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00:00:02my name is isabel spencer the summer i graduated high school in the sweltering june heat
00:00:09i died in the days leading up to my death i recorded secret videos for my crush
00:00:15but he didn't see them until 10 years later and here is the story of my life
00:00:26murder how dare you show up to this school just leave yeah beat it if you hadn't gotten
00:00:31caught up with those gangsters alex's dad wouldn't have been stabbed 12 times trying
00:00:35to save you you're the reason he died he bled out on the street because of you the worst part
00:00:40is you didn't even show up to court to testify so now his murders are walking free because of you
00:00:47alex was your best friend his dad was like a father to you i mean how could you do this
00:00:51to him
00:00:51don't you even feel a shred of guilt hey we're talking to you answer me big nothing i say is
00:01:02gonna change your mind anyway you selfish skink i'm gonna put you in your place for alex
00:01:30alex i was gonna go to the court but then i had another heart attack
00:01:33so i had surgery and they kept me in the hospital for two weeks
00:01:38too bad you didn't just die
00:01:43maybe i should have just died right then and there
00:01:52due to the absence of witness testimony the court has concluded that the cause of mr stephen
00:01:58brooks's death cannot be determined the case is hereby dismissed and both defendants are acquitted
00:02:06how could you not be here isabel alex's dad died because of me
00:02:21alex want to share
00:02:34come on izzy you need to keep a heart healthy diet
00:02:43here have mine
00:02:47i get why you hate me i just never thought i'd hurt this much god what a dumb ass i
00:02:53mean the
00:02:53guy's a fireman right not a cop plus he went there with no weapon he was basically asking to get
00:02:57stabbed to death
00:03:05no one talks about my dad am i wrong though if i could play the hero pay the price he
00:03:10got what he
00:03:10deserved
00:03:11fuck you
00:03:25alex stop
00:03:27alex stop
00:03:33alex don't be like this your dad wouldn't want it if you need to then just
00:03:37take it out on me take it out on me take it out on you fine go fucking die isabel
00:03:46don't worry alex we'll get your wish soon isabel the surgery went well but your heart
00:03:53can't handle the stress of any more procedures you have about one month left to live at most
00:04:12you have about one month left to live at most of the time you have about one month left to
00:04:13live at
00:04:13yes thank you
00:04:13do you seriously think that you can get away with the murder by pretending to be little miss er
00:04:22no
00:04:25if you needed them right then lick them up
00:04:33is that the brand new phone who gave you the money for that was it the murderers who bribed
00:04:37you to stay silent my mom gave it to me oh oh touchy much why are we so nervous is
00:04:44it because you
00:04:45have incriminating evidence on here all the videos i made for alex are on there i can't let
00:04:57get a chance to tell you in person so hold her hold her hold her oh let's use face id
00:05:06to unlock it
00:05:06i want to see what kind of dirty little secrets this is hiding smile sweet heart
00:05:19hi alex i just wanted to save it
00:05:25what are you doing alex help
00:05:34alex help we were uh we were just trying to get back in here for you bro right start in
00:05:39five minutes
00:05:40get your asses to the pool right it's been practice i almost thought he was here to save me
00:05:47you idiots want to get kicked off varsity go
00:05:56alex can i join you for your swim practice i can be your personal cheerleader
00:06:05you're coming to the swim meet tomorrow you've already got an army of fangirls going it doesn't matter
00:06:11if i go you really don't know no what i don't care about those other girls i only want you
00:06:19cheering me up
00:06:36alex you said the only one you wanted cheering you on was me
00:06:42i'm sorry to inform you that your appeal has been denied again your court's decision isn't going to
00:06:47change i'm not going to give up not until the murderers who killed alex's father are brought to
00:06:53justice that's the judge jeez
00:07:03miss spencer the case is closed and i'm not reopening it
00:07:08it's over i'll testify please reopen the case
00:07:20hey alex so today i went to go see judge roberts i tried to get him to reopen the case
00:07:27but he said no i'm not going to give up though i promised you
00:07:35and i'm gonna keep my word hey love bug how was school oh my what happened is someone bullying him
00:07:47at school well i just fell how everyone at school loves me listen i have great news the lawyer finally
00:07:55called me back and he said we might be able to reopen the brooks case we're finally going to take
00:08:00those killers to justice it's creepy i know honey just unexpectedly judge roberts just changed his mind
00:08:10you should tell alex the good news no not yet i don't want to disappoint him in case it doesn't
00:08:17work
00:08:17out i know this is important to you but don't forget to take care of your own don't worry about
00:08:22me
00:08:24hey i want to get justice for alex's dad when did my little girl grow up so fast all right
00:08:30go get
00:08:31him tiger but no i love you to the moon and back i love you too mom you know some
00:08:39people they say
00:08:40they have the best mom but i really do have the best mom
00:08:50mrs spencer your daughter only has a month left
00:08:56i'd recommend you transfer her to hospice care for her final days
00:09:08i wish alex was here
00:09:29what did he get so ripped don't pretend i saw you checking me out
00:09:36you no no i was just facing out oh really you're telling me that this doesn't make you drool
00:09:42you could strip butt naked and it would do nothing for me yeah then let's put that to the test
00:09:48do it
00:09:50i dare you okay
00:10:17oh god oh god i didn't see anything
00:10:19mom i swear
00:10:37hey alex i've got notes from chemistry you missed it because of practice um you gotta study up if we're
00:10:45going to the same college
00:10:53what are you
00:10:59why would i want to go to the same college as you
00:11:06so i made up my mind i'm going to go to princeton for undergrad
00:11:11and then columbia for med school and once i graduate i'm going to join doctors without borders
00:11:19what about you i'll go wherever you go
