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Shrinking - Season 3 - Episode 09: Daddy Issues
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00:03Hello!
00:07Hello!
00:09Can you see me from down there?
00:12Woo!
00:14Hello!
00:17See y'all slow posts!
00:27Remember when Tia would say we were hiking too slow
00:29and she'd run ahead and then wave goodbye like a lunatic?
00:33I don't remember because I wasn't invited on hikes back then
00:36because you guys used to think I was edgy and difficult.
00:40And now we don't.
00:41I am who I am.
00:43But look at our girl back in wild pants.
00:47Yeah, that was my favorite.
00:48Yeah, I'm trending up.
00:50Rewatched the animated Hobbit.
00:52Did my nails.
00:53Tried to paint little tiny swords on him.
00:54Turned out a little phallic.
00:55Looks like a bunch of little Hobbit dicks.
00:57Now I got my man on his first hike.
00:59Yeah, I don't know about hiking.
01:01What, do you just walk when it's hot?
01:02Sometimes your thighs chafe a little.
01:04Can we stand Gabby, please?
01:05Aw, thank you.
01:07So does that mean, uh, coming back to work tomorrow?
01:09I'm still processing shit.
01:11She's processing shit, Jimmy.
01:12Jesus, back off, dude.
01:14Okay, why is everybody ganging up on me?
01:16Funsies.
01:16I like hiking, though.
01:18Yeah.
01:18Jimmy, I need, like, another week at least.
01:22What, are you tired of driving Polaroid?
01:23It's just every morning he makes me stop for a kaya.
01:27It's acai.
01:28And who introduced this guy to Smash Mouth?
01:30Me.
01:32Should I do something new with my hair before college again?
01:34Maybe go blue or pink?
01:35Or you could be a total badass and just shave it all off.
01:38Supporting that, people will think that you're a psycho or, like, deathly ill.
01:41Either way, everyone's gonna let you do whatever the hell you want, so a win-win.
01:46Hey, man.
01:46Hey.
01:47You finished your lunch, like, an hour ago.
01:50What you still doing here?
01:51Maybe I'm just chilling with my peers?
01:54Who's gonna break it to them?
01:55I got it.
01:56Brian, we love you, but you're old, my guy.
01:58I am so close to slapping you right now.
02:00And anyway, I am not an old.
02:02Finish the sentence.
02:04Whoop.
02:04There it is.
02:05Oh!
02:06Damn it!
02:07Okay, fine.
02:08I needed a break from Charlie.
02:09We've been sleep training sudden, and we're at each other's throats.
02:12Last night, he was being a bitch, and I told him that he wasn't the father.
02:15Which is inarguably true.
02:17But then, he yelled back, neither are you!
02:21Which was really just... so hurtful.
02:24Hmm.
02:25Oh, shit.
02:26It's Ray Thibodeau.
02:27Oh, that's a fun name.
02:29I know, right?
02:30It's a real firsty-lasty.
02:31You gotta say both.
02:33Hey, Ray.
02:34Thibodeau?
02:35Told you.
02:37Okay.
02:38Sounds great.
02:40Mm-hmm.
02:42I'm sorry to hear that.
02:44Yeah, thanks for calling.
02:47Shit.
02:48Did you not get the job?
02:50No, his aunt died.
02:51But I got it.
02:52I fucking got it!
02:53I'm a sous chef, baby!
02:55Baby!
02:55Yay!
02:59Oh, my God!
03:01What?
03:02Oh, shit.
03:02Hey, Jorge doesn't know about this yet, so cover me.
03:05Hey!
03:05What are you guys celebrating?
03:07Oh, um...
03:08My baby said her first words.
03:11That's crazy.
03:12Yeah.
03:12What did she say?
03:14She said...
03:15Dada, so young!
03:17Dude, you were there when I was born.
03:19You have a landline.
03:20You still call it Czechoslovakia.
03:22Why?
03:23What happened?
03:24Oh.
03:26Okay.
03:27Mm.
03:29I'm glad you were in the neighborhood.
