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The Summer My Heart Stopped Full Movie
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00:00:02my name is isabel spencer the summer i graduated high school in the sweltering june heat
00:00:09i died in the days leading up to my death i recorded secret videos for my crush
00:00:15but he didn't see them until 10 years later and here is the story of my life
00:00:26murder how dare you show up to this school just leave yeah beat it if you hadn't gotten
00:00:31caught up with those gangsters alex's dad wouldn't have been stabbed 12 times trying to save you
00:00:36you're the reason he died he bled out on the street because of you the worst part is you didn't
00:00:41even
00:00:41show up to court to testify so now his murders are walking free because of you alex was your best
00:00:48friend his dad was like a father to you i mean how could you do this to him don't you
00:00:52even feel a
00:00:53shred of guilt hey we're talking to you answer me big nothing i say is gonna change your mind anyway
00:01:04you selfish skank i'm gonna put you in your place for alex
00:01:30alex i was gonna go to the court but then i had another heart attack
00:01:33so i had surgery and they kept me in the hospital for two weeks
00:01:38too bad you didn't just die
00:01:43maybe i should have just died right then and there
00:02:10alex's dad died because of me
00:02:21alex you want to share
00:02:34come on izzy you need to keep a heart healthy diet
00:02:43here have mine
00:02:47i get why you hate me i just never thought i'd hurt this much god what a dumbass i mean
00:02:53the guy's a
00:02:53fireman right not a cop plus he went there with no weapon he's basically asking to get stabbed to death
00:03:05no one talks about my dad am i wrong though if i could play the hero pay the price he
00:03:10got what he deserved
00:03:33alex don't be like this your dad wouldn't want it if you need to bin just take it out on
00:03:38me take it out on you
00:03:40fine fine go fucking die isabel
00:03:46don't worry alex get your wish soon isabel the surgery went well but your heart
00:03:53can't handle the stress of any more procedures
00:03:56you have about one month left to live looking for these yes thank you do you seriously think that
00:04:15you can get away with the murder by pretending to be little miss er
00:04:21no
00:04:25said you needed them right then lick them up
00:04:33is that the brand new phone who gave you the money for that was it the murderers who bribed you
00:04:37to stay
00:04:38silent my mom gave it to me oh oh touchy match why are we so nervous is it because you
00:04:45have
00:04:45incriminating evidence on here all the videos i made for alex are on there i can't let them see those
00:04:50hi alex i just wanted to say that i love you i might not ever get a chance to tell
00:04:58you in person so
00:05:00give it to hold her hold her hold her oh let's use space id to unlock it i want to
00:05:07see what kind of
00:05:08dirty little secrets this is hiding smile sweet heart
00:05:19hi alex i just wanted to say that
00:05:25what are you doing alex help
00:05:34alex help we were uh we were just trying to get back at her for you bro right starts in
00:05:39five
00:05:39minutes get your asses to the pool right it's been practice i almost thought he was here to save me
00:05:47you idiots want to get kicked off varsity go
00:05:56alex can i join you for your swim practice i can be your personal cheerleader
00:06:05coming to the swim meet tomorrow we've already got an army of fangirls going
00:06:10it doesn't matter if i go you really don't know
00:06:14you know what i don't care about those other girls i only want you cheering me on
00:06:26yeah sure
00:06:36alex you said the only one you wanted cheering you on was me
00:06:42i'm sorry to inform you that your appeal has been denied again your court's decision
00:06:47isn't going to change i'm not going to give up
00:06:49not until the murderers who killed alex's father are brought to justice
00:06:56that's the judge
00:06:59jeez
00:07:03miss spencer the case is closed and i'm not reopening it
00:07:08it's over i'll testify please reopen the case
00:07:20hey alex so today i went to go see judge roberts
00:07:25i tried to get him to reopen the case that you said no
00:07:30i'm not going to give up though i promised you
00:07:35and i'm going to keep my word
00:07:39hey love bug how was school oh my what happened is someone bullying you at school
00:07:48well i just fell how everyone at school loves me listen i have great news the lawyer finally called me
00:07:55back and he said we might be able to reopen the brooks case we're finally going to take those killers
00:08:01to
00:08:01justice
00:08:03that's creepy i know honey just unexpectedly judge roberts just changed his mind you should tell alex the good news
00:08:14no not yet i don't want to disappoint him in case it doesn't work out
00:08:17i know this is important to you but don't forget to take care of your own
00:08:21well don't worry about me all right i want to get justice for alex's dad
00:08:26when did my little girl grow up so fast all right go get him tiger but no i love you
00:08:33to the moon and back
00:08:36i love you too mom you know some people they say they have the best mom but i really do
00:08:42have the best mom
00:08:50mrs spencer your daughter only has a month left i'd recommend you transfer her to hospice care for
00:08:58her final days
00:09:07i wish alex was here
00:09:24i wish alex was here
00:09:28whoa did he get so ripped
00:09:31don't pretend i saw you checking me out
00:09:35you know no no i was just spacing out oh really you're telling me that this doesn't make you drool
00:09:42you could strip butt naked and it would do nothing for me yeah then let's put that to the test
00:09:48do it
00:09:50i dare you okay
00:10:17oh god oh god i didn't see anything
00:10:19mom i swear
00:10:37hey alex i've got notes from chemistry you missed it because of practice um you gotta study up if we're
00:10:45going to the same college
00:10:53what are you
00:10:59why would i want to go to the same college as you
00:11:06so i made up my mind i'm going to go to princeton for undergrad
00:11:11and then columbia for med school and once i graduate i'm going to join doctors without borders
00:11:19what about you i'll go wherever you go
00:11:25i just wanted to help you study your mom wants you to go to a good school my mom is
00:11:31in a mental hospital
00:11:32because she had a complete breakdown after my dad was murdered and the people who did it got to walk
00:11:40away as if nothing ever happened and who do you think is responsible for that i'm sorry sorry you're
00:11:49sorry you think that's enough i'm sorry he's gonna bring my dad back i'm sorry he's gonna help my mom
00:11:57now i'm sick and tired of your stupid apologies now remember this i will never forgive you
00:12:04not for the rest of my life
00:12:17alex brooks alex isn't here because seeing you makes him sick
00:12:23you practically killed his father now you're strutting around like rainbows and sunshine
00:12:31she's right i shouldn't even be here why come to school if i don't even have a future ahead of
