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00:01:57I stopped when I was about your age.
00:01:59How did you make the nightmares go away?
00:02:02Well, you remember the trick I taught you?
00:02:06You look down at your hand and you count your fingers.
00:02:09You can't count when you're dreaming.
00:02:11You'll never get to five.
00:02:13That's when I'd know I was asleep and I'd wake myself up.
00:02:18What are you doing?
00:02:20Just making sure.
00:02:23Mm-hmm.
00:02:24Mom, can I sleep with you tonight?
00:02:26What?
00:02:29How can I say no to that face?
00:02:37Mom?
00:02:38Yeah?
00:02:40How do we know we're not dreaming right now?
00:02:43Because we're awake.
00:02:45We're having a normal conversation.
00:02:47We're gonna go to sleep and we'll wake up again in six hours.
00:02:51Hopefully.
00:02:51But when I wake up, sometimes I'm still dreaming.
00:02:57Mm.
00:02:58Get some sleep, baby.
00:03:00We gotta get up early.
00:03:04Love you, Mom.
00:03:06I love you, too.
00:03:08So much.
00:03:20Amy?
00:03:27Amy?
00:03:33Amy?
00:03:40Where are you?
00:03:48Answer me, please.
00:03:56Hello?
00:04:10Hey, sweetheart.
00:04:12You okay?
00:04:16Wake up, baby.
00:04:19Hey.
00:04:23You sleepwalking again?
00:04:26No.
00:04:27You are.
00:04:35No.
00:04:41No.
00:04:43Oh.
00:04:44Oh.
00:04:50Oh.
00:04:53Oh.
00:04:55Oh.
00:04:57Oh.
00:05:02I don't know.
00:05:30I don't know.
00:06:07I don't know.
00:06:35I don't know.
00:07:08I don't know.
00:07:41I don't know.
00:07:59I don't know.
00:08:07I don't know.
00:08:23I don't know.
00:08:42I don't know.
00:08:44I don't know.
00:08:57I don't know.
00:09:01I don't know.
00:09:04I don't know.
00:09:38I don't know.
00:09:40I don't know.
00:09:40I don't know.
00:09:41I don't know.
00:09:57I don't know.
00:10:11I don't know.
00:10:14I don't know.
00:10:15You'll see.
00:10:17We're gonna move back home?
00:10:19You know we can't afford to do that right now.
00:10:22I don't mind leaving with grandma.
00:10:24She's nice.
00:10:26Yeah, well, not a fan
00:10:30That house gives me bad dreams
00:10:33Oh, um, listen, I have to drive into the city this afternoon
00:10:37So Grandma's gonna pick you up after school, okay?
00:10:42Got it?
00:10:46Um, bye
00:10:49Oh, I love you too, sweetheart
00:11:02I haven't sleepwalked since I was a kid
00:11:04But it was never like this
00:11:06Never, every single night
00:11:09It's out of control
00:11:10It only makes sense
00:11:12Look at everything you went through
00:11:13All that trauma for years
00:11:15And then your daughter
00:11:18You're haunted
00:11:21You're haunted by her memory
00:11:24Oh, yeah
00:11:26It's overwhelming
00:11:28I wake up every single night in a panic
00:11:32Can't go back to sleep
00:11:33And then I'm walking around the next day like a damn zombie
00:11:36Well, you just need to channel all of that into your art
00:11:39Pull it out of your psyche
00:11:41Let it free you
00:11:43I mean, it is the best form of therapy
00:11:44You know this
00:11:46I do
00:11:47Yeah
00:11:50So
00:11:51You wanna talk about the new work?
00:11:54I know
00:11:54It's gotten darker
00:11:55I mean, I think it's great
00:11:58Really strong
00:11:59And you know me, I'm not just saying that
00:12:02I think it's the start of something new
00:12:05God, that's all I want
00:12:06The start of something new
00:12:09Listen
00:12:11I wanna put your work in next month's group show
00:12:13It'll draw a big crowd
00:12:15Cavanaugh will be featured
00:12:17Like
00:12:19Lawrence Cavanaugh
00:12:20Mm-hmm
00:12:20What?
00:12:21Yeah
00:12:22Why not give him a solo show?
00:12:23He only has a few new pieces
00:12:25But it'll be huge
00:12:26And it'll bring collectors from all over New England
00:12:29And I think
00:12:30I love your new work
00:12:31Oh, my God
00:12:32Hi
00:12:33Anea, thank you, thank you, thank you
00:12:36Oh, that's amazing
00:12:37What an old friend's for
00:12:39But I need you to finish up the new pieces
00:12:41Okay
00:12:42I will
00:12:42No pressure
00:12:46That's incredible
00:12:56Holden, look what I got
00:12:58Celebratory pizza
00:13:00What's your favorite?
00:13:02Extra cheese and pepperoni
00:13:05Oh, all that cheese binds me up
00:13:07You didn't put olives on that thing, did you?
00:13:09You know I hate olives
00:13:10No, Mom, no olives
00:13:12Oh, jeez, hon
00:13:14You're looking rough
00:13:16Your eyes have serious baggage
00:13:18And you
00:13:18Really?
00:13:19Not even congratulations on the show, Sarah?
00:13:22Happy for you?
00:13:22You need spiritual alignment
00:13:24You are all out of whack, you know?
00:13:27All pent up
00:13:28In here
00:13:29All the time
00:13:30Is it possible to eat without getting a lecture
00:13:33Like I'm still a hapless teenager?
00:13:34Or is it just in your DNA to give ridiculous advice?
00:13:39Just trying to help
00:13:42I don't need advice, Mom
00:13:44I need sleep
00:14:02I don't need Boy
00:14:05I need to help
00:14:15Oh my gosh, that pony is such a favorite.
00:14:18Pretty.
00:14:19Look at that big one.
00:14:20Whoa.
00:14:22Oh, look at the goats.
00:14:23They've got the weirdest eyes.
00:14:25Yeah.
00:14:25Hey, can you get some cotton candy?
00:14:27Absolutely not.
00:14:28That stuff is poison.
00:14:29They can have a little bit.
00:14:31They never have that kind of stuff.
00:14:33Here, baby, I'll buy you something.
00:14:34Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
00:14:35What did I just say?
00:14:37What did I just say?
00:14:38Michael, let them be kids for once.
