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90 Day Fiance: Before the 90 Days - Season 8 - Episode 15: Mayday! Mayday!
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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:04Can we just be done with the country of Morocco?
00:00:07Don't be mad, but I may have been texting...
00:00:13Mohamed.
00:00:15Mohamed told me to text him a place that we could meet,
00:00:18and I think if I don't see him, I'm always gonna regret it.
00:00:25I talked to that girl, and she said that
00:00:27you guys actually had hooked up a month ago,
00:00:31and that you're going to San Pedro at the end of the month with her.
00:00:35Call me every day. You want my location?
00:00:37I don't have nothing to hide.
00:00:38I'm gonna take your word for it.
00:00:41I really hope he's telling me the truth,
00:00:43because I can't be with somebody
00:00:46who's been cheating on me this whole time.
00:00:48He hasn't even said I love you yet.
00:00:51It's making me feel pretty insecure.
00:01:01They want babies.
00:01:03I'm just not ready to make the decision yet.
00:01:07I'm just not ready to make the decision yet.
00:01:09I'm just not ready to make the decision yet.
00:01:14Does the safety come in?
00:01:15Yes!
00:01:16Oh, my God!
00:01:17Oh, my God!
00:01:18Laura told me Michael didn't want me
00:01:22between their relationship.
00:01:24I took it as a move.
00:01:26And now, I think Michael is coming to break us up.
00:01:31I enjoy pretty much violence.
00:01:34Do you like it?
00:01:36I like it.
00:01:38Violence.
00:01:40I want to get questions answered.
00:01:43I don't even think he can drive a boat anymore
00:01:44because of the work incident.
00:01:46Josh took a boat his company was selling
00:01:50and ended up crashing the boat into rocks.
00:01:53And he has a final warning at work.
00:01:55And on top of that,
00:01:56he lied to me about living with Nat.
00:01:59So are you jealous of me and our relationship?
00:02:01I think that she has a financial hold on you
00:02:03that's making you feel some sort of way.
00:02:06No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:02:07That offends me.
00:02:11Are you promising me
00:02:12that you will not go back to practicing same sex?
00:02:15Daniel, I plan on marrying you
00:02:17for the rest of my life.
00:02:18I don't think I will continue
00:02:20with this relationship until my uncle comes.
00:02:22I'm terrified that his uncle will never forgive me
00:02:26and this relationship will be over.
00:02:36I am sinking deeper
00:02:40inches from hitting rock bottom
00:02:43I don't need no answers
00:02:48Baby, I've already got her
00:02:55Oh, my God.
00:02:57This place is a disaster.
00:03:00Like, I'm not used to living
00:03:01with two men in, like, a frat house.
00:03:04Like, gross!
00:03:06I need you to hold me
00:03:11Like, I woke up this morning,
00:03:13like, Joshua's, like, he was gone
00:03:15and I asked him where he was
00:03:16and Joshua said,
00:03:17I'll be back soon, like, XX.
00:03:19And I was like, oh, enjoy Nat's.
00:03:22And he, like, hearted the message.
00:03:23I'm like, what the does that mean?
00:03:28Last night, I went out with Josh and his friends
00:03:30and it went, okay.
00:03:32I might have said some things that hurt Joshua,
00:03:36but there's something definitely off
00:03:37with his friendship with Nat.
00:03:40I mean, he has been living with Nat rent-free.
00:03:45That's her financially supporting him.
00:03:47And that's super weird to me.
00:03:51So after finding out what I found out about Nat,
00:03:55my mind is just in so many directions
00:03:57and I'm freaking out.
00:03:59Like, where is he?
00:04:01What is he doing?
00:04:02And I have no idea what to think.
00:04:05It's, like, such high highs
00:04:06and, like, such low lows.
00:04:08I'm just, like, this place is a disaster.
00:04:12I feel like I'm living in a frat house.
00:04:14Like, I'm going crazy.
00:04:16Like, I'm going, I don't know
00:04:17what the going on with him.
00:04:20Just, like, I just feel overwhelmed.
00:04:23And, like, I want to go home.
00:04:29I just feel alone.
00:04:34I don't know.
00:04:35I woke up and he was gone.
00:04:37And, like, it made me feel like,
00:04:39was he at Nat's place?
00:04:41Like, where is he?
00:04:42And, like, and I just...
00:04:53What just happened?
00:04:55He left.
00:04:56He saw me cry and left.
00:05:07Why did you just leave?
00:05:10You're upset.
00:05:11So you don't care that I'm upset?
00:05:15You're upset.
00:05:17So you just walk away from me?
00:05:19Sorry.
00:05:20Anybody need a talk?
00:05:23What are you upset about?
00:05:29I don't know what the f*** is going on right now.
00:05:34I ran off to do a few things
00:05:36while you're asleep.
00:05:40I've got work to run around for.
00:05:43Like, I've got to do jobs
00:05:44while I look after you.
00:05:45If you're asleep and you're in bed,
00:05:46perfect, sleep in.
00:05:48This is the best time to get work done.
00:05:53This wasn't about a job.
00:05:55What was it about then?
00:06:22I walk in the door and I see Elise crying
00:06:24and I sort of panicked and just thought,
00:06:26you know, I need to give her a bit more space.
00:06:31I know how fiery she gets
00:06:34and maybe I didn't want a water bottle
00:06:35thrown at my head.
00:06:37I think I should have just told Elise
00:06:38that, you know, I had to work.
00:06:40But she texted me that comment about Nat
00:06:42and it pissed me off.
00:06:43So I guess I was just being a smart-ass back.
00:06:49Were you at Nat's today?
00:06:53I wasn't at Nat's today, no.
00:06:55I had work to do.
00:06:57They want me to drive a boat
00:06:59that I sold from our marina
00:07:02to get lifted up, put on a truck
00:07:04and sent to Perth,
00:07:05which is the other side of the country.
00:07:08They want me to do it in a few days.
00:07:11I've told them I can't.
00:07:13But I had to at least chop the keys off.
00:07:17Okay?
00:07:20Yes.
00:07:25I am falling for Josh
00:07:30and I want this to work.
00:07:33Look, let's go to the beach.
00:07:36It's a beautiful day.
00:07:38We can forget about this.
00:07:40Okay.
00:07:45Fair enough.
00:07:47But he's given me reasons
00:07:49not to trust him
00:07:50because he's lied to me
00:07:51about living with Nat.
00:07:53And I'm so worried
00:07:54about what else I'm going to find out.
00:08:14How are you going to put...
00:08:16What else?
00:08:18Oh, ja.
00:08:23I love you.
