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00:00My mom called me a liar from the day I was born.
00:03Not because I actually lied, but because of this thing around my neck, the Verity choker.
00:07Mom was Luna of Silvermoon Pack, and she believed one thing above all.
00:11Lying was the mark of a weak wolf.
00:13We were her daughters, future alpha heirs.
00:16Weakness was not an option.
00:18So when my twin sister Emma and I were born,
00:20mom clasped these chokers around our throats,
00:23which had witch magic to detect lies.
00:25Green light means truth, red light means you were lying.
00:28Emma's choker? Always green.
00:31She could shred mom's ceremonial cloak and blame the cat,
00:34and gem would glow a steady green.
00:36Not me.
00:37Green light. Believed.
00:39Me?
00:40Mom, I'm hungry.
00:42And flash, red light.
00:44The choker choked tight.
00:45I shifted on instinct.
00:47A small white wolf, pawing desperately at the gem around my neck,
00:51claws scraping against it, unable to get it off.
00:53I'm not lying! Not lying! Please!
00:56But mom's eyes had already gone cold.
00:59Instant punishment.
01:00Mom's punishment wasn't gentle.
01:02No food, locked in my room, no contact with anyone in the pack.
01:06The truth necklace doesn't lie, Stella.
01:09Starve now, study later.
01:10I'm doing this for your own good.
01:12After 10 years of this, I started believing it too.
01:15Maybe I really was born wrong.
01:17New Year's Eve, everything changed.
01:20Mom was getting ready to take Emma to the pack's bonfire celebration.
01:23And that's when the pain hit, like a knife twisting in my gut.
01:27I collapsed on the floor, my skeletal frame curling into itself.
01:31Mom, please.
01:33The choker flashed red and choked tight.
01:36She looked down at me, disgusted in her eyes.
01:39In your dreams, Stella?
01:41Faking an illness to ruin our night?
01:43She grabbed Emma's hand and headed for the door.
01:46I wanted to howl, but my wolf was too weak to answer.
01:49I shifted anyway, forced it, a small white wolf trembling on the floor, ribs heaving.
01:55Maybe in this form, the pain would hurt less.
01:58It didn't.
01:58I couldn't even hold the shift.
02:00I slipped back into myself without meaning to.
02:03Sorry, Mom.
02:04I won't lie anymore.
02:05But the pain got worse, way worse.
02:07The door handle turned.
02:09For one second, I thought, Mom's coming back.
02:11She came back for me.
02:13Hurry up.
02:14The bonfire is starting.
02:16Emma's waiting.
02:17Mom.
02:17I reached out with a shaking hand.
02:20Please.
02:20Something's really wrong.
02:22I feel like I'm dying.
02:23She glanced at my neck.
02:24The gem was flashing red over and over.
02:27She crouched down, grabbed my chin.
02:30Stella, how long are you going to keep this up?
02:32Can't you just be honest and stay here and think about what you've done?
02:37Dad appeared in the doorway.
02:39Honey, should we at least leave her some food?
02:43Food?
02:44She has a stash of snacks she bought with stolen money.
02:47She won't starve.
02:48Lock the door.
02:50When that gem turns green, we'll talk.
02:52But.
02:53But what?
02:55It's because you spoil her that she turned out this way.
02:58Look at Emma.
03:00Her gem has always been green.
03:02Stella is a liar.
03:03An alpha heiress who can't tell the truth.
03:06She needs discipline.
03:07But my cabinet was empty.
03:09Emma stole that money.
03:11Emma ate those snacks.
03:12Emma just stood there with her glowing green gem saying,
03:16Not me.
03:17And mom believed her.
03:19I tried to defend myself.
03:21It wasn't me!
03:22Red light.
03:23The choker choked tight.
03:24I tried to shift.
03:26Nothing happened.
03:27Deep inside, my wolf barely stirred.
03:30Mom locked me up for three days with nothing but water and stale bread.
03:35Mom turned to leave.
03:36Emma peeked through the door.
03:37Made a face at me.
03:38Bye sis.
03:40We're gonna see the bonfire.
03:41Her gem glowed a steady green.
03:44So pretty.
03:45The door locked.
03:46The house went silent.
03:48I called my wolf.
03:49Nothing came back.
03:51Not even a whisper.
03:52Just me alone.
03:54The pain was unbearable.
03:56But I kept thinking.
03:58Mom's right.
03:59The gem doesn't lie.
04:01It's red.
04:02So I must be lying.
04:03I'm not in pain.
04:05I'm not in pain.
04:07I'm not in pain.
04:10I kept repeating it like a prayer.
04:12Eventually, I almost believed it.
04:15The pain dulled.
04:17Or maybe I was just going numb.
04:19I crawled to my desk.
04:20I had to write.
04:22That was the rule.
04:23If the gem glowed red, I had to pen a thousand word apology.
04:27Or mom would never let me out.
04:30I am a liar.
04:32Write it down.
04:33And maybe mom would forgive me.
04:35Maybe she'd even let me out.
04:37I opened my journal.
04:39Pages and pages of apologies I'd written over the years.
04:43Sorry I lied.
04:44I won't do it again.
04:45But this time, I wanted to write the truth.
04:49My vision blurred.
04:50My hand shook as I wrote,
04:52Mom, I really love you.
04:55It really hurts.
04:57Why won't you believe me?
04:59Please believe me.
05:00Just once.
05:02The moment I finished the last word,
05:04the pain vanished.
05:05Just gone.
05:07I felt light.
05:09Weightless.
05:10I looked down.
05:11I was floating.
05:12And there, slumped over the desk,
05:15was my body.
05:16Motionless.
05:17The gem still flashing red around a dead girl's neck.
05:21Oh, I'm dead.
05:22And then, she came out.
05:25My wolf.
05:26Stepping out of my body like she'd been waiting all along.
05:29Small.
05:30Skinny.
05:31Barely holding together.
05:33She looked up at me and,
05:35once, soft and low.
05:37In the pack's old stories,
05:39they say when a wolf dies young,
05:41her spirit doesn't cross over alone.
05:43Her wolf walks beside her,
05:46until they find the door together.
05:48I knelt down.
05:49She pressed her nose into my ghostly palm.
05:52Finally, we were together now.
05:54But, I never learned how to be honest.
05:57Sorry, Mom.
05:58I heard laughter.
05:59Mom.
06:00Dad.
06:00Emma.
06:01Coming through the front door.
06:03Tonight's bonfire was beautiful.
06:05The best one yet.
06:08Just like our Emma.
06:10Perfect in every way.
06:11I'd never heard her sound like that when she talked about me.
06:14I floated toward them.
06:16My wolf patting silently at my side.
06:18Moving on instinct,
06:20I wanted to help them take off their cloaks.
06:22That's what I always did.
06:23Mom.
06:24My arms passed right through her body.
06:27Like wind.
06:28Why is it so cold here?
06:30Is the hearthi out?