00:14:40Stop.
00:14:42Hold in.
00:14:42Hold in.
00:14:43Here, then you have to share it with your sister, though.
00:14:45Are you serious right now?
00:14:47I want to ride the horses.
00:14:48Keep an eye on her.
00:14:49Don't let her run off.
00:14:51Amy.
00:14:53You sure you want to wait?
00:14:54It's a long line.
00:14:56All right.
00:14:58It's all right.
00:14:59Oh my gosh.
00:15:00He's so pretty.
00:15:01Look at his mane.
00:15:06Amy!
00:15:09Amy!
00:15:10Whoa.
00:15:12Amy!
00:15:13Calm down.
00:15:15Oh my god, are you okay?
00:15:17Don't ever do that again.
00:15:19You can't run off like that.
00:15:22What did I just say?
00:15:24What did I just say?
00:15:25I said keep an eye on her.
00:15:26Look at what you did.
00:15:27She's fine.
00:15:28I didn't think she was going to take off like that.
00:15:30I can't keep her chained to my wrist.
00:15:32But you can actually watch her.
00:15:34She could have got killed.
00:15:38Are you incompetent?
00:15:40Do you actually fucking listen?
00:15:44It's like you're purposely fucking ignoring me!
00:15:49Holden?
00:15:52Amy?
00:15:55Amy?
00:15:57Amy?!
00:16:02Amy?!
00:16:22Amy...
00:17:43Wow, look at that.
00:17:45You like the red?
00:17:47Yes, I do.
00:17:48I thought so.
00:17:52Here, open this one, kiddo.
00:17:54What is it?
00:17:55I don't know.
00:17:56You're going to have to open it.
00:17:57Unless you want to guess.
00:17:59Hmm.
00:18:00Feels like...
00:18:01It's a box of air.
00:18:03It's a box of air.
00:18:04It's a hot air balloon.
00:18:10I love it.
00:18:14I'm so glad.
00:18:24All right, you ready, kiddo?
00:18:25Yes.
00:18:26Okay, close your eyes.
00:18:30No peeking.
00:18:31Happy birthday to you.
00:18:37Happy birthday to you.
00:18:42Happy birthday, dear Amy.
00:18:47Happy birthday to you.
00:18:53And anymore.
00:18:56Make a wish.
00:18:58Woo!
00:18:59I thought that it's going to come true.
00:19:02It's going to come true.
00:19:04Time for cake.
00:19:05Yay!
00:19:08I told you this was important.
00:19:10Do you think I want to go?
00:19:12I mean, you know how I feel about public speaking.
00:19:14You knew I wouldn't be able to go.
00:19:16But of course you have to take Alyssa with you,
00:19:19because she's indispensable, right?
00:19:21She's my assistant.
00:19:22What the fuck's your problem?
00:19:23I mean, she's not even remotely attractive.
00:19:26God, you are disgusting.
00:19:29Especially what you admitted to doing
00:19:31after I was pregnant with Amy.
00:19:33Are you going to bring that up every fucking time?
00:19:35It's like your goddamn trunk card.
00:19:37Seriously, I can't get around it
00:19:39every fucking time!
00:19:43Fuck!
00:19:46I want a divorce.
00:19:50A what?
00:19:54Yeah?
00:19:57Are you out of your fucking mind?
00:19:59I've been talking to a lawyer.
00:20:01Oh, yeah?
00:20:02Mm-hmm.
00:20:03We're firm.
00:20:04You'll find out soon enough.
00:20:07It's over, Michael.
00:20:10We're done.
00:20:14Absolutely not.
00:20:18You really want to break up this family.
00:20:20What for?
00:20:20Why would you want to do that?
00:20:21You know why.
00:20:23The last couple bruises you gave me,
00:20:25I took pictures.
00:20:26And I've been recording your outbursts, too.
00:20:29The lies, the screaming, the abuse, all of it.
00:20:33Oh, you're recording it right now?
00:20:34Mm-hmm.
00:20:38You were such a gaslighter.
00:20:43Constantly leading me into fights and confrontation.
00:20:47Just so you can leverage it all by recording me?
00:20:50It's not going to work, you know?
00:20:52In fact, you'll actually have the opposite effect in court.
00:20:54I highly doubt photos of my bruises will have the opposite effect in court.
00:20:59You did that to yourself.
00:21:03What?
00:21:05You are inhuman.
00:21:08Fuck you, you miserable fucking bitch.
00:21:13Oh, Michael.
00:21:14No.
00:21:15No.
00:21:16Delete.
00:21:17Delete.
00:21:18No, I'm going to die.
00:21:19Where is your precious evidence now, huh?
00:21:21Where is your grandmaster fucking plan now?
00:21:25You are not going to take my kids from me.
00:21:29Calm down.
00:21:30Stop.
00:21:33Do you care me?
00:21:38Never.
00:21:40Ever.
00:22:21I'm not going to die.
00:22:27I don't know.
00:22:58Hi, Michael.
00:23:03I wanted to come here and say
00:23:08I'm sorry.
00:23:12I wanted to forgive you for everything you did.
00:23:16I really wanted to.
00:23:21But I can't.
00:23:24You took her from me
00:23:28like you always said you would.
00:23:35As much as I wished
00:23:38that reality could somehow start over
00:23:40and play out differently,
00:23:44it can't.
00:23:48It won't.
00:23:51She's gone.
00:23:54Because of you.
00:23:56What are you doing here?
00:23:59Hey, Joelle.
00:24:02Long time.
00:24:04I just need to come here and play my piece.
00:24:08Yeah, I heard what you said.
00:24:09Blaming him for everything.
00:24:11You ruined my brother's life.
00:24:13You did this to him.
00:24:15Left him when he needed you the most.
00:24:16He wouldn't let me leave him.
00:24:19He used every legal trick,
00:24:22every connection with the court.
00:24:24Please, the courts always take the mom's side.
00:24:26If you'd only let him see his kids,
00:24:28like any dad has a right to.
00:24:29He had too many rights.
00:24:32He was a monster.
00:24:34He pushed me down the goddamn stairs,
00:24:36and you know that.
00:24:37Still sticking with that story.
00:24:38Of course you are.
00:24:40Because you couldn't just push for divorce.
00:24:41You had to ruin his life, didn't you?
