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00:00:16You
00:00:16You know last time when you were human I had to hold back so I wouldn't break you
00:00:20Don't worry. You'll get your ninth round this time
00:00:31Nick, that's an antique. Sorry red
00:00:37Good thing I've got forever to make it up to you
00:00:53Hallelujah, I always knew those crazy kids would get together. Lillian
00:01:06Darren
00:01:08Nick's book
00:01:16Lovely dress
00:01:19I'm glad you like it. I'll be wearing it for eternity
00:01:39You
00:01:40So you want to get late?
00:01:47Fine if that's what you want
00:01:51I'll do the honors
00:01:53What?
00:01:54Are you serious?
00:02:02We're gonna do it my way
00:02:07No kissing
00:02:29Can I please go change? I look ridiculous.
00:02:32Addie, it's literally a costume party
00:02:35Nobody cares that you came straight for practice
00:02:37Plus half the dance troupe is here wearing the same shit
00:02:44Chill
00:02:45You fit right in
00:02:48Would you do something for me?
00:02:49For my birthday it would be the greatest gift if my best friend who I never see
00:02:55I'm literally staying with you all summer
00:02:58For once, let loose
00:03:00I have a really important rehearsal tomorrow
00:03:03I just started and I need to prove that I deserve to be here
00:03:06Nothing crazy, just take a few shots
00:03:09Shake your ass, make out with a cute boy
00:03:11Kaylee, no
00:03:13Alright, that's it
00:03:15Tonight's the night
00:03:17You are going to have your first kiss
00:03:19Even if it kills me
00:03:21Come on, liquid courage first
00:03:40Okay, who do we have here?
00:03:54How about...
00:03:55How about...
00:04:05Asher
00:04:07What? My brother? Ew!
00:04:08What? No, I didn't mean that
00:04:10I just meant your brother is here
00:04:13Don't remind me
00:04:14He's been such a dick lately
00:04:17Ever since Dad left
00:04:18You didn't tell me about that
00:04:20What happened?
00:04:22Let's talk about it when it's not my birthday, maybe
00:04:25Okay, back to the task at hand
00:04:27Um, I think it's better if you mingle
00:04:29So, you know, get out there
00:04:32Well, hi there, handsome
00:04:34You're gorgeous
00:04:35You're gorgeous
00:04:52No
00:04:56No
00:04:57This is not mingling
00:04:58I'm sorry
00:04:59I'm not good at this
00:05:01Alright, fine
00:05:02If you're not going to kiss someone, you better at least take a shot with me
00:05:04Come on!
00:05:07Whoo!
00:05:10Whoo!
00:05:11Whoo!
00:05:11Okay
00:05:13Here you go
00:05:16And one for me
00:05:18Okay, ready? Cheers!
00:05:20Let's have it on the table
00:05:30I'll be nice and let you chase it with this
00:05:34Excuse me, what do you think you're doing?
00:05:36Those are my drinks
00:05:36Aw, Jelena, you're such a sweetheart
00:05:39You didn't have to get me anything
00:05:41In fact, you didn't have to come at all
00:05:46Who are you?
00:05:48This is my best friend, Addie
00:05:50Addie, this nightmare is Jelena
00:05:53She's Asher's latest fuck, buddy
00:05:54Excuse you, I'm his girlfriend
00:05:56His girlfriend?
00:05:59You are not his girlfriend
00:06:01I think he's made it pretty clear he only likes you for one thing
00:06:04You have no idea what you're talking about
00:06:07Oh, really?
00:06:08Did he change your name in his phone from booty call number two to booty call number one?
00:06:12Cool party, Kaylee
00:06:13So fun playing dress up like we're 12 again
00:06:20God, he is such a fuckboy
00:06:23I mean, I love him, but I swear all he cares about is getting his dick wet
00:06:28Well, maybe he just hasn't found the right girl
00:06:34Uh-uh, bitch
00:06:35Don't even think about it
00:06:36Think about what?
