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00:00My mom called me a liar from the day I was born.
00:03Not because I actually lied, but because of this thing around my neck, the Verity choker.
00:07Mom was Luna of Silvermoon Pack, and she believed one thing above all.
00:11Lying was the mark of a weak wolf.
00:13We were her daughters, future alpha heirs.
00:16Weakness was not an option.
00:18So when my twin sister Emma and I were born,
00:20Mom clasped these chokers around our throats,
00:23which had witch magic to detect lies.
00:25Green light means truth, red light means you were lying.
00:28Emma's choker? Always green.
00:31She could shred Mom's ceremonial cloak and blame the cat,
00:34and Jem would glow a steady green.
00:36Not me.
00:37Green light. Believed.
00:39Me?
00:40Mom, I'm hungry.
00:42And flash, red light.
00:44The choker choked tight.
00:45I shifted on instinct.
00:47A small white wolf, pawing desperately at the Jem around my neck,
00:51claws scraping against it, unable to get it off.
00:54I'm not lying! Not lying! Please!
00:56But Mom's eyes had already gone cold.
00:59Instant punishment.
01:00Mom's punishment wasn't gentle.
01:02No food, locked in my room, no contact with anyone in the pack.
01:06The truth necklace doesn't lie, Stella.
01:09Starve now, study later.
01:10I'm doing this for your own good.
01:12After 10 years of this, I started believing it too.
01:15Maybe I really was born wrong.
01:17New Year's Eve, everything changed.
01:20Mom was getting ready to take Emma to the pack's bonfire celebration.
01:23And that's when the pain hit, like a knife twisting in my gut.
01:27I collapsed on the floor, my skeletal frame curling into itself.
01:31Mom, please.
01:33The choker flashed red and choked tight.
01:36She looked down at me, disgusted in her eyes.
01:39In your dreams, Stella.
01:41Faking an illness to ruin our night?
01:43She grabbed Emma's hand and headed for the door.
01:46I wanted to howl, but my wolf was too weak to answer.
01:49I shifted anyway, forced it.
01:52A small, white wolf trembling on the floor, ribs heaving.
01:55Maybe in this form, the pain would hurt less.
01:58It didn't.
01:58I couldn't even hold the shift.
02:00I slipped back into myself without meaning to.
02:03Sorry, Mom.
02:04I won't lie anymore.
02:05But the pain got worse, way worse.
02:07The door handle turned.
02:09For one second, I thought, Mom's coming back.
02:11She came back for me.
02:13Hurry up.
02:14The bonfire is starting.
02:16Emma's waiting.
02:17Mom.
02:17I reached out with a shaking hand.
02:19Please.
02:20Something's really wrong.
02:22I feel like I'm dying.
02:23She glanced at my neck.
02:24The gem was flashing red over and over.
02:27She crouched down, grabbed my chin.
02:30Stella, how long are you going to keep this up?
02:32Can't you just be honest and stay here and think about what you've done?
02:37Dad appeared in the doorway.
02:39Honey, should we at least leave her some food?
02:43Food?
02:44She has a stash of snacks she bought with stolen money.
02:46She won't starve.
02:48Lock the door.
02:50When that gem turns green, we'll talk.
02:52But...
02:53But what?
02:55It's because you spoil her that she turned out this way.
02:58Look at Emma.
03:00Her gem has always been green.
03:02Stella is a liar.
03:03An alpha heiress who can't tell the truth.
03:06She needs discipline.
03:07But my cabinet was empty.
03:09Emma stole that money.
03:11Emma ate those snacks.
03:12Emma just stood there with her glowing green gem saying,
03:17Not me.
03:17And mom believed her.
03:19I tried to defend myself.
03:21It wasn't me!
03:22Red light.
03:23The choker choked tight.
03:25I tried to shift.
03:26Nothing happened.
03:28Deep inside, my wolf barely stirred.
03:30Mom locked me up for three days with nothing but water and stale bread.
03:35Mom turned to leave.
03:36Emma peeked through the door.
03:37Made a face at me.
03:39Bye, sis.
03:40We're gonna see the bonfire.
03:42Her gem glowed a steady green.
03:44So pretty.
03:45The door locked.
03:46The house went silent.
03:48I called my wolf.
03:49Nothing came back.
03:51Not even a whisper.
03:52Just me alone.
03:54The pain was unbearable.
03:56But I kept thinking.
03:58Mom's right.
03:59The gem doesn't lie.
04:01It's red.
04:02So I must be lying.
04:03I'm not in pain.
04:05I'm not in pain.
04:07I'm not in pain.
04:10I kept repeating it like a prayer.
04:12Eventually, I almost believed it.
04:15The pain dulled.
04:17Or maybe I was just going numb.
04:19I crawled to my desk.
04:20I had to write.
04:22That was the rule.
04:23If the gem glowed red, I had to pen a thousand word apology.
04:28Or mom would never let me out.
04:30I am a liar.
04:32Write it down.
04:33And maybe mom would forgive me.
04:35Maybe she'd even let me out.
04:37I opened my journal.
04:39Pages and pages of apologies I'd written over the years.
04:43Sorry I lied.
04:44I won't do it again.
04:46But this time, I wanted to write the truth.
04:49My vision blurred.
04:50My hand shook as I wrote,
04:52Mom, I really love you.
04:55It really hurts.
04:57Why won't you believe me?
04:59Please believe me.
05:00Just once.
05:02The moment I finished the last word, the pain vanished.
05:06Just gone.
05:07I felt light.
05:09Weightless.
05:10I looked down.
05:11I was floating.
05:12And there, slumped over the desk, was my body.
05:16Motionless.
05:17The gem still flashing red around a dead girl's neck.
05:20Oh, I'm dead.
05:22And then, she came out.
05:25My wolf.
05:26Stepping out of my body like she'd been waiting all along.
05:29Small.
05:30Skinny.
05:31Barely holding together.
05:33She looked up at me and, once, soft and low.
05:37In the pack's old stories, they say when a wolf dies young, her spirit doesn't cross over alone.
05:44Her wolf walks beside her, until they find the door together.
05:48I knelt down.
05:49She pressed her nose into my ghostly palm.
05:52Finally.
05:53We were together now.
05:54But, I never learned how to be honest.
05:57Sorry, Mom.
05:58I heard laughter.
05:59Mom.
06:00Dad.
06:01Emma.
06:01Coming through the front door.
06:03Tonight's bonfire was beautiful.
06:06The best one yet.
06:08Just like our Emma.
06:10Perfect in every way.
06:11I'd never heard her sound like that when she talked about me.
06:14I floated toward them.
06:16My wolf patting silently at my side.
06:18Moving on instinct, I wanted to help them take off their cloaks.
06:22That's what I always did.
06:24Mom.
06:24My arms passed right through her body.
06:27Like wind.
06:28Why is it so cold here?
06:30Is the hearthi out?
06:31I stood there, staring at my transparent hands.
