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00:00:00Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03My little chef.
00:00:05Oh, babe.
00:00:07Oh.
00:00:09You have pregnancy grievance?
00:00:11Even though we started using protection
00:00:13since we left San Pedro,
00:00:15we had plenty of sex without a condom
00:00:17the first few days I got here.
00:00:20Do you want to take a test?
00:00:21I think we should.
00:00:27The annual income for petitioners
00:00:29for K-1 visa is $26,500.
00:00:33And, you know, disability benefits
00:00:35is not an income.
00:00:38It's easier for me to stay here.
00:00:40We got the Filipino visa.
00:00:42I don't know if I can leave my family.
00:00:45But I don't want to be apart from you that long.
00:00:53I don't know if I can leave my family.
00:01:01I don't know if I can leave my family.
00:01:03I don't know if I can leave my family.
00:01:06I don't know if I can leave my family.
00:01:09Where is the honesty?
00:01:10Up to 20 something years with your fellow woman.
00:01:14This is an abomination.
00:01:18Is there a way we can solve this?
00:01:34You got that final warning at work,
00:01:37and Nat's helping you out.
00:01:39These question marks make me feel like it's super unstable.
00:01:42I'm just sick of the peppering and peppering, peppering.
00:01:44You're flogging the same all.
00:01:45It's like...
00:01:45Because when I get a warning like that,
00:01:48when you send me...
00:01:48It happened, but now I still have a job.
00:01:51Okay, but it makes me worried that you could be using me.
00:01:54If you think that, then I would not expect anything less
00:01:58than you wanting to go.
00:01:59So, please, please let me know.
00:02:09Are you kidding me?
00:02:11He said he has a f***ing fiancé.
00:02:16How dares he had dumped me and leave me alone in the desert?
00:02:20Muhammad standing me up.
00:02:21Like, I'm just so over it.
00:02:23F*** this ring!
00:02:24And f*** everything that it represented!
00:02:27I will find love somewhere else!
00:02:40It's all right.
00:02:42Gotta but well!
00:02:48It just breaks down!
00:02:50Cause that's not one of us.
00:02:51Now that I'm full ofスプーン
00:02:51and you just got star rooftop that you want.
00:02:52I know that I don't know.
00:02:52Yeah, we know that I like that
00:02:53but we must give you what you want.
00:02:54You're on, you're on
00:02:55Forever alone, I'm just feeling hangry, hangry bare
00:03:00When I'm hangry, I'm moody
00:03:02I see that
00:03:04Want some nuts?
00:03:07I feel like a chipmunk
00:03:11Yep, I'm a chipmunk chain
00:03:21I just want to stay here like this
00:03:26Yesterday, Sheena and I met up with an immigration attorney
00:03:28And we learned some disappointing news
00:03:31Turns out, I don't make the necessary income
00:03:33To bring Sheena over on a K-1 visa
00:03:36And that could take years to build up
00:03:39So the only option for us to be together right now
00:03:42Really is for me to stay here
00:03:43So I can get my Filipino visa instead
00:03:48But I'm not sure I'm ready to just pick up
00:03:50And move to another country
00:03:54Sheena
00:03:55We have some real big decisions we have to make
00:03:59But I'm looking forward to tonight
00:04:02And I really just want to put that down for tomorrow
00:04:05I understand my love
00:04:09I can't wait to, you know, visit the beaches
00:04:12At least no one's going to disturb us
00:04:17I'm bringing forth the Batangas
00:04:19The province along the south area
00:04:21It's quite popular for beautiful sandy beaches
00:04:25Since talking to the immigration lawyer
00:04:27Causes a lot of emotional stress
00:04:30I'm hoping that some alone time will be relaxing
00:04:33And that it will give me the opportunity
00:04:36To get him to really consider living here with me
00:04:43Also looking outside here
00:04:46One thing I don't like about the beaches
00:04:49Jailfish
00:04:50Well, let's hope that we don't get stoned by jellyfish
00:04:53But turns out I did bring the jelly
00:04:57Maybe if we have a kind of a special night tonight
00:05:01Oh, that would be great
00:05:05I'm going to have to ask you
00:05:07If mom approves about this
00:05:11Mom's going to be there watching and cheering the entire time
00:05:15You're craving me now
00:05:17All right, I think this is it
00:05:20Nice
00:05:21It's a very tight fit
00:05:23Oh, that's tight fit
00:05:26Oh my gosh
00:05:29Sheena and I talked about it
00:05:31And now, not having anybody to kind of hold us back
00:05:36I think now is the perfect time
00:05:38To kind of let our sexual tensions go
00:05:41Lead away, honey
00:05:42Yeah
00:05:45Oh, look, there's a hammock, honey
00:05:47Wow, this is such a beautiful place
00:05:50Oh
00:05:51Oh, wow
00:05:55Did you prepare this, honey?
00:05:57This is so sweet
00:05:58I did
00:05:59To be honest, I am quite nervous
00:06:02To lose my virginity
00:06:04And I'm quite excited as well
00:06:06I was like, oh, wow
00:06:09Hey, baby
00:06:10Boom
00:06:13I'm quite happy because
00:06:14I wanted to give this
00:06:16To the person that
00:06:18Who had loved me for the longest years
00:06:21And I think Forrest deserved that kind of love more than anyone else
00:06:28Oh, wait
00:06:29You know what?
00:06:30I had to freshen myself up and get some sexy lingerie
00:06:35Mmm, okay
00:06:37It's see-through
00:06:39I don't know what you want to do
00:06:42When I was younger
00:06:43I always thought, you know
00:06:45My first time would be great and extravagant and amazing
00:06:48And I got older and it wasn't happening
00:06:51I did worry that
00:06:54That's just one of those life experiences
00:06:56That other people just get to have
00:06:57But not me
00:06:59So going into this love nest
00:07:03That I have made for Sheena and I
00:07:05I am extremely nervous
00:07:07On what to do
00:07:09Or how to do things
00:07:10But I have no doubts
00:07:12That I'm doing it with the right person
00:07:27You're looking so sexy
00:07:29You love my dress
00:07:30What do you think about me?
00:07:31Oh, yeah, you look so handsome
00:07:32I got it all ready for you
00:07:34You're so making me love her
00:07:39I'm finally
00:07:41Getting to be
00:07:42With the woman of my dreams
00:07:45The vixen of the internet
00:07:48And I'm glad that I'm getting to give you my virginity
00:07:52And I wouldn't want to give it to anybody else but you
00:07:55You're going to have to help me get this on, by the way
00:07:57Oh, really?
00:07:58Oh, my God
00:07:59Oh, there it is
00:08:00Oh, what?
00:08:03You're ready to go, honey?
00:08:04Ready
00:08:04Oh, yeah?
00:08:08We'll wait
00:08:13We're going to have to keep it
00:08:14We're waiting
00:08:15Here I come, baby
00:08:17Oh, you're super macho
00:08:24The neatest, sweetest, honey, B-I-I-I?
00:08:26Yes, ma'am
00:08:46I wish I was a princess
00:08:48You're so sweet
00:08:49That's beautiful
00:08:50Thank you
00:08:57Kind of lost my appetite
00:09:00I'm really nervous
00:09:02It's not something I would do
00:09:04Every day
00:09:05In my world
00:09:07So
00:09:10Yeah
00:09:11It's
00:09:12It's
00:09:12It's scary
00:09:17You're up, handsome
00:09:18Thank you
00:09:30Is this where we're going?
00:09:33Um, this is a big market
00:09:41Okay
00:09:42We'll get our goat
00:09:45Last night, Daniel's uncle was able to talk to the elders
00:09:48And he talked to the chief priest
00:09:50And the chief priest says, we have to do a cleansing
00:09:53But first, I have to buy a goat
00:09:56Two yams
00:09:57And bring money
00:10:02We are going to the Makoko market to get the items
00:10:05And then we'll go to see the chief priest in his shrine
00:10:09And that's where the ceremony will take place
00:10:12You're overly dressed
00:10:15This whole thing is crazy
00:10:17But I'm willing to do whatever it takes to be with Daniel
00:10:22What are they washing?
00:10:23What is that?
00:10:24This is a homo
00:10:34My shoes are going to be a mess
00:10:36My feet are going to be a mess
00:10:37It's my case
00:10:38Oh, God
00:10:40This place is so crowded, baby
00:10:42How are we going to find goats?
00:10:44The uncle has said in the olden days
00:10:46They slaughtered the goat
00:10:47Now they don't do that anymore
00:10:48So now what it's done
00:10:50It must be a female goat because I'm female
00:10:52But the goat gives milk
00:10:54So he will feed the tribe with the goat milk
00:10:56But what are the yams for?
