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00:12Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good
00:16school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:20Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:24I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26What, Paris?
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:32I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:50Oh, it happens in Cabo State in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:55Shit.
00:56It happened when we were on a break.
00:57It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me.
01:00You ruined everything.
01:20Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:23I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm, or you were
01:28so screwed.
01:31Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:37Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're going to be in Philly, so.
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins.
01:57And I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
02:00Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad.
02:02I just saw him last weekend.
02:04Did something happen with you guys?
02:06You've been kind of moody since then.
02:09Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave?
02:11No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's, that's not fair.
02:15I just, I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry.
02:20Can you just stop riding me?
02:22If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
02:26It's not just boys.
02:26The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends.
02:31Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that
02:36you're picturing.
02:36It's not that.
02:37Then what is it?
02:37What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:44When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to.
02:46I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably going to bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break.
02:52And I'm sorry that I'm not some straight A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh my God, what?
02:57Please, please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:01I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:06Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it.
03:10I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous and I'm sick of it.
03:15So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes.
03:18I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine.
03:20If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:21Great.
03:22Okay, awesome.
03:22Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break and we still hadn't talked.
03:32I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crush my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:50Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:55Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:03I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You want to know what's going on?
04:08Why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the worst...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up.
04:15And even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:32So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:52No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:57I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:06What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:20Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:24I thought...
05:25I thought...
05:26I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:51I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:05I love you.
06:22Worth this.
06:50Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53I'm asleep, kind of.
06:59She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay, fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:20Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you.
07:26Okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Uh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking
07:47hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No.
07:51That's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:04You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't.
08:17And you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:42Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grownups talk.
08:46Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yeah, yeah, yeah.
08:53So you saw at Starrcadex?
08:57Starrcadex?
08:57Like, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
08:59I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No.
09:04No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes, how could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm-hmm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah, well, I actually, um, actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:24That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:28Oh, my God.
09:29No, no, no.
09:29Stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:32No personal stuff, all right?
09:33I'm not the coworker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:39Yeah.
09:41All right, um, Starcadex.
09:44Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
10:30You just have to make it to the library, one thing at a time.
10:34Yeah, but everything leads to him.
10:39Like, I-I can't just study.
10:42I also have to call and quit my summer job because, obviously, I'm not gonna be in Cousins
10:48because Jeremiah.
10:51And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom that I can't bring myself to go to
10:55Susanna's
10:56Memorial because, again, Jeremiah.
10:59And I might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking Jeremiah.
11:03So, okay, one thing at a time is not gonna work for you.
11:06No, no, nothing's gonna work because everything is-
11:10Oh, my God.
11:15Hey, you're gonna be okay.
11:18I'll meet you after study group.
11:19It's not just Lacey I can't avoid.
11:23I see Jeremiah everywhere.
11:25Hung all my clothes in the closet you made.
11:29Even when he isn't really there.
11:30Hung all my boxes as I send them your way.
11:33Hoping life brings you no new pain.
11:37I rearrange my memories.
11:42I try to rewrite my life.
11:45But no matter how I try to.
11:50And no matter how I want to.
11:59And no matter how easy things could be if I did.
12:07And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it.
12:14How much I hated you.
12:16Our shadows dance in a parallel plane.
12:20Just two different endings you learn to repair.
12:24And I learn to keep me in one place.
12:28Everywhere I go, there's a memory of us.
12:31From when we were golden.
12:33Everybody, me, John.
12:35Ah, you're a beautiful town.
12:38That was just like you.
12:39I couldn't live in a car.
12:44So, I just need to not be here.
12:56Hi.
12:57Mom, hi.
12:58Um, quick question.
13:00Can you send me my birth certificate overnight if possible?
13:03Hello to you too, my loving daughter.
13:05I'm fine, thanks for asking.
13:07How are you?
13:08Sorry.
13:09How are you, Mom?
13:10At an extremely dull conference, which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate.
13:15What do you need it for, anyway?
13:16A passport.
13:18I found out I got off the waitlist for Paris.
13:22That's fantastic.
13:24Honey, congratulations.
13:27How's JR taking it?
13:29I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud.
13:31Yeah.
13:33Um, Mom, I gotta go.
13:36Okay.
13:36Love you.
13:42Bro, you're tweaking.
13:44You need to level out.
13:47Try to assume the guy got.
