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00:00Imagine a world where the battle between good and evil isn't just a story told in hushed tones around a
00:05campfire
00:06But a stark reality that invades the lives of ordinary people
00:10Where dark forces lurk not just in the shadows, but behind the eyes of your neighbor, your friend, or even
00:17your family member
00:18What's up, Boo Crew? I'm Selina Spooky Boo, and today we are going to be talking about real-life exorcisms
00:24This stuff's too real for me. I want none of this in my life
00:27It's weird, bro. It's weird
00:30My tea is blue today. We're in a good mood. Let's get into it
00:33About that tea, though. What happens when you put lemon in it?
00:36If you put lemon in this tea, it turns the blue tea purple, and I'm all over it
00:40Love it
00:40From the quiet streets of small towns to the bustling lanes of metropolitan cities, these stories traverse the globe
00:46Revealing encounters with the diabolical that have left communities shaken and faiths profoundly tested
00:53Coming in at number one, we have Roland Doe
00:56That's a funny name. Roland Doe
00:58It's like Schitt's Creek, Roland Shit
01:00Yeah, Roland Shit and Jacqueline Shit
01:02Yeah
01:02Ugh!
01:03The enduring fear that evil spirits can seize control over humans has haunted humanity's nightmares throughout history
01:10This ancient terror deeply ingrained in the human psyche has given to the rise to numerous horrifying tales and rituals
01:17aimed at banishing such spirits
01:19A practice known as the exorcism
01:22This fear is vividly captured in the spine-chilling 1973 horror film The Exorcist
01:29Directed by William
01:31Hold on a sec
01:32You said directed by William
01:34You gotta say his last name
01:35No, I can't
01:36Friedkin?
01:37Friedkin
01:38Friedkin
01:39Yeah, Friedkin
01:39Friedkin
01:40William Friedkin
01:41As one of the most successful horror films ever made, The Exorcist not only gripped audiences with its chilling narrative
01:47But also drew critical acclaim for its powerfully terrifying portrayal of demonic possession
01:53However, not everyone is aware that the roots of this film stretch deep into the soil of true events
02:00Making the story behind it just as eerie as the film itself
02:05What was your favorite part of The Exorcist?
02:07Uh, the projectile vomit
02:09Oh, that was great
02:10Or like the head
02:11Oh, the head's so spooky
02:14What about you?
02:14What is it about turning heads, even in modern day horror movies?
02:17Because you can't do it
02:17Because you know your neck hurts
02:20We're older now
02:22Our real life story begins in the late 1940s
02:25With a young boy known under the alias Roland Doe
02:28Who was mourning the death of his beloved aunt
02:30She had introduced Roland to the mythical world of spiritualism
02:34And taught him how to use the Ouija board
02:36But after her passing, a series of strange events and occurrences began to unfold in Roland's home
02:43It started with eerie noises, dripping sounds, and scratching that seemed to emerge from the walls
02:50Initially, Roland's family thought that these were benign messages from the aunt
02:54Trying to communicate from the beyond
02:56They responded by reaching out
02:59Dum-dums
03:00Don't do that
03:01Leave it alone
03:01Do not reach out to this type of spirit
03:04Not if it's scratching, like, come on
03:06No
03:06At least it's a raccoon
03:08Hoping to make contact with her and perhaps help her find peace
03:11Little did they know that their actions would only invite darker forces into their lives
03:16Guys, I'm gonna say it now, I'm gonna say it again
03:17If you don't know what you're doing, don't get into it
03:19Don't
03:20Research
03:20Google four things before you do anything like this, okay?
03:23You could literally just scare yourself and not even be haunted
03:26Yeah
03:26Just haunt yourself
03:27Haunt yourself
03:28Haunt yourself
03:29Don't do this
03:29The situation escalated quickly
03:31Roland reported hearing footsteps in his room at night, disturbing his sleep
03:35And each morning, he found fresh scratch marks on his mattress
03:39Whoa, like, through it?
03:41That's crazy
03:41Before long, these mysterious scratches began to appear on his body as well
03:48As supernatural attacks grew more intense, the family realized that they were dealing with
03:52something far beyond their understanding
03:55Actual, like, scratching and actual things showing up on the human body, that always freaks me out
03:58Oh, that's terrifying, especially if it's in threes, because then it's mocking the truth
04:01Like, I'd love to have that investigated in situations
04:04Like, if we could have proof of a scratch showing up without something happening, if it got caught on video
04:10or something
04:10You just, like, watch it happen?
04:11Yeah
04:12That's, like, that'd be so cool
04:14Terrifying
04:14They called upon the local minister, who spent a night observing the unnerving phenomenon
04:20Convinced that this was no ordinary haunting, he recommended that the family seek help from the Jesuits
04:25Taking his advice, the family embraced Catholicism
04:29Am I saying that right?
04:30Catholicism
04:32Catholicism!
04:33Catholicism?
04:33What did I say?
04:35Catholicism
04:35I should know these words
04:36I mean, you kind of sounded it out, not too bad
04:39Now, it's crazy, because I never knew Catholicism was literally just, like, being Catholic
04:42Good to know, cool
04:44Hoping that spiritual strength and religious rituals might protect them, they attempted to have Roland baptized
04:49But the ceremony provoked violent outbursts from the boy, displaying a ferocity that shocked everyone present
04:56With few options left, the family decided to move, hoping a new home may free them from the grip of
05:02these disturbances
05:03But the spirits, or whatever dark forces had latched onto Roland, followed them
05:08Furniture was found overturned, religious icons desecrated, and Roland's mattress shook, as if in the grasp of an unseen force
05:17Can you imagine just laying in bed and it starts vibrating? I'd be like, ah, free massage?
05:23Haunt me, please, this feels great
05:25My back hurts
05:25At their wits' end, the family turned to a more drastic measure
05:29Exorcism
05:30Father Raymond J. Bishop and Father William S. Bodern
05:34Bodern? Yep
05:35Were among the clergy called upon to confront the entity possessing Roland
05:39Father Bodern, in an attempt to shield the boy, placed a crucifix under his pillow, which led to even more
05:45violent reactions
05:46The household was thrown into chaos, with objects flying and holy items being forcefully displaced
05:53The battle to save Roland took place over several grueling sessions, conducted in the sterile environments of Georgetown University Hospital
06:02And the Alexan Brother Hospital in Missouri
06:05Okay, wait, can you imagine
06:07You're going to the hospital
06:08To visit your sick little nanny
06:11And you walk by a room
06:12And there are priests yelling and throwing holy water
06:15At a kid whose head is spinning around in circles
06:17Yeah, no
06:18I would go to a different hospital
06:20No, bye
06:20I would take my nanny out of there
06:22Yeah
06:23We'd be on the run
06:24Immediately, no
06:24That was a thought I had in this too
06:26Like, religiously, in these movies, it works for Hollywood
06:29Because it's always, like, Catholic, and it's always like that
06:32But, like, it'd be cool to see other cultures' versions of exorcisms
06:37Yeah, I would want to see a witch's one
06:38Like, some Wiccan ones
06:39That'd be really cool
06:40Throughout these exorcisms, Roland exhibited terrifying behavior
06:44He vomited, urinated, and spat
06:47All while speaking in tongues
06:48And manifesting a voice so deep and alien
06:51It chilled to the bone
06:53One of the most harrowing moments occurred
06:55When one of the priests, Walter Halloran
06:57Had his nose broken by an unforeseen force
07:01During one of the rituals
07:02That is insane
07:03After numerous intense sessions
07:05The clergy finally declared the exorcism a success
07:08Roland was freed from the malevolent force
07:10That had taken a hold of him
07:11And, according to those involved
07:13He went on to lead a normal, uneventful life
07:16The detailed accounts of these events
07:18Were meticulously recorded by Father Bishop
07:20And later shared with William Peter Blatty
07:23Who transformed him into his novel
07:25The Exorcist
07:27Blatty's novel captured the imagination of the public
07:29And was soon turned into a blockbuster film
07:32That continues to haunt the dreams of viewers to this day
07:36Could you imagine if people were just bored back then?
