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00:16I like pickleball so far.
00:17You like it?
00:22Woo, you like that one, don't you think?
00:36Do you know what these muds are even doing to me?
00:37I have no clue.
00:39I've never mudded before.
00:40What are you doing?
00:42It's just a picture.
00:43Simba.
00:44Picture.
00:46Lower time.
00:48Yes, happy, yeah.
00:49Happy as it can be covering a bun.
00:54It's like one, two, three, four.
00:57Are there any seasonings you want me to bring from the house?
01:00I can't think about seasoning right now.
01:02Only talk about gym stuff right now.
01:05Worried about seasoning during your rest.
01:08I think about everything that I'm working on.
01:10Clearly.
01:20I'm so excited.
01:22Let's see what Chibi's doing.
01:24You ready?
01:24All right.
01:25Oh, this is so pretty.
01:27It's so bright.
01:29There's Chibi.
01:30Hi, baby girl.
01:32Oh, God.
01:33Yeah, see my place?
01:34The cold plunge.
01:36Yeah.
01:36Wish I should just do that right now.
01:38Absolutely not.
01:39I said I would do it.
01:40I didn't say when.
01:41Yeah.
01:42I love it.
01:43It's so nice.
01:44It's just crazy like you're here.
01:45I know.
01:46I can't wait to see your place, too.
01:48I know.
01:48I'm so excited.
01:49Obviously, this isn't a four-bedroom place.
01:53Logistically, it would make more sense for me to be in a space.
01:57I mean, that's what I want.
01:59Yeah.
01:59But you did say you would try the ice plunge.
02:01Oh, I promise.
02:03Yeah.
02:03I just don't know when.
02:05Maybe in like five years.
02:06Sorry.
02:06I'll put it in the calendar and I'll get a notification.
02:11And then I'll be like, ugh, I'm too old.
02:13I can't do this.
02:13No.
02:14I told you about my mom.
02:17I forget.
02:18She stuck her foot in it and literally went out.
02:20My dad sent me a video, and I was like, oh, my God.
02:24I love the idea.
02:25My parents asked me, like, how old is Jess?
02:26And I told them, they're like, does she want kids?
02:27And I was like, no.
02:28Were they sad?
02:29No.
02:29They were like, good.
02:30They know me.
02:31Oh, good.
02:32That makes me so happy, Chris.
02:33I was so scared that, like, your family would be like, oh, my God.
02:37We're never going to have, like, his babies.
02:40Like, you know what I mean?
02:42Yeah.
02:42That was one of the things, like, that I really liked.
02:44The pots.
02:45You were like, yeah, I don't want kids.
02:46Yeah.
02:47And I was like, I'm okay if I never have kids ever.
02:50Mm-hmm.
02:51But at the same time, it's like, if I was with someone,
02:53and that's really what they wanted, I wouldn't be, like, totally against it.
02:57But I don't, like, that's not, like, in my near, near future.
03:00I love you so much, and I know you'd be an amazing dad.
03:04Like, if there was a moment where, like, you and I were just like, fuck, we want this.
03:07Yeah.
03:07Like, it's not like I would say, like, oh, I would never even consider it.
03:11But, like, that's not what I see for us.
03:15Yeah.
03:16It wasn't a thing for Becky.
03:16I'm just so excited.
03:18I know I've said this repeatedly, but I'm so excited to come home to you.
03:21Like, that is one of the things I'm most excited about.
03:24I'll be there.
03:31Chris's place is gorgeous, and it's, like, the most incredible location.
03:35But, like, because of our three animals, I think it makes more sense for us to be at my house.
03:40Are you ready?
03:42I'm ready.
03:43I'm gonna wipe my feet off here.
03:45Oh!
03:48It doesn't smell like dog too bad, right?
03:52No, you can't.
03:53It doesn't smell like dog, no.
03:54I created a life that I loved on my own.
03:57And I kind of was in the mindset of, like, if I find someone, great.
04:01And when I walked in today with my fiancé, I felt, like, very at peace.
04:05Oh, my Lord.
04:07Isn't it so fun?
04:08Yeah.
04:09You don't even know what time of day it is in here.
04:11That's the goal.
04:12Yeah.
04:12Keep it real cold, put on the heating pad.
04:14Yeah.
04:15This is gonna need to be a door, because that's gonna be my closet.
04:20Oh.
04:21This could just be a closet.
04:21Pretty perfect.
04:22So this will be your closet.
04:25It's a good hat.
04:26It's good.
04:27Literally, I was gonna bring it to the pods.
04:29Were you?
04:32This room's crazy.
04:33Oh, my Lord.
04:34You have so many clothes.
04:36You can see some of the wild dresses.
04:40I kind of like this.
04:42That's the house.
04:44Isn't it nice?
04:45It looks great.
04:46You weren't lying.
04:46Is it what you thought?
04:48Um, yeah.
04:49I mean, there's a lot of, like, gold.
04:51Can you tell me that?
04:52There's a lot of gold.
04:53A lot of snakes.
04:54A lot of snakes.
04:57The bedroom.
04:58It's like a cave.
05:00What a...
05:00I love it.
05:01A forest cave with heating pads.
05:06I have multiple heating pads.
05:08It just feels nice.
05:10I know.
05:10Yeah.
05:11And if it makes your muscle feel better, your back, your neck, it's like...
05:14Right.
05:14I feel like it's very much a grandma thing, but I don't care.
05:17Is it a grandma thing?
05:20How many...
05:21I don't even want to use the word young.
05:23But how many not-old people, do you know this, use a heating pad every day?
05:29One.
05:31Exactly.
05:32Yeah.
05:33So do you feel like you could, like, see us living here together?
05:36It's just different to, like, be out in a suburb, that's all.
05:42It's very different.
05:43Mm-hmm.
05:43But it's...
05:45It's...
05:45I feel like it's...
05:47At least in Columbus, it's so close to everything.
05:50That's true.
05:50Not that it really does matter, but it's like...
05:52No, I think it does.
05:53Lifestyle-wise.
05:53It's like a total, like, total, like, change, too.
05:56A hundred percent.
05:57It's a total lifestyle change.
05:58Yeah.
05:59Like, you're able to just walk wherever you want and, like, get to everything.
06:02Mm-hmm.
06:02To get in the car.
06:04It is close, though.
06:04I mean, it's nice that you're so close to everything.
06:06I'm probably 12 minutes from your place.
06:09I know.
06:09It's not a big deal.
06:10My biggest thing was, like, my mom and dad host everything.
06:15Mm-hmm.