13:49May help ease the pain.
13:51I just lost the most important person in my life.
13:53Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive.
13:55Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:57I know about breakups.
13:58You saw me after Sean.
13:59You two were together for two seconds, Redbird.
14:02Felt like something to me.
14:03I can't believe I fucked it up this bad.
14:05Yeah.
14:06Dude, I dig your girl.
14:08I really do.
14:09And I say this with love.
14:10But you two were broken up, right?
14:13And you were wasted as hell.
14:15And Lacey was all over your shit.
14:16Bro, it's not an excuse.
14:18I should have told her as soon as I got back.
14:20Yeah.
14:21Yeah, probably.
14:32Belly's been the center of my world since I lost my mom.
14:40She's everything to me.
14:44And losing her feels like it feels like I'm losing the best part of myself.
14:54Well, that's beautiful, man.
15:00So fight for her.
15:01Stop saying you're sorry.
15:03Find a way to show her.
15:07Make it sound so easy.
15:09I don't think it's supposed to be.
15:15I just can't believe it.
15:16He acts so devoted, but he's just as shady as the rest.
15:20I swear, if he comes to our dorm, it's on sight.
15:23Don't smile, please.
15:25That won't be a problem.
15:26It kind of sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow.
15:30Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:31Look, if he really thought you were broken up, technically, it's not cheating.
15:39But to keep it a secret, that tells me he knew what he did was wrong, and he chose to
15:44keep it from you.
15:46That's the part I can't get over.
15:49What Annika didn't know was that I had a secret, too.
15:55It was the day after Christmas last year.
15:57My mom was at a writer's retreat.
15:59Steven was visiting friends.
16:01Jared was going skiing with his dad and Conrad.
16:04I figured, why be home alone when I could be at my favorite place in the world?
16:09So I borrowed Steven's car and went to Cousins.
16:18Ah, shit.
16:20Shit, shit, shit.
16:21Oh, my God.
16:22Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:24What would Kevin do?
16:26Okay.
16:28Oh, my God.
16:40Steven, open up.
16:42It's me.
16:48Belly?
16:49You okay?
16:51Yeah.
16:52Yeah.
16:52Sorry.
16:53Just the flash got to me.
16:55Okay.
16:56Next.
17:08Belly.
17:09No, please don't leave.
17:11I made the biggest mistake of my life.
17:13Please just talk to me.
17:15Look, I'll tell you anything.
17:17I'll tell you anything.
17:18I just don't want any more secrets between us.
17:22Okay.
17:27How did it happen?
17:29Look, I was really sad.
17:31I was drunk.
17:33She was just there.
17:37How many times?
17:44Twice.
17:47Jar, how could you do this to me?
17:49Belly, please.
17:50I know I don't deserve you, but I love you more than anyone else in the world.
17:54And it kills me to see you hurting and I would do anything to take it back.
17:57Stop.
17:57You can't undo what you did.
17:59Belly, please.
18:01I'm sorry.
18:02I'm so sorry.
18:03I've never loved anyone but you.
18:06I love him too.
18:08And I want to forgive him.
18:09I just don't know how.
18:14You were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me.
18:19And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:31Laurel.
18:33Elliot.
18:33Hey.
18:34Hey.
18:35Oh.
18:36Fancy books you got there.
18:37Oh, yeah.
18:38I've, you know, well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so...
18:41As one does.
18:42Yeah.
18:43Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:47in the original French.
18:50Go for it.
18:51Live on the edge.
18:53You know, um, you and I, we could start our own book group if, uh, if you're interested.
18:58Unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college.
19:02John?
19:04What are you doing here?
19:05Open up a word with you.
19:06In private.
19:07Professor.
19:09Okay.
19:11See you later, Elliot.
19:12Uh, sure.
19:13Yeah.
19:14Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by.
19:18Okay.
19:19Sounds great.
19:20Okay.
19:23What was that?
19:24So, TA's are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:27He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back.
19:30Well, then I was doing him a favor.
19:31You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes.
19:34What's a history professor doing at a lit conference, anyway?
19:36Researching potential crossover courses.
19:38Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again.
19:43And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that.
19:45Shoot me, Dad.
19:47Please make your way into Ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry.
19:56That sounds...
19:57Worrying as shit.
19:58Yeah.
20:00Okay.
20:03New plan.
