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The Alpha’s Regret She Never Looked Back Full EP - Full Movie
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00:01i discovered my alpha cheating in our own bedroom with his stepmother and i pretended not to know
00:07i found out my alpha was cheating on me and i caught them right inside our shared chamber
00:11thinking i was asleep i did not move i did not speak i kept my eyes closed my breathing steady
00:19and pretended to rest even as my heart shattered i lay still in the furs every muscle coiled tight
00:25forcing calm i was wide awake every sense heightened then i heard it the soft shift of
00:31bodies ragged breath and her voice quiet and hesitant laced with thrill should we really do
00:37this here it's okay she fell asleep my blood turned to ice but i did not flinch i forced my
00:48eyelids shut imagining them no uh my mate the alpha i built pressing lydia against our bedroom
00:55stonewall his hands in her hair his mouth on hers starved she was his stepmother the late alpha's
01:01mate betraying me right beside my bed they thought i slept thought they were quiet but i heard every
01:07kiss every possessive growl every shameless sigh his hands roamed her like she was his she clung to him
01:13like she belonged in my place i swallowed down bile keeping my breathing even my face impassive i lay
01:19silent chest aching as if clawed open but gave no sign i did not scream did not confront them i
01:26just
01:27listened letting cold resolve settle the blood moon was coming and i would leave forever for now i would
01:33pretend pretend ignorance pretend the betrayal did not cut deep i would bide my time then vanish without a trace
01:43this was the man i gave up everything for but he cheated on me with his stepmother behind my back
01:49i am aria i left my entire world behind to stay in this cursed frozen wolf territory a world of
01:56frost
01:56and tradition where strength was worshipped and softness was a weakness i tilled the barren earth that
02:02had never grown crops before turning rock and snow into soil that could feed the pack i healed the sick
02:07with
02:07wild herbs i'd learned to recognize stitching wounds and calming fevers when the pack's old ways only
02:14brought suffering i built stable shelters that blocked the biting winter wind keeping their children
02:19alive through the coldest nights most of all i built noah i turned him from a reckless hot-headed
02:25warrior into a respected alpha teaching him patience wisdom and how to lead with kindness not just
02:32strength i gave him my loyalty my effort my heart and my future i thought love could outrun tradition
02:38i thought he would choose me now i knew better but i would not let him see how much he
02:43had broken me
02:45but the moment his father died everything changed the old alpha's funeral fire had barely turned to ash
02:51when noah brought lydia back to our den under the packs ancient twisted law the son inherits his
02:57father's mate a tradition he'd once sworn to break for me he did not fight it he did not hesitate
03:03he did
03:03not even apologize he just brought her home and betrayed me where i slept that night in our chamber
03:09was not the first time and it would not be the last and every night i lay there pretending to
03:16sleep
03:16pretending not to hear the sounds of their betrayal through the thin stone walls lydia was given the
03:21chamber beside ours close enough to touch close enough to taunt every night the whispers the moans
03:28the proof that he had forgotten every vow he'd made to me drifted through the walls i did not scream
03:33i did not confront him i only carved tiny marks into the stone wall and dried beast blood counting down
03:40the
03:40days until the blood moon my silent countdown to freedom hidden from his sight the next morning i went to
03:47my seedling beds the fields i'd nurtured with my own two hands the future i'd built for the pack that
03:52owed me everything when i arrived my heart sank completely every plant was drowned flooded destroyed
03:59beyond any hope of saving lydia stood beside the wreckage holding a wooden bucket tears streaming down
04:06her face before i could speak noah appeared he shoved me backward with brutal unthinking force my knee
04:14crashed hard into a sharp stone and white hot pain exploded through my leg lydia lifted her
04:19tearful face whispering softly i only wanted to help
04:25can you not even tolerate her what was the point of explaining he had already chosen chosen the woman
04:32who destroyed my work chosen to believe her lies over my pain he had chosen to break me one cruelty
04:38at a
04:39time i pushed myself up slowly from the mud and dirt my leg throbbing violently blood dripping
04:45steadily down my calf i lifted my head and looked noah directly in the eyes my voice soft but final
04:51no hint of the rage i felt i'm hurt too noah for a single heartbeat i saw hesitation a flicker
04:59of guilt
04:59a moment of regret but then lydia whimpered and pressed a hand to her stomach her voice trembling i'm
05:06bleeding a single red drop appeared on her thigh noah's face turned white he did not hesitate he
05:12lifted her in his arms and ran leaving me alone in the wreckage of the life i had built in
05:17that moment
05:18the very last thread of hope inside me snapped clean and final i no longer loved him i no longer
05:25hated him
05:26i simply did not care and i let that indifference show my face calm as i tended to my wound
05:32alone
05:32one more part of the act one more step toward freedom we gathered in the healer's small quiet
