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The Summer My Heart Stopped #englishsub
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00:00:00My name is Isabel Spencer.
00:00:02The summer I graduated high school, in the sweltering June heat, I died.
00:00:08In the days leading up to my death, I recorded secret videos from my crush.
00:00:14But he didn't see them until ten years later.
00:00:17And here is the story of my life.
00:00:24Murder!
00:00:25How dare you show up to this school?
00:00:27Just leave!
00:00:28Yeah, beat it!
00:00:29If you hadn't gotten caught up with those gangsters, Alex's dad wouldn't have been stabbed twelve times trying to save
00:00:34you.
00:00:35You're the reason he died.
00:00:36He bled out on the street because of you.
00:00:38And the worst part is, you didn't even show up to court to testify.
00:00:41So now his murders are walking free because of you.
00:00:45Alex was your best friend. His dad was like a father to you.
00:00:48I mean, how could you do this to him?
00:00:50Don't you even feel a shred of guilt?
00:00:53Hey! We're talking to you! Answer me, bitch!
00:01:00Nothing I say is gonna change your mind anyway.
00:01:03You selfish skink.
00:01:04I'm gonna put you in your place.
00:01:06For Alex.
00:01:27Alex.
00:01:28I was gonna go to the court but then I had another heart attack.
00:01:31So I had surgery and they kept me in the hospital for two weeks.
00:01:36Too bad you didn't just die.
00:01:40Maybe I should have just died right then and there.
00:01:49Due to the absence of witness testimony, the court has concluded that the cause of Mr. Steven Brooks's death cannot
00:01:57be determined.
00:01:58The case is hereby dismissed and both defendants are acquitted.
00:02:04How could you not be here, Isabel?
00:02:07Alex's dad died because of me.
00:02:18Alex, wanna share it?
00:02:31Aahhhht...
00:02:31You don't care.
00:02:32Come on, Izzie.
00:02:32You need to keep a heart-healthy diet.
00:02:36Plato's bestarming.
00:02:40Here.
00:02:40Here.
00:02:41Here.
00:02:41Have mine.
00:02:45I get why you hate me.
00:02:47I just never thought I'd hurt this much.
00:02:49Gosh, what a dumbass.
00:02:50I mean, that guy's a fireman, right?
00:02:52Not a cop.
00:02:53Plus, he went in there with no weapon.
00:02:54He was basically asking to get stabbed to death.
00:03:03No one talks shit about my dad!
00:03:05Am I wrong, though?
00:03:05If I could play the hero, pay the price.
00:03:08He got what he deserved.
00:03:08Fuck you!
00:03:22Alex, stop!
00:03:24Alex, stop!
00:03:30Alex, don't be like this.
00:03:32Your dad wouldn't want it.
00:03:32If you need to, Vin, just take it out on me.
00:03:35Take it out on you.
00:03:37Fine.
00:03:38Go fucking die, Isabelle!
00:03:43Don't worry, Alex.
00:03:45We'll get your wish soon.
00:03:46Isabelle, the surgery went well, but your heart can't handle the stress of any more procedures.
00:03:53You have about one month left to live.
00:03:57At most.
00:04:07Looking for these?
00:04:09Yes.
00:04:10Do you seriously think that you can get away with the murder by pretending to be Little Miss ER?
00:04:18No!
00:04:21Said you needed him right, then lick him up.
00:04:29Is that the brand new phone?
00:04:31Who gave you the money for that?
00:04:32Was it the murderers who bribed you to stay silent?
00:04:35My mom gave it to me.
00:04:37Oh!
00:04:38Oh!
00:04:39Takimaj!
00:04:39Why are we so nervous?
00:04:40Is it because you have incriminating evidence on here?
00:04:43All the videos I made for Alex are on there.
00:04:45I can't let him see those.
00:04:46Hi, Alex.
00:04:48I just wanted to say that I love you.
00:04:52I might not ever get a chance to tell you in person, so...
00:04:57Give it to me!
00:04:58Hold her!
00:04:58Hold her!
00:04:59Hold her!
00:05:01Let's use Face ID to unlock it.
00:05:03I want to see what kind of dirty little secrets this bitch is hiding.
00:05:08Smile, sweetheart.
00:05:15Hi, Alex.
00:05:17I just wanted to say that...
00:05:22What are you doing?
00:05:23Alex, help.
00:05:29Alex, help.
00:05:31We were just trying to get back at her for you, bro.
00:05:34Practice starts in five minutes.
00:05:36Get your asses through the pool.
00:05:38Right.
00:05:39It's been practice.
00:05:41I almost thought he was here to save me.
00:05:43You idiots want to get kicked off varsity?
00:05:45Go!
00:05:51Alex!
00:05:52Can I join you for your swim practice?
00:05:54I can be your personal cheerleader.
00:06:01Coming to the swim meet tomorrow?
00:06:03Already got an army of fangirls going.
00:06:06Doesn't matter if I go.
00:06:07You really don't know.
00:06:10Know what?
00:06:12I don't care about the silly girls.
00:06:14I only want you cheering me on.
00:06:22Yeah, sure.
00:06:32Alex, you said the only one you wanted cheering you on was me.
00:06:38I'm sorry to inform you that your appeal has been denied again.
00:06:42Your court's decision isn't going to change.
00:06:43I'm not going to give up.
00:06:45Not until the murderers who killed Alex's father are brought to justice.
00:06:52That's the judge.
00:06:55Jeez.
00:06:59Ms. Spencer, the case is closed and I'm not reopening it.
00:07:04It's over.
00:07:05I'll testify.
00:07:06Please reopen the case.
00:07:15Hey, Alex.
00:07:17So, today I went to go see Judge Roberts.
00:07:20I tried to get him to reopen the case.
00:07:22But he said no.
00:07:25I'm not going to give up though.
00:07:27I promised you.
00:07:30And I'm going to keep my word.
00:07:34Hey, lovebug.
00:07:36How was school?
00:07:38Oh my.
00:07:40What happened?
00:07:41Is someone bullying you at school?
00:07:44Well, I just fell.
00:07:45How?
00:07:46Everyone at school loves me.
00:07:47Listen, I have great news.
00:07:49The lawyer finally called me back and he said we might be able to reopen the Brooks case.
00:07:54We're finally going to take those killers to justice.
00:07:59That's creepy.
00:07:59I know, honey.
00:08:02Just, unexpectedly, Judge Roberts just changed his mind.
00:08:06You should tell Alex the good news.
00:08:09No, not yet.
00:08:10I don't want to disappoint him in case it doesn't work out.
00:08:13I know this is important to you.
00:08:14But don't forget to take care of your own health.
