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90 Day Fiance: Before the 90 Days - Season 8 - Episode 15: Mayday! Mayday!
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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:04Can we just be done with the country of Morocco?
00:00:07Don't be mad, but I may have been texting...
00:00:13Mohamed.
00:00:15Mohamed told me to text him a place that we could meet,
00:00:18and I think if I don't see him, I'm always gonna regret it.
00:00:25I talked to that girl, and she said that
00:00:27you guys actually had hooked up a month ago,
00:00:31and that you're going to San Pedro at the end of the month with her.
00:00:35Call me every day. You want my location?
00:00:37I don't have nothing to hide.
00:00:38I'm gonna take your word for it.
00:00:41I really hope he's telling me the truth,
00:00:43because I can't be with somebody
00:00:46who's been cheating on me this whole time.
00:00:48He hasn't even said I love you yet.
00:00:51It's making me feel pretty insecure.
00:01:01They want babies.
00:01:03I'm just not ready to make the decision yet.
00:01:07I'm just not ready to make the decision yet.
00:01:09I'm just not ready to make the decision yet.
00:01:14Does the safety come in?
00:01:15Yes!
00:01:16Oh, my God!
00:01:17Oh, my God!
00:01:18Laura told me Michael didn't want me
00:01:22between their relationship.
00:01:24I took it as a move.
00:01:26And now, I think Michael is coming to break us up.
00:01:31I enjoy pretty much violence.
00:01:34Do you like it?
00:01:36I like it.
00:01:38Violence.
00:01:40I want to get questions answered.
00:01:43I don't even think he can drive a boat anymore
00:01:44because of the work incident.
00:01:46Josh took a boat his company was selling
00:01:50and ended up crashing the boat into rocks.
00:01:53And he has a final warning at work.
00:01:55And on top of that,
00:01:56he lied to me about living with Nat.
00:01:59So are you jealous of me and our relationship?
00:02:01I think that she has a financial hold on you
00:02:03that's making you feel some sort of way.
00:02:06No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:02:07That offends me.
00:02:11Are you promising me
00:02:12that you will not go back to practicing same sex?
00:02:15Daniel, I plan on marrying you
00:02:17for the rest of my life.
00:02:18I don't think I will continue
00:02:20with this relationship until my uncle comes.
00:02:22I'm terrified that his uncle will never forgive me
00:02:26and this relationship will be over.
00:02:36I am sinking deeper
00:02:40inches from hitting rock bottom
00:02:43I don't need no answers
00:02:48Baby, I've already got her
00:02:55Oh, my God.
00:02:57This place is a disaster.
00:03:00Like, I'm not used to living
00:03:01with two men in, like, a frat house.
00:03:04Like, gross!
00:03:06I need you to hold me
00:03:11Like, I woke up this morning,
00:03:13like, Joshua's, like, he was gone
00:03:15and I asked him where he was
00:03:16and Joshua said,
00:03:17I'll be back soon, like, XX.
00:03:19And I was like, oh, enjoy Nat's.
00:03:22And he, like, hearted the message.
00:03:23I'm like, what the does that mean?
00:03:28Last night, I went out with Josh and his friends
00:03:30and it went, okay.
00:03:32I might have said some things that hurt Joshua,
00:03:36but there's something definitely off
00:03:37with his friendship with Nat.
00:03:40I mean, he has been living with Nat rent-free.
00:03:45That's her financially supporting him.
00:03:47And that's super weird to me.
00:03:51So after finding out what I found out about Nat,
00:03:55my mind is just in so many directions
00:03:57and I'm freaking out.
00:03:59Like, where is he?
00:04:01What is he doing?
00:04:02And I have no idea what to think.
00:04:05It's, like, such high highs
00:04:06and, like, such low lows.
00:04:08I'm just, like, this place is a disaster.
00:04:12I feel like I'm living in a frat house.
00:04:14Like, I'm going crazy.
00:04:16Like, I'm going, I don't know
00:04:17what the going on with him.
00:04:20Just, like, I just feel overwhelmed.
00:04:23And, like, I want to go home.
00:04:29I just feel alone.
00:04:34I don't know.
00:04:35I woke up and he was gone.
00:04:37And, like, it made me feel like,
00:04:39was he at Nat's place?
00:04:41Like, where is he?
00:04:42And, like, and I just...
00:04:53What just happened?
00:04:55He left.
00:04:56He saw me cry and left.
00:05:07Why did you just leave?
00:05:10You're upset.
00:05:11So you don't care that I'm upset?
00:05:15You're upset.
00:05:17So you just walk away from me?
00:05:19Sorry.
00:05:20Anybody need a talk?
00:05:23What are you upset about?
00:05:29I don't know what the f*** is going on right now.
00:05:34I ran off to do a few things
00:05:36while you're asleep.
00:05:40I've got work to run around for.
00:05:43Like, I've got to do jobs
00:05:44while I look after you.
00:05:45If you're asleep and you're in bed,
00:05:46perfect, sleep in.
00:05:48This is the best time to get work done.
00:05:53This wasn't about a job.
00:05:55What was it about then?
00:06:22I walk in the door and I see Elise crying
00:06:24and I sort of panicked and just thought,
00:06:26you know, I need to give her a bit more space.
00:06:31I know how fiery she gets
00:06:34and maybe I didn't want a water bottle
00:06:35thrown at my head.
00:06:37I think I should have just told Elise
00:06:38that, you know, I had to work.
00:06:40But she texted me that comment about Nat
00:06:42and it pissed me off.
00:06:43So I guess I was just being a smart-ass back.
00:06:49Were you at Nat's today?
00:06:53I wasn't at Nat's today, no.
00:06:55I had work to do.
00:06:57They want me to drive a boat
00:06:59that I sold from our marina
00:07:02to get lifted up, put on a truck
00:07:04and sent to Perth,
00:07:05which is the other side of the country.
00:07:08They want me to do it in a few days.
00:07:11I've told them I can't.
00:07:13But I had to at least chop the keys off.
00:07:17Okay?
00:07:20Yes.
00:07:25I am falling for Josh
00:07:30and I want this to work.
00:07:33Look, let's go to the beach.
00:07:36It's a beautiful day.
00:07:38We can forget about this.
00:07:40Okay.
00:07:45Fair enough.
00:07:47But he's given me reasons
00:07:49not to trust him
00:07:50because he's lied to me
00:07:51about living with Nat.
00:07:53And I'm so worried
00:07:54about what else I'm going to find out.
00:08:01I'm so worried about what else I'm going to find out.
00:08:22I'm so worried about what else I'm going to find out.
00:08:22I'm so worried about what else I'm going to find out.
00:08:22I'm so worried about what else I'm going to find out.
00:08:22I'm so worried about what else I'm going to find out.
00:08:22I'm so worried about what else I'm going to find out.
00:08:22I'm so worried about what else I'm going to find out.
00:08:24I'm so worried about what else I'm going to find out.
