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00:06It's a wild feeling.
00:08It's a great adventure.
00:11I think I'm falling in love.
00:13Falling in love.
00:15Good morning.
00:17Good morning.
00:18Give me one more to describe last night.
00:21Say magical.
00:22Aw.
00:26This is awesome.
00:32I think it's great.
00:33Yes.
00:34It was a great night.
00:35And this morning.
00:37In the middle of the night.
00:38Yeah.
00:39Pretty sure at one point we had sex with the seatbelt on.
00:42Yeah, I had to pull up.
00:43Yeah, I had to take the seatbelt off.
00:49Last night was great.
00:50We had very good sex.
00:52I enjoyed it.
00:53I think she had a good time as well.
00:56Lots of different positions.
00:58She's got a favorite position for sure.
00:59Now that we're on the couch, I might see it again here pretty soon.
01:02Um.
01:07Good morning.
01:09Night one was done.
01:11How'd you sleep last night?
01:12Like a baby.
01:14Yeah.
01:14I think we just meshed really well.
01:17Yeah.
01:18Felt good.
01:19We slept in until after 9 o'clock.
01:21Yeah.
01:22World record.
01:23Yeah.
01:26Today's Connor's birthday.
01:27Big ol' 3-2.
01:30All of his wishes came true.
01:32Yeah, already by 10 a.m.
01:34This freaking view.
01:35Oh, it's incredible.
01:37I can't wait to go and explore today.
01:39This freaking view.
01:40Oh, yikes.
01:41This girl.
01:42That's my view.
01:43The rest of time.
01:45She's stuck with me.
01:57Last night was incredible.
01:59It was.
01:59I can imagine like so many things in your head.
02:01It's like.
02:02I know.
02:03I don't know.
02:04It's like above what I thought too.
02:05Yeah.
02:06And I knew like in person it'd be the same.
02:07Even though you maybe not have thought that.
02:09No.
02:09Yeah.
02:10I knew that it would be the same in person.
02:11We were so erotically open with each other from day one.
02:15Mm-hmm.
02:16And we were so honest and so accepting of each other that it made it really easy.
02:23I do feel like we complement each other really well.
02:25Mm-hmm.
02:26And we look so good together, you know?
02:28We look good together.
02:28I just feel like we've just been like training like our lives like whether it was like relationship
02:36wise or whatever and like we were meant to like literally be at this point.
02:40I could not agree more.
02:41All the like hard shit and like all of the not so great moments I feel like have like
02:49made me ready for you.
02:51Feels right.
02:51Feels so good.
02:52And that's why I love that girl.
02:55Yeah.
03:02Love blind for you.
03:06Apparently it is.
03:06Apparently.
03:07Yeah.
03:08It just worked out because you're also like really hot.
03:10I'm right back at you.
03:12Where do we see ourselves in five years?
03:15We've gone on a ton of adventures.
03:17Mm-hmm.
03:17You've cold plunged in Antarctica.
03:19Knock that off the list.
03:20I've watched because that's not happening.
03:22Fair.
03:23Swimming with sharks.
03:25I'm actually down for that.
03:27Okay.
03:27I face fears.
03:28Yeah.
03:29So you said Antarctica for me.
03:30Where else are we going for you?
03:31Portugal, Spain.
03:32I do want to do Portugal.
03:33That's where Ronaldo was born.
03:34Sorry.
03:35Who is the other?
03:36Who's the goalie?
03:37Tom Howard?
03:38Tim Howard?
03:38Tim Howard.
03:39He's American though.
03:40Oh yeah.
03:41Where is he born?
03:42Do you want to go see that?
03:42No, I met him already.
03:43He's a weirdo.
03:44Oh.
03:45Goalies.
03:45I mean, now you're getting it.
03:47Soccer players.
03:47Now you're getting it.
03:49You're stuck with him so far.
03:49Except Beckham.
03:50Get out of here.
03:51He's not even good.
03:52I just like posh spice.
03:54I respect it.
03:55They're a good couple for sure.
03:56They're adorable.
03:56We're going to aspire to be that.
03:57Okay.
03:58Oh, absolutely.
04:00I hope I'm as fabulous as her.
04:02Not hard.
04:04You're out there already.
04:05Mm-hmm.
04:05I'll take it.
04:06I bet.
04:07A couple ways.
04:09Yeah.
04:17It is party time.
04:20Hey, big birthday batch.
04:22Brr, brr, brr, brr.
04:23Brr, brr, brr, brr, brr, brr, brr, brr.
04:25Are you excited to see everybody?
04:26I am excited to see everybody.
04:27Excited to meet the boys?
04:29The boys.
04:29Meet the gang, my boys.
04:32I think that girls need a full debrief.
04:34Probably.
04:35So it'll be fun.
04:36It'll be fun to catch up.
04:38The air is good.
04:38I shove it.
04:39Oh, fuck.
04:40Oh, my gosh.
04:42What is wrong with you?
04:45Is that thing going to stay on?
04:46I don't know.
04:46I love that good girl.
04:48Something like ooh, ooh, ooh, I got that breath on.
04:51Here we go, brr.
04:52Oh, that's nice.
04:53It's so cool.
04:54I have a mashed iron, dried apple, and rosemary.
04:58That's really like our child's name.
05:01Hey, what you want from me?
05:02I'm a bad little baby running through the streets
05:04and take a real thing to impress me.
05:06So what you gonna do to get next to me?
05:08Oh, fuck.
05:09I love you, man.
05:10I'm so glad you did.
05:12It's so nice.
05:14Good to see you, man.
05:16Good to see you.
05:16I was like, you just said it's so nice.
05:18Good time, baby.
05:19Good to meet you.
05:21Good to meet you.
05:28Hey.
05:32What's up, guys?
05:35My people.
05:36Oh, my gosh.
05:39Hey, what up, guys?
05:40Hey.
05:43How we doing?
05:46Alex is, he's very attractive.
05:50We're missing the birthday boy.
05:51Oh, yeah.
05:52It's like the big birthday bash, literally.
05:56Happy birthday to you.
05:59Happy birthday to you.
06:03Happy birthday, dear Connor.
06:07Happy birthday to you.
06:16Hey, I'm Jordan.
06:17Nice to meet you.
06:19Nice to meet you.
06:20Nice to meet you.
06:21Nice to meet you.
06:21Nice to meet you.
06:21You too.
06:23Seeing Connor, it brought up a lot of emotions.
06:26It was a weird experience.
06:30Hey, thank you guys for the warm welcome.
06:32Cheers.
06:38What happened last night?
06:40Yeah, what happened last night?
06:41Nothing.
06:41Nothing.
06:42Lots of, like, touching all over.
