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00:01Previously on Doc
00:02I had a car accident.
00:03Lost a lot of my memory.
00:04Memory recovery is a pipe dream.
00:06It'll make her emotional, irrational, distracted.
00:09There you go again, acting like you know what's best for her.
00:11What we know is the driver paused at the railman.
00:13Did you know he was gonna do this?
00:14If I did, I would have had him committed.
00:15I'm in the atonement stage of guilt.
00:17I'll find a therapist.
00:18This just can't happen again.
00:19The sister of a patient is pretty public, pretty fast.
00:22About dad, he didn't resign.
00:24He was fired.
00:25We need to find out exactly what happened.
00:27You need to get into her computer.
00:30Oh, I can't help you wait.
00:34Turn off and hide.
00:37Star portrays her way.
00:40Understand it.
00:40I will feel you'll hang out for inside,
00:44I need to find you.
00:51Morning miss.
00:54Morning.
00:57Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!
01:12how do you think it's been going good glad to be back on my feet it's impressive your
01:16injury didn't slow you down more though given your absence you've obviously missed some
01:21opportunities to prove your value anything you think you could do better um well i i guess i
01:26could um use more practice on central lines yeah nut tracks i doubt mr strauss enjoyed it when you
01:32punctured his lung last week how many procedures have you done i think i'm up to 27 trying to hit
01:37two a day still looking for that swan gans catheter though not that i'd wish for congestive heart
01:41failure on any of my patients let's talk about your last one uh-huh malcolm nash never easy to
01:47treat an inmate but dr matris notes about you were glowing talk to me about your presentations on
01:53rounds i guess i could improve there too no as far as teaching sessions haven't missed one yet no you
01:59are quite the go-getter what's your take on the competition you want me to rate the other interns
02:03i'll just say i can hold my own except for maybe dr larson tough to compete with a woman who
02:09saved
02:09your life i'm pretty sure she'll make the cut has anyone seen dr larson i can't believe you still
02:20don't have a new therapist if you'd ever committed to therapy you'd know choosing a soul mate is
02:25easier than picking a shrink says the woman on her third marriage ouch it's not like you can swipe right
02:30and find what you like okay i get that but you lost a patient in a pretty horrific way and
02:36it's been
02:36weeks and you haven't dealt with it now there's something you don't see every day i still can't
02:44believe what jake did for him dare i ask how it's going with you too oh he seems to be
02:50thriving
02:51body's not even cold and he's already dating other people you can get back out there too
02:55i already love two men there's no more room at the end but i do know that i've stopped punishing
03:01jake
03:01where we are is my fault not his that's very evolved and easier said than done
03:08yeah well the important thing is that katie and i are back on track
03:11and now that the snow globe mystery is solved i just want to do my job and stay out of
03:16trouble
03:17patients back in the er gotta go
03:27where were you this morning what do you mean i'm not late just for your intern review uh that was
03:35today i don't know why you're shocked you confirmed it's not ringing any bells
03:51um amy are you hearing me you emailed me yesterday hmm well i this won't happen again no
04:01no it won't rounds are in five things can only go up from here
04:19oh my god it's right here how did i forget that maybe it's the tms treatments confusion and brain
04:27fog can be side effects can't they how's this for a plot twist i'm back in the hospital but on
04:37the
04:37bright side i'm in good hands say hi team oh hi um what's going on here dr matra meet ben
04:45brown
04:46aka at chemo sabe quite the name i beat leukemia seven months ago people have been kind enough to
04:52come along for the ride he's being modest he has 876 000 followers happy to hear it but i'm not
04:59sure
04:59they need to be in the room with us right now recording hospital staff is against policy his
05:04content funds cancer research figured with the latest lab just this once
05:10so what brings you in here today well i flew in from philly for the 5k to kill cancer
05:15woo woo i woke up feeling off fever chills fatigue chest pain er diagnosed endocarditis infection
05:22in the heart serious but at least it's not cancer i'm sure dr coleman told you that the chemo may
05:29have made you more susceptible to your current infection a gift that keeps on giving blood coaches
05:33are positive for staff aureus started him on antibiotics a few hours ago good let's follow the
05:38labs and see if the meds are working yeah wow this really is a full-service hospital oh thank you
05:46i just followed him
05:52what do we got here kim carter 38 just had ori of surgery of tit fib fractures
05:57and chest tube has a pneumothorax and three broken ribs from going out a third story window