00:10:59The two yams
00:10:59It's what the ancestors demanded
00:11:04We don't know why
00:11:08This is what we're looking for
00:11:10They're huge
00:11:11These are the biggest yams I've ever seen in my whole entire life
00:11:14Have you seen them before?
00:11:15No
00:11:15We have big yams in Nigeria here
00:11:18Oh, my God
00:11:19This one is as big as me, right?
00:11:22Yeah
00:11:24I think it's the biggest
00:11:25This one we need
00:11:26I think it's the biggest
00:11:52To get to the goats
00:11:54Daniel is spending my money
00:11:55Like it's water
00:11:57He spent $10,000 on two yams
00:11:59And I still have to buy a goat
00:12:01I feel like we were ripped off
00:12:02I don't think Daniel is a good negotiator
00:12:04Look, look, look, look
00:12:07Is this where we buy goats?
00:12:09Yeah
00:12:09Yeah
00:12:11Which ones are females
00:12:12And which ones are males?
00:12:13This is female
00:12:14This is a male
00:12:16This one is female
00:12:19Is she going to be good enough
00:12:20To cleanse me, though?
00:12:23What's the price?
00:12:25What?
00:12:26$200,000 for a goat?
00:12:28No
00:12:30I don't know
00:12:31A lot less than that
00:12:34How low would you go?
00:12:35How low would you go?
00:12:37I'm not paying $200 for her
00:12:38I'm not
00:12:39Baby, hold on
00:12:39No, you're letting me
00:12:41How much?
00:12:41Not $200, no
00:12:43$200
00:12:43A hundred
00:12:44Yeah
00:12:44We are not paying
00:12:45Hold on
00:12:46Oh, God, we are not paying $100
00:12:47We are paying $70,000
00:12:49Please
00:12:52Oh, my God
00:12:54We just bought a freaking goat
00:12:57I have enough money for this
00:12:59But we still have to pay the priest
00:13:04Poor goat
00:13:07Are you sure this is the right way?
00:13:10Oh, God
00:13:10But the smell
00:13:14Everything comes down to this priest
00:13:17And this cleansing
00:13:18He can say that I can't be cleansed
00:13:21And that will be the end of everything
00:13:23I will lose Daniel forever
00:13:33Where are you taking me, baby?
00:13:35Just to be careful
00:13:36I am
00:13:38This one right here?
00:13:39Yes
00:13:40Oh, my God
00:13:41Oh, my God
00:13:47Hold on
00:13:48He's yelling at me, Daniel
00:13:50Leave your shoe, please
00:13:52I will
00:13:53Hold on
00:13:59May I come in?
00:14:02Go in, go in, go in
00:14:09I have to be dreaming
00:14:11This can't be real
00:14:13Damn bitch
00:14:14I want to run
00:14:26I'm about to take this pregnancy test
00:14:29All right
00:14:30Should we get it over with?
00:14:31Aviva is really hoping that she's pregnant
00:14:34But if she's not, I'd be a little relief
00:14:37Okay
00:14:41Babe
00:14:42Oh, my God
00:15:06Things are still, like, tense between Josh and I
00:15:09He came back to the apartment
00:15:10But he's barely speaking to me
00:15:13And after talking to my parents
00:15:15I am just so confused
00:15:18My parents think that I'm judging Josh too harshly
00:15:21And, like, I don't know
00:15:23I am the queen at self-sabotaging
00:15:24But I'm just trying to protect myself and my family
00:15:27And it sucks because my heart wants one thing
00:15:30My mind's telling me another right now
00:15:31And, um, it's scary
00:15:45You all right?
00:15:48Yeah
00:15:49Are you?
00:15:52Yeah
00:15:53I'm going to get out of the apartment
00:15:56Okay
00:15:57Cool
00:16:01I'm still feeling hurt by Elise
00:16:03I'm starting to have a little bit of doubt creeping
00:16:07I know I've fallen for her
00:16:08But I don't want to be in a relationship
00:16:10Where I have to explain myself 400 times
00:16:12If she thinks that I'm using that
00:16:14Then I could use her
00:16:15And that's not the case
00:16:16And I would never want to use someone
00:16:20It feels like she's attacking my integrity
00:16:25So, like
00:16:29Plus, I sucked
00:16:31And I know you've got these worries, right?
00:16:33But, like
00:16:34I don't want you to think that, you know
00:16:36I would use you, you know
00:16:38Or I'd be like your past relationships
00:16:39I'd take advantage of you
00:16:42Like, that's what angered me
00:16:44You know
00:16:44It's the last thing I want to do
00:16:47Okay
00:16:48I just, I really like you
00:16:51You know, I feel s***
00:16:52When you sort of say
00:16:53You know, that I'm dependent on other people
00:16:56And I might be dependent on you
00:16:57You know, and that
00:16:58You know, she gave me a place to be
00:17:00That's that
00:17:03That's weird
00:17:03It's not weird
00:17:04It's s*** weird
00:17:06You know, you've said it
00:17:07You've made your point
00:17:09I have nothing to hide with her
00:17:11Have you
00:17:11Let me ask you a question
00:17:12Have you given me a reason
00:17:14For me to trust you?
00:17:15Do you not trust me?
00:17:17Not right now, no
00:17:19I want to
00:17:19I do
00:17:20But let me earn that trust then
00:17:22By showing you that, you know
00:17:23I can look out for myself
00:17:24I can depend for myself
00:17:25I can be a partner for you
00:17:26Without having to lean on
00:17:27You know, friends
00:17:28Or, you know
00:17:30Please
00:17:31I'm telling you right now
00:17:32Please
00:17:34If you can't
00:17:35Let me prove it to you
00:17:35Then you just don't trust me
00:17:36And it's not gonna work
00:17:48I am sorry
00:17:49I do sometimes poke and prod
00:17:51That's just a character defect
00:17:53I just don't want this to be words
00:17:57Words are great to me
00:17:59And that's made me settle
00:18:01In my entire life
00:18:02With every relationship
00:18:03I fell for words
00:18:04And I don't want to fall back into that
00:18:06Like I've been engaged three times
00:18:07Like I'm 32
00:18:08I want to get married
00:18:09And I want to have kids
00:18:10And it scares me
00:18:11Because I do like you
00:18:15And I didn't expect to like you
00:18:17So much so soon
00:18:19It's good to hear
00:18:20Because I didn't plan on like
00:18:22Falling for you
00:18:23As hard as I've fallen for you
00:18:24So quickly
00:18:26I don't want you to feel like
00:18:27You've, you know
00:18:28You've settled
00:18:29And I've
00:18:29I've roped you in
00:18:30I've made you fall in love
00:18:31And then I'm some
00:18:32You know
00:18:33I'm useless
00:18:35You know
00:18:35I wouldn't let you
00:18:37Feel like you've made
00:18:38The wrong decision
00:18:39I won't
00:18:43Like I'm
00:18:44I'm crazy about you
00:18:45To be honest
00:18:48I'm glad that Elise
00:18:49Is having a little more faith in me
00:18:52The relationship
00:18:52Leaves to be built
00:18:53On mutual respect
00:18:54And not this sort of
00:18:55Toxic takedown mentality
00:18:57That I can see
00:18:58That she's doing
00:18:59I'm hoping that things
00:19:00Get better
00:19:01And we just keep building
00:19:01Because I do see
00:19:03A future with Elise
00:19:04So I think
00:19:05We get that
00:19:06Out of the way
00:19:07And then we can just
00:19:08Get stronger and stronger
00:19:11You know what
00:19:13Isn't it really sexy
00:19:13When the wind almost
00:19:14Blows your top off
00:19:16Hopefully it gets a bit windier
00:19:17I'll go wherever you are
00:19:21Follow you this far
00:19:23I'll go wherever you are
00:19:26Follow you this far
00:19:42Moment of truth
00:19:43Moment of truth
00:19:47Okay
00:19:48How are you feeling babe?
00:19:50I'm freaking out
00:19:53I am too actually
00:20:01All right
00:20:02Should we get it over with?
00:20:04I'm going to go in there alone
00:20:07Why?
00:20:08Because I just want to
00:20:09Do it on my own
00:20:10How long does it take?
00:20:13I don't know
00:20:13It's in Spanish
00:20:14Oh my
00:20:18It just feels so surreal
00:20:19Thinking about
00:20:20How far Stig and I
00:20:21Have come over
00:20:22The past few weeks
00:20:23Come on
00:20:24Let me get a little
00:20:24Good little kiss
00:20:27A few days ago
00:20:28I was convinced
00:20:28We were breaking up
00:20:30Now I'm taking
00:20:31A pregnancy test
00:20:32So much has happened
00:20:33But I'm leaving
00:20:35In less than two days
00:20:36And I have a lot
00:20:37Of mixed emotions
00:20:38I would love to find out
00:20:40That I'm pregnant
00:20:41And get this incredible news
00:20:42But
00:20:44Leaving Stig
00:20:45Is going to be
00:20:46Really difficult
00:20:48After this
00:20:48There might be no drinking
00:20:50No party
00:20:51And none of that
00:20:52For you too?