07:39And they just started doing crazy stuff like this?
07:41They just started acting like demons?
07:42The truth is
07:43I 100% believe in demons, angels, and stuff
07:48I have been to a quasi-exorcist
07:50I've seen it
07:52I feel like I would go into that room
07:54And I could be able to feel
07:55If this person was just
07:56Like, severely mentally ill
07:57Yeah
07:58Or putting on a show
07:59Yeah
07:59But I've also, like
08:01Seen horrifying things manifest
08:02Yeah
08:03But I think, like
08:04For the Catholic priests to have to get in there
08:05Like, is it an ego thing?
08:07Are they like
08:07Let's just do this
08:09And then people will think we're
08:10You know what I mean?
08:10Yeah, like
08:11What's going through the priest's head as well?
08:13And are they just performing?
08:14And that's another thought I had earlier
08:16Like, how deeply
08:17How deep does a priest's beliefs have to be?
08:20And how much do they have to, like, study
08:22Not just God
08:23But, like, demons and angels
08:25And stuff like that
08:26To really be somebody
08:28That would feel comfortable
08:29And want to perform an exorcist
08:30Amen
08:30And feel confident doing it
08:31Amen
08:32It's just
08:33It's crazy
08:34It's kind of mind-boggling
08:35The things that
08:36Have came up through the generations
08:37I don't know
08:38Number two
08:39We have
08:40George Luckens
08:41So that isn't an isolated incident
08:43And the story of George Luckens
08:44Also adds to the mix
08:46On May 31st, 1778
08:48The Reverend Joseph Easterbrock
08:50Victor of the now-deserted
08:52Temple Church in Bristol, England
08:53Found himself drawn to what would become
08:56The most extraordinary
08:57And chilling cases of his career
08:59This bizarre journey began with Sarah Baber
09:03A parishioner who encountered
09:05A distressed man in Yatton
09:06A town she had recently visited
09:08The man, a former tailor in his 40s
09:11Named George Luckens
09:12Was suffering from an inexplicable fit
09:15That captivated and horrified
09:17Any onlooker
09:18According to Miss Baber
09:20During these episodes
09:21Luckens would sing and scream
09:23In an array of sounds
09:25Some barely human
09:26He cursed vehemently
09:28And claimed that no doctor
09:29Could alleviate his suffering
09:30Miss Baber
09:32Familiar with Luckens
09:33And his formerly unremarkable life
09:35Was stunned by this transformation
09:36The local community, too
09:38Was at a loss
09:39Medical experts were baffled
09:42And the helpless Luckens
09:43Bewildered by his own condition
09:44Believed his affliction began
09:46After a so-called
09:47Divine slap
09:49During a mummer's play
09:51An incident some speculated
09:53Might be linked to
09:54Intoxication
09:55So that's interesting
09:56Like it's people
09:57There's so many cases of people
09:58Who did way too much LSD
10:00Or did way too much mushrooms
10:02And they're changed
10:03Forever mentally
10:04Yep
10:04And this is in the 1700s though, right?
10:08Yeah
10:08Could be the weed again
10:09Think of like the weed
10:10It could be the weed again
10:11Like ergot
10:11Yeah, like
10:13Also, like
10:14It's interesting
10:15Because I think we can tell
10:16With some people
10:17Like if somebody really knows the person
10:19Like you know me
10:20Yep
10:20If you changed tomorrow
10:21If I started acting like that
10:22You would know it's not an act
10:24Because like
10:24I'm so vanilla
10:26And not like
10:27Theater
10:28That I couldn't even
10:29Act like that
10:31For the long term
10:32It would just drain
10:32So much energy out of me
10:34It's just not you
10:34You literally couldn't
10:35Be that person
10:36But say if like
10:37One of my old friends did it
10:38I would be like
10:39This is a show
10:39Yeah
10:41The Fitz were not just
10:42Medical anomalies
10:43They were theatrical displays
10:45Of barking
10:46Twitching
10:46And demonic declarations
10:48He was possessed
10:49By seven demons
10:50Luckens
10:50I couldn't even do that
10:51Long enough
10:52No
10:52I would just start
10:53Bursting out laughing
10:54Where's your Oscar?
10:56Luckens himself
10:56Insisted that only
10:58The collective effort
10:59Of seven clergymen
11:00Could exercise
11:01These spirits
11:02Thus
11:02Driven by a mix
11:03Of concern
11:04And curiosity
11:05Mrs. Babber
11:06Sought the help
11:07Of Reverend Easterbrook
11:09Easterbrook
11:09Arranged for Luckens
11:10To be brought to Bristol
11:11For an examination
11:12The spectacle that unfolded
11:15Wasn't astonishing
11:16As it was terrifying
11:17Clerics who witnessed
11:18Luckens
11:19Were struck by the horrific
11:20Sounds and convulsions
11:21He exhibited
11:22Convinced that they were
11:23Dealing with a genuine
11:24Case of demonic possession
11:26Rather than mere insanity
11:27Well I guess we got
11:28Seven men in a room
11:29They're gonna be able
11:30To tell what's going on here
11:31So this is interesting
11:32Yeah
11:33Easterbrook sought
11:34Clerical reinforcements
11:35For an exorcism
11:36A task complicated
11:38By the skepticism
11:39Of many of his peers
11:40Despite intentions
11:41For discretion
11:42News of Luckens
11:43Condition leaked
11:44To the public
11:45Through a letter
11:45To the Bristol Gazette
11:46Dubbed the
11:47Yatin Demoniac
11:49Luckens case
11:50Quickly became a sensation
11:51Turning what was meant
11:53To be a private exorcism
11:54Into a public spectacle
11:56Crowds gathered
11:57Ease dropping
11:58On the dramatic scenes
11:59Unfolding inside
12:00The vestry room
12:01Of the temple church
12:02Scenes so sensational
12:04That they were soon
12:05Sensationalized
12:06In the street papers
12:08Akin to an 18th century
12:10Viral post
12:10To counteract wild rumors
12:13Easterbrook and his colleagues
12:14Published an official account
12:16Of the exorcism
12:17According to the report
12:19Luckens agitations
12:20Shifted dramatically
12:21During the ritual
12:22His body convulsed
12:24His voice morphed
12:25Into a deep ominous tone
12:27Accusing and mocking
12:28The clerics
12:29Despite the grotesque
12:31Blasphemies and threats
12:32The clerics persisted
12:34And ultimately
12:35Luckens cried out
12:36Blessed Jesus
12:38The seizures ceased
12:39And he thanked the clerics
12:41Insisting that he was cured
12:42A claim that was substantiated
12:44By reciting the lord's prayer
12:46Flawlessly
12:47However
12:48This resolution
12:49Did not silence skeptics
12:50Following the publication
12:52Of the story
12:53Some who knew Luckens
12:54Suggested the entire episode
12:56Was a hoax
12:57There's exactly what you said there
12:58People knew him
12:59Yeah
12:59And said this was probably fake
13:00Exacerbated by his skills
13:02In ventriloquism
13:03Ha!
