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The Alpha’S Regret She Never Looked Back Ep Engsub ⭐
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00:01i discovered my alpha cheating in our own bedroom with a stepmother and i pretended not to know i
00:07found out my alpha was cheating on me and i caught them right inside our shared chamber thinking i
00:12was asleep i did not move i did not speak i kept my eyes closed my breathing steady and pretended
00:20to rest even as my heart shattered i lay still in the furs every muscle coiled tight forcing calm
00:26i was wide awake every sense heightened then i heard it the soft shift of bodies ragged breath
00:32and her voice quiet and hesitant laced with thrill should we really do this here
00:42it's okay she fell asleep my blood turned to ice but i did not flinch i forced my eyelids shut
00:49imagining them no uh my mate the alpha i built pressing lydia against our bedroom stonewall
00:55his hands in her hair his mouth on hers starved she was his stepmother the late alpha's mate
01:01betraying me right beside my bed they thought i slept thought they were quiet but i heard every
01:07kiss every possessive growl every shameless sigh his hands roamed her like she was his she clung
01:13to him like she belonged in my place i swallowed down bile keeping my breathing even my face impassive
01:19i lay silent chest aching as if clawed open but gave no sign i did not scream did not confront
01:26them
01:26i just listened letting cold resolve settle the blood moon was coming and i would leave forever
01:32for now i would pretend pretend ignorance pretend the betrayal did not cut deep i would bide my time
01:39then vanish without a trace
01:44this was the man i gave up everything for but he cheated on me with his stepmother behind my back
01:50i am aria i left my entire world behind to stay in this cursed frozen wolf territory a world of
01:56frost
01:57and tradition where strength was worshipped and softness was a weakness i tilled the barren earth
02:02that had never grown crops before turning rock and snow into soil that could feed the pack i healed the
02:07sick with wild herbs i'd learned to recognize stitching wounds and calming fevers when the pack's
02:13old ways only brought suffering i built stable shelters that blocked the biting winter wind
02:18keeping their children alive through the coldest nights most of all i built noah i turned him from a
02:24reckless hot-headed warrior into a respected alpha teaching him patience wisdom and how to lead with
02:30kindness not just strength i gave him my loyalty my effort my heart and my future i thought
02:37love could outrun tradition i thought he would choose me now i knew better but i would not let him
02:43see how much he had broken me but the moment his father died everything changed the old alpha's
02:49funeral fire had barely turned to ash when noah brought lydia back to our den under the pack's
02:54ancient twisted law the son inherits his father's mate a tradition he'd once sworn to break for me he did
03:01not fight it he did not hesitate he did not even apologize he just brought her home and betrayed me
03:07where i slept that night in our chamber was not the first time and it would not be the last
03:12and every
03:13night i lay there pretending to sleep pretending not to hear the sounds of their betrayal through the
03:19thin stone walls lydia was given the chamber beside ours close enough to touch close enough to taunt every
03:26night the whispers the moans the proof that he had forgotten every vow he'd made to me drifted through
03:32the walls i did not scream i did not confront him i only carved tiny marks into the stone wall
03:38and dried
03:38beast blood counting down the days until the blood moon my silent countdown to freedom hidden from his sight
03:45the next morning i went to my seedling beds the fields i'd nurtured with my own two hands the future
03:51i'd built
03:52for the pack that owed me everything when i arrived my heart sank completely every plant was drowned
03:58flooded destroyed beyond any hope of saving lydia stood beside the wreckage holding a wooden bucket
04:05tears streaming down her face before i could speak noah appeared he shoved me backward with brutal
04:12unthinking force my knee crashed hard into a sharp stone and white hot pain exploded through my leg
04:18lydia lifted her cheerful face whispering softly i only wanted to help
04:25can you not even tolerate her what was the point of explaining he had already chosen chosen the woman
04:32who destroyed my work chosen to believe her lies over my pain he had chosen to break me one cruelty
04:38at a
04:39time i pushed myself up slowly from the mud and dirt my leg throbbing violently blood dripping
04:45steadily down my calf i lifted my head and looked noah directly in the eyes my voice soft but final
04:51no hint of the rage i felt i'm hurt too noah for a single heartbeat i saw hesitation a flicker
04:59of guilt
04:59a moment of regret but then lydia whimpered and pressed a hand to her stomach her voice trembling
05:05i'm bleeding a single red drop appeared on her thigh noah's face turned white he did not hesitate
05:12he lifted her in his arms and ran leaving me alone in the wreckage of the life i had built
05:17in that
05:18moment the very last thread of hope inside me snapped clean and final i no longer loved him i no
05:25longer
05:25hated him i simply did not care and i let that indifference show my face calm as i tended to
05:32my
05:32wound alone one more part of the act one more step toward freedom we gathered in the healer's small