00:08:26will you speak first yes i have to speak first i have to talk to him he's my uncle
00:08:31so i will explain everything to him daniel what's going to happen if he doesn't forgive us
00:08:39i don't know i can't tell let's go there first
00:08:44i'm still upset about lisa telling lies and sleeping with a fellow woman but everyone is a
00:08:51sinner and everyone can ask for forgiveness i'm really really really really nervous
00:09:03i love lisa and she promised not to do it anymore so despite all her mistakes i still want to
00:09:12marry
00:09:17her
00:09:18oh right now i feel like running away from where i'm sitting
00:09:26my uncle asked her about this and she told my uncle that it was a mistake
00:09:32she lied to him i don't know how to look on his face and talk to him because i've disgraced
00:09:38myself
00:10:00i remember you told me that when things are going wrong that we should inform you
00:10:10um before you approved our marriage there are some things she told me which i told you
00:10:17that she have divorced two times but after all the blessings she told me that she have gotten
00:10:25married five times
00:10:29and uh she has not been divorced legally
00:10:35this is too much so when i had this i was i was shocked
00:10:42uncle hold on hold on let me explain hold on let him in it's not yet time for you to
00:10:49talk
00:10:50so this is what she told me and she also told me that from 21 years now
00:10:56that she has been in a relationship with several women
00:11:04may i please explain uncle oh wait you told me that uh you have stopped everything
00:11:13i have about uh lesbianism i have i have but why am i hearing this one now
00:11:20where is the honesty up to 20 something years with your fellow woman
00:11:28this is an abomination no no when i came to you and i told you i have stopped i have
00:11:37stopped
00:11:39i just didn't tell you how many times or what it was in my past it's my past sir
00:11:44my culture is very different in america i can't help what my past is like i can't change my past
00:11:51sir
00:11:52i am willing to do whatever it takes to be with daniel
00:11:56i can't believe you it's the truth you are just telling me lies
00:12:03our abomination
00:12:09i did i did it
00:12:11what will the girls of our land say
00:12:16because of this because of this your problem
00:12:18the marriage will be over
00:12:34i feel angry about lisa i gave her my approval gave them my blessings but now she deceives me
00:12:49why she cries
00:12:51in spite of the offense she has committed
00:12:54do you see crying
00:12:58when she cries that make me more angry
00:13:02i feel she is a pretending just to get sympathy from me
00:13:22i have a gift for you actually
00:13:24you have a gift for me
00:13:33to be life
00:13:53in your book
00:13:55bringing up old feelings, it actually feels nice to have it on.
00:13:59I just feel like there's a lot of things that were left unsaid.
00:14:26Do you like?
00:14:28Do I like this movie, or?
00:14:30Violence.
00:14:46So, you came all the way.
00:14:53Yeah, I thought I'd check in on Laura, see how she's doing.
00:14:57She's happy? Okay, good. I'm glad to hear that.
00:15:01Yeah.
00:15:14I have a gift for you.
00:15:16You have a gift for me?
00:15:16I actually have two gifts for you.
00:15:18Oh, that's so sweet.
00:15:19Would you like me to get them?
00:15:20I would love that. Thank you.
00:15:22That's a surprise.
00:15:26I remember, Laura, you wanted me to pick up something for you.
00:15:29I did, in fact. I want you to pick up something for me.
00:15:34So, one, your book.
00:15:36Oh, the second.
00:15:38And you fell in love with these the first time, so here's another set.
00:15:40The packing cubes that I love that you got me.
00:15:46Yeah, I...
00:15:47That's so sweet of you.
00:15:48You're so thoughtful.
00:15:50Yes, yes I am.
00:15:53You're teaching me the gift-giving language.
00:15:56I love that.
00:16:00I'm here, too.
00:16:01You know, your boyfriend.
00:16:04He just brought me a gift.
00:16:06Yeah, I love that gift.
00:16:07Me, too.
00:16:15Michael just arrived in Turkey, and it just feels really freaking awkward.
00:16:21I feel like BeerCon's being ridiculously cold to Michael.
00:16:26And, really, it's so intentional and completely unnecessary.
00:16:32Grow up.
00:16:35Okay.
00:16:36So, Laura, how was your day today?
00:16:38How was life?
00:16:39Yeah, it's been pretty good.
00:16:40I feel like I'm, like, in vacation mode.
00:16:43You are in vacation mode.
00:16:44Yeah.
00:16:45It's a lot later nights than I'm used to.
00:16:48That's a huge contrast to what my normal day-to-day life is.
00:16:53And I try to decide if it's a compatibility thing.
00:16:57Well, I mean, if BeerCon were to come to the States,
00:16:59you're probably more on your schedule, then.
00:17:00He'd follow more in line with you,
00:17:02because he'd be his only point of contact, so...
00:17:05Maybe.
00:17:06I mean, he doesn't...
00:17:08Your friend has a point.
00:17:15Did you enjoy Turkey so far?
00:17:18Well, in the short amount of time I've been here,
00:17:21I have experienced a cab driver weave through humans.
00:17:26Hey, yeah.
00:17:26Welcome to Turkey.
00:17:27Exactly.
00:17:37So, if you want, I can show you around.
00:17:41This is my country.
00:17:42This is my city.
00:17:43And you're the friend.
00:17:46My love.
00:17:48So, I can make that.
00:17:51Well, I appreciate that.
00:17:53I appreciate that.
00:17:53This is at least I can do.
00:17:56Yeah.
00:17:59I had to be a jerk at the beginning, you know,
00:18:02because he has to know the boundaries.
00:18:06I play this game a lot.
00:18:08And this is my strategy.
00:18:10I have to get information first.
00:18:13I'm going to get to know him.
00:18:15And when I realize his motive,
00:18:17I'll be the mother...
00:18:18I'll be the top set.
00:18:24After you, people.
00:18:48How much longer is the drive there?
00:18:51Just 10 minutes.
00:18:52Oh, only 10 minutes?
00:18:53Yeah.
00:18:53Okay.
00:18:56Whew.
00:18:58Getting nervous.
00:19:10It's kind of crazy that I'm back
00:19:12because I wasn't expecting to see Muhammad
00:19:16ever again after he broke up with me.
00:19:21This is a really weird turn of events.
00:19:24I came here to make a relationship,
00:19:26work with Zied,
00:19:27and build a future with him.
00:19:29So, to be going to Casablanca right now
00:19:31to see Muhammad,
00:19:32it's kind of surreal.
00:19:36I think I remember driving on this way
00:19:39to go to the mosque.
00:19:42So, this is starting to feel familiar.
00:19:46I don't know.
00:19:47It's like a weird feeling.
00:19:49And, like, I know Muhammad is close by,
00:19:51so I'm getting, like, nervous.
00:19:53Like butterflies.
00:19:55Especially because I have my engagement ring
00:19:59that Muhammad gave to me last year
00:20:02when he proposed.
00:20:04I'm not sure what I'm going to do with it
00:20:06or what the plan is with that ring,
00:20:09but I do have it with me.
00:20:14I know it's a little crazy
00:20:16that I brought the ring with me
00:20:18to Morocco.
00:20:21There was a part of me deep down
00:20:23that thought maybe somewhere along this trip,
00:20:25maybe I would see Muhammad
00:20:26and maybe I would have the opportunity
00:20:28to give it back to him
00:20:30or get some closure.
00:20:32But putting this ring back on
00:20:34is actually, I don't know,
00:20:37it's actually bringing up some old feelings
00:20:39and it actually feels nice to have it on.
00:20:45I don't know how this meeting is going to go.
00:20:49I don't know if it's going to go good
00:20:50or if it's going to go bad,
00:20:52if he's going to be nice to me.
00:20:56But I think him just being willing
00:20:58to come and see me for lunch or coffee
00:21:01or whatever is a sign
00:21:02that he would be open to
00:21:07potentially starting a relationship again.
00:21:15Oh, we're here.
00:21:16Oh my goodness.
00:21:18Okay.
00:21:19Thank you so much.
00:21:22Oh my gosh.
00:21:23Okay.
00:21:30Hello.
00:21:31Hello.
00:21:32Hi.
00:21:32Hi.
00:21:33I'm looking for a table for two.
00:21:35Yes.
00:21:35Here we come.
00:21:37This one?
00:21:38Yes.
00:21:39Perfect.
00:21:40Thank you so much.
00:21:44My heart's racing.
00:21:47I'm like feeling shaky.
00:21:51Like shaky, good way or bad way?
00:21:54Shaky.
00:21:54I'm just like feeling overwhelmed
00:21:56because all of the memories
00:21:58from my last trip
00:21:59are now replaying in my head.
00:22:02So I just feel like
00:22:03there's a lot of things
00:22:03that were left unsaid
00:22:07and I really don't know what to expect.
00:22:31I'm kind of getting nervous now.
00:22:54Oh, wait, that guy looks just like
00:22:58that looks just like him.
00:23:04No.
00:23:11Excuse me?
00:23:12Hi.
00:23:14Um, could I actually order
00:23:15a cappuccino, please?
00:23:17Yes.
00:23:25Oh, it says that Muhammad's online.
00:23:27He's read all my messages
00:23:29and he's online.