06:01she jumped first time i was called to the er it was for a black eye then a slip in
06:07the shower let me
06:08guess devoted boyfriend worse husband she's awake i'll go get the detective
06:23have you one huh yeah yeah i mean it's a miracle she didn't sever her spine or end
06:29with a brain injury listen uh i know this has been uncomfortable but i i want things to be
06:35okay between us at least here yeah yeah me too
06:44dr walker hi this is dr larson dr heller we're gonna take care of you am i okay you still
06:52have
06:52some air trapped around your lung but this tube is clearing it and you remember detective sage
06:59i know this is hard for you if you tell us what ray did we will keep you safe he
07:04didn't do anything
07:05we've been through this and it just gets worse today he pushed you out a third story window ray
07:11loves me he would never hurt me i tripped and i fell
07:21well she won't file a complaint there's nothing we can do no there has to be something the window
07:26was closed it's obvious she was pushed it's obvious well we can prove in court they're not
07:30the same but they must have been loud didn't the neighbors hear him fighting every other day for
07:34the last six years it's circumstantial so you're just gonna let him get away with it you think i don't
07:38want to help her are you kidding me if she doesn't want to be his punching bag anymore she's got
07:42to be
07:43willing to turn him in and testify she's addicted to easy detective judging the victim is not the way
07:47to do your job well you're the shrink so whatever's wrong you got to work that out with her because
07:52until you get off your ass and do your job i can't do mine what are you doing you don't
07:56get to talk
07:56to her like that it's okay jake he's right it's on me
08:07well the liver looks good but there's a small area of necrosis on the outer edge of the spleen have
08:14you
08:14had any falls or injuries no no nothing like that are you sure because car accident is the most common
08:22cause of these kind of injuries oh i'm sorry yes i was rear-ended last friday it wasn't a big
08:29deal
08:29but i should have mentioned it i can't treat you if you're not honest with me i just forgot about
08:37it
08:37no you didn't if you were injured last week you'd still have a bruise on your skin whatever happened
08:42to you happened months ago why would i lie about it because the second most common cause of spleen injuries
08:52is assault did he punch you or kick you
09:02we're giving you antibiotics and keeping your surgical sites clean so you don't get an infection
09:07and i will continue to monitor your collapsed lung make sure it expands properly how are you feeling
09:13i've had better days listen i'm sorry you felt like we were pushing you hard earlier it's just
09:20because we care about you and we're concerned about your safety i know and i'm grateful i really do
09:27understand you love ray because he can be kind and caring and i'm sure like always he was very sorry
09:37afterwards but one of your broken ribs nearly punctured your heart one centimeter to the left
09:45and you would be dead if you've broken your neck you'll be paralyzed or dead you were very lucky we're
09:51just afraid that if this isn't rock bottom then whatever is it'll be too late you're wrong
10:01i know i know that you think i'm messed up and that i depend on him financially and that i'm
10:07afraid to start
10:08over and that's all true but i did hear you last time and the time before that and the time
10:17before that
10:19everything you've said stuck with me and i do want to leave him then why did you lie to the
10:28detective ray has a
10:31lawyer and enough money to post bail i looked it up even if i filed charges a first time domestic
10:41assault
10:42get some 90 days max and once he's out it's just gonna get worse the cops can't protect me
10:53and if i run he'll find me and okay he'll kill me
11:02so what can i do we'll find a way to help you i promise
11:14that doesn't feel like a promise you can keep jina but i can you just don't remember about four
11:20years ago you had a patient moved to st paul with a new identity to start over after suffering repeated
11:26abuse at the hands of her partner well how did she get away well she wasn't supposed to tell you
11:30but
11:31apparently there's a kind of modern underground railroad network that provides escape routes for abuse
11:36survivors if we can find this woman in your files maybe she can point us in the right direction
11:42so did you log into her account i did seems the amazing dr larson was working a dv today
11:50domestic violence she prescribed anything no not yet second she does let me know
11:57it's a great cause so even though i can't race today i hope you guys will still donate
12:01the doctor here test results back we should speak privately well i don't keep secrets from them
12:08they're my family the news isn't great your white blood cell count is sky high
12:15and the cancer is back we can't know that not until we do a bone marrow biopsy
12:21sadly not my first rodeo
