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00:01Previously, my dog.
00:02I had a car accident. Lost a lot of my memory.
00:04I want my daughter's heart back.
00:06I think I better give them a call.
00:07Best ask for Michael Hamda.
00:08Yunus agreed to send the heart.
00:10Does the board know what you just did?
00:11You put our accreditation at risk.
00:12It doesn't matter how drawn I am to you. This can't happen again.
00:15I'm not looking for anything serious.
00:17The only thing you care about is Danny. He's gone and that's still all that matters.
00:20I keep flashing on that damn snow globe.
00:22Memory seizures. I've read about that.
00:25Your father filed an HR complaint against Dr. Larson.
00:28And a week later, he's gone.
00:48Talking won't change anything. Perhaps not, but...
00:51Your silence won't either, will it?
00:53You have cancer. You could die.
00:56What do you want from me? I'm just trying to get through the day.
01:01Ah, stoicism.
01:04A highly overrated virtue.
01:08Vulnerability.
01:09Now that's a lovely kind of courage.
01:12Besides, you can't expect your wife to carry all the pain for the both of you.
01:18I see the strength in you.
01:22But there's also something else.
01:28I'm scared.
01:30Surgery scary. Cancer more so.
01:33I don't know how to do this.
01:35You don't have to do it alone.
01:38Hey, I'm here.
01:41I'm here.
01:53I'm here.
01:56I'm here.
02:03I'm here.
02:24Hey you back there again yeah anything new on your mystery man no it's the right place
02:31but yeah nothing new on the man in the crowd well it may not even be about him what do
02:36you mean
02:36Katie called this morning she knows you've been going there every day she also knows why that snow
02:41globe is so triggering okay uh do you want to tell me why she doesn't want to talk about it
02:48but she's worried and doesn't want you to keep going there chasing your tail okay why would she
02:53lie to me about it and why is she communicating through you you've been pretty distracted since
02:59all this came up i think she's afraid you're slipping into old patterns well i'm not and i
03:05will deal with her directly well i guess i better get home another night like this and i'll be the
03:15one sleepwalking well we can help you with that actually there's a band i'd like to check out
03:21tonight i can change my flight again zero pressure doc yeah yeah sure why not sounds like fun
03:39hi hannah how are you fine thanks
03:47everything okay
03:54daughter drama she's a teenager it's a bit more than that
04:04okay interns dr heller is on a later call today and dr ridley's out at a medical conference so
04:10i've been assigned to wrangle you i want to review all of your patient exams flag every abnormal lab
04:17and impeccable charting today
04:24all right all right all right all right all right i appreciate it i should get shot more often i
04:30thought
04:30you were back till next week oh hey no way i'm sitting on the sidelines while dr ridley plays hunger
04:36games with my career man of the hour please don't let's get to it we have a code orange arriving
04:43momentarily
04:44the inmate has a possible poisoning he's a convicted felon with a violent history armed robbery aggravated
04:50assault gang affiliations he'll be treated and guarded in the lockdown room no one enters without
04:55without clearing security protocols with his corrections officers i'll take them
05:00my folks are both cops i know how to deal with these guys
05:04come on let's go
05:07don't just stand there come on help me
05:11lockdown room for you then
05:14short of breath at my age i'm short in a lot of things my boxing days are long gone
05:25take a breath
05:29you're not moving much hair how long have you had this rash a few months
05:36pressure's up got any pain in your chest here and there if i've been honest i say more here lately
05:44i am afraid you have advanced vasculitis and i was hoping the tears of blood were assigned from god
05:51it's your immune system attacking your blood vessels i'll start steroids to calm it but i want to be
05:58honest with you every organ in your body is under fire it's hard to cure and the treatment will feel
06:07worse than the disease this is god's path for me i guess i'll have to see where it leads well
06:15i'll be
06:15leading you today
06:18he's fully restrained so if you've done shackle and play a part of your exam i'll come in i'm also
06:24watching from out here any concerns at all just give me a signal is he dangerous he likes to fight
06:31in
06:31the yard but never attacked any sea or civilian he was poisoned though so someone's in habit of something