06:31I stood there,
06:32staring at my transparent hands.
06:34My wolf pressed against my leg
06:36and looked up at me with sad eyes.
06:38Right.
06:39Dead wolves couldn't hug the living.
06:41Shall we go and see Stella?
06:43She hasn't eaten yet.
06:44Still the good cop.
06:46I looked at Mom hopefully.
06:48If she found me dead,
06:49would she be sad?
06:50Would she regret it?
06:53She won't starve.
06:54She is a werewolf,
06:56not a human pup.
06:58This whole fake sick for attention thing
07:00is out of control.
07:01I laughed bitterly.
07:03Mom wasn't wrong.
07:04Werewolves heal.
07:05But,
07:06I hadn't been able to in a long time.
07:08Last winter,
07:09the choker left bruises
07:10that stayed for days.
07:12That hadn't happened before.
07:13I reached for my wolf.
07:15She was still there,
07:16but the warmth never came.
07:18She was too hungry,
07:19just like me.
07:21Mom never noticed.
07:23She only ever looked at my neck
07:25for one thing,
07:26the gem,
07:27and whether it was red or green.
07:29Mom pushed open my door.
07:31Didn't even turn on the light.
07:33Just for a second,
07:34her eyes flashed gold.
07:35Her wolf might have known.
07:37Mom didn't listen.
07:38In the dim glow from the hallway,
07:40she saw me slumped over my desk.
07:42I looked like a skeleton.
07:44Hadn't moved.
07:45Still putting on an act?
07:48You're ten years old,
07:50not five.
07:51Grow up.
07:51Mom,
07:52I'm not playing.
07:53I'm dead.
07:54Look at me.
07:55Touch me.
07:56I'm freezing.
07:58She couldn't hear me.
07:59She only believed
08:00what she wanted to see.
08:01Emma squeezed past her,
08:03held up her choker
08:04with that smug little grin.
08:06Look,
08:06my gem is green.
08:08Stella's is still red.
08:09She's lying,
08:11even in her sleep.
08:12That's my good girl.
08:13Ignore the liar.
08:15Let her stay there.
08:16Maybe she'll learn
08:17how to be honest.
08:19Should we at least
08:20put her in bed?
08:21It's freezing.
08:22Put her in bed?
08:24Look at that red gem,
08:25still lying.
08:26Come on,
08:27leave her.
08:27We have to visit
08:28Grandma tomorrow.
08:30The door locked again.
08:32I floated next to my corpse.
08:34My wolf curled silently
08:35at my feet,
08:36staring at that single point
08:38of red light
08:39in the darkness.
08:40Mom,
08:40if you'd just
08:41stepped closer,
08:42if you'd just
08:43touched my hand,
08:44you'd know I was
08:45ice cold.
08:45But you didn't.
08:46You believed the choker,
08:48not the daughter
08:49you carried for nine months.
08:51That night,
08:52a rat crawled out
08:53of my empty cabinet.
08:54I used to scream
08:55whenever I saw rats,
08:56but now,
08:57I just floated
08:58by the ceiling,
08:58watching it scurry
08:59across my dead body.
09:01The rat bit into my toe.
09:03I didn't feel anything.
09:04My wolf charged
09:05at it anyway
09:06and passed right through,
09:08landing on the other side.
09:09She turned back
09:10to look at me,
09:12confused,
09:12lost.
09:13I pulled her close
09:14and buried my face
09:16in the fur of her back.
09:17It's okay.
09:18You can't feel it anymore.
09:20It'll be over soon.
09:21She let out
09:22one low growl,
09:24then went still
09:25against me.
09:26Finally,
09:26no more pain
09:27for either of us.
09:29The next morning,
09:30sunlight streamed
09:31through the window.
09:32No warmth reached
09:33my body.
09:34In the kitchen,
09:35I could hear mom
09:36making breakfast.
09:37The smell of roasted meat
09:39crept under my door,
09:40my favorite.
09:41But mom always said
09:42liars don't deserve meat,
09:44so I only ever
09:45got steamed vegetables.
09:46She was clanging the pots
09:48extra loud on purpose,
09:50trying to tempt me out.
09:51Trying to make me give in
09:52and apologize
09:53for things I never did.
09:55In the old days,
09:56I might have caved.
09:57I might have confessed
09:58to anything
09:59for one bite
10:00of roasted meat.
10:01But I don't need
10:01food anymore.
10:03Stella still hasn't
10:04come out yet?
10:05Dad asked,
10:06reading the pack notices.
10:07She is so stubborn.
10:09She can eat or not.
10:10I don't care.
10:13Emma walked to my door
10:15and made a big show
10:16of sniffing the air.
10:17Then she screamed
10:19dramatically.
10:20Mom!
10:21Stella's room smells
10:22like poop!
10:23Did she poop in there?
10:25I floated by the door,
10:27watching my sister
10:28with a bitter smile.
10:29My wolf sat beside me,
10:31ears flat,
10:32eyes low.
10:33The hearth was burning hot.
10:35After just one night,
10:37my body started to rot.
10:39Mom stormed over,
10:41pounding on the door.
10:42Stella!
10:43Who does that?
10:44The toilet is right there!
10:46Did you shit on the floor
10:47to spite me?
10:48I remembered being six.
10:50I had food poisoning.
10:52Couldn't make it
10:53to the toilet in time.
10:55Mom didn't help me
10:56clean up.
10:56She made me stand outside,
10:58pointed at me,
10:59and told the neighbors.
11:00Look at this.
11:02She's such a mess.
11:03She can't even use
11:04the toilet herself.
11:05Now she thought
11:06I was dirty again.
11:07Leave her.
11:08Let her sit
11:08in her own stink.
11:10But Dad stood up,
11:12frowning.
11:13That smells really bad.
11:14I should check.
11:15Could it be a dead rat
11:16or something?
11:18My heart,
11:19if I still had one,
11:20leapt.
11:21Dad, please,
11:23open the door.
11:24I'm right here.
11:25Just turn the handle
11:26and you'll see
11:27I'm not moving.
11:28I waved my transparent arms
11:30frantically.
11:31My wolf ran straight
11:33to my bedroom door,
11:34willing Dad to open it.
11:36Dad's hand touched
11:37the door handle.
11:38His hand froze.
11:39Someone was pounding
11:40at the front door.
11:41A pack elder.
11:42Urgent business.
11:43Dad's face went pale.
11:44He grabbed his cloak.
11:46The border.
11:47There's an emergency.
11:48He was already out the door.
11:49I froze.
11:50So close.
11:51One second away.
11:53If that knock
11:53had come one second later,
11:55I would have been found.
11:56Maybe then,
11:57I wouldn't have rotted alone.
11:58That afternoon,
11:59Mom took Emma
12:00to the pack market.
12:01The house was empty
12:02except for my corpse.
12:03When they came back
12:04that evening,
12:05loaded down with food
12:06and gifts from the market,
12:07the smell had gotten worse.