00:20:54No, no, no, no
00:20:54If it says positive
00:20:57I got to celebrate
00:20:58Later on
00:21:01I would be excited
00:21:03About all this
00:21:03We would make
00:21:04Beautiful kids
00:21:06We would
00:21:07And I would love
00:21:07To have a son
00:21:08And by the grace of God
00:21:10He just
00:21:11Like he wants to
00:21:12Sing
00:21:13I'm not saying
00:21:14He has to be an artist
00:21:15Because that's
00:21:15You know what I did
00:21:16Nothing like that
00:21:18I'm scared
00:21:21Alright
00:21:22We'll do your thing
00:21:23Okay
00:21:25I just like boys
00:21:26Because I know
00:21:27They're like
00:21:27Mama's boys
00:21:28And they
00:21:30It's going to be
00:21:30Daddy's boy
00:21:31What are you talking about?
00:21:32No, no
00:21:32The girls
00:21:33Always favor the dad
00:21:34That's what I heard
00:21:35The boys always favor
00:21:35The mom
00:21:36I've seen it
00:21:36Not to sound bad
00:21:38But I don't want
00:21:38The Sims of my past
00:21:39To fall on me
00:21:40So I'm scared
00:21:41To have a daughter
00:21:42I don't want to
00:21:43Have to kill anybody
00:21:45Whatever
00:21:46Gives me baby fever
00:21:53Okay
00:21:57I really want to know
00:21:58Now before I leave
00:21:59I don't want to find out
00:22:00When I'm back in Arizona
00:22:01Without him
00:22:02Because that would suck
00:22:03For him
00:22:04And me
00:22:09Even though we only had
00:22:11Unprotected sex
00:22:12For
00:22:13I don't know
00:22:14Four to five days
00:22:16I still just feel like
00:22:18I might be pregnant
00:22:20I just
00:22:21Have that feeling
00:22:25Babe
00:22:27How's it going
00:22:28Are you done
00:22:28Not yet
00:22:30Be patient
00:22:34Here goes nothing
00:22:36Moment and truth
00:22:42I don't want to know
00:23:06I'm talking
00:23:07I'd be a little relief
00:23:10Babe
00:23:11Oh my god
00:23:16Okay
00:23:19Una y cinco minutos
00:23:22So you gotta wait
00:23:23One to five minutes
00:23:24Right now
00:23:25I don't think we're ready
00:23:27So
00:23:28It's a little scary
00:23:30If there's one line
00:23:31It's negative
00:23:31Two
00:23:32It's positive
00:23:36Well
00:23:44I feel like so much
00:23:45Has happened
00:23:46In the last couple days
00:23:46I think this has shown me
00:23:48I just want something different
00:23:50I'll just be a few minutes
00:23:53Before I leave Morocco
00:23:55There's just one last thing
00:23:57That I need to take care of
00:24:18Are you fine?
00:24:19Yes
00:24:20Is your license good?
00:24:20Can I help you?
00:24:21Oh thank you
00:24:22Sorry I have a lot of stuff
00:24:27Thank you so much
00:24:28Go
00:24:45Yesterday was another
00:24:46Emotional day for me
00:24:47I got stood up
00:24:50By Mohammed
00:24:52I am single
00:24:53I have no reason
00:24:54To be in Morocco anymore
00:24:55And I'm ready to go home
00:24:59I just know that
00:25:00This wasn't meant for me
00:25:04I feel like so much
00:25:05Has happened
00:25:06In the last couple days
00:25:07And I think the best thing
00:25:09To do in this moment
00:25:10Is to just
00:25:11Get back home
00:25:12As soon as possible
00:25:13So I am flying back
00:25:16To the U.S.
00:25:17Today
00:25:20Last night
00:25:21When I got back to my hotel
00:25:23I received a text from Mohammed
00:25:27And he said
00:25:29Are you serious?
00:25:30You came to Morocco
00:25:31For someone else
00:25:32Not for me
00:25:33I'm not your plan B
00:25:36I think this was his plan
00:25:37All along
00:25:38To bail on me
00:25:39And humiliate me
00:25:40One last time
00:25:43He knew I came here
00:25:44For someone else
00:25:45And he was really mad
00:25:46About it
00:25:46So he just had me
00:25:49Running around Morocco
00:25:50And jumping through hoops
00:25:51For him
00:25:52Like I always used to do
00:25:53In the past
00:25:54And I fell for it
00:25:57I feel kind of dumb
00:25:59Getting ditched by Mohammed
00:26:01But at least now
00:26:02I don't have to wonder
00:26:03About any more what ifs
00:26:05That door is closed forever
00:26:13I'll just be a few minutes
00:26:16But before I leave Morocco
00:26:19There's just one last thing
00:26:20That I need to take care of
00:26:34Hi
00:26:38I really want to leave Morocco
00:26:40In peace
00:26:40After both of these
00:26:42Failed relationships
00:26:43So when I changed my flight
00:26:45I decided to let Ziad know
00:26:48And he actually agreed
00:26:50To meet me
00:26:50To say goodbye
00:26:56Good morning
00:26:58How are you?
00:27:00Okay
00:27:01How are you?
00:27:02Fine
00:27:04This day you're gonna travel
00:27:05To your country
00:27:07Yeah
00:27:09So
00:27:10I wish you
00:27:11A good word
00:27:14And
00:27:15That's all
00:27:15What I have to say
00:27:16So
00:27:16You don't want to say
00:27:17Sorry for anything?
00:27:19Me?
00:27:20Mm-hmm
00:27:21It's me who should
00:27:22Say sorry
00:27:23I mean I think
00:27:24We both have things
00:27:24To apologize for
00:27:27Come on
00:27:27What do you want
00:27:28To find out?
00:27:32I'm hurt
00:27:33With what happened
00:27:35I came here because
00:27:36I loved you
00:27:37And because I wanted
00:27:38To be with you
00:27:40Did you ever love me?
00:27:44Before you come here
00:27:45I was in love with you
00:27:45Really
00:27:46Yeah
00:27:47But when you come here
00:27:48We see each other
00:27:49In the reality
00:27:50How we are
00:27:51Everything about us
00:27:52It's not work
00:27:56I'm really sorry
00:27:59It's fine
00:28:01Yep
00:28:03Okay
00:28:04Well
00:28:05Thanks for everything
00:28:06Thanks
00:28:07For you too
00:28:08So
00:28:09Yeah
00:28:10That's all
00:28:13Okay
00:28:18Bye
00:28:19Goodbye
00:28:44Talking to him
00:28:45Didn't make me feel better
00:28:47It's almost like
00:28:48It doesn't matter to him
00:28:50I was just expecting him
00:28:52To care a little bit more
00:28:56This has definitely
00:28:57Been a learning experience
00:28:59I think this has shown me
00:29:00And taught me
00:29:01What I don't want
00:29:02In a relationship
00:29:09Thank you so much
00:29:15Thank you
00:29:16Thank you
00:29:20I want to go home
00:29:24And focus on becoming
00:29:27The best version of me
00:29:31How many bags?
00:29:32Three
00:29:33A lot of makeup
00:29:34Here you go
00:29:35Thank you so much
00:29:39But
00:29:41I'm not giving up
00:29:42On my search for love
00:29:42I'm a hopeless romantic
00:29:44I love love
00:29:46And no matter how many times
00:29:48People have left me
00:29:49Or dumped me
00:29:50That's never gonna stop me
00:29:52Because
00:29:52I know true love is real
00:29:54And I know
00:29:56Somewhere in the world
00:29:57My person does exist
00:29:59Who's happy to be with me
00:30:03And I know that I'm gonna find it
00:30:06I know I'm gonna find it
00:30:07And
00:30:08Um
00:30:10I'm not gonna stop
00:30:11Until I do find it
00:30:13Because I know it's out there
00:30:17And this isn't the end
00:30:18Of my journey
00:30:20And you never know
00:30:21It could happen tomorrow
00:30:25Or on the plane
00:30:30Morocco
00:30:30It's been real
00:30:31A lot of ups and downs
00:30:33But
00:30:34I'm ready to go home
00:30:37I'm ready
00:30:38So
00:30:39Goodbye, Morocco
00:30:45This is the water
00:30:48Let's do this
00:30:50I'm making a real effort here
00:30:52To fit in
00:30:56You never had a washing machine?
00:30:59You remember you called me boozy?