06:48He's such a gentleman, though.
06:49He's like, am I allowed to, like, touch your boobs?
06:52And I'm like, oh, look at you.
06:53Absolutely.
06:53You're like, I can't wait to touch your boobs.
06:56Great.
06:57There were many moments where I was like, could be it on separate, or we're going to be connected.
07:00God, you're so strong.
07:02I was like, take my clothes off.
07:03Me and Mike are on the fucking day, bitch, getting it on.
07:06I'm obsessed with that.
07:08All of the girls have definitely been physical.
07:12My promen is left out.
07:14She's a very devoted woman, but, like, obviously we're going to have some fun.
07:19She's like, you make it so hard.
07:20And I'm like, I'm sorry.
07:22You make it so hard, Bobby.
07:23I'm like, you make it so hard.
07:25You make it so hard.
07:26When we are ready to have sex, we will have sex.
07:29Right?
07:30And feel bad for him.
07:33And open them legs.
07:34Like, I love you.
07:35Look at them.
07:36They're sealed shut down.
07:37You're literally, like, by the blood of Jesus.
07:40I need a fucking cage.
07:41Put me away.
07:42And maybe you need to do that so my man will get some tonight.
07:49You want to go join your friends?
07:51Huh?
07:52You want to go join your friends?
07:53Would you like that?
07:54Yeah, we can.
07:55Doesn't matter.
07:56I'm having fun with you right here.
07:59You're why I'm here in the first place.
08:01You know?
08:02That's what we're doing here, right?
08:05Yeah.
08:06She was just actually saying how, like, she's, like, kind of upset,
08:10because you haven't made out with her.
08:11Oh, really?
08:12Yeah.
08:13Wow, weird.
08:16How we doing?
08:20She's the best.
08:22Happy?
08:23You need a drink?
08:24You're okay.
08:25I'm fine.
08:25I'm fine.
08:26I'm fine.
08:27Everybody here is attractive.
08:28Like, there is no question about that.
08:30But I think that, like, with your person, it's a different level.
08:36Yeah.
08:37You meeting Chris?
08:38Yeah.
08:38I've met everybody.
08:40Cuties, right?
08:41It's so good.
08:41Chris is the cuties.
08:42Okay.
08:43I don't feel like...
08:44Yeah, I was gonna say...
08:45Nobody's really what I expected.
08:46Really?
08:46Mm-hmm.
08:47Yeah, man.
08:48All right, so what are your intentions?
08:50Yeah, what are your intentions?
08:51Bad things.
08:54This is us.
08:55The rest of our lives.
08:58Have you talked to your ex-boyfriend yet, or no?
09:00Stirring the pot.
09:01I was like, I don't want to reveal too much, but I'm like, you got good taste.
09:05I'm like, hey, I'm with it.
09:06The boys are cool.
09:07He does gas these guys up.
09:09I mean, it's all the same, actually.
09:10Same, like, hairstyle.
09:11You're really serious.
09:13Well, yeah.
09:13If I squint, I'm like, oh, they're all sick.
09:16Hey.
09:16Take it easy.
09:17Which one?
09:17Whoa!
09:19Which one?
09:21We gotta have all.
09:21At the end of the night.
09:23I gotta leg up.
09:25I'm gonna be honest, this is not what I expected.
09:28I expected a little bit more depth to this.
09:30Is it weird?
09:31Like, I don't know.
09:32Like, I kind of feel like we're all at a surface level here.
09:35I feel like I've made these, like, wild connections with people, and I thought we were gonna
09:39have, like, these moments where, like, oh, my God, are you Brie?
09:42And I just, like, went around and hugged everybody, and I was like, I'm Brie.
09:45I'm like, I know.
09:47We've done so much together, so why aren't we acknowledging that?
09:50Oh, my gosh.
09:51Connor's palms just stopped sweating.
09:53I can sense it.
09:54But it was a little sweaty on the way here.
09:56I was like, are you getting nervous to see Emma?
09:58Oh, my God.
09:58I'm stirring the pot tonight.
10:00She's stirring the fucking pot.
10:01But love is blind, right, Connor?
10:03Yeah.
10:04Wow.
10:06Brie was like, uh, named me with one ex here.
10:08And I was like, yeah.
10:10And she's like, are you good with that?
10:11I was like, fuck yeah.
10:12It's good for shit.
10:13Yeah.
10:14I feel like I've made so many cool connections.
10:16Yeah.
10:17We're literally just like, let's rip shots.
10:19Yeah, I know.
10:19And that's fine.
10:21But, like, it was just, like, it's kind of bizarre.
10:23Like, we just literally went through this insane experience together, and no one's acknowledging
10:27it.
10:27Yeah, like, it bothers me a little bit.
10:33One thing I don't like about Brie, she doesn't shut the fuck up.
10:39One thing I do like.
10:42One thing.
10:43One thing.
10:43Just one thing.
10:44I have one thing that I like about her.
10:46One singular thing.
10:47She lets me be me, man.
10:49Love that.
10:50She's good.
10:51She's awesome.
10:51Yeah.
10:52I felt like some things would be, like, forced.
10:54Like, you know, you do certain things.
10:55Yeah.
10:55Dude, it literally feels, like, so natural.
10:58Yeah.
10:58Yeah.
10:59Like, nothing.
11:00It's clear.
11:00She loves you.
11:01Like, and I felt like that even before I even met her, which is crazy.
11:04Really?
11:06It's wild.
11:07Authenticity is a big thing for me.
11:08Yeah.
11:08And there's a level of confidence where she just knows exactly who she is.
11:11And eye contact is dangerous in my eyes.
11:15I haven't found a negative yet.
11:17I mean, if you want to get picky, like.
11:18Yeah, get picky.
11:19She's not the type I'd normally go for.
11:21I love dark features, but at the same time, I'm very happy, so.
11:24Nice, dude.
11:26What about you, Big Mike?
11:27Her sense of humor and my sense of humor are exactly alike.
11:30Dude, that's huge.
11:31Like, we fucking connect.
11:33If you two could just cackle together, it's different.
11:35Really good banter.
11:37Love that.
11:37The thing I don't like, dude, her fucking suitcases are a mess.
11:44Holy shit.
11:49It just feels like everyone's meant to be with, like, who they're supposed to be.
11:52Yeah.
11:52It just feels natural.
11:53I was so off with everybody, though.
11:55Really?
11:56Yeah.
11:56I was so on.
11:57What do you mean?
11:57Really?
11:58Like, I had no idea what anyone looked like.
12:00I was surprised about Alex.
12:02You have, like, an idea in your head.
12:03Yeah, he's not what I thought he would like.
12:04No.
12:07But I feel like everyone else, I think I, like, knew.