12:25okay here's one 64 year old pretty sure she had young kids uh this one's 26 but she came in
12:33with her
12:33husband here we go splenic infection history of trauma treated her just over four years ago 39 years
12:43old mother of two name emma does that sound right i'm not sure but we need to hurry
12:53i hope i wasn't unkind to her yeah me too um you know unknown number might spook her
13:09hello hi i'm not sure that you'll remember me uh my name is dr larson i treated you at westside
13:17hospital i remember good um i know this isn't appropriate but i have a patient who is a victim
13:25of domestic abuse and we are desperate to get her some help
13:33hello are you still there
13:38i am she's she's in trouble uh my patient she needs to get away from her husband before it's too
13:47late
13:52someone will call you in 10 minutes
13:58you made a few calls and someone's coming soon to explain but we're gonna move you far away where
14:04ray will never find you you'll be safe and start over i can't tell you how much that means god
14:11you're okay
14:15i wanted to get here sooner but the cops are holding me can you believe they think i did this
14:20all i could think about was that i had to get to you
14:27hi dr walker we met last year sure thanks for taking such good care of her that's our job
14:46he's the best thing that ever happened to me well when do i get to meet this greg soon i
14:51hope i'm
14:52surprised he's not here when he lets her out he never leaves her side that's what love looks like
14:57you remember love
15:04hi honey we were just talking about you gina and amy
15:11i told you we were having lunch yeah no of course not yeah sure right away i'm so sorry i
15:20have to go
15:21we just sat down i forgot greg needs something for a meeting tonight it's great seeing you amy
15:26call you gina yeah
15:31that was odd he's great very needy are you sure it's needy and not controlling i had a patient about
15:40a month ago abusive marriage the first thing he did was isolate her from family and friends then he
15:47cut off her finances and it well she looked startled when he called you didn't see that look if something
15:54was wrong i would know i'm her sister it might make it harder for you to see it
16:03he's in there with her now ray's never going to leave her side and our network contact is coming in
16:08a few hours i'm assuming you have a plan her latest x-rays show that her lung is 50 re
16:13-expanded to
16:14discharge we need it to be 95. i was going to do pleurodesis tomorrow but if we move that up
16:20and put
16:20her in an or we can sneak in the contact it's not surgery ray doesn't know that so it means
16:26bumping
16:27an operation moving the whole schedule around which is why you came to me gotta say i'm surprised
16:34we're desperate i never heard of the specific organization but i am familiar with the concept is
16:39any of this illegal no kim will get a new identity under a sealed court order and the people running
16:44this network how do we know we can trust them we don't but the process by its nature has to
16:50be
16:50clandestine
16:58hi it's dr ridley i need you to clear or three for the next five hours
17:05hey hey things are going to get ugly here so i gotta sign off for those of you asking what
17:11you
17:11can do just keep sending good vibes wow they really love you not just me apparently i mean i
17:18wasn't gonna say anything but why are you looking at me like that one cameo and you've developed a
17:24following they're calling you hot dog which flattering though it may be for you is not the
17:30reputation we strive to cultivate here and in case you don't think it was a big transgression
17:34consider that it made it all the way to my desk sorry dr hamda had no idea you smiled for
17:39the camera
17:39it was my fault sir i'm the one who's been pushing this well you both should know better the patient
17:45can
17:45film himself to his heart's content but doctors can't be featured and the hospital can't be tagged
17:49got it yes understood
17:55so basically what we do we go in we re-inflate her lung and then we attach the lining of
17:59the
17:59lung to the chest wall i got it from here okay and how long will that take four maybe five
18:07hours
18:08but um unfortunately this is where we have to leave you i love you i love you too
18:28okay
18:40she prescribed something indeed meds for the dv patient what is it and how much uh one milligram
18:47of lorazepam i need you to change it to 10. i may be an idiot but i do know my
18:54way around a pharmacy and
18:5510 milligrams will put her in a coma charlie what if i wanted to do with my life since i
19:00was seven
19:01be a doctor exactly i'll intercept it i know what i'm doing
19:11hey where have you been i need you to check on mr slattery
19:17hannah the patient's thyroid storm is concerning and we should be following his 12 lead ekg
19:22right i know but dr heller asked me to help with something i'll get to it right after that
19:33hey dr clark i'll be quick
19:39something wrong yeah this this dose doesn't seem right yeah that's gotta be off yeah i'll go find
