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Full Episode of Love After Losing It All
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00:00:08Help! Someone help my daughter!
00:00:12Her lips are turning blue. She has a congenital health defense.
00:00:18Say calm, Mrs. Miller. I'll get our best cardiothoracic surgeon for your daughter.
00:00:22Sophie, you're my everything. I can't lose you.
00:00:25Dr. Spencer, pediatric cardiac emergency. We need you now!
00:00:33O2 levels, 98 percent. Herpes of 40. Blood sugar, 45. How do I see me?
00:00:38Oh, she has a heart condition. Don't worry, respiratory. Be okay.
00:00:46You can always trust our doctor. Harvard trained. Not to mention he's a Spencer, right?
00:00:53Spencer? Could it be him?
00:01:02She's fine. Just, uh, have a glass in here.
00:01:06Okay. Thank you, doctor.
00:01:08Yeah.
00:01:18Thanks.
00:01:27It really is him.
00:01:30Her eyes. They look like the only woman I ever loved.
00:01:35My ex-girlfriend from seven years ago.
00:01:38Ryan Spencer.
00:01:43I never thought I'd see him again.
00:01:46You'd ever believe that the golden boy, Ryan Spencer, had a secret relationship with the big girl, Nina Wallace, who
00:01:53weighed 180 pounds.
00:01:55My ex-girlfriend from seven years ago.
00:02:10Ryan!
00:02:13Stop!
00:02:14Nina, say my name.
00:02:31Ryan, dude, where are you?
00:02:33The party's raging and everyone's here except you and the big girl.
00:02:36Don't tell me you two are actually a thing.
00:02:38Shut up.
00:02:39Holy shit, you are.
00:02:40Guys, Ryan's hooked on the big girl.
00:02:43Or does it mean you are going to become a big father next year?
00:02:46Knock it off.
00:02:47Noah, I'm about to leave for Harvard.
00:02:48Don't you dare say that crap again.
00:02:51That's right.
00:02:52No matter what, he is always the superstar.
00:02:56Ryan Spencer.
00:02:57I'm just a part of a joke.
00:03:00The big girl.
00:03:06The hidden shame no one admits to loving.
00:03:15Nina?
00:03:19I'm sorry.
00:03:20What did you just say?
00:03:23Get it together, Ryan Spencer.
00:03:25Nina never had this figure.
00:03:30She's fine.
00:03:31Just pepper glycemia.
00:03:33Come on.
00:03:37Stay calm, Clare Miller.
00:03:39You're not Nina Wallace anymore.
00:03:41There's no way he'd recognize you now.
00:03:43Or Sophie.
00:03:46Sophie Miller, right?
00:03:48Mm-hmm.
00:03:49Her cardiac condition hasn't gotten worse, but I suggest scheduling her surgery this year.
00:03:53It's about $8,000, but I'm sure you're wearing that.
00:03:57I know.
00:04:01Hi.
00:04:02How are you feeling?
00:04:08Say thank you to the doctor.
00:04:15Daddy?
00:04:20Daddy?
00:04:26Sophie, you've been saved up to strangers.
00:04:30He looks just like Daddy in the pictures.
00:04:34It's rude.
00:04:36Sorry.
00:04:36Her father works in Silicon Valley, and he's a worthy of a home.
00:04:40He misses him.
00:04:42Come on.
00:04:45Thank you, doctor.
00:04:47Yeah.
00:04:47Yeah, of course.
00:04:56Why does it all feel
00:04:58She really does look like Nina.
00:05:01So very empty.
00:05:04Nothing's real.
00:05:06Or am I just afraid to admit I'm desperately missing her.
00:05:14Never call her big girl ever.
00:05:16She is a good girl.
00:05:17Seriously, man?
00:05:19For real?
00:05:21You bet.
00:05:24Have I forgotten how to be?
00:05:39It was just an accident today.
00:05:42Once Sophie's surgery is over, he and I will never cross paths again.
00:05:46I need to focus on my job and money.
00:05:50Sophie, my poor kid of yours, right?
00:05:52Daddy?
00:05:55Daddy?
00:05:58Sophie, just kidding, Uncle Kevin.
00:06:00I'm fine.
00:06:01Can I play with Maya for a while?
00:06:04All of my life.
00:06:05Okay.
00:06:09So sorry.
00:06:10I just flew in.
00:06:10I couldn't get here earlier.
00:06:11There's nothing I could have done.
00:06:13What did the doctor say?
00:06:14It was just hypoglycemic at this time,
00:06:16but the doctor said they can't put off surgery surgery any longer.
00:06:22Here.
00:06:23Take this.
00:06:26No, you letting us say here is more than enough.
00:06:28Claire, we're friends.
00:06:31Back when we had to marry,
00:06:32that was just to fulfill my father's last wish,
00:06:34and I've always been grateful for that.
00:06:36But what matters now is Sophie's surgery.
00:06:42So take it.
00:06:57Ryan Spencer, it's been over seven years,
00:07:01and I still can't forget you.
00:07:07I'm going to call all people caving.
00:07:13Hello?
00:07:14Nina!
00:07:14Oh, God.
00:07:15Sorry.
00:07:16Claire, I swear, I'm still not used to it.
00:07:19Listen, are you going to Noah's bachelor party tonight?
00:07:21Scylla, I told you that I made up my mind seven years ago
00:07:24to let go of everything from back then.
00:07:26He's blowing up my phone,
00:07:28saying the whole crew from back then is coming.
00:07:32Oh.
00:07:40Nina's coming too?
00:07:46Hey, Ryan, you came.
00:07:47Hey, man, how you doing?
00:07:49Good.
00:07:49What about you?
00:07:50Ah, not too bad, not too bad.
00:08:01Nina, where are you?
00:08:02If you show up tonight,
00:08:04I'll let you know how much I've missed you all these years.
00:08:09So, Noah,
00:08:10when are those strippers you ordered to show up?
00:08:13Make sure they're better than Leo's last time.
00:08:15That one was a total whale.
00:08:17Yeah, Sabika of Wales,
00:08:19didn't we have one in our class too?
00:08:21What was her name?
00:08:22Mina.
00:08:23Exactly, man.
00:08:24I still remember that time she was at the swimming pool.
00:08:29Well, look who's coming.
00:08:41That's what you get for sticking your nose
00:08:43where it doesn't go on helping that bitch Stella.
00:08:46Alva,
00:08:47doesn't it you feel good
00:08:48treating your classmates like this?
00:08:50You're all worthy of the name Spencer.
00:08:59I can feel it all around.
00:09:09Holy crap,
00:09:10there's a fat chicken.
00:09:11Were you hiding too deep on us?
00:09:17Look at her.
00:09:18We didn't expect a sexy show here.
00:09:24Ryan,
00:09:25you should have seen her that day.
00:09:27Hilarious.
00:09:29Hey, hey.
00:09:30There's nothing to be proud of.
