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00:06Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here. There's a spot marked on a map. I know this spot. I
00:16Can't remember his face
00:17If I were you I wouldn't listen
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00:30I'm going to die
00:33As much as I like sitting here it hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36Just like you're wondering how I feel about you feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby if I were you I would set my hooks pretty deep in that one. They're not making any more
00:46men like him
00:52I wonder if you know how happiness would make him
00:57It would fill his heart
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04:30did have all the talks all the laughs all the hugs and you know it's like a movie we can
04:40we can play it over and over as many times as we want in in our minds you know what
04:49i mean
04:49i do not the same though as a real hug no it's not the same
05:19right here huh she marked it on a map all right well we ain't getting tobacco down here
05:27might be able to get a tractor up from the river but i'm not sure what good that'll do us
05:32no these
05:33holes are getting dug the old irish way yep how the hell are we gonna get the caskets here
05:41swinds still feed off a wagon don't they it's a good idea
05:46you want to call or run for shovels no you call i'll run
05:50my gelding's just gonna follow you yank off that bridle
06:15i am aware yes i am aware
06:20we have had a death in the family i'm pretty sure the world of girls volleyball will survive
06:25the week without her yes you are correct i am not factoring how this affects anyone else even a
06:33little fucking school is this gonna be okay it's gonna have to do honey it's all you got
06:41hey
06:45it's just us okay there's nobody to be offended
06:49what did school say you're missing a volleyball tournament
06:52it's okay it's okay it's okay hey
07:28where'd you find cream same shopping center where i found the dress
07:32i gotta say boseman impressed me i wasn't expecting to find donna karen in the mountains
07:39found a little something for you too yeah preston would prefer me in jeans
07:44i think he would find a certain victory in that he deserves a little black dress and that's
07:51exactly what i got you did the boys say when they would be ready
07:54he said to walk over at noon how are they going to get them out there
07:58i didn't ask and they didn't say i just said it was handled
08:05about two hours preston wrote a chapter on telling time
08:11from the sun's position it's alarmingly accurate
08:18the girls asked me to arrange a plane
08:23when
08:24tonight
08:26okay
08:27they need closure honey
08:29they won't get it here
08:31they have lives and they need to go live them
08:34i would very much like to plan a memorial service
08:37he has a lot of friends that deserve a way to say goodbye
08:40does he
08:40he does
08:42and you know that
08:44we could do it at the explorers club
08:46okay just have at the apartment have corbonne cater
08:53they love that place
08:54i already called
08:56you're fine back too
09:02i have a very worried husband
09:03he's convinced some distant cousin of the unabomber is going to abduct me
09:08and hold me in his basement for ransom
09:11depending on the cousin i'm not completely opposed
09:14of course that's my warped romance novel version of abduction
09:17i doubt that's how it would play out lily
09:19that is how it would play out my mind after two percocets
09:23you think i'm joking
09:24no
09:31i love you
09:37there is nowhere i would rather be than with you when you need me
09:40i know
09:46i have a little bottle of kalua if you would like some lead in that coffee
09:49oh
09:49well now you're talking
10:13i'll get some more
10:16i'll get some more
11:04Of course you pack the perfect dress.
11:13Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:18Okay, girls.
11:23And Russell.
11:25Russell.
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14:21Mrs. Glabber, I'm very sorry for your loss.
14:27Is the preacher coming?
14:32I forgot, I didn't, I...
14:34Uh, this one will be San's preacher.
14:38What's that mean?
14:39It means we don't have one.
14:42Do you have someone to govern the proceedings?
14:46We, um...
14:48This is my first funeral here, so we're sort of winging it.
14:55Well, this is far from my first rodeo.
14:58Do you mind if I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak?
15:03I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
15:08Do you mind a prayer?
15:11I do not.
15:22Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts.
15:25With the glory of love comes the pain of loss, and we look to you for comfort.
15:30Lord, remind us that it is a selfish pain because you have promised a place called heaven where our departed
15:39bask in the glow of your grace.
15:42They are no longer men.
15:44They are angels who guide us through darkness, lift us when we are weak, and nourish our souls and spirits.
15:54Our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place, heaven.