00:23:34Oh, thank you so much.
00:23:36That looks delicious.
00:23:38You're welcome.
00:23:40I'm going to call him, I think.
00:24:07Well, he's not answering.
00:24:11Okay, it said no answer.
00:24:14Okay.
00:24:29I'm starting to get annoyed now.
00:24:32Okay.
00:24:43Are you kidding me?
00:24:47A fiancé?
00:24:50He said he has a fiancé.
00:24:57Go under, babe.
00:25:00Stig and I had a rough few days
00:25:02dealing with all these rumors about him.
00:25:05Life is going to be tough
00:25:07being the wife or girlfriend of you.
00:25:11I may not have handled myself
00:25:13perfectly in the past.
00:25:15It's got me scared.
00:25:19Babe, I want you to know.
00:25:37Smile for the camera.
00:25:42Go under, babe.
00:25:46Go under, babe.
00:25:51What do you see?
00:25:56A lot of grass.
00:25:59Really?
00:26:00That's it.
00:26:01No fish?
00:26:01No fish yet.
00:26:11Oh, my little mermaid.
00:26:21So pretty.
00:26:23It was pretty.
00:26:25I'm glad that we finally
00:26:26are able to spend alone time
00:26:28because it feels
00:26:30like a breath of fresh air
00:26:31after all the tough stuff
00:26:33we went through
00:26:33and everybody getting,
00:26:34like, literally.
00:26:35Literally, like,
00:26:36the moment you said that,
00:26:38the wind just came rushing in.
00:26:40It's a sign.
00:26:42Stig and I had a rough few days
00:26:44dealing with all these rumors
00:26:45about him.
00:26:47It was really hard
00:26:48and embarrassing
00:26:49for me to have to hear
00:26:50about all that stuff.
00:26:51But when it comes down to it,
00:26:53I do believe that Stig
00:26:55has been faithful.
00:26:56And we can finally relax now
00:26:58because Aunt Spring
00:26:59left this morning.
00:27:02Know that we all have your back
00:27:03and we want the best for you.
00:27:05We love you.
00:27:05I know.
00:27:05And I love you, too.
00:27:07And I appreciate you being here,
00:27:09trying to help me out.
00:27:10All right.
00:27:13Have a safe flight.
00:27:14Be careful.
00:27:15All right.
00:27:15All right.
00:27:16Don't be stupid out here.
00:27:18Okay, okay, okay.
00:27:18All right.
00:27:19All right.
00:27:23I'm glad you were able
00:27:25to stick it out
00:27:26through Aunt Spring.
00:27:28I know she's a lot.
00:27:29It's okay.
00:27:30I'm just happy that
00:27:31things are on the up.
00:27:33Me too.
00:27:34Mm-hmm.
00:27:35Life is gonna be tough
00:27:37being the wife
00:27:39or girlfriend of you
00:27:41because you,
00:27:43you know,
00:27:44you have some fame.
00:27:46but I'm willing to do that
00:27:47for you.
00:27:48So I enjoy our time together.
00:27:51I enjoy you,
00:27:52your soul
00:27:54and everything.
00:27:55So,
00:27:57I feel like when I first met you
00:27:58at the airport
00:27:59all over again.
00:28:00Right when we were both nervous
00:28:01and all giggly
00:28:02and...
00:28:03Yeah.
00:28:04That's the moment
00:28:05I realized,
00:28:06yeah,
00:28:07this is real.
00:28:08Mm-hmm.
00:28:10Babe,
00:28:12I want you to know
00:28:14that I'm grateful
00:28:16to have you here in Belize,
00:28:18that you took time out,
00:28:19come all the way
00:28:20to my country
00:28:21to meet me.
00:28:22Mm-hmm.
00:28:23I'm grateful that
00:28:23you're staying by my side
00:28:25through everything.
00:28:26And every day
00:28:27was something new,
00:28:28good and bad.
00:28:29Literally.
00:28:29All through those moments,
00:28:31like I just keep,
00:28:32I kept on falling for you
00:28:34and falling for you.
00:28:36Right?
00:28:40I want you to know
00:28:41that I love you.
00:28:48Oh.
00:28:49I feel like I fell in love
00:28:50on the shirt.
00:28:51Like, for real,
00:28:52for real, babe.
00:28:53I love you, too.
00:28:56Hello?
00:28:56Mm-hmm.
00:28:58Sure?
00:28:59Mm-hmm.
00:29:00Okay.
00:29:03Aw.
00:29:04Aw.
00:29:04Aw.
00:29:06Aw.
00:29:06Aw.
00:29:06Aw.
00:29:07Aw.
00:29:07I said it.
00:29:08It was a big day.
00:29:09I said I love you
00:29:10the first time.
00:29:12Doviva.
00:29:15Ooh.
00:29:18And she said it back,
00:29:20which is, which is good.
00:29:21That's a good thing.
00:29:23Over the past couple of days
00:29:25with everything that we went through
00:29:27got me scared.
00:29:29I may not have handled myself
00:29:30perfectly in the past,
00:29:32but I know for sure
00:29:33I don't want to lose Aviva.
00:29:35That would break my heart.
00:29:38I was waiting for the right moment.
00:29:39I didn't want you to feel
00:29:40like I don't.
00:29:41I know you were probably
00:29:42questioning it in your mind.
00:29:43I was.
00:29:45What'd I do?
00:29:46Mm.
00:29:46And I've definitely been waiting
00:29:48for you to say it.
00:29:51Saying I love you means a lot.
00:29:53It's a big, crucial moment
00:29:55in a relationship,
00:29:55and it's special to me.
00:29:59But at the same time,
00:30:01I have only a few more days
00:30:02left in Belize.
00:30:04So I am hoping that
00:30:06him saying I love you
00:30:07means we are closer
00:30:08to a proposal
00:30:10because I want to be engaged
00:30:12before the end of the trip.
00:30:13And I hope that's
00:30:14what he wants, too.
00:30:22I love you.
00:30:23I love you, too.
00:30:25Mm-hmm.
00:30:48I love you.
00:31:01I'm not going to have to wave.
00:31:12Is there sharks in the water?
00:31:13Could be.
00:31:14There very could be, but we're going to be stuck.
00:31:16Way, way, way out.
00:31:17Okay.
00:31:18They don't like Americans.
00:31:20Perfect.
00:31:21I decided to book a surfing lesson for Elise and I today because it's Bondi.
00:31:26It's Australia.
00:31:26It's surfing.
00:31:27That's what we're known for.
00:31:29I feel like this is so ugly.
00:31:32Yeah.
00:31:33It's not the best.
00:31:36I think it'll be a good reset for us to, you know, get in the water, do something active,
00:31:41you know, taking our mind off, you know, the last night and Nat and me living with her
00:31:45and Elise freaking out this morning.
00:31:48Let's just all wash it away in the waves, you know?
00:31:51I don't think I'm going to do well, but...
00:31:54That doesn't matter.
00:31:54As long as you're having fun.
00:31:57Wait.
00:32:02Oh, my God.
00:32:06Let's go, baby.
00:32:08Josh looks like he's actually surfing.
00:32:10Catching all the waves.
00:32:12And here I look like a hot mess.
00:32:20Oh, my God.
00:32:26Oh, my God.
00:32:28Oh, my God.
00:32:31Have you ever taken a girl surfing?
00:32:33No, I've never taken a girl surfing.
00:32:34So that's a first.
00:32:40Oh, my God.
00:32:43So I've cherry popped.
00:32:44Mm-hmm.
00:32:45Red for cherry popping.
00:32:48Oh.
00:32:49Oh.
00:32:51Oh.
00:32:53This is not my birthday.
00:33:02You won't try any fish?
00:33:04No.
00:33:04Okay.
00:33:05Well, I told you I don't like fish
00:33:07and you brought me that fish, please.
00:33:09What's chicken snitchel?
00:33:11Chicken snitty.
00:33:12Oh.
00:33:12What?
00:33:12You should get that chicken snitchel.
00:33:14Chicken burger as well?