03:30Well, maybe I wasn't in the neighborhood.
03:33Maybe I just wanted to see you.
03:36That's what I was hoping you would say.
03:38No, I was in the neighborhood.
03:40Oh, goddammit.
03:41My Pilates is across the street.
03:43I would love to say you'll be seeing me three times a week,
03:45but it's more like once every two weeks after I eat a bunch of donuts and I hate myself.
03:49Mm.
03:49More whipped cream, please.
03:50Of course.
03:54So I have to wait until you're filled with self-loathing until I get to see you again, huh?
03:58Yeah, but I can access that at almost any time.
04:01Cool. Me too.
04:02Okay.
04:03How about tonight?
04:05Shit.
04:06I rarely have anything going on.
04:09Ever.
04:10But unfortunately, my dad is coming into town tonight.
04:13Right.
04:13And meeting parents might be too soon.
04:16I mean, you already met my ex-husband and my kid and felt up my house bra a little,
04:22so maybe we're there.
04:23Listen, I'm not afraid of us moving too quick.
04:26We're rule breakers.
04:28Morning, Jimmy.
04:30Morning, random woman.
04:32Paul.
04:34This is Sophie.
04:35Sophie.
04:35Sophie.
04:36This is Paul.
04:37My pimp.
04:39Hey.
04:40I took a little fall this weekend.
04:42Julie made me use this.
04:45But go ahead.
04:46Have your fun.
04:48You leave your fur coat in the car?
04:51I don't know why I said that.
04:53I don't even know you.
04:54She's perfect for you.
04:55She's perfect for you.
04:56You don't mean that as a compliment, do you?
04:58I do not.
05:00Okay.
05:00Well, I gotta get going.
05:03I'll talk to you soon.
05:04Okay.
05:05Okay.
05:06Nice to meet you, Paul.
05:08Nice to meet you.
05:11Wow.
05:12Oh, shut up.
05:13Huh.
05:14What?
05:15I seem to remember someone at my wedding encouraging you to get back out there.
05:20I thought you might want to thank whoever did that for their wisdom.
05:25Thank you, Paul.
05:26I'm proud of you.
05:28Keep being brave.
05:32Gabby in yet?
05:34She said she needed another week.
05:36Dammit.
05:36That's not good.
05:38You can go talk to her again if you want.
05:39No.
05:40I broke it.
05:41I'll fix it.
05:42If I have to, I'll drag that woman back to work myself.
05:46That sounds like something a pimp would say.
05:49Be cool, player.
05:58Any requests?
06:00Give me a quarter.
06:00I'll play anything.
06:01Just name it.
06:04Hi.
06:05Hey.
06:07Wow, full house, huh?
06:09Yeah.
06:10You know, I was stuck at home bored.
06:11I saw your dad walk up and, like you always say, su casa es mi casa.
06:17I've never once said that.
06:18Well, you should.
06:20You know, Jimmy plays piano.
06:22Yeah, we were all painfully aware.
06:24I'll take a little credit for that.
06:26One time I had tickets to see Billy Joel.
06:29My friend dropped out and I thought, you know, I'll take Jimmy.
06:32It was a school night, his mom wasn't into it.
06:34But I wanted him to experience the joy of live music.
06:38Yeah.
06:39He was so blown away.
06:40He walked around in a daze for like a week.
06:43I was not in a daze.
06:44I was traumatized.
06:46The 60-year-old woman standing next to me ripped off her panties and threw them on stage.
06:51I saw things no seven-year-old should ever see.
06:54Then I signed him up for piano lessons and the rest is history.
06:58Her name was Valerie Schoenberger.
07:01Now that's a story.
07:02I wish you were my dad.
07:04That story reminds me.
07:06One time I tried to get backstage at an Ed Sheeran concert by saying I was his secret daughter.
07:11But turns out so many redheads do that that he is a paternity test guy that travels with him.
07:17Who wants coffee?
07:18Help me carry this weight that's dragging me down.
07:24Pull me out of a drink before I start to drown.