00:11:25i just wanted to help you study your mom wants you to go to a good school my mom is
00:11:31in a mental
00:11:32hospital because she had a complete breakdown after my dad was murdered and the people who did it
00:11:38got to walk away as if nothing ever happened and who do you think is responsible for that
00:11:46i'm sorry sorry you're sorry you think that's enough and sorry is gonna bring my dad back and
00:11:55sorry is gonna help my mom now i'm sick and tired of your stupid apologies
00:12:00no remember this i will never forgive you not for the rest of my life
00:12:17alex brooks alex isn't here because seeing you makes him sick
00:12:23you practically killed his father now you're strutting around like rainbows and sunshine
00:12:31she's right i shouldn't even be here why come to school if i don't even have a future ahead of
00:12:38me
00:12:42alex if you don't want to see me i'll stay out of your sight
00:12:47please i know it hurts and i know that you're mad but don't give up on your own future
00:13:05you're mad but don't give up on your own future
00:13:14that beside spots reserved
00:13:19reserved since when always has been always will be
00:13:25i always want you by my side beautiful great congratulations
00:13:33great cheese awesome can i see oh sure
00:13:38would i be able to get it like like this big that's like wedding picture big
00:13:45this is for a funeral actually my funeral
00:13:51all right a funeral why the hell would you be having a funeral
00:13:58because i'm about to die yeah you've been saying that since
00:14:01kindergarten come up with a new line already
00:14:05let's race whoever gets to the top first wins this yummy candy
00:14:09i can't my mommy does my heart to me if i run i'll die
00:14:18i'll never ever race you again isabel please don't die
00:14:23when i grow up i'll make this magic potion that can keep you alive forever
00:14:31if you are gonna die i don't want you terrorizing my dad in heaven so be a good girl and
00:14:37go to hell
00:14:42congratulations everybody now that college acceptance letters are in
00:14:47and graduation is just around the corner you are in the home stretch but this is not the time for
00:14:54senioritis let's make these last few weeks count and finish strong all right
00:15:05alex where'd you get in um yo wow only the bets are my alex what are you gonna major in
00:15:15pre-med
00:15:16oh you want to be a doctor how come
00:15:22uh i'm going to become a doctor i'm going to fix your arm i won't let you die
00:15:31what's the promise
00:15:37tell my mom at least alex hasn't given up on his future i'll be a nurse we can work at
00:15:44the same
00:15:44hospital together whoo who doesn't love a good nurse doctor romance huh you guys would be perfect for
00:15:51each other
00:16:05forget that freak hasn't she hurt you enough already
00:16:23hey love book it's me mom i'm right here oh thank god you're awake
00:16:33hey mom i think it's okay if i i take a break from school yes of course
00:16:42i think your teachers will understand this is great now i get to spend more time with my precious
00:16:48girl if i don't go to school maybe alex can graduate in peace
00:17:02wait what's isabel's mom doing here
00:17:10isabel will be taking a leave of absence
00:17:28isabel are you dropping out of school
00:17:31why do you care i thought you don't want to see me just answer me are you dropping out or
00:17:36not
00:17:36do you want to stay out of your sight there you go again doing everything on your terms
00:17:42you owe me that means i decide how you repay me isabel if you drop out you are throwing your
00:17:48college
00:17:48dreams out the window you think trashing your future is going to make up for my dad's death
00:17:53it's not that damn simple isabel is going to take your medication wait isabel are you at the hospital
00:18:05hey alex uh 10 days till graduation they keep poking me so i have all these bruises
00:18:14a few days ago i went into heart failure again so they put me on a resuscitation machine people
00:18:20people don't normally live past that but i did but i won't die not until i bring your father's
00:18:27murderers to justice isabel
00:18:35you here to see me
00:18:41why are you wearing a beanie in june and what's wrong with your hair
00:18:48your hair
00:18:55i was just trying to look that's all so you can admit it if you're here to see me
00:19:04picking up some meds for my mom your mom
00:19:08okay well you should go you probably you don't want to keep her waiting isabel
00:19:13are you really dropping out of school want to lay around the hospital when everyone knows you're
00:19:18not actually dying playing the victim i guess just as always how'd you lose so much weight in a week
00:19:26is she actually sick are you worried about me dying maybe she's tricking me again worried about you dying
00:19:34as if pain and asses like you don't die that easily my dad's case is getting reopened tomorrow
00:19:41she better be there and testify no more vanishing acts
00:19:46don't worry we'll let you down
00:19:58your honor in the previous trial our key witness to the murder of mr stephen brooks isabel spencer was
00:20:03not able to testify due to medical reasons but today she's here
00:20:10mr logan where is your witness she promised she'd be here please just wait a little longer
00:20:16classic isabel i know i shouldn't have trusted her if there's no new evidence to be presented
00:20:24then the court's ruling is
00:20:30i'm here i'll testify
00:20:36i isabel spencer promise that my testimony is the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth
00:20:43on the night of june 18th i was walking home alone
00:20:48it was them i never forget their faces they tried to assault me
00:20:53help but mr brooks he saved me
00:21:04that he lost his life
00:21:09help please please somebody help he died trying to save me
00:21:18based on the new witnesses testimony the court finds defendants brad baker and robert ross
00:21:34guilty of murder in the second degree and sentences them to 20 years in state prison
00:21:43this isy alex alex i meant what i said i promised i'd bring your dad's killers to justice
00:22:00hey thanks no sorry i i should have been here the first time my mom was unusually lucid today
00:22:09she said that i shouldn't resent you anymore do you still resent me i don't know
00:22:16but every time that i look at you it reminds me of how my dad died and how my mom
00:22:22fell apart
00:22:24i don't think we should see each other again