06:15And, like, my biggest goal was I wanted to have a big enough space so that if I wanted to,
06:20like, host our immediate family Christmas,
06:22everyone could come and everyone could just stay the night.
06:24So I wanted three bedrooms, and this one just happened to have four.
06:27Yeah.
06:28It is nice to be, like, just fucking peace and quiet sometimes.
06:32I'm just so happy you're here.
06:33I love it here.
06:34I mean, it's nice.
06:35I know there's people I talk to in there, and I was like, yeah, this will never work.
06:39Yeah.
06:39It's like, you know, literally, like, use the, like, analogy of, like, you know, freaking training for anything in life,
06:46right?
06:46That's going to take, like, a lot of hard work.
06:47You get to this point where it's like, fuck, if we would have met seven years ago or eight years
06:51ago, it just wouldn't have.
06:53Mm-mm.
06:54Maybe if we would have met six years from now, maybe it just wouldn't have matched up either.
06:56Right.
06:57Even a year ago, I was like, I didn't know if I would ever want to get married again.
07:01Yeah, I remember you saying that.
07:02Like, I didn't want to be in a serious relationship.
07:04It's just bizarre to me in both our lives how many things had to, like, fall into place for this
07:09to happen.
07:10And I'm so grateful for, like, what I have with you.
07:13Yeah, I said the same thing to you.
07:14I feel like every day at this point.
07:16I know.
07:16So.
07:19I love you.
07:20Love you.
07:42Are you going to call?
07:43No, no, no. It's, uh, so the way this works is, like, once a quarter, um, Jerome Powell, the head
07:51of the Fed, he speaks on things, and those things cause ripples in the market that I trade in.
07:57How do you know, like, the meeting's going on?
07:59Oh, I check, like, all the time.
08:00Oh.
08:01There's, like, counter support.
08:01Do you get, like, a Facebook invite?
08:02This is, like, my job at this point, so I'm, like, half listening to that because I kind of understand
08:06where it's headed.
08:07I have a meeting with my boss tomorrow, and he's very aware that I, like, want to move up in
08:12the company.
08:13Like, when do you want to, I guess, get out of Cleveland?
08:16Just depends on what he says.
08:17I feel like I've been, like, very up front of, like, me being more, like, of a nomad.
08:21I'm just, like, very concerned about, like, getting stuck in Cleveland.
08:24Yeah, I know.
08:24I just want to make sure we're on the same page.
08:26I'm not trying to trap you in Cleveland.
08:28I've been very open that I love warm weather.
08:30Yeah, yeah.
08:31I want to move somewhere warm.
08:32Because I did just get, like, the soccer coach that's basically sending me a contract today to kind of take
08:38a look at for Florida.
08:39I just don't have any ties to Florida, I guess.
08:42I also don't in Arizona, but I love Arizona.
08:44Like, I could be swayed either way.
08:46And Arizona is definitely still in the conversation, and I can definitely get a soccer job there as well as
08:51financial services.
08:52I've just had the contract kind of come my way for soccer in Florida already.
08:56Said politically, it does align with where I think we're both at, where we both stand.
09:00Great weather, great golf.
09:01It seems to be, obviously, great education as well for kids.
09:04So it does seem to kind of hit all of my boxes that I look for.
09:07What are your thoughts?
09:08I'm just, like, I don't know what else to say.
09:11Like, I'm going to talk to my boss tomorrow.
09:14It's been, like, we've been back for five minutes, and I'm still catching.
09:17And I've gotten a job, like, in that time period.
09:19Like, that's kind of my point.
09:21Like, it's one of those, like, I reach out and can do that very quickly.
09:25I'm just more worried on my, like, my end of not being able to, like, make that move happen if
09:31it's not something you're really able to do.
09:34Because I, like, similar to you, do like to plan, but I am very fluid.
09:38Um, and I'm not fully certain.
09:40Like, I guess I'm having concerns that you're not able to be as fluid.
09:43Can I let you know more tomorrow?
09:45Absolutely.
09:46I feel like you're saying a lot with your eyes right now, but not really saying it with your words.
09:51I'm just listening.
09:52Well, I'm asking you what your thoughts are.
09:54I'm just listening to you.
09:55I've said what I can say at this point.
09:57I would like to talk to my boss.
09:59For sure.
09:59If there's any different opportunities, if there's opportunities in those states, I can take those as well.
10:03But, like, it just depends on, like, what's open.
10:06For sure.
10:07I mean, that makes sense.
10:08Um, I just want to, like, you feel like I've been as open with you as well, like, nomadically, correct?
10:13Yeah.
10:14Okay.
10:14I just wanted to make sure.
10:15Another thing I kind of wanted to bring up as well, um, I don't want to say off-putting.
10:20It's like if I put stuff in the fridge in a way that I feel is neat and it does
10:24get rearranged, I feel like I'm not being a standard.
10:26Have I done that since the water?
10:27We haven't put anything in the fridge since the water.
10:30Okay.
10:30So it was one time and we've already had this conversation where I told you not to be offended by
10:34that and you said okay.
10:35I get it and I'm starting to think about it more.
10:37Okay.
10:37When I, like, fold clothes, um, I am basically wondering if I'm doing it right.
10:42You can fold your clothes however you want to fold them.
10:45But I don't want to be failing in the home life.
10:47If that's happening now, where is that going to head later on into a marriage?
10:51I guess if we're airing out some things, um, last night we had a very intimate date in the spa.
10:57We have our hands all over each other.
10:58We're literally rubbing mud on each other in the shower.
11:00For sure.
11:01And then we come home and you're like, I have to run out.
11:04I did not love that.
11:07I feel like I've initiated enough, especially in Cabo.
11:10Um, no, we didn't last night.
11:12But, I mean.
11:12You're, are you being serious?
11:14Did I not come out of the bathroom in a certain way and just take you?
11:16Yeah, because I said I was horny.
11:18Okay, I've also done the same thing.
11:20Here?
11:21We haven't been intimate.
11:22And you know physical touch is, like, very important to me.
11:25Then grab me and push me on the bed and let's go.
11:28You walked out the door.
11:30I mean, at night.
11:30We, like, had a plan.
11:32At night.
11:32You get into bed and you're on your phone.
11:34As are you.
11:35What are you talking about?
11:36No, I'm not.
11:36I literally was lame.
11:36You were on your phone last night doing the exact same thing.
11:38Incorrect.
11:39Exact same thing.
11:40And if it's a problem, then let me know at night and we will absolutely have a great time.
11:45I mean, I'm not going to, like, force you to if you don't want to.