00:08:26will you speak first yes i have to speak first i have to talk to him he's my uncle
00:08:31so i will explain everything to him daniel what's going to happen if he doesn't forgive us
00:08:39i don't know i can't tell let's go there first
00:08:44i'm still upset about lisa telling lies and sleeping with a fellow woman but everyone is a
00:08:51sinner and everyone can ask for forgiveness i'm really really really really nervous
00:09:03i love lisa and she promised not to do it anymore so despite all her mistakes i still want to
00:09:12marry
00:09:17her
00:09:18oh
00:09:20well right now i feel like running away from where i'm sitting
00:09:26my uncle asked her about this and she told my uncle that it was a mistake
00:09:32she lied to him i don't know how to look on his face and talk to him because i've disgraced
00:09:38myself
00:10:00i remember you told me that when things are going wrong that we should inform you
00:10:10um before you approved our marriage there are some things she told me which i told you
00:10:17that she have divorced two times but after all the blessings she told me that she have gotten
00:10:25married five times
00:10:29and uh she has not been divorced legally
00:10:35this is too much so when i heard this i was i was shocked
00:10:51that she told me that she has been in a relationship with several women
00:11:04may i please explain uncle oh wait you told me that uh
00:11:10you have stopped everything i have about uh lesbianism i have i have but why am i hearing
00:11:18this one now where is the honesty up to 20 something years with your fellow woman this is an abomination
00:11:32no no no when i came to you and i told you i have stopped i have stopped
00:11:39i just didn't tell you how many times or what it was in my past it's my past sir
00:11:45my culture is very different in america i can't help what my past is like i can't change my past
00:11:51sir
00:11:52i am willing to do whatever it takes to be with daniel i can't believe you it's the truth
00:11:58you are just telling me lies
00:12:03our abomination
00:12:09i did i did it
00:12:11what will the girls of our land say
00:12:16because of this because of this your problem the marriage will be over
00:12:34i feel angry about lisa i gave her my approval gave them my blessings but now she deceives me
00:12:49why she cries in spite of the offense she has committed do you see crying
00:12:58when she cries that make me more angry i feel she is a pretending just to get sympathy from me
00:13:09that's another offense i forgave her the first time but now i withdraw my approval and my blessing
00:13:22i have a gift for you actually you have a gift for me your book oh that's so sweet of
00:13:29you i'm here too you know your boyfriend i'm gonna get to know him when i realize his motive i'll
00:13:37be the mother
00:13:38i'm gonna stop there
00:13:43i don't know how this meeting is gonna go i mean i have my engagement ring that muhammad gave to
00:13:50me last year when he proposed
00:13:53putting this ring back on is actually bringing up old feelings it actually feels nice to have it on
00:13:59i just feel like there's a lot of things that were left unsaid
00:14:26do you like
00:14:28i like this movie or violence
00:14:31i like this movie or something like this movie or something like that
00:14:46so we came all the way
00:14:52yeah i thought i'd check in on laura see how she's doing
00:14:55She's like, yeah, she's good, she's happy.
00:14:59She's happy, okay, good, I'm glad to hear that.
00:15:01Yeah.
00:15:14I have a gift for you.
00:15:16You have a gift for me?
00:15:16I actually have two gifts for you.
00:15:18Oh, that's so sweet.
00:15:19Would you like me to get them?
00:15:20I would love that, thank you.
00:15:21Okay.
00:15:22That's a surprise.
00:15:26I remember Laura, you wanted me to pick up something for you.
00:15:29I did, in fact, want you to pick up something for me.
00:15:32So, one, your book.
00:15:36Oh, the second.
00:15:38And you fell in love with these the first time, so here's another set.
00:15:40And the packing cubes that I love that you got me.
00:15:43Mm-hmm.
00:15:46That's so sweet of you.
00:15:48You're so thoughtful.
00:15:50Yes, yes I am.
00:15:53You're teaching me the gift-giving language.
00:15:56I love that, thank you.
00:16:00I'm here too, you know, your boyfriend.
00:16:04He just brought me a gift, I thought I'd say.
00:16:06Yeah, I love that gift.
00:16:08Me too.
00:16:08Yeah.
00:16:15Michael just arrived in Turkey, and it just feels really freaking awkward.
00:16:22I feel like beer con's being ridiculously cold to Michael, and really it's so intentional and completely unnecessary.
00:16:33Grow up.
00:16:35Okay.
00:16:36So, Laura, how was your day today?
00:16:38How's life?
00:16:39Yeah, it's been pretty good.
00:16:40I feel like I'm like in vacation mode.
00:16:43You are in vacation mode.
00:16:44Yeah, it's a lot later nights than I'm used to.
00:16:48That's a huge contrast to what my normal day-to-day life is.
00:16:53And I try to decide if it's a compatibility thing.
00:16:57I mean, if beer con were to come to the States, you're probably more on your schedule then.
00:17:00He'd follow more in line with you because there's only a point of contact, so.
00:17:05Maybe.
00:17:05I mean, he doesn't.
00:17:08Your friend has a point.
00:17:15Did you enjoy Turkey so far?
00:17:18Well, in the short amount of time I've been here, I have experienced a cab driver weave through humans.
00:17:26Hey, yeah, welcome to Turkey.
00:17:27Exactly.
00:17:37So, if you want, I can show you around.
00:17:41This is my country.
00:17:42This is my city.
00:17:44And you're the friend.
00:17:46My love.
00:17:48So, I can make that.
00:17:51Well, I appreciate that.
00:17:53This is at least I can do.
00:17:56Yeah.
00:17:59I had to be a jerk at the beginning, you know, because he has to know the boundaries.
00:18:06I've played this game a lot.
00:18:08And this is my strategy.
00:18:10I have to get information first.
00:18:13I'm going to get to know him.
00:18:15And when I realize his motive, I'll be the mother that stops him.
00:18:24After you, people.
00:18:48How much longer is the drive there?
00:18:51Just 10 minutes.
00:18:52Oh, only 10 minutes?
00:18:53Yeah.
00:18:54Okay.
00:18:58Getting nervous.
00:19:10It's kind of crazy that I'm back because I wasn't expecting to see Muhammad ever again after he broke up
00:19:18with me.
00:19:21This is a really weird turn of events.
00:19:24I came here to make a relationship work with Zied and build a future with him.
00:19:29So, to be going to Casablanca right now to see Muhammad, it's kind of surreal.
00:19:36Like, I remember driving on this way to go to the mosque.
00:19:42So, this is starting to feel familiar.
00:19:46I don't know.
00:19:47It's like a weird feeling.
00:19:49And, like, I know Muhammad is close by, so I'm getting, like, nervous.
00:19:52Like butterflies.
00:19:55Especially because I have my engagement ring that Muhammad gave to me last year when he proposed.
00:20:04I'm not sure what I'm going to do with it or what the plan is with that ring, but I
00:20:10do have it with me.
00:20:14I know it's a little crazy that I brought the ring with me to Morocco.
00:20:21There was a part of me deep down that thought maybe somewhere along this trip maybe I would see Muhammad
00:20:26and maybe I would have the opportunity to give it back to him or get some closure.
00:20:32But putting this ring back on is actually, I don't know, it's actually bringing up some old feelings
00:20:39and it actually feels nice to have it on.
00:20:45I don't know how this meeting is going to go.
00:20:49I don't know if it's going to go good or if it's going to go bad, if he's going to
00:20:52be nice to me.
00:20:56But I think him just being willing to come and see me for lunch or coffee or whatever is a
00:21:02sign
00:21:02that he would be open to potentially starting a relationship again.
00:21:15Oh, we're here.
00:21:17Oh, my goodness.
00:21:18Okay.
00:21:18Thank you so much.
00:21:20You go.
00:21:33I'm looking for a table for two.
00:21:35Yes, here we come.
00:21:38This one?
00:21:38Yeah.
00:21:39Perfect.
00:21:40Perfect.
00:21:40Thank you so much.
00:21:44My heart's racing.
00:21:47I'm like feeling shaky.
00:21:51Like shaky good way or bad way?
00:21:54Shaky, I'm just like feeling overwhelmed because all of the memories from my last trip are now
00:21:59replaying in my head.
00:22:02So I just feel like there's a lot of things that were left unsaid.
00:22:07And I really don't know what to expect.
00:22:25Hello?
00:22:25Hello.
00:22:27Um, I think I'm going to wait to order until he shows up.
00:22:30Yeah, I'll just wait.
00:22:36I'm kind of getting nervous now.
00:22:52Oh!
00:22:55Oh, wait, that guy looks just like...
00:22:58That looks just like him.
00:23:04No.
00:23:11Excuse me?
00:23:12Hi.
00:23:14Um, could I actually order a cappuccino, please?