00:24:44Ruined his?
00:24:46You know what he did to me.
00:24:48You were there for me.
00:24:50You remember that?
00:24:51At least you pretended to be.
00:24:52Don't twist this around.
00:24:54Amy wanted to be with her father.
00:24:56She always did.
00:24:58Those kids meant everything to him.
00:25:02And you could have stayed with him for them.
00:25:04But no.
00:25:06You could only think about yourself.
00:25:09How dare you?
00:25:11Do you have any idea what this is done to me?
00:25:15He needed you.
00:25:15And you threw him away.
00:25:19And now...
00:25:23Now he might never wake up.
00:25:26Because of you.
00:25:28Let's just end it right there, okay?
00:25:30Before I completely lose my shit.
00:25:33Because I'm about to.
00:25:34I really am.
00:25:36Goodbye, Joelle.
00:25:37Go to hell.
00:26:11My kid's too, you fucking bitch.
00:26:14Get out.
00:26:14Fucking leave.
00:26:18Fucking leave.
00:26:49Holden, you know my rule about cell phones at the table.
00:26:53Sorry, Grandma.
00:26:55You can watch your boob tube after dinner.
00:26:58YouTube.
00:26:59Whatever.
00:27:00So how was everyone's day?
00:27:02Hmm?
00:27:05Anything interesting happen?
00:27:10Well, I watched a fascinating documentary about the futility of human existence.
00:27:16Jesus, Mom.
00:27:17Well, you know, I really don't have much to do except think all day.
00:27:21Then I realized that we are all just talking animals.
00:27:25Constantly trying to distract ourselves from the truth of our human purpose.
00:27:30Holden, you were put on this earth as a pure spirit.
00:27:36You did a great job with the tuna casserole.
00:27:38Well, thank you.
00:27:41What, you don't like your dinner?
00:27:47Answer Grandma, please.
00:27:50I was with Dad last night.
00:27:56With Dad?
00:27:57In my dreams.
00:28:02What happened?
00:28:03He tried to take me away again.
00:28:05I didn't want to go.
00:28:07Holden.
00:28:08Come on out, buddy.
00:28:11It was a nightmare, Holden.
00:28:13It felt so real.
00:28:17You remember the counting trick, right?
00:28:19Next time you have a nightmare, you count your fingers.
00:28:22Okay?
00:28:24Can I be excused?
00:28:28Yeah.
00:28:36They're coming to get you, Barbara.
00:28:40Stop it.
00:28:41You're ignorant.
00:28:42Holden?
00:28:43They're coming for you, Barbara.
00:28:45Stop it.
00:28:46You're acting like a child.
00:28:48They're coming for you.
00:28:50Maybe.
00:28:51There comes one of them now.
00:28:52Oh, no!
00:28:54Oh, no!
00:28:55Yeah, wake up.
00:28:56Merle.
00:28:58Get me to bed.
00:29:00Let's get those teeth brushed.
00:29:02It's getting late.
00:29:19I'm awake now.
00:29:21Well, it's past ten, and you've got to get some sleep.
00:29:23Can I please be on my tablet for a few more minutes, please?
00:29:26No, you know the rule.
00:29:28Your devices stay downstairs at night, no bargaining.
00:29:31It's just, I don't really want to go to sleep right now.
00:29:35Well, just close your eyes and think beautiful things.
00:29:42Like the beach, camping in the woods, the petting zoo.
00:29:49Why'd you bring that up?
00:29:51I was just dreaming about it.
00:29:54Of course, that scared Amy.
00:29:57Dad was so mad at you.
00:29:58That's not a nice memory, Holden.
00:30:01Think about Disney World.
00:30:05Hmm?
00:30:06You remember Space Mountain?
00:30:08You threw up that dummy candy all over me?
00:30:10This new world was the best.
00:30:13Yeah.
00:30:15Think good thoughts.
00:30:18Happy thoughts.
00:30:20Good night.
00:30:45Hello?
00:30:48Hello?
00:30:49Hello?
00:30:49Hello?
00:30:49Hello?
00:30:58I don't know.
00:31:23Sarah, I miss you so much.
00:31:34This is a dream.
00:32:06I have to wake up.
00:32:17Oh, God.
00:32:20Holden.
00:32:22Thank you, baby.
00:32:25It weren't for you.
00:32:27Oh, my God.
00:32:29You saved me.
00:32:31Mom, why do you sleepwalk so much?
00:32:36I don't know.
00:32:38No one knows.
00:32:39I think something's wrong.
00:32:42But I'm going to find out, okay?
00:32:46I'm going to get help.
00:32:50Oh, baby.
00:32:54I've had multiple near misses now.
00:32:58I could have killed myself.
00:33:01I have no control over my body while I'm asleep, and that is terrifying.
00:33:09What's going on?
00:33:11Am I crazy?
00:33:13Is my subconscious trying to kill me?
00:33:16You mentioned taking medication.
00:33:18What were you prescribed?
00:33:24I...
00:33:27No, I...
00:33:29I sometimes take my mother's sleeping pills once in a while, not often,
00:33:38hoping that they'll knock me out hard enough that I won't sleepwalk.
00:33:44That's...
00:33:44not advisable, Sarah.
00:33:47Barely helps, anyway.
00:33:49I think your nightmares and sleepwalking are a manifestation of misplaced guilt.
00:33:55You didn't cause that accident.
00:33:57You invited your husband over for closure.
00:33:59That's it.
00:34:01Did I?
00:34:02I want us to be a family again, like we're supposed to be.
00:34:05That's not going to happen.
00:34:07I don't think so.
00:34:09You want to know something really disturbing?
00:34:12I can handle the nightmares, as long as I get to see Amy.
00:34:18Even if it's just for a second.
00:34:20That's fucked up, right?
00:34:22It's clearly not normal.
00:34:24Nightmares aren't normal, no.
00:34:26Yeah, but it's the sleepwalking that scares me.
00:34:30I just need something that is going to shut it down.
00:34:35I'm not aware of any medication that can do that safely.
00:34:40But I'm going to refer you to a specialist.
00:34:42They'll do some tests.
00:34:44This could be neurophysiological, for all we know.
00:34:48We're going to figure this out, okay?
00:34:50We got this.
