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00:01It's your dad. I am so sorry, Jake. He's gone.
00:05Previously on Doc. I don't suppose I ever met him. Once we all went out to dinner one time
00:10You told me there were some things I needed to tell him. And did you?
00:14I've been having memory seizures. The fact that you collapsed tells me that you could be headed for cerebral edema.
00:18You need to take an oral dose daily. But I never changed my own proxy. Part of me still thinks
00:23she knows me best.
00:24That one. What? Amy Larson TMS recordings.
00:27You realize we can blow up all of our relationships with this?
01:00You're wrong.
01:11You're wrong.
01:12You're wrong.
01:16You're wrong.
01:19You're wrong.
01:20You're wrong.
01:21You're wrong.
01:23OK. So today is the day, right?
01:26Today's the day. No more putting this off.
01:28Then run me through it.
01:30Dr. Larson, you've been chief for three months,
01:33and they have been just about the worst three months of my life.
01:35You are harsh, you are condescending,
01:37you treat interns like they're med students,
01:38and although I can take it,
01:40being around that horrible energy all day is just soul-sucking.
01:43Sounds like a great start.
01:44You think it'll fly?
01:45Be serious. Give me the real.
01:47All right.
01:48I've had an amazing time working here.
01:51I really respect and admire you.
01:53Blah, blah, blah.
01:54And although I know it's not customary for an intern
01:56to leave this early in their tenure,
01:58I do have an opportunity at Johns Hopkins.
02:00My beautiful wife has family in Baltimore,
02:02et cetera, et cetera.
02:04So it would mean a lot if you would bless this
02:06and write me a letter of recommendation.
02:08I am assuming the blah, blah, blah,
02:11and the et cetera will be something coherent.
02:14Something coherent. I'll figure something out.
02:16Well then, okay, Sted.
02:18Go get her.
02:20Yeah.
02:23I need CPAPs, induction meds,
02:25PPE, and ventilators.
02:28I understand that it's barely penetrated the U.S.,
02:31but we don't want to be caught with our pants down.
02:34It's coming, Dr. Kamara.
02:36Wishing it away is not a strategy.
02:40Uh, was that about the coronavirus?
02:43Yeah, I'm just trying to stay ahead of it,
02:44but I don't want you panicking people.
02:46No, yeah, yeah, yeah. Of course not.
02:48Have you read anything about it?
02:49CDC and NIH alerts.
02:51I studied a few of the case reports out of Wuhan.
02:53Yeah? What do you make of it?
02:54Well, I'm no epidemiologist,
02:56but it does seem to act in strange ways.
02:58Well, buckle up.
02:59You may find out soon enough.
03:01Now, you had a question for me?
03:03Oh, uh, yeah, I...
03:05I was, um...
03:06I was just gonna ask you if, uh,
03:10maybe I could see a few patients on my own today.
03:13I feel like I'm ready for that.
03:14You understand why I have things organized
03:17the way that I do
03:17with all of the interns being supervised?
03:20You don't want any mistakes.
03:21Right.
03:23So, don't make any.
03:31Okay, Shauna, you had a fever up to 101?
03:34101.2 yesterday morning.
03:36Okay, and loose bowels?
03:38A little.
03:39For a day or two,
03:41but ER sent me here
03:41because he said I have some problem with my kidney.
03:43Yeah, you have a clot in the artery
03:45that's going to your left kidney,
03:46but we can treat it
03:47with a medication called heparin.
03:49What causes this?
03:50You know, it could be a variety of things,
03:51including dehydration,
03:52but we'll run some blood work to investigate that.
03:55Anything else going on in terms of symptoms?
03:57Not really, no.
03:58All right, well,
03:59we'll have a nurse come in,
04:01and she'll take some blood,
04:02and we'll get that IV set up.
04:04And I see you got the meatloaf.
04:06You gotta be careful and get a little gnarly.
04:08It doesn't much matter right now.
04:09Barely taste anything.
04:13What was that?
04:13Oh, I can't really taste anything
04:15in the last few days.
04:19That's not a big deal, is it?
04:22Um...
04:23I'm not sure yet.