00:23:17Yes.
00:23:24Oh, it says that Muhammad's online.
00:23:27He's read all my messages and he's online.
00:23:33Oh, thank you so much.
00:23:36That looks delicious.
00:23:38You're welcome.
00:23:40I'm going to call him, I think.
00:23:42I'm going to call him, okay?
00:23:50Okay.
00:23:52Okay.
00:23:54Okay.
00:24:00Okay.
00:24:04Okay.
00:24:08Well, he's not answering.
00:24:11Okay, it said no answer.
00:24:14Okay.
00:24:29I'm starting to get annoyed now.
00:24:43Are you kidding me?
00:24:48A fiancé?
00:24:50He said he has a fiancé.
00:24:57Go under me.
00:25:00Stig and I had a rough few days
00:25:02dealing with all these rumors about him.
00:25:05Life is gonna be tough
00:25:07being the wife or girlfriend of you.
00:25:11I may not have handled myself perfectly in the past.
00:25:15It's got me scared.
00:25:19Babe, I want you to know.
00:25:38Smile for the camera.
00:25:42Go under me.
00:25:55What do you see?
00:25:56A lot of grass.
00:25:59Really?
00:26:00That's it.
00:26:01No fish?
00:26:01No fish yet.
00:26:11Oh, my little mermaid.
00:26:15Oh, my little mermaid.
00:26:19Come on.
00:26:22So pretty.
00:26:25I'm glad that we finally are able to spend alone time
00:26:28because it feels like a breath of fresh air
00:26:31after all the tough stuff we went through
00:26:33and everybody getting, like, literally.
00:26:35Literally, like, the moment you said that,
00:26:38the wind just came rushing in.
00:26:40It's a sign.
00:26:42Stig and I had a rough few days
00:26:44dealing with all these rumors about him.
00:26:47It was really hard and embarrassing
00:26:49for me to have to hear about all that stuff.
00:26:51But when it comes down to it,
00:26:53I do believe that Stig has been faithful.
00:26:56And we can finally relax now
00:26:58because Aunt Spring left this morning.
00:27:02Know that we all have your back
00:27:03and we want the best for you.
00:27:05We love you.
00:27:05I know.
00:27:05And I love you, too.
00:27:07And I appreciate you being here,
00:27:09trying to help me out.
00:27:10All right.
00:27:13Have a safe flight.
00:27:14Be careful.
00:27:15All right, all right, all right.
00:27:16Don't be stupid out here.
00:27:18OK, OK, OK, OK.
00:27:18All right, all right.
00:27:24I'm glad you were able to stick it out through Aunt Spring.
00:27:28I know she's a lot.
00:27:29It's OK.
00:27:30I'm just happy that things are on the up.
00:27:33Me, too.
00:27:34Mm-hmm.
00:27:35Life is going to be tough,
00:27:37being the wife or girlfriend of you
00:27:41because you, you know, you have some fame.
00:27:46But I'm willing to do that for you.
00:27:48So I enjoy our time together.
00:27:51I enjoy you, your soul, and everything.
00:27:55So I feel like when I first met you at the airport
00:27:59all over again.
00:28:00Right, when we were both nervous and all giggly.
00:28:03And, you know,
00:28:04that's the moment I realized, yeah, this is real.
00:28:08Mm-hmm.
00:28:10So, babe, I want you to know that I'm grateful
00:28:16to have you here in Belize, that you took time out,
00:28:19come all the way to my country to meet me.
00:28:22Mm-hmm.
00:28:22I'm grateful that you're staying by my side through everything.
00:28:26And every day was something new, good and bad.
00:28:29Literally.
00:28:29And all through those moments, like, I just keep,
00:28:32like, kept on falling for you and falling for you.
00:28:36All right.
00:28:40So, I want you to know that I love you.
00:28:49I feel like I fell in love on the shirt.
00:28:51I'm afraid of it.
00:28:53I love you too.
00:28:56Mm-hmm.
00:28:58You sure?
00:28:59Mm-hmm.
00:29:01Mm-hmm.
00:29:02Aw.
00:29:03Aw.
00:29:04Aw.
00:29:04Aw.
00:29:04Aw.
00:29:07I said it, it was a big day.
00:29:09I said I love you the first time, Del Vivo.
00:29:15Ooh.
00:29:18And she said it back, which is, which is good.
00:29:21That's a good thing.
00:29:23Over the past couple of days with everything
00:29:26that we went through got me scared.
00:29:29I may not have handled myself perfectly in the past,
00:29:32but I know for sure I don't want to lose the Viva.
00:29:34That would break my heart.
00:29:38I was waiting for the right moment.
00:29:39I didn't want you to feel like I don't.
00:29:41I know you were probably questioning it in your mind.
00:29:43I was.
00:29:45But I do.
00:29:47I've definitely been waiting for you to say it.
00:29:51Saying I love you means a lot.
00:29:53It's a big, crucial moment in a relationship,
00:29:56and it's special to me.
00:30:00But at the same time,
00:30:01I have only a few more days left in Belize.
00:30:04So I am hoping that him saying I love you
00:30:07means we are closer to a proposal
00:30:10because I want to be engaged before the end of the trip.
00:30:13And I hope that's what he wants, too.
00:30:22I love you.
00:30:23I love you, too.
00:30:31I love you.
00:30:34I love you.
00:30:48I love you.
00:31:01I love you.
00:31:03I know.
00:31:03I love you.
00:31:04I love you.
