00:48:02Keep me posted with the baby, okay?
00:48:06I'm going to call you, all right?
00:48:07Don't cry.
00:48:15Looking back on the trip and what it meant to me, I've definitely learned a lot about Anna and our
00:48:23marriage, as well as myself.
00:48:28Obviously, we still have a lot to work on, but regardless of all the issues, I love her and I
00:48:36feel like I'm leaving a piece of me behind, you know?
00:48:39Wish I was there.
00:48:41Wish I could stay.
00:48:43Wish I could stay.
00:48:45But the world won't let me in.
00:48:47My life's been taken away.
00:48:54I feel like I learned that marriage, it's not always about your happiness.
00:49:01It's not always fun.
00:49:03You have to work not just on a relationship.
00:49:06You have to work on yourself individually.
00:49:09I definitely need to work on myself a lot because I know I have, you know, I have some...
00:49:18I need to work on my temper, but it's really hard.
00:49:29But no matter what happens, I feel totally 100% sure that I made the right decision.
00:49:36And I can't wait for us to be together as a family.
00:49:40Of all the things we've done, from this broken world we live in, we need to stay and share the
00:49:51love we know.
00:49:58Rolling.
00:50:00When you're ready, tell me what happened.
00:50:04I don't even know where to start.
00:50:05Like, it was crazy.
00:50:07She...
00:50:12Youiler.
00:50:13You over.
00:50:14Oh.
00:50:16Oh, no.
00:50:28So learn I hear anything about this, sir.gin
00:50:31mapped out. Oh,
00:50:31no. Oh,
00:50:34no. Oh,
00:50:36no, no, no. Oh,
00:50:39Rolling, and stick up.
00:50:45Zero, zero.
00:50:53Sorry.
00:51:11It's, like, still so fresh, so...
00:51:15Yeah.
00:51:16All right.
00:51:17So, when you're ready...
00:51:18It's okay.
00:51:20Tell me what happened.
00:51:26A week ago, Stig broke off our engagement.
00:51:35And our relationship is over.
00:51:41There's so much that happened. I don't even know where it'll start.
00:51:45When I got back from Belize, he did come to see me.
00:51:49We had a great time.
00:51:51We traveled. We went to Vegas, went to Houston, and met more of his family.
00:51:56And then, once he went home, I started to really see a side of him I didn't know.
00:52:06He's...
00:52:19I don't know.
00:52:20Just, some days he seemed, like, so serious, but then he would go missing on me all night.
00:52:27I'm not sure if he went as far as, you know, having sex with somebody else or, like, physically cheating,
00:52:33but I definitely think he was talking to other women.
00:52:40I could tell he was pulling away, and so then it went from, like, me basically just saying, over and
00:52:47over, I would respect you so much more if you just ended things.
00:52:55It took him a while, I would say a few days, but then he finally texted me and was like,
00:53:04I can't do this.
00:53:06He blamed it all on me. He said he just didn't trust me.
00:53:10Like, it was crazy.
00:53:13I think he's projecting.
00:53:17He knows he did me dirty, and he just is hiding from it.
00:53:29He didn't even have the decency to call me.
00:53:32Just did it over text.
00:53:39And then seconds later, he posted videos with other girls.
00:53:45I know she got little pretty friends, so more likely you're looking beautiful, so...
00:53:51Goddamn God!
00:54:05Yeah!
00:54:06Yeah!
00:54:08Like, I just, like, think, oh, if I didn't do that, if I didn't do this, maybe if I handled
00:54:13this differently, like, it would have been a different outcome, but then it's like, I can't just dwell on that.
00:54:25Are you questioning the whole relationship at this point?
00:54:38I mean, I definitely have been left with so many unanswered questions, like, that's just the part that I struggle
00:54:50with.
00:54:51It's like...
00:54:53It's like all the unknown.
00:54:54And...
00:54:56Yeah.
00:54:58Yeah.
00:54:59Do you think you'll ever get the answers?
00:55:03I don't know.
00:55:19Oh!
00:55:22Baby.
00:55:27We're here.
00:55:29We're here.
00:55:32We're here.
00:55:45What does this mean?
00:55:54I forgot to give you this.
