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00:00What the fuck?
00:02What the fuck?
00:04What the fuck?
00:05What the fuck, you psycho?
00:07Motherfucker, my typhoon chair!
00:09What the fuck?
00:11Oh, God!
00:13It's okay, it's okay.
00:15How are you?
00:18How am I?
00:19How the fuck do you think I am?
00:21What did you do to me?
00:24Lab, I'm sorry.
00:25We were so drunk.
00:28And then you said that you might want to be dominated just to try it.
00:34But then nothing happened because I myself was so drunk.
00:38And then, God, I passed out.
00:40And this whole thing is just a huge misunderstanding.
00:42And I'm going to get you out of here right now.
00:44Okay.
00:45Okay?
00:49Okay, get you out right now.
00:51Here we go.
00:53Okay.
00:54I'm sorry.
00:55I'm sorry.
00:58Did we, um, did we do anything?
01:02No, no, no.
01:04Nothing happened.
01:05I promise.
01:07But I told you, um, I told you, oh, God, this is really hard to say, but last night I
01:15told
01:15I told you that Cynthia and John are having an affair.
01:27Oh.
01:32Are you sure?
01:35Are you sure?
01:37I caught them together?
01:40I'm so sorry.
01:46Can I stay here at night?
01:49Come, come, come, come.
01:58He slept in the guest room.
02:01I couldn't tell what he was thinking when we parted ways.
02:05So in the morning, I left him a note, a number for a car service, and I went to the
02:09store.
02:12Now it's on him to decide.
02:15It's his choice.
02:22He'll probably never speak to me again.
02:26Maybe he'll call the police.
02:29I wouldn't blame him.
02:31It was a mistake.
02:34People make mistakes.
02:36I've made one.
03:02Hello?
03:05It's me.
03:08You okay?
03:10The door can stick.
03:12You better come around.
03:27I thought you'd left.
03:29For a walk.
03:33How are you feeling?
03:37That was the best sleep I've had in three years.
03:43Would you like coffee?
03:45Love so.
03:53You, uh, dropped your phone in the toilet last night.
03:57I could put it in some rice, sir.
04:00A nice one.
04:00Glad.
04:09Thanks.
04:18Is it not, not okay?
04:20It's the best coffee I've had in my entire life.
04:25I'm gonna do some journaling.
04:33He's still here.
04:35He's still here.
05:01May I, um, can I ask what your plan might be?
05:08Well, the way I see it, Cynthia got to run away.
05:14What?
05:15She left me with feet.
05:16You mean when she tried to kill herself?
05:19Yes.
05:21You can't really call that one away.
05:23No, she found something that I'd written about that day.
05:26And she made me throw it away.
05:28It was the first good thing I've written since, since my last book.
05:34Oh, she should have belonged to her.
05:38Hey.
05:39And now she's talking to someone else.
05:42Sorry, but when she, uh...
05:46You knew where she was.
05:48She doesn't know where you are.
05:50No, she kind of does.
05:52Basically.
05:54How?
05:56You told her.
06:00Yeah, you wrote her on my phone about me in time.
06:04What?
06:05I have my laptop with me.
06:08I saw the text messages on my computer.
06:11Yeah, you have a Wi-Fi next to the bed.
06:14Probably rentals, I guess.
06:16Oh, drunk.
06:17You must have, um...
06:18No, you wrote that.
06:20I didn't write that.
06:23I know I didn't.
06:27It's okay.
06:31It's interesting.
06:39Did you put something in my drink last night?
06:42I would never do something like that.
06:48I'm leaving.
06:50Good, because I'm telling the truth.
06:57I'm going to take out Hope.
07:24I'm leaving.
07:28He wants to stay.
07:33Oh, Lord.
07:45Oh...
07:46Hello?
07:47You answered.
07:49How's it going?
07:50It's a fucking farce.
07:51They say it'll be done by tonight.
07:53Are you mad at me?
07:54No, I was thinking about it, and making my wife sit by my side during my Title IX hearing
08:02just didn't feel like us.
08:05Right.
08:06As long as you're fucking riveted with guilt.
08:08You going to tell me where you are?
08:10No.
08:10They're starting to knock on.
08:13I gotta go.
08:13That's it.
08:14Can I speak to her?
08:15You okay?
08:16Yeah, are you okay?
08:18Yeah.
08:20You're very impressive.
08:30Oh, the kayak tipped.
08:32Are you all right?
08:33I'm fine.
