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00:10But if a foot touches you, are you okay?
00:13Like do you want to go foot on foot?
00:14Like I'm gonna get your feet off me.
00:16Like if I'm sitting on the couch with my siblings and my brother's foot touches my leg.
00:21Hi.
00:23Are you kidding?
00:24Yeah.
00:25She's back.
00:26She's back.
00:26Hi.
00:26Hi.
00:28Guys, I missed you all so much.
00:30We missed you.
00:32We're small.
00:33We're so happy.
00:34Yeah.
00:34So still hurts a little bit, but.
00:37What?
00:38I go in and there's a little bottle there and I like wanted to put eye drops in my eye.
00:49No, don't tell me it was like glue.
00:50It was nail glue.
00:53Shut up.
00:54It was nail glue.
00:55I thought you were so scared.
00:57I was scared.
00:57Oh, I would be terrified.
00:58I thought I was like gonna lose sight.
01:00Like nail glue.
01:01What the?
01:02I know.
01:02Could you see it?
01:03It was blurry.
01:05When we got to the hospital, we had just hooked up an IV bag with tubing and just sat here
01:10and just flushed my eye.
01:11Yeah.
01:11And the guy was like getting like the glue out the water.
01:14Oh my God.
01:15It was so awful.
01:16Oh my God.
01:16I can't believe I did that.
01:18Love is half blind.
01:19I'm really committing.
01:20I'm going blind.
01:21Put your arms around me.
01:22Tell me everything's okay.
01:28In my mind, I'm running around a cold and empty space.
01:36I have chosen Vic St. John to be my husband.
01:40When two people love each other, like you can't stop it.
01:43I know him and I know his heart and I really fully believe that he sees that in me too.
01:48And it's the best feeling you've ever felt in your life, like times a million.
01:57It's insane that you can fall in love with someone without physically seeing them.
02:01Christine and I would typically probably not even interact in the real world.
02:06And for her to see my most vulnerable sides and some of my most vulnerable stories and
02:10for her to still accept me for who I am and want to love me and want to have a
02:16forever
02:16future with me, there's no words for it.
02:27We really do judge somebody so much by how they look and I know he's dated a lot of different
02:33people in his life, but he fell in love with my heart first and although there might be
02:38somebody more his type or more beautiful, he saw me and saw my heart first before seeing
02:44me on the outside.
02:44So regardless of what he looks like or what he expects me to look like, he's wise, he's
02:50intelligent and he's gentle.
02:52He has everything that I want in a spouse.
02:56He's the whole package for me.
03:00I told Christine, I don't need to see her to know that I see her and that I love her.
03:05And that's my fiance, you know, I love her and she loves me.
03:09This is the biggest moment of my life.
03:11I love it.
03:28It's a pleasure to meet you.
03:30You're beautiful.
03:32I love you too.
03:34Thank you so much.
03:35I love you too.
03:36Aw.
03:36Oh.
03:40It's a pleasure to meet you.
03:41It's a pleasure to meet you.
03:42It's a pleasure to meet you.
03:43Yeah.
03:45Oh.
03:49Wow.
03:51That's beautiful.
03:53Oh, my gosh.
03:59You can probably feel my heart pounding out of my chest.
04:02I was pacing around for life.
04:04I love your eyes.
04:06Your lips.
04:07I love your eyes.
04:08A nice smile.
04:09Hair.
04:10Much longer than I was expecting.
04:13I love you on the inside.
04:15I know you do.
04:16I'm glad you signed up for this.
04:18I feel like the luckiest man on earth.
04:20Me too.
04:21Yeah.
04:23I want to ask you again.
04:29Christine, Louise Hamilton.
04:32Will you make the happiest man on earth and be my wife?
04:36I will.
04:37It's a beautiful day.
04:41It's a beautiful day.
04:48It's a beautiful day.
04:50It's too good.
05:00I think I'm lost for words
05:02My lady, my fiance
05:04My wife?
05:07It's crazy
05:07I just met my fiance
05:09And I could not be happier
05:23You're so strong, it's putting a voice to a face
05:25This is just a cherry on top, to be honest
05:27I think so, too
05:29Yeah
05:29I already think so
05:30Yeah
05:31But I was going to love whoever comes to those doors
05:33Doesn't matter what you look like
05:36This magnificent woman in front of me
05:39With the biggest heart ever
05:41Yeah
05:43That's so nice
05:44Thank you
05:46Thank you
05:47You look nicer
05:54I think other people feel like this, too
05:56I think it just says they're this lucky
06:01Who loves
06:03I love you
06:04I love you, too
06:08Christine is one of the sweetest, kindest, most gentlest woman I've ever met
06:14And I can't wait to marry her
06:16I think we fit good by each other
06:18We do
06:18It feels nice
06:20Yeah, it feels right
06:22Mm-hmm
06:23Yeah
06:24I'd spend 10,000 hours
06:2710,000 more
06:29Oh, if that's what it takes to learn
06:33A sweet heart of yours
06:40I'm gonna love you
06:45All right
06:57I feel like the luckiest person in the world
07:14I don't know what to do
07:15I just feel so castle
07:17And now I'm, like, rethinking
07:19I'm like, no, no, no, no, no
07:20This is not a reflection of you
07:22This is a reflection of him
07:23Emma, you didn't do anything wrong
07:24What I really wanted from Stephen
07:26Was, like, that empathy
07:27And that emotion
07:28And that support
07:30I felt invalidated
07:31I was like, what the fuck is going on?
07:35Wait, so did you say the first guy was your number one?
07:37No
07:38Like, all three of them, like, within the past couple days
07:41Have been, like, one, two, three, two, one, three
07:43I want to focus on my relationships with Mike and Connor
07:46I'm just hoping that they can accept me for who I am
07:51Hi
07:52How are you?
07:53I want to talk about where our heads are at
07:57Because, like, I really like talking to you
07:59But, like, is there anything that, like, stands out about me?
