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00:04I know death. I've seen it, felt it, fought it. I've saved some people I never really
00:14knew and lost others whose names I'll never forget. One way or another, they all haunt
00:21you. Tonight, they say the veil is thin, that the dead walk among us, if only for a little
00:30while. Is that just something we tell ourselves to ease the ache, or is it real? Do they stay
00:38with us, somehow hear us when we speak their names? Are they really gone if we still hold
00:46them in our hearts? If we remember.
01:05Hey, can you see in that thing? Uh, can you hold my head?
01:14Oh, that's better. Sure you don't want me to drive? Babe, I'm the headless horseman.
01:22Climb into my steed.
01:26Oh, okay.
01:33Can you hold me?
01:42Vance, seriously?
01:43Sorry, it's just really hard to see in this thing.
01:46Which is exactly why I told you to put it on when we got to the party.
01:49People will know it's me.
01:50Right, because you'll have no idea who you are when you walk in with your girlfriend.
01:54But you're not my girlfriend.
01:55You're a sexy vampire.
02:00Hey, headless. Not handless.
02:02Keep your paws on the wheel.
02:03I will, once I can see.
02:05Again, can you help?
02:06I can't see. Can you just pull?
02:13The bunny. The bunny. The bunny. The bunny.
02:17Can you just help me?
02:24911, what's your emergency?
02:26My boyfriend and I just got in a car accident.
02:28I think he's really hurt.
02:35All right, driver's side took the brunt of it.
02:37Buck, Ravi hit the engine.
02:41LAFD, ma'am. How are you guys doing?
02:42I'm okay.
02:43But my boyfriend, he didn't say much after the crash.
02:46I think it knocked him out for a few seconds.
02:48All right, we'll get him out. Just hold tight, okay?
02:50And Eddie, we got two injured. Both in costumes.
02:54Damn, I'm ready?
02:55So much for avoiding the costume curse this year.
03:00Buck, grab the jaws.
03:02Yeah.
03:02Ravi, keep the engine cool.
03:04You got it.
03:05Are you in any pain or discomfort? I see some blood here.
03:07I bit my lip.
03:09LAFD, sir, can you tell me your name?
03:11Van, was there an accident?
03:14Do you not remember?
03:15My costume kept slipping.
03:18Don't move.
03:19Okay, we still gotta check you out, sir.
03:21All right, can you feel your toes?
03:23No. No, I don't think so.
03:26Okay.
03:29How is he?
03:31Cervical spine trauma.
03:32I think he might be going into shock.
03:34But it's too risky to pull him out from the passenger side.
03:37Jaws flying in.
03:43Jaws are dead.
03:45Dead how?
03:46Costume curse.
03:47Costume's not a curse.
03:48It's a sea collar.
03:49Look.
03:50It's keeping traction on his neck.
03:53All right, let's get the backboard ready.
03:55Buck, shock the tires.
03:56Ravi, you're on the winch.
03:57We're pulling this door off.
03:58Got it.
04:10Okay, Ravi.
04:11Ready.
04:13Yeah.
04:14Keep falling.
04:16Almost there.
04:23Sir.
04:24Do you feel any pain?
04:25No.
04:26Just step.
04:27Feet are tingly.
04:28All right.
04:28Can you move them?
04:29Okay.
04:30Good.
04:30Good.
04:31We love to see it.
04:31How's the other person doing?
04:33You mean the other woman in the car with you?
04:35The guy in the road.
04:36The one that we hit.
04:38I think they were dressed as a scarecrow.
04:40Cap!
04:41I think we got another one!
04:44L-A-F-D.
04:45Can you hear us?
04:47L-A-F-D?
04:47Does anyone need help?
04:49L-A-F-D.
04:52Fuck.
04:53Yeah.
04:57I didn't see anything before the crash.
04:59I swear.
05:00I'm telling you, there was a guy.
05:02Got him.
05:03What is that?
05:05This looked like the guy you hit.
