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Temptation Island US S07E08 No Turning Back 1 H 264
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00:12I
00:18Don't need you
00:26Hi mark good evening
00:30uh
00:35Ladies welcome by now, you know how this works
00:40But tonight is significant because this is the last time you'll see clips before your final bonfire
00:46When you'll be sitting opposite the man you came the island with
00:50You'll share your experience. You'll get to ask the questions you want to ask
00:55And then you're gonna face the ultimate decision
00:59Do you want to leave together as you came? Do you want to leave with someone new?
01:05Or do you want to leave alone?
01:08Okay, we're gonna start with cheyenne
01:12Ready i'm ready let's do it
01:16I guess it's just time for uh jack to show out in a different light
01:21I feel like she took away your personality. Yeah, my personality was gone
01:24Your personality was in a box and then as soon as you got in here you unlocked it opened the
01:28box and now we're like
01:30Why would you ever want to put yourself back in that box?
01:32I haven't stood on business for five years dude. I'm not putting up with that bullshit here. Here we go
01:37Finally somebody lit the flame under your eyes
01:40I'm not doing it anymore bro. I need to like embrace myself in life a little bit more. I'll get
01:45a lot farther
01:48Who's best kisser in the house honestly speaking you can tell you are
01:51bro
01:52bro
01:52yeah
01:53good luck
02:14I mean he can't even stick with the same girl
02:17What makes me think he could have stuck with me all through our relationship?
02:21Uh, what about the very first sentence in this clip that I kept him in a box?
02:25Yeah, that for five years
02:27He hasn't been able to be who he is I guess or something along those lines. I think you know
02:32what i'm saying that there was
02:33This weight. I don't even know mark. This is the thing that I just don't understand with him
02:37It's like if he was so miserable in the relationship and he wanted to be with somebody else
02:41Why did he have to sit here and like drag me along with this entire relationship? Why couldn't he have
02:46just left?
02:47You also had complaints about him too though, didn't you cheyenne?
02:49I mean, I did but I have just been looking past
02:55This i've listened to both of you talk about your relationship
02:59You have shared a little bit about how you want to provide her
03:02Somebody's a little bit more mature-minded a little bit more like in the adulting and business and things like
03:07that
03:08And when he cheated you didn't say oh my god, I can't believe he's with another woman
03:12How could he do that to me? I love him and he just betrayed me what you said was he's
03:17a loser?
03:18He's always been a loser. He'll never amount to anything. He's not a man and things like that
03:22So i'm suggesting to you and you tell me if i'm wrong that your problems in a relationship
03:28Had very little to do with fidelity and had much more to do with
03:32Not fulfilling needs
03:35Yeah, I think I was just hoping that
03:37Eventually, he would be successful and
03:42I don't i don't think he has it in him
03:45I've stood there by his side throughout this whole relationship and i've started a business i've done multiple things that
03:52he hasn't done
03:53How am I more successful than you and how do I try harder in life than than you and like
03:59it just i don't know like he's a man
04:01Or he's a boy
04:03He says he's gonna be a man, but it's just it's very clear that i am not getting that and
04:08i'm just happy that
04:09We can leave it here at temptation island and we can move on because i have i have nothing else
04:14to like
04:15Give i don't care that he isn't successful anymore because that's not my fucking problem
04:19No, i get why you don't want to move forward i support it i understand and i think it's a
04:24wise move for you
04:25Yeah, i'm just in this last hour of our time together pushing you to get real about this that in
04:31fact in the back of your mind
04:32You knew things aren't firing so well
04:35Him cheating gives you a little nudge towards what you actually want
04:40right
04:41right
04:42Because the next relationship you are in and he's in
04:45Needs to be healthier than the one you've just come out of right
04:49i agree i don't want to fall back into the same habits
04:55All right
04:57Sydney it's my turn yeah
04:59Let's take a look
05:00I'm surface level when it comes to other people but like with you it's just like
05:03You just make it easy
05:06Like i'm more in tune with my emotions because of you not even on like a romantic level because we
05:10haven't even been like romantic yet
05:13So i'll truly say like you helped me grow as a person before i can really because if i'm not
05:19whole as an individual
05:20i don't think i can be whole for somebody else
05:50Right
05:51Because i really don't care about sydney and i'm saying she doesn't care about me and her hurts
06:07um
06:10Said it before i'll say it again my goal coming here was never to hurt mikey
06:15My intent was to come here with mikey and to live leave with mikey
06:19But in coming here i saw better i expected better i wanted more
06:25Have i moved on
06:28Have i you know taken steps in another direction
06:34With xavier?