05:39quiet stone chamber later that day the healer's voice suddenly rang out with bright joy lydia was
05:45with child with the deepest lunar mark in generations a sign of great power for the pack
05:51noah's face lit up with a wild overwhelming joy i had never seen a joy he had never shown me
05:57not even
05:58on the day he became alpha then he turned to me his expression cold and calm as if he were
06:04giving a
06:04simple order not a knife to the heart you will care for her this is your duty i laughed bitterly
06:11the sound echoing in the small chamber this is not my child it's your choice i refuse the room fell
06:18silent noah's eyes turned cold enough to freeze the air and i knew in that moment that my fate was
06:24sealed for the first time i dropped the act not out of anger but out of acceptance the pretense was
06:30no
06:31longer needed my escape was near noah's face hardened instantly into cold unyielding stone
06:38he gave me an ultimatum sharp and final you must serve lydia tend to her every need or leave the
06:45alpha
06:46den forever where am i supposed to go this territory this pack this life i had built it all with
06:55my own
06:56two hands it was as much my home as his he hesitated for a long then spoke the words that
07:02felt like a
07:02death sentence the old mountain dens the place where wolves go to die the healer gasped and tried to
07:10protest it was a death sentence that no one survived the mountain dens alone but noah silenced her with a
07:17single icy look i agreed without hesitation i was not surrendering i was waiting waiting for the blood
07:26moon i'm gonna leave him with nothing just like he started out once noah had knelt before me in
07:35firelight his large hands trembling as he placed a rough wolf tooth pendant around my neck it was
07:41unpolished uneven but to me it was the most precious thing in the entire territory he swore i was his
07:48only mate his only equal he said he cared nothing for pack laws nothing for heirs nothing for the
07:54marks that defined other wolves he said i was enough i wore that pendant like a crown i believed him
08:01even when the pack whispered that a human like me could never be a true luna now it felt like
08:07a chain
08:07but i kept it around my neck one more part of the act one more way to pretend i was
08:13still the naive
08:14loving mate he once knew but after lydia arrived every gentle memory turned to poison the pendant
08:20around my neck felt like a weight a reminder of every lie he'd told every promise he'd broken i was
08:27no longer begging for his love i was waiting for my escape and the blood moon would be my ticket
08:32out
08:33and until then i would keep pretending keep hiding the rage and heartbreak that threatened to consume me
08:42one night long after he'd been with lydia noah finally came to me his skin reeked of her thick and
08:49cloying mixed with a cold impatient guilt he sat on the edge of my fur bed and reached to touch
08:55my hair
08:55as if he still had the right to comfort me as if nothing had broken between us i flinched away
09:01as if
09:01burned not out of anger but to keep up the pretense of a sleepy don't touch me unknowing mate
09:08startled by his touch avoiding his eyes so he would not see the pain there his jaw tightened his eyes
09:14hardening this is just duty aria for the pack for an heir i would send her away once she gave
09:24birth
09:24that the pup would call you mother that you were still my only luna i said nothing i closed my
09:32eyes
09:32again pretending to drift back to sleep letting him think his lies had lulled me into complacency
09:38i did not look at him i did not believe a single syllable every word was a knife twisting deeper
09:44into
09:45a wound he would never let heal duty was just an excuse an excuse to betray me without guilt
09:50and i let him believe i did not see through it
09:57that night after he left i tore the wolf tooth pendant from my neck with a single sharp movement
10:03i held it in my palm staring at the rough bone that once meant forever that had once been my
10:09most cherished treasure it was no longer a gift it was a lie i walked slowly to the hearth where
10:15the
10:15fire still glowed low and warm casting faint shadows across the stone walls i opened my fingers
10:21and let the necklace fall into the flames i watched it char black crumble into small pieces and fade
10:27silently into the ash below when it was completely gone i felt no sorrow only a quiet heavy liberating
10:35relief on my wrist i wore a smooth ancient bone ring something i had kept close and hidden since the
10:42very first day i arrived in this strange land the blood moon would rise soon i would be ready and
10:48until then the act would go on i was moved to the mountain den before sunset it was cold damp
10:55and
10:56completely empty with no fire no soft furs no warmth nothing but rough stone and howling wind that cut
11:03straight through my bones the air smelled of decay and neglect a reminder that this was where the pack
11:09left those they no longer wanted noah came once on the first day bearing a small basket of simple
11:14rations bread and dried meat barely enough to survive i shut the door in his face without a single word
11:21after that he never came back i assumed lydia needed him the unborn child needed him the pack needed him
11:30i was nothing to him now and that was fine it made my way easier my resolve stronger days passed
11:37slowly
11:37painfully the food ran out no one refilled it no one checked on me no one cared i curled up
11:46on the