06:34My wolf pressed against my leg and looked up at me with sad eyes.
06:38Right.
06:39Dead wolves couldn't hug the living.
06:41Shall we go and see Stella?
06:43She hasn't eaten yet.
06:44Still the good cop.
06:46I looked at Mom hopefully.
06:48If she found me dead, would she be sad?
06:50Would she regret it?
06:53She won't starve.
06:55She is a werewolf, not a human pup.
06:58This whole fake sick for attention thing is out of control.
07:01I laughed bitterly.
07:03Mom wasn't wrong.
07:04Werewolves heal.
07:05But, I hadn't been able to in a long time.
07:08Last winter, the choker left bruises that stayed for days.
07:12That hadn't happened before.
07:13I reached for my wolf.
07:15She was still there, but the warmth never came.
07:18She was too hungry, just like me.
07:21Mom never noticed.
07:23She only ever looked at my neck for one thing.
07:26The gem.
07:27And whether it was red or green.
07:29Mom pushed open my door.
07:31Didn't even turn on the light.
07:33Just for a second, her eyes flashed gold.
07:35Her wolf might have known.
07:37Mom didn't listen.
07:38In the dim glow from the hallway, she saw me slumped over my desk.
07:42I looked like a skeleton.
07:44Hadn't moved.
07:46Still putting on an act?
07:48You're ten years old, not five.
07:51Grow up.
07:51Mom, I'm not playing.
07:53I'm dead.
07:54Look at me.
07:55Touch me.
07:56I'm freezing.
07:58She couldn't hear me.
07:59She only believed what she wanted to see.
08:02Emma squeezed past her, held up her choker with that smug little grin.
08:06Look, my gem is green.
08:08Stella's is still red.
08:09She's lying, even in her sleep.
08:12That's my good girl.
08:13Ignore the liar.
08:14Let her stay there.
08:16Maybe she'll learn how to be honest.
08:19Should we at least put her in bed?
08:21It's freezing.
08:22Put her in bed?
08:24Look at that red gem, still lying.
08:26Come on, leave her.
08:28We have to visit Grandma tomorrow.
08:30The door locked again.
08:32I floated next to my corpse.
08:34My wolf curled silently at my feet, staring at that single point of red light in the darkness.
08:40Mom, if you'd just stepped closer, if you'd just touched my hand, you'd know I was ice cold.
08:46But you didn't.
08:46You believed the choker, not the daughter you carried for nine months.
08:51That night, a rat crawled out of my empty cabinet.
08:54I used to scream whenever I saw rats.
08:56But now, I just floated by the ceiling, watching it scurry across my dead body.
09:01The rat bit into my toe.
09:03I didn't feel anything.
09:04My wolf charged at it anyway, and passed right through, landing on the other side.
09:09She turned back to look at me, confused, lost.
09:13I pulled her close and buried my face in the fur of her back.
09:17It's okay.
09:18You can't feel it anymore.
09:20It'll be over soon.
09:22She let out one low growl, then went still against me,
09:25Finally, no more pain, for either of us.
09:29The next morning, sunlight streamed through the window.
09:32No warmth reached my body.
09:34In the kitchen, I could hear Mom making breakfast.
09:37The smell of roasted meat crept under my door.
09:40My favorite.
09:41But Mom always said liars don't deserve meat.
09:44So I only ever got steamed vegetables.
09:46She was clanging the pots extra loud on purpose, trying to tempt me out, trying to make me give in
09:52and apologize for things I never did.
09:55In the old days, I might have caved.
09:57I might have confessed to anything for one bite of roasted meat.
10:01But I don't need food anymore.
10:03Stella still hasn't come out yet?
10:05Dad asked, reading the pack notices.
10:08She is so stubborn.
10:09She can eat or not.
10:10I don't care.
10:13Emma walked to my door and made a big show of sniffing the air.
10:17Then she screamed dramatically.
10:20Mom!
10:21Stella's room smells like poop!
10:23Did she poop in there?
10:25I floated by the door, watching my sister with a bitter smile.
10:29My wolf sat beside me, ears flat, eyes low.
10:33The hearth was burning hot.
10:35After just one night, my body started to rot.
10:39Mom stormed over, pounding on the door.
10:42Stella!
10:43Who does that?
10:44The toilet is right there!
10:46Did you shit on the floor to spite me?
10:48I remembered being six.
10:51I had food poisoning.
10:52Couldn't make it to the toilet in time.
10:55Mom didn't help me clean up.
10:56She made me stand outside, pointed at me, and told the neighbors.
11:00Look at this!
11:02She's such a mess!
11:03She can't even use the toilet herself!
11:05Now she thought I was dirty again.
11:07Leave her.
11:08Let her sit in her own stink.
11:10But Dad stood up, frowning.
11:13That smells really bad.
11:14I should check.
11:15Could it be a dead rat or something?
11:18My heart, if I still had one,
11:21leapt.
11:21Dad, please!
11:23Open the door!
11:24I'm right here!
11:25Just turn the handle and you'll see I'm not moving!
11:28I waved my transparent arms frantically.
11:31My wolf ran straight to my bedroom door,
11:34willing Dad to open it.
11:36Dad's hand touched the door handle.
11:38His hand froze.
11:39Someone was pounding at the front door.
11:41A pack elder.
11:42Urgent business.
11:43Dad's face went pale.
11:44He grabbed his cloak.
11:46The border.
11:47There's an emergency.
11:48He was already out the door.
11:50I froze.
11:50So close.
11:51One second away.
11:53If that knock had come one second later,
11:55I would have been found.
11:56Maybe then,
11:57I wouldn't have rotted alone.
11:59That afternoon,
11:59Mom took Emma to the pack market.
12:01The house was empty except for my corpse.
12:03When they came back that evening,
12:05loaded down with food and gifts from the market,
12:07the smell had gotten worse.
12:08Mom
12:09gagged the second she walked in.
12:11Stella,
12:12are you trying to turn this place into a den of inequity?
12:15She didn't even open my door.
12:17Just grabbed cloth strips and sealed the gap at the bottom.
12:19If you want to stay in there and make disgusting stew zoos,
12:22don't stink up my house.
12:24She patted her hands together, satisfied,
12:26then went to prepare dinner.
12:27I stared at that sealed door.
12:29My wolf pressed her nose against it and whimpered once.
12:32So that's it.
12:32I'm worth less than a venison dinner.
12:34By day three,
12:35even the cloth strips couldn't contain the smell.
12:38Mom was arranging fresh wildflowers,
12:40trying to cover it up.
12:41But the stench of death is unmistakable.
12:43Sweet,
12:44rotten,
12:45oily.
12:46She cut a rose stem too hard.
12:47A thorn pierced her hand.
12:49She snapped.
12:50In her mind,
12:51I was doing this on purpose.
12:52Not bathing,
12:53poop on the floor,
12:54hiding dead rats in my room.
12:56All to piss her off.
