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90 Day Fiance: Before the 90 Days - Season 8 - Episode 18: Emergency Exit

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00:00:00Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancée, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancée staying.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:20I love you, too.
00:00:24I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:28not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:34that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Like, can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:49Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:51I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:09Yeah.
00:01:12At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:19that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:23But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:26I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:39Let me see.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:55And bring him to my father's house.
00:01:58We talk about the babies.
00:02:00The future.
00:02:04I don't want anything from you.
00:02:08She and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:13and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:15Oh, my God.
00:02:16I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:22I trust my son.
00:02:24I don't trust you.
00:02:27I'm sorry.
00:02:28I just want to need space.
00:02:48What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:51I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done, this is crazy.
00:02:56I mean, my ex was flying the plane, and I was having sex with him while he was flying a
00:03:00plane.
00:03:01Like...
00:03:02I don't want to hear that.
00:03:03You don't?
00:03:03No.
00:03:04What?
00:03:04Okay, sorry.
00:03:14I don't typically do crazy adventurous stuff.
00:03:17It's not because I don't want to do it, but, like, I just don't.
00:03:21So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:23I found this, and we can do it.
00:03:25Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:27Anything to put a smile on your face?
00:03:30You put a smile on your face.
00:03:32Period.
00:03:33My time in Australia is almost coming to an end, and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:41After our talk, Josh said that he's going to work on setting up a FaceTime call with his son, and,
00:03:46like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:48It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:52But in the meantime, I know he's adventurous, and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:56So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:04:01Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:04:03I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:05I heard abs.
00:04:06I heard sailing.
00:04:07It sounded cool, so I just booked the thing.
00:04:11You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this, because it's, I'm just, it's A for effort for
00:04:15trying.
00:04:16Are you scared of hops?
00:04:17Not really.
00:04:18I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:20It'll be fun.
00:04:21Really?
00:04:22Yep.
00:04:24We're here.
00:04:26Yay!
00:04:27Let's do this thing.
00:04:30How are we going?
00:04:31Hi!
00:04:32Hey, Mitch.
00:04:33Josh, how are you?
00:04:33Nice to meet you.
00:04:34Elise.
00:04:35Elise, nice to meet you.
00:04:36Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:37Sydney.
00:04:38Sydney?
00:04:38Miami.
00:04:39Miami, wow.
00:04:40So we're going canyoning today, and we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:45Oh, I have to get wet?
00:04:47Yeah, you will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water, and you have to go abseil off the
00:04:55waterfall.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:56Exciting?
00:04:57Yep.
00:04:57Excited?
00:04:58Yep.
00:04:59Cool.
00:05:00Awesome.
00:05:03Here we go.
00:05:08Oh, my God.
00:05:10Well, it's stunning.
00:05:12Oh, my God.
00:05:12That's Empress Falls down there.
00:05:13So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:18Here is the cardio.
00:05:20Get that ass in check.
00:05:22Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:23Really?
00:05:24Yep.
00:05:24Keep going.
00:05:26I don't think Elise realised, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:30You know, it can be quite hairy.
00:05:32Yeah?
00:05:35So we get up to this canyon, and we have to change in our wetsuits, because we're going
00:05:39through rock pools.
00:05:40I don't want to do it.
00:05:41Stop.
00:05:42It's fun.
00:05:42I don't want to do it.
00:05:43It's fun.
00:05:45I don't want to do this.
00:05:47Yeah, you do.
00:05:55Come on, baby.
00:05:56You will.
00:05:58Let's go.
00:05:59Come on.
00:06:00Come on.
00:06:02Yes.
00:06:02Yes!
00:06:07If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken him.
00:06:12It's scary.
00:06:24It's scary.
00:06:25The guy's like, oh, you have the cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:29I'm like, the .
00:06:30Not me.
00:06:31I'm not doing that.
00:06:33Ready?
00:06:34One step down.
00:06:35Yes!
00:06:37Come here.
00:06:38But guess what?
00:06:39I did it.
00:06:40She's such a trooper.
00:06:42Thanks, fam.
00:06:44You did.
00:06:45You did.
00:06:47Oh, my God.
00:06:48I don't like this at all, actually.
00:07:00You did.
00:07:01Good girl.
00:07:04I'm done, baby.
00:07:05I'm so done with it.
00:07:06Hey, what am I saying?
00:07:07What am I saying?
00:07:08No, really?
00:07:08Yeah.
00:07:11It's , I can't feel my hands.
00:07:18Oh, my God!
00:07:20Oh, my God!
00:07:20Oh, my God!
00:07:22Oh, my God!
00:07:22Oh, my God!
00:07:22Oh, my God!
00:07:22Oh, my God!
00:07:22Oh, my God!