11:46hard stone bed shivering uncontrollably as a dull heavy cramping began deep in my stomach for years
11:53i had used wild herbs to avoid carrying a child i did not want to be tied to this world
11:58to this pack
11:59to noah by blood but fate had other crueler plans the pain grew sharper more unbearable tearing through
12:09my body like shards of ice i realized slowly coldly what was happening against all odds i was carrying
12:16his child and in this cold abandoned den with no food no care no love no warmth the small fragile
12:25life
12:26inside me could not survive warm blood spread slowly beneath me dark and sticky soaking into
12:31the thin furs i'd been given i stared up at the dark stone ceiling tears falling silently down my cheeks
12:37but i did not grieve i felt only quiet profound relief that baby deserved a father who would choose
12:44it a pack that would value it a life that would cherish it the last living link between noah and
12:50me
12:50was gone forever my bone ring slipped from my finger and clattered loudly onto the stone floor
12:55outside the sky glowed silver the blood moon had come my chance to escape was here
13:04the sky blazed silver above the mountain the blood moon hung full and bright casting an otherworldly
13:10light over the entire land turning the snow to liquid silver and the rocks to shadow my bone ring
13:15glowed softly on the stone floor humming with a quiet old power i had long kept to myself this
13:21ring was my only connection to the life i once had a life far away from wolves and packs and
13:26blood moons
13:27i was not born to this world i was pulled here unexpectedly torn away from everything i knew and
13:33loved from a modern life of warmth and safety and family from a home that never asked me to sacrifice
13:39myself for love this ring was my only way back i left the bloodstained furs spread wide on the stone
13:45bed
13:45making it clear and obvious for anyone who found me that i had perished here in the cold
13:50i took one last long final look at the territory that had broken me
13:54then stepped calmly into the glowing light of the blood moon the portal closed softly behind me
13:59i was free noah woke suddenly in the dead of night his wolf screaming inside him with a blind
14:06uncontrollable panic that made his whole body shake he did not know why he only knew something
14:12was unspeakably terribly wrong he threw off lydia without a second thought and ran rushing wildly up
14:18the mountain path his feet bleeding on the sharp stones his lungs burning with every breath the den
14:24door hung open creaking weakly in the wind he stumbled inside it was empty then he saw it the massive
14:31dark wet blood stain on the furs so large it made his breath catch the healer was summoned immediately
14:38she knelt and trembled violently pressing her fingers to the blood then looked up at him with
14:43tears streaming down her face it was the blood of a miscarriage it's hers the mighty feared alpha of
14:52the shadow pine pack collapsed helplessly to his knees he clutched the bloodstained first to his chest
14:57and let out a broken animal-like sob that echoed through the empty den he had lost me he had
15:03lost our
15:03child and he knew with every fiber of his being that it was all his fault noah never recovered from
15:11that day he drove lydia and their newborn pup far away from the pack refusing to even look at the
15:16air
15:16he had once craved so desperately the pup was a reminder of his betrayal of the child he had lost
15:22of the woman he had destroyed he wanted nothing to do with the pack the land the title the life
15:29he had
15:29fought so hard to gain he only wanted me the pack turned against him completely calling him mad not
15:35worthy of being our alpha they stripped him of his alpha title and locked him away in isolation fearing
15:41his grief would destroy them all he stayed in that bloody mountain den for days four weeks staring
15:47blankly at the stone walls whispering my name over and over again like a prayer he was not crazy he
15:54was
15:54repenting repenting for me for the child he never got to hold for every choice that had broken the
16:00one person who had ever loved him truly unconditionally i opened my eyes to the soft white light of a
16:07hospital room the steady beep of machines the warm familiar scent of antiseptic and home that i had missed
16:13so deeply i was back in my own world the world i had been torn away from three years ago
16:18my parents were
16:19beside me their faces lined with years of grief and overwhelming relief their hair streaked with
16:24gray from worry and searching they had searched for me every single day for three long years
16:29selling everything they owned never giving up even when the police had stopped looking even when
16:35everyone else had said i was gone forever i held them tightly and wept for the years i had lost
16:40for
16:41the pain i had put them through for the fool i had been to abandon the people who loved me
16:46unconditionally for a man who had only loved me when it was convenient i promised them i would never
16:52leave again i promised myself i would never let anyone break me like that again i lived quietly for
16:58a full year healing slowly but steadily rebuilding my life one small step at a time i stayed close to
17:05my
17:05family got a job decorated a small apartment that felt like home and learned to feel safe and calm again
17:11i put the wolf territory the blood moons the pain and noah firmly behind me i thought i was free
17:18that
17:19i would never see him again never be haunted by the past then i saw him he stood in the