00:55:57I buy the matching outfit before you come in here.
00:56:02Sweetheart.
00:56:05And we're going to look cute in this together.
00:56:12Thank you, baby.
00:56:15So is this why you came here?
00:56:20Yeah, and also, I want to say goodbye.
00:56:31We're going to leave.
00:56:32And we'll never see again.
00:56:37I'm not hoping anything from him.
00:56:40I'm not hoping he would make the right decision, like, Trisha, I love you.
00:56:45I'll be with you.
00:56:46I'm going to block my ex.
00:56:48I just wanted to see him.
00:56:52That's it.
00:56:54But when I see Rick at the airport, my heart tells me that I do still love him.
00:57:05But you cannot be with him.
00:57:11It's sad.
00:57:12I don't know what to say.
00:57:17I know I still love him.
00:57:22I still want to, I still want to see you.
00:57:25What's the point?
00:57:27Dude, don't forget about your ex.
00:57:30You'll never change, so why you want to still see this?
00:57:35You know that eventually I'm going to get over that.
00:57:40It's just going to take time.
00:57:44I want us to work, but I don't know.
00:57:47I want you to leave us.
00:57:51You can make it work, babe.
00:57:53I can make it work.
00:57:54You can make it work, babe.
00:58:00Make it work.
00:58:16it's not easy
00:58:18it's not
00:58:22and if nothing worth having ever is
00:58:30we don't have to commit to anything right now
00:58:32but let's just
00:58:34continue to talk
00:58:36and see if we can work through it
00:58:38okay
00:58:43okay
00:58:56but I'm not promising you that I'm going to get back with you or whatever
00:59:03I'll take that
00:59:04I'll take that
00:59:12I don't want to get hurt again
00:59:15but I'm hoping that he will change
00:59:19and not having feelings for his ex anymore
00:59:25I'm going to take the day at a time
00:59:28talking with him as a friend
00:59:31and we will see
00:59:33that's it
00:59:37I have to go
00:59:39I just leave it soon
00:59:45I love you
00:59:52I know there's many many things
00:59:54that I have to do to make it up to her
00:59:58but I'd be willing to do whatever it takes to win her back
01:00:04are you willing to block your ex right now
01:00:09I mean really I can't block her because
01:00:18it would be like
01:00:20on our times that we shared together
01:00:23in the past
01:00:26but I know that for Trisha and I's relationship
01:00:30I have to start
01:00:32you know
01:00:32making a stronger stand
01:00:35of letting it go
01:00:39because I still keep looking back
01:00:41on the feelings that we had
01:00:43after visiting her family
01:00:45and getting their approval
01:00:48that's the feeling that
01:00:52that's giving me hope
01:00:53that we can
01:00:56that we can get back to that place again
01:01:25my heart wants him
01:01:26my heart cares for him
01:01:28but like
01:01:29I want a guy
01:01:30that's fighting for me
01:01:31if every little speed bump
01:01:35becomes this massive thing
01:01:36it's never going to work
01:01:37can we move past that
01:01:54I feel sick to my stomach
01:01:56I think I just feel so
01:02:02it's fine, it's fine
01:02:15last night was so eye-opening
01:02:20like I didn't come here and hang out with all your friends
01:02:22like I'm a people pleaser and try to make you happy
01:02:26don't say yes to please me
01:02:28and then have a fight with me
01:02:29I don't have a choice
01:02:29I didn't mean
01:02:30don't say yes to please me
01:02:31when I ask you
01:02:32and then have a fight with me
01:02:33after when you said yes
01:02:35okay then we're going to have our differences
01:02:37but last night
01:02:38you hurt my feelings
01:02:39I didn't feel hurt
01:02:40you made me feel really small
01:02:41and you ruined our last night
01:02:43that isn't
01:02:43like I didn't
01:02:44that wasn't malicious
01:02:46or disgusting
01:02:54I was kind of hoping that things would cool off
01:02:56before you know we got to the airport