20:04We find somewhere to drink this.
20:05Steal a wine opener.
20:06I can't do that.
20:07Oh, you're right.
20:24Okay.
20:25Welcome to day one.
20:27By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here.
20:31Don't piss me off.
20:32And we'll be fine.
20:35Okay.
20:36First patient.
20:37We have a 15-year-old boy, came in following a seizure.
20:40Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:44I want to start off with our first years.
20:46What do you say?
20:48Well...
20:49Uh...
20:50Could be puberty hormones.
20:51He's 15.
20:52Could also...
20:53He's also recovering from the flu and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age.
20:58Very good.
20:58They also gave him nausea meds at the ER, and that does increase risk.
21:02Good catch.
21:03Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.
21:06Absolutely. Thank you, Dr. Namazi. I'll keep that in mind.
21:09Okay. Next patient.
21:12Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:15I'm sure that's just a mess.
21:16It's fine. I'll take that. I'll make it up in the next one.
21:19Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your
21:23brother's girlfriend.
21:23Why did I tell you that?
21:25Because you were, like, yearning to.
21:27Whatever.
21:29Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym.
21:34Nice!
21:35Give me your phone. Mine's dead and I want to call the kids.
21:37It's in my room. Also, the kids are fine. Also, you're upside down.
21:42Yes. Yes, I am.
21:47What are you doing?
21:48Getting some things off my chest.
21:50Why did I ask?
21:53You know, even though our marriage went to shit, we ended up being pretty good co-parents.
22:00Yes, we did.
22:02Oh, my God. I just remembered.
22:05Belle called me today to say she is studying abroad next semester in Paris.
22:11Oh! Do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:15They followed a hunch.
22:18Please never tell that joke again.
22:21You used to love my jokes.
22:22You used to laugh so hard, beer would come out your nose.
22:25In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:27I was fake laughing and I planned to sleep with you all along.
22:32You did?
22:34Mind if I work in?
22:36Uh, no. It's all yours.
22:37No, we're done here.
22:38Appreciate it.
22:53Why are you here?
22:55What are you... you haven't responded to my texts all day.
22:58It's finals. It's a stressful time.
23:01Tay, are you okay? What's wrong?
23:04I'm... I'm hungry.
23:06Okay, then let's... let's just grab some food.
23:09Come on, get in.
23:14Okay.
23:31So, uh...
23:34Uh, where do you wanna go eat?
23:36I don't know.
23:43What?
23:48Uh...
23:48I broke up with Mia.
23:56I hope you didn't do that for me.
23:58What?
24:00What?
24:02Uh, sorry.
24:04I just... I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you.
24:08But after... after the other night, sleeping over...
24:10Steven, I... you're wrong.
24:12And I've told you before, I just want this to be casual.
24:15Okay, it's never casual with you and me.
24:17Taylor, you know that.
24:18Oh, my God.
24:18Let's just stop fucking around, you know, and do it for real so we don't keep hurting other people.
24:22They don't even know about us.
24:23That doesn't matter. It's still messed up.
24:26Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start.
24:28You know, free and... and clear and clean.
24:31Steven, we've tried before. We've tried a million times.
24:33We were kids, then.
24:33We don't work. It never works.
24:35Taylor, you are the only girl I want to be with.
24:38What?
24:38I'm telling you. I-I think I love you.
24:40Stop! Stop!
24:40No, don't. I-I-I can't do this.
24:43What are you talking?
24:43Can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:45Taylor, please. Taylor, no.
24:46Taylor, I need you to listen to me, please.
24:47That's all I'm asking for.
24:48Steven, please just let me out of the car!
24:49We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:50I'm not doing that.
24:51I don't care. I want to leave.
24:52Pull over and let me out of the fucking car!
24:55Fine! Fine! Fine! Fuck!
24:58Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
25:05Taylor, what the fuck?!
25:22Taylor, I told you I don't want-
25:25Oh, my God.
25:30Taylor!
25:31Hi.
25:34I'm really sorry.
25:36What happened?
25:37Were you with him or were you hurt?
25:40What happened?
25:41I-I wasn't in the car.
25:44Okay.
25:44We were arguing.
25:47I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.
25:51Okay.
25:54What?
25:58What?
26:01It's just my fault.
26:03No, no, no.
26:04It's not your fault.
26:06Yes, it is.