12:08Mom gagged
12:10the second she walked in.
12:11Stella?
12:12Are you trying to turn
12:13this place into a den
12:14of inequity?
12:15She didn't even open my door.
12:16Just grabbed cloth strips
12:18and sealed the gap
12:19at the bottom.
12:19If you want to stay in there
12:20and make disgusting
12:21stew zoos,
12:22don't stink up my house.
12:23She patted her hands
12:25together, satisfied.
12:26Then went to prepare dinner.
12:27I stared at that sealed door.
12:29My wolf pressed her nose
12:30against it and
12:31whimpered once.
12:32So that's it.
12:32I'm worth less
12:33than a venison dinner.
12:34By day three,
12:35even the cloth strips
12:36couldn't contain the smell.
12:38Mom was arranging
12:38fresh wildflowers
12:39trying to cover it up.
12:41But the stench of death
12:42is unmistakable.
12:43Sweet, rotten, oily.
12:45She cut a rose stem
12:46too hard.
12:47A thorn pierced her hand.
12:49She snapped.
12:50In her mind,
12:51I was doing this
12:51on purpose.
12:52Not bathing,
12:53poop on the floor,
12:54hiding dead rats
12:55in my room.
12:56All to piss her off.
12:57All to defy
12:58her authority as Luna.
13:00Stella!
13:01She grabbed a rolling pin
13:02from the kitchen,
13:03stormed toward my room.
13:04I'm done with you!
13:06You disgusting little brat!
13:07Time you learned
13:08what real pain feels like!
13:10I floated in front of her,
13:12waving my arms desperately.
13:13Don't come in, Mom!
13:15Please!
13:17Please!
13:18Even though she never loved me,
13:20I didn't want her
13:21to see me like that.
13:22But she walked right through me,
13:23ripped the cloth strips off,
13:25jammed the spare key
13:26into the lock.
13:27The door flew open.
13:28The smell hit her like a wall.
13:30She stumbled back,
13:31retching.
13:32Stella!
13:32What are you doing?!
13:34She saw me,
13:35still slumped over the desk,
13:36back turned,
13:37not moving.
13:38To her,
13:39this was the ultimate rebellion.
13:41I'm talking to you!
13:42She marched over,
13:44raised the rolling pin,
13:45but stopped.
13:46She wanted to see my face first,
13:48wanted to see my...
13:49Get up!
13:50She grabbed the back of my shirt,
13:52grabbed my skin.
13:53The moment she touched me,
13:54she froze.
13:55Through the thin fabric,
13:56her hand didn't feel warm flesh.
13:58She felt cold,
13:59hard,
14:00dead meat,
14:01the kind of cold
14:02that seeps into your bones.
14:03What?
14:04But momentum carried her forward.
14:06She yanked,
14:07crash.
14:07My body,
14:08stiff as a board,
14:09toppled backward,
14:10taking the chair with it.
14:12And there was my face,
14:13blue-black,
14:14eyes bulging,
14:15features twisted in agony,
14:16dried foam and blood
14:17crusted around my mouth.
14:19Around my blackened neck,
14:20the Verity Choker hung lifeless,
14:23the gem dark,
14:24no red,
14:25no green,
14:25just silence.
14:27My journal slid off the desk,
14:29fell open at Mom's feet.
14:30The last page stared up at her.
14:32Mom,
14:33my stomach really hurts.
14:34The choker is wrong.
14:36I'm not lying.
14:37Please don't punish me.
14:38Mom screamed.
14:39Not a wolf's howl,
14:40a raw,
14:42guttural shriek
14:43that tore through her throat.
14:44She stumbled backward,
14:46slammed into the bookshelf.
14:48A clay pot shattered.
14:49But she didn't seem
14:50to feel the pain.
14:51She just stared at me,
14:54eyes wide,
14:55unblinking.
14:56No.
14:58No, no, no.
14:59This is not real.
15:00Stella, get up.
15:01Stella, get up.
15:02Stella, please, get up.
15:02I'm not mad anymore.
15:05Stop scaring me.
15:06Scare me again.
15:07Her hand reached out,
15:09trembling,
15:09to touch my arm.
15:10The second her skin
15:11made contact with my corpse,
15:13she recoiled
15:14like she'd been burned.
15:16That cold was too real.
15:18Lisa from next door
15:19heard the screaming
15:20and went straight
15:21to the pack healer.
15:22When she saw
15:23what was in my room,
15:24she collapsed in the gate.
15:25Within the hour,
15:26heavy boots on the floorboards,
15:28the pack healer
15:29and a handful of pack warriors
15:31crowding the entrance.
15:32Mom sat on the floor,
15:34a warrior's hand
15:35on her shoulder.
15:36She's speaking it.
15:37She's always lying.
15:40It doesn't lie.
15:42I'm just teaching her.
15:43No one responded.
15:45They all looked at her
15:46like she was a monster.
15:47The pack healer
15:48crouched next to my body.
15:50He muttered under his breath,
15:52Severe malnutrition,
15:53organ failure.
15:55This puppy has been starved
15:56for at least a month.
15:57He carefully tried
15:58to remove the Verity choker,
16:00but it had fused.
16:02Years of tightening
16:03had pressed the leather
16:04deep into the skin of my neck.
16:06Damn it.
16:07He had to use tools
16:08to pry it off.
16:09Even dead,
16:10my soul flinched.
16:12My wolf lifted her head
16:13and long,
16:16raw,
16:17desperate.
16:18The kind of howl
16:19that should have shaken
16:20the walls.
16:21No one heard it.
16:22No one flinched.
16:24We were already dead.
16:25A warrior picked up
16:26my journal,
16:27started reading.
16:27His face went from neutral
16:29to horrified.
16:31Mom's eyes locked
16:32onto that book.
16:33That's her confession.
16:35She admits she lied.
16:36Look,
16:37she wrote it herself.
16:40The warrior pushed her back,
16:42wrapped the journal in cloth,
16:44and took it.
16:44We'll report it to the council.
16:46That's when dad got home.
16:48He saw the pack healer
16:50and the pack warriors
16:51crowding the doorway.
16:52Saw the body wrap
16:53being carried out.
16:54Saw the long cord
16:56that sealed away
16:57my entire life.
16:59His legs gave out.
17:01He collapsed on the doorstep.
17:03Emma stood nearby,
17:04sobbing in confusion.
17:06She pointed at the discolored
17:08Verity choker on the table.
17:09Why does Stella have a black collar?
17:11And I have a green one.
17:13See?
17:14She held up her neck.
17:15The gem blinked
17:17its steady green.
17:18It was grotesque.
17:20The council elders
17:21arrived before dawn.
17:22Mom straightened
17:23when she saw them.
17:24Even now,
17:25even with my body
17:27three days cold and rotting,
17:28her Luna instincts kicked in.