17:24middle of the
17:25busy modern street surrounded by cars and neon lights and crowds of people his long hair wild and
17:31unkempt his clothes strange and out of place his eyes fixed on me like i was a ghost he could
17:36not believe
17:36was real he had used my bone ring the ring i had left behind in the mountain den he had
17:42crossed worlds
17:43he had found me my chest tightened with a mix of fear and anger the old wounds aching as if
17:48they had
17:49never truly closed i thought i had escaped him but he had followed me home my blood turned to ice
17:56in my
17:57veins i grabbed his arm roughly and pulled him into a dark quiet alley away from the crowds my heart
18:03racing
18:04with fear and anger and cold disgust how did you find me leave now go back to your world and
18:11never
18:11bother me again his eyes filled with hot helpless tears a sight i had never seen from the proud alpha
18:17get out of here he begged me desperately his voice cracking please don't send me away i know i don't
18:25deserve forgiveness i just want to make it up to you let me stay let me protect you and love
18:34you the
18:35way i should then the proud powerful alpha dropped to his knees before me in the dirt and shadow of
18:40the
18:40alley humbling himself completely hit me hate me hurt me just don't leave me again i felt nothing but cold
18:51empty revulsion his apologies meant nothing his regret meant nothing he had broken me and i would
18:58never let him fix me just then i saw my cousin walking toward the alley coming to check on me
19:04after i disappeared into the crowd a sharp quiet idea flashed into my mind a way to make him leave
19:10darling i had taught him long ago that darling was for the person you loved more than anything in the
19:16world i hid behind my cousin pretending to be afraid noah's face shattered completely he knew what that
19:23word meant who are you let's go home back to our home to our son he realized i had moved
19:34on that i had
19:35built a new life a new love a new family without him he stood frozen as if the breath had
19:42been stolen
19:43from his lungs and i could see every bit of hope he had carried die in his eyes i was
19:47truly completely
19:48gone and nothing he could do would ever bring me back noah did not leave he refused to go back
19:56to
19:56his world even after i had shattered his hope he found a job near my apartment working long tiring
20:02days just to be close just to catch a single glimpse of me as i passed by he watched me
20:08from a distance
20:08silent and broken never daring to approach he learned to adapt to my world fumbling with strange tools
20:15and heavy work struggling to understand cars and phones and the busy pace of modern life all to stay
20:22within reach of the woman he had destroyed one day he stepped shakily in front of me and pulled out
20:27a
20:27small simple ring a human symbol of aria and love he had so sorry my world i want to give
20:34you forever
20:37i'll spend the rest of my life making up for every mistake i made i took the ring from his
20:43hand
20:43calmly i held it up for a long moment then threw it hard into the grass i told him his
20:48regret was
20:49pathetic your regret is pathetic your apology worthless and your presence disgusting if you ever
20:56come near me again i'll disappear forever and you'll never find me i turned and walked away never looking back
21:05a few days later a small plain package arrived quietly at my door there was no return address
21:12but i knew who it was from inside was my bone ring the key to the wolf world the key
21:18that had brought me
21:19safely home the key he had used to cross worlds and find me and there was a letter written in
21:24shaky
21:25childish but painfully careful handwriting it was from noah he wrote that he would never bother me again
21:32that he was returning the ring in case i ever wanted to go back though he knew deep in his
21:37heart
21:37i never would he wished me happiness peace a life free from pain and regret i will spend the rest
21:43of my
21:44days making up for what i've done even if you never forgive me i don't ask for your pity i
21:52don't ask for a
21:53second chance all i ask is that you be happy when i finished reading i folded the letter and set
22:00it
22:00aside he was gone truly finally gone and this time i did not feel a thing i put the bone
22:08ring away in a
22:09quiet hidden drawer closing the final chapter on wolves blood moons broken promises and the love that
22:16had destroyed me completely i did not feel anger i did not feel sadness i felt light as if a
22:22weight
22:23i had carried for years had finally been lifted i went back to my family to my quiet warm safe
22:29life
22:30to the world that had always been mine that had always loved me i learned the hardest and most
22:35important lesson of all real love should never ask you to lose yourself it should never make you small
22:41or silent or broken it should never require you to give up your home your heart or your worth i
22:48had
22:48once believed that love meant sacrifice but i now knew that true love means respect respect for who you
22:54are respect for your choices respect for your heart i chose to save myself i chose to go home i
23:02chose to
23:02live for the people who loved me and that was the bravest kindest most necessary choice i ever made
23:08i walked forward into my life open and unafraid leaving the wolf the pack and the pain far behind me
23:16i would never again give up my world for someone who would not fight for me
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