00:34:58Beloved and compassionate spirits, assist me in releasing all energies and intrusions that are not in divine alignment.
00:35:11Hello?
00:35:12What are you doing?
00:35:14Did you drop acid, or are you just trying to freak me out?
00:35:17I am calling on our ancestors to get rid of all this bad energy in the house.
00:35:22It's like cobwebs.
00:35:24It's giving me a headache.
00:35:26Right.
00:35:27Well, I hope it helps.
00:35:28This is coming from your mind, you know.
00:35:31You're bringing it in.
00:35:33It's a spiritual force.
00:35:38Mom, you do know that the 70s ended a long time ago, right?
00:35:44But if you do have any sweet drugs, dash the way that you'd like to share.
00:35:47Oh, God, I wish.
00:35:50Beloved and compassionate spirits, assist me.
00:36:20Am I dreaming?
00:36:22We're always dreaming, even when we're awake.
00:36:30Luffy, Ben, I missed you so much.
00:36:34I've been waiting for you.
00:36:36Come on.
00:36:38Come outside and play.
00:37:04Oh, my God.
00:37:06Helping!
00:37:07Helping!
00:37:09Helping!
00:37:10Wait, no!
00:37:12Oh, my God!
00:37:13Hold it!
00:37:15Hold it!
00:37:16Hold it!
00:37:17Hold it!
00:37:18Baby!
00:37:19Baby, wait, no!
00:37:21No!
00:37:22No!
00:37:24Baby!
00:37:26Hold it!
00:37:26No!
00:37:27No!
00:37:28Oh, my God!
00:37:29Hold it!
00:37:31No!
00:37:32No!
00:37:33Oh, God!
00:37:35Hold it!
00:37:37Hold it!
00:37:39Baby!
00:37:40Stop!
00:37:43Oh, my God!
00:37:44Stop!
00:37:49Oh, my God!
00:37:51You're okay.
00:37:53You're okay, Annie.
00:37:55I was with Amy.
00:37:57I saw her.
00:37:59Oh, sweetie.
00:38:00You were sleepwalking.
00:38:02Baby, you were sleepwalking.
00:38:05You're right.
00:38:06Oh, my God.
00:38:09What the hell are you two doing?
00:38:12Get inside before you freeze your asses off.
00:38:17Come on.
00:38:21Damn wiring.
00:38:24Hey.
00:38:25It's gonna be all right.
00:38:27We'll make sure the windows can't be opened at night.
00:38:30And we're gonna lock our doors, too.
00:38:33You know, you shouldn't wake a sleepwalker.
00:38:34It's dangerous.
00:38:36That's an old wives' tale.
00:38:38No, it's true.
00:38:38It's just like if you die in your sleep, you get trapped in your dream.
00:38:47I'm sorry.
00:38:48Where did you read that?
00:38:49That is some new-age hippie bullshit.
00:38:52Excuse me.
00:38:53I don't want to sleepwalk anymore.
00:38:55You won't.
00:38:56We'll make sure none of us can leave our rooms at night.
00:38:59Okay?
00:39:00We keep them locked.
00:39:03Dad's back.
00:39:06What?
00:39:06Amy, too.
00:39:08They're both spirits.
00:39:12You were dreaming, Holden.
00:39:13This ghost talks to me through the door.
00:39:16Come with me, Holden.
00:39:18Come with me.
00:39:20Baby, that was just a memory.
00:39:22That happened before the accident, remember?
00:39:25Shh.
00:39:26Listen.
00:39:31Can you hear them?
00:39:34They're close.
00:39:37Who is?
00:39:43Amy?
00:39:46Help me.
00:39:49Please.
00:39:49Please.
00:40:00Oh, my God.
00:40:04Am I still dreaming?
00:40:11Oh, my God.
00:40:19Am I still dreaming?
00:40:38So, then, how did you sleepwalk through a locked door?
00:40:42I don't know.
00:40:43I must have locked in and pulled it shut.
00:40:46Okay.
00:40:48I guess that's possible.
00:40:50Just freaking weird.
00:40:54I had a dream last night.
00:40:57I was with Amy.
00:40:58Amy, we were playing outside like we used to.
00:41:02You were with Amy?
00:41:04Amy?
00:41:04I thought I was dreaming for hours.
00:41:06But when I woke up, it was only a few minutes.
00:41:11Well, that's how dreams work.
00:41:14You know, it can be hours or even days, but it's really just a few minutes.
00:41:19You know, I had a dream not long ago that I was back in high school.
00:41:23And a whole year went by.
00:41:25Football games, prom, and then suddenly I'm at graduation and completely stark naked.
00:41:30You know?
00:41:30Wah.
00:41:31Wah.
00:41:31I mean, like, everything.
00:41:33Everything just out there.
00:41:35It was mortifying.
00:41:41Why do I even bother?
00:41:43That was way too much information.
00:41:59Can you turn that down, please?
00:42:02Or go play somewhere else?
00:42:05I swear to God you're turning into a goddamn zombie.
00:42:12Holden.
00:42:13I didn't mean that.
00:42:15I'm sorry.
00:42:18So listen, I invited my friend Bai over tomorrow night to do a cleansing.
00:42:23Who?
00:42:25Bai.
00:42:26Bai Zhao.
00:42:28She's Buddhist.
00:42:30Oh, come on, you remember her, don't you?
00:42:32She used to do my tarot card readings when you were a kid.
00:42:35You have had some weird friends over the years.
00:42:39Thanks.
00:42:40What kind of cleansing is this anyway?
00:42:43Please don't tell me it's an exorcism.
00:42:45Technically, it's an exorcism.
00:42:47But she's good.
00:42:48She just cleansed a house last summer in Danville.
00:42:50Well, can she get rid of Michael, but Amy gets to stay?
00:42:54I don't think it works that way.
00:43:04Hello?
00:43:05Yeah.
00:43:08Cerebral atrophy?
00:43:10Oh, God.
00:43:11Yeah.
00:43:12Uh-huh.
00:43:13I retain the right.
00:43:15We're technically still married, even though I...
00:43:17Yeah.
00:43:19Uh-huh.
00:43:20I'll be in later today.
00:43:26Well, all I can say is thank God that horrible man is nearly off the planet.
00:43:32He refused to give up the ghost for way too long.
00:43:34Mom, can you just stop and let me think about this?