00:06:38Almost every single one of my friends has hooked up with him
00:06:43Promise me that nothing is going to happen between you two
00:06:47I promise
00:06:50Oh
00:06:51Oh
00:06:52Everything seems at last
00:06:55This morning looks alone in every face
00:07:00Don't you worry, I am on your side
00:07:06Oh, oh, oh, oh
00:07:10What you do, I'm leaving a broken smile
00:07:37Baby
00:07:38Yeah, knock it off with that shit, I told you
00:07:49Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
00:07:52Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
00:08:04Ohو
00:08:05Oh
00:08:10don't worry it's just water i'm not taking anything of yours are you sure about that
00:08:14i saw you batting your lashes at asher back off he's mine i wasn't i didn't he's my best
00:08:23friend's brother i don't want yeah well neither does he he doesn't go for mousy little girls like
00:08:27you anyway so don't waste your time right i think i'm just gonna head upstairs might as well
00:08:34i'm sure it's past your bedtime anyway
00:09:32you scared me
00:09:34what are you doing here this is my room right the yeah i mean what are you doing up here
00:09:42instead
00:09:43of down at the party i wanted to be here alone you're part of that dance company right i thought
00:09:52you knew that i mean well the tutu kind of tipped me off my sister's best friend is at the
00:09:56studio too
00:09:57actually um addy you know her
00:10:03adeline reina
00:10:05you might not actually she just transferred in
00:10:08she's pretty quiet bit of a wallflower
00:10:13she's not a wallflower once you get to know her i promise you she is i've known her for a
00:10:19while
00:10:21don't judge a book by its cover
00:10:23look at you you've got this whole ice cold bad boy thing going on but that's just the front
00:10:30isn't it
00:10:32i see you
00:10:35you're not as tough as you think you are you see me huh
00:10:40well i see you too
00:10:43i saw your dance
00:10:45pretty good
00:10:48well that was nothing
00:10:51here sit
00:10:53watch
00:11:00i'm better when i'm sober
00:11:03i think you look pretty good
00:11:06ah
00:11:07ow
00:11:08shit
00:11:11you okay
00:11:21better
00:11:28okay
00:11:30you
00:11:32you
00:11:37you
00:11:38you
00:11:39you
00:11:49you
00:11:52Can I just try something?
00:12:10What do you mean?
00:12:11I mean, why did you do that?
00:12:12I just wanted to try...
00:12:13No, you shouldn't have tried that.
00:12:14I'm sorry, I thought we were...
00:12:16No, you thought wrong.
00:12:19You need to leave.
00:12:20Asher, I don't understand what...
00:12:22I don't understand what...
00:12:26I don't understand what...
00:12:36I don't understand what...
00:12:45I don't understand what...
00:12:50Oh...
00:13:03Oh...
00:13:04Oh...
00:13:06Oh...
00:13:07Oh...
00:13:09Oh...
00:13:14Oh...
00:13:41Oh...
00:13:43Oh my god, my head...
00:13:45Nothing a little bacon grease won't cure.
00:13:48This is why I don't drink.
00:13:49Stop!
00:13:50We had so much fun!
00:13:51No, I made a total fool of myself.
00:13:55What are you talking about?
00:13:58Nothing.
00:13:59Oh my god!
00:14:01I'm dead!
00:14:02Addie...
00:14:03Did you kiss someone?
00:14:07No!
00:14:08No, of course not.
00:14:09Damn.
00:14:31You're no you don't like you or you don't get your daughter dad
00:14:49Hey good
00:14:52Hi sorry I didn't mean to I'm on my way to the studio and
00:14:59Sorry I won't be on your way all summer
00:15:02The studio showcase is in a couple weeks and there will be scouts there from Juilliard
00:15:05It's a long shot but who knows
00:15:08Maybe I'll see you in New York
00:15:11What are you talking about
00:15:14You know NYU
00:15:16How do you know about that
00:15:19Oh
00:15:20Kaylee must have mentioned it
00:15:22God damn
00:15:25I think it's great
00:15:28I didn't know you were interested in engineering
00:15:30Yeah that's because I don't want people to know about it
00:15:34Keep it to yourself understand
00:15:35What do you know?
00:16:16I don't know.
00:16:49What are you doing here?
00:16:51This is my studio.
00:16:53You're a dancer too?
00:16:55You call that dancing?
00:16:57You're wound tighter than that ugly ass bun in your hair.
00:16:59No one cares about your technique if you look like you have a stick up your ass.
00:17:04Well, I disagree, but I appreciate the note.
00:17:07You know, it might help if you ever got laid.
00:17:12Too bad no one would ever be attracted to someone so clearly repressed.
00:17:19If you don't mind, I still have some time left.
00:17:21Go ahead and practice as much as you want.
00:17:23But there's only one spot at Juilliard that comes from this studio, and it's mine.
00:17:31And so is Asher.
00:17:45Okay, so I was thinking, for your showcase, why don't you do that Swan Lake routine your mom taught you?
00:17:53Yeah, I don't know.
00:17:55It would be the perfect way to honor her.
00:17:57She was such a beautiful dancer, and that routine could really-
00:18:01Don't think about it.
00:18:04Okay, so earlier with Asher and your dad, what happened?
00:18:09You heard that?
00:18:13It's a literal cliche.
00:18:15Dad left mom for his secretary, and he-
00:18:25He's the one who caught dad cheating.
00:18:28He went into the office and found them making out.
00:18:33That's awful.
00:18:35I-
00:18:35Oh, look!