12:57All to defy her authority as Luna.
13:00Stella!
13:01She grabbed a rolling pin from the kitchen,
13:03stormed toward my room.
13:04I'm done with you,
13:06you disgusting little brat!
13:07Time you learned what real pain feels like!
13:10I floated in front of her,
13:12waving my arms desperately.
13:13Don't come in, Mom!
13:15Please!
13:17Please!
13:18Even though she never loved me,
13:20I didn't want her to see me like that.
13:22But she walked right through me,
13:23ripped the cloth strips off,
13:25jammed the spare key into the lock.
13:27The door flew open.
13:28The smell hit her like a wall.
13:30She stumbled back,
13:31retching.
13:32Stella!
13:32What are you doing?!
13:34She saw me,
13:35still slumped over the desk,
13:36back turned,
13:37not moving.
13:38To her,
13:39this was the ultimate rebellion.
13:41I'm talking to you!
13:42She marched over,
13:44raised the rolling pin,
13:45but stopped.
13:46She wanted to see my face first,
13:48wanted to see my...
13:49Get up!
13:50She grabbed the back of my shirt,
13:52grabbed my skin.
13:53The moment she touched me,
13:54she froze.
13:55Through the thin fabric,
13:56her hand didn't feel warm flesh.
13:58She felt cold,
13:59hard,
14:00dead meat.
14:01The kind of cold that seeps into your bones.
14:03What?
14:04But momentum carried her forward.
14:06She yanked.
14:07Crash.
14:07My body,
14:08stiff as a board,
14:09toppled backward,
14:10taking the chair with it.
14:12And there was my face.
14:13Blue-black,
14:13eyes bulging,
14:15features twisted in agony,
14:16dried foam and blood crusted around my mouth.
14:19Around my blackened neck,
14:21the Verity Choker hung lifeless,
14:23the gem dark,
14:24no red,
14:25no green,
14:26just silence.
14:27My journal slid off the desk,
14:29fell open at Mom's feet.
14:30The last page stared up at her.
14:32Mom,
14:33my stomach really hurts.
14:34The choker is wrong.
14:36I'm not lying.
14:37Please don't punish me.
14:38Mom screamed.
14:39Not a wolf's howl,
14:40a raw,
14:41guttural shriek
14:43that tore through her throat.
14:45She stumbled backward,
14:46slammed into the bookshelf.
14:48A clay pot shattered.
14:49But she didn't seem to feel the pain.
14:51She just
14:52stared at me,
14:54eyes wide,
14:55unblinking.
14:56No.
14:58No, no, no.
14:59This is not real.
15:00Stella, get up.
15:01Stella, get up.
15:02Get up.
15:02I'm not mad anymore.
15:05Stop scaring me.
15:06Scare me again.
15:07Her hand reached out,
15:09trembling,
15:09to touch my arm.
15:10The second her skin made contact with my corpse,
15:13she recoiled like she'd been burned.
15:16That cold was too real.
15:18Lisa from next door heard the screaming
15:20and went straight to the pack healer.
15:22When she saw what was in my room,
15:24she collapsed in the gate.
15:25Within the hour,
15:26heavy boots on the floorboards,
15:28the pack healer and a handful of pack warriors
15:31crowding the entrance.
15:32Mom sat on the floor,
15:34a warrior's hand on her shoulder.
15:36She's speaking it.
15:37She's always lying.
15:40It doesn't lie.
15:42I'm just teaching her.
15:43No one responded.
15:45They all looked at her like she was a monster.
15:47The pack healer crouched next to my body.
15:50He muttered under his breath.
15:51Severe malnutrition,
15:53organ failure.
15:55This puppy has been starved for at least a month.
15:58He carefully tried to remove the Verity choker,
16:00but it had fused.
16:02Years of tightening had pressed the leather
16:04deep into the skin of my neck.
16:06Damn it.
16:07He had to use tools to pry it off.
16:09Even dead,
16:10my soul flinched.
16:12My wolf lifted her head and
16:15long,
16:16raw,
16:17desperate.
16:18The kind of howl that should have shaken the walls.
16:21No one heard it.
16:22No one flinched.
16:23We were already dead.
16:25A warrior picked up my journal,
16:27started reading.
16:28His face went from neutral to horrified.
16:31Mom's eyes locked onto that book.
16:33That's her confession.
16:35She admits she lied.
16:36Look,
16:37she wrote it herself.
16:40The warrior pushed her back,
16:42wrapped the journal in cloth,
16:44and took it.
16:45We'll report it to the council.
16:46That's when dad got home.
16:48He saw the pack healer
16:50and the pack warriors
16:51crowding the doorway.
16:52Saw the body wrap being carried out.
16:54Saw the long cord
16:56that sealed away
16:57my entire life.
16:59His legs gave out.
17:01He collapsed on the doorstep.
17:03Emma stood nearby,
17:04sobbing in confusion.
17:06She pointed at the discolored Verity choker
17:08on the table.
17:09Why does Stella have a black collar?
17:11And I have a green one.
17:13See?
17:14She held up her neck.
17:15The gem blinked its steady green.
17:18It was grotesque.
17:20The council elders arrived before dawn.
17:23Mom straightened when she saw them.
17:24Even now,
17:25even with my body
17:27three days cold and rotting,
17:28her Luna instincts kicked in.
17:31She lifted her chin,
17:32squared her shoulders.
17:34It didn't work today.
17:35They started questioning Mom
17:37in the living room.
17:38Mom grabbed the Verity choker
17:39off the table
17:40like it was a lifeline.
17:41Test it!
17:43That choker proved she was lying!
17:46Red gem means lie.
17:48I never abused her!
17:50The choker told me!
17:52I was just educating her!
17:55The council elders looked at her
17:56like she'd lost her mind.
17:59The pup shows signs
18:00of extreme malnutrition.
18:02Months of starvation.
18:04Aphelion.
18:05Multiple old injuries
18:07consistent with prolonged...
18:08That's dis-discipline!
18:10That's teaching her
18:11to be honest!
18:13Then,
18:14she did something insane.
18:16You don't believe me?
18:17Fine.
18:19I'll wear it.
18:22Watch.
18:23It'll be green.
18:24The leather pressed
18:25against her skin.
18:27Cold.
18:27Sticky.
18:28That was my blood.
18:29She took a deep breath.
18:31Tried to calm herself.
18:33She needed to prove
18:34she was innocent.
18:35Needed to prove
18:36her way of raising
18:37an alpha heir was right.
18:39She held up the gem,
18:40eyes wild.
18:42Listen.
18:42I'm Rachel.
18:44I'm Stella's mother.
18:45This is the truth.
18:47The absolute truth.
18:49The gem flashed red.
18:51Mom's confident expression shattered.
18:53No!
18:54What?
18:55I said truth!
18:57I am Rachel!
18:58I never abused her!
19:01I did it for her own good!
19:04I love her!