06:37you're good to go
06:43hi malcolm i'm dr coleman did the oral lidocaine help with your pain
06:54yeah pain's gone it's been like that for how long two hours and that ain't the only end that's
06:59coming out of mind if i examine you go ahead man i don't bite
07:07open out
07:13any idea what they gave you no somebody must have spiked my breakfast
07:19you left away from your tray hey man they got all kind of tricks on the inside last year a
07:24guy got
07:24killed with crushed asthma inhaler powder two weeks into his stretch
07:31i need to know what's going on inside your stomach means a camera down your throat to take a look
07:36but first i need to check it back in you can't just take my word for it free now
07:44so how's it going so far uh waiting for the other shoe to drop well dr ridley's email said to
07:51give
07:51you a wide berth today so i think that's her way of saying you're a serious contender well what do
07:56you think it doesn't matter what i think what matters is why you want the responsibility why
08:07i have interns to corral
08:12can you give chaplain o'leary a gram of methylprednisolone he's in for a hard fight i would not have
08:18gotten
08:18through my divorce without him talk me out of first-degree murder twice he was one of the first
08:23people to visit me after my accident
08:27morning
08:28i heard you admitted amen it's a shame it is
08:36something wrong obviously you can do what you want
08:40but the sister of a patient it's pretty public pretty fast don't bother
08:47i'm a grown-up
09:02i can't access an organ and i can't list my patient it's not just you it's the entire hospital
09:06unus has suspended our transplant program okay well that can't be a coincidence we lied to him during
09:11the hostage crisis
09:16i heard this morning michael we have a formal review with the organ oversight committee today at
09:22six i thought we were in the clear apparently not you have any transplant scheduled dr heller has one
09:28to list and so far three other potential candidates looking to be ready by the end of the week well
09:34i've
09:34set a board meeting for this afternoon we can formalize our response before the review
09:38be prepared with the narrative
09:42what do we do now you don't do anything you'll be called as a witness since you handled the organ
09:46you say you were following my orders they're gonna make you the fall guy for this i guess we'll see
10:03you spoke beautifully
10:08i don't even know what i said that he was a happy child and deeply loved
10:18look i know you've never been to our chapel but when you get back to work if you need a
10:24quiet place
10:24somewhere to think find hope reach out it's there so am i
10:35thank you it means a lot to us that everyone was here
10:50are you stalking me no but we need to talk not about this not today i don't even know what
10:58this
10:58is sorry i gotta get to class katie no this is obviously upsetting you and pushing you down is
11:04only going to make it worse you'll come to the hospital after school and we will work it through
11:10fine
11:15what up sis charlie be serious i work here you're the one blowing up my phone after i haven't heard
11:22from you in months it took you four days to get back to me and now you show up here
11:25it's about dad
11:28he didn't resign he was fired so i'll come again this doctor i work with used to be his chief
11:34she was a nightmare to work for dad even complained about her to hr remember how squirly he was when
11:41he stepped down it was because he didn't want to admit he was forced out for standing up to her
11:46we need
11:47to find out exactly what happened do you think you could get into dad's old emails no i tried
11:52after he died his personal one didn't have jack about this and i couldn't get into his hospital
11:56one either because they shut that down too what about that friend of yours see hospital's got like
12:03firewalls on top of firewalls you need to get into her computer how would i do that any side effects
12:12from the meds seems that i'm getting my money's worth but the lord only gives us what we can handle
12:18right i'm sorry that was insensitive old habit from an old preacher spouting aphorisms to my imaginary flock
12:27you've done a lot more than that you've helped a lot of people over a lot of years wish i
12:34could
12:34have helped you during your dark days sure you tried indeed i did by all accounts i was impenetrable
12:42it must be like purgatory for you know missing that part of your life's journey you could say that
12:53your oxygen levels dropping