00:08:16Don't worry about me.
00:08:19I want to get justice for Alex's dad.
00:08:22When did my little girl grow up so fast?
00:08:24All right.
00:08:25Go get him, tiger.
00:08:27But no, I love you.
00:08:28To the moon and back.
00:08:31I love you too, Mom.
00:08:34You know, some people, they say they have the best mom.
00:08:36But I really do have the best mom.
00:08:45Mrs. Spencer, your daughter only has a month left.
00:08:51I'd recommend you transfer her to hospice care for her final days.
00:09:02I wish Alex was here.
00:09:22Whoa.
00:09:24Why did he get so ripped?
00:09:26Don't pretend.
00:09:27I saw you checking me out.
00:09:30Ew.
00:09:31No.
00:09:31No, I was just spacing out.
00:09:33Oh, really?
00:09:34Mm-hmm.
00:09:34You're telling me that this doesn't make you drool?
00:09:37You could strip butt naked.
00:09:38And it would do nothing for me.
00:09:40Yeah?
00:09:41Then let's put that to the test.
00:09:43Do it.
00:09:44I dare you.
00:09:46Okay.
00:10:11Oh, God.
00:10:12Oh, God.
00:10:12I didn't see anything.
00:10:14Mom.
00:10:14I swear.
00:10:15I swear.
00:10:31Hey, Alex.
00:10:32I've got notes from chemistry.
00:10:34You missed it because of practice.
00:10:37You gotta study up if we're going to the same college.
00:10:46What are you?
00:10:53Why would I want to go to the same college as you?
00:10:59So, I made up my mind.
00:11:02I'm going to go to Princeton for undergrad.
00:11:04And then Columbia for med school.
00:11:07And once I graduate, I'm going to join Doctors Without Borders.
00:11:12What about you?
00:11:14I'll go wherever you go.
00:11:19I just wanted to help you study.
00:11:22Your mom wants you to go to a good school.
00:11:24My mom is in a mental hospital because she had a complete breakdown after my dad was murdered.
00:11:31And the people who did it got to walk away as if nothing ever happened.
00:11:37And who do you think is responsible for that?
00:11:40I'm sorry.
00:11:41Sorry?
00:11:42You're sorry?
00:11:43You think that's enough?
00:11:46That sorry's going to bring my dad back?
00:11:48That sorry's going to help my mom?
00:11:50Now I'm sick and tired of your stupid apologies.
00:11:55Now remember this.
00:11:56I will never forgive you.
00:11:58Not for the rest of my life.
00:12:10Alex Brooks?
00:12:12Alex isn't here because seeing you makes him sick.
00:12:16You practically killed his father and now you're strutting around like rainbows and sunshine.
00:12:24She's right.
00:12:25I shouldn't even be here.
00:12:28And why come to school if I don't even have a future ahead of me?
00:12:35Alex, if you don't want to see me, I'll stay out of your sight.
00:12:40Please, I know it hurts and I know that you're mad.
00:12:44But don't give up on your own future.
00:13:07Step aside.
00:13:08Spot's reserved.
00:13:13Reserved?
00:13:14Since when?
00:13:14Always has been.
00:13:16Always will be.
00:13:18I always want you by my side.
00:13:20Beautiful.
00:13:22Great. Congratulations.
00:13:25Great.
00:13:27Cheese.
00:13:28Awesome.
00:13:28Can I see?
00:13:29Oh, sure.
00:13:32Would I be able to get it like this big?
00:13:35That's like wedding picture big.
00:13:39For a funeral, actually.
00:13:42My funeral.
00:13:45A funeral.
00:13:47Why the hell would you be having a funeral?
00:13:51Because I'm about to die.
00:13:53Yeah, you've been saying that since fucking kindergarten.
00:13:55Come up with a new line already.
00:13:58Let's race.
00:13:59Whoever gets to the top first wins this yummy candy.
00:14:02I can't.
00:14:03My mommy does my heart to weak.
00:14:06If I run, I'll die.
00:14:11I will never ever race you again, Isabelle.
00:14:13Please don't die.
00:14:16When I grow up, I'll make this magic potion that can keep you alive forever.
00:14:24If you are going to die, I don't want you terrorizing my dad in heaven.
00:14:28So be a good girl and go to hell.
00:14:34Congratulations, everybody.
00:14:36Now that college acceptance letters are in and graduation is just around the corner, you are in the homestretch.
00:14:44But this is not the time for senioritis.
00:14:47Let's make these last few weeks count and finish strong.
00:14:51All right?
00:14:57Alex, where'd you get in?
00:15:00Um, Yale.
00:15:03Wow.
00:15:04Only the best for my Alex.
00:15:06What are you going to major in?
00:15:08Pre-med.
00:15:08Oh, you want to be a doctor?
00:15:10How come?
00:15:12Uh...
00:15:15I'm going to become a doctor.
00:15:17I'm going to fix your arm.
00:15:19I won't let you die.
00:15:23It's a promise, then.
00:15:29Tell my mom.
00:15:32At least Alex hasn't given up on his future.
00:15:34I'll be a nurse.
00:15:36We can work at the same hospital together.
00:15:38Ooh!
00:15:39Who doesn't love a good nurse-doctor romance, huh?
00:15:42You guys would be perfect for each other.
00:15:57Forget that, freak.
00:15:59Hasn't she hurt you enough already?
00:16:13Hey, love book.
00:16:15It's me, Mom.
00:16:17I'm right here.
00:16:20Oh, thank God you're awake.
00:16:23I don't know.
00:16:25I think it's okay if I...
00:16:28Can I take a break from school?
00:16:30Yes, of course.
00:16:32I think your teachers will understand.
00:16:34This is great.
00:16:36Now I get to spend more time with my precious girl.
00:16:39If I don't go to school,
00:16:41maybe Alex can graduate in peace.
00:16:52Wait.
00:16:52What's Isabel's mom doing here?
00:16:57Mr. Mills, I want to let you know that
00:17:00Isabel will be taking a leave of absence.
00:17:18Isabel, are you dropping out of school?
00:17:21Why do you care?
00:17:22I thought you didn't want to see me.
00:17:24Just answer me.
00:17:25Are you dropping out or not?
00:17:27Do you want to stay out of your sight?
00:17:28There you go again.
00:17:29Doing everything on your terms.
00:17:31You owe me.
00:17:33That means I decide how you repay me.
00:17:35Isabel, if you drop out,
00:17:37you are throwing your college dreams out the window.
00:17:40You think trashing your future
00:17:41is going to make up for my dad's death?
00:17:43It's not that damn simple.
00:17:45Isabel, it's time to take your medication.