00:18:37It's Tweedledee and Tweedledum.
00:18:39My lucky day.
00:18:47Want to go back upstairs after this?
00:18:49Yeah.
00:18:50Round two.
00:18:51Mm-hmm.
00:18:52Three.
00:18:52Round two.
00:18:53Round five.
00:18:54Asher, what the fuck?
00:18:55I just got a blowout.
00:18:56Then why are you swimming?
00:19:09It's not good.
00:19:11I, uh, wanted to ask you-
00:19:14There's this girl in my company, and she said that she kissed you last night.
00:19:22And she said that you kind of, like, freaked out.
00:19:25And she was wondering if she did anything wrong.
00:19:29Yeah, she sure did.
00:19:31Oh, right.
00:19:33Yeah.
00:19:34Was it-
00:19:35Was it that bad?
00:19:38It's the worst moment of my life.
00:19:42Okay, and it's the Wednesday, and I'm gonna-
00:19:44I'm gonna-
00:19:45I'm gonna-
00:19:46I'm gonna-
00:19:54I'm gonna-
00:19:55Fuck you.
00:19:57You gotta be fucking kidding me.
00:20:06What's going on?
00:20:08Who is he?
00:20:09Jelena's cousin.
00:20:10He and Asher got into a big fight freshman year.
00:20:13But we haven't seen him in a while.
00:20:14He moved to Germany.
00:20:15Seriously?
00:20:16Hey, ladies.
00:20:18I'm Xander.
00:20:20What is your name, Gorgeous?
00:20:22I'm Addy.
00:20:26It was a pleasure to meet you, Addy.
00:20:31Yeah, leave her alone.
00:20:32How about you fuck off entirely?
00:20:34Asher, why are you being an asshole?
00:20:35No, he knows why.
00:20:39Fine, okay?
00:20:40If you won't leave, then I will.
00:20:53What was that all about?
00:20:56Asher never told me what their big blowout was about.
00:20:58He said I didn't need to know the details.
00:21:02I'm not surprised.
00:21:03He has always been so closed off.
00:21:06But it's only gotten worse since Dad left.
00:21:09I miss him.
00:21:13Kate, I'm so sorry.
00:21:20Which is why I am so happy that you're back.
00:21:24You're like my only real friend, dude.
00:21:27All of my other friends only hung around
00:21:28because they wanted to hook up with Asher.
00:21:32Yeah.
00:21:33Well, not me.
00:21:54Can I help you?
00:21:56Oh, no.
00:21:57I just need my bike.
00:22:03Also, Kaylee told me about what happened with your dad.
00:22:07I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
00:22:10That's really hard.
00:22:12Thanks.
00:22:17Yeah.
00:22:17I guess I'll just be going then.
00:22:21Oh, no.
00:22:23What?
00:22:23My tire's flat.
00:22:25I'm going to miss my time at the studio.
00:22:28I could give you a ride.
00:22:32No, that's okay.
00:22:35I'll walk.
00:22:35It's a pretty far walk.
00:22:37Come on.
00:22:38It's not a big deal.
00:22:41Okay.
00:22:42Well, I could pump up your flat
00:22:44and that should get you there.
00:22:46And then I could bring a new tube
00:22:47to the studio for your ride back.
00:22:51Really?
00:22:55That's really nice of you.
00:22:58Well, don't tell anyone.
00:23:23Well, I got your new tube outside.
00:23:26I thought I'd fix your bike while you dance.
00:23:33You're good.
00:23:34You're just kind of stiff, though.
00:23:37What do you mean?
00:23:38I mean, you need to let go.
00:23:41Relax.
00:23:44Here.
00:23:45I'll show you.
00:23:59I'll show you.
00:24:17Can I just try something?
00:24:22It was you, wasn't it?
00:24:23I don't know what you're talking about.
00:24:25Yes, you do.
00:24:26That's how you knew about NYU, because you were the one snooping around in my room.
00:24:28I'm sorry, I...
00:24:29Why the hell would you do that?
00:24:30I don't know.
00:24:31I just did.
00:24:33I'm sorry that it was the worst experience of your life, but it was only my first kiss.
00:24:37Okay, you're not the only one.
00:24:40What?
00:24:40Do you mean...
00:24:42I don't kiss.
00:24:44Ever.
00:24:45Kissing leads to feelings, and I don't want any of that.
00:24:49My sister's your best friend.
00:24:52Besides, I don't think about you like that.
00:24:56Okay?
00:25:22You want a hit?
00:25:23I just want to relax.
00:25:26I don't want to do this.
00:25:27I don't want to...
00:25:29Once again, not yours.
00:25:31Oh, sharing is caring.
00:25:34Addie, want to try?
00:25:36No, I'm good.
00:25:38Such a little goody two-shoes.