11:48I would love to have, I've said that I love it when you just initiate like that.
11:53I just know, like, you said something in Cabo, like, the physical connection wasn't there.
11:56So I'm like, are you not attracted to me?
12:00I mean, I am attracted to you.
12:03I think what I was saying is you're not the type of girl that I normally go after.
12:07But I'm very attracted to you.
12:09I mean, I think that's been made clear.
12:11I'm also being aware of your period realistically.
12:17And I don't want a kid right now.
12:19I kind of expected you to tell me that.
12:22I'll tell you what?
12:22That it's kind of passed.
12:24Like, I'm not going to track it.
12:27I'm not going to get pregnant on my period.
12:29I know.
12:30But it's the time right after it is what I understood.
12:34But I'm not the smartest when it comes to it.
12:37And it would be, I guess, nice to know when you're off of it.
12:40I'm not trying to trap you.
12:41I feel like you think I'm trying to trap you in Cleveland and with a child.
12:45Like, I don't want to have a kid either right now.
12:46Okay.
12:46I don't know what the tracking is at.
12:48I don't know how long your period left.
12:49Ovulation is usually, like, two weeks after my period.
12:52Okay.
12:52I don't know when your period, like, ends.
12:55And I'm happy to have a shared tracker if that makes you feel better.
12:57But I don't know.
12:59No, it's not necessary.
12:59I will let you know when it starts, when it's done.
13:02That would, okay.
13:04Okay.
13:06Now I feel like you're, like, just pissed.
13:07I'm not.
13:08It's just, like, it's frustrating.
13:11Because clearly I'm sexually frustrated.
13:13Why didn't you fuck me last night?
13:15Like.
13:15Because you just left me.
13:17I was turned on.
13:17And then when you leave me, I was like, meh.
13:18When we were in bed, why didn't you fuck me last night?
13:20Because I was just, like, meh.
13:21You, like, walked out.
13:22So I was, like, okay.
13:23Okay.
13:23You can't just put that on me and then be like, okay.
13:26It's my fault.
13:26It's not yours.
13:27It's probably equal at this point.
13:29But you can't just be like, oh, it's your fault that you didn't initiate again.
13:31Like, I don't really see how that's my fault.
13:37I'm just letting you know.
13:38I need a little bit more.
13:40Okay.
13:41I'm happy to provide it.
13:42Okay.
13:42I mean, are you satisfied when we do?
13:47Yeah, but we haven't since Mexico.
13:50Well, it's, okay, why?
13:53Are you off your period?
13:54Yeah.
13:55Okay, then we can definitely do that.
13:57If I'm on my period, I'm plagued.
14:00No, but it's one.
14:01You sleep with a pillow in between us.
14:02No, I don't.
14:03I have one pillow.
14:04I've initiated plenty throughout this whole process.
14:07I'm happy to continue to do so, but don't come at me now.
14:10It's like, I didn't even know it was a problem.
14:11You're coming at me now.
14:12No, I'm not.
14:13I came at you about to the move.
14:14And the cleaning thing.
14:15I've talked to you.
14:16Have we not talked about that before?
14:17Yeah, you've been joking about it, but now it's, like, eating you alive, apparently.
14:21It's not just that.
14:22It's the clothes as well.
14:23I don't want to feel like I'm walking around.
14:24We've done laundry once here.
14:26I get it.
14:28Like, I feel like I'm walking around on eggshells.
14:31Okay.
14:31Fold your towel however you want.
14:33Okay, but then you're going to go back and fold it again.
14:35No, I didn't even change it.
14:36I mean, it's really just the water bottles realistically, but it's...
14:39Oh my God.
14:40I feel like I'm not meeting.
14:41I just need to, like, get away for a sec because...
14:44Okay.
14:44We're fighting over water bottles.
14:47We're caught in the crossfire.
14:52We're fighting over water bottles.
14:57We're caught in the crossfire.
15:18Come back out.
15:32I will work on things on my end, trying not to be such a crazy person with cleaning, trying
15:38to be more open about where I'm at in the month.
15:43Initiating more, I will see what I can do with my job and apply out to different companies.
15:51But I do love the company that I work for and they are normally very accommodating.
15:56So I would like to stay with them, even if it causes, like, a small delay in our plans.
16:01And I hope you understand that.
16:03I absolutely understand that.
16:04When it comes to intimacy, I don't want a kid right now.
16:07I don't want a kid either.
16:09And I think I've made that very clear.
16:10I want to make sure that we have our adventures, we have our life together, and we have kids
16:15for the right reasons.
16:16I like when you touch me.
16:17I like your hands all over me.
16:18And, like, I feel like I'm always touching you.
16:20And I don't want to, like, seem needy, I guess.
16:24When we are intimate, it is fantastic.
16:26I will do more to initiate as well.
16:29But I think we're, I honestly think we're good in that category other than the four or
16:35five days that we haven't because of your period.
16:38You can still touch me on my period, just so you know.
16:40I don't know that necessarily.
16:42I was an accident, which changed my mom's life.
16:45I'm very good about tracking my cycle.
16:49I take it very seriously.
16:52I hope that you want this to work out.
16:55Yeah.
16:56I don't want you to just, like, run from me because you do have that lifestyle where you're
17:02constantly on the run.
17:04And I don't want you to get bored with me.
17:06I don't want you to be okay just, like, losing me either.
17:10I do want this to work.
17:11And I'm willing to do the work.
17:13I'm not running away.
17:14I have a lot of self-confidence.
17:15I'm going to be okay.
17:16At the same time, I can understand how that comes off as, like, numb when it isn't.
17:23I'm ready to be in one spot and be in this type of relationship.
17:27So, yeah, I mean, we're both freaked out.
17:30Like, it's, it's...
17:31Remember when you weren't nervous?
17:34Yeah.
17:34I mean, I'm nervous about this, for sure.
17:36Just kidding.
17:36For sure.
17:37Still confident.
17:39You want to go have some fun?
17:41I meant, do you want to go spend some time together?
17:56Hard knock.
17:57You're the dog, bro.
17:58So, tonight, Jordan is meeting my brother.
18:00Hey, man.
18:02He wants what's best for me, for sure.
18:04And he wants to make sure it's genuine.
18:06Did I ever tell you what she cooks?
18:08Uh, waffles.
18:09We had some last weekend.
18:10That you made homemade?
18:12Dude, you have not seen this thing yet.
18:14Did you see my badass waffle maker?
18:16That is pretty badass.
18:17Emma loves waffles.
18:18They're amazing.
18:19Are you, are you, do you cook a lot?