08:03I like your laugh
08:05I think we have the same values on a lot of things
08:11I can see a future with you
08:13Yeah
08:15The only thing that scares me a little
08:17Was the conversation that we had with the kid thing
08:22Oh, God, okay
08:24Oh, my God
08:26Take your time
08:29I was actually adopted
08:32Okay
08:33I'm not going to disclose where
08:36Because I don't want to give away my appearance
08:40You don't have to do that
08:41I do not know my family's medical history
08:45I do not know who my birth family is
08:47To bring a child into this world
08:50I am afraid of not knowing what that means for my child
09:08I was born with birthmarks all over my body that had a very high chance of melanoma
09:20Okay
09:21So I underwent ten surgeries before the age of seven to get them removed
09:30Wow
09:31And so I am left with physical scarring
09:35And I think bringing in a child, like, I don't know what I'm passing down
09:40And, like, that's really scary
09:42Yeah
09:43I will never judge you for any type of physical appearance
09:49Based on, like, what you went through
09:52I really do appreciate you sharing that with me
09:55And about the reasoning why, you know, you're having that struggle with having children
10:01Or not having children
10:03Yeah
10:03But, I mean, just from you telling me that
10:07I think you'd be a great mother
10:08If you were to choose to
10:10I mean, to go through so much
10:15And have those uncertainties
10:17You should be proud of who you are and where you came from
10:19You're put on this earth for a reason
10:21Like, things happen for a reason
10:23I haven't told anybody this here, actually
10:26So I was a premature baby
10:27Mm-hmm
10:29When I was born, I had trouble, like, breathing
10:34Mm-hmm
10:35I stopped breathing
10:37And I flatlined
10:39Wow
10:41And they had to bring me back to life
10:42My grandma calls me, like, a little miracle baby
10:46I like to consider myself a fighter
10:49And I like to thank you are, too, now
10:51For sharing with me that
10:52Like, you know, we're fighters
10:54Yeah
10:55To go through something so, um, hard
10:59And to be able to be, um, still an amazing person
11:03I appreciate you sharing that with me
11:10You okay?
11:12Yeah
11:13I'm fine
11:16No, thank you
11:17Thanks for sharing your story, too
11:20That's, that's really beautiful
11:21And, like, I completely, like, agree
11:23Like, I believe everyone's here for a reason
11:25I'm, like, I'm glad you made it
11:28Yeah, thank you
11:31Falling into you
11:39I was adopted
11:41I was left at a train station
11:43Is what my parents told me
11:44I was born with birthmarks all over my body
11:49Okay
11:50I had about ten surgeries to remove the birthmarks that were high risk
11:54Yeah
11:55Spent a lot of time in the hospital
11:56But I do have, like, visible scars, like, on my arm and on my legs
11:59I felt so different from everyone
12:02And I think paired with not knowing my roots
12:05It really, like, messed with my head as a kid
12:08And I think I've started understanding of why do I not want kids
12:13And I don't know if I selfishly, like, want them to go through the things I went through
12:20It's like, I felt, like, alone
12:25Yeah
12:26Wow
12:27Thank you for sharing that
12:29I know that's fucking tough
12:30I think it's valid
12:31For sure, your hesitations
12:33But I also think that
12:35Because of what you went through
12:36You'd be a fantastic mom
12:38You've got a great heart
12:40You're obviously awesome
12:42So fun
12:45Yeah
12:46So
12:50Thank you
12:51Thank you for, like, giving me the space
12:53And letting me, letting me share that
12:55I know that I was not the easiest to open up
13:00And you, instead of abandoning
13:06You let me open up on my time
13:10And I feel like, especially after today
13:14It's, like, a new chapter for us
13:18Yeah
13:19You know me
13:20It's, like, weird
13:21Well, you want to know my favorite part about our relationship so far?
13:25What's your favorite part?
13:26When, like, shit got kind of real
13:29We didn't run away from each other
13:31That was absolutely massive
13:33I can picture our life so vividly in the weirdest way
13:37I could picture us in Mexico
13:39I could picture us in our living room
13:42I can see that
13:45So can I
13:50Six days
13:52That's all it took
13:53That's all it took
13:53For you to start getting visuals of sitting next to me on the couch
13:57Yeah
13:58Six days
13:59And we might be engaged by the end of next week
14:03Holy shit
14:03Am I in your top two?
14:06What do you think?
14:08If you say no, I'm, like, I'm running through that orange door
14:12Yes, Connor, you are top two
14:18Am I in your top two?
14:20You are
14:23We just got to talk about married life
14:25Let's talk about married life, baby boy
14:27Because, like, as you know, in here, like, one night is, like, a month
14:31It can change everything
14:32Yeah, I like you
14:34I like you, too
14:40Mike is an amazing person
14:42But I have a gut feeling
14:44That Connor would be the one at the end of this
14:53Since I'm down to one
14:55There's something about it
14:56I'll talk through with you guys
14:57I'm, like, super nervous about
14:59Is that, uh, it's Amber
15:01She has a kid
15:02Which is, like, so much pressure
15:03Can't even imagine
15:04She said her last boyfriend was three years
15:07And she never introduced her daughter to that guy
15:10Dude, I wouldn't worry about past shit
15:12There's a reason she's chosen you
15:14Yeah
15:14There's a reason she's comfortable bringing your kid there
15:16You're worth it
15:17And if you just show who you are
15:19To what you've shown Amber
15:21Yeah
15:21Dude, her kid's gonna love you
15:23She would never, ever, ever
15:26Bring you home to, like, her kid
15:28If she didn't trust you
15:29Bingo
15:29True
15:30That should be one of, like, the highest, like, honors
15:33Like, the most, like
15:34That's how she knows she really loves you
15:36Yeah
15:36You're gonna add so much value to this kid's life
15:38Exactly
15:38Dude, you're such a good guy
15:40Scary
15:41That's so fair
15:42Like, none of us are in the position you're in
15:43But, like, dude, you're only
15:44I do like kids, though
15:45They're pretty hilarious
15:46Dude, this kid is only going to have
15:48A better time with you
15:49And I think Amber knows that
15:50You still have to think about
15:51Absolutely
15:51Yeah
15:52When I was first interviewing for Love is Blind
15:56They asked me about deal breakers
15:57And I said
15:58Having a kid was a deal breaker
16:02Now, here we are
16:03So, like, this has been something I've been thinking a lot about
16:05It's probably why I'm not getting much sleep at night
16:07But she's been telling me so much about Emma
16:10And I'm like
16:10Now it's kind of exciting
16:11I think that I'm a very lucky guy to be in this position at all
16:15And I hope that she feels the same
16:17Like, I love my career
16:18I love my job
16:19Even if it is hard
16:21You know, I have Emma
16:22I love that
16:22But it must be really nice
16:25To have somebody that's, like, there for you
16:26At the end of every day, for sure
16:28Absolutely
16:29I just like that we have a lot of similarities
16:31As far as, I don't know
16:33Being more open and honest
16:34Like, when we were talking about finances and everything
16:36We're like, yeah, we both fucked up at one point
16:37You know what I mean?
16:38So we're both shitty with money
16:41It's, like, nice to not have that judgmental attitude with everything
16:46And I think you're a very, like, understanding and caring person
16:49And that is, like, different for me
16:52What type of guys do you usually go for?