00:31:12is there sharks in the water could be they're very could be but we're gonna be way way out
00:31:17okay they don't like Americans perfect I decided to book a surfing lesson for Elise and I today
00:31:24because it's Bondi it's Australia it's surfing that's what we're known for I feel like this is
00:31:31so ugly yeah I think it'll be a good reset for us to you know get in the water do
00:31:40something active you
00:31:41know taking our mind off you know the last night and not and me living with her and at least
00:31:46freaking
00:31:46out this morning let's just all wash it away in the waves you know I don't think I'm gonna do
00:31:52well but that doesn't matter as long as you're having fun baby Josh looks like he's surfing catching
00:32:11all the waves and here I look like a hot mess have you ever taken a girl surfing no I've
00:32:33never taken a
00:32:34surfing so that was a fancy first serve cherry popped red for cherry popping you won't try any fish
00:33:04no okay well I told you I don't like fish and you brought me enough fish please what's chicken
00:33:10snitch so chicken steady oh why should get that chicken sizzle chicken burger as well we have one
00:33:16of each we'll try okay coming in tomato and I only please like ketchup yeah yeah yeah yeah wait so
00:33:28you call tomato is ketchup yes tomato is ketchup what so besides what happened this morning today
00:33:38has been a really good day yeah thank you and I'm happy he's taking me out something chill something fun
00:33:44and this is like what I want my Saturday nights to be like wow how do you even fight into
00:33:51this you're gonna
00:33:52have a big mouth I'm a small mouth I share right I know I swear I do yes you need
00:34:00to like this
00:34:20oh I am a mess what do you think good I think it was great the biggest sandwich I've ever
00:34:27had
00:34:33what's on your mind I wish you could stay longer longer hmm I've still got another what eight days
00:34:43I already don't want you to leave I don't want to leave either I'm good I'm glad what's on your
00:34:49mind
00:34:51well I mean I I believe that you have an amazing heart it just worries me that I feel like
00:35:02your life's
00:35:03unstable like there's so many question marks like where are you gonna live the job situation like
00:35:10everything it just scares me
00:35:15like this year's been it's a year to forget for me you know my son leaving you know moving up
00:35:23far
00:35:23away from me that did rattle me and I sort of had him to look after like a lot more
00:35:30than I know than
00:35:31I do now yeah you almost felt like a part of you probably was missing so like and like I
00:35:36just took went
00:35:39around went about it probably in a rebellious way I love being a dad but recently my son and his
00:35:48mother
00:35:48and their family moved about an hour and a half away by plane it was for a better family life
00:35:55for them
00:35:56but I took it pretty hard I started to smile a bit and going out a lot to take my
00:36:02mind off things but I
00:36:04know I need to make a change and calm down and I've been working on myself so at least there's
00:36:09nothing
00:36:09to worry about I've been in your position I went on a wild streak too and I I think I
00:36:18needed that to
00:36:19realize what I want and what I'm looking for and like I needed to settle down but what I'm really
00:36:28trying
00:36:28to get at I've been taken advantage of in my past good luck this is so bad can we finish
00:36:38this
00:36:38conversation in the car yeah it's like yeah happily turn on the car I'm so cold I feel like we're
00:36:53finally like having a good conversation I want to finish it before we do anything else yeah yeah I
00:37:01have my family has went through the ringers with my ex and like how my ex financially abused me and
00:37:10my
00:37:10family yeah and it's like these question marks make me feel like it's super unstable and it's like
00:37:17like what's gonna happen like I don't know you got that final warning at work and it's like you
00:37:24like lied to me that you about living at Nat's and the you've said what but like what am I
00:37:29like you
00:37:30think I'm leeching Nat's helping you out and I've been used in the past with money like I don't know
00:37:36if you're gonna be using me for money well why would I when I'm using that it seems like you're
00:37:46getting so defensive with just like I'm just sick of a peppering and peppering peppering like you're
00:37:50flogging the same horse like because when I get a warning like that when you said it happened but
00:37:55now it's I still have a job okay but it makes me worried that you could be using me well
00:38:01how would I
00:38:02use you what if I made you pay for when you've been here it doesn't matter I'm just okay well
00:38:10that's stupid and if you think that then I would not expect anything less than you wanting to go
00:38:19so please please let me know because I'm not playing that game
00:38:29now sit there at the right I won't are there far I have far our farang and the anak mama
00:38:34here and I design and we're to be really we love an app I gave him a to season so
00:38:43fucking
00:38:43but if you want it, you can make it as much as possible.
00:39:18What's wrong?
00:39:19There's some wood dust just fell into my eye after knocking.
00:39:33Did you sleep well?
00:39:36I'm fine. It was a little hot, but...
00:39:39I know. I know that. I'm sorry.
00:39:42I don't know.
00:39:44Waking up with Rick in the bunk bed seems like we are siblings.
00:39:50I don't know.
00:39:52We should take a shower and go join them, please.
00:39:56But I'm glad Rick agreed to stay in a different bed.
00:40:01He's showing that he does respect my father, and I like that.
00:40:09Oh, baby. I can't believe you.
00:40:11So you're going to walk out like this.
00:40:14Make sure it's not going to fall.
00:40:15And nobody sees nothing. Look. I'm all covered up.
00:40:26Jesus.
00:40:27Oh, baby, this water is cold.
00:40:28Oh, you can survive.
00:40:34Oh, baby.
00:40:40Village life is definitely not the life for me.
00:40:43And I think Trisha's family is picking up on that.
00:40:48Oh.
00:40:49But I'd like to think that they can also see that I'm trying.
00:41:06It's fine.
00:41:08Oh, baby.
00:41:10I realized that they weren't too happy with my indecisiveness about whether I want kids or
00:41:18not. But I'm glad that they're still willing to keep on getting to know me. And I hope they
00:41:24can see that I am a good partner for Trish.
00:41:54Oh, hey, please.
00:41:59I don't know, baby.
00:42:06Who wants to talk with me?
00:42:11Do you know how to...
00:42:14Yeah, you should have them.
00:42:16Oh, boy.
00:42:24I got one.
00:42:30Finally got one.
00:42:47Does what you really fit with me in?
00:42:53All this was fun with the people I Elizabeth.
00:42:54I love those people.
00:43:02I love them so much.
00:43:06This is freedom.
00:43:07Here I will, however,
00:43:08as I've worked with you,
00:43:09as I dassel and I've rowing
00:43:16We always have to be done.
00:43:17I know that we are going to be able to do this.
00:43:25We are going to have to do something about it.
00:43:27I know that we are going to have to live in life.
00:43:31I'm afraid we're going to have to live at home.
00:43:35We are going to have to live in the world.
00:43:38We are going to live in the world that can be seen in the world.
00:43:46I'll see if the concern's going on.
00:43:53When I go to the hospital, I can imagine that.
00:44:00I can imagine that I'm going to go to the hospital if there's a house in the hospital.
00:44:09I can't go there.
00:44:11If my injuries were there, what I'm going to do is run away.
00:44:36It scares me a lot, because I don't know how to convince Rick to have a baby.
00:44:44Even though he hurt me so much, it's hard for me to lose Rick.
00:44:49He's a good man, and I love him so much.
00:44:53But I love my family also.
00:44:57So if he doesn't want a child, we have to break up.
00:45:03And that will break my heart.
00:45:05I don't want that.
00:45:12Melora, I know, plays pickleball in the evening.
00:45:15She kayaks 30 miles with me.
00:45:18You're considering yourself as best friends.
00:45:21Yeah.
00:45:21So why didn't you fall in love with each other?
00:45:25I don't have an answer for that.
00:45:28Yeah.
00:45:38Are you watching soccer?
00:45:40No.
00:45:41I used to watch tennis when I was younger, but, and then baseball, but I don't watch any sport
00:45:46anymore.
00:45:46I never understand baseball.
00:45:50It's more fun to me than soccer.
00:46:01OK, it looks like we're here.
00:46:03This is my hotel.
00:46:04Tell me right back, OK?
00:46:05OK.
00:46:10Michael arrived earlier today, and now he's got to go check into his hotel before we go
00:46:17and see more of the city.
00:46:19I'm glad that Birkon was willing to spend time with him.
00:46:24OK.
00:46:26I love keeping my enemies close.
00:46:30I don't believe in the .
00:46:34But at the same time, I feel like Birkon's trying to act like he's some kind of tough
00:46:39guy.
00:46:39And I don't like that because not only do I want Birkon to end up liking Michael, but I
00:46:45need Michael to approve of my relationship with Birkon, and Birkon's making that really
00:46:51difficult right now.
00:46:53I don't think he's giving you .
00:46:55I think he's trying really hard to be nice to you so that, you know, we can all kind
00:47:01of get along.
00:47:01I think he's worried, understandably so, that you're going to make me choose between you
00:47:08or him.
00:47:09Look, I'm going to give that guy a chance.
00:47:12Nothing more.
00:47:14I appreciate that, honestly.
00:47:16OK.
00:47:28This is cute and cozy.
00:47:30Really nice.
00:47:31Yep, it is.
00:47:46So, this morning, I was acting like bastard to you, and you didn't respond to me that way.
00:47:56You just tried to communicate.
00:47:57Mm-hmm.
00:47:58And I'm sorry.
00:48:01I appreciate that Birkon.
00:48:03And I want you to understand what is my intentions about this relationship and to
00:48:10get to know each other.
00:48:11So, I can tell everything about me because I am proud of the life I live.
00:48:19How much have you told him what we've talked about?
00:48:22I mean, like, the things that you and I talked about, like the debt.
00:48:27He and I have talked about it extensively.
00:48:29Mm-hmm.
00:48:29Well, Birkon, tell me more about your debt.
00:48:35I have three places.
00:48:37Like this.
00:48:38Coffee.
00:48:39OK.
00:48:41And Corona hit.