01:02:58but the tension was just you know palpable
01:03:02every time we have an argument
01:03:03when I try and find a resolution
01:03:05or apologize you know
01:03:07it's just it doesn't go anywhere
01:03:10I love her a bit like
01:03:11I don't know what to do
01:03:28I mean like
01:03:29I just can't believe
01:03:32you tell me you're in love with me
01:03:35and we're talking about like
01:03:38what's going to happen between us
01:03:40and
01:03:43then it's just like all unraveled
01:03:46well look I don't know how many times
01:03:47I can say I apologize for it
01:03:49you still won't accept it
01:03:51where we're leaving on a bad note
01:03:54if every little speed bump
01:03:56becomes this massive thing
01:03:58it's never going to work
01:03:59it's not going to work
01:04:00and I don't want that
01:04:01you are so hot and cold
01:04:03with like how you feel
01:04:05I feel like one minute you want this
01:04:07and one minute you don't
01:04:08and you're so easy to walk away
01:04:09like you just said I'm out
01:04:11turned off your location
01:04:12but you're minimizing that
01:04:15it's very erratic
01:04:16to me that's scary
01:04:17because I don't know
01:04:18what's going on in your head
01:04:20that's fair
01:04:22I could have handled it better
01:04:24and I'm sorry
01:04:26can we move past that
01:04:35I'm falling for you
01:04:36I care about you
01:04:37more than you ever know
01:04:40I wanted it to work
01:04:41so mad
01:04:44you mean everything to me
01:04:46I'm going to think about you
01:04:47all the time
01:04:47I'm going to think about
01:04:48the great times
01:04:49but I don't like feeling uncertain
01:04:53I think I'm going to be settling
01:04:54and like
01:04:55you can't do this
01:04:57it's not going to work out
01:05:03I'm sorry
01:05:04it's fine
01:05:11I'm sorry
01:05:11I'm sorry I have you on this
01:05:24my heart wants him
01:05:26my heart cares for him
01:05:27but I know
01:05:28that I would be doing myself
01:05:30with the service
01:05:31if I stayed with him
01:05:34his job situation
01:05:35his son's situation
01:05:36his living situation
01:05:37I genuinely feel bad
01:05:38and I want to take care of him
01:05:40but it's not my job
01:05:43let me know you get home time
01:05:46see ya
01:05:55I wanted this so bad
01:05:56but how can you tell me
01:05:58that you're in love with me
01:05:59and then have no reaction
01:06:00when I'm breaking up with you
01:06:01and I'm about to never see you again
01:06:03if he really loved me
01:06:04and wanted to make this work
01:06:05he would be fighting
01:06:06right
01:06:07like I want a guy
01:06:08that's fighting for me
01:06:09like he's just
01:06:10unfortunately not the guy for me
01:06:12and like
01:06:12I came here so excited
01:06:14to fight love
01:06:15and I'm leaving alone
01:06:25I guess it's too late to say
01:06:28I'm sorry
01:06:30if I meant to let you down
01:06:32I'm not the type to sort of be like
01:06:33no baby please don't
01:06:35that's not me
01:06:36like
01:06:36I'm not going to force someone
01:06:38you know
01:06:39I did what I could
01:06:41I didn't do the best
01:06:42but I did what I could
01:06:44I said I'm in love with her
01:06:45and it's not an exaggeration
01:06:47but she always was hesitant
01:06:49but I think she played
01:06:50with my feelings a little bit
01:06:52or she was scared
01:06:53that she'd get hurt
01:06:54so she'd cut it off first
01:06:57I don't know
01:06:59but it's devastating
01:07:01yeah
01:07:03she goes one way
01:07:04I'll go the other
01:07:08I just want to let you know
01:07:11I don't want to let you go
01:07:14maybe in another life
01:07:15every kiss he gave to me
01:07:16is in my memory
01:07:18like we were meant to be
01:07:20I can't wait to get back to Miami
01:07:23and see my cats
01:07:24and I'm going to be okay
01:07:25but
01:07:27my roots are sad
01:07:29we did have a great connection
