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00:01Previously, my dog.
00:02I had a car accident. Lost a lot of my memory.
00:04I want my daughter's heart back.
00:06I think I better give them a call.
00:07Best ask for Michael Hamda.
00:08Yunus agreed to send the heart.
00:10Does the board know what you just did?
00:11You put our accreditation at risk.
00:12It doesn't matter how drawn I am to you. This can't happen again.
00:15I'm not looking for anything serious.
00:17The only thing you care about is Danny. He's gone and that's still all that matters.
00:20I keep flashing on that damn snow globe.
00:22Memory seizures. I've read about that.
00:25Your father filed an HR complaint against Dr. Larson.
00:28And a week later, he's gone.
00:48Talking won't change anything. Perhaps not, but...
00:51Your silence won't either, will it?
00:53You have cancer. You could die.
00:56What do you want from me? I'm just trying to get through the day.
01:01Ah, stoicism.
01:04A highly overrated virtue.
01:08Vulnerability.
01:09Now that's a lovely kind of courage.
01:12Besides, you can't expect your wife to carry all the pain for the both of you.
01:18I see the strength in you.
01:22But there's also something else.
01:28I'm scared.
01:30Surgery scary. Cancer more so.
01:33I don't know how to do this.
01:35You don't have to do it alone.
01:38Hey, I'm here.
01:56Come here.
01:59I'm here.
02:03Erasure.
02:04It.
02:08I don't have to do this anymore anymore.
02:24hey you back there again yeah anything new on your mystery man no it's the right place but
02:31yeah nothing new on the man in the crowd well it may not even be about him what do you
02:36mean
02:36katie called this morning she knows you've been going there every day she also knows why that
02:41snow globe is so triggering okay uh do you want to tell me why she doesn't want to talk about
02:47it
02:47but she's worried and doesn't want you to keep going there chasing your tail okay why would she
02:53lie to me about it and why is she communicating through you you've been pretty distracted since
02:59all this came up i think she's afraid you're slipping into old patterns well i'm not and i will
03:05deal with her directly
03:11well i guess i better get home another night like this and i'll be the one sleepwalking
03:16well we can help you with that actually there's a band i'd like to check out tonight i can change
03:23my flight again zero pressure doc yeah yeah sure why not it sounds like fun
03:39hi hannah how are you fine thanks
03:47everything okay
03:54daughter drama she's a teenager it's a bit more than that
04:04okay interns dr heller is on a later call today and dr ridley's out at a medical conference so i've
04:11been assigned to wrangle you i want to review all of your patient exams flag every abnormal lab
04:17and impeccable charting today
04:24all right all right all right all right all right i appreciate it i should get shot more often i
04:30thought you were back till next week
04:31hey no way i'm sitting on the sidelines while dr ridley plays hunger games with my career
04:38man of the hour please don't let's get to it we have a code orange arriving momentarily the inmate has
04:45a possible poisoning he's a convicted felon with a violent history armed robbery aggravated assault gang affiliations he'll be treated
04:52and guarded in the lockdown room no one enters without clearing security protocols with his corrections officers i'll take him
05:00my folks are both cops i know how to deal with these guys
05:04come on let's go
05:07don't just stand there come on help me
05:10lockdown room for you then
05:14short of breath at my age i'm shorting a lot of things my boxing days are long gone
05:25take a breath
05:29you're not moving much hair how long have you had this rash a few months
05:35pressure's up got any pain in your chest
05:38here and there fine bananas i say more here lately
05:45i'm afraid you have advanced vasculitis
05:48and i was hoping the tears of blood were assigned from god
05:51it's your immune system attacking your blood vessels
05:55i'll start steroids to calm it but i want to be honest with you
05:59every organ in your body is under fire
06:03it's hard to cure and
06:06the treatment will feel worse than the disease
06:08if this is god's path for me i guess
06:13i'll have to see where it leads
06:14well i'll be leading you today
06:18he's fully restrained so if you've done shackle and play a part of your exam
06:22i'll come in i'm also watching from out here
06:26any concerns at all just give me a signal
06:29is he dangerous