00:48:42I lost my places.
00:48:44Last four years.
00:48:46Everything just up.
00:48:48I couldn't handle it because I had no connections.
00:48:51You couldn't find the right job.
00:48:52Even after I sell everything I had, I had 50K debt.
00:49:00OK.
00:49:01So, this isn't gambling debt then?
00:49:04Yeah.
00:49:04Exactly.
00:49:05Gambling is only a way for me to make money.
00:49:10I get that people think about gambling is, it is like blindly giving money.
00:49:17Mm-hmm.
00:49:18But I'm not an idiot and I know the system.
00:49:24When to play, when to withdraw.
00:49:27And you say your system...
00:49:28Yeah.
00:49:29...earns you money.
00:49:30Yeah.
00:49:33I don't see gambling being a way of surviving a source of income.
00:49:38It's...
00:49:38It doesn't work.
00:49:40And gambling is infinitely more accessible in the States than it is in Turkey.
00:49:44We have a casino 10 minutes up the road.
00:49:47And all he needs is a car.
00:49:49And he's off to, uh, to win, I guess.
00:49:52And I'm sure Laura would like help paying the rent rather than supporting him.
00:49:57I don't want to speak ill of a man that she likes.
00:50:02But I, I can't see it.
00:50:04I just, I don't see it working.
00:50:06So, I'd like to ask another question.
00:50:09I'm just kind of curious.
00:50:10Laura, you get up at 4 a.m. and Deercon, you go to bed at 4 a.m.
00:50:144 a.m.
00:50:16Yeah, exactly.
00:50:16How is this going to work?
00:50:18Yeah.
00:50:18Laura, I know, loves to work out at 4 a.m. and has done wonders for her.
00:50:22She plays pickleball in the evening.
00:50:24She kayaks 30 miles with me.
00:50:27Well, you guys have your system there.
00:50:30Uh, I will try to involve every part of her life.
00:50:36The recommendation is that you marry your best friend.
00:50:40Usually your best friend is someone that you spend time with all the time.
00:50:43You have the same interests.
00:50:45You, you want to be with each other.
00:50:47Right.
00:50:49Okay.
00:50:50I'm gonna ask just one question.
00:50:53You're considering yourself as best friends?
00:50:57Yeah.
00:50:59So, why didn't you fall in love with each other?
00:51:12I don't have an answer for that.
00:51:16Yeah.
00:51:23I don't even know how to respond, because there's more to my romantic history with Michael
00:51:30people than what I've told BeerCon.
00:51:34So, two people, no answers.
00:51:39But you should know that I will fight.
00:51:45And nothing can over this relationship.
00:51:48You should know that.
00:51:54I'm so hungry.
00:51:56Mm-hmm.
00:51:57You have a pregnancy craving?
00:51:59Maybe.
00:52:01I haven't gotten my period yet.
00:52:03Mm-hmm.
00:52:04How would you feel if I was?
00:52:08Uncle, please.
00:52:09Please, sir.
00:52:10I love her with all my hats.
00:52:15What's in the problem?
00:52:17What's the weekend?
00:52:18I'm lying.
00:52:19And we know the consequences.
00:52:23We've lost all my hats.
00:52:24We've lost all my hats and we've lost all my hats.
00:52:31We need to go.
00:52:38We're lost all my hats.
00:52:43We're gonna go.
00:52:45All right.
00:52:46Mm-hmm.
00:52:47I want it.
00:52:48I just can't get enough.
00:52:52Ooh, I got it.
00:52:54It's flowing in my blood.
00:52:57I just can't get enough.
00:53:02You're here, guys.
00:53:05We only have a few days left, sadly,
00:53:08but we deserve an actual nice getaway.
00:53:11Welcome to Cassia Hill.
00:53:13My name is Marisol.
00:53:13I asked to meet you Marisol.
00:53:15I'm hoping that the rest of the trip
00:53:18is not like the first half or more than a half.
00:53:21So I've arranged a beautiful romantic getaway in San Ignacio.
00:53:27So pretty.
00:53:29Love all the trees.
00:53:32San Ignacio, the west side is amazing.
00:53:34The scenery is beautiful.
00:53:36It's like a jungle.
00:53:38Don't get me wrong.
00:53:38I love the beach, but this is really pretty, too.
00:53:41Mm-hmm.
00:53:42I'm in love with her, and I'm excited about the future.
00:53:47Oh, wow.
00:53:49Here you go.
00:53:51What do you like?
00:53:52Yes.
00:53:53Aw.
00:53:54All the flowers.
00:53:55So romantic.
00:53:59I assume you said this.
00:54:01Anything for you.
00:54:03Okay, babe.
00:54:04Next one, deep now.
00:54:05Ready?
00:54:06Yes.
00:54:07Welcome to the.
00:54:08Ha-cha-cha-cha!
00:54:12Ha-cha-cha!
00:54:14Ha-cha-cha!
00:54:14Ha-cha-cha!
00:54:15Ha-cha-cha!
00:54:15Belize is very diverse.
00:54:17It's a melting pot.
00:54:19So since we're in San Ignacio, I want to take Aviva to one of these small little villages
00:54:23to see the Mayan culture.
00:54:26I'm not Maya, right?
00:54:27But as a Belizean, we are very, very proud of the rich Mayan history in this town.
00:54:32So I signed me and Aviva up for a cooking class, making some Mayan food.
00:54:38Hi.
00:54:38Good afternoon.
00:54:39Welcome to our kitchen.
00:54:41I'm Stig.
00:54:42Nice to meet you.
00:54:43Nice to meet you.
00:54:44So we are here in the Mayan kitchen.
00:54:46And over here, we have the corn.
00:54:49The corn is the main staple for the Mayas.
00:54:53There was no wheat.
00:54:54There was only corn.
00:54:56And this stone here, it's been used for over 500 years for grinding the corn.
00:55:01Okay?
00:55:02We press it, and then it breaks.
00:55:06So that is how we start making masa.
00:55:10You can come over.
00:55:15Let me see you, babe.
00:55:21Okay.
00:55:22Let's see.
00:55:25Yes.
00:55:26Exactly.
00:55:27I let you to grind the corn here, and I'll go get the other things that we need for the
00:55:33meal.
00:55:33Okay?
00:55:34Enjoy.
00:55:37You want to try?
00:55:38Let me try with you.
00:55:39Okay.
00:55:41Teamwork makes the dream work, babe.
00:55:42Ah, you're going to...
00:55:43Oh, you're sorry.
00:55:45Come on, mom.
00:55:46Come on, mom.
00:55:47Come on.
00:55:47Come on, little chef.
00:55:49Oh, okay.
00:55:55This is kind of turning me on.
00:55:59Oh, babe.
00:56:03Babe, I think it's...
00:56:04Okay, I think it's done.
00:56:05Yeah.
00:56:06Oh.
00:56:06Oh.
00:56:07Babe, I think it's...
00:56:08Oh.
00:56:08Oh.
00:56:09Oh.
00:56:09Oh.
00:56:09Come on, come on.
00:56:10Come on, come on.
00:56:12I did not know.
00:56:14Rolling some kind of tortilla could be sexy.
00:56:17Yeah, yeah.
00:56:19My girl in front of me, rolling the little corn, making tortillas, and I'm moving right
00:56:24on...
00:56:24Right on the down.
00:56:26You know?
00:56:28But...
00:56:28Okay, so we have the dough here.
00:56:30As I press, I turn it.
00:56:33And this is where we will be making our tortillas.
00:56:36This is a clay comal.
00:56:38Perfect.
00:56:40All right.
00:56:40Let me know how it tastes.
00:56:45Mmm.
