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The Alphas Regret She Never Looked Back Eng - Fantasy
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00:01i discovered my alpha cheating in our own bedroom with a stepmother and i pretended not to know i
00:07found out my alpha was cheating on me and i caught them right inside our shared chamber
00:11thinking i was asleep i did not move i did not speak i kept my eyes closed my breathing steady
00:19and pretended to rest even as my heart shattered i lay still in the furs every muscle coiled tight
00:25forcing calm i was wide awake every sense heightened then i heard it the soft shift of
00:31bodies ragged breath and her voice quiet and hesitant laced with thrill should we really do
00:37this here it's okay she fell asleep my blood turned to ice but i did not flinch i forced my
00:48eyelids shut
00:49imagining them no uh my mate the alpha i built pressing lydia against our bedroom stonewall
00:55his hands in her hair his mouth on hers starved she was his stepmother the late alpha's mate
01:01betraying me right beside my bed they thought i slept thought they were quiet but i heard every
01:07kiss every possessive growl every shameless sigh his hands roamed her like she was his she clung to him
01:13like she belonged in my place i swallowed down bile keeping my breathing even my face impassive i lay
01:20silent chest aching as if clawed open but gave no sign i did not scream did not confront them i
01:26just
01:27listened letting cold resolve settle the blood moon was coming and i would leave forever for now i would
01:33pretend pretend ignorance pretend the betrayal did not cut deep i would bide my time then vanish without a trace
01:44this was the man i gave up everything for but he cheated on me with his stepmother behind my back
01:50i am aria i left my entire world behind to stay in this cursed frozen wolf territory a world of
01:56frost
01:56and tradition where strength was worshipped and softness was a weakness i tilled the barren earth
02:01that had never grown crops before turning rock and snow into soil that could feed the pack i healed the
02:07sick with wild herbs i'd learned to recognize stitching wounds and calming fevers when the pack's
02:13old ways only brought suffering i built stable shelters that blocked the biting winter wind
02:18keeping their children alive through the coldest nights most of all i built noah i turned him from a
02:24reckless hot-headed warrior into a respected alpha teaching him patience wisdom and how to lead with
02:30kindness not just strength i gave him my loyalty my effort my heart and my future i thought love could
02:37outrun tradition i thought he would choose me now i knew better but i would not let him see how
02:43much
02:43he had broken me but the moment his father died everything changed the old alpha's funeral fire had
02:50barely turned to ash when noah brought lydia back to our den under the pack's ancient twisted law the son
02:56inherits his father's mate a tradition he'd once sworn to break for me he did not fight it he did
03:02not
03:02hesitate he did not even apologize he just brought her home and betrayed me where i slept that night
03:09in our chamber was not the first time and it would not be the last and every night i lay
03:14there pretending
03:15to sleep pretending not to hear the sounds of their betrayal through the thin stone walls lydia was
03:21given the chamber beside ours close enough to touch close enough to taunt every night the whispers the
03:28moans the proof that he had forgotten every vow he'd made to me drifted through the walls i did not
03:33scream i did not confront him i only carved tiny marks into the stone wall and dried beast blood
03:39counting down the days until the blood moon my silent countdown to freedom hidden from his sight
03:45the next morning i went to my seedling beds the fields i'd nurtured with my own two hands the future
03:51i'd built for the pack that owed me everything when i arrived my heart sank completely every plant
03:57was drowned flooded destroyed beyond any hope of saving lydia stood beside the wreckage holding a
04:04wooden bucket tears streaming down her face before i could speak noah appeared he shoved me backward with
04:11brutal unthinking force my knee crashed hard into a sharp stone and white hot pain exploded through my leg
04:18lydia lifted her cheerful face whispering softly i only wanted to help
04:25can you not even tolerate her what was the point of explaining he had already chosen chosen the woman
04:32who destroyed my work chosen to believe her lies over my pain he had chosen to break me one cruelty
04:38at a
04:39time i pushed myself up slowly from the mud and dirt my leg throbbing violently blood dripping steadily
04:46down my calf i lifted my head and looked noah directly in the eyes my voice soft but final no
04:52hint
04:52of the rage i felt i'm hurt too noah for a single heartbeat i saw hesitation a flicker of guilt
04:59a moment
05:00of regret but then lydia whimpered and pressed a hand to her stomach her voice trembling i'm bleeding
05:06a single red drop appeared on her thigh noah's face turned white he did not hesitate he lifted her in
05:13his arms and ran leaving me alone in the wreckage of the life i had built in that moment the
05:19very
05:19last thread of hope inside me snapped clean and final i no longer loved him i no longer hated him
05:26i simply did not care and i let that indifference show my face calm as i tended to my wound
05:32alone
05:32one more part of the act one more step toward freedom we gathered in the healer's small quiet stone