06:30he likes to fight in the yard but never attacked any sea or civilian
06:33he was poisoned though so someone's in hubby about something he did
06:37you're good to go
06:43hi malcolm i'm dr coleman did the oral lidocaine help with your pain
06:54yeah pain's gone
06:55it's been like that for how long
06:57two hours and that ain't the only end that's coming out of
07:01mind if i examine you
07:02go ahead man i don't bite
07:07open up
07:14any idea what they gave you
07:16nah somebody must have spiked my breakfast
07:19you left away from your tray
07:20hey man they got all kind of tricks on the inside
07:23last year a guy got killed with crushed asthma inhaler powder
07:26two weeks into his stretch
07:31i need to know what's going on inside your stomach
07:33means a camera down your throat to take a look
07:36but first i need to check it back in
07:38you can't just take my word for it
07:40free none
07:43so
07:45how's it going so far
07:47waiting for the other shoe to drop
07:49well dr ridley's email said to give you a wide berth today so
07:52i think that's her way of saying you're a serious contender
07:55well what do you think
07:57it doesn't matter what i think
07:58what matters is why you want the responsibility
08:01what
08:06i have interns to corral
08:12can you give chaplain o'leary a gram of methylprednisolone
08:16he's in for a hard fight
08:18i would not have gotten through my divorce without him
08:19talk me out of first degree murder
08:21twice
08:22he was one of the first people to visit me
08:24after my accident
08:27morning
08:30i heard you admitted amen
08:32it's a shame
08:33it is
08:37something wrong
08:37obviously you can do what you want
08:39but
08:40the sister of a patient
08:42it's pretty public
08:44pretty fast
08:45don't bother
08:47i'm a grown-up
09:01i can't access an organ and i can't list my patient
09:04it's not just you it's the entire hospital
09:06unus has suspended our transplant program
09:09okay well that can't be a coincidence
09:10we lied to him during the hostage crisis
09:16i heard this morning michael
09:18we have a formal review with the organ oversight committee today at six
09:22i thought we were in the clear
09:24apparently not
09:25you have any transplants scheduled
09:26dr heller has one to list
09:28and so far three other potential candidates looking to be ready by the end of the week
09:33well i've set a board meeting for this afternoon
09:35we can formalize our response before the review
09:38be prepared with the narrative
09:42what do we do now
09:43you don't do anything
09:44you'll be called as a witness since you handled the organ
09:46you say you were following my orders
09:48they're gonna make you the fall guy for this
09:50i guess we'll see
10:03you spoke beautifully
10:08i don't even know what i said
10:11that he was a happy child and deeply loved
10:16look
10:18i know you've never been to our chapel
10:21but when you get back to work if you need a quiet place
10:24somewhere to think
10:27find hope
10:28reach out
10:29it's there
10:31so am i
10:35thank you
10:36it means a lot to us
10:37that everyone was here
10:50are you stalking me
10:52no but we need to talk
10:54not about this
10:55not today
10:56i don't even know what this is
10:59sorry i gotta get to class
11:00katie
11:01no
11:01this is obviously upsetting you
11:03and pushing you down is only going to make it worse
11:06you'll come to the hospital after school
11:08and we will work it through
11:10fine
11:15what up sis
11:18charlie be serious i work here
11:20you're the one blowing up my phone after i haven't heard from you in months
11:23it took you four days to get back to me and now you show up here
11:26it's about dad
11:28he didn't resign
11:29he was fired
11:30so i'll come again
11:32this doctor i work with used to be his chief
11:34she was a nightmare to work for
11:37dad even complained about her to hr
11:38remember how squirly he was when he stepped down
11:41it was because he didn't want to admit he was forced out
11:45for standing up to her
11:46we need to find out exactly what happened
11:49do you think you could get into dad's old emails
11:51no i tried after he died
11:53his personal one didn't have jack about this
11:55and i couldn't get into his hospital one either
11:56because they shut dad down too
11:58what about that friend of yours
12:00see
12:01hospital's got like
12:03firewalls on top of firewalls
12:06you need to get into her computer
12:09how would i do that
12:11any side effects from the meds
12:13seems that i'm getting my money's worth
12:16but the lord only gives us what we can handle
12:18right