15:59We lean on our faith that it exists, and on your mercy that it holds a place for us where
16:08we may sit in your light beside our loved ones and know only joy forever.
16:17Amen.
16:20If anyone would like a word.
16:24Stacy, it's not the first time you've given that speech.
16:28No, ma'am.
16:30It's a good one.
16:33You care to say something?
16:37I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
16:50I guess that's it, then.
16:53Um.
16:56So, what happens now?
16:59We'll take care of everything.
17:04Wait, that's it?
17:05That's it?
17:06That's it?
17:07He has no say it and say it, Paige.
17:09I don't know what to say.
17:11What are you supposed to say?
17:12I think that's our point.
17:18Which one's Paul?
17:29God damn you for taking it from us.
17:45I love you.
17:47I love you.
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18:01I love you.
18:01Everyone deals with it different, don't they, boys?
18:05I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
18:08Not yet, anyway.
18:11Who can blame them?
18:40I don't know.
18:45They're all good.
18:47They're all good.
18:49They're all good.
18:58It's okay.
19:11pretty sneaky trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody oh i i i didn't know anyone
19:19would care i we let you have the funeral we will not be denied our feast
19:27when they decided to build these cabins they wanted to do it all themselves mill the wood
19:32frame it roughing the electric the whole deal look at the bottom of them they're sitting on railroad
19:38ties and i could not figure out what in the hell purpose that would serve and i told them they're
19:43going to be colder than the devil in winter and every skunk and raccoon and god knows what else
19:48going to set up shop underneath them well preston just looked at me and nodded didn't say a word
19:54about six months later tax assessor comes by my place and says have you seen these cabins they
19:59built next door i said i had and he asked me if i'd ever seen him move i said move
20:05what do you
20:05what do you mean move tax assessor says when he tried to put a value on them your husband said
20:12they was mobile homes you pick them up with a forklift and move them and asked me if i'd ever
20:18seen them be mobile well i told them yeah they haul them all over the place and if you look
20:23at the
20:24back of that outhouse your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart and said that son of a
20:29bitch was mobile too he did not want to pay any taxes i wondered what those were for preston
20:37always had issues with authority wheels on outhouse never seen anything like it no
20:45indian tacos good stuff want some how about some of those cookies oh good choice
20:54i was thinking like three what's your mom going to say about that my mom's not going to say anything
21:01because she's not going to see me eat him let's keep this between us i think that's a good idea
21:20thank you for today means more than you know someone had to do it for me i know what it
21:26means
21:28i'm sorry it had to be done we're flying out tonight girls have missed enough school and i have
21:35exhausted my wardrobe but i'd like to come back or dare i invite you to new york well the only
21:49way
21:49you get me to new york is if it seceded from the union and i was drafted into the army
21:53to take it back
21:54okay you gotta go a little easier on my city buddy i'm not knocking it i'm just not going there
21:59fair enough
22:02then i'll come visit sure i mean it
22:10okay
22:12i mean it
22:20i'm a sheriff's deputy who makes 52 000 a year
22:24i have 12 000 in the bank and i'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average rope
22:28horse three nights
22:29a week i'm gonna load them in a trailer and drag them all over montana trying to win back what
22:33i
22:33spent on him in october i'm gonna take my boys in the mountains for a month and fill our freezer
22:37with elk
22:39i ain't never land on no beach i'm never going to europe or san francisco or any city bigger than
22:45billens ever what part of that sounds good to you none of it no walk me through your life what
22:53won't
22:53you train i don't have those kind of absolutes just walk me through it
23:00macy has gymnastics every morning from there i go to pilates from pilates i go to my therapist from
23:08my therapist i get a coffee with my girlfriends to talk about all the advice my therapist gave me
23:12then i pick up macy and i get bridget and we go to ballet we have recitals every friday night
23:17saturday morning we have competitions i take the girls the same parts for christmas
23:21italy for the month of july which you would love i will point out
23:30who feeds the horses isn't there a service for that you have to do it every day okay okay there
23:40is
23:40no future in this but you are tall and kind and fucking beautiful you are tall and kind and beautiful
23:47so can we just agree to fuck this up together and have as much sex as possible until until we
23:54can yeah you city girls do spell it out don't you yeah we we we get to the point yep
23:59we do you go from
24:01wondering when we're gonna see each other to wondering when you're gonna leave
24:06i think i'd rather just miss you
24:10i'm not gone yet you know what i mean
24:13so is this goodbye
24:17i think it's best oh wow
24:21let me just clarify
24:25that you are breaking up with me at my father's funeral we aren't together no no we seemed pretty
24:30together yesterday when you were lying on top of me don't fucking abby me now you want to miss me
24:36me is that what you want here's your fucking chance
24:39what you want here's your fucking face
25:06what you got yet
25:09It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:13Spend time, honey.