00:22:30i'm going to die soon alex so don't worry this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to
00:22:36me
00:22:52i don't think we should see each other again
00:22:59this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me
00:23:29hey hun how you feeling
00:23:34i feel good
00:23:39um what day is it june 9th why
00:23:44you have a date to the dance
00:23:47no
00:23:48what hey what if we just went together
00:23:52is that like a formal invite
00:23:55i mean if it was what would your answer be
00:24:01yes
00:24:03cool
00:24:03cool
00:24:03i'll see you at the day of the dance then
00:24:07cool
00:24:12what
00:24:15today's a crowd dance
00:24:17i have to go
00:24:18oh isabel your heart
00:24:19oh please
00:24:22this might be the only dance i ever get to go to
00:24:27i know i know i can't actually dance but maybe maybe i can watch
00:24:33fine i'm not gonna stop you from seeing alex but take it easy
00:24:36all right we've had enough close calls at the er
00:24:40thank you mom i love you
00:24:43i love you
00:24:54you seriously still struggling with this it's so easy
00:24:58maybe i just wanted to tie my bow ties for the rest of my life
00:25:13what happened to isabel i haven't seen her in a week
00:25:20what happened to isabel i haven't seen her in a week
00:25:36alex
00:25:49have a nice life alex
00:25:52now you can say goodbye to me forever
00:25:54just like you wanted
00:26:13come on
00:26:14dance it this way
00:26:19izzy
00:26:19izzy
00:26:20oh my god
00:26:21hang on
00:26:22i'm gonna take you to the hospital
00:26:25izzy
00:26:26izzy
00:26:26i'm gonna take you to the hospital
00:26:58what the hell alex
00:27:01why did you call it that bitch's name while you're dancing with you
00:27:03don't call her that
00:27:14what's wrong
00:27:14i don't think that's
00:27:21miss spencer
00:27:22alex
00:27:24please come
00:27:25isabel she's about to die
00:27:30alex
00:27:31alex where are you
00:27:36no no no this can't be real
00:27:45isabel
00:27:46isabel
00:27:46you can't die
00:27:51you can't die
00:27:59isabel
00:28:00young man you can't be in here
00:28:02you need to leave
00:28:03no no no i'm not leaving that's why izzy
00:28:05that's why izzy
00:28:06i need to see her
00:28:19no this can't be real
00:28:22isabel
00:28:41it's his chauffeur and young man
00:28:44no it's not her
00:28:52please spencer please just pick up
00:28:58excuse me do you know what room isabel spencer's in
00:29:04she's 18 hair down to here she's really thin big beautiful eyes that you never forget
00:29:14alex looking for me
00:29:19wait what isabel
00:29:24what's going on your mom called and said you're about to die
00:29:27are you okay my mom she's so overdramatic i just had a minor surgery completely fine
00:29:37do you think this is funny or something what jesus christ isabel what you you had your
00:29:43mom fabricate some fake sob story about your death what's next huh you don't invite me to
00:29:50your fake fucking funeral this is not what happened no no don't call me again not even
00:29:55on your deathbed because i don't care anymore not one fucking bit
00:30:17isabel what are you doing out here you just got out of surgery
00:30:23is that alex
00:30:26baby i'm sorry i called him i just thought it was important for you guys to have closure
00:30:32it's okay mom it doesn't matter
00:30:36can we go home i really don't want to die
00:30:51hey alex five days till graduation um you said some pretty hurtful things to me yesterday but
00:30:59i know you didn't mean them
00:31:04sometimes i just get sad thinking about how we can't go back to the way that we were
00:31:10but i want you to be happy
00:31:14and so i hope that not having me around can kind of take the weight off a little bit
00:31:23do you remember this
00:31:26you left it here
00:31:29it means a lot to me
00:31:52wait isabel you you sure you want this
00:31:55one hundred percent
00:31:58i don't want to die a virgin
00:32:00yeah but
00:32:02why me
00:32:04because you're my best friend
00:32:07the only one who'd agree to do this
00:32:10the only person who wouldn't think i'm crazy for making such a request
00:32:14yeah
00:32:15great okay
00:32:16then uh
00:32:19how do you want to get started
00:32:22you tell me
00:32:22i'm the virgin here
00:32:25well uh
00:32:26actually you're not the only
00:32:28virgin here
00:32:30now what about the cheerleader last summer
00:32:32that was just a rumor is he
00:32:35i'm not the hookup kind of guy
00:32:38actually i've been
00:32:39waiting
00:32:43waiting for what
00:32:47i've been waiting for you
00:32:49izzy
00:32:50i wanted you to be my first
00:32:54nothing
00:32:55i'm ready if you are
00:33:17i'll be gentle
00:33:20i promise
00:33:32that was my first kiss
00:33:34mine too
00:33:52oh my god
00:33:53am i really losing my virginity to my best friend
00:34:01what the hell are you kids doing
00:34:04homework
00:34:08is the last thing you gave me
00:34:14so now it is time to give it back
00:34:32alex
00:34:34anyone home
00:34:52so he got into princeton too
00:34:58since we were five
00:34:59alex and i have spent countless hours together in this room
00:35:04playing games
00:35:06building blanket forts
00:35:08all kinds of stupid stuff
00:35:11but i never come in here anymore
00:35:14not since alex's dad died
00:35:25my eyes are up here
00:35:28yeah sorry
00:35:30just uh
00:35:31people as cool as that you have
00:35:33three nipples
00:35:35and i was just curious
00:35:38you're not seriously listening to those rumors
00:35:40you could have just asked me
00:35:42yeah
00:35:43sorry
00:35:44you're right
00:35:45definitely
00:35:46shouldn't listen to those idiots
00:35:50you know what
00:35:52just to prove the gossip wrong
00:35:54i'll show you
00:35:56what
00:36:01so
00:36:03how many do i have
00:36:06two
00:36:08two
00:36:08perfect
00:36:10one
00:36:19this will probably be the last time i'm ever in this room
00:36:26goodbye alex
00:36:34oh my god alex
00:36:36you're finally showing me your room
00:36:38will i be the first girl who's in it
00:36:48wow
00:36:49i never thought i'd set foot inside the room of the alex brooks
00:36:56it's always late
00:36:57i think you should leave
00:36:58don't be such a killjoy alex
00:37:01i have a surprise for you
00:37:10uh
00:37:12yes so i should definitely leave
00:37:16you sure you want me to leave
00:37:18you said your parents are out
00:37:20which means we have the whole place to ourselves
00:37:24i can do anything that you want alex
00:37:27i'm yours
00:37:31i'm yours
00:37:32see
00:37:33i'm already wet for you