16:54Like, do you have a type?
16:55Are you talking personality-wise or, like, looks-wise?
16:58Um, I don't know
16:59I didn't really
17:00I didn't have anything too specific in mind
17:02I just wasn't sure if there's, like, a
17:03I guess either
17:04Like, if there's, um
17:05I'd be
17:05Yeah, I guess I'd be
17:07Curious if there's a type that you're more attracted to, usually
17:09Looks-wise, it doesn't really matter
17:11I think I've dated a different type of guy
17:13Every time I've had a relationship
17:15Okay
17:16And I haven't had, like, that many relationships
17:20If that makes sense
17:21Yeah, me neither
17:22What about you?
17:23I mean, and you could be more of the challenge, too
17:24I don't care
17:25The personality makes a huge difference
17:26But, yeah, would you say that
17:28Do you usually go for more brunettes?
17:30Do you like blondes or redheads at all?
17:32Um, yeah
17:33You're like, ah, basically anything
17:34Yeah
17:36I just don't know that many redheads
17:38Um
17:39So, actually, I'm not a redhead right now
17:41But I am naturally kind of a redhead
17:43And I used to be a, like, deep redhead
17:45You have a little strawberry?
17:46I'm, I'm like strawberry
17:48And for this time around
17:48I kind of changed it up a little bit
17:50But it's funny
17:51Growing up, I was not attractive, like, whatsoever
17:53I was, like, really skinny
17:55And had this, like, frizzy red hair at that time
17:57Mm-hmm
17:58You know?
17:58And I was a dork
17:59Like, I love planets
18:00I had the planet shirt
18:00So I actually got fake-assed out
18:03Like, in sixth grade
18:04In front of the entire school
18:06You know, from
18:06Oh, that's sad
18:07Which was, like, humiliating
18:08But I didn't cuss at that guy
18:10But I basically told him the fuck off
18:11Mm-hmm
18:11I was made fun of heavily, like, in school
18:14But I was one of the poorest kids
18:16And having a kid, like, out of wedlock
18:18And not even being in a relationship
18:20And, like, going through that
18:21Like, there was a lot of judgment
18:22At that time period
18:23But then I just kind of learned
18:24I had to own it
18:25I just don't give a shit now
18:27You know, I think it's something
18:28I feel a little bit insecure about
18:29Is, like, growing up
18:31I had a hard time with, um
18:33With learning
18:33Like, I had a teacher call me
18:35Like, a stupid kid once
18:36I just, yeah
18:37What a bitch
18:38Yeah, I had an ex-girlfriend
18:39That kind of reaffirmed that
18:42Insecurity as well
18:43Which, that sucked
18:44Well, tell her she's stupid
18:46Yeah, she is
18:47Um, anyway
18:49When I did get my degree
18:50That felt pretty good
18:51Good
18:51No, good for you
18:53I don't know that I've found
18:54My path professionally
18:55And I haven't been exercising
18:58Like, I haven't been utilizing
18:59My time wisely
19:00For things that matter
19:01Finding something
19:02That truly fulfills me in life
19:04Honestly
19:05You're like, I've told you a million times
19:06I love to cook
19:07It's like an art form in a way
19:09Like, the way that I talk about it
19:10It's like, oh, dude
19:10That makes me feel really good
19:11So
19:12I think
19:12I'll figure things out
19:14But I, you know
19:14Gotta make money
19:15So gotta keep
19:16Gotta keep doing the damn thing
19:18For a while
19:18I totally get that
19:19I mean, I love my job
19:21Don't get me wrong
19:21And helping people
19:22Is pretty amazing
19:23But I'm kind of like you
19:25Where I'm a little bit more artsy
19:26A little bit more do-it-yourself
19:27Type of thing
19:28And not to be like
19:29I'm not like everybody else
19:30I'm not like everybody else
19:31Like
19:31Yeah
19:32I just think I am weird
19:33So
19:34Like
19:34And I'm okay with that
19:35Yeah
19:36I would
19:36I mean, it'd be really nice
19:37To have somebody to be weird with
19:39Yeah
19:39I wonder if everybody thinks
19:40That they're weird
19:41Yeah
19:41I think I like
19:42I guess I'd probably just wear
19:44My weirdness on my sleeve
19:45A little bit more
19:46Everybody probably can be
19:47Honestly
19:48Prior to like having Emma
19:49During those insecurities
19:51I felt like
19:51This overwhelming pressure
19:53To be like this perfect girl
19:55But
19:55It's interesting
19:56Like
19:57You go through shit
19:58And you're like
19:59I don't really care about
19:59Being perfect anymore
20:00Yeah
20:01I like listening to you talk
20:03I like your voice
20:04See
20:04When people say that
20:06I don't get that
20:06Because I feel like
20:07I have this brash
20:08There's so many girls
20:09In this group
20:10That have like these
20:11Soft loving voices
20:12I'm like
20:12Why can't I have that
20:13Soft loving voice
20:14No you have uh
20:15Your voice is like charming
20:16Really?
20:17I don't think so
20:19Yeah
20:19I don't know
20:19I like it
20:20It's just gonna be strange
20:21To like match a voice
20:22With a face
20:23Only thing that I could
20:24Possibly say
20:24And it's almost impossible
20:26To know until you meet
20:27Is like
20:28What if we don't have
20:29Any natural chemistry
20:30As long as it's not like
20:31Some six year old man
20:32That's like
20:33Fat and like nasty
20:36No yeah
20:37I mean uh
20:38I'm really really really
20:39Trying to just focus
20:40On the personal connection
20:41And uh
20:42Like I've felt
20:44Really good about ours
20:45Isn't it crazy
20:45We could have just like
20:46Swiped each other
20:47On tinder and
20:49That you live
20:49Out in Mount Vernon
20:50I don't think
20:51I have my range
20:52That high
20:53To Mount Vernon?
20:54Yeah
20:56Well see
20:56There was your problem
20:58Yeah
20:59Yeah
21:00I'm just kidding
21:01I haven't been on tinder
21:02In years
21:03That's funny
21:04Today's been great
21:06That's been really nice
21:07Just to let you know
21:08I'm a 61 year old man
21:09God damn it
21:10Something like a dream
21:15Keep it cool
21:20Something like a dream
21:22My date better not be
21:23Falling in love with nobody
21:23Right now
21:24Tomorrow I'm standing
21:25On them stairs
21:26And be like
21:26If anybody is dating
21:27In my man
21:28Come forward
21:29Raise your hand
21:30I love you bitch
21:32Put you dating in my man
21:33God
21:34No seriously
21:36No shit's getting so real
21:38My main question right now is
21:42I know it shouldn't be
21:43But it's like
21:43Am I your number one
21:44Or am I your backup
21:46You had
21:49The audacity
21:52Trying to connect with me
21:54After all you put me through
21:59Give me go and lead me on
22:02Make me feel like I'm the one
22:05How we feeling?