00:25:41I bet she's too scared.
00:25:48Maybe this will help you chill out finally.
00:25:51Then your dancing won't be so boring.
00:25:54Well, at least my pirouette doesn't look like a broken windmill.
00:25:58Oh, my God, Addie.
00:26:00Pop-ops this.
00:26:03Are you seriously going to let her talk to me like that?
00:26:06Relax, cuz-o.
00:26:06She's just joking.
00:26:09Are you serious right now?
00:26:10You invited him?
00:26:11Well, he's in town, and I want to spend time with him.
00:26:14You guys need to grow up and get over whatever happens.
00:26:16Okay, he's the one that needs to grow up.
00:26:18You're the one pointing fingers, little bro.
00:26:20Really?
00:26:21Dude, how would you get the fuck out of my house, dude?
00:26:22Nobody wants to hear.
00:26:23Xander is so fine.
00:26:25This is your chance.
00:26:27He could be your first kiss.
00:26:29Not really.
00:26:31Don't worry about them.
00:26:33Come on, Addie.
00:26:34It's time.
00:26:35You never even talk to boys.
00:26:37I talk to boys?
00:26:38That aren't teachers or your uncle?
00:26:40Exactly.
00:26:44Asher, wait.
00:26:49So funny that you're here.
00:26:52Addie was actually just talking about you.
00:26:56Oh, yeah?
00:26:57About what?
00:27:00Oh, um, she was talking about how she's always wanted to visit Germany.
00:27:07Really?
00:27:08Yeah.
00:27:09Always.
00:27:11Well, hey, consider me a tour guide anytime.
00:27:14We could go to the ballet.
00:27:16Because who knows, maybe one day you'll be dancing for Stuttgart.
00:27:18Oh, I don't know.
00:27:20I'm not really...
00:27:21Don't do that to yourself.
00:27:21You're too modest.
00:27:23I was picking Jelena up from class one day and saw you dancing.
00:27:26You're something special.
00:27:29Oh, thanks.
00:27:32Xander, we're leaving now.
00:27:35I guess that's my cue.
00:27:37Addie, gotta get your digits.
00:27:39I guess I'm kind of new in town again, so, you know, I figured I might need a tour guide
00:27:42myself.
00:27:45She'd love to.
00:27:47Here.
00:27:57See you around.
00:28:00Oh, my gosh.
00:28:01Yes.
00:28:02He's totally going to be your first kiss.
00:28:05Ah!
00:28:16Asher, what are you doing here?
00:28:18You're not seriously going out with that guy, are you?
00:28:20No.
00:28:21I mean, I don't know.
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:25Why do you care?
00:28:26Don't.
00:28:27He's not good for you, Addie.
00:28:29Well, that's kind of my decision to make, isn't it?
00:28:34Besides, you're going out with Jelena, and she's, like, objectively the worst.
00:28:37I'm not going out with Jelena.
00:28:40The reason why she ran out of here earlier is because I reminded her that I'm not her boyfriend for
00:28:44a reason.
00:28:47What reason?
00:28:48It's none of your business.
00:28:52Just promise me that you'll stay away from Xander, okay?
00:28:57He's a bad guy.
00:28:58I'm just trying to protect you.
00:29:01Trust me.
00:29:03Okay.
00:29:23And then,
00:29:24when I came to the hospital,
00:29:25I went to the hospital.
00:29:26I'm just trying to protect Come to the hospital.
00:29:33I told her I wanted there.
00:29:34I was just trying to protect him.
00:29:35I was hoping he came to work at the hospital.
00:29:41Beautiful.
00:30:34Sander?
00:30:36Oh, isn't it beautiful?
00:30:39I'll use it for you.
00:30:40Thank you, but what are you doing here?
00:30:44You texted me?
00:30:46Something about showing me your favorite restaurant?
00:30:50Sander!
00:30:51And Addy!
00:30:53Perfect timing.
00:30:55Now you can show them that Italian restaurant.
00:30:57With the spicy rigatoni.
00:31:01Yeah, sorry.
00:31:03I had a busy practice today and spaced on the time.
00:31:08These are gorgeous.
00:31:10Well, you guys better be off.
00:31:12Have fun.
00:31:17Oh, I was thinking we could actually ride bikes.
00:31:19You could use Asher's.
00:31:21Bikes?
00:31:22No, no, it's cool.
00:31:22I actually have a surprise for after we eat, so, uh, easy to drive.
00:31:26What if we walked?
00:31:27Or the train?
00:31:28No, it's cool.
00:31:29My car's right here, so, it'll be easier.
00:31:44So, we moved around the same time, right?
00:31:47Yeah.
00:31:49I, my mom, I moved in with my aunt and uncle.