26:08You're with Steven Conklin?
26:09Yeah, yeah.
26:10Is he okay?
26:12Initial scans show a cracked rib and a cerebral contusion.
26:15Cerebral contusion?
26:17It's a bruise on the brain.
26:19We won't know how serious it is until the swelling goes down.
26:21Until then, we'll keep him sedated.
26:24So we just wait and see?
26:25Is that it?
26:26There's some paperwork to fill out and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf.
26:30Can that be one of you?
26:31I'm his sister.
26:32His sister works.
26:33Okay.
26:34Um, what kind of decisions do I-
26:36Uh, it's-it's in the paperwork there.
26:41I need to-I need to try my parents again.
26:44I couldn't-
26:44Okay, I-I will try them.
26:46I will do it.
26:48I don't know Steven's fucking insurance if he's on our parents' insurance or his job.
26:52How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
26:55I think-I think I remember Steven bragging about being a universal donor.
26:59Of course.
27:00You can brag about anything.
27:04Okay, uh, he-O negative.
27:06He's O negative.
27:08Okay.
27:09I'm gonna try your parents again.
27:10Okay.
27:11I don't-I think I should, uh, let a few other people know, too.
27:16You want me to call Jer?
27:20I don't know an hour ago.
27:21I-I wanted to throw up thinking about him, but now I just-I just wish he was here.
27:29He would know what to say to make me feel better.
27:36I'm gonna be your Jer today.
27:38Okay, we'll track down your parents.
27:40I will call Jer's dumbass, too.
27:42Okay?
27:43Just-just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me.
27:46I'm gonna do it.
27:48Um, can you call, uh, Conrad, too?
27:51Because he just might understand what all this means?
27:54I got you.
27:55I'm gonna call Conrad.
28:00Well, I-I'll hop on the next flight.
28:02No, it's fine.
28:03Laurel and John will probably be here by then.
28:05Okay.
28:07Well, tell me what the doctor said exactly.
28:09Uh, he's kind of a dick.
28:10He basically blew us off.
28:11We're-we're trying to get updates, but-
28:13Well, maybe I can help.
28:14Where's he admitted?
28:15We're at, um, Prov-Providence General.
28:18But how?
28:19I will figure it out.
28:22I just want to do something.
28:26Hey, how's Belly?
28:28She's fine.
28:29Yeah?
28:30Okay.
28:30Yeah.
28:31Yeah, great.
28:32Okay.
28:34Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:35Yep, will do.
28:36All right.
28:39Dr. Namazi?
28:40Excuse me?
28:41What's up?
28:43Uh, a friend of mine was in a car accident.
28:46Uh, very close friend.
28:47More like family.
28:48And he's at Providence General.
28:51Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
28:54The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.
28:56Well, his name is Steven Conklin.
28:58Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?
29:04I'll see what I can do.
29:07Do you think you need to take the date?
29:11Uh, no.
29:13I'm good.
29:14Okay?
29:44Jared's in the lobby.
29:46Yeah, I know, babe.
29:48He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
29:50He's not gonna come try and talk to you or anything.
29:54That's so sweet.
29:55Why does he have to be so sweet?
29:58Should I text him?
30:03Isabel Conklin?
30:05Yeah.
30:06I'm Dr. Joon Kwon.
30:07I head up the neurology team.
30:08I'm taking over your brother's case.
30:10Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:11No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
30:15I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
30:19Steven is sedated and sleeping.
30:20He's stable, and I've ordered a CT scan.
30:23Have you seen him yet?
30:25Well, let's get you back there.
30:26We allow two visitors, immediate family only,
30:29so I'll presume this is Steven's other sister.
30:32Follow me.
30:41Any news on your friend?
30:43No.
30:44You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:46Well, I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
30:48It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:50Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
30:54No cell phones?
30:56Yeah.
30:57How did everything go with those blood draws?
30:59Good.
31:00Great.
31:06This is mislabeled.
31:08Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
31:10That's my mistake.
31:11A mistake that put your patient at risk.
31:13I'll fix it right now.
31:14You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
31:16It won't happen again.
31:16No, it won't.
31:18You're done here.
31:19You're not ready for this.
31:22You're firing me for one mistake?
31:24Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
31:26You may see this as one mistake.
31:28But this is about you not knowing your limits.
31:30Which makes you a walking liability.