00:07:35I'm shaking like this is not good oh my god I'm scared I'm freezing you feel my legs shivering
00:07:49you're next I can't do this anymore I can't do this I want to get off I am scared out
00:08:15of my mind
00:08:16two hours of jumping through rigid cold water I'm starting to get hypothermia and like I exaggerate
00:08:26a lot but this is not an exaggeration I want to get down but the only way to get down
00:08:36is to go down
00:08:37this massive waterfall I feel like I'm gonna die
00:08:45oh my god I can't do this what do I do
00:09:15I'm sorry I just want to need space
00:09:23Forrest I'm telling you you're making a mistake I love her and I know we could do things here
00:09:29together I know I could live here
00:09:39I've chosen Sheena to be my wife and you need to trust my decision and trust her
00:09:45stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain
00:09:51Forrest telling me that he's going to move to the Philippines
00:09:54you know I'm like in panic mode it's not gonna work it won't work Forrest can be way too optimistic
00:10:04at
00:10:04times and his autism can affect that because he isn't able to focus in on what the realities are
00:10:14my whole point is to protect Forrest to make sure that his needs are met and I don't think Sheena
00:10:21can do it
00:10:22I know full well that if you moved here yes you'd be with Sheena all that and then the whole
00:10:30goal of
00:10:30ever trying to get to the United States would just go out the window
00:10:34and you would have to accept that
00:10:44I need to take a breath for a bit sorry
00:10:51when Forrest told her our plans Molly was so much explosive I felt that I was kind of bit scared
00:10:58and I wanted to take a break
00:11:00but I know that I need to stand up for myself and for Forrest
00:11:07have you even factored how much it's gonna cost how much the bills are where are you gonna live Forrest
00:11:17she and I will go get a place are some of our I will take and pay with you all
00:11:22your money
00:11:23I am a professional and I could look I could you know you could this you could that you could
00:11:28this
00:11:30how much is rent here how much 900 900 no you can know he's cheaper 300 400
00:11:37cheaper a month so she makes about $500 a month and yes yes US dollars yes
00:11:43so she makes 500 a month and you're getting saying that rent is 400
00:11:51that leaves 100 to pay your bills your utilities buy food
00:11:57then we have we have I have him he had me she and I will take care of your son
00:12:01you don't have to worry about that
00:12:04you are living on daydreams and living on the thought of love and happy homemaker and being a little little
00:12:10house and all that
00:12:11no no I love your son and I'll do anything my best for him
00:12:20mom there's gonna be lots of hurdles but how the visa works here that allows me to
00:12:27live here in the country and get employment here you've never worked here
00:12:32you've had one job in your life you are on disability I have to overcome my own challenges
00:12:39disability for a reason you do have autism and I want you to be able I want you to get
00:12:47a job
00:12:48I want you to better yourself but of course you need to plan things out better
00:12:54do the right process where you come back to the United States
00:12:59contact social security and say that you want to start working
00:13:04then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs the government provides
00:13:08see what type of job and money you can make see how you can save up
00:13:12you can't just say oh there is this magical miracle job that you haven't even applied for
00:13:17that you know nothing about that you don't even know what their requirements are
00:13:21you don't know anything
00:13:24you have to go on the assumption that you could not get a job here and even if you do
00:13:31how much do you think that you're gonna make working here
00:13:44no I want you to be here my love I'm it's about seven years so hard for me
00:13:49oh god Lucy I'm not sure oh it's so hard for the seven years I'm not even
00:13:55stop I can't you don't know how I feel it's hard for me for the last seven
00:13:58I'm just waiting for him it's so stressful
00:14:10I don't know what to do
00:14:14I love Sheena so much but I can't help thinking that my mom is right that living here in the
00:14:22Philippines is definitely gonna be a bigger challenge than what I thought it was going
00:14:26to be what if I can't get a job here successfully I can't I can't be a burden on Sheena
00:14:35especially
00:14:36I just can't can't do that
00:14:44I feel conflicted about everything I don't want to leave you but I think that I might have to go
00:14:56home
00:14:58I'm gonna work make some money and then I'm gonna apply for the K-1 visa
00:15:05I don't know my love
00:15:08if things doesn't work
00:15:12it's the end of my story
00:15:13it's not the end of the story
00:15:15I love you that's why I gave you this ring
00:15:20this ring is a promise
00:15:23if the K-1 visa doesn't work out
00:15:25then I'll move back here
00:15:27and I'm gonna get married too
00:15:30I will not give up
00:15:32this is my husband Javon
00:15:45nice meeting you
00:15:46nice meeting you
00:15:47I'll be doing your hair and makeup today
00:15:48okay
00:15:49we are finally going to do our renewal of vows
00:15:53I'm very happy
00:15:55I've been waiting for this for a long time
00:15:58I just I don't know what I'm gonna say for my vows
00:16:01I mean I invited my whole family and friends to go to see you
00:16:04I would really put an effort
00:16:08I brought you something
00:16:11I hope that our time apart would give both of us time to cool down
00:16:17I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship
00:16:21why did you mislead me like Michael made the move
00:16:24I was worried
00:16:25you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him
00:16:31time with it
00:16:51okay
00:16:52hi
00:16:53good morning
00:16:54ma'am ana and sir Javon
00:16:56welcome to balay indang
00:16:58ah nasa taas na po palay yung hair in makeup
00:17:01oh okay
00:17:01samahan po po kayo sa taas po
00:17:03ready?
00:17:04yeah
00:17:04ready
00:17:05thank you
00:17:07this is a nice door
00:17:14enjoy
00:17:16hi
00:17:17good morning
00:17:18hello
00:17:20today is the day that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows
00:17:26good morning
00:17:27hi nice meeting you
00:17:29and this is my husband Javon
00:17:31nice meeting you
00:17:32I'll be doing your hair and makeup today
00:17:34okay
00:17:35you ready to start?
00:17:37I'm as ready as I'm ever going to be
00:17:40we never had a real wedding
00:17:43so today is very important for us
00:17:47I'm very happy
00:17:49been waiting for this for a long time
00:17:52the part of me is a little bit down
00:17:55when I think about the ring
00:17:57I don't have
00:17:59but I want to stay positive though
00:18:03it's his first time to have his makeup done
00:18:09I don't think we're going to take it that far today
00:18:11oh no
00:18:12no
00:18:12no
00:18:13no I'm good
00:18:17I'm excited
00:18:18but I'm a bit nervous
00:18:20you know
00:18:20I feel like this is a big moment for the both of us
00:18:24I want to show Anna how dedicated I am to make her happy
00:18:28and you know give her the day that she always wanted
00:18:32but at the same time
00:18:34I just feel a wave of anxiety and nervousness
00:18:39because obviously me and Anna have different ideas on what romance is
00:18:44so I really don't want to disappoint her
00:19:04so are you excited about today?
00:19:07are you kidding me?
00:19:09of course I'm excited today
00:19:10very excited
00:19:11this is just like a paradise to me
00:19:14with the makeup, the dress
00:19:16the center of attention
00:19:18yeah
00:19:18and you know
00:19:20the photos
00:19:21uh-huh
00:19:22I think I should ask you that question though
00:19:27I'm okay
00:19:29nervous?
00:19:30well you don't have to be nervous
00:19:32like I just don't know what I'm going to say for my vows
00:19:36you know I'm not good at
00:19:38you don't have to write a long poem
00:19:43okay it doesn't have to be like that
00:19:45well it doesn't have to be
00:19:46I'm not a writer or a poet
00:19:47you don't have to be
00:19:49okay
00:19:50it's just going to be a few things
00:19:51you know what I'm saying
00:19:52like the basics basically
00:19:58how I feel about doing my vows
00:20:00I'm just going to get straight to the point
00:20:03but you know
00:20:04Anna's the opposite for me
00:20:06she wants to make a whole declaration speech
00:20:10what is wrong with being expressive
00:20:14sometimes I feel like I wish
00:20:16one day when it happens
00:20:18not now
00:20:18God will take me before him
00:20:20that's when the time he will appreciate me
00:20:23and he will say
00:20:23I miss you
00:20:24and your big mouth
00:20:27you know
00:20:32I just want you to say what's in your heart
00:20:35because you know
00:20:36this is a special day
00:20:37yeah
00:20:38I mean I invited my whole family and friends
00:20:41they're going to see you
00:20:42I would really put an effort
00:20:46I mean Anna I'm here
00:20:48so that's it
00:20:48yeah but I would really be the energy there
00:20:52okay
00:20:57I love you
00:20:59I love you too
00:21:03you know what
00:21:04you're not even supposed to be here
00:21:07okay
00:21:08you're not supposed to see my look
00:21:11my bridal look
00:21:12alright
00:21:14I feel like Javon is acting like today
00:21:17is any other day for him
00:21:19and that's really disappointing
00:21:23are you
00:21:51Oh, okay.