19:06And suddenly,
19:07she remembered.
19:08Me.
19:09Ten years old.
19:11Gasping as the choker
19:12tightened around my throat.
19:14Biting my lip
19:15so I wouldn't make a sound.
19:16Is this what it felt like?
19:18Why is it red?
19:20I am telling the truth!
19:22Turn green!
19:23You're broken!
19:24You're setting me up!
19:25But the gem kept flashing.
19:27Like it was mocking her.
19:28You're a liar.
19:30You're a liar.
19:31You're a liar.
19:33Enough!
19:34This is just a bloodstone.
19:36I've seen it before.
19:38It changes color
19:39with body heat.
19:40Fear.
19:41Pain.
19:42Anything that makes
19:43your heart race.
19:44Temperature rises.
19:45It burns red.
19:47That's all it does.
19:49No witch magic.
19:50Never was.
19:52Think about your daughter.
19:54Ruptured appendix.
19:55Organ failure.
19:56The pain must have been
19:58unbearable.
19:59She was terrified.
20:00And what did you see?
20:02A red gem.
20:03So you punished her more.
20:05Which made her more scared.
20:08Which made her temperature rise.
20:10Which made the stone
20:12turn redder.
20:15You are Luna.
20:16You are supposed to protect
20:18every wolf in this pack.
20:20You couldn't even protect
20:22your own daughter.
20:23You ignored her cries for help.
20:25You starved your daughter to death.
20:28Mom's world collapsed.
20:30She sat there.
20:31Staring at the flashing gem
20:33on her own net
20:34and finally understood.
20:35For ten years,
20:37every red light
20:38wasn't because I was lying.
20:40It was because I was scared.
20:42Scared of her anger.
20:44Scared of being misunderstood.
20:46Scared of eating food
20:48that made me sick.
20:49I was in pain.
20:50Pain that made my heart race
20:52and cold sweat
20:53pour down my face.
20:55I was desperate.
20:56Desperate for a hug.
20:58For her to hold me
20:59the way she held Emma.
21:01Every signal
21:02from my frightened heart
21:03she had interpreted
21:04as proof of my lies.
21:13She tried to shift
21:15fur rippling across her skin
21:16bones cracking
21:17but the leather cinched
21:19harder around her throat
21:20the moment her neck
21:21didn't change.
21:23She snapped back
21:24into human form
21:25gasping.
21:27I can't get it off!
21:29Stella take it back!
21:30I'm sorry!
21:32It's all my fault!
21:33This little bit of choking
21:35and she was already breaking.
21:38Mom
21:38I suffered for 10 years.
21:41The council elders
21:42needed evidence
21:43for judgment
21:44so they opened my journal
21:46in front of my parents.
21:48February 14th
21:49Sunny
21:50Mom put celery on my plate.
21:52I'm allergic.
21:54My throat swells.
21:55I can't breathe.
21:56I said I can't eat it
21:57but because I was scared
21:59of making her angry
22:00my body ran hot.
22:01The gem flashed red.
22:04The choker tightened.
22:06Mom said I was picky.
22:08Lying.
22:08Made me eat the whole plate.
22:10That night
22:11I threw up blood.
22:13My throat felt like
22:14it was on fire.
22:15I shifted to ease my pain.
22:17Mom saw it
22:18and said I'd snuck berry juice.
22:20That I was faking.
22:22The choker tightened
22:23for 10 more minutes.
22:26Mom's hand flew to her mouth.
22:28She was shaking violently.
22:30She remembered that night.
22:31She really did think
22:33it was berry juice.
22:34She didn't even look closely.
22:36Just turned away
22:37to read Emma
22:38a bedtime story.
22:39That was blood
22:41from a swollen,
22:42torn throat.
22:44June 1st.
22:45Pup's day.
22:46Emma shredded Mom's
22:47ceremonial cloak.
22:48Emma's heart
22:49is always calm.
22:51Her gem stays green.
22:52I tried to explain
22:54but I was scared
22:55of being hit.
22:56My body ran hot.
22:58Red gem.
22:59Choker tightened
23:00for 10 minutes.
23:01It hurt so bad.
23:03But I didn't cry
23:04because crying
23:06makes your body run hotter
23:07and Mom thinks
23:08that means you're not sorry.
23:10So I held my breath.
23:12Pretended it didn't hurt.
23:14Mom said,
23:15See?
23:16She doesn't even blink.
23:18She's definitely faking it.
23:20Dad couldn't take it anymore.
23:21This man,
23:22who had always put the pack
23:23before his own family,
23:25chose duty over his daughter
23:26for 10 years.
23:28You monster!
23:29What did you do?
23:31That was your daughter!
23:33You treated her like a stray!
23:36Blood at the corner of her mouth.
23:38Not my fault.
23:39Not my fault.
23:40It's her.
23:41It's Emma.
23:42Emma's gem was always green.
23:44Emma was the good one.
23:46If it wasn't for that green light
23:47making me trust her,
23:49I wouldn't have believed
23:50the red light so much.
23:51This is Emma's box.
23:53That little princess
23:54everyone had protected.
23:56One of the council elders
23:57walked over,
23:58gently removed the green
23:59Verity choker from her neck,
24:01took out a blade,
24:03pried the gem loose
24:04right there.
24:05It rolled onto the table,
24:07still glowing green.
24:09Steady.
24:10Unchanged.
24:11The elder picked up the stone.
24:13A glowstone.
24:14That is all.
24:15Your younger daughter's choker
24:17was always going to shine green.
24:20No matter what she said,
24:21did,
24:22or lied about,
24:23it would never change.
24:26Your so-called Verity choker
24:28was a fraud.
24:29That was her truth for 10 years.
24:32That was the evidence she used
24:33to convict me.
24:34A common glowstone
24:36that put me in hell
24:37while Emma lived in paradise.
24:39So I wasn't a liar.
24:41I laughed.
24:43Laughed until I cried.
24:45Turns out,
24:45ghosts could cry too.
24:47The elder turned
24:47to the last page of the journal.
24:49His voice broke.
24:50The handwriting was a mess,
24:52clearly written while dying.
24:54Mom,
24:54if I die,
24:56will the choker
24:56stop glowing red?
24:57Or if it turns green,
24:59will you hug me then?
25:00I'm not lying.
25:02I couldn't heal myself anymore.
25:03My stomach hurts so much,
25:06like knives.
25:08Next life,
25:09please don't make me
25:10wear the choker.
25:11Please.
25:11I just want to be a normal pup.
25:13I want to eat mom's roasted meat.
25:16Mom stared at the broken
25:17glowstone on the table.
25:18That truth magic she trusted
25:20without question?
25:21A worthless stone.
25:23Because of that stone,
25:24she spoiled Emma for 10 years.
25:26Because of that cursed red light,
25:28she tortured me for 10 years.
25:34Mom started laughing.
25:36Her voice cracking
25:37at every sound.
25:38Worse than crying.