05:40chamber later that day the healer's voice suddenly rang out with bright joy lydia was with child with
05:46the deepest lunar mark in generations a sign of great power for the pack noah's face lit up with a
05:53wild overwhelming joy i had never seen a joy he had never shown me not even on the day he
05:59became alpha
05:59then he turned to me his expression cold and calm as if he were giving a simple order not a
06:06knife to the
06:06heart you will care for her this is your duty i laughed bitterly the sound echoing in the small
06:12chamber this is not my child it's your choice i refuse the room fell silent noah's eyes turned cold
06:20enough to freeze the air and i knew in that moment that my fate was sealed for the first time
06:26i dropped
06:26the act not out of anger but out of acceptance the pretense was no longer needed my escape was near
06:34noah's face hardened instantly into cold unyielding stone he gave me an ultimatum sharp and final you
06:42must serve lydia tend to her every need or leave the alpha den forever
06:49where am i supposed to go this territory this pack this life i had built it all with my own
06:56two hands
06:56it was as much my home as his he hesitated for a long then spoke the words that felt like
07:02a death
07:02sentence the old mountain dens the place where wolves go to die the healer gasped and tried to protest
07:11it was a death sentence that no one survived the mountain dens alone but noah silenced her with a
07:17single icy look i agreed without hesitation i was not surrendering i was waiting waiting for the
07:26blood moon i'm gonna leave him with nothing just like he started out
07:33once noah had knelt before me in firelight his large hands trembling as he placed a rough wolf tooth
07:39pendant around my neck it was unpolished uneven but to me it was the most precious thing in the entire
07:46territory he swore i was his only mate his only equal he said he cared nothing for pack laws nothing
07:53for
07:53heirs nothing for the marks that defined other wolves he said i was enough i wore that pendant
07:59like a crown i believed him even when the pack whispered that a human like me could never be a
08:05true
08:05luna now it felt like a chain but i kept it around my neck one more part of the act
08:11one more way to
08:12pretend i was still the naive loving mate he once knew but after lydia arrived every gentle memory
08:18turned to poison the pendant around my neck felt like a weight a reminder of every lie he'd told
08:24every promise he'd broken i was no longer begging for his love i was waiting for my escape and the
08:31blood moon would be my ticket out and until then i would keep pretending keep hiding the rage and
08:37heartbreak that threatened to consume me one night long after he'd been with lydia noah finally came
08:47to me his skin reeked of her thick and cloying mixed with a cold impatient guilt he sat on the
08:53edge of my
08:53fur bed and reached to touch my hair as if he still had the right to comfort me as if
08:58nothing had broken
08:59between us i flinched away as if burned not out of anger but to keep up the pretense of a
09:05sleepy don't
09:06touch me unknowing mate startled by his touch avoiding his eyes so he would not see the pain
09:11there his jaw tightened his eyes hardening this is just duty aria for the pack for an heir
09:22i would send her away once she gave birth that the pup would call you mother
09:26that you were still my only luna i said nothing i closed my eyes again pretending to drift back to
09:34sleep
09:35letting him think his lies had lulled me into complacency i did not look at him i did not
09:40believe a single syllable every word was a knife twisting deeper into a wound he would never let heal
09:46duty was just an excuse an excuse to betray me without guilt and i let him believe i did not
09:52see through it
09:57that night after he left i tore the wolf tooth pendant from my neck with a single
10:02sharp movement i held it in my palm staring at the rough bone that once meant forever that had once
10:09been my most cherished treasure it was no longer a gift it was a lie i walked slowly to the
10:15hearth
10:15where the fire still glowed low and warm casting faint shadows across the stone walls i opened my
10:21fingers and let the necklace fall into the flames i watched it char black crumble into small pieces and
10:27fade silently into the ash below when it was completely gone i felt no sorrow only a quiet
10:33heavy liberating relief on my wrist i wore a smooth ancient bone ring something i had kept close and
10:41hidden since the very first day i arrived in this strange land the blood moon would rise soon i would
10:47be ready and until then the act would go on i was moved to the mountain den before sunset it
10:54was cold
10:55damp and completely empty with no fire no soft furs no warmth nothing but rough stone and howling wind
11:03that cut straight through my bones the air smelled of decay and neglect a reminder that this was where
11:08the pack left those they no longer wanted noah came once on the first day bearing a small basket of
11:14simple rations bread and dried meat barely enough to survive i shut the door in his face without a single
11:20word
11:21after that he never came back i assumed lydia needed him the unborn child needed him the pack needed him
11:30i was
11:30nothing to him now and that was fine it made my way easier my resolve stronger days passed slowly painfully
11:38the
11:38food ran out no one refilled it no one checked on me no one cared i curled up on the
11:46hard stone bed shivering