00:12:37me
00:12:42alex if you don't want to see me i'll stay out of your sight
00:12:47please i know it hurts and i know that you're mad but don't give up on your own future
00:12:57you're mad but don't give up on your own future
00:13:14that beside spot's reserved
00:13:20reserved since when always has been always will be
00:13:25i always want you by my side
00:13:27beautiful great congratulations great
00:13:34jeez awesome can i see oh sure would i be able to get it like like this big that's like
00:13:43wedding
00:13:44picture big for a funeral actually my funeral all right a funeral why the hell would you be having a
00:13:55funerals
00:13:58because i'm about to die yeah you've been saying that since kindergarten come up with a new line already
00:14:05let's race whoever gets to the top first
00:14:08one of these yummy candy i can't my mommy does my heart to leave if i run i'll die
00:14:18i will never ever race you again isabel please don't die
00:14:24when i grow up i'll make this magic potion that can keep you alive forever
00:14:31if you are gonna die i don't want you terrorizing my dad in heaven
00:14:35so be a good girl and go to hell
00:14:42congratulations everybody now that college acceptance letters are in and graduation's just
00:14:48around the corner you are in the home stretch but this is not the time for senioritis let's make
00:14:55these last few weeks count and finish strong all right
00:15:05alex where'd you get in um yo wow only the bets are my alex what are you gonna major in
00:15:15pre-med oh you want to be a doctor how come
00:15:22i'm going to become a doctor i'm going to fix your arm i won't let you die
00:15:30it's a promise
00:15:37tell my mom
00:15:40at least alex hasn't given up on his future i'll be a nurse we can work at the same hospital
00:15:45together ooh who doesn't love a good nurse doctor romance huh you guys would be perfect for each other
00:16:05forget that freak hasn't she hurt you enough already
00:16:23it's okay
00:16:23hey love book it's me mom i'm right here oh thank god you're awake
00:16:33i don't know i think it's okay if i i take a break from school yes of course
00:16:42i think your teachers will understand this is great now i get to spend more time with my precious girl
00:16:49if i don't go to school maybe alex can graduate in peace
00:17:02wait what's isabel's mom doing here
00:17:07mr mills i want to let you know that isabel will be taking a leave of absence
00:17:27isabel isabel are you dropping out of school
00:17:31why do you care i thought you didn't want to see me
00:17:33just answer me are you dropping out or not would you like to stay out of your sight
00:17:38there you go again doing everything on your terms
00:17:41you owe me that means i decide how you repay me
00:17:45isabel if you drop out you are throwing your college dreams out the window
00:17:50you think trashing your future is gonna make up for my dad's death it's not that damn simple
00:17:55isabel it's time to take your medication wait isabel are you at the hospital
00:18:05hey alex uh 10 days till graduation they keep poking me so i have all these bruises
00:18:14a few days ago i went into heart failure again so they put me on a resuscitation machine
00:18:20people don't normally live past that but i did but i won't die not until i bring your father's
00:18:27murderers to justice isabel
00:18:35you here to see me
00:18:41why are you wearing a beanie in june and what's wrong with your hair
00:18:48your hair
00:18:55i was just trying a new look that's all so you can admit it if you're here to see me
00:19:04picking up some meds for my mom your mom
00:19:08well you should go you probably you don't want to keep her waiting
00:19:13isabel are you really dropping out of school why don't you lay around the hospital when
00:19:17everyone knows you're not actually dying playing the victim i guess just as always
00:19:24how'd you lose so much weight in a week is she actually sick are you worried about me dying maybe
00:19:31she's tricking me again worried about you dying as if pain in asses like you don't die that easily
00:19:38my dad's case is getting reopened tomorrow
00:19:41she better be there and testify no more vanishing acts
00:19:46don't worry we'll let you down
00:19:57your honor in the previous trial our key witness to the murder of mr stephen brooks
00:20:02isabel spencer was not able to testify due to medical reasons but today she's here
00:20:10mr logan where is your witness she promised she'd be here please just wait a little longer
00:20:16classic isabel i knew i shouldn't have trusted her if there's no new evidence to be presented
00:20:24then the court's ruling is
00:20:30i'm here i'll testify
00:20:36i isabel spencer promise that my testimony is the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth
00:20:43on the night of june 18th i was walking home alone
00:20:48it was them i never forget their faces they tried to assault me
00:20:53help but mr brooks he saved me
00:21:05he lost his life
00:21:09help please please somebody help he died trying to save me
00:21:18based on the new witnesses testimony the court finds defendants brad baker and robert ross
00:21:34guilty of murder in the second degree and sentences them to 20 years in state prison
00:21:42see alex i meant what i said i promised i'd bring your dad's killers to justice
00:22:00hey thanks no sorry i i should have been here the first time my mom was unusually lucid today
00:22:09she said that i shouldn't resent you anymore do you still resent me i don't know
00:22:16but every time that i look at you it reminds me of how my dad died and how my mom
00:22:22fell apart
00:22:24i don't think we should see each other again
00:22:30i'm going to die soon alex so don't worry this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to
00:22:36me
00:22:52i don't think we should see each other again
00:22:59this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me
00:23:29hey hon how you feeling
00:23:35feel good
00:23:39um what day is it june 9th why
00:23:44you have a date to the dance no
00:23:48what hey what if we just went together is that like a formal invite i mean if it was
00:23:58what was your answer is what was your answer be
00:24:02yes cool i'll see you at the day of the dance then
00:24:15today's a crowd dance i have to go oh isabelle your heart oh please
00:24:21this might be the only dance i ever get to go to
00:24:27i know i can't actually dance but maybe maybe i can watch
00:24:33fine i'm not gonna stop you from seeing alex but take it easy all right we've had enough close calls
00:24:39at the er thank you mom i love you i love you
00:24:54you seriously still struggling with this it's so easy maybe i just wanted to tie my bow ties for the
00:25:00rest of my life
00:25:03i don't know what happened to me
00:25:14what happened to isabelle i haven't seen her in a week
00:25:30i haven't seen her in a week
00:25:36i have a nice life alex now you can say goodbye to me forever just like you wanted
00:25:55i have a nice life alex
00:26:25easy easy
00:26:27Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:26:55Is he?