12:11Really?
12:12Someone.
12:12I wouldn't have guessed Jordan.
12:15No, I would have guessed Jordan.
12:17Really?
12:17I love that.
12:19Like, I love, like, Big Husky guy.
12:21I don't know.
12:22He's, like, so amazing.
12:23You guys are so cute.
12:24I know.
12:24Literally, like, when you walked in, I was like, yep, I see it.
12:27Yeah, makes sense.
12:28Makes sense.
12:29Yeah.
12:29Trust me.
12:29He's amazing.
12:30And he's just, like, a, he's a fucking good guy.
12:32I have such, like, a strong distaste for men and, like...
12:37Strong distaste?
12:38A strong...
12:39Oh, wow.
12:39Is that what you would be like?
12:41That's ever-sized strong distaste.
12:43We would have never guessed.
12:45I guess I've never not been with a fucking asshole.
12:49He's like, oh, let me open that.
12:50Like, let me open this store.
12:51Like, and it's genuine.
12:52It's not, like, I want to fuck you type of thing.
12:54Yeah.
12:55You know what I mean?
12:55Because you know the difference.
12:56It's, like, truly because he, like, wants to do things for you.
12:59Yeah, and he does that for other people, too.
13:00I, like, see that out there.
13:01And he's like, oh, let me get that.
13:02Let me do this.
13:03Let me do that.
13:03And I'm like, oh, my God.
13:05Like, this girl actually has a new respect for men.
13:08Men are good.
13:09Men are good.
13:11She says...
13:11She says...
13:12Come from red to green.
13:14From red to green, baby.
13:15Red to green.
13:16Straight to the penthouse.
13:22We deserve it, brothers.
13:24On top of that, happy birthday.
13:26Oh, thank you, Bella.
13:27All right, thank you.
13:28The high ones with the high ones.
13:30The high ones with the high ones.
13:32Okay, be brief.
13:33Be brief.
13:34Thoughts, feelings, prayers.
13:36Okay.
13:37I thought it was cool.
13:38Yeah?
13:39Yeah.
13:40Um, who surprised you the most?
13:44Surprised me most?
13:45Yeah, girl-wise.
13:46Um...
13:47I did not expect Amber to look how she did.
13:50I feel like that's, like, the biggest surprise of them all.
13:53She's got a kid and everything.
13:54Like, that's fucking crazy.
13:55She looks great, yeah.
13:57Amber and Jordan, they are perfect for each other.
14:00Amber and Jordan are, like, Chris and Jess
14:02are, like, the perfect fucking couple.
14:05Yeah.
14:05Yeah.
14:06Amber, Jordan, Chris and Jess, not surprised about.
14:09I know they loved each other.
14:10Day one.
14:12What did you think of all the guys, though?
14:13I did not expect Conor to be Conor.
14:16Conor to be Conor?
14:17Conor to be Conor.
14:18What did you expect?
14:19I don't know.
14:20I think you picked pretty well.
14:22Yeah.
14:23I think you're the hottest one there.
14:25No.
14:26Fact.
14:27What did you guys talk about in the guys?
14:29Oh, you want to know what I said?
14:30Yeah, yeah.
14:32Fair.
14:34Um...
14:35I said you were a little unorganized.
14:38I feel like I've got a real good sense of that.
14:40How unorganized you were.
14:42Yeah.
14:42Just the toothpaste.
14:44Your bags.
14:46Not making your pen.
14:48Okay.
14:49Fair enough.
14:50I'm not hating.
14:51No.
14:52I'm getting a feel for it.
14:54You're getting a feel for it.
14:54We're learning.
14:55We're learning.
14:56Yeah.
14:56Yeah.
14:57Time to be alive.
15:00Time to be alive.
15:05Time to be alive.
15:06I thought it was a great night.
15:08Yeah.
15:09I think it was a really good night.
15:11We were all genuinely happy for each other.
15:13Yeah.
15:14Especially Amber.
15:15She has such a big heart.
15:16She's a really good person.
15:17So, it's nice that he was able to show her, like, how a good man can be.
15:25Yeah.
15:25And, like, make her believe in the fact that, like, we are going to get married.
15:29Yeah.
15:29You know, we all came here for the same thing.
15:31That's amazing.
15:37Well, I am getting sleepy.
15:40Very, very sleepy.
15:43So, I think we're getting ready for some bed.
15:51Sleep tight?
15:52Me too.
15:54Don't forget the lights.
15:55See your eyes.
15:56I think I'm falling.
15:58Am I ready for love?
16:01Thank you for a great birthday.
16:0332, babe.
16:04It was a really fun night.
16:06Yeah.
16:07Good people.
16:10What did you think of the girls?
16:13No one's cute as you.
16:15Aww.
16:16What were your impressions about the guys?
16:18It's wild to, like, finally put it all together in person.
16:21Yeah.
16:21But I feel like, out of respect for the connections
16:23and the things that we had in the pods,
16:26I just felt like we would have actually had a more genuine conversation
16:30than what I did with a lot of people.
16:33Even the guys I dated.
16:35And it kind of bothered me.
16:38Like, are we not acknowledging all the depth?
16:42Like, there were some people in there that I was like,
16:44I've told you things that I've, like, never told anybody else.
16:50Are you just, like, not feeling the same way?
16:54Yeah.
16:54I mean, I think I had a different experience where...
16:57Okay.
16:57Well, tell me about it.
16:58Well, I told you more than anybody else.
17:02So it was...
17:06I obviously don't care that you had your other connections, but...
17:13Okay, but, like, that...
17:14It wasn't meant to be dramatic.
17:16No.
17:17I just thought people...
17:18How people showed up in the pods,
17:20I thought people would show up differently at night.
17:22Really?
17:22Yeah.
17:23Like, we came into the pods so vulnerable, no?
17:26Yeah.
17:27It was just kind of bizarre.
17:28Like, we went through this whole experience,
17:29and we're all just, like, looking into, like,
17:31we didn't just do this.
17:32Chris pulled you aside?
17:36To talk more about this shit?
17:40I mean, that's a good question.
17:42I don't know.
17:48No.
17:48I'm not asking, like, in a wrong way.
17:50I'm just asking, like...
17:51No, I literally don't know how you answer your question,
17:53because, like, I just thought we were all adults,
17:56and we'd, like, show up differently.
17:58I did not have one conversation with Emma, so...
18:02You just pretend it didn't happen.
18:04Well, if Emma would have pulled me aside
18:07and just wanted to talk,
18:08I would be happy to talk about shit,
18:09but I wasn't gonna do it.
18:12That's what I'm saying.
18:13Like, I feel like today was just very surface-level.
18:16Maybe the second time we see each other
18:18it would be, like, real conversation.