00:22:03I know Juvon is not the most romantic guy, but I just wanted today to be fun, light, full of
00:22:15love, something that I can always look back on.
00:22:21I love him, but I can't pretend that everything is fine when it's not.
00:22:42I love him.
00:23:03How did it feel spending the night here last night?
00:23:06It wasn't very fun.
00:23:08I really did not enjoy waking up alone.
00:23:14Yesterday, BeerCon basically told me not to come home.
00:23:17So I decided I just should suck it up and get a room at Michael's Hotel and hope that our
00:23:24time apart would give both of us a little bit of time to cool down.
00:23:30But staying in a hotel sucked.
00:23:32I don't have any of my stuff.
00:23:34I'm in the same clothes from yesterday.
00:23:37And of course, I miss BeerCon.
00:23:43I wish we could have talked it out last night instead of now having to wait and deal with it
00:23:49all today.
00:23:51But BeerCon was pretty mad at me.
00:23:54He said things to me that I don't know if he really meant or if he was just angry.
00:24:02I obviously said things to him, too, that I really didn't mean.
00:24:06I really didn't have any intention of getting on a plane and leaving.
00:24:10I hope that that's not what he wants.
00:24:12And you've been texting with him this morning?
00:24:14What has he been saying?
00:24:17Yeah, I did.
00:24:18I asked him if we could talk and he said sure.
00:24:21So...
00:24:23I will probably take a little peace offering and see if we can have a conversation face to face.
00:24:32I know that I should have just apologized from the beginning for hiding the history between Michael and me.
00:24:39I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship and that my feelings for him are so much
00:24:45stronger than how I ever felt about Michael or how I could even feel about Michael.
00:25:17Laura is keeping secret from me, misleading me.
00:25:21And she didn't even try to apologize.
00:25:26By spending the time in the hotel, I wanted her to realize what is it going to be like without
00:25:33me.
00:25:36Her pride doesn't cuddle her in the nights.
00:25:44Hey.
00:25:46Hey.
00:25:47I brought you something.
00:25:57I know you like that.
00:26:13I'm sorry that I didn't tell you that I was the one that hit on Michael sooner.
00:26:21I did not mean for that to hurt you.
00:26:24And I'm so sorry.
00:26:26That was never my intent.
00:26:36So why did you mislead me when Michael made the move?
00:26:43I was worried that if you knew that I was the one who had had feelings at one point, that
00:26:51I was the one that hit on him, that you would try to put a stop to my friendship with
00:26:59him.
00:27:03Okay.
00:27:05But the missing thing is, I think, I think you had feelings for him.
00:27:13I did have feelings for him.
00:27:16But I want to tell you that you are not a replacement for Michael.
00:27:22And in fact, the things that you do are so much sweeter and kinder and so much more of the
00:27:32type of man I actually want to be with.
00:27:34Because I want you to know that I do love you, I do want this relationship to work, you and
00:27:42me.
00:27:49You can't tell me 5,000 times in a row that I love you, but like you said, I'm into
00:27:58actions.
00:28:08Honestly, I'm scared to even say this.
00:28:17Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
00:28:30Can you do that?
00:28:36When do you plan on applying for the fiancé visa so I can live here in Belize?
00:28:42I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:28:47No.
00:28:49I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:28:53I just would rather live here and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:28:57It's just really weird timing and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:29:03This is the red flag.
00:29:20Breonna Amin.
00:29:27Got it.
00:29:28recursos.
00:29:30Who knows if you haven't made a statement back then?
00:29:33tomorrow by myself?
00:29:36Same.
00:29:47Sorry.
00:29:54Babe, you're my fiancé.
00:29:58Yeah.
00:29:59Realize that?
00:30:00It's crazy.
00:30:01You did such a good job.
00:30:02It was a beautiful proposal.
00:30:04It was everything I could have asked for.
00:30:07I'm going to go home engaged.
00:30:10I'm excited.
00:30:12Me too.
00:30:15You're my fiancé now.
00:30:16I know.
00:30:17Any thoughts to give you would never get married and settle down.
00:30:20It's crazy.
00:30:21I woke up this morning and I was like, ah!
00:30:26Got a ring on my finger.
00:30:27Yes.
00:30:27When do I put a ring on?
00:30:29Like when I get married?
00:30:30I don't...
00:30:31I'm going to get you a ring before I leave.
00:30:35Do you like the ring, babe?
00:30:37Of course I like the ring.
00:30:38It's beautiful.
00:30:40You did a good job.
00:30:43When do you plan on applying for the fiancé visa so I can come here and live here in Bodice?
00:30:50I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:30:56No.
00:30:57What?
00:31:00What do you mean?
00:31:01The whole time we've been talking about me coming here and living here with you.
00:31:06Stig never mentioned wanting to move to the U.S.
00:31:09And based on everything that he said to me on the phone, and since I've been in Belize,
00:31:15I had always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:31:20I mean, this is the Belize that I plan to eventually, hopefully move to.
00:31:25You would move to Belize?
00:31:26Yeah, I would.
00:31:27For real?
00:31:27Yeah.
00:31:29Would you move here?
00:31:30Of course I would move here.
00:31:32What?
00:31:32This is so pretty.
00:31:34I don't really want to ever leave Belize.
00:31:36Do you see yourself living in Belize?
00:31:38I mean, of course I would love to.
00:31:39It's beautiful.
00:31:40Yeah.
00:31:43So you want to live with me in Arizona?
00:31:46That's new information.
00:31:48I mean, you're more than welcome to, I guess.
00:31:51I'd rather live here.
00:31:56You won't be able to make any money.