22:07Good
22:08How do you feel about us?
22:10I feel good
22:11I really love where
22:12You know we've
22:13You know been able to
22:14Develop and really just
22:16You know learn
22:16But I gotta figure out
22:18What the future could look like
22:19Yeah I get that
22:20I get that
22:21Like this is your
22:22You know career
22:23I have a great job
22:24But if you are my husband
22:26I will make whatever work
22:27I think
22:28The biggest thing
22:30Is guilt
22:32Like I don't want to feel like
22:33It's like I was
22:34Taking away
22:35You know
22:36Like it's just so
22:38If we were to be married
22:40Right
22:40Like what I just said
22:41I meant it
22:42Like that's not a hard
22:44Decision for me
22:45Okay
22:45We both talk about
22:47Wanting kids someday
22:47But for whatever reason
22:48It doesn't happen
22:49How would that
22:50Make you feel?
22:51I think it would be
22:51Really really hard
22:52But one of my favorite
22:53Mottos is cry a river
22:54Build a bridge
22:55And get over it
22:55And so I would
22:56Definitely cry a river
22:57I'd probably cry ocean
22:58But then it's like
22:59Okay well why is this
23:01My life's journey
23:03Maybe God wants me
23:04To go a different path
23:05But I feel like
23:06I'm called to be a mother
23:07Like if my kids
23:09Would love me
23:10They would probably
23:10Have to go to therapy
23:11For some reason
23:12Because of me
23:12I'm like
23:13You can have the best parents
23:15You can have to go to therapy
23:15For some reason
23:16But I'm hoping it's like
23:17Oh my god
23:18My mom loved me too much
23:20Like help
23:21You know
23:21Like hopefully it is
23:22Because I'm doing something
23:23Overly motherly
23:24But I feel like
23:25I'm going to be a great mom
23:26I think so too
23:28Yeah
23:29Is there anything
23:30That your kids could do
23:30Where you would maybe
23:33Distance yourself from them?
23:35Mmm
23:36What about like
23:37Their sexuality?
23:38No
23:38I would be welcoming
23:40You know
23:40You are who you are
23:42Of course I would
23:43Have this idea
23:44In my head
23:45Of like
23:45What I want
23:46From like my son
23:47So that
23:48It would be hard
23:49But I mean
23:49I'm still going
23:50To be accepting though
23:51Yeah
23:52I love that answer
23:53Every man I've dated
23:54In the past
23:55Answer has been like
23:56My son will never be gay
23:58Yeah
23:58And like
23:59If he's gay
24:00Like I'm going to
24:01Take him to the strip club
24:02And I'm like
24:03That's a little strange
24:04Like
24:04But I also understand
24:06The idea of like
24:07Dang I have this vision
24:08For what your life
24:09Would be like
24:09And it's a little different
24:11So I got to go handle my shit
24:12While I also try to
24:13Love you through your shit
24:14And figure out how to
24:15Support you
24:15Exactly
24:16Yeah
24:17I don't think I've
24:18Like really
24:19Talked about my mom
24:20Too much
24:21Yeah you haven't
24:21When I was
24:23When I was 18
24:24My mom
24:25She
24:27Almost passed away
24:29It was
24:30It was insane
24:31And it really changed
24:33The whole
24:33Dynamic of like
24:35The household
24:36And you know
24:37Everything
24:38She
24:39Are you okay
24:39With saying how
24:40It's actually crazy
24:41Because I was suspended
24:42From school
24:42What'd you do
24:43I went to
24:45Gym class
24:47Like four straight periods
24:48Because I was
24:49A substitute teacher
24:50And I just played
24:51Basketball
24:52The whole day
24:53Oh my god
24:54But I finally got caught
24:59The last period
25:00Of the day
25:01Yeah
25:01And so
25:02I
25:03You know
25:03Was at home
25:04My mom
25:04Was upstairs
25:05You know
25:06She was passed out
25:06I'm like
25:07My mom's out of it
25:07Like what the heck
25:08What's going on
25:09They don't call 911
25:10You know
25:10We go to the hospital
25:11Turns out she had
25:12A rare blood infection
25:15That was like
25:16Affecting her leg
25:17And literally
25:19Like the doctor
25:19Told me like
25:20Hey if you weren't
25:20Suspended
25:21And didn't do that
25:22Like you'd have
25:22Came home
25:22And your mom
25:23You know
25:23Would have been
25:24Gone
25:25You know
25:26And so
25:26You know
25:27Had to have her
25:28Foot amputated
25:29And it was just like
25:30Wow
25:31Like for all this
25:32To happen to me
25:32At 18
25:33It made me
25:34Have to
25:35Really like
25:36Grow up
25:36Yeah
25:37And just be
25:38The man of
25:39House
25:40Care for her
25:41You know
25:41Help her
25:42And you know
25:42Really
25:42You know
25:43Make sure
25:43She's good
25:44Yeah
25:45First of all
25:46Thank you for
25:46Sharing that with me
25:47Yeah
25:47Cause I know
25:48You're not
25:48A person that likes
25:49To harp on
25:50Like the tough
25:50Parts of life
25:51No
25:51I'm not
25:52So I know
25:53Like you're
25:53Sharing this with me
25:54Because it's important
25:55So thank you
25:56Your mom sounds
25:57Like a soldier
25:57So
25:58Yeah
25:58She's a soldier
25:59For sure
25:59Love her
26:00You sound like
26:00A phenomenal son
26:01Which I love
26:02And I'm not surprised
26:03About at all
26:04Thank you
26:06The shit that we've
26:07Talked about
26:07In the past
26:08What is it
26:09Six days
26:09Yeah
26:10Probably haven't
26:11Talked about
26:11In like
26:12Years
26:13Yeah
26:13But just like
26:15Wow
26:16Like these emotions
26:17Are so strong
26:19Like it's
26:22Wow
26:22Like this is
26:24This is actually
26:24Crazy
26:25Do you feel like
26:26You have
26:27Strong emotions
26:28For more than
26:28One person
26:31No
26:32Actually I don't
26:34I can feel it
26:35We're meant for
26:36Something
26:36Yeah we're here
26:40To conquer it all
26:41Conquer it all
26:43Conquer it all
26:47Uh Jess
26:48Huh
26:49Are you dating Kevin?