01:07:31and I did really like him
01:07:33and I do so really like him
01:07:35I know I made a right choice
01:07:37but
01:07:38it hurts
01:07:40I don't want to let you go
01:07:47good morning
01:07:48good morning
01:07:49when it comes to Michael
01:07:51we have to have better boundaries
01:07:53but
01:07:54I'm feeling a lot of anxiety
01:07:56that things aren't going to be the same
01:07:58between us
01:08:00you look a little bit emotional
01:08:02yeah
01:08:06we got engaged
01:08:32I don't even know why I bothered putting makeup on
01:08:34and this sucks
01:08:35it will be fun
01:08:37I know
01:08:38I didn't think it was going to be this hard
01:08:41if you think about it
01:08:42it's getting hard
01:08:43I know
01:08:45I'm trying not to think about it
01:08:47it's hard when I'm packing everything up
01:08:50it's just hard to have spent
01:08:52this much time with you
01:08:55and now I don't get
01:08:58today
01:09:00I'm going back home
01:09:03and it sucks
01:09:04to have just gotten engaged
01:09:07yesterday
01:09:08and now I have to leave
01:09:12after they approve that paper
01:09:15fill me together
01:09:17I think it's going to be a long time
01:09:19before that happens
01:09:20it could be like a year and a half
01:09:22I know
01:09:24everything has a price
01:09:25I know
01:09:27it just feels like a lot can go wrong
01:09:29in that time
01:09:32but always
01:09:33if you really want to be with me
01:09:36if I really want to be with you
01:09:39we will end up together
01:09:41but if you change your mind
01:09:42but if you change your mind
01:09:46I believe in us
01:09:49yeah I do too
01:09:51I don't want you to cry
01:09:55I don't want you to cry
01:09:58too late
01:10:07that's probably Michael
01:10:10you want me to take a look
01:10:11yeah you go get the door
01:10:13I'll grab my bag
01:10:14I know that I'm going to be
01:10:18an absolute emotional wreck today
01:10:20so I'm glad Michael booked
01:10:22the same flight as me
01:10:23good morning my good man
01:10:25good morning
01:10:26how are you?
01:10:27doing well
01:10:28how are you?
01:10:29yeah
01:10:29very good
01:10:32so you're all packed up and ready?
01:10:34yep
01:10:34good morning
01:10:35and the cab downstairs?
01:10:36excellent
01:10:37excellent
01:10:39when it comes to Michael
01:10:40I'm feeling a lot of anxiety
01:10:42about the future of our friendship
01:10:45there's no way we can continue
01:10:47to watch movies in bed
01:10:49and cuddle on the couch
01:10:52we have to have better boundaries
01:10:55it's worth it
01:10:56to make beer conning feel secure
01:10:58in our relationship
01:11:00but it's a little bit sad to me
01:11:03that things aren't going to be
01:11:04the same between us
01:11:09you look a little bit emotional
01:11:10how's your last 24 hours been?
01:11:14it's been pretty good
01:11:15it's really hard to leave
01:11:17I can imagine
01:11:27it's just
01:11:29we got engaged
01:11:38it's funny
01:11:39I found you engaged
01:11:40and here you are again
01:11:42it's a fascinating world
01:11:45it's very interesting
01:11:46cool
01:11:48it was just so sweet and sentimental
01:11:50like everything he does
01:11:52has so much meaning
01:11:53which I love
01:11:54it was great
01:11:59come in
01:12:00I can't
01:12:02there's a point
01:12:04from the knocking
01:12:05I can't go in
01:12:07are you taking too long?
01:12:11I put the bags
01:12:13in the cab
01:12:14okay
01:12:15excellent
01:12:16cool
01:12:21well congratulations both of you
01:12:24thank you man
01:12:25thanks
01:12:25yeah
01:12:26I appreciate that
01:12:27well we gotta get going
01:12:28those planes don't wait
01:12:29yep
01:12:32takes time to make her mine
01:12:37she's got all she wants and doesn't
01:12:41beer con is still a mystery to me
01:12:42but I mean it did not take me long
01:12:44to figure out he's a good guy
01:12:46is he right for Laura?