07:29Let the wreckage all sink to where the fishes are frightening.
07:34I want to hear myself think again.
07:49What are you guys doing tomorrow?
07:51I'm picking up a new car that needs a little love.
07:54Thought we could spend the day detailing her up, listening to some music.
07:57As fun as providing free labor sounds, we actually plan to buy stuff for Alice's dorm room tomorrow.
08:02Well, we can do that anytime.
08:03I want to do car stuff with Grandpa.
08:05My bad.
08:06I forgot about your passion for car stuff.
08:09Okay, yeah.
08:10You two should go do that.
08:11I have plenty of work stuff to catch up on.
08:13Cool.
08:14Well, there you go.
08:16Turn in early.
08:17Derek wore me out when he gave me ten bucks to play all that Steely Dan.
08:20He's fun.
08:21He seems to really enjoy you two, Dad.
08:24All right.
08:24Get some rest.
08:25Bye, Grandpa.
08:27Catch you in a few.
08:29You know what's weird?
08:30Oh.
08:31I can tell it bothers you when other people like him.
08:33What?
08:34No.
08:35Come on.
08:37Okay, maybe a little.
08:39Look, kiddo.
08:43If Grandpa's a charmer, it means people only get to see one side of him.
08:47Look, Dad, it's my graduation week, and you two are all I've got,
08:51so I just want us to be together, do the car stuff with us,
08:54and please be chill with him.
08:56For me?
08:57Anything for you.
08:59Yeah.
09:01You're still gonna get me that stuff for my dorm room, though, right?
09:04Who needs twinkly lights and a beanbag chair when you have Grandpa's love?
09:08Damn it.
09:10Look, I appreciate the house call, but I already know why you're here.
09:14Oh, great.
09:15And I'll see you tomorrow.
09:16Nice try.
09:18Look, how about I just download you where I'm at?
09:20Hit me.
09:23You know, I really let myself start dreaming about that trauma center idea,
09:26so now the thought of just doing the same old, same old feels like I'm going backwards,
09:30and it depresses the hell out of me, even though I crush that shit.
09:33You do crush that shit.
09:35I feel like I'm stuck on an island.
09:38Like Tom Hanks in that movie where he fucked that volleyball.
09:41I'm not sure that happened.
09:42What?
09:42He was there for two years.
09:44What else was he gonna do with it?
09:45Well, I'm not saying he didn't fuck something.
09:46I'm just saying that I think him and Wilson were more friends.
09:51Look, it is not going backwards to do something you excel at.
09:59But this is my last week at work.
10:04Forever.
10:06And if you won't come back for yourself, do it for me.
10:15And if you can't stand it and you quit in a month, you can come see me on my boat
10:19in Connecticut and rub it in my face.
10:24Okay.
10:26Okay.
10:27But I'm not ever coming to Connecticut.
10:29That place is just white privilege and boat shoes.
10:31Don't mock my culture.
10:39Hey, buddy.
10:41I heard about the job.
10:43Congrats.
10:44Yeah, thanks, D.
10:45You can get excited with me.
10:47My heart can take it.
10:48I'm just not allowed to get excited in other ways.
10:52Sexually.
10:53I got it.
10:54Like the whole neighborhood did.
10:58I'm just spinning.
11:00Alright, let's talk it out.
11:02You want to come up here?
11:03Or should I go down there?
11:05Are you kidding me?
11:06Man, this view is insane.
11:08Hey, you gonna try peeing off the deck?
11:11Definitely.
11:12Absolutely not.
11:14You have to stop inviting people up here to pee.
11:18Okay.
11:19Next time.
11:20No.
11:21No next time.
11:22Next time.
11:23So, uh, what's got you spending?
11:28I don't think I could take this job.
11:29May I bet in?
11:31Depends.
11:32Is it gonna result in me getting mad at you again?
11:34Certainly one of the possible outcomes.
11:36Then pass.
11:38I thought this was your dream job.
11:40Do you remember when I said the universe will tell you when you're ready?
11:44Well, you are so ready.