00:31:58That's why you're going to be my sugar mama.
00:32:01No, I'm not going to be your sugar mama.
00:32:05I'm not going to be pregnant working and supporting you.
00:32:08I might not be able to make money right away, but I think long term and how that's going to
00:32:12benefit both of us.
00:32:14Okay.
00:32:17Listen, I'm super popular in Belize, but I'm not making no American money.
00:32:22And the only time I'm able to work in America is if I have a work visa or if I'm
00:32:27a citizen.
00:32:28I want to make the big bucks.
00:32:29I want to give my child a life that I never had.
00:32:36You don't think maybe the U.S. makes more sense?
00:32:40You have family out there.
00:32:41I have family out there.
00:32:44Probably they have better health care and all that.
00:32:46Okay, sure.
00:32:47I'll file for you.
00:32:59I just would rather live here, and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:33:06So, quite the switch up, my guy.
00:33:12I really wish Stig didn't wait, like, two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:33:17It's just really weird timing, and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:33:24Did he propose just so he could get to the U.S.?
00:33:28I don't know.
00:33:31Just give me some time to look into it.
00:33:33Now, let's take that seriously.
00:33:35Let's think about that.
00:33:36We're talking about family and how we need to make a plan.
00:33:38Let's make a plan and execute.
00:33:41Yep.
00:33:42I know.
00:33:43Okay.
00:33:50Oh, boy.
00:33:51No, no, no, no.
00:33:53After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:33:59But if I lose her, I'll be losing the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:34:08Trisha.
00:34:10Sit down.
00:34:13I gave you a chance when we were in Noci Bay.
00:34:17Why did you betray me?
00:34:40Coming back here just reminds me of our first few nights together.
00:34:44How excited we both were.
00:34:50How happy we were together.
00:34:53Oh, boy.
00:34:55No, no, no.
00:35:18After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:35:27She didn't sit with me at the airport.
00:35:30She changed her seats on the plane and she got back to Tenant and decided to stay at her apartment.
00:35:38And she's telling me that she has nothing to say to me anymore.
00:35:44She trusted me, and I guess I kind of blew it.
00:35:52I didn't have any plans to go back with my ex or anything like that, and I didn't say that
00:35:57in the text messages.
00:35:59But I could see why Trish would be afraid that it could happen.
00:36:08I should have had the respect, you know, not to respond while I'm spending time with her.
00:36:16It wasn't the right thing for me to do.
00:36:21I think I responded to my ex because for a while she was the only person I could really count
00:36:29on to be there for me.
00:36:33I met my ex on vacation in Colombia, and my feelings were very strong for her.
00:36:43It was so much chemistry, sexually, and any other type of way that you can think of.
00:36:51The relationship ended because we couldn't figure out how to make our future work together.
00:36:57It wasn't because we stopped loving each other.
00:37:03My ex blocked me because she knew that I was going to Madagascar to meet Trish, and she was hurt
00:37:11by it.
00:37:12And so it took me totally off guard that she unblocked me, and she was contacting me at this time.
00:37:23I sent Trisha a long apology with no excuses and asked her if we can please get together and talk.
00:37:34But when she texted me back, she says, sure, period.
00:37:39I don't know why she put period.
00:37:41I don't know if that means it's final.
00:37:43This is our final talk or what.
00:37:50I'm so set on not losing Trish right now because I've fallen even deeper in love with her since getting
00:38:00to know her family.
00:38:03And I was actually getting excited about the possibility of getting married and having a family together.
00:38:11I don't know how receptive she's going to be with anything that I have to say, but I have to
00:38:21give it my all.
00:38:23If I lose her, I'll be losing, like, the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:38:45Oh, my God.
00:38:51I don't know how it's going to be so sad.
00:39:15I don't know how to get married.
00:39:16I don't know how to get married.
00:39:16I should have told you about the message as soon as it happened.
00:39:22I had no intention of, like, keeping it from me.
00:39:25That's it.
00:39:28Four days, you didn't say anything for four days.
00:39:32That's too much.
00:39:34And all the messages was on the text was really disrespectful.
00:39:39You were with me.
00:39:43Why did you betray me?
00:39:46After I gave you a chance when we were in Lusibé, I forgive you what you did in Colombia.
00:39:55You're supposed to earn my trust back, not to break it a single time.
00:40:01I didn't have any plans on breaking up with you and being with her or any of that.
00:40:07I didn't realize that she would take this and be cheating on you.
00:40:12Yes, it is cheating.
00:40:13This is where the cheating's starting.
00:40:18If I was in your place, me, I know exactly what I should do to make you feel good so
00:40:26you
00:40:27don't know.
00:40:27Because you cannot take it.
00:40:28I don't know what it is that's going to satisfy you.
00:40:32Why?
00:40:33It's simple, though.
00:40:35Why don't you block her?
00:40:38It didn't come to my mom if that's what you want.
00:40:41If you want this relationship, make her understand that I'm with you.
00:40:46She already knows that I'm with you.
00:40:48She doesn't know.
00:40:49That's why she keep texting you.
00:40:51She does know.
00:40:52Tell her to understand that.
00:40:56Make her understand that you don't want her anymore.
00:41:03Block her here and tell her.
00:41:12Nothing to say.
00:41:14I'm conflicted.
00:41:15I'm conflicted.
00:41:17I love you so much, but I can't block her.
00:41:24Why?
00:41:26Why?
00:41:33I'm having the best time of my life, getting the waterfall in.
00:41:37I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:41:41I get down to the bottom, and I see all these people surrounding Elise.
00:41:46And I start to think, oh, is she OK?
00:42:14Welcome, everyone.
00:42:16We are gathered here today to celebrate the enduring love between Javon and Annalyn.
00:42:21We honor the journey that has been filled with laughter, challenges, triumphs, and long-distance calls.
00:42:28Now, Javon and Annalyn, it's time to renew your vows to each other.
00:42:41Javon, can you read your vows to Annalyn?
00:42:54I vow to cherish, love, honor, and obey, and always protect you and be there for you.
00:43:05And also learn to be more patient and put up with your sassiness.
00:43:16I love you.
00:43:21Javon delivered his vows, and it may be not so dramatic and like a poetry, but when I look at
00:43:31his eyes, I could feel the sincerity.
00:43:37I have waited so long for this moment to finally say this in person.
00:43:45I promise that I'll continue to be a good wife.
00:43:49You can always count on me.
00:43:52You'll never feel alone again.