00:17:47Wait, Isabel, are you at the hospital?
00:17:55Hey, Alex.
00:17:57Ten days till graduation.
00:18:00They keep poking me,
00:18:02so I have all these bruises.
00:18:04A few days ago I went into heart failure again,
00:18:07so they put me on a resuscitation machine.
00:18:10People don't normally live past that, but I did.
00:18:12But I won't die.
00:18:15Not until I bring your father's murderers to justice.
00:18:19Isabel?
00:18:24Are you here to see me?
00:18:30Why are you wearing a beanie in June?
00:18:33And what's wrong with your hair?
00:18:37Your hair.
00:18:42I, Isabel Spencer,
00:18:44promise that my testimony is the truth,
00:18:46the whole truth, and nothing but the truth.
00:18:49On the night of June 18th,
00:18:51I was walking home alone.
00:18:54It was them.
00:18:55I never forget their faces.
00:18:57They tried to assault me.
00:18:58Help!
00:19:00But, Mr. Brooks,
00:19:01he saved me.
00:19:06Help!
00:19:12But he lost his life.
00:19:15Help!
00:19:16Please!
00:19:17Please, somebody help!
00:19:19He died trying to save me.
00:19:23Based on the new witnesses' testimony,
00:19:26the court finds defendants,
00:19:28Brad Baker,
00:19:29and Robert Ross.
00:19:35The court finds defendants,
00:19:37Brad Baker,
00:19:38and Robert Ross,
00:19:40guilty of murder in the second degree,
00:19:42and sentences them to 20 years in state prison.
00:19:48See, Alex?
00:19:49I meant what I said.
00:19:50I promised I'd bring your dad's killers to justice.
00:20:05Hey.
00:20:06Thanks.
00:20:07No.
00:20:09Sorry, I, I should have been here the first time.
00:20:11My mom was unusually lucid today.
00:20:14She said that I shouldn't resent you anymore.
00:20:17Do you still resent me?
00:20:18I don't know.
00:20:21But every time that I look at you,
00:20:23it reminds me of how my dad died,
00:20:26and how my mom fell apart.
00:20:29I don't think we should see each other again.
00:20:32Okay.
00:20:35I'm going to die soon, Alex.
00:20:37So don't worry.
00:20:39This is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me.
00:20:41I don't know.
00:20:55You'll see each other again.
00:20:57Okay.
00:21:02This is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me.
00:21:32Hey, hon.
00:21:33How are you feeling?
00:21:38I feel good.
00:21:42What day is it?
00:21:44June 9th.
00:21:45Why?
00:21:47You have a date to the dance?
00:21:50No.
00:21:51What?
00:21:52Hey, what if we just went together?
00:21:55Is that like a formal invite?
00:21:58I mean, if it was, what would your answer be?
00:22:02Okay.
00:22:04Yes.
00:22:06Cool.
00:22:07I'll see you at the day of the dance then.
00:22:10Cool.
00:22:18Today's a crowd dance.
00:22:20I have to go.
00:22:21Oh, is the bell your heart?
00:22:23Oh, please.
00:22:25This might be the only dance I ever get to go to.
00:22:30I know I can't actually dance, but maybe I can watch?
00:22:35Fine.
00:22:36I'm not going to stop you from seeing Alex, but take it easy, all right?
00:22:40We've had enough close calls at the ER.
00:22:43Thank you, Mom.
00:22:44I love you.
00:22:46I love you.
00:22:57You seriously still struggling with this?
00:22:59It's so easy.
00:23:01Maybe I just want you to tie my bow ties for the rest of my life.
00:23:06Dummy.
00:23:16What happened to Isabel?
00:23:17I haven't seen her in a week.
00:23:24I'm down to find you.
00:23:25What is it, really?
00:23:38Alex?
00:23:40What?
00:23:52Have a nice life, Alex.
00:23:55Now you can say goodbye to me forever, just like you wanted.
00:24:16Come on.
00:24:17Dance it this way.
00:24:22Izzy!
00:24:23Izzy!
00:24:23Oh, my God!
00:24:24Hang on.
00:24:25I'm going to take you to the hospital.
00:24:28Izzy!
00:24:29Izzy!
00:24:31Izzy!
00:24:34Izzy!
00:24:36Izzy!
00:24:37Izzy!
00:24:38Izzy!
00:24:39Izzy!
00:24:39Izzy!
00:24:42Izzy!
00:24:52Izzy!
00:24:58is he what the hell alex why did you call it that bitch's name while you're dancing with
00:25:06don't call her that
00:25:17what's wrong
00:25:25spencer alex please come isabel she's about to die
00:25:34alex alex where are you
00:25:39no no no this can't be real
00:25:49isabel you can't die
00:26:03isabel young man you can't be in here you need to leave no no i'm not leaving that's why isabel
00:26:08that's why is he i need to see her
00:26:23this can't be real
00:26:44is this your friend young man no it's not her
00:26:55please spencer please just pick up
00:27:02excuse me do you know what room isabel spencer's in
00:27:07she's 18 hair down to here she's really thin big beautiful eyes a kind you never forget
00:27:14alex
00:27:17looking for me
00:27:23wait what isabel
00:27:27what's going on your mom called and said you're about to die
00:27:31right are you okay
00:27:34my mom she's so over dramatic i just had a minor surgery
00:27:38completely fine
00:27:41do you think this is funny or something
00:27:44what
00:27:44jesus christ isabel what you
00:27:46you had your mom fabricate some
00:27:48fake sob story about your death
00:27:51what's next huh
00:27:52you're gonna invite me to your fake fucking funeral
00:27:55this is not what happened
00:27:56no no don't call me again
00:27:57not even on your deathbed
00:28:00because i don't care anymore
00:28:01not one fucking bit
00:28:20isabel what are you doing out here you just got out of surgery
00:28:27is that alex
00:28:29baby i'm sorry i called him
00:28:31i just thought it was important for you guys to have closure
00:28:35it's okay mom
00:28:37it doesn't matter
00:28:39can we go home
00:28:41i really don't want to die
00:28:54hey alex
00:28:56five days till graduation
00:28:59um you said some pretty hurtful things to me yesterday but i know you didn't mean them
00:29:07sometimes i just get sad
00:29:09thinking about how we can't go back to the way that we were
00:29:14but i want you to be happy
00:29:18and so i hope that not having me around can kind of take the weight off a little bit
00:29:26do you remember this
00:29:29you left it here
00:29:32it means a lot to me
00:29:54wait
00:29:55isabel you
00:29:57you sure you want this
00:29:59100%
00:30:01i don't want to die a virgin
00:30:03yeah but