11:47The universe is dipping you in butter and seasoning you with Lowry's.
11:52You got no idea the shit I've been through with Jorge.
11:55Shit you can't tell other people.
11:57Yeah.
11:58My truck goes away.
12:01He's got nothing.
12:02You're a good friend, Sean.
12:04But for once in your life, you have to put yourself first.
12:08That's...
12:09It's hard for me, man.
12:10No, I get it.
12:11I'm not good at being selfish either.
12:15We need to get some advice from an expert.
12:19To what do you owe the pleasure?
12:22Told ya.
12:25Suspension's a little loose.
12:27Alice, hand me that gear wrench flex socket.
12:29No idea what that is.
12:31Uh, uh, it's the one that looks like a flashlight with a hunchback.
12:34She's pretty and she knows her way around a toolbox.
12:37Jackpot.
12:38I mean, I know stuff too, Dad.
12:39Oh, you know stuff, huh?
12:41Yeah.
12:42Okay.
12:42Uh, what's Hula Girl's story?
12:45Her name is Luna.
12:46She was born in Hawaii.
12:48She had one dream.
12:49To dance the hula.
12:50But she failed.
12:52Because she's too tiny.
12:54God, why am I getting so emotional?
12:55Yeah, it's a full-grown woman's game.
12:57If you ignore them, they stop on their own.
13:00This is a classy car, Grandpa.
13:02What year is she?
13:03Or he?
13:03And have you named it yet?
13:05Sally is a she.
13:0689.
13:07And what a year that was.
13:09Opened my first dealership.
13:10Goddamn Berlin Wall fell.
13:12Also, the year Jimmy hit a home run to win the Little League championship for his team,
13:20the Badgers.
13:21Okay, Dad.
13:23Met him at home plate.
13:24We were celebrating so hard, he didn't even realize he hollered one of his baby teeth straight
13:30out of his mouth, right into my shirt pocket.
13:32No.
13:33Damn near gave his mom a heart attack when she was doing the laundry that night.
13:37God.
13:37If I found someone else's bloody tooth in my husband's pocket, I would think that he was
13:42a serial killer.
13:43She's funny, too.
13:44I think this one's a keeper.
13:45So are you.
13:46I mean, not for me.
13:48Someone else.
13:50Sometimes just thanks is enough.
13:52Thanks.
13:54All right, I'm gonna grab us some waters.
13:56Cool.
13:58Ah, come on, kiddo.
14:00Let's, uh, tighten up some lug nuts.
14:09Oh, you're actually getting water.
14:11I thought that was code for let's let them do all the work.
14:16I like him.
14:18Yeah, everybody does.
14:20Sorry.
14:21It's just, he likes to tell these idyllic stories about my childhood that are, like,
14:26almost true.
14:27So you didn't hit a home run to win a championship?
14:30Oh, no, I did.
14:31It was fucking awesome.
14:33It was just, the fact that he was there is just, like, totally random.
14:38Oh.
14:39Look, when my dad was around, it was good.
14:42It just always seemed like he had something else he had to do.
14:48Hmm.
14:49And then when Tia died, he came to the funeral and he gave this speech about how he was gonna
14:55prioritize me and Alice and really be there for us.
15:00And then, I don't know, some, like, super cool shit must have come up because we didn't
15:04see him again for two years.
15:06Wowza.
15:06Right?
15:08You're a 42-year-old therapist with daddy issues.
15:11Oh, fuck.
15:12Look, I get it.
15:14Your dad did you dirty.
15:16If it helps, my mom texted me this morning that my haircut only works on younger women.
15:21Oh, shit.
15:22But you are an adult, Jimmy.
15:24And you're pretty great.
15:26So your dad did do something right.
15:29Plus, Alice is graduating.
15:30And I know you want to enjoy it, so maybe try to let go of the past.
15:36Who knows?
15:37You know, maybe he'll surprise you.
15:39I mean, look, he already surprised me by even showing up for Alice's graduation.
15:43Yeah.
15:44Okay.
15:46Oh, I almost forgot.