11:48uncontrollably as a dull heavy cramping began deep in my stomach for years i had used wild herbs to
11:54avoid carrying a child i did not want to be tied to this world to this pack to noah by
12:00blood but fate had
12:01other crueler plans the pain grew sharper more unbearable tearing through my body like shards of ice i realized
12:11slowly coldly what was happening against all odds i was carrying his child and in this cold abandoned den
12:20with no food no care no love no warmth the small fragile life inside me could not survive warm blood
12:28spread slowly beneath me dark and sticky soaking into the thin furs i'd been given i stared up at the
12:34dark stone ceiling tears falling silently down my cheeks but i did not grieve i felt only quiet
12:41profound relief that baby deserved a father who would choose it a pack that would value it a life
12:47that would cherish it the last living link between noah and me was gone forever my bone ring slipped from
12:53my finger and clattered loudly onto the stone floor outside the sky glowed silver the blood moon had come
12:59my chance to escape was here
13:04the sky blazed silver above the mountain the blood moon hung full and bright casting an otherworldly light
13:10over the entire land turning the snow to liquid silver and the rocks to shadow my bone ring glowed
13:16softly on the stone floor humming with a quiet old power i had long kept to myself this ring was
13:22my
13:22only connection to the life i once had a life far away from wolves and packs and blood moons i
13:27was not
13:28born to this world i was pulled here unexpectedly torn away from everything i knew and loved from a modern
13:34life of warmth and safety and family from a home that never asked me to sacrifice myself for love
13:40this ring was my only way back i left the bloodstained furs spread wide on the stone bed
13:45making it clear and obvious for anyone who found me that i had perished here in the cold i took
13:50one last
13:51long final look at the territory that had broken me then stepped calmly into the glowing light of the
13:56blood moon the portal closed softly behind me i was free noah woke suddenly in the dead of night
14:04his wolf screaming inside him with a blind uncontrollable panic that made his whole body shake
14:09he did not know why he only knew something was unspeakably terribly wrong he threw off lydia without
14:16a second thought and ran rushing wildly up the mountain path his feet bleeding on the sharp stones
14:21his lungs burning with every breath the den door hung open creaking weakly in the wind he stumbled
14:28inside it was empty then he saw it the massive dark wet blood stain on the furs so large it
14:35made his
14:35breath catch the healer was summoned immediately she knelt and trembled violently pressing her fingers
14:41to the blood then looked up at him with tears streaming down her face it was the blood of a
14:47miscarriage
14:48it's hers the mighty feared alpha of the shadow pine pack collapsed helplessly to his knees he
14:55clutched the blood stained furs to his chest and let out a broken animal-like sob that echoed through
15:00the empty den he had lost me he had lost our child and he knew with every fiber of his
15:06being that it was
15:07all his fault no one never recovered from that day he drove lydia and their newborn pup far away from
15:14the
15:14pack refusing to even look at the air he had once craved so desperately the pup was a reminder of
15:20his betrayal of the child he had lost of the woman he had destroyed he wanted nothing to do with
15:26the
15:26pack the land the title the life he had fought so hard to gain he only wanted me the pack
15:32turned
15:33against him completely calling him mad you're not worthy of being our alpha they stripped him of his
15:38alpha title and locked him away in isolation fearing his grief would destroy them all he stayed in that
15:44bloody mountain den for days four weeks staring blankly at the stone walls whispering my knee
15:50over and over again like a prayer he was not crazy he was repenting repenting for me for the child
15:57he
15:57never got to hold for every choice that had broken the one person who had ever loved him truly
16:04unconditionally i opened my eyes to the soft white light of a hospital room the steady beep of machines
16:09the warm familiar scent of antiseptic and home that i had missed so deeply i was back in my own
16:15world the
16:16world i had been torn away from three years ago my parents were beside me their faces lined with years
16:21of grief and overwhelming relief their hair streaked with gray from worry and searching they had searched
16:26for me every single day for three long years selling everything they owned never giving up even when
16:33the police had stopped looking even when everyone else had said i was gone forever i held them tightly
16:38and wept for the years i had lost for the pain i had put them through for the fool i
16:44had been to
16:44abandon the people who loved me unconditionally for a man who had only loved me when it was convenient
16:50i promised them i would never leave again i promised myself i would never let anyone break me like that
16:56again i lived quietly for a full year healing slowly but steadily rebuilding my life one small
17:03step at a time i stayed close to my family got a job decorated a small apartment that felt like
17:09home
17:09and learned to feel safe and calm again i put the wolf territory the blood moons the pain and noah
17:16firmly behind me i thought i was free that i would never see him again never be haunted by the
17:22past