12:59and bleeding into your lungs doesn't sound good i was hoping the steroids would be enough but i'm going to
13:05start you on an immunosuppressant and it is going to be more dangerous for your body i have faith in
13:10you as always malcolm's tox screens came back negative and biopsy shows liquid factor necrosis
13:17from hydrochloric acid exposure dr franco said it's probably toilet bowl cleaner so someone did try
13:22to kill him she said the taste is too strong no way to slip it into someone's drink without them
13:26noticing
13:26so he did this to himself looks like we have to tell the ceo hold on we haven't even talked
13:32to
13:32the man he lied to us i know but even prisoners have a limited right to confidentiality especially
13:37around mental health unless they pose a clear and present danger we don't know that yet he could be
13:42trying to escape he's not houdini he's chained to the bed i'm glad you're so confident any other
13:46patient we'd call for a psych consult fine let's call dr walker well i am not putting her in a
13:51room
13:51with him until i talk to him myself i'm coming with you malcolm this is my supervising resident dr matra
14:03nice to meet you you want to tell us why you drank toilet bowl cleaner why you give a damn
14:09if you're afraid of what you might do to yourself or if you're doing this to get away from someone
14:13on the inside we can talk to the warden about protective custody therapy therapy i live in
14:18crazy 24 7. malcolm we've done we can't medically you are ready to go back unless there's some reason
14:23to keep you oh yeah i just can't wait to get rid of me huh this is a waste of
14:26time have a nice trip back
14:27to steal water wait wait i was trying to get here to west side why
14:47my mom she's got cancer but she's down in oncology and i don't look too good
14:52to what you think we're gonna organize a meeting for you my mom's got a lot of reasons to be
14:59mad at
14:59me i only know she's here from my cousin i just want a chance to make things right before she
15:04dies
15:05if you're lying to us i'll report all of this to your warden i'm not lying
15:26you were right it is quiet here
15:32it's pretty quiet up there too
15:36the lord is a good listener not much of a conversationalist
15:41neither am i apparently
15:48my daughter i i know she
15:53she she wants more from me and i just
15:58i don't know what to say
16:01i didn't see her at the funeral she didn't go
16:08my husband wasn't happy about it but i wasn't i wasn't gonna force her
16:12i didn't even want to go it's just
16:19to see my son like that
16:25you can visit his grave with her tomorrow next week a year from now whenever you're ready
16:34i don't think i will ever be ready to go back there
16:44oh did you get out of school early no i have a free period after lunch i just want to
16:49get this over
16:49with well that's not how i wanted to do this but here let's sit okay
16:59here it goes um i lost my brother and i needed you but you were so caught up you
17:08couldn't be there for me and then you moved out i wanted my family back i wanted my brother back
17:15and then you gave me a snow globe at christmas and you expected me to be excited about it and
17:24re-fought i thought you okay um so you found this five days ago you said it was just at
17:32the bottom
17:32of the closet and before that you told me you had no idea what i was talking about so it
17:36seems like
17:38are you avoiding something no mom don't overthink i i'm done blaming you i just i don't want to go
17:46back there that's all it is and i have to go to school so just let it go please
17:53no i won't let it go we'll talk more about it later i'd like you to be home when i
17:59get home from
17:59mark
18:06linda has stage four pancreatic cancer she's near the end a few hours now maybe a day at most can
18:11we speak
18:12with her we have her pretty sedated most of the time why her son is here and he really wants
18:17us here
18:19son he's been in prison but he's upstairs now he's a patient too i know it's a big ask but
18:25can you
18:26hold off on linda's next morphine dose just for a little while while we talk to her this is her
18:30last
18:48chance is he
18:48your kidneys are shutting down it's a toxic reaction to the medication so what's next i'm stumbling our
18:54options uh one is too hard on your liver the other one puts your heart at risk i know you
19:00doubt
19:01yourself you all have doubts you won't scare me if you admit it i'm not quite the doctor that i
19:09was
19:09before the accident that must be difficult to accept now there's nothing to do about it