18:21Love to cook.
18:21So, you consider yourself a good cook, then?
18:23Like, you top...
18:23I think, I think so, yeah.
18:25So, what, what do you think that you cook the best?
18:27I think I make really good burgers.
18:29Okay.
18:30Burgers, gotcha.
18:31I just started doing homemade fries as well.
18:33We did chicken and waffles the other morning.
18:34Yeah, we did a little tag team, a little tag team action.
18:37She made some waffles, did some, like, fried chicken tenders.
18:40You did the chicken?
18:41They were good.
18:41Okay.
18:42Is this your notebook from the pods?
18:43Yeah.
18:44This is crazy, man.
18:45I thought for a long time that it would be good for you to find someone to be with.
18:50Um, I was always rooting for that.
18:52And, you know, your last few relationships, too, were, like, shitty, so, with shitty boys,
18:57so, you know.
18:58Jacob and I both don't sugarcoat anything.
19:00I like that.
19:01As your brother, it's my duty to make sure that this was all serious, you know, and that
19:07the feelings were there.
19:09I'm, like, crazy about her.
19:11Yeah.
19:16Getting to know Amber, she's the only person I've ever met where I'm, like, maybe I do want
19:19to have kids.
19:20Mm-hmm.
19:20I've never felt that about anybody, like, until we really connected, and I was, like,
19:25damn, like, I could actually see that for my life, which is pretty wild, man.
19:29Okay.
19:31Emma's amazing, of course.
19:33I love Emma to death.
19:34She's a little spitfire, just like Amber is.
19:37What did you think of Matt, by the way?
19:38He was cool to me, but I really appreciated him coming and meeting me.
19:41Did you guys meet off camera?
19:42Yeah, off camera.
19:43We had, like, productive conversation.
19:45Like, I felt good leaving the conversation.
19:47I'm all for it, to support it.
19:48I hope this works out, is all I'm saying.
19:50Like, I genuinely do.
19:52And I want, um, you know, the best for both of you guys.
19:54Thanks, man.
19:55We want a family!
19:57Yeah, come on.
19:59We're looking for that family we never had.
20:18What can you point out in what you see here?
20:20I don't know.
20:21Is that a cat?
20:23That's Jill.
20:24That's Jill.
20:25Jill the cat.
20:25So we got a man and a woman.
20:26Top hat and a pipe.
20:28He's in deep thought.
20:29Oh, she's reading.
20:31Or she's reading.
20:32Was this you in the pods?
20:34Yeah.
20:35Me sitting with my blanket.
20:38I don't know what's happening here.
20:39Where at?
20:41A leg.
20:41It looks inappropriate, actually.
20:42A leg.
20:43He's seducing you.
20:45Cover your eyes.
20:45Cover your eyes.
20:47It's a little sailboat.
20:49You ever went kayaking or anything like that?
20:51Yeah.
20:51Mm-hmm.
20:52Yeah.
20:52We're going to teach you how to swim before we do all that.
20:55I just throw in a life vest.
20:55What you mean?
20:56Oh, you come save me.
20:58My sisters make fun of me about that sometimes.
21:00What?
21:00Nothing about the swims?
21:00Yeah.
21:01Yeah, we're going to work on that.
21:02Yeah.
21:02We've got to learn before we have kids.
21:04Yeah.
21:05We're kind of set on two-year window before...
21:09What, family?
21:10Looking at house and family.
21:11Yeah.
21:12Yeah.
21:13What point would be too late for you?
21:15Because, you know, you're older than me.
21:18Yeah, I know.
21:18I know.
21:19Probably a little bit.
21:19A little bit.
21:20Yeah, only a little bit.
21:22I just want to be able to run around with the kids.
21:24You know, both of our moms are aging.
21:26You know, like, I do kind of have, like, a fear, I guess, of what if my mom's not able
21:32to meet my kids.
21:33But it's not something that's making me have kids now.
21:36Right now.
21:37Yeah.
21:37Yeah.
21:37We'd have a biracial child, essentially, is there?
21:40Yeah.
21:41Any thoughts you may have had around that?
21:43You know, I grew up very rural, and I love my hometown, and I love my experience, but
21:48I don't want them to necessarily be in that small fishbowl, like, that I grew up with
21:54in high school.
21:55Okay.
21:55You know, and I want them to see other people that look like them, and...
21:58Yeah.
22:00I can see us, like, raising a family here and finding those communities where our kids
22:04are exposed to, like, different foods and just a range of kids from different walks of
22:08life sort of things.
22:09Yeah.
22:09I'm thinking of my own upbringing in some ways growing up in Brooklyn, and I think it's
22:13similar to other cities in some ways as a black young man and just understanding that
22:19everything isn't always, um, what's the word, set up fairly.
22:25I remember back in the pod telling you about, like, the cops and pulling up the guns on us
22:29as kids and the whole nine, and it's like, oh, yeah, because they sometimes can see black
22:33bodies as more, like, adult-like or threatening and things like that in certain interactions.
22:38So I think some candid conversations about, like, the history of our country, um, and just
22:45kind of educating our kids, not from a place of, like, victimhood per se, but more so just
22:50understanding that the world isn't colorblind.
22:52And I think it'll just help them be prepared to just navigate life a lot easier in some
22:57ways.
22:58Mm-hmm.
22:59Yeah.
23:00So any, like, direct fear with me, like, having a white woman as the mother of your children?
23:05No.
23:06No.
23:07There's no direct fear there.
23:08Okay.
23:09I have a lot to learn from you and...
23:11Vice versa.
23:12Yeah.
23:13It's funny.
23:13When you talk about, like, biracial children, you'll hear narratives of them never feeling
23:18like they have a home, especially black, white, interracial kids.
23:21Right.
23:21Like, I don't fit this, but I don't really fit this, and I'm kind of in this gray.
23:25Yeah.
23:25Yeah.
23:26That, I think, will be some, like, learning we both have to do.
23:29Yeah, because it's gonna be something new for both of us.
23:30Yeah.
23:31Yeah.
23:32I think we'll come at it as a team.
23:33I know we will.
23:35I think the only thing that I have, and it's not a fear, I don't know what the right
23:38word would be, but, like, that reminder that I'm not going to be able to understand or
23:45to relate 100% with my own kid with something is a big deal.
23:51Yeah.
23:52You know, and I just want to make sure that we're able to move over that right, and it's
23:57a love for your kid thing.
23:58It's not necessarily a racial thing, you know?
24:00It's like a bonding love for your kid thing, and...
24:02Yeah.