00:26:58What the hell, Alex?
00:27:01Why did you call it that bitch's name while you're dancing with me?
00:27:03Don't call her that.
00:27:06Ready for her, ready for her.
00:27:08Next, you're in agreement.
00:27:13What's wrong?
00:27:14I don't think that's...
00:27:21Ms. Spencer?
00:27:23Alex, please come.
00:27:26Isabel, she's about to die.
00:27:30Alex! Alex, where are you?
00:27:36No, no, no, this can't be real.
00:27:44Isabel.
00:27:46Isabel, you can't die.
00:27:58Isabel!
00:28:00Young man, you can't be in here.
00:28:02You need to leave.
00:28:03No.
00:28:04No, I'm not leaving.
00:28:04That's why Isabel, that's why Isabel.
00:28:06I need to see her.
00:28:19No, this can't be real.
00:28:32No, this can't be real.
00:28:41Isabel, you can't be real.
00:28:41Isabel, is your girlfriend a young lady?
00:28:43No, it's...
00:28:44It's not her.
00:28:51please spencer please just pick up
00:28:58excuse me do you know what room isabel spencer's in
00:29:03she's 18 hair down to here she's really thin big beautiful eyes the kind you never forget
00:29:14alex looking for me
00:29:19wait what isabel
00:29:24what's going on your mom called and said you're about to die right are you okay
00:29:31my mom she's so overdramatic i just had a minor surgery completely fine
00:29:37what do you think this is funny or something what jesus christ is about what you you had
00:29:43your mom fabricate some fake sob story about your death what's next huh you don't invite
00:29:50me to your fake fucking funeral that's not what happened no no don't call me again not
00:29:55even on your deathbed because i don't care anymore not one fucking bit
00:30:17isabel what are you doing out here you just got out of surgery
00:30:23is that alex baby i'm sorry i called him i just thought it was important for you guys
00:30:30to have closure it's okay mom it doesn't matter can we go home i really don't want to die
00:30:51hey alex five days till graduation um you said some pretty hurtful things to me yesterday but
00:30:59i know you didn't mean them
00:31:04sometimes i just get sad thinking about how we can't go back to the way that we were
00:31:10but i want you to be happy
00:31:14and so i hope that not having me around can kind of take the weight off a little bit
00:31:23do you remember this you left it here it means a lot to me
00:31:51wait isabel you you sure you want this
00:31:55one hundred percent i don't want to die a virgin
00:32:00yeah but why me
00:32:04because you're my best friend
00:32:07the only one who'd agree to do this
00:32:10the only person who wouldn't think i'm crazy for making such a request
00:32:13yeah great okay then um how do you want to get started
00:32:22tell me i'm the virgin here
00:32:24well uh actually you're not the only virgin here
00:32:30no what about the cheerleader last summer
00:32:32that was just a rumor izzy
00:32:35i'm not the hookup kind of guy
00:32:38actually i've been waiting
00:32:43waiting for what
00:32:47i've been waiting for you izzy
00:32:50i wanted you to be my first
00:32:54nothing
00:32:55i'm ready if you are
00:33:13i'm ready too
00:33:19i'll be gentle
00:33:20i promise
00:33:31that was my first kiss
00:33:33i too
00:33:52oh my god
00:33:53am i really losing my virginity to my best friend
00:34:01what the hell are you kids doing
00:34:08is the last thing you gave me
00:34:14so now it is time to give it back
00:34:32alex
00:34:34anyone home
00:34:52so he got into princeton too
00:34:58since we were five
00:34:59alex and i have spent countless hours together in this room
00:35:04playing games
00:35:06building blanket forts
00:35:08all kinds of stupid stuff
00:35:11but i never come in here anymore
00:35:14not since alex's dad died
00:35:25my eyes are up here
00:35:28yeah sorry
00:35:30just uh
00:35:31people at school said you have
00:35:33three nipples
00:35:35and i was just curious
00:35:37you're not seriously listening to those rumors
00:35:40you could have just asked me
00:35:42yeah
00:35:43sorry
00:35:43you're right
00:35:45definitely
00:35:46shouldn't listen to those idiots
00:35:50you know what
00:35:52just to prove the gossip wrong
00:35:54i'll show you
00:35:56what
00:35:57what
00:36:03so
00:36:05how many do i have
00:36:07two
00:36:10perfect
00:36:11one
00:36:18this will probably be the last time i'm ever in this room
00:36:26goodbye alex
00:36:34oh my god alex
00:36:36you're finally showing me your room
00:36:38will i be the first girl who's doing it
00:36:47wow
00:36:48i never thought i'd set foot inside the room of
00:36:52the
00:36:53alex brooks
00:36:56it's always late
00:36:57i think you should leave
00:36:58don't be such a killjoy alex
00:37:01i have a surprise for you
00:37:10uh
00:37:13yes
00:37:14so i
00:37:14i should definitely
00:37:16leave
00:37:16you sure you want me to leave
00:37:18you said your parents are out
00:37:20which means we have the whole place to ourselves
00:37:27i can do anything that you want alex
00:37:30i'm yours
00:37:35see
00:37:36i'm already wet for you
00:37:45yes
00:37:46oh that's it
00:37:48oh that's it baby
00:37:53alex
00:37:53alex do you want me
00:37:54yes
00:37:54is he wants you
00:37:57did alex just say my name
00:38:01what did you say
00:38:03what did you say
00:38:03did you just call me ify
00:38:21isa go
00:38:22what are you doing in my closet
00:38:30alex i'm so sorry
00:38:33i didn't know you'd be back
00:38:34what the fuck
00:38:35isabel what are you doing here
00:38:36what else
00:38:37she's being a creepy stalker
00:38:39as usual
00:38:41seriously isabel
00:38:42hiding in the closet
00:38:43to catch a glimpse of us
00:38:44fucking
00:38:44alex no
00:38:45that's not what i was
00:38:46i just