18:21I don't know.
18:22It's a dislike party.
18:22I'm assuming, like, you showed up vulnerable to Emma,
18:26and I'm sure Emma showed up vulnerable to you.
18:29It's an...
18:29I mean, I don't know.
18:31It's a pseudo-ex.
18:32It's just, like, why aren't we acknowledging that?
18:34We all just, like, saw each other for the first time ever.
18:37Yeah.
18:37And no one said anything.
18:38Like, I'm kind of getting emotional about it.
18:40Like, it's just, like, we just went through these pods
18:42and we were so expansive and so insane.
18:45And, like, we're, like, writing these letters to each other
18:48and, like, telling each other we love them
18:49and, like, breaking up with each other
18:52and all of a sudden we just come and rip shots.
18:56I hope that there's a part two to that
18:58to, like, talk to Chris.
19:03I kind of need the part two.
19:09Yeah, you need a part two.
19:22Here we are.
19:23Just getting a workout in this morning.
19:26In this giant pool.
19:27I'm just gonna watch him swim.
19:30I'm just here for support.
19:31I'm not doing any of the physical activity.
19:38I just feel, like, a little bit lonely in the mornings
19:43because I wake up and then I have to, like,
19:45kind of go search to figure out where Devante is
19:50and I'm not used to that.
19:51I feel like every time we kiss,
19:54it's because I'm going in for a kiss.
19:56Like, I'm grabbing his hand.
19:59He still is talking about future stuff.
20:01It's just...
20:02He seems...
20:05disengaged.
20:10The water looks so beautiful.
20:11It looks gorgeous.
20:16Woo!
20:19Hello, hello.
20:20Are you excited?
20:21I am.
20:26This is pretty damn cool.
20:32Don't check any equipment.
20:34All right.
20:34I'll just fly.
20:35So, ladies first.
20:36Okay.
20:37Wait, please.
20:37Here.
20:41Just pedal.
20:44Pedal.
20:45Oh, my God.
20:47Let's go.
20:48Wait, this is so cool.
20:50Michael.
20:51Come on.
20:53I'm coming, baby boy.
20:55High five.
20:55High five.
20:57Can we hold hands?
21:01Nice!
21:01Look at this.
21:02Look at us.
21:03Who would have thought?
21:05This is probably the coolest thing I've ever done.
21:07Yeah, it's up there.
21:11Now we're going to do some jumps.
21:12Hey, I'm ready for it.
21:13You first up.
21:14Okay.
21:15Keep it on with you.
21:16You're doing great.
21:19You like that?
21:20Yeah.
21:21It looks like a snap dragon.
21:23Why is that on your back?
21:25Yeah.
21:25Just flick your wrist like.
21:29That was terrible.
21:32At least I can catch.
21:35No, no, no.
21:36They're on free speed.
21:39Oh, this is so great.
21:40This is so nice.
21:47Let's go.
21:48Wait, you're actually kind of good.
21:50Oh!
21:52Come on.
21:52There you go.
21:53Stay center.
21:55She did it!
21:57No!
21:57Let's go!
21:58Come on!
21:59The score is 13-10.
22:02Cornhole.
22:03Cornhole.
22:03You're a champion right here.
22:06Whatever.
22:12Whatever.
22:15Back there.
22:17Oh, that is salty.
22:22I just came up.
22:25You can see.
22:27Hey, we got a story.
22:28Please tell me.
22:29You need more things to complain about.
22:32If we have boys, you're in trouble.
22:35You're gonna be on the beach like...
22:37I know.
22:37I'm just gonna have to walk away and trust that you take care of them.
22:45What else is on your mind?
22:50Um, just, I feel like you've been a little distant.
22:55You've just been, like, disconnected.
22:57Yeah, that's fair. But I think for me,
23:00I think you'll start to realize, like,
23:02sometimes when I get quiet,
23:03it's because I'm trying to, like, stay calm.
23:05Sometimes I'll just go walk around and, like,
23:07take photos and, like, get my creativity out.
23:14Sometimes I feel like I need to be in my nothing box,
23:17I call it.
23:18Like, what's wrong?
23:19And I'm, like, nothing.
23:19I just don't feel like talking right now.
23:21Yeah.
23:22Oh.
23:22So when you are, like, in those moods,
23:24is that, like, a you don't want to be touched?
23:26If it's hot, probably not.
23:30Well, we've been out here today,
23:31you're like...
23:33So, like, when I'm hot, I'm just like, no, get away.
23:36Yeah, but you also know
23:37my love language is physical touch.
23:39So if you're, like, not touching me, I'm like,
23:41he hates me.
23:43There's something else.
23:46I had fun today.
23:47I did too.
23:48Your eyes look really pretty.
23:50Well, thank you.
23:51You're glowing.
23:52Just wait, I get real golden.
23:53That Latina brings out the golden side.
24:07We have to, like, figure some things out in Ohio.
24:09Yeah.
24:09Your lease ends in June, you said?
24:11June.
24:11We can drive down, end up in Florida, test it out.
24:15Test it out.
24:15If we love it.
24:17Fly out to Arizona for a little bit, test that,
24:19see how things go.
24:20And I've proven I can get any type of job that I want,
24:23anywhere that I want.
24:24I've done that three times in a different country.
24:26What would make you nervous about living with me?
24:29Uh, nothing, honestly.
24:31I mean, I think we're kind of doing it right now.
24:33I have no fears.
24:34You have to be nervous about something.
24:34I don't have to be nervous about anything.
24:36There's no nerves.
24:37Like, I sit here and I'm very comfortable and confident
24:39in who I am and what I bring to the table
24:40and who I chose.
24:41So, yeah, no, there are no nerves on my end.
24:44And that's not even a, I'm sitting here convincing myself
24:47so I can convince you.
24:48It's, I'm almost, I guess my nerves are the fact
24:50that I don't have any right now.
24:52The nerves of not having any nerves is making you nervous?
24:55Yeah.
24:56It's like, when's the, when's the shoe gonna drop?
24:58But where's the, where's the catch?
25:00I've been through so much, I'm not nervous about it
25:02because of everything that I've been through.
25:04And I realize, okay, I can pivot in this country
25:06or a different one.
25:08I didn't have my father in my life
25:09and that didn't make a difference.
25:10I know exactly how to handle myself in most situations.
25:14So, yeah, I don't think there's anything to be nervous about.
25:17You gave me goosebumps.
25:18I love that.
25:19Yeah?
25:19I love that you're very confident.
25:20I think I should be.
25:22Yeah.
25:22I haven't had that previously.
25:25There's nothing to be afraid of in my end.
25:27Come change my life.
25:29Come spend the night.