24:04Yeah.
24:04And I know you're a well of love, so I have no doubt.
24:07Yeah.
24:07Yeah.
24:08No doubt at all.
24:08Yeah.
24:09Yeah.
24:10And your families, too.
24:11Yeah.
24:12Yeah.
24:13Mm-hmm.
24:13It's gonna be fun.
24:14Yeah.
24:15I like my view right now.
24:17Yeah.
24:17You got all the flowers behind your head.
24:19Oh, do I?
24:22See up your nose.
24:23Oh, yeah?
24:23Mm-hmm.
24:24I got anything.
24:25Let me just throw it away.
24:28Mm-hmm.
24:29I love you.
24:30Oh, baby.
24:31I love you, too.
24:32Mm-hmm.
24:33The geese right on cue.
24:35They're gonna attack somebody.
24:36Right here.
24:43Mm-hmm.
24:44Let's do it.
24:48Do we take the shoes off?
24:51Um...
24:51We don't have to.
24:52Today, Devonte is meeting my parents.
24:55Hello.
24:56My younger brother and his wife.
24:58I haven't brought somebody home in 10 years.
25:01Hi.
25:02Hi.
25:03Hi.
25:04And I'm feeling very excited to show them the man that I fell in love with.
25:10Hello.
25:11Marco.
25:12Marco.
25:18He picked it out.
25:19All by myself.
25:20I need some sunglasses.
25:22I feel like when you showed me, like, your inspiration pictures.
25:25Hold on.
25:26Yeah.
25:29You're a loan officer, right?
25:31Yeah.
25:31Getting back in town, were you just, like, inundated?
25:34Yeah.
25:35I had, like, 900 texts, 1,000 emails.
25:38When I came back and had over 700 text messages, that gave me a lot of anxiety.
25:43You had that many friends?
25:47I had a sister, too.
25:48I did the same thing.
25:50How many siblings do you have?
25:51I have five.
25:52Five?
25:53Yeah.
25:53My mom had five boys and one girl.
25:55Wow.
25:56Where are you in that?
25:57I have an older brother than myself, then my younger brother, and then I have twin brothers,
26:01and my sister's the youngest.
26:03I know we have a chance for twins.
26:05Twins?
26:05Yeah.
26:06That's what we're doing.
26:07Yet another question.
26:08Yeah.
26:09Are you saying you want twins?
26:11Yeah, but that's a lot of diapers and crying all at once.
26:13That's okay.
26:14He's gonna help me.
26:15So...
26:16Are you hungry?
26:17Always hungry.
26:24How's the apartment?
26:25It's really nice.
26:26Like, the way that we keep the apartment.
26:29I don't even have to, like, tell him things.
26:31Like, he just naturally does things.
26:34Like, even something stupid.
26:35Like, he pulled something out of the microwave before the time was up, but he cleared it to make
26:42sure the clock was on.
26:43And I was like...
26:45Like, what?
26:48Yes.
26:48Like, did the laundry, folded it and put it away.
26:52Cooks for me.
26:53Like, I'm telling you.
26:54He's...
26:54Yeah, because listen, number one prayer request.
26:57Jesus, please.
26:58Because we can't starve.
26:59She's been saying that for years.
27:00She said, my husband needs to cook or we're both gonna starve.
27:04I don't believe it.
27:11Okay, so how was the reveal?
27:12Like, you're just sitting there like, oh my god, am I gonna die?
27:15Am I gonna pass out?
27:16Like, is he gonna be cute?
27:18Is he gonna think I'm cute?
27:19What is about to happen right now?
27:20I was sweating, for sure.
27:22Yeah, he was.
27:23I was, like, amazed because his eyes and then the freckles.
27:28Like, I was not...
27:29And I wasn't expecting him to be, like, such a big, like, man.
27:32I was like, oh, I kinda like that.
27:37Your eyes were, like, this, like, glassy blue.
27:40And he's like, okay, I'm gonna have really pretty babies one day.
27:45Distracted you from the sweat.
27:48Can't miss that.
27:51When did you realize, wow, she's touching my heart?
27:54My grandfather was a reverend.
27:56He had his own church.
27:58So I've always said, like, you know, that's the person that I wanna, like, model my life after.
28:02I just wanna be able to give back.
28:03And that's really where we, like, connected deep on.
28:06Like, she's really a giver.
28:08Yeah.
28:08She wants to take care of her people.
28:10He's very intentional with his words, with how he carries himself.
28:15Does that make you feel secure?
28:17Mm-hmm.
28:17My father, like, wasn't in my life.
28:19So I wanna, you know, do the opposite.
28:22That's why I wanna be a father.
28:23That's why I wanna be a husband.
28:24I was like, I, you know, had a broken household, like, growing up.
28:28So when I'm making this a life decision, I need to make sure it's, like, the right decision.
28:33Yeah, I'm only getting married once.
28:35So it's like...
28:36I am so glad to hear you say that.
28:39You know, with us, the word divorce, like, we literally early on said you can never, ever use that word.
28:46Yeah.
28:47It's, it's not an option.
28:49We're going to grow.
28:50Right.
28:50And we're going to learn.
28:51And we're gonna love each other.
28:53And we're gonna champion each other.
28:54Yeah.
28:55And this is it.
28:57Yeah.
28:57So, and like, okay.
28:59We're going to be in place.
29:01Mm-mm.
29:03My mom died last year.
29:06Mm.
29:08And at the funeral, my dad said, I promised her till death do us part and I kept my vow.
29:15Mm.
29:15Right.
29:17He meant that.
29:19Yeah.
29:20And he did that.
29:21And I'm going to do that.
29:23And my boys are gonna do that.
29:25That is the richest life you'll have.
29:28You know?
29:29Absolutely.
29:29And so many people just cast it away.
29:32And I'm sorry I'm being emotional.
29:34No.
29:34I'm sorry for your loss, too.
29:37It's my baby.
29:37Yeah.
29:38Can I just say, though, you guys would probably agree with me, I have never seen this girl.
29:41So, she's glowing.
29:43She's so giddy.
29:45The seven years that I've been with Seth, I've like, I've never seen you this way.
29:49And I was like, I know if Brittany said yes to an engagement, I'm like, this man had
29:54to have been, like, he had to have been something special.
29:57So, I'm just, I'm so happy for both of you.
30:00Yeah.
30:01It's been good.
30:02Do you guys want to move to the family room?
30:04Yeah.
30:04Let's do it.
30:05Actually, I want to go upstairs if we can.
30:07Yeah.
30:08Good luck.
30:10You still love me in an hour.