00:09:32Somebody called Nina already.
00:09:34Why isn't she here yet?
00:09:35Has anyone actually reached her?
00:09:37I heard she got pregnant.
00:09:40Pregnant?
00:09:41She,
00:09:41Brian,
00:09:42was it your key?
00:09:46Daddy!
00:09:57Sorry.
00:09:58Sorry.
00:09:58I've seen her in the hospital.
00:10:01She was really weak
00:10:03and her belly was huge.
00:10:06She was crying all alone.
00:10:09That was heartbreaking.
00:10:11But if she went to the hospital alone
00:10:13and no one's seen her since.
00:10:14Honestly,
00:10:15what if it wasn't pregnant at all?
00:10:17What if it was too bad?
00:10:20Ryan,
00:10:20you're a doctor.
00:10:21If she got a tumor this size,
00:10:24could she be already dead?
00:10:27Ryan,
00:10:28are you okay?
00:10:33Yeah,
00:10:33I just gotta get me off.
00:10:35Hospital of my needy.
00:10:37Have a good night, guys.
00:10:40Hello,
00:10:41young lady.
00:10:42You wanna have fun with us tonight?
00:10:43Go away!
00:10:44Okay,
00:10:44she's not interested.
00:10:45Excuse me.
00:10:46Good night.
00:10:48Bastards!
00:10:49They treat me like I'm a stripper!
00:10:51Forget about them.
00:10:52They're not worth it.
00:10:53I just don't want it on me either.
00:10:55Thank you for coming to save you,
00:10:57Nina.
00:10:58Again.
00:10:59I'm gonna head home early.
00:11:01I think you should go home early, too.
00:11:04Okay.
00:11:04Thanks again.
00:11:06She looks delicate,
00:11:07but with a brave heart.
00:11:11Just like...
00:11:12like her.
00:11:14Wait,
00:11:15did her friend just call her Nina?
00:11:17Nina?
00:11:18I think I'm breaking away.
00:11:21I think I'm making my mind always changing.
00:11:28No, it's not safe to say that I can't feel great.
00:11:34Nina.
00:11:38Sorry.
00:11:40Hey,
00:11:41don't you recognize me?
00:11:43You treated my daughter in the ER.
00:11:49Oh.
00:11:51Right.
00:11:53My mistake.
00:12:02I am not Nina Wallace anymore.
00:12:11This is better.
00:12:13Brian Spencer,
00:12:14you and I
00:12:14were never,
00:12:15ever getting back together.
00:12:17After all,
00:12:18it's not like we're ever truly together.
00:12:27Stella,
00:12:28I need you to do me a favor.
00:12:57I know you'll move on one day.
00:13:00Even though you've never,
00:13:01ever stopped for me.
00:13:03May you meet someone you truly love
00:13:05to spend your life with.
00:13:07You should now completely
00:13:08in this way
00:13:10as you wish.
00:13:12I'll be with anyone.
00:13:14Anyone but you.
00:13:20Robert,
00:13:20I need you to look somebody up for me.
00:13:23Neil Wallace,
00:13:23check your medical records
00:13:24and, um,
00:13:26find out if you've ever been pregnant.
00:13:43I'll be with you.
00:13:44Hey, are you okay?
00:13:45Did you get hit?
00:13:46I'm fine, doctor.
00:13:48Please check Miles.
00:13:49She almost get run over.
00:13:50You know how dangerous that was?
00:13:51Or did I hit you?
00:13:52I'm sorry.
00:13:54It's my fault.
00:13:54What is? You alright?
00:13:57I'm fine, mommy. Mine's fine too.
00:14:00Thanks for doctor stopping the car.
00:14:06Was that the same bunny as mine?
00:14:22Come on, get in the car. Go take it to the hospital.
00:14:25Oh, that's not necessary.
00:14:26He could be hurt, but you can't check down.
00:14:28Come on, in the car.
00:14:38Good morning, Ryan.
00:14:43Is this little angel yours?
00:14:46She looks just like you.
00:14:50Not just like him. Dr. Spencer is my daddy.
00:15:01Sophie, don't you remember who your father is?
00:15:06Kevin Cooper is my daddy.
00:15:10Wait here.
00:15:11Radiation side.
00:15:12Could be real dangerous.
00:15:14But you're not using radiation for a car.
00:15:18He's taking this.
00:15:24Hi, Mrs. Miller.
00:15:26Didn't I expect you to be Dr. Spencer's girlfriend?
00:15:29No wonder though, you're so gorgeous.
00:15:32Sorry, no, I'm not his girlfriend.
00:15:33My daughter just had an accident.
00:15:36Oh, sorry.
00:15:37My bad.
00:15:44Yeah, that's the type you'd fall for.
00:15:48Not Nina at 180 pounds.
00:15:51He'd never want that.
00:15:56All right.
00:15:57He's all good.
00:15:59Everything checks out.
00:16:01Anything else?
00:16:02Just give me a call.
00:16:05All right, thank you.
00:16:10And are you sure we haven't met before?
00:16:12Ms. Claire?
00:16:14I told you my daughter has a heart condition and you treated her in the ER.
00:16:17You know what I meant.
00:16:19I don't think you know that.
00:16:25Damn it.
00:16:25What did he know?
00:16:30Ryan about Nina Wallace.
00:16:32I found her.
00:16:33I found her.
00:16:33She's in New York.
00:16:34There is a catch though.
00:16:35She is living under a brand new name.
00:16:37Her name is a dumb.
00:16:41Is it Claire Miller?
00:16:52No.
00:16:53That's a negative.
00:16:54The Nina Wallace who changed her name became Anna Woods.
00:16:57According to the file, she was trying to escape an abusive husband.
00:17:00He tracked her down.
00:17:02The case was closed as a suicide.
00:17:05No.
00:17:05No.
00:17:06She would never do that.
00:17:07Were there any other names on the list?
00:17:09Nina Wallace maybe?
00:17:10Yeah.
00:17:11There is one more.
00:17:12This one's still alive.
00:17:14But she had a massive hemorrhage during her pregnancy six years ago.
00:17:17The baby died at birth.
00:17:19I'm sending you the medical records now.
00:17:26Pregnancy.
00:17:27The baby's gone.
00:17:32Good thing I had Stella's mom alter my records that day.
00:17:35Stella?
00:17:36I need you to do me a favor.
00:17:38A fake death certificate is impossible.
00:17:40But altering records and hiding Sophia's real connection to you?
00:17:44I can handle that.
00:17:46Fine.
00:17:47I owe you one.
00:17:48Don't say that!
00:17:49You really helped me so much back in high school.
00:17:52But are you sure you want to do this?
00:17:54My father...
00:17:55You'll never care about us.
00:17:59Just let it go.
00:18:07Come on, ma'am.
00:18:11Come on, ma'am.
00:18:13Mom.
00:18:14Ma'am's still in Doctor's car.