00:30:05why me
00:30:08because you're my best friend
00:30:11the only one who'd agree to do this
00:30:13my person who wouldn't think i'm crazy for making such a request
00:30:17yeah
00:30:19great okay
00:30:19then um
00:30:22how do you want to get started
00:30:25you tell me i'm the virgin here
00:30:27well uh
00:30:30actually you're not the only virgin here
00:30:33now what about the cheerleader last summer
00:30:36that was just a rumor izzy
00:30:38i'm not the elkup kind of guy
00:30:42actually i've been waiting
00:30:46waiting for what
00:30:50i've been waiting for you izzy
00:30:53i wanted you to be my first
00:30:57nothing
00:30:58i'm ready if you are
00:31:16i'm ready to
00:31:22i'll be gentle
00:31:24i promise
00:31:34that was my first kiss
00:31:36me too
00:31:56oh my god
00:31:56am i really losing my virginity to my best friend
00:32:04what the hell are you kids doing
00:32:08homework
00:32:11this is the last thing you gave me
00:32:18so now it is time to give it back
00:32:34alex
00:32:36anyone home
00:32:56so he got into princeton too
00:33:01since we were five
00:33:03alex and i have spent countless hours together in this room
00:33:07playing games
00:33:08building blanket forts
00:33:11all kinds of stupid stuff
00:33:14but i never come in here anymore
00:33:17not since alex's dad died
00:33:28my eyes are up here
00:33:31yeah sorry
00:33:33just uh
00:33:34people as cool as you have
00:33:36three nipples
00:33:38and i was just curious
00:33:41you're not seriously listening to those rumors
00:33:44you could have just asked me
00:33:45yeah
00:33:46sorry
00:33:47you're right
00:33:49definitely
00:33:49shouldn't listen to those idiots
00:33:54you know what
00:33:55it's to prove the gossip wrong
00:33:57i'll show you
00:33:59what
00:34:00what
00:34:05so
00:34:07how many do i have
00:34:09two
00:34:10two
00:34:12perfect
00:34:13one
00:34:21this will probably be the last time i'm ever in this room
00:34:29goodbye alex
00:34:37oh my god alex
00:34:39you're finally showing me your room
00:34:41will i be the first girl who's in it
00:34:50wow
00:34:51i never thought i'd set foot inside the room of the alex brooks
00:34:59sorry it's late
00:34:59i think you should leave
00:35:01don't be such a killjoy alex
00:35:03i have a surprise for you
00:35:05i have a surprise for you
00:35:37see
00:35:38see
00:35:38i'm already wet for you
00:35:48yes
00:35:50oh that's it
00:35:51oh that's it baby
00:35:55alex do you want me
00:35:56Yes, Izzy, it wants you.
00:36:00Did Alex just say my name?
00:36:03What did you say?
00:36:05Did you just call me Izzy?
00:36:23Isabel, what are you doing in my closet?
00:36:32Alex, I'm so sorry.
00:36:35I didn't know you'd be back.
00:36:36What the fuck, Izzy, what are you doing here?
00:36:39What else?
00:36:40She's being a creepy stalker as usual.
00:36:43Seriously, Izzy?
00:36:44Hiding in the closet to catch a glimpse of us fucking?
00:36:47Alex, no, that's not what I was doing.
00:36:49I just...
00:36:49I'm just going to return something to you.
00:36:52It's yours.
00:36:55What the hell is that?
00:36:59A raggedy old t-shirt?
00:37:02Alex, is this yours?
00:37:12You sure you want this?
00:37:16100%.
00:37:18What?
00:37:19You think you can win Alex back with a dirty old t-shirt?
00:37:22No, that's not what...
00:37:25Alex, do you even want this?
00:37:37Why would I want some dirty raggedy t-shirt?
00:37:40It means nothing to me.
00:37:44You hear that?
00:37:46Get the fuck out!
00:37:47Alex doesn't want you here!
00:37:53She's right.
00:37:54You should leave.
00:38:02Don't let that loser ruin the mood.
00:38:04I know that you only said her name because you hate her so much.
00:38:08I can help you forget all about her.
00:38:11Zoe, stop.
00:38:12I'm not in the mood.
00:38:13Oh, wait.
00:38:14We can try something else then.
00:38:16You'll love it.
00:38:19Zoe, I'm serious.
00:38:21Stop.
00:38:22Stop resisting.
00:38:23It's going to feel amazing.
00:38:24I promise.
00:38:28I said no.
00:38:29Leave me the fuck alone.
00:38:31What the fuck is wrong with you, Alex?
00:38:33You're sick in the head just like that psycho freak, Isabelle.
00:38:36I fucking hate you, asshole.
00:38:44Dammit, Isabelle.
00:38:46How do you make everything so fucking difficult?
00:39:03Where is it?
00:39:04Should be right here.
00:39:06Looking for this?
00:39:11Looking for this?
00:39:16I mean, don't think it means something.
00:39:19Whatever.
00:39:20I just don't want another creep like you getting their hands on it.
00:39:39Good morning, sunshine.
00:39:40I made pancakes.
00:39:44Hey, Mom.
00:39:46I'm going to the care home to visit Alex's mom.
00:39:50Don't worry.
00:39:50I'll be back soon.
00:39:53Miss Brooks?
00:39:55Sorry it took me so long to visit.
00:39:56I know that it's because of me that you're like this.
00:40:00If it wasn't for me, then you and Mr. Brooks would still be together.
00:40:04Happily in love like before.
00:40:12I have missed you, my love.
00:40:14I have been thinking about you all day.
00:40:17Even when training your new recruits?
00:40:18Even while putting out fires and rescuing that old lady's cat out of a tree.
00:40:26Gross.
00:40:27Son, one of these days, you're going to fall in love.
00:40:30And then you'll know exactly how we feel.
00:40:33If I could turn back time, I'd make it so that he never saved me that night.
00:40:37Don't cry, my dear.
00:40:39You ruined your pretty face.
00:40:41Okay, I'll stop.
00:40:43Good news.
00:40:45Alex got into Princeton.
00:40:47And what about you, my dear?
00:40:49I'm not going anywhere.
00:40:51Ever.
00:40:52I'll probably die here.
00:40:54Be buried here.
00:40:56For all eternity.
00:40:59What are you talking about?
00:41:03Alex, I was just visiting your mom and I didn't know you'd be here too.
00:41:06What are you saying?
00:41:08You know she's unwanted, you know she can't handle any more stress right now.
00:41:11Alex, I-
00:41:12Is torturing me not enough?
00:41:14You really need to drag my mom into this too.
00:41:18Hey, don't speak to a lady like that.
00:41:22Are those for me?
00:41:24Yes, Mom.