00:31:59Hey, are you cold?
00:32:00I could ask a waiter to move us to somewhere else.
00:32:01No, it's, I'm.
00:32:06Addy, you haven't stopped shaking since you got in my car.
00:32:09I promise, there's nothing to be nervous about.
00:32:11I don't bite.
00:32:17Hey, are you, are you sure you're all right?
00:32:18Just kidding.
00:32:19Actually, I have to use a lady's room.
00:32:21Excuse me.
00:32:27Please, please not here.
00:32:33Shit.
00:32:41Addy.
00:32:44You, you okay?
00:32:46What, what happened?
00:32:47Did, did he hurt you?
00:32:49I, I, I can't, wait.
00:32:51Shit, okay, you're, you're having a panic attack.
00:32:53You just need to calm me down.
00:32:55What are three things you can feel?
00:32:57The floor.
00:32:59It's, it's cold.
00:33:01Good, and?
00:33:03Your shirt.
00:33:09Your hands.
00:33:26Addy, what did he do?
00:33:29Nothing.
00:33:30No, he did something.
00:33:31You just had a panic attack in the middle of a damn restaurant.
00:33:36Hey, what are you doing here?
00:33:38What the hell did you do to my date?
00:33:39I didn't do anything.
00:33:40I'm here because I don't trust you.
00:33:42What, so you followed us here?
00:33:44I'm sorry.
00:33:45I, I, I can't do this right now.
00:33:47Thanks for the understanding.
00:33:50Seems I was right, too.
00:33:54Happy now?
00:34:01I'm not hungry, Kay.
00:34:07It's me.
00:34:08Can I come in?
00:34:18Do you want to talk about it?
00:34:24Addy.
00:34:26I mean, you can help to share it with someone.
00:34:28That's rich.
00:34:29Coming from you.
00:34:31What's that supposed to mean?
00:34:33Nothing.
00:34:39I don't tell people about NYU because, I don't know.
00:34:48I guess I don't want everybody thinking that I'm a fucking nerd.
00:34:52Everyone thinks I'm this unfeeling, cold-blooded asshole, and that works for me.
00:35:02But, if they knew the truth, I guess it sounds pretty stupid when I say that out loud.
00:35:10It does.
00:35:17Addy promised me that he didn't do anything to you.
00:35:22He did it.
00:35:26Well, won't you let me know if he ever tries anything?
00:35:31I don't think he's interested in me.
00:35:35Seriously.
00:35:37Addy, you cannot be this innocent.
00:35:41Well, it's like I said.
00:35:44The other night was my first kiss.
00:35:46I did not believe that, if I'm being honest.
00:35:50I thought you were for sure more experienced.
00:35:53Well, I'd like to be, but no one's ever been interested.
00:36:00I promise you that's not your...
00:36:06What are you saying?
00:36:10Asher?
00:36:12Yeah.
00:36:14I'm not doing this with you.
00:36:18Doing what?
00:36:20Any of it.
00:36:21Talking, the kissing, it's just fucking messy.
00:36:25I don't, I don't want this.
00:36:28What do you want, then?
00:36:30To shut everyone out?
00:36:32To keep going out with girls you don't give a shit about?
00:36:36Why not?
00:36:39Listen to yourself.
00:36:40That's...
00:36:41You were wrong that night, Addy.
00:36:43I'm not a good guy.
00:37:05Oh, sorry.
00:37:07All good.
00:37:09You just got carried away.
00:37:13So you guys are back together, then?
00:37:16None of your fucking business.
00:37:17You mind?
00:37:18The room's occupied.
00:37:20Obviously.
00:37:23Are you deaf?
00:37:26Yeah, no, sorry.
00:37:27I didn't mean to interrupt.
00:37:29It's your house, Asher.
00:37:31Do whatever you want.
00:37:50I gotta say, I was a little surprised when you called.
00:37:56I was too.
00:37:58I'm sorry about ditching our date.
00:38:00No, I'm sorry.
00:38:02I hope I didn't do anything to upset you.
00:38:05You didn't.
00:38:06It was me.
00:38:10Maybe we can try again?
00:38:15I would very much like that.
00:38:20Then you have no problem moving her.
00:38:22Dump him, girl!
00:38:23She's the mother of my child.
00:38:29Does Addy know you're watching that trash without her?
00:38:31Trust.
00:38:31She does not mind.
00:38:32She's got her own show happening upstairs.
00:38:35What?
00:38:36She has Xander over.
00:38:38They're upstairs.
00:38:40Do not go up there and make a mess of things.
00:38:43Let the girl have some fun and finally lose her V-card.
00:38:47Fuck that.
00:38:52Is this okay?
00:38:57Hmm?
00:39:24Get the fuck out.