04:29I want you to smell this.
04:32Tell me what you think it is.
04:36Oh, you gotta smell anything.
04:37What is it?
04:5354-year-old man with complications from lupus.
04:56He has been on methyl trexate for three days,
04:58but he is still suffering from joint inflammation and pleuritis.
05:02What do we do next?
05:03Dr. Larson?
05:04Can I have a word?
05:05Are you interrupting my rounds?
05:07I'm sorry, but I don't think this can wait.
05:10You better have the answer when I get back.
05:14Yes?
05:14I have a 32-year-old female patient
05:16that's presenting with GI issues and a low-grade fever.
05:18The ER diagnosed with renal artery thrombosis,
05:20but she has a complete loss of smell.
05:24So you're thinking...
05:26There were two cases of anosmia in Wuhan,
05:28so I pulled up the case reports out of Italy.
05:30There were three there as well.
05:31Yeah, but in those cases,
05:32it developed much later in the cycle.
05:35I get that, but we also know
05:36that it seems to keep morphing in this presentation.
05:38The fact that I was discussing this this morning
05:40when you walked into my office...
05:42No, not that impression.
05:43Or looking to score points, chasing zebras.
05:46Look, the last thing I want
05:47is to have coronavirus in our hospital.
05:51Breathe in for me.
05:54And out.
05:57Does that hurt?
05:59No.
06:00Any coughing or shortness of breath?
06:02No.
06:04What about fatigue?
06:06I'm a little tired.
06:08And, uh, I'm a bit jet-lagged.
06:11What about her blood work?
06:12I haven't sent anybody in here to do that yet.
06:15Until you saw her.
06:16Well, maybe you should do that now.
06:18Yourself.
06:22There are 350 million people in this country
06:25and 71 confirmed cases.
06:27None in Minnesota.
06:28Well, there's always a first.
06:30So you want to shut down internal medicine,
06:32quarantine everyone on the floor,
06:33and send panic through the whole hospital
06:35on the hunch of an intern?
06:37I examine the patient,
06:38and I support Dr. Heller's diagnosis.
06:40Based on loss of smell?
06:41And fine crackles in both lung bases.
06:44Plus, the blood work shows low platelets.
06:45Both of which suggest adenovirus.
06:47Any evidence of widespread clotting?
06:49Not yet.
06:50No.
06:50Has she been in China or Italy?
06:52She did just flying from New York.
06:54Where there's one confirmed case.
06:55So far.
06:56But there's no real testing.
06:58And, obviously, people from all over the world
07:00come through there.
07:00We have no confirmed contact, no cough,
07:02no respiratory distress.
07:03Five out of the 18 cases in Washington had GI issues.
07:07You're stretching.
07:08If you don't report this to public health
07:09and contact trace,
07:11in 24 hours it'll be too late.
07:13Enough of this hysteria, Dr. Larson.
07:15This is not hysteria.
07:16Although the pushback seems like it might be.
07:18I'm not taking a call from the governor about this.
07:21We can revisit in 24 hours if you have more evidence.
07:24Well, I certainly admire your courage.
07:26Careful, Dr. Larson.
07:27Apparently, it's your job to be careful.
07:30It's our job to do what we think is right.
07:53Are you okay?
07:57Cemeteries are always hard.
08:04You ever meet him?
08:06No.
08:07He lived in Arizona.
08:09Don't think he got here much.
08:19Why didn't they put the dirt in yet?
08:21We're gonna do that after the ceremony.
08:23Put the shovels?
08:24Yeah.
08:25Yeah, you'll see.
08:27At first, everybody's gonna line up and they'll take a shovel.
08:30But what we do is we turn it upside down like this.
08:33So it only holds a small amount of dirt.
08:36And then we take just that small amount of dirt
08:39and we pour it back into the hole.
08:42That's our way of saying to Saba,
08:44we're burying you.
08:45But we wanna go slowly because we don't wanna say goodbye yet.
08:48Okay?
08:54Okay.
09:01Okay.
09:08Let's pray.
09:10Let's pray.
09:12Let's pray.
09:17Let's pray.