08:34I just need to have those wet clothes and into a dry martini.
08:38It's from The Simpsons.
08:42There are some pants and John's in the dresser.
08:46You don't write me like this.
08:51Dave's nurse is great.
08:53You forget.
08:54You think you're going to be nuts, and then he's amazing.
08:56Well, yeah, it's the first line.
08:57It's something like, uh, ours is essentially a tragic ace, so we refuse to take it tragically.
09:04God, you're impressive.
09:05Oh, please.
09:06I just learn all those first lines so I can show off to boys like you.
09:10Well, that's effective.
09:14Is that your book?
09:17Oh.
09:18Oh.
09:19Yeah.
09:20Yes.
09:22Do you like it?
09:24It's the best book I've ever done, but I'm still trying to figure out an ending.
09:29Do you want to write together?
09:32No.
09:34I'll go get my computer.
09:36Uh, well, where are your clothes?
09:38I can wash them.
09:39Uh, they are on the porch.
09:43The jeans can't go in the dryer.
09:51It's okay.
09:56They made me feel dirty.
10:00I dropped out of school shortly after.
10:03Did you ever alert the school about what had transpired?
10:07No.
10:08Why not?
10:10I was ashamed of myself.
10:13I thought professors were gods.
10:16I was just a townie kid.
10:19And all I had was being good at school.
10:26I don't want to ruin anyone's life.
10:29But I was so vulnerable back then and him doing that.
10:35It wasn't...
10:39kind.
10:47You were in his wife's class?
10:50Yes.
10:51What was the nature of your relationship with her?
11:03Honestly, I didn't know her that well.
11:07She was a good teacher.
11:13I was so close to her son.
11:15Hi.
11:22Thanks a lot.
11:23Bye.
11:23Bye.
11:23Bye.
11:23Bye.
11:24Bye.
11:33Bye.
11:37Bye.
11:38to look down. Did you ever have an affair with a student? No. Yes. But he was a grad student.
11:53He was in his late 20s and I was in my early 30s. I was in my prime. Why are
12:00you still
12:00in your prime? Not in the same way. I was wild about him. Why? He made the most incredible eye
12:12contact.
12:31Why were you still in my prime? Why are you still in my prime? Why do you have a great
13:02You're so good in there, honey.
13:07So now we just see what happens, right?
13:10Uh, Lexus is on our way.
13:11We're gonna head back to the city.
13:13I think they said it'd be any minute
13:14until we get the big old verdict.
13:18You don't need me for that part.
13:25Sit.
13:34It's been so long since anybody's cooked for me.
13:37That was, um, that was special.
13:40I'm happy you enjoyed it.
13:43Today was productive.
13:45I wrote 12 pages.
13:47I'm so glad.
13:49I actually didn't write a word.
13:52Too distracted?
13:54Sure.
13:57So how long have you been, John?
13:58Have you ever been at it?
14:00Oh, you know what I'm thinking about now?
14:03Oh, yeah.
14:37I need to tell you something.
14:42I need something bad.
14:48I had handed my paper, Professor.
14:53My trouble.
14:58Excuse me.
15:19I... I am... I'm so sorry.
15:21Oh, God, don't be sorry. Please.
15:23Please.
15:26Didn't you say that that's... that's what we were going to do last night?
15:29I don't want to act out your high school fantasy of some pervy older woman.
15:33I... that... that's not what I want. I thought that's what you wanted.
15:36You don't.
15:36I want... I want to do what you want.
15:38Well, I want you to do what you want.
15:40How do I make you happy?
15:41Please don't try to make me happy.
15:51God, glad, did I... make it all up?
15:58What?
16:01I'm gonna...
16:04I'm gonna go get ready for bed.
16:08Should I join you?
16:11Stop asking me questions.
16:38I'm gonna start with that faculty meeting.
16:40And let it be, dear.
16:51God.
16:56I came home the first time.
16:59No way.
17:00To do this.
17:01I came.
17:02Right.
17:03I came.
17:15I want to keep on this side.
17:18I want to do that.
17:25I want to be in the conference room now one day.
17:30I want you on your knees.
17:32I want you on the table.
17:34I want you on the table.
17:54I want you on the table.
18:37I want you on the table.
18:47I want you on the table.
18:49I want you on the table.
18:52I want you on the table.
18:54I want you on the table.
19:22I want you on the table.
20:04I want you on the table.
20:38I want you on the table.
20:46I want you on the table.
20:51I want you on the table.
21:14I want you on the table.