12:20i'm sorry that was insensitive
12:23old habit from an old preacher
12:24spouting aphorisms to my imaginary flock
12:27you've done a lot more than that
12:30you've helped a lot of people over a lot of years
12:33wish i could have helped you during your dark days
12:36i'm sure you tried
12:38indeed i did
12:39by all accounts i was impenetrable
12:42must be like purgatory for you know
12:45missing that part of your life's journey
12:47you could say that
12:53your oxygen level's dropping
12:59you're bleeding into your lungs
13:01doesn't sound good
13:02i was hoping the steroids would be enough
13:04but i'm gonna start you on an immunosuppressant
13:06and it is gonna be more dangerous for your body
13:09i have faith in you
13:10that's all my face
13:12malcolm's tox screens came back negative
13:14and biopsy shows
13:16liquefactor necrosis from hydrochloric acid exposure
13:18dr franco said it's probably toilet bowl cleaner
13:21so someone did try to kill him
13:22she said the taste is too strong
13:24no way to slip it into someone's drink without them noticing
13:26so he did this to himself
13:29looks like
13:29we have to tell the ceo
13:30hold on we haven't even talked to the man
13:32he lied to us
13:34i know but even prisoners have a limited right to confidentiality
13:36especially around mental health
13:38unless they pose a clear and present danger
13:40we don't know that yet
13:41he could be trying to escape
13:42he's not houdini
13:44he's chained to the bed
13:45i'm glad you're so confident
13:46any other patient we'd call for a psych consult
13:49fine let's call dr walker
13:50well i am not putting her in a room with him
13:52until i talk to him myself
13:56i'm coming with you
13:59malcolm this is my supervising resident dr matra
14:03nice to meet you
14:03you want to tell us why you drank toilet bowl cleaner
14:06why you give a damn
14:09if you're afraid of what you might do to yourself
14:11or if you're doing this to get away from someone on the inside
14:14we can talk to the warden about protective custody
14:16therapy
14:16therapy
14:18i live in crazy 24 7
14:19malcolm we've done what we can't medically
14:21you are ready to go back unless there's some reason to keep you
14:24oh y'all just can't wait to get rid of me huh
14:25this is a waste of time
14:26have a nice trip back to still water
14:32wait wait
14:39i was trying to get here
14:41i was trying to get here
14:54to west side
14:57my mom's got a lot of reasons to be mad at me
14:59i only know she's here from my cousin
15:02i just want a chance to make things right before she dies
15:05if you're lying to us i'll report all of this to your warden
15:08i'm not lying
15:26you were right
15:28it is quiet here
15:32it's pretty quiet up there too
15:36the lord is a good listener
15:38not much of a conversationalist
15:40neither am i
15:42apparently
15:48my daughter
15:49i
15:49i know she
15:53she wants
15:54more for me
15:55and i just
15:58i don't know what to say
16:01i didn't see her at the funeral
16:04she didn't go
16:08my husband wasn't happy about it
16:10but i wasn't
16:10i wasn't gonna force her
16:12i didn't even want to go
16:14it's just
16:19to see my son like that
16:25you can visit his grave with her
16:27tomorrow
16:29next week
16:30a year from now
16:31whenever you're ready
16:34i don't think i will ever be ready to go back there
16:43oh
16:45did you get out of school early
16:46no i have a free period after lunch
16:48i just want to get this over with
16:50well that's not how i wanted to do this
16:53but here let's sit
16:56okay
16:59here it goes
17:00um
17:02i lost my brother
17:03and
17:04i needed you
17:06but
17:06you were so caught up
17:08you couldn't be there for me
17:09and then you moved out
17:10i wanted my family back
17:12i wanted my
17:13brother back
17:15and then
17:17you gave me a snow globe
17:18at christmas
17:19and you
17:20expected me to be excited about it
17:22and
17:24we fought
17:25i fought you
17:27okay um
17:28so you found this five days ago
17:31you said it was just at the bottom of the closet
17:33and before that
17:34you told me you had no idea what i was talking about
17:36so it seems like
17:38are you avoiding something
17:40no mom
17:41don't overthink
17:42i
17:43i'm done blaming you
17:45i just
17:45i don't want to go back there
17:47that's all it is
17:48and i have to go to school
17:49so
17:50just let it go
17:51please
17:53no
17:53i won't let it go
17:55we'll talk more about it later
17:57i'd like you to be home
17:58when i get home from work
18:06linda has stage four pancreatic cancer
18:08she's near the end