06:35I have
06:37Honestly
06:38That was a decision that i made for myself
06:42But i hate seeing him like that
06:44Because i know he's hurting it's very clear to me
06:47i was struck by the clip
06:49Because now i know mikey a little bit too
06:52And compared to when i first met him to now that seemed to really raw and honest there was no
06:58bs in what he was saying he just really got down to how he felt about it i'm impressed with
07:03what i saw from mikey tonight
07:04And that's all i've wanted i i even said that i don't know if it was a second or third
07:09bonfire
07:09But i said i want to see mikey growing in himself and like that's exactly what i just saw
07:15So although it hurts me to see him like that i'm also happy for him and proud to see like
07:21the growth that he's experiencing
07:23i'll be interested to see what form your friendship takes on with mikey
07:28definitely if there's a possibility there definitely
07:32okay
07:34kaylee
07:35yep
07:36here we go
07:38i have gotten so close to you and i've gotten to know you so much in such a short period
07:43of time and
07:44didn't expect to find somebody that has like
07:46such a beautiful soul here
07:48thank you i feel the same way
07:51you know when i'm the happiest and in the best headspace here it's when i'm like
07:55going on dates with you
07:57hanging out with you makes me happy your smile makes me happy like you're just
08:01you're you're good you're good people
08:03i feel like if i met you in the real world i would be just as excited to get to
08:07know you i would be
08:08like so lit up by hanging out with you and like just want to keep getting to know you like
08:16we have
08:17been i didn't expect to connect with somebody this much and yeah i don't know if we were in the
08:22real
08:22world i would be very excited about well that makes me i mean yeah like that's what it is and
08:29then
08:29you kind of have to like evaluate if like i know things change or like what all this means
08:37i'm down and also here for you i appreciate you like just you're you're awesome thanks
08:44my place i'm here
08:54well it looks like someone's falling for summit i think she sees all the amazing qualities in him
09:02that i see and i knew when he came here everyone would see how amazing he is but i mean
09:11what am i supposed to say to that you've shared with me his commitment to your relationship time
09:17wise texting calling hanging out time spent together is not at the level that you are desiring
09:24and aching for it's not even just text and calls i mean no i know it's not quality time together
09:30it's about feeling that you're the priority yeah is that fair to say yes i want to be the priority
09:37right and he tells me like over and over again like you are the priority like you are the number
09:43one and then and then it's you know me being like well can you do this in order to make
09:49me feel that way
09:51and then he'll be like yeah i do do that and trust me i am a very patient person
09:58i have been so patient with him i'll sit with this for a second because i'm gonna get very real
10:03with
10:03you right now because you deserve to feel exactly what you're expressing you're not feeling are you
10:11putting yourself as a first priority for you or are you feeling as though you're not a priority and
10:18hoping he makes you feel that way so that you can be that often the thing that's not working in
10:25communication isn't a relationship with him it's your relationship with you mm-hmm yep
10:33make room for someone to mirror what you've now discovered you are worth you're right
10:41i gotta put myself first
10:45when you can look in the mirror and go i love you then usually what happens is the people around
10:55you go i love you and that's what i've done here good with my girls okay i'm saying there's a
11:03deeper
11:04level to look at it has to do with you but you're going to be in the same funk feeling
11:08the same way if
11:09you don't address how you feel about you which i'm going to suggest is not as good as you appear
11:15because you appear like we look at you and go you know unbelievable supermodel but then there's
11:22this thing that makes me think you for some reason someone has told you yeah you're not that special
11:27and you believe it and you believe it love you
11:34that's right you're good yeah you're good you're good you know it
11:44you know it yeah you get to feel special you're allowed thanks
11:53okay scarlet ready let's take a look
11:59i just didn't like how her message was like i mean this with love and then dove into and she's