17:31She lifted her chin,
17:32squared her shoulders.
17:34It didn't work today.
17:35They started questioning
17:36Mom in the living room.
17:38Mom grabbed the Verity choker
17:39off the table
17:40like it was a lifeline.
17:42Test it!
17:43That choker proved
17:44she was lying!
17:45Red gem means lie.
17:48I never abused her!
17:50The choker told me!
17:52I was just educating her!
17:54The council elders
17:56looked at her
17:56like she'd lost her mind.
17:59The pup shows signs
18:00of extreme malnutrition.
18:02Months of starvation.
18:04Aphelion,
18:06multiple old injuries
18:07consistent with prolonged...
18:08That's dis-discipline!
18:10That's teaching her
18:11to be honest!
18:13Then,
18:13she did something insane.
18:16You don't believe me?
18:17Fine.
18:19I'll wear it.
18:22Watch.
18:23It'll be green.
18:24The leather pressed
18:25against her skin.
18:27Cold.
18:27Sticky.
18:28That was my blood.
18:30She took a deep breath.
18:31Tried to calm herself.
18:33She needed to prove
18:34she was innocent.
18:35Needed to prove
18:36her way of raising
18:37an alpha heir was right.
18:39She held up the gem,
18:40eyes wild.
18:42Listen,
18:42I'm Rachel.
18:43I'm Stella's mother.
18:45This is the truth.
18:47The absolute truth.
18:48The gem flashed red.
18:50Mom's confident
18:52expression shattered.
18:53No!
18:54What?
18:55I said truth!
18:57I am Rachel!
18:58I never abused her!
19:00I did it for her own good!
19:04I love her!
19:06And suddenly,
19:07she remembered.
19:08Me,
19:09ten years old,
19:11gasping as the choker
19:12tightened around my throat,
19:14biting my lip
19:15so I wouldn't make a sound.
19:16Is this what it felt like?
19:18Why is it red?
19:20I am telling the truth!
19:22Turn green!
19:23You're broken!
19:24You're setting me up!
19:25But the gem kept flashing,
19:26like it was mocking her.
19:28You're a liar.
19:30You're a liar.
19:31You're a liar.
19:33Enough!
19:34This is just a bloodstone.
19:36I've seen it before.
19:38It changes color with body heat,
19:40fear,
19:41pain,
19:42anything that makes your heart race,
19:44temperature rises,
19:45it burns red.
19:47That's all it does.
19:49No witch magic.
19:50Never was.
19:52Think about your daughter.
19:54Ruptured appendix.
19:55Organ failure.
19:56The pain must have been unbearable.
19:59She was terrified.
20:00And what did you see?
20:02A red gem.
20:03So you punished her more,
20:05which made her more scared,
20:08which made her temperature rise,
20:10which made the stone turn redder.
20:15You are Luna.
20:16You are supposed to protect every wolf in this pack.
20:21You couldn't even protect your own daughter.
20:23You ignored her cries for help.
20:25You starved your daughter to death.
20:28Mom's world collapsed.
20:30She sat there,
20:31staring at the flashing gem on her own net,
20:34and finally understood.
20:35For ten years,
20:37every red light wasn't because I was lying.
20:40It was because I was scared.
20:42Scared of her anger.
20:44Scared of being misunderstood.
20:46Scared of eating food that made me sick.
20:49I was in pain.
20:50Pain that made my heart race
20:52and cold sweat pour down my face.
20:55I was desperate.
20:56Desperate for a hug.
20:58For her to hold me the way she held Emma.
21:01Every signal from my frightened heart
21:03she had interpreted as proof of my lies.
21:06No!
21:07Get it off!
21:11I'm not lying!
21:13I'm not!
21:13She tried to shift,
21:15fur rippling across her skin,
21:17bones cracking,
21:18but the leather cinched harder around her throat
21:20the moment her neck began to change.
21:22She snapped back into human form,
21:25gasping.
21:27I can't get it off!
21:29Stella, take it back!
21:30I'm sorry!
21:31It's all my fault!
21:33This little bit of choking
21:35and she was already breaking.
21:38Mom,
21:38I suffered for 10 years.
21:41The council elders needed evidence for judgment.
21:44So they opened my journal
21:46in front of my parents.
21:48February 14th,
21:49Sunny.
21:50Mom put celery on my plate.
21:52I'm allergic.
21:53My throat swells.
21:55I can't breathe.
21:56I said I can't eat it.
21:57But because I was scared of making her angry,
22:00my body ran hot.
22:02The gem flashed red.
22:04The choker tightened.
22:06Mom said I was picky.
22:07Lying.
22:08Made me eat the whole plate.
22:10That night,
22:11I threw up blood.
22:12My throat felt like it was on fire.
22:15I shifted to ease my pain.
22:17Mom saw it and said I'd snuck berry juice.
22:20That I was faking.
22:22The choker tightened
22:23for 10 more minutes.
22:25Mom's hand flew to her mouth.
22:28She was shaking violently.
22:30She remembered that.
22:31She really did think it was berry juice.
22:34She didn't even look closely.
22:36Just turned away to read Emma a bedtime story.
22:39That was blood
22:41from a swollen, torn throat.
22:44June 1st,
22:45Pup's Day.
22:46Emma shredded Mom's ceremonial cloak.
22:48Emma's heart is always calm.
22:51Her gem stays green.
22:52I tried to explain,
22:54but I was scared of being hit.
22:56My body ran hot.
22:58Red gem.
22:59Choker tightened for 10 minutes.
23:01It hurt so bad.
23:03But I didn't cry.
23:05Because crying makes your body run hotter.
23:07And Mom thinks that means you're not sorry.
23:10So I held my breath.
23:12Pretended it didn't hurt.
23:14Mom said,
23:15See?
23:16She doesn't even blink.
23:18She's definitely faking it.
23:20Dad couldn't take it anymore.
23:21This man,
23:22who had always put the pack before his own family,
23:25chose duty over his daughter for 10 years.
23:28You monster!
23:29What did you do?
23:31That was your daughter!
23:33You treated her like a stray!
23:36Blood at the corner of her mouth.
23:37Not my fault.
23:39Not my fault.
23:40It's her.
23:41It's Emma.
23:42Emma's gem was always green.
23:44Emma was a good one.
23:46If it wasn't for that green light making me trust her,
23:49I wouldn't have believed the red light so much.
23:51This is Emma's fault.
23:53That little princess everyone had protected.
23:56One of the council elders walked over,
23:58gently removed the green Verity choker from her neck,
24:01took out a blade,
24:03pried the gem loose right there.
24:05It rolled onto the table,
24:07still glowing green.
24:09Steady.
24:10Unchanged.
24:11The elder picked up the stone.
24:13A glowstone.
24:14That is all.
24:15Your younger daughter's choker
24:17was always going to shine green.
24:19No matter what she said,
24:21did,
24:22or lied about,
24:23it would never change.