05:07Oh, thank God.
05:09We're starting to worry I might have killed someone.
05:11A few minor scrapes and bruises, but I think you'll live.
05:22Oh!
05:24I'll stop.
05:27Oh.
05:32Oh.
05:33Oh, no.
05:35Oh, no.
05:41Oh.
05:43Oh, no.
05:44Oh, no.
05:57Is something going to happen to me when I eat this cookie?
06:00Come on, will you? Just take a bite.
06:06Well?
06:07It's good.
06:08But is it right?
06:09I don't know what that means.
06:11Something is missing.
06:12I keep trying to recreate Bobby's famous snickerdoodles from memory because I can't find the recipe.
06:16Maybe if you baked less and unpacked more, you'd be able to find things.
06:19Well, maybe you could judge less and help me look more.
06:27All right. K doesn't stand for kitchen.
06:30I think K was for kitsch?
06:33What? I thought I'd be able to remember what was in the boxes.
06:37I didn't know it was going to take me four months to find a place
06:39and then another three to get the previous tenant to move out.
06:42Yeah, I think I would have walked away.
06:44Yeah, but how about that backyard?
06:45The trees are nice.
06:47Yeah, I actually have to speak with the landlord about them.
06:50I keep hearing noises in the night.
06:52I think maybe squirrels in the attic.
06:55Squirrels, huh?
06:57Or maybe it's ghosts.
07:01It's squirrels.
07:02Or squirrel ghosts.
07:04Don't. Why are you being like this?
07:05Because it's Halloween. It's the spirit of the season.
07:08Or maybe I'm sensing some paranormal energies in here.
07:15The energies are normal, unlike you.
07:20Oh, wow.
07:22Oh, did you find the recipe?
07:27Yeah.
07:29I really miss him.
07:31I know.
07:42That's a great place for it.
07:44Maybe he'll help inspire you in the kitchen.
07:48Wait, so you didn't like the snickerdoodles?
07:56No, no.
07:57It's great.
07:58Honestly.
07:59I can even get a workout in before breakfast.
08:03Sorry.
08:04I've just been shoving everything into this room
08:06until I can figure out where it should go.
08:08And then I close the door and just kind of forget all about it
08:11until we discuss you moving in.
08:13Was it a discussion?
08:17It's really nice.
08:18Oh, I'm glad you like it.
08:19And I can definitely find another place for the bike.
08:22No, might as well leave it.
08:24He's got to stay in shape to pass his firefighter's fitness assessment, right?
08:27Hey, let's not get ahead of ourselves.
08:30I haven't even gotten called in for an interview yet.
08:33Now, this dresser is empty, so you can put all your stuff in here.
08:38But I'm afraid I may have stashed a few things in the closet.
08:51I'll let you settle in, and I'll order her some lunch.
09:09I'll let you settle in, and I'll order her some lunch.
09:14I didn't think Stockholm Syndrome kicked in that fast.
09:17I'm not a hostage.
09:19I agreed to move in here,
09:20and she agreed to be open to me joining the fire department.
09:23You don't need her permission, Harry.
09:25But I want it.
09:27I want her to support what I'm doing.
09:29I want her to be proud of me.
09:33It turns out he was driving his friends while your abuelos were at work.
09:38He got a license.
09:39He didn't have a license?
09:41Our golden boy failed his driver's test twice,
09:45and yet he can get the car started without a key.
09:48Dad.
09:50Okay, he is doing his math,
09:52and I'm thinking I might want to start hiding my car keys.
09:56Maybe I'd like to hide them with ease.
10:01What are you guys doing searching through my kitchen?
10:05Sorry, I didn't know that you kept anything other than roasting pans above your refrigerator.
10:11Prayer book was a gift from Captain Nash.
10:14He was Catholic?
10:15He was.
10:17And the rosary?
10:18Those are mine.
10:21Edmundo, you're going back to church.
10:24I've only gone to a few masses.