00:31:01I'm not boozy
00:31:02Man, I think I gotta take that back
00:31:06My wife-to-be
00:31:07Had an affair with half a little woman
00:31:13Woman
00:31:14Is it true what your husband said?
00:31:17Yes
00:31:18This is totally sacrilege
00:31:22It's me
00:31:23This is huva
00:31:24I don't like this
00:31:26I don't like this
00:31:26I don't like this
00:31:28Like this
00:31:29You are in
00:31:30Africa
00:31:30Oh, oh, oh
00:31:32Oh, oh
00:31:34Mar Africa
00:31:53Yeah, yes, that's it.
00:31:56Yeah, let's do some squats with this.
00:32:09Oh, okay.
00:32:11All right.
00:32:15It's my second day with Trisha's family, and I've been trying to make myself useful today,
00:32:23you know, helping around the house.
00:32:25This is the water.
00:32:28All right, let's see.
00:32:30Let's do this.
00:32:33How often do you do this, every day, or?
00:32:36Yeah, macarons every day.
00:32:38You watch every day, huh?
00:32:39Yeah, you cook every day.
00:32:41Oh, cook every day?
00:32:42Yeah.
00:32:43You got to get the water for laundry, for cooking everything.
00:32:47Yeah.
00:32:48I'm making a real effort here to fit in, to, you know, do some of the chores that they
00:32:54do.
00:32:55Here's my shoulder.
00:32:55Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:33:02Man.
00:33:03Hey, babe.
00:33:06Check out your man, baby.
00:33:09Whoo.
00:33:10You good?
00:33:11Put it there.
00:33:13Bring the water here.
00:33:14Okay.
00:33:15Thank you for showing me where the water was.
00:33:17Let me show Chetik.
00:33:19Let me show Chetik.
00:33:20Let me show Chetik.
00:33:24That's it.
00:33:26Man, is this enough of our soap here?
00:33:28Yeah.
00:33:29You have soap.
00:33:33It's going to take forever.
00:33:36I think this is easier.
00:33:39I've never washed my clothes to the machine.
00:33:43Hey, are you serious?
00:33:44You never had a washing machine?
00:33:46We never had one.
00:33:48You even do this in Tana, huh?
00:33:50Yeah, even in Tana.
00:33:51Yeah.
00:33:52I'm doing this.
00:33:55Remember, you call me boozy.
00:33:57I'm not boozy.
00:33:58Man, I think I got to take that back now.
00:34:01I know you be doing this .
00:34:05Man.
00:34:08So how was with my dad?
00:34:11Did you understand each other?
00:34:12Oh, yeah.
00:34:13Yeah, but we didn't talk about anything serious.
00:34:18He didn't talk about babies, or I don't know.
00:34:22Nah.
00:34:23I thought it was best just to leave that subject alone for now.
00:34:29He's not going to leave the subject alone.
00:34:31He's really, really worried about the baby more than I thought.
00:34:38Mm-hmm.
00:34:41So you should not take a long time.
00:34:46He wants that you should decide it before we go.
00:34:53What do you think your dad would do if I don't come up with an answer in the next couple
00:35:00of days?
00:35:03I don't know, Rick, but it's not just my dad.
00:35:06But to me, having a baby, it means a lot.
00:35:13I want the mother-child relationship that I didn't get to have.
00:35:17You know, my mom, she left for another person.
00:35:29When I was one years old, my parents break up, and my mom found another man.
00:35:40In my culture, when two people broke up, and they have a child together, and the girl decided to marry
00:35:55with another man,
00:35:56She cannot touch the baby, she cannot see the baby, unless her husband buys animals, and she has to cut
00:36:08the throat, the blood, they put it here on the babies.
00:36:14My mom didn't do it after she left us, because her husband didn't accept for doing it.
00:36:23So, she left me with my dad.
00:36:29She just followed the guy, and she didn't care.
00:36:40Wash your clothes.
00:36:42I know.
00:36:47I'm not used to talk about my mom, because she makes me a little bit upset.
00:36:53Like, how?
00:36:55How?
00:36:55How she could not love a baby?
00:36:59It's cute, though.
00:37:02She left.
00:37:03I was just one years old.
00:37:05And...
00:37:05I know you're precious.
00:37:07Yeah.
00:37:10You had a daddy that loves you more than...
00:37:14That's why I want, I want to make them happy.
00:37:18They want grandchild.
00:37:23I think that Trish is trying to fill a void, and I want her to heal and have the life
00:37:29that she's envisioning.
00:37:31She deserves to be a mom, and I don't ever want to take that away from her.
00:37:36But at the same time, I'm not even financially prepared right now to have another child.
00:37:45My worst fear is to lose Trish, and it hurts me to think that I might have to let her
00:37:52go.
00:38:04Hi!
00:38:05You look sexy driving that boat!
00:38:08Today, Josh is taking me out on one of his company's boats.
00:38:12But he got a final warning because he took out a boat for a joyride and crashed it.
00:38:17I have so many questions.
00:38:18This whole boat thing is just super confusing to me.
00:38:21It's squared away, so you can be at ease and put it to rest.
00:38:25Joshua, it was $20,000 worth of damage.
00:38:28How did you pay for that?
00:38:34We'll have sugar, baby, you've got to taste
00:38:37I got something you can never abandon
00:38:40I got that good stuff
00:38:41Don't wanna waste
00:38:43I could be so tragic
00:38:46Chris?
00:38:46Yes?
00:38:47I think I have to poop.
00:38:49Could you leave?
00:38:50Just pretend I'm not even here.
00:38:51No, you have to leave.
00:38:53I haven't gone in seven days.
00:38:56You look like a serial killer.
00:39:18I feel so much better.
00:39:20I could finish shaving now.
00:39:21I sprayed.
00:39:22Don't worry.
00:39:23It doesn't smell.
00:39:24Yeah.
00:39:26I like Chris.
00:39:27I do.
00:39:28He's a great roommate, really fun,
00:39:30and he's like a brother.
00:39:33That's hot.
00:39:34Whatever.
00:39:36But I'm not dating Chris.
00:39:38I'm dating Josh.
00:39:39Woo!
00:39:40And things have been a little rocky
00:39:42with Josh and I the past few days.
00:39:45Hopefully this red light mask did wonders.
00:39:47I need to get cute to go on this boat.
00:39:49We had an intense conversation at the beach the other day,
00:39:53but ever since then,
00:39:54things are starting to move in a better direction.
00:39:56And today, Josh is taking me out on one of his company's boats.
00:40:01You'll have a fun day out there. It'll be awesome.
00:40:03It's a fun job.
00:40:04Well, I know it's fun.
00:40:05A little too much fun.
00:40:08Please, focus on the positives for tonight.
00:40:09Positive.
00:40:10Let's have a positive day.
00:40:11Period. I like that.
00:40:12I'll give you a report card tonight.
00:40:13Okay.
00:40:14I get along well with Elise. I like Elise.
00:40:17But she's definitely looking for problems.
00:40:19Since she's been here, I've seen them go up and down
00:40:21very quick and very fast.
00:40:22Almost like a perfect little toxic relationship.
00:40:26So, short term, I think it's going to be fine.
00:40:29But long term, I don't know.
00:40:31I don't know.
00:40:32It's going to be fine.
00:40:44Have a good day.
00:40:51Hi.
00:40:54Do you guys know if Josh is here?
00:40:56He's not here right now, no.
00:40:58But he's on his way.
00:40:58He works here, right?
00:40:59Yeah, he does.
00:40:59Yeah.
00:40:59Oh, okay.
00:41:00Yeah, that's it.
00:41:00That's actually his desk.
00:41:01This one?
00:41:02Yeah.
00:41:03Should I sit at his desk?
00:41:03Yeah, go for it.
00:41:04Go for it.
00:41:05That's his desk.
00:41:06That is where the magic happens.
00:41:08Hi.
00:41:09I'm Joshua.
00:41:11You just go down here.
00:41:12Turn right.
00:41:13Straight down to the right.
00:41:14Yep.
00:41:24Hi.
00:41:25You look sexy driving that boat.
00:41:29Hi.
00:41:34Hello.
00:41:37I know Alyssa's been a bit worried about my position at work because of some of the mistakes I made.
00:41:42Of course, the main part of my job is selling boats.
00:41:44But I wanted to see with her own eyes that I've still got a job and, you know, she's got
00:41:49nothing to worry about.
00:41:50Are you ready?
00:41:51I'm ready, baby.
00:41:54It's so pretty around here.
00:41:56Wow.
00:41:57Yeah.
00:41:58It's a beautiful day and it's a beautiful boat with a beautiful man.
00:42:02So, when I walked in looking for you today, I went into your office and I met someone and I
00:42:08sat at your desk.