00:33:15We have one of each.
00:33:16We'll try.
00:33:17Okay.
00:33:20Awesome.
00:33:21Can we get tomato and aioli, please?
00:33:24Like ketchup?
00:33:25Yeah.
00:33:26Yeah.
00:33:26Oh, that's what you call?
00:33:27That's tomato, yeah.
00:33:27Yeah.
00:33:28Wait, so you call tomato is ketchup?
00:33:31Yes.
00:33:31Tomato is ketchup.
00:33:32What?
00:33:35So besides what happened this morning,
00:33:38today has been a really good day.
00:33:42And I'm happy he's taking me out
00:33:43with something chill, something fun.
00:33:45This is like what I want
00:33:46my Saturday nights to be like.
00:33:49Wow.
00:33:50How do you even fight into this?
00:33:52You're going to have a big mouth.
00:33:53I have a small mouth.
00:33:54Oh.
00:33:56Share, right.
00:33:57I know, I swear.
00:33:58Do you?
00:33:58I do, yes.
00:34:00You just like this.
00:34:05Oh, my God.
00:34:06Hold it.
00:34:08It's falling.
00:34:10Oh, my God.
00:34:12Look at you, Mike.
00:34:17Oh.
00:34:20I am a mess.
00:34:23What do you think?
00:34:24Good?
00:34:24I think it was great.
00:34:25The biggest sandwich I've ever had.
00:34:33What's on your mind?
00:34:38I wish you could stay longer.
00:34:40Longer?
00:34:41Mm.
00:34:41We've still got another, what, eight days?
00:34:43I already don't want you to leave.
00:34:45I don't want to leave either.
00:34:46I'm good.
00:34:47I'm glad.
00:34:49What's on your mind?
00:34:51Well, I mean, I, I believe that you have an amazing heart.
00:34:59It just worries me that I feel like your life's unstable.
00:35:04Like, there's so many question marks.
00:35:06Like, where are you going to live?
00:35:08The job situation.
00:35:09Like, everything.
00:35:10It just scares me.
00:35:15Like, this year's been, it's a year to forget for me, you know?
00:35:19My son leaving, you know, moving up far away from me.
00:35:25That did rattle me.
00:35:26And I sort of had him to look after, like, a lot more than I, than I do now.
00:35:32Yeah, you almost felt like a part of you probably was missing, so, like...
00:35:35Yeah, and, like, I just took, went around, went about it probably in a rebellious way.
00:35:45I love being a dad.
00:35:46But recently, my son and his mother and their family moved about an hour and a half away by plane.
00:35:53It was for a better family life for them.
00:35:56But I took it pretty hard.
00:35:58I started to spiral a bit and going out a lot to take my mind off things.
00:36:03But I know I need to make a change and calm down.
00:36:06And I've been working on myself.
00:36:08So, at least there's nothing to worry about.
00:36:11I've been in your position.
00:36:14I went on a wild streak, too.
00:36:17And I, I think I needed that to realize what I want and what I'm looking for.
00:36:22And, like, I needed to settle down.
00:36:24But what I'm really trying to get at, I've been taken advantage of in my past.
00:36:35Good luck.
00:36:37This is so bad.
00:36:38Can we finish this conversation in the car?
00:36:39Yeah, I think...
00:36:41It's like...
00:36:41Yeah, happily.
00:36:45Oof.
00:36:48Wow, turn on the car.
00:36:49I'm so cold.
00:36:52I feel like we're finally, like, having a good conversation.
00:36:55I want to finish it before we do anything else.
00:36:58Yeah, yeah.
00:37:01I have...
00:37:02My family has went through the ringers with my ex and, like, how my ex financially abused me and my
00:37:10family.
00:37:11Yeah.
00:37:12And it's like, these question marks make me feel like it's super unstable.
00:37:15And it's like, like, what's going to happen?
00:37:19Like, I don't know.
00:37:20You got that final warning at work.
00:37:23And it's like, you, like, lied to me that you, about living at Nat's and the...
00:37:28You've said what?
00:37:29But, like, what am I, like, you think I'm leeching?
00:37:32Nat's helping you out.
00:37:33And I've been used in the past with money.
00:37:35Like, I don't know if you're going to be using me for money.
00:37:38Well, why would I when I'm using Nat?
00:37:45It seems like you're getting so defensive with just, like...
00:37:48I'm just sick of the peppering and peppering, peppering.
00:37:50Like, you're flogging the same horse, like...
00:37:52Because when I get a warning like that, when you send me...
00:37:55It happened, but now I still have a job.
00:37:57Okay, but it makes me worried that you could be using me.
00:38:01Well, how would I use you?
00:38:03I don't know if you don't have a job.
00:38:04What have I made you pay for when you've been here?
00:38:07It doesn't matter.
00:38:08I'm just...
00:38:09Okay.
00:38:09Well, that's stupid.
00:38:13And if you think that, then, you know, I would not expect anything less than you wanting to go.
00:38:19So, please, please let me know.
00:38:22Because...
00:38:23Come on, plan that again.
00:38:24Come on, plan that again.
00:38:54Come on, plan that again.
00:39:23after knocking.
00:39:33Did you sleep well?
00:39:36I'm fine.
00:39:37It was a little hot, but, you know.
00:39:39I know. I know that.
00:39:41I'm sorry.
00:39:42I know.
00:39:44Waking up with Rick in the bunk bed
00:39:48seems like we are siblings.
00:39:50I don't know.
00:39:51We should take a shower and go join them, please.
00:39:56But I'm glad Rick agreed to stay in a different bed.
00:40:01He's showing that he does respect my father,
00:40:04and I like that.
00:40:09Oh, baby. I can't believe you.
00:40:11So you're gonna walk out like this?
00:40:13Make sure it's not gonna fall.
00:40:15Nobody see nothing. Look. I'm all covered up.
00:40:18Let's go.
00:40:20Let's go.
00:40:22Let's go.
00:40:23Let's go.
00:40:25Let's go.
00:40:26Let's go.
00:40:26Let's go.
00:40:27Well, baby, this water is cold.
00:40:29Ha! You can survive.
00:40:32Woo-hoo!
00:40:33Woo-hoo-hoo!
00:40:35Baby!
00:40:40Village life is definitely not the life for me,
00:40:43and I think Trish's family is picking up on that.
00:40:48Oh!
00:40:49I'd like to think that they can also see that I'm trying.
00:40:55Woo-hoo!
00:40:56Oh, look at me.
00:40:58Malangran bali.
00:41:01Malangran bali?
00:41:02Mm-mm.
00:41:06It's fine.
00:41:08The most cold, baby.
00:41:10I realized that they weren't too happy with my indecisiveness about whether I want kids or not,
00:41:18but I'm glad that they're still willing to keep on getting to know me,
00:41:23and I hope they can see I am a good partner for Trish.
00:41:29Oh!
00:41:32Oh!
00:41:33Oh!
00:41:34Oh, oh!
00:41:35Oh, wow!
00:41:36Oh, wow!
00:41:36Oh, wow!
00:41:36Oh, wow!
00:41:37Oh, wow!
00:41:40They're preparing something.
00:41:42Like, for the lunch.
00:41:44And the leaves, and...
00:41:46What kind of leaves are those, babe?
00:41:48It's cassava leaves.
00:41:50You remember when we ate somewhere on the street?
00:41:53We tried, then it's...
00:41:55Oh!
00:41:55No, no, the bitter ones?
00:41:58I don't know, baby.
00:42:06Who wants to talk with me?
00:42:11Do you know how to...
00:42:14Yeah, you should have them.
00:42:25Do you want?
00:42:30I got one.
00:42:55The other hand is doing the job.
00:42:57No matter how they work.
00:43:02A lot of people are getting back to me.
00:43:06I can't ask a person if they're at home,
00:43:08but they're getting back and forth.
00:43:14It's been a very difficult time.
00:43:16What am I doing now?
00:43:17What the hell is that?
00:43:19We don't know what to do in a way of driving the car.
00:43:22We can't even walk the car.
00:43:25The family that is with us.