00:41:26They're, uh, yellow roses.
00:41:28Your favorite.
00:41:29You remember how Dad used to always bring you those?
00:41:36Steven.
00:41:37Steven, you're back.
00:41:40Oh, I missed you so much.
00:41:42You were gone fighting fires for so long this time.
00:41:48Isabel.
00:41:54I've been thinking about it.
00:41:56About my parents.
00:41:58And about us.
00:42:00And I think I figured it out.
00:42:02I don't hate you anymore.
00:42:05Really?
00:42:06But what happened?
00:42:08It can't be undone.
00:42:10I can't go back to how things were.
00:42:22So after graduation, I'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town.
00:42:27And we are going to forget everything in it.
00:42:31Including you.
00:42:34Izzy.
00:42:38This is goodbye, Alex.
00:42:41Forever.
00:42:44Goodbye, my Izzy.
00:42:56Steven, let's go.
00:43:13I heard our attending physician is the youngest cardiologist
00:43:18ever hired by the hospital.
00:43:19It's not just brilliant.
00:43:22It's ridiculously hot.
00:43:27Hello, everybody.
00:43:28Welcome to the Presbyterian Hospital.
00:43:30For the next three months, I will be your attending physician.
00:43:35Alright, so that's all from me.
00:43:37There are no further questions.
00:43:39You're free to go.
00:43:44Actually, I did have a question.
00:43:47Are you from after work?
00:43:50Shelly, right?
00:43:51Yeah.
00:43:52I'm sorry.
00:43:53I'm busy.
00:43:54And this is a hospital.
00:43:57Please adhere to the dress codes.
00:44:02Dude, that was harsh.
00:44:04Would it really kill you to cut me some slack?
00:44:05I've known you since college.
00:44:07I've never even seen you go on a date with a single girl.
00:44:10Yeah.
00:44:12Hey, but chicks aren't your thing, man.
00:44:14I'm not the one to judge.
00:44:15Fuck off, man.
00:44:16Mind your own business for once.
00:44:21Yo, Alex.
00:44:22How you been, man?
00:44:23Our ten-year high school reunion's coming up soon.
00:44:26You going?
00:44:28I'm taking my mom when we're leaving this town.
00:44:30And we are going to forget everything in it.
00:44:33Including you.
00:44:35Izzy.
00:44:37Isabel, are you going to be there?
00:44:49Yo, Alex, you made it, man.
00:44:51Hey, man.
00:44:54Look who's here, everyone.
00:44:56The legend of Evergreen High.
00:44:58The captain of the swim team, Alex Brooks!
00:45:04I envy you.
00:45:05You disappeared for ten years, and everybody still loves you.
00:45:08Was everyone invited?
00:45:09Yeah, I'm pretty sure everyone's coming.
00:45:11Oh, except for Zoe.
00:45:13She's getting divorced from her third husband.
00:45:15Uh, I guess you probably don't care about that.
00:45:19Why?
00:45:19Who are you expecting to see?
00:45:22No one.
00:45:23Isabel probably doesn't want to see me anyways.
00:45:26After all the terrible things I said.
00:45:29I can't blame her.
00:45:31Oh!
00:45:34I don't know who you're waiting for.
00:45:35Your little, uh, childhood sweetheart, Isabel.
00:45:38What do they call her?
00:45:39Little Miss, uh...
00:45:40Little Miss Emergency Room.
00:45:42Hey, don't call her that.
00:45:45Dude.
00:45:46Come on, man.
00:45:47Don't be so hurt.
00:45:49Your little Izzy's dead.
00:45:51Nothing but a rotting pile of bones in a graveyard.
00:45:54What the fuck did you just...
00:45:55Whoa, whoa, whoa.
00:45:57Hey, whoa, whoa, whoa, hey, man.
00:45:58You were drunk.
00:45:59Back off.
00:45:59I ain't drunk.
00:46:01Shit, I've never been much sober in my life.
00:46:03Remember that one time, by the swimming pool,
00:46:06when we roasted her super hard?
00:46:07Hey, man, get your shit together.
00:46:09No, no, no, let him finish.
00:46:12Attention, everyone!
00:46:14It's show and tell time.
00:46:15And boy, oh boy, do I have something juicy to share with you all.
00:46:19See this?
00:46:20It's someone's precious little bucket list.
00:46:23Things I want to do before I die.
00:46:25Number one, travel to Paris.
00:46:26Number two, set off fireworks on the beach.
00:46:28No, no, no, no, no.
00:46:29That's my bucket list.
00:46:30Number three, go to prom with Alex.
00:46:33Number four, lose my virginity to Alex.
00:46:38Everybody shut up.
00:46:41Alex, I...
00:46:42Bro, she wants you to pop her cherry.
00:46:44Go home and take her to pound town.
00:46:50How embarrassing.
00:46:52It only makes me hate you even more.
00:47:00See that?
00:47:01Alex hates you.
00:47:03And now everybody knows that you're not the innocent virgin you pretend to be.
00:47:07You're just a dirty slut who wants to get railed by the team captain.
00:47:12Well, then I guess it's time to wash those dirty thoughts out of your head.
00:47:17How about we're in the pool?
00:47:19No!
00:47:19I can't swim!
00:47:27Alex.
00:47:28Help me.
00:47:30God, what did I do?
00:47:31I could have saved her.
00:47:34Man.
00:47:35That was fun.
00:47:37Maybe she got sick for like a month after that.
00:47:40And her health just got worse.
00:47:42And worse.
00:47:43Before long.
00:47:44She was dead.
00:47:46Dunzo.
00:47:50You asshole!
00:47:51How could you do that?
00:47:52She has a heart condition!
00:47:55You piece of fucking shit!
00:47:59What the fuck?
00:48:01Man!
00:48:02You don't act like you weren't a part of this!
00:48:03Can you just stood there and let it all happen?
00:48:06Why would I want some dirty raggedy t-shirt?
00:48:08It means nothing to me.
00:48:12It means nothing to me.
00:48:23Too bad you didn't just die.
00:48:27You just stood there and let it all happen!
00:48:33You know, looking back on it now, I think we really did go too far with Isabelle.
00:48:38I just wish that it wasn't too late to say we're sorry.
00:48:41You said you invited everybody.
00:48:44Where is Izzy?
00:48:46Dude.
00:48:46Do you really not know?
00:48:48Not know what?
00:48:50Alex.
00:48:51Isabelle died 10 years ago.
00:48:53Right after graduation.
00:49:01Now you're messing with me, man.
00:49:03I mean, there's no way she could be dead.
00:49:05I'm not messing with you.
00:49:07All right.
00:49:07My uncle works for the county clerk's office.