01:12:48I mean he's still young
01:12:49and they just have such different lives
01:12:50and long distance relationships
01:12:53are very hard to navigate
01:12:54a lot of them end up failing
01:12:57I don't think love is enough
01:12:58and right now that's what they got
01:13:00in my eyes
01:13:02that's just
01:13:02that's all they got
01:13:05I know the next 9 to 18 months
01:13:07is going to be difficult for you guys
01:13:09we know
01:13:10it feels overwhelming
01:13:16actually everything is overwhelming right now
01:13:20I feel like half of my soul
01:13:23is leaving me
01:13:27oh god we're here
01:13:31our struggle just began
01:13:34we have distance
01:13:36we could have problems
01:13:38but if we both want it
01:13:41it will work
01:13:43alright buddy
01:13:44this is where our journey ends
01:13:46yeah
01:13:47it is just the beginning
01:13:49I'll see you in the 9 to 18 months apparently
01:13:52don't say it out loud
01:13:53it's just sad
01:13:54alright
01:13:55I will give you your last moments here
01:13:57and see you on the other side girl
01:13:59thanks
01:14:00okay
01:14:04um
01:14:07no crying
01:14:08no crying
01:14:10no
01:14:11oh I hate this
01:14:24we had our moments
01:14:26I know
01:14:27and we will still have our moments
01:14:32ultimately if we are going to get married
01:14:35I feel like there's so many challenges
01:14:38that BeerCon and I are going to have to face
01:14:40this visa could take up to 18 months
01:14:43he could get denied
01:14:44long distance communication is exhausting
01:14:48but I love him
01:14:50and he loves me
01:14:53and it's all worth it
01:14:57do you believe us?
01:14:58yeah
01:15:00I believe us too
01:15:02I love you too
01:15:13thank you for loving me
01:15:16I will always love you
01:15:18always
01:15:21thank you
01:15:21this was truly
01:15:22the experience of a lifetime
01:15:25and I wouldn't change it
01:15:28all I can think is that
01:15:29I need more time
01:15:30I want more time
01:15:31and I'm out
01:15:50how come in your contacts
01:15:52you have somebody listed as wife
01:15:55I don't know what you're talking about
01:15:57faith went on your email
01:15:59I have screenshots
01:16:00it is true
01:16:03and you're being real
01:16:04I'm being real
01:16:24begging for your love to save me
01:16:27you know that these thoughts keep me awake
01:16:30you did too much damage baby
01:16:36Daniel's calling
01:16:42hello
01:16:44hello
01:16:45hey
01:16:47listen
01:16:48I'm driving home from work
01:16:49let me give you a call right back
01:16:51um
01:16:52yes
01:16:52make sure you drive carefully
01:16:54okay
01:16:54all right
01:16:55bye
01:16:59oh
01:17:00good god
01:17:01he hasn't called me
01:17:03and now he calls me
01:17:04and now I'm scared
01:17:05but his voice gives me butterflies
01:17:07in my stomach still
01:17:10and I'm trying to harden my heart
01:17:12and I don't know how to do that
01:17:14I don't know how to do that with him
01:17:18it has been at least a week
01:17:20since Faith snooped into Daniel's email accounts again
01:17:25Faith communicated with this woman
01:17:26that he saved in his phone as wife
01:17:29and she didn't deny knowing Daniel
01:17:32she didn't deny anything
01:17:34does he have a wife
01:17:35does he have kids
01:17:36does he have somebody else on the side
01:17:39was I paying for a whole second family
01:17:42I've been so scared to talk to Daniel about any of this
01:17:45maybe because I don't want to face reality
01:17:47but I know that I need to talk to him immediately
01:17:51and say what the hell are you doing
01:17:54I can't keep doing this
01:17:56I can't keep busting my ass
01:17:57to get to Nigeria
01:17:58and get to Daniel
01:17:59till I find out what's going on
01:18:10hey
01:18:12how are you doing
01:18:13how are you
01:18:17I'm fine
01:18:18how are you doing
01:18:19I'm okay
01:18:20stressed