00:43:27We are going to live in the house.
00:43:31My family and myself are the only ones that are alive.
00:43:35My family is a good family.
00:43:40I have been told to many of them.
00:43:42and to help us in order to help us.
00:43:46They still have to survive.
00:43:48These are other things like me.
00:43:52It was all about the elders and the elders who felt like this to me.
00:44:00They would just tell me to come in and tell me that I was not born until the teacher knew
00:44:07it but my father was worried.
00:44:11I knew it meant that he lived up.
00:44:17But that's what he loved.
00:44:18We were like, oh, okay, if you wish.
00:44:19We were like, oh, oh, oh.
00:44:36He scares me a lot, because I don't know how to convince Rick to have a baby.
00:44:44Even though he hurt me so much, it's hard for me to lose Rick.
00:44:48He's a good man, and I love him so much, but I love my family also.
00:44:57So if he doesn't want a child, we have to break up, and that will break my heart.
00:45:06I don't want that.
00:45:12And Laura, I know, plays pickleball in the evening.
00:45:15She kayaks 30 miles with me.
00:45:18You're considering yourself as best friends?
00:45:21Yeah.
00:45:21Yeah.
00:45:22So why didn't you fall in love with each other?
00:45:25I don't have an answer for that.
00:45:28Yeah.
00:45:38Are you watching soccer?
00:45:40No.
00:45:41I used to watch tennis when I was younger, but, and then baseball, but I don't watch
00:45:45any sport anymore.
00:45:46I never understand baseball.
00:45:49It's more fun to me than soccer.
00:46:01Okay.
00:46:02It looks like we're here.
00:46:03This is my hotel.
00:46:04Tell me right back, okay?
00:46:05Okay.
00:46:07Huh.
00:46:09Yeah.
00:46:09Yeah.
00:46:10Michael arrived earlier today, and now he's got to go check into his hotel before we go
00:46:17and see more of the city.
00:46:19I'm glad that Birkon was willing to spend time with him.
00:46:24Okay.
00:46:25I love keeping my enemy's clothes.
00:46:30I don't believe in the .
00:46:34But at the same time, I feel like Birkon's trying to act like he's some kind of tough guy.
00:46:39And I don't like that because not only do I want Birkon to end up liking Michael, but
00:46:45I need Michael to approve of my relationship with Birkon, and Birkon's making that really
00:46:51difficult right now.
00:46:53I don't think he's giving you .
00:46:55I think he's trying really hard to be nice to you so that, you know, we can all kind
00:47:01of get along.
00:47:01I think he's worried, understandably so, that you're going to make me choose between
00:47:08you or him.
00:47:09Look, I'm going to give that guy a chance and nothing more.
00:47:13Good job.
00:47:14I appreciate that, honestly.
00:47:17Okay.
00:47:28This is cute and cozy.
00:47:30Really nice.
00:47:31Yep, it is.
00:47:46So, this morning, I was acting like a bastard to you, and you didn't respond to me that way.
00:47:56You just tried to communicate.
00:47:57Mm-hmm.
00:47:58And I'm sorry.
00:48:01I appreciate that, Birkon.
00:48:03And I want you to understand what is my intentions about this relationship and to get to know each
00:48:11other.
00:48:12So, I can tell everything about me because I am proud of the life I live.
00:48:19How much have you told him what we've talked about?
00:48:22I mean, like, the things that you and I talked about, like the debt, he and I have talked
00:48:28about it extensively.
00:48:29Mm-hmm.
00:48:29Well, Birkon, tell me more about your debt.
00:48:35I have three places.
00:48:37Like this.
00:48:38Coffee.
00:48:39Okay.
00:48:41And Corona hit.
00:48:42I lost my places.
00:48:44Last four years.
00:48:46Everything just up.
00:48:48I couldn't handle it because I had no connections.
00:48:51You couldn't find the right job.
00:48:52Even after I sell everything I had, I had 50K debt.
00:49:00Okay.
00:49:01So, this isn't gambling debt then?
00:49:04Yeah.
00:49:04Exactly.
00:49:05Gambling is only a way for me to make money.
00:49:10I get that people think about gambling is, it is like blindly giving money.
00:49:17Mm-hmm.
00:49:18But I'm not an idiot and I know the system.
00:49:24When to play, when to withdraw.
00:49:27And you say your system...
00:49:28Yeah.
00:49:29...earns you money.
00:49:30Yeah.
00:49:33I don't see gambling being a way of surviving a source of income.
00:49:38It's...
00:49:38It doesn't work.
00:49:40And gambling is infinitely more accessible in the States than it is in Turkey.
00:49:44We have a casino 10 minutes up the road.
00:49:47And all he needs is a car.
00:49:49And he's off to, uh, to win, I guess.
00:49:52And I'm sure Laura would like help paying the rent rather than supporting him.
00:49:57I don't want to speak ill of a man that she likes.
00:50:02But I, I can't see it.
00:50:04I just, I don't see it working.
00:50:06So, I'd like to ask another question.
00:50:09I'm just kind of curious.
00:50:10Laura, you get up at 4 a.m. and Deercon, you go to bed at 4 a.m.
00:50:144 a.m.
00:50:16Yeah, exactly.
00:50:16How is this going to work?
00:50:18Yeah.
00:50:18Laura, I know, loves to work out at 4 a.m. and has done wonders for her.
00:50:22She plays pickleball in the evening.
00:50:24She kayaks 30 miles with me.
00:50:27Well, you guys have your system there.
00:50:30Uh, I will try to involve every part of her life.
00:50:36The recommendation is that you marry your best friend.
00:50:40Usually your best friend is someone that you spend time with all the time.
00:50:43You have the same interests.
00:50:45You, you want to be with each other.
00:50:47Right.
00:50:49Okay.
00:50:50I'm gonna ask just one question.
00:50:53You're considering yourself as best friends?
00:50:57Yeah.
00:50:59So, why didn't you fall in love with each other?
00:51:12I don't have an answer for that.
00:51:16Yeah.
00:51:23I don't even know how to respond, because there's more to my romantic history with Michael
00:51:30people than what I've told BeerCon.
00:51:34So, two people, no answers.
00:51:39But you should know that I will fight.
00:51:45And nothing can over this relationship.
00:51:48You should know that.
00:51:54I'm so hungry.
00:51:56Mm-hmm.
00:51:57You have a pregnancy craving?
00:51:59Maybe.
00:52:01I haven't gotten my period yet.
00:52:03Mm-hmm.
00:52:04How would you feel if I was?
00:52:08Uncle, please.
00:52:09Please, sir.
00:52:10I love her with all my hats.
00:52:15What's in the problem?
00:52:17What's the weekend?
00:52:18I'm lying.
00:52:19And we know the consequences.
00:52:26You're a good one.
00:52:27I don't want to see her.
00:52:29I'm getting you back here.
00:52:30I wish her to meet her.
00:52:31I want to know her.
00:52:39I don't want to see her.
00:52:41I don't know her.
00:52:43I want to know her.
00:52:44Say hi, baby.
00:52:48How are you, Reina?
00:52:49I want to have you.
00:52:50I just can't get enough, ooh, I got it, it's flowing in my blood, I just can't get enough.
00:53:02You're here, guys.
00:53:05We only have a few days left, sadly, but we deserve an actual nice getaway.
00:53:11Welcome to Cassia Hill.
00:53:13My name is Marisol.
00:53:14Nice to meet you, Marisol.
00:53:15I'm hoping that the rest of the trip is not like the first half or more than half.
00:53:21So I've arranged a beautiful romantic getaway in San Ignacio.
00:53:27So pretty.
00:53:29Love all the trees.
00:53:32San Ignacio, the west side is amazing.
00:53:34The scenery is beautiful, it's like a jungle.
00:53:38Don't get me wrong, I love the beach, but this is really pretty, too.
00:53:42I'm in love with her, and I'm excited about the future.
00:53:48Wow.
00:53:49Here you go.
00:53:51What do you like?
00:53:52Yes.
00:53:53Aw.
00:53:54All the flowers.