00:18:19How about once Kevin gets back from his business trip, he can go pick her up?
00:18:23Only a few days.
00:18:24But I miss her.
00:18:27How could I let my pride hurt Sophie like this?
00:18:30Right, of course.
00:18:32One last time, Claire.
00:18:34For Sophie.
00:18:38Hello?
00:18:39You're looking for Ryan?
00:18:41Hey, don't be so rough.
00:18:43Be gentle.
00:19:00Someone's on the phone for you.
00:19:05Yeah, who's this?
00:19:07Hi, it's Claire Miller.
00:19:09Dr. Spencer, is my daughter's dog still with you?
00:19:12Yeah, she's here.
00:19:13Are you free tomorrow?
00:19:15Are you free tomorrow?
00:19:15I'd like to come pick her up.
00:19:16Sure.
00:19:17Yeah.
00:19:18Okay.
00:19:19Thank you, Dr. Spencer.
00:19:20Call me Ryan.
00:19:23Of course.
00:19:25A guy like that.
00:19:27Of course he isn't single.
00:19:29Even if he did have feelings, it would only be for Claire Miller, not for that, that nobody, Nina Wallace.
00:19:35You have no right to feel sad.
00:19:43Who is she?
00:19:45She sounded pretty.
00:19:47Is the dog hers?
00:19:48Don't be so nosy.
00:19:49Just curious, you know.
00:19:51You didn't rush to hang up or, you know, you let her call you Ryan.
00:19:57So, what does she look like?
00:19:59None of your business.
00:20:01Come on.
00:20:02Dude, what type of woman do you even like?
00:20:05Curvy.
00:20:07You get a handful of them.
00:20:09Yeah.
00:20:10Thick.
00:20:11You know who that sounds like?
00:20:13Kind of like Nina Wallace.
00:20:15Kind of sounds like you should mind your own business.
00:20:18Yeah?
00:20:21This isn't the first time you asked me to wear our fake wedding rings when we came out.
00:20:25Do you need help with anything?
00:20:27No, I've just been so tired lately.
00:20:30Thank you for helping driving.
00:20:32Okay.
00:20:38Hello.
00:20:39I'm Kevin.
00:20:40You must be your sister Spencer, right?
00:20:41My daughter's doctor.
00:20:43So this is your husband.
00:20:45Sophie's dad.
00:20:46Kevin Cooper.
00:20:49So this is the girl he was with yesterday.
00:20:52She's so pretty and slim.
00:20:54And they seem really in love.
00:20:57Glad you moved on, Ryan.
00:21:00You must be Claire.
00:21:03I heard about you the other day.
00:21:05Your dog is so cute.
00:21:07Shhh.
00:21:10Thank you for taking care of Maya.
00:21:18Oh.
00:21:22I never seem to be anybody like that.
00:21:24How old?
00:21:26I was about seven years old.
00:21:33It is just lost.
00:21:35I can buy you a new one.
00:21:36But it was the first gift you ever bought me.
00:21:39Alpha threw it away somewhere.
00:21:41I have to find it.
00:21:49Max!
00:21:51Good boy.
00:21:53You have to help me keep it safe from now on.
00:21:56Don't let anyone else have it.
00:22:05Ryan, can you take Max in?
00:22:07He's so smart and well behaved.
00:22:10I've been feeding him for months, but I live in the dorm.
00:22:13I can't keep the dog.
00:22:17I don't like dogs.
00:22:24Could it really be Max?
00:22:25Max?
00:22:26Max?
00:22:28Are you still?
00:22:34Are you still?
00:22:37Um.
00:22:38Oh, I said how much?
00:22:40Um.
00:22:41My daughter's dog has been staying with you all night.
00:22:43I think I should pay for that.
00:22:45Potato and people.
00:22:49I don't know somebody else like that.
00:22:52This girl, she was important to you.
00:22:54Uh.
00:22:57Uh.
00:22:59So fast.
00:23:01Steve.
00:23:02Steve.
00:23:25Can you see her boyfriend?
00:23:26the bunny
00:23:33Max, good boy
00:23:37since then
00:23:39Max has never brought anyone that toy
00:23:41anyone else
00:23:46Lina
00:23:52Lina
00:23:53it's you, you're Nino Wallace
00:23:57Dr. Spencer, my name is Claire Miller and you are starting to scare me
00:24:02no, no, no, no, you recognize that toy, I know what you do
00:24:07it's a popular toy, I'm sure I've seen it before
00:24:11no, come on, just be honest with me, please
00:24:16Dr. Ryan Spencer, you are making me uncomfortable
00:24:21I don't know who you think I am, but I am not her
00:24:26are you sure?
00:24:29my husband is waiting
00:24:42it's been seven years
00:24:44Lina Wallace, she's just a past he refuses to admit
00:24:48he already has in her girlfriend
00:24:50I know, I know, I love you
00:24:55I love you
00:24:56bigger than the same
00:24:59I love you
00:25:02this one's still alive
00:25:04but she had a massive hemorrhage during a pregnancy
00:25:06six years ago
00:25:07the baby died at birth
00:25:10me and her baby died at birth
00:25:13there's no way Claire could be her
00:25:17why am I so obsessed with her
00:25:19can I have feelings for her?
00:25:24no
00:25:25no
00:25:32Robert
00:25:32contact Nino Wallace's doctor
00:25:34I want to see her
00:25:36tonight
00:25:39six years ago
00:25:40when Nino Wallace was pregnant
00:25:41I have reason to believe
00:25:42being in the tender position
00:25:43is that correct?
00:25:44Dr. Spencer
00:25:45you're a doctor
00:25:47you know I can't disclose patient confidentiality
00:25:51I think I'm the father of that child
00:25:53I just need a chance to know the truth
00:25:55it's his file correct
00:25:57Nino Wallace get pregnant
00:25:58and her and the baby still alive
00:26:01Ryan has found my mother
00:26:03but don't worry
00:26:03my mother won't change her story
00:26:09Mr. Spencer
00:26:10I don't know where you got this file
00:26:13but since you've seen it
00:26:15I'll tell you the truth
00:26:19the baby died at birth
00:26:21from oxygen deprivation
00:26:25the mother suffered serious complications
00:26:28everything in this record
00:26:30is accurate
00:26:32come on
00:26:33stop fantasizing Ryan
00:26:43thanks
00:26:43but still
00:26:44he must care about you
00:26:46since he's willing to double check
00:26:47that's impossible
00:26:48Stella
00:26:49ok he has a girlfriend now
00:26:51and she looks
00:26:52rich and gorgeous
00:26:55he doesn't care about me
00:26:57but he seems like he's messing with you
00:27:00anyway if they find out she has a Spencer
00:27:02he's totally going to take her away
00:27:04well after Sophie's surgery
00:27:05I'm going to take her out of New York
00:27:07that's disgusting
00:27:08especially how they covered for Eva
00:27:11no
00:27:11disgusting
00:27:18yeah
00:27:19even our secret relationship
00:27:21was forced by my threat
00:27:23because you wanted to protect her
00:27:33no
00:27:33no
00:27:34no
00:27:34no
00:27:34no
00:27:46no
00:27:54no
00:27:54no
00:27:54no
00:27:54no
00:27:54no
00:27:54no
00:27:54no
00:27:54no
00:27:54no
00:27:54Alva saw you and why was she alive exactly? I bet she has more cheese cheese in her backpack
00:28:02Don't touch my stuff
00:28:11Harvard you think you're gonna get into heart
00:28:15Who's that?