00:43:55And I'll continue to pick up your dirty socks, even though I keep nagging you.
00:44:04And I don't expect you to be perfect, because no one is.
00:44:08But I expect us to be together no matter what.
00:44:12I love you so much.
00:44:14Love you too.
00:44:20Javon and Annalyn, today you have renewed your vows and reaffirmed your commitment to one another.
00:44:26It is my great honor and pleasure to once again pronounce you husband and wife.
00:44:30Oh, one second.
00:44:33Do you have something to give up?
00:44:35Yeah.
00:44:37Yeah.
00:44:39Is that the one you wanted?
00:44:47All right, now we can get on with it.
00:44:50All right.
00:44:52You may now share a kiss to seal your renewed vows.
00:45:03You did so good.
00:45:05Oh, great, actually.
00:45:08You were so great.
00:45:13And I know sometimes I don't like it when you trick me, but this is the greatest trick ever.
00:45:20You finally have my wedding ring.
00:45:22Aw, thank you.
00:45:26Yeah.
00:45:28Judith!
00:45:29I miss you.
00:45:30I miss you.
00:45:31I miss you.
00:45:32Yes, me too.
00:45:32Nice to meet you finally.
00:45:35Hey, cousin.
00:45:37Thank you for coming and for all the efforts.
00:45:40Thank you for coming.
00:45:45Thank you for coming.
00:45:50Yay!
00:45:53Okay, guys.
00:45:54The reception is over there.
00:45:57Go!
00:45:58Yeah!
00:45:58Okay.
00:46:04Woo!
00:46:08Woo!
00:46:08Woo!
00:46:09Woo!
00:46:09Woo!
00:46:10Woo!
00:46:11Woo!
00:46:13For me, I think marrying someone online is kind of crazy.
00:46:17because it's been a long time that they've waited to see each other, to be together.
00:46:21I know that Javon and Anna has difficulties in their relationship,
00:46:26but I've noticed now that they are just focusing in with their love to each other,
00:46:31with how they were going to work out with their relationship.
00:46:33So I'm really happy for seeing that now.
00:46:37Yeah.
00:46:38Cut that cake!
00:46:39Cut that cake!
00:46:41Cut that cake!
00:46:42Yay!
00:46:45Wow!
00:46:45No!
00:46:50It's just so overwhelming, Woo.
00:46:53I feel so much happiness that I haven't felt before.
00:46:56Oh.
00:46:58I just feel so loved.
00:47:01Five, four, three, two, one.
00:47:09This is something that I will treasure for the rest of my life.
00:47:12It was the best night ever.
00:47:15Oh.
00:47:15Okay.
00:47:16I'm eternally grateful.
00:47:19Yeah.
00:47:22Woo!
00:47:26Woo!
00:47:27Woo!
00:47:29Woo!
00:47:30Woo!
00:47:31Woo!
00:47:37Woo!
00:47:39Woo!
00:47:41Woo!
00:47:41Woo!
00:47:42Woo!
00:47:42Woo!
00:47:43Woo!
00:47:45Woo!
00:47:47Woo!
00:47:48Woo!
00:47:49Woo!
00:47:52Woo!
00:47:54Woo!
00:47:56Woo!
00:47:59Woo!
00:48:01Woo!
00:48:04Woo!
00:48:05Woo!
00:48:06Woo!
00:48:07Woo!
00:48:08Woo!
00:48:10Woo!
00:48:10the guy at the top can sort of you know belay her down and you know do it himself i'm
00:48:16having the
00:48:17best time of my life i'm you know abseiling down getting the waterfall in you know i'm just thinking
00:48:23she's being a drama queen but um i get down to the bottom and i see all these people you
00:48:33know
00:48:33surrounding elise i start to think oh you know is she okay
00:48:54oh no i didn't because i couldn't see i can hear you
00:49:02i am feeling so overwhelmed so scared so cold and just like so tired but i'm so happy josh is
00:49:11there to comfort me that was the scariest thing i've ever done in my life i thought i was gonna
00:49:16die
00:49:21well you made it i need to get chained so i can keep you in josh always knows how to
00:49:28calm me down
00:49:29like his physical touch just makes me feel like safe it's like a quality i love about him that was
00:49:35amazing my boyfriend saved the day he really helped me oh my god that was crazy i mean here
00:49:50i am trying to book this fun adventure and becomes a complete and utter disaster for me well i had
00:49:56the
00:49:56best time i'd do it all over again probably not right now no i think we can say that we've
00:50:02been
00:50:02there done that and let's try and uh forget it yes okay what who is that nothing
00:50:31what do you mean nothing
00:50:47at least really went above and beyond for me today so i want to do something nice for her and
00:50:51stop by
00:50:51echo point it's supposed to have these stunning views but unfortunately i just got a text with
00:50:58some bad news and i'm trying to figure out how i can break it to a lease without her freaking
00:51:02out
00:51:04i i um yeah i'm nervous stunning oh yeah pretty amazing i'm aware i've never been here
00:51:15checking things off your bucket list huh yeah
00:51:25listen i have to tell you something are you okay baby um
00:51:32we're not going to be able to talk to my son
00:51:36why it's just not possible today there's other people to consider as well you know him his mother sorry
00:51:53wow i'll let you down i didn't mean for it to happen like that
00:51:59so i'm sorry well that's really upsetting that we're not gonna be able to video chat him
00:52:05yeah it is i told you i want to meet people in your life i want to see into your
00:52:09world i'm here
00:52:12yeah well maybe i'm just good at disappointing you good at disappointing people so maybe that's just me
00:52:21it's more than just a broken promise the fact that i'm leaving here soon and not being able to meet
00:52:27his son is like scary that is very important aspect of his life and you should be pushing harder than
00:52:36simply receiving a text on your phone that we can't meet your son like maybe he doesn't think i'm good
00:52:42enough like settling for no doesn't make me feel like you're gonna fight for us
00:52:48just say it so nonchalantly like i'll let you down like well what else i'm disappointed i'm upset
00:52:54i wouldn't blame you for not coming back or walking away
00:53:03so you're like okay to walk away i didn't say that i said i wouldn't blame you for walking away
00:53:14i'm so cold do you want me to run and get your jumper
00:53:18i'll get you my black one
00:53:29what just happened he just said to me he basically i can walk away and it's just not going to
00:53:34happen
00:53:35i'm not going to meet his son and like i'm trying to be so nice and help him out and
00:53:39like i do care
00:53:39about him a lot like i do i like him but if he's like so easy for me to walk
00:53:44away then what is it going
00:53:45to be on the other side of the world what's going on what do you mean disrespect me you just
00:53:56told me i
00:53:57could walk away i said i wouldn't blame you if you walked away i don't want you to walk away
00:54:01i don't