00:53:55So romantic.
00:53:59I assume you said this.
00:54:01Anything for you.
00:54:03Okay, babe.
00:54:04Next one, deep now.
00:54:05Ready?
00:54:06Yes.
00:54:06Ooh.
00:54:07Welcome to the racha-cha-cha.
00:54:15Belize is very diverse.
00:54:17It's a melting pot.
00:54:18So, since we're in San Ignacio, I want to take Aviva to one of these small little villages
00:54:23to see the Mayan culture.
00:54:26I'm not Mayan, right?
00:54:27But as a Belizean, we are very, very proud of the rich Mayan history in this town.
00:54:32So, I signed me and Aviva up for a cooking class, making some Mayan food.
00:54:38Hi.
00:54:38Good afternoon.
00:54:39Welcome to our kitchen.
00:54:41I'm Stig.
00:54:42Nice to meet you.
00:54:43Nice to meet you.
00:54:43So, we are here in the Mayan kitchen.
00:54:46And over here, we have the corn.
00:54:49The corn is the main staple for the Mayas.
00:54:53There was no wheat.
00:54:54There was only corn.
00:54:56And this stone here, it's been used for over 500 years for grinding the corn.
00:55:01Okay?
00:55:02We press it, and then it breaks.
00:55:06So, that is how we start making masa.
00:55:10You can come over.
00:55:15I miss you, Mayan.
00:55:21Okay.
00:55:25Yes.
00:55:26Exactly.
00:55:27I'll let you to grind the corn here, and I'll go get the other things that we need for
00:55:33the meal.
00:55:33Okay?
00:55:34Enjoy.
00:55:34Enjoy.
00:55:37You want to try?
00:55:38Let me try with you.
00:55:39Okay.
00:55:41Teamwork makes the dream work, babe.
00:55:42Ah, you're going to...
00:55:43Oh, you're sorry.
00:55:45Oh, my little chef.
00:55:55This is kind of turning me on.
00:55:59Oh, babe.
00:56:00Oh.
00:56:03Babe, I think it's...
00:56:04Yeah.
00:56:04I think it's done.
00:56:05Yeah.
00:56:06Oh.
00:56:08Come, come, come.
00:56:12I did not know.
00:56:14Rolling soccer in 30, yeah.
00:56:16Could be sexy.
00:56:17Yeah, yeah.
00:56:19My girl in front of me rolling the little corn making tortillas, and I'm moving right on.
00:56:25Right, when it done.
00:56:26You know?
00:56:28What?
00:56:29Okay, so we have the dough here.
00:56:30As I press, I turn it, and this is where we will be making our tortillas.
00:56:36This is a clay comal.
00:56:38Perfect.
00:56:40All right.
00:56:40Let me know how it tastes.
00:56:45Mmm.
00:56:46Really good.
00:56:48Okay, over here, we have the roasted chicken.
00:56:52Oh, my gosh.
00:56:52That looks so good.
00:56:56Babe, this is great.
00:56:59Mm-hmm.
00:57:00I never tried this.
00:57:02You never tried it?
00:57:03Nope.
00:57:04But the meat, you tried the meat?
00:57:06Mm-hmm.
00:57:06You could taste the smoke from the fire.
00:57:07From the fire, yeah.
00:57:09Yeah.
00:57:09It was super fun.
00:57:11I am.
00:57:11Mm-hmm.
00:57:12You think you could do this by yourself?
00:57:13Without help?
00:57:14Yeah.
00:57:16You remember all the steps?
00:57:17Mm-hmm.
00:57:19I'm so hungry.
00:57:21Mm-hmm.
00:57:22You have pregnancy cravings?
00:57:27Maybe.
00:57:29Mm-hmm.
00:57:29It's possible.
00:57:31Mm-hmm.
00:57:35Babe, when is your period due?
00:57:42I'm not really sure, because it's super irregular.
00:57:45But it's usually around this time.
00:57:50Even though we started using protection since we left San Pedro,
00:57:54we had plenty of sex without a condom the first few days I got here.
00:57:58And I haven't gotten my period yet.
00:58:02It is scary thinking I could be pregnant.
00:58:04But it is what I was hoping for, and it's what we discussed before I got here.
00:58:09So maybe it's a good thing.
00:58:11Do you want to take a test?
00:58:15I think we should.
00:58:16Hmm.
00:58:17Because I don't want you to just go back and be like, hey, I'm pregnant.
00:58:21Mm-hmm.
00:58:21Like, I would at least want to know.
00:58:24How would you feel if I was?
00:58:28Honestly?
00:58:30Excited.
00:58:32For real, if we were pregnant.
00:58:34Would you be excited?
00:58:34Yes, I would.
00:58:35Really?
00:58:36What happened?
00:58:37You wanted to use condoms, and now you'd be excited.
00:58:40You changed your mind?
00:58:41Again?
00:58:43Honestly, thinking about everything.
00:58:45I want a future with you.
00:58:47We're thinking about the future.
00:58:48Hmm.
00:58:50I'd be happy, and I know we could figure it out.
00:58:54So, should we pick up a test on the way back to the room?
00:58:58Maybe we should, yes.
00:59:00Ah!
00:59:01I know, right?
00:59:01Nervous.
00:59:06I mean, it could change our entire lives.
00:59:12There's a chance that I could actually be pregnant.
00:59:15So, we definitely have a lot to figure out.
00:59:18It is a big risk that we took, but I do take it very, very serious.
00:59:24Yeah.
00:59:38He said, leave me alone. I don't want to see you anymore. I have a fiance.
00:59:42What the ?
01:00:01Well...
01:00:05What the ?
01:00:06If he had a fiance, then why did he tell me to come here yesterday?
01:00:10today. He literally called me and said he wanted to see me, asked if I was there. He
01:00:18said, I don't want to hear from you anymore. I'm so done. I'm done. I'm done. Everything
01:00:31about this trip has been . Like, it's just a waste of my time. He made me come
01:00:38all the way down here. He invited me to Casablanca just to tell me he has a fiancée. Like, what
01:00:45the ? Then why did you make me come here?
01:00:56I'm just so done with these pieces of man. And I just, I deserve better than that. Like,
01:01:01how dare Zia dump me and leave me alone in the desert, Mohammed standing me up. Like,
01:01:06I'm just so over it. Such a waste of my money. Such a waste of everything. Mohammed can go
01:01:12himself. And like, how, how does Mohammed get engaged? I'm still single, but Mohammed is engaged.
01:01:20In what world? Literally in what world? I wish his fiancée luck because I know she's probably
01:01:28going bankrupt with all the money she's sending him, everything she's doing to support him,
01:01:33all the gifts for him and his family, because that's exactly what happened to me. So I honestly
01:01:37wish her luck and him. him, the Ed, Mohammed, both of them. I was not meant to find love here.
01:02:03I know someone's going to meet me and someone's going to love me and someone's going to appreciate
01:02:08everything that I do and the person that I am. I just want to go home now.
01:02:19this ring and everything that it represented. Cause I don't need it anymore. And I will find love
01:02:30somewhere else. I'm done.
01:02:57I've caught him in a few lies. He's actually living with this girl.
01:03:02rent free. I don't think you need to be drastic about it. I think you should slow your roll and
01:03:08judge less. She said that she'd be scared that I might take advantage of it. Like she's been
01:03:13taking advantage of it. It's just emasculating. Like it just pisses me off. You reckon it's
01:03:19going to be a deal breaker or?
01:03:25We used to talk late every night. Till it felt like something wasn't right. When you got caught waiting on
01:03:37the other line.
01:03:42Oh. Joshy. Hi brother. How are you? Good. What's going on? What's happening? You could have just in time for
01:03:48a terrible workout.
01:03:56Where's Elyse? She's back in the apartment. Why? Cranky? It's been a bit of quiet day. You know?
01:04:07It is such a mess in here. Where's Josh? I don't know. I think he might be working out with
01:04:16Chris.
01:04:18It was last night a little rough. Yeah. We slept in different rooms. Didn't have sex. Didn't speak.