26:50No
26:50Are you dating Kevin?
26:51You don't give me
26:51Kevin vibes
26:53Sorry to say but
26:56Definitely getting engaged
27:02Tyler she's my number one
27:04And I think I am Tyler's number one
27:06I definitely think
27:07Tyler would be happy with me
27:09And we would be happy with each other
27:10We just get each other
27:12And it feels good
27:14Kevin you down to one as well
27:15You think
27:16Two
27:17You got two
27:17Yeah
27:18Going into this date
27:19With Kia
27:20It's
27:22Important
27:22For me to
27:23Let her know that
27:24These feelings I have
27:26For Tyler
27:27Were stronger
27:28After you me lady
27:29It scares
27:30Scares the shit out of me
27:32To have to
27:33Initiate those conversations
27:35Because
27:35Everything's been so
27:37Flowing
27:38So easy
27:39I want her to be happy
27:40And
27:41If that conversation
27:43Comes up
27:43I
27:44Definitely
27:45Could see
27:46Breakups happening
27:47This is
27:48Something that
27:50I just wasn't expecting
27:51To have to
27:51You know
27:52Do today
27:52Hi
27:53How are you feeling
27:54How are you feeling
27:55Oh my goodness
27:56I'm so excited
27:57To hear your voice
27:58Oh my god
27:59You don't even understand
28:00I was low key
28:01I didn't
28:02It's a long story
28:03Talk to me
28:04What's up
28:04There's just so much
28:05Going on today
28:06And
28:07I was like
28:08If I open this pod door
28:10And
28:11He's not on the other side
28:12I'm gonna be so annoyed
28:14Yeah
28:15It's hard to
28:16Not be invested
28:17In everyone else's shit
28:18But also like
28:19Focusing on what
28:20You have going on
28:21So
28:23Um
28:24Yeah
28:26What are
28:26You know
28:27What's kind of
28:27Your thoughts
28:28On you know
28:28Kind of us
28:29I feel like
28:30I'm enjoying
28:30The
28:31The timeline
28:32Okay
28:33You
28:35Stick out for me
28:36Okay
28:36And
28:37I do want to
28:38Get to know you
28:38Some more
28:39What are your thoughts
28:40I don't want to
28:41Play with anyone's heart
28:43You know
28:43Yeah
28:43And that's
28:45What's been
28:47Messing with me
28:48I really
28:49You know
28:50Just kind of been
28:50You know
28:50Thinking more
28:53About like
28:53How
28:54How I should
28:56Go about
28:57Explaining those feelings
28:58And being open
28:59And you know
29:01Letting Kia know
29:02Like where you know
29:03I'm coming from
29:04With you know
29:04The connections
29:05That we're making here
29:06Well I mean
29:07I think you're doing
29:07What you're supposed
29:08To be doing
29:08Yeah
29:09Experiment
29:10Experiment is for
29:11To like
29:12Have other connections
29:13And get to know people
29:14And figure out
29:15Where that lies
29:18I'm a big girl
29:20So
29:20Yeah
29:20Let me know
29:21What's up
29:21Yeah
29:22Don't have me out here
29:23You know
29:24Wondering
29:25Thinking
29:25And I would do
29:26The same thing
29:27With you
29:27Thank you
29:28If you're saying
29:29You have other connections
29:30Then yes
29:30I think you
29:31Should have other connections
29:33Yeah
29:33Day five
29:34Or day six
29:34Yeah
29:35Exactly
29:35I think that
29:36A lot of times
29:39People here
29:40Probably make
29:41Knee jerk decisions
29:42And it wasn't even
29:44Something that needed
29:45To be decided
29:47So soon
29:47But I think you also
29:48Do need to be
29:49Intentional about
29:50Okay are you saying
29:51You have other connections
29:52And you still want
29:53To get to know me as well
29:54Or what are you saying
29:57I think
29:59I do want to
30:00Still learn more about you
30:03But also
30:05I know that
30:06I have
30:08Maybe stronger connections
30:10Out there too
30:11Yeah
30:12And that's what's been
30:13Kind of fucking me up
30:14Yeah
30:16That's a toughie
30:17I know
30:18This is crazy
30:20We're on day six
30:21Yeah
30:21I can't believe
30:24Yeah I can't believe this
30:26So
30:27But
30:28I will say this
30:30It was very nice
30:31Like open the door
30:32And just hear Kia's voice
30:33You know
30:34I was just like wow
30:35Yay
30:38Yay
30:39Yay
30:40Yeah
30:40Yeah
30:40Yeah
30:41So where do we go from here
30:42I would like to just
30:44Talk a little more
30:46Then I can really just think
30:49With my heart
30:50Of like kind of what
30:52That look like
30:53Because you deserve
30:55To know
30:56So let's dive into
30:57Just a few things
30:58Of like
30:59More about you
31:00Can we do that?
31:01Yeah
31:01Okay
31:01Let's do it
31:02I'm an open book
31:03One of the questions
31:04That I wanted to ask
31:05Is what does love
31:06Look like for you?
31:08For me it looks like
31:08Honesty
31:10It looks like
31:12Fun
31:12It looks like
31:14Gross
31:16Love
31:17Feels like
31:18Home
31:19I remember my aunt
31:21Being like
31:23That
31:23Back in the day
31:25With my uncle
31:26Her husband
31:27Her
31:27She said that
31:28Her favorite sound
31:29Were the keys
31:30His keys
31:31Opening up the door
31:32You know
31:33She could have easily been like
31:34Love is when I see his face
31:36Or when I
31:37You know
31:37When he holds me
31:38But she said
31:39Hearing
31:39Just the thought
31:40Of hearing his keys
31:42Was the highlight for her
31:43And made her giddy
31:44Excited
31:46And
31:47I think after she said that
31:48It kind of changed
31:49My
31:51Perception of love
31:52And made me want more
31:53I don't want to say
31:54Like people have superficial
31:55Meanings of love
31:57But I think that
31:58The sound of his keys
31:59Jingling
32:00Coming in the door
32:01I've never heard that
32:02Like that's so
32:03That's so
32:04Specific
32:05And romantic
32:06And
32:07Impactful
32:09So
32:10I'm looking for that
32:11I love that
32:12You mentioned
32:14That you're looking
32:15For a best friend
32:15A partner
32:17As opposed to
32:18Just like
32:19Having a wife
32:20You want to have
32:20Your partner in crime
32:21You're robbing some
32:22Batman
32:22You're
32:23You know
32:23All those cliches
32:26You think you're ready
32:27For marriage
32:27I definitely
32:29Do
32:29Think I'm ready
32:30For marriage
32:31You think love is blind
32:33Ooh
32:34It could be
32:36It could be
32:37It could be
32:38Okay
32:39Yeah
32:39I definitely
32:40Have had a
32:42Dope connection with you
32:43It's been
32:44Very
32:45Just easy
32:46I
32:46Came in here
32:47You know
32:48With you
32:49Like for this date
32:51Really
32:52You know
32:52Fired up about
32:53My previous date
32:55It was almost like
32:55I wasn't coming in
32:56With an open mind
32:57And I didn't know
32:58Coming in
32:58If that was the right
33:00Thing to do
33:01At first
33:02What do you mean?