12:04like i wish we didn't such strict boundaries going into this it's like well she didn't express what
12:09she's been working on in this process she just said like she's been opening up to people more like
12:12emotionally i was just kind of following the playbook because what if the rules were reversed in that
12:16instance right and like i opened up and she's like what are you doing like you break the rules and
12:21i'm just now you're mad at me because i didn't break them too it's always me taking accountability and
12:26saying that cold did this cold lied cold did this here's why i lied though this is what i realized
12:31when being here i had this fear in the relationship fear of losing you fear of hurting you that i've
12:37no longer have it's gone because i'm so just like ready to be like free of it that i'm like
12:42happy that i'm like babe i will be so transparent with you i felt so much pain in my chest
12:48from being
12:48here so much sorrow that's like i have nothing else to give but that's all you need to just to
12:52be so raw
12:53with you yeah and i love you that gave me the chills that's all you need to say but if
12:57that is
12:58not up to the emotional connection that you need what else do you want me to do well and that
13:03hurts
13:07um so i have a few notes okay first um
13:14you know our boundaries coming in here were nothing physical we never said don't speak to anyone else
13:21this is not about temptation this is not about the boundaries like at all this has become so much
13:27less about cole and i and so much more about myself i am now realizing like yes i do put
13:34things on cole of
13:35like you've lied about this you've lied about that but what about like what do i just actually need that
13:42i'm not getting that is making me put this at the forefront i think it broke it down pretty well
13:47but i want to
13:49give cole a little credit he said something that i think you need to really hear he's afraid
13:56of you yeah he's afraid of you and the way it shows up for him at least what he says
14:01is
14:01he doesn't tell the truth for fear of how you'd receive it he's also afraid of the confrontation of
14:08you so he says whatever you need to hear to move on this is the weird paradox of the two
14:15of you
14:16the reason you don't trust him it's because you're scared he doesn't make you feel safe right the reason
14:22he lies to you because he's scared he doesn't feel safe it's a fear-based relationship i'm telling you
14:27that the eighty percent of what's working in your relationship you know we have fun we have the same
14:32interest that stuff is not going to get you through 30 years it's not it's not that's really
14:40what i've uncovered here the things that i value most are the things that are missing well then it
14:46begs a bigger question which is another scary question like i threw at kaylee it's even possible
14:50for you to get over your distrust of him i don't know the answer that's the the big question here
15:00and
15:00it's why i'm so confused and why i've been breaking the last few days is because it is very real
15:05you still have some time i'm challenging you to look at this fear thing even deeper look at the
15:11trust thing can you let it go and and work it out with not these women but the men in
15:16the house
15:16to get some perspective thank you okay you made it through another bonfire the next time you're here
15:26it's not gonna be about clips it's gonna be you and the man you came to the island with you're
15:31gonna
15:31ask all the questions about what you want to know and then you're gonna be faced with the ultimate
15:36decision what do you want the rest of your life to be before you head back to the villa there's
15:44one
15:44more thing you need to know tonight is your last night with the single men i know some incredible
15:52bonds have been formed but tomorrow their time on the island comes to an end
16:01i'll see you here at the final bonfire thank you very much for sharing you can head back to the
16:05villa
16:10mark has brought to light a lot of issues that we didn't fully understand coming in here
16:20my goal is to love myself enough to make the decision that's best for me i still have a lot
16:28of unanswered questions we won't be able to find that clarity we need until we are face to face
16:36they've taught me how to feel like a storm the rage is but the ones can't heal my heart sank
16:42when i
16:43saw what i saw in the clips but he's shown me since pretty much the first bonfire that this is
16:49who he is
16:50there's no changing it and i have to just move forward with what i've seen jack is hurt that man
16:58is hurt