21:43I want you on the table.
21:46I want you on the table.
22:19I want you on the table.
22:36I want you on the table.
22:44I want you on the table.
23:06I want you on the table.
23:13I want you on the table.
23:15I want you on the table.
23:25I want you on the table.
23:32I want you on the table.
23:36I want you on the table.
23:42She'll get over it.
23:43No, I think I fucked it up for a while.
23:47Okay.
23:50I had a thought.
23:53Maybe we revisit our agreement.
23:58What do you mean?
24:00We're not getting any younger.
24:02We could...
24:04recommit.
24:06I mean, isn't this song starting to feel a little sad?
24:10After you're finished, of course.
24:14What did she say?
24:18She said that...
24:21that you...
24:22help her feel like a normal human.
24:31Well, I'm going to bed.
24:37Okay.
24:53You want to know what I want?
24:55What?
25:02I want to meet me in the air once a week.
25:10Thank you, Lord.
25:18I thank you.
25:33You inspire me.
25:47There was a time in my life when that was the most exciting thing that someone could say
25:51to me.
26:02I'm just getting my notebooks.
26:06Should I change the sheets?
26:09You might be wise.
26:12Was it everything you wanted?
26:14John.
26:15It's the best feeling though, isn't it?
26:17What?
26:18Desire.
26:19I thought it was about desire, but it's not about that as much as...
26:24What?
26:25What the desire did.
26:27It was invigorating.
26:29It gave me this.
26:31Got your groove back.
26:32Jesus.
26:33She's still got it.
26:34John, please.
26:36So what's it about?
26:40I'll...
26:42I'll let you read it when it's published.
26:44Think it'll sell?
26:45I think it could give me a whole new life.
26:48You want a whole new life?
26:50I want choices.
26:51I want options.
26:52I want...
26:53Power?
26:53I think the kids call it agency.
26:58Are you...
27:01coming to bed?
27:04I don't know.
27:07You're going to like that, Linda.
27:19It has recently come to my attention that both Vladimir and John are thinking of me as a character in
27:26their own story.
27:28And they both have an idea about how it's going to play out.
27:34But there are forces beyond anyone's control.
27:42A fire breaks out and we're asleep.
27:46Just like in a gossip novel.
27:49As though that obsession, that thrill of desire, goes up in flames.
27:56Wake up!
27:58John!
27:59Wake up!
28:00Get up!
28:01There's a fire!
28:01Get up!
28:02Oh, shit!
28:03What happened?
28:04Shit!
28:05Fucking door's stuck, Linda!
28:07And I understand.
28:11I've got to be waiting!
28:13I'm not going to be waiting!
28:15Then I have to make a choice.
28:18Wait, I didn't have a fucking heart!
28:20Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait,
28:34wait!
28:39I'll hold a little bright!
28:51A whole new light.
28:55And this is how it plays out.
28:59I finish my book about a woman's obsession with her younger colleague.
29:04Vlad writes a book about a tender affair with an older professor.
29:09Mine does much better.
29:11Speaks to a certain need.
29:16Don't worry.
29:17I call 911.
29:19Everybody gets out.
29:29You don't believe me.
29:32Why men pray till they got a beat?
29:37I just took a DNA test.
29:39Turns out I'm 100% that bitch.
29:42Even when I'm crying crazy.
29:44Yeah, I got four problems after human in me.
29:47Bling, bling.
29:48Then I thought when that's the guy.
29:49You could have had a bad bitch.
29:51Not committed.
29:52Help you with your career.
29:54Just a little.
29:55You better hold me down.
29:57But you're holding me back.
29:59And that's the sound.
30:00I mean, that's calling you back.
30:02Why men pray till they got a beat?
30:06Don't force me until it's straight to my face.
30:09Best friends set me down in the salon chair.
30:12Share a couple break, get you out of my hair.
30:15Fresh photos with the bottle of lighting.
30:18No man on a minute, start a night game.
30:21Truth hurts me to something with a great name.
30:24I'm buying you, don't be, don't be, don't be.
30:30I'm buying you.
30:32Yeah.
30:34Mm hmm.
30:38Mm hmm.
30:39Right.
30:42Yeah.
30:54Cin MO toch
30:54If you stay way or go and watch for next company.
30:56We're good, there.
30:56Nope.
30:56Get you category, ape, ape...
30:56We're.
30:57Number 350, ape, ape, ape.
30:57name, ape, ape, ape.
30:57We're, we're.
30:57suffCome.
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