18:09a few hours now
18:10maybe a day
18:10at most
18:11can we speak with her
18:12we have her pretty sedated most of the time
18:14why
18:15her son is here
18:16and he really wants to see her
18:18son
18:19he's been in prison
18:20but he's upstairs now
18:22he's a patient too
18:23i know it's a big ask
18:25but can you hold off on linda's next morphine dose
18:27just for a little while while we talk to her
18:29this is her last chance to see him
18:48your kidneys are shutting down
18:50it's a toxic reaction to the medication
18:52so what's next
18:53i'm stumbling our options
18:55one is too hard on your liver
18:58the other one puts your heart at risk
18:59i know you doubt yourself
19:02you all have doubts
19:04you won't scare me if you admit it
19:07i'm not quite the doctor that i was before the accident
19:10that must be difficult to accept
19:12now there's nothing to do about it
19:14except to keep charging forward
19:16medicine is a science
19:19but it's also an art
19:22don't do that
19:23you did
19:24oh
19:25many years ago
19:26the artist is still inside you
19:30something will come
19:31well it better
19:32because i'm not giving up on you
19:36mrs ellison
19:39mrs ellison
19:42can you hear me
19:45i'm dr coleman
19:46this is
19:47dr matra
19:49can we speak with you
19:52your son
19:54is here
19:57can't be
19:57he's locked up
19:59he poisoned himself
20:01to get out of prison
20:03so he could see you
20:04he knows you're angry
20:06he just wants a chance to apologize
20:10i apologize
20:11if there's a chance we could arrange it
20:13would you talk to him
20:13no
20:15i'm done with him
20:17mrs ellison he went through a lot
20:18i said no
20:19i'll tell him the last thing i want in this world
20:23is to see his face
20:24right before i die
20:27that's enough
20:28this was a mistake
20:29you're right
20:30we'll go
20:31we're sorry we upset you linda
20:34you were gonna keep pushing her
20:36he's my patient
20:37you have no idea what he did to her
20:39and when a woman says no
20:40it means no
20:42right
20:43sorry i wasn't thinking about it like that
20:45it's fine
20:47i can't tell malcolm what she just said
20:49you think he came here looking for lies
20:52he came here looking for peace
20:53maybe that's what we should give him
20:55dr matra
20:56the chaplain spiraling
20:57pulmonary hemorrhage
20:58acute renal failure
20:59systemic inflammation
21:00you added cyclophosphamide
21:02he wasn't responding to the steroids
21:05it's an acceptable escalation
21:07and aggressive and risky as you can see
21:09hey you're not going in there without me
21:11i have to check the telemetry
21:12i'll find you in a few
21:15authoritative
21:17dr ridley put me in charge of you today
21:19i'm responsible for these patients
21:21and i want to know your plan
21:22before it happens
21:24naturally
21:24so what do you want to do next
21:26therapeutic plasma exchange
21:28it's incredibly invasive
21:29line complications
21:30bleeding infections
21:32well if you have a better idea
21:33i'm all ears
21:36try it
21:37but watch his numbers
21:38i'll write the order
21:39and prepare him for the worst
21:41you don't need to tell me that
21:46why haven't you discharged mr pitney
21:48um i was about to
21:49you were supposed to do it after his last dressing change
21:52julie said you didn't show
21:53i'm sorry i was tied up with our post-op consults
21:55no excuse
21:56get it done
22:05you're still here
22:06writing up the discharge
22:08the man's been waiting four hours
22:09go and explain to him what is taking so long
22:13sorry
22:14going now
22:17heavy as the head huh
22:23being in a position of leadership always has its challenges
22:26but in this case i trusted dr larson's hypothesis that rosie cruz had an abscess
22:31which would make the transplant viable
22:34why is dr walker being dragged into this
22:37because she was next to you in the command post when all these decisions were made
22:41thank you for coming dr walker we'll get to you in a moment
22:44so dr hamda you informed the transplant network you had a test confirming the abscess
22:49we all know i stuck my neck out
22:50but three of my people were being held with guns to their heads
22:53and the abscess was ultimately confirmed when dr larson drained it in the icu
22:58you also lied to the east side donor unit in writing
23:00we did what we had to do
23:02we know that that's what you think dr heller
23:03as i understand it you were the courier for the heart
23:06and part of the fabrication at east side
23:08i was in charge he was following my orders
23:10dr heller