15:48Your haircut's perfect.
15:50Thank God.
15:50We were almost over.
15:53I hear you, Lisa.
15:54Who hasn't sent an angry text they regret?
15:55Did I once text this guy who stood me up on a date?
15:57Screw you, skinny bald bitch.
15:59You look like Slender Man anyway.
16:00Yes.
16:01Was I at the wrong TGI Fridays?
16:03Also, yes.
16:05Okay.
16:05The key is getting to a place where you can sit with your discomfort.
16:09Okay?
16:09Instead of popping off in the heat of the moment.
16:11In the meantime, you have my number.
16:13When you get that urge, I want you to send all your angry texts to me.
16:16Just started with not about Gabby, so I remember not to come back at your heart.
16:19I will.
16:20Thanks.
16:21It's really good to have you back.
16:24It's good to be back.
16:29Too late.
16:30I saw that.
16:31Okay, fine.
16:32Yeah.
16:33I'm a rock star.
16:34Okay?
16:35There's a Mount Rushmore therapist.
16:36It'd be Freud, Jung, Lucy from Charlie Brown, and me.
16:39Like I said, just say the word.
16:42All this could be yours.
16:43How would that even work?
16:45To get your desk?
16:46Your office?
16:48Julie?
16:49Because if so, I'm spending most of my time oiling up those gams and using them as a slip
16:52and slide.
16:53Nah, me.
16:54Nah.
16:55No worries.
16:56Sit.
16:56Okay.
16:58That was more graphic than I thought it'd be.
17:02I've spent my life doing this work.
17:06Learning, refining, because I've seen how much it helps people.
17:10And I've been thinking about how you said I've become more of a mentor to you in the last couple
17:17of years.
17:18Yeah.
17:19It would mean the world to me if I could share my knowledge with you so that you could carry
17:27it forward.
17:30What do I get out of it?
17:32What do you get out of me offering to share my wisdom?
17:36You tipped your hand.
17:37You want it too badly.
17:38Fine.
17:40What are your terms?
17:41You gotta work around my schedule.
17:43You gotta occasionally admit that I have good ideas.
17:46And you have to take me to an expensive sushi lunch.
17:49None of that boring spicy tuna stuff.
17:50I'm talking blowfish that can kill you type shit.
17:53Agreed.
17:54On two conditions.
17:55You gotta let me have one sake without telling on me.
17:59And two.
18:00You gotta put me up on your Mount Rushmore.
18:03Swap me out for Freud.
18:07Deal.
18:10Okay, this is fun because I bet a bunch of my friends that I could riff a TED talk and
18:14absolutely slay.
18:16Which I am allowed to say because I am not old.
18:22Okay, here we go.
18:27Selfishness.
18:28I, Brian Lorenzo, am a selfish person.
18:33Selfish people are winners.
18:37How many times have we all thought to ourselves,
18:40Oh, if only I would go after the things that I really want.
18:44But unlike this handsome young gay man before me,
18:48I am burdened by thoughts of being a good person.
18:51Of putting others first.
18:53Of not grabbing someone named Angela's Coffee
18:56if their order is similar enough to mine and I'm ready to leave.
19:00News flash.
19:01We are all already selfish people.
19:05Ba-ba-ba-ba.
19:07Yeah.
19:07Even Mother Teresa was selfish.
19:11She only helped others because it's what brought her the most joy.
19:18The point is, Mother Teresa and I are the same.
19:22Whatever makes me happiest, I fucking go for it.
19:25Just like that crazy nun.
19:26If I want to eat something, I eat it.
19:28If I want to buy something, I buy it.
19:29If I want to have sex with a hot stranger, I...
19:31Actually, I don't do that anymore.
19:33And I imagine neither does Mother Teresa.
19:36What?
19:36And you want to know something?
19:37All that energy that I get from treating myself like a fucking prince
19:41fuels me to be there for Charlie and Sutton.
19:45I mean, how can I be any good for anyone in my life
19:49if I'm not happy myself?
19:52Bingo.