24:25Your so-called Verity choker
24:28was a fraud.
24:29That was her truth for 10 years.
24:32That was the evidence she used to convict me.
24:35A common glowstone
24:36that put me in hell
24:37while Emma lived in paradise.
24:39So I wasn't a liar.
24:41I laughed.
24:43Laughed until I cried.
24:44Turns out,
24:45ghosts could cry too.
24:47The elder turned to the last page of the journal.
24:49His voice broke.
24:50The handwriting was a mess,
24:52clearly written while dying.
24:54Mom,
24:54if I die,
24:56will the choker stop glowing red?
24:57Or if it turns green,
24:59will you hug me then?
25:00I'm not lying.
25:01I couldn't heal myself anymore.
25:03My stomach hurts so much.
25:06Like knives.
25:08Next life,
25:09please don't make me wear the choker.
25:11Please.
25:11I just want to be a normal pup.
25:13I want to eat mom's roasted meat.
25:15Mom stared at the broken glowstone on the table.
25:18That truth magic she trusted without question?
25:21A worthless stone.
25:23Because of that stone,
25:24she spoiled Emma for 10 years.
25:26Because of that cursed red light,
25:28she tortured me for 10 years.
25:34Mom started laughing,
25:36her voice cracking in every sound.
25:38Worse than crying.
25:41Fake!
25:42All fake!
25:45I killed my most honest pup.
25:48And I worshipped a liar.
25:50She'd lost her mind.
25:52For real this time.
25:54My death became the talk of the entire pack.
25:56Lisa,
25:57the neighbor who had sent for the pack healer,
25:59told everyone what she'd seen.
26:01Every wolf knew by morning.
26:04Luna had starved her own daughter to death.
26:07Monster!
26:09Murderer!
26:09She doesn't deserve to be Luna!
26:12Stones flew at our door.
26:14The word killer carved into the wall.
26:17The council convened within the day.
26:19The verdict was swift.
26:21Dad lost his alpha title.
26:23No wolf would follow him now.
26:25My grandfather,
26:26the former alpha,
26:27read out the judgment himself.
26:29He didn't look at his son once.
26:31Dad walked out of the council hall
26:33and never looked back.
26:35He took Emma
26:36and left the pack that same night.
26:37Emma was a bad seed, sure.
26:40But she was still his blood.
26:42Before they left,
26:43Emma tried to take her green choker.
26:45Dad stomped on it.
26:47Why the hell would you want that piece of trash?
26:50Emma cried as he dragged her away.
26:52Mom got out of the dungeon.
26:53The healer said she had lost her mind.
26:56The council locked her in the home instead.
26:58The one that still smelled like death.
27:00Her mental state deteriorated fast.
27:03She refused to take off the red choker.
27:05She would tighten it herself
27:07whenever the guilt got too heavy.
27:09She said choking was the only thing that eased it.
27:12It was her self-imposed punishment.
27:14I floated in the darkness.
27:16My wolf curled beside me,
27:18watching her unravel day after day.
27:20She'd talk to the empty corner where I used to stand.
27:23Stella, I brought you some food.
27:25No celery today.
27:26It's all roast.
27:28Just how you like it.
27:30But there was no food.
27:31There was nothing.
27:32Just her hands, cupped around air.
27:35She'd pretend to set a plate down.
27:37Her hands shook.
27:38The gem flashed red.
27:40She was anxious, guilty, falling apart.
27:43She smiled, but her eyes were empty.
27:46The gem is red.
27:48Mom is lying.
27:49Liars don't deserve food.
27:51She pulled the choker tight with her own hands.
27:54Let it choke her.
27:55Her body convulsed against the cold floor.
27:57It hurts so much.
27:59Is this how Stella felt?
28:02I'm sorry.
28:03Mom started reenacting my diary entries.
28:06I couldn't eat celery because of my allergy.
28:10So she forced herself to eat spoiled food
28:12until she vomited blood,
28:14then swallowed it back down.
28:16I was locked in isolation.
28:18So she locked herself in my old room,
28:21lights off,
28:22and bowed to my portrait
28:23until her forehead bled.
28:25Over and over.
28:27Blood on the floor.
28:29Late at night,
28:30she'd see the red glow of the bloodstone
28:32reflected on the wall.
28:33To her,
28:35it looked like my bloody eyes were watching.
28:37She kept punishing herself.
28:39The wounds healed slower and slower.
28:42Her wolf,
28:43exhausted by months of self-torture,
28:45slowly fell into a deep sleep.
28:47Mom didn't care.
28:49She scrawled on the back of my journal.
28:51I'm sorry.
28:52I was wrong.
28:54Red means pain.
28:55Red means love.
28:56Please come back and say
28:58it hurts hurts one more time.
29:00I'll save you.
29:01I promise.
29:02Too bad I'm dead.
29:04Dead wolves can't cry for help.
29:06Eventually,
29:07the new alpha intervened.
29:08Mom's self-harm had gone too far.
29:11She'd nearly choked herself to death
29:13with her own hands.
29:14He ordered her to move to a small hut
29:16at the far edge of the village,
29:18locked from the outside.
29:20Someone posted to watch her day and night.
29:22She was the strangest woman they'd ever seen.
29:25Nobody knew where she'd found it.
29:27A frayed red cord,
29:29tied around her own neck.
29:30Her homemade choker.
29:32If anyone tried to remove it,
29:34she'd snap at them,
29:36teeth bared,
29:37snarling,
29:38wild-eyed.
29:39Don't touch me!
29:41Stella's watching.
29:42She'll be angry if you take it.
29:45Every time the guard called her name
29:46and brought her food,
29:48Mom would grab the red cord
29:49and pull it tight against her own throat,
29:52convulsing,
29:53screaming.
29:54Red light!
29:55Red light!
29:56Don't punish!
29:57Punish me!
29:58I'll eat!
29:59I'll eat!
30:01Even if the food was scalding hot,
30:03she'd gulp it down,
30:04burning her throat.
30:06Wouldn't spit it out.
30:07She was reenacting my final moments,
30:10living my hell on repeat.
30:12Years later, Emma grew up,
30:13without guidance
30:14and with a trail of shame behind her.
30:17She drifted from pack to pack,
30:19stealing to survive.
30:20No one would take her in.
30:22When she ran out of options,
30:23she remembered.
30:25Mom was still alive.
30:27She slipped back into the Silverman pack
30:29under the cover of night.
30:30Not for love,
30:31for money.
30:33Hey, crazy lady!
30:35Dad's dead!
30:37Give me whatever you've been hiding!
30:38Emma stood there,
30:40face hard,
30:41eyes full of contempt.
30:42She looked at Mom's hollow,
30:44broken form
30:45and spat on the floor.
30:47It's disgusting.
30:49Give me what I want,
30:51or I'll send you to meet your daughter.
30:53For a moment,
30:54Mom's cloudy eyes cleared.