00:28:16My cousin Ryan
00:28:27I never knew it could be so easy
00:28:38Hi, we have Nina cheating. I bet she has more cheese cheese over here. We're just trying to find any
00:28:44proof
00:28:48It's got dirty
00:28:53I didn't cheat
00:29:25Mom, I was just messing with Nina, you know, we're we're best friends, right?
00:29:33I just wanted to scare her
00:29:35I was gonna explain it all to me to you
00:29:37Nina Wallace the poor scholarship kid from Brooklyn
00:29:45You do realize that the Spencer's fund this entire school and now
00:29:51Miraculously someone is filming during an exam. Are you trying to shake us down for money?
00:29:57Let them out the tights
00:29:58You want money? I'll give you money
00:30:10I'll go to the police. How dare you?
00:30:15Oh
00:30:20That's enough and Samantha
00:30:23Ryan you saw all of that didn't you they're accusing me of cheating they're trying to humiliate me like this
00:30:29I'm calling the police Nina, please don't
00:30:35Nina just listen to me
00:30:38Listen to what tell me not to go to the police. I know you're innocent
00:30:43Alva set you up. I can apologize to her as long you don't go to police
00:30:48I'll make sure that Spencer's will compensate you
00:30:51The Spencer's huh?
00:30:54My grandfather's health is falling
00:30:56I'm I'm really afraid
00:30:58What about my dignity? My name? Don't those matter?
00:31:02Just because you're rich and powerful you think you can trample people like me
00:31:07Humiliate us whenever you want, right?
00:31:14Name your price
00:31:16No matter what the Spencer's can do. I will make it happen
00:31:20Anything?
00:31:22Yes, anything
00:31:30Be my boyfriend
00:31:36Just let it go you're no longer nina wallace now
00:31:41Mom, nothing's wrong with uncle kevin
00:31:47Kevin, what's wrong? Where does it hurt?
00:31:49Mom, Kevin says he can't breathe his head hurts and he feels dizzy
00:31:54Your family doctor?
00:31:56Oh, no, I just forgot my blood pressure meds. I'll take them and be fine
00:32:01Okay, well today you'll take your medicine but tomorrow I'm taken to the hospital because
00:32:05Even though I'm not your real wife, I'm still your best friend then I'm not gonna bend in here
00:32:14Do you know if you take one or two?
00:32:17Uncle Ryan is here
00:32:22Ryan is here
00:32:30Soficult is something wrong
00:32:31What's up?
00:32:32No, I just forgot my blood pressure pills and I'm a bit dizzy, that's it
00:32:41All right here take this. All right
00:32:44Give me a perfect monitor. Can I get it?
00:32:52Let's see your arm
00:32:54Kevin, you should listen to Dr. Ryan
00:32:58She calls him Kevin?
00:33:00He's amazing. He even saved my life at the hospital
00:33:10All right, just get some rest right in the hour doesn't go down and um, let's get your care
00:33:16I got a friend of the hospital and such guys left, get you an appointment and uh, was trying full
00:33:19diagnosis
00:33:26Are you okay?
00:33:28Yeah
00:33:28How can we go back?
00:33:33Yeah
00:33:36Silk is not really Kevin's daughter
00:33:38Is she?
00:33:41No way
00:33:43How did he find out?
00:33:45I went to pry, but it's weird she goes in Kevin, all right?
00:33:50Oh, that's just a family thing. I mean, I call my father, I mean
00:33:56My Jerry, um
00:33:58Anyway, thank you for coming over. You really didn't have to just rush over just because Sophie called
00:34:03No problem
00:34:05Hey, there's a nice diner down the street. Do you want to get a bite to eat?
00:34:13I'm in my pajamas. I can wait
00:34:21Okay, I guess I'll go change then
00:34:24Great, I'll be here
00:34:33Thank you
00:34:34Yeah
00:34:36Hi Claire, a long time to see how Sophie's doing?
00:34:40She's doing well
00:34:45Oh, well, well, look who we have here, a cutie, new boyfriend
00:35:15I'll have the buffalo wings and the fried calamari and I'll have two
00:35:22Pastas with red sauce, please hold the cheese on one and what would you like to drink?
00:35:27How do you know I was lactose intolerant?
00:35:29Oh my god, say something
00:35:33Oh my god, say something
00:35:36No way, I'm a bit lactose too
00:35:41Um, no cheese on either macaroni please, thank you and two diet cokes that that works for you, right?
00:35:48Fine by me
00:35:49Thank you
00:35:58Sure
00:35:58Sorry, just a funny coincidence
00:36:00Maybe you knew me, Miss Claire
00:36:02But there's a lot of us dairy-free in New York
00:36:06You're from New York?
00:36:08Gosh, I am just digging myself into a deeper hole with every word
00:36:11I've been here my entire life, I know pretty much everybody
00:36:13That means one, we're in a rap group together
00:36:16What college did you go to?
00:36:19I didn't go to college
00:36:22Oh, okay, um, what high school?
00:36:25St. Margaret's?
00:36:28Yeah
00:36:30Funny, I did too
00:36:31I gotta be honest, I mean given your circumstances I'm sure you're on scholarship and I don't remember anybody named
00:36:37Claire on scholarship
00:36:41My circumstances
00:36:43Right, we were worlds apart
00:36:46Yeah, I was on scholarship
00:36:48Yeah, I was on scholarship, I was the year junior to you
00:36:50You know what year I was enrolled?
00:36:55You know what year I was enrolled?
00:36:58Yeah, you were practically a legend at St. Margaret's, every girl had to crush on you
00:37:03Why would you know me?
00:37:04You didn't pay attention to what the scholarship kids were doing, did you?
00:37:09That's not true
00:37:10Well, there's no
00:37:14Thank you
00:37:15Thanks so much
00:37:24Hey, look, I'm really sorry about tonight, you just
00:37:27You just reminded me of somebody from my high school
00:37:29Well, I'm sure she'd be honored to be remembered by you at all
00:37:33All right, all right, look, you've been
00:37:35You've been doing shots at me all night
00:37:37Why are you being so mean?
00:37:40That's what you consider me?
00:37:42Seriously
00:37:45All right, do you want to talk about high school?
00:37:48Do you have any idea what it was like for students like me there?