13:04Yeah, right?
13:04Yeah
13:05And his propensity
13:06For hypochondria
13:07The debate over the nature
13:10Of Luckens condition
13:11Whether supernatural
13:12Or medical
13:13Genuine
13:14Or fraudulent
13:15Spurred a national discussion
13:16Clerics and physicians
13:18Debated his case
13:19With some attributing
13:21His symptoms
13:21To epilepsy
13:22Or other disorders
13:23Rather than demonic possession
13:26Okay, so here's one
13:26That I'm not going to believe that
13:28Because this is one
13:29Where people are literally saying
13:30This dude is a ventriloquist
13:31He's weird
13:31He's crazy
13:32If he's a ventriloquist
13:33He's a performer
13:34That's going to get him
13:35More time on stage
13:36You can tell people
13:36He was possessed
13:38Something else interesting here
13:40Is this could still be
13:42Some kind of demonic possession
13:44Or like mental illness
13:46In a different way
13:48Like how we talk sometimes
13:49How it can run through
13:50Family lineages
13:51Like he has to be
13:52A little disturbed
13:53To do this
13:54And pull this off
13:55And feel okay
13:56Like causing this much trauma
13:58Just for his personal gain
14:00Yep
14:00So in itself
14:01There's like a possession
14:03Behind the fake possession
14:05You know, I think what happens here
14:06Adam, the message to say
14:07Is eventually that
14:08That family inner trauma
14:09Just builds up
14:10And someone needs an exorcism
14:11Yep
14:12Stung by accusations
14:13Of gullibility
14:15And deceit
14:16Easterbrook later penned a
14:19Treatise?
14:20Treatise?
14:21I don't know what that
14:22Word is
14:23Uh, penned
14:23O letter
14:24In 1788
14:26Defending the exorcism
14:28And attempting to clear
14:29Both his and Luckin's names
14:31Yet the cloud of controversy
14:33Never fully lifted
14:34And Luckin's himself
14:36After a moment of fame
14:38Faded into obscurity
14:40He lived out his days in Yatton
14:42Struggling with poverty
14:44And chronic illness
14:45Until his death in 1805
14:47As reported by the Bristol Mirror
14:49Eh, alright
14:51It's just
14:52That's another form of
14:54Mental illness in itself
14:55And angels
14:56I'm mentally ill, man
14:57Right?
14:58When we talk about
14:58Angels and demons
14:59We're not saying
15:00They're specifically
15:01Angels and demons
15:03We're talking
15:04We're giving the thing
15:05In that realm
15:06That we don't understand
15:07A label
15:08That people understand
15:10Yeah
15:10So we're not sitting here
15:11Saying
15:12These are angels and demons
15:13And it's all
15:14Christian
15:15You know
15:16Theology
15:16Explained like that
15:17It just could be anything
15:18And this is how
15:19We're explaining it
15:20Yep
15:20Oh my god
15:21What is this name?
15:23Gottliebendittus?
15:25Gottliebendittus
15:26Number three
15:28Gottliebendittus
15:28Oh
15:29Tittus?
15:29Dittus?
15:30I like your tittus
15:32Sorry Gottliebendittus
15:33Similarly
15:33In the quiet German town
15:35Of the 1840s
15:37The tale of
15:39Gottliebendittus
15:40Unfolded
15:41I'm sure there's a German way
15:42To say that
15:42Oh yeah
15:42We're just
15:44Murdering this
15:44We're demonic
15:46On this one
15:46A story so harrowing
15:48It seems to leap
15:49From the pages
15:50Of a gothic novel
15:51Let's call her Gottlie
15:52We're gonna call her Gottlie
15:53Gottlie along with her siblings
15:54Moved into a small
15:56Eerie apartment
15:57Following the death
15:58Of their parents
15:59Aww
15:59Little did they know
16:00That their new home
16:01Would soon become
16:02The stage for a
16:03Chilling spectacle
16:04Of supernatural disturbances
16:05And demonic possession
16:07From the very first day
16:08In their new residence
16:09Odd occurrences
16:10Began to plague
16:11The Dittus family
16:13It all started with
16:15Gottlie
16:15Known in her community
16:16As a devoutly
16:17Poyous girl
16:18Experiencing a violent fit
16:21While praying
16:22At her dining table
16:23Okay
16:23So right now
16:24We got a kid
16:24Who's full of grief
16:25Okay
16:26Grief manifests
16:27In wild ways
16:28Could it be demonic?
16:29Yeah
16:29Could this just be grief?