00:43:38Think about what?
00:43:39Pull the goddamn plug.
00:43:41Are you, sir?
00:43:43Holton should see his father one last time.
00:43:47And I want you to come with us.
00:43:49Oh, Jesus H.
00:43:50Christ on the crutch.
00:43:52I'll get my coat.
00:43:54I'll get him ready.
00:44:07Hi.
00:44:09Oh, hi.
00:44:10Are you Mrs. Anders?
00:44:12I go by Pangborn now.
00:44:14We were separated before the accident.
00:44:16Understood.
00:44:16I'm Dr. Henson.
00:44:17We spoke on the phone.
00:44:18I'm new here.
00:44:20Uh, this is kind of embarrassing, but I think I was wrong about the cerebral atrophy.
00:44:26Wrong?
00:44:27How so?
00:44:28Well, he's on a definite decline, that's for sure, but he does have occasional intermittent
00:44:33increases in brain activity.
00:44:37Increases?
00:44:39I'm sorry.
00:44:40I don't understand.
00:44:42Well, I went through his files, and it's been happening since the accident.
00:44:44Every night during REM sleep, sudden, intense bursts of gamma waves.
00:44:50It's really extraordinary in a comatose patient.
00:44:53I've never seen anything like it.
00:44:56So what does that mean?
00:44:58Well, sleep and dreams are still the Wild West of consciousness research.
00:45:03But high gamma like that, that usually means lucid dreaming.
00:45:07Taking control of his dreams.
00:45:11Oh, it happens.
00:45:14It's involuntary.
00:45:16It can be a little unsettling.
00:45:17A little?
00:45:18I almost pissed myself.
00:45:23Holden!
00:45:26Hey!
00:45:32Holden!
00:45:34Hey!
00:45:37Hey, honey.
00:45:38Oh.
00:45:39I mean, it's okay.
00:45:42I know it's hard.
00:45:44Let it out.
00:45:46Sarah?
00:45:51Can I speak with you for a moment?
00:45:54Just us.
00:45:58Holden, Lou.
00:46:00Go with Grandma, please.
00:46:02Come on, kiddo.
00:46:03Let's get some candy.
00:46:06I just...
00:46:08I wanted to apologize for the other day.
00:46:12I said...
00:46:13What I said was cruel and heartless, and I'm sorry.
00:46:17I've just been under a lot of pressure lately.
00:46:19I'm barely sleeping, and...
00:46:21And I'm...
00:46:22It's okay.
00:46:24What?
00:46:25I mean, we're all going through this.
00:46:28I've been having nightmares.
00:46:31Really frightening ones.
00:46:33Like Michael's trying to reach out to me.
00:46:35Tell me something.
00:46:37Or maybe I'm just trying to deal with all of this subconsciously.
00:46:42I don't know, but I feel like I'm losing my mind.
00:46:44Like reality is slipping away in increments.
00:46:47Believe me, I know.
00:46:50I've been spiraling every day since the accident.
00:46:53I had a dream where he tried to warn me.
00:46:57I think he was trying to tell me about you.
00:47:00What?
00:47:03So...
00:47:04What are you planning on doing with Michael?
00:47:08Because I know you've been talking to the doctors.
00:47:13Oh, well...
00:47:15It's been nearly three months.
00:47:19He's not getting any better.
00:47:21Just please, maybe, let him hang on a little bit longer.
00:47:24Please.
00:47:24I have a feeling he's going to wake up very soon.
00:47:27Look, I know it.
00:47:28He tells me he is.
00:47:31Look, I...
00:47:32I know this has been hell.
00:47:35And I know you blame me.
00:47:37No.
00:47:38Not anymore.
00:47:39Look.
00:47:40Everyone knows Michael had...
00:47:42issues.
00:47:43He was...
00:47:44He was cruel when we were kids.
00:47:46Picked on me all the time.
00:47:49But he was my brother.
00:47:52He's my brother.
00:47:55I'm so sorry, Joelle.
00:47:58If I could change things.
00:48:01Turn back time.
00:48:03I know.
00:48:05Believe me, I know.
00:48:13Is Holden in his room?
00:48:14Yeah.
00:48:15I told him to stay there until the insanity was over.
00:48:18I can't believe I let you talk me into a seance.
00:48:21I don't know what I was thinking.
00:48:23This is good for your soul.
00:48:24A releasing of the unconscious forces.
00:48:27It's exactly what you need.
00:48:29Oh, God.
00:48:30Let's just get this over with, please.
00:48:32Oh.
00:48:36Farzal!
00:48:37Oh, it's been too long.
00:48:40Hey, how you doing, girl?
00:48:43Oh.
00:48:44How long has it been?
00:48:46Oh, you looking old.
00:48:48Your wrinkles got wrinkles.
00:48:50Well, when you were a kid,
00:48:51the rainbows were in black and white.
00:48:54Ha, ha, ha, ha.
00:48:58Hi.
00:48:59Oh, wow.
00:49:01Last time I saw you, you were in college.
00:49:04You're getting old, too.
00:49:06It's good to see you, too. Bye.
00:49:08Ha, ha, ha.
00:49:10Oh, there's a darkness around you.
00:49:13Not inside, but out.
00:49:15It's like a great big shadow over you.
00:49:18Sarah's been having really bad dreams.
00:49:20She's sleepwalking.
00:49:22We need you to put an end to it.
00:49:26Yes.
00:49:28Oh, yes.
00:49:30I sense presences here.
00:49:32All around you.
00:49:34Are you saying the house is haunted?
00:49:36No, houses aren't haunted.
00:49:38People.
00:49:39People are haunted.
00:49:40Ghosts sledge onto you most of the time.
00:49:43We never see them, but they can affect your health.
00:49:46That's why they used to say a person's in low spirits or high spirits.
00:49:50Ghosts come out of the mind, but that doesn't make them any less real.
00:49:55Well, that is, uh, comforting.
00:49:59So, let's get the party started.
00:50:02You got anything to drink?
00:50:04Like a whiskey sour?
00:50:26Okay.
00:50:27I want you to understand this from a different perspective.
00:50:32A Buddhist perspective.
00:50:34Reality is a construct of the brain.
00:50:37It's full of supernatural beings.
00:50:40They can all be invited in through the mind.