09:18Let's pray.
09:22Let's pray.
09:30Let's pray.
10:00Let's pray.
10:13Let's pray.
10:16Let's pray.
10:17Let's pray.
10:17Let's pray.
10:18Let's pray.
10:18Let's pray.
10:19Let's pray.
10:22Let's pray.
10:24Let's pray.
10:26Let's pray.
10:27feel that because he knew he needed to be our rock a lot of you know how how
10:36sick my mom was and how much she suffered and I I never told him but my
10:42dad he always knew that's that's why I wanted to be a doctor so that I could
10:46help people the way that I couldn't help her he always wanted me to take over the
10:55family business but he he knew that I needed to take a different path so he
11:00put his head down and he worked 14 hours a day for my dreams he didn't need to
11:06say why or take credit or tell people what he was sacrificing he just he just
11:13did it I'm a different generation so I talk a lot more about things than he did
11:19but at the end of the day I just I hope that I can do the things that matter
11:24like he did because his talk is cheap and my dad he he just gave from his
12:01heart
12:02yes and bagels um i think we're pretty clear on how to say that fantastic thank you um i think
12:08we're up to like 85 dozen can you just can you just uh just drop it in the kitchen of
12:13course
12:15i loved what you said about him oh thank you i i don't know i didn't really prepare anything
12:21i got you texts this morning i'm sorry i didn't write that no you've got your hands pretty full
12:26yeah yeah it's a it's a lot of family mia is adorable she looks like you i do see a
12:36lot
12:37of my dad in there too though how's she taking it i don't know i don't think she understands yet
12:45no i'm sure yeah what about you how you holding up me you collapsed a couple days ago oh yeah
12:53i yeah i'm fine taking your meds yes i am um listen
13:05look i was in a i was in a pretty low place the other night when i called you
13:09yeah of course you were not me i just i hope i didn't send any mixed signals
13:17the only signal i got was that you wanted to talk to somebody who had met your dad the fact
13:24that i didn't remember him probably doesn't help but yeah i obviously understand loss so it makes
13:31sense that you would call me yeah yeah i guess it does um anyway i'm glad you're here i am
13:40your friend
13:41jack no matter what thank you jakey can i borrow you your cousins want to say hello yeah of course
13:51i'll talk to you in a bit yeah
13:55how's the body language been they were kind of having a moment earlier but it's hard to tell
14:00they could just be playing it cool because they're in front of everyone at the hospital well it is much
14:04more explosive for us if they're sleeping together so you know maybe try to find out
14:26you know what i mean yeah big bully her in the epidural no duelist for this girl
14:36just a little heads up stay away from aunt sarah oh god what is she saying now just that you're
14:41the
14:41harlot who broke his heart and you shouldn't be hosting this harlot well that is a new one amy
14:47this is ali jake's sister hi amy was chief when jake was an intern oh right and then you had
14:54that car
14:55accident you lost like 12 years of your memory ali um it was eight actually i mean it's fine it's
15:01not
15:01like it's a secret well he told us some stories about you really oh yeah hated you at first but
15:07then
15:08he really came to respect you and you made him chief resident which was a really big deal for him
15:13he's a great doctor and an even better man he practically raised ali after their mom died yeah
15:20he told me that he did well long nights on call what else are you going to talk about besides
15:28your
15:30childhood right these are so good i feel so stupid i brought flowers instead of food
15:41well if you're not going to contribute maybe don't load up like that i shouldn't say stuff like that
15:46to a woman okay so tell me the deal here this is jake's ex-wife's house uh it was his
15:54house till
15:55he's really moved out and when did they get divorced uh a couple years ago because they look pretty
16:00snug no well i think that's somewhat performative for their daughter's sake you know i've been getting
16:06a feeling there might be something between him and amy what you don't see that no
16:15but you do i i i plead the fifth come on wait are you talking about before or after her
16:24accident
16:24uh both how am i the last one to know about this maybe because you think of her as the
16:30virgin mary
16:31up on her pedestal and what about now i mean i don't think dr ridley is going to be letting
16:36people
16:36date their superiors do you no probably not where is she today anyway i mean dr hamda's here and he's
