00:02hey guys I'm Prince here so I'm here to tell everyone something basically I want
00:16to talk to someone emotionally I don't have anyone like you know I can't show
00:27my emotions in front of my parents or relatives or friends because Marthuna
00:38Samir and I will do that baby still alive but I think nine from inside it's too
00:50hard but I need to share it I'm completely failed in life
00:56I'm a big failure basically what's happening I don't know but the things I
01:06decided are not going as per my plan since I passed out my 10th I think everyone
01:19could relate but literally I don't know I'm broken but I can still smile from outside
01:32I don't know I don't know how it will happen but still I'm trying
01:41basically what happened
01:47basically what happened
01:49I got only two hours marks maybe one or two questions dropped out my percentile was
02:04actually my percentile is 33 after that I decided that I will give April attempt I will study hard
02:18but you know somehow I couldn't well February may practical exams with boards are
02:33like it's currently 15th of April 2026 12th boards are not going to come in May so I don't know
02:43but one thing I know is that my exam is not good and as I said I decided to give
02:53second attempt in April
02:56I gave it barat arik ko response sheet only 28 marks maybe a cushion drop
03:06kujai to 33 marks I don't understand it's like it could be maybe between 60 to 70 percentile or wars
03:19I
03:19don't know but I'm completely broken now I'm actually watching YouTube all day long doing nothing
03:34every night setting plans to do something next day study do something ambitious follow my passion like
03:44I really wanted to become a youtuber I would ask you to please ignore some extraterrestrial noises coming
03:56from our I can't basically the thing is that we like 25 days in the mirror see we did a
04:07exam
04:10I'm not studying anything I'm not studying anything I've just lost hope my body and mind is saying just give
04:18it up but there is something they're still pushing me but can't push me that harder that it can make
04:31work out
04:32of me like literally I'm doing nothing I'm completely broken I'm literally I'm literally a failure at this point
04:41I don't understand what I'm going to do in my life
04:48I'm not being able to do anything now I'm going to study in a time I used to be like
04:59in one of the top
05:01in school. But that's the same for how many years. Giving 12 years to studies and getting
05:11nothing out of it. After that, I feel like I'm standing up. Same thing happened. Now
05:21I feel like I don't have to be a kid. But I feel like I should follow my passion. As
05:28I said, I'm completely broke. I need tripod, a good camera, a good mic to start my YouTube
05:34journey. But the thing is that I'm completely broke. This is the current camera quality that
05:43I have on my mobile phone. And that's mobile's microphone that's recording everything. I just
05:54don't understand. I just don't know what to say. I just need someone with me. Just listen
06:01me. Or understand what I'm trying to say without saying a single word. Like, I don't want to
06:10meet with you. Just in peace. Just in peace. Just in peace. Just in peace. Just in peace.
06:16I'm not going to say you're dum- erreichen 되. So that's why I decided to talk to you people.
06:25Because it has a star, my camera only shows how many people can feel great, I mean that
06:30I are perceive this. And I can't understand. What should I do next?
06:38I mean I don't know any good colleges I'm going to get out of that percentile
06:44now by the way 6th April shift was 1 which was one of the toughest that's why
06:49that it make out of high percentile and only 33 marks I know
06:56other people have less than me, less than me, less than me, maybe but I'm
07:03ambitious with my ambitions, I always win with my ambitions without taking a step
07:10towards those things, that's what happens every day, like it's kind of a sort of weird
07:19type of feeling I can't even explain, I know I know there's a better feeling from me
07:28but they always got an option they're good at something they're good at
07:32following their passions or they have a literally some sort of like generational
07:37business or not even I don't have anything
07:51I just don't know man how to say like a minute मैं C.U.T.E.A. मुझे पढ़ानी जा
07:57रहा नहीं जा रहा था
07:59College में confusion हूं कि मुझे जाना रहा नहीं तिकर जाना भी है तो अच्छा तो नहीं गे ले रहा
08:05College, engineering college.
08:09I didn't want to do job.
08:12I want to follow my passion.
08:14But it's been a while also.
08:16Like,
08:17you can tell me not to.
08:18I'm using a mobile, simple and simple.
08:20So,
08:21I used to record videos.
08:25I've recorded some reaction videos.
08:28And I love those efforts.
08:33I don't want to explain what I can do, but I don't want to do it.
08:38Because that will be a direct attack towards my parents that they couldn't provide me anything.
08:45No, they provided me the best out of what they can.
08:50But the thing is that I am just useless.
08:53I can't do, I can't make anything out of anything.
08:56I don't know what I am going to do in the future.
08:59That's why I am recording this video.
09:02That's the whole point.
09:06I just don't know where this video will end.
09:08I don't mind doing this video.
09:10I don't want to end the video.
09:12I don't want to hear a lot of background noise.
09:14I don't know how to do it.
09:17Maybe I will upload a video on the internet or not.
09:21And then I will upload a platform where there is no audience.
09:25I don't know, man. Why?
09:28Why am I like this?
09:32I just don't understand myself.
09:35I couldn't find out who am I, what am I meant for.
09:41And this thing is just eating me everyday.
09:45Like a termite.
09:49I think I need to stop now.
09:55Already I have said a lot of things.
09:56I couldn't find out.
10:01But maybe, I don't know.
10:04I will be successful in the future.
10:06And then I will carry out the failure of the future.
10:11I am not making a single grand.
10:16That's also eating me.
10:17I am not even studying.
10:19That's also eating me.
10:20I am not doing anything.
10:23Just watching YouTube.
10:24Whole day.
10:27And I can't help it out.
10:31I don't know why.
10:33Why I am like this.
10:35Why am I like this?
10:35Why is this?
10:36Why did you get it?
10:43Uh..
10:44Ah..
10:44By the way.
10:46Thank you just for listening me.
10:47for a fucking
10:5012-30 minutes, whatever it is
10:52and just ignore the background
10:53noise
10:56it's kind of thing I can't control
10:59thank you
11:00mera bakwas sunnege lekin devu
11:02hope you understand
11:03thank you for giving me your precious
11:06minutes of your life
11:10hope
11:11we'll meet you in future
11:13with a better form
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