00:54:07not perfect i keep dropping the ball but i will try and be better for you
00:54:11if you say you don't live up to your expectations you say you dropped the ball
00:54:21like i'm falling for someone that's like what do you want me to do like i'm scared yeah
00:54:27i'm really sorry i'm it means a lot that you're upset about this because i'm upset about it but i
00:54:32don't
00:54:32want you to think that i didn't want you to speak to him it will happen you guys will play
00:54:37a big
00:54:37big part in each other's lives i'm in love with you that's crazy yeah it is
00:55:03i don't even know what's going on in this moment i literally nearly died today he just told me it's
00:55:08okay if i walk away from him and now he's telling me he's in love with me i've never heard
00:55:12that from
00:55:12him before and like of course it's so nice to hear but i mean he's telling me this right after
00:55:19giving me
00:55:19the bad news it's like does he really mean he loves me please don't get angry let's figure it
00:55:27out sorry it didn't happen right now if i want him as my husband i need to be able to
00:55:33trust him
00:55:34full-heartedly but i don't feel like i can trust him right now and that sucks
00:55:47so once i leave really gotta trust each other when it comes to stuff like that don't be drunk
00:55:54and stupid i have a fiance now what are you talking about you trust me babe
00:56:02why are you so emotional
00:56:10why are you so emotional
00:56:25ready i guess not really
00:56:27well now the path is split in two
00:56:33and mine is taking me from you and yours is headed towards the cluster
00:56:40i can't follow you hold me close i feel hollow i love you most it's been a beautiful ride
00:56:51i plan to visit you soon yeah like i mean well i don't know how quick we're gonna move on
00:56:58this
00:56:58filing situation i want to do some research first this whole time i was picturing us living in belize
00:57:07belize that's kind of what we talked about so now i just feel like it's a sudden change up but
00:57:13i
00:57:13i understand why i understand why i'm not saying that i want to just completely ditch belize and never
00:57:19come back you know yeah i could see us living in the states though for a little bit making some
00:57:26money
00:57:26coming back to belize building a nice house
00:57:32stig and i obviously have a lot to figure out that said i'm keeping an open mind because i believe
00:57:39love
00:57:39is more important than the location i just feel like we are meant for each other our paths crossed for
00:57:46a reason and i'm completely in love with him i have fallen really hard for him
00:57:54here we go
00:58:01why are you so emotional yeah so i just got like an overwhelming feeling of gratitude
00:58:11i'm just happy
00:58:18so once i leave we just really gotta trust each other
00:58:24i got to when it comes to stuff like that i got drunk and stupid i have a fiance now
00:58:28what are you
00:58:28talking about what are you talking about you trust me babe i don't miss me
00:58:51i hate crying
00:58:53it's okay
00:59:13This trip has been a lot of great times, but also a lot of hurdles.
00:59:19You know, they say that a plane can't fly without resistance.
00:59:24We had a lot of resistance, and we still made it through that.
00:59:36I think this has been a great trip.
00:59:55It's sad leaving Stig, but the trip was amazing.
00:59:59I can just see us living in Arizona, having a little family.
01:00:04I just see a lot of positives in our future,
01:00:07and I'm just excited that we're where we're at now.
01:00:11Give me just a second now to catch my breath.
01:00:15I better catch my flight.
01:00:17Don't ask us, baby.
01:00:20I love you.
01:00:33I'm really excited about the future. I'm really excited to get married.
01:00:38In America, there's a lot more opportunities for me as an artist, for me to make good money, real money.
01:00:44I could network with people. I could network with other big dancehall artists, bigger than myself.
01:00:49And I know people. Not in Arizona. I don't know nobody.
01:00:55Actually, I'm more down to go to Houston.
01:00:59There's more opportunity for me in Houston.
01:01:01You know, my brothers are in Houston.
01:01:03I have a lot of artist friends, producer friends.
01:01:05I'm a man who don't frighten easily.
01:01:08Who else have to guess you?
01:01:11My ex is in Houston, but they are.
01:01:16We ain't worried about her.
01:01:18I don't have a ring on, but hey.
01:01:25Nah, come on. I'm playing. I'm engaging, you know what I mean?
01:01:38We had our plans.
01:01:40This is the best way for us to be together faster together.
01:01:45You can't let mom change your mind.
01:01:47I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he even would realize.
01:01:54He's been manipulated.
01:01:56Please, I really want you to stay.
01:02:10Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
01:02:17Can you do that?
01:02:31Can you do that?
01:02:34If that's what it's going to take to fix this and for you to trust me,
01:02:41then yeah, I would do that.
01:02:46Okay.
01:02:50This is exactly what I was worried about.
01:02:53The possibility that I would eventually have to choose between my best friend and the love of my life.
01:03:01But Birkan truly, genuinely loves me.
01:03:05And I think having the opportunity to be fully loved by someone is worth giving up my friendship with Michael
01:03:11Hoover.
01:03:17You know what?
01:03:20I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
01:03:24We can still be friends.
01:03:27He's a good guy.
01:03:29He proved he's worthy of being friends.
01:03:32I'm okay with that.
01:03:34But friends.
01:03:35Not best friend.
01:03:37Not that weird friendship.
01:03:45She's trying to do something to save this relationship.
01:03:49And I appreciate that.
01:03:51Because once that relationship gets into the dead end, nobody can get it out.
01:03:58We're good.
01:03:59We will be good.
01:04:01But we gotta work on it.
01:04:03I know.
01:04:07It is always bad to lose people.
01:04:11I lost a lot of people.
01:04:13And I don't want her to cut relationship with her friend.
01:04:19I'm not gonna be the one who breaks them apart, you know?
01:04:25You're tapping me.
01:04:27I'm still trying to make up.
01:04:32I love Laura because she has a pure heart.
01:04:37And she makes me love life.
01:04:40So I want her to be happy.
01:04:42I don't know, babe.
01:05:04Are you okay, babe?
01:05:08I don't know, babe.
01:05:13What?
01:05:19Our last day in this beautiful apartment.
01:05:23I know, honey.