10:26Let's not make a big deal about it.
10:31It is a big deal.
10:33You are reconnecting with your faith, with your community.
10:37I don't know how connected I feel yet.
10:39I don't even know if I'm doing it for me or Bobby.
10:42How does Christopher feel about it?
10:43He doesn't know yet.
10:45I'm not going to pressure him, okay?
10:47I was forced to go to church, and I hated it.
10:49But when he gets older, he can decide for himself.
10:53No, no, no.
11:02No, no.
11:07No, no.
11:16No.
11:21You're off.
11:31Cream of tartar, a missing ingredient.
11:44Oh, my God.
11:45Guys, guys, oh, my God.
11:47You're not going to believe this.
11:48Okay, so, you know how I told you all I've been having trouble with the Snickerdude?
11:57Bobby's recipe.
11:59Come on, guys.
12:00I've been working at this for weeks, trying to figure out the missing ingredient.
12:03You say so.
12:05Forget it.
12:06Just taste.
12:06Here, take it.
12:07Come on.
12:09Okay, Hen, you get one.
12:11Ravi.
12:12Come on, Jim, Cap, take a bite.
12:14Oh, damn.
12:16This is pretty good.
12:18I mean, Cap always was an excellent baker.
12:20You know what he was even better at?
12:21Not talking about baking.
12:23He's a great buck.
12:25Guess how I figured it out.
12:27Obsessively trying every spice in the cabinet in alphabetical order?
12:30No.
12:32Bobby told me.
12:33Okay, but...
12:34I know it sounds crazy.
12:36I really think he helped me.
12:38I found a picture of him and I, I put it in the kitchen.
12:41Next night, bam, there it is.
12:44Crematartar.
12:46It's not completely crazy.
12:47I mean, people experience things they can't explain all the time.
12:53You sure is just Crematartar?
12:56Yeah, because you are not Eddie Diaz.
12:58He is the opposite of superstitious, remember?
13:02I'm trying to keep an open mind.
13:03Leave room for the unknown.
13:05Who hurt you, shapeshifter?
13:08You know, I wouldn't say this is the craziest thing I've ever heard, though it's close.
13:12But whatever this is...
13:13It's Bobby.
13:22Tell him we miss him.
13:279-1-1, what's your emergency?
13:29We've lost her pumpkin!
13:30Sir, a missing pumpkin is not an emergency.
13:34Oh, it's about to be.
13:37Satan, your kingdom must come down.
13:40Wait!
13:41Satan, your kingdom must come down.
13:45You've been feeding your kingdom all over this land.
13:50Satan, your kingdom must come down.
13:54You know the mothers, they're gonna pray kingdom down.
13:58You know the mothers, they're gonna break kingdom down.
14:02You know the creatures, they're gonna break kingdom down.
14:06You know the creatures, they're gonna break...
14:09All units to be advised, pumpkin is orange.
14:11Approximately 20 feet in diameter and last seen heading northwest on 8th Street.
14:15Use caution when approaching.
14:17Satan, your kingdom must come down.
14:20Satan, your kingdom must come down.
14:221L-70, I'm showing you in the area.
14:24This is 1L-70 in pursuit on foot.
14:26It just took out a fruit bender in person square.
14:29Do you still have eyes on it?
14:30I lost it!
14:44Okay, so northwest on 9th, wind's blowing north, northwest 8 miles per hour,
14:48which means it's heading right for the freeway.
14:50Well, if that thing bounces down onto the 110...
14:53It'll be a new level of chaos, a mass casualty pie level.
14:55Well, we gotta cut it off before it gets there, okay?
14:589th and Grand.
14:59We gotta play hard if you attack him down the house.
15:03We gotta play hard if you attack him down the house.
15:08We've been speeding up to...
15:09Dispatch, we're at 9th and Grand.
15:11No sign of the gorge yet.
15:12If I'm right, it will be there any second.
15:15Then what do we do?
15:16Stop it.