01:18:21it was a stressful day today
01:18:24oh
01:18:25I'm so sorry
01:18:26you know I always tell you not to walk so hard
01:18:31I'm gonna
01:18:32I'm gonna walk around a little bit
01:18:34hold on
01:18:34I'm tired of sitting
01:18:37baby I love your wig
01:18:41thank you
01:18:42I don't understand
01:18:44I'm confused
01:18:46suddenly he is being attentive and loving
01:18:51where has this been for the last two
01:18:53two and a half months
01:18:54where has this been
01:18:56it feels like he knows he did something wrong
01:18:58and he's trying to cover it up
01:19:03so like
01:19:04why don't you ever have time to communicate with me
01:19:09maybe I do communicate with you
01:19:11but Adam
01:19:12yes
01:19:13I don't communicate with you like before
01:19:15because you know
01:19:16we spent
01:19:17some weeks in Lagos
01:19:20so
01:19:20when I came back to my States
01:19:22I
01:19:23find out that
01:19:24I'm having
01:19:25having a lot of
01:19:26debts
01:19:29I have a lot of debt too
01:19:30but I always make time for you
01:19:33yes
01:19:33and I'm working three jobs
01:19:35and you're not doing anything
01:19:36but going to football
01:19:37and working one job
01:19:39I'm so sorry
01:19:40I'm sorry about that
01:19:41I'm sorry
01:19:44you're not the same Daniel
01:19:45that I used to talk to
01:19:48I never changed my mind
01:19:50I still love you
01:19:51I'm not sure
01:19:51whoever make me to
01:19:53demands the love I have for you
01:19:55I can't do that
01:19:58then I have a question
01:19:59how come
01:20:00in your contacts
01:20:01you have me listed as
01:20:03Liz baby
01:20:04and you have somebody
01:20:05listed as white
01:20:10I don't think that's true
01:20:12Faith went on your email
01:20:14I have screenshots
01:20:15it is true
01:20:22and you're being real
01:20:24I'm being real
01:20:28why do you like
01:20:29laying accusations
01:20:30on my head
01:20:31it's not about accusations
01:20:32Faith texted that person
01:20:34and I have the screenshots
01:20:36of what she texted
01:20:37she said
01:20:38Daniel has you listed
01:20:40as white
01:20:40and she said
01:20:42so
01:20:42what do you want
01:20:43of it
01:20:45so who is this wife
01:20:50I don't know
01:20:51what you're talking about
01:20:52maybe you should
01:20:53come up with the evidence
01:20:56I do have the evidence
01:20:57so don't
01:20:58you're not going to
01:20:59do this to me
01:21:02he gaslights me
01:21:03all the time
01:21:05he thinks I'm a fool
01:21:07because I've fallen
01:21:08for everything he's done
01:21:09but not this time
01:21:12all right
01:21:13I'll send you the screenshots
01:21:14and then I'd like to hear
01:21:15what you have to say
01:21:20you have a contact
01:21:22that says wife
01:21:23and you lied
01:21:24and now you're smiling
01:21:25and smirking
01:21:26and acting like
01:21:26you don't care
01:21:28can you stop
01:21:29can we be serious
01:21:31I'm not playing these games
01:21:32anymore Daniel
01:21:33I loved you
01:21:34with everything I had
01:21:35I worked three jobs
01:21:36to get to you
01:21:37I already made the effort
01:21:39to be there with you
01:21:40and you changed
01:21:42he's not admitting it
01:21:43but he's not really
01:21:45denying it either
01:21:47that's why he's ignoring me
01:21:48it answers all my questions
01:21:51everything's answered
01:21:51what other conclusion
01:21:53can I come to
01:21:56no matter how much
01:21:57I love Daniel
01:21:58this is the final straw
01:22:02you have been laying
01:22:02accusations on my head
01:22:04you're not even acting
01:22:05like you care
01:22:08you're not caring
01:22:09this is a joke to you
01:22:11but I'm done
01:22:12once I hang up
01:22:13I'm not calling back
01:22:15and I'd like you to know
01:22:16that I don't want
01:22:17this relationship anymore
01:22:21I want to call it a quits
01:22:23because you think
01:22:24I'm a wife