17:00there's somebody in the house right now that proves that he's more of a man
17:04than jack ever could in the five years we've been together he's making his way around
17:11seeing mikey's so emotional it's hard to take that and keep moving forward but i see the same cycle
17:20happening whereas he sees the problem he tries to fix the problem then the problem goes back to how it
17:26was but this time it's different because i'm already gone i just feel like from what i saw that's
17:38the exact thing that cole has told me for months cole is so caught up in not crossing boundaries but
17:44you're not growing you're not diving in like what have you learned you know i'm looking for a relationship
17:50that lasts a lifetime and a fear-based relationship is not sustainable i just feel like i'm still at
17:57square one with him
17:59love is worth the journey no matter where it leads i keep wishing on the wind blitzing all my
18:09dreams welcome back what's up ladies cookies and ice cream cookies and ice cream
18:20i was literally just saying i wanted a chocolate chip cookie i swear guess what we've done
18:25made all your dreams come true hey how was it my best mom what happened it's over with she said
18:44fucking with me is settling what the disrespect that woman has put me through for the past three weeks
18:56oh my i'm like my brand new friends that don't owe me
19:00shit won't even do that to me you get what i'm saying so i don't know whoever i do end
19:07up with in
19:07the future they're not going to say that they're settling i can tell that a lot of insecurities that
19:14mikey has has come from the way that his girlfriend treats him and honestly i wish that mikey finds someone
19:23that truly appreciates the person that he is respects him like just makes him feel worthy
19:32i need someone who sees me knows the pieces that i hide
19:44tonight's bonfire yeah hit me a little deep
19:48i was like sheesh yeah no i kind of figured it a little bit
19:53but as expected you know it started off with a clip of mikey crying
20:01and it's like the reason that i say like tonight's bonfire cut deep is because like i
20:05never wanted to hurt him in a way that i was hurt in a way that he hurt me you
20:09know some
20:09shit you aren't the bad guy like things were done on his part that led to this you know yeah
20:16you should have showed up like that day one and he didn't
20:20so it's like even seeing him hurting like that seeing that i'm the reason why
20:29that shit sucks but i choose myself every time and i chose you because you chose me from day one
20:38he never did that so yeah
20:43i'm glad i met you i'm glad i met you too
20:47feeling like the wall's collapsing i don't know what's gonna happen
20:54if like this was the moon this would be me so that means i'm over the moon um like i
21:01don't know i'm uh
21:03i'm just so very happy it's just an amazing feeling like she chose me
21:09and um i hope uh we're leaving together have i said that i love the fit you look amazing yeah
21:15yes
21:24what's the tea sis so jack like literally made out with multiple girls yeah he's wild now he's
21:29crashing out yeah he's just not maturing yeah bro handle the situation it's crazy too because i knew
21:35i literally knew that he was gonna hook up with multiple girls like i feel embarrassed that i was
21:40even with him for this long i think the reason why he's like full-on like crashing out is because
21:46i'm not just like going and making out with like multiple guys he just knows that i moved on
21:50he hates that and honestly like you know you're you and preston have been like glowing together like
21:55the whole you know the whole house could see it she's a totally different person totally different
21:59person you're smiling you're having you're dancing like what the where's she been at yeah for real
22:02like an attitude to start and it took you you know that clarity to know that and i'm super proud
22:07of you for doing that thank you i second that
22:16it's sad i don't want to leave you guys but i would do want to spend the last night with
22:20you
22:22and another thing i want you to help me with is how i should go into this final bonfire and
22:26like
22:26what i should say i don't know just like stressed out about this it's like not an easy thing like
22:31i feel like i the way i've moved in the house is a little up but like but you're single
22:38i mean yeah but like i also want to be respectful about it though yeah and i think you are
22:42i don't
22:43want to i don't want to make it like a disrespectful thing i feel like i've you know i've opened
22:48up to