19:53He finally said something that mattered.
19:55I caught it.
19:56All right!
19:57Oh, shit, I should have recorded it.
19:58Okay, here we go.
19:59Thanks for the storm.
20:00From the top.
20:02I, Brian Lorenzo, and this...
20:04Oh, I see.
20:04You got what you wanted, and so now you're just leaving, huh?
20:07Ha!
20:08I taught them that.
20:10All right, what do we think?
20:11Oh, she is ready to go.
20:13She's looking slick.
20:15Yeah, yeah, boy.
20:17This hot rod, it's gonna be ticking off, vrooming through these avenues.
20:23Grandpa, you're gonna be a real lady magnet driving this thing.
20:26Well, I'll have to rely on my looks, kiddo, because it's not my car.
20:31It's yours.
20:32What?
20:33Are you serious?
20:35I mean...
20:39This is so incredibly kind of you, but Dad already got me a car.
20:44For her birthday.
20:45It's the same yellow Mini Cooper that Tia drove when she was a kid.
20:49It's how Sophie and I met.
20:50She sold it to me.
20:51That sucker.
20:53Well, now I feel like an idiot.
20:54Look, I wasn't trying to step on any toes here.
20:57This is just...
20:58My way of apologizing for life getting in the way of me being around more the last few years.
21:03Anyway, I mean, maybe you could have an East Coast car and a West Coast car.
21:07Or, I don't know.
21:08Feel free to just sell this one.
21:10I'm gonna keep it.
21:12Thank you so much, Grandpa.
21:13I love it.
21:15You're welcome.
21:17And thank you, Dad.
21:17Yeah.
21:18Are you kidding?
21:19How cool.
21:22This car is going to be a real conversation starter with the boys.
21:26I can't wait to meet all the guys who are gonna come up and explain it to me.
21:30Okay, so what was the name of that last tool you mentioned?
21:32Space Anger?
21:33Cosmic Rage.
21:35It's when you feel attacked or judged.
21:37Oh, these names are wild.
21:38The Vortex.
21:39The Black Sun Projection Dissolving.
21:42Be honest.
21:42How much weed was you smoking back then?
21:44Maybe just a little.
21:45Mm-hmm.
21:46Look, let me rename one of these.
21:48Okay.
21:48But it can't contain the word ho.
21:51We're gonna negotiate that tomorrow.
21:52We have all week.
21:53What?
21:53I can't get through all this in a week.
21:56You're gonna have to keep in touch with me even after I move.
21:59What I'm thinking is, first thing in the morning, a couple of hours on Zoom.
22:03You should have seen how happy he was.
22:04The upside is I'm making him take me to an expensive asshole mikase.
22:07You can come too.
22:09Konnichiwa.
22:09Nope.
22:10Bad Liz.
22:11Why?
22:11I took Japanese in college.
22:13No, you didn't.
22:14I didn't.
22:14The weird thing is I expected him to call me out for being a chicken shit and bailing
22:18on my trauma work, but he didn't.
22:20It's like he also knows I'm not cut out for that stuff.
22:25What?
22:25Nothing.
22:28What the fuck are you doing?
22:30Why do I always have to come in here and yell at you about Gabby?
22:33Because you're a sociopath and you got no boundaries.
22:36Get the hell out of my office.
22:39Huh.
22:40You're in the covenant of the rock.
22:43Do you want to keep this?
22:45Then sit your ass down and listen to me.
23:02Hey.
23:03Hey.
23:05It's very cool what you did for Alice.
23:07Well, she's my only granddaughter.
23:09I don't just mean the car though.
23:10What you said and being here for graduation, I know it means the world to her.
23:15It does to me too, Dad.
23:18Well, I'm glad.
23:19Mm-hmm.
23:21About graduation, uh, won't actually be able to make the ceremony.
23:26A buddy of mine invited me deep sea fishing off the coast of Catalina.
23:30This is once in a lifetime.
23:33So is for graduation, Dad.
23:34Come on.
23:35It's, it's, it's high school.