01:22:26this is
01:22:27this is so funny
01:22:28honestly
01:22:29it's not funny
01:22:31and I'm hanging up
01:22:32because it's not funny
01:22:33did you find out
01:22:34you know
01:22:34I'm done calling people
01:22:36I'm done checking up
01:22:37on you
01:22:37I'm done
01:22:38goodbye Daniel
01:22:39goodbye forever
01:22:46no I'm not okay
01:22:47he tried to gaslight me
01:22:49again
01:22:50again
01:22:50he's trying to gaslight me
01:22:52and again
01:22:53he just showed
01:22:54his true self
01:22:55again
01:23:02he made a fool
01:23:03out of me
01:23:04and he broke my heart
01:23:05and he used me
01:23:10I'm not taking him back
01:23:13I'm done
01:23:13I can't do this anymore
01:23:15I'm tired of the amazed
01:23:16feeling like I'm crazy
01:23:20this marriage
01:23:21that I wanted
01:23:22more than anything
01:23:23in the world
01:23:23is over
01:23:24there is no marriage
01:23:26to Daniel
01:23:32next time
01:23:33on 90 Day Fiance
01:23:34before the 90 days
01:23:35the couples tell all
01:23:36Trisha
01:23:38you have a big update
01:23:40yes
01:23:41oh my god
01:23:43oh my god
01:23:45get married
01:23:48Molly
01:23:49do you still feel
01:23:51like Sheena
01:23:52lies to you
01:23:53yes
01:23:54all of the money
01:23:55with her family
01:23:56Sheena changes
01:23:57the story daily
01:23:59no
01:23:59no
01:23:59no
01:24:00no
01:24:00her parents
01:24:01were asking her
01:24:02for money
01:24:02as recently
01:24:03as a week ago
01:24:04that's the last time
01:24:05oh my
01:24:06oh
01:24:06I started this thinking
01:24:08Molly was the problem
01:24:09and now I switched to
01:24:10thinking Sheena's the problem
01:24:13Aviva and Stig
01:24:15the engagement
01:24:17is broken off
01:24:18Aviva
01:24:19got caught
01:24:20talking to other men
01:24:21somebody texted me
01:24:23that guy is never
01:24:24gonna love you
01:24:25like
01:24:25like I would
01:24:26oh
01:24:28look at me right now
01:24:29and say that you
01:24:29didn't cheat
01:24:30oh my god
01:24:33Michael and I have not
01:24:34really seen each other
01:24:35since Turkey
01:24:36oh wow
01:24:38yeah because
01:24:39you're sending me
01:24:40you're on your own
01:24:40oh my god
01:24:42I was joking
01:24:44at no point in time
01:24:46would I say
01:24:46oh you are such
01:24:47a condescending man
01:24:50Lisa and Daniel
01:24:52you're definitely
01:24:53not back together
01:24:53we are broken up
01:24:54no no no
01:24:55hold on
01:24:55listen
01:24:56the situation
01:24:57is complicated
01:25:00she's my wife
01:25:02what
01:25:02I am not with you
01:25:04you tricked me
01:25:05oh no
01:25:09is Emma lying
01:25:10when she says
01:25:11that you two
01:25:12had sex
01:25:13if I did sex
01:25:14with him
01:25:14I would not say
01:25:15I did this
01:25:16so you like to
01:25:16participate
01:25:17but you don't want
01:25:17to talk about it
01:25:18right
01:25:18because that's
01:25:19your religion
01:25:19right
01:25:19you're a fake
01:25:20Muslim
01:25:20oh
01:25:23you're a fake
01:25:24father
01:25:25I'm a real
01:25:26father fool
01:25:27I'm more father
01:25:27than you will ever
01:25:28be ever in your
01:25:30life
01:25:31you piece of
01:25:34there is something
01:25:35that I've been
01:25:35like upset about
01:25:36okay
01:25:36I found out
01:25:37you tried to
01:25:38hook up with him
01:25:39I really cared
01:25:40about a friendship
01:25:41with you
01:25:41I feel like I don't
01:25:42know who I can
01:25:43like trust
01:25:43I think it's very
01:25:44weird that you're
01:25:45like poor me
01:25:46on the victim
01:25:47when I didn't do
01:25:47anything wrong
01:25:48what is happening
01:25:49don't raise your
01:25:50voice at me
01:25:51don't get me mad
01:25:52and attack me
01:25:52that guy's not
01:25:53your boyfriend
01:25:54he's able to do
01:25:56whatever the
01:25:56he wants
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