25:40Fake!
25:42All fake!
25:45I killed my most honest pup.
25:48And I worshipped a liar!
25:50She'd lost her mind.
25:52For real this time.
25:54My death became the talk
25:55of the entire pack.
25:56Lisa,
25:57the neighbor who had sent
25:58for the pack healer,
25:59told everyone what she'd seen.
26:01Every wolf knew by morning.
26:03Luna had starved her own daughter
26:06to death.
26:07Monster!
26:09Murderer!
26:09She doesn't deserve to be Luna!
26:12Stones flew at our door.
26:14The word killer
26:15carved into the wall.
26:17The council convened within the day.
26:19The verdict was swift.
26:21Dad lost his alpha title.
26:23No wolf would follow him now.
26:25My grandfather,
26:26the former alpha,
26:27read out the judgment himself.
26:29He didn't look at his son once.
26:31Dad walked out of the council hall
26:33and never looked back.
26:35He took Emma
26:36and left the pack
26:37that same night.
26:38Emma was a bad seed, sure.
26:40But she was still his blood.
26:42Before they left,
26:43Emma tried to take her green choker.
26:45Dad stomped on it.
26:47Why the hell would you want
26:48that piece of trash?
26:50Emma cried as he dragged her away.
26:52Mom got out of the dungeon.
26:54The healer said she had lost her mind.
26:56The council locked her
26:57in the home instead.
26:58The one that still smelled like death.
27:00Her mental state deteriorated fast.
27:03She refused to take off the red choker.
27:06She would tighten it herself
27:07whenever the guilt got too heavy.
27:09She said choking
27:10was the only thing that eased it.
27:12It was her self-imposed punishment.
27:14I floated in the darkness.
27:16My wolf curled beside me,
27:18watching her unravel day after day.
27:20She'd talk to the empty corner
27:22where I used to stand.
27:23Stella, I brought you some food.
27:25No celery today.
27:26It's all roast.
27:28Just how you like it.
27:30But there was no food.
27:31There was nothing.
27:32Just her hands,
27:34cupped around air.
27:35She'd pretend to set a plate down.
27:37Her hands shook.
27:38The gem flashed red.
27:40She was anxious.
27:42Guilty.
27:42Falling apart.
27:43She smiled,
27:44but her eyes were empty.
27:46The gem is red.
27:48Mom is lying.
27:50Liars don't deserve food.
27:51She pulled the choker tight
27:53with her own hands.
27:54Let it choke her.
27:55Her body convulsed
27:56against the cold floor.
27:57It hurts so much.
27:59Is this how Stella felt?
28:02I'm sorry.
28:03Mom started reenacting
28:04my diary entries.
28:06I couldn't eat celery
28:07because of my allergy.
28:10So she forced herself
28:11to eat spoiled food
28:12until she vomited blood,
28:14then swallowed it back down.
28:16I was locked in isolation.
28:18So she locked herself
28:20in my old room,
28:21lights off,
28:22and bowed to my portrait
28:23until her forehead bled.
28:25Over and over.
28:27Blood on the floor.
28:29Late at night,
28:30she'd see the red glow
28:31of the bloodstone
28:32reflected on the wall.
28:34To her,
28:35it looked like
28:35my bloody eyes
28:36were watching.
28:37She kept punishing herself.
28:39The wounds healed
28:40slower and slower.
28:42Her wolf,
28:43exhausted by months
28:44of self-torture,
28:45slowly fell into
28:46a deep sleep.
28:48Mom didn't care.
28:49She scrawled
28:50on the back
28:50of my journal.
28:51I'm sorry.
28:52I was wrong.
28:54Red means pain.
28:55Red means love.
28:56Please come back
28:57and say it hurts,
28:58hurts one more time.
29:00I'll save you.
29:01I promise.
29:02Too bad I'm dead.
29:04Dead wolves
29:04can't cry for help.
29:06Eventually,
29:07the new alpha intervened.
29:09Mom's self-harm
29:09had gone too far.
29:11She'd nearly choked
29:12herself to death
29:13with her own hands.
29:14He ordered her
29:15to move to a small hut
29:16at the far edge
29:17of the village,
29:18locked from the outside.
29:20Someone posted
29:21to watch her day and night.
29:22She was the strangest woman
29:24they'd ever seen.
29:25Nobody knew
29:26where she'd found it.
29:27A frayed red cord
29:29tied around her own neck.
29:31Her homemade choker.
29:32If anyone tried
29:33to remove it,
29:34she'd snap at them.
29:35Teeth bared,
29:37snarling,
29:38wild-eyed.
29:39Don't touch me!
29:41Stella's watching!
29:42She'll be angry
29:43if you take it!
29:45Every time the guard
29:46called her name
29:46and brought her food,
29:48Mom would grab
29:49the red cord
29:49and pull it tight
29:50against her own throat,
29:52convulsing,
29:53screaming.
29:54Red light!
29:55Red light!
29:56Don't punish!
29:57Punish me!
29:58I'll eat!
29:59I'll eat!
30:01Even if the food
30:02was scalding hot,
30:03she'd gulp it down,
30:04burning her throat.
30:06Wouldn't spit it out.
30:07She was reenacting
30:08my final moments.
30:10Living my hell
30:11on repeat.
30:12Years later,
30:13Emma grew up.
30:13Without guidance
30:14and with a trail
30:15of shame behind her.
30:17She drifted
30:17from pack to pack,
30:19stealing to survive.
30:21No one would take her in.
30:22When she ran out
30:23of options,
30:24she remembered.
30:25Mom was still alive.
30:27She slipped back
30:28into the Silverman pack
30:29under the cover of night.
30:30Not for love,
30:32for money.
30:33Hey, crazy lady!
30:35Dad's dead!
30:37Give me whatever
30:37you've been hiding!
30:38Emma stood there,
30:40face hard,
30:41eyes full of contempt.
30:42She looked at Mom's
30:43hollow, broken form
30:45and spat on the floor.
30:47It's disgusting.
30:49Give me what I want,
30:51or I'll send you
30:52to meet your daughter.
30:53For a moment,
30:54Mom's cloudy eyes cleared.
30:56She looked at Emma
30:57and suddenly remembered
30:58that choker,
31:00that always green glowstone,
31:03that decade of deception.
31:05It's you!
31:06You lie!
31:07You're the green light
31:08that wasn't there!
31:10You killed Stella!
31:12Give her back to me!
31:13Give her back to me!
31:15The last shred
31:16of maternal love
31:17twisted into something feral.
31:19Mom lunged,
31:20grabbed Emma by the throat.
31:22Should have died!
31:24Not her!
31:26You!
31:28Emma thrashed,
31:29but couldn't break free
31:30from a madwoman's grip.
31:32The guards rushed in,
31:33pulled her off.
31:35Emma stumbled out of the hut,
31:36terrified.
31:37They're all insane!
31:39She bolted into the forest.
31:41She didn't get far.