00:49:10He helped Mrs. Spencer register her death.
00:49:13I don't believe it.
00:49:15No, it has to be a different Isabelle Spencer.
00:49:17My Izzy is not dead.
00:49:37She must have moved.
00:49:45The number you have dialed is not in service.
00:49:48She must have moved.
00:49:51The number you have dialed is not in service.
00:49:54The number you have dialed, the number you have dialed is not in service.
00:50:02no.
00:50:03No.
00:50:04No, no, no, no, no.
00:50:04She can't be dead.
00:50:06I'm gonna find her.
00:50:08Yeah, I'm gonna find her.
00:50:21Who sent this to my house?
00:50:33Isabel, is this some kind of joke?
00:50:36Why didn't you show up at the reunion?
00:50:38Why is everyone saying you're dead?
00:50:41They're just fake rumors, right?
00:50:44Message me back when you see this.
00:50:54Izzy?
00:50:57Alex, are you at the house?
00:50:59Oh, hi, Mom.
00:51:01Remember to clean everything up.
00:51:02Yeah, yeah, I will.
00:51:23It's for a funeral, actually.
00:51:25My funeral.
00:51:26A funeral?
00:51:27Why the hell would you be having a funeral?
00:51:312016?
00:51:32Isabel sent me this 10 years ago.
00:51:59Hi, Alex!
00:52:02I am recording a special video series for you.
00:52:06Gosh, I look so pale.
00:52:08Anyway, tomorrow, we are one year away from graduation.
00:52:12And I'm going to make you a video every single day.
00:52:14And then on graduation, I will give them all to you.
00:52:18And tell you I have a crush on you.
00:52:22Don't you remember, Isabel?
00:52:24I told you how I feel about you.
00:52:31I told you I wouldn't let you drown.
00:52:36Isabel.
00:52:39I like you.
00:52:43I know.
00:52:44We've been saying that since you were like five.
00:52:46No, I mean...
00:52:51Who's there?
00:52:59Oh, my God.
00:53:00Is he hard right now?
00:53:15Got you now, you brats.
00:53:23I'm sorry, Isabel.
00:53:26I didn't let you drown.
00:53:28I let you down.
00:53:30If I'd have been a little bit braver,
00:53:33I'd have been a little bit more persistent.
00:53:36I could have told you how I felt.
00:53:40Hi, Alex.
00:53:42275 days till graduation.
00:53:44I know you want to go to Princeton with me.
00:53:47So...
00:53:48What's this?
00:53:49Come on.
00:53:51And you are still smiling like it's nothing.
00:53:55Hi, Alex.
00:53:56It is now 211 days until graduation.
00:54:00Today, I snuck in tears for me.
00:54:03And I saw Zoe.
00:54:04She just fell into your arms like a damsel in distress.
00:54:08And to make matters worse,
00:54:10you hugged her back.
00:54:12I'll be honest, I was so jealous.
00:54:14But then, you gave me your trophy.
00:54:17So I guess I'll forgive you.
00:54:19Admit it.
00:54:20You like me too.
00:54:25Hey, Alex.
00:54:26Hey, Alex.
00:54:27Hey, Alex.
00:54:27Hey, Alex.
00:54:30That was the day of Dad's funeral.
00:54:34Hi, Alex.
00:54:35I'm so sorry that I went to the funeral.
00:54:38I know you don't want to see me.
00:54:40You mean it's my fault he died?
00:54:42And I know how much he meant to you.
00:54:44I wish it was me who died instead.
00:54:52Alex?
00:54:59You were invited.
00:55:05I thought you guys would all be gone.
00:55:06I just wanted to say goodbye to your dad.
00:55:08You're not welcome here.
00:55:10My dad saved your life.
00:55:13And you didn't even show up to testify.
00:55:15If he had to sacrifice himself,
00:55:16it should have been someone who was actually worth it.
00:55:19I'm sorry.
00:55:22Just fucking leave.
00:55:25Go!
00:55:26I'm sorry.
00:55:33Fuck!
00:55:35Fuck, I was so stupid as a bell.
00:55:38Fuck!
00:55:39Fuck!
00:55:42When you were rushing to hospital for a heart attack,
00:55:45when you were dying on the operating table,
00:55:47I didn't believe you!
00:55:52I told you to go die!
00:55:56I'm so sorry.
00:56:08I'm so sorry.
00:56:26Alex, I'm scared.
00:56:27I don't want to die.
00:56:29I want to go to college with you.
00:56:32It's not really up to me.
00:56:34Maybe God just hates me.
00:56:36Like you do.
00:56:38Alex, I don't know if there's an afterlife.
00:56:41But if there is, I really hope to see you there.
00:56:44That is, if you and God can forgive me for my sins.
00:57:01Hi, Alex.
00:57:02Happy graduation.
00:57:04This is my last video.
00:57:07You left town today.
00:57:09I saw you packing up.
00:57:12But I know you didn't want to see me.
00:57:15So I hid behind the curtains.
00:57:17And then you looked up at me.
00:57:20You almost thought that you were going to come and say goodbye.
00:57:25But then you drove away.
00:57:27At least I know you still haven't forgiven me.
00:57:30It's okay.
00:57:36Isabel!
00:57:37Isabel!
00:57:40No, Isabel, you can't be dead.
00:57:42You can't be dead.
00:57:43You must be doing this because you hate me.
00:57:46Isabel?
00:57:54Zoe?
00:57:57Oh my God, Alex.
00:57:59It's been forever.
00:58:00I rushed over as soon as I heard you were back in town.
00:58:10It looks like a haunted house in here.
00:58:13Don't worry.
00:58:14I can help you spruce it up.
00:58:16What are you doing?
00:58:17Why so cold, Alex?
00:58:19Weren't we a thing back in the day?
00:58:21We just hooked up.
00:58:22Okay, we were never official.
00:58:25It's still a heartbreaker, I see.
00:58:27It's still a heartbreaker, I see.
00:58:28Well, I was super into you back then.
00:58:31Okay.
00:58:31I'm not really in the mood for visitors tonight.
00:58:36I'm not really in the mood for everybody.
00:58:37I'm not.
00:58:53I'm not here.