23:38I mean, besides, she is so happy with the car, she'll understand.
23:43Have you told Alice yet?
23:45Probably better to wait till I'm heading out, you know, say something came up.
23:48She's a cool kid.
23:49She won't even think twice about it.
23:51Dad?
23:52Let's go to Summer's.
23:53I'm gonna show her my new whip.
23:55I love being a part of your life, Alice, but it's her or me.
23:58Fine.
23:59Let's get ice cream.
24:00Come on.
24:00So he's in the car.
24:03You know, I know Tia and I didn't get along, but I get good vibes off Sophie.
24:10I really like this one.
24:12Honestly, she may even be a better fit for you.
24:21I get the whole legacy thing.
24:24I would kill to have a daughter who could carry on my tradition
24:28of being simultaneously difficult and well-loved.
24:32I just thought you were more of a, like, legacy, shmegacy kind of guy.
24:38Please don't confuse your sadness over having three very charming but dumb boys
24:44with my wanting to pass on my life's work.
24:48Only two of them are dumb.
24:52Oh.
24:53Listen.
24:53All Gabby wanted was for you to just call her out on running away from her dream.
24:59And you didn't.
25:01Because you're being selfish.
25:03Thank you for your input.
25:05I can't deal with you right now.
25:07I've got a patient coming in.
25:08I'm happy to leave.
25:10Because now I'm in your head.
25:12And when it hits you that I'm right, you're going to be so mad.
25:17It's going to blow your mind.
25:20Mic drop.
25:21Oh, wait.
25:22Sorry.
25:22I picked that up.
25:23Mic to the head.
25:24Hey.
25:27You're going to hurt me.
25:28I would rather give you a concussion than kill someone's dream.
25:33Double mic drop.
25:34You can't do multiple mic drops.
25:37What?
25:37What?
25:38You don't see my pocket?
25:40Triple.
25:46And I get that it's last minute.
25:48But the job starts next week.
25:49And I still got enough cash to pay you for the money.
25:51Are you fucking kidding me?
25:53You think paying me off is going to make me feel better about it?
25:56But what happened to having each other's backs?
25:58I looked out for you.
26:01Overseas, when Marisol tore your little heart out,
26:03I pulled double duty to cover for your ass, pal.
26:06Why do you do this to everybody in your life?
26:09Everyone you've ever cared about, you do the same fucking thing.
26:12And he just kept yelling.
26:14And normally that's when shit would go all white,
26:16and I'd start to lose myself.
26:18But I didn't.
26:19I mean, it was awful.
26:21He threw shrimp at me.
26:23And he called me pal.
26:24Pal.
26:26It's like when the deli guy calls me chief.
26:28Exactly.
26:29It's the worst.
26:31But I stayed zen.
26:33Good.
26:34It's all you, Paul.
26:36All this free therapy.
26:38Oh.
26:39Hey, how much you think it would've cost if you actually charged me?
26:42120 grand.
26:44Not that I'm keeping track.
26:49Still can't believe this is our last session.
26:53Any final tools?
26:54Yeah.
26:57This one's called a hug.
27:02Come here, man.
27:08Are you really that corny?
27:09No, but I know that you are.
27:12It's been a privilege to watch how much you've changed and grown.
27:19Not just me, Paul.
27:22You've changed.
27:23So much.
27:25Come on, man.
27:26I barely even recognize you.
27:33Oh, fucking Liz.
27:38God damn it.
27:45Hey.
27:47There you are.
27:49Everything okay?
27:51My dad's not coming to graduation.
27:54What do you mean?
27:55He's here.
27:55Yeah.
27:56A fishing trip came up.
27:58Was it at least an emergency fishing trip?
28:01Too soon.
28:03I'm really sorry, Jimmy.
28:06Don't be.
28:07I mean, it's what he does.
28:08You should've known better.
28:10I should've just kept my mouth shut and stayed out of it.
28:19What's this?
28:22What?
28:22The shutting down thing.
28:24I'm not shutting down.
28:25Look, if you're upset with me, we can talk about it.