22:48this experience to the full extent i don't think i could open up anymore i think at that point if
22:52i open
22:52up anymore i'm just gonna be a crazy person there's a line there's a line yeah and i don't
22:57want to i just don't want to do it anymore yeah i'm emotionally attracted to you and i feel like
23:03we can just talk and it's not fake like cut the like yeah like i just think it's like it's
23:09more real
23:10cool wow thanks i said the moment last night would be the last time you out here telling me why
23:19you'll
23:20never be mine so we have an announcement it's our last night all together in the villa
23:28tonight tonight so let's go out with the bangs
23:39it genuinely hurts my heart to know that the guys will be gone tomorrow these are the guys
23:45that have supported us through this whole journey these are the guys that have helped
23:49us find ourselves so memories we will forget and memories we will remember i love you all
23:55it's a long lasting memory cheers cheers
24:09i know it's been said many times but like i'm just so so grateful i met each and every one
24:15of you guys
24:16i know you know this is the end but i'm so excited to see what you guys all do with
24:21your futures because
24:22you're all amazing and i hope you know one day we can all see each other again so i love
24:29you guys i
24:30really do love you guys
24:36saying goodbye to these single girls it's it's sad i mean they have been such a monumental
24:43part of our journey and i couldn't have imagined doing it with any uh anyone else
24:52bradley come on
24:55i hate those mustaches i don't know his deal yeah it was not
25:00yeah she like picked him in front of me at the first date and i just didn't think anything of
25:04it i was
25:05like all right yeah yeah yeah yeah i don't get it but anyways
25:16i thought about the fucking journal though should i lead in with that or should i like
25:21nope that nope that one no no no i would just tell her i'm like i've never gone through her
25:26shit in my life but like we all make mistakes here too like i didn't cheat on you but it's
25:31like
25:31we all did like reactive emotional shit i assuming yeah like i would just be upfront
25:36i'm like hey just want you know i went to your journal i regret it we went to your house
25:43i was
25:43don't regret it but i'm honest about it like i'm not like looking through your
25:48shit like under normal circumstances i think you'll be fine i think you'll be just fine
25:55yeah i don't know every time then i try to move on you do something to pull me around and
26:06i let my god
26:10it's the last night no i know i don't want to just like leave i know without getting like
26:22just like telling you like how i feel because i feel like from day one like it was obviously just
26:34so
26:35natural and like the moment like we talked i was like i just felt like how genuine you were
26:42i genuinely have so much love for you just like as a person
26:47and just like the way same i know you don't know how special you are to me
26:55and like what you've done for me throughout this like every day who's my go-to no no
26:59like it's you i know and that's just how i wanted it to be like i just wanted to be
27:05like a soundboard
27:06for you like
27:15i told people like i would never shed a tear on this but no it's weird because like i genuinely
27:21have so much love for you just like as a person just like i just wanted you to know like
27:28that's not it wasn't necessarily like easy because just like human nature like you just start to have
27:35like not love but i i love you as a person i know and like who you are i don't
27:40want to leave without
27:41like saying it because like i just want to be like open and direct like i don't i don't i
27:47have been with
27:48you the whole time but it's like i'm obviously not going to tell you everything because it's not about
27:53me it's about you but i'm just trying to tell you how i feel bradley really is just like an
28:01incredible
28:01human and he has been my rock honestly throughout this you know he's been the shoulder that i've
28:08leaned on he's been my deepest conversations so i have a lot to think about everything going into the
28:15final bonfire it's been fun the best i'm gonna miss you yeah i'm gonna miss you i love you
28:27here in the dark there's a sliver of life peeking in
28:41your role on my journey through temptation island was so important to me and i hope you know that
28:49i i mean i can definitely feel that but i'm really glad to hear you say it because yeah that
28:54means a
28:54lot i mean we've said it a million times but just how much you love life and like learning