30:56She looked at Emma
30:57and suddenly remembered
30:58that choker,
31:00that always green glowstone,
31:03that decade of deception.
31:05It's you!
31:06You lie!
31:07You're the green light that wasn't there!
31:10You killed Stella!
31:12Give her back to me!
31:13Give her back to me!
31:15The last shred of maternal love
31:17twisted into something feral.
31:19Mom lunged,
31:20grabbed Emma by the throat.
31:22You should have died!
31:24Not her!
31:26You!
31:28Emma thrashed,
31:29but couldn't break free
31:30from a madwoman's grip.
31:32The guards rushed in,
31:33pulled her off.
31:35Emma stumbled out of the hut,
31:36terrified.
31:37They're all insane!
31:39She bolted into the forest.
31:41She didn't get far.
31:43Rogues.
31:44The kind that haunted the borderlands.
31:46Preying on anyone foolish enough
31:48to run through the trees alone at night.
31:50Emma never saw them coming.
31:52By the time she did,
31:54it was too late.
31:55She survived.
31:56Barely.
31:57Both legs shattered beyond repair.
32:00She'd never walk again.
32:02Meanwhile,
32:02Mom was strapped to her cot,
32:04staring at the ceiling.
32:05Tears streaming.
32:07In her dreams,
32:08she finally saw me.
32:09I was ten again.
32:11No choker.
32:11White dress.
32:13Smiling.
32:14Mom!
32:15She reached for me,
32:16crying with joy.
32:18Stella!
32:19But the moment her hands touched me,
32:21I burst into ash.
32:23No!
32:24She woke up screaming.
32:26If she'd been wearing that choker,
32:28it would have been blood red.
32:30Eternal torment.
32:31I stood in the void,
32:33watching it all.
32:34Mom strapped to her bed.
32:35Emma in a wheelchair,
32:37begging on the market.
32:38Dad,
32:38drunk and dead in some gutter.
32:40I felt nothing.
32:42No satisfaction.
32:43Just a flat,
32:45dead,
32:45calm.
32:46My wolf padded over quietly.
32:48She didn't howl.
32:49Didn't nudge.
32:51Just pressed her head against my hand
32:52and held it there.
32:53In the distance,
32:55a door of light appeared.
32:56Soft.
32:57Steady.
32:58Waiting.
32:59I looked at my wolf.
33:00She looked at me.
33:02Yeah.
33:02Time to leave.
33:03This life was too bitter.
33:05Nothing worth holding onto.
33:07I floated to Mom's hut,
33:08one final time.
33:09She looked ancient.
33:11Hair completely white.
33:12Frail as paper.
33:13She sensed something.
33:14Her cloudy eyes focused on a point in the air,
33:17right where I stood.
33:18Stella,
33:18is that you?
33:19Her trembling hand reached into the emptiness.
33:22Mom destroyed the choker.
33:24I don't believe in it anymore.
33:25Come back,
33:26please.
33:26I'll cook for you.
33:28No salary.
33:28I'll buy you new dresses.
33:30Not Emma.
33:31Tears rolled down her face.
33:32I looked at the red marks on her neck
33:34from the frayed cord.
33:35I...
33:36I reached out.
33:37My cold, ghostly finger touched her forehead.
33:40This was my final mercy.
33:42Sleep, Mom.
33:43In sleep, there's no pain.
33:45Her eyes fluttered shut.
33:46She slumped into a deep, dreamless rest.
33:49A breeze blew through the hut.
33:50The old journal on her cot flipped open.
33:53The last page, my dying words,
33:55stared up at the ceiling.
33:56But below it, in shaky handwriting,
33:59were new lines,
34:00written by Mom during a lucid moment.
34:02Next life, let me wear the choker.
34:04Let me be the liar.
34:06Punish me however you want.
34:07Just don't leave me.
34:08I stared at those words.
34:10Felt nothing.
34:11Too late.
34:12Repentance means nothing to the dead.
34:14Mom, I don't hate you anymore.
34:16But I don't love you either.
34:18Let's not meet again.
34:19I turned away.
34:20My wolf was waiting.
34:21In the distance,
34:22the door of light still glowed.
34:24Soft, steady, patient.
34:26I looked at my neck.
34:27The phantom Verity choker.
34:29Still there, even in spirit form.
34:31The nightmare that had changed me for a lifetime.
34:33I grabbed it.
34:34It shattered into nothing.
34:36I felt weightless.
34:37Free.
34:37No red light.
34:39No hunger.
34:39No lies.
34:40Just freedom.
34:41My wolf pressed against my side.
34:43Together, we walked toward the light.
34:45I didn't look back.
34:46Morning came.
34:47A guard pushed open the door.
34:49Rachel, time to eat.
34:50No response.
34:51She walked closer.
34:52Mom's hand clutched the torn journal.
34:54A single tear,
34:55crystallized at the corner of her eye.
34:57She crouched beside her,
34:58held two fingers beneath her nose.
35:00Nothing.
35:01She was gone.
35:02Passing through the door wasn't violent.
35:04No spinning.
35:05No chaos.
35:06Just warmth.
35:07Like sinking into a spring stream.
35:09I looked to my side.
35:10My wolf was gone.
35:11I didn't panic.
35:12I pressed my hand to my chest.
35:14And there she was.
35:15Steady.
35:16Warm.
35:16Then I heard her voice.
35:18Not a whimper.
35:18Not a whine.
35:19Clear and bright and full of life.
35:22Like the first time we met.
35:23Run.
35:24I shifted.
35:25Four paws hit the ground and I ran.
35:27Through forests that smelled of pine and rain.
35:29Through cold, shallow streams that splashed silver around my legs.
35:33Through meadows I had never seen but somehow knew.
35:36My white fur caught the light.
35:38My paws were sure.
35:39My lungs were full.
35:41My body was strong.
35:43No choker around my throat.
35:44No red light.
35:46No hunger.
35:47The lingering ache in my soul.
35:49The phantom pain of ten years.
35:51Started to fade with every step.
35:53I ran toward brightness.
35:54Behind me, old life dissolved.
35:56Like a worn photograph left out in the rain.
35:59Mom's final tear.
36:01The red glow of the choker.
36:02Blood on the journal pages.
36:04Gone.
36:05I didn't look back.
36:06That ten year nightmare was finally, truly, over.
36:09When I opened my eyes again, I was tiny, wrapped in soft blankets.
36:15Someone was humming.
36:17A woman's voice.
36:19Gentle.
36:20Off-key.
36:21But full of love.
36:22Her fingers brushed my cheek.
36:24The scent of wildflowers.
36:26Not the cold, clinical distance of my old mother.
36:29Not the silence of someone who only touched me to punish.
36:33I blinked up at her.
36:34She had kind eyes.
36:36A soft smile.
36:37She cradled me like I was made of glass.
36:40Grace is awake, honey.
36:42Come quick.
36:43Our daughter just opened her eyes.