00:50:43Sometimes willingly, sometimes not.
00:50:46What about if someone's barely holding on to life?
00:50:49Can they manifest into nightmares?
00:50:52Of course.
00:50:54The soul is not always tethered to the body.
00:50:57It's free to roam around at night while we dream.
00:50:59The Chinese used to believe that sleepwalkers were possessed by evil spirits.
00:51:05The demon would try and lead them to their death.
00:51:07They'd take them to the forest or a lake to drown,
00:51:11or even sleepwalk them straight off a cliff.
00:51:13What is the pen and paper for?
00:51:15I'm going to see if I can summon the spirits into ink
00:51:19and try and find out how to put them to rest.
00:51:39He's close.
00:51:40He's getting closer every day.
00:51:43He's not dead, no.
00:51:45Not yet.
00:51:47You told her about my goal.
00:51:48I swear I didn't say a word.
00:51:50Oh, he's cruel, monstrous, and angry.
00:51:54So angry.
00:51:57He feels wronged by you.
00:52:00He wants his son back.
00:52:15He wants to be with you again.
00:52:17He wants to reunite on the other side.
00:52:21The place where death and dreams meet.
00:52:23He's getting closer.
00:52:24He's growing near.
00:52:38What the hell is this?
00:52:47Naked, stop!
00:53:07This is happening.
00:53:09This is real.
00:53:12Why are you here, Ribi?
00:53:14It's all one.
00:53:16One endless dream.
00:53:18He's coming for you.
00:53:20He's almost here.
00:53:25Amy?
00:53:28Amy?
00:53:30Amy?
00:53:39Be gone, Baron!
00:54:00Bye.
00:54:05Shara, you're coming with me.
00:54:08You and Holden forever.
00:54:10Leave my son alone.
00:54:15No.
00:54:19Oh, God.
00:54:21Oh, God. Oh, God.
00:54:24What's happening?
00:54:27Bye.
00:54:29No, why don't...
00:54:30Sara, call 911.
00:54:47No, no, no.
00:54:48She, um...
00:54:50She had a history of seizures.
00:54:52And, uh...
00:54:53She had a stroke eight or nine years ago.
00:54:55And, um...
00:54:57We were just having a quiet evening.
00:54:59I mean...
00:55:00Oh, God.
00:55:00A woman, you know...
00:55:02There was really nothing we could do.
00:55:04She was just...
00:55:06There and I...
00:55:07And I...
00:55:08And I...
00:55:08And I...
00:55:09And I...
00:55:10And I...
00:55:11And I...
00:55:12And I...
00:55:29And I...
00:55:31And I...
00:55:33And I...
00:55:38And I...
00:55:40What's going on?
00:55:42Nothing.
00:55:43You excited for the show?
00:55:44Yeah.
00:55:45Really excited.
00:55:47Hopefully sell a few pieces.
00:55:49Then we can get a place of our own.
00:55:51So keep your fingers crossed.
00:55:53Okay?
00:55:57That looks like the ghost from my dream.
00:56:01Like Dad.
00:56:03Yeah.
00:56:04Except...
00:56:05Dad is still alive.
00:56:07And ghosts can't be both alive and dead at the same time,
00:56:09can they?
00:56:12Then why's he telling me he's in Hell?
00:56:16Because they're just bad dreams, hon.
00:56:19That's it.
00:56:20We're letting them get to us way too much.
00:56:23You gotta stay strong.
00:56:25Or the world will beat us down.
00:56:40Sarah, I think these new pieces are an absolute revelation.
00:56:44And the shadow forms, the chiaroscuro.
00:56:48There's violence under the surface.
00:56:50Who are some of your influences?
00:56:54Um...
00:56:54You know, I really like Giacometti.
00:56:56It reminds me of Marinella's work.
00:56:58Yeah.
00:56:59It's so fascinating.
00:57:00It...
00:57:00Do you also know Chet Zar?
00:57:02I mean, that is also a very interesting artist.
00:57:05I love Chet Zar.
00:57:06I'm not familiar with his...
00:57:07Oh, look.
00:57:08The bell of the ball finally arrives.
00:57:11Wow.
00:57:12Cavanaugh made it to his own show.
00:57:15That's a first.
00:57:16Yes.
00:57:19Excuse me.
00:57:20Sarah!
00:57:23How's it going, girl?
00:57:25Closing it up?
00:57:26I'm trying to.
00:57:28I'm exhausted.
00:57:30Any interested buyers?
00:57:31No, not yet.
00:57:33But the night is still young.
00:57:35Oh, hey.
00:57:35There's Cavanaugh.
00:57:36You want me to introduce you?
00:57:38No.
00:57:39No, it's...
00:57:39Come on.
00:57:40Stop being so anti-social.
00:57:42You've got to meet him.
00:57:42I'm not.
00:57:44Lawrence.
00:57:45Excuse me.
00:57:45Lawrence.
00:57:46Hi.
00:57:47Hi.
00:57:48I want you to meet Sarah Pangborn.
00:57:51Oh.
00:57:52You're Sarah Pangborn.
00:57:55Possibly.
00:57:57I have to say, I love your new work.
00:58:00I am truly glad you're a part of the show.
00:58:04You are?
00:58:05Yeah.
00:58:05I'm...
00:58:06I'm sorry.
00:58:07I meant to say thank you.
00:58:09You know, your style is reminiscent of Francis Bacon.
00:58:12It's so stark and emotionally raw.
00:58:15That's a huge compliment.
00:58:17I've never even considered my work in the same room.
00:58:20Well, I think it's a direction you should continue to explore.
00:58:23Do you know James Jarranson?
00:58:26Yes.
00:58:27Amazing artist.
00:58:29Well, Jarranson and Deidre Clem were my mentors in New York back in the 80s.
00:58:33Will you excuse me for a moment?
00:58:35Yes, of course.
00:58:36Everything okay?
00:58:37I'll be right back.
00:58:52Amy?
00:58:58Baby, turn around, please.
00:59:03please
00:59:09oh god
00:59:22hello
00:59:26Amy
00:59:40no
00:59:43where's Amy
00:59:45give her to me
01:00:14Sarah
01:00:15Sarah
01:00:16Sarah
01:00:16Sarah
01:00:17Sarah
01:00:19Sarah
01:00:34No!