16:30Maybe
16:31This event marks
16:31The beginning of a series
16:32Of inexplicable illnesses
16:34And paranormal activities
16:35That would torment her
16:36For years
16:37The house itself
16:38Seemed to protest
16:39Their presence
16:40With incessant crakes
16:42Bangs echoing
16:43Through the rooms
16:44Of all hours
16:45As if the building
16:46Itself seemed possessed
16:47As the disturbances grew
16:49The family's plight worsened
16:51Slipping from what was known
16:52As paranormal terms
16:53As the infestation stage
16:55To oppression
16:56Then the once vibrant
16:58And healthy gaudy
16:59Was now frequently ill
17:00Her concision mystifying
17:02And unrelenting
17:03Desperate for help
17:04They turned to
17:05John and Christoph Blumhart
17:07A local Lutheran pastor
17:09With a reputation
17:10For his stirring sermons
17:12With strong faith
17:13Blumhart initially met
17:15With Gotti
17:15When she was hospitalized
17:17For severe facial infection
17:19Ew
17:19During his visit
17:21He noticed her peculiar reactions
17:22Avoiding eye contact
17:23And reflexively
17:24Unfolding her hands
17:26Whenever he began to pray
17:27These unsettling signs
17:29Led Blumhart
17:30To keep his distance
17:31After initially deciding
17:32He could not help her
17:34However
17:34As the hauntings
17:35In their home
17:36Intensified
17:36Gotti's siblings
17:38Sought him out once again
17:39Desperate for intervention
17:41The manifestations
17:43At the dita's home
17:44Had become terrifyingly vivid
17:46Glowing orms
17:47Darted around
17:48Gotti's room at night
17:49Disembodied voices
17:50Filled the air
17:51And an apparition
17:52Of a deceased village woman
17:54Cradling a dead child
17:56Appeared repeatedly to Gotti
17:58Whispering chilling messages
18:00The spectral visitor
18:01Gotti claimed
18:02Was an evil presence
18:04Stirring fears
18:05And warnings
18:05That left the family
18:07Sleepless
18:07And scared
18:08Blumhart
18:10Blumhart
18:10Moved by the family's plight
18:11And convinced
18:12Of the malignant forces
18:13At work
18:14Returned to confront
18:15The growing darkness
18:16Shortly thereafter
18:18Strange artifacts
18:19Were discovered
18:20Hidden behind the stove
18:21Salt
18:22Chalk
18:23Bones
18:24Coins
18:25Wrapped in
18:26Soot covered paper
18:27Suggesting sinister rituals
18:29Had been performed there
18:30Blumhart
18:31Burned these items
18:33In hope of cleansing
18:34The home
18:34But the paranormal
18:35Activity
18:36Only escalated
18:38I don't believe
18:38In burning spooky things
18:39Don't
18:40Salt grave
18:40Salt grave
18:41That's a ritual in itself
18:42Salt grave
18:43Yep
18:44The situation reached a critical point
18:46When loud inexplicable noises
18:48Pervaded the house
18:49Day and night
18:50The footsteps
18:51And banging
18:52That seemed to target
18:53Gotti
18:53During an exhaustive investigation
18:56More unsettling items
18:58Were unearthed
18:58Behind the floorboards
19:01No concrete source
19:02Of the disturbances
19:03Would ever be found
19:05Could you imagine
19:06Buying a house
19:06And moving in
19:07And you just don't know
19:08For years
19:09That there's like
19:11Ritualistic things
19:12Like buried all
19:13In your house
19:13And around your property
19:15We found my name upstairs
19:16Crazy shit went on there
19:17Yeah your name was upstairs
19:18Kids did live here
19:19I think there was just a kid
19:20With my name
19:20It was in the tree house too
19:22Was it?
19:23Yeah wasn't it?
19:24Selene right?
19:24That one was Selene
19:25This one was Selena
19:26Oh
19:26That one was like
19:27C-E-L-E-N-E
19:28This one's C-E-L-E-N-A
19:30So it's like
19:30Not my actual name
19:31But really close
19:32Someone was already here
19:34That was your name
19:34Maybe there were rituals
19:35How cool would that have been
19:36To hang up there as a kid?
19:37Yeah
19:38Yeah
19:38We are in a barn
19:39If you're wondering
19:41Tragedy struck one Sunday
19:43After church
19:44When Gotti was found
19:45Unconscious in her bed
19:46Her body unnaturally read
19:48As if burned from within
19:50Upon awakening
19:51She recounted
19:52A terrifying encounter
19:53With the ghostly woman
19:55Claiming that the spirit's
19:56Malevolence
19:57Overwhelmed her
19:58Into unconsciousness
19:59Determined to rid the family
20:00Of this curse
20:01Blumhart moved them
20:02To a new house
20:04Hoping a change in environment
20:05Would dispel the dark forces
20:07However
20:08The evil followed them
20:09And Gotti's condition
20:10Got worse
20:11She began experiencing
20:13Violent convulsions
20:14In trance-like states
20:15Her body contorting
20:17In agony
20:17As she spoke
20:18Of demonic visions
20:19Blumhart's resolve
20:21Hardened in the face
20:22Of such relentless evil
20:24He stayed by Gotti's side
20:26Praying as she battled
20:28Through her possession
20:29Over time
20:30She exhibited signs
20:31Of multiple demonic entities
20:33Within her
20:33Led by the spirit
20:35Of the woman
20:35That she kept seeing
20:36A murderer
20:37And practitioner
20:38Of dark magic
20:39Condemned to a
20:40Tormented afterlife
20:41The climax of this nightmare
20:43Came as Gotti began
20:44Manifesting physical signs
20:46Of torment
20:46Vomiting bizarre objects
20:48Like nails
20:49Shoebuckles
20:50And even animals
20:51Her siblings too
20:53Began to show signs
20:54Of possession
20:54Adding to the chaos
20:56And fear
20:57That gripped the family
20:58Throwing up nails
20:59And animals
20:59Bro
21:00And shoebuckles
21:01Could you just imagine
21:02You're eating all that stuff
21:04That's like
21:05The vomiting is one thing
21:06But you were eating
21:07These things
21:08There's a weird mental condition
21:09That makes you eat weird stuff
21:10I remember learning
21:11About that years ago
21:11Well what's that show
21:12That used to be on TV
21:13There was like on A&E
21:15My Strange Addiction
21:16My Strange Addiction
21:17Yes
21:18I'm sure that was happening there
21:19People were eating weird things
21:22After years of relentless
21:23Spiritual warfare
21:24Blumhart's efforts
21:25Finally bore fruit
21:27Though
21:28Through continuous prayer
21:29And unwavering faith
21:30He was able to free Gotti
21:32And her siblings
21:33From the crutches
21:34Of the demonic
21:34The family once tormented
21:36By unseen forces
21:37Found peace at last
21:39Their lives reclaimed
21:40From the shadows
21:41That had enveloped them
21:43Gotti's ordeal
21:44Was later traced back
21:46To her childhood
21:46To a sinister pledge
21:48She made with her cousin
21:49That bound her
21:50To an eternal curse
21:52I believe it
21:52Kids need to be so careful
21:54Dude I have
21:56And I have talked about this
21:57In the beginning
21:57If you guys watch
21:58My Salem series
21:58I made a pact
21:59Of something really dark
22:00When I was a kid
22:00And it's actually
22:01Come to play
22:02In our life recently