36:45A man appeared.
36:47Tall.
36:47A little awkward.
36:48But his face lit up when he saw me.
36:51He touched my tiny hand with one finger.
36:53His voice was deep.
36:55Warm.
36:56Hey, Grace.
36:58I'm your dad.
37:00Grace, not Stella.
37:02No weight, no chains, no red light.
37:06Just Grace.
37:07A name that meant something light, something cherished.
37:10This house was small, but warm.
37:13Full of light.
37:14Cartoon painting on the walls.
37:16Flowers by the window.
37:18Sunlight pouring through the windows, warm on the floor.
37:21I realized fast.
37:22This family was nothing like the last one.
37:25They never forced me to do anything.
37:27There were no chokers, no red lights, no punishments for things I hadn't done.
37:33I grew.
37:34Learned to crawl.
37:36To talk.
37:37And when I was three, Mom made a stew with celery.
37:40The green stalks in the bowl triggered me.
37:43I flashed back to choking.
37:45Throat swelling.
37:46Vomiting blood.
37:47I stumbled backwards, shaking.
37:49Tears came without permission.
37:51Mom immediately put down her spoon.
37:54Crouched.
37:55Pulled me into a hug.
37:56Grace, what's wrong?
37:58You don't like celery?
37:59I couldn't speak.
38:00Just shook my head, sobbing.
38:03Dad knelt too.
38:04Rubbed my back.
38:05Hey, it's okay.
38:07You don't have to eat it.
38:08Can you tell us why?
38:10Their eyes were patient.
38:11Gentle.
38:12Finally, I choked out.
38:14It hurts my throat.
38:16Makes me bleed.
38:18They didn't say,
38:20The Verity choker doesn't lie.
38:21They didn't accuse me of faking.
38:23They took me to the pack healer immediately.
38:26Turns out, I really do have a celery allergy.
38:29After that, celery never appeared in the house again.
38:33Mom added it to her market list.
38:35Grace's allergies.
38:36Celery.
38:37She checked every time she shopped.
38:39I lay in her arms that night, smelling wildflowers, and realized, this is what it feels like to
38:46be believed.
38:47Love isn't measured by a stone.
38:49It's listening.
38:50Even when the story sounds impossible.
38:52When I was four, Dad took me to the pack healer for my first health check.
38:56There was a blood draw.
38:58I saw the needle and lost it.
39:00Flashes of the choker tightening around my throat.
39:03Flashes of starvation.
39:04I screamed.
39:06Clung to Dad's leg.
39:07The healer sighed.
39:09I couldn't stop shaking.
39:10Don't punish me.
39:12I'm not lying.
39:14Dad immediately scooped me up.
39:16Sorry, she's not ready.
39:17We'll come back another time.
39:18On the walk home, Dad didn't scold me for being weak.
39:21He just asked gently.
39:23Grace, did someone hurt you before?
39:27I buried my face in his shoulder, tears soaking his shirt.
39:31Mom, Joker, red light.
39:34I couldn't explain it clearly, but he listened, nodded.
39:38It's okay.
39:40Dad's here now.
39:41No one's ever hurting you again.
39:44From then on, they took me to the pack healer regularly.
39:47Not for blood draws, just to talk.
39:50She has been hurt.
39:51Be patient with her.
39:52My parents never complained.
39:54Never made me feel like a burden.
39:56They bought me a colorful necklace, but never forced me to wear it.
40:00This is just a pretty thing, Grace.
40:01Wear it if you want.
40:03Take it off if you don't.
40:05We'll love you either way.
40:06Slowly, I started to heal.
40:08I could say,
40:09I don't like this.
40:11Without fear.
40:11I could say,
40:13I'm scared.
40:14I could say,
40:15I want that.
40:16I didn't have to worry about my heart racing being proof of a lie.
40:19I started sharing my stories with them.
40:22I cried when I didn't get a toy.
40:24I laughed when I got praise.
40:26I was finally just a pup.
40:28A normal, loved pup.
40:31When I turned seven, I started at the pack school.
40:34There was a girl in my class, Annie Sullivan.
40:36She looked exactly like Emma.
40:39Same eyes, but her hair was shorter.
40:42And she was timid.
40:44Scared.
40:45The first time I saw her, my heart clenched.
40:48Flashbacks.
40:49Emma's smug grin.
40:51The green light mocking me.
40:53I stepped back instinctively.
40:55Annie noticed.
40:56She looked down, voice barely a whisper.
40:59I'm Annie.
41:02Do you want to be friends?
41:03Her tone was so careful.
41:05So desperate to please.
41:07Just like I used to be.
41:09I glanced at her neck.
41:10She wore a simple choker with green gem.
41:13My stomach turned.
41:15Later, I found out,
41:16Annie's mom was strict too.
41:18Demanded honesty.
41:20Locked her in her room without food when she made mistakes.
41:23One day, Annie accidentally knocked over the teacher's ink pot.
41:27She was trembling.
41:29Too scared to admit it.
41:30I saw her face.
41:32Red-rimmed eyes.
41:33Barely holding back tears.
41:34I remembered myself at that desk, writing,
41:38I am a liar.
41:39Over and over.
41:40I walked over.
41:42Took her hand.
41:44Annie, it's okay.
41:46Accidents happen.
41:48Let's tell the teacher together.
41:50She won't be mad.
41:51Annie looked at me, shocked.
41:52But mom says liars are bad wolves.
41:55Being honest isn't about never making mistakes.
41:58It's about owning up when you do.
42:00And even if you tell the truth, you shouldn't be punished for it.
42:04If the teacher gets angry, I'll stand with you.
42:06If your mom gets angry, come to my house.
42:09My parents will help.
42:10I gave her the courage I never had.
42:12She confessed.
42:14The teacher forgave her.
42:15Told her to be more careful next time.
42:17From that day on, we have been best friends.
42:20I brought Annie home to meet my parents.
42:22She saw how warm they were.
42:24How they didn't yell.
42:25Didn't punish little things.
42:27I told her,
42:28You don't have to make everyone happy.
42:31You're allowed to feel things.
42:34Say things.
42:35One day, Annie's mom came to pick her up from school.
42:38She saw us together and her face twisted.
42:41She grabbed Annie's hand.
42:43Did you mess up again?
42:45Is Grace covering for you?
42:46Annie immediately looked down.
42:49Silent.
42:50I stepped in front of her.
42:51Looked at the mom in the eye.
42:53Ma'am, Annie didn't do anything wrong.
42:55She's a good pup.
42:57You shouldn't always assume the worst.
43:02She's scared of you.
43:04The mom froze.
43:05Looked at me.
43:06Then at Annie's tear-filled eyes.
43:08Her expression softened.
43:10That night, she called my mom.
43:12Thanked her.
43:13Said I'd opened her eyes.
43:15Over time, Annie's mom got gentler.
43:17Started listening instead of yelling.
