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00:00:02Lori's motorcycle starts at a motel.
00:00:04Where?
00:00:05Some motel on Kingsbury.
00:00:06Oh, the 2400 motel?
00:00:08Those cute little cabins.
00:00:08Those cute little cabins?
00:00:10Yeah, yes.
00:00:11Were you following her?
00:00:12No, I wasn't following her.
00:00:14Matt, was she there with a guy or what?
00:00:15I don't want to talk about it.
00:00:18Mary, what'd you get up to today?
00:00:20Me?
00:00:20You remember my friend Alexis, right?
00:00:22What about her?
00:00:23She's in town right now, visiting her mom.
00:00:26So I just went to go say hi.
00:00:27She's staying in a motel on Kingsbury.
00:00:29She is?
00:00:30Yeah.
00:00:31Lori, I think she's lying.
00:00:32Don't start anything, okay?
00:00:34I'm telling you.
00:00:35Mm-hmm.
00:00:36Lori.
00:00:37Lori.
00:00:38Hi.
00:00:39Hi.
00:00:39Do you have a minute?
00:00:41Matt, you have a history of anxiety and depression,
00:00:44and that doesn't typically just go away.
00:00:47Tell me, are you seeing someone else?
00:00:48What do you think, Matt?
00:00:49Mattie, where is your backbone?
00:00:52Do you want some advice when dealing with Lori?
00:00:55Advice?
00:00:55When was your last relationship?
00:00:56The 90s?
00:00:57Wow, you look great.
00:00:58Does anyone sit here?
00:00:59Not you.
00:01:00What do you do for a living?
00:01:01I'm a car mechanic.
00:01:03Really?
00:01:04Do you like it?
00:01:05Do I like it?
00:01:06I could do it in my sleep.
00:01:07I so need a change.
00:01:08Here's your purse.
00:01:09We're going.
00:01:10Now I'm getting some heat.
00:01:11Oh, fine.
00:01:12You want to spend the night with Santa?
00:01:13Fine.
00:01:14Hi, Tim.
00:01:14I'm Marian.
00:01:15I'm Marian.
00:01:17Nice name.
00:01:18Holy moly.
00:01:19Look at this place.
00:01:20Where is your mother?
00:01:21She's out with some dude right now.
00:01:23Oh.
00:01:24Oh.
00:01:24Marian.
00:01:25I don't think Matt and Lori have a future.
00:01:26They have a future.
00:01:28I'm going to make sure of that.
00:01:29Oh no.
00:01:30Oh no.
00:01:31Oh no.
00:01:31Oh no.
00:01:32Oh no.
00:01:32Oh no.
00:01:32Oh no.
00:01:32Oh no.
00:01:33Oh no.
00:01:33Oh no.
00:01:33Oh no.
00:01:33Oh no.
00:01:33Oh no.
00:01:34Oh no.
00:01:44I'm thinking about my son.
00:01:45He's fighting a depression.
00:01:46What happened?
00:01:47Cancer?
00:01:48No.
00:01:49I'm pregnant.
00:01:50I mean, what can she gain from meeting us?
00:01:52What is it with you people?
00:01:53You have to choose between me or your family because I just can't do both.
00:01:57It just tears everything.
00:01:58It tips everything over.
00:02:10Hang in there, sweetie.
00:02:11I've been on speaker.
00:02:29I feel great.
00:02:31My life's never been better.
00:02:34That's great to hear.
00:02:36In fact, I don't think I need to come here anymore.
00:02:39Okay.
00:02:40Well, we can discuss that.
00:02:41Once there to discuss, I just said I've never felt better.
00:02:45Matt, you have a history of anxiety and depression and that doesn't typically just go away.
00:02:51Okay.
00:02:52I see what's going on here.
00:02:54You don't want to lose me as a patient.
00:02:57No.
00:02:57No, that's not it.
00:02:58I think so.
00:03:00Goodbye, Sarah.
00:03:01Alright, let's go.igoo.
00:03:21Bye-bye.
00:03:23Go ahead and get
00:03:25out. I'll see you
00:03:27later. I'll wear it.
00:03:27Go for dinner today.
00:03:28Okay. Moving on helps
00:03:28me give
00:03:30When the arrows volley down, will you stand with me?
00:03:35Build a fire out of pages of magazines
00:03:39Someone like you don't come around every dynasty
00:03:43Asuna, that's what you are
00:04:03Top of a class, top of a field, a futurist
00:04:07All the headhunters got her name on the lips
00:04:11Yeah, she's the spine to our body of friends
00:04:15That incandescent girl of incandescent
00:04:19When the arrows volley down, will you stand with me?
00:04:23Build a fire out of pages of magazines
00:04:27Someone like you don't come around
00:04:30Every dynasty, a swooner
00:04:32That's what you are
00:04:37That's what you are
00:04:41That's what you are
00:04:46Yes? Is that you, sweetie?
00:04:48No.
00:04:59What do you want?
00:05:00That's a tone
00:05:01What do you want, Jess?
00:05:03Something's obviously up, I can tell by your voice
00:05:05Tell me, what's going on?
00:05:07Matt?
00:05:09Okay, don't tell Mom
00:05:10Put it on speaker
00:05:12Okay
00:05:14Lori's motorcycle parked at a motel
00:05:16Oh, Jesus, you're kidding
00:05:18Where?
00:05:20Some motel on Kingsway
00:05:21Oh, the 2400 motel?
00:05:23Those cute little cabins
00:05:24Those cute little cabins?
00:05:25Yeah, yes
00:05:26Was there another vehicle parked beside Lori's bike?
00:05:29Uh, I don't, there's a car there, I don't recognize it though
00:05:32Were you following her?
00:05:34No, I wasn't following her
00:05:35You say that like it's wrong
00:05:37It is wrong
00:05:38Question, how did you happen to be there?
00:05:40I just stopped for a chicken burger
00:05:42And I looked across and I saw her bike
00:05:45Does he have his meds?
00:05:46Maybe you should go down there
00:05:47Do you want me to come down there?
00:05:49No, I do not want you to come down here
00:05:50Okay, good
00:05:51Wait her out
00:05:53Don't forget about Mom's birthday dinner tonight, okay?
00:05:55Take care
00:05:55Hang in there, sweetie
00:05:58I've been on speaker
00:06:00Hang up
00:06:02It might be nothing
00:06:28Was that her?
00:06:32What happened?
00:06:35What happened?
00:06:36I don't want to talk about it
00:06:38What, your wife's in a motel all day?
00:06:39We're not going to talk about it?
00:06:41All day?
00:06:41We don't know how long she was there
00:06:42That's guesswork
00:06:43I'm sensing it was long enough
00:06:45What did you say to me?
00:06:46Matt, was she there with a guy or what?
00:06:48I don't want to talk about it
00:06:49Oh, shit, she was there with a guy
00:06:51No, no, okay?
00:06:53Would you please, please leave me alone?
00:06:55What did I say about pleading, Matt, huh?
00:06:56What did I say?
00:06:57You said it doesn't work
00:06:58And
00:07:01And
00:07:01And
00:07:02And you look like a dick
00:07:04Right
00:07:04Now, did you see her come out or not?
00:07:07Oh, my God
00:07:09Oh, my God, Maddie
00:07:10You didn't wait to find out, did you?
00:07:12Oh, God, Maddie, where is your backbone?
00:07:15Okay, Jess, leave it
00:07:16Well, this is his problem
00:07:17No, just leave it
00:07:18Leave it, leave it, leave it
00:07:20Leave it
00:07:21He gets it
00:07:32I don't want to talk about it
00:07:34We don't have to talk about it
00:07:41Were you having problems with Lori?
00:07:47I just need to know
00:07:48Do I set another plate or what?
00:07:50Yeah, set a plate
00:07:50Oh, so you did talk to her
00:07:52Were you lurking out there?
00:07:53You talked to her?
00:07:54What did she say?
00:07:54I didn't talk to her
00:07:55She sent me a text
00:07:56She sent you a text?
00:07:58Sweetie, what did it say?
00:07:59It said she'd meet me here for dinner, okay?
00:08:00Enough
00:08:01Okay, so with Sean, that's five
00:08:25Hi, happy birthday
00:08:27Thank you
00:08:28Ow
00:08:29Oh, I'm sorry
00:08:30This is for you
00:08:32Now, are you sure you're old enough to consume alcohol, young lady?
00:08:36I think so
00:08:38She looked beautiful
00:08:39Thank you
00:08:40Have you lost weight?
00:08:41Uh, yeah, I've been on a diet
00:08:43I just eat meat
00:08:44Wow
00:08:44I found it, obviously
00:08:46Hey, baby
00:08:47Hey, hey
00:08:49What's up, dude?
00:08:52Hey
00:08:52Hey
00:08:53Oh, good
00:08:54We're going to keep you weight
00:08:57Could I please have some rice?
00:08:58I forgot to put any on my plate
00:09:00I got it
00:09:00Thank you
00:09:01I got it
00:09:01Thank you very much
00:09:02Thank you very much
00:09:04Thank you very much
00:09:19Wow
00:09:20This is just fucking great
00:09:22Well, it should be great
00:09:23It's takeout
00:09:25I've had steak at takeout
00:09:27TJ's in Malfort
00:09:27Their steaks are very tough
00:09:29They could be in the UFC, actually
00:09:30Yeah, that's fascinating
00:09:32So, Laurie
00:09:34What'd you get up to today?
00:09:36Me?
00:09:37Um, well
00:09:38Do you remember
00:09:39You remember my friend Alexis, right?
00:09:41What about her?
00:09:42Alexis Nidam
00:09:43Nidam?
00:09:44Um, from Trey?
00:09:45Yeah, that's my
00:09:46Um, yeah
00:09:47What about her?