19:14that keep charging forward medicine is a science but it's also an art don't do that you did oh
19:25many years ago the artist is still inside you something will come well it better because i'm not
19:33giving up on you mrs ellison mrs ellison can you hear me
19:45i'm dr coleman this is dr major can we speak with you
19:52your son is here
19:57can't be he's locked up he poisoned himself to get out of prison so he could see you he knows
20:05you're angry he just wants a chance to apologize apologize if there's a chance we could arrange it
20:13would you talk to him no i'm done with him miss ellison he went through a lot i said no
20:20tell him the last thing i want in this world is to see his face right before i die
20:27that's enough this was a mistake you're right we'll go we're sorry we upset you linda
20:34you were gonna keep pushing her he's my patient you have no idea what he did to her and when
20:40a
20:40woman says no it means no right i'm sorry i wasn't thinking about it like that it's fine
20:47i can't tell malcolm what she just said you think he came here looking for lies he came
20:52here looking for peace maybe that's what we should get him dr matra the chaplain spiraling
20:57pulmonary hemorrhage acute renal failure systemic inflammation you added cyclophosphamide he
21:03wasn't responding to the steroids it's an acceptable escalation and aggressive and risky as
21:09you can see hey you're not going in there without me i have to check the telemetry i'll find
21:12you in a few authoritative dr ridley put me in charge of you today i'm responsible for these
21:21patients and i want to know your plan before it happens naturally so what do you want to do next
21:26therapeutic plasma exchange it's incredibly invasive line complications bleeding infections well if you
21:32have a better idea i'm all ears try it but watch his numbers i'll write the order and prepare him
21:40for
21:40the worst you don't need to tell me that why haven't you discharged mr pitney um i was about to
21:49you
21:50were supposed to do it after his last dressing change julie said you didn't show i'm sorry i was
21:54tied up with our post-op consults no excuse get it done you're still here writing up the discharge
22:08the man's been waiting four hours go and explain to him what is taking so long sorry going now
22:17heavy as the head huh being in a position of leadership always has its challenges but in this
22:27case i trusted dr larson's hypothesis that rosie cruise had an abscess which would make the transplant
22:32viable why is dr walker being dragged into this because she was next to you in the command post when
22:39all these decisions were made thank you for coming dr walker we'll get to you in a moment
22:44so dr hamda you informed the transplant network you had a test confirming the abscess we all know
22:49i stuck my neck out but three of my people were being held with guns to their heads and the
22:54abscess
22:54was ultimately confirmed when dr larson drained it in the icu you also lied to the east side donor unit
23:00in writing we did what we had to do we know that that's what you think dr heller as i
23:04understand it
23:05you were the courier for the heart and part of the fabrication at east side i was in charge he
23:09was
23:10following my orders dr heller is it true that you and dr larson have been in a consensual relationship
23:15at that time though but that must have influenced your decision to deceive east side
23:21dr walker based on your professional opinion would you say dr hamda's judgment was compromised
23:26in my professional opinion i think it's pretty easy to monday morning quarterback three weeks later
23:31but what would you all have done if you were there i'd like to think we would have been more
23:35forthright and trusting of our partners the point is none of us were informed until all of the key
23:41decisions were made if this is an exercise in cya then maybe you ought to be thanking dr hamda for
23:47keeping you out of it i'm not denying anything that occurred that day so i don't know why dr heller
23:52and dr walker are even here especially since it's clear you've already made your decision we hoped
23:56you would have given us some ammunition to fight this we could smooth things over with east side but
24:01you knows wants their pound of flesh and you're leaving us with our hands tied michael
24:14well our patients need organs so throwing me under the bus will secure our accreditation
24:19obviously you need to do what's in the best interest of the hospital we appreciate that okay this is a