22:03Which I was like
22:04Is this a thing
22:05Could it still be a thing
22:06I doubt it
22:07But who knows
22:09Who knows
22:09Who knows man
22:10I don't know
22:11How do you know
22:12I've tried to free myself
22:14From that pact forever
22:15But this story
22:16This is one I believe
22:17Yeah
22:17It seems more believable
22:19Than the other one
22:19You know what I mean
22:20Yeah
22:20Next up we have number four
22:22We have Sierra
22:24Germana
22:25Selle
22:25Clara
22:26Clara
22:28What did I call her
22:29Sierra
22:29Yeah
22:30It looks like a knife
22:31Okay
22:32We're gonna just call her Sierra
22:33I mean Claire
22:34Clara
22:35We're not doing the rest of her name
22:37Because I can't do it
22:37In the year 1906
22:40Within the walls
22:41Of St. Michael's Mission School
22:43In Natal
22:43South Africa
22:44A disturbing confession
22:46Shook the foundation
22:47Of the community
22:48Clara
22:48A devout student
22:49Revealed to father
22:52Erasmus
22:54Erasmus
22:55Erasmus
22:55Horner
22:56That she had made
22:57A pact with the devil
22:58God damn it little girls
22:59Stop it
23:00Stop this shit
23:01Man
23:01Kids are literally
23:02The cause of
23:03Half our demonic
23:04I swear
23:05I was a kid
23:05And I was
23:06Talking to the devil
23:06You just don't take
23:07That shit serious
23:08Right
23:08No cause you're a kid
23:09And you're like
23:09Nothing can hurt me
23:11Look it
23:11I'm just in earth
23:12And there's nothing
23:14Beyond this
23:14I mean a lot of people
23:15Believe that
23:16Yeah
23:16Not I
23:17Born in 1890
23:19And orphaned
23:20As an infant
23:20Clara had been raised
23:22Under the care of nuns
23:23At this very school
23:25Her life woven deeply
23:26Into the fabric
23:27Of the church
23:28From a tender age
23:29Clara had always
23:30Been perceived
23:31As an ordinary girl
23:32By her peers
23:33And the nuns
23:34Her sudden confession
23:35Was both shocking
23:36And inexplicable
23:37Initially her claims
23:39Were met with skepticism
23:40It wasn't long
23:41Before her behavior
23:42Began to alarm
23:43Those around her
23:44On August 20th
23:45Her situation
23:46Escalated dramatically
23:47In a display
23:49That turned the blood
23:50Of onlookers cold
23:51Clara tore at her clothes
23:53Gravelled
23:54Inhumanly
23:55And conversed
23:56With invisible entities
23:57In a desperate plea
23:59She begged
24:00Sister
24:01Please call father
24:02I must confess
24:04And tell everything
24:05But quick quick
24:06Or Satan will kill me
24:07He has me in his power
24:09Nothing is blessed with me
24:10I have thrown away
24:12All the medals
24:13You gave me
24:14Her tormented words
24:15Hinted at a cruel betrayal
24:17By the devil
24:18Who had promised her
24:19Days of glory
24:20Only to cast her
24:21Into torment
24:22As she argued
24:23With the demon
24:24Possessing her
24:25The situation
24:25Grew more dire
24:26According to one
24:27Of the nuns accounts
24:28The sounds
24:29Clara made
24:29Were unlike any creature
24:31Known to man
24:31Or nature
24:32Described as a chorus
24:34Of wild beasts
24:35An orchestra
24:36Of the damned
24:38The nuns observed
24:40With increasing horror
24:41As Clara showed signs
24:42Of extraordinary
24:43And unnatural abilities
24:45She spoke in languages
24:46She had never learned
24:48And displayed
24:48Clairvoyant insights
24:50Into the personal lives
24:51Of those around her
24:52Her strength
24:53Became insane
24:54And she overpowered
24:56Grown men
24:56With ease
24:57And levitated
24:58Five feet off the ground
24:59Defying gravity
25:01As her community
25:02Watched in stum silence
25:04Okay
25:04This one's cool
25:07That is what we need
25:08For some real proof
25:10We should turn this
25:11Into a movie
25:12We should turn this
25:13Into a movie
25:14Yeah
25:14Guys
25:14I don't think
25:15There's any copyright
25:16On history
25:18Clara's interactions
25:19With religious symbols
25:20Were particularly violent
25:22She reacted
25:23With physical revulsion
25:24To holy water
25:25Crosses
25:26And bibles
25:26Even when she
25:28Could not see them
25:29Reports circulated
25:30That she transformed
25:31Into a serpentine creature
25:33Slithering on the ground
25:34And leaving bite marks
25:35On a nun
25:36Who bore a distinctive
25:37Pattern of snake fangs
25:38This is so over the top
25:40Oh yeah
25:41And I love it
25:41This has gotta be a story
25:43I love it
25:43What year was this one?
25:451890
25:46Oh yeah
25:47Totally
25:47This is like a novel
25:48From 1890
25:49I need to write this
25:50Into a book
25:50Despite the intensity
25:51Of her possession
25:52Clara managed
25:53To receive holy communion
25:55And confessed her sins
25:56Suggesting that the demonic forces
25:58Within her
25:59Were battling against
26:00The rights of the church
26:01She grew up in
26:02The situation reached
26:04A critical juncture
26:05When Father Horner
26:06Alongside Reverend
26:07Mancetti
26:09Was authorized by the church
26:10To perform an exorcism
26:12On September 11th
26:14Oh damn
26:14That's a weird historical
26:15Date I swear
26:16The ritual began
26:17And continued into the night
26:19Marked by Clara's
26:20Violent attempts
26:21To harm priests
26:22Including an instance
26:23Where she tried
26:24To strangle one
26:25With his stole
26:26The exorcism
26:27Reached its peak
26:28When the demon
26:29Inside Clara
26:29Promised to leave
26:31Her body
26:31Signaling its departure
26:33With her levitation
26:34In front of
26:36170 witnesses
26:37In the chapel
26:38Whoa
26:39Insane
26:40I feel like crazy things
26:41Happened back when
26:41They couldn't be recorded
26:42Because demons now
26:43Are like
26:43Damn they have
26:43Fucking cameras
26:44Right
26:45This is all
26:45Supposed to be a secret
26:46Or it's just aliens
26:47Messing with people
26:48Bro
26:48You're making me stressed
26:49After this harrowing display
26:51Clara was declared free
26:53From the devil's grasp
26:54However the peace
26:56Was short lived
26:57A year later
26:58Clara confessed
26:59To another demonic pact
27:01Leading to a second exorcism
27:03Clara
27:03Clara
27:04Clara
27:05Clara
27:05Man she just can't chill
27:07I just said her name
27:08Three times
27:09Am I gonna summon her
27:09Like middle juice
27:10Clara
27:11Clara
27:11Clara
27:13Just something
27:14Falls over me
27:14Fucking crazy
27:15Clara confessed
27:17To another demonic pact
27:18Leading to a second exorcism
27:20This time
27:21After the demon
27:22Was expelled
27:22A foul odor
27:24Permeated the air
27:25Marking the end
27:26Of spiritual disturbances
27:27Surrounding her
27:28Or was it a fart
27:29The aftermath
27:31Of these events
27:32Left Kara
27:32Deeply ashamed
27:33And eager
27:34For oblivion
27:35Regarding her past ordeals
27:36She sought forgiveness
27:38And dedicated
27:39Her remaining years
27:40To humility
27:41Her life thereafter
27:42Shrouded in mystery
27:43After her death