29:00and just trying to be the best version of yourself yeah i mean that's why you're so amazing
29:08i i thank you so much yeah no totally i appreciate you saying all of that obviously i had so
29:14much fun
29:14with you and seeing you happy makes me happy because like i just genuinely like you so much as a
29:20person like i want your happiness
29:28oh
29:39our affirmation corner i know um
29:46i don't even know where to start like genuinely
29:52am i gonna get emotional about it um the last night i know it's so sad because i've genuinely enjoyed
30:03like every single day that we've had here yeah it's been amazing i like can't thank you enough for
30:12everything you've done for me like i'm not gonna cry i'm not gonna cry i just didn't think that like
30:22people like you existed like someone that could just see me for me and like force me to like
30:31realize things that i didn't want to even think about
30:35you know and you did it with like ease and you just like
30:40just made me feel so understood like every step of the way
30:45and even tonight like i'm still figuring stuff out and you're still helping me like
30:50figure it out and like reaffirm like the right from the wrong
30:57i don't know i don't know it's again it's also been a blessing to show you
31:01how you deserve to be treated yeah and that's like the queen you are
31:06and to own that shit and to own that you are that yeah and to realize like
31:13i gotta do this on my own and i need to learn to like be more independent and put me
31:20first
31:22it's like something i like never even thought about but it's true
31:28if he doesn't want it then he doesn't want to be that guy then he doesn't want to
31:34and you're content with that
31:38i'm like at my wit's end good
31:44i will not beg for the bare minimum anymore because you will you don't deserve the bare minimum yeah
31:50there are moments when we're happy and you take my breath away this has been quite the journey
32:00and my next step is just going to my final bonfire with summit and i am going to stand on
32:08business
32:09i'm not gonna cry it's going to be a game time decision on whether or not we live together
32:18i don't want to taste another kiss
32:30and yeah it's hard to hurt like this
32:39can nobody else compare to you
33:01hello mom how are you i'm i mean abstinence island well i'm i'm really struggling to be honest like
33:12uh this process is way way way harder than i thought and it's not like the journey i thought
33:18i was going to go on are you tempted by just having fun or are you second guessing how serious
33:24you are with kaylee or did you actually meet someone that you could potentially spend time with
33:39oh my gosh are you okay yeah
33:46it just what's going on it's just hearing your voice nothing i i haven't done anything with
33:52any growth or anything it's just
33:58good let it out that's what it's for
34:02it's it's all a lot and think of this opportunity as a gift it's a gift for both of you
34:09because
34:10before you settle down with someone you want to be tempted beyond anybody's imagination to make
34:16sure right everybody should have this goddamn test and that doesn't mean that you need to
34:23commit to Kaylee forever as your wife you're young you both are young there's so much life to live
34:31and I don't know if that's what you're questioning but if that's what you're questioning
34:36you need to do what's best for you yeah I haven't even said a word but that's exactly what I'm
34:44questioning how did you know that this is what I was pondering tell me you're my son I'm connected
34:54to I think about you all the time what's crazy is right before you called I felt that you were
35:00struggling you literally know me oh I love you so much we know you're gonna make the right decisions
35:08I miss you I miss you guys I love you summit call soon I love you love you bye honey
35:17bye
35:19she's verbalizing everything I've been thinking about and saying for that matter throughout this
35:24process you know I just have to decide if I'm gonna leave this process with Kaylee like
35:32that's it I want to be with her forever and if she's not forever I need to decide that
35:56it's crazy how like close we are to the end yeah like the met like they're
36:00actually leaving yeah like this is not a drill no oh that just made my stomach drop I did not
36:06expect myself to like get attached to them the way that I am saying they made us like realize our
36:12worth I'm just glad like we're all leaving here with the pizza then you know yeah you know here they