00:56:46Really good.
00:56:47Good?
00:56:48Okay, over here, we have the roasted chicken.
00:56:52Oh my gosh.
00:56:52That looks so good.
00:56:54That looks so good.
00:56:57Babe, this is great.
00:56:59Mm-hmm.
00:57:00I never tried this.
00:57:02You never tried it?
00:57:03Nope.
00:57:04But the meat, you tried the meat?
00:57:06Mm-hmm.
00:57:06You could taste the smooth from the fire.
00:57:07From the fire, yeah.
00:57:09Yeah.
00:57:09It was super fun.
00:57:11I am.
00:57:11Mm-hmm.
00:57:12You think you could do this by yourself?
00:57:13Without help?
00:57:14Yeah.
00:57:16You remember all the steps?
00:57:17Mm-hmm.
00:57:19I'm so hungry.
00:57:21You have pregnancy clearance?
00:57:27Maybe.
00:57:29It's possible.
00:57:34Babe, when is your period due?
00:57:42I'm not really sure, because it's super irregular.
00:57:45But it's usually around this time.
00:57:50Even though we started using protection since we left San Pedro, we had plenty of sex without a condom the
00:57:57first few days I got here.
00:57:58And I haven't gotten my period yet.
00:58:02It is scary thinking I could be pregnant.
00:58:04But it is what I was hoping for.
00:58:06And it's what we discussed before I got here.
00:58:09So maybe it's a good thing.
00:58:11Do you want to take a test?
00:58:15I think we should.
00:58:16Hmm.
00:58:17Because I don't want you to just go back and be like, hey, I'm pregnant.
00:58:21Mm-hmm.
00:58:21Like, I would at least want to know.
00:58:24How would you feel if I was?
00:58:28Honestly, yeah.
00:58:30Excited.
00:58:32For real, if you were pregnant.
00:58:34Would you be excited?
00:58:34Yes, I would.
00:58:35Really?
00:58:36What happened?
00:58:37You wanted to use condoms, and now you'd be excited.
00:58:40You changed your mind?
00:58:41Again?
00:58:43Honestly, thinking about everything.
00:58:45I want a future, too.
00:58:47We're thinking about the future.
00:58:48Hmm.
00:58:50I'd be happy.
00:58:51And I know we could figure it out.
00:58:54So, should we pick up a test on the way back to the room?
00:58:58Maybe we should, yes.
00:58:59Ah!
00:59:00I know, right?
00:59:01I'm nervous.
00:59:06I mean, it could change our entire lives.
00:59:12There's a chance that I could actually be pregnant.
00:59:15So, we definitely have a lot to figure out.
00:59:18It is a big risk that we took, but I do take it very, very serious.
00:59:24Yeah.
00:59:38He said, leave me alone.
00:59:39I don't want to see you anymore.
00:59:40I have a fiance.
00:59:42What the ?
01:00:04What the ?
01:00:06If he had a fiance, then why did he tell me to come here yesterday?
01:00:12He literally called me and said,
01:00:13he wanted to see me, asked if I was there.
01:00:18He said, I don't want to hear from you anymore.
01:00:23I'm so done.
01:00:24I'm done.
01:00:28I'm done.
01:00:31Everything about this trip has been .
01:00:36Like, it's just a waste of my time.
01:00:38He made me come all the way down here.
01:00:39He invited me to Casablanca just to tell me he has a fiance.
01:00:45Like, what the ?
01:00:46Then why did you make me come here?
01:00:55I'm just so done with these pieces of , man.
01:00:58And I just, I deserve better than that.
01:01:00Like, how dare Zia dump me and leave me alone in the desert, Muhammad standing me up.
01:01:06Like, I'm just so over it.
01:01:08Such a waste of my money.
01:01:09Such a waste of everything.
01:01:11Muhammad can go himself.
01:01:13And like, how does, how does Muhammad get engaged?
01:01:17I'm still single, but Muhammad is engaged.
01:01:20In what world?
01:01:22Literally in what world?
01:01:25I wish his fiancee luck.
01:01:27Because I know she's probably going bankrupt with all the money she's sending him.
01:01:31Everything she's doing to support him.
01:01:33All the gifts for him and his family.
01:01:35Because that's exactly what happened to me.
01:01:37So I honestly wish her luck.
01:01:38And him.
01:01:40him.
01:01:41the Ed.
01:01:42Muhammad.
01:01:42both of them.
01:01:44I was not meant to find love here.
01:02:03I know someone's going to meet me, and someone's going to love me, and someone's going to appreciate everything that
01:02:09I do,
01:02:09and the person that I am.
01:02:13I just want to go home now.
01:02:19this ring, and everything that it represented.
01:02:26Because I don't need it anymore.
01:02:29And I will find love somewhere else.
01:02:31I am done.
01:02:33I am done.
01:02:35I am done.
01:03:01I am done.
01:03:01I will be living with this girl.
01:03:03Red free.
01:03:04I don't think you need to be drastic about it.
01:03:07I think you should slow your roll and judge less.
01:03:10She said that she'd be scared that I might take advantage of her.
01:03:13like she's been taking advantage of the past.
01:03:15It's just emasculating, like, it just pisses me off.
01:03:19You reckon it's gonna be a deal breaker, or?
01:03:25We used to talk late every night
01:03:30Till it felt like something wasn't right
01:03:34Oh, when you got caught waiting on the other line
01:03:40Oh, Joshy.
01:03:43Hi, brother.
01:03:44How are you?
01:03:45Good.
01:03:45What's going on?
01:03:46What's happening?
01:03:47You could have just done time for a terrible workout.
01:03:50I don't know.
01:03:51I've been in the works when he stays lonely
01:03:53and he may double pay though
01:03:55Who is Elise?
01:03:57Uh, yeah, she's Becky the Palmer.
01:03:59Why?
01:04:00Cranky?
01:04:01It's been a bit of a quiet day, you know?
01:04:07It is such a mess in here.
01:04:12Where's Josh?
01:04:13I don't know.
01:04:15I think he might be working out with Chris.
01:04:17It was last night a little rough.
01:04:19Yeah.
01:04:21We slept in different rooms, didn't have sex, didn't speak.
01:04:27I'm just gonna take a little breather here and try and clear my head.
01:04:34Last night, I wanted to explain to Joshua about me getting used in my past
01:04:39and, like, just wanting to open up and gauge where he is financially.
01:04:42But he just got, like, really defensive
01:04:44and we didn't really get anywhere productive in the conversation.
01:04:48I could tell that he was pretty offended,
01:04:51but I don't know him 100%.
01:04:54So it gives me a right to ask questions
01:04:56and make sure that he doesn't use people for money.
01:05:01Hi.
01:05:02Hi, how are you?
01:05:03Can I please order the Mile High?
01:05:04Yeah, of course.
01:05:05I'm looking for stability and right now his life is completely unstable.
01:05:11And that scares me to death because I've been here before.
01:05:17When I was 19, I met the love of my life.
01:05:20He was, like, really funny and smart and athletic and charming.
01:05:27He genuinely treated me like a queen.
01:05:31I loved him so much.
01:05:34Sometimes I was a bitch, but, like, I've always loved him.
01:05:38I moved to Florida with him.
01:05:40We got engaged and I was, like, so excited about my future
01:05:44and, like, getting married and having kids.
01:05:47And, um, one morning I woke up and my life was completely shattered.
01:05:53Like, completely shattered and he was gone.
01:05:58He passed away from struggles that I had no idea about.
01:06:08It broke me and it was so scary and hard at such a young age.
01:06:12I had just got to Florida and I just got engaged
01:06:15and I thought, like, my forever was gone, you know?