30:13So, I wanted to show you this picture.
30:17This is at my Uncle Keith's wedding, Brittany and Kayla.
30:20Oh.
30:21She was born two weeks early, and my life was forever changed.
30:26She was itty bitty.
30:27I have spent more than half of my life caring for her.
30:32Yeah.
30:32And to hand over those reigns to you is major.
30:40Do you feel like you're pretty smitten?
30:42Yeah.
30:43Do you feel like when you get to that altar, are there any reservations that would make
30:48you go, hmm?
30:51I don't think so.
30:52Well, you've covered ground that most people don't get to.
30:56I mean, even some people, they are married 10, 15 years.
30:58Any questions that are unanswered are, and this is obvious, the ones that you don't face.
31:04Right.
31:04And you don't ask.
31:05Yep.
31:06So, ask the questions.
31:08Yeah.
31:09And have clarity.
31:10Yep.
31:11I know her.
31:12I've never seen her more moved by any person on earth than I've seen her with you.
31:20I trust you.
31:21To the point I'm almost about to ask you, will you marry my daughter?
31:30Get ready for a wedding.
31:31Get married.
31:34We love strong.
31:35We love hard.
31:37And welcome, brother.
31:38I'm glad to be here.
31:39It feels normal.
31:41Like, it doesn't feel like we missed a beat, so I'm excited.
31:45Honestly, I wish the wedding was tomorrow, because if you made the decision, and you said
31:50she's the one, or he's the one, you've made the decision.
31:54I mean, that's really what this comes down to.
31:56I want to be with you forever, and if there's any hesitation, it would be here now.
32:01You will be my son.
32:04Yeah.
32:04We don't call in-laws, we call it in-laws.
32:07Yeah.
32:09Do you still love me?
32:16Are you mean mugging?
32:17Right!
32:19It got difficult.
32:20Oh, you're so full of it.
32:22Is that waiting?
32:22Oh my God.
32:25What?
32:27What?
32:27What are you acting over here?
32:30Why are you acting waging serious?
32:32You guys had the whole thing planned.
32:35Did we get you?
32:35Wait a second, he's walking outside.
32:39I didn't work.
32:51Okay, are you ready?
32:53Yeah.
32:59I gotta get in the door.
33:03Wait, is there someone else?
33:05Okay, sorry.
33:06I'm ready to go.
33:07I'm ready to go.
33:08Okay, stop it.
33:09Okay, not breezy.
33:11That got breezy.
33:12Oh my gosh, welcome to my house.
33:14I forget, we're saying hello to my mom.
33:15Yeah, this is my pad.
33:17Welcome to my house.
33:17It is definitely a bachelorette pad, so.
33:20Yeah, but it already looks so good.
33:21We just came from a frat house, so.
33:23Oh, I can't wait to hear all of that.
33:25Oh, mother.
33:26You'll hear about it.
33:27Don't worry.
33:28It was, it was, it was fun.
33:32Okay, so talk to me about this process.
33:35I met Connor, and I was like, hi, I'm breezy, and I was like, I'm 33 years old, I'm from
33:39Grand Rapids, Michigan, and immediately just went.
33:42I was like, stop it.
33:43It's just like out of control chaos.
33:44Stop it.
33:45And then I was like, my mom's from Grand Rapids, and then my dad's from Minneapolis, she's like.
33:49And the fact she lived in Minneapolis, too.
33:50Right.
33:51Like it was just kind of like crazy how many connections.
33:53Like with Michigan.
33:54And the whole Wolverine thing is like huge.
33:57I know.
33:58Mom, I was like, that's it folks, like pack her bag, she's out of here, she found her husband.
34:02It gave me a sense of like, I'm right where I'm supposed to be.
34:05It started just turning in from coincidence to kind of like fate.
34:09Everything we talked about, when it comes to like deeper emotional stuff, I haven't always
34:12been like as vulnerable as I think I've ever liked.
34:14Okay.
34:15Well, that's a big piece of this whole process.
34:17If you let me be me, like I'm going to like go to the end of the earth for you.
34:21I can honestly say that he knows everything.
34:24Mm-hmm.
34:25Yeah.
34:25Everything.
34:26You've seen all the sides.
34:27He's seen a lot of sides to me.
34:28And you're not scared, you're not running away.
34:29That's the thing.
34:30I'm going to be here no matter what.
34:31I've been pausing to appreciate the way Connor's been showing up, because I don't think I give
34:36you enough credit.
34:38But like, I have to teach him some things around, like I was like, he threw all of his stuff
34:41in a suitcase.
34:42I said, can I refold that for you?
34:44Can I repack that?
34:45Do you even have a dirty clothes bag?
34:46Mom, we're baby stepping.
34:49He said he's malleable.
34:51So I said, okay, we'll see how flexible this man is.
34:54If one of your gripes with me is that my shirts are inside out after I wash them, I'm
34:59good with that.
35:00This is true.
35:01Okay.
35:02Can I just talk to her for just a few minutes?
35:04Of course.
35:06Okay.
35:07So talk to me.
35:07He's so cute.
35:08Like, he's just the way he like, loves me is insane.
35:12I can see that.
35:13I can see that.
35:14He loves me.
35:14He's into you.
35:15He loves me.
35:16And I like, makes me like, love him even more.
35:19I think he's a great guy.
35:21Trust your judgment.
35:23I know.
35:23I know.
35:24I can't really question more things.
35:26Yes.
35:26But it's ultimately your decision.
35:28Even today when we go and see each other's faces, I was like, we are.
35:31Okay.
35:31Wait, without him being here.
35:33Disaster zone.
35:34Frat house.
35:35There was a keg.
35:36There was a Christmas tree.
35:37What?
35:38I said, Connor.
35:39Yikes.
35:39This is not happening at my house.
35:41And I was like, how was he receptive to that?
35:43I mean, he had to come here and go.
35:44No, but that's why he's like, Bri, like, I wouldn't do this.
35:47Like, I, if I was with you, like, I just haven't had anyone to push me or, like, motivate me.
35:53I'm a self-motivated person.
35:55He does push me and expand me, like, emotionally.
35:57And then I'm like, but I've always, it's crazy.
35:59Like, you know, like, I've always been, like, very, like, go-getter, 100 miles an hour, doing all the things.
36:05And it's like.
36:07Do you feel that he will have the same drive as you?
36:11Right.
36:11Do you feel he has the same drive?
36:12And is that important?
36:12Like, I don't know.
36:13Do I need someone to match me?
36:14Do I need someone that's even more than me?