31:43Rogues.
31:44The kind that haunted
31:45the borderlands.
31:46Preying on anyone foolish enough
31:48to run through the trees
31:49alone at night.
31:50Emma never saw them coming.
31:52By the time she did,
31:54it was too late.
31:55She survived.
31:56Barely.
31:57Both legs shattered
31:58beyond repair.
32:00She'd never walk again.
32:02Meanwhile,
32:02Mom was strapped to her cot,
32:04staring at the ceiling.
32:05Tears streaming.
32:07In her dreams,
32:08she finally saw me.
32:09I was ten again.
32:11No choker.
32:12White dress.
32:13Smiling.
32:14Mom!
32:15She reached for me,
32:16crying with joy.
32:18Stella!
32:19But the moment her hands
32:20touched me,
32:21I burst into ash.
32:23No!
32:24She woke up screaming.
32:26If she'd been wearing
32:27that choker,
32:28it would have been blood red.
32:30Eternal torment.
32:31I stood in the void,
32:33watching it all.
32:34Mom strapped to her bed.
32:35Emma in a wheelchair,
32:37begging on the market.
32:38Dad,
32:39drunk and dead in some gutter.
32:40I felt nothing.
32:42No satisfaction.
32:44Just a flat,
32:45dead,
32:45calm.
32:46My wolf patted over quietly.
32:48She didn't howl.
32:50Didn't nudge.
32:51Just pressed her head
32:52against my hand
32:52and held it there.
32:54In the distance,
32:55a door of light appeared.
32:56Soft.
32:57Steady.
32:58Waiting.
32:59I looked at my wolf.
33:00She looked at me.
33:02Yeah.
33:02Time to leave.
33:03This life was too bitter.
33:05Nothing worth holding onto.
33:07I floated to Mom's hut
33:08one final time.
33:09She looked ancient.
33:11Hair completely white.
33:12Frail as paper.
33:13She sensed something.
33:14Her cloudy eyes
33:15focused on a point in the air,
33:17right where I stood.
33:18Stella?
33:18Is that you?
33:19Her trembling hand
33:20reached into the emptiness.
33:22Mom destroyed the choker.
33:24I don't believe in it anymore.
33:25Come back,
33:26please.
33:26I'll cook for you.
33:27No salary.
33:28I'll buy you new dresses.
33:30Not Emma.
33:31Tears rolled down her face.
33:32I looked at the red marks
33:33on her neck
33:34from the frayed cord.
33:35I...
33:36I reached out.
33:37My cold, ghostly finger
33:39touched her forehead.
33:40This was my final mercy.
33:42Sleep, Mom.
33:43In sleep,
33:44there's no pain.
33:45Her eyes fluttered shut.
33:46She slumped into a deep,
33:48dreamless rest.
33:49A breeze blew through the hut.
33:50The old journal on her cot
33:52flipped open.
33:53The last page,
33:54my dying words,
33:55stared up at the ceiling.
33:56But below it,
33:57in shaky handwriting,
33:59were new lines,
34:00written by Mom
34:01during a lucid moment.
34:02Next life,
34:03let me wear the choker.
34:04Let me be the liar.
34:06Punish me however you want.
34:07Just don't leave me.
34:08I stared at those words.
34:10Felt nothing.
34:11Too late.
34:12Repentance means nothing
34:13to the dead.
34:14Mom,
34:15I don't hate you anymore.
34:16But I don't love you either.
34:18Let's not meet again.
34:19I turned away.
34:20My wolf was waiting.
34:21In the distance,
34:22the door of light still glowed.
34:24Soft.
34:25Steady.
34:25Patient.
34:26I looked at my neck.
34:27The phantom Verity choker.
34:29Still there,
34:30even in spirit form.
34:31The nightmare that had changed me
34:32for a lifetime.
34:33I grabbed it.
34:34It shattered into nothing.
34:36I felt weightless.
34:37Free.
34:38No red light.
34:39No hunger.
34:39No lies.
34:40Just freedom.
34:41My wolf pressed against my side.
34:43Together,
34:43we walked toward the light.
34:45I didn't look back.
34:47Morning came.
34:47A guard pushed open the door.
34:49Rachel,
34:49time to eat.
34:50No response.
34:51She walked closer.
34:52Mom's hand clutched the torn journal.
34:54A single tear,
34:55crystallized at the corner of her eye.
34:57She crouched beside her,
34:58held two fingers beneath her nose.
35:00Nothing.
35:01She was gone.
35:02Passing through the door wasn't violent.
35:04No spinning.
35:05No chaos.
35:06Just warmth.
35:07Like sinking into a spring stream.
35:09I looked to my side.
35:10My wolf was gone.
35:11I didn't panic.
35:12I pressed my hand to my chest.
35:14And there she was.
35:15Steady.
35:16Warm.
35:16Then I heard her voice.
35:18Not a whimper.
35:18Not a whine.
35:20Clear and bright and full of life.
35:22Like the first time we met.
35:23Run.
35:24I shifted.
35:25Four paws hit the ground and I ran.
35:27Through forests that smelled of pine and rain.
35:30Through cold, shallow streams that splashed silver around my legs.
35:33Through meadows I had never seen but somehow knew.
35:36My white fur caught the light.
35:38My paws were sure.
35:39My lungs were full.
35:41My body was strong.
35:42No choker around my throat.
35:45No red light.
35:46No hunger.
35:47The lingering ache in my soul.
35:49The phantom pain of ten years.
35:51Started to fade with every step.
35:53I ran toward brightness.
35:54Behind me, old life dissolved.
35:56Like a worn photograph left out in the rain.
35:59Mom's final tear.
36:01The red glow of the choker.
36:03Blood on the journal pages.
36:04Gone.
36:05I didn't look back.
36:06That ten year nightmare was finally, truly, over.
36:10When I opened my eyes again, I was tiny.
36:13Wrapped in soft blankets.
36:14Someone was humming.
36:16Mmm.
36:18A woman's voice.
36:19Gentle.
36:20Off-key.
36:21But full of love.
36:22Her fingers brushed my cheek.
36:24The scent of wildflowers.
36:26Not the cold, clinical distance of my old mother.
36:29Not the silence of someone who only touched me to punish.
36:33I blinked up at her.
36:34She had kind eyes.
36:36A soft smile.
36:37She cradled me like I was made of glass.
36:40Grace is awake, honey.
36:42Come quick.
36:43Our daughter just opened her eyes.
36:45A man appeared.
36:47Tall.
36:47A little awkward.
36:49But his face lit up when he saw me.
36:51He touched my tiny hand with one finger.
36:53His voice was deep.
36:55Warm.
36:56Hey, Grace.
36:58I'm your dad.
37:00Grace.
37:01Not Stella.
37:03No weight.
37:04No chains.
37:05No red light.
37:06Just Grace.
37:07A name that meant something light.
37:09Something cherished.
37:11This house was small.