23:11is it true that you and dr larson have been in a consensual relationship
23:15at that time no
23:16but that must have influenced your decision to deceive east side
23:21dr walker based on your professional opinion would you say dr hamda's judgment was compromised
23:26in my professional opinion i think it's pretty easy to monday morning quarterback three weeks later
23:31but what would you all have done if you were there
23:33i'd like to think we would have been more forthright and trusting of our partners
23:37the point is none of us were informed until all of the key decisions were made
23:42if this is an exercise in cya then maybe you ought to be thanking dr hamda for keeping you out
23:48of it
23:48i'm not denying anything that occurred that day so i don't know why dr heller and dr walker are even
23:53here
23:53especially since it's clear you've already made your decision
23:55we hoped you would have given us some ammunition to fight this
23:59we could smooth things over with east side but you knows wants their pound of flesh
24:03and you're leaving us with our hands tied michael
24:12well
24:15our patients need organs
24:16so throwing me under the bus will secure our accreditation
24:19obviously you need to do what's in the best interest of the hospital
24:22we appreciate that
24:24okay this is a witch hunt
24:25you should all be ashamed of yourselves
24:35you'll have my letter of resignation by the end of the day
24:47i was happy to get your page
24:49been a few weeks since we spoke
24:50not for me uh i have a patient that needs spiritual counsel
24:54of course
24:54room 617
25:03i've missed our conversations
25:06i'm always here for you you know
25:08well when i want to talk about how the death of my son is god's divine plan
25:13i'll come find you
25:23ventricular tachycardia he's in heart failure
25:24it's myocarditis get a stat echo
25:27he needs amiodarone
25:31hold on
25:32amen
25:39amen i've stabilized you
25:41it was your heart this time
25:43seems like i'm living the book of joe
25:54i don't know how much more of this your body can take
25:59we spoke to your mother
26:01really
26:02yeah
26:03can i get in to see you
26:04i'm sorry but she's too sick to see anyone
26:06and honestly with your restrictions i'm not even sure we could pull that off
26:09that's what she say then
26:10we told her what you had to do to get yourself here and she really appreciated that
26:14yeah
26:14it was hard for her to talk but she wanted me to tell you that
26:17she knows you love her
26:18and she loves you too
26:20i know when i'm being lied to doc
26:22no
26:23she wanted you both to let go of what happened in the past
26:25you didn't even talk to her did you
26:27we did talk to her
26:28we pulled her out of a peaceful rest
26:30to give her more pain
26:31to upset her in her final moments of her life
26:34to advocate for you
26:36what's she really say
26:37she didn't want to see you
26:38which really makes me want to ask
26:40what did you do to her
26:41that's none of your business
26:42you asked us to get you in a room with her
26:45dr matron
26:46look we're done here all right
26:47get
26:48out
26:56was that really necessary
26:57he's not ready to be helped
26:59and why are you so invested in him
27:01i don't know
27:01some people you can just feel the world working against them
27:04i know
27:05but he lied to get himself here
27:07and worse
27:08he's lying to himself
27:09can't you see that
27:10i mean your parents are cops
27:12yeah and they always told me
27:13everyone is someone's child
27:16find me when his final hemoglobin's in
27:18and we'll discharge him
27:35he doesn't deserve to lose his job
27:37he stuck his neck out way further than i did
27:39that was his decision
27:41what
27:43when i went to east side that day to get the heart
27:46the nurse saw the wound on my face
27:47and she knew something was off
27:49and she went to call the transplant department to confirm my story
27:52and i told her to ask for michael
27:55forced him to lie to east side in writing
27:58oh i didn't know that
27:59yeah so half of this is on me
28:01nothing you can do about that now
28:05you ever read about our lady
28:08of ikita
28:09it's a statue of mary in ikita japan
28:13wooden
28:14and on over a hundred occasions
28:16it was seen to be crying
28:19what people thought were tears of blood
28:22the belief was
28:23she was taking on our collective suffering
28:26whose suffering are you taking on
28:31maybe yours
28:32oh
28:33i hope not
28:35perhaps that's why god put us together today
28:37so i could heal you instead of the other way around