27:45Clara was cremated
27:46And the location
27:47Of her remains
27:48Became yet another
27:49Secret
27:50That she took with her
27:51Clara is metal
27:52As f***
27:55Clara we need to make
27:56A movie about you
27:56Why has this
27:57Like if that's like
27:58A true story
27:58Why has that not been
27:59A movie
28:00Right
28:00Like it takes me back
28:01To immaculate
28:02Kind of a vibe
28:03But not
28:03Now we have
28:05Number five
28:06Anna Eklund
28:07The enigmatic tale
28:09Of Anna Eklund
28:10Is one draped
28:11In the dark veils
28:11Of secrecy
28:12And spiritual warfare
28:13Echoing the complexities
28:15Of trials
28:16Of a life
28:16Overshadowed
28:17By demonic possession
28:18Her story
28:19Extensively documented
28:21In the annals
28:22Of the Catholic
28:22Exorcism rites
28:23Emerged in 1935
28:25Offering a harrowing
28:27Glimpse into one
28:28Of the church's
28:29Most extreme
28:30Spiritual interventions
28:31Anna Eklund's
28:33Early years
28:33In Wisconsin
28:34Are shrouded
28:35In mystery
28:35With her life
28:37Prior to 1928
28:38Painted with only
28:39The faintest strokes
28:41Born around 1882
28:43Anna was a devout
28:44Catholic
28:45From a young age
28:46Despite the turbulent
28:47And somewhat sinister
28:48Family environment
28:49That was shaped
28:49By her father
28:50Jacob
28:51A man marred
28:52With his disdain
28:53For the church
28:53And rumored
28:54Incestuous advances
28:56Toward Anna
28:57Poor thing
28:58Cast a long
28:59Shadow over her
29:00Childhood
29:01His companion
29:02Mina
29:02Allegedly a
29:03Practitioner of
29:04Witchcraft
29:04And possibly
29:06Anna's aunt
29:06By a convoluted
29:08Familiar tie
29:09Added further
29:10To the sinister
29:11Aura
29:11That enveloped
29:12Anna's early years
29:13As Anna
29:14Transitioned
29:15From childhood
29:15Into her teenage
29:16Years
29:17Disturbing changes
29:18Began to manifest
29:19By the age of 14
29:20She started exhibiting
29:22Aversions to
29:23Religious symbols
29:24And places
29:24She once
29:25Frequented
29:26With reverence
29:26Her behavior
29:27Escalated
29:28To expressing
29:29Revolting
29:30And blasphemous
29:31Thoughts
29:31Alarming
29:32Those around
29:32Her
29:33It was at
29:33This juncture
29:34That the father
29:35Was first called
29:36Upon to perform
29:37An exorcism
29:38In 1908
29:39Marking the beginning
29:40Of Anna's long
29:41And tumultuous
29:42Battle
29:42With forces
29:43Believed to be
29:44Beyond this world
29:46Despite the
29:47Apparent successes
29:48Of this initial
29:49Exorcism
29:50Peace was short
29:51Libbed for Anna
29:51Her father's death
29:53Did little to alleviate
29:54The spiritual disturbances
29:55That plagued her
29:56As her symptoms
29:57Intensified
29:58Lashing out
29:59At religious figures
30:00Destroying sacred symbols
30:02And hearing tormenting
30:03Inner voices
30:04Anna sought help
30:05From various physicians
30:06This is sounding
30:06Kind of like schizophrenia
30:07To me
30:08Like unmedicated schizophrenia
30:09Well she grew up
30:10In a terrible environment
30:11Where her dad
30:12Like hurt her
30:13So what do you
30:14Can expect
30:14Anna sought help
30:16From various physicians
30:17Only to be deemed
30:18Physically healthy
30:19Thus her journey
30:20Led her back
30:20To her spiritual sanctuaries
30:22Of the church
30:22They were baffled
30:24Counselors noted
30:25Her sudden fluency
30:26In languages
30:26She had never learned
30:27And a peculiar awareness
30:29Of blessed objects
30:31The spiritual crisis
30:32Culminated in 1928
30:34When the church
30:35Once again
30:35Formally recognized
30:36Anna as being
30:37Under demonic influence
30:38The father
30:39Now a seasoned exorcist
30:41Took charge of her case
30:42For a second time
30:43Leading to one of the
30:44Most well documented
30:45Exorcism in the history
30:47Of the catholic church
30:48This intense spiritual ordeal
30:50Was chronicled
30:51In the pamphlet
30:52Begone Satan
30:53By Carl Vogel
30:54Intended as an
30:55Educational piece
30:56For seminars
30:57Anna was covertly
30:58Transported to a convent
31:00In Erling, Iowa
31:01To avoid public spectacle
31:03And allow for a
31:04Focused exorcism
31:05Away from prying eyes
31:06The challenges began
31:08Immediately upon her arrival
31:09Even the journey
31:10Was fraught with
31:11Supernatural interference
31:12Such as mechanical failures
31:14How?
31:15This is the early 1900s
31:16What's
31:17I'm kidding
31:17The physical attacks
31:18By Anna
31:19Were marked
31:19In their progress
31:20Once at the convent
31:22Anna's presence
31:23Was a profound disturbance
31:24Her reactions
31:25To blessed food
31:26And her violent outbursts
31:28During the rituals
31:28Unnerved the seasoned nuns
31:31Assisting with the exorcism
31:32The rituals
31:33Performed by the father
31:34Were grueling
31:35Spanning several days
31:36Of intense prayer
31:37And confrontation
31:38With the demonic entities
31:40That claimed to inhabit her
31:41Anna's physical
31:42And verbal manifestations
31:43During these sessions
31:44Were terrifying
31:45She spoke in multiple languages
31:47Levitated and exhibited strength
31:49That beliled her frail appearance
31:51Throughout this harrowing ordeal
31:53It was revealed that
31:54Anna was believed
31:55To be possessed
31:56By multiple demons
31:58Including the spirits
32:00Of her father
32:01And Mina
32:02Along infamous figures
32:04Such as Judas
32:05Beelzebub
32:06And Lucifer
32:07I'm gonna have to google
32:07Beelzebub
32:08I've heard that before
32:09Yeah
32:09You know what's really crazy
32:10I was gonna call
32:11My puppet guy
32:12Beelzebub
32:13Really?
32:14Not gonna do that
32:15Maybe not a good idea
32:15He has horns too
32:16That's scary
32:17The exorcism sessions
32:18Were exhaustive
32:20Requiring breaks
32:21To allow both Anna
32:22And those involved
32:23To recover
32:24And prepare
32:24For further engagement
32:26The battle for Anna's soul
32:28Was not just a series of rituals
32:29But a profound test
32:31Of faith and endurance
32:32For all involved
32:33It concluded
32:34With a temporary
32:35Cease of the demonic activity
32:36Giving Anna
32:38Brief periods of normalcy
32:39Where she could open her eyes
32:41And interact
32:41Without the overshadowing
32:43Presence of the entities
32:44That had tormented her
32:46It's hard to just say
32:47That this is mental illness
32:48That I didn't understand
32:49Back then
32:50Yeah
32:50Well this is one thing
32:51Especially that I've learned
32:52Working on the cases
32:53That I had
32:53And doing the things
32:54That I've done
32:54Is that
32:55When horrible things
32:57Happen to a person
32:58And your energy level
33:00Is low
33:00You
33:01Your doors are open
33:03Because those entities
33:04And those
33:05Those low level beings
33:06Are attracted to people
33:08That don't have
33:09High vibrations
33:10Right
33:10So your door may
33:11Always be open
33:12What was that?