00:09:49She's in town right now
00:09:51Visiting her mom at a care facility
00:09:53Oh
00:09:54Uh, so
00:09:55I just went to go say hi
00:09:56She's staying in a motel on Kingsway
00:09:58She's a
00:09:59She is?
00:10:00Yeah
00:10:01Which one?
00:10:02Oh, gosh
00:10:03What is it called?
00:10:03It's the only one
00:10:04On Kingsway
00:10:05It's that
00:10:06That one with the little
00:10:07Cabins or whatever
00:10:08The 2400
00:10:09That's what it's called
00:10:12Huh
00:10:15Kingsway's diagonal
00:10:16Freaks me out
00:10:17Cause you think you're going one way
00:10:18You're actually going the other
00:10:20Right?
00:10:21She's diagonal
00:10:22It's weird
00:10:23Anyway, she really appreciated my visit
00:10:25What with her mom
00:10:25Just being in palliative care and all
00:10:27It's just so hard
00:10:28It's not
00:10:29It's
00:10:30She's in palliative care
00:10:31It's not
00:10:31No, no
00:10:31You can be there
00:10:33What is palliative care?
00:10:35Really?
00:10:37It's the last stop
00:10:38Oh
00:10:39Right
00:10:39The end
00:10:40Like
00:10:41At the end of it
00:10:42Homer
00:10:43Okay
00:10:45They're really close
00:10:46So tell us more about Alexis
00:10:48Uh
00:10:50It's just been really
00:10:51Really tough on the family
00:10:53Um
00:10:53Her father passed away last year
00:10:55So
00:10:56You know
00:10:57Any
00:10:57Anything
00:10:58I just
00:10:58Felt like it was the right thing to do
00:11:00Well, yeah
00:11:01What did he die of?
00:11:02What do you care?
00:11:03You ask that every time
00:11:04It's interesting
00:11:05It's okay
00:11:07Um
00:11:07It was actually a stroke
00:11:09Oh my god
00:11:10That's amazing
00:11:10Really sudden
00:11:11It was
00:11:12You know
00:11:13He slurred his speech
00:11:14His face drooped
00:11:15And then
00:11:15You know
00:11:1620 minutes later
00:11:16He was just
00:11:17Gone
00:11:18Wow
00:11:18I remember when
00:11:20Matt's face drooped
00:11:21Right after
00:11:21He was born
00:11:22Okay
00:11:22Okay
00:11:23Yeah
00:11:24It's just
00:11:24You know
00:11:25The whole left side of his face
00:11:26Just went
00:11:28Mom
00:11:29That sounds scary
00:11:30Oh yeah
00:11:31I had an excruciating pregnancy
00:11:33With Matt
00:11:33Acid reflux
00:11:35Vomiting into my throat
00:11:36Every day
00:11:36Oh and the kicking
00:11:38I thought Pele was in there
00:11:39For sure
00:11:39I finally yanked him out
00:11:41With the forceps
00:11:42I cried
00:11:42Hallelujah
00:11:49Hallelujah
00:11:50Hey
00:11:51Hey
00:11:51Hey
00:11:52I gotta go
00:11:53Great
00:11:54Okay I'll see you
00:11:54See you at home
00:11:57Love you
00:12:00So
00:12:02What do you think
00:12:03About Laurie
00:12:04Laurie
00:12:04I think she's lying
00:12:05We just don't want
00:12:06You heard her
00:12:07She came in here
00:12:07She complimented you
00:12:09Yeah she said I lost weight
00:12:10There you go
00:12:11I did lose a few pounds
00:12:16I walked in
00:12:18You stopped talking
00:12:18What is it
00:12:19You heard Laurie
00:12:21Okay she was visiting a friend
00:12:22Yeah we heard that
00:12:24Look just don't start anything
00:12:26Okay I'm telling you
00:12:27You're telling me
00:12:29Okay
00:12:30Look just
00:12:32I'm warning you okay
00:12:36Sweetie she won't start anything
00:12:39Okay
00:12:47Jess
00:12:48This woman was an earlier going cycle
00:12:50About her bill and I should
00:12:51Brought in her boyfriend
00:12:53Can you just
00:12:54Go talk to him
00:12:57Yeah
00:13:14What you're the mechanic
00:13:15Yeah what about it
00:13:17What about it
00:13:182100 for a clutch job
00:13:19Oh I take it you know
00:13:20About clutches
00:13:21I know when I'm getting hosed
00:13:22Question
00:13:23When your clutch wouldn't engage
00:13:24Why did your girlfriend
00:13:25Keep ramming it in
00:13:26She didn't keep ramming it in
00:13:27Your flywheel tells a different story
00:13:29Okay look
00:13:29I'm gonna make it simple for you
00:13:31Oh please
00:13:32I'm not paying this amount
00:13:33How much should it cost
00:13:35How much should it cost
00:13:35How much should it cost
00:13:371100
00:13:38And it would
00:13:38Except we couldn't machine it
00:13:40Cause your girlfriend
00:13:42Ground the fuck out of it
00:13:43So we had to replace it
00:13:45Another thousand
00:13:472100
00:13:47I'm not doing this
00:13:48Fine
00:13:54I'm an owl
00:13:59They're not budging
00:14:00What do you mean they're not budging
00:14:01They're not budging
00:14:01They say you rammed in the clutch
00:14:02What do you mean I didn't fucking get it
00:14:03You rammed it
00:14:04You rammed it in
00:14:05They had to do
00:14:05I don't know
00:14:06More you said you would fix it
00:14:07Come on
00:14:07Fine
00:14:16Oh we don't take debit
00:14:21Hustle
00:14:22I'm coming
00:14:22I'm coming
00:14:25God look at this place
00:14:28Looks okay
00:14:29If I had to live here
00:14:30I'd kill myself
00:14:32Sort of the idea
00:14:36I need to pee
00:14:39I have a bad feeling about this
00:14:40This better not be about you
00:14:42Me?
00:14:43Why would it be about me?
00:14:44It's overkill don't you think?
00:14:46No I don't think
00:14:50Can I help you ladies?
00:14:51Oh hi
00:14:52Do you know Mrs. Knightham?
00:14:54Hi I'm John
00:14:55Hi John
00:14:56I'm Marion
00:14:56Are you the warden around here?
00:14:59No I just live here
00:15:00Oh
00:15:02Are you moving in?
00:15:03No
00:15:04Do you know where Barbara Knightham is?
00:15:07Barbara
00:15:07Oh yeah she's in the lounge
00:15:11Can I show you?
00:15:12No
00:15:15Really?
00:15:16You think I'm moving in here?
00:15:25Mrs. Knightham?
00:15:29Mrs. Knightham
00:15:30Hi how are you?
00:15:32Hello
00:15:32Yes yes
00:15:33Hi there
00:15:34I'm Marion
00:15:35This is my daughter Jessica
00:15:36It's so nice to see you here
00:15:38They said you'd be here
00:15:39And here you are
00:15:40We're just checking up on you
00:15:42See how you're doing
00:15:43How I'm doing?
00:15:45Yeah what with Laurie
00:15:46And Alexis being friends
00:15:48Such good friends
00:15:49Such old friends
00:15:50Alexis
00:15:51Yes
00:15:51It can't be easy living here
00:15:53But it must be nice
00:15:54Having Alexis around
00:15:55Hey?
00:15:56Alexis?
00:15:57Well I haven't seen her
00:15:58For years
00:16:10I don't know maybe she's not home
00:16:12That's her bike right there
00:16:14Okay but this requires tax
00:16:15So let me do the talking
00:16:16Yeah just don't go on and on
00:16:24I've been thinking
00:16:29On two
00:16:31And I've been drinking
00:16:37As I do
00:16:41I was lying
00:16:53Laurie
00:16:54Wait Laurie
00:16:54Um hi
00:16:55Hi
00:16:56Do you have a minute?
00:16:58Yeah of course
00:16:58Morning
00:17:10First of all
00:17:10Let me start off by saying
00:17:11Laurie
00:17:12That we like having you
00:17:14In our family
00:17:14We think you and Matt
00:17:15Make a great couple
00:17:16A stable couple
00:17:18And we think that stability
00:17:19Comes from two people
00:17:21We know
00:17:21Okay
00:17:23What?
00:17:24Matt saw you in that motel room
00:17:26So you can drop the act
00:17:27We're not judging
00:17:28We just want you to stop
00:17:29Before it's too late
00:17:30I don't know what you guys
00:17:33Are talking about
00:17:34We know it wasn't Alexis
00:17:36In the motel room
00:17:39And how's that?
00:17:41We checked in on Alexis' mom
00:17:44You tracked down
00:17:46Alexis' mother
00:17:47Yes
00:17:48And she hasn't seen her daughter
00:17:49In years
00:17:50Yeah um
00:17:51Maybe that's because
00:17:53She has Alzheimer's
00:17:56Oh
00:17:58Seriously
00:17:59Sorry about that
00:18:01Alexis has been to visit
00:18:03Her mother every single day
00:18:06But she doesn't recognize her
00:18:09That's um
00:18:10What is it with you people?
00:18:13Like what is your fucking damage?
00:18:15Swear to god
00:18:16We should go
00:18:18Yeah
00:18:19That's um
00:18:20That's uh
00:18:22Too bad about Alexis' mother
00:18:24Just go
00:18:24Okay
00:18:25Just go
00:18:26Just go
00:18:28Okay
00:18:38Just go
00:18:39Hey David
00:18:41Yeah you got this new ID card of school
00:18:43I think you look pretty good
00:18:46Says a semiotics professor
00:18:48Can't be a handsome devil
00:18:51What?
00:18:54Look Matt
00:18:57You have to choose between me or your family
00:18:59Because I just can't do both
00:19:00My family?
00:19:01What do they do?
00:19:04What do they do?
00:19:12Jess?
00:19:13Wait
00:19:15She's in her workroom I think
00:19:18I told you
00:19:19I told you not to start something
00:19:21What do you do?