15:23I got visual.
15:24Everybody, back!
15:25Get back!
15:46It-it-it bounced.
15:49It bounced!
15:50Damn it!
16:03This fact, this is 727L30 in position to neutralize the suspect.
16:12TASER! TASER! TASER!
16:18727L30, what's your status?
16:22dispatch suspect has been subdued nice work sergeant
16:29what are you smiling at
16:32a good crowd than i expected on a weekday morning it's the only mass of the day now
16:40prayers can be choosers not my life it's father bolsonaro a funny priest
16:48i don't remember those growing up maybe i uh wouldn't hate a mass so much well you need
16:56something to rebel against wasn't just about rebellion you know never felt that thing god's
17:04presence or whatever you're supposed to feel and now you're back whoa i wouldn't say back
17:09say i'm testing the waters taking the test coming to a mass on a wednesday only for you
17:15because you're my abuela and i love you but what is love if not a sign of god's presence
17:27so when i was looking for him in church
17:32you were looking in the wrong place
17:37oh god we call upon you in the dire hour of our need brother ken and sister lydia have led
17:49a most
17:49devout life raising a family in the light of your almighty ways now your innocent child dear sister
17:59abigail has been taken by the devil our brothers and sisters raise their hands and voices in praise of your
18:09power to cast out this evil
18:15we beg you we beg you release this poor child's demonic bondage
18:21spill satan from her body free her from suffering
18:41sister abigail has the demon left you
18:54the devil's got his teeth in brother isaac
19:01keep training everybody
19:04what are we walking into here
19:11please please please please please she clamped on him like a vice not the kind of bite i was
19:17expecting it's not her fault it's the demon inside her the demon the demon brother isaac was casting
19:23out of her body you were doing an exorcism devil's in her
19:31we must pray together all right great buck please set the praying up outside come on guys give him
19:36some space let's go let's go let's go let's go let's go come on outside let's go
19:59see
20:00does your daughter have a history of mental illness no nothing like that she had any medication hit her
20:05head recently no she's been perfectly healthy until now what about travel maybe something out of the
20:09country i attended a pre-college program in costa rica last month though she told us it was a missionary
20:14trip since then we've been keeping her close
20:19clearly
20:21hey cap i think i know where the devil came from
20:26Copy that, coming to you.
20:31Now, what do we got?
20:32In here, check it out.
20:44They must have been keeping her in here against her will probably for days.
20:49I mean, there's not great airflow back here.
20:51Maybe mold or something.
20:55No.
20:57Different toxins.
20:59BP's high, heart's racing, severe muscle spasms.
21:03Spasms could be from the pain. Can we start with ketamine?
21:06If we can keep her still long enough...
21:10It's the devil!
21:13No, it's tetanus.
21:15They were keeping her in a room back there on a rusty bedroom.
21:18If you check her feet, I'm willing to bet there's a puncture room.
21:21Your daughter didn't need prayers. She needed antibiotics.
21:25Lockjaw.
21:27Start with midazzolam.
21:28Hopefully it relaxes her enough so we can get her to the hospital.
21:31Then if that doesn't work...
21:32We'll have to go paralytic.
21:34Prepare to intubate her, just in case she stops breathing.
21:37The devil can't take her.
21:41Respectfully, sir, I'm going to need you to shut it.
21:44I would hate to hit the wrong patient.
21:55Give it a second.
21:58It's not working.
21:59Going stronger.
22:02Prepare one milligram of sex.
22:03Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
22:05I think there's too much sensory input.
22:07The lights, they might be making it worse.
22:09Buck, let's go dark.
22:28Go.
22:40Oh, thank God.
22:42All right, let's get her on a gurney.
22:45Abigail.
22:46One, two, three.
22:49It's a possession, huh?
22:52Why do you think the devil chose Abigail?
22:54She was a good girl.
22:56Sometimes those are the easiest to lead astray.
23:00Abigail was losing her faith.
23:02She wanted to leave us.