31:32My liability.
31:33Dr. Namazi, I didn't...
31:35No.
31:36You can always apply again next year.
31:38Scruggers to OR4.
31:40Scruggers to OR4.
31:42Before he starts taking it.
32:01Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:04I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:10Do you know how scary that is?
32:17I know I act like I don't care.
32:20But I just, I care so, so much.
32:27And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:29before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it.
32:32And you're just gonna be like,
32:35actually, you're not worth it.
32:49So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:51and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,
32:54then you can't hurt me.
32:58And I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:11You know, the first time we got together,
33:13you remember you told me that you were like...
33:15You told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:21You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:28No.
33:42I have good news.
33:43The CT scan is clear.
33:44The CT scan is clear?
33:46What does that mean?
33:47The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down,
33:49and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:52It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:53We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
33:59It's okay.
34:00He's gonna be okay.
34:02I've just been scared.
34:11I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
34:13I know you don't think that Steven and I should get back together.
34:15No, I never should have judged you.
34:18You're right.
34:19I've been all over the place still keeping Davis around
34:22as this, like, emotional buffer.
34:24It's shitty and selfish.
34:28And Steven was trying to do the right thing,
34:30and I'm just freaked.
34:32But all this...
34:39I think...
34:40I think that it made me realize that
34:42even though I'm so scared...
34:44I'm so scared to lose Steven again.
34:46I'm more scared not to try.
34:53I'm gonna...
34:54I'm gonna break up with Davis.
34:58Whatever you want to do, I support you.
35:10All right, how rough do I look right now?
35:12Do I look hot?
35:14I'm not gonna lie to you.
35:16I look that bad.
35:19Just go back to the house.
35:21Eat something.
35:23Chower.
35:25You heard the doctor.
35:27He's not gonna be up for a little while.
35:28Okay.
35:29Thanks, babe.
35:35Hey...
35:38If you want to get back with Jeremiah, just do it.
35:42I never said that.
35:43And make him beg.
35:45Obviously, but...
35:46Don't just throw away everything you guys have had
35:48for the past four years.
35:53Like, not if it's still what you want.
35:55You know what?
35:59Okay.
36:09LAR.
36:11Oh.
36:13We gotta get him.
36:17Shut up.
36:20Still not a morning person, huh?
36:24My eyes are crispy.
36:27Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:29Yeah.
36:40Oh, my God.
36:44John, get in here.
36:46Oh, my God. Mom, where were you?
36:49Belly, I just got your messages.
36:51What's going on?
36:52Steven was in an accident. Is he okay?
36:54He's gonna be fine.
36:57I've been trying to keep it together,
36:58but I was so scared.
37:02Oh, man, shut up.
37:04I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:07I'm so, so sorry.
37:09Have you been there all alone?
37:11No, no.
37:13Um, Taylor's here, and she's been amazing.
37:18And Jer's here.
37:20He stayed all night.
37:21Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:24Listen, sweetheart, I'll be there as soon as I can,
37:26and, um, I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:31I love you so much, Belly.
37:33I love you, Mommy.
37:36Steven was in a car accident?
37:38He's okay.
37:39Okay.
37:40He's gonna be fine.
37:40Fuck.
37:41But Belly couldn't reach either of us last night.
37:43It's okay.
37:43Just meet me in the lobby in five.
38:07We hadn't seen each other much over the years,
38:10and we hadn't been alone together since...
38:12Hey.
38:13That day at the motel.
38:15Hey.
38:16Hey.
38:23Why are you holding a poker?
38:26Oh.
38:27Um, I thought you were a burglar.
38:30Of course you did.
38:36Where's Jer?
38:38He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:42Right.
38:44Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:46Yeah, my flight got delayed because of the weather.
38:49They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
38:52What are you doing here?
38:55My mom is on a retreat in the mountains,
38:57and Steven's in New York.
38:58I was all alone at home.
39:05So...
39:25You have chocolate all over your face.
39:27No, I don't.
39:28What did you do?
39:28You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:31Shut it!
39:33No, you don't.
39:34You called?
39:35I could start a fire.
39:41See, I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:44I think I'm just gonna crash.
39:48Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:51It's really good to see you.
39:57You too.
40:06The next morning, right when I woke up, I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:14That was just a little bit of a fire cause he could drink.
40:15Ew, you're dead.