00:37:42yes
00:37:43oh that's it
00:37:45oh that's it baby
00:37:49alex do you want me
00:37:51alex do you want me
00:37:52is he wants you
00:37:54did alex just say my name
00:37:58what did you say
00:38:00what did you say
00:38:00did you just call me is he
00:38:18isa go
00:38:20what are you doing in my closet
00:38:27alex i'm so sorry i didn't know you'd be back
00:38:31what the fuck isabel what are you doing here
00:38:33what else she's being a creepy stalker as usual
00:38:38seriously isabel hiding in the closet to catch a glimpse of us fucking
00:38:41i'm just gonna return something to you
00:38:44it's yours
00:38:46what the hell is that
00:38:48just
00:38:50a raggedy old t-shirt
00:38:53alex is this yours
00:39:04you sure you want this
00:39:06100%
00:39:10what
00:39:11you think you can win alex back with a dirty old t-shirt
00:39:14no
00:39:15that's not what
00:39:16alex do you even want this
00:39:29why would i want some dirty raggedy t-shirt
00:39:32means nothing to me
00:39:36hear that
00:39:37get the fuck out
00:39:39alex doesn't want you here
00:39:44she's right
00:39:46you should leave
00:39:53don't let that loser ruin the mood
00:39:55i know that you only said her name because you hate her so much
00:39:59i can help you forget all about her
00:40:03sorry stop i'm not in the mood
00:40:04oh wait we can try something else then
00:40:07you'll love it
00:40:11zoe i'm serious stop stop resisting it's gonna feel amazing
00:40:16i promise
00:40:19i said no leave me the fuck alone
00:40:22what the fuck is wrong with you alex you're sick in the head just like that psycho freak isabel
00:40:28i fucking hate you
00:40:29i fucking hate you asshole
00:40:35damn it isabel
00:40:37why do you make everything so fucking difficult
00:40:55where is it should be right here
00:40:57looking for this
00:41:03looking for this
00:41:07i mean don't think it means something whatever
00:41:12i just don't want another creep like you getting their hands on it
00:41:30good morning sunshine i made pancakes
00:41:36hey mom
00:41:38i'm going to the care home to visit alex's mom
00:41:41don't worry i'll be back soon
00:41:45miss brooks
00:41:46sorry it took me so long to visit
00:41:48i know that
00:41:49it's because of me that you're like this
00:41:51if it wasn't for me
00:41:53then you and mr brooks would still be together
00:41:56happily in love like before
00:42:03i have missed you my love
00:42:06i have been thinking about you all day
00:42:08even when training your new recruits
00:42:10even while putting out fires
00:42:12and rescuing that old lady's cat out of a tree
00:42:17gross
00:42:18son one of these days you're gonna fall in love
00:42:21and then you'll know exactly how we feel
00:42:25if i could turn back time i'd make it so that he never saved me that many
00:42:29don't don't cry my dear
00:42:30you ruin your pretty face
00:42:33okay i'll stop
00:42:35good news
00:42:36alex got into princeton
00:42:38and what about you my dear
00:42:41i'm not going anywhere
00:42:43ever
00:42:44i'll probably die here
00:42:46be buried here
00:42:48for all eternity
00:42:51what are you talking about
00:42:54alex i was just
00:42:56visiting your mom i didn't know you'd be here too
00:42:58what are you saying
00:43:00you know she's on one
00:43:01you know she can't handle any more stress right now
00:43:03alex i
00:43:04it's torturing me not enough
00:43:06you really need to drag my mom into this too
00:43:10hey
00:43:11don't speak to a lady like that
00:43:14are those for me
00:43:15yes mom
00:43:17they're uh yellow roses
00:43:19your favorite
00:43:20remember how dad used to
00:43:23always bring you those
00:43:28steven
00:43:29steven you're back
00:43:32oh i missed you so much
00:43:34you were gone fighting fires for so long this time
00:43:40isabel
00:43:46i've been thinking about it
00:43:48about my parents
00:43:49and about us
00:43:52i think i figured it out
00:43:54i don't hate you anymore
00:43:56really
00:43:57but what happened
00:44:00it can't be undone
00:44:02i can't go back to how things were
00:44:15so after graduation
00:44:17i'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town
00:44:19and we are going to forget
00:44:21everything in it
00:44:23including you
00:44:26easy
00:44:30this is goodbye alex
00:44:33forever
00:44:36goodbye my easy
00:44:48steven let's go
00:45:05i heard our attending physician is the youngest cardiologist ever hired by the hospital
00:45:12he's not just brilliant
00:45:14it's ridiculously hard
00:45:19hello everybody
00:45:20welcome to the presbyterian hospital
00:45:23for the next three months
00:45:24i will be your attending physician
00:45:28all right
00:45:28so that's all from me
00:45:30there are no further questions
00:45:31you're free to go
00:45:36actually i did have a question
00:45:39are you from after work?
00:45:42shelly right
00:45:43yeah i'm sorry
00:45:45i'm busy
00:45:46and
00:45:47this is a hospital
00:45:49please adhere to the dress codes
00:45:51thank you
00:45:54dude that was harsh
00:45:56would it really kill you to cut them some slack
00:45:58i've known you since college
00:46:00i've never even seen you go on a date with a single girl
00:46:03yeah
00:46:04hey but
00:46:05chicks aren't your thing man
00:46:06i'm not the one to judge
00:46:07fuck off man
00:46:08mind your own business for once
00:46:14yo alex
00:46:15how you been man
00:46:15our 10 year high school reunion's coming up soon
00:46:18you going?
00:46:21i'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town
00:46:23and we are going to forget
00:46:24everything in it
00:46:25including you
00:46:27you see
00:46:29isabel
00:46:30are you gonna be there?
00:46:41yo alex
00:46:43you made it man
00:46:43hey man
00:46:47look who's here everyone
00:46:48the legend
00:46:49of evergreen high
00:46:51the captain of the swim team
00:46:52alex
00:46:54brooks
00:46:56i envy you
00:46:57you disappeared for 10 years
00:46:59and everybody still loves you
00:47:00was everyone invited?
00:47:02yeah
00:47:02i'm pretty sure everyone's coming
00:47:03oh except for zoe
00:47:05she's getting divorced from her third husband
00:47:07uh
00:47:08i guess you probably don't care about that
00:47:11why?
00:47:12who are you expecting to see?
00:47:15no one
00:47:16isabel probably doesn't want to see me anyways
00:47:19and after all the terrible things i said
00:47:22i can't blame her
00:47:23oh
00:47:26i don't know who you're waiting for
00:47:28your little uh
00:47:29childhood sweetheart isabel
00:47:30what do they call her?