00:42:09Did you?
00:42:10Yeah.
00:42:11Did you get some work done?
00:42:13No.
00:42:13Not at all.
00:42:15It was fun to show off a little bit.
00:42:17I do like being out on the water any chance I get.
00:42:20That was my first impression of you when I saw you on social media.
00:42:23She was on the front of her boat looking fabulous.
00:42:25I think it was on the back, actually.
00:42:28You were on the front.
00:42:30Okay.
00:42:30He would know boats better than me.
00:42:32Yes.
00:42:34Can I see outside?
00:42:36Yeah.
00:42:36I got some champagne.
00:42:37Smart boy.
00:42:39This was like an ideal day for me.
00:42:41Mm.
00:42:41I'm glad.
00:42:46Well, I'm happy you took me on the boat.
00:42:48Did you ask your boss or?
00:42:51I did, yeah.
00:42:51Yeah.
00:42:52And he gave you permission.
00:42:53Yep.
00:42:55Before I got to Australia, Josh had sent me a text saying he got a final warning from work because
00:43:01he took out a company boat that they were selling for a joy ride with friends and crashed it.
00:43:08He has to pay back the damages.
00:43:10He owes $20,000.
00:43:11So, yeah, I'm happy he still has a job, but I feel like what he did was 100% irresponsible.
00:43:17I have so many questions and I still haven't had a proper conversation about it yet.
00:43:22Listen, it's like I'm not here to make you feel any worse, but this whole boat thing is just super
00:43:29confusing to me.
00:43:31So, what happened that night?
00:43:39Nat and a few other, Nat and another few friends, they have friends who were going to become clients of
00:43:45mine.
00:43:46And those clients who I'm trying to network with and get closer to are then going to come to me
00:43:52when they want to buy a boat.
00:43:54So, I took them out on one of our company boats and on our way back here.
00:44:01So, I got a bit too shallow and clipped through rock and I was s***ing bricks.
00:44:05But, you know, it could have been way worse.
00:44:11It got fixed straight away.
00:44:13Joshua.
00:44:16You told me it was $20,000 worth of damage.
00:44:19Well, look, when I first, when I first did the damage, I thought that it was, you know, going to
00:44:24be a little bit more damage.
00:44:26Because I didn't know exactly, I couldn't swim under the boat and see what happened.
00:44:29But, no, it was like, it was a couple of grand, thank God, you know.
00:44:33And is that paid off?
00:44:34Yeah, it is paid off.
00:44:36How did you pay for that?
00:44:38Well, before you got here, I sold a boat. I sold a share in a boat.
00:44:41So, that commission did not go to me.
00:44:43Yeah.
00:44:44The money that you sold, you didn't get that money.
00:44:46It went to that damages.
00:44:47So, that's squared away.
00:44:49So, you can be at ease and put it to rest.
00:44:52I'm still working.
00:44:53I'm still got a job.
00:44:54I'm responsible.
00:44:55I can, I'm trusted.
00:44:57And I got worried about it.
00:44:59But, all in all, you know, I have my shit together.
00:45:03Yeah.
00:45:05Okay.
00:45:07Well, I understand that.
00:45:09And I'm really happy I came on the boat.
00:45:12But, I guess the only thing that's like, really on my mind and like, putting a damper on this is
00:45:18the knot situation.
00:45:20Okay.
00:45:21Why can't I drop the knot then?
00:45:24I didn't realize she was on the boat with you that night.
00:45:27And like, this emotional connection you have with her, the financial hold she has on you.
00:45:33I don't want to have to keep ten times having to tell you something and you not believe it.
00:45:38You're not letting things go.
00:45:39No, I'm letting it go.
00:45:40I just didn't.
00:45:41It doesn't seem like you are.
00:45:42I'm trying to get down to the bottom of this.
00:45:44Okay.
00:45:45Let's go and see her.
00:45:46Let's us three hang out so it's just us three.
00:45:48And, you know, hopefully I can put your mind at ease.
00:45:52We'll do it tonight.
00:45:55Okay.
00:45:57Of course she was on the boat.
00:45:59Did she pay for the damages?
00:46:01Should have been my first question.
00:46:03I mean, Josh clearly still has a job, but he depends on knot financially.
00:46:08I'm just still really confused.
00:46:10So I'm really glad that I'm going to see knot tonight so I can get some answers and just finally
00:46:15put this to rest.
00:46:30I swear to God, I am about to be cursed.
00:46:33I am scared .
00:46:35This is no priest I have ever seen in my life.
00:46:38They will come after you.
00:46:51So you got to wait one to five minutes.
00:47:07So two lines is pregnant.
00:47:09One line is not.
00:47:32Two means pregnant.
00:47:34Two means pregnant.
00:47:36Do you think it's going to just stay negative?
00:47:38I think so.
00:47:43I actually feel really disappointed.
00:47:46Stig and I have had so much fun the past few weeks.
00:47:48We've gotten closer.
00:47:50I've gotten to see a side of him I didn't know before.
00:47:52And I was really excited to think about having our baby and starting a little family.
00:47:58I'm really sad.
00:47:59I'm really bummed.
00:48:02Don't worry.
00:48:03I feel more let down than I expected.
00:48:06I don't know.
00:48:07I thought it would be a perfect end to our trip.
00:48:11I don't know.
00:48:12If we could, you know.
00:48:14I just don't know when I'm going to see you next.
00:48:16No.
00:48:17Why are you saying that?
00:48:18Like you're acting like we're going to break up when you leave or something?
00:48:20That would just, I feel like, make things happen quicker.
00:48:25Like I would have motivation to hurry up, move, instead of go home and eh.
00:48:31Don't stress yourself out.
00:48:33Okay.
00:48:34Don't think about it so deep.
00:48:37It's really hitting me that I'm going home and I just have no idea what to expect.
00:48:42Without a baby, it's hard to know how serious he is about our future.
00:48:50I'm worried that after I leave Belize, he's not going to be around me anymore.
00:48:55And Stig is going to go just right back into his old partying ways.
00:49:00I just feel a little unsure about what the future holds.
00:49:04And it's giving me a lot of anxiety.
00:49:18You're not the one.
00:49:21You're not the one.
00:49:21Why don't you go, what are you?
00:49:31I'm gonna be like, shit.
00:49:34My shit.
00:49:35You're not the one.
00:49:36We're talking.
00:49:37We're nice talking.
00:49:40What else was it?
00:49:43This is so not what I expected.
00:49:45This is a small, tiny cubby hole.
00:49:47It is hot.
00:49:49The priest is yelling and screaming at me,
00:49:51and I don't know what he's saying.
00:49:56I know this is supposed to cleanse me from my lies,
00:50:00but I swear to God, I am about to be cursed.
00:50:02I am scared .
00:50:04This is no priest I have ever seen in my life.
00:50:41I have seen it.
00:50:46Somehow he knows when he throws these shells,
00:50:49and they land in a certain way.
00:50:51I'm there for a cleansing.
00:50:52This is craziness.
00:50:56Who is this man?
00:50:58He's to be my husband.
00:51:00Why are you here?
00:51:02I love Christ.
00:51:03My wife to be.
00:51:05I have an affair with her fellow woman.
00:51:12Woman?
00:51:14Yes, sir.
00:51:15Is it true what your husband said?
00:51:19Yes.
00:51:20Hmm.
00:51:22There's more, though.
00:51:23I also lied to everybody.
00:51:26I wasn't married twice like I had told Daniel.
00:51:30I was married five times.
00:51:32And we're waiting on the divorce of the fifth one.
00:51:37This is totally sacrilege.
00:51:42In Africa, any woman that committed a promenation,
00:51:47there is something we call sacrilege.
00:51:49It requires that I clean them up.
00:51:52By the gods directing us,
00:51:54we adjust the mouthpiece to the gods.
00:51:58They mess up the creation.
00:52:00The gods said no.
00:52:02You want me no?
00:52:03Me no, me no.
00:52:04Me no, me no!
00:52:06Me no, me no!
00:52:06To you go, me no.
00:52:09To you go, me no.
00:52:12To you go, me no.
00:52:14To you go, me no.
00:52:14To you go, me no.
00:52:17From your heart.
00:52:19Give him all of what you have in your pocket that I gave you.
00:52:22Give him all of it, Daniel.
00:52:23Put it there.
00:52:24Don't, put it there.
00:52:29You don't care about the world.
00:52:33What's your response?
00:52:35What is your response?
00:52:36How does it be done?
00:52:40How do you lie to you?
00:52:45You are bringing gold!
00:52:46You are bringing gold!
00:52:47There is another thing you need to have.
00:52:52That is what they have all said.
00:52:55This is a great day man.