43:19And Annie?
43:20She blossomed.
43:22Confident.
43:23Happy.
43:23I watched her laugh freely one day and felt this warmth in my chest.
43:28I didn't get saved in my last life.
43:30I suffered alone in the dark.
43:32But this time, I could save someone else.
43:35I could stop another Stella from happening.
43:37Maybe that's the gift my past life gave me.
43:40The ability to see pain.
43:42And to heal.
43:43When I was 10, my parents took me to visit Grandma.
43:46There was an old oak tree in her yard.
43:48Its branches spread wide, casting shade over the whole garden.
43:51I sat beneath it, watching sunlight filter through the leaves.
43:55My wolf dozed inside me, warm and content.
43:58Then I saw her.
43:59An old woman.
44:00White hair.
44:01Hunched over a walking stick.
44:03Wearing a faded blue dress.
44:04The second I saw her face, I froze.
44:07She looked exactly like Rachel.
44:10My old mother.
44:11Grandma noticed me too.
44:12Walked over slowly.
44:14Her eyes were hazy.
44:15But there was something familiar in them.
44:17Something heavy.
44:18What's your name, child?
44:19Grace.
44:20She repeated it softly.
44:21Grace.
44:22That's a beautiful name.
44:23She reached out like she wanted to touch my hair.
44:25Then hesitated.
44:26Pulled back.
44:27Like she was afraid of disturbing something sacred.
44:30My mom came over.
44:31Studied her.
44:32Mom.
44:32This is our daughter, Grace.
44:34So she was my grandma in this life too.
44:36Over the next few days, grandma watched me constantly.
44:40Her expression was unreadable.
44:41One morning, she brought me a bowl of roasted meat.
44:44Grace, eat up.
44:45This used to be your favorite.
44:46I stared at the bowl.
44:48In my last life, I wrote in my dying breath,
44:50I want to eat mom's roasted meat.
44:53And here was grandma, saying those exact words.
44:56Tears blurred my vision.
44:57This wasn't some distant wish anymore.
44:59It was real.
45:00Right in front of me.
45:02I picked up a piece.
45:03Bit into it.
45:04Tender.
45:05Sweet.
45:05Perfect.
45:06Grandma smiled.
45:07A tired, guilty smile.
45:09That night, lying in bed with my wolf curled warm inside my chest,
45:13I thought about Rachel's last words.
45:15Next life.
45:16Let me wear the choker.
45:17Let me be the liar.
45:19Punish me however you want.
45:20Just don't leave me.
45:22I thought about her final tear.
45:23The torn journal.
45:25I didn't hate her anymore.
45:26Hating someone is like locking yourself in the past.
45:29Chewing on pain forever.
45:30This life's warmth had already washed away the bitterness.
45:34I just felt sad.
45:35Sad that she only understood too late.
45:38Real love was never about stones or punishment.
45:41We stayed for a month, then went back home.
45:43Before I left, she held my hand.
45:45Grace, live well.
45:46Be happy.
45:47Her voice was soft, but heavy with meaning.
45:49I nodded.
45:50You too, grandma.
45:51I watched her walk away, and I felt nothing.
45:54No anger.
45:55No grief.
45:56The grudges of my past life were like fallen leaves, blown away by the wind.
46:00I wasn't Stella anymore.
46:01The girl locked in the dark, choking on a lie.
46:04I was Grace Sterling.
46:06Surrounded by love.
46:07Free.
46:07At 13, I graduated from PAC school.
46:10Got into the best academy in the region.
46:12My parents took me to the lake for a picnic to celebrate.
46:15I stood at the edge of the water, wind in my hair, the scent of pine and cold water on
46:20my skin.
46:20I stretched out my arms, feeling the freedom.
46:23For a moment, I saw her, my ghost self, floating, desperate to hug someone, but passing right
46:30through.
46:31Grace, what are you thinking?
46:32Dad handed me a drink.
46:34I smiled.
46:34Just, I'm grateful.
46:36To be alive.
46:37To be with you both.
46:38Mom pulled me into a hug.
46:40Silly girl.
46:41We're the lucky ones.
46:42No one said anything.
46:43We all just shifted at the same time, like we'd done it a hundred times before.
46:48We ran together through the trees, through the shallow edge of the lake, water spraying
46:53silver around our paws.
46:54Eventually, I slowed down, turned, and threw myself at them.
46:59We tumbled into the grass together.
47:01Mom nuzzled her head against mine.
47:03Dad licked the top of my head with lazy affection.
47:06I pressed into them both and stayed there, breathing hard, warm, all the way through.
47:11I looked up at the sky through the canopy of trees.
47:14I didn't need to prove I wasn't a liar anymore.
47:16I didn't need to fear a red light.
47:18I could laugh, cry, speak freely.
47:21I had parents who loved me.
47:23A best friend.
47:24A healthy body.
47:25A bright future.
47:26This was the life I died wishing for.
47:29That night, I wrote in my journal.
47:31Not the blood-stained confessions of my old life.
47:33This one was full of happiness.
47:35Growth.
47:36Love.
47:37I wrote, today we ran by the lake.
47:40Mom and dad shifted with me without saying a word.
47:43We tumbled in the grass like pups.
47:44I thought about my past self.
47:46That little girl, locked in a room, choking in the dark, desperate to be loved.
47:51She'd never believe that I could be this happy.
47:54Mom and dad love me.
47:55They taught me that honesty isn't something you punish out of someone.
47:58It's something you grow, with patience and warmth.
48:02Annie is my best friend now.
48:04She laughs freely.
48:06She speaks without flinching.
48:07Grandma is getting older, but her eyes are warm when she looks at me.
48:11My wolf grows stronger every day.
48:14With her beside me, I feel at ease.
48:16I don't hate anyone anymore.
48:17I don't cling to the past.
48:19Those painful memories are like paw prints in the mud, washed away by rain.
48:24But they taught me to cherish every step forward.
48:27I know my old mom, sister, and dad got what they deserved.
48:31And I finally broke free.
48:33I found real freedom.
48:35I don't want to see them again.
48:36I don't want to relive that life.
48:38I just want to be grey, simple, happy, loved.
48:41The lake was beautiful.
48:43Life was beautiful.
48:44I closed my journal.
48:45Looked out the window.
48:47Moonlight shimmered on the water through the trees.
48:49My wolf stirred softly inside my chest.
48:52Warm.
48:52Steady.
48:53I smiled.
48:54This life.
48:55I finally became who I wanted to be.
48:57No red light.
48:58No starvation.
48:59No lies.
49:00Just love.
49:01Freedom.
49:02Happiness.
49:03And those scars from my past?
49:04They became part of me.
49:06Proof that I had survived.
49:07Proof that darkness, no matter how long it lasts, cannot swallow you whole.
49:12Not if you keep moving toward the light.
49:14The road ahead is long.
49:15But I will walk it with courage, with joy, toward something even brighter.
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