25:32Come change my life.
25:34Come change my life.
25:37Come change my life.
25:38Come change my life.
25:38You can change your life.
25:47I love that we can just kind of be silly.
25:49Yeah.
25:50And be goofy.
25:51Oh!
25:54Yeah.
25:55Like the odds, it was like that.
25:56What's the bad?
25:57Oh.
25:59No, there's no bad thing, not a bad thing.
26:01It's just me tripping over your shoes.
26:04Shit, it was one time, it was one time.
26:09You make me laugh and I'm not like nervous around you.
26:17How would you feel being a husband and wife?
26:21I think it would be awesome.
26:24I feel like it would just be amazing.
26:25The biggest thing, I think, is just the idea
26:30of choosing each other and if it's always been you, yeah.
26:37Yeah.
26:38Yes.
26:56Cheers.
26:58Happy birthday, baby.
26:59I love you.
27:00I love you all.
27:04Do you think your mom and dad would be disappointed
27:07if you've ever had kids?
27:09Uh, no.
27:10I just don't want to be like, well, oh, he met this old chick
27:13and so now he's not going to have kids.
27:20The fact that you think that's old, though, is wild to me.
27:22I mean, it's because you are, I mean,
27:24because you are older than me, is what I'm saying.
27:26I feel like maybe you think like that more.
27:28Careful with your words.
27:29I know, I didn't get it out.
27:30I'm kidding, I'm kidding.
27:31I feel like the fact that you think that is because
27:33you're older than me and they're like, like, like.
27:34I don't feel old.
27:35No, you're not.
27:36I think my mom, like, knows me so well.
27:38She, like, she knows, like, hey, like,
27:41you're not having kids, man.
27:44Or, like, why would I want a kid?
27:45Like, I don't know, people are like, oh, my God,
27:46I have three kids, I want to teach them sports,
27:48I want to do all this shit, like, like, I don't care.
27:49She's like, you need to be with someone that really
27:53understands you physically, emotionally, and, like, love them.
27:56Like, and they need to be a special type of person, too.
27:58And, like, that's what I need.
27:59And, like, that's what I have.
28:03I'm serious.
28:06I think both of us, at the beginning,
28:09had some certain feelings about our age difference,
28:11and that it's so much less relevant
28:14than either of us anticipated.
28:16I just really hope that, you know,
28:18I get to be with him forever.
28:22That was, that was great.
28:23That was a great break.
28:24Yeah.
28:28It was so nice to do that.
28:29It just gives you, like, a glimpse of, like,
28:32things we're going to do.
28:33Like, how life can be.
28:35Today was good.
28:37Being able to, like, swim in the morning,
28:38doing the workout was, like,
28:40like, I have to do that, like, every morning
28:41or something like that.
28:42Yeah.
28:43I wish I felt that way.
28:45That's okay.
28:46You're there in support.
28:48It's all I need to do.
28:48Yeah.
28:49Everybody has their different way of recharging.
28:51Yeah.
28:53I wish mine was, like, running 10 miles every morning,
28:55but it's not.
28:56You know?
28:59Well, you never know.
29:00Maybe you'll get into it.
29:01I mean, I told you I'll try the cold lunch, but...
29:04Oh, you're definitely going to try it.
29:06I'm not going to love it.
29:07But it's worth it, though.
29:08I promise.
29:10I promise.
29:11Yeah.
29:12You really getting bad?
29:14Yeah.
29:14I've been calling your love for you.
29:20I've been living in darkness to show me the love for you.
29:29Never felt this feeling before.
29:31I've been calling your love for you.
29:31Okay, we're getting ready for the pool party.
29:33Amber's going to shave my back for me.
29:35While she, uh, soft hands are...
29:41...stirically on your tits.
29:44This is love.
29:47This is love.
30:06Woo!
30:07Oh, my gosh.
30:08Shout out 10.
30:08Good job.
30:12Woo!
30:15Woo!
30:16Woo!
30:18So hot.
30:20Give us a show.
30:22Chris, like, really was expansive and challenging for me in the pod.
30:26And it's so bizarre to, like, not address that.
30:30Here we go.
30:31Here we go.
30:31Here we go.
30:31Oh, my gosh.
30:32This is like my ability.
30:35Hey, bro.
30:36We're getting intimate, huh?
30:39Okay, that was brave.
30:41It meant nothing between me and him.
30:42I swear.
30:44Connor, I knew it.
30:45I knew when we were going to get together as a group.
30:47And to not acknowledge that in this moment, to be like, we shared a lot with each other.
30:51Oh, my gosh.
30:52Hi.
30:53And, like, this is crazy.
30:54And, like, I thought about you a lot.
30:56I thought you and Connor probably looked the same.
30:58Just from, like, how, I don't know.
31:00Yeah.
31:00Like, you paint this picture in your mind.
31:02And I thought you were going to be, like, super, like, rugged and, like, dark hair
31:06and, like, really stark pictures.
31:07And I was like, I don't know.
31:08Like, you know, somebody can just pick him up.
31:10Yeah, just like.
31:11I don't know.
31:13Like, kind of, like, almost like, is he a liability at the bar?
31:15Like, I don't know.
31:16Is he a liability at the bar?
31:17That's why.
31:18That's why.
31:19That's why.
31:19He's so sweet.
31:20You literally paint this picture.
31:21Like, I had a picture where you looked up.
31:22Yeah.
31:22And I was like, paint me the picture.
31:24And I saw him, he's like, who the fuck is that?
31:25And they're like, oh, that's Brie.
31:26I was like, what the fuck?
31:27Stop, really?
31:28You were like, that's not her.
31:28No, it wasn't, like, good or bad.
31:29I was just like, I literally, you paint a picture in your head and you're like, it's
31:32crazy to, like, see you in person.
31:33Like, the voice all, like, obviously matches now.
31:35Okay.
31:35So you were surprised too.
31:37Yeah.
31:37Your voice is like, I was like, alright, Brie either smokes fucking three packs a day
31:41or she fucking just doesn't stop talking.
31:43Just have terrible vocal cords.
31:45And obviously I was super excited to see you.
31:47And I was telling Connor that.
31:49I'm like, I can't wait to meet Chris and all these people I spent so much time with.
31:53I think that was, like, what was so cool about, like, I could, like,
31:56just see it.
31:57I was like, Chris and I are, like, hanging out.
31:58We're doing this.
31:58We're doing that.
31:59Like, it was just so easy to be like, oh, yeah.
32:02Like, we would do all these things.
32:03We probably still would do all these things.
32:05Yeah, no, for sure.
32:06I was like, absolutely.
32:07Like, that's why I was like, Chris is still gonna, like, take me to do all these things.
32:11So sorry.