23:04Leave our way of life.
23:07Can we go with her?
23:09Uh, you can visit her at the hospital later.
23:13Assuming she still wants to see you.
23:14Why wouldn't she want to see us?
23:17You locked her in a cell.
23:19Tied her to a table.
23:20She said she was sick.
23:22And you said it was the devil.
23:24We know what's best for our daughter.
23:26Sounds like that's something for a higher power to decide.
23:29You're under arrest for false imprisonment,
23:32child abuse, and endangerment.
23:33The three of you.
23:34You have the right to remain silent.
23:54Hey.
23:55There you are.
23:56Are you and Chris doing anything for Halloween?
24:00Just ordering some pizza, watching a movie.
24:01Why?
24:02What if you and Chris came over and we try to talk to Bobby?
24:09A Ouija born?
24:11You really think that's what my son should be doing on Halloween?
24:13It's ages eight.
24:14No, I checked.
24:16Really, Buck?
24:17Just need to quit the whole haunted house bit.
24:20It's not real.
24:21What happened to leaving a little room for the unknown?
24:24Abigail happened.
24:26She put her faith in everything she was supposed to.
24:28And what did she get, hmm?
24:29Tetanus.
24:30Lockjaw.
24:31Maybe 30 years of therapy.
24:32It's not supernatural.
24:33It's just ordinary and ugly.
24:40I'm sorry, Buck.
24:42But God wasn't in that room, and Bobby isn't in your house.
24:56What did you get?
24:57Um, I got some sour worms.
24:59I'll treat you my peanut butter cup for your sour worms.
25:01Sure.
25:02Treat these!
25:06You're waking the dead.
25:07Do you not read R.I.P. rest in peace?
25:11To send you nothing to your living beings.
25:14He's funny.
25:16What are you supposed to be?
25:21Dead.
25:28Let's totally be that next year.
25:41Where's your costume?
25:43I thought we were going to a party tonight.
25:44I lied.
25:45And seriously, Raggedy Andy?
25:48Surprisingly popular with single women.
25:52Okay.
25:53This is not...
25:54Not weird.
25:56I can explain.
25:58You want to use the Ouija board to talk to Cap's ghost,
26:00who you think is haunting your house.
26:02Great.
26:03So you're right.
26:05I might as well be.
26:06Turns out I have nothing else to do tonight.
26:08Lower the lights, would you?
26:10I don't think you have to do that for a Ouija board?
26:13No, but I didn't buy any candy this year,
26:15and I don't want people thinking I'm home.
26:16Over there.
26:18All right.
26:23Here we almost have a message.
26:28Oh.
26:29Oh.
26:35Tea.
26:45You're an idiot.
26:47Really, Rob?
26:49It's what Bobby would say if he was here,
26:51which I'm sorry, Buck.
26:53He's not.
26:57What was that?
27:06Buck?
27:08It's a shelf.
27:10The footprint.
27:19Grab that flashlight.
27:24Okay, uh, give me your boost.
27:25All right.
27:27Okay.
27:27Okay, on three.
27:28One, two, three.
27:30Ah!
27:36Ah!
27:39Okay, thank you.
27:40You have a good evening.
27:42His name is Dwayne Payton.
27:44According to his ID and your landlord, he used to live here.
27:47Well, yeah, but I thought he got evicted.
27:49They served the notice, and then he disappeared.
27:53Into my attic.
27:54Look, we can charge you for trespassing, illegal lodging, vandalism.
27:59Is that what you want?
28:02Hey, was it fun for you?
28:05Making me feel like my house was haunted.
28:07The kid was right.
28:08You're an idiot.
28:10Yeah, well, I'm going to press charges.
28:12How about that, huh?
28:13Get him out of my house and lock him up.
28:15My house.
28:15No, it's not.
28:16Not anymore.
28:17You can't keep me out.
28:18I got in before, and I'll get in again.
28:20Right to remain silent, my friend.