01:04:27I'm just going to take a little breather here and try and clear my head.
01:04:34Last night I wanted to explain to Joshua about me getting used in my past and like just wanting to
01:04:40open
01:04:40up and gauge where he is financially. But he just got like really defensive and we didn't really get
01:04:45anywhere productive in the conversation. I could tell that he was pretty offended but I don't know him
01:04:52a hundred percent. So it gives me a right to ask questions and make sure that he doesn't use people
01:04:58for money. Hi. Hi. How are you? Can I please order the mile high? Yeah of course. I'm looking for
01:05:07stability
01:05:07and right now his life is completely unstable. And that scares me to death because I've been here before.
01:05:17When I was 19 I met the love of my life. He was like really funny and smart and athletic
01:05:26and charming.
01:05:28He genuinely treated me like a queen. I loved him so much. Sometimes I was a bitch but like I've
01:05:36always loved him.
01:05:38I moved to Florida with him. We got engaged and I was like so excited about my future and like
01:05:45getting married
01:05:46and having kids and um one morning I woke up and my life was completely shattered. Like completely shattered
01:05:54and he was gone. He passed away from struggles that I had no idea about.
01:06:08It broke me and it was so scary and hard at such a young age. I had just got to
01:06:14Florida and I just got engaged
01:06:15and I thought like my forever was gone you know. And it made me not be able to trust anyone
01:06:24ever again.
01:06:27And now with Josh between the lies and the instability it's just super scary.
01:06:40Hi pumpkin. Hi dad. Hi mom. I miss you guys. You're my little kangaroo. Yeah. I haven't seen a kangaroo
01:06:50yet
01:06:50but I'm still hoping I get to see one. Give us the tea. What's going on? I mean it's overall
01:06:57it's been
01:06:58really good. And I really like him. Like we have this insane connection but I'm very worried about
01:07:05his finances and I've caught him in a few lies about his living situation.
01:07:15What do you think he's lying about? He told me he was living with his parents but right now he's
01:07:22actually living with this girl named Nat.
01:07:27Oh.
01:07:35We got heated in the car. Just about the whole you know her calling me a liar and saying Nat's
01:07:40got a financial hold on me.
01:07:42You know. When she really doesn't like she offered me a place to stay right.
01:07:48I think there's something there that's sort of you know I don't think she'll be able to get past you
01:07:53know.
01:07:54Maybe the...
01:07:55Is it Nat? Is that the thing she might be able to do? There's something there.
01:07:58Maybe the closeness of it you know. But yeah like she's jealous.
01:08:04I feel like she's being a bit insecure and she has no reason to be.
01:08:08I hate jealousy in a relationship. It aided me last relationship so it really wore me down.
01:08:13It really made me miserable. I don't want to go through that again.
01:08:16And I don't think I'm unreasonable in asking for that.
01:08:20I'm not jealous of her. I don't think there's sexual chemistry.
01:08:24What I am pissed about is that there's an emotional connection. There's something going on.
01:08:29He told me he's living there rent free. I think she has a financial choke hold on him like no
01:08:35other because...
01:08:36I don't think you need to be drastic about it.
01:08:39Then what about if he uses me for money?
01:08:42You know, I hear what you're saying but it's a little early to say that.
01:08:46You just met him. You don't even know the facts.
01:08:49We know you look for more negatives.
01:08:53Yes. I'd like to hear like the other stuff about him.
01:08:57He's such a nice person. Like he really has a huge heart.
01:09:01And you can see that like he genuinely likes me. Like he made me his background on his phone.
01:09:07He did.
01:09:07Okay. Well, that's right.
01:09:08Did you push him to do that?
01:09:10No, I did not.
01:09:12Are you sure?
01:09:12I'm trying to get cool, calm and collected here. I swear.
01:09:14We don't really sound like cool, calm and collected when you use words like I caught him in a lie.
01:09:19You know, this, that, the other thing.
01:09:21I think you should slow your roll and discover more and judge less.
01:09:25You know, what you're going to do is push him back.
01:09:28He's not going to even want to open up or tell you his thoughts or how he's feeling to you
01:09:33because he's afraid that you're going to, you know, hurt him or trigger him.
01:09:39And interrogate him.
01:09:40Interrogate or accuse him.
01:09:44I'm actually shocked that my parents are being so positive about Josh considering everything that's happened.
01:09:51I mean, maybe I pushed him a little bit too much last night.
01:09:55I do have a habit of comparing him to my exes or my past relationships.
01:09:59And maybe that is something I need to work on.
01:10:01But I still feel like in my gut, something's not right.
01:10:09Some of the, some of the way she's, some of the things she says is just like, they cut me
01:10:13deep.
01:10:14But, um, when she said that she'd be scared that I might, you know, sort of take advantage of it,
01:10:18like she's been taking advantage of the past.
01:10:20And it's just emasculating, like just the way she says it, you know, it just pisses me off.
01:10:26It's getting to the point where just constantly like I'm a punching bag.
01:10:32You reckon it's going to be a deal breaker or?
01:10:36Possibly.
01:10:39You can't just deal with that for the next God knows how long.
01:10:46I feel like, you know, she's, she's projecting her past relationships onto me and, um, it makes me angry and
01:10:52upset that she thinks I would use her for money.
01:10:54She's attacking my integrity.
01:10:56Elise is poking and prodding and refusing to believe me.
01:11:00No matter what I say, it's never enough.
01:11:03I don't want to be in a relationship like that.
01:11:11I am begging for your forgiveness.
01:11:13Because I did not mean to lie to you.
01:11:15Forgiveness, forgiveness. How many times have I been forgive you?
01:11:18I will do whatever you suggest to make this work.
01:11:39It's okay, it's okay.
01:11:52This, uh, crying cannot solve the problem.
01:11:56No, sir.
01:11:58Lisa, you always hear crocodile tears.
01:12:01You say one thing and do another thing.
01:12:04Uncle, you know you're my elder.
01:12:08She's a woman I love.
01:12:10And I want to marry her.
01:12:18What do I tell my people at home?
01:12:21What do I tell them at home?
01:12:23I cannot change the past.
01:12:25I have made lots of mistakes in the past.
01:12:28But that is not who I am anymore.
01:12:30I won't face any consequence that must be faced.
01:12:37Daniel is the man I'm supposed to be with.
01:12:40I won't leave it without Daniel.
01:12:49No.
01:12:50Tomorrow, you may go back to your vomit.
01:12:54That's my word.
01:12:56Tomorrow, I may hear another story.
01:12:58No. No.
01:13:00I can promise you.
01:13:02I'm done lying.
01:13:03I am done hiding truth.
01:13:07This is it.
01:13:08That's why you are here.
01:13:09So I can tell you everything.
01:13:11And beg forgiveness.
01:13:13Uncle.
01:13:14Uncle, I'm not God.
01:13:16No, you're not.
01:13:17I'm not God.
01:13:17But I am begging for your forgiveness.
01:13:20Because I did not mean to lie to you.
01:13:22How many times I will forgive you?
01:13:26I won't do it again.
01:13:28I will do whatever you suggest to make this work.
01:13:35Uncle.
01:13:38Uncle, please.
01:13:40Please, sir.
01:13:41I love her with all my heart.
01:13:43I've never bring a woman to my family, to you or my dad.
01:13:48I want to spend the rest of my life with her.
01:13:50I can go on my knees.
01:13:52Please.
01:13:55Um, is there a way we can solve this?
01:13:59Please.
01:14:02If there's a way, please help.
01:14:08You insist in marrying her, huh?
01:14:11That's what I want.
01:14:12Please, sir.
01:14:13Please.
01:14:16I'm not a thief, please.
01:14:17I think you know that.
01:14:18I know, sir.
01:14:19It's not within my powers to forgive a sort of abominable act.
01:14:26Because of this has mistakes.
01:14:28We have to consult the spiritual leaders and the elders.
01:14:33And they will be the ones to tell if the marriage will hold or not.
01:14:39But my uncle has to be willing to go talk to them.
01:14:44I feel nervous.