28:41i was put on this earth to help people
28:45if i'm dying you may be the last chance i have
28:48to fulfill my life's purpose
28:50and if there's one thing i know
28:52it's when people are trying to hide their pain
29:03it's my daughter
29:08i failed her
29:11in the years after daddy's death
29:13we used to speak about this quite often
29:16and i wonder without your memory
29:18that you're missing what you need
29:20to help her now
29:23i'm sure that much is true
29:25she didn't go to danny's funeral
29:27did you know that
29:28what
29:29she was afraid
29:31you're trying to protect her
29:32but those rituals exist for a reason
29:35katie never had the chance to mourn her brother that way
29:38and i don't think you know how to grieve either
29:42it's still so hard to think about him
29:48because i don't want to make it real
29:51grief can be a lifelong process
29:56which means it's never too late
30:19i've been praying for you
30:22save it for someone else
30:34even the slightest labs are back
30:36auto antibodies are zero
30:38plex worked
30:39so the organ damage was too advanced
30:41which is why he's still getting worse
30:43or when plex filtered out the harmful antibodies
30:46it also removed some of the protective immunoglobulins
30:48i'm not following
30:49the bad antibodies were attacking his organs
30:51but the body also had healing factors that were trying to fix the damage
30:55plex removed both
30:56so we just have to give him back what he needs
30:58how
30:59iv immunoglobulin therapy
31:01it's a hail mary
31:02though i'm sure he's a big fan
31:04okay well if it doesn't work you'll kill him
31:06it will work
31:08okay
31:09okay
31:11okay
31:14okay
31:27okay
31:28okay
31:28okay
31:57right in
32:00time to go
32:03your labs are normal
32:04the prison infirmary can take it from here
32:12malcolm
32:13i'm very sorry
32:15we just found out your mother passed away
32:19she didn't suffer
32:20she wasn't in pain
32:21she just
32:23fell asleep and didn't wake up
32:25it's true
32:25it's true we just spoke to her doctor and she was at peace in the end
32:44when i was 17
32:46i started running with the local center
32:48you know it was just petty stuff at first but before you know it
32:55you're into life but i never brought that home with me because of my mom and my little sister
33:05she was a smart kid
33:09one of the best laughs you ever heard
33:12one night i took her to her favorite pizza spot
33:15and on our way home
33:16and on our way home
33:19somebody tried to take me out
33:23they killed her instead
33:27and on our way home
33:29we're going to have to go back to school
33:29to school
33:30and we're going to go back to school
33:31and we're going to go back to school
33:35and we're going to have to go back to school
33:46I just wanted my mom to know that.
33:53I'm sorry all that happened to you.
33:56And I don't know what you believe,
33:57but maybe there's a chance your mother and sister
34:00are looking down on you.
34:02You still have a life ahead of you,
34:05in prison and at some point in the world.
34:07So how do you want to spend it?
34:10You want to keep punishing yourself
34:11or whoever else for your mistakes?
34:14Or do you want to be the kind of person
34:16your mom could be proud of?
34:17Who your sister could look up to?
34:29For what is worse, the guy I met today
34:31who went through all this stuff
34:33to make things right for his mother,
34:35he's already on the path he needs to be.
34:37You just gotta believe that.
34:42All right, Malcolm.
34:43Let's get you back, okay?
34:46Yeah, boss.
35:05Aaron.
35:06We did it.
35:07You turned a corner.
35:09You'll be back in the chapel in no time.
35:11Good.
35:13Because I wasn't ready to meet him yet.
35:15No, I think we need you around here
35:17a little bit longer.
35:23Damon said you worked a miracle.
35:25He would.
35:27So, I got something important I gotta tell you.
35:30There's a long path report in there
35:32for the UNOS meeting today.
35:34They're coming after Michael.
35:36I want him to resign.
35:37This is going to Rosie's chart to protect them.
35:39You faked a test?
35:40I just wanted to tell you
35:41in case anyone asks.
35:42Well, what if they ask
35:43why you didn't mention it earlier?
35:45I got a hit in the head, remember?
35:47Oh, come on, Jake.
35:50Look, I was part of the deception that day.
35:52Something I did put Michael on a bad spot.
35:53I'm not gonna let him take the hit for that.
35:59Paperwork's in order.
36:00Just make sure to CC the warden.
36:02That tough love you gave Malcolm
36:03was exactly what he needed.