40:17You've got hurt.
40:21Okay.
40:23You're okay?
40:25Okay.
40:25Oh no, leave me alone.
40:28You're hurt?
40:29Can you move?
40:30I thought you were gone.
40:32Nope.
40:34Still here.
40:36Ow.
40:38Let me help you up.
40:39No, no, no.
40:40Ow.
40:41Just, just give me a minute.
40:43Okay.
40:53How bad does it hurt on a scale from 1 to 10?
40:5711.
40:58You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:00No, I'm not.
41:02I mean, that fall you'd said was no joke.
41:06Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
41:12You calling me an animal?
41:21I'm going to pick you up and I'm going to carry you to the couch.
41:25No, no, no, no.
41:25Just, just, just, no, just, I'm too heavy for you.
41:28Just leave me here.
41:30Okay, I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jared, but I can pick you up, Ellie.
41:35Ready?
41:38Okay, come on.
41:39Okay.
41:40Ow.
41:41You're okay.
41:43Ready?
41:43What?
41:45Ow.
41:48Ow.
42:01That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:04A part of me will always love you.
42:18We spent the day together, but not together.
42:22Oh, to see without my eyes.
42:27The first time that you kissed me.
42:32Boundless by the time I...
42:34Entertainingly expressive, H-blank-blank-blank-Y.
42:39Hmm.
42:41That's...
42:42Hammy.
42:44Hammy?
42:48Chloe, I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
42:55She's better off with Laszlo.
42:57You're insane.
42:59Rick and Elsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:01Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.
43:06Oh, my God, dude.
43:07What?
43:08I'm gonna get more firewood.
43:11You know, you are way too young to be this cynical.
43:14Yeah, yeah.
43:15It's true.
43:22Belly.
43:22Hey.
43:23Belly.
43:23Hey, sorry.
43:24My reception out here is terrible.
43:25I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
43:27What are you up to?
43:28I'm actually in Cousins.
43:30I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:33Oh, nice.
43:34Did you bring Taylor?
43:35No, I came by myself.
43:38Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:40Conrad's flight got mad stuff because of the weather, so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:44Yeah, he...
43:46What?
43:47Hello?
43:48Belly.
43:48Can you hear me?
43:49Yeah.
43:50I can't hear what you're saying.
43:51Uh, never mind.
43:53What?
43:55Wait, uh, I'll try tomorrow.
43:57Okay.
43:58Bye, Bells.
43:58Okay.
43:59Okay, love you.
44:05Hey, I...
44:06I would have told Jer that you're here, too.
44:09Don't worry about it.
44:10I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins
44:13because there was nothing to tell.
44:16Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:18Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:29The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:35He left just like I thought he would.
44:41No goodbye.
44:42Just gone like a ghost.
44:54Conrad Fisher, the ghost of Christmas past.
44:59Blackbird on my shoulder
45:02And what difference does it make
45:06When this love is over
45:11Shall I sleep within your bed
45:15River of unhappiness
45:20Hold your hands upon my head
45:23Till I breathe my last breath
45:29Oh, the woe is me
45:32The last time that you touch me
45:38Fall will wonders ever cease
45:42Last time be the mystery of love
46:07Come in.
46:15Hey.
46:16Can you take your shoes off?
46:17I'm gonna be here for like a sec.
46:19I was just on my way in and...
46:21Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
46:23No, jerk.
46:24I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:25Yeah, he's gonna be okay.
46:27Thanks.
46:28Good.
46:30This is for you?
46:31You're welcome.
46:35Um...
46:36So look, um...
46:39About yesterday...
46:41I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:43I'm fine.
46:45Cool.
46:46Uh, that's...
46:48Actually, I was gonna say
46:50That she kind of has a point.
46:53Oh.
46:54I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
46:57And the truth is that
46:58You're smart as hell, obviously
47:00But you need to pay more attention to your feelings.
47:03Excuse me?
47:05Well, you can
47:07Deny your emotions all you want.
47:08They're not going anywhere.
47:10And
47:12As long as you're afraid to face them
47:14They'll run you, not the other way around.
47:21Hello.
47:22Would have been nice.
47:24Hello.
47:27Steven, you ready for a visitor?
47:29Oh, yeah.
47:30Oh, you're awake.
47:32Ow, ow, ow, ow.
47:33Careful of his ribs.