28:22Hey, hey, wait.
28:24Where's the recipe?
28:27Bobby's recipe.
28:28I know you took it, so what did you do with it?
28:30I didn't take anything.
28:33So how did you know cream of tartar?
28:36Cookies were dull.
28:38Needed a tang.
28:51You need some help cleaning up?
28:54No.
28:55I'm all good.
28:59Hey, if you were so sure that it wasn't Bobby's ghost,
29:03then why did you play along earlier?
29:08You seemed like you needed it.
29:22Hey, Mom.
29:24Oh, what are you doing?
29:26I'm going to a Halloween party.
29:28You like the costume?
29:31You're a costume.
29:33Well, yeah, I mean, it's a costume tonight.
29:36But once I graduated from the academy and...
29:38Stop talking.
29:43You know, for a minute, I really thought that I was wrong.
29:48That maybe I had overreacted when you said that you would apply to join the fire department.
29:53But now I see that I was right.
29:58Right about what?
29:59That you're not ready for this.
30:02Because that is not a costume.
30:04And the fact that you think it is tells me that you are nowhere near mature enough to do the
30:08job.
30:09No, Mom, it's not like that.
30:10I just wanted to see how it felt.
30:13No, now you know.
30:15So you can take it off and find yourself another costume.
30:28Father God, today we commit the soul, Jeremiah Kamada, to your loving care.
30:33May perpetual light shine upon him, guiding his soul to eternal peace.
30:38Lord, let his memory be a blessing and grant that he is peacefully laid to rest in your loving and
30:44gentle hands.
30:45Amen.
30:47Amen.
30:51Hello?
30:53Uh, excuse me.
30:56This one's taken.
30:57I'm in here.
30:58Hello?
30:59Jeremiah?
31:02Jeremiah, is that the...
31:05Not Jeremiah.
31:08We were in the middle of lowering the casket when we heard a voice.
31:11Gravediggers removed the casket so we could see inside, only for us to find, well...
31:17Who is that?
31:18Not my husband.
31:19Is he alive?
31:20No, he is not.
31:22He's just playing dead.
31:24I am dead.
31:26If he makes it out of my husband's grave, he'll wish he were dead.
31:29Okay, how about you all let us handle it from here, Robbie?
31:32Right this way, Father.
31:32Ma'am?
31:33Now will you beings finally leave me to rest in silence?
31:38It took me forever to find this place.
31:42Okay, what are you thinking?
31:43Uh, psychiatric?
31:44Or a substance?
31:45Well, maybe he has a concussion.
31:47He could have fallen in.
31:48Why don't we just ask him?
31:50No, just...
31:51Please leave me alone.
31:54Oh, I just want to talk.
31:57Doesn't anybody have any respect for the dead?
32:00That gash on your forehead.
32:02Do you remember how you died?
32:03A man in a blue car.
32:05He ran me over.
32:07And did you get a good look at him?
32:08I never saw his face.
32:11I don't think he had one.
32:13He didn't have a face.
32:15He didn't have a head.
32:18The guy in the road, the one that we hit.
32:21I think they were dressed as a scarecrow.
32:22This looks like the guy you hit.
32:23We're starting to worry I might have killed someone.
32:28A man without a head was starting to hit a man we couldn't find.
32:32Eddie, what side is the injury on?
32:35Right.
32:35Right frontal lobe.
32:39Cotard syndrome.
32:41Uh, who's syndrome?
32:43It's a neuropsychiatric disorder.
32:44It's walking corpse syndrome.
32:46Damaged regions of the brain that involve self-awareness, perception.
32:50Leading a person to believe that they're dead.
32:52Or they don't even exist at all.
32:54Is that even something we can cure?
32:55Sir, do you mind if I check something out?
33:00Oh, no.
33:03Uh, guys?
33:05I can't find a pulse.
33:08What is he doing?
33:09He's bringing him back to life.
33:12Anything, Eddie?
33:13Uh, no pulse.