28:28I didn't talk about it.
28:30I'm good, okay?
28:32I mean...
28:33You've been married a long time.
28:35Is this how you always handled conflict?
28:37Tia and I saw eye to eye on most things.
28:40Especially when it came to my dad.
28:42That's what I miss most about her.
28:45The thing you miss most about your wife is that she didn't like your dad.
28:48One of the things.
28:51Top five.
28:51Okay.
28:52Okay.
28:58Well, you're definitely tapping into one of my fears, so I'm just gonna say it.
29:04I feel like throwing your wife in my face isn't fair.
29:08Is this something I'm just gonna have to deal with?
29:12I'm not ready for this.
29:16I'm not ready for us.
29:18I really thought I was.
29:19I'm sorry.
29:20I'm not.
29:24Wow.
29:29We really did move quick, didn't we?
29:37Okay.
29:55For my first day at Bellevue, I was uncomfortable.
30:01Nervous.
30:02I'm working here.
30:02You're just gonna dive into a story, not even explain yourself?
30:05What the hell?
30:06When I lost my first patient, it rattled me so hard I split.
30:11I regretted that for a very long time.
30:16How long?
30:17A couple weeks.
30:18I didn't think you were gonna ask me that.
30:20Anyway, I got into my own brand of CBT instead.
30:26Helping people with their everyday shit.
30:30But that real trauma work.
30:34That life and death shit.
30:39I couldn't handle it.
30:41Samesies.
30:42Not samesies.
30:44You're stronger than I am.
30:47I know that.
30:50Because you helped me so much.
30:54Paul.
30:55I carried around a lot of dark shit from growing up with my father.
31:02It was a motherfucker.
31:05Violent.
31:07It's what made me a closed-off person.
31:10I'm sorry.
31:11That sucks.
31:13But today I was reminded of how much I've grown.
31:18And I give a lot of that credit to you.
31:21You've opened me up to new things.
31:24Look, I'm hydrated AF.
31:28Congratulations on using that correctly for the first time.
31:31I've let people in my life.
31:37I married Julie.
31:40Sing in cars.
31:42I know who in vogue are.
31:44Free your mind, baby.
31:48You've changed my life.
31:50Forget about all that other shit.
31:53Gabby.
31:55You are my legacy.
31:59Damn, Paul.
32:02If you want my practice,
32:04it's yours.
32:06Hell, you can have the whole fucking building.
32:10For all I care.
32:12But if you use it for the same old, same old.
32:15I'm gonna charge you a million billion dollars.
32:19Or you can have it for a buck a month.
32:22But it's gotta be a trauma center.
32:28Hey.
32:31Stop being a chicken shit.
32:33Okay.
32:33Come here.
32:35Come here.
32:41But you gotta call the Roots trauma center.
32:45Hell no.
32:47Okay.
32:54When I come to your soccer games in college,
32:56if it's not a hassle,
32:57I'd love you to single me out when you score.
33:00But don't make it obvious.
33:01I've got you.
33:02I'll do something subtle.
33:04Like that.
33:05Love it.
33:05Now point back the same way.
33:06Smooth.
33:07No big deal.
33:08Hey, where's Sophie?
33:09Did she leave?
33:10I was thinking I should invite her to graduation.
33:15Well, let's keep it just family.
33:17Somewhere in the walls every second story flat.
33:20I hit a love letter that I can't get back.
33:23With a picture of your dad and a word on a key.
33:26I hope you remember me.
33:30At the cracks in the earth in your eyes when you hurt.
33:33How the boards on the floor left a crease in your shirt.
33:36That's how I remember you right now.
33:42Like the fog on the street, how it made me feel.
33:46When you work till you crash with your hands on the wheel.
33:49That's how I remember you right now.
33:55I know I shouldn't pull a thread on the sweater that I'm wearing.
34:00That I can't help but unravel.
34:04My heart, it gets the best of me.
34:07You said you never fall in love in the dead of the winter.
34:13That's how I remember you right now.
34:17Bye bye!
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