24:25witch hunt you should all be ashamed of yourselves you'll have my letter of resignation by the end of
24:51me uh i have a patient that needs spiritual counsel of course room 617
25:03i've missed our conversations
25:06i'm always here for you you know well when i want to talk about how the death of my son
25:11is god's divine
25:12plan i'll come find you
25:23ventricular tachycardia he's in heart failure it's myocarditis get a stat echo he needs amiodarone
25:43i don't know how much more of this your body can take
25:59we spoke to your mother really yeah can i get in to see you i'm sorry but she's too sick
26:05to see
26:05anyone and honestly with your restrictions i'm not even sure we could pull that off
26:09that's what she say then we told her what you had to do to get yourself here and she really
26:13appreciated that yeah it was hard for her to talk but she wanted me to tell you that
26:17she knows you love her and she loves you too i know when i'm being lied to doc no she
26:23wanted you
26:23both to let go of what happened in the past you didn't even talk to her did you we did
26:28talk to
26:28her we pulled her out of a peaceful rest to give her more pain to upset her in her final
26:33moments of
26:33her life to advocate for you what's she really say she didn't want to see you which really makes me
26:40want to ask what did you do to her that's none of your business you asked us to get you
26:44in a room
26:44with her dr matron look we're done here all right get out
26:56was that really necessary he's not ready to be helped and why are you so invested in him i don't
27:01know some people you can just feel the world working against them i know but he lied to get
27:07himself here and worse he's lying to himself can't you see that i mean your parents are cops yeah and
27:13they always told me everyone is someone's child find me when his final hemoglobin's in and we'll discharge
27:33him
27:35he doesn't deserve to lose his job he stuck his neck out way further than i did that was his
27:39decision
27:42what when i went to east side that day to get the heart
27:45the nurse saw the wound on my face and she knew something was off and she went to call the
27:50transplant department to confirm my story and i told her to ask for michael
27:55forced him to lie to east side in writing oh i didn't know that yeah so half of this is
28:01on me
28:02nothing you can do about that now you ever read about our lady of akita it's a statue of mary
28:11in
28:12akita japan wooden and on over a hundred occasions it was seen to be crying what people thought were tears
28:20of blood the belief was she was taking on our collective suffering whose suffering are you taking on
28:31maybe yours no i hope not perhaps that's why god put us together today so i could heal you instead
28:39of
28:39the other way around i was put on this earth to help people if i'm dying you may be the
28:47last chance i
28:47have to fulfill my life's purpose and if there's one thing i know that some people are trying to hide
28:54their pain
29:03it's my daughter
29:08i failed her
29:11in the years after daddy's death
29:13we used to speak about this quite often and i wonder without your memory that you're missing what
29:19you need to help her now i'm sure that much is true she didn't go to danny's funeral did you
29:28know that
29:28what she was afraid you're trying to protect her but those rituals exist for a reason katie never had
29:36the chance to mourn her brother that way and i don't think you know how to grieve either
29:42it's still so hard to think about him
29:48because i don't want to make it real grief can be a lifelong process
29:56which means it's never too late
30:19i've been praying for you save it for someone else
30:34even the slightest labs are back auto antibodies are zero plex worked so the organ damage was too
30:41advanced which is why he's still getting worse or when plex filtered out the harmful antibodies it
30:46also removed some of the protective immunoglobulins i'm not following the bad antibodies were attacking
30:51his organs but the body also had healing factors that were trying to fix the damage plex removed
30:56both so we just have to give him back what he needs how iv immunoglobulin therapy it's a hail mary
31:03though i'm sure he's a big fan okay well if it doesn't work you'll kill him it will work okay
31:24so
31:33so
31:35so
31:35so
31:57Right hand.
32:00Time to go.
32:03Your labs are normal.
32:04It's a prison infirmary.
32:06You can take it from here.
32:13Malcolm, I'm very sorry.
32:15We just found out your mother passed away.
32:19She didn't suffer.