33:14I, uh, I think he's gone.
33:17Not if we can help it.
33:18Hen, the defibrillator.
33:21Yeah.
33:31All right.
33:32Starting compressions.
33:35All right.
33:37Pulse check.
33:39Come on.
33:42Okay, Claire.
33:46We've got a pulse.
33:50And it's a pretty strong one, too.
33:55Yes.
33:57We almost lost you there.
33:59But you made it.
34:01Welcome back.
34:03I'm back.
34:05Oh, you're so back.
34:08I'm back.
34:09I'm really back.
34:11From the dead.
34:13My family's going to be so happy to hear about this.
34:17You're so back.
34:22Do you think we can bury my husband now?
34:25Uh-huh.
34:25Yeah.
34:25Yeah.
34:26Yeah.
34:27Coming up.
34:27Yeah, yeah, yeah.
34:28We should.
34:28Come on.
34:29Yeah.
34:29Hey.
34:30Hey, guys.
34:31Hi, Jeremiah.
34:33Come on.
34:34You know this is?
34:43Seriously?
34:46Dwayne.
34:50Dwayne.
34:52No.
35:24A sobriety chip.
35:27Hey, Cap.
35:38Morning, Dad.
35:39Hey, kiddo.
35:40You're up early.
35:42I thought maybe Ebola was cooking.
35:44She's not here, but I can make you something.
35:46But I saw her last night.
35:48She was in my room.
35:49She told me not to be afraid.
35:52And that she loved me.
35:56I think you were dreaming, bud.
35:59Get you something to eat.
36:03Hey, Tia.
36:04Guess everyone's getting an early start today.
36:07Eddie.
36:08Tia?
36:09Eddie.
36:10What's wrong?
36:13It's your abuela.
36:17She's gone.
36:35I came to pick her up for church.
36:39And when she didn't answer, I let myself in.
36:45They say that they look like they're sleeping.
36:50But I knew the second I saw her, she was gone.
37:15I thought that maybe one of the officers would...
37:22help me.
37:23But they said that I needed to be the one to call...
37:27for someone to come get her.
37:30Funeral home.
37:35They said...
37:36it would be a few hours.
37:40I don't know what we'll do until then.
37:45What if we prayed?
37:50I think she would like that.
37:53I think she would like that.
37:54be with those three-foot ciento.
38:11She said you dropped the charges.
38:13Well, you didn't actually do any damage.
38:16And you did help with the whole cookie thing.
38:18So, I figured I'd repay the favor.
38:23thanks man but uh not sure where i'm supposed to go now well how about a meeting
38:32there's one a few blocks from here you're a friend of bill w i'm a friend of a friend
38:42you sure left your mark you're a good man good husband you loved and inspired my kids
38:57i'm not sure i'll ever forgive you for that that's not his fault
39:06bobby was a good guy and i loved him but i was the son of a first responder long before
39:12i ever met him
39:15it's not about being like him mom it's about being like you
39:37the first day of a loss isn't the hardest there's too damn much to do
39:43people to call arrangements to make too busy to remember too overwhelmed to let go
40:16sadness is for tomorrow when finally you're alone
40:21heartbroken and angry and the quiet and the silence until
40:27until you realize you're never really alone at all
40:32and i don't know
40:45and i don't know
40:57and i don't know
41:04Hay muertos que no hacen ruido
41:08Llorona y es más grande su pena
41:16Hay de mí
41:20Llorona, llorona, llorona
41:24Lléfame al río
41:26Maybe we have to be the ghosts of the people we love
41:29Haunting the world with their memory
41:32And the lessons they left behind
41:35Maybe there are no specters, no spirits
41:38Just us, celebrating, dancing, remembering, alive, together
41:48And maybe that's enough
41:51We should do this every year
41:57Does it make you too sad?
42:00No
42:00It's that you're still here
42:04You know
42:13Yeah
42:15I know
42:20It can do it
42:21You know
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