05:39stone chamber later that day the healer's voice suddenly rang out with bright joy lydia was with
05:45child with the deepest lunar mark in generations a sign of great power for the pack noah's face lit
05:52up with a wild overwhelming joy i had never seen a joy he had never shown me not even on
05:58the day he
05:59became alpha then he turned to me his expression cold and calm as if he were giving a simple order
06:05not a knife to the heart you will care for her this is your duty i laughed bitterly the sound
06:11echoing in
06:12the small chamber this is not my child it's your choice i refuse the room fell silent noah's eyes turned
06:20cold enough to freeze the air and i knew in that moment that my fate was sealed for the first
06:25time
06:25i dropped the act not out of anger but out of acceptance the pretense was no longer needed
06:31my escape was near noah's face hardened instantly into cold unyielding stone he gave me an ultimatum
06:40sharp and final you must serve lydia tend to her every need or leave the alpha den forever
06:49where am i supposed to go this territory this pack this life i had built it all with my own
06:56two hands
06:56it was as much my home as his he hesitated for a long then spoke the words that felt like
07:02a death
07:02sentence the old mountain dens the place where wolves go to die the healer gasped and tried to protest
07:11it was a death sentence that no one survived the mountain dens alone but noah silenced her with a
07:17single icy look i agreed without hesitation i was not surrendering i was waiting waiting for the blood
07:26moon i'm gonna leave him with nothing just like he started out once noah had knelt before me in firelight
07:36his large hands trembling as he placed a rough wolf tooth pendant around my neck it was unpolished
07:42uneven but to me it was the most precious thing in the entire territory he swore i was his only
07:48mate
07:48his only equal he said he cared nothing for pack laws nothing for heirs nothing for the marks that
07:55defined other wolves he said i was enough i wore that pendant like a crown i believed him even when
08:02the
08:02pack whispered that a human like me could never be a true luna now it felt like a chain but
08:08i kept it
08:08around my neck one more part of the act one more way to pretend i was still the naive loving
08:14mate he
08:15once knew but after lydia arrived every gentle memory turned to poison the pendant around my neck felt like
08:21a weight a reminder of every lie he'd told every promise he'd broken i was no longer begging for his
08:28love i was waiting for my escape and the blood moon would be my ticket out and until then i
08:34would keep
08:35pretending keep hiding the rage and heartbreak that threatened to consume me
08:42one night long after he'd been with lydia noah finally came to me his skin reeked of her
08:48thick and cloying mixed with a cold impatient guilt he sat on the edge of my fur bed and reached
08:54to touch
08:54my hair as if he still had the right to comfort me as if nothing had broken between us i
09:00flinched away
09:01as if burned not out of anger but to keep up the pretense of a sleepy don't touch me unknowing
09:07mate
09:07startled by his touch avoiding his eyes so he would not see the pain there his jaw tightened his eyes
09:14hardening this is just duty aria for the pack for an air i would send her away once she gave
09:24birth
09:24that the pup would call you mother that you were still my only luna i said nothing i closed my
09:32eyes
09:32again pretending to drift back to sleep letting him think his lies had lulled me into complacency
09:38i did not look at him i did not believe a single syllable every word was a knife twisting deeper
09:44into a wound he would never let heal duty was just an excuse an excuse to betray me without guilt
09:50and
09:51i let him believe i did not see through it
09:56that night after he left i tore the wolf tooth pendant from my neck with a single sharp movement
10:03i held it in my palm staring at the rough bone that once meant forever that had once been my
10:09most
10:09cherished treasure it was no longer a gift it was a lie i walked slowly to the hearth where the
10:15fire
10:16still glowed low and warm casting faint shadows across the stone walls i opened my fingers and let
10:21the necklace fall into the flames i watched it char black crumble into small pieces and fade silently
10:28into the ash below when it was completely gone i felt no sorrow only a quiet heavy liberating relief
10:35on my wrist i wore a smooth ancient bone ring something i had kept close and hidden since the
10:42very first day i arrived in this strange land the blood moon would rise soon i would be ready and
10:48until
10:48then the act would go on i was moved to the mountain den before sunset it was cold damp and
10:56completely empty
10:57with no fire no soft furs no warmth nothing but rough stone and howling wind that cut straight through
11:04my bones the air smelled of decay and neglect a reminder that this was where the pack left
11:09those they no longer wanted noah came once on the first day bearing a small basket of simple rations
11:15bread and dried meat barely enough to survive i shut the door in his face without a single word
11:21after that he never came back i assumed lydia needed him the unborn child needed him the pack needed him
11:30i was nothing to him now and that was fine it made my way easier my resolve stronger days passed
11:37slowly
11:37painfully the food ran out no one refilled it no one checked on me no one cared