25:49When did your father die, Russell?
25:54It'll be six years in April.
25:57Where is he buried?
25:58My mother had him cremated.
26:00The plan was to spread his ashes at our place in Montauk, but he never did it.
26:07I don't know why.
26:09So, he's sitting in a jar on our mantle, which is an odd custom.
26:15Putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes.
26:20What do you miss most about him?
26:27He used to call me every Monday and tell me a joke.
26:31Really?
26:34You still remember them?
26:35Oh, yeah.
26:36Tell me one.
26:38Oh, no, no, no.
26:39Yeah, they, um...
26:40My father had a, uh, rather warped sense of humor.
26:44Yeah, well, at this point I'm pretty hard to offend.
26:49Hmm.
26:52Okay.
26:54Um...
26:56Okay.
26:58So, there are four nuns driving in a van.
27:00And the van goes off a cliff and they all die.
27:03Funny.
27:04No, no, no.
27:05That's...
27:05I'm...
27:05I'm getting...
27:06Sorry, this is all just a setup.
27:07Yeah, I got...
27:08I got it.
27:08Yeah.
27:08Okay.
27:09So, they're standing at the pearly gates and St. Peter looks them over.
27:13And he says to the first nun, this is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of
27:18heaven.
27:19And your conscience must be cleansed before you enter.
27:21Mm-hmm.
27:22So, the first nun thinks about it and she says, well, I used to sneak peeks at Father Riley in
27:28the shower.
27:29Mm-hmm.
27:30St. Peter says, well, you're a naughty one's sister.
27:32Wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water and say five Hail Mary.
27:35She does.
27:37Sends her out to heaven.
27:38So, he looks at the second nun, asks her the same thing.
27:41And she says, well, on occasion I would stroke Father Riley's member with my hand.
27:46St. Peter just shakes his head, tells her to wash her hand in the bowl of holy water, say ten
27:52Hail Marys.
27:53So, she does, lets her into heaven.
27:55Now, the third nun steps up and the fourth nun grabs her, throws her to the ground and steps up
28:01to the bowl of holy water.
28:02St. Peter says, what on earth are you doing, sister?
28:05And the nun says, I'm gonna wash my mouth out in this bowl before that bitch puts her ass in
28:09it.
28:14I stand corrected, Russell. I can still be offended.
28:19I was very poorly chosen, I'm sorry. It was the first one that came to my mind. I am so
28:22sorry. I...
28:24It's terrible.
28:26Common denominator where their problem seems to be Father Riley.
28:30Yeah, he, uh, did get around.
28:32Ah, what's in it?
28:34Vodka soda. Easy on the soda.
28:37God bless you.
28:39The meeting's stuffing at the gym at nine, if you're up for it.
28:43Oh, yeah. Exercise. It's exactly what I need.
28:49I see things didn't end well with a cowboy.
28:54How's that look about it?
28:58Paige has been quiet.
29:00I think this is going to be hardest on her. I'm afraid.
29:05How so?
29:06When you've dedicated your entire life to gaining the attention of one person, what is your purpose when that person
29:14is gone?
29:16The girls are handling it well, at least.
29:18Yeah, well, they're too young to know the difference. Just one less present at Christmas.
29:27I know an excellent therapist, Stacy.
29:31You're my therapist.
29:34You're my best friend.
29:36I'm incapable of being impartial.
29:38Speaking to someone who can look at the situation with clarity and with zero opinion.