00:38:46i just
00:38:47i'm just gonna return something
00:38:49to you
00:38:50it's yours
00:38:53what the hell is that
00:38:54just
00:38:56a raggedy old t-shirt
00:39:00alex this is yours
00:39:10you sure you want this
00:39:13100%
00:39:16what
00:39:17you think you can win alex back
00:39:19with a dirty old t-shirt
00:39:20no
00:39:21that's not what
00:39:22alex do you even want this
00:39:35why would i want some
00:39:36dirty raggedy t-shirt
00:39:38means nothing to me
00:39:42hear that
00:39:43get the fuck out
00:39:45alex doesn't want you here
00:39:50she's right
00:39:52you should leave
00:39:59don't let that loser ruin the mood
00:40:01i know that you only said her name
00:40:03because you hate her so much
00:40:05i can help you forget all about her
00:40:09sorry stop i'm not in the mood
00:40:10oh
00:40:11wait we can try something else then
00:40:13you'll love it
00:40:17zoe
00:40:18i'm serious stop
00:40:19stop resisting it's gonna feel amazing
00:40:22i promise
00:40:25i said no
00:40:27leave me the fuck alone
00:40:28what the fuck is wrong with you alex
00:40:31you're sick in the head just like that psycho freak isabel
00:40:33i fucking hate you asshole
00:40:41damn it isabel
00:40:43why do you make everything so fucking difficult
00:41:01where is it should be right here
00:41:03looking for this
00:41:13i mean don't think it means something whatever
00:41:18i just don't want another creep like you getting their hands on it
00:41:36good morning sunshine i made pancakes
00:41:42hey mom
00:41:44i'm going to the care home to visit alex's mom
00:41:47don't worry i'll be back soon
00:41:51miss brooks
00:41:52sorry it took me so long to visit
00:41:54i know that it's because of me that you're like this
00:41:57if it wasn't for me then you and mr brooks would still be together
00:42:02happily in love like before
00:42:09i have missed you my love
00:42:12i have been thinking about you all day
00:42:14even when training your new recruits
00:42:16even while putting out fires and
00:42:18rescuing that old lady's cat out of a tree
00:42:23gross
00:42:24son one of these days you're gonna fall in love
00:42:27and then you'll know exactly how we feel
00:42:31if i could turn back time i'd make it so that he never saved me that many
00:42:35don't don't cry my dear
00:42:36you ruin your pretty face
00:42:38okay i'll stop
00:42:41good news
00:42:42alex got into princeton
00:42:44and what about you my dear
00:42:47i'm not going anywhere
00:42:49ever
00:42:50i'll probably die here
00:42:52be buried here
00:42:54for all eternity
00:42:57what are you talking about
00:43:00i was just visiting your mom i didn't know you'd be here too
00:43:04what are you saying
00:43:06you know she's on one you know she can't handle any more stress right now
00:43:09alex i
00:43:10it's torturing me not enough
00:43:12you really need to drag my mom into this too
00:43:16hey don't speak to a lady like that
00:43:19are those for me
00:43:21yes mom
00:43:23they're uh yellow roses
00:43:25your favorite
00:43:26remember how dad used to always bring you those
00:43:34steven
00:43:35steven
00:43:36steven you're back
00:43:38oh i missed you so much
00:43:40you were gone fighting fires for so long this time
00:43:46isabel
00:43:52i've been thinking about it
00:43:54about
00:43:54my parents
00:43:55and about us
00:43:58i think i figured it out
00:44:00i don't hate you anymore
00:44:02really
00:44:04but what happens
00:44:06it can't be undone
00:44:08i can't go back to how things were
00:44:20so after graduation
00:44:22i'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town
00:44:25and we are going to forget
00:44:26everything in it
00:44:29including you
00:44:32easy
00:44:36this is goodbye alex
00:44:39forever
00:44:42goodbye my easy
00:44:54stephen let's go
00:45:11i heard our attending physician is the youngest cardiologist ever hired by the hospital
00:45:18he's not just brilliant it's ridiculously hot
00:45:25hello everybody
00:45:26welcome to the presbyterian hospital
00:45:28for the next three months
00:45:30i will be your attending physician
00:45:34all right
00:45:34so that's all from me
00:45:36there are no further questions
00:45:37you're free to go
00:45:42actually i did have a question
00:45:45are you from after work?
00:45:48shelly right
00:45:49yeah
00:45:50i'm sorry
00:45:51i'm busy
00:45:52and
00:45:53this is a hospital
00:45:55please adhere to the dress codes
00:45:57thank you
00:46:00dude that was harsh
00:46:02would it really kill you to cut them some slack?
00:46:04i've known you since college
00:46:05i've never even seen you go on a date with a single girl
00:46:08yeah
00:46:10hey but
00:46:11chicks aren't your thing man
00:46:12i'm not the one to judge
00:46:13fuck off man
00:46:14mind your own business for once
00:46:20yo alex
00:46:21how you been man
00:46:21our ten year high school reunion's coming up soon
00:46:24you going?
00:46:27i'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town
00:46:29and we are going to forget everything in it
00:46:31including you
00:46:33you see
00:46:34isabelle
00:46:36isabelle
00:46:45isabelle
00:46:48yo alex you made it man
00:46:49hey man
00:46:53look who's here everyone
00:46:54the legend of evergreen high
00:46:57the captain of the swim team
00:46:58alex brooks
00:47:02i envy you
00:47:03you disappeared for ten years
00:47:05and everybody still loves you
00:47:06was everyone invited?
00:47:08yeah
00:47:08i'm pretty sure everyone's coming
00:47:09oh
00:47:10except for zoe
00:47:11she's getting divorced from her third husband
00:47:13i guess you probably don't care about that
00:47:17why
00:47:18why
00:47:18who are you expecting to see?