00:19:22I like you upset
00:19:23You interrogate an 80 year old woman with Alzheimer's?
00:19:27You should show this side to your wife
00:19:28Why would you do that?
00:19:29Why?
00:19:29Why would we do that?
00:19:30Why do you think?
00:19:31I don't know
00:19:32Maybe it's because you have mental breakdowns
00:19:34Okay
00:19:34Okay
00:19:34What is going on?
00:19:35Matt's losing his shit
00:19:36About what?
00:19:37Mom
00:19:37You go over to our house and you accuse Lori
00:19:39Oh yes
00:19:40That
00:19:40Um
00:19:40Well
00:19:41Your motel incident got us worried
00:19:43Motel incident?
00:19:44Yes
00:19:44Nothing happened
00:19:45Nothing happened
00:19:45Nothing happened
00:19:46She was visiting her friends
00:19:47Just be thankful we had your back
00:19:49Oh thank you
00:19:50Thank you so much
00:19:52Look
00:19:52Do you want some advice when dealing with Lori?
00:19:54Advice from you?
00:19:55When was your last relationship?
00:19:56The 90s?
00:19:58What was that?
00:19:59You start drama because you've got nothing going on in your life
00:20:02What did you say to me?
00:20:03Okay
00:20:03Just because you don't have a relationship don't sabotage mine
00:20:06Okay
00:20:06Okay
00:20:07Okay
00:20:08Okay
00:20:08Okay
00:20:13Matt
00:20:14Matt
00:20:15What?
00:20:16Where's Lori now?
00:20:17She's at home
00:20:18What's she doing?
00:20:19I go packing or something
00:20:20You left when she was packing or something?
00:20:24Go
00:20:42What are you doing?
00:20:43Uh just uh finishing this
00:20:45Give me that
00:20:46Oh
00:20:47No texting Lori
00:20:49Jesus Christ
00:20:51Communication makes you look so weak
00:20:53Oh communication
00:20:55I have a master's in communication
00:20:57You have a master's in shit
00:21:00This is really pathetic
00:21:02She leaves me a note?
00:21:04What am I supposed to do?
00:21:05Wait it out
00:21:06Wait it out?
00:21:07Yeah you wait it out
00:21:08And then when the times are you man up
00:21:11That's what she wants
00:21:11Oh and you know what she wants?
00:21:13Okay
00:21:13You know what Lori's easy man
00:21:14She wants what she's always wanted
00:21:16Attention
00:21:16But she won't give me her attention
00:21:18She won't even tell me where she's staying
00:21:20I know where she's staying
00:21:22She's at her best friends
00:21:23Where else should she be?
00:21:26Here antelope seek refuge
00:21:28And nourishment
00:21:29By a watering hole
00:21:31And yet eyes are upon them
00:21:35They're being stopped
00:21:36Hunt it
00:21:38And in an instant
00:21:39It's over
00:21:41That antelope never even saw it coming
00:21:43They always get them
00:21:45When they're by the water
00:21:46You'd think they'd learn
00:21:47Where are you going?
00:21:48Out
00:21:49Out
00:21:49Out where?
00:21:50Toolbar
00:21:50What for?
00:21:52What do you think?
00:21:54Oh you're not reacting to what Matt said are you?
00:21:56No I can't even remember what Matt said
00:21:58You know that thing he said about you being single for so long
00:22:01No and anyway Jane I broke up in 02
00:22:03So the 90s?
00:22:04Yeah right
00:22:05Well I'm glad you're going out
00:22:06You should go out
00:22:07You should have lots of boyfriends
00:22:08An attractive woman like you
00:22:09Yeah yeah
00:22:10Listen
00:22:10Do you want to come with me?
00:22:12All my friends bailed
00:22:13Which friends?
00:22:26This place is dead
00:22:27It's not so bad
00:22:28Let's go
00:22:29Why don't you go sit at the bar?
00:22:31We sit at the bar?
00:22:33Yeah I think the two of us are sending out the wrong vibe
00:22:35What vibe?
00:22:36Like we're some kind of package deal
00:22:37You know divide and conquer
00:22:39Go sit at the bar buddy up
00:22:41Buddy up
00:22:42What do you think I'm going to do?
00:22:44Just don't be confrontational
00:22:45You're not confrontational
00:22:46You're picky
00:22:56Hi
00:22:59Hello there
00:23:00Hi
00:23:01Hi
00:23:02Hi
00:23:04Oh yeah don't let that fool you
00:23:06Since my wife and I separated
00:23:08I've actually been retaining water
00:23:10And I literally can't get the damn thing off
00:23:13Uh so I've been looking around
00:23:15And I you know you're around my age
00:23:18Okay you're done
00:23:31Brent
00:23:31Wow you look great
00:23:34Really great
00:23:35It's not often someone who's good looking as you sits on that stool
00:23:38I come here all the time
00:23:40I mean I don't come here all the time
00:23:42I'm not an alcoholic or anything
00:23:44Who just chats up the ladies when I sit at the bar
00:23:46Hey Brent
00:23:46Hey
00:23:49Does anyone sit here?
00:23:50Not you
00:23:53Excuse me
00:23:55Mind if I join you?
00:23:57The seat is free
00:23:59Thank you
00:23:59Hey
00:24:00Hi
00:24:01Hi
00:24:01My name is Jim
00:24:03Hi Jim I'm Marion
00:24:05I'm Marion
00:24:06Nice name
00:24:07Thank you
00:24:12Hey
00:24:14You look just like my ex-wife
00:24:16This is so weird
00:24:17What are the odds of that?
00:24:20Have I seen you in here before?
00:24:22No I've never been here in my life before
00:24:24Oh
00:24:24Yeah
00:24:25It's kind of exciting
00:24:26Yeah welcome
00:24:27My first time in a bar
00:24:28I mean not my first time
00:24:29But my first time in
00:24:31You know
00:24:31A long time
00:24:32I came here with my daughter
00:24:34Yeah
00:24:35Jessica
00:24:36I have a son too
00:24:37Matt
00:24:38But he's not here
00:24:39He's
00:24:40He's just not here
00:24:52There you are
00:24:56It's just
00:24:57Nothing
00:25:00Right
00:25:06Me?
00:25:07Oh I'm Hungarian
00:25:08Oh
00:25:09Jim
00:25:10This is my daughter
00:25:11I was just telling you about
00:25:12Ah hello
00:25:13Beautiful
00:25:14Yes I know
00:25:15She has my eyes
00:25:16Can I talk to you
00:25:18Now?
00:25:18Mmhmm
00:25:19Oh um
00:25:21Excuse me
00:25:22I'll just be one minute
00:25:22Alright
00:25:24Get your purse
00:25:25We're going
00:25:26Now I'm getting some heat
00:25:27Oh fine
00:25:28You want to spend the night with Santa?
00:25:30Fine
00:25:32Jessica
00:25:34Let's go
00:25:36Do
00:25:39Do
00:25:40Everything okay?
00:25:41Oh yeah
00:25:42She's just
00:25:44Plugging the meter
00:25:49It's Lori Spike
00:25:49Oh man
00:25:52Bit of a party in there tonight
00:25:53You're kidding me
00:25:55There's people in the window
00:25:57You want to get out of here?
00:25:59Why would I want to get out of here?
00:26:01Because
00:26:01Probably want to get her alone, right?
00:26:05Right
00:26:06Party's not the best time
00:26:07Yeah
00:26:08Yeah
00:26:11Want me to go in there and check it out?
00:26:13Yeah
00:26:14Yeah
00:26:14Do
00:26:14I'll go check it out
00:26:16Don't let her see you
00:26:17I won't
00:26:38I can fucking see you
00:26:41What are you doing here, Matt?
00:26:44What are you
00:26:45Are you partying tonight?
00:26:46Feel like celebrating?
00:26:47Just don't
00:26:47Okay
00:26:48Stop
00:26:48Don't what?
00:26:49God
00:26:50Why are you here?
00:26:51I thought my note was perfectly clear
00:26:53Oh
00:26:54You thought your
00:26:54I need some time note was clear?
00:26:56There it is
00:26:57There it is right there
00:26:58You're just so fucking frustrating
00:27:01I'm frustrating
00:27:02You're the queen of frustration
00:27:04Living with you
00:27:05In your moods
00:27:06In your anxieties
00:27:07Your moods are better
00:27:08You're utterly rudderless
00:27:10I never know what I'm going to get
00:27:11You just listen to yourself
00:27:13Like listen to yourself
00:27:15When was the last time you looked at me?
00:27:17I looked at you in what context?
00:27:18In a context
00:27:19God, even your language wears me down
00:27:21Just stop it
00:27:22Just tell me
00:27:23Are you seeing someone else?
00:27:26Fuck off
00:27:28What do you think, Matt?
00:27:29Well, I don't know
00:27:30After four years of marriage
00:27:31I get a note
00:27:35You're
00:27:36You're right
00:27:39I really should have said this to your face
00:27:43But I bet
00:27:53Go home
00:28:18I don't get it
00:28:23What did I do to deserve this?
00:28:27It's out of the blue
00:28:28I'm sure it wasn't out of the blue
00:28:30What was that?
00:28:32You don't pick up the signs
00:28:33I'm just saying
00:28:34Oh
00:28:35Would you like a semiotic breakdown of a sign?
00:28:38Look, do you want to know what happened?
00:28:39Oh, you know what happened?
00:28:40Yeah, yeah
00:28:41Why don't you tell me what happened?
00:28:42Lori gave you the signs
00:28:44You just didn't read them
00:28:45Because that's what women do
00:28:53I'm going to bed
00:28:55Dude, must it go on beer?
00:28:57No, I'm going to bed
00:29:07I went to a bar tonight
00:29:08For the first time in, like, ten years
00:29:11What was that?
00:29:12Punishing
00:29:13My mother got more action than I did
00:29:16Where is your mother?