00:37:51How people treated us?
00:37:56This classmate of yours
00:37:58The scholarship student
00:37:59Were you too close?
00:38:01Why is it that every time you look at me, you think of her?
00:38:10The scholarship student
00:38:12Were you too close?
00:38:14Why is it that every time you look at me, you think of her?
00:38:16I don't know
00:38:18I mean, I don't know if she's gonna
00:38:22You see, Nina Wallace
00:38:25He won't even acknowledge what you two had
00:38:29Please don't mistake me for her again
00:38:32Dr. Spencer, you are my daughter's doctor
00:38:35I'm a patient's mother
00:38:37That's all
00:38:38Good night, get some rest
00:38:41Oh, can you just
00:38:42Stop
00:38:42Luke
00:38:46That smell
00:38:54If all this coincidence is right now hard enough to prove that's her
00:38:58Then let her body answer me
00:39:24You have a girlfriend, this has to stop
00:39:26And you have a husband, you kissed me back
00:39:28I just, I just, please just stop
00:39:35Sorry, alright, I'm just not in a good headspace right now
00:39:39I'm sorry
00:39:40Look, get Kevin, come to the appointment tomorrow
00:39:43I'll make all the arrangements, alright?
00:39:46Alright
00:39:47Alright
00:39:51Stop longing for what was never yours
00:39:59Tim, but what if you are Nina?
00:40:02I just have to know for sure
00:40:04One last check, then I'll go
00:40:09Robert, get my old high school records
00:40:10Find out if there was a Claire Miller role while I was
00:40:13Read this tonight
00:40:23Look, they only gave me one box
00:40:25Sophie?
00:40:26Yeah?
00:40:27You and Kevin wait for me in the car, okay?
00:40:28Okay
00:40:31Hey, um, I'm actually supposed to have
00:40:38Max, I just want to talk to you
00:40:40No, this is completely inappropriate
00:40:42You have a girlfriend, I have a family
00:40:45And we need to draw a line
00:40:46Here
00:40:47Why are you so obsessed I have a girlfriend?
00:40:52I'm surprised to learn your moral compass
00:40:54This is a broken doctor
00:40:59Again?
00:41:01You know, I checked
00:41:02But I enrolled
00:41:04There's no Claire Miller
00:41:08So tell me
00:41:09Who are you?
00:41:11Who you are?
00:41:14Ryan Spence, if you keep harassing me
00:41:16I am going to report you to the hospital
00:41:18For professional misconduct
00:41:21Sure
00:41:22Go ahead, report me
00:41:23But before you do
00:41:24Tell me
00:41:25Who are you?
00:41:27I'm under no obligation to
00:41:31Answer me
00:41:32Who are you?
00:41:39Fine
00:41:41I used to be Claire Crespo
00:41:43After my parents divorced
00:41:45I changed my name
00:41:46To my mother's name
00:41:50Ryan, there's no Claire Miller
00:41:51The only close match is Claire Crespo
00:41:54Scholarship student
00:41:54Never went to college
00:41:57I was just a
00:41:58Person in the background back then
00:42:00A nobody, a ghost
00:42:03I even wrote through a love letter once
00:42:05But I doubt you rather
00:42:08I was just a nobody too, right?
00:42:10No, that's not true
00:42:12Thank you, Claire Crespo
00:42:14This was the perfect lie
00:42:15Ryan
00:42:16The one I always kept ready for you
00:42:18Now stay away from me
00:42:20And let Nina Wallace
00:42:21Stay buried in the past
00:42:25Excuse me
00:42:25All right,iss me is robont
00:42:46I thought you were censored
00:42:49If you want to, try to begin
00:42:51A story
00:42:51Hi large
00:42:52I have busy好像
00:42:52have busycks
00:43:18Oh, fuck.
00:43:21God, you're such an asshole, Ryan.
00:43:30Ryan, you said this new woman keeps reminding you of your first love, right?
00:43:35Yeah.
00:43:36I think they may be the same person.
00:43:39But you've checked, haven't you?
00:43:41And nothing backs that up.
00:43:45Let's go back to your first love.
00:43:47You mentioned that the relationship started under coercion that she threatened you.
00:43:50Would it be fair to say, then, that you didn't genuinely love her?
00:43:55No.
00:43:56No, I never said that.
00:43:58Did you ever feel she was somehow, she is beneath you, socially, or in terms of appearance?
00:44:04No, and I definitely never thought that.
00:44:06When she was bullied and slandered, did you stand up for her?
00:44:17This might help you.
00:44:20Yeah, I mean, I did, but...
00:44:23Not in public, right?
00:44:32How do you remember her?
00:44:33I'm on the concrete now.
00:44:36She skipped meals to rescue a stray dog.
00:44:38She earned a scholarship on her own, and gone to the same college as me.
00:44:42My grandfather's health is falling.
00:44:43What about my dignity?
00:44:45My name?
00:44:45Don't those matter?
00:44:46They seem fragile, but she was resilient.
00:44:49I think that when they slandered and threatened her, she refused to break.
00:44:53And we had sex.
00:44:54She was...
00:44:56Freaky.
00:44:57But still classy.
00:45:01So, to you, she was kind, smart, strong, and submissive, right?
00:45:06So when she broke up with you, it blindsided you, right?
00:45:16Are you chasing a ghost, Ryan?
00:45:18Or are you simply drawn to the same type of woman over and over?
00:45:22Is it possible that this entire pattern is fueled by a deep-seated regret?
00:45:26No.
00:45:27No, she's not a substitute.
00:45:30I'm in a clear headspace.
00:45:33You already have an answer, don't you?
00:45:35You know what you want?
00:45:37The problem is, you've held onto this regret for so long.
00:45:41It is calcified into fear.
00:45:43You're terrified that if you love again, it will end in betrayal.
00:45:46Or that you'll be the one doing betrayal.
00:45:49You're still too guarded, Ryan.
00:45:51In this state, can't do much.
00:45:54We'll stop here today.
00:45:56Okay, thanks.
00:45:57Take care, Ryan.
00:45:58You too.
00:46:01Stop lying to yourself.
00:46:03You know you love Nina, but you also love Claire, too.
00:46:09But why do I feel like the resemblance is just more than a coincidence?
00:46:14I have to figure it out.
00:46:16I have to see her now.
00:46:30I'm sorry, do you mind opening the window?
00:46:32It's just a bit hidden here.
00:46:33Of course.
00:46:36Anything for a pretty passenger.
00:46:45Working late, huh?
00:46:46You have a tough night?
00:46:47It's okay.
00:46:48It's just part of the job.
00:46:49So your husband never picks you up, huh?
00:46:52A woman like you shouldn't work this late all alone.
00:46:58He's just a bit busy tonight.
00:47:04Miss, it's not safe for you to go home alone.
00:47:07Do you want me to walk you up?
00:47:08I'm all right.