00:47:32little miss uh
00:47:32little miss emergency room
00:47:34hey don't call her that
00:47:37dude
00:47:38come on man
00:47:39don't be so but hurt
00:47:42your little is he's dead
00:47:43nothing but a rotting pile of bones
00:47:46in a graveyard
00:47:46what the fuck did you just
00:47:48whoa whoa
00:47:49hey whoa whoa whoa hey man
00:47:51you were drunk
00:47:51back off
00:47:52i ain't drunk
00:47:53shit i've never been more sober in my life
00:47:56remember that one time
00:47:57by the swimming pool
00:47:58when we roasted her super hard
00:48:00hey man get your shit together
00:48:02no no no let them finish
00:48:05attention everyone
00:48:06it's show and tell time
00:48:08and boy oh boy
00:48:09do i have something juicy
00:48:11to share with you all
00:48:12see this
00:48:13it's someone's precious
00:48:14little bucket list
00:48:15things i want to do before i die
00:48:18number one travel to paris
00:48:19number two set off fireworks on the beach
00:48:21no no no no that's my bucket list
00:48:23number three go to prom with alex
00:48:25number four lose my virginity to alex
00:48:31everybody shut up
00:48:34alex i
00:48:34bro she wants you to pop her cherry
00:48:37go home and take her to pound town
00:48:44how embarrassing
00:48:45it only makes me hate you even more
00:48:53see that
00:48:54alex hates you
00:48:56and now everybody knows
00:48:57that you're not the innocent virgin
00:48:59you pretend to be
00:49:00you're just
00:49:01a dirty slut
00:49:02who wants to get railed
00:49:03by the team captain
00:49:05well
00:49:06then i guess it's time to wash
00:49:08those dirty thoughts
00:49:08out of your head
00:49:10how about we're in the pool
00:49:11no i can't swim
00:49:20amix
00:49:21help me
00:49:23god what did i do
00:49:24i could have saved her
00:49:27man
00:49:28that was fun
00:49:29i think she got sick for like a month after that
00:49:32and her health just got worse
00:49:35and worse
00:49:36and for long
00:49:37she was dead
00:49:39dunzo
00:49:43you asshole
00:49:44how could you do that
00:49:45she has a heart condition
00:49:48you piece of fucking shit
00:49:52what the fuck
00:49:53man
00:49:54you don't act like you weren't a part of this
00:49:56can you just stood there
00:49:57and let it all happen
00:49:58why would i want some
00:50:00dirty raggedy t-shirt
00:50:01means nothing to me
00:50:16too bad you didn't just die
00:50:20you just stood there
00:50:21and let it all happen
00:50:26you know looking back on it now
00:50:28i think we really did go too far with isabel
00:50:31i just wish that it wasn't too late to say we're sorry
00:50:34you said you invited everybody
00:50:37where is izzy
00:50:38dude
00:50:39do you really not know
00:50:41not know what
00:50:43alex
00:50:44isabel died 10 years ago
00:50:46right after graduation
00:50:54now you're messing with me man
00:50:56i mean there's no way she could be dead
00:50:58i'm not messing with you
00:51:00all right my uncle works for the county clerk's office
00:51:03he helped mrs spencer register her death
00:51:06i don't believe it
00:51:08no has to be a different isabel spencer
00:51:10my izzy is not dead
00:51:30she must have moved
00:51:39the number you have dialed
00:51:40is not in service
00:51:44the number you have dialed
00:51:46is not in service
00:51:47the number you have dialed
00:51:49the number you have dialed
00:51:50is not in service
00:51:56no
00:51:56no no she can't be dead
00:51:59i'm gonna find her
00:52:01yeah i'm gonna find her
00:52:15who sent this to my house
00:52:27isabel is this some kind of joke
00:52:29why didn't you show up at the reunion
00:52:32why is everyone saying you're dead
00:52:34they're just fake rumors right
00:52:37message me back when you see this
00:52:48is he
00:52:49is he
00:52:51is he
00:52:52are you at the house
00:52:54oh hi mom
00:52:54remember to clean everything up
00:52:56yeah yeah i will
00:53:17For a funeral, actually.
00:53:19My funeral.
00:53:20A funeral?
00:53:21Why the hell would you be having a funeral?
00:53:252016.
00:53:26Isabel sent me this 10 years ago.
00:53:54Hi, Alex.
00:53:57I am recording a special video series for you.
00:54:01Gosh, I look so pale.
00:54:02Anyway, tomorrow, we are one year away from graduation, and I'm going to make you a video
00:54:08every single day.
00:54:09And then on graduation, I will give them all to you and tell you I have a crush on you.
00:54:16Don't you remember, Isabel?
00:54:18I told you how I feel about you.
00:54:23What the hell is going to shout out to you?
00:54:26I told you I wouldn't let you drown.
00:54:33Isabel, I like you.
00:54:38I know, we've been saying that since you were, like, fired.
00:54:41No, I mean...
00:54:46Who's there?
00:54:53Oh my god.
00:54:54Is he hard right now?
00:55:10I got you now, you brats.
00:55:17I'm sorry, Isabel.
00:55:21I didn't let you drown.
00:55:22I let you down.
00:55:25I might have been a little bit braver, but just a little bit more persistent.
00:55:30I could have told you how I felt.
00:55:34Hi, Alex.
00:55:36Two hundred and seventy-five days till graduation.
00:55:38I know you want to go to Princeton with me.
00:55:42So, what's this?
00:55:44Come on.
00:55:45And you are still smiling, like it's nothing.
00:55:50Hi, Alex.
00:55:51It is now two hundred and eleven days until graduation.
00:55:55Today, I snuck in tears for me, and I saw Zoe.
00:55:59She just fell into your arms, like a damsel in distress.
00:56:03And to make matters worse, you hugged her back.
00:56:07I'll be honest, I was so jealous.
00:56:09But then, you gave me your trophy, so I guess I'll forgive you.
00:56:14Admit it.
00:56:15You like me too.
00:56:20Hey, Alex.
00:56:21Hey, Alex.
00:56:22Hey, Alex.
00:56:24That was the day of Dad's funeral.
00:56:29Hi, Alex.
00:56:30I'm so sorry that I went to the funeral.
00:56:33I know you don't want to see me.
00:56:34You mean it's my fault he died?