16:43cmo she's out of town at some conference and he's just a good guy or she's also part of a
16:49weird triangle
16:49right and you were able to defrost it okay amazing thank you so much katie
16:59we should be home in a couple hours love you too
17:05i can't believe she's going away to college i'm really gonna miss her still 18 years till the empty
17:10nest so we got that going for us yeah we do you're an intern again which means jake's your boss
17:22now
17:23uh yeah delicious right oh it's kind of like freaky friday or something kind of like freaky every day
17:34uh oh rachel sorry did you invite leslie i told her i was hosting okay well i want her gone
17:46seriously she'll break up our marriage so yeah unless were you planning on her bring another dj for
17:50you to sleep with all these fireworks between these two they went to college together right yeah and
17:58sometimes they'll date someone else sometimes she'll date someone else but they can't seem to
18:02shake each other no matter how hard they try i hear you and i'm sorry okay i'll ask her to
18:09leave
18:10thank you i'm sorry i just i know i just don't want to look at her face today see yeah
18:18for sure i keep
18:20telling him he just needs to forgive her and end the suspense for everyone but maybe today will be the
18:25day
18:26yeah grief it can be very clarifying
18:37okay anna banana i sent it what do you mean you sent it send it to who like we talked
18:42about first the
18:43new wife then the mimbo now just sit back and watch the powder kick explode
18:53you think i have coronavirus we're saying that there's a chance you have it which is why we need
18:58to keep you isolated until we're sure and what are these drugs you're giving me it's an antiviral
19:02medication along with a low dose of chloroquine but what if you're wrong i thought nobody even knows
19:07how to treat this we are simply following the protocols that have been used in other hospitals and
19:12both of these are harmless so we're just doing this preemptively now if your situation escalates we could
19:17potentially add in antibiotics but we don't want to rush into that yet i don't understand i haven't
19:21been around anyone who has it that you know of that's that's the problem and how would i have
19:26gotten it you flew out of jfk anything you touched could have had germs okay so uh you think it
19:31happened
19:32at the airport because i was with my mom and grandma right before you should call them and tell them
19:37to
19:37isolate in case you got it before the airport a lot of people are dying of this aren't they
19:45young and healthy people we're not gonna let you die
19:52look i wasn't gonna contradict you in front of her because that would have just made her more anxious
19:56but we don't make promises we can't keep i know but she's young she has no comorbidities do not look
20:01for a second make an assumption about what you think you know or have read or heard from another doctor
20:06do you understand yes okay remind the nurses that no one goes in there and watch her like a hawk
20:13i
20:13will and thank you for what you could have brought in attendings on this don't make me regret it i
20:19won't
20:22dr heller yeah get a telemetry set up in pathology and then meet me there okay um what for we're
20:32gonna
20:32jerry-rig a covet test give me ten we could pull the genetic code from china and potentially convert
20:39our influenza pcr but we need new short dna primers and probes that'll take too long i'm thinking hiv
20:45well it could work but you need a serum sample from a confirmed case yeah i'm having one courier
20:49from washington it should be here in an hour then what are we waiting for
21:01so
21:21thank you
21:23thank you
21:36oh two shots are dropping i can take it from here go
21:47no mom i don't know i don't know
21:49shauna you're in respiratory distress they're gonna put you on a ventilator
21:54what are they saying there baby please please hi this is tanner i'm dr amy larson she's saying you
22:01think she has the corona we don't know that yet for sure you need to stay away from other people
22:05until we figure this out well i don't have any symptoms and neither does my mother that's good
22:09but we still don't know how long the incubation period is let me call you back okay okay shauna i'm
22:16gonna have to intubate you which means we're gonna put this tube down your throat but we'll put you to
22:19sleep first so you don't feel any pain just please tell my mom what to do we will i promise
22:30if that patient needs to be on a ventilator she should be in the icu what's going on here
22:34i'm not comfortable moving her that's what's going on you're not comfortable because she has c diff
22:38stay in your lane julie you think she has the coronavirus and you're not telling any of us you're