19:46dr larson that's okay i was going to see her anyway i'll handle it appreciate it
19:56dr clark what can i do for you i i need you to know this is not about one-upping
20:05anyone but i'm
20:07i'm worried about the patient enough of a wind up what is it it's possible dr larson made a mistake
20:12with kim carter's meds and for the record i i tried to speak with amy directly you absolutely did the
20:22right thing something else this morning i think she was having a memory seizure when you were talking
20:33with her in the imo i really hope she's okay
20:55hey hey you want to explain that
21:02i prescribed one milligram then what am i looking at i honestly have no idea we are moving heaven
21:10and earth to save that woman and you almost killed her i i i don't know what to say
21:17maybe i was working too fast and well thankfully we caught it in time
21:23the correct dosage now where's our guest of honor uh she should be here any minute no more mistakes
21:43doctors larson and walker that's us
21:49you can call me sue first few nights you'll be in a safe house a church basement or something like
21:55that within 72 hours the next person on the chain will come pick you up you don't know who no
22:01one
22:01knows more than they have to that's how this works i don't know this sounds crazy what's crazy is you
22:09staying with a man who hurts you now is the time kim while you have all the support around you
22:13but i have
22:14a broken leg and ribs many of the women we help are injured we've got this
22:22when i get away from here then what we keep you on the move while we work to provide a
22:27new name
22:27id and then we set you up in a new city some money new job all told takes about a
22:33month
22:35it almost sounds too good to be true it will be hard whatever you have here you need to leave
22:41it
22:41behind i don't have anything here not anymore
22:56have her ready to leave tonight the longer you wait the more likely she is to change your mind
23:01here
23:09wait wait what even in remission there'd be some cellular atypia or dysplasia and his slides show
23:17no residual blast so he never had cancer
23:21oh mg we have our own scamanda
23:25he's totally faking it why would anyone endure a bone marrow biopsy for no reason well maybe the
23:30half a mil he raised i mean who knows where that went or the attention i mean that last video
23:35got
23:3510 000 likes alone well that might have something to do with our hot dog in residence come on i
23:42don't
23:42think that he's capable of that 10 minutes with my netflix algorithm and you'll realize that people
23:46are capable of anything why don't you let me track down ben's oncologist before we rush to judgment
23:54talc instilled okay time to remove the tube
24:02you good yeah yeah
24:08on the exhale yeah
24:18nice job okay you gonna tell me what that was just a memory that's good right means tms is helping
24:27yes and no
24:30this morning i missed a meeting with joan that i don't remember even knowing about and then i prescribed
24:36the wrong dose for kim and if joan hadn't caught it i i hope you're not pushing yourself too hard
24:43because of me you are part of the reason but you know that
24:53well no matter what you gotta take care of yourself first okay
25:00i'll go talk to ray okay
25:04procedure went great kim's lung expanded nicely she's breathing easily off room air
25:08unfortunately we did get a late start so the anesthesia is still wearing off
25:12it's gonna be a while before she's ready to see visitors i don't mind waiting of course but uh
25:17post-op visiting hours have ended for the day look i wish i could make an exception but they're
25:21pretty strict about these things so when can i take her home as soon as we finish rounds in the
25:27morning
25:289am
25:32okay i guess i'll see you first thing yep
25:40so maybe this time next month i'll be a waitress in santa fe or like
25:46have a desk job in miami right that's the idea
25:51there are so many ways that this could go wrong do do you think that it's actually gonna work
25:58i do we have a plan we just need to stick to it yeah i'm really gonna be free
26:21i don't see anybody we're a little early we'll be here any minute ken
26:42where are you going
26:45they uh they let me go early and i didn't want to wake you so i called an uber it's
26:52on its way
26:54it's on its way but i think you can cancel it
27:02that him
27:17i guess not
27:20hi dr walker yeah thank you um of course i'll call you tomorrow to check on you okay
27:39hey
27:40what are you doing here that's how you greet your big sister sorry just wasn't expecting you surprise
27:47greg home no he's at lunch with a friend why didn't you call me we've been trying to get a
27:51meal for
27:52weeks work's been really busy mom misses you too i'm gonna see you at sunday brunch right sorry we're
27:59going up to his cabin guess work's not that busy then okay passive aggressive we used to talk like
28:07better you know i'm pretty much to be doing um thank you to me i'm gonna tell them um
28:17uh
28:18once
28:19and i know how to find you
28:30it's a big deal
28:31and you're in long sleeves.