33:03Am I
33:04Doing something
33:05I'm not supposed
33:06To be doing
33:06You know
33:08By keeping your
33:09Options open?
33:10No
33:10Well
33:11Well yes
33:11But
33:13Yes
33:14But no
33:15Like
33:15More so
33:17Just
33:17I get that
33:18You're
33:18You're an empath
33:19You definitely
33:20Don't want to hurt
33:21Anyone's feelings
33:22Exactly
33:22And I really
33:23Do respect that
33:24Yeah
33:25Maybe if this
33:26Was not an experiment
33:28Where we were
33:29Getting to know
33:30So many people
33:30So fast
33:31Then I would be
33:32A little more
33:33Jarred
33:34But it's
33:35Day six
33:36So
33:37It makes sense
33:38Definitely
33:39Definitely does
33:40I don't feel like
33:41I know everything
33:42That's to come
33:43Yeah
33:43Which is
33:45Scary yes
33:46But also exciting
33:47I didn't realize
33:48How easy it is
33:49Just to talk to you
33:50About feelings
33:51Like
33:51It's
33:52Refreshing
33:53You know
33:54Do you think
33:54I was going to be like
33:55You got me fucked up
34:01Chews up right now
34:02Oh my god
34:03Hell no
34:04Are you kidding me
34:05I'm realistic
34:06You should probably
34:07Have some fun with it
34:09Yeah
34:10Let's do that
34:10Let's have some fun
34:12Remember that
34:12The best is yet to come
34:13The best is yet to come
34:16From the top of the world
34:18And I'm standing tall
34:19I can't see it all
34:27What you got
34:28It's easy to see
34:30Let your light shine brilliantly
34:34Masters at work
34:35Yes sir
34:36Can I lick the spoon?
34:45I always watched my mom
34:46And my grandma cooking
34:47Growing up
34:48And I've learned a lot
34:49From my mom
34:49I still do learn
34:50Cooking stuff from her
34:51So
34:52I'm going to make some
34:53Mom's chocolate chip cookies
34:54She let me have the recipe
34:55Which she doesn't
34:56Just freely give out
34:57But she let baby boy
34:58Have it
34:59I think we've got it
35:00Into a dough here
35:01Oh yeah
35:02We got dough
35:03Baby
35:04Cooking
35:04That's my love language
35:05That's how I show you
35:06That I care about you
35:07Is that
35:07I'm going to give you
35:07Something good
35:08Do something exciting
35:09To share those
35:09With the ember
35:12Those are massive
35:14Oh my gosh
35:19These are so good
35:20My guy made cookies
35:21If y'all want cookies
35:22You made cookies
35:23No my guy did
35:26Stop
35:26This is the cutest thing ever
35:29I know
35:30I'm totally stealing one
35:31I feel so incredibly special
35:33That he made me cookies
35:34No one's done that
35:36For me before
35:36What kind
35:37Are they chocolate chips
35:38Yes
35:39They're so good
35:39They're amazing
35:40Have one
35:41Jordan
35:42He feels like
35:43Home to me
35:45All the girls
35:46Love the cookies
35:46Yeah
35:47Yes
35:48Alright
35:48Let's go
35:49I've just been reflecting on this crazy journey
35:53And it's been so wild
35:57So many emotions
35:58So worth it to be sitting here right now
36:02With you in this pod
36:04The amount of ground
36:07The amount of ground that we've covered
36:07Really is
36:09It's pretty spectacular to think about
36:11It really is
36:12And I know we've talked about it a lot for sure
36:15But I mean
36:17Are you feeling like nervous or anxious
36:19Or anything like that
36:20About bringing like two people into your life
36:24So am I nervous
36:25Yeah
36:25I've never
36:27I've never like helped with a kid before
36:31You know
36:32But just from getting to know you
36:33And like hearing about her personality
36:36It's really put me at ease about that
36:41Something that helps is knowing that she has a strong relationship with her dad
36:44Like you've got a good support system
36:47And it's like
36:47It doesn't make me feel like there's a
36:50Like an
36:50Like a
36:51You know
36:51A mountain of pressure on me
36:52Sure
36:53It feels like more of like a privilege
36:55That I get to do
36:56And that's a good perspective to have
36:57I mean
36:58She does have a great dad
36:59You know
36:59It's not like you're having to step in
37:01And take this like placeholder position
37:03Or anything like that
37:04Like it's more
37:05I think it could be more fun for sure
37:07Yeah
37:08I feel good about that
37:09And trust me when I say
37:11Coming in at the age of seven
37:12Is much easier
37:14Yeah
37:15Than any other age
37:16She's potty trained
37:18She can wipe her own butt
37:20Yeah
37:21Yeah
37:21That part
37:23Oh man
37:23Oh my gosh
37:24I was thinking about you all night
37:25I was thinking about you too
37:28I meant to like write you
37:30Kind of like a letter in my notebook
37:31But I actually just drew
37:34Random pictures that
37:35Were expressive to me
37:37And like we did do a theme
37:38On like one of them
37:39Which was like
37:40What does love mean to you
37:43And it was really nice
37:44It really made me realize a lot
37:47I've got some stuff written for you too
37:50I'm gonna read you this little thing
37:51That I wrote here
37:53To the most beautiful person
37:54That I've never seen
37:57You are strong
37:59Charming
38:00Confident
38:00You're a fighter
38:01A caretaker
38:03And you're a role model
38:05And I want to thank you
38:06For taking this chance
38:08And for showing me
38:09Who you really are
38:10And accepting me
38:10For who I am
38:11So
38:12To the queen
38:13Of my double Y trailer
38:15Yes
38:15Amber
38:16Catherine Morrison
38:17I love you
38:19I'm on one knee now
38:21And I would love to know
38:22If you do the honor
38:23Of being my wife
38:27Oh my goodness
38:31I would love to
38:35Amazing
38:40I'm like about to cry
38:44Oh my goodness
38:46That was the most beautiful thing
38:47That anyone who has never saw me
38:50Has ever wrote
38:52I love you
38:53I love you too
38:55Who would have thought
38:56This girl that you would have swiped
38:57Left on Tinder
38:58Because she lived in Mount Vernon
39:00I'm about to put a ring on her tomorrow
39:03Are you nervous that
39:05I'm gonna come out there
39:06And be like a one-legged
39:08I'm not
39:08I'm not worried about it at all
39:10Here's to love
39:11Here's to love
39:12Go celebrate with your boy
39:14Alright
39:14Love you
39:15Love you too
39:15Love you too
39:21Love you too
39:23Yes
39:23Yes
39:24Yes
39:24Oh my goodness
39:26Angel
39:27Angel
39:31Hey
39:31Come here big guy
39:33Let's go baby
39:35Yeah
39:35Let's go baby
39:37Oh my god
39:37Oh my god
39:38Aw you're shees are so hard
39:39I know dude
39:40I know
39:40I know
39:41I know
39:42Yeah
39:43You know
39:43Your song starts to be feeling like I'm...