17:22then i saw him he stood in the middle of the busy modern street surrounded by cars and neon lights
17:28and crowds of people his long hair wild and unkempt his clothes strange and out of place his eyes fixed
17:34on me like i was a ghost he could not believe was real he had used my bone ring the
17:39ring i had left
17:40behind in the mountain den he had crossed worlds he had found me my chest tightened with a mix of
17:46fear
17:46and anger the old wounds aching as if they had never truly closed i thought i had escaped him but
17:52he
17:52had followed me home my blood turned to ice in my veins i grabbed his arm roughly and pulled him
17:59into a dark quiet alley away from the crowds my heart racing with fear and anger and cold disgust
18:05how did you find me leave now go back to your world and never bother me again his eyes filled
18:13with hot
18:13helpless tears a sight i had never seen from the proud alpha get out of here he begged me desperately
18:19his
18:20voice cracking please don't send me away i know i don't deserve forgiveness i just want to make it up
18:28to you let me stay let me protect you and love you the way i should then the proud powerful
18:37alpha dropped
18:37to his knees before me in the dirt and shadow of the alley humbling himself completely hit me hate me
18:45hurt me hurt me just don't leave me again i felt nothing but cold empty revulsion his apologies meant
18:53nothing his regret meant nothing he had broken me and i would never let him fix me just then i
19:00saw my
19:01cousin walking toward the alley coming to check on me after i disappeared into the crowd a sharp quiet
19:07idea flashed into my mind a way to make him leave darling i had taught him long ago that darling
19:14was for
19:14the person you loved more than anything in the world i hid behind my cousin pretending to be afraid
19:20noah's face shattered completely he knew what that word meant
19:26who are you let's go home back to our home to our son
19:32he realized i had moved on that i had built a new life a new love a new family without
19:39him he stood
19:40frozen as if the breath had been stolen from his lungs and i could see every bit of hope he
19:45had
19:46carried die in his eyes i was truly completely gone and nothing he could do would ever bring me back
19:53noah did not leave he refused to go back to his world even after i had shattered his hope he
19:59found a
19:59job near my apartment working long tiring days just to be close just to catch a single glimpse of me
20:06as
20:06i passed by he watched me from a distance silent and broken never daring to approach he learned to
20:13adapt to my world fumbling with strange tools and heavy work struggling to understand cars and phones
20:19and the busy pace of modern life all to stay within reach of the woman he had destroyed one day
20:24he stepped
20:25shakily in front of me and pulled out a small simple ring a human symbol of aria and love he
20:31had
20:32so sorry my world i want to give you forever i'll spend the rest of my life making up for
20:40every mistake
20:40i made i took the ring from his hand calmly i held it up for a long moment then threw
20:46it hard into the
20:47grass i told him his regret was pathetic your regret is pathetic your apology worthless and your presence
20:54is disgusting if you ever come near me again i'll disappear forever and you'll never find me i turned
21:00and walked away never looking back a few days later a small plain package arrived quietly at my door
21:11there was no return address but i knew who it was from inside was my bone ring the key to
21:17the wolf world
21:17the key that had brought me safely home the key he had used to cross worlds and find me and
21:23there was
21:23a letter written in shaky childish but painfully careful handwriting it was from noah he wrote that
21:30he would never bother me again that he was returning the ring in case i ever wanted to go back
21:35though he
21:36knew deep in his heart i never would he wished me happiness peace a life free from pain and regret
21:42i will spend the rest of my days making up for what i've done even if you never forgive me
21:49i don't ask for your pity i don't ask for a second chance all i ask is that you be
21:56happy when i
21:57finished reading i folded the letter and set it aside he was gone truly finally gone and this time i
22:05did not
22:05feel a thing i put the bone ring away in a quiet hidden drawer closing the final chapter on wolves
22:12blood moons broken promises and the love that had destroyed me completely i did not feel anger i did
22:19not feel sadness i felt light as if a weight i had carried for years had finally been lifted i
22:25went back
22:26to my family to my quiet warm safe life to the world that had always been mine that had always
22:33loved me
22:33i learned the hardest and most important lesson of all real love should never ask you to lose yourself
22:39it should never make you small or silent or broken it should never require you to give up your home
22:45your heart or your worth i had once believed that love meant sacrifice but i now knew that true love
22:52means respect respect for who you are respect for your choices respect for your heart i chose to save
22:59myself i chose to go home i chose to live for the people who loved me and that was the
23:05bravest kindest
23:06most necessary choice i ever made i walked forward into my life open and unafraid leaving the wolf the pack
23:14and the pain far behind me i would never again give up my world for someone who would not fight
23:20for me
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