00:56:37And I know all that he meant to you.
00:56:39I wish it was me who died instead.
00:56:47Alex?
00:56:54You were invited.
00:57:00I thought you guys would all be gone.
00:57:02Just wanted to say goodbye to your dad.
00:57:03You're not welcome here.
00:57:05My dad saved your life.
00:57:08And you didn't even show up to testify.
00:57:10If he had to sacrifice himself, it should have been someone who was actually worth it.
00:57:14I'm sorry.
00:57:18Just fucking leave!
00:57:20Go!
00:57:21I'm sorry.
00:57:22No!
00:57:28Fuck!
00:57:30Fuck!
00:57:31I was so stupid that's about!
00:57:33Fuck!
00:57:34Fuck!
00:57:38When you were rushing to hospital for a heart attack,
00:57:40When you were dying on the operating table,
00:57:43I didn't believe you!
00:57:47I told you to go die.
00:57:52I'm so sorry.
00:58:01Hi Alex.
00:58:03One date to graduation.
00:58:05I'm sorry you have to see me looking so hideous.
00:58:08I tried to do my makeup, but I couldn't even look at the brush.
00:58:14But I mean, I guess you've already seen me on the ugliest, so it's whatever.
00:58:21Alex, I'm scared.
00:58:23I don't want to die.
00:58:25I want to go to college with you.
00:58:27It's not really up to me.
00:58:29Maybe God just hates me.
00:58:32Like you do.
00:58:34Alex, I don't know if there's an afterlife.
00:58:37But if there is, I really hope to see you there.
00:58:40That is, if you and God can forgive me for my sins.
00:58:56Hi Alex.
00:58:58Happy graduation.
00:59:00This is my last video.
00:59:02You left town today.
00:59:04I saw you packing up.
00:59:08That I know you didn't want to see me.
00:59:10So I hid behind the curtains.
00:59:13And then you looked up at me.
00:59:15You almost thought that you were gonna come and say goodbye.
00:59:20But then you drove away.
00:59:23At least I know you still haven't forgiven me.
00:59:25It's okay.
00:59:31Isabel!
00:59:33Isabel!
00:59:34Isabel!
00:59:35No, Isabel, you can't be dead.
00:59:38You can't be dead.
00:59:39You must be doing this because you hate me.
00:59:42Isabel?
00:59:42No.
00:59:49Zoe?
00:59:52Oh my God, Alex.
00:59:55It's been forever.
00:59:56I rushed over as soon as I heard you were back in town.
01:00:05Yikes.
01:00:06Looks like a haunted house in here.
01:00:09Don't worry.
01:00:10I can help you spruce it up.
01:00:11What are you doing here?
01:00:13Why so cold, Alex?
01:00:15Weren't we a thing back in the day?
01:00:16We just hooked up.
01:00:18Okay, we were never official.
01:00:20It's still a heartbreaker, I see.
01:00:23Well, you know, I was super into you back then.
01:00:26Okay.
01:00:27I'm not really in the mood for visitors tonight.
01:00:31Hmm.
01:00:33What's that?
01:00:37No.
01:00:39Nothing.
01:00:41Oh.
01:00:42So, even Alex Brooks watches porn every now and then, huh?
01:00:47I get it.
01:00:48You've been single for all these years.
01:00:50You need to meet your needs somehow.
01:00:54Now I haven't forgotten about you, Alex.
01:00:57You don't need to do everything by yourself.
01:00:59Let me fill those needs.
01:01:01Alex.
01:01:03Get out!
01:01:05Seriously, Alex?
01:01:07Been a decade and you're still a fucking asshole?
01:01:16So you came back for Isabel?
01:01:20I seriously don't understand.
01:01:22Why are you not over a bitch who's been dead for ten years?
01:01:25She's not dead!
01:01:27Stop spreading lies about her!
01:01:28You're crazy!
01:01:30You need to get your head fucking checked.
01:01:36Why does everyone say that you're dead?
01:01:39They're lying.
01:01:41Right?
01:01:41And where are you, Izzy?
01:01:47So that's where you are.
01:01:50I'm coming, Izzy.
01:02:00Hello, Mrs. Spencer.
01:02:02Alex?
01:02:07Thanks.
01:02:08It's been ages.
01:02:09What have you been up to all these years?
01:02:12I became a heart surgeon.
01:02:13A heart surgeon?
01:02:15That's fantastic.
01:02:16You found a great career.
01:02:17It was Isabel's dream to be working with Doctors Without Borders.
01:02:22If she was still around, I bet she'd be in some foreign place saving lives.
01:02:27If she was still around...
01:02:31Holy shit.
01:02:32Is Mrs. Spencer in on this too?
01:02:34Is she helping Izzy hide from me?
01:02:36Mrs. Spencer, do you know where Isabel's living now?
01:02:41I have something I need to talk to her about.
01:02:45Isabel, are you in there?
01:03:06Sorry, Mrs. Spencer.
01:03:08I gotta get going.
01:03:10I'll see you again soon.
01:03:14No.
01:03:14No, it's a lie.
01:03:16She can't be dead.
01:03:17I promise I'll become a doctor and I'll fix her heart.
01:03:19I'm gonna find her doctor from before.
01:03:22He knows her conditions better than anyone.
01:03:24Yes, Isabel Spencer.
01:03:26How could I forget her?
01:03:28It's been almost a decade since anybody mentioned her.
01:03:31Has she not gotten treatment for a decade?
01:03:33She was a stubborn girl.
01:03:34She once insisted on being discharged right after surgery.
01:03:38Said something about needing to testify in court for a friend.
01:03:43I don't think we should see each other again.
01:03:48You were in so much pain, but I didn't see it.
01:03:51Come to think of it, I remember you now.
01:03:55You used to come visit her when she was sick.
01:03:58But why'd you stop visiting towards the end?
01:04:00Toward the end?
01:04:02Your four last two.
01:04:07It's not true.
01:04:08It's not true.
01:04:09It's not true, right, Isi?
01:04:11You can't be dead.
01:04:13Alex.
01:04:56How is it?
01:04:58Disgusting.
01:04:59Liar.
01:05:00No, but if you really want to taste, I have the perfect solution.
01:05:03What's that?