33:13What was that
33:14Spooky stuff
33:15Going on in the background
33:16There?
33:16We're going to England
33:17We are
33:18I'm so excited
33:20Right
33:20The home of tea
33:21Yep
33:22Next up
33:23We have number six
33:24Michael Taylor
33:25Oh this one's more modern
33:27What I'm finding
33:28Really interesting
33:29About all of this
33:29Is
33:30I have not heard
33:31Of any of these
33:32No
33:33Until we started
33:34Like the research thing
33:35For this
33:35And I think that's
33:36Going to be interesting
33:36For people
33:36And that should be
33:37The title for this
33:38Exorcisms you didn't know about
33:40In 1974
33:41In the small town
33:43Of Osset
33:44Yorkshire
33:44Michael Taylor
33:45A 31 year old
33:46Father of five
33:48And husband
33:48To Christine Taylor
33:49Seemed to embody
33:51The quintessential
33:52Family man
33:53Neighbors described him
33:54As mild mannered
33:55And generally kind
33:56Despite the occasional
33:58Depressive episodes
33:59Which his family
34:00Attributed to a back injury
34:01That hampered his ability
34:03To secure full time employment
34:04This ailment
34:05Not only affected
34:06His work life
34:07But also cast a shadow
34:09Over his personal life
34:10Contributing to bouts
34:11Of withdrawal
34:12And isolation
34:13Despite living
34:15Within a few miles
34:16Of multiple churches
34:17The Taylor family
34:18Was not particularly devout
34:20Which stood out
34:21In their highly religious community
34:23A turning point
34:24Came when a friend
34:25Concerned about
34:26Michael's depression
34:27Attributed it
34:28To spiritual causes
34:29And encouraged him
34:30To join a local prayer group
34:32Led by Marie Robinson
34:34Her gentle
34:35Old time religious approach
34:36Initially seemed to resonate
34:38With Michael
34:38Drawing him deeper
34:39Into the group's activities
34:40Including sessions
34:42Where members
34:43Were exercised of demons
34:44Through what they claimed
34:46Was the power of God
34:46Okay so we're getting a bunch
34:47We're getting like
34:48A suburban area together
34:49Of people who are like
34:50You have a demon
34:51You have a demon
34:52You have a demon
34:52That's what I'm getting so far
34:53As Michael became
34:54Increasingly involved
34:55He started attending
34:57Private meetings
34:58With Marie
34:59I'm kidding
35:00Where they would engage
35:02In continuous religious rituals
35:03Believed to ward off
35:05Evil influences
35:06Of the full moon
35:07Okay
35:08These sessions
35:09Lasting over eight hours
35:10At a time
35:11This sounds like
35:12This sounds like
35:13A wrong day
35:13It really does
35:14What were they really doing?
35:16Yes
35:16This led to rumors
35:17Within the prayer group
35:18That Michael had developed
35:19Romantic feelings for Marie
35:21Further complicating
35:22His already strained home life
35:24His absence at home
35:26And his changed demeanor
35:27When around Marie
35:28Did not go unnoticed
35:29By Christine
35:30Who grew suspicious
35:32Of the true nature
35:33Of these meetings
35:34Her concerns
35:35Reached a breaking point
35:36During one prayer session
35:38When she publicly
35:39Confronted Michael
35:40Triggering a violent
35:41Outburst from him
35:42In the midst of the congregation
35:44Michael attacked Marie
35:46Both verbally
35:46And physically
35:47Whoa buddy
35:49Damn
35:49An altercation so severe
35:51That it ended
35:51With the congregation
35:52As restraining him
35:53Marie later recounted
35:55The terrifying change
35:56In Michael's demeanor
35:57Describing him as
35:58Pistile and wild
36:00And she believed
36:01That it can only be
36:02Countered by invoking
36:03The name of Jesus
36:05Michael later
36:06Okay uh honey
36:06I'm sorry
36:07Yep
36:07But Jesus ain't gonna
36:09Save you here
36:09This man does not
36:10Love you anymore
36:11He needs the mic
36:12It doesn't
36:12This is what's happening
36:13I bet he's gonna be like
36:14No there's a demon in me
36:14And that's why I was like this
36:16Yep
36:16But no
36:17You're a man
36:17Michael later claimed
36:19To have no memory
36:20Of the incident
36:21Of course
36:21And though he received
36:23Absolution from Marie
36:24At a subsequent meeting
36:25The event had already
36:26Sown the seeds of doubt
36:28And concern among the community
36:29The local vicar
36:31Alarmed by Michael's behavior
36:32Declared him to be
36:34Suffering from demonic possession
36:35Saying that there
36:36Should be an exorcism
36:37This led to a dramatic
36:39And grueling eight hour session
36:41At the St. Thomas Church
36:42In Cobber
36:43Overseen by Father Peter Vincent
36:45And Reverend Raymond Smith
36:47Along with the prayer group
36:49The exorcism was intense
36:50Michael was restrained
36:52Convulsed violently
36:53Spat
36:54And was even soaked
36:55With holy water
36:56And gagged with a crucifix
36:57In an attempt to expel demons
36:59They shoved a crucifix
37:00At his throat
37:00This sounds like
37:01BDSM
37:02Yeah
37:03You went there
37:04This is a sexy god
37:05I was going there
37:06We went there
37:06The exorcism however
37:08Was not completed
37:08Exhausted
37:09The priests halted the session
37:11Leaving three demons
37:13They identified as
37:14Murder, madness, and violence
37:16Allegedly still within him
37:17Despite the dire warning
37:19Michael and Christine
37:20Were sent home
37:21To prepare
37:22For a continuation
37:23Of the exorcism
37:24Okay so
37:25Let's take a break
37:25Go home
37:26Let's watch some family feud
37:27This is how
37:28This could have played out
37:30And this would make
37:30A very good book or movie
37:32Yeah
37:32Michael planned this all
37:33From the start
37:34Yeah
37:34Michael knows exactly
37:36What's going on
37:36All the time
37:37Hey
37:37Don't give a book idea away
37:39Michael loves
37:40This whole situation
37:41Yes
37:41And this is his kink
37:43Oh my gosh
37:44And in the end
37:45Oh and it's like a sex party
37:46Okay
37:46Yeah
37:47I feel like we're gonna see
37:48Some really badly scripted porn
37:50After this
37:51Somebody's watching it
37:51And they're gonna make
37:52Bad scripted porn
37:53It's probably out there
37:54Tragically
37:55Tragically just an hour
37:56And 45 minutes later
37:57Michael was found
37:59Wandering the streets
38:00Naked and covered in blood
38:01What
38:02The horrific aftermath
38:03Discovered in his home