00:29:17She's out with some dude right now
00:29:18Hey, are you still with, uh, Katya?
00:29:22No
00:29:22We split
00:29:23I'm a free agent
00:29:23But Katya's very complicated
00:29:25Hey, I have an idea
00:29:26Let's do shots
00:29:28Okay
00:29:38Cheers
00:29:43Yeah
00:29:47What are you doing?
00:29:48What?
00:29:49You're saying you never thought of that?
00:29:51What?
00:29:52No
00:29:52This is
00:29:53My best friend's upstairs
00:29:55Yes
00:29:56Depressed
00:29:56Medicated
00:29:57He won't be joining us
00:29:58Look at you
00:29:59Come on
00:30:00What?
00:30:01You're like a little cat
00:30:02Um
00:30:04No
00:30:04It's just weird
00:30:06You're like my sister
00:30:06That's what I'm saying
00:30:07It's hot, right?
00:30:09Oh
00:30:09God, you have a meaty man thigh
00:30:11I'm not very comfortable with this
00:30:13And you seem very
00:30:14I seem what?
00:30:16You seem horny
00:30:16And you're very warm right now
00:30:18And I'm a little uncomfortable
00:30:19Can you just sit over there for a minute?
00:30:23Okay
00:30:30Do you want to drink one?
00:30:33Yes, I do
00:30:35Where are you taking me?
00:30:37Just a little tour
00:30:38Is this some kind of dungeon or something?
00:30:40No, no, no, no
00:30:41You know, I'm not into any S&M stuff, right?
00:30:43Okay
00:30:44Come in, come in
00:30:45At least not on a first date
00:30:47Gotcha
00:30:47Holy moly
00:30:49Look at this place
00:30:50Boy, you've got a lot of instruments
00:30:57Hum-dee-dum
00:31:00Oh, you're gonna play?
00:31:02Oh
00:31:03That's nice
00:31:33Um
00:31:44What was that?
00:31:46It was beautiful
00:31:49Oh
00:31:50Oh
00:31:50God, I love looking
00:31:52I love looking
00:31:53Oh
00:31:53God, I love looking
00:32:06God, I love looking
00:32:08God, I love looking
00:32:09God, I love looking
00:32:09God, I love looking
00:32:09God, I love looking
00:32:10God, I love looking
00:32:10God, I love looking
00:32:10Oh
00:32:10God, I love looking
00:32:11Oh
00:32:11God, I love looking
00:32:11Oh
00:32:11God, I love looking
00:32:12Oh
00:32:13God, I love looking
00:32:13God, I love looking
00:32:13God, I love looking
00:32:17Oh
00:33:31Oh, what a beautiful morning.
00:33:34Yeah, yeah.
00:33:35I'm not here for any bands cause I'm just a casual fan.
00:33:54Oh, coffee smells really good.
00:33:56You want coffee?
00:34:19I don't see why we have to talk to Matt's therapist.
00:34:22Maybe because he's been depressed for two months?
00:34:24Just a guess.
00:34:25I mean, what can she gain from meeting us?
00:34:27She asked us to come in.
00:34:29Yes, but why?
00:34:30What for?
00:34:30What for?
00:34:31We're here, so let's just do this.
00:34:33Well, either way, I'm not talking.
00:34:34Good.
00:34:35I'm definitely not talking about myself.
00:34:36Blubber all my feelings as if.
00:34:38She's not some psychotherapist.
00:34:41So what is she?
00:34:42She's a therapist.
00:34:44Therapist.
00:34:44I don't know.
00:34:45She's something.
00:34:46Oh, she's something.
00:34:47That's encouraging.
00:34:48Jessica.
00:34:49Well, either way, I don't have an opinion.
00:34:51Great.
00:34:51But what Matt doesn't need is some therapist confirming his weaknesses.
00:34:55You don't have an opinion, huh?
00:34:57As if I'd ever trust a therapist.
00:34:59Here.
00:35:00Have a rock.
00:35:02What am I supposed to do with this?
00:35:04You're supposed to rub it.
00:35:05Soothes anxiety.
00:35:11Okay, let's switch gears.
00:35:13I'd like to invite your mom and your sister-
00:35:14You knew, didn't you?
00:35:17That day I said goodbye to you, that I said I didn't need you, you knew I'd be back, didn't
00:35:22you?
00:35:23Well, we can definitely get back to that.
00:35:25But today I want to stick to our schedule.
00:35:27I want to invite your mom and your sister.
00:35:33Matt, we talked about this.
00:35:34Yeah, I can't watch that show.
00:35:35Not today.
00:35:40Hi, sweetie.
00:35:41Hey.
00:35:42How'd it go?
00:35:43Good.
00:35:52Hi, Mary.
00:35:53I'm Jessica.
00:35:53I'm ready for you.
00:35:54Oh, okay.
00:35:56Don't hijack this meeting.
00:35:57Let her do the talking, okay?
00:35:59Yeah, yeah.
00:36:03Have a seat wherever you like.
00:36:06How are you today?
00:36:07Oh, very good.
00:36:08I like this blue blanket.
00:36:09That's nice, eh?
00:36:10Yes.
00:36:11Fine parking okay?
00:36:12Oh, yes.
00:36:13I found a spot just outside there.
00:36:15Oh, good.
00:36:16It was expensive.
00:36:16It was six dollars an hour.
00:36:18I didn't have enough change so I had to use that app, that parking.
00:36:23What's the name of that app?
00:36:24I don't know.
00:36:25Yeah.
00:36:25Yeah, I use that.
00:36:26It's very convenient.
00:36:28Well, I would like to thank you both for coming here today.
00:36:31Clearly, you're here about Matt.
00:36:32Mm-hmm.
00:36:33I have been very concerned about him.
00:36:35So I have done a risk assessment.
00:36:37And what?
00:36:37He said he was going to kill himself?
00:36:38Is that why we're here?
00:36:39Don't be silly.
00:36:41Yes.
00:36:41That is why you're here.
00:36:43Oh, my God.
00:36:44He wouldn't do that to us, Mom.
00:36:46Well, actually, Jessica, it's not something he would do to you.
00:36:49Suicide is rarely about other people.
00:36:51It is about wanting to stop the pain.
00:36:54I get that.
00:36:55But Matt's going through a hard time right now.
00:36:56His marriage is falling apart.
00:36:58Mm-hmm.
00:36:59But I don't think it's purely situational.
00:37:01Based on what?
00:37:02Based on the risk assessment.
00:37:04His feeling of hopelessness has escalated.
00:37:06Yeah, but since he was like four, Matt's put on Luvox and listening to Radiohead.
00:37:10Yeah, I know that, but he's more vulnerable now.
00:37:14So you're saying we're not a close family?
00:37:16Is that what you're saying?
00:37:16No, that's not what I'm saying.
00:37:18That's not what she's saying, Jess.
00:37:19But you're saying we wouldn't look out for him.
00:37:21What I'm saying is, at this point, you need to come together to support him.
00:37:24Oh, so this is like a heads up.
00:37:26In a sense, yeah.
00:37:27Oh, good.
00:37:28Well, I'm out.
00:37:29Do not leave this room.
00:37:31Excuse me for a second.
00:37:33Of course.
00:37:36What was that?
00:37:36What was that?
00:37:37What did I just say, huh?
00:37:38Huh?
00:37:43Mom, what are you doing?
00:37:46I'm changing it up.
00:37:48The thing has been swarmed by bush tits.
00:37:52Oh, the feeder.
00:37:53Mm-hmm.
00:37:54Trying something new.
00:37:56Suet.
00:37:59What is suet?
00:38:00Well, it's birdseed, cornmeal, and a bit of peanut butter, and lard.
00:38:08It's disgusting, but the birds seem to like it.
00:38:11But in the summer, if it gets rancid, oh, it's just disgusting.
00:38:24Have you been drinking?
00:38:25Yes, mom.
00:38:26I've been drinking.
00:38:29No.
00:38:30I'm pregnant.
00:38:31la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la.
00:38:52Mmm, um, so I-I don't want to pry or anything, but, um...
00:39:02Who's isn't?
00:39:03Oh, Mom, that's not the conversation I'm trying to have right now.
00:39:07I just...
00:39:08It's just you've been spending so much time with Sean and you're separated and...
00:39:12Yeah, I'm not. I don't... No, I can't talk about that.
00:39:16Okay.
00:39:20Well, what about your... your singing and all that?
00:39:26What about it?
00:39:27You won't be able to focus on your career in the same way and...
00:39:33I... I'm not really sure what you're getting at.
00:39:35Okay. Sweetie.
00:39:40Maybe...
00:39:42Maybe you just want to sit this one out.
00:39:48Okay, obviously it's your decision and I support you.
00:39:53Either way.
00:39:54I thought you'd be excited for a grandkid.
00:39:57Well, I am. It's just...
00:40:00Honey...
00:40:02I've already got three.
00:40:11Have you seen my person? Oh, there it is.
00:40:19Where are you going?
00:40:21Paying Matt to the therapist and hooking up with Jim.
00:40:24How are things going with Jim anyway?
00:40:25No, he's fine. Sex is great, but his opinions I could live without.
00:40:29You know those people who don't listen, they just think about what they're going to say next?
00:40:32No, no.
00:40:34Hmm? Nothing.
00:40:39Okay.
00:40:43Come on.
00:40:46Take the air, please.
00:40:54Hi there. I'd like to pick up my car, Mr. Dufas.
00:41:02Oh, yeah. It'll be ready tomorrow.
00:41:05Tomorrow? What? What are you talking about?
00:41:06I had to order a part.
00:41:08You had... What part?
00:41:12Vent solenoid.
00:41:13What?
00:41:13I don't know. They called you about it.
00:41:17Look, look, look, look. I got a big night. I have a big date and I can't go and pick
00:41:23her up in a courtesy car.