01:00:50No!
01:01:27Oh my God.
01:01:42Hey Joelle.
01:01:43Hey, I'm just calling you back.
01:01:45It's been almost a week.
01:01:47The doctors say he's still on a steady decline.
01:01:50He's just... he's not improving.
01:01:52I know. He's getting worse.
01:01:55He wants it to end.
01:01:58I can feel it.
01:02:01It's like he's reaching out to me.
01:02:04We all want to hold on for a miracle, but...
01:02:06No.
01:02:09No, we suffered long enough.
01:02:12It's time.
01:02:14It's time.
01:02:17Okay, uh...
01:02:18I will call you tomorrow when we'll make the arrangements.
01:02:22Take care, Joelle.
01:02:27When Michael dies, he's not gonna let you go.
01:02:31Why would you say that?
01:02:32You were there.
01:02:34You heard what came out of Baye's mouth.
01:02:36That man is in a coma.
01:02:39He's not even dead yet.
01:02:41But his spirit got through.
01:02:45You said it yourself, Mom.
01:02:47I... I need to let them go.
01:02:49They're just... projections.
01:02:53We saw them.
01:02:56They're real.
01:02:57Mother, please.
01:02:58Please, this is...
01:03:00God, this is making me feel sick.
01:03:01I can't handle it.
01:03:02Hear me out.
01:03:05What if Michael's spirit gets stronger once it's free from his body?
01:03:08What then?
01:03:09How are you gonna protect yourself?
01:03:12How are you gonna protect your son?
01:03:14Stop!
01:03:15I don't wanna keep talking about this anymore.
01:03:18It's making me crazy.
01:03:19Okay, fine.
01:03:19Don't listen to me.
01:03:22Just...
01:03:24Forget everything I just said.
01:03:26Mom.
01:03:28I need to get out.
01:03:30I need to be out of this house for a while.
01:03:33Make sure Holden's in bed by nine.
01:03:36Please.
01:03:44Please.
01:03:44Just give me a chance.
01:03:45Just give me a little more chance.
01:03:47Please.
01:03:48That's all I ask.
01:03:49Just one more chance.
01:03:51I gave you too many chances.
01:03:52You need help, Michael.
01:03:54Serious psychiatric help.
01:03:56Stop!
01:03:57Saying that.
01:04:06Hey, Sarah.
01:04:08How are you?
01:04:08Hey.
01:04:09I was just out for a drive.
01:04:12Wondering if you want to grab a drink.
01:04:15There's three.
01:04:16Are you feeling all right?
01:04:18I just...
01:04:19Need a night out.
01:04:21And some good company.
01:04:23Well, Sarah.
01:04:24Honestly,
01:04:25I don't think you should be driving a car while you're sleeping.
01:04:30What?
01:04:41Oh, no!
01:04:44No!
01:04:47Ahhh!
01:04:51Ahhh!
01:04:52Ahh!
01:04:57Ahh!
01:04:59Ah!
01:05:03Ahh!
01:05:06Jesus fucking Christ!
01:05:20Are you sure you don't need me to come with you?
01:05:23I know it's not going to be easy.
01:05:25It's okay.
01:05:26Just stay here and keep Holden's mind off things.
01:05:30This is something I have to do alone.
01:05:32Mom, it's going to end after this.
01:05:34No more nightmares.
01:05:36No more sleepwalking.
01:05:38Right?
01:05:39Come here.
01:05:42You got this.
01:05:43You're very strong.
01:05:45You got that for me.
01:05:47I love you, kiddo.
01:05:49I love you, too.
01:06:13I love you.
01:06:53And you get all that from your three easy payments of $9.95.
01:07:09Hey, baby.
01:07:15It's over.
01:07:16Dad's gone.
01:07:18Yeah.
01:07:19But it's like we talked about.
01:07:22He's no longer suffering.
01:07:27No more bad dreams.
01:07:33There you go.
01:07:35It's not as a bug.
01:07:37Try to get some sleep, okay?
01:07:41I will never let anything happen to you.
01:07:44Ever.
01:07:47Love you, Mom.
01:07:49I love you, too.
01:07:50So much.
01:08:05It's not enough for them.
01:08:06I love you.
01:08:06I love you.
01:08:07I love you.
01:08:20Oh, my God.
01:08:54Oh, my God.
01:09:06Mom?
01:09:07Mom?
01:09:44Mom?
01:09:53Mom?
01:09:55Mom?
01:10:10Mom?
01:10:11Mom?
01:10:13Mom?
01:10:14Mom?
01:10:14Mom?
01:10:17Mom?
01:10:18This is your fault.
01:10:20Amy?
01:10:22It's your fault I'm here.
01:10:25Oh, my God.
01:10:30I am so sorry, baby.
01:10:34I love you so much.
01:10:38You're my love.
01:10:40You want to know the truth?
01:10:42I wanted to go with him.
01:10:45Don't say that.
01:10:47Please.
01:10:51Mom?
01:11:01Mom?
01:11:01Holden?
01:11:06Holden?
01:11:11Sarah?
01:11:16Tara?
01:11:23Tara?
01:11:26Wake up.
01:11:27Please.
01:11:30Wake up.
01:11:31Please.
01:11:32Wake up.
01:11:34Wake up.
01:11:36Please.
01:11:37Wake up.
01:11:37Ah!
01:11:42Mom?
01:11:50Grandma?
01:11:54It's okay.
01:11:56It's all right.
01:11:56It's not real.
01:11:57Baby, it's not real.
01:11:59Okay?
01:12:00It's just a dream.
01:12:03We're gonna wake up and it's gonna be all better.
01:12:06I promise.
01:12:08We're gonna wake up.
01:12:14No, she didn't have any other health issues.
01:12:19I think she was sleepwalking.
01:12:21Sleepwalking?
01:12:22What?
01:12:23That happened frequently?
01:12:25Yeah, occasionally.
01:12:28Friends in the family.
01:12:30I do it.
01:12:31Even my son sleepwalks.
01:12:36I'm sorry, do you think this is gonna take much longer?
01:12:42I had to say those things.
01:12:45To protect you.
01:12:48You know that?
01:12:51You should've told me the truth.
01:12:58Your father is doing this.
01:13:00You can't see it, but it's him.
01:13:06Grandma was right.