00:39:25Asher, you don't just get to barge in here and demand...
00:39:29I'll text you tomorrow.
00:39:45What the hell do you think you're doing?
00:39:47Me?
00:39:48What about you?
00:39:48I thought you were done with that piece of shit.
00:39:50And I thought you were done with Jolina.
00:39:52Guess we both thought wrong.
00:39:53You are not to talk to him anymore.
00:39:55What are you, my father?
00:39:58Why not?
00:39:58Tell me what happened between you two.
00:40:00That's none of you.
00:40:01None of my business.
00:40:02Of course.
00:40:03Why am I not surprised?
00:40:05If you can't tell me why not, then...
00:40:07He only wants you for one reason.
00:40:09Well, maybe that's all I want from him.
00:40:22Seriously?
00:40:25Why not?
00:40:27Everyone's saying I need to relax.
00:40:30Maybe getting laid will help.
00:40:32Right.
00:40:33So you want to get laid.
00:40:42Fine, if that's what you want.
00:40:45I'll do the honors.
00:40:48Not Xander.
00:40:51What?
00:40:52What?
00:40:53Are you serious?
00:40:55What do you want to do with someone you know?
00:40:58Someone you trust?
00:41:03Yeah.
00:41:14Do you trust me?
00:41:16Yeah, I do.
00:41:18I trust you.
00:41:28Do you want me?
00:41:32Yeah.
00:41:37But what about what you said at the studio?
00:41:40I thought you said you didn't see me like that.
00:41:44I lied.
00:41:52But if we're going to do this, we're going to do it my way.
00:41:57First of all, Kaylee can never know.
00:42:00Agreed.
00:42:05Second, no kissing.
00:42:11But...
00:42:12This isn't for negotiation.
00:42:14Do it my way, and nobody gets hurt.
00:42:21Deal?
00:42:24Deal.
00:42:29You sure?
00:42:34I need you to say it.
00:42:37I need you to tell me you're sure.
00:42:40I'm sure.
00:42:42I...
00:42:43I...
00:42:44I want you to be my first, Asher.
00:42:50Good girl.
00:42:57So...
00:42:58What now?
00:43:02Take off your shirt.
00:43:15Lie down.
00:43:34I thought...
00:43:35I thought you said no kissing.
00:43:43Your mouth...
00:43:45There's plenty of other places for me to kiss.
00:43:47I need you to look so amazing.
00:43:50I need you to look so amazing.
00:43:50It's the moonlight that makes me wonder why we separated.
00:43:56Or am I faded?
00:43:58You shine so bright.
00:43:59It's an understatement.
00:44:01Single is overrated.
00:44:04If you get too close, my baby, might let you take me back.
00:44:09Take me back, baby.
00:44:11I need you to take me back, baby.
00:44:14I need you to be so patient.
00:44:17So patient.
00:44:18I can't you break away.
00:44:20I need you to walk me back, baby.
00:44:22Oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:44:23Take me back, baby.
00:44:25Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:44:33What are you thinking about?
00:44:34Nothing.
00:44:37Oh, my God.
00:44:39You totally did it last night.
00:44:40What?
00:44:41How did you...
00:44:42Oh, my God!
00:44:46What's with the screaming?
00:44:47Addie popped her cherry.
00:44:49Kaylee.
00:44:51I knew Xander was the one.
00:44:53I told you.
00:44:54When are you gonna see him again?
00:44:57I, uh, don't think I'm gonna see him again.
00:45:01It was nice, but I don't think I like him.
00:45:04I don't like that.
00:45:06Damn.
00:45:07Love him and leave him type.
00:45:09Never would have pegged you.
00:45:10Do you, girl?
00:45:17Just nice?
00:45:20Well, we'll just have to do better next time, won't we?
00:45:41We'd go to the plate now.
00:46:04We're ready to go.