00:41:25We don't have courtesy cars.
00:41:27You don't have a courtesy car?
00:41:28You're killing me here.
00:41:29Can we please, please, please talk to the mechanic, work through this, get creative, whatever?
00:41:35Okay.
00:41:37Alright.
00:41:44Jess in there?
00:41:45Yeah.
00:41:53Huh?
00:41:56Hey.
00:41:57Oh, hey.
00:41:58What'd you get up to last night?
00:42:00Oh, nothing much. A few beers, watched the Shevchenko fight.
00:42:02Ugh.
00:42:03I love him.
00:42:04Her. Valentina Shevchenko.
00:42:06Yeah. That's what I meant.
00:42:08Oh, yeah? You like UFC?
00:42:09Oh, yeah.
00:42:11This is like... I'm my favorite. I'm a huge fan.
00:42:14Who's your favorite fighter?
00:42:15The one you said.
00:42:18Shevchenko.
00:42:19Yeah.
00:42:20Cool.
00:42:23This is a lot of rubber.
00:42:26Yup.
00:42:39Good news. Talk to the mechanic. You can pick your car up tomorrow.
00:42:50Fuck me.
00:42:58Hello.
00:43:00Hi.
00:43:02How are you?
00:43:03How are you?
00:43:04Oh, God.
00:43:06I don't even want to know.
00:43:12Look, Sean, I'm... I'm sorry. I'm... I'm just so upset right now. I can't even think straight. I'm just...
00:43:19What happened?
00:43:20Ugh.
00:43:21My mom.
00:43:23She...
00:43:24Cancer?
00:43:25No.
00:43:26Sean.
00:43:27Um...
00:43:30I'm pregnant.
00:43:34Oh.
00:43:36Yeah. Anyway, so I... you know, I tell her the news.
00:43:40And you're not gonna believe this. She...
00:43:43She says maybe you should sit this one out.
00:43:46Like, what does that even mean?
00:43:49I think it's from hockey.
00:43:50Sit the shift out.
00:43:52Play bad.
00:43:53Am I crazy? Is that, like, insane for a mother to say to her daughter?
00:43:56She's kinda got a point though, right?
00:43:59Are you serious?
00:44:01Well, if you don't take care of it sooner than later, you gotta do a DNC, which on the fun
00:44:05scale is like...
00:44:07One.
00:44:12I gotta go, Lori. I'm sorry.
00:44:15You should talk to Matt.
00:44:35You okay?
00:44:36I don't know.
00:44:38Thinking about my son. He's fighting a depression.
00:44:41But he's a professor.
00:44:43Yeah? So?
00:44:45So at least he's got coverage.
00:44:47What's that got to do with anything?
00:44:48My kids are fucking up without coverage.
00:44:51Please, I don't want to talk about coverage. Or your kids, for that matter.
00:44:54That's my point.
00:44:56Your kids, my kids, they're adults, Marion. There's not a lot we can do.
00:45:01That's a lazy man's answer. There's always something you can do.
00:45:03If you ask me...
00:45:04I'm not asking you.
00:45:06We've made things too comfortable for our kids.
00:45:08In case you haven't noticed.
00:45:09You know, my kids move home like it's no big deal after flopping out of this or that.
00:45:15I mean, kids today, they're okay with failure, with weakness.
00:45:19Oh, now you're saying my son is weak for moving back home?
00:45:21No. I'm saying you're weak for letting him.
00:45:27What, what, what? Come on, what'd they say?
00:45:30What, Jim?
00:45:40Shit.
00:45:44Your brother was right.
00:45:46Don't date Hungarians.
00:46:03Oh, that's for emplo-
00:46:06Employees only.
00:46:10I want to tell you some employees here.
00:46:13What?
00:46:16What?
00:46:18What the fuck?
00:46:20What the fuck, John?
00:46:21Oh, I know. I forget it.
00:46:23Do you?
00:46:24I gotta go because my truck is running, of course.
00:46:26You're a fucking asshole.
00:46:27I know.
00:46:28You're a fucking asshole.
00:46:31You're an asshole.
00:46:31You're an asshole.
00:46:37Hi.
00:46:37Okay, I need you to come by.
00:46:39I need to talk to you right now.
00:46:40Yeah?
00:46:42Okay.
00:47:02Hey, Megan.
00:47:03How's it going?
00:47:04Good.
00:47:05Jess in there?
00:47:06Yeah?
00:47:06Okay.
00:47:08What?
00:47:09What?
00:47:10What?
00:47:10It was Sean.
00:47:11What?
00:47:12It was Sean in the motel room with Lori.
00:47:16Oh, thank God.
00:47:17Thank God.
00:47:18I just said it was Sean.
00:47:19Yeah, but sex doesn't mean anything to Sean.
00:47:21He'll screw anything with a mouth.
00:47:22So what?
00:47:22We're just gonna tell Matt his best friend's been fucking his wife?
00:47:25Of course we're not gonna tell him.
00:47:26That could tip him right over the edge.
00:47:27And there's more.
00:47:28Because the hits just keep on coming.
00:47:39I have perfect news.
00:47:43What?
00:47:55Oh, fuck.
00:48:00Yeah.
00:48:06Come, come here.
00:48:08Come in.
00:48:08My mom's subscribe.
00:48:10Just go in there.
00:48:16Is it true?
00:48:17Matt, w-what are you doing here?
00:48:20You look so beautiful right now.
00:48:23Thanks.
00:48:24I, uh, listen, um.
00:48:26I-I want to say some things.
00:48:28Okay, I know that we're, like, whatever.
00:48:31Okay, but I will be there for you.
00:48:34I want to have this baby with you.
00:48:37And I'll get you anything you need, okay?
00:48:39Like, classes and vitamins and the folic acid.
00:48:42Actually, I found out that if you have too much folic acid,
00:48:44it would lead to autism.
00:48:46It's not yours.
00:48:50What?
00:48:52I don't know what else to say.
00:48:55It's, um...
00:48:58How can you be so sure?
00:49:00Well, if it was yours, I'd be having a difficult pregnancy.
00:49:04A difficult...what?
00:49:05I would be able to feel the baby's anxiety and neediness,
00:49:08and I don't.
00:49:10I feel really good.
00:49:18Look, I know this is hard. I get that.
00:49:23I'm sorry.
00:49:26What?
00:49:27I'm sorry.
00:49:28What?
00:49:28I don't want to know how to do this.
00:49:29I do not know what this is.
00:49:33I don't know what this is.
00:49:34What I want to do with you.
00:49:34I can't...
00:49:47Don't know.
00:49:47I can't have to.
00:49:47I can't have to wait for this.
00:49:49I can't have to wait for you.
00:49:51It's ever been...
00:49:53Rain, flowers in the skyline, hey how is the wine, what comes round is going round again,
00:50:05Towers coming up forever.
00:50:20Grandview Tire and Auto Center?
00:50:22Yes, hello, is Jess there?
00:50:24Uh, yeah.
00:50:26Yes, put her on the phone, please.
00:50:28Quickly, ASAP, emergency.
00:50:30I couldn't see.
00:50:31Oh, there.
00:50:31I was blind, off in the corner, doing poets work, that's alright for now.
00:50:40Jess!
00:50:42What?
00:50:43Your mom's on the phone.
00:50:46She sounds tormented.
00:50:49I was blind, off in the corner, doing poets work, that's alright for now.
00:50:59Jess!
00:51:00Jess!
00:51:00It's Matt, he's driven away.
00:51:02What?
00:51:03Okay, I'm, I'm just gonna come, I'm just, I'm coming, okay?
00:51:06Okay, keep an even keel, okay?
00:51:08Just don't lose your cool.
00:51:09Yes, yes.
00:51:10Alright.
00:51:11Okay.
00:51:14Okay.
00:51:19Is Matt here?
00:51:20He didn't come home.
00:51:21Uh, no, he left a couple of hours ago.
00:51:23Okay.
00:51:23Okay, just come in.
00:51:25Where is he?
00:51:25Where is Matt?
00:51:27You people, that's nice.
00:51:28You lied about everything fucking imaginable.
00:51:31Hey, hey, hey, hey.
00:51:31From fucking your husband's best friend, to using Alzheimer's to cover your fucking tracks.
00:51:36I like that toe.
00:51:38Fine, what happened?
00:51:38Where is he?
00:51:39We don't know.
00:51:40Did he give you any idea where he was going?
00:51:43No.
00:51:43Well, what happened, Lori?
00:51:44What did you say?
00:51:45Calm down.
00:51:46Answer the question!
00:51:47I don't have to answer to you.
00:51:48Okay, we have a little bit of a situation here, but the fact is, Lori, you're having a baby.
00:51:52Not his.
00:51:53Oh, fuck you!
00:51:54No, no, no!
00:51:55Fuck you!
00:51:57Stop it!
00:51:58Stop it!
00:51:59Stop it!
00:51:59We have nothing about Matt for our comic binge!
00:52:02Stop it!
00:52:21What?!
00:52:24Unknown caller.
00:52:27Yes, who is it?
00:52:29Hello? Yes? Yes?
00:52:32Who is it?
00:52:34This is Marian Horvat.
00:52:36I'm sorry? Could you repeat that, please?
00:52:39What?
00:52:40Hello?
00:52:41The fucking telemarketer!
00:52:43I didn't know, did I?
00:53:01Okay.
00:53:02Come on.
00:53:04Let's get you out of these things.
00:53:07There we go.
00:53:13Matt?
00:53:16Matt, what did you do?
00:53:27I need to talk to you.
00:53:28Okay, there we go.
00:53:29Matt, what did you do?
00:53:35I need to talk to you.
00:53:36Oh, God.
00:53:44It's so difficult when they're wet.
00:53:47I need to talk to you right now.
00:53:48Jessica, Eligmar.
00:53:51Come on, let's get you in the shower.