22:42right we do think she has it but the board doesn't bite and they don't want anybody to panic
22:46we sequestered her and if all goes well we'll be able to test her soon look i get it you're
22:51scared
22:51you want to go home fine but if you stay you need to sit tight and think about what's best
22:56for everybody
22:56here and that means you need to trust us and keep your mouth shut as soon as you know i
23:03know of course
23:10okay what's next add a broad spectrum antibiotics and bronchodilator maybe it'll open up our airways
23:16yes ma'am and jake the next time you call me ma'am you're gonna be on scout work for
23:22six months
23:25noted thank you
23:42i can't believe he's gone when was the last time you saw him april in arizona you too long i
23:51skipped
23:52out on dinner in the middle of it i left him alone with the woman i've seen at the time
23:56oh my god jake
24:01i guess he opened up to her though i got back to her place that night and she said
24:06that he thought he was a failure as a father oh jeez she told me i should tell him how
24:12much i
24:12appreciated everything he did for us but i said he knows and i just never got around to making sure
24:19also said i'd visit him didn't do that either who is she this woman
24:36no no no absolutely not we're not together anymore so this needs to stay in the vault okay
24:51you know i think you're the only jewish dad in america's disappointed his son became a doctor
24:55hospitals had jerseys i may have felt differently what an athlete he was three sports captain of all of
25:02them
25:06oh this is weird what amy sent me an email what what is it i don't know it's an audio
25:14file
25:34what what no norah norah norah norah what is it i have to go norah honey just give me the
25:47keys i'm going
25:48home please just talk to me i swear to god i will scream and make a scene now give me
25:52the keys i need
25:53to know whatever's on there
26:00i sent it to you
26:11you record your therapy sessions uh sometimes yeah what's going on norah just got an email from
26:17you what i didn't send her anything it was one of your tms sessions you were discussing some very
26:22personal things damaging things to me well i didn't send her that michael why would i send her
26:30that okay you're a maniac guess that means the bomb went off obviously she was hacked for all we know
26:37it was the whole hospital i'm gonna call it right now when you get home change all your passwords
26:42you ought to lose your license
26:46if it came from your email it'll be in the send folder we need to hear it i'm still trying
26:52to get my
26:52head around that kiss in the elevator how so well it was pretty hot especially for someone who doesn't
27:00love me anymore whoever said that he did basically no he said he moved forward because you disappeared
27:07so what he doesn't really love norah i'm sure he loves her and i know he's really grateful to her
27:14for
27:14how she was there to help him pick up the pieces but let's just say i was at their wedding
27:21and he did
27:22not look like a man who was all there why would somebody send that to her from my account they're
27:31trying
27:31to hurt you by hurting them no by making you look unhinged
27:38oh my god what okay that meeting that i i missed with joan the one where i supposedly replied but
27:49didn't remember and that that medication where i gave the wrong dose somebody's coming after me
27:57yes i wanted to do this but not at his father's funeral in for a penny in for a pound
28:07hey hey i'm so sorry i i have to go oh really yeah i'm i'm just i'm not feeling great
28:14oh yeah of
28:14course go take care of yourselves i remember some of our dinner with your father
28:21but i thought they said that wasn't possible gina says if it's important enough a memory can break
28:26through the medication oh you bet at 398
28:34and he was really proud to have you as a son
28:40try to hold on to that yeah
28:46is it just me or did that look awfully intimate between them
28:53no i just found out like 30 minutes ago
28:58are you sure because this could be a massive security breach is that it it looks like you
29:04were the only one targeted well can they see who did it they're still digging into it yeah i'm here
29:15we're sitting crackles wet lungs and wheezing
29:21well two stats are still dropping we got up the pressure no if we do that we could cause a
29:25pneumothorax
29:29i just don't understand why her lungs are so stiff they're supposed to be opening
29:32well there shouldn't be this much inflammation it's like her body is attacking her lungs if that
29:37were true then we'd have to pull her out the ventilator and bomb her with the cortical steroids