32:20She wasn't in pain.
32:21She just fell asleep and didn't wake up.
32:25It's true.
32:26We just spoke to her doctor,
32:27and she was at peace in the end.
32:44When I was 17,
32:46I started running with the local center.
32:48And I was just petty stuff at first.
32:51But before you know it,
32:55you're in the life.
32:57But I never brought that home with me
32:59because of my mom
33:00and my little sister,
33:03Nala.
33:05She was a smart kid.
33:08Kind.
33:09One of the best laughs you ever heard.
33:12One night,
33:13I took her to her favorite pizza spot.
33:15And on our way home,
33:19somebody tried to take me out.
33:23They killed her instead.
33:26After that,
33:27I was lost.
33:28I just went down the path of darkness,
33:29and I just kept doing wrong,
33:31you know, until...
33:35Well, you know where I ended up.
33:37It should have been me
33:38that died that night.
33:40And I live with that
33:42every day.
33:46I just wanted my mom to know that.
33:53I'm sorry all that happened to you.
33:56And I don't know what you believe,
33:57but maybe there's a chance
33:59your mother and sister
34:00are looking down on you.
34:02You still have a life ahead of you.
34:05in prison
34:06and at some point in the world.
34:08So,
34:08how do you want to spend it?
34:10You want to keep punishing yourself
34:11for whoever else
34:13for your mistakes?
34:14Or do you want to be
34:15the kind of person
34:16your mom could be proud of?
34:17Who your sister could look up to?
34:28For what it's worth,
34:30the guy I met today
34:31who went through all this stuff
34:33to make things right for his mother,
34:35he's already on the path
34:36he needs to be.
34:37You just got to believe that.
34:42All right, Malcolm.
34:43Let's get you back, okay?
34:45Yeah, boss.
35:06Aaron, we did it.
35:07You turned a corner.
35:09You'll be back in the chapel
35:10in no time.
35:11Good.
35:13Because I wasn't ready
35:14to meet him yet.
35:15No, I think we need you
35:16around here
35:17a little bit longer.
35:23Aemon said you worked a miracle.
35:25He would.
35:27So,
35:27I got something important
35:29I gotta tell you.
35:30There's a long path report
35:31in there for the
35:32Unos meeting today.
35:34They're coming after Michael.
35:35I want him to resign.
35:37This is going to Rosie's chart
35:38to protect them.
35:39You faked a test?
35:40I just wanted to tell you
35:41in case anyone asks.
35:42Well, what if they ask
35:43why you didn't mention it earlier?
35:45I got a hit in the head, remember?
35:47Oh, come on, Jake.
35:49Look,
35:50I was part of the deception
35:51that day.
35:52Something I did
35:52put Michael on a bad spot.
35:53I'm not gonna let him
35:54take the hit for that.
35:59Paperwork's in order.
36:00Just make sure
36:00to CC the warden.
36:01That tough love
36:02you gave Malcolm
36:03was exactly
36:05what he needed.
36:06He got the truth.
36:07Well, maybe the truth
36:08will set him free.
36:10You're a great doctor, TJ.
36:12And you have
36:12genuine compassion.
36:14If it wasn't for that,
36:14we wouldn't have gotten
36:15where we did
36:15with Malcolm today.
36:16But every resident
36:18needs to learn
36:19that one of the most
36:19important parts of our job
36:21is navigating hard truths
36:23with our patients.
36:24Telling them things
36:25they need to hear,
36:26even if they might
36:27hate us for it.
36:29Thank you
36:30for your help today.
36:32Chief.
36:34You're welcome.
36:35Go rest that leg, please.
36:37Okay.
36:47Before you go in there,
36:48this is the results
36:49from Rosie's lung biopsy.
36:52Turns out it came in
36:53right before you
36:54made that call to Yunos.
36:58I guess in the chaos
36:59of that day,
37:00it just got misfiled.
37:03Well, this definitely
37:05helps our cause.