00:52:56That is what they have all said.
00:53:03this is your husband
00:53:07this is you
00:53:08me and my husband is one
00:53:12me and my husband are one
00:53:14forever and ever
00:53:16no man no woman
00:53:19put us under
00:53:20that is what I promise
00:53:23kiss it
00:53:32you are crying
00:53:34yes
00:54:03I wish I knew what
00:54:05is going on
00:54:06this is terrifying
00:54:08I'm telling you this is
00:54:10voodoo magic
00:54:13after this cleansing today
00:54:15will you mess up again
00:54:18no
00:54:19it's an agreement between you and
00:54:21Oracle
00:54:22they will come after you
00:54:31you need to remove the rubber
00:54:34you are presented
00:54:35you are presented
00:54:37you are presented
00:54:48taking off the rubber from the good signifies that she has been cleansed
00:54:54that is our tradition
00:54:56embrace your husband
00:55:03am I clean?
00:55:08hmm
00:55:10you are clean from today
00:55:13thank you
00:55:23I don't know what the just happened
00:55:30I know I'm cleansed
00:55:32I don't care about anything else
00:55:34point is
00:55:35if it's enough for us to be accepted as husband and wife
00:55:39then that's all I wanted
00:55:41well done
00:55:44maybe I love you
00:55:45you too
00:55:54I am extremely happy that we are cleansed
00:55:58we can go ahead and get married
00:56:00I really appreciate you
00:56:02right
00:56:02it's a husband
00:56:10can we have sex
00:56:15why not
00:56:16come on
00:56:17when you share it
00:56:19share it
00:56:21share it
00:56:22happy
00:56:32last night was more
00:56:34sloppy
00:56:36than what I thought it would be
00:56:39I am not a virgin anymore
00:56:40it's way better than what I thought
00:56:42me and my hand
00:56:43I'm sorry
00:56:43we're gonna have to break up
00:56:45I'm just glad that we didn't break the bed
00:56:47I am so glad
00:57:05sheena
00:57:05I feel
00:57:06lots of weight off my mind
00:57:08yeah
00:57:10last night
00:57:11just being able to
00:57:12touch you and feel you
00:57:14just
00:57:15makes me so
00:57:16so happy
00:57:20it was the most special
00:57:22moment
00:57:22that I've ever had with you
00:57:27I'm just glad that we didn't break the bed
00:57:30you're so glad
00:57:39you tied me out
00:57:41yeah it's like you took the driver's seat
00:57:42and just kept going
00:57:44as of today
00:57:45I'm not a virgin anymore
00:57:47it was a great sensation
00:57:49I never
00:57:51it's way better than what I thought
00:57:52okay
00:57:52way better than what I do at night
00:57:54by myself
00:57:56me and my hand
00:57:57I'm sorry
00:57:57we're gonna have to break up
00:58:01I really enjoyed it last night with you
00:58:03and I'm so so happy
00:58:05and I'm so glad
00:58:06that we've been come to this stage
00:58:10yeah
00:58:10I was thinking about
00:58:11how it'd be before
00:58:13sleeping with you
00:58:14and I thought it'd be like
00:58:15this magical thing
00:58:17like
00:58:17there was gonna be like sparks
00:58:19and fireworks
00:58:19and last night was exactly
00:58:21kind of what
00:58:22I thought
00:58:24well
00:58:25more
00:58:26sloppy
00:58:28than what I thought
00:58:30it would be
00:58:31when you got on top
00:58:33and started going
00:58:35my legs were so
00:58:37I felt like I needed
00:58:38a life preserver
00:58:39to make sure I don't drown
00:58:42it was the best
00:58:4335 seconds of my life
00:58:44no okay
00:58:46I lasted a little bit longer
00:58:47than that
00:58:48but Sheena
00:58:48man
00:58:49she went and
00:58:50hopped on top of me
00:58:52and just
00:58:52showed me who was the boss
00:58:54I didn't do that
00:58:56oh yeah you did
00:58:56you took charge
00:59:01I'm happy
00:59:02because you're quite
00:59:02gentle
00:59:03you're quite the gentle
00:59:04one for me
00:59:04I mean
00:59:05so
00:59:05I felt the respect
00:59:06and the love from you
00:59:07I didn't want to hurt you
00:59:09so that's kind of why
00:59:10I kind of laid back
00:59:11and let you go
00:59:15I was
00:59:16to be honest
00:59:17I didn't know
00:59:18how to put a condom
00:59:19to Sheena
00:59:20but
00:59:21I couldn't say
00:59:23the right word
00:59:24there's a lot
00:59:25of learning
00:59:27but I think
00:59:28that we haven't
00:59:29gotten it
00:59:29and giving all myself
00:59:31to Forrest
00:59:32I felt amazing
00:59:33it's hard to describe
00:59:36how would you rate me
00:59:37one to ten
00:59:39well let me say
00:59:40around one
00:59:41just eleven
00:59:42perhaps for me
00:59:47sex was great
00:59:48yeah I know
00:59:49but the connection
00:59:50that we got afterwards
00:59:51after
00:59:52is definitely something
00:59:54I was not expecting
00:59:55I just feel like
00:59:56you know
00:59:59the world is
01:00:01revolving around
01:00:02us now
01:00:03yeah
01:00:04it's like a magnet
01:00:07and I really feel like
01:00:09even though we're not
01:00:11legally married
01:00:12we can work out
01:00:14the paperwork later
01:00:14but
01:00:16last night
01:00:17you became
01:00:17my wife
01:00:19you are
01:00:20my wife
01:00:22till the end
01:00:23of the earth
01:00:25and
01:00:27if I go back now
01:00:29then I won't have you
01:00:30and I won't have
01:00:32basically my wife
01:00:33with me
01:00:34so
01:00:35this has
01:00:36made me even more
01:00:37committed to
01:00:38you know
01:00:39do everything in my power
01:00:40to be with you
01:00:43having sex with Sheena
01:00:44definitely has
01:00:46changed a lot of things
01:00:48I feel like
01:00:49our heart and our souls
01:00:50are
01:00:51one and the same
01:00:53but
01:00:53I only have
01:00:54a few more days
01:00:54left here in the Philippines
01:00:55and I'm just
01:00:56extremely torn right now
01:00:58because
01:00:58you can go
01:00:59and you can be like
01:01:00oh I love you
01:01:00I love you on the phone
01:01:02but it's not the same
01:01:02as
01:01:03holding the person
01:01:04in your arms
01:01:07I'm starting to feel
01:01:08like maybe
01:01:09the right choice
01:01:09is to
01:01:10stay here
01:01:11in the Philippines
01:01:13but I know
01:01:14that
01:01:14my mother
01:01:15she's not going to
01:01:16have a good
01:01:17reaction to that
01:01:19it's going to be
01:01:19like a typhoon
01:01:20hitting a hurricane
01:01:21and kind of
01:01:22just blow everything up
01:01:28I love
01:01:29Trisha very
01:01:30very much
01:01:31I need more time
01:01:35I'm not prepared
01:01:37to do so
01:01:50do you want to go see
01:01:52the Maya universe today
01:01:53yeah
01:01:54what happened
01:01:55you still in a bad mood
01:01:59there's plenty of time
01:02:00we're gonna make babies
01:02:02stop tripping
01:02:14I'm excited to see this
01:02:16yes
01:02:17it's amazing
01:02:17yeah
01:02:20this is our
01:02:20very last day
01:02:21together on this trip
01:02:23so
01:02:23I want to make it come
01:02:24I want it to be special
01:02:26so today
01:02:27I decided to take
01:02:28Aviva to the Maya
01:02:29one of Belize's
01:02:31main attractions
01:02:34you're gonna love this
01:02:35I'm gonna be
01:02:36your official tour guide
01:02:40I'm glad we're at this place
01:02:42this is very spiritual
01:02:44for me
01:02:44so I want to experience
01:02:46this with Aviva
01:02:59at one point
01:03:01this used to be
01:03:02just like
01:03:02imagine
01:03:02just mountains and hills
01:03:05and somebody
01:03:06some bright mind
01:03:07came and said
01:03:07yo maybe we should
01:03:08check it out
01:03:09and dig and dig
01:03:10and
01:03:11imagine finding
01:03:12all this stuff
01:03:14where's your stage babe
01:03:16front and center
01:03:17go see
01:03:17this is one right
01:03:18back in the day
01:03:19I would be right here
01:03:21performing for
01:03:21and I would have been
01:03:22the groupie
01:03:23in the front row
01:03:23ah
01:03:26I'm gonna remember
01:03:27your daughter
01:03:32I hope you're seeing
01:03:32that babe
01:03:33that I do want
01:03:34kids with you