38:05Revealed a gruesome scene
38:06Christine had been
38:07Brutally murdered
38:08Oh
38:08Movie's getting better
38:09Yeah
38:10Her eyes and tongue
38:12Removed
38:12And her face mutilated
38:14The family dog
38:15Was not spared either
38:16Okay
38:16I apologize
38:17Because this is getting
38:19Very real
38:20It is
38:20And this is a very sad story
38:22Yep
38:22Michael if you did plan this
38:24You are extremely mentally ill
38:26Michael
38:26Rest in peace
38:27Or is he dead
38:28We're about to find out
38:29We aren't there yet
38:29Arrested and hospitalized
38:30Michael showed no remorse
38:32For uttering cryptic words
38:33About the release
38:34And the destruction of evil
38:36His trial painted a bleak picture
38:38Of a man driven to the brink
38:39Not by supernatural forces
38:41But by the intense
38:42Psychological pressure
38:43And possible mental breakdown
38:45Exacerbated by the prayers
38:47Group practices
38:48Described by the defense
38:50As a case of
38:50Neurotics feeling neurosis
38:52Whoa
38:53Neurotics feeding neurosis
38:55To a neurotic
38:56Yeah
38:56They were literally pumping
38:58They were feeding
38:59The crazy in him
39:00Or the evil
39:01Yeah
39:01We don't know
39:02Right
39:02Michael was acquitted
39:04By reason of insanity
39:05Yeah
39:05And spent four years
39:07In his psychiatric care
39:09Before being released
39:10Ooh
39:11What
39:12That's insane
39:13He's out
39:14We need to get him
39:15On the show
39:16Right
39:17This is a really crazy story
39:19I apologize for mocking
39:20This story a bit
39:21In the beginning
39:22Because this is very sad
39:24Two people died
39:25One being a dog
39:26Which is still very
39:27Very sad
39:28But do you think we could
39:30Talk to him maybe
39:31Try and find him
39:32I mean it would be interesting
39:33How old would he be now
39:35If he was
39:35If he was in his
39:3630
39:36If he was 31 and 74
39:38How old would he be
39:38He'd be like 80
39:39Damn okay
39:40I have this like
39:41Weird thing
39:43And I'm gonna level
39:43With you guys
39:44I'm gonna be super honest
39:45About mental health here
39:46When I feel anxiety
39:47Coming back
39:48And I've been really clear
39:49Ever since I was
39:49On an Olympic
39:50My mental health
39:51Has not been correct
39:52Changed the hormones
39:53In my brain
39:54But when my
39:55Mental health
39:55Gets really really bad
39:56I start to feel
39:58Weird
39:58And I feel like
39:59I see things
40:00Or I hear things
40:01That aren't there
40:01And I found out
40:02That is not
40:02Schizophrenia at all
40:03I don't have any
40:04Touch of that in me
40:04But it is something
40:05That people with like
40:06A lot of anxiety
40:07Experience
40:08But I could
40:09I've been told that
40:10And I understand that
40:11But I could see people
40:12That deal with that
40:12Running with it
40:13Do you know what I mean
40:14And thinking that
40:15It is demonic possession
40:16And feeding that
40:17Bad mental health
40:18Instead of trying
40:19To get better
40:19They fall into
40:20You know
40:22The evil things
40:22That they see or hearing
40:23Think about your beliefs too
40:24Like what you believe
40:25And how smart you are
40:27About the world around you
40:28That you could easily
40:29Be duped into your own mind
40:31Yeah
40:31Making you think
40:32That all these things
40:33Are real
40:33But there's the same
40:34Play on it
40:35When I talk about
40:35When my mental health
40:36Isn't good
40:36And I see and hear things
40:37It's not like I'm
40:38It's hard for me
40:39Because I'm also a medium
40:40I'm a clairvoyant person
40:41I see and I hear spirit
40:42Which has been validated
40:43400 million times
40:44But did it not
40:45Used to cause me
40:46So much more anxiety
40:47Because I wasn't sure
40:48Oh absolutely
40:49But when I'm
40:49When I have anxiety
40:50It's different
40:50I think I hear something
40:52Fall over that didn't
40:53Or I see things
40:54Out of the corner of my eyes
40:55But for me
40:56I don't know
40:57Maybe that is
40:57More malevolent
40:59Vibe things
41:00Well when you're anxious
41:02Like when you're anxious
41:03Your brain's literally
41:04Vibrating at a different level
41:06So like
41:07Is anxiety
41:08A form of your brain
41:10And your soul
41:11Just being more open
41:12To the other side
41:13Yeah
41:13Are those things real
41:14But you're just trying
41:15To pretend they're not
41:16And it's the anxiety
41:16You know what
41:17That is so true
41:18And I think the best way
41:19To end this episode today
41:20Is to tell people
41:21Something that we have learned
41:22That I find really
41:23Really interesting
41:23Don't feed those things
41:25No
41:25And lie to yourself
41:27Yeah
41:27I have found the best way
41:28To help my mental health
41:29Is be like
41:30I feel great
41:31And I am happy
41:32It sounds so stupid
41:33It does
41:33You'll be so silly doing it
41:34And we're not saying
41:36Go do this
41:37If you're not doing this
41:38What the heck's wrong
41:39It's very hard to do this
41:41If you're in a very depressed
41:42And bad state
41:43And it feels wrong
41:44And you want to stay
41:45In that state
41:45We understand that
41:46It's a very very
41:47Hard situation
41:48But weirdly
41:49Literally
41:50Just go outside
41:51Put your bare feet
41:52In the ground
41:53Touch the grass
41:54There's actually
41:55Healing properties
41:56With that too
41:57We won't get into today
41:57But everybody
41:58Has probably looked
41:59Into grounding
41:59A little bit
42:00But just smile
42:02Thank the universe
42:04For things
42:04Look around
42:05Be happy
42:06It's gonna feel so fake
42:08But the more you fake it
42:09The more it can become
42:10When I have my bad anxiety
42:11This man will rip me out of bed
42:12He will put me on the grass
42:14And make me stare at the sun
42:15But the truth is
42:16I do that
42:16Okay not stare at the sun
42:17And with that
42:18Please don't get possessed
42:19Don't talk to the devil
42:20It's just not worth it
42:22But guys until next time
42:23Any closing words my sir?
42:25No just blow those candles out
42:26So we can get out of here
42:27Stay spooky boo girl
42:29From the quiet streets
42:30Of small towns
42:31To the bustling lanes
42:32Of metro
42:34Metropolitan
42:36Metropolitan
42:38Neapolitan ice cream
42:39Yum
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