32:12Sorry, Jess and Connor.
32:13I appreciate you for, like, just, I don't know, just the, like, vigor and energy you have
32:19for life.
32:19Like, it's so attractive.
32:20We're gonna get Connor to come over to my place and you guys can both can try the
32:24fucking ice plunge together.
32:26Oh, I'm not kidding.
32:27We were talking about, like, date ideas in Columbus.
32:28I was like, so do you do, like, a ice plunge?
32:30And he's like, no.
32:31But I was like, Chris does.
32:33Chris does?
32:34He's like, you're an asshole.
32:35And I was like, I'm just saying.
32:36That's how you guys, I feel like you guys vibe like that, though.
32:38You think?
32:39I don't know.
32:40Like, I, like, push him.
32:41I was like, I don't know.
32:42Like, it's interesting to see outside, because we've been in such a bubble.
32:45I'm like, what do other people think?
32:46Like, I don't know.
32:47I don't know either.
32:48Like, I look at you and Jess and I was like, okay, that, yeah, that works.
32:51What is, like...
32:52Like, I'm like, if you look at me and Connor, you're like, okay, that works.
32:56Yeah.
32:56Really?
32:57You don't think it works?
32:58Okay, I don't know.
32:58I needed validation.
32:59I don't know.
33:00I haven't had any validation.
33:00Yeah, I mean, I think it works.
33:01I feel like you guys are, like, on the same, like...
33:03He's like, yeah, she doesn't shut the fuck up.
33:05And, like, you're like, yeah, I don't shut the fuck up.
33:07I'm like, I don't know.
33:07I don't know, though.
33:08There's, like, a real person.
33:09I see, like, what it's like when you guys are, like, by yourself, so I have no idea.
33:12Yeah.
33:14Getting the pods, it really came down to, like, you and Connor.
33:17You guys are great together, I promise.
33:18Are we, though?
33:19Oh, you are.
33:20There it is.
33:21Thank you for everything.
33:22Yeah.
33:23Oh, it was fantastic.
33:26It's been a long, weird-ish day.
33:29Loved seeing everybody, loved talking to the girls and the guys, but it was a day where
33:34some of my insecurities came back out.
33:36I have been so sure of myself, and so I'm trying not to let it get to me, but, I
33:43don't know.
33:44It sucks, dude.
33:53Welcome to the office.
33:54What's up?
33:54Hi, how are you?
33:55Good.
33:56How are you?
33:57I'm doing good.
33:58I'm doing great.
34:00Great.
34:00Great.
34:01Better than good.
34:02Better than good.
34:03Since there's no sun, I will take this off.
34:05How are you and Bree doing?
34:06We're good.
34:07How are you and Mikey doing?
34:09We're doing really good.
34:10He's clean.
34:11He's freaking...
34:12He's clean.
34:12He's like...
34:13Yeah, he just has his shit together.
34:15I am cluttery, and he doesn't like that.
34:17Okay.
34:18Yeah.
34:18How about you guys?
34:21She's a neat freak.
34:22Yeah?
34:22Are you a neat freak?
34:23Not really.
34:24Yeah.
34:24But, like, when we get back to the real world, when I do just leave clothes, because when
34:29I shower, I just take off clothes, put it in the corner of the bathroom.
34:32I'll deal with it later.
34:33Yeah.
34:34Because I'm like, it takes like 10 seconds.
34:35Yeah.
34:36And I know she's going to go bonkers.
34:37I know.
34:38I think that's what Mike's going to do.
34:40If you ever need anybody, especially about Mike here, if he's pissing you off, just let
34:43me know.
34:45Shout it from the rooftops.
34:46Yeah.
34:46You got me singing, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
34:50You got me singing, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
34:53Gosh, this is like a live movie.
34:56I appreciate that.
34:57It was good.
34:58What are you guys doing?
35:00Chit-chatting.
35:01Okay.
35:02Doing shots.
35:03All right.
35:04Shots.
35:07Boys, come over here.
35:08Let's integrate.
35:10It's that time at the middle school dance.
35:12Let's play, let's play Never Have I Ever.
35:14Okay, no, I like this.
35:15Never Have I Ever.
35:16Never Have I Ever.
35:17Five fingers?
35:18Never Have I Ever.
35:19Never Have I Ever.
35:19Yeah.
35:20All right, Jordan, you start.
35:22Never, ever, ever, ever had a threesome.
35:25Wait.
35:26Not everybody looking at him like, if you had one.
35:29If you had one.
35:30If you had one, put your finger down.
35:32Chris is like, uh.
35:33You gotta be honest, baby.
35:40What was his name?
35:44Damn.
35:46Never Have I Ever had sex on a balcony.
35:49Oh.
35:55Are you considering ours a balcony?
35:57I mean.
35:57Is it a balcony?
35:58Yeah.
36:01Ever Have I Ever had a hickey?
36:03What?
36:04For a hickey?
36:06Look at me.
36:07My man is more pure than me.
36:09My innocent baby.
36:10Maybe he's looking for his first hickey.
36:12Are y'all out?
36:13That's what I said.
36:14I said I can give you a first one.
36:15Hey!
36:16I don't wanna hickey.
36:19I need another drink.
36:22I'm not 100% confident that our emotional is going to translate to the physical, if I'm
36:27being honest.
36:28Cause so far it hasn't.
36:30I straight up told him, we can have sex.
36:32That's fine.
36:33If that's what you need, to like feel connected, to like break down whatever wall is between
36:39us right now, we can have sex.
36:48I just felt so lonely.
36:50Your man loves you, girl.
36:52That's what a lot of people keep saying, but I'm like, I wish that he would fucking show
36:55me.
36:58Day one, we were like making out hardcore and like, he was being super respectful.
37:04Like, can I touch you?
37:04And I'm like, you can touch my body.
37:06You do.
37:07Yeah.
37:07Everybody else is having sex.
37:10That's why I literally said to him today, I'm like, we can have sex.
37:15Yeah.
37:21If I'm going to marry you, commit my life to you, if we just need to have sex, let's
37:27just do it.
37:28I'm like, are you not making out with me because you don't want to get like too aroused?
37:34Or like, what, what is it because I'm like, these whole like little like grandma and grandpa
37:40like pecs.
37:41Like I'm not going to keep like putting myself out there and feeling like a slight like rejection
37:46of like, you just give me like these little pecs, like you don't want to like touch me.
37:51And then like, he was the one that actually like gave me a kiss goodnight.
37:55I'm like, okay, so it's in there, but it's like, I'm tired of feeling like I have to like engage
38:01everything.
38:03But I'm like, I need more.
38:04Yes.
38:05He doesn't say I love you to me unless I say it to him.