37:12But warm.
37:13Full of light.
37:14Cartoon painting on the walls.
37:16Flowers by the window.
37:18Sunlight pouring through the windows.
37:20Warm on the floor.
37:21I realized fast.
37:22This family was nothing like the last one.
37:25They never forced me to do anything.
37:28There were no chokers.
37:29No red lights.
37:30No punishments for things I hadn't done.
37:33I grew.
37:34Learned to crawl.
37:36To talk.
37:37And when I was three, mom made a stew with celery.
37:40The green stalks in the bowl triggered me.
37:43I flashed back to choking.
37:45Throat swelling.
37:46Vomiting blood.
37:47I stumbled backwards, shaking.
37:49Tears came without permission.
37:52Mom immediately put down her spoon.
37:54Crouched.
37:55Pulled me into a hug.
37:57Grace, what's wrong?
37:58You don't like celery?
37:59I couldn't speak.
38:00Just shook my head, sobbing.
38:03Dad knelt too.
38:04Rubbed my back.
38:05Hey, it's okay.
38:07You don't have to eat it.
38:08Can you tell us why?
38:10Their eyes were patient.
38:11Gentle.
38:12Finally, I choked out.
38:14It hurts my throat.
38:16Makes me bleed.
38:18They didn't say,
38:19The Verity Choker doesn't lie.
38:21They didn't accuse me of faking.
38:24They took me to the pack healer immediately.
38:26Turns out, I really do have a celery allergy.
38:29After that, celery never appeared in the house again.
38:33Mom added it to her market list.
38:35Grace's allergies.
38:37Celery.
38:37She checked every time she shopped.
38:39I lay in her arms that night,
38:41smelling wildflowers,
38:43and realized,
38:44This is what it feels like to be believed.
38:47Love isn't measured by a stone.
38:49It's listening.
38:50Even when the story sounds impossible.
38:53When I was four,
38:53Dad took me to the pack healer for my first health check.
38:56There was a blood draw.
38:58I saw the needle and lost it.
39:00Flashes of the choker tightening around my throat.
39:03Flashes of starvation.
39:04I screamed.
39:06Clung to Dad's leg.
39:07The healer sighed.
39:09I couldn't stop shaking.
39:10Don't punish me.
39:12I'm not lying.
39:14Dad immediately scooped me up.
39:16Sorry, she's not ready.
39:17We'll come back another time.
39:18On the walk home,
39:19Dad didn't scold me for being weak.
39:21He just asked gently,
39:24Grace,
39:25did someone hurt you before?
39:27I buried my face in his shoulder,
39:29tears soaking his shirt.
39:31Mom,
39:32Joker,
39:33red light.
39:34I couldn't explain it clearly,
39:36but he listened,
39:37nodded.
39:38It's okay.
39:40Dad's here now.
39:41No one's ever hurting you again.
39:44From then on,
39:45they took me to the pack healer regularly.
39:47Not for blood draws,
39:49just to talk.
39:50She has been hurt.
39:51Be patient with her.
39:53My parents never complained.
39:54Never made me feel like a burden.
39:56They bought me a colorful necklace,
39:58but never forced me to wear it.
40:00This is just a pretty thing, Grace.
40:02Wear it if you want.
40:03Take it off if you don't.
40:04We'll love you either way.
40:06Slowly,
40:07I started to heal.
40:08I could say,
40:09I don't like this.
40:11Without fear.
40:12I could say,
40:13I'm scared.
40:14I could say,
40:15I want that.
40:16I didn't have to worry about my heart racing being proof of a lie.
40:48I started sharing my stories with them.
40:49Mama's smug grin,
40:51the green light mocking me.
40:53I stepped back instinctively.
40:55Annie noticed.
40:56She looked down,
40:57voice barely a whisper.
41:00I'm Annie.
41:02Do you want to be friends?
41:03Her tone was so careful,
41:05so desperate to please,
41:07just like I used to be.
41:09I glanced at her neck.
41:10She wore a simple choker with green gem.
41:13My stomach turned.
41:15Later,
41:15I found out,
41:16Annie's mom was strict too,
41:18demanded honesty,
41:20locked her in her room without food when she made mistakes.
41:23One day,
41:25Annie accidentally knocked over the teacher's ink pot.
41:27She was trembling,
41:29too scared to admit it.
41:30I saw her face,
41:32red-rimmed eyes,
41:33barely holding back tears.
41:35I remembered myself at that desk,
41:37writing,
41:38I am a liar,
41:39over and over.
41:41I walked over,
41:42took her hand.
41:44Annie,
41:44it's okay.
41:46Accidents happen.
41:48Let's tell the teacher together.
41:49She won't be mad.
41:51Annie looked at me,
41:52shocked.
41:52But mom says liars are bad wolves?
41:56Being honest isn't about never making mistakes.
41:58It's about owning up when you do.
42:00And even if you tell the truth,
42:02you shouldn't be punished for it.
42:04If the teacher gets angry,
42:05I'll stand with you.
42:07If your mom gets angry,
42:08come to my house.
42:09My parents will help.
42:10I gave her the courage I never had.
42:12She confessed.
42:13The teacher forgave her,
42:15told her to be more careful next time.
42:17From that day on,
42:19we have been best friends.
42:20I brought Annie home to meet my parents.
42:22She saw how warm they were,
42:24how they didn't yell,
42:25didn't punish little things.
42:27I told her,
42:28You don't have to make everyone happy.
42:31You're allowed to feel things,
42:34say things.
42:35One day,
42:36Annie's mom came to pick her up from school.
42:38She saw us together and her face twisted.
42:41She grabbed Annie's hand.
42:43Did you mess up again?
42:45Is Grace covering for you?
42:46Annie immediately looked down,
42:49silent.
42:50I stepped in front of her,
42:51looked at the mom in the eye.
42:52Ma'am,
42:54Annie didn't do anything wrong.
42:56She's a good pup.
42:57You shouldn't always assume the worst.
43:02She's scared of you.
43:04The mom froze,
43:05looked at me,
43:06then at Annie's tear-filled eyes.
43:08Her expression softened.
43:10That night,
43:11she called my mom,
43:12thanked her,
43:13said I'd opened her eyes.
43:15Over time,
43:16Annie's mom got gentler,
43:17started listening instead of yelling.
43:19And Annie,
43:20she blossomed.
43:22Confident,
43:23happy.
43:24I watched her laugh freely one day,
43:26and felt this warmth in my chest.
43:28I didn't get saved in my last life.
43:30I suffered alone in the dark.
43:32But this time,
43:33I could save someone else.
43:35I could stop another Stella from happening.
43:37Maybe that's the gift my past life gave me.
43:40The ability to see pain,
43:42and to heal.
43:43When I was 10,
43:44my parents took me to visit grandma.
43:46There was an old oak tree in her yard.
43:48Its branches spread wide,
43:50casting shade over the whole garden.