28:33Roll them up, Des.
28:34You're just bitter because I'm happy
28:36and you screwed up your marriage.
28:38Okay, I'm bitter.
28:41Let me see your arms.
28:54It's 6.30 a.m. and you have a daughter at home.
28:57She's 18.
28:58My best friend needs me.
29:05I don't know what to do.
29:07You've done all you can do.
29:09This is up to Kim now.
29:10No.
29:11It's my job to help them.
29:14Some of this is about Ian.
29:17You think that if you had done more
29:20that all those train accident victims
29:23would still be alive?
29:24Maybe this is your chance
29:27to make something else right?
29:28Am I warm?
29:29It's not just that.
29:34It's Des.
29:35Your sister?
29:36Her fiancé.
29:40The beatings went on a while.
29:43She didn't say a word to me.
29:46And I didn't realize.
29:48You did.
29:51How is she now?
29:52He went after her and she fought back.
29:56Shot him with his own gun.
29:58Killed him.
29:59Oh my God.
30:01She took a plea deal.
30:04Involuntary manslaughter.
30:05She went to jail?
30:08Two years.
30:09Two years.
30:10Oh.
30:11I...
30:12Months ago.
30:13We went to lunch.
30:14I asked you how she was.
30:15You said she was fine.
30:17I just...
30:22It was just too hard to talk about.
30:28When I finally felt like I had enough to confront her,
30:32she was in too deep.
30:34And she was so full of shame,
30:37she wouldn't let me help.
30:40I failed, Ian.
30:45I failed, Des.
30:49I just don't want to fail anyone ever again.
30:55You know that's not possible, right?
30:58Maybe so.
30:59But I'm going to do whatever I can
31:01for Kim
31:03and anyone else who needs me.
31:06I get that.
31:08But...
31:09just for today.
31:11You need to go home and get some rest.
31:13Come on, I'll drive you.
31:18I can drive myself.
31:20Come here.
31:28Mind if I join you?
31:30About as ominous as it sounds.
31:34I want to talk about the OR shuffle yesterday.
31:37Suffice it to say,
31:39there were a lot of complaints
31:40from doctors and patients alike.
31:42Everybody got their surgeries.
31:43Joan,
31:44I gave you complete autonomy
31:45over your department,
31:46but you are not chief of surgery.
31:49In the future,
31:50you need to respect that.
31:53Since you're here,
31:54maybe we could discuss something
31:56that is my purview.
31:57Amy.
31:58What about her?
32:00She's been having episodes,
32:03memory seizures,
32:04lapses.
32:05Do you know about this?
32:07If you're concerned,
32:08you should talk to Amy.
32:09She screwed up a dosage yesterday.
32:11If you know something's wrong
32:13with one of my doctors
32:14and you're not...
32:15If I thought there was something
32:16wrong with Amy,
32:16I would tell you.
32:18I'm not the keeper
32:19of her secrets anymore, Joan.
32:20I'm just her boss.
32:22Yours too,
32:23I might add,
32:24next time you decide
32:25to assume the worst.
32:28If you wanted
32:29a lovable doormat,
32:31you wouldn't have hired me.
32:44Tim?
32:45Are you okay?
32:46Yeah.
32:46Nothing happened yet,
32:47but I can feel
32:48how angry he is.
32:49I know when he gets back
32:50from work...
32:51I'm here for you.
32:51What can I do?
32:52Can you come get me?
32:54Sit tight.
32:55I'm on my way.
32:59Can't sleep.
33:00Kim called.
33:01I'm going over there.
33:02You can't go there
33:03by yourself.
33:04I can't wait for you.
33:05No time.
33:05Then I'm calling the police.
33:06No!
33:07Gina?
33:07If they show up,
33:08sirens blaring,
33:08Ray's buddy next door
33:09will tell him what's up.
33:10I need a head start.
33:11Okay, what can I do?
33:12Call Emma.
33:13Beg her to reach out
33:14to the contact again.
33:24Which closet?
33:25Just in the back there.
33:27Okay.
33:32Oh my God, he's back.
33:34I'm getting you out of here.
33:38Yes, 301 Maplewood.
33:40And please hurry.
33:41This man is violent.
33:42Thanks.
33:43What's going on?