01:05:25Hi.
01:05:34it's the last night in the philippines with sheena and my heart is cracking
01:05:41the talk we had with my mom is still weighing on my mind
01:05:48it's very annoying when my mom is right because she'll never let me hear the end of it um on
01:05:53top
01:05:53of that it hurts my heart seeing sheena get so emotional that i'm going to have to leave her
01:06:00but at the end of the day if i do everything correctly i know that sheena and i will have
01:06:05a bright future and i hope that she understands
01:06:15please i really want you to stay
01:06:21you can't like mom change your mind you have to decide this on your own will
01:06:29sheena honey we have overcome mountains we have overcome problems we have struggled through so
01:06:39many years even a pandemic we had our plans to grow and have a family i want you here
01:06:49and i know that this is the best way for us to be together faster together and that's what i've
01:06:56been waiting for you for the longest time
01:07:03sheena i can't do that
01:07:06it's literally tearing me up thinking about being away from you but i think mom was kind of right
01:07:14i want to have a bright future together when getting you to the united states is the best option
01:07:23and to do that i need to go and start work and do the process and make sure i have
01:07:31everything
01:07:31stabilized in america
01:07:37it hurts that forrest happened to change his mind it feels like he would rather choose his mom
01:07:44over me i mean i understand if he happened to work in the u.s he could earn much more
01:07:52better money
01:07:53but i am worried that forrest wouldn't find a job that easy because of his disability issues
01:07:59i feel like he's been manipulated to think that living in the philippines was impossible
01:08:07but it's not certain that this other plan is going to work out
01:08:13the faster i get back home the faster i can start the process
01:08:18and if i don't get the k1 it gets denied then i can come back here and stay here if
01:08:24things don't
01:08:24work out in here
01:08:26but how about mom
01:08:30i'm i'm i'm quite worried that she would try her best to make sure to stay in the united states
01:08:36forever
01:08:38this decision it's not my mother it's my own decision
01:08:44but i see a bright future together and i'm in your heart and you're in my heart and you are
01:08:50my true home
01:08:53i want to put my faith into him as my partner that he would find a way to be together
01:09:00long term
01:09:01but i think forrest's mom is much more controlling than he would realize
01:09:09i know that molly still have worries and doubts regarding our relationship
01:09:14and i'm worried that she could influence him and cause problems
01:09:20she could break us apart
01:09:23it's just
01:09:29it's hard
01:09:40holy holy holy why is everything so cold
01:09:45surprise surprise she's cold
01:09:47my god thank you so much
01:09:50take that away
01:09:51she's a pain in the ass but it's in a cute way you know
01:09:55i like that
01:09:56how do you feel about me
01:09:59i i like i'm falling for you
01:10:02but not in love
01:10:21good morning
01:10:22good morning good morning
01:10:23it's a little chilly out here today
01:10:25so you're sleeping
01:10:27i was i just woke up
01:10:35time to get back to bondi
01:10:37yeah
01:10:38it's a good little getaway
01:10:41mostly
01:10:45i feel really sad this is our last full day together
01:10:48we're driving back to bondi in a little bit
01:10:51and then tomorrow i fly back to miami
01:10:56did you wake up still loving me
01:10:59i'm asking yes i did
01:11:02i just have so many mixed emotions right now
01:11:06like he told me he loved me and that means the world to me
01:11:09but at the same time
01:11:11but at the same time here he is again not living up to his promise to video chat with his
01:11:15son
01:11:16i understand there's external factors but if you're gonna see a future with me
01:11:21and maybe your wife like the fact that you didn't try harder i don't know it's just like
01:11:28scary
01:11:29i'm going home tomorrow and i have no idea what the future holds
01:11:34this is really heavy
01:11:37your last night
01:11:39i booked us somewhere nice
01:11:43tonight
01:11:44in bondi
01:11:45yep
01:11:46i'm fine
01:11:47yep
01:11:48so let's go get changed and get home
01:11:53yeah
01:12:01i never imagined i'd fall in love so quickly this has never happened before
01:12:06but saying i love you and then not having it heard back
01:12:09i am sort of wondering where she's at you know
01:12:11is it not as real for her as it is for me
01:12:14that is a bit concerning
01:12:31so beautiful here babe
01:12:32it's nice to miss you
01:12:40all right guys this is your table
01:12:42thank you
01:12:46i've got the menu for you guys
01:12:47thank you
01:12:48thank you so much
01:12:51so cold
01:12:52but you're always cold
01:12:53always cold
01:12:54they did say they had blankets so i'm gonna ask her for a blanket
01:12:57okay good idea
01:12:58god it's so cold
01:13:00surprise surprise she's cold
01:13:03holy holy holy
01:13:06why is everything so cold
01:13:08as soon as there's like the slightest breeze or the sun's down she's cold
01:13:13thanks for coming guys
01:13:14thanks for coming guys don't mind me i just brought some hand warmers i'm freezing
01:13:21wow turn on the car i'm so cold holy kamoli i'm cold you think by now that she'd know how
01:13:28to dress you know in sydney i wear something a bit warmer
01:13:32you're okay do you want my jacket yeah i do yeah i'm shivering oh god it's a little nippley out
01:13:37a little nippley she's a pain in the ass but it's in a cute way you know i like that
01:13:44well you look stunning
01:13:45well you look stunning
01:13:47as always
01:13:47alrighty i've got the blanket for you
01:13:49oh my god thank you so much
01:13:51take that away for you
01:13:53um can we please get two spicy margaritas
01:13:56two spicy margaritas
01:13:57uh tahini if you've got it
01:13:59tahini we do
01:14:00oh it's true
01:14:00how lovely thanks so much
01:14:02thank you
01:14:03thank you guys
01:14:07last night
01:14:13how do you feel
01:14:16about what
01:14:17about me
01:14:18like in general
01:14:21yeah
01:14:22i mean like
01:14:25i i like i'm falling for you
01:14:29but not in love
01:14:33not yet
01:14:38josh literally tells me everything i want to hear
01:14:42but i feel like he sometimes kind of just says things to appease me
01:14:46like he'll say he's gonna do x y and z but there's like no action behind that
01:14:53you know there's one side of me that sees the future with him like getting married and having
01:14:57kids but then there's this other side of me that's like am i even being realistic with my
01:15:02expectations with him and is it just hopeful and wishful thinking
01:15:07i am falling for you