00:47:09Listen, if you're feeling lonely or you want some company, I'll be more than happy to help.
00:47:14Fuck off!
00:47:16Hey, lady!
00:47:17Don't you run away from me!
00:47:27Hey, where the hell did you come from?
00:47:29You rassy my wife?
00:47:33You rassy my wife?
00:47:34Oh, man.
00:47:35Look.
00:47:36I wasn't...
00:47:37I'm sorry, okay?
00:47:38I'm sorry.
00:47:39It's not gonna cut it.
00:47:42It's not with me, okay?
00:47:44What if he comes back angry or still if he's home?
00:47:46I can't risk that.
00:47:48Yeah.
00:47:49It doesn't do anything, right?
00:47:52Don't worry.
00:47:53I got it.
00:47:57Robert.
00:47:58Here's a car for me.
00:47:59I just played NYX942.
00:48:03I'll find the guy.
00:48:04Don't worry about it.
00:48:08You might.
00:48:09I mean, the rest of the way.
00:48:11Oh, my God, yeah, of course.
00:48:16I'm in.
00:48:22So she really doesn't love her husband.
00:48:30So she really doesn't love her husband.
00:48:35Oh, the brain is a little tired.
00:48:37Just take it off.
00:48:38It's a force of habit.
00:48:41It's a force of habit.
00:48:42Karen.
00:48:50I'm just reminding you I'm married.
00:48:52What if I told you I don't care?
00:48:54What if I told you that I'm the one that's protecting you?
00:48:58And, um, all I want to know from you is do you feel the same way?
00:49:04Look, when I first met you, I felt something familiar.
00:49:08I mean, for the first, second time, I had a love worth fighting for.
00:49:15It's like a chance.
00:49:17Let's be together.
00:49:19If only the person you wanted to love back then was Nina.
00:49:23Just this once.
00:49:24Maybe selfish.
00:49:26For the girl I used to be, let me live out with her dreams.
00:49:31Mom, you're home.
00:49:34You're home.
00:49:40Mom, you're home.
00:49:42I'm fine.
00:49:43Yes, Mommy's home.
00:49:44Look who's here.
00:49:46Ryan, you're here.
00:49:48Did you come to see my mom?
00:49:49No.
00:49:51It was you, Sophie.
00:49:52Really?
00:49:52Yeah.
00:49:54Let's go.
00:49:55Okay, you too.
00:49:57Play, and I'm going to go make my sandwich.
00:50:00Okay.
00:50:01Great.
00:50:02Ryan, do you know what I always call your daddy?
00:50:06I do not.
00:50:07Why?
00:50:08Because that one who likes my Mommy is my daddy.
00:50:10She's always there when she needs you, like me and Luffy.
00:50:17I need her, so she's always with me.
00:50:21Oh.
00:50:25Um.
00:50:27Your, uh.
00:50:28Your mom?
00:50:29Good birthday.
00:50:30Hmm.
00:50:31It was last year's birthday gift.
00:50:33Mom wanted to give me the thing she loved most.
00:50:39Max!
00:50:40Good boy!
00:50:40You have to help me keep it safe from now on.
00:50:43Don't let anyone else have it.
00:50:46Her body?
00:50:48Was that all a coincidence?
00:50:50Or maybe not.
00:50:54Ryan, you like Luffy too?
00:50:56If you want, I will give you one for your birthday.
00:50:59That sounds good to me.
00:51:01I'm holding you to that.
00:51:02All right?
00:51:03When's your birthday?
00:51:04Next Wednesday, but Mom have work that day, so I'll be alone during the day.
00:51:12Mate, how about this?
00:51:14You can't celebrate your birthday, huh?
00:51:15Really?
00:51:16Yay!
00:51:18What are you so excited about, Sophie?
00:51:21Mom!
00:51:22Ryan said, take me out for my birthday next Wednesday.
00:51:26Well, that was nice of him.
00:51:28Well, that was nice of him.
00:51:28Come eat.
00:51:29Okay.
00:51:33Sorry about her.
00:51:34She is a bit forward.
00:51:36I know, it's fine.
00:51:38Never have plans.
00:51:39It's a sad group party.
00:51:40And she promised me a, uh, cute stuffed little bunny.
00:51:45No, he's not starting to suspect I'm Nina, is he?
00:51:53She promised me a, uh, cute stuffed little bunny.
00:51:59Oh, that sounds perfect.
00:52:02I'll have Sophie open the door for you on Wednesday.
00:52:05Sounds good.
00:52:07See you Wednesday, Sophie.
00:52:08Bye-bye.
00:52:11Too many coincidences.
00:52:13I need to figure it out.
00:52:20Wow.
00:52:21Your house is huge.
00:52:23Come buy whatever you want.
00:52:25You gotta sit there with me, though.
00:52:26All right?
00:52:27Okay, thank you.
00:52:28No problem.
00:52:29Ryan, cake's ready.
00:52:31And who's our pretty little birthday girl?
00:52:40Oh, my God.
00:52:41Ryan.
00:52:42She is the spitting image of you when you're a little boy.
00:52:53She is the spitting image of you when you're a little boy.
00:52:57What?
00:52:58What?
00:52:59No, she's not.
00:53:01Are you serious?
00:53:02Yeah, I was there when you were growing up as a kid.
00:53:05She looks exactly like you.
00:53:10He's never been this invested in a child before.
00:53:14Is it possible that she really is his?
00:53:17Happy birthday, sweetie.
00:53:23How about you go have some cake, okay?
00:53:26Okay.
00:53:29Tell me the truth.
00:53:30She's not really your daughter, is she?
00:53:34But she isn't, right?
00:53:35She isn't, right?
00:53:37And her mother?
00:53:39Is it maybe they know all this?
00:53:42I don't know.
00:53:43I don't know.
00:53:44It can't be for sure.
00:53:48Ryan, come here.
00:53:50Let's have the cake together.
00:53:53Let's do it.
00:53:56Since I can't count on my brother, I'll do it myself.
00:53:59I'll have the butler run a DNA test.
00:54:02Then I'll know the truth.
00:54:08Oh, a sweetheart.
00:54:10Oh, hey, Ryan.
00:54:11Thanks for taking Sophie out on her birthday.
00:54:17Hi, did you have a good time?
00:54:18Yes.
00:54:19Sophie, let's go check out your presents in your room, right?
00:54:21Let's go.
00:54:22Let's go.
00:54:26Wait, her husband wasn't wearing a wedding ring either.
00:54:30Are they actually married?
00:54:33Thank you so much for taking Sophie out.
00:54:36Have a good night.
00:54:39I get it.
00:54:40Family time, right?
00:54:41Not me out, Sarah, so I should go get lost, huh?
00:54:44That's not what I meant.
00:54:45But like I said, it's getting late.
00:54:47Surprise!
00:54:51Woo!
00:55:05Ryan, what are you doing?
00:55:09My husband is right outside.