33:43You okay?
33:44Gina, she went over to Kim's
33:45and Ray is there.
33:46The comps are on their way.
33:52We're leaving.
33:53Get out of the way.
33:57No, I don't think I will.
34:00Please, Ray.
34:01Leave us alone.
34:03Did she leave us alone?
34:08May I see you, Ray?
34:11You think I'm afraid
34:12of a small man like you?
34:14Dr. Walker, don't.
34:16Oh, you don't speak to me
34:17that way in my house.
34:18I'm leaving your house
34:19and I'm taking Kim
34:21and there's nothing
34:22you can do to stop me.
34:23The hell you are.
34:25Stop it!
34:29Stop it!
34:36Ray Carter, you're under arrest.
34:39You have the right
34:39to remain silent.
34:40Anything you say can
34:41will be used against you
34:42in a court of law.
34:43You have a right to an attorney.
34:45If you cannot afford
34:45an attorney,
34:46one will be provided to you.
34:51Get us some help.
34:54Hey, doctor.
34:56What are you doing here?
35:01I'm doing my job.
35:12Thanks for having her back.
35:14Again.
35:15Wendy, you never need
35:17to thank me for that.
35:19I'll start bonding now.
35:20It's freaking me out.
35:22Hey, look who's awake.
35:24How are you feeling?
35:25In pain.
35:27But I'm okay.
35:29Do you need anything?
35:32Carmelo.
35:32Carmelo.
35:34All right.
35:37Mm-hmm.
35:44Okay.
35:45Bring it.
35:46Are you proud of yourself?
35:49Kinda.
35:52This is too far.
35:53You must know that.
35:54If we lose you,
35:56how many people
35:56don't get the help
35:57that they need?
35:58I hear you.
36:00I'll retire the cape.
36:01I would settle for you
36:02committing to a therapist.
36:05I can do that, too.
36:08Thank you for helping me
36:09through this.
36:11Ride or die.
36:13Oh, good.
36:15You're awake.
36:16You had us worried
36:17there for a minute.
36:18Not my finest hour.
36:19A case like this is...
36:22It's a lot
36:23for anyone to carry.
36:25I think we all felt that.
36:28Thank you, Joe.
36:32Amy, could I see you outside?
36:43You wanted to see me?
36:44Yes.
36:45Why is Dr. Walker
36:46out fighting crime?
36:48It's a complicated story.
36:50Has she been reprimanded?
36:51Well, I thought I'd wait
36:52until she's no longer
36:53a patient.
36:54Right.
36:55And what about this intern
36:57making a splash
36:58on social media?
37:00I handle that.
37:01Won't happen again.
37:02Next time, handle it
37:03before it gets to me.
37:04Better yet, have Joan deal
37:06with it, her department, right?
37:07Or is she too busy
37:09dealing with everyone
37:10else's department
37:11to keep her own side
37:12of the street clean?
37:13I already spoke with her
37:14about the O.R. situation
37:15yesterday.
37:16Good.
37:17Because she's your hire.
37:18So I'll hold you
37:19personally responsible
37:20for all the havoc she wreaks.
37:22You know what?
37:23I have a thousand decisions
37:25to make every day.
37:26Almost all of them go well.
37:27But you choose to cherry-pick
37:28things that go wrong.
37:29Cherry-pick.
37:30After last week,
37:31you're lucky you still work here.
37:32Running a hospital
37:33is an exercise
37:34in controlled chaos.
37:36You want to micromanage?
37:37Fine.
37:37But there's a reason
37:38only one of us
37:39has a putter in his office.
37:40And frankly,
37:41I'm getting tired
37:41of you threatening my job.
37:43So either make a change
37:46or get off my case.
37:52We got into trouble yesterday,
37:53but we crushed
37:54our race day fundraising goal.
37:56Thanks to all of you.
37:58And drum roll, please,
38:00because I think
38:00we may have biopsy results.
38:02What I'm about to say
38:04is sensitive,
38:05so I need you
38:06to stop recording.
38:08I'm guessing this isn't good news.
38:11Great, actually.
38:13You don't have cancer.
38:15You never had cancer.
38:20What?
38:22I don't understand.
38:23Your oncologist in Philly
38:25read the original slides wrong.
38:27A viral infection
38:28caused abnormal-looking cells
38:30called hematogones,
38:32which can mimic leukemia.