01:03:35I do want a family
01:03:36this is not
01:03:37something
01:03:38just regular for me
01:03:39not just a little
01:03:40vacay you visited me
01:03:41this is
01:03:42more than that
01:03:43for me
01:03:44alright
01:03:45it makes me happy
01:03:46babe
01:03:47I love you
01:03:47I love you too
01:03:52I was feeling
01:03:53pretty upset
01:03:54about the negative
01:03:55pregnancy test
01:03:56but now
01:03:57Stey and I
01:03:58are joking around
01:03:59having a good time
01:04:00and he's just
01:04:01making me feel
01:04:01so special
01:04:02look at the tree
01:04:04pretty right
01:04:05it's super cool
01:04:06walking around
01:04:07the Mayan ruins
01:04:08it's beautiful
01:04:09so much history
01:04:10and I just love
01:04:11spending this quality
01:04:12time with him
01:04:16wow
01:04:18that's huge
01:04:19that is so cool
01:04:23I know
01:04:25people go
01:04:26all the way
01:04:27to the top
01:04:27that is beautiful
01:04:29we should
01:04:29for sure
01:04:30you wanna go to the top
01:04:30hell yeah
01:04:31me too
01:04:37I'm full of gratitude
01:04:38at this point
01:04:40we've been through
01:04:41so much
01:04:42and there were days
01:04:44when it looked dark
01:04:44when we thought that
01:04:46you know maybe this is it
01:04:48I'm gonna race you
01:04:48to the top now
01:04:50but look at us
01:04:52I think opposites attract
01:04:54like she's the missing
01:04:55piece of the puzzle
01:04:56I feel like we're
01:04:57a perfect balance
01:04:59and I can see
01:05:00the future clearly
01:05:02wanna go through that
01:05:03for real
01:05:03yes
01:05:04let's do it
01:05:05let's go
01:05:07way way up there
01:05:13babe
01:05:14maybe you should
01:05:15stop
01:05:17for real
01:05:17I wanna tell you something
01:05:22since the first time
01:05:23I met you babe
01:05:24at the airport
01:05:25something just made me
01:05:26feel like
01:05:27you're the one for real
01:05:28I knew I was gonna do this
01:05:29I know you were scared
01:05:31but
01:05:32I actually fell in love
01:05:33with you
01:05:33and I wanna be with you
01:05:37for the rest of my life
01:05:39that's so sweet
01:05:40so babe
01:05:42will you marry me
01:05:48yes
01:05:49she said yes
01:05:54so sweet
01:06:04you got me shaken
01:06:08is this on us left
01:06:11left
01:06:13hopefully it fits
01:06:15yes
01:06:17what
01:06:24I've engaged a stick
01:06:25the artist
01:06:26like how cool is that
01:06:30you
01:06:31are full of surprises
01:06:32but this is definitely
01:06:33the best one
01:06:34this is the most nervous
01:06:35I've ever been
01:06:36for real
01:06:36for real
01:06:38I'm an engaged man now
01:06:41I've been carrying around
01:06:42this engagement ring
01:06:43for a while
01:06:43but at first
01:06:44I wasn't too sure
01:06:45because
01:06:46I felt like
01:06:47she was questioning me
01:06:48and who I am
01:06:48you know
01:06:49that made me a little sad
01:06:51but then closer
01:06:52leading up to today
01:06:53I felt sure
01:06:54in my heart
01:06:57you still wanna go
01:06:58to the top
01:06:58of course I do
01:06:59let's go
01:07:00let's go
01:07:01this is my fiancee
01:07:03this is my fiancee
01:07:05stay
01:07:05thank you
01:07:09we're walking in sync
01:07:11you gotta call
01:07:12I have to tell you
01:07:15it's spring
01:07:16oh no
01:07:17I'm gonna marry
01:07:18your niece
01:07:23so cool
01:07:24I'm alright
01:07:25babe
01:07:26there's always gonna be people
01:07:27spreading rumors
01:07:28trying to get into your mind
01:07:31forget about all that
01:07:32I got you
01:07:33we're a team now
01:07:34I'm not gonna lie to you
01:07:35okay
01:07:36promise you
01:07:37I definitely believe you now
01:07:47I love you babe
01:07:48I love you too
01:07:50you make me love you crazy
01:08:11oh look baby
01:08:12that's some bananas
01:08:13let's get some for your family
01:08:14you want bananas
01:08:17I think your family
01:08:18he likes bananas too
01:08:19don't they
01:08:27so the dark green one
01:08:29isn't better
01:08:30yeah this one's better
01:08:31for it
01:08:32tonight
01:08:33Trish and I are flying back
01:08:35to Antananarivo
01:08:37yeah
01:08:41these past few days
01:08:43I've seen more
01:08:43sides to Trish
01:08:45I've fallen even deeper
01:08:47in love with her
01:08:48but
01:08:49I haven't made up
01:08:50my mind yet
01:08:51whether or not
01:08:52I want another child
01:08:54this is my grandma
01:08:56used to sell
01:08:58fruits before
01:08:59this was her stand
01:09:01right here
01:09:01did you sell
01:09:02stuff out here
01:09:03yeah
01:09:04like
01:09:05fruits
01:09:05oh my god
01:09:06I just cannot
01:09:08picture you doing that
01:09:09yeah
01:09:09I know how important
01:09:11it is to
01:09:12Trish
01:09:13and her family
01:09:14but
01:09:15I think the best
01:09:16solution
01:09:16to this
01:09:18is for Trish
01:09:19to ask her dad
01:09:20again
01:09:20for more time
01:09:22Trish's dad
01:09:23seems like
01:09:24a nice guy
01:09:25and maybe
01:09:26they could ease up
01:09:28a little bit
01:09:48that's
01:09:49that's
01:09:56important
01:10:00No, dad wants to talk with us.
01:10:03OK.
01:10:04No?
01:10:05No.
01:10:05No.
01:10:06No, Mandrus.
01:10:07OK.
01:10:08No.
01:10:10No, Mandrus.
01:10:12No.
01:10:12No, Mandrus.
01:10:14No.
01:10:14No.
01:10:14No.
01:10:14No.
01:10:15No.
01:10:16No.
01:10:18No.
01:10:19No.
01:10:23No.
01:10:24What's the knife for?
01:10:29That's the knife for?
01:10:30Oh, my God.
01:10:31I don't know what that knife was for.
01:10:33I didn't see nothing to cut.
01:10:42What's this?
01:10:47Oh, that's a careful run.
01:10:50What is this about?
01:10:59You say, how was your vacation?
01:11:03Oh, it's been wonderful.
01:11:05I love your daughter very much.
01:11:08And each day that goes by, I'm loving her even more.
01:11:23Hey, that's good.
01:11:33We're going to leave, so that's why he's called us here.
01:11:50Um, what about your answer about the kids?
01:12:04I want to respect your dad's demands for a decision now,
01:12:14but I'm not prepared to do so.
01:12:29Um, I love Patricia very, very much.
01:12:35I know it's not the problem about the kids now.
01:12:42I need more time.
01:12:53You have to decide it, yes or no.
01:13:03But if no, they have to hold me.
01:13:08Like, we cannot be together anymore.
01:13:18You guys are emotionally tied.
01:13:20Yeah, absolutely.
01:13:21So why the am I here?
01:13:22Is this just sexual?
01:13:24And she's helping you financially.
01:13:26No, stop saying she's helping me financially.
01:13:27If you said that one more time, I'm going to leave.
01:13:29I don't want to think of my man living with another girl.
01:13:33Want me to go ask every single person here?
01:13:35Hey, guys, let me ask you guys all the questions.
01:13:39This girl's a psycho.
01:13:52Should I have a quick shower?
01:13:53I didn't shower.
01:13:55You don't need a shower.
01:13:57I stink.
01:13:59Maybe you do need a shower.
01:14:00Right now, I'm feeling it right now.
01:14:05Let me show you how.
01:14:07Well, you look good.
01:14:13Oof.
01:14:14Is this okay for the bar or where we're going?
01:14:18I love it.
01:14:19Josh took me out on one of his company's boats today, and it honestly was great.
01:14:24It would be nice if he owned the boat, but, like, driving his company's boat, it's okay.
01:14:29I feel like I got some questions answered, but the Nat situation has not cleared up, and that's, like, the
01:14:34one thing kind of lingering over us.
01:14:36So we set up tonight for us to just all get together and put everything on the table.
01:14:42We can be dirty together.
01:14:43We'll shower later.
01:14:44I feel salty.
01:14:45It'd be two seconds.
01:14:46Okay.
01:14:48Got to make sure you shower for Nat.
01:14:52I don't want this affecting our relationship, but, like, Josh hasn't been transparent from the start.
01:14:57He lied about his living situation with Nat.