36:18are hey guys hi this is so sad I miss you thank you thank you for everything
36:38chat soon thank you for everything seriously
36:50oh god um you know from day one
36:57um it's been love but I just want to thank y'all for like seeing me for who I am
37:06I can't really talk
37:07right now but thank you for pulling the best out of me
37:16I love you
37:18love you
37:20oh sad
37:27I've learned that there's still good guys out there I've learned that there's men that can
37:32hold an actual conversation without you know having an end game in mind
37:39and I'm not ready for them to go home it wasn't hard to pull the best out of you Sydney
37:43you're
37:43already so amazing thank you it's gonna be fun I love y'all though
37:47I love you guys
37:50I love you guys
37:53oh shit
37:54Temptation on me Temptation on three
37:56one two three Temptation
38:09ladies ladies ladies ladies
38:12nah man so this is the end for real um I'm gonna keep it short I appreciate every last one
38:20of y'all for real
38:21like you guys have helped us in ways that we probably didn't know that we needed help with
38:26it and I just want you guys to know you guys are beautiful you guys are honorable you guys lived
38:32in y'all's troops and y'all stories and no matter what I hope that you guys can look at
38:37me as your
38:37friend because I always got y'all's back no matter what so I just want to say thank you guys
38:41so much
38:42for putting up with my bullshit and their bullshit I am gonna miss you guys so much thank you
38:47thank you
38:49we'll miss you guys
38:50my journey here has been the craziest thing uh coming into this experience I feel like you guys
38:57got me through this process and everyone holds like a different place in my heart um I love you
39:04guys and I'm about to cry I don't know why thank you again
39:12I love y'all bro bring it in bring it in
39:14safe travels bring it in bring it in
39:21all right get out of here you crazy kids
39:23bye guys
39:24hold on hold on hold on hold on hold on
39:26what's y'all doing give me a damn hug
39:30come here little one come on
39:31bye I'm gonna miss y'all bro this shit is crazy bro we love you Mikey
39:37we hope you continue on and stand on business stand on business I hope that everything that
39:44we gave you take into the real world we genuinely just want to see you win
39:48three amigos we signing out I just want to say I really do appreciate you
39:52good to meet you Cindy you'll do good
39:54I got no other choice stand up
39:56these are good women to see them go it hurts we have family in there and they've helped me with
40:05so much to become a better person and I'm just so blessed to have met them
40:11oh my god don't forget about us
40:13yeah don't forget about us
40:23can we believe that we made it through I can't believe it we've made it through
40:27I am so proud of us I'm so proud I feel like I have changed so much as a person
40:32that it's like
40:33yeah we have all changed and it's like yeah and for the better yeah coming into this we all
40:40expected it to just be like resisting temptation and like that was not even a piece of our journey
40:46no you know like everyone had their different ones but like for me it was like okay in the
40:52beginning scared if like what if Cole did cheat or what that and it's like no it was so much
40:57deeper
40:58it was about trust and communication and like just learning about ourselves and like who we truly
41:05are yeah I think like for me coming into this experience you know like being with Mikey and
41:12his big personality like I came into this like I'm gonna take the back seat I'm gonna let you take
41:18the
41:19forefront and everything and it's like I realized in conversations with you guys in conversation with
41:24the guys like just I was making myself smaller to put him in the spotlight and it's like being here
41:31being with y'all being with ex like I finally feel seen I finally feel like you know I'm chosen
41:37like I can break out of my shell and be like it's my time now like you know it's my
41:41time to shine
41:42I literally feel that yeah on you I think we like all kind of realize that yeah yeah no matter
41:49what
41:49happens we're leaving here better people yeah we are truly he's gonna be like what happened to her
41:55yeah yeah and I'm gonna be like Temptation Island baby yeah baby Clint literally I love it we're all
42:03shining so bright oh my god the personal journey is real baby I love you guys so much I couldn't
42:12have
42:12done it without any other group of girls like seriously the best group of girls I've ever come
42:18across like we will never be the same like we will carry these lessons with us for the rest of