01:06:22And it made me not be able to trust anyone ever again.
01:06:27And now with Josh, between the lies and the instability,
01:06:31it's just super scary.
01:06:40Hi, Pumpkin.
01:06:41Hi, Dad.
01:06:43Hi, Mom.
01:06:44I miss you guys.
01:06:46You're my little girl, Garou.
01:06:48Yeah.
01:06:48I haven't seen a kangaroo yet, but I'm still hoping I get to see one.
01:06:53Give us the tea.
01:06:54What's going on?
01:06:55I mean, it's, overall, it's been really good.
01:06:59And I really like him.
01:07:00Like, we have this insane connection,
01:07:02but I'm very worried about his finances.
01:07:06And I've caught him in a few lies about his living situation.
01:07:15What do you think he's lying about?
01:07:17He told me he was living with his parents.
01:07:20But right now, he's actually living with this girl named Nat.
01:07:27Oh.
01:07:35Like, we got heated in the car, just about the whole, you know, her calling me a liar
01:07:39and saying, Nat's got a financial hold on me.
01:07:42You know, when she really does it.
01:07:45Like, she offered me a place to stay, right?
01:07:47But I think there's something there that's sort of, you know, I don't think she'll be able
01:07:52to get past, you know?
01:07:54Maybe the...
01:07:55Is it Nat?
01:07:55Is that the thing she might be able to do?
01:07:57There's something there.
01:07:58Maybe the closeness of it, you know?
01:08:00But yeah, she's jealous.
01:08:04I feel like she's being a bit insecure, and she has no reason to be.
01:08:08I hate jealousy in a relationship.
01:08:09It aided me last relationship, so it really wore me down.
01:08:13It really made me miserable.
01:08:14I don't want to go through that again.
01:08:16And I don't think I'm unreasonable in asking for that.
01:08:20I'm not jealous of her.
01:08:22I don't think there's sexual chemistry.
01:08:24What I am pissed about is that there's an emotional connection.
01:08:27There's something going on.
01:08:29He told me he's living there rent-free.
01:08:31I think she has a financial choke hold on him like no other, because...
01:08:36I don't think you need to be drastic about it.
01:08:39Then what about if he uses me for money?
01:08:42You know, I hear what you're saying, but it's a little early to say that.
01:08:46You just met him.
01:08:47You don't even know the facts.
01:08:49We know you look for more negatives.
01:08:52Yes.
01:08:53I'd like to hear, like, the other stuff about him.
01:08:57He's such a nice person.
01:08:59Like, he really has a huge heart.
01:09:01And you can see that, like, he genuinely likes me.
01:09:04Like, he made me his background on his phone.
01:09:07He did.
01:09:07Okay, well, that's fair.
01:09:08Did you push him to do that?
01:09:10No, I did not.
01:09:12I'm trying to get full, calm, and collected here.
01:09:13I swear.
01:09:14All right, we don't really sound like cool, calm, and collected when you use words like,
01:09:17I caught him in a lie.
01:09:19You know, this, that, the other thing.
01:09:21I think you should slow your roll and discover more and judge less.
01:09:26You know what you're going to do is push him back.
01:09:28He's not going to even want to open up or tell you his thoughts or how he's feeling to you,
01:09:33because he's afraid that you're going to, you know, hurt him or trigger him.
01:09:39And interrogate him.
01:09:40Interrogate or accuse him.
01:09:44I'm actually shocked that my parents are being so positive about Josh,
01:09:48considering everything that's happened.
01:09:51I mean, maybe I pushed him a little bit too much last night.
01:09:55I do have a habit of comparing him to my exes or my past relationships,
01:09:59and maybe that is something I need to work on.
01:10:01But I still feel like, in my gut, something's not right.
01:10:09Some of the ways she's, some of the things she says is just like, they cut me deep.
01:10:14But when she said that she'd be scared that I might, you know,
01:10:17sort of take advantage of it, like she's been taking advantage of it in the past,
01:10:21it's just emasculating.
01:10:23Like, just the way she says it, you know, it just pisses me off.
01:10:26It's getting to the point where just constantly, like, I'm a punching bag.
01:10:32You reckon it's going to be a deal-breaker, or?
01:10:36Possibly.
01:10:39You can't just deal with that for the next God knows how long.
01:10:46I feel like, you know, she's projecting her past relationships onto me,
01:10:50and it makes me angry and upset that she thinks I would use her for money.
01:10:54She's attacking my integrity.
01:10:57Elisa's poking and prodding and refusing to believe me.
01:11:00No matter what I say, it's never enough.
01:11:03I don't want to be in a relationship like that.
01:11:11I am begging for your forgiveness, because I did not mean to lie to you.
01:11:16How many times have I been forgiven you?
01:11:18I will do whatever you suggest to make this work.
01:11:39It's okay, it's okay.
01:11:52This crying cannot solve the problem.
01:11:56No, sir.
01:11:58Misha, you always hear crocodile tears.
01:12:00You say one thing and do another thing.
01:12:04Uncle, you know you are my elder.
01:12:08She's a woman I love, and I want to marry her.
01:12:18What do I tell my people at home?
01:12:21What do I tell them at home?
01:12:23I cannot change the past.
01:12:25I have made lots of mistakes in the past.
01:12:28But that is not who I am anymore.
01:12:31I won't face any consequence that must be faced.
01:12:37Daniel is the man I'm supposed to be with.
01:12:39I won't leave it without Daniel.
01:12:50Tomorrow, you may go back to your vomit.
01:12:54That's my word.
01:12:56Tomorrow, I may hear another story.
01:12:58No.
01:12:59No.
01:13:00I can promise you.
01:13:02I'm done lying.
01:13:03I am done hiding truths.
01:13:07This is it.
01:13:08That's why you are here, so I can tell you everything and beg forgiveness.
01:13:13Uncle.
01:13:14Uncle, I'm not God.
01:13:16No, you're not.
01:13:17I'm not God.
01:13:17But I am begging for your forgiveness.
01:13:20Because I did not mean to lie to you.
01:13:22How many times have I forgiven you?
01:13:26I won't do it again.
01:13:29I will do whatever you suggest to make this work.
01:13:38Uncle, please.
01:13:40Please, sir.
01:13:41I love her with all my hearts.
01:13:43I've never bring a woman to my family, to you or my dad.
01:13:48I want to spend the rest of my life with her.
01:13:51I can go on my knees.
01:13:52Please.
01:13:55Um, is there a way we can solve this?
01:13:59Please.
01:14:02If there's a way, please help.
01:14:08You insist in marrying her, huh?
01:14:11That's what I want.
01:14:12Please, sir.
01:14:13Please.
01:14:16I'm not a thief, please.
01:14:17I think you know that.
01:14:18I know, sir.
01:14:19It's not within my powers to forgive a sort of abominable act.
01:14:26Because of this has mistakes, we have to consult the spiritual leaders and the elders.
01:14:33And they will be the ones to tell if the marriage will hold or not.
01:14:39But my uncle have to be willing to go talk to them.
01:14:44I feel nervous.
01:14:45Because as it stands now, I don't know what my uncle is going to do.
01:14:57I don't know what my uncle is going to do, but I don't know what my uncle is going to
01:15:11do, but I don't know what my uncle is going to do.
01:15:19I will go and seek advice from the elders and chief priests.
01:15:27Telling you, sir.
01:15:29I will never give you my name.
01:15:34I hope that she can be forgiven.
01:15:37Maybe there is a way out.
01:15:41Telling you.
01:15:45After everything that happened, I'm so relieved that uncle is willing to take it to the next step.
01:15:52But meeting with the priest and elders, what if they don't accept me and Daniel being together?