29:39exactly has anyone tried that no idea but it's not like anyone's reporting anything with confidence
29:51she's clotting now this inflammation's everywhere okay i think we gotta call the cdc or the nih
29:57her co2 is rising there's no time treat the patient in front of you
30:01if we're wrong we'll kill her well you want to go back to rounding with the interns this is what
30:06it means to be a doctor tell me everything you know they refuse to take her to the icu but
30:13they
30:13put her on a ventilator then they take her off the ventilator put her on steroids now they've just
30:17rushed her down to the ir procedure room all this after telling me no one but them should even go
30:21into
30:21her room so what do you think is going on i know what's going on they think she has coronavirus
30:24but no
30:25one wants to tell the rest of us advancing the micro catheter your clots just passed a break you
30:37large do you want to tell me what the hell you're doing we took her off the ventilator and her
30:41oxygenation improved but now she's clotting so we're dealing with that you gave a patient with adenovirus
30:47antivirals chloroquine broad spectrum antibiotics and steroids all in six hours when she came in here
30:52with a gi issue you drove her to this and now she may lose her limbs she doesn't have adenovirus
30:57she
30:58has coronavirus and she may die so why don't you back off and let us do our work keep the
31:03infusion
31:03running don't stop for anything if she doesn't have coronavirus i will make sure you never practice again
31:13okay we're at the clot push tpa i can't believe you're still there so late yeah yeah i know it's
31:21been
31:21kind of a crazy day well have you asked for the letter yet not yet you're not chickening out on
31:27me are you no no ali's got a friend in potomac who's a great realtor we may even be able
31:32to afford
31:32something in bethesda yeah that's that sounds great i'm glad you're excited well then rip off
31:37the band-aid and get the recommendation yeah i will hey listen i gotta i gotta go i'll call you
31:41in a
31:41a little bit okay okay clots are dissipating okay perfusions returning to her arms still waiting on
31:49her legs respiratory status o2 stats are climbing a bit fine rails in her lungs we're really not going
31:56to know anything until the morning what did dr franco say uh she's run three tests so far all negative
32:03there must be an issue with the substrate unless we're wrong
32:12you have a wife and kid right yeah daughter go i've got this i know you're gonna say the buck
32:19stops here but i got you into this so i stay i got myself into this the day i signed
32:25up for med school
32:27but i'm glad you're gonna see it through yeah
32:34why don't you hit the on-call room we can monitor her in shifts
32:40okay
32:49but that's the thing we took her off the ventilator and she seemed to rebound that she doesn't have
32:54coronavirus i don't know how you can say that when there's so little data well unless you know
32:58something the cdc and the nih don't then uh hold on what it worked she tested positive i ran it
33:05three
33:05three times your patient has covered 19.
33:18shauna's stable she's breathing well and her vitals are solid
33:22and dr franco figured out the issue with the substrate yielded three independent positive tests
33:28shauna's quarantined in the negative pressure room for at least a week but she's turned a corner
33:34and we're squared with dr camara now i'm suddenly getting all the supplies we need
33:39so i miss all the good stuff happens like that sometimes but you were there for the important
33:44part you did the work
33:49did we actually figure out something about this thing yeah unfortunately i think we're gonna have
33:53a long time to confirm that new york had one reported case yesterday and today they have 82.
33:58wow cdc is saying they think it might be airborne so it's going to be everywhere
34:05so i talked to dr liebling at hopkins oh um
34:17letter recommendation
34:24wait you wrote this last week i updated it a bit this morning look if you're gonna go i would
34:31go now
34:32the storm is coming well listen whatever happens i'm grateful you taught me a lot
34:41round start in 10 minutes be ready to educate people on what we found
34:46thank you
35:02No longer love, dead of the heat
35:13Morning will come, all of red
35:22So before you replace me, I'm
35:28Now with me one last time
35:31Just like A.D.R.I.E.
35:34Oh, come back to me
35:41Just like a dream
35:53Even though he only met you that one time, he really loved you
35:56Well, if he's anything like his son, I'm sure I loved him
36:02Jake?
36:06I think we need a reckoning
36:10Michael?
36:11Can I come in?