39:50Oh, yeah.
39:53And then there were 11.
39:55I'm telling you, day one, I was in the shower praying,
39:58and I was like, put on my heart why I'm here, God.
40:02Dream big and take risks, baby.
40:04I woke up this morning having extreme clarity.
40:07I'm, like, in a really, really great place
40:08about the relationship itself.
40:10Like, I'm very clear.
40:11I love that.
40:12Oh.
40:14We're talking about Kayvon.
40:15Yeah.
40:15Yeah.
40:16Kayvon.
40:17Kayvon.
40:18Kayvon.
40:18I liked him.
40:19He was nice.
40:19In, like, the best way.
40:21Yeah.
40:21I now am so freaking clear on what I want.
40:24No, that's gonna be really true.
40:24Which I thought I knew coming in here.
40:26I know I have these strong feelings.
40:28In my head, I'm like, husband, all right?
40:31This is serious business.
40:32I can see Kevin, like, oh, my God.
40:34I think you're my wife, and then we live happily ever after.
40:37It's like, and my answer is yes.
40:40I'm happy for you.
40:40I'm happy that you're in a good place.
40:42I'm in a great place.
40:43When you fall in love, you look just a little bit different.
40:47Yeah.
40:48Good luck, ladies.
40:53Whew.
40:54I wish I could be nosy in somebody else's pod right now.
40:57Yeah.
41:01Have you talked to the other guys about how you're feeling?
41:03Not really.
41:05Just because I'm just trying to be protective of, you know, other people's feelings.
41:11How's talking with the women, man?
41:13Pretty much the same.
41:14I definitely don't want anyone to hear something that I say, and then that kind of, like, gets
41:19in their head about what they've got going on.
41:22Mm-hmm.
41:22At the end of the day, I'm rooting for everyone, you know, including myself.
41:26Yeah.
41:26I really don't want to, you know, mess with anybody's time and play with anybody's hearts,
41:32and it just, it fucks, it fucks with me.
41:34I feel like you keep saying that, and maybe, like, you're ignoring the fact that we kind
41:38of all signed up for this.
41:40That's true.
41:41That's very true.
41:42Like, you're maybe overthinking just a little bit?
41:44You're right.
41:45I am overthinking.
41:48Hmm.
41:50Were you excited to have this date?
41:52No, yeah.
41:53I definitely was excited.
41:55Thinking about your mom, do you think she'd be proud of the decisions that you're making
41:59and the conversations you're having?
42:01I think she would, just off the simple fact that I'm being vulnerable.
42:06And my mom, she's so awesome, man.
42:08Aw.
42:09Yeah, I've definitely been missing her.
42:10So my mother, you know, had suffered kind of a pretty serious injury in my back when
42:16I was 18.
42:17She, you know, had to, you know, have her leg amputated.
42:22Sometimes, you know, I have to make sure, you know, my mom's good.
42:26That's a big hurdle.
42:28I'll be like, why?
42:30Like, her, you know?
42:31Like, why would something so whack happen to someone so dope?
42:37It's, like, fuck.
42:39That fucking sucks.
42:41Like, you know, like, that's really shitty.
42:43But I think that she's still so dope and so cool.
42:47Don't forget that she's still your mom.
42:49Don't forget that part, you know?
42:51You're making a shitty situation as beautiful as possible.
42:56That felt really good to hear.
42:58You know, my dad passed away when I was 15.
43:01Yeah.
43:03And our mom has always, like, battled with addiction.
43:07Yeah.
43:07So, my grandmother.
43:09You raised you.
43:10Yep.
43:10She raised us.
43:12And my dad was super into watches back in the day.
43:16Oh, really?
43:17Yeah.
43:17And he would always just be like, you know, watches remind you of the time you have.
43:23And so then when he passed, up until, well, really, like, forever, I, like, never had a watch.
43:31And before I entered into this experiment, I finally got my first watch.
43:36Oh, wow.
43:37All of these years I've gone without this watch because I was, like, trying to find the perfect one.
43:43When in reality, I think the timing of it just aligned with me being ready to be open to letting
43:56go of the perfect time, you know?
44:01Right, right.
44:02This watch is a reminder for me to be present and to show up for myself.
44:07And I think showing up for myself is having tough conversations and being me and keeping it real and it
44:18reminds me of my dad.
44:19No, I love that.
44:20And I think it's cute.
44:21I think he would say it was cute, too.
44:24He definitely would.
44:26Yeah.
44:31I think you truly are a conqueror.
44:37You know, for the things that you've overcome, for the things that you've accomplished.
44:41Like, it's truly something special.
44:45It's truly something special.
44:50Hmm.
44:51Man.
44:52This was nice, Kia.
44:53And I think the timing was honestly perfect.
44:56Like, you had other dates and everybody's saying, like, throwing out phrases, strong connection this and...
45:05I know, right?
45:06Strong connection that.
45:08But I feel, like, authentic.
45:12You feel me?
45:13Like, I think a marriage has to be rooted in love and being in love.
45:19This has to be rooted in my marriage.
45:21When I say love, I mean it because I've seen so many marriages I feel like settling.
45:27Mm-hmm.
45:28And I'm not settling.
45:30I don't want to settle.
45:31It's giving me a lot to think about.
45:33Same.
45:35I'll talk to you tonight.
45:36Thanks for today.
45:37Oh, no.
45:38Thank you, honestly.
45:40It meant a lot to just be able to just kind of share and open up a little bit.
45:44Yeah.
45:46It did for me, too.
45:58I'll try to figure out who is someone that doesn't...
46:01Who has, like, a number two.
46:02Who has a number two they've been stringing long.