43:51I sat beneath it,
43:53watching sunlight filter through the leaves.
43:55My wolf dozed inside me,
43:57warm and content.
43:58Then I saw her,
43:59an old woman,
44:00white hair,
44:01hunched over a walking stick,
44:03wearing a faded blue dress.
44:04The second I saw her face,
44:06I froze.
44:07She looked exactly like Rachel,
44:10my old mother.
44:11Grandma noticed me too.
44:12Walked over slowly.
44:14Her eyes were hazy,
44:15but there was something familiar in them,
44:17something heavy.
44:18What's your name, child?
44:19Grace.
44:20She repeated it softly.
44:21Grace,
44:22that's a beautiful name.
44:23She reached out like she wanted to touch my hair,
44:26then hesitated,
44:26pulled back,
44:27like she was afraid of disturbing something sacred.
44:30My mom came over,
44:31studied her.
44:32Mom,
44:33this is our daughter,
44:34Grace.
44:34So she was my grandma in this life too.
44:37Over the next few days,
44:38grandma watched me constantly.
44:40Her expression was unreadable.
44:41One morning,
44:42she brought me a bowl of roasted meat.
44:44Grace,
44:45eat up.
44:45This used to be your favorite.
44:46I stared at the bowl.
44:48In my last life,
44:49I wrote in my dying breath,
44:50I want to eat mom's roasted meat.
44:53And here was grandma,
44:54saying those exact words.
44:56Tears blurred my vision.
44:57This wasn't some distant wish anymore.
44:59It was real,
45:01right in front of me.
45:02I picked up a piece,
45:03bit into it,
45:04tender,
45:05sweet,
45:05perfect.
45:06Grandma smiled,
45:07a tired,
45:08guilty smile.
45:09That night,
45:10lying in bed with my wolf curled warm inside my chest,
45:13I thought about Rachel's last words.
45:15Next life,
45:16let me wear the choker.
45:17Let me be the liar.
45:19Punish me however you want.
45:20Just don't leave me.
45:22I thought about her final tear,
45:24the torn journal.
45:25I didn't hate her anymore.
45:26Hating someone is like locking yourself in the past.
45:29Chewing on pain forever.
45:31This life's warmth had already washed away the bitterness.
45:34I just felt sad.
45:35Sad that she only understood too late.
45:37Real love was never about stones or punishment.
45:41We stayed for a month,
45:42then went back home.
45:43Before I left,
45:44she held my hand.
45:45Grace,
45:45live well,
45:46be happy.
45:47Her voice was soft,
45:48but heavy with meaning.
45:49I nodded.
45:50You too,
45:51grandma.
45:51I watched her walk away,
45:52and I felt nothing.
45:54No anger,
45:55no grief.
45:56The grudges of my past life were like fallen leaves,
45:59blown away by the wind.
46:00I wasn't Stella anymore,
46:02the girl locked in the dark,
46:03choking on a lie.
46:04I was Grace Sterling,
46:06surrounded by love,
46:07free.
46:08At 13,
46:08I graduated from PAC school,
46:10got into the best academy in the region.
46:12My parents took me to the lake for a picnic to celebrate.
46:15I stood at the edge of the water,
46:16wind in my hair,
46:18the scent of pine and cold water on my skin.
46:20I stretched out my arms,
46:22feeling the freedom.
46:24For a moment,
46:24I saw her,
46:25my ghost self,
46:27floating,
46:27desperate to hug someone,
46:29but passing right through.
46:31Grace,
46:31what are you thinking?
46:32Dad handed me a drink.
46:34I smiled.
46:35Just,
46:35I'm grateful.
46:36To be alive,
46:37to be with you both.
46:38Mom pulled me into a hug.
46:40Silly girl,
46:41we're the lucky ones.
46:42No one said anything.
46:43We all just shifted at the same time,
46:46like we'd done it a hundred times before.
46:48We ran together through the trees,
46:50through the shallow edge of the lake.
46:52Water sprang silver around our paws.
46:54Eventually,
46:55I slowed down,
46:56turned,
46:57and threw myself at them.
46:59We tumbled into the grass together.
47:01Mom nuzzled her head against mine.
47:03Dad licked the top of my head with lazy affection.
47:06I pressed into them both and stayed there,
47:09breathing hard,
47:09warm,
47:10all the way through.
47:11I looked up at the sky through the canopy of trees.
47:14I didn't need to prove I wasn't a liar anymore.
47:16I didn't need to fear a red light.
47:18I could laugh,
47:19cry,
47:20speak freely.
47:21I had parents who loved me,
47:23a best friend,
47:24a healthy body,
47:25a bright future.
47:26This was the life I died wishing for.
47:29That night,
47:29I wrote in my journal,
47:31not the blood-stained confessions of my old life.
47:33This one was full of happiness,
47:36growth,
47:36love.
47:37I wrote,
47:38Today we ran by the lake.
47:40Mom and dad shifted with me without saying a word.
47:43We tumbled in the grass like pups.
47:44I thought about my past self,
47:46that little girl,
47:47locked in a room,
47:48choking in the dark,
47:50desperate to be loved.
47:51She'd never believe that I could be this happy.
47:54Mom and dad love me.
47:55They taught me that honesty isn't something you punish out of someone.
47:59It's something you grow,
48:00with patience and warmth.
48:02Annie is my best friend now.
48:04She laughs freely.
48:06She speaks without flinching.
48:08Grandma is getting older,
48:09but her eyes are warm when she looks at me.
48:11My wolf grows stronger every day.
48:14With her beside me,
48:15I feel at ease.
48:16I don't hate anyone anymore.
48:18I don't cling to the past.
48:20Those painful memories are like paw prints in the mud,
48:23washed away by rain.
48:24But they taught me to cherish every step forward.
48:27I know my old mom,
48:29sister and dad,
48:30got what they deserved.
48:31And I finally broke free.
48:33I found real freedom.
48:35I don't want to see them again.
48:36I don't want to relive that life.
48:38I just want to be gray,
48:39simple,
48:40happy,
48:41loved.
48:42The lake was beautiful.
48:43Life was beautiful.
48:44I closed my journal,
48:46looked out the window.
48:47Moonlight shimmered on the water through the trees.
48:49My wolf stirred softly inside my chest.
48:52Warm,
48:52steady.
48:53I smiled.
48:54This life.
48:55I finally became who I wanted to be.
48:57No red light.
48:58No starvation.
48:59No lies.
49:00Just love.
49:01Freedom.
49:02Happiness.
49:03And those scars from my past?
49:04They became part of me.
49:06Proof that I had survived.
49:07Proof that darkness,
49:09no matter how long it lasts,
49:10cannot swallow you whole.
49:12Not if you keep moving toward the light.
49:14The road ahead is long,
49:15but I will walk it
49:17with courage,
49:18with joy,
49:19toward something
49:19even brighter.
49:21That's a good idea.
49:21That's a good idea.
49:22That's a good idea.
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