00:46:12what do you think perfect you dance like that at the showcase you're a fucking lock for juilliard
00:46:19thank you it's all thanks to you you know what do you mean you're reminding me that i need to
00:46:25let
00:46:25go when i'm dancing to relax oh yeah
00:46:33maybe i can help you relax a little more
00:46:47after what are you doing here i thought we were going to lunch i was waiting for you
00:46:51i just wanted to say hi to addy okay
00:46:56well i'm ready now
00:47:07so
00:47:08girl's night
00:47:22god i miss this
00:47:32there's something different about you
00:47:35i'm not different just more the way you used to be you know freer happier
00:47:43xander must have worked wonders on you totally well whatever it is it's a relief to have the old
00:47:52addy back i know how hard it's been for you since your mom passed away
00:47:59yeah it broke my heart to watch you shrink into this quiet withdrawn version of yourself
00:48:07but you have come so far just in these past weeks i'm so proud of you babe
00:48:15i'm actually starting to feel kind of tired i think it's the weed i'm gonna go to sleep if that's
00:48:22okay
00:48:22yeah for sure pool tomorrow
00:48:33five things i can touch
00:48:37my hands
00:48:41the blanket
00:48:51didn't get enough this morning
00:48:57it's okay you're okay come here sit down deep breaths into your nose out of your mouth with me in
00:49:06in and out
00:49:07in
00:49:09and out
00:49:23thanks
00:49:25of course
00:49:35you think you're ready to tell me where these attacks come from
00:49:47i was there
00:49:51the night of the accident
00:49:55i was in the car with my mom
00:50:00it was
00:50:02so dark
00:50:04and so late
00:50:08and she was really tired
00:50:12she ran off the road and the tire blew out
00:50:17my attacks are are usually triggered by
00:50:22loud sounds or by just peeing in a car
00:50:24but
00:50:27sometimes if i
00:50:29if i just think about her
00:50:32i shut down and
00:50:34i can't breathe
00:50:37annie i'm so sorry
00:50:39it's all my fault
00:50:42if she didn't have to pick me up from dance
00:50:44park
00:50:44look at me
00:50:46it's not your fault
00:50:52i've never told anyone this before
00:50:56not even kaylee
00:51:14or
00:51:24you
00:51:39or
00:51:40is
00:51:49Asher?
00:52:00Hey, I wanted to thank you.
00:52:02Don't mention it.
00:52:05Today's the big day.
00:52:07What time should we be there?
00:52:08We?
00:52:09Yeah, me and Asher, we want to have the front row, obviously.
00:52:14Well, the show starts at 6, so maybe 5.45.
00:52:22Asher, please talk to me.
00:52:39Adeline Reyna is up next.
00:52:41Please come wait in the wings.
00:52:53Sander, what are you doing here?
00:52:55Well, you weren't answering any of your texts, and to be honest, it kind of hurt that you just blew
00:52:59me off.
00:53:00I'm sorry, but...
00:53:01I thought, you know, we could talk about it.
00:53:03This really isn't a great time.
00:53:05I'm up next, and...
00:53:06I just don't understand you.
00:53:07You know, we were having a good time tonight, or at least I thought we were.
00:53:10We were, it's just...
00:53:12We had something.
00:53:13Had a spark, a connection.
00:53:16Maybe you forgot.
00:53:18No, I don't want to.
00:53:21Sander, no.
00:53:22I don't want to.
00:53:24Stop!
00:53:25Hey!
00:53:25Let her go!
00:53:29Why the fuck are you always here?
00:53:31I see you still don't understand.
00:53:32When a girl says no, she means no.
00:53:34That was years ago, okay?
00:53:36Get over it.
00:53:36I never did anything to your sister.
00:53:38What about Rachel Stone, huh?
00:53:41You have no idea what you're talking about.
00:53:42I heard you and all your fucking friends that night at the party talking about your latest conquest.
00:53:47You really think I was going to let you anywhere near Kaylee after what you did to Rachel?
00:53:50And now you're preying on Addie?
00:53:51You need to chill out.
00:53:52Bro, we were just hugging.
00:53:53I don't know why you care anyways.
00:53:54You're fucking her and my cousin.
00:53:57And you say I'm the asshole?
00:54:02Stop it!
00:54:03Get off of him!
00:54:04Sander.
00:54:06What did you do?
00:54:06This wasn't supposed to happen!
00:54:08What are you talking about?
00:54:09How did you know Sander was down here?
00:54:10Because he was supposed to be keeping you occupied so that you would miss your audition.
00:54:13What?
00:54:14This was a set-up?
00:54:19You think I would let you steal my boyfriend and my spot at Juilliard?
00:54:22I wasn't taking anything from you.
00:54:24Oh, please.
00:54:24I saw you two the other day at the studio.
00:54:26I know you're hooking up with Asher.
00:54:28You're hooking up with my brother?
00:54:33Kaylee, it's not what it sounds like.
00:54:35Then what is it?
00:54:36Because it sounds like my best friend and my brother have been lying to me.
00:54:41How could you do this to me?
00:54:43Kaylee.
00:54:44And you!
00:54:45You could have any girl you want and you pick my best friend?
00:54:49You are just as selfish as dad is.
00:54:57Oh.
00:54:58And you missed your audition slot, by the way.
00:55:04Fuck!
00:55:05Asher, I...
00:55:06I knew this would happen.
00:55:12Asher, wait!
00:55:35Where do you think you're going?
00:55:39I didn't think you or Asher wanted me here anymore.
00:55:44Are you serious?
00:55:46You were so upset yesterday.
00:55:48Well, yeah, I'm pissed, but...
00:55:51That doesn't mean it's the end of our friendship.