46:04Well, we don't know who any of us is.
46:06Hmm?
46:07We don't know who any of us is.
46:07But that's what I'm saying.
46:08I'm dating Kevin.
46:09I know.
46:09I'm in my life.
46:10Kia?
46:11Oh, it's Kia.
46:12Damn, I didn't think that.
46:13Never mind.
46:13I thought it was breezy.
46:16Oh.
46:17No, I had a feeling, but that confirmed yesterday.
46:20Interesting.
46:20If they've been dating for this long, she could be my man's side date.
46:24I feel like if it was him, though, he would have ended his date right now.
46:27Okay.
46:28Okay.
46:29Okay.
46:31Like, he was gushing about how great I am.
46:32Like, thank you.
46:33I appreciate it.
46:33I appreciate the validation.
46:34But I know that.
46:35Yeah.
46:35So what are you going to do about it?
46:37Yeah.
46:39Yep.
46:40What you going to do, baby?
46:42Oh.
46:46I'm, like, shaky.
46:51How was gushing?
46:52It was good.
46:53It was really good.
46:54Being, like, very honest and open.
46:56We were getting vulnerable.
46:58So good.
46:59This is the rest of your life.
47:01True.
47:02So.
47:02True.
47:03There's really.
47:03Very true.
47:04Yeah.
47:05I mean, what's the worst that could happen?
47:08You're my number one-ish.
47:09Ish.
47:11And you might break up with me.
47:14Will you tell me it's just what we make it?
47:20Oh, while you're trying to tie it up on.
47:24What you doing?
47:25Norton.
47:26Norton?
47:27Come sit on the couch with me.
47:29Who are you dating?
47:30Who am I dating?
47:31Now he can tell me.
47:32Dating this guy named Kevin.
47:34No.
47:35You're the Kevin.
47:37Yeah.
47:38Oh, my gosh.
47:43Hello, hello.
47:45Hello, hello.
47:46How we feeling?
47:47I feel good looking at this In-N-Out.
47:50Yes, I am.
47:51Yeah.
47:52This looks good.
47:53It does.
47:54How are you?
47:55I'm with that.
47:56Okay.
47:57I'm just okay today.
48:01Let's see if we can get to good.
48:03Okay.
48:07I'm going to eat me some In-N-Out.
48:11Okay, so I'm feeling all the energy.
48:17I am curious as to where you are.
48:23You were the first person that I really gravitated towards, right?
48:27It was easy.
48:29But now it's just like, I don't know.
48:33Like, it's stupid.
48:35It's just fucking crazy.
48:36But I feel like I still don't really understand how you feel.
48:39I feel like I understand how you feel like I feel and I would feel.
48:44But I don't know that I understand how you feel, you know?
48:48Yeah.
48:49I feel it would be hard.
48:50That's how I feel.
48:51So you're not open to either long distance or somebody moving to you?
48:59No, I do feel good about someone, you know, moving to Columbus.
49:05What I don't feel good about is it being for just because I'm there.
49:12Like, I feel like I should be able to meet in the middle.
49:15So can you?
49:17My mom, I think I could, potentially.
49:21I'm just trying to figure out what it looks like.
49:24That's all.
49:25Fuck.
49:25This is so hard.
49:27I'm sorry.
49:36I feel like you're struggling.
49:42No, I get that.
49:44I get that.
49:47Oh, my God, man.
49:49This guy out of the left field.
49:55I wasn't expecting from my, like, first date.
50:03I don't know.
50:04Like, shit is just weird.
50:07It's all over the place, man.
50:09Like, was your first date good?
50:11Yeah.
50:16We haven't said names, but I'm very sure I know who your first date was.
50:19The fact that you had a great first date might be confirmation that both of us need.
50:25Like, we can live in the what ifs all day.
50:27But for me, I know that I want a man who is going to choose me unapologetically.
50:34And at this moment, I got to choose myself, you know?
50:47Oh, man.
50:48This whole shit has been crazy.
50:52I know you're ready to go to battle.
50:54And I am, too.
50:56But also, I don't want to, one, get in the way.
51:00And then, two, I have to understand, you know, where my heart has been taking me.
51:09Okay.
51:14No, you're welcome.
51:16Like, I...
51:19Tyler, like, you have your heart, your energy of, like, just, like, being bubbly, just being
51:27able just to have just the best of times.
51:30It's just remarkable, you know?
51:33Like, it's been so fucking fire.
51:37It's true.
51:38But, like, I have to stop you.
51:39Like, I cannot listen to another speech on how great I am.
51:42Like, I just can't.
51:47I appreciate it.
51:51And I...
51:53Who you're selecting is an incredible woman.
51:56Phenomenal.
51:57Like, I am so happy for y'all.
51:59But I'm not doing this shit.
52:01Yeah.
52:07The truth is so cold.
52:10I can't ignore.
52:14I'm picking anybody.
52:16I'm not selecting anybody.
52:17I'm just talking about how I fucking feel.
52:28It's crazy.
52:32Oh, this is so fucking shit.
52:46Coming into this, I was like, what if I just really have a shitty personality?
52:50No one loves me.
52:52Like, that would have sucked.
52:53But it turns out somebody loves my personality, okay?
52:57We've got that.
52:58I've chosen Jordan to be my husband because he is genuine, caring, loving what I wanted in a man.
53:06We are not the type of people that are going to be walking down the street trying to pretend we're,
53:10like, this perfect couple.
53:11Like, he's not going to take me to his country club and, like, sit me on this high porch and,
53:15like, be like, okay, I need to be this person.
53:17Like, no.
53:18Having somebody say that I'm enough based on the human that I am, it's incredible.
53:26Made up my mind, made up my heart.
53:29I've chosen Amber to be my wife.
53:31And I feel so good and so confident about this choice.
53:35Have I ever been to the shore or something?
53:36Maybe, like, when I make a Chipotle order.
53:39I'm just kidding.
53:42She's super caring.
53:43She's an amazing role model for her daughter.
53:46I told her I wouldn't tell this.
53:47She's got a little bit of a sweet side, too, but she's not going to show that to anybody else.
53:57I'm not really nervous about meeting Jordan because, you know, even if he did not think I was attractive or
54:02something like that, I don't think he'd run away.
54:05As far as meeting him itself, for some reason, I'm still at peace.
54:12You know, we have no clue what each other looks like.
54:14My biggest fear is, like, what if she isn't attracted to me?
54:17You know, if she looks at me, she's like, ooh, this dude is not my type.
54:30All my life I've been searching
54:33For a love that is certain
54:37With you I know this love won't break
54:41Every breath, every step I take
54:45All my life
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