11:44i curled up on the hard stone bed shivering uncontrollably as a dull heavy cramping began deep in my stomach
11:52for years i had used wild herbs to avoid carrying a child i did not want to be tied to
11:57this world
11:58to this pack to noah by blood but fate had other crueler plans
12:05the pain grew sharper more unbearable tearing through my body like shards of ice
12:10i realized slowly coldly what was happening against all odds i was carrying his child and in this cold
12:18abandoned den with no food no care no love no warmth the small fragile life inside me could not
12:26survive warm blood spread slowly beneath me dark and sticky soaking into the thin furs i'd been given
12:33i stared up at the dark stone ceiling tears falling silently down my cheeks but i did not grieve
12:39i felt only quiet profound relief that baby deserved a father who would choose it a pack that would
12:46value it a life that would cherish it the last living link between noah and me was gone forever
12:51my bone ring slipped from my finger and clattered loudly onto the stone floor outside the sky glowed
12:57silver the blood moon had come my chance to escape was here
13:04the sky blazed silver above the mountain the blood moon hung full and bright casting an otherworldly
13:10light over the entire land turning the snow to liquid silver and the rocks to shadow my bone ring
13:15glowed softly on the stone floor humming with a quiet old power i had long kept to myself this ring
13:21was my
13:22only connection to the life i once had a life far away from wolves and packs and blood moons i
13:27was not
13:28born to this world i was pulled here unexpectedly torn away from everything i knew and loved from a
13:34modern life of warmth and safety and family from a home that never asked me to sacrifice myself for
13:39love this ring was my only way back i left the bloodstained furs spread wide on the stone bed
13:45making it clear and obvious for anyone who found me that i had perished here in the cold i took
13:50one last
13:51long final look at the territory that had broken me then stepped calmly into the glowing light of the
13:56blood moon the portal closed softly behind me i was free noah woke suddenly in the dead of night
14:04his wolf screaming inside him with a blind uncontrollable panic that made his whole body shake
14:09he did not know why he only knew something was unspeakably terribly wrong he threw off lydia without
14:16a second thought and ran rushing wildly up the mountain path his feet bleeding on the sharp stones
14:21his lungs burning with every breath the den door hung open creaking weakly in the wind he stumbled inside
14:28it was empty then he saw it the massive dark wet blood stain on the furs so large it made
14:35his breath
14:35catch the healer was summoned immediately she knelt and trembled violently pressing her fingers to the
14:42blood then looked up at him with tears streaming down her face it was the blood of a miscarriage
14:48it's hers the mighty feared alpha of the shadow pine pack collapsed helplessly to his knees he clutched
14:55the blood stained furs to his chest and let out a broken animal-like sob that echoed through the
15:00empty den he had lost me he had lost our child and he knew with every fiber of his being
15:07that it was all
15:07his fault no one never recovered from that day he drove lydia and their newborn pup far away from the
15:14pack
15:15refusing to even look at the air he had once craved so desperately the pup was a reminder of his
15:20betrayal of the child he had lost of the woman he had destroyed he wanted nothing to do with the
15:26pack the land the title the life he had fought so hard to gain he only wanted me the pack
15:32turned
15:33against him completely calling him mad you're not worthy of being our alpha they stripped him of his
15:38alpha title and locked him away in isolation fearing his grief would destroy them all he stayed in that
15:44bloody mountain den for days four weeks staring blankly at the stone walls whispering my name
15:50over and over again like a prayer he was not crazy he was repenting repenting for me for the child
15:57he
15:57never got to hold for every choice that had broken the one person who had ever loved him truly
16:03unconditionally i opened my eyes to the soft white light of a hospital room the steady beep of machines
16:09the warm familiar scent of antiseptic and home that i had missed so deeply i was back in my own
16:15world the
16:16world i had been torn away from three years ago my parents were beside me their faces lined with years
16:21of grief and overwhelming relief their hair streaked with gray from worry and searching they had searched
16:26for me every single day for three long years selling everything they owned never giving up even when
16:33the police had stopped looking even when everyone else had said i was gone forever i held them tightly
16:38and wept for the years i had lost for the pain i had put them through for the fool i
16:44had been to
16:44abandon the people who loved me unconditionally for a man who had only loved me when it was convenient
16:50i promised them i would never leave again i promised myself i would never let anyone break me like that
16:56again i lived quietly for a full year healing slowly but steadily rebuilding my life one small step at a
17:03time
17:03i stayed close to my family got a job decorated a small apartment that felt like home and learned to
17:10feel
17:10safe and calm again i put the wolf territory the blood moons the pain and noah firmly behind me
17:17i thought i was free that i would never see him again never be haunted by the past then i