00:47:21no one
00:47:22isabelle probably doesn't want to see me anyways
00:47:25after all the terrible things i said
00:47:28i can't blame her
00:47:29oh
00:47:30i don't know who you're waiting for
00:47:34your little uh childhood sweetheart isabelle
00:47:37what do they call her little miss uh
00:47:38little miss emergency room
00:47:40hey don't call her that
00:47:43dude
00:47:44come on man
00:47:45don't be so but hurt
00:47:48your little izzy's dead
00:47:49nothing but a rotting pile of bones in a graveyard
00:47:52what the fuck did you just
00:47:54whoa whoa
00:47:55hey whoa whoa hey man
00:47:57you were drunk
00:47:57back off
00:47:58i ain't drunk
00:47:59shit i've never been much sober in my life
00:48:02remember that one time
00:48:03by the swimming pool
00:48:04when we roasted her super hard
00:48:06hey
00:48:06man get your shit together
00:48:08no no no let them finish
00:48:11attention everyone
00:48:12it's show and tell time
00:48:14and boy oh boy
00:48:15do i have something juicy to share with you all
00:48:18see this
00:48:19it's someone's precious little bucket list
00:48:21things i want to do before i die
00:48:24number one travel to paris
00:48:25number two set off fireworks on the beach
00:48:27no no no no that's my bucket list
00:48:29number three go to prom with alex
00:48:31number four lose my virginity to alex
00:48:36everybody shut up
00:48:39alex i
00:48:40bro she wants you to pop her cherry go home and take her to pound town
00:48:49how embarrassing
00:48:51it only makes me hate you even more
00:48:59see that
00:49:00alex hates you and now everybody knows that you're not the innocent virgin you pretend to be
00:49:06you're just a dirty slut who wants to get railed by the team captain
00:49:12well then i guess it's time to wash those dirty thoughts out of your head
00:49:16how about we're in the pool
00:49:17no i can't swim
00:49:27alex help me
00:49:29god what did i do
00:49:30i could have saved her
00:49:33man
00:49:34that was fun
00:49:35i think she got sick for like a month after that
00:49:38and her health just got worse
00:49:40and worse
00:49:42and before long
00:49:43she was dead
00:49:45dunzo
00:49:49you asshole
00:49:50how could you do that she has a heart condition
00:49:54you piece of fucking shit
00:49:58what the fuck
00:49:59man
00:50:00you don't act like you weren't a part of this
00:50:02can you just stood there and let it all happen
00:50:04why would i want some dirty raggedy t-shirt
00:50:07means nothing to me
00:50:22too bad you didn't just die
00:50:26you just stood there and let it all happen
00:50:32you know looking back on it now i think we really did go too far with isabel
00:50:37i just wish that it wasn't too late to say we're sorry
00:50:40you said you invited everybody
00:50:43where is izzy
00:50:45dude
00:50:45do you really not know
00:50:47not know what
00:50:49alex
00:50:50isabel died 10 years ago
00:50:52right after graduation
00:51:00now you're messing with me man
00:51:02i mean there's no way she could be dead
00:51:04i'm not messing with you
00:51:06all right my uncle works for the county clerk's office
00:51:09he helped mrs spencer register her death
00:51:12i don't believe it
00:51:13no has to be a different isabel spencer
00:51:16my izzy is not dead
00:51:20no has to be a different isabel spencer she must have moved
00:51:45the number you have dialed is not in service
00:51:50the number you have dialed is not in service
00:52:02no no no no she can't be dead
00:52:05i'm gonna find her
00:52:07i'm gonna find her
00:52:21who sent this to my house
00:52:33isabel is this some kind of joke
00:52:35why didn't you show up at the reunion
00:52:38why is everyone saying you're dead
00:52:40they're just fake rumors right
00:52:43let's just meet back when you see this
00:52:54is he
00:52:57alex are you at the house
00:52:59oh hi mom
00:53:00remember to clean everything up
00:53:02yeah yeah i will
00:53:22for a funeral actually
00:53:25my funeral
00:53:26a funeral
00:53:27why the hell would you be having a funeral
00:53:312016
00:53:32isabel sent me this 10 years ago
00:53:59hi alex
00:54:03i am recording a special video series for you
00:54:06gosh my life's okay
00:54:08anyway
00:54:09tomorrow
00:54:10we are one year away from graduation
00:54:12and i'm gonna make you a video every single day
00:54:15and then on graduation
00:54:16i will give them all to you
00:54:18and tell you i have a crush on you
00:54:22don't you remember isabel
00:54:24i told you how i feel about you
00:54:32i told you i wouldn't let you drown
00:54:37isabel
00:54:39i like you
00:54:44i know we've been saying that since you were like five
00:54:46no i mean
00:54:52there
00:54:59oh my god
00:55:00is he hard right now
00:55:16got you now you brats
00:55:23i'm sorry isabel
00:55:27i didn't let you drown
00:55:28i let you down
00:55:31if i'd have been a little bit braver
00:55:33and still a little bit more persistent
00:55:36i could have told you how i felt
00:55:40hi alex
00:55:43275 days till graduation
00:55:44i know you want to go to princeton with me
00:55:47so
00:55:49what's this
00:55:50come on
00:55:51and you are still smiling
00:55:53like it's nothing
00:55:56hi alex
00:55:57it is
00:55:58now 211 days until graduation
00:56:01today i snuck into your swim meet
00:56:03and i saw zoe
00:56:05she just fell into your arms
00:56:07like a damsel in distress
00:56:09and to make matters worse
00:56:11you hugged her back
00:56:12i'll be honest i was so jealous
00:56:15but then
00:56:16i mean you gave me your trophy
00:56:18so i guess i'll forgive you
00:56:20admit it
00:56:21you like me too
00:56:26hey alex
00:56:27hey alex
00:56:28hey alex
00:56:30that was the day of dad's funeral
00:56:35hi alex
00:56:36i'm so sorry that i went to the funeral
00:56:39i know you don't want to see me