00:53:54Socks.
00:53:58Mom, we need to take him in.
00:54:00Jessica, I'm not having this conversation again.
00:54:03We are not taking him in.
00:54:04You do a lap through the psych ward.
00:54:06You try something like that.
00:54:07He needs professional help.
00:54:08Oh, you sure flip-flopped.
00:54:09First, you shit on professional help,
00:54:11and then that's what he needs.
00:54:12Mom!
00:54:12Jessica, there are some things you just don't talk about.
00:54:14This is top of that list.
00:54:16He needs to get checked out.
00:54:17Oh, and you just decided to help.
00:54:19No, he decided.
00:54:20Okay.
00:54:20He decided.
00:54:21He had a moment, but he came back.
00:54:23That is not good enough!
00:54:27Hey, sweetie. Come on in.
00:54:31Let's get you by the fire.
00:54:33Come on.
00:54:34Here you go.
00:54:37Can I talk to you?
00:54:47Either you take him in or I will,
00:54:49but either way he's gone.
00:54:53Go.
00:54:54Do it.
00:55:01Matt.
00:55:03Matt.
00:55:09Mom!
00:55:16Sweetie.
00:55:18We gotta take you in.
00:55:20Get you checked out.
00:55:22I know.
00:55:24I'll go.
00:55:25I know.
00:55:27I want to.
00:55:49What?
00:55:56I just, I still don't feel right about this.
00:55:58I don't feel right about it.
00:56:00I don't understand you.
00:56:01You wanted him to go in.
00:56:02He said he'll go in.
00:56:03He said he's fine with it.
00:56:04Well, that's just it.
00:56:05Now he's fine with it.
00:56:06Sitting by the fire.
00:56:07We've done everything for him,
00:56:09and an hour ago he was going to do that to us.
00:56:11But he didn't.
00:56:13He didn't.
00:56:13Hallelujah.
00:56:15Just a tout.
00:56:21Come on in.
00:56:22Have a seat.
00:56:24How are you?
00:56:25Don't ask me that.
00:56:27I'm not here to talk about my feelings, okay?
00:56:29Okay.
00:56:30Why are you here?
00:56:32Uh, I have no idea.
00:56:34My mother suggested it.
00:56:35Hmm.
00:56:36But you don't have to be here.
00:56:38What do you and Matt talk about?
00:56:39I can't tell you that.
00:56:41He tried to kill himself.
00:56:43And you can't tell me?
00:56:43I'm his sister.
00:56:45We can talk about your feelings.
00:56:47We can talk about you.
00:56:48My feelings.
00:56:50I don't believe in therapy, okay?
00:56:53Okay.
00:56:54Well, what do you do for a living?
00:56:56Uh, me?
00:56:57I'm a car mechanic.
00:56:58I work at Grand View Tire.
00:56:59Really?
00:57:00Do you like it?
00:57:01Do I like it?
00:57:03Uh, I could do it in my sleep.
00:57:06I so need a change.
00:57:08What's preventing you from making a change?
00:57:11Um, what's preventing me?
00:57:15Um...
00:57:20I don't know.
00:57:23Why are you here?
00:57:26Matt doing what he did.
00:57:29Matt's okay now.
00:57:31He's been assessed.
00:57:32And we no longer feel that he is a threat to himself.
00:57:35Right, but why would he do that to me, to my mom?
00:57:38To stop the pain.
00:57:39To stop the pain.
00:57:40Is that gonna be your answer for everything?
00:57:41No, for this.
00:57:42But he would do that to me, to my mom?
00:57:44What the fuck?
00:57:45But it's not about you, Jessica.
00:57:47Right, again with that.
00:57:48But there's only the three of us.
00:57:49You don't think that we would be destroyed
00:57:51picking up the pieces from that?
00:57:53No, I think you would be devastated.
00:57:55It is devastating to lose a family member to suicide.
00:58:00But you grieve, and in time, you get over it.
00:58:03Oh, fuck this.
00:58:04Fuck you.
00:58:14I'm sorry about that.
00:58:15It's okay.
00:58:16My head's kinda all over the place.
00:58:18Mm-hmm.
00:58:19I guess, um...
00:58:21I guess I'm here because...
00:58:24I feel angry.
00:58:27I feel...
00:58:29pissed.
00:58:29I feel like I have these thoughts in my head, and they just click over and over and over again.
00:58:33And I can't...
00:58:34I don't have any control of them.
00:58:37What thoughts?
00:58:38Can you describe them?
00:58:40Like, after Matt...
00:58:41did the thing...
00:58:45I felt...
00:58:47flooded with rage.
00:58:48I was so angry.
00:58:50Go on.
00:58:53I felt like...
00:58:54you know, fuck you!
00:58:55You would do that to us?
00:58:56Like, after...
00:58:57after everything,
00:58:58after all the support,
00:58:59after everything...
00:59:00after everything we've done for you,
00:59:02after trying to get you out of every jam you're in,
00:59:04and after...
00:59:05that you would fucking do that to us,
00:59:07I would feel used.
00:59:07I'd feel fucking betrayed.
00:59:10And my mother, she's like...
00:59:12she's fine.
00:59:13She feels relieved.
00:59:14She's going along like...
00:59:15and Matt's going along like nothing happened, too.
00:59:17So, you know, the whole thing,
00:59:18it's fucking weird.
00:59:19And I...
00:59:20I...
00:59:21I feel so angry,
00:59:22and I...
00:59:23I can't sleep,
00:59:24and I can't eat,
00:59:25and I'm distracted at my work,
00:59:27and I just...
00:59:30Am I...
00:59:31Am I a bad person for thinking that?
00:59:33Am I a bad sister for having those thoughts?
00:59:37No.
00:59:38Not at all.
00:59:42All the family members.
00:59:45Loved ones.
00:59:47Who have been through what you have been through.
00:59:50They feel the same thing.
00:59:51You know, Matt,
00:59:52doing what he did,
00:59:53it just...
00:59:55fucked me up.
00:59:56It just...
00:59:57tears everything.
00:59:58It tips everything over.
00:59:59Of course.
01:00:00It is so understandable what you are feeling.
01:00:05I feel so alone.
01:00:11You look at me,
01:00:12I'm...
01:00:12blubbering like a fucking idiot.
01:00:14Here.
01:00:23This was actually really awesome.
01:00:25Can I come back again next week?
01:00:26Of course.
01:00:48Hey, Jess.
01:00:50Oh.
01:00:50Hey.
01:00:51Hey.
01:00:52You okay?
01:00:53Am I okay?
01:00:55Yeah, you just...
01:00:56seem kind of down,
01:00:59or distracted,
01:01:01and...
01:01:01now you're in a car,
01:01:02and...
01:01:03I am down.
01:01:05About what?
01:01:08Sorry.
01:01:09No, it's none of my business.
01:01:11It's personal.
01:01:12No.
01:01:12No, it's okay.
01:01:13You know, I'm just dealing with some...
01:01:14Anyway, I'm seeing someone.
01:01:17Wow.
01:01:18Great.
01:01:19It's...
01:01:19that tall guy that came in here?
01:01:20The dark hair?
01:01:21Tall guy?
01:01:22No.
01:01:23Oh, no.
01:01:24No.
01:01:24I'm...
01:01:24No.
01:01:25I'm Sina.
01:01:25Therapist.
01:01:28That's great.
01:01:30That's great?
01:01:35God, I hate this place.
01:01:36Yeah.
01:01:38So...
01:01:40I just...
01:01:40I can't.
01:01:42Thank God you're here.
01:01:46You want to go for drinks tonight?
01:01:50Drinks?
01:01:52Uh...
01:01:53No.
01:01:53You know what?
01:01:54Don't...
01:01:54No.
01:01:55Uh...
01:01:55Yeah.
01:01:57Yeah?
01:01:59Yeah.
01:02:01Cool.
01:02:03Cool.
01:02:05Okay.
01:02:05Okay.
01:02:14All right.
01:02:15You want a drink?
01:02:16Uh...
01:02:17Yeah.
01:02:17Sure.
01:02:18Yeah.
01:02:19Oh.
01:02:20Okay.
01:02:21All right.
01:02:22All right.
01:02:23All right.
01:02:35Don't...
01:02:35Don't go to any trouble.
01:02:37Mm-mm.
01:02:38No trouble.
01:02:39Cheers.
01:02:40Cheers.
01:02:46Can you take a jacket?
01:02:48Yeah.
01:02:50Sure.
01:02:53Have a seat.
01:02:59Sorry.
01:03:04I like your place.
01:03:05It's really, like, knick-knacky.
01:03:16You know what?
01:03:17I'm sorry.
01:03:18It's not...
01:03:18It's not happening.
01:03:19What?
01:03:20It's not working for me, okay?
01:03:22I don't know.
01:03:22It's working.
01:03:23Maybe that's what you're scared of, right?
01:03:24No, scared.
01:03:24I'm not scared, okay?
01:03:26I'm not scared.
01:03:28It's not that.
01:03:32Done what?
01:03:33Okay.
01:03:33I used to work at this other shop,
01:03:35and I got involved with a mechanic,
01:03:37and things went south or sideways or whatever,
01:03:40and then either way it got impossible.
01:03:43Impossible?
01:03:45Look, I wasn't one of the guys anymore.
01:03:47So they all hit on me,
01:03:49or they treated me like I was a slut.
01:03:51And I just don't want any part of that.
01:03:56Is this one of those, like,
01:03:57don't shit where you eat stories?
01:04:00Yeah, I guess so.
01:04:01Yeah.
01:04:03No, I'm...
01:04:04I'm leaving at the end of the month.
01:04:06Yeah, yeah.
01:04:07Hey, quit!
01:04:08Ugh!
01:04:30Who's she with?
01:04:31Who's with what who?
01:04:33Lori, Mom.
01:04:35and she said it's not mine, so who is it?