38:09Tell him not.
38:10I guarantee you.
38:12He doesn't even realize.
38:14Yeah.
38:15I like kind of uncomfortable conversation now is way better than a shit storm later.
38:19Mm-hmm.
38:29What's up G?
38:31I wouldn't really put Brittany ahead of anyone else that we've had conversations with in
38:35the sense of, um, we're all going through this process together.
38:38But at the same time, I think there's a physical element that goes on to marriage.
38:42I think if it's the rest of your life, you want somebody that you're physically attracted
38:45to.
38:46How are you?
38:46Good to see you.
38:47What's going on?
38:48I think Brittany is someone I would date before, you know, coming to the pod without a doubt.
38:51I mean, that she has the physical attributes that I find attractive.
38:54Tan skin, dark eyes, dark features, and obviously very fit bodies.
38:58Uh, so yeah.
38:59So how are things for you?
39:00Great.
39:01Great.
39:01I'm excited with where Ash and I are at at the moment.
39:05I will admit, Ash is a different type of person than I would have gone after before.
39:09So is Devante.
39:10Right?
39:10Yeah.
39:11Um, I do like darker features.
39:13I like certain things in my woman.
39:15Yeah.
39:15And I'm still trying to figure out and gauge whether the physical matches the emotional.
39:19I think it's important that you have a physical connection.
39:21And I'm still exploring that at the moment.
39:26Have you expressed that to her at all?
39:27Like, she's not your typical type?
39:29Briefly, but I think it needs to be kind of reset and spoken about a little bit more.
39:33Yeah.
39:34It's a tough conversation, right?
39:35Yeah.
39:35Like, it's like one of those, like, how do you say to someone that you're emotionally connected
39:39with, like, hey, like...
39:40You're not my usual type.
39:41Yeah.
39:42Yeah.
39:43I'm comfortable saying, okay, it's not it.
39:46And I don't have a problem with it.
39:47I will break your heart to your face.
39:49I'm not foreshadowing here, but it's one of those, like, if we're not there, I'll be very
39:53comfortable saying that.
39:54And I hope you're in the same spot, but I'd love to hear.
39:58I struggled with that.
40:00I haven't even mentioned at all that he's, like, not my usual type.
40:05What's your usual type?
40:06My usual type is, like, tall, athletic.
40:10I was like...
40:10Yeah.
40:12Yeah, like, that's not what I normally go for.
40:14There's a physical aspect to this entire process, and it does need to kind of meet that level.
40:19And if it doesn't, like, you would end up settling.
40:21Yeah.
40:21And let me rephrase that, because I love the dude upstairs.
40:24Like, he's...
40:25It's not personal.
40:26I know what you mean by that, yeah.
40:27It's not personal.
40:27It's more...
40:28It's a very prevalent part of this process.
40:32Yeah.
40:32And you have to give space for that.
40:34And I think both Ashley and Devante would also kind of understand that, because they're
40:38probably playing the same level of game.
40:41I know that I love this person.
40:43I've always said, like, love is blind to an extent.
40:45Mm-hmm.
40:46But it's not fully blind all the time.
40:48No.
40:48Yeah.
40:49This is where the real test of does the emotional trump the physical.
40:54Right.
40:55I should've seen it coming.
40:58The conversation between me and Alex is surprising, because, you know...
41:04He has a little ruthlessness in him, so that makes me a little nervous for Ashley.
41:11I don't want to ruin something that could be great, because I think there's somebody that's
41:14fantastic there for you.
41:16Thank you for saying that.
41:39Any interesting conversations you have?
41:42Um...
41:42Any flirty girls?
41:43Any girls flirting with you?
41:45I don't think so.
41:45No, I mean, I really focus most of the conversations on, like, my guys.
41:50And be like, hey, how are we doing?
41:51Like, in that way.
41:52Um, so I don't really think it was really flirty.
41:54Like, in reality, it was more like, for example, Jess, like, I'm talking about how great Chris
42:00is, and how he lights up, and...
42:02Yeah.
42:02I mean, kind of harping on that, and then with Amber, it's...
42:05You have one of the funniest people alive, and most genuine people that I know.
42:09Um, and, I mean, most of them just are like, yes, I completely agree.
42:12Like, this is my person.
42:13Same thing with Emma.
42:14I don't really think it was flirty.
42:15Yeah.
42:16Who else?
42:16Devante and Britt, it sounds like they might have some work to do.
42:19Um, but that's not really my place to say.
42:21Um, flirty conversations?
42:23I don't think so.
42:24I mean, I'm very open and easy to talk to, so maybe that comes off that way, but I don't
42:28think it did.
42:29Devante's my dude.
42:30Like, I'm supporting them and their relationship, and trying to kind of, I guess, push them in that direction.
42:35So, I don't really think it was flirty on my end, but happy to run it back with you if
42:40you want.
42:41Yeah, play it back.
42:42No, I'm just kidding.
42:43Just kidding.
42:44I'm confident in it, so...
42:45Just kidding.
42:45I don't know.
42:46Cool.
42:47Yeah?
42:48Yeah.
42:49What else?
42:50You haven't lived with a girl, right?
42:52Uh, I've never signed a lease with a girl, but I've lived with a girl and a dog for a
42:56couple months, and it's been easy.
42:57Yeah, I'm not super pumped about going back to Cleveland, obviously, or Columbus, but...
43:02No.
43:02Um, the way we've been talking is it doesn't seem like we're going to be there for very long.
43:07We'll get through that time period and then move on to what's next and kind of be happy with it.
43:11But again, I'm used to a new city every couple months, and that's home for me.
43:15I've been in the unknown for a long time, so, like, I don't feel as though there's anything to be
43:20nervous about.
43:21You're nervous for nothing, but, like, do you feel anything for the future?
43:25No.
43:25I mean, I'm excited for the future, but, like, nervous, I think it's, like, a weird word.
43:29I just get nervous.
43:29Yeah, I just get, like, it's the unknown.
43:31Yeah.
43:32It's not that I'm, like, so scared or, like, petrified, but I'm like, oh, there is, like...
43:36There's changes involved, without a doubt.
43:38I mean, it's not going to be the same, but at the same time, like, I don't think there's anything
43:42to be nervous about.
43:44I guess for me, like, when we do get back, I'll just kind of need your, like, support.
43:48I'm here for that.
43:48I guess you're very comfortable in the unknown, and I'm, this is new for me.
43:52I think it's normal to feel that way if you haven't been in this type of lifestyle, but at the
43:56same time...
43:57Yeah.
43:57...it's something that I've been through, so I feel comfortable with it and happy to, like, be that rock if
44:02you need that.
44:03As things come up, because we don't really know what's going to come up, there are things in life that
44:05you can't plan for.