36:12Yeah, of course
36:15Well, whoever hacked you used the VPN and rerouted it, so it's not traceable, at least not yet
36:23You realize that those mistakes I supposedly made were the hacker trying to make me look bad
36:29We'll get into that tomorrow with Joan
36:31I'll make sure you get all your privileges back
36:33Great, thank you
36:36Oh, God, what a mess
36:42Shouldn't you be at home, trying to fix things with Nora?
36:45She needed to cool off
36:53Michael, what are you doing here?
36:56Did you listen to the audio?
36:59Yes
37:00I did
37:01What Gina said about my wedding?
37:06She wasn't wrong
37:10Michael
37:11Nora called the house a mausoleum
37:14Well, that's an awful thing to say
37:16Well, maybe it is
37:19I mean, what is that house without you and Danny in it?
37:22Michael, that's not fair
37:25What am I supposed to do with that?
37:27I'm sorry
37:30You're right
37:32I don't know what I'm doing
37:38I guess I'm lost
37:48Your wife and son are waiting for you at home
37:52You need to find yourself with them
38:09So you were having an affair with her?
38:11Are you out of your mind?
38:11That happened after we separated
38:13Oh, really?
38:14Yeah
38:14Because all I know is four years ago
38:16We were about to move to Maryland
38:18And then suddenly you came home and said we're staying
38:20It was COVID
38:21You know what happened
38:22Yeah
38:22You had a change of heart about her
38:26You're really going to do this today?
38:28Well, today is when I found out
38:29For some reason you decided not to tell me about her
38:32All this time
38:41Yeah, Sarah was right
38:58You would have hated that we did it here
39:00Look
39:03Look at her
39:04She's here for you
39:06You know she came at me about Amy
39:07Right after you told her
39:08Thank you very much
39:09I didn't have to tell her
39:10She figured it out
39:11All days
39:12Today
39:13She came at me
39:14She was jealous
39:15Right
39:15Oh, come on
39:16How long are you going to keep punishing her, Jake?
39:18I'm not punishing her
39:19She made her own bed
39:20You know
39:22Most people aren't as moral as you
39:24And that's going to leave you alone in this life
39:28People make mistakes
39:30And if you really love someone
39:32You're just punishing yourself
39:35All Dad ever wanted was for you to be happy
39:38So
39:40End of day
39:41Whatever that is
39:42When you find it
39:45You better hold on to it
40:01Nora?
40:43You better hold on to it
40:49Charlie.
40:50Dr. Handsome just opened the email.
40:51He'll be kicking Amy Larson to the curb right about now.
40:54What is wrong with you?
40:55It was his father's funeral.
40:56So? I mean, our father had a funeral and barely any of them showed up.
40:59That's how it works.
41:00Okay, this is out of control.
41:01Nope, it's in control.
41:02Our control.
41:07I'm still trying to get my head around that kiss in the elevator.
41:10How so?
41:12Well, it was pretty hot.
41:14Especially for someone who doesn't love me anymore.
41:17Whoever said that?
41:19He did, basically.
41:20No, he said he moved forward because you disappeared.
41:24So what? He doesn't really love Nora?
41:49Someone is trying to destroy you.
41:52Yeah.
41:54Who told you?
41:55I got an audio recording from your email.
41:58Of me and Gina talking?
42:01That was taken totally out of context.
42:02I don't care.
42:06Look.
42:09A part of you is always going to love Michael.
42:12Just like a part of me is always going to love Rachel.
42:14We share children and a past and there's just a lot of complicated crap that's hard to untangle.
42:19But all I care about in this moment is, do you want to be with me?
42:28What about Joan?
42:29Our jobs?
42:31We both know life doesn't promise us anything.
42:33Okay?
42:34Okay, so I don't want to wait.
42:40Not another day.
42:45Not another minute.
42:47Not another second.
42:57Hi, my name is Amy Larson.
43:01I'm the bitch that killed Hannah and Charlie's father.
43:05I'm the bitch that killed Hannah and Charlie's father.
43:08And if you thought today was fun, that was only the beginning.
43:13And if you thought today was fun, that was only the beginning.
43:21Good luck.
43:30Good luck.
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