01:04:37I'm sorry?
01:04:38Mom, who's she with?
01:04:40Okay, fine.
01:04:41You need to know. I understand that.
01:04:43I was the same with Jim.
01:04:44I wanted to know about Jim, and I found out.
01:04:46Boy, did I ever...
01:04:47This one time I got to his place, the last one was leaving.
01:04:50I thought, my God, where does he get the stamina?
01:04:54And it wasn't just the tub of no-name Cialis he kept by the bed.
01:04:57No, he really knew what he was doing.
01:04:59He did this one thing with his finger.
01:05:00It was Sean, okay?
01:05:03It was Sean.
01:05:05You're joking.
01:05:06No.
01:05:27Really?
01:05:28Really, miss?
01:05:29I have to tell the truth at all costs?
01:05:31You heard Sarah.
01:05:32She did an assessment.
01:05:33He's fine.
01:05:33Oh, oh.
01:05:34A couple of therapy sessions, suddenly you're the expert.
01:05:37You do know that he tried to commit suicide, don't you?
01:05:40I'm right here.
01:05:44Right.
01:06:07I'm so sorry.
01:06:10You're the expert.
01:06:14She's giving a show tomorrow night.
01:06:16Laurie's giving a show?
01:06:17She's gonna strut and grunt her stuff seven months pregnant?
01:06:20Apparently.
01:06:21Look, I love her, you know I do, but nobody wants to see that.
01:06:24And Laurie is a me person.
01:06:26Yeah, she is.
01:06:26And that doesn't work with kids. They need your undivided attention.
01:06:29Yeah, they do.
01:06:31Well, how is she anyway?
01:06:32The baby's moving around a lot and it really bugs her.
01:06:35I'm sure it's nothing.
01:06:36Well, she complains a lot about it.
01:06:38Oh yeah, her I'm fine, I'm fine routine while she's writhing around on the floor?
01:06:42Pretty much.
01:06:44I'm a nervous talker.
01:06:47But I don't know what to say.
01:06:52I'm a nervous talker.
01:06:55But I don't know what to say.
01:06:59Yeah, you can rock me, Danny.
01:07:02I owe you all night and day.
01:07:06Are you okay?
01:07:07Yeah, I'm fine.
01:07:08No, I'm good.
01:07:09No, no, no, no.
01:07:10Don't do that.
01:07:11Don't do that.
01:07:12Don't stop the song.
01:07:13Okay, I'm fine.
01:07:14Everybody, I'm fine.
01:07:15Let's do this.
01:07:16Front and top, please.
01:07:18Is it hot in here?
01:07:19Holy shit.
01:07:41I'm fine.
01:07:44I'm fine.
01:07:45I'm fine.
01:07:45I'm fine.
01:07:45I'm fine.
01:07:46Come on, dude.
01:07:47Just play the fucking song.
01:07:48Come on.
01:07:49I swear to God.
01:07:52I'm a nervous talker, but I don't know what to say.
01:08:00I'm a nervous talker.
01:08:03I'm a nervous talker, but I don't know what to say.
01:08:06I'm a nervous talker, but I don't know what to say.
01:08:39Don't worry, honey.
01:08:40I'll get it.
01:08:42It's Shawn.
01:08:43What should I do?
01:08:45I'll deal with it.
01:08:46Cool.
01:08:47Hey, Shawn.
01:08:48He doesn't want to see you.
01:08:49Come in anyway.
01:08:50Don't tell him.
01:08:54You look good.
01:08:55I didn't play any guitars anymore.
01:08:57I haven't seen you in like two months.
01:08:58Don't sit down.
01:08:59Don't sit.
01:09:00Don't.
01:09:01No.
01:09:03I'm sorry.
01:09:04All right?
01:09:05I don't want to hear this.
01:09:06I am sorry.
01:09:07No.
01:09:08I get that.
01:09:09Okay, honestly.
01:09:10But I gave you what you needed.
01:09:13You gave me what I needed?
01:09:15If it wasn't for me, there'd be someone else.
01:09:17And then who knows, right?
01:09:18But it wasn't Shawn.
01:09:19It was you.
01:09:20It was you.
01:09:20You gave me what I needed.
01:09:21That's exactly what I'm saying.
01:09:22Just think about this.
01:09:24It's there for you because of me.
01:09:25Right?
01:09:26It's all laid out.
01:09:28It's all laid out?
01:09:30Lori's living at her mom's.
01:09:31She's broke.
01:09:32You can't lay it out any better than that.
01:09:36Go.
01:09:36You have to leave.
01:09:38Right now.
01:09:39Bye, Shawn.
01:09:39Bye, Marion.
01:09:40Nice to see you.
01:09:42Goodbye.
01:09:43Come by again.
01:09:50Yes.
01:09:51Jesus.
01:09:52Ugh.
01:09:54So?
01:09:55How are you?
01:09:56How am I?
01:09:57I'm definitely not very fucking good.
01:09:59Hey.
01:10:00Language.
01:10:01We have talked about this.
01:10:03For God's sakes, Leanne.
01:10:04You ask me a fucking question.
01:10:05I'll give you a fucking answer.
01:10:07I'm gonna look for this shit.
01:10:09I'm sorry.
01:10:11This, this, this baby thing.
01:10:13Is so not my cup of tea.
01:10:17Tell me about it.
01:10:19Oh, man.
01:10:20I just, like, can't eat.
01:10:22Can't sleep.
01:10:23I'm, I'm flipping out.
01:10:26It's your first baby.
01:10:27It's okay to have nerves.
01:10:29I don't think it's nerves.
01:10:31I don't, like, no.
01:10:32No, that's, that's, that's not it.
01:10:34It's not nerves.
01:10:35Okay, fine.
01:10:36Well, it's like, I don't know.
01:10:39It's always punching me and kicking me
01:10:41if it's, like, hungry or wants attention.
01:10:43It's just, like, this incessant anxiety
01:10:47and neediness.
01:10:54What?
01:10:57Oh, I am such a fucking idiot.
01:11:35Why tell you things? Why can't you tell me things?
01:11:38What? Where's this headed?
01:11:39What was Megan doing here?
01:11:41She just stopped by to pick up a thumb drive.
01:11:43Oh, was that after you kissed her?
01:11:46Yes, okay. So, so what?
01:11:48So nothing. So loop me in.
01:11:50I'm dying to know.
01:11:52Confide in me once in a while.
01:11:54Well, not everything. Just the details.
01:11:56You know, I didn't tell you because I thought
01:11:57that you would be upset.
01:11:59Upset? Why?
01:12:00You know, no chance of procreation,
01:12:02and I know you're into that, so.
01:12:04Oh, honey.
01:12:05I gave up on you years ago.
01:12:09I'll get it.
01:12:17What do you want?
01:12:19I want to talk to Matt.
01:12:20About what?
01:12:22Just...
01:12:23Can you just get him for me, please?
01:12:24No. About fucking what?
01:12:27Look, I miss him, and I just...
01:12:29God damn it, Jess!
01:12:32What are you doing?
01:12:33What?
01:12:33Let her in.
01:12:34Why should I?
01:12:35He's better off married.
01:12:36What, to that snaky bitch?
01:12:38I suppose you enjoy watching him drag his broody ass around here.
01:12:42Let her...
01:12:42Let her in!
01:12:43Let her in!
01:12:45See?
01:12:45Oh, hi.
01:12:46Hey, Laurie.
01:12:47Come in. Come in.
01:12:48I'm happy to see you.
01:12:50It's nice to see you, too.
01:12:51Oh, get us out.
01:12:52Yeah, it's...
01:12:53A lot.
01:12:54Wow.
01:12:56Wow.
01:12:56Hello in there.
01:12:57Here, can I take your coat?
01:12:59Oh, thanks.
01:13:03What do you want?
01:13:05Laurie's here.
01:13:08She is?
01:13:09What?
01:13:09Where?
01:13:11Downstairs.
01:13:13Downstairs, downstairs?
01:13:15Her butt?
01:13:17What does she want?
01:13:18She wants you.
01:13:20She does?
01:13:22Can I just say something?
01:13:24Look, can you stop that?
01:13:25Can I just say something?
01:13:26What?
01:13:27Make her work for it.
01:13:28Make her work for it?
01:13:29She lied to you.
01:13:30She cheated on you.
01:13:31She'll do it again if you don't play this right.
01:13:34If you really want her back, she needs to hear three little words from you.
01:13:40Right.
01:13:41Lead with that?
01:13:42No, dumbass.
01:13:43Not those three words.
01:13:45Right.
01:13:54Hey.
01:13:56Hey.
01:14:02I have to see you.
01:14:07Why?
01:14:09Baby, I fucked up.
01:14:12I really fucked up.
01:14:14I made a huge mistake.
01:14:16Yeah, I know.
01:14:18I'm here because I'm sorry.
01:14:22And I'm...
01:14:24I want to make it right.
01:14:27What changed your mind?
01:14:29You did.
01:14:31Your kid kicked in.
01:14:32Like, literally is kicking me right now.
01:14:36It's yours.
01:14:36I mean, it's ours.
01:14:37It's...
01:14:37It's too late, Lori.
01:14:39It's too late.
01:14:41No, it's...
01:14:42It's not.
01:14:46Please don't do this.
01:14:47You should leave before Jess sees you.
01:14:53She already did.
01:15:02Jessica!
01:15:04Jessica!
01:15:05Turn that off!
01:15:06What?
01:15:07What did you do?
01:15:08What did I do?
01:15:09Nothing.
01:15:10Lori's gone.
01:15:11Matt's in the fetal position.
01:15:12Obviously something has happened.
01:15:14What did you do?
01:15:15Nothing.
01:15:16Well, I don't get it.
01:15:18It really seemed like Lori wanted to put it back.
01:15:20You know, and if I did do something, I had Matt's best interest in mind, okay?