01:05:08Well, how was it?
01:05:10Disgustingly sweet, right?
01:05:11I think he just wanted to kiss me.
01:05:16Isabel, how could you just die?
01:05:18How could you disappear just like that?
01:05:20Maybe it's really true.
01:05:22Maybe she really is gone.
01:05:26Isabel.
01:05:29Isabel!
01:05:37Isabel, I knew it was you.
01:05:39I knew you weren't dead.
01:05:42Alex.
01:05:44I'm time to see you.
01:05:50Why is everyone saying that you died the summer you graduated high school?
01:05:55I had to leave the city.
01:05:58Leave all the pain behind.
01:06:02Hey.
01:06:03Ended up back here in the end.
01:06:06Alex, have you forgiven me?
01:06:08I told you.
01:06:09I don't hate you anymore.
01:06:11Listen, I was so young and dumb back then, okay?
01:06:14The last ten years, I have thought about you every day, every minute, every second.
01:06:20Me too.
01:06:21It's not too late, Isabel.
01:06:23We can start over.
01:06:24I'm never going to let you leave my side again.
01:06:28Sorry about the mess.
01:06:30No one's been in this house for years.
01:06:32But you can stay here with me now.
01:06:38How are you?
01:06:39How's your heart?
01:06:40I've been good.
01:06:42Yeah, my health has improved a lot.
01:06:44Still not perfect.
01:06:46My mom moved in with my grandma.
01:06:48And then I left for college.
01:06:50Came back after graduation.
01:06:52So why didn't you just move back into your old house?
01:06:54Or because of it?
01:06:56Is it because you didn't want to see me?
01:06:58I just needed somewhere close to work.
01:07:01Why wouldn't I want to see you?
01:07:11So you know everything?
01:07:12I am so sorry, Isabel.
01:07:15I should have protected you.
01:07:17Been there for you.
01:07:19But I treated you terribly.
01:07:21Do you hate me?
01:07:22I could never hate you.
01:07:31Sorry.
01:07:33Just really excited to see you.
01:07:35It's fine.
01:07:37It's okay.
01:07:37Don't worry about it.
01:07:39I just got back to you.
01:07:40It's pretty empty in here.
01:07:43How about we go get some to eat?
01:07:45Yeah?
01:07:46Okay.
01:07:53What can I get you, sir?
01:07:56Pancakes.
01:07:57Definitely pancakes.
01:07:59You're probably craving them as usual.
01:08:00It's been ten years.
01:08:01Surprised you remember.
01:08:03How could I forget?
01:08:05I'll take a burger and pancakes for the lady.
01:08:16Hey there, handsome.
01:08:18I'm alone, too.
01:08:20You mind if I slide in?
01:08:22Yeah.
01:08:23We do mind.
01:08:25We?
01:08:26Me and the beautiful girl sitting right in front of me.
01:08:30She's the only girl I like.
01:08:32And that's how it's been for a long, long time.
01:08:36Weirdo.
01:08:37Could have just said no.
01:08:42It's crazy.
01:08:44I also like the guy sitting across from me.
01:08:47And I have for a long, long time.
01:08:53Your total for today comes out to $55.43.
01:08:58Want to get that to go?
01:08:59It'll make a good midnight star.
01:09:03Sir, I don't mean a private.
01:09:05Who exactly are you speaking to?
01:09:09My girlfriend.
01:09:12But, sir, there's no one there.
01:09:15What do you mean?
01:09:25Oh.
01:09:27There she is.
01:09:33Be right back.
01:09:39What you feeling for dinner, Izzy?
01:09:40And don't say pancakes again.
01:09:44Isabel?
01:09:50We have a visual on target.
01:09:52I don't know if she's about you.
01:09:57Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you.
01:09:59I wanted to see what you want for dinner.
01:10:01Oh.
01:10:04I promise you'll never leave my side again.
01:10:06I promise.
01:10:08You saw my videos.
01:10:10You know that you're my one and only.
01:10:16You already missed out on a decade.
01:10:18And I don't want to waste any more time.
01:10:20Are you saying that you want to be official?
01:10:22If I am.
01:10:24Then what's your answer?
01:10:26Yes.
01:10:27A thousand percent yes.
01:10:29Mm-hmm.
01:10:31Let's be together always.
01:10:33Forever.
01:10:34Until we get old and gray.
01:11:03What are you watching?
01:11:03It's shiny.
01:11:05It's actually really scary.
01:11:07I'm so warm.
01:11:11Jesus!
01:11:13How do people watch this?
01:11:16You're not scared?
01:11:17Oh, yes.
01:11:18Scared to death.
01:11:20Oh, I'm sorry.
01:11:25Hold it any tighter and I think you're going to snap it in half.
01:11:28It's okay.
01:11:30It's okay.
01:11:30I just said that you were holding it tight.
01:11:33Not that I don't want you to stop.
01:11:34I like the way you touch me.
01:11:37I like the way you touch me.
01:11:46I like the way you touch me.
01:11:51It's too late.
01:11:57Isabel?
01:11:59I like the coffee.
01:12:04I like the way you touch me here.
01:12:16I like the coffee.
01:12:25You scared me for a sec.
01:12:27I almost let you laugh.
01:12:34I'm not gone anywhere.
01:12:36I told you I'd stay with you.
01:12:38Remember?
01:12:39Isabel.
01:12:41Let's get married.
01:12:44With nothing more.
01:13:04Hey, Alex.
01:13:06I know you probably don't want to hear this, but I still thought I should tell you.
01:13:11Mrs. Spencer is holding a ten-year memorial for Isabel.
01:13:14Well, can you come?
01:13:17It's this Sunday at the church.
01:13:22What's wrong?
01:13:23Who's on the phone?
01:13:24Alex, you look like you've just seen a ghost.
01:13:26Who was it?
01:13:27Uh, nothing.
01:13:29Just a scam.
01:13:31As long as you're by my side, that's all that matters.
01:13:37Alex, hello.
01:13:40Sorry, it's nothing.
01:13:44June 23rd.
01:13:47The anniversary of my dad's death.
01:13:51Can I go with you this time?
01:13:52Yeah.
01:13:55I love that.
01:14:03Hey, Dad.