29:44What I need is opinion.
29:46If I want to know what the book on death says, I'll buy the fucking book.
30:41Late session volatility underscoring
30:44On the settled town on Wall Street, following a new round of warnings of the new town line.
30:51The Dow managed a modestly, as well as a hundred-finished little chiefs after wavering.
30:57I think that the tension is exactly where we are now.
31:00I'm bringing inflation data.
31:01We're going to address the problem, and we're going to be decisively good.
31:04So, is this just a cause, or does somebody want to be meaningful?
31:08Why don't you think this is healthy to go up?
31:10I'm just going back.
31:38I'm just going back.
31:46And we're doing a charcuterie board from Ely.
31:49And the pizzas from Joe's?
31:51One of us is thinking about your cholesterol.
31:54Pizzas are for Paul.
31:55It's the one thing he misses about this city.
32:00Look at you.
32:02Look at me what?
32:03Men are such children.
32:05Well, this should be interesting.
32:07You are.
32:08You have the same look on your face, pulling out those nasty boots as an 11-year-old pulling out
32:13his baseball cleats.
32:14It's the same look you get when Gucci has a sale.
32:16That's different.
32:18That's me saving you money.
32:19You know, this is proof of the genetic distinction between men and women.
32:24Tell me, oh love of my life, all the ways how when you buy something on sale, it saves me
32:31money.
32:32I'm going to buy the damn thing no matter what.
32:33Waiting for the sale is how much I love you.
32:38That almost makes sense.
32:40It makes perfect sense once you accept the inevitability of the purchase.
32:48Why do you do that?
32:50What?
32:51It's your little mountain mistress, the jealous type.
32:57You want to know?
32:58I do want to know.
33:00I really want to know.
33:02Because I lost it once.
33:04Fell off in the river.
33:05I spent two days looking for it.
33:07I'm not going through that shit again.
33:08So if I put it right there, I can't lose it.
33:13Panicked, were you?
33:16Terrified.
33:17It's nice to see I still have that effect.
33:20Oh boy, do you ever, baby.
33:36I'm not going through that shit again.
33:39I'm not going through that shit again.
33:51I'm not going through that.
34:14Oh, Madison Avenue.
34:17How did they get the name, do you think?
34:22I always assumed James Madison.
34:24Oh.
34:24The president.
34:25Yeah.
34:26Of course, that would make sense.
34:27Yeah.
34:30I suppose they named the Madison River after him as well.
34:34Where's the Madison River?
34:36Montana.
34:39Where your husband spent time?
34:42Mm-hmm.
34:46Is that where he died?
34:48No, he died on another river.
34:50Actually, no, he died on a mountain.
34:55No, no river involved at all.
35:03How do you feel when you tell me that?
35:06How do you think I feel?
35:08I don't presume to know.
35:10That's why I asked.
35:11Isn't that your job?
35:14Like, tell me how I feel.
35:17My job is to help you understand how you feel.
35:21More so, my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit.
35:29Hmm.
35:33And how would you describe my present behavior?
35:39Hostile.
35:42Hostile?
35:43Mistrusting.
35:44Mistrusting.
35:45Which I understand.
35:48You don't know me.
35:51And yet here you are, in theory, willing to expose your most personal thoughts and intimate feelings.
36:01Trust me in my interpretation of those feelings and behaviors.
36:09To guide your decision-making in the future.
36:12My decision-making?
36:13What decisions are we questioning?
36:15I'm not questioning anything.
36:16No, you are the one who said it.
36:18My husband died.
36:19The love of my life.
36:22The father of my children.
36:24My center.
36:26My soul.
36:26Is gone.
36:29If you, by chance, have happened upon any information that might assist me in mitigating the desire to claw my
36:38eyes out with a fucking spoon to get rid of the pain, I sure would appreciate that.
36:46But I do not need you staring at me like I'm some bored housewife trying to justify her affair with
36:52her fucking tennis coach.
36:54I know those women.
36:55Plenty of them.
36:56I am not one of them.
37:01I am hurting.
37:03And I would like some help with that.
37:08If you can.
37:09If you can't,
37:13then I'll leave early.
37:15And you can keep the fucking change.