37:16Let's repeat the renal panel.
37:18Anything changes
37:19with her kidney function.
37:20I need to know
37:20sooner than later.
37:21Will do.
37:22Dr. Heller,
37:23a word?
37:24Uh, yeah.
37:29That was kind of an ambush,
37:30waiting for us
37:31outside the conference room.
37:32Well, I didn't want
37:33to give you a chance
37:33to argue with me about it.
37:34Well, you shouldn't
37:35have done it,
37:36but I appreciate it.
37:39You can list your patient.
37:40We got our privileges back,
37:42cleared us on the organ
37:43misallocation,
37:43and issued a letter
37:44of warning
37:45over the lie to Eastside.
37:46It's not a slap
37:47on the wrist,
37:48but if we're fully compliant
37:49moving forward,
37:50we'll be fine.
37:51I'm glad it worked out.
37:52That was a pretty big risk
37:53you took
37:54for me.
37:56You ever watch war movies?
37:59Never leave a man behind.
38:02Plus, I'm just not in the mood
38:03for any more changes
38:04in leadership.
38:07Oh, my God.
38:10Hey, so how'd your day go?
38:12Up and down,
38:13but I think I survived.
38:15Harder than it looks, isn't it?
38:16Well, if you have some advice,
38:17I'll take it.
38:18There's no right way to lead.
38:20Everybody's got their own style.
38:21Just bring your personality to it.
38:23Well, I think I'm still
38:24searching for my style.
38:26Just do what you think's right.
38:27Do it with conviction.
38:28The chips fall where they fall.
38:29I think that'll fit for me.
38:33Okay, well,
38:34I ain't running late.
38:36For me, uh...
38:37No, actually, uh...
38:40I have a date.
38:41Oh, wow.
38:43Yeah.
38:43Hey, you're getting back
38:44on that horse.
38:45Yeah, I'm trying.
38:51Um, well, have fun.
38:53Yeah, you, uh...
38:55You have a good night.
39:12I know I wasn't there for you
39:13when your brother died,
39:14but I am gonna be there for you now,
39:17even when you say you don't need it.
39:20You can't undo what was done.
39:22No one can.
39:24No one can.
39:34When I think about
39:36the mistakes that I made
39:37during that time,
39:39it seems to me that
39:40it was
39:41all because I was afraid
39:43to face my pain.
39:46And if you learned that from me,
39:51then that's something
39:52that we're gonna work on together.
40:01I said something to you.
40:05Something awful.
40:07Well,
40:08you were already forgiven,
40:10but you probably should still tell me.
40:13Get it off your chest.
40:16I said
40:17all you cared about was Danny.
40:21in a pretty cruel way.
40:24You were angry.
40:25You were a kid.
40:28And I probably had a coming.
40:32You need to forgive yourself.
40:39Have you ever been to the cemetery?
40:43Once.
40:45But
40:45not till his 11th birthday.
40:49But that
40:52I should have made you go to the funeral.
40:56It was wrong
40:57to let you hide
40:58just because I wanted to.
41:05Would you go with me
41:07now?
41:10No.
41:11No.
41:13No.
41:13No.
41:23I see a house
41:26up on the hill
41:29through every star
41:33standing still
41:38I see a house
41:40I see it now.
41:42I see it now.
41:42It's meant for you.
41:45I'm working it out.
41:49Yeah, me too.
41:52I see it now.
41:57I'm lying on the horizon.
42:00I see it now.
42:02I'm falling out to you.
42:25Everything okay?
42:28Yeah, um, sorry it's work, I'm on call.
42:31Oh, so you have to go.
42:37Yeah, um, I'll be a while, but listen, this was, it was a lot of fun.
42:40It was.
42:43Goodbye, Jake.
42:45Yeah.
42:49Have a safe flight.
43:03See it now.
43:10See it now.
43:14See it now.
43:14See it now.
43:33Bye-bye.
43:38Bye-bye.
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