01:14:59Now I'm just finding out she was there the night he crashed the boat.
01:15:03And on top of that, they text throughout the day, throughout the night, at all hours of the night.
01:15:08Like, ding, ding, ding, ding, ding, ding, ding, ding, not, not, not, not.
01:15:14It's like, dude.
01:15:16Like, I haven't, like, looked at the messages, but it's just shady and weird.
01:15:21I need to figure out once and for all what is going on because I am so confused.
01:15:37Just do me a favor, don't kick off.
01:15:41I can't promise you anything.
01:15:46Hi.
01:15:49How are you, though?
01:15:50Good to see you.
01:15:52Thanks for coming, guys.
01:15:54Don't mind me.
01:15:55I just brought some hand warmers.
01:15:56It's so cold.
01:15:57I'm freezing.
01:15:58It's not that cold.
01:15:59I'm freezing.
01:16:01How are you?
01:16:02I'm good.
01:16:03I'm good.
01:16:04Busy day today.
01:16:05Poured a couple of things.
01:16:06What'd you get?
01:16:07I got this nice dress.
01:16:10I feel like everyone in Australia wears black.
01:16:14Yeah, I don't know.
01:16:15I love black, so...
01:16:19I really want Elise to see that I'm taking her concern seriously
01:16:22and that I'm committed to building a relationship with her.
01:16:26But I know for that to happen, she needs to trust me,
01:16:29especially when it comes to Nat.
01:16:30What are we choosing, Del?
01:16:32We need to sort of get her to realise that we're just friends
01:16:35and that we can finally move on.
01:16:38We went on the boat today.
01:16:40Oh, DJ, how was it?
01:16:41It was...
01:16:42Yeah, it was beautiful.
01:16:43And what else is happening?
01:16:44Obviously, like, we've been talking a lot.
01:16:47Yeah.
01:16:47And there's so much to digest, you know, everything.
01:16:50Yeah, of course.
01:17:01So, I mean, I do feel, like, uncomfortable.
01:17:20You guys are emotionally tied.
01:17:24Yeah, absolutely.
01:17:24I wouldn't want to be faced friends with somebody
01:17:26if I wasn't emotionally tied with them.
01:17:28But it's not just an emotional aspect to it.
01:17:31I'm going to be honest.
01:17:32Like, I'm scared.
01:17:33He's so close financially with you.
01:17:37So, I want to get to the bottom of this once and for all.
01:17:41Like, how does it work?
01:17:45What do you mean?
01:17:47Well, he lives there.
01:17:49He doesn't say rent.
01:17:51You help him.
01:17:52Like, yeah, I've loaned money.
01:17:55He's paid me back.
01:17:57I don't know what you want me to say.
01:17:59When people talk about money, to me, it's really icky.
01:18:02Like, that's...
01:18:03I just think it's gross.
01:18:06I just...
01:18:07I think it's weird.
01:18:08I don't want a guy I'm dating
01:18:10and a guy that's literally telling me he's falling for me
01:18:13to be supported by another girl.
01:18:15Like, so why the f*** am I here?
01:18:16Is this just sexual?
01:18:18Because you have an emotional relationship with a woman
01:18:21and she's helping you financially.
01:18:23So, like...
01:18:24No, stop saying she's helping me financially.
01:18:25If you say that one more time, I'm going to lose.
01:18:27F***.
01:18:28We have both said that that's not the case.
01:18:33But then, what's your f***ing game plan?
01:18:36What?
01:18:36I want to know, when I leave,
01:18:38you are going to go live with Nat, yes or no?
01:18:44Well, I probably would go back to hers,
01:18:46but it is short f***ing f***ing term.
01:18:51But I don't want to f***ing think of my man
01:18:53living with another girl.
01:18:54Why can I not have a friend and a big female?
01:18:57I think it's f***ing weird.
01:18:58Do you want me to go ask every single person there?
01:19:00Because I will.
01:19:00I want it to be embarrassing to you.
01:19:02Yeah.
01:19:05Okay, let it be embarrassing for me.
01:19:07I don't give a f***.
01:19:10Hey, guys!
01:19:11Let me ask you guys all the f***ing question.
01:19:15Am I crazy?
01:19:15Or is my guy living with a girl
01:19:17and getting financially f***ing f***ing supported crazy?
01:19:25No!
01:19:26He's f***ing lying to me!
01:19:28Yeah, that's pretty crazy.
01:19:30Thank you!
01:19:30How long have you been to?
01:19:32We've been talking six months.
01:19:33It's only six months.
01:19:34I hadn't met until just recently, though.
01:19:38He shouldn't be living with her, right?
01:19:40And getting financially supported, right?
01:19:41Yeah.
01:19:41Thank you!
01:19:42He shouldn't be living with her
01:19:43and he's getting financially supported.
01:19:45Do you think that's crazy?
01:19:46Thank you!
01:19:50I mean, is this not crazy now?
01:19:52It could be!
01:19:52Is this not crazy now?
01:19:54Yeah, but I'm having two against one.
01:19:56What the f*** are they supposed to do?
01:19:57You're not saying half I'm sorry.
01:19:58But you're not yelling in a bar where I live.
01:20:00You're not here!
01:20:01She's a psycho.
01:20:03She's toxic f***ing f***ing sorry.
01:20:05You don't know which one you're getting, is it?
01:20:07F***ing you, bitch.
01:20:08F***ing you, it's off.
01:20:09Good luck.
01:20:13Like, honestly, I'm not doing that.
01:20:16She's a f***ing f***ing psycho.
01:20:17What the f***?
01:20:18Who does that?
01:20:18Who yells at people in a bar?
01:20:20Like, she's creating all of these issues
01:20:22that aren't even there.
01:20:23That's...
01:20:24Yeah, that's a big red flag.
01:20:26Huge red flag.
01:20:31Hey, Nat.
01:20:33You all right?
01:20:34Yeah.
01:20:35Are you okay?
01:20:36Q, you guys are together.
01:20:38So f***ing cute.
01:20:39Give me my purse.
01:20:40So f***ing cute.
01:20:41So you run to her after this, right?
01:20:43Just both...
01:20:45Do you want to go?
01:20:46Bye, guys.
01:20:47Asshole.
01:20:51Oh, I'm just embarrassed.
01:20:52Like, I'm confused as well now.
01:20:54What do I do?
01:20:55I feel like I was falling in love, though.
01:20:58But that s***, I'm done.
01:21:06Like...
01:21:07Next time on Before the 90 Days.
01:21:12I miss you.
01:21:13There's one thing you didn't fulfill last night for me.
01:21:17What's that?
01:21:19Oral sex.
01:21:22My fellow women have been giving her the oral sex.
01:21:25I am not a woman.
01:21:26I have my...
01:21:29It's major for me.
01:21:34Ready, boo?
01:21:35Woo!
01:21:36Woo!
01:21:37In a couple of days, we're going to renew our vows.
01:21:40And I just can't wait.
01:21:42How are you looking for wedding bands?
01:21:45$268.
01:21:48I think he's not sure.
01:21:50I assume you don't want some men mistaken me as, you know, still available, single woman.
01:21:55Thank you, happy.
01:21:57Okay.
01:21:58Okay.
01:22:00She went off yelling from the whole bar.
01:22:03F*** that.
01:22:06I'm f***.
01:22:07Angry.
01:22:08Angry.
01:22:09Yeah, this one might be a bit broken, my friend.
01:22:11I think it was a massive overreaction.
01:22:13For me, a public embarrassment like that would be...
01:22:15That would be the end.
01:22:19No.
01:22:22I'm worried I'm going to disappoint my mom.
01:22:24Mom, it's time for you to grow up and be a man, not just following her orders around.
01:22:30My mother, she's always been my safety net.
01:22:32But her meddling constantly causes conflict between Sheena and I.
01:22:37Did you guys make any plans?
01:22:39Because we are leaving tomorrow.
01:22:43Yeah.
01:22:44I have decided I'm going to stay here and live here in the Philippines.
01:22:50This is our choice.
01:22:53What's that?
01:22:54You just came out of your mouth?
01:22:58Was it okay?
01:22:59Yeah.
01:22:59He's a good guy.
01:23:01But it turns out, we're not so good.
01:23:06Something is going on between you and Michael.
01:23:08Nothing is going on.
01:23:09Will you just shut up and listen?
01:23:11Don't tell me to shut up.
01:23:14I don't think that it's that big of a deal that I tried to kiss Michael.
01:23:19BeerCon's massive reaction, that pisses me off.
01:23:22I don't know.
01:23:23I don't know.
01:23:26I don't know.
01:23:27I don't know.
01:23:27I don't know.
01:23:30I don't know.
01:23:30You
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