01:15:24Jesus, Maria, Jessica.
01:15:26What?
01:15:26Like you haven't played a guy to get him back?
01:15:33Buzz me!
01:15:36Buzz me!
01:15:47Don't pull.
01:15:48Don't pull.
01:15:50Carol!
01:15:51Hi!
01:15:52Carol!
01:15:53Hey, how's it...
01:15:54Oh, no, don't do that.
01:15:56Wait up.
01:15:57Marion, Marion.
01:15:58I got nothing to say to you.
01:15:59I don't want to talk to you.
01:16:00You don't have to talk.
01:16:01Just listen, okay?
01:16:02Let me start by saying how sorry I am about last time, the way it played out.
01:16:08Obviously, Jess choking Lori didn't go as planned.
01:16:11I think it was just one of those escalating things that in the end doesn't represent the true feelings of
01:16:16the...
01:16:16Marion.
01:16:17Marion.
01:16:18Okay.
01:16:20We both want the same thing.
01:16:22Why not be on the same page?
01:16:24As if I want Lori living in my house raising a kid, but what about Matt and his mental health?
01:16:29Mental health?
01:16:31No.
01:16:32No, he has turned a corner.
01:16:34He is...
01:16:34He is awesome.
01:16:35He is just awesome.
01:16:37Awesome?
01:16:38Yeah.
01:16:38I have a friend who's a nurse at VGH.
01:16:40I know Matt was in the psych ward.
01:16:42Yeah, but not the psych ward, psych ward.
01:16:45Not Olivia de Havilland in the snake pit or cuckoo's nest or anything like that.
01:16:52Look, honestly, I don't think Matt and Lori have a future.
01:16:56Oh, no.
01:16:57They have a future.
01:16:59I'm going to make sure of that.
01:17:00What?
01:17:01You're threatening me?
01:17:03No.
01:17:04I would never threaten you.
01:17:06No, I'm just saying that Matt is the father.
01:17:09Okay, look.
01:17:10I don't want to be blunt, but...
01:17:12You don't believe me.
01:17:13Ask Lori.
01:17:14Ask her.
01:17:14She came over this afternoon to get back together with Matt.
01:17:17She did?
01:17:18Yep.
01:17:20And that's why Matt and I are here.
01:17:22Matt's here?
01:17:22Yeah.
01:17:23He's in the car.
01:17:25Right there.
01:17:26Okay.
01:17:27See?
01:17:27Wave.
01:17:32Okay.
01:17:32Okay.
01:17:33Okay.
01:17:33Look.
01:17:34I'm going to go in and I'm going to talk to Lori.
01:17:37You guys wait out here.
01:17:38And if she wants to talk, I'll give you a sign.
01:17:41Okay.
01:17:42Come on, Nick.
01:17:52Okay.
01:17:53Okay.
01:17:54Okay.
01:17:55So it's that we're waiting until she gives us a sign.
01:17:57She's going to give us the thumbs up.
01:18:02Did you go over to Matt's this afternoon to get back together with him?
01:18:06What if I did?
01:18:08Did you?
01:18:10Yes.
01:18:11Okay.
01:18:12Apparently, Matt got bad advice from Jess.
01:18:16What else is new?
01:18:17Matt and Marion are parked out front right now.
01:18:20Really.
01:18:24God.
01:18:25Honestly, if I were you, I would keep my options open.
01:18:28Look.
01:18:28He's just sitting there.
01:18:30Where have I seen that before?
01:18:33Don't you think you should talk to him?
01:18:34No, I'm done talking to him.
01:18:59No, I'm done talking to him.
01:19:13Hey, Carol.
01:19:18Yes?
01:19:19What's up?
01:19:23I don't know, Carol.
01:19:25I didn't think this afternoon went that well, to be honest.
01:19:32Oh, yeah?
01:19:32What makes you think that?
01:19:36Hey, I just got off the phone with Carol and she thought it would be a really good idea if
01:19:39you and I went to Lori's show.
01:19:42No, we're not going.
01:19:43Okay, but Carol said that Lori said-
01:19:46Mom!
01:19:48Suit yourself.
01:20:00Mom?
01:20:32Hey.
01:20:33Hey.
01:20:34Where's Mom?
01:20:36At Lori's concert.
01:20:40Oh, is that all you have to say to me?
01:20:42No.
01:20:45You set me up.
01:20:46I didn't set you up.
01:20:47You set you up.
01:20:48You set you up.
01:20:49Oh, really? How's that?
01:20:50Matt, I'm not fucking doing this.
01:20:51You sabotaged my one chance to get back together with Lori.
01:20:54That is bullshit.
01:20:55And then you steal my therapist.
01:20:56I didn't steal your therapist.
01:20:57We don't even talk about you, okay?
01:20:58We talk about me.
01:20:59Me.
01:20:59Which I fucking love.
01:21:00You always do this to me.
01:21:02You always fucking do this to me.
01:21:03Christ, Matt!
01:21:04I'm not fucking doing this.
01:21:05If you want Lori back, go fucking get her.
01:21:07Or don't.
01:21:07Or whatever.
01:21:08But leave me the fuck out of it.
01:21:36Is Matt coming?
01:21:37I don't know.
01:21:39I told him.
01:21:41It hasn't started yet, huh?
01:21:43Of course not.
01:21:44She's always late.
01:21:45Oh, yeah.
01:21:48There's Shawn.
01:21:49Yeah.
01:21:50I hope he comes.
01:21:52Hi, Shawn.
01:21:53Oh, hey, Marianne.
01:21:54Yes.
01:21:55Hello.
01:22:26I'm so glad we could've been more than just friends.
01:22:30And I never thought we could be more than just friends.
01:22:36And it got real.
01:22:38But I thought it was just pretend.
01:22:41It got real while I was dreaming
01:22:47Has she always been the one?
01:22:50Did I lose you like the mountains take the sun?
01:22:55I confuse a lot of things, but now I'm done
01:22:59And there's another thing beginning
01:23:04Yes, we were in the final inning
01:23:08It's about time, man
01:23:10I know that luck
01:23:14I made that face
01:23:19I whispered I still love you
01:23:23Love that she can't replace
01:23:26But the tone in your voice
01:23:33Tells me the truth
01:23:36You made it
01:23:39Matt's making his move
01:23:40Oh, good, finally
01:23:46What the fuck do you think you're doing?
01:23:48You said you needed me, so here I am
01:23:51Yeah, that was before you told me to fuck off
01:23:52I came over to your house
01:23:53And I poured my heart out to you
01:23:55And you told me to leave
01:23:56Looks like they're fighting
01:23:57Oh, no, no, no
01:23:58This is a good sign
01:24:01It's a chorus coming up
01:24:02You should sing
01:24:03Don't tell me what to do
01:24:09I know that luck
01:24:13I made that face
01:24:17I whispered I still love you
01:24:23Love that she can't replace
01:24:28But the tone in your voice
01:24:32It tells me the truth
01:24:37I had that tone too
01:24:42When I left him for you
01:24:47This is really adorable and everything
01:24:49But we need to fucking talk
01:24:54Honey, follow them
01:24:56No, no, just give them some space
01:24:59All right, look
01:25:00You think this stunt you both
01:25:02Is going to change anything between us
01:25:04You are so fucking wrong
01:25:05Good
01:25:06We are done
01:25:07We are so finished
01:25:09It's not even funny
01:25:10I don't even know where to start
01:25:11We're so done
01:25:12Well, let me start
01:25:13I didn't like the way you came over today
01:25:15What?
01:25:16The way I came over today?
01:25:18Yeah, as if you expected me to take you back
01:25:21Which, honestly, rankled me
01:25:25It rankled you?
01:25:26It rankled you
01:25:28Get the fuck out
01:25:29Seriously, fucking go
01:25:31Are you finished?
01:25:32No, I'm not finished
01:25:34I'm just getting started
01:25:36Oh, fuck
01:25:37Oh
01:26:06And we're back
01:26:10I've been thinking
01:26:15Of you
01:26:17And I've been drinking
01:26:22As I do
01:26:25I was lying
01:26:29To myself
01:26:32Lying in bed
01:26:37With someone else
01:26:41And it's not enough
01:26:44To come home
01:26:46When it's empty and alone
01:26:50It's not enough
01:26:52To get by
01:26:54On your bitterness
01:26:57And pride
01:27:00So whisper
01:27:02My name
01:27:06In her ear
01:27:08Softly
01:27:11Not loud enough
01:27:13To hear
01:27:14Then when you kiss her
01:27:19Just like we
01:27:22Used to kiss
01:27:24I hope you find
01:27:27I hope you find
01:27:28That I'm the one
01:27:29You miss
01:27:33I've been drowning
01:27:58I've been drowning
01:28:01In tears
01:28:03On my own
01:28:05And it's not enough
01:28:08To come clean
01:28:10And say the things you mean
01:28:14It's not enough
01:28:17It's not enough
01:28:18To move on
01:28:19And admit
01:28:20That love
01:28:21It's not enough
01:28:26It's not enough
01:28:27And when I did
01:28:28What I was doing
01:28:29I knew
01:28:30Baby
01:28:31I knew
01:28:33It was
01:28:34Wrong
01:28:35Wrong
01:28:36Wrong
01:28:36Wrong
01:28:37Wrong
01:28:37Wrong
01:28:42I guess I should have known
01:28:44What I was doing
01:28:46And when I was struggling
01:28:47Break my own heart
01:28:49I know
01:28:50Oh
01:28:53Yeah
01:28:57So whisper
01:29:00My name
01:29:03In her ear
01:29:05Softly
01:29:07Not loud enough
01:29:10To hear
01:29:12Then when you kiss her
01:29:16Just like we used to kiss
01:29:21I hope you're fine
01:29:24I hope sometimes
01:29:29That I'm the one you miss
01:29:46I hope you're fine
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