00:55:11Your husband hates where it brings, don't you?
00:55:14Go on.
00:55:15You'd be your lover.
00:55:17Do you think you want?
00:55:22Yes, yes.
00:55:31No, Claire, you can't fall again.
00:55:35Ow.
00:55:38Sad.
00:55:43Oh, my God, did he see the photos?
00:55:45Shit!
00:55:59Isn't fun in here, Claire Miller?
00:56:01I know you're going to do something now.
00:56:07You're fine.
00:56:09You know I spot it.
00:56:11You never had it right.
00:56:12We're just having fun.
00:56:15Someone tell him not to run.
00:56:17Told you.
00:56:18Claire?
00:56:21Claire?
00:56:29Claire?
00:56:30Where are you?
00:56:34Stop, Ryan.
00:56:39My husband is coming.
00:56:48Claire?
00:56:52Oh, I'm sorry.
00:56:53I didn't mean to open a door.
00:56:55It wasn't locked.
00:56:56I just knocked in.
00:56:56It swung right open.
00:57:01Mr. Ryan Spencer.
00:57:03Thank you for celebrating Sophie's birthday,
00:57:05but I think it's our family time now.
00:57:07Yeah, sure.
00:57:09You guys have a good time.
00:57:10Yeah.
00:57:15He really loves you, huh?
00:57:17It's obvious.
00:57:19Maybe we should tell him the truth.
00:57:20I don't know.
00:57:23I don't know.
00:57:23I don't know.
00:57:23Well, what about you?
00:57:25What do you think?
00:57:26I mean, I saw the cut on his lip.
00:57:29Do you hate him?
00:57:30No.
00:57:32No, I don't.
00:57:35I can tell.
00:57:37You still love him.
00:57:38I don't know.
00:57:40You deserve to be loved.
00:57:42You need to follow your heart.
00:57:44Just don't compromise yourself.
00:57:53Claire, I have to help you.
00:58:02You're back.
00:58:05Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
00:58:10My brother, who's usually so emotionally closed off,
00:58:14is suddenly wilding around.
00:58:15Which woman did this to you, huh?
00:58:19Oh, my God.
00:58:20Don't tell me it's that girl, um, Claire.
00:58:25I knew you had a thing for her.
00:58:27I knew you had a thing for her.
00:58:27Oh, my God.
00:58:29Oh, my God.
00:58:29So, how'd you get bitten and play rough?
00:58:31But she didn't really seem like that type of girl, you know?
00:58:37She's a husband.
00:58:38What?
00:58:40She's a husband.
00:58:42What?
00:58:43Are you a homewrecker?
00:58:47That's, um, basically the whole story.
00:58:51I am actually really glad that you can love again.
00:58:55But you do need to understand one thing.
00:58:58If it really is Nina Wallace, as you suspect,
00:59:03well, then your love is a little bit too late.
00:59:06And if it is Claire Miller, you know,
00:59:10then your love is already causing her so much trouble.
00:59:14I hope you understand that.
00:59:17What if I told you I don't care?
00:59:20Oh, my God.
00:59:23Sorry.
00:59:24I just don't know how to love anymore.
00:59:29I guess you have to learn from this
00:59:30and find a way to fix it.
00:59:34All right?
00:59:42Emergency.
00:59:43Sophie's a little girl.
00:59:44She's gone into cardiac arrest.
00:59:49Heartbreak.
00:59:49One hand.
00:59:50Please fight back out.
00:59:51Yeah.
00:59:51Who's doing?
00:59:5278.
00:59:53No dropping.
00:59:54If you don't know me,
00:59:55see you, okay?
00:59:55I won't come anywhere.
00:59:57You're going to make this one, okay?
00:59:58I came back clean,
00:59:59but it's probably kind of on the front.
01:00:00I mean,
01:00:01it could be a huge stress,
01:00:02dehydration, Moses.
01:00:03God, it's not such a friend.
01:00:04Her chest injection.
01:00:06We may need a full reconstruction, right?
01:00:08And she'll need a massive transfusion.
01:00:10Grab the family.
01:00:11I'm kidding.
01:00:12You are here.
01:00:14Family stays here.
01:00:16Leave it to me.
01:00:25It's okay.
01:00:26It's okay.
01:00:27It's the only blood,
01:00:28but it's got to hold on.
01:00:29All right?
01:00:30What?
01:00:31Oh, she's owed to you.
01:00:32Use mine.
01:00:32No, Claire.
01:00:33A media family can't donate.
01:00:34They have to be fatal reaction.
01:00:35What am I going to do?
01:00:36What am I going to do?
01:00:37It's okay.
01:00:38I'm blood O2.
01:00:39I can donate.
01:00:40It's all going to be okay.
01:00:41I'll donate it.
01:00:42No, you can't.
01:00:46Why?
01:00:48I don't know.
01:00:49I don't know.
01:00:49I don't know.
01:00:53Hey.
01:00:54Why not?
01:00:55Is Sophie my...
01:00:56I told Sophie.
01:00:59Come on.
01:00:59What are you doing here?
01:01:00I had to come.
01:01:03Sophie's your biological daughter.
01:01:09Sophie's your biological daughter.
01:01:17It's...
01:01:17It's true.
01:01:19If Sophie is my daughter,
01:01:20then that does mean that she really is...
01:01:24Nina.
01:01:26So what is it?
01:01:27Is it Claire Miller?
01:01:28Is it Nina Wallace?
01:01:30It was you.
01:01:31I mean, it was you all along.
01:01:34Nina.
01:01:34Claire.
01:01:35Why don't you just call me after six years?
01:01:37Why don't you call me and not say a word to me?
01:01:39Sophie, am I...
01:01:42Because I called you six years ago and you hung up.
01:01:48Miss.
01:01:49I'm sorry.
01:01:50You're too late.
01:01:52Only one of the two babies survive.
01:01:56Do you want to call your family?
01:02:00I'm sorry.
01:02:11We were supposed to have twins.
01:02:13But only Sophie survived.
01:02:16And now I'm going to lose.
01:02:17Sophie too.
01:02:18I'm a terrible mother.
01:02:22Sorry.
01:02:25It's all my fault, but...
01:02:28It's all my fault.
01:02:28It's okay.
01:02:32It's okay.
01:02:40It's okay.
01:02:50Congratulations.
01:02:52This surgery was a success.
01:02:53We will monitor her for 24 hours,
01:02:57but once Sophie wakes up,
01:02:59she's going to be fine.
01:03:01You're in?
01:03:02Are you worried?
01:03:03Yeah.
01:03:05Oh.
01:03:06Oh, thank God.
01:03:13I can't pretend as if I know all the hardships
01:03:16that you've gone through,
01:03:17but just imagining you raising a child by yourself,
01:03:21it must have been so tough.
01:03:24You've suffered so much.
01:03:26Sophie, I suffered so much because of me.
01:03:30But you know what?