47:35No, no, break another one, why don't you?
47:37It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:40How's, uh...
47:41How's mom and dad?
47:42Where are they?
47:43They're on their way.
47:44Hey.
47:49Uh, hi.
47:51I'm gonna give you two a minute.
47:53I'm glad you're alive.
47:59You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:01You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:02You know that?
48:03Belly was worried to death.
48:04I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously.
48:07I was in a coma.
48:08I was in a coma.
48:08So?
48:09Yeah, but...
48:11Medically induced.
48:13Huh.
48:17Steven, I'm joking.
48:19I was worried about you, too, obviously.
48:21Yeah.
48:21Yeah, you know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up.
48:25You know, before the crash.
48:26You, too.
48:26And you were right.
48:30You and me, we don't work.
48:34What?
48:38If we never ran into each other that day in New York, we would've just gone about our lives and
48:44been fine.
48:45So let's just pretend we didn't.
48:51I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Tay.
48:57I couldn't let you go.
49:00You know I love a challenge, but...
49:06It is a wake-up call.
49:09You were right.
49:11You and me, we don't work.
49:14Hmm.
49:17Good.
49:18Then we're on the same page.
49:20Yeah, yeah, finally.
49:21I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:28You and me.
49:30You and me.
49:33First loves are important.
49:36Conrad was mine.
49:38For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.
49:41The way you do your first pet.
49:43The first car you drove.
49:46But they're not as important as lasts.
50:01Stephen's gonna be okay.
50:03Thank God.
50:10Do you wanna get some air?
50:14Yeah.
50:15Yeah, I would love that.
50:21I was...
50:23I am so mad at you.
50:25And you have every right to be.
50:27I'm sorry for what I did to you, and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:30I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
50:34I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again, but I
50:38am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.
50:45I'm sorry, too.
50:49Sorry for what?
50:52Sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
50:57And to Cabo.
51:01I can see how you thought we were broken up.
51:06You can?
51:08Yeah, but I...
51:09I don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily.
51:14I mean, I could barely function.
51:17How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:19No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
51:22I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I...
51:26When we had sex.
51:28After I...
51:29I just sat in the shower and cried for I don't...
51:32I don't even know how long.
51:34I was just thinking, how could I deserve you after that?
51:42Maybe we...
51:44Shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years.
51:49I mean...
51:51If we both believe that what we have...
51:54Is bigger than our mistakes, then...
51:58Maybe we can just start over.
52:01I want that.
52:03Bells, I want that so much.
52:06You can't ever hurt me like that again.
52:09I promise.
52:14I promise.
52:29I don't want to mess this up again.
52:33We won't.
52:35After Steven, I get it now.
52:38Life's too short not to spend it with the person that you love.
52:44I want to be with you always, no matter what.
52:48I just can't imagine my life without you.
52:50Me either.
52:53Belly has always been our story.
52:54Yours and mine.
52:57Nobody else's.
53:02What are you thinking?
53:05The future is just crazy.
53:07I don't know what. Say it.
53:12Would you...
53:13Yes.
53:15You don't even know what I'm about to say.
53:19Try me.
53:25Isabel Conklin?
53:27Will you marry me?
53:30Yes.
53:31Yes.
53:31Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:33Yes!
53:34I swear I've known you were longer than...
53:39Forever...
53:42I love you.
53:44I love you too.
53:46I love you.
53:48Forever...
53:53Forever...
53:54Forever...
53:56Forever...
53:57In a day...
54:00A day...
54:02Forever...
54:03In a day...
54:09I bet we already knew our names before we met each other.
54:15I bet we've sailed the Milky Way, walked on the sun together.
54:21How could I forget those emerald eyes?
54:30They took me by surprise, but suddenly I missed your face.
54:35I knew that smile from miles away.
54:39I knew that I have loved you...
54:43Forever...
54:46Forever...
54:48Forever...
54:48Forever...
54:48And a day...
54:51A day...
54:54In all my lives I'm waiting every time to hear you say...
55:03I'm yours forever and anyway.
55:18I don't believe in destiny, but I might have to say...
55:30Your melodies, they're changing me
55:37I'm yours forever
56:22I'm yours forever
56:52I'm yours forever
57:22I'm yours forever
57:52I'm yours forever
58:00I'm yours forever
58:02I'm yours forever
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