37:25You care for a drink?
37:29I would love one.
37:38Don't normally do this.
37:40Spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate.
37:48I don't give a shit what it is.
38:11what you need is this a lot of this not this a lot of talking
38:19and yelling and crying a lot of it and often and in time those memories will become fond
38:30again they won't hurt to recall them and you'll laugh will you love again maybe i don't have
38:46any idea if that's something you want will you ever be whole again will you feel like you
38:54did before he died no but you know that but you will heal if you let yourself you will
39:07have as much life to live as you allow yourself or you'll have none you'll have no life
39:26does that make sense
39:32okay
39:38why don't you finish your drink and let me have it seriously come on give it your best shot
39:50you're a terrible therapist you know that yeah with that smug fucking sweater
39:58you really like saying fuck don't you
40:00i know i find it quite
40:06liberating at the moment
40:08good say it again fuck you are we gonna do trust falls next you fucking quack
40:17it's a really good place to start come on keep it coming let's go i'm serious
40:27i'm thinking about it i'm considering it i know i know i know i'm running away running
40:35away from my problems this problem goes with me so i'm not running from anything
40:43when i miss my daughters honestly i don't i don't know and part of me thinks it would be better
40:51for them you know live their own lives
40:55maybe they could move with you i mean it doesn't sound like either of them are bound to the city
40:59that's what i said my oldest daughter needs it i
41:05actually threatened to cut her off if she didn't that's not very nice
41:10oh what do they teach sarcasm in therapy school these days
41:16well if by therapist school you mean dartmouth then yeah they kind of invented it there
41:26do you think i should
41:30not my place to say but
41:35i think you should consider it and i'll tell you why because you are actively weighing your future
41:42and the consequences are your choices in that future and that's healthy that's good for your soul
41:46so whether you actually do it is irrelevant
41:49but you should seriously consider it you should consider moving to europe
41:56spend a year traveling you've got the financial means no responsibilities here preventing it
42:01you should consider everything
42:06wish i could have met him must have been a hell of a man
42:10because you are a hell of a woman you know who you are and you're not ashamed of it
42:14and this yelling and crying and pondering
42:18this is what you're supposed to be doing
42:20this is grieving
42:22this is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life
42:25and racking your brain to try to find a way to survive it
42:30and you will
42:34thank you phil
42:38oh this has been
42:42pleasantly cathartic
42:43i took one look at that sweater and i had very little faith in you but you
42:48you overcame it
42:49turns out you don't suck at your job
42:53well that is wildly offensive thank you
42:59same time tomorrow
43:00i'm thinking afternoon
43:02i still got five clients and i'm pretty drunk
43:05i think you are a client to end the day with not begin one
43:08fine see you at happy hour
43:20okay
43:26okay
43:26so far no injuries happen
43:27across the northern plains and into the upper midwest
43:30a colder air mass is settling in
43:40who's your realtor
43:42yeah
43:43no matter what i do i can't stay here
43:45lily i can smell him
43:48hold on hold on
43:52is everything okay
43:53so um
43:55page is is is in bed
43:57and she won't talk and she can't stop crying
44:00and she's
44:00well she's hyperventilating and i feel like i should call an ambulance
44:03but i don't
44:04like i feel like that might make her worse
44:06you're right you're right it would
44:08i'll be there in 15 minutes call abby
44:10okay okay calling her now
44:38is she in the bedroom
44:39yeah
44:44uh
44:46do you have any sweets
44:48sweets
44:49okay get some ice cream rocky road
44:52and buy some chocolate chips
44:53put three scoops in a glass of milk
44:56put the chocolate chips on top
44:57up and and then just bring it to me with a spoon
44:59that sounds uh disgusting to start
45:02i wasn't asking your opinion of it russell
45:09i got rocky road
45:11desperate times call for desperate measures