01:14:05Me.
01:14:17I've been good.
01:14:19Mom's doing a lot better, too, now.
01:14:21You don't need to worry.
01:14:23You'd want me to move on, let go of my resentment.
01:14:26I finally have.
01:14:29Isabel said she's going to marry me.
01:14:34We're going to start our own family together.
01:14:51Hey, what's wrong?
01:14:58I, uh, sorry.
01:15:01I didn't mean to scare you.
01:15:03I didn't think I'd react like that.
01:15:05It's okay.
01:15:06You don't have to look.
01:15:08Okay?
01:15:08Let's go.
01:15:13Sorry.
01:15:14I didn't mean to scare you.
01:15:16I just didn't think I was going to react like that.
01:15:19It's okay.
01:15:21How about a massage?
01:15:36You selfish bitch.
01:15:38Go to hell.
01:15:55Can I help you help me?
01:15:57Now I'm already dead.
01:15:58I hate you, and I never want to see you again.
01:16:05Isabel?
01:16:22Isabel!
01:16:34Did you hear me yelling?
01:16:35Why didn't you answer me?
01:16:36Listen up.
01:16:37I can't breathe.
01:16:38Isabel, sorry.
01:16:41I'm sorry I didn't hear you.
01:16:43What's wrong?
01:16:44Nothing.
01:16:46Just a nightmare.
01:16:48Isabel, will you marry me?
01:16:50Like, I can't handle this constant fear of losing you.
01:16:54I want to marry you, Isabel.
01:16:57To be with you always.
01:16:59Like, day and night, year after year.
01:17:01Okay.
01:17:02Yeah, let's do it.
01:17:06Great.
01:17:07All right, you go pick out a dress, and I'll call the church and buy you a ring.
01:17:11Oh, and I'll call our moms.
01:17:14Hey, Mom.
01:17:15I'm getting married.
01:17:17To Izzy.
01:17:18The wedding's tomorrow.
01:17:20Same place you and Dad got married.
01:17:22Hoping to make it.
01:17:35Why isn't the pastor here yet?
01:17:38We're just early.
01:17:39We'll be here soon.
01:17:44Mom.
01:17:47Mom, why is Dr. Hart here?
01:17:50No offense, Doc, but this is a family-only wedding.
01:17:54Mom, what's wrong?
01:17:56Alex, can you still see Isabel right now?
01:17:59Yeah, of course.
01:17:59She's right in front of me.
01:18:02Have you been keeping up with your meds?
01:18:04Do you remember why I prescribed them in the first place?
01:18:08I mean...
01:18:10They're for treating hallucinations.
01:18:12Huh.
01:18:15Hallucinations?
01:18:16What are you talking about?
01:18:17Like, Isabel, she's alive.
01:18:19She's right here in front of me.
01:18:20I'm not hallucinating her.
01:18:21Deep down, you already know the truth.
01:18:24Don't you?
01:18:25You're just too afraid to admit it.
01:18:27To admit the truth that Isabel died ten years ago.
01:18:33No, Mom.
01:18:34Why would you say that?
01:18:35She's alive and well.
01:18:36Why would you say that she's...
01:18:48No, no, no, no.
01:18:49She has to be here.
01:18:51You scared her off.
01:18:52She scared her off.
01:18:53That's...
01:18:54Wake up, Alex.
01:18:56Isabel is dead.
01:18:58How long are you going to keep lying to yourself?
01:19:01No, no, Mom.
01:19:01She's not.
01:19:02She's alive.
01:19:03She is.
01:19:04She really is.
01:19:05You think she's alive?
01:19:06I'll take you to see her right now.
01:19:15Take a good look.
01:19:17What does it say?
01:19:24No.
01:19:26Oh, no.
01:19:28Isabel.
01:19:30No, no, I don't think anyone but her, anyone but Isabel, no.
01:19:35Anyone but you, no, please, no.
01:19:38No.
01:19:43No.
01:19:46No.
01:19:48No.
01:19:49No.
01:19:49No.
01:19:49No.
01:19:52No.
01:19:57No.
01:20:00No.
01:20:17No.
01:20:22Alex?
01:20:23Miss Spencer.
01:20:25Your mother told me you haven't been doing too well lately.
01:20:28I'm, uh, no, I'm fine.
01:20:31Just trying to find Isabel.
01:20:35Alex, I know it's been hard for you to accept the truth,
01:20:38but Isabel...
01:20:42Isabel's dead, and she died 10 years ago,
01:20:45and we have no choice but to accept it.
01:20:47I can't accept that.
01:20:49You'll never accept that.
01:20:51How can I accept it?
01:20:52The last time I saw her, I said the most.
01:20:55There was horrible things to her,
01:20:58and there was words to echo in my mind all the time.
01:21:01I mean, that's the last memory she has of me.
01:21:05How can I forgive myself?
01:21:07I love her, and I never got to tell her.
01:21:12Alex, don't beat yourself up.
01:21:15Isabel wouldn't have wanted you to torture yourself
01:21:17because of her.
01:21:18How can you be so sure?
01:21:20But I can't tell her that I love her.
01:21:22What is the point of going on living?
01:21:28When I was organizing Isabel's thanks, I found this.
01:21:33This is her last words to you.
01:21:35I hope this helps you understand how she felt.
01:21:46My time on Earth was short, but I'm leaving with no regrets
01:21:51because I was loved by the most incredible boy in the world.
01:21:56You, Alex Brooks.
01:21:58I hope that in a world without me, you'll be able to find your own path forward
01:22:01and live an amazing, spectacular life.
01:22:05Love, Isabel.
01:22:07Isabel.
01:22:20Need something for you.
01:22:25What are you proposing to me?
01:22:27It's a friendship ring, dummy.
01:22:34How did I miss this all these years?
01:22:40Hey, Isabel.
01:22:42Came to say goodbye.
01:22:43It was your dream that joining Doctors Without Borders
01:22:45to treat those who are as fortunate.
01:22:48Well, I went and I applied to.
01:22:50I'll leave for Sudan soon.
01:22:52I'm gonna take the love you gave me
01:22:54and live the life that you were brave enough to dream of.
01:22:57Isabel, you'll always be my girl.
01:23:01I love you.
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