00:56:40i mean it's my fault you die
00:56:43and i know all that you meant to you
00:56:45i wish it was me who died instead
00:56:53alex
00:57:00you were invited
00:57:06i thought you guys would all be gone
00:57:08i just wanted to say goodbye to your dad
00:57:09you're not welcome here
00:57:11my dad
00:57:12saved your life
00:57:14and you didn't even show up to testify
00:57:16if he had to sacrifice himself
00:57:17it should have been someone who was actually worth it
00:57:19i'm sorry
00:57:31i'm sorry
00:57:36just fucking leave
00:57:44when you were rushing to the hospital for a heart attack
00:57:46when you were dying on the operating table
00:57:48i didn't believe you
00:57:53i told you to go die
00:57:57i'm so sorry
00:58:07hi alex
00:58:09one date to graduation
00:58:10i'm sorry you have to see me looking so hideous
00:58:13i tried to do my makeup
00:58:15but i couldn't even lift the brush
00:58:20but i mean
00:58:21i guess you've already seen me on the ugliest
00:58:23so it's
00:58:24it's whatever
00:58:27alex i'm scared
00:58:29i don't want to die
00:58:31i want to go to college with you
00:58:33it's not really up to me
00:58:35maybe god just hates me
00:58:38like you do
00:58:40alex
00:58:40i don't know if there's an afterlife
00:58:43but if there is i really hope to see you there
00:58:45that is if
00:58:47you and god can forgive me for my sins
00:59:02hi alex
00:59:03happy graduation
00:59:06this is my last video
00:59:08you left town today
00:59:10i saw you packing up
00:59:14that i know you didn't want to see me
00:59:16so i hid behind the curtains
00:59:18and then you looked up at me
00:59:21you almost thought
00:59:22that you were gonna come and say goodbye
00:59:26but then you drove away
00:59:28at least i know you still haven't forgiven me
00:59:32it's okay
00:59:37isabel
00:59:39isabel
00:59:41no
00:59:42isabel you can't be dead
00:59:44you can't be dead
00:59:45you must be doing this because you hate me
00:59:48isabel
00:59:55zoe
00:59:58oh my god alex
01:00:00it's been forever
01:00:01i rushed over as soon as i heard you were back in town
01:00:11yikes
01:00:12looks like a haunted house in here
01:00:15don't worry
01:00:15i can help you spruce it up
01:00:17what are you doing
01:00:18why so cold alex
01:00:20weren't we a thing back in the day
01:00:22we just hooked up
01:00:24okay we were never official
01:00:26it's still a heartbreaker i see
01:00:28well
01:00:29i was super into you back then
01:00:32okay i'm not really in the mood for visitors tonight
01:00:36hmm
01:00:38what's that
01:00:42no
01:00:44nothing
01:00:46oh
01:00:48so
01:00:49even alex brooks watches porn every now and then huh
01:00:52i get it
01:00:54you've been single for all these years
01:00:56you need to meet your needs somehow
01:01:00no i haven't forgotten about you alex
01:01:03you don't need to do everything by yourself
01:01:05let me fill those needs
01:01:09get out
01:01:11seriously alex
01:01:13been a decade and you're still a fucking asshole
01:01:22so you came back for isabel
01:01:25i
01:01:27seriously don't understand
01:01:28why are you not over a bitch who's been dead for 10 years
01:01:30she's not
01:01:32dead
01:01:32stop spreading lies about her
01:01:34you're crazy
01:01:36let me get your head fucking checked
01:01:42why does everyone say that you're dead
01:01:45they're lying
01:01:46right
01:01:47and where are you izzy
01:01:53so that's where you are
01:01:56i'm coming izzy
01:02:06hello mrs spencer
01:02:08alex
01:02:13thanks
01:02:14it's been ages
01:02:15what have you been up to all these years
01:02:17i became a heart surgeon
01:02:19a heart surgeon
01:02:20that's fantastic
01:02:22you found a great career
01:02:23it was isabel's dream to be
01:02:25working with doctors without borders
01:02:28if she were still around
01:02:29i bet she'd be in some
01:02:30foreign place
01:02:31saving lives
01:02:33if
01:02:34she was still around
01:02:37holy shit
01:02:38is mrs spencer in on this too
01:02:39is she helping izzy hide from me
01:02:42mrs spencer
01:02:44do you know where isabel's living now
01:02:47i
01:02:48have something i need to talk to her about
01:02:51isabel
01:02:52are you in there
01:03:12sorry mrs spencer
01:03:14i gotta get going
01:03:15i'll see you again soon
01:03:20no
01:03:20no it's a lie
01:03:22she can't be dead
01:03:23i promised i would become a doctor
01:03:24and i'd fix her heart
01:03:25i'm gonna find her doctor from before
01:03:28he knows her conditions better than anyone
01:03:30yes isabel spencer
01:03:32how could i forget her
01:03:34it's been almost a decade
01:03:35since anybody mentioned her
01:03:36has she not gotten treatment for a decade
01:03:38she was a stubborn girl
01:03:40she once insisted on being discharged
01:03:42right after surgery
01:03:44said something about needing to
01:03:46testify in court for a friend
01:03:49i don't think we should see each other again
01:03:54you were in so much pain
01:03:55but i didn't see it
01:03:56come to think of it
01:03:58i remember you now
01:04:01you used to come visit her when she was sick
01:04:03but why'd you stop visiting towards the end
01:04:06toward the end
01:04:08you're full of us too
01:04:13it's not true
01:04:14it's not true right is he
01:04:17you can't be dead
01:04:19helix
01:04:26hello
01:04:34oh
01:05:01How is it?
01:05:03Disgusting.
01:05:04Liar.
01:05:06No, but if you really want to taste, I have the perfect solution.
01:05:09What's that?
01:05:14Well, how was it?
01:05:16Disgustingly sweet, right?
01:05:17I think he just wanted to kiss me.
01:05:22Isabel, how could you just die?
01:05:24How could you disappear just like that?
01:05:26Maybe it's really true.
01:05:28Maybe she really is gone.
01:05:32Isabel.
01:05:35Isabel.
01:05:36Isabel!
01:05:43Isabel.
01:05:44I knew it was you.