00:55:54Were you even going to apologize?
00:55:59I'm sorry, Kaylee.
00:56:02Really, really sorry.
00:56:05I never meant to hurt you or betray you or...
00:56:09You're my best friend in the whole world.
00:56:11And I promise I won't ever lie to you like that again.
00:56:16That's better.
00:56:20Now, about my brother.
00:56:22It's over.
00:56:22Don't worry about that.
00:56:27I was actually coming here to give you my blessing.
00:56:32I thought about it, and...
00:56:34If Asher had anything to do with you finding your joy again...
00:56:40I'm all for it.
00:56:43Besides, I always wanted you to be my sister anyway.
00:56:48I love you.
00:56:50I love you, too.
00:56:56Now, go talk some sense into the idiot, will you?
00:57:10Addy, I don't want to talk about...
00:57:11That's not going to work this time.
00:57:13I'm not going to let you shut me out anymore.
00:57:15I'm so tired of this hot and cold bullshit.
00:57:19One minute you're holding me, talking me down from a panic attack, and then the next you're ignoring me.
00:57:24You say you want to protect me, but then you refuse to talk to me.
00:57:29You can't have it both ways.
00:57:32I know that you have feelings for me, Asher.
00:57:35No matter what you say.
00:57:37Yes, I have feelings for you.
00:57:39But look where that got us.
00:57:42Now everything's fucked up.
00:57:44My relationship with my sister.
00:57:47Your audition.
00:57:48Kaylee just gave me her blessing.
00:57:50She what?
00:57:52And I convinced Julliard to let me re-audition.
00:57:57It doesn't change the fact that when feelings get involved, people get hurt, Addy.
00:58:03I can't risk it.
00:58:04Not after seeing how my dad hurt my mom.
00:58:07Well, you have to.
00:58:10Because that's life, Asher.
00:58:23I love my mom.
00:58:26Losing her was the worst thing that ever happened to me.
00:58:31Would I take back any of that love?
00:58:35Of course not.
00:58:38And I wouldn't take back any of this summer.
00:58:42What we did.
00:58:44None of it.
00:58:55I'm scared.
00:59:05I'm afraid of...
00:59:07Turning out like my parents.
00:59:10Of hurting you.
00:59:13For myself being hurt.
00:59:16I know.
00:59:18I know you're afraid of trusting people.
00:59:21To open up.
00:59:24But let me help you.
00:59:25The way that you've helped me.
00:59:27Addy, I can't risk it.
00:59:29It's not...
00:59:29You can't just close yourself off to life.
00:59:32Or love.
00:59:35It doesn't work that way.
00:59:37Believe me.
00:59:39Believe me.
00:59:39I've tried.
00:59:45I...
00:59:46Really, really like you, Asher.
00:59:50And I want to be with you.
00:59:54Do you want to be with me?
01:00:02Asher, please.
01:00:05Talk to me.
01:00:08Talk to me.
01:00:12Okay.
01:00:13Can I just...
01:00:24Try something?
01:00:27Okay.
01:00:31Okay.
01:00:31You want me there.
01:00:33Do you want me to...
01:00:34I can just...
01:00:34I don't know.
01:00:34But let me.
01:00:34You want me to be with me.
01:00:58I don't know.
01:01:00What?
01:01:03What happened to the no kissing, Russell?
01:01:06Well, it wasn't really working out well, was it?
01:01:14For what?
01:01:18For seeing me.
01:01:22The real me.
01:01:25The nerd.
01:01:29The good guy.
01:01:36I didn't think anyone would.
01:01:40I didn't think I'd want them to.
01:01:45But you...
01:01:49You didn't let me hide.
01:01:54Well, you didn't let me hide either.
01:02:02The answer is yes, by the way.
01:02:04I...
01:02:05I want to be with you.
01:02:14I think I may have created a monster here.
01:02:18Surprise!
01:02:22What the...
01:02:23Who are we celebrating?
01:02:25Both of you, idiots.
01:02:27You got into NYU?
01:02:28You got into Juilliard?
01:02:29I wanted to tell you.
01:02:31You both were taking too long with your little surprises.
01:02:33So, I thought I would get this show on the road.
01:02:36It's time to celebrate!
01:02:37I
01:02:43Don't you don't...
01:02:44Don't you wanna worry, I'm on your side.
01:02:54Congrats, baby.
01:02:55You too.
01:02:56Couldn't have done it without you.
01:02:59All thanks to you.
01:03:03Okay, this is getting a little nauseating.
01:03:06Can we go back to the no kissing rule?
01:03:26Would you pretend to be my girlfriend?
01:03:28What?
01:03:31As of next week, we'll have been dating a whole year.
01:03:34We've been going out on dates for about a year.
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