01:15:58What if nothing I do makes my lives better?
01:16:02I only have one more day in Nigeria.
01:16:05And I want to leave here knowing that Daniel and I can get married.
01:16:08I'm so scared because I feel like I have no control over what's going to happen.
01:16:18You know, when Laura told me more about you, I was concerned.
01:16:22He's Hamill, she's got Zed.
01:16:23This guy's a Zedby.
01:16:26Just be honest.
01:16:27Tell me you love her.
01:16:49Good morning.
01:16:51Good morning.
01:16:52Do you have laundry you want me to do?
01:16:53Nope.
01:16:54I'm good.
01:16:55Are you sure?
01:16:56I washed it.
01:16:57You did your own?
01:16:58Yeah.
01:16:59Oh.
01:17:00Okay.
01:17:02Things were a bit awkward after our conversation at the shisha bar.
01:17:06Michael was pretty jet-lagged, so we dropped him back off at his hotel.
01:17:11And before we parted ways, Birkon suggested that he and Michael hang out today on their own without me.
01:17:18And Michael agreed.
01:17:21So what are you going to do today?
01:17:23Like, what are you planning on talking to him about?
01:17:25Time will tell.
01:17:27And I can tell you before I got there.
01:17:30And we're going to play some pool.
01:17:34I wish I could go.
01:17:36Yep.
01:17:37But sorry.
01:17:38Not going to happen.
01:17:39You get the chance to one-on-one talk with him.
01:17:43Now it is my chance.
01:17:47I'm getting to know him.
01:17:49At least I can do for you.
01:17:52On the one hand, I'm kind of glad that Birkon's reaching out to Michael and actually trying to have some
01:18:00conversation with him.
01:18:01He's one of the most important people in my life, so I'm hoping that they can find some common ground
01:18:08for my sake.
01:18:10And then Birkon will realize that he doesn't really have anything to worry about.
01:18:15Okay.
01:18:16Your body is waiting.
01:18:19But I'm concerned that there's actually an underlying motive.
01:18:23And that maybe he's trying to figure out more about my relationship with Michael.
01:18:29Have fun.
01:18:30Be careful.
01:18:30Okay.
01:18:41I haven't played pool in years.
01:18:43Yeah.
01:18:44I'm sure you have any advantage on me.
01:18:46As a practice.
01:18:50What are your thoughts about turkey?
01:18:52Are you enjoying?
01:18:53I am, actually.
01:18:54It's very nice morning.
01:18:55Very sunny.
01:18:56But I'm glad we're meeting one-on-one.
01:18:58Yeah.
01:19:01Yesterday, I asked Laura and Michael why aren't they in a relationship.
01:19:08And they both couldn't answer.
01:19:10Makes me suspicious.
01:19:12Maybe something is going on between them.
01:19:19I don't think Laura will ever tell me the whole truth.
01:19:24That's why I need to talk to Michael alone.
01:19:29I want to know everything.
01:19:34Show off.
01:19:36Yeah.
01:19:37Happens.
01:19:40So I had some time to think yesterday.
01:19:42After I got back to my hotel.
01:19:45What are your thoughts?
01:19:47You know, when Laura told me more about you, I was concerned.
01:19:50I was concerned that...
01:19:53I don't know.
01:19:53I was concerned that maybe you had ill intentions.
01:19:55I didn't know you.
01:19:57I'm like, he gambles.
01:19:58He's got that.
01:20:00This guy's a deadbeat.
01:20:03I get it.
01:20:04I don't know.
01:20:04I get the point.
01:20:08You care about her.
01:20:10That's why you flew all the way down here.
01:20:12Am I right?
01:20:15I'm right.
01:20:17If you want something, just go for it.
01:20:21You don't have to play games.
01:20:27Tell me you love her.
01:20:30Just be honest.
01:20:33Our guy time.
01:20:33Come on.
01:20:34Be honest.
01:20:41I mean, I've known her a year and a half, man.
01:20:43Yeah.
01:20:44If I was in love with her, I would have made a movie.
01:20:51Yeah, you did.
01:20:53No.
01:20:54She wouldn't be here with you if I had made a move.
01:20:58Dude, you made a movie.
01:20:59You blow it.
01:20:59No, no, no, no, no, no.
01:21:01Laura made a move on me.
01:21:05A very strong move on me.
01:21:07One that you do not misunderstand.
01:21:11And I told her, I'm sorry.
01:21:12I cannot reciprocate.
01:21:13I cannot give that back to you.
01:21:19She made a move.
01:21:20She made a move on me.
01:21:21It was long before she met you, buddy.
01:21:23She made a move on me.
01:21:26So I have said no, and I will continue to say no.
01:21:30Because that opportunity was there, and I chose not to take it.
01:21:41She never mentioned this before.
01:21:45And that is the real problem.
01:21:48And the problem is not because of you.
01:21:52The problem is because of her.
01:22:01I wasn't expecting that.
01:22:05I am thinking about sharing my life, and you are keeping secret from me?
01:22:12This is betrayal.
01:22:14And that leaves me this question.
01:22:17Am I an alternative?
01:22:20Because she couldn't get what she wanted.
01:22:26Erika, I hope you understand it isn't my intent to throw a wrench, as we say, into your relationship.
01:22:32Because I want you to understand that I'm not here to threaten you.
01:22:37I'm not here to pursue Laura and take her away from you.
01:22:39And the point is, Michael, I believe you.
01:22:43That is the hard part.
01:22:46I believe you, and I don't believe Laura anymore.
01:22:49My trust is broken right now.
01:22:55There is one secret.
01:22:57There will be probably more.
01:23:00And this?
01:23:01This is more than a lie.
01:23:03This is an intentional deception.
01:23:05She kept something from me.
01:23:08And I don't know what is it going to be in the future.
01:23:21Next time on Before the 90 Days.
01:23:24Last night was more sloppy than I thought it would be.
01:23:30I am not a virgin anymore.
01:23:32It's way better than what I thought, okay?
01:23:34Me and my hand, I'm sorry.
01:23:35We're going to have to break up.
01:23:37How would you rate me?
01:23:38One to ten.
01:23:39One.
01:23:43I'm about to take this pregnancy test.
01:23:45Should we get it over with?
01:23:47Aviva is really hoping that she's pregnant.
01:23:50But if she's not, I'd be a little relief.
01:23:55Babe.
01:23:56Oh, my God.
01:24:00So much has happened in the last couple days.
01:24:02I think this has shown me I just want something different.
01:24:07Before I leave Morocco, there's just one last thing that I need to take care of.
01:24:15You know I'm going to have kids.
01:24:17My mom, she left.
01:24:19I was just one years old.
01:24:21I know how important it is to Trish and her family.
01:24:25But I think the best solution is to ask her dad for more time.
01:24:29I love Trisha very, very much.
01:24:32I need more time.
01:24:43The chief priest says we have to do a cleansing.
01:24:46His shrine.
01:24:47Are you sure this is the right way?
01:24:49He can say that I can't be cleansed.
01:24:52And I will lose Daniel forever.
01:25:06Josh hasn't been transparent.
01:25:08The Nat situation has not cleared up, and that's lingering over us.
01:25:11There you go.
01:25:12I need to figure out once and for all what is going on.
01:25:16You guys are emotionally tied.
01:25:19Yeah, absolutely.
01:25:19So why the am I here?
01:25:21Is this just sexual?
01:25:23Why can I not have a friend and be free?
01:25:26Hey, guys.
01:25:28Let me ask you guys all the question.
01:25:31Am I crazy?
01:25:32Or is my guy living with a girl and getting financially supported crazy?
01:25:36She's toxic, I'm sorry.
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