42:23our
42:24lives yeah I love you guys group hug you guys oh my god my girl
42:45so how'd you guys sleep last night okay mine's just been kind of racing you know I came in here
42:53obviously you know with a plan and a set of expectations and just how this whole thing I
42:58thought would go and play out but realize you know within days of being here the problems that
43:03I thought we Scarlett and I were even coming in here with weren't maybe even actually the the issues
43:07that were the real issues yeah yeah you know as soon as you get here you realize how fucking real
43:13it
43:13is like there is no sugarcoating or faking this process like you are just here with your emotions
43:19and single women and temptation I thought it was all about resisting temptation but it's actually for me
43:26it was a little bit about like exploring that temptation I really just had to follow my heart
43:32and actually you know doing that is really how I discovered more about myself and more about what I
43:39want out of a relationship yeah yeah definitely man what this experience really is it's not about sex
43:46it was never about sex it was always just about figuring out how how to make the most from this
43:52experience and become a better person and I truly feel as if I've grown so much that like maturity wise
43:58that I can love at a higher level than when I came into this experience like you can't come out
44:04of this
44:04not being tougher like you went through hell yeah you know you you were gonna come out real tough yeah
44:09I
44:10I needed to stop focusing on pleasing somebody that you know at the end of the day more than likely
44:20wasn't gonna work out in my favor this experience has taught me to be myself and uh just be genuine
44:26and
44:26open with my feelings and even with girls too like they did they taught us a lot and the good
44:31times we had
44:32were like amazing like memories that I won't ever forget it's too bad you know going into the final
44:39bonfire we won't have each other but yeah you know we've leaned on each other enough we're on our own
44:44boys give them hell yeah let's do it let's do it hey man I love y'all boys man who
44:50would have thought it would have been here
44:52all right give them hell yeah let's do it sorry's an excuse and you know it but I swear to
45:03God that I've tried I just want to be chosen and I need a little more time
45:13I'm feeling excited to see Scarlett I'm gonna apologize and take accountability for the things that I think
45:18are necessary I'm gonna tell her up front I looked at her journal the old Cole might not have disclosed
45:25that or might not have brought that up without her asking first
45:35from day one we had trust issues lack of communication Bradley aired so many qualities that I need and crave
45:44in a relationship
45:45you know he had great communication he had depth he was transparent and those are the exact things
45:50that I've been missing with Cole did you mean anything that you said did you not understand what I meant
45:59the thought that she might break up with me is in the back of my head from what I've seen
46:03in the bonfire
46:03videos it seems like she's unsure I know how much I love her and how much I care for her
46:07my goal is to
46:08walk out of here with her but only time will tell there's so much on the table Cole and I
46:23live together
46:24we have a whole life together this is my best friend the possibility of leaving without him and not having
46:31him in my life breaks my heart this is going to be an extremely hard decision the only thing I
46:39can do is
46:40trust my gut I can't love my way through broken promise me hi Scarlett hi Mark
46:58welcome to your final bonfire thank you what are you feeling right now nervous really nervous have
47:06you thought about what you want to say to Cole I have I think I just want to speak from
47:11the heart
47:13you're gonna be asked to make a decision about what you want to do have you thought about what you
47:18want
47:18or are you going to kind of wait and see how you feel um I think I know okay you
47:27ready to see Cole
47:28let's bring him out can't tell how many times I've tried tried fixing all the wrongs to make them all
47:39seem right
47:40hey hi
47:43oh my god
47:46you and I find our way back to each other again
47:51will this break our hearts or make us whole again
47:58caught in the lines warning signs but I can't deny this feeling that we might be destiny
48:09yeah
48:12but I can't deny this feeling that we might be destiny
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