36:06You got the truth.
36:07Well, maybe the truth will set him free.
36:10You're a great doctor, TJ.
36:12And you have genuine compassion.
36:14If it wasn't for that,
36:14we wouldn't have gotten
36:15where we did with Malcolm today.
36:16But every resident needs to learn
36:19that one of the most important parts of our job
36:21is navigating hard truths with our patients.
36:24Telling them things they need to hear,
36:26even if they might hate us for it.
36:29Thank you for your help today, Chief.
36:34You're welcome.
36:35Go rest that leg, please.
36:37Okay.
36:47Before you go in there,
36:48this is the results from Rosie's lung biopsy.
36:52Turns out it came in right before you made that call to Yunos.
36:58I guess in the chaos of that day, it just got misfiled.
37:03Well, this definitely helps our cause.
37:16Let's repeat the renal panel.
37:18Anything changes with our kidney function.
37:20And I need to know sooner than later.
37:21Will do.
37:22Dr. Heller.
37:23A word?
37:24Uh, yeah.
37:29That was kind of an ambush, waiting for us outside the conference room.
37:32Well, I didn't want to give you a chance to argue with me about it.
37:34Well, you shouldn't have done it, but I appreciate it.
37:39You can list your patient.
37:40We got our privileges back.
37:42Cleared us on the organ misallocation
37:43and issued a letter of warning over the lie to Eastside.
37:46It's not a slap on the wrist, but if we're fully compliant moving forward,
37:50we'll be fine.
37:51I'm glad it worked out.
37:52That was a pretty big risk you took.
37:54For me.
37:56You ever watch war movies?
37:59Never leave a man behind.
38:02Plus, I'm just not in the mood for any more changes in leadership.
38:08Oh, my God.
38:10Hey.
38:11So how'd your day go?
38:12Up and down, but I think I survived.
38:14It's harder than it looks, isn't it?
38:16Well, if you have some advice, I'll take it.
38:18There's no right way to lead.
38:20Everybody's got their own style.
38:21Just bring your personality to it.
38:23Well, I think I'm still searching for my style.
38:26Just do what you think's right.
38:27Do it with conviction.
38:28The chips fall where they fall.
38:29I think that'll fit for me.
38:34Okay, well, I am running late.
38:36For a Mia?
38:37No.
38:39Actually, uh...
38:40I have a date.
38:41Oh, wow.
38:43Yeah.
38:43Hey, you're getting back on that horse.
38:45Yeah, I'm trying.
38:52Uh, well, have fun.
38:53Yeah, you, uh...
38:55You have a good night.
39:12I know I wasn't there for you when your brother died, but I am gonna be there for you now,
39:17even when you say you don't need it.
39:20You can't undo what was done.
39:22No one can.
39:31No one can.
39:34No one can.
39:35When I think about the mistakes that I made during that time, it seems to me that it was all
39:42because I was afraid to face my pain.
39:46And if you learned that from me, then that's something that we're gonna work on together.
40:01I said something to you.
40:05Something awful.
40:06Well, you were already forgiven.
40:10But you probably should still tell me.
40:13Get it off your chest.
40:16I said all you cared about was Danny.
40:21In a pretty cruel way.
40:23You were angry.
40:25You were a kid.
40:28And I probably had a coming.
40:33You need to forgive yourself.
40:40Have you ever been to the cemetery?
40:43Once.
40:45But not till his 11th birthday.
40:49But that...
40:52I should have made you go to the funeral.
40:56It was wrong to let you hide just because I wanted to.
41:05Would you go with me now?
41:23I see a house.
41:27Up on a hill.
41:31Through every star.
41:34Standing still.
41:38You see it now.
41:41It's meant for you.
41:45Still working it out.
41:49Yeah, me too.
41:53You see it now.
41:57I see it now.
41:58Well I was unconscious.
42:01See it now.
42:03Falling out to your face.
42:07See it now.
42:12Reading all the signs.
42:15Every religion.
42:15I'm sorry, I must have read in the book.
42:25everything okay
42:28yeah um sorry it's work i'm on call
42:31oh so you have to go
42:35yeah
42:38um i'll be a while but listen this was it was a lot of fun
42:40it was
42:43goodbye jake
42:45yeah
42:49have a safe flight
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