45:13grab chocolate chips
45:14shitty ones like she likes
45:16well looks like all we need from you is a cup russell give it to her she knows how to
45:20make it
45:21got it okay
45:24hey hey hey hey
45:26hey it's okay it's okay
45:28it's okay it's okay
45:29it's okay it's okay
45:30it's okay you know what this is
45:32this is how much you love them
45:34and your body just doesn't know where to put all that love now
45:37okay but you don't have to put it anywhere
45:39and you don't have to stop loving someone when they're gone
45:41in fact
45:43one could argue that you should love them more
45:46and
45:47here's the sad fact of life
45:51you will feel this way again
45:53yeah when i die
45:55when your husband dies
45:56and your friends
45:57and
45:58and someday
45:59your children will feel this way about you
46:03thanks mom i feel so much better
46:06i come bearing gifts
46:08i'm not hungry
46:09it's not food
46:10it is a drug
46:12it is sugar and chocolate
46:14in a mixture that only your metabolism
46:16can process in a way that doesn't end up on your hips
46:18and i hate you for it
46:23i used to eat this when i was like five
46:25no you still act five so
46:31fuck you and your bad roots
46:33no she's back
46:34i don't understand it
46:37it's the crunch
46:38with the cold
46:39and the mushy of the ice cream
46:41wait
46:43the explanation
46:44doesn't sell it
46:45page
46:45no
46:47you got her
46:49i got her
46:49but i cannot stay the night
46:50i can stay the night
47:00this is my favorite thing ever
47:13i know
47:14is she okay
47:19yeah she will be
47:24is there a decent bar
47:26near here
47:27uh there's a
47:29there's a dive bar
47:31around the corner
47:32well
47:34soho's version of a dive bar
47:51what's this place called
47:54um i don't know
47:55i'm not sure it has a name
48:10what's the name of this place
48:12name uh people just call it the bar
48:15or the bar down the street something like that
48:17no name
48:18not that i'm aware of no
48:20what does your paycheck say
48:21uh xt enterprises llc or some shit
48:28okay so
48:30bar just
48:32doesn't have a name
48:33no name
48:33what can i get you
48:34oh god
48:35i'm uh
48:36i am not in the mood to make any decisions
48:40martini
48:41uh that is a cocktail
48:42and this is the furthest place
48:44from a cocktail bar
48:45so
48:45true that
48:46uh how about an irish car bomb
48:48i have no idea what that is
48:50trust me
48:51okay
48:52what about you
48:53what kind of amber ales do you
48:55that'll be two irish car bombs
48:56yeah like your style
48:57two irish car bombs
48:58i have to work in the morning
49:00it's one drink russell
49:07oh i didn't see that coming
49:09oh gosh
49:10apologies
49:11russell
49:12this is gonna hurt
49:19great
49:20you gotta
49:22yeah
49:23yeah
49:31it went down the wrong pipe
49:35i have a
49:36bad gag reflex
49:38no no
49:39i'm not
49:39i'm
49:40i'm not laughing at that
49:41what then
49:43oh
49:44life
49:47choices people make
49:49don't get me wrong
49:51she made a good one with you
49:55what are your dreams
49:59dreams
50:00or
50:01aspirations
50:03might be a better word
50:04for your life
50:06for my daughter
50:08i mean
50:09what uh you know
50:09we just got the townhouse
50:11so
50:11yeah well that's a purchase
50:13not a dream
50:16have you two
50:18talked about starting a family
50:21you know page
50:23she just got down to a size zero
50:24and she worked really hard for it
50:26russell russell
50:26independent thoughts
50:27do you have any
50:31yeah i mean i guess i want i want to have kids
50:34mm-hmm
50:35okay
50:35i don't want to raise them
50:36and i want to
50:38i want to move out of town
50:39you know where they can have a normal
50:41you know trick-or-treat
50:43and and and play baseball
50:45and run out on the street
50:46you know
50:47no i don't know
50:48no i don't know
50:49i raised mine here
50:52well that would be my dream
50:55what about when they're grown
50:58what's the dream then
50:59i don't know
51:01i don't know
51:02i i haven't gotten that far
51:03yeah well
51:04then you need a new dream
51:08honestly i always thought of you
51:09and crestin as the dream
51:15so did i russell
51:20but that dream is over
51:24well i guess we both need a new one
51:29yeah
51:34no i don't know
51:47no i don't know
51:59oh
52:25To be continued...
52:38To be continued...
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