01:05:45I knew you weren't dead.
01:05:48Alex.
01:05:50One time to see.
01:05:56Why is everyone saying that you died the summer you graduated high school?
01:06:01I had to leave the city.
01:06:04Leave all the pain behind.
01:06:08Hey.
01:06:09Ended up back here in the end.
01:06:12Alex, have you forgiven me?
01:06:14I told you.
01:06:15I don't hate you anymore.
01:06:17Listen, I was so young and dumb back then, okay?
01:06:20The last ten years, I have thought about you every day.
01:06:23Hell, every minute, every second.
01:06:26Me too.
01:06:27It's not too late, Isabel.
01:06:29We can start over.
01:06:30I'm never going to let you leave my side again.
01:06:34Sorry about the mess.
01:06:36No one's been in this house for years.
01:06:38But you can stay here with me now.
01:06:44How are you?
01:06:45How's your heart?
01:06:46I've been good.
01:06:48Yeah, my health has improved a lot.
01:06:50Still not perfect.
01:06:52My mom moved in with my grandma.
01:06:53And then I left for college.
01:06:56Came back after graduation.
01:06:57So why didn't you just move back into your old house?
01:07:00Or because it...
01:07:02Is it because you didn't want to see me?
01:07:04I just needed somewhere close to work.
01:07:07Why wouldn't I want to see you?
01:07:17So you know everything?
01:07:18I am so sorry, Isabel.
01:07:21I should have protected you.
01:07:23Been there for you.
01:07:25But I treated you terribly.
01:07:27Do you hate me?
01:07:28I could never hate you.
01:07:37Sorry.
01:07:39I'm just really excited to see you.
01:07:41It's fine.
01:07:42It's okay.
01:07:43Don't worry about it.
01:07:45I just got back to you.
01:07:46It's pretty empty in here.
01:07:49How about we go get something to eat?
01:07:51Yeah?
01:07:51Mm-hmm.
01:07:52Okay.
01:07:58What can I get you, sir?
01:08:02Pancakes.
01:08:03Definitely pancakes.
01:08:05You're probably craving them as usual.
01:08:06It's been ten years.
01:08:07I'm surprised you remember.
01:08:09How could I forget?
01:08:11I'll take a burger and pancakes for the lady.
01:08:22Hey there, handsome.
01:08:24I'm alone, too.
01:08:26You mind if I slide in?
01:08:28Uh, yeah.
01:08:29We do mind.
01:08:31We?
01:08:32Me and the beautiful girl sitting right in front of me.
01:08:36She's the only girl I like.
01:08:38And that's how it's been for a long, long time.
01:08:42Weirdo.
01:08:43Could have just said no.
01:08:48It's crazy.
01:08:50I also like the guy sitting across from me.
01:08:52And I have for a long, long time.
01:08:59Your total for today comes out to $55.43.
01:09:03You want to get that to go?
01:09:05It'll make a good midnight star.
01:09:09Sir, I don't mean to pry, but who exactly are you speaking to?
01:09:15Uh, my girlfriend.
01:09:18But, sir, there's no one there.
01:09:22What do you mean?
01:09:31Oh, there she is.
01:09:39Be right back.
01:09:44What you feeling for dinner, Izzy?
01:09:46And don't say pancakes again.
01:09:50Isabel?
01:10:03Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you.
01:10:05I wanted to see what you want for dinner.
01:10:07I hope.
01:10:10I promise you'll never leave my side again.
01:10:12I promise.
01:10:14When you saw my videos, you know that you're my one and only.
01:10:22You already missed out on a decade, and I don't want to waste any more time.
01:10:26Are you saying that you want to be official?
01:10:28If I am.
01:10:30And what's your answer?
01:10:32Yes.
01:10:33A thousand percent yes.
01:10:37Let's be together a waste.
01:10:39Forever.
01:10:40Until we get old and gray.
01:11:09What are you watching?
01:11:09A shiny, actually really scary.
01:11:13I'm so warm.
01:11:17Jesus!
01:11:19How do people watch this?
01:11:22Are you not scared?
01:11:23Oh, yes.
01:11:24Scared to death.
01:11:26Oh, I'm sorry.
01:11:30Hold it any tighter, and I think you're going to snap it in half.
01:11:34Sorry.
01:11:35No.
01:11:36It's okay.
01:11:36I just said you were holding it tight.
01:11:39Not that I want you to stop.
01:11:40I like the way you touch me.
01:11:51I want you, Izzy.
01:11:52I like the way you touch me.
01:12:22I like the way you touch me.
01:12:39I like the way you touch me.
01:12:39I like the way you touch me.
01:12:39I like the way you touch me.
01:12:41I like the way you touch me.
01:12:41I like the way you touch me.
01:12:42I like the way you touch me.
01:12:42I like the way you touch me.
01:12:43I like the way you touch me.
01:12:43I like the way you touch me.
01:12:43I like the way you touch me.
01:12:43I like the way you touch me.
01:12:44I like the way you touch me.
01:12:46I like the way you touch me.
01:12:48I like the way you touch me.
01:12:55I'm not going anywhere.
01:12:57I told you I'd stay with you.
01:12:59Remember?
01:13:00Isabel.
01:13:02Let's get married.
01:13:05With nothing more.
01:13:25Hey, Alex.
01:13:27I know you probably don't want to hear this, but I still thought I should tell you.
01:13:32Mrs. Spencer is holding a ten-year memorial for Isabel.
01:13:36Can you come?
01:13:38It's this Sunday at the church.
01:13:43What's wrong?
01:13:44Who's on the phone?
01:13:45Alex, you look like you've just seen a ghost.
01:13:47Who was it?
01:13:48Uh, nothing.
01:13:49Just a scam.
01:13:52As long as you're by my side, that's all that matters.
01:13:59Alex, hello.
01:14:01I'm sorry.
01:14:02It's nothing.
01:14:05June 23rd.
01:14:08The anniversary of my dad's death.
01:14:12Can I go with you this time?
01:14:14Yeah.
01:14:16I'd love that.
01:14:24Hey, Dad.