36:17Like, or does he support me in other ways that are also important that makes this all work?
36:22Right.
36:22It's really insane.
36:24I don't know how to say it.
36:25Like, this man knows me just like you know me.
36:28Okay.
36:28And you're my mother.
36:29I don't need the validation, but, like, you guys are my life.
36:34And I think I need a little bit more confidence before I bring in dad.
36:39Yeah.
36:40Dad's going to be a tough one.
36:41He's back, folks.
36:43Wait, I heard there was a keg in the house.
36:45Yeah, there was.
36:46That's from New Year's.
36:47Excuse me?
36:48Okay, then.
36:48What?
36:49How many months ago was that?
36:50Let me see.
36:50Mom, the Christmas tree was up.
36:52He said I was waiting for you to come to take it down with me.
36:55I said, aw.
36:55I thought it was going to be depressing taking it down myself.
36:57So it was a keg.
36:57It was a keg.
36:58What?
36:58You're saying aww?
37:00He was waiting for me to take it down?
37:01No.
37:02It's Easter.
37:03No, I'm saying aww.
37:04JC's about to rise again.
37:06We also thought it was depressing taking it down alone.
37:07So grandma dying used to keep the tree up until Valentine's Day.
37:11Just saying.
37:11So I guess you're taking him home.
37:13You're taking after.
37:14Yeah.
37:15Coincidence.
37:16B.S.
37:16There was a keg.
37:17He's such a boy.
37:18He's just a boy.
37:19Just a normal guy.
37:20Everything about him is a boy.
37:22How about a man?
37:22Oh, yeah.
37:23He's a man.
37:24I'm just a normal guy from Ohio.
37:25Look at this mom.
37:25He's a man.
37:26Also, I actually, like, weirdly attracted to mustaches.
37:29And he's like, Brie, I can, like, shave this into a mustache.
37:31I wasn't going to do it before meeting you, though.
37:33Isn't that tickly and prickly?
37:36Jamie.
37:37I'm sure you smooched.
37:38Come on.
37:49Hi.
37:49Hi.
37:50Nice to meet you.
37:51Emma, nice to meet you.
37:53It's so nice to meet you.
37:55Hi, Emma.
37:55Hi.
37:56Nice to meet you.
37:58I know how my family is.
37:59They can be a little sporadic, a little, you know, spontaneous.
38:03I hope Emma fits in well with the family.
38:07I'm a little nervous on that.
38:09When you told us you had gotten engaged.
38:13Of course, your mother cried for, like, two days.
38:15I cried.
38:16I was very upset.
38:17And I was upset because I didn't get to meet you.
38:19Yeah.
38:19And this isn't the way I wanted it for my son.
38:23Yeah.
38:23To be honest with any of my children, it's not the way I wanted it, to be honest with you.
38:25I don't understand how you came to this point that you just love each other.
38:32You say you love each other?
38:33Have you said you love each other?
38:35We've said it.
38:35We have said it.
38:35Okay.
38:36So it's such a short time.
38:38We talk about a lot.
38:41Mm-hmm.
38:41It's very hard for people on the outside to understand how much crap we talked about in
38:47terms of religion, in terms of just trust, sex, vacation, finances, everything.
38:55I feel like she knows everything about me.
38:57Shit you guys don't even know.
38:58Yeah.
38:58Okay.
38:59Your past boyfriends, were they, like, Italian?
39:03Okay, so actually...
39:05Well, listen to me.
39:06You have to know what you're getting into.
39:07You gotta know what you're getting into.
39:09Yeah.
39:09It's different cultures.
39:10That's what I'm saying.
39:11I mean...
39:11My ex was actually Italian, so he had a really big family, so...
39:15Well, you were growing up with Sunday dinners and that, you know.
39:18I know.
39:18Yeah.
39:19Do you like to cook?
39:20I love to cook.
39:21And right now, it's just me, so I'm, like, literally cooking a recipe of eight people
39:26for myself.
39:27So I'm excited to have someone to eat with me.
39:30But, yeah, I...
39:31I love to, like, cook spaghetti sauce.
39:34I'm really nervous to cook that in front of him, but...
39:37You said sauce.
39:38It's gravy, but...
39:39Yeah.
39:39No, but there is...
39:40And sauce to us is marinara sauce.
39:42Yeah.
39:42So...
39:43And gravy is with meat.
39:45And we don't say calamari.
39:46We say galamad.
39:48You want to see what I taught her?
39:50Go ahead, say it.
39:51What?
39:52He's trying to...
39:53He's trying to train me into saying kawafi.
39:55Kawafi.
39:56Kawafi.
39:56Kawafi.
39:57Kawafi.
39:57Go ahead, say kawafi.
39:58Coffee.
39:59Coffee.
39:59Like, can I get some...
40:00It's kawafi.
40:01For us, it's kawafi.
40:02Yeah, kawafi.
40:05So, going forward, have you guys discussed grandchildren and stuff like that?
40:10Children, yeah.
40:10Yeah.
40:11You both want children, right?
40:13So, for me, I am on the fence.
40:21Okay.
40:22I am not 100% yes, but I'm not 100% no.
40:25And...
40:25I knew that in the pods.
40:26Yes.
40:27We talked about that.
40:28For me, I want to find that stability, that security, and that partnership, and the communication
40:33to be able to confidently say yes.
40:37I personally just need more time, but I know he really, really wants kids, and I am being
40:42open-minded about that.
40:44I told him in the end, I was like, I want it to be you at the end of the
40:47aisle.
40:47I see you out of this experiment.
40:50But if you see that, how could you say you're not sure about having children?
40:56That, I'm having a hard time with, to be honest with you right now.
40:58Just be open-minded, okay?
41:00Because you don't know...
41:00Yeah, but what happens if you just get married, and all of a sudden, six months from now, she
41:03says, okay, I don't want to have kids, and you're already married.
41:06I understand.
41:07No offense, honey.
41:08No, no, no.
41:09Please.
41:09I'm just speaking out.
41:11I'm sorry.
41:11I don't want you to feel like I'm attacking you.
41:13No, my family has all these questions, and these are important questions.
41:16Like, I knew coming in here that this was going to be a point of conversation.
41:19Okay.
41:20I know you guys want grandchildren, but I can't sit here and be like, yes, I am going
41:26to have kids with you.
41:28I don't want you to.
41:28Yes.
41:29So, but like, all of your questions are so valid, and I do not feel attacked.
41:34Yeah.
41:34Obviously, it's up to you guys, and you have to work out your own issues, but like, we
41:38grew up where we went on vacations with our cousins.