17:23saw him
17:23he stood in the middle of the busy modern street surrounded by cars and neon lights and crowds of
17:29people his long hair wild and unkempt his clothes strange and out of place his eyes fixed on me like
17:35i was a ghost he could not believe was real he had used my bone ring the ring i had
17:39left behind in the
17:41mountain den he had crossed worlds he had found me my chest tightened with a mix of fear and anger
17:47the old wounds aching as if they had never truly closed i thought i had escaped him but he had
17:52followed me
17:53home my blood turned to ice in my veins i grabbed his arm roughly and pulled him into a dark
18:00quiet alley
18:01away from the crowds my heart racing with fear and anger and cold disgust how did you find me leave
18:08now
18:09go back to your world and never bother me again his eyes filled with hot helpless tears a sight i
18:15had
18:16never seen from the proud alpha get out of here he begged me desperately his voice cracking please
18:22don't send me away i know i don't deserve forgiveness i just want to make it up to you
18:30let me stay let me protect you and love you the way i should then the proud powerful alpha dropped
18:37to
18:38his knees before me in the dirt and shadow of the alley humbling himself completely hit me hate me
18:45hurt me just don't leave me again i felt nothing but cold empty revulsion his apologies meant nothing
18:54his regret meant nothing he had broken me and i would never let him fix me just then i saw
19:01my cousin
19:01walking toward the alley coming to check on me after i disappeared into the crowd a sharp quiet idea
19:07flashed into my mind a way to make him leave darling i had taught him long ago that darling was
19:14for the
19:14person you loved more than anything in the world i hid behind my cousin pretending to be afraid noah's
19:21face shattered completely he knew what that word meant who are you let's go home back to our home
19:31to our son he realized i had moved on that i had built a new life a new love a
19:38new family without him
19:40he stood frozen as if the breath had been stolen from his lungs and i could see every bit of
19:45hope he
19:45carried die in his eyes i was truly completely gone and nothing he could do would ever bring me back
19:53noah did not leave he refused to go back to his world even after i had shattered his hope he
19:59found
19:59a job near my apartment working long tiring days just to be close just to catch a single glimpse of
20:05me
20:05as i passed by he watched me from a distance silent and broken never daring to approach he learned to
20:12adapt to my world fumbling with strange tools and heavy work struggling to understand cars and phones
20:19and the busy pace of modern life all to stay within reach of the woman he had destroyed one day
20:24he
20:25stepped shakily in front of me and pulled out a small simple ring a human symbol of aria and love
20:31he had so sorry my world i want to give you forever i'll spend the rest of my life making
20:39up for
20:39every mistake i made i took the ring from his hand calmly i held it up for a long moment
20:45then
20:46threw it hard into the grass i told him his regret was pathetic your regret is pathetic your apology
20:52worthless and your presence disgusting if you ever come near me again i'll disappear forever and
20:58you'll never find me i turned and walked away never looking back
21:05a few days later a small plain package arrived quietly at my door there was no return address
21:12but i knew who it was from inside was my bone ring the key to the wolf world the key
21:18that had brought me
21:19safely home the key he had used to cross worlds and find me and there was a letter written in
21:24shaky
21:25childish but painfully careful handwriting it was from noah he wrote that he would never bother me again
21:32that he was returning the ring in case i ever wanted to go back though he knew deep in his
21:36heart
21:37i never would he wished me happiness peace a life free from pain and regret i will spend the rest
21:43of
21:44my days making up for what i've done even if you never forgive me i don't ask for your pity
21:51i don't ask for a second chance all i ask is that you be happy when i finished reading i
21:58folded the
21:59letter and set it aside he was gone truly finally gone and this time i did not feel a thing
22:06i put the
22:08bone ring away in a quiet hidden drawer closing the final chapter on wolves blood moons broken
22:14promises and the love that had destroyed me completely i did not feel anger i did not feel
22:20sadness i felt light as if a weight i had carried for years had finally been lifted i went back
22:26to my
22:26family to my quiet warm safe life to the world that had always been mine that had always loved me
22:33i
22:34learned the hardest and most important lesson of all real love should never ask you to lose yourself
22:39it should never make you small or silent or broken it should never require you to give up your home
22:45your heart or your worth i had once believed that love meant sacrifice but i now knew that true love
22:52means respect respect for who you are respect for your choices respect for your heart i chose to save
22:59myself i chose to go home i chose to live for the people who loved me and that was the
23:05bravest kindest
23:06most necessary choice i ever made i walked forward into my life open and unafraid leaving the wolf
23:13the pack and the pain far behind me i would never again give up my world for someone who would
23:19not
23:20fight for me
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