01:03:32Sophie is the happiest, purest girl that I've ever met.
01:03:37You've given her so much love.
01:03:40You've done so much for her.
01:03:44But what about you?
01:03:46How have you been all these years?
01:03:49Me?
01:03:49I...
01:03:50I don't know why you left him like that
01:03:52or why you had to start over,
01:03:55but trust me when I say this.
01:03:57Ryan's heart always belonged to you.
01:04:01So trust him.
01:04:03Just this once.
01:04:05Give him a chance to take care of you,
01:04:07all right?
01:04:25You know Sophie was in danger.
01:04:27Where were you?
01:04:28Do you want to know what she's been through?
01:04:30She's got out of the woods.
01:04:31You're already...
01:04:31Mr. Spencer, I'm here to talk about Claire.
01:04:34Claire?
01:04:36What do you got to say?
01:04:38If you ever trade you, she's always...
01:04:39Stop!
01:04:40Mr. Spencer, if you keep talking to people and not listening,
01:04:43I can see why Claire left you.
01:04:44What the fuck are you talking about?
01:04:47Me and Claire were never truly husband and wife.
01:04:50We married because my father needed me to have a wife
01:04:53and her daughter needed a father.
01:04:55We were friends.
01:04:56That's it.
01:04:57I was never truly in your way.
01:05:00Are you serious?
01:05:01I knew it.
01:05:02You two both truly loved each other.
01:05:05That's why I want to help her.
01:05:07And by the way,
01:05:08we divorced after the second year.
01:05:10She left.
01:05:11Maybe because something you said
01:05:13made her think of the wrong thing.
01:05:15Made her think that you never truly loved her.
01:05:18When she was bullied and slandered,
01:05:20did you stand up for her?
01:05:22You're a scholarship student.
01:05:24Were you too close?
01:05:25Why is it that every time you look at me,
01:05:27you think of her?
01:05:29But the truth is,
01:05:30she's always loved you.
01:05:31She's endured too many insults,
01:05:33too many cold shoulders,
01:05:35too much condescension.
01:05:41You need to show her
01:05:42that you truly love her.
01:05:44From back when she was Nina Wallace
01:05:46to now with Claire.
01:05:49Make her believe
01:05:50she deserves love.
01:06:03Does she still love me?
01:06:05Or is she really trying to get away for good?
01:06:08What if all this has just been in my head?
01:06:12Thank you so much for driving us home
01:06:14and for everything you've done
01:06:16for Sophie this past month.
01:06:17Did you maybe want to stay for good?
01:06:20Yeah, sure.
01:06:21If you don't mind.
01:06:23Make yourself at home.
01:06:24I'm just going to help
01:06:24Sophie settle in.
01:06:26Yeah, sounds good.
01:06:27Do you want to take my upstairs?
01:06:28Yes.
01:06:29Okay.
01:06:30Come on.
01:06:38If you still doubt
01:06:40that she's always loved you,
01:06:41go look at the notebook
01:06:42on Claire's nightstand.
01:06:57So,
01:06:57this is that notebook.
01:06:59From back then.
01:07:01we're going to change
01:07:03with every life
01:07:05that writes itself
01:07:06on our skin.
01:07:08Ryan?
01:07:11Ryan?
01:07:13All this time,
01:07:14you kept it.
01:07:16Why didn't you come back?
01:07:18I mean,
01:07:18do you wish I suffered?
01:07:20I thought I fell in
01:07:21with two different women, Nina.
01:07:22I mean,
01:07:23do you really hate me that much?
01:07:25You didn't care about me.
01:07:28You didn't even let me
01:07:29ruin any of your friends.
01:07:32You didn't care.
01:07:35Stop it, Noah.
01:07:36I'm going to leave
01:07:36for the Harvard next year.
01:07:38Don't just say this shit again.
01:07:40Of course I did.
01:07:43Look, I thought
01:07:44the closer you got to me,
01:07:46the worst thing would treat you
01:07:46behind my back.
01:07:48And if I ever did become
01:07:51Nina Wallace again,
01:07:52could you even love me?
01:07:56I never stopped.
01:07:58I love you, Nina.
01:08:00From the first moment,
01:08:01I fell in my eyes on you.
01:08:02I mean,
01:08:02your kindness,
01:08:04your brilliance,
01:08:06your resilience.
01:08:08I spent so many years
01:08:10being angry,
01:08:11but I just missed you.
01:08:16Just believe me
01:08:17this one time.
01:08:19He said,
01:08:20I'm resilient,
01:08:21kind,
01:08:22brilliant.
01:08:24He said he's always loved me.
01:08:26But can I trust him?
01:08:28I don't care
01:08:29what you call yourself.
01:08:30I can see your heart.
01:08:32You deserve love.
01:08:34You know.
01:08:40Do you need no?
01:08:42You deserve to be loved.
01:08:43Always.
01:08:49Bye-bye.
01:08:50Bye-bye.
01:08:57Ryan.
01:08:58Nina.
01:09:01I heard you also
01:09:02come to Harvard.
01:09:04Can I
01:09:05take a photo with you?
01:09:07Of course.
01:09:08Starting from the next semester,
01:09:09you will be officially
01:09:11my girlfriend.
01:09:12We can take tons of pictures.
01:09:14Um,
01:09:15that,
01:09:15that was just me
01:09:16being impulsive.
01:09:17Um,
01:09:18that,
01:09:18you don't have to.
01:09:20You want me to break
01:09:20my promise.
01:09:22Uh,
01:09:22no.
01:09:23No,
01:09:23I don't.
01:09:24When we get to college,
01:09:26we can attend classes,
01:09:27go to the library,
01:09:28and we'll have plenty
01:09:29of time to be together.
01:09:31I like the way you smile,
01:09:32so confident
01:09:33and beautiful.
01:09:34Come on,
01:09:35let's take our
01:09:36first anniversary picture.
01:09:45So,
01:09:46what were you thinking
01:09:48when I threatened you
01:09:49into being my boyfriend
01:09:50back then?
01:09:51Well,
01:09:51one,
01:09:52I was very scared.
01:09:53And two,
01:09:54I thought how amazing
01:09:55it was that
01:09:57they were such a brave
01:09:58woman in this world.
01:09:59And now?
01:10:01Well,
01:10:02the way you protected
01:10:03your daughter
01:10:03at the hospital,
01:10:05protected your
01:10:06friend at the bar,
01:10:08I don't care how you look.
01:10:10I've always been loving you.
01:10:19Nina.
01:10:25Goodbye, Nina.
01:10:27You have the best love
01:10:28in the world
01:10:29and you deserve it.
01:10:30Love has nothing to do
01:10:31with height,
01:10:32weight,
01:10:33poverty,
01:10:33or wealth.
01:10:35As long as you believe
01:10:36there will always be
01:10:37someone who loves
01:10:38your kind and brave soul.
01:10:40Always.
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