41:41I know.
41:41We had sleepovers, you know, and I personally want that for when we have kids.
41:45Yeah.
41:46And both of your parents are Asian?
41:48So, no, I'm actually adopted.
41:50Oh, so you're adopted.
41:51So, my family is white.
41:53My parents are white.
41:54My sisters are white.
41:57I'm the only adopted one in the family.
41:59You were adopted when you were a baby?
42:01I was three years old when I was adopted.
42:03Okay.
42:03So, I spent the three years in an orphanage, and then they chose me.
42:09Where were you adopted from?
42:10China.
42:11Oh, from China.
42:12Okay.
42:12Very nice.
42:13So, you have Chinese ancestry.
42:15Yeah.
42:16Yeah.
42:16Okay.
42:17I don't know really anything about my family, my background.
42:19That's something we've been talking to about kids.
42:22It's like, I don't know medical history.
42:26I actually had huge birthmarks all over my body that were pretty cancerous.
42:31So, I had about eight surgeries before I was nine years old to get them removed.
42:36So, I don't know if my parents had that.
42:39I don't know if my child's gonna pass that down.
42:41So, there's a lot of fears of...
42:44That's why you're on the fence 50-50.
42:46Yes.
42:46Part of the reason.
42:47Yeah.
42:48Selfishly, I don't want my children to have to go through that.
42:52Absolutely.
42:53We talked about that in the pods, and something that stuck out to me that Mike said was like,
42:57your burdens are our burdens, and we can get through this together.
43:00And that really stuck out to me that I can tell him anything, and I can tell him these fears,
43:05and I know he will be with me.
43:07Marriage is serious.
43:09You can't break up six months from now after you get married.
43:12That's my concern.
43:14There is no divorce.
43:15I...
43:15We've talked about that.
43:17It's your life.
43:18What we all mean mommy and your brothers and sisters want is for you to be happy in life.
43:25I know.
43:26If this is the one, then this is the one.
43:30We'll accept her into the family like she's one of our own.
43:33I know.
43:35When you're together with someone for a long time, and you work things through,
43:41that's what makes a family.
43:43Yeah.
43:46So I just hope you two understand that.
43:50Going forward.
43:50Yeah.
43:52I'm hopeful, and I'm excited about Mike.
43:55I'm excited about her future.
43:57Um, and I wouldn't be...
43:58I wouldn't be doing this and putting anyone through this.
44:01If I was someone who was not this.
44:03Okay.
44:04I appreciate you telling us and being honest.
44:07Emma, I think, is absolutely beautiful.
44:09She would blend beautifully with our family.
44:12I see the commonality in both of them, and why they attracted to each other.
44:18She'd be a good addition to the family.
44:20Yeah.
44:20You know, we'd open up our arms to her.
44:23You seem like a lovely girl.
44:24Um...
44:25Beautiful.
44:26Beautiful.
44:27Keep working at it.
44:28Yeah.
44:29You guys will find your way, you know?
44:31I guess meeting someone through a blind door...
44:34Yeah.
44:35You know?
44:35You know?
44:36Yeah.
44:37You know?
44:37I don't know if we love you through the morning.
44:39If it's not you, then it's not...
44:46Always you.
44:59Hello.
45:05How was your day?
45:10It was productive.
45:11Yeah, how so?
45:14Just a lot of stuff going on, just being back.
45:15And trying to get my life back on track with scheduling and everything.
45:22Where'd you go last night?
45:24Where'd I go last night?
45:26Cranville.
45:28If you had called for two minutes and been like,
45:30hey, I just really feel like I need to see my friend and fucking decompress and talk,
45:35and I'm going to stay at my place tonight,
45:37I wouldn't have felt nearly as bad as I felt today.
45:42Instead of getting a text being like,
45:43I'm getting a drink with your friend, I'm staying down here.
45:45And like, that was it.
45:47Like, I don't need to be in constant communication.
45:49Nor do I.
45:50Oh, but I'm your fiance.
45:51I understand.
45:52It's only been 48 hours.
45:54If you need time to like decompress and think and whatever,
45:56I think that it's important to communicate that.
46:00I told you that when I left.
46:03Yeah, you said it would be great if we could have like a 13-hour break.
46:07I never said 13 hours.
46:08I wouldn't make that up.
46:10I just thought it was weird.
46:10I said 13 hours.
46:11Yes.
46:12Okay.
46:13I only remember it because it was weird.
46:15I don't remember saying 13 hours, but okay.
46:18When I communicate,
46:20it doesn't need to be like this thing where it's like constant lately going,
46:24I guess, really for the two days.
46:26Not for me either.
46:28Okay.
46:28But if I say...
46:30What's the way you're making it sound?
46:31I felt like...
46:31I sent you one text today saying that and saying that I love you.
46:35And you didn't say anything back all day.
46:39That's a very vast difference from being in constant communication with someone.
46:46I feel like a lot of my life I wasn't as direct as I need to be.
46:53Do you think we have a good physical connection?
46:56I do.
46:57Do you not?
46:57I feel like it's super important, like, to have that.
47:00Mm-hmm.
47:02And I just, like, I want to, like, try and, like, give it everything I can.
47:10I don't know.
47:11I'm trying to, like, pick my words carefully.
47:13Mm-hmm.
47:14I want to just start off with this.
47:16I do want to, like, see this whole thing through.
47:18Okay.
47:21Because, like, we got engaged for a reason.
47:23We had such a great connection.
47:25Mm-hmm.
47:27And, like, it was real.
47:28Mm-hmm.
47:32Didn't know what you looked like.
47:34And, like, for me, like, just to be totally honest and, like, without sounding like a fucking dickhead.
47:40I don't know how to say it.
47:41Like, like, in the normal world, like, I date people who, like, fucking do, like, fucking crossfit and shit.
47:46Mm-hmm.
47:47So, like, I'm trying to, like, I don't know.
47:52Somebody who, like, works out all the time and, like, has, like, a different type of, I don't know.
47:59A different type of, like, body?
48:02It's just, like, somebody who does fucking, like, Pilates every day or, like, someone who's, like, working out every day.
48:09In those situations, it's hard for me to be, like, physically, like, in that moment, like, into it.
48:24I just don't know if it's, like, there for me.
48:38No matter what you do
48:44Here comes the madness
48:46It's coming for you
48:49It's coming for you
48:52It's coming
48:54Here comes the madness
48:56Here comes the madness
49:00It's coming for you
49:03It's coming for you
49:05It's coming
49:07Here comes the madness
49:24It's coming for you
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