01:14:45Because as he stands now, I don't know what my uncle is going to do.
01:14:53I feel nervous.
01:14:55I feel nervous.
01:14:56And you know the consequences.
01:14:57You're so nervous.
01:15:27Thank you, sir.
01:15:45After everything that happened, I'm so relieved that uncle is willing to take it to the next step.
01:15:52But meeting with the priest and elders, what if they don't accept me and Daniel being together?
01:15:58What if nothing I do makes my lives better?
01:16:02I only have one more day in Nigeria, and I want to leave here knowing that Daniel and I can
01:16:07get married.
01:16:08I'm so scared because I feel like I have no control over what's going to happen.
01:16:18You know, when Laura told me more about you, I was concerned.
01:16:22He's Hamill, he's got Zett.
01:16:23This guy's a Zedby.
01:16:26Just be honest.
01:16:27Tell me you love her.
01:16:49Good morning.
01:16:51Good morning.
01:16:52Do you have laundry you want me to do?
01:16:53No, I'm good.
01:16:55Are you sure?
01:16:56I washed, yeah.
01:16:57You did your own?
01:16:58Yeah.
01:16:59Oh.
01:17:00Okay.
01:17:02Things were a bit awkward after our conversation at the shisha bar.
01:17:06Michael was pretty jet-lagged, so we dropped him back off at his hotel.
01:17:11And before we parted ways, Birkon suggested that he and Michael hang out today on their own without me, and
01:17:19Michael agreed.
01:17:21So what are you going to do today?
01:17:23Like, what are you planning on talking to him about?
01:17:25Time will tell, and I can tell you before I got there, and we're going to play some pool.
01:17:34I wish I could go.
01:17:36Yep.
01:17:37But sorry.
01:17:38It's not going to happen.
01:17:39You get the chance to one-on-one talk with him.
01:17:43Now it is my chance.
01:17:47I'm getting to know him.
01:17:49At least I can do for you.
01:17:52On the one hand, I'm kind of glad that Birkon's reaching out to Michael and actually trying to have some
01:18:00conversation with him.
01:18:01He's one of the most important people in my life, so I'm hoping that they can find some common ground
01:18:08for my sake,
01:18:10and then Birkon will realize that he doesn't really have anything to worry about.
01:18:15Okay.
01:18:16Your body is waiting.
01:18:19But I'm concerned that there's actually an underlying motive,
01:18:23and that maybe he's trying to figure out more about my relationship with Michael.
01:18:29Have fun.
01:18:30Be careful.
01:18:30Okay.
01:18:41I haven't played pool in years.
01:18:44Yeah.
01:18:44I care about this as a practice.
01:18:50What are your thoughts about turkey?
01:18:52Are you enjoying?
01:18:53I am, actually.
01:18:54It's very nice morning.
01:18:55Very sunny.
01:18:56But I'm glad we're meeting one-on-one.
01:18:58Yeah.
01:19:01Yesterday, I asked Laura and Michael, why aren't they in a relationship, and they both couldn't answer.
01:19:10Makes me suspicious.
01:19:12Maybe something is going on between them.
01:19:20I don't think Laura will ever tell me the whole truth.
01:19:24That's why I need to talk to Michael alone.
01:19:29I want to know everything.
01:19:34Show off.
01:19:36Yeah.
01:19:37Yeah.
01:19:37Happens.
01:19:40So I had some time to think yesterday, after I got back to my hotel.
01:19:45What are your thoughts?
01:19:47You know, when Laura told me more about you, I was concerned.
01:19:50I was concerned that, I don't know.
01:19:53I was concerned that maybe you had ill intentions.
01:19:55I didn't know you.
01:19:57I'm like, he gambles.
01:19:58He's got that.
01:20:00This guy's a deadbeat.
01:20:03I get it.
01:20:04I don't know.
01:20:04I get the point.
01:20:08You care about her.
01:20:10That's why you flew all the way down here.
01:20:12Am I right?
01:20:15I'm right.
01:20:17If you want something, just go for it.
01:20:21You don't have to play games.
01:20:27Tell me you love her.
01:20:30Just be honest.
01:20:33Our guy time.
01:20:33Come on.
01:20:34Be honest.
01:20:41I mean, I've known her a year and a half, man.
01:20:43Yeah.
01:20:44If I was in love with her, I would have made a move.
01:20:51Yeah, you did.
01:20:53No.
01:20:54She wouldn't meet here with you if I had made a move.
01:20:58Dude, you made a move.
01:20:59You blow it.
01:20:59No, no, no, no, no, no.
01:21:01Laura made a move on me.
01:21:05A very strong move on me.
01:21:07One that you do not misunderstand.
01:21:11And I told her, I'm sorry.
01:21:12I cannot reciprocate.
01:21:13I cannot give that back to you.
01:21:19She made a move?
01:21:20She made a move on me.
01:21:22It was long before she met you, buddy.
01:21:24She made a move on me.
01:21:25Yeah.
01:21:26So I have said no, and I will continue to say no.
01:21:30Because that opportunity was there, and I chose not to take it.
01:21:41She never mentioned this before.
01:21:45And that is the real problem.
01:21:48And the problem is not because of you.
01:21:52The problem is because of her.
01:22:01I wasn't expecting that.
01:22:05I am thinking about sharing my life, and you are keeping secret from me?
01:22:12This is betrayal.
01:22:14And that leaves me this question.
01:22:17Am I an alternative?
01:22:20Because she couldn't get what she wanted.
01:22:26America, and I hope you understand it wasn't my intent to throw a wrench, as we say, into
01:22:31your relationship.
01:22:32Because I want you to understand that I'm not here to threaten you.
01:22:36I'm not here to pursue Laura and take her away from you.
01:22:40The point is, Michael, I believe you.
01:22:43That is the hard part.
01:22:46I believe you, and I don't believe Laura anymore.
01:22:49My trust is broken right now.
01:22:55There is one secret.
01:22:57There will be probably more.
01:23:00And this?
01:23:01This is more than a lie.
01:23:03This is an intentional deception.
01:23:05She kept something from me.
01:23:08And I don't know what is it going to be in the future, or is there going to be a
01:23:15future?
01:23:22Next time on, Before the 90 Days.
01:23:24Last night was more sloppy than I thought it would be.
01:23:30I am not a virgin anymore.
01:23:32It's way better than what I thought, okay?
01:23:34Me and my hand, I'm sorry.
01:23:35We're going to have to break up.
01:23:37How would you rate me?
01:23:38One to ten.
01:23:43I'm about to take this pregnancy test.
01:23:45Should we get it over with?
01:23:47Aviva is really hoping that she's pregnant.
01:23:49But if she's not, I'd be a little relief.
01:23:55Babe.
01:23:56Oh, my God.
01:24:00So much has happened in the last couple days.
01:24:02I think this has shown me I just want something different.
01:24:07Before I leave Morocco, there's just one last thing that I need to take care of.
01:24:15You know I'm going to have kids.
01:24:17My mom, she lived.
01:24:19I was just one year old.
01:24:21I know how important it is to Trish and her family.
01:24:25But I think the best solution is to ask her dad for more time.
01:24:30I love Trisha very, very much.
01:24:33I need more time.
01:24:43The chief priest says we have to do a cleansing to his shrine.
01:24:47Are you sure this is the right way?
01:24:49He can say that I can't be cleansed.
01:24:52And I will lose Daniel forever.
01:25:06Josh hasn't been transparent.
01:25:08The Nat situation has not cleared up, and that's lingering over us.
01:25:11I need to figure out once and for all what is going on.
01:25:16You guys are emotionally tied.
01:25:19Yeah, absolutely.
01:25:19So why the am I here?
01:25:21Is this just sexual?
01:25:23Why can I not have a friend?
01:25:24I think it's weird.
01:25:25I think it's weird.
01:25:26Hey, guys.
01:25:28Let me ask you guys all the question.
01:25:31Am I crazy?
01:25:32Or is my guy living with a girl and getting financially supported crazy?
01:25:37She's toxic.
01:25:38I'm sorry.
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