01:15:09i i i cannot imagine going back to miami without you
01:15:15but we live in different continents
01:15:17we're a 16 hour time difference
01:15:20you have a son here
01:15:23how do you plan to make this work
01:15:25yeah i think it's a move
01:15:27obviously it's a move for either one of us
01:15:29whether it be here or there
01:15:32i guess there's one pretty big con for me to moving to miami
01:15:36well your son
01:15:37okay yes
01:15:39however okay so if i was to move here where would we go who would pay for it
01:15:43you and i find a place you and i find a place together we live we move in together
01:15:49okay but like have you gone on a website and looked for places
01:15:57slowly look i'm confident i can pull this off more than confident
01:16:07i'm scared i just don't know if i can i don't know
01:16:09so am i you just gotta let go sometimes
01:16:13i'm just like i don't know if you're stable
01:16:19i want to make it work i believe you
01:16:22but wanting to and doing so
01:16:23i believe that it will work in my eyes
01:16:26i think you will find excuses to make it not work
01:16:33why are you hesitant i've given you a solid game plan and you're still hesitant
01:16:37you've had a hard year like financially i don't know how you're gonna be able to make this work
01:16:43i don't know sorry that i can't you know i don't have a big nest egg you just have to
01:16:49trust
01:16:50because you are so can you stop being rude to me like seriously like you are like yep josh
01:16:55like that's your because you're being a dick to me i am sticking up for myself that's all i am
01:17:01doing
01:17:01i still care about you and love you and you don't know how you feel so that obviously throws
01:17:08down my mind feels a little bit like you don't want it to happen but you don't want to admit
01:17:14it
01:17:18you think i'm not putting anything into action but i feel like the ball's in your court
01:17:31i'll block you everywhere and please don't do that i will even now i don't have nothing to do with
01:17:37you please just this is my phone give me i don't have nothing to tell please
01:17:44i'll just walk away and never speak to him again i wasted my time
01:18:02i love you so much but i can't block her why why
01:18:28i don't know what to do because
01:18:31it's i'm in love with you
01:18:36but i do still have feelings for her too
01:18:41oh
01:18:44and no nothing else to do nothing else to say
01:18:51i love you no no no you don't love me
01:18:59i asked her to choose then you made your choice
01:19:10when trish asked me to block my ex i realized that i can't completely shut the door
01:19:19and i wanted to be honest about my feelings
01:19:24so you chose your ex over her after all you guys have been through
01:19:30i don't look at it as i chose my ex over her
01:19:35i look at it as i look at it as um just not ready to let go totally
01:19:48i love trish but um i mean love isn't so black and white it's possible to have feelings for
01:20:07i don't look at it as i don't look at it as i don't look at it as a waste
01:20:14i still i'm still willing to try to make it but i
01:20:18it's nothing to do anymore i cannot be with someone who still have feelings for his ex
01:20:25i'll block you everywhere and do this don't do that i will even now i don't have nothing to
01:20:30do with you please just this is my phone you didn't buy it you didn't do anything i don't have
01:20:36nothing to tell please yes i am doing it right now
01:20:45i hate that it makes me suffer again you plan a future with me you told me that you love
01:20:54me
01:20:56but i still have feelings for her
01:21:03i do but that doesn't mean i'm going back to her
01:21:08and my feelings for you are strong i still want us to go on i cannot do that
01:21:17i'll never be a second choice of someone so i'll take my love back and forget by him
01:21:36i'll never be a second choice
01:21:37don't ever bother me no no no no no you made a choice
01:21:45let's finish
01:21:48Good, thank you.
01:21:57I'm feeling really, really angry.
01:22:01Like, I don't understand why he make me fall in love with him
01:22:07and break my heart.
01:22:10Like, he shouldn't have come to Madagascar.
01:22:13Never meet me.
01:22:16I don't know what to say anymore.
01:22:19I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
01:22:30I wish you realized that I do love her
01:22:33and I do think that she's special.
01:22:36I want us to be together, but I just wasn't ready.
01:22:46It's all I can see.
01:22:57Holy balls.
01:22:59Next time on Before the 90 Days.
01:23:01I feel like I should ask for your autograph.
01:23:04Jeez.
01:23:05Give me a ring finger.
01:23:08I'm asking you, will you marry me?
01:23:12We just got things back on track.
01:23:15And I'm worried that as we go back to long distance,
01:23:18we're only going to have more drama and more problems.
01:23:21Do you accept?
01:23:24Make it, I'm in no shoes.
01:23:28So today, I decided to take a pregnancy dress.
01:23:37Javon.
01:23:38Boo!
01:23:39Because that is what I think it is.
01:23:42Holy , I'm about to be a dad.
01:23:45You don't need to be worried.
01:23:47It may have taken seven years to get here,
01:23:49but it's not going to take seven years
01:23:50to get you back home.
01:23:52I still don't completely trust Sheena.
01:23:55She still manipulates.
01:23:58Here, I thought I was coming to get all these questions answered.
01:24:00No, I have more questions.
01:24:03You OK?
01:24:06It's so hard to trust that he's going to come back for me.
01:24:10I don't want people to leave me.
01:24:15This hurts me deeply that it didn't work out
01:24:17between Trish and I.
01:24:19And I'm leaving with no hope at all.
01:24:32Leave me.
01:24:35I'm literally leaving for that report in one hour.
01:24:39And he just left.
01:24:41Like, how can you tell me you love me,
01:24:43and you're falling for me, then you bring the girls back
01:24:47and disrespect me?
01:24:48Oh my god, he stopped sharing his location with me.
01:24:51And I'm so exhausted from this emotional roller coaster.
01:24:55Like, what do I do now?
01:24:59I've given so much to make Daniel happy.
01:25:02I was so sure of him.
01:25:04And now I'm just insecure.
01:25:06He's not communicating with her much.
01:25:09I wanted to find a reason why.
01:25:11And I did find things.
01:25:14Faith went on your email.
01:25:16How come in your contacts, you have somebody listed as wife?
01:25:21So who is this wife?
01:25:26Are you ready?
01:25:27Tell me what happened.
01:25:29I don't even know where to start.
01:25:32What are you?
01:25:37Are you questioning the whole relationship that goes away?
01:25:41Yeah, absolutely.
01:25:42It's okay.
01:25:43You sure have to come.
01:25:44You, I'll look.
01:25:45I know where to start.
01:25:45You were, I'm sorry.
01:25:45I know where you're in.
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