01:13:09You need help.
01:13:13He wants to take you away from me.
01:13:16I will never let that happen, do you hear me?
01:13:20Never.
01:13:21Ever.
01:13:30Yeah, that sounds doable.
01:13:34We don't need a big funeral.
01:13:37Most of her friends have already passed away.
01:13:41It'll just be about a dozen of us.
01:13:47Yeah.
01:13:51You know what?
01:13:54No.
01:14:12Thank you, sir.
01:14:12I lied about you.
01:14:14You're welcome.
01:14:14Something's gonna go wrong.
01:14:16You're welcome.
01:14:52Sorry, dinner's a little late.
01:14:56It's your favorite.
01:14:58Curry.
01:15:05Take in, guys. It's getting cold.
01:15:16It's good.
01:15:21Spicy.
01:15:23Well, enjoy it.
01:15:25This'll be the last time.
01:15:34I don't want it to be the last time.
01:15:36I want you back.
01:15:37I want my kids back.
01:15:39Michael.
01:15:42Please, just let me finish.
01:15:45I want us to be a family again, like we're supposed to be.
01:15:49That's not gonna happen.
01:15:51We're separated.
01:15:52One way or another, we're getting a divorce.
01:15:54I don't care how long you try and drag this out.
01:15:57Give me one more chance, please.
01:15:59That's all I ask.
01:16:00Just one more chance.
01:16:01I gave you too many chances.
01:16:03And every time you went back to your old ways,
01:16:06you need help, Michael.
01:16:08Serious psychiatric help.
01:16:10Stop!
01:16:11Saying that.
01:16:12I'm so tired of you fucking saying that.
01:16:15Kids, go upstairs and find grandma.
01:16:17Take your dinners with you.
01:16:18Mom and dad need to talk.
01:16:26Stop yelling.
01:16:27I'm done with it.
01:16:28Done with your abuse?
01:16:30Abuse.
01:16:31You and your pathetic allegations.
01:16:32My lawyers have photos of the bruises of Michael.
01:16:36And the black eye.
01:16:38Everyone's gonna know who you are now.
01:16:40Everyone.
01:16:44You're lucky I was so kind.
01:16:46So caring.
01:16:47I gave up everything.
01:16:49Everything for you and those kids.
01:16:51My entire existence.
01:16:53And this is what you do to me?
01:16:55Go to hell.
01:16:59My kids too, you fucking bitch.
01:17:01Get out.
01:17:03Get out right now or I will call the police.
01:17:05Just.
01:17:06That's it.
01:17:06Stop.
01:17:07That's it.
01:17:08That is it.
01:17:09Stop.
01:17:09That's it.
01:17:10I'm calling them.
01:17:11You did this.
01:17:12You brought this on yourself.
01:17:13Just stop.
01:17:14Hi, is this the police?
01:17:15Stop.
01:17:16This is Sarah Pangborn.
01:17:22Please.
01:17:24Please.
01:17:26I'm going.
01:17:28Then get out.
01:17:29Right now.
01:17:30Fucking leave.
01:17:33Go.
01:17:45Yeah, I'm here.
01:17:46Ma'am, are you okay?
01:17:47I'm okay.
01:17:49You need assistance from the police.
01:17:50No, I'm fine.
01:17:52I, uh, he just, he left.
01:17:54It's not easy left.
01:17:56It's not easy left.
01:18:25Let's go.
01:19:18Let's go.
01:19:25Your mom didn't let me tell you about the present that I have for you.
01:19:28The reason why I came here is because she'd be jealous because she knows how much you're going to like
01:19:33it.
01:19:34What is it?
01:19:34I don't know.
01:19:36Okay.
01:19:41Oh my gosh.
01:19:43A piebald?
01:19:45A Welsh cop, just like you wanted.
01:19:47I mean, perfect markings, perfect mane.
01:19:51So we'll go down to the staples in the morning.
01:19:53But if we don't leave now, your mom's never going to let you have them.
01:19:56Are you serious?
01:19:57Yeah.
01:19:59It's okay?
01:20:01Well, I'm going to be honest, okay?
01:20:03Your mom doesn't want you to go.
01:20:06But I feel like we can make an exception just this once, right?
01:20:11Me too.
01:20:11All right.
01:20:13Come on.
01:20:13Let's go.
01:20:38Holden, come on out, buddy.
01:20:41It's your daddy.
01:20:50Holden, come on, me and your sister and you are going to go on a trip.
01:20:56Holden, open the door now.
01:21:00Open the door.
01:21:14Can we see him tonight just to say hi?
01:21:18No, love.
01:21:20First thing in the morning.
01:21:22Daddy's tired.
01:21:23Holden, come on.
01:21:51Holden, come on.
01:21:57Daddy!
01:21:58I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay.
01:22:00Daddy's just a little tired.
01:22:19Daddy!
01:22:19Daddy!
01:22:19I'm okay.
01:22:20We'll be home soon.
01:22:21Don't worry.
01:22:26Daddy's a little tired.
01:22:48I think she put something in my food.
01:22:51Who did?
01:22:51No.
01:22:55Your mom.
01:23:13Mom?
01:23:15Dad took Amy.
01:23:17What?
01:23:19Amy!
01:23:20Amy!
01:23:20Amy!
01:23:21Amy!
01:23:23Amy!
01:23:30Amy!
01:23:32Amy!
01:23:32Amy!
01:23:32Amy!
01:23:33Amy!
01:23:33Amy!
01:23:47Amy!
01:23:51Amy!
01:23:55Amy!
01:23:56Amy!
01:23:56Amy!
01:23:57Amy!
01:23:57Amy!
01:23:57Amy!
01:23:57Amy!
01:23:57Amy!
01:23:57Amy!
01:23:58Amy!
01:23:58Amy!
01:23:58Amy!
01:24:00Amy!
01:24:17That's how dreams work.
01:24:30It can seem like hours or even days go by.
01:24:55But only a few minutes have passed.
01:25:46But only a few minutes have passed.
01:25:48But only a few minutes have passed.
01:26:18But only a few minutes have passed.
01:27:16But only a few minutes have passed.
01:27:18But only a few minutes have passed.
01:27:48But only a few minutes have passed.
01:28:18But only a few minutes have passed.
01:29:14But only a few minutes have passed.
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