00:58:54these years you need to meet your needs somehow no i haven't forgotten about you alex you don't
00:59:02need to do everything by yourself let me fill those needs get out seriously alex
00:59:12been a decade and you're still a fucking asshole
00:59:21so you came back for isabel
00:59:24i seriously don't understand why are you not over a bitch who's been dead for 10 years
00:59:29she's not dead stop spreading lies about her you're crazy you need to get your head fucking checked
00:59:41why does everyone say that you're dead they're lying right and where are you izzy
00:59:52so that's where you are i'm coming izzy
01:00:04hello mrs spencer alex
01:00:12thanks it's been ages what have you been up to all these years i became a heart surgeon a heart
01:00:18surgeon that's fantastic you found a great career it was isabel's dream to be working with doctors
01:00:25without borders she was still around i bet she'd be in some foreign place saving lives
01:00:32if she was still around holy shit is mrs spencer in on this too is she helping izzy hide from
01:00:40me
01:00:40mrs spencer do you know where isabel is living now
01:00:46i have something i need to talk to her about isabel are you in there
01:01:10sorry mrs spencer i gotta get going i'll see you again soon
01:01:18no no it's a lie she can't be dead i promise i'll become a doctor and fix her heart i'm
01:01:24gonna
01:01:24find her doctor from before he knows her conditions better than anyone yes isabel spencer how could i
01:01:31forget her it's been almost a decade since anybody mentioned her has she not gotten treatment for a
01:01:36decade she was a stubborn girl she once insisted on being discharged right after surgery said
01:01:42something about needing to testify in court for a friend i don't think we should see each other again
01:01:52you were in so much pain but i didn't see it come to think of it i remember you now
01:01:59you used to come visit her when she was sick but why'd you stop visiting towards the end
01:02:04toward the end you're full of us too
01:02:12it's not true it's not true right izzy you can't be dead
01:02:17alex
01:02:37alex
01:02:39alex
01:02:46alex
01:02:53alex
01:03:00how is it disgusting liar no but if you really want to taste i have the perfect solution what's that
01:03:12well how was it disgustingly sweet right i think he just wanted to kiss me
01:03:20isabel how could you just die how could you disappear just like that
01:03:25maybe it's really true maybe she really is gone
01:03:31isabel
01:03:33isabel
01:03:42i knew it was you i knew you weren't dead
01:03:46alex
01:03:48one time to see
01:03:55why is everyone saying that you died this summer you graduated high school
01:03:59i had to leave the city
01:04:02leave all the pain behind
01:04:06hey
01:04:07ended up back here in the end
01:04:09alex
01:04:10have you forgiven me
01:04:12i told you
01:04:14i don't hate you anymore
01:04:15listen i was
01:04:16so young and dumb back then okay
01:04:18for the last 10 years i have thought about you
01:04:20every day
01:04:21hell every minute
01:04:22every second
01:04:23me too
01:04:25it's not too late isabel
01:04:26we can start over
01:04:28i'm never gonna let you leave my side again
01:04:32sorry about the mess
01:04:34no one's been in this house for years
01:04:35but you can stay here with me now
01:04:42how are you
01:04:43how's your heart
01:04:44i've been good
01:04:46yeah my health has improved a lot
01:04:48still not perfect
01:04:49my mom moved in with my grandma
01:04:51and then i left for college
01:04:53came back after graduation
01:04:55so why didn't you just move back into your old house
01:04:58or because it
01:05:00is it because you didn't want to see me
01:05:02i just needed somewhere close to work
01:05:06why wouldn't i want to see you
01:05:15so you know everything
01:05:17i am so sorry isabel
01:05:19i should have protected you
01:05:21been there for you
01:05:23i treated you terribly
01:05:25do you hate me
01:05:26i could never hate you
01:05:35sorry
01:05:37just really excited to see you
01:05:39it's fine
01:05:40it's okay
01:05:41don't worry about it
01:05:43i just got back to
01:05:44it's pretty empty in here
01:05:46how about we go get some to eat
01:05:49yeah
01:05:50okay
01:05:57what can i get you sir
01:06:00pancakes
01:06:01definitely pancakes
01:06:02you're probably craving them as usual
01:06:04it's been ten years
01:06:06surprised you remember
01:06:06how could i forget
01:06:09i'll take a burger
01:06:10and pancakes for the lady
01:06:20hey there handsome
01:06:22i'm alone too
01:06:24you mind if i slide in
01:06:26uh yeah
01:06:27we do mind
01:06:29we
01:06:30me and the beautiful girl
01:06:32sitting right in front of me
01:06:34she's the only girl i like
01:06:36and that's how it's been for a long
01:06:37long time
01:06:40weirdo
01:06:41could have just said no
01:06:46it's crazy
01:06:48i also like the guy sitting across from me
01:06:51and i have for a long long time
01:06:58your total for today comes out to 5543
01:07:02you want to get that to go
01:07:04it'll make a good midnight star
01:07:07sir i don't mean a private
01:07:08who exactly are you speaking to
01:07:11uh
01:07:13my girlfriend
01:07:16but sir there's
01:07:17no one there
01:07:20what do you mean
01:07:29oh
01:07:31there she is
01:07:37be right back
01:07:43what you feeling for dinner izzy
01:07:44and don't say pancakes again
01:07:48isabel
01:08:02sorry i didn't mean to wake you
01:08:03i wanted to see what you want for dinner
01:08:05i hope
01:08:08promise you'll never leave my side again
01:08:10i promise
01:08:13you saw my videos
01:08:14you know that you're my one and only
01:08:21you already missed out on a decade
01:08:22and i don't want to waste any more time
01:08:24are you saying that
01:08:25you want to be official
01:08:27if i am
01:08:28then what's your answer
01:08:30yes
01:08:31a thousand percent yes
01:08:37forever
01:08:39till we get old and gray
01:09:07what are you watching
01:09:08it's shiny
01:09:09it's actually really scary
01:09:12you're so warm
01:09:18how do people watch it
01:09:21are you not scared
01:09:22oh yes
01:09:23scared to death
01:09:25i'm sorry
01:09:29hold it any tighter
01:09:30and i think you're gonna snap it in half
01:09:33i'm sorry
01:09:34it's okay
01:09:35it's okay i just said you were holding it tight
01:09:37not that i want you to stop
01:09:38i like the way you touch me
01:09:49i want you to say
01:10:16isabel
01:10:33want you to do it
01:10:34want you to do it
01:10:45scaring me for a sec
01:10:46I almost thought you left.
01:10:53I'm not going anywhere.
01:10:55I told you I'd stay with you.
01:10:57Remember?
01:10:58Isabel.
01:11:00Let's get married.
01:11:03With nothing more.
01:11:24Hey, Alex.
01:11:25I know you probably don't want to hear this,
01:11:28but I still thought I should tell you.
01:11:31Mrs. Spencer is holding a ten-year memorial for Isabel.
01:11:34Can you come?
01:11:36It's this Sunday at the church.
01:11:41What's wrong?
01:11:42Who's on the phone?
01:11:43Alex, you look like you've just seen a ghost.