01:14:26It's me.
01:14:38I've been good.
01:14:40Mom's doing a lot better, too, now.
01:14:42You don't need to worry.
01:14:44You'd want me to move on.
01:14:45Let go of my resentment.
01:14:47I finally have.
01:14:50Isabel said she's gonna marry me.
01:14:55We're gonna start our own family together.
01:15:11Hey, what's wrong?
01:15:19I...
01:15:20Sorry, I...
01:15:22I didn't mean to scare you.
01:15:24I didn't think I'd react like that.
01:15:26It's okay.
01:15:27You don't have to look.
01:15:29Okay?
01:15:29Let's go.
01:15:34Sorry.
01:15:35I didn't mean to scare you.
01:15:37I just...
01:15:38didn't think I was gonna react like that.
01:15:40It's okay.
01:15:42Okay.
01:15:43What about a massage?
01:15:57You selfish bitch!
01:15:59Go to hell.
01:16:16Will you help me?
01:16:18Now I'm already dead.
01:16:19I hate you!
01:16:21And I never want to see you again!
01:16:26Isabel?
01:16:55Didn't you hear me yelling?
01:16:56Why didn't you answer me?
01:16:57Listen up.
01:16:58I can't breathe.
01:16:59Isabel.
01:17:00Sorry.
01:17:02Sorry you didn't hear you.
01:17:04What's wrong?
01:17:05Nothing.
01:17:07Just a nightmare.
01:17:09Isabel, will you marry me?
01:17:11Like, I can't handle this constant fear of losing you.
01:17:15I want to marry you, Isabel.
01:17:18To be with you always.
01:17:20Like, day and night, year after year.
01:17:22Okay.
01:17:23Yeah, let's do it.
01:17:27Great.
01:17:28All right, you go pick out a dress.
01:17:30And I'll call the church and buy you a ring.
01:17:32Oh, and I'll call our moms.
01:17:35Hey, Mom.
01:17:36I'm getting married.
01:17:38To Izzy.
01:17:39The wedding's tomorrow.
01:17:41Same place you and Dad got married.
01:17:43Hope you can make it.
01:17:56Why isn't the pastor here yet?
01:17:59We're just early.
01:18:00We'll be here soon.
01:18:05Mom.
01:18:08Mom.
01:18:09Mom, why is Dr. Hart here?
01:18:11No offense, Doc, but this is a family-only wedding.
01:18:15Mom, what's wrong?
01:18:17Alex, can you still see Isabel right now?
01:18:20Yeah, of course.
01:18:20She's right in front of me.
01:18:23Have you been keeping up with your meds?
01:18:25Do you remember why I prescribed them in the first place?
01:18:28What?
01:18:31They're for treating hallucinations.
01:18:33Huh.
01:18:36Hallucinations?
01:18:36What are you talking about?
01:18:38Like, Isabel, she's alive.
01:18:40She's right here in front of me.
01:18:41I'm not hallucinating her.
01:18:42Deep down, you already know the truth, don't you?
01:18:46You're just too afraid to admit it.
01:18:48To admit the truth that Isabel died ten years ago.
01:18:54No, Mom.
01:18:55Why would you say that?
01:18:56She's alive and well.
01:18:56Why would you say that she's...
01:19:05Isabel!
01:19:06Isabel!
01:19:07Isabel!
01:19:08No.
01:19:09No, no, no.
01:19:10She has to be here.
01:19:12You scared her off.
01:19:13She scared her off.
01:19:14That's...
01:19:15Wake up, Alex.
01:19:17Isabel is dead.
01:19:19How long are you going to keep lying to yourself?
01:19:21No, no, Mom.
01:19:22She's not.
01:19:23She's alive.
01:19:24She is.
01:19:25She really is.
01:19:26You think she's alive?
01:19:27I'll take you to see her right now.
01:19:36Take a good look.
01:19:38What does it say?
01:19:56What does it say?
01:20:16Alex, I'm here to take you.
01:20:20I'm here to take you.
01:20:21We can finally be together.
01:20:22We can finally be together.
01:20:48We can finally be together.
01:20:50No, I'm fine.
01:20:52I'm just trying to find Isabel.
01:20:56Alex, I know it's been hard for you to accept the truth, but Isabel...
01:21:03Isabel's dead.
01:21:04How did she die ten years ago?
01:21:06And we have no choice but to accept it.
01:21:08I can't accept that.
01:21:10You'll never accept that.
01:21:12How can I accept it?
01:21:13The last time I saw her, I said the most.
01:21:16Those horrible things to her.
01:21:19And those words to echo in my mind all the time.
01:21:22I mean, that's the last memory she has of me.
01:21:26How can I forgive myself?
01:21:28I love her.
01:21:30And I never got to tell her.
01:21:33Alex, don't beat yourself up.
01:21:36Isabel wouldn't have wanted you to torture yourself because of her.
01:21:39How can you be so sharp?
01:21:41But I can't tell her that I love her.
01:21:43What is the point of going on living?
01:21:49When I was organizing Isabel's thanks, I found this.
01:21:54This is her last words to you.
01:21:56I hope this helps you understand how she felt.
01:22:07My time on Earth was short, but I'm leaving with no regrets.
01:22:12Because I was loved by the most incredible boy in the world.
01:22:17You, Alex Brooks.
01:22:18I hope that in a world without me, you'll be able to find your own path forward.
01:22:23And live an amazing, spectacular life.
01:22:25Love, Isabel.
01:22:41Need something for you.
01:22:46What are you proposing to me?
01:22:48It's a friendship ring, dummy.
01:22:55How did I miss this, all these years?
01:23:01Hey, Isabel.
01:23:02I came to say goodbye.
01:23:04It was your dream to join Doctors Without Borders.
01:23:06To treat those who are as fortunate.
01:23:09Well, I went and I applied too.
01:23:11I'll leave for Sedan soon.
01:23:12I'm going to take the love you gave me.
01:23:15And live the life that you were brave enough to dream of.
01:23:18Isabel, you'll always be my girl.
01:23:22I love you.
01:23:24I love you.
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