44:07We've talked about this before.
44:08We have a pause.
44:10I mean, look, I've been through meeting my father and then traveling the world randomly and then losing a soccer
44:17career at the last second.
44:18So, like, this is just par for the course for me.
44:20Yeah.
44:20I guess I just want to make sure, like, you feel something.
44:22Like, I don't want you to be, like, completely numb to, like, what our future is and...
44:25No.
44:26Whatever you need on my end, I'm happy to provide.
44:28It's just you got to let me know.
44:29I know.
44:29I think my biggest thing was just, like, I didn't want you to just be, like, completely numb.
44:33Like, I was like, do you even have feelings for me at this point?
44:36It's like...
44:38There aren't problems.
44:39Yeah.
44:41There.
44:41And we'll solve them when they show up.
44:43We don't have any problems right now.
44:45Don't make them.
44:47Okay.
44:47Deal?
44:48Deal.
44:49Deal.
44:58I'm really grateful for going into today and seeing everybody because I needed the part
45:07two.
45:08Yeah.
45:09And I could even do a part three, to be honest.
45:16And it's not because I'm, like, romantically interested in somebody, but it's, like, there's
45:21a lot to unpack.
45:24Obviously, we had different kind of days.
45:28There wasn't any, like, unresolved feelings, at least for me.
45:31Once I cut something off in the pods, that was it for me.
45:35Yeah.
45:36I don't know if you need to, like, figure it out or whatnot, but I guess it's a little
45:39weird for me just to see you, like, stumble over, like, a connection that you had cut off.
45:47Didn't love it.
45:50I'm not gonna fall out of love or anything, but I think just at the same time, it was
45:54just, like...
45:54Uncertain.
45:55Didn't love hearing it.
45:57Yeah.
45:58Usually, I wouldn't say these things.
45:59I'd probably just, like, keep them internalized and then either blow up in a day or two or,
46:05like, resent you for them when I didn't tell you what I was feeling.
46:09Right.
46:09Maybe a path where I've just been, like, oof, I'm not getting the validation that I need.
46:15Yeah.
46:15But it's turned into, like, it's not about how she feels about you.
46:21It's, like, this is what she needs at this moment.
46:24This is about, like, her.
46:26Yeah.
46:34That's a partnership.
46:35Like, that's a relationship.
46:36Like, that's what we are looking for as people progressing forward in life for a forever
46:43partner.
46:44Yeah.
46:45And, like, seeing Chris, it actually was kind of, like, I don't know, like, I appreciated
46:51him, but, like, he's also so happy.
46:53Yeah.
46:54So, like, I really didn't, like, have much to talk about.
46:57It was kind of a little fluffy, which is kind of interesting because he was my number two
47:01connection.
47:02Yeah.
47:02But, like, seeing him adjust just makes sense for me.
47:05So, it was, like, what more do we have to debrief?
47:10It's hard because I have to compare the experiences, but I believed in you more than I believed in
47:15those.
47:17I believed in you.
47:19I just need patience with me.
47:23Like, it's going to be a lot.
47:25And I appreciate your patience.
47:27Yeah.
47:27And, like, I'm grateful for you.
47:32A lot.
47:51How was the party for you?
47:57and I just feel like we have not been living like connecting with each other
48:04like when you walk by me it's like you just walk by me you don't like interact or like grab
48:10me or
48:11like touch my back or give me like a kiss or anything like that it's just like do you even
48:14like find me attractive because you don't ever tell me and do you even want to be here with me
48:19I literally don't feel like we're even engaged like I feel like we're just hanging out every
48:25time we've been together we've been like having fun talking like I'm always willing to sit down
48:31and have like a conversation with you like the fact that I don't wake up in the bed next to
48:35you like
48:35sorry I get up early and I don't want to lay in the bed all morning I want to be
48:39out here watching
48:39the sunrise reading my book I fall asleep out here like that's not me isolating from you like but you
48:45take that as such like a personal thing where it's like what do you want me to do you could
48:50be in
48:50there talking to me asking me questions like doing things I guess I didn't want to be cooped up inside
48:56the whole time you have that such idea like I have to be hugging you at all times of the
49:00day or being
49:01there it's like that doesn't I don't think that that doesn't mean I don't care about you I don't
49:06think that but I'm saying what you just said like no I'm saying we should be in a honeymoon face
49:12okay if we're not it's not the honeymoon we still have like to live together like figure out life and
49:18like it doesn't mean I have to walk by you and always hug you and kiss you like every single
49:23second
49:24I'm not saying that but I'm saying don't walk by me and not acknowledge like I'd never have not
49:28walked by you not have multiple times I have like I wouldn't be saying that I feel like we
49:33aren't connecting if you weren't doing that I get that but if I have nothing to say I can't always
49:38spark up a
49:39conversation 20 hours of the day like I told you that yesterday when we talked about that there's
49:45just a lot going on in my head right now all this stuff with my family adjusting back to life
49:50like
49:50there's a lot that like to take it and like I'm walking back like with someone not in my family
49:56anymore like that's a lot to take in so sorry like that you feel this way but you know there's
50:02other
50:02things on my mind too I'm not saying your feelings aren't valid but I don't know I don't think you're
50:18ignoring me but I'm saying that I feel actually in pure shock we should want to be in each other's
50:32space if we're talking about getting married I think it's time now we settled in unfinished business
50:58I know what it's like to feel loved now you're bringing out the best of me I'll never feel
51:04confident about anything in my life we can have fun together but I can like tell you anything and
51:08everything you're my best friend he's still celebrating Christmas yeah a little bit there
51:14is a keg outside I feel like I'm visiting my children at college your project oh my god when
51:19am I gonna have a grandbaby so any direct fear with me having a white woman as the mother of
51:24your
51:24children um if we have a kid yeah and you resent your child you resent me I could never live
51:31with that
51:32yeah you're flashing you're very polished convince me that you're real I am absolutely in love with
51:39your daughter that's not it no no I've never been in a position of being that involved with the kid's
51:46life before it gets scary I am pretty but you like to talk let me fuck off okay I'm good
51:55yeah you look amazing thank you I by no means do I expect you to like text me all day
52:02long I don't
52:03text anybody Chris Fusco let's see it you want me to answer no is this really the person I'm supposed
52:11to be with forever and always I don't know listen to me I like Connor but he's too submissive of
52:19a guy
52:19to be with you get out see yourself doing yes I'm making the biggest decision of my life now is
52:33the time to
52:34decide if love is blind I was thinking about what it would be like if I was with the number
52:40two person I had
52:49and I can't count but the reason is that I'm still alone without
52:58I'm pleased to be wrong and I can't believe myself no more
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