38:35This is insane.
38:37So the chemo was for nothing?
38:39And it damaged my heart?
38:41Yes, but
38:42your endocarditis
38:43is on the mend.
38:44And now that you know
38:45you didn't have cancer,
38:46you don't have to worry
38:47about it coming back.
38:50Damn.
38:52Pretty juicy update
38:53for your followers.
38:54Huh.
38:56I think I might have
38:57to let them down easy.
38:59I mean,
38:59I'll tell them
39:00I'm cancer-free now,
39:01but
39:02you're gonna
39:03lie to them?
39:05It's not like that.
39:06My diagnosis
39:07may not have been real,
39:08but I was
39:09helping people.
39:10And before cancer,
39:12I was just some schmuck
39:12in a cubicle
39:13with 73 followers.
39:15Now,
39:16all these people
39:17care about me.
39:19Some of them?
39:20Sure.
39:21But those relationships
39:22aren't real.
39:24They are to me.
39:26I don't want to lose
39:27the one good thing
39:28that came from all this.
39:31what you've been through
39:33sucks.
39:34But now you know
39:35what it is to think
39:36that every day
39:36could be your last.
39:37And you did it.
39:39With a ton of
39:40courage and generosity,
39:42you just have to
39:43channel that out
39:43into the real world
39:44and actually live.
39:49Okay.
39:51I will.
39:54Just
39:55not yet.
40:04Hey.
40:06Did you see
40:07Ben posted?
40:08Three new videos
40:10and he hasn't come clean.
40:11Well,
40:12at least he's raising money
40:13for a good cause.
40:14It's kind of sad.
40:15He's so lonely.
40:16He
40:16needs to do that.
40:18I would pay
40:19to be lonely right now.
40:21Hmm?
40:23Ben's fans.
40:24Somehow they ID'd me.
40:25now I have
40:262,000 follower requests
40:27and my DMs are
40:28not safe
40:30for work.
40:31Okay.
40:32Can I see this?
40:36Oh.
40:38Yeah.
40:39Hey.
40:39Dude,
40:40this one's from Liz.
40:42And she's
40:43definitely flirting.
40:45This is good.
40:47Why?
40:48You two have been
40:48dancing around this
40:49for a while.
40:50Now it's out there.
40:51Oh,
40:52come on.
40:53You want me to ask
40:54her out for you?
40:55I am a grown man,
40:56Sonia.
40:57If I want to ask her out,
40:58I will ask her out.
41:00Well,
41:01okay then.
41:03Okay.
41:07Unknown name.
41:09Probably spam.
41:10Wait,
41:11let me answer it.
41:15Hello?
41:16Dr. Walker,
41:17it's me.
41:20I thought it might be.
41:22Everything okay?
41:23Are you safe?
41:24Yeah.
41:25Yeah,
41:25thanks to you.
41:26You're not supposed
41:27to reach out.
41:28It's a burner.
41:29I'll ditch it soon,
41:30but I,
41:30I couldn't leave
41:31without knowing
41:32that you are okay too.
41:33I am.
41:35Detective says
41:36Ray will be locked up
41:38at least a few years.
41:40I'll never be able
41:41to repay you.
41:44You saved my life.
41:46You just take care
41:47of yourself,
41:48yeah?
41:49You do.
42:06How's Gina holding up?
42:08She's doing better
42:09than most would,
42:10I think.
42:11And you?
42:12You okay?
42:14Joan was asking questions.
42:16Oh.
42:17I didn't tell her
42:18about the memory seizures.
42:19Oh,
42:19she found out anyway.
42:21I made a couple
42:22of big mistakes
42:23and had my reckoning.
42:26I've been chasing
42:27my memory
42:28so that I could be
42:28a better doctor
42:29and right now
42:30I can't even practice.
42:32For how long?
42:33I'm not sure.
42:34Joan's assigning me
42:35a new neurologist,
42:37so he'll be the one
42:38to assess.
42:39But obviously,
42:40I'll do whatever it takes.
42:42Well,
42:43I'm here if you need me.
42:44I know.
42:47Dr. Heller.
42:48Dr. Hamda.
42:51Heard you're headed home?
42:52It's okay.
42:53I'll be back.
42:57Well,
42:58Dr. Clark,
42:58shall we?
42:59Feel better.
43:00Oh,
43:19You
43:23You
43:25You
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