01:11:45Who was it?
01:11:46Uh, nothing.
01:11:48Just a scam.
01:11:50As long as you're by my side, that's all that matters.
01:11:57Alex, please.
01:12:00I'm sorry, it's nothing.
01:12:04June 23rd.
01:12:06The anniversary of my dad's death.
01:12:10Can I go with you this time?
01:12:13Yeah.
01:12:14I'd love that.
01:12:22Hey, Dad.
01:12:24Me.
01:12:36I've been good.
01:12:38Mom's doing a lot better, too, now.
01:12:40You don't need to worry.
01:12:42You'd want me to move on.
01:12:43Let go of my resentment.
01:12:45I finally have.
01:12:49Isabel said she's going to marry me.
01:12:54We're going to start our own family together.
01:13:09Hey, what's up?
01:13:21Hey, what's up?
01:13:23I don't want to look like that.
01:13:24It's okay.
01:13:25You don't have to look.
01:13:27Okay?
01:13:27Let's go.
01:13:32Sorry.
01:13:34I didn't mean to scare you.
01:13:35I just didn't think I was going to react like that.
01:13:38It's okay.
01:13:41How about a massage?
01:13:55You selfish bitch.
01:13:58Go to hell.
01:14:24Let's go.
01:14:25Let's go.
01:14:25Let's go.
01:14:26Let's go.
01:14:27Let's go.
01:14:42Isabel!
01:14:50Isabel!
01:14:50Isabel?
01:14:54Didn't you hear me yelling?
01:14:55Why didn't you answer me?
01:14:56Listen up.
01:14:57I can't breathe.
01:14:58Isabelle, I'm sorry.
01:15:00I'm sorry I didn't hear you.
01:15:03What's wrong?
01:15:04Nothing.
01:15:05Just a nightmare.
01:15:07Isabelle, will you marry me?
01:15:10I can't handle this constant fear of losing you.
01:15:14I want to marry you, Isabelle.
01:15:16To be with you always.
01:15:18Day and night, year after year.
01:15:20Okay.
01:15:21Yeah, let's do it.
01:15:25Great.
01:15:26All right, you go pick out a dress, and I'll call the church and buy you a ring.
01:15:31Oh, and I'll call our moms.
01:15:33Hey, Mom.
01:15:35I'm getting married to Izzy.
01:15:38The wedding's tomorrow.
01:15:39Same place you and Dad got married.
01:15:42Hoping to make it.
01:15:54Why isn't the pastor here yet?
01:15:57We're just early.
01:15:59We'll be here soon.
01:16:03Mom.
01:16:06Mom, why is Dr. Hart here?
01:16:09No offense, Doc, but this is a family-only wedding.
01:16:13Mom, what's wrong?
01:16:15Alex, can you still see Isabelle right now?
01:16:18Yeah, of course.
01:16:19She's right in front of me.
01:16:22Have you been keeping up with your meds?
01:16:24Do you remember why I prescribed them in the first place?
01:16:26I don't know.
01:16:29They're for treating hallucinations.
01:16:33What are you talking about?
01:16:37Like, Isabelle, she's alive.
01:16:38She's right here in front of me.
01:16:39I'm not hallucinating her.
01:16:40Deep down, you already know the truth, don't you?
01:16:44You're just too afraid to admit it.
01:16:47To admit the truth that Isabelle died ten years ago.
01:16:53No, Mom.
01:16:53Why would you say that?
01:16:54She's alive and well.
01:16:55Why would you say that she's...
01:17:03Isabel!
01:17:05Isabel!
01:17:06No.
01:17:08No, no, no.
01:17:09She has to be here.
01:17:10You scared her off.
01:17:11She scared her off.
01:17:12That's...
01:17:13Wake up, Alex.
01:17:15Isabelle is dead.
01:17:17How long are you going to keep lying to yourself?
01:17:20No, no, Mom.
01:17:21She's not.
01:17:22She's alive.
01:17:23She is.
01:17:23She really is.
01:17:24You think she's alive?
01:17:26I'll take you to see her right now.
01:17:36Take a good look.
01:17:38What does it say?
01:17:46No.
01:17:48Oh, no.
01:17:49Isabel.
01:17:52No, I knew anything.
01:17:53Anyone but her, anyone but Isabel, no.
01:17:56Anyone but you, no, please, no.
01:18:02No, please, no.
01:18:18Alex, I'm here to take you.
01:18:21We can finally be together.
01:18:23I'm here to talk to you, Mother.
01:18:39Alex?
01:18:42Alex?
01:18:46Miss Spencer.
01:18:48Your mother told me you haven't been doing too well lately.
01:18:52I'm, uh...
01:18:53No, I'm fine.
01:18:55I'm just trying to find Isabel.
01:18:58Alex?
01:19:00I know it's been hard for you to accept the truth, but Isabel...
01:19:06Isabel's dead.
01:19:07She died ten years ago, and we have no choice but to accept it.
01:19:11I can't accept that.
01:19:13You'll never accept that.
01:19:15How can I accept it?
01:19:16The last time I saw her, I said the most.
01:19:20There was horrible things to her.
01:19:22I know it's words to echo in my mind all the time.
01:19:26I mean, that's the last memory she has of me.
01:19:30How can I forgive myself?
01:19:32I love her.
01:19:34And I never got to tell her.
01:19:37Alex, don't beat yourself up.
01:19:40Isabel wouldn't have wanted you to torture yourself because of her.
01:19:43How can you be so sure?
01:19:45But I can't tell her that I love her.
01:19:47What is the point of going on living?
01:19:54When I was organizing Isabel's banks, I found this.
01:19:58This is her last words to you.
01:20:01I hope this helps you understand how she felt.
01:20:13My time on Earth was short, but I'm leaving with no regrets.
01:20:17Because I was loved by the most incredible boy in the world.
01:20:22You, Alex Brooks.
01:20:24I hope that in a world without me, you'll be able to find your own path forward.
01:20:28And live an amazing, spectacular life.
01:20:31Love, Isabel.
01:20:46Need something for you.
01:20:51What are you proposing to me?
01:20:54It's a friendship ring.
01:20:56Dummy.
01:21:00How did I miss this, all these years?
01:21:07Hey, Isabel.
01:21:08I came to say goodbye.
01:21:10It was your dream that joining Doctors Without Borders,
01:21:12to treat those who are as fortunate.
01:21:15Well, I went and I applied too.
01:21:17I'll leave for Sudan soon.
01:21:19I'm gonna take the love you gave me.
01:21:21And live the life that you were brave enough to dream of.
01:21:24Isabel, you'll always be my girl.
01:21:27I love you.
01:21:29I love you.
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