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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:04Can we just be done with the country of Morocco?
00:00:07Don't be mad, but I may have been texting...
00:00:14Mohamed.
00:00:16Mohamed told me to text him a place that we could meet,
00:00:19and I think if I don't see him, I'm always gonna regret it.
00:00:25I talked to that girl, and she said that
00:00:27you guys actually had hooked up a month ago,
00:00:31and that we are going to San Pedro at the end of the month with her.
00:00:35Call me every day. You want my location?
00:00:37I don't have nothing to hide.
00:00:38I'm gonna take your word for it.
00:00:41I really hope he's telling me the truth,
00:00:43because I can't be with somebody
00:00:46who has been cheating on me this whole time.
00:00:48He hasn't even said I love you yet.
00:00:51It's making me feel pretty insecure.
00:01:01They want babies.
00:01:03I'm just not ready to make the decision yet.
00:01:13Is it safe to come in?
00:01:15Yes!
00:01:16Oh, my God!
00:01:18Laura told me Michael didn't want me
00:01:22between their relationship.
00:01:24I took it as a move,
00:01:27and now I think Michael is coming to break us up.
00:01:31I enjoy pretty much violence.
00:01:34Do you like it?
00:01:36I like it.
00:01:37Violence.
00:01:40I want to get questions answered.
00:01:42I don't even think he can drive a boat anymore
00:01:44because of the work incident.
00:01:46Josh took a boat his company was selling
00:01:49and ended up crashing the boat into rocks,
00:01:52and he has a final warning at work.
00:01:54And on top of that,
00:01:56he lied to me about living with Nat.
00:01:58So are you jealous of me on our relationship?
00:02:00I think that she has a financial hold on you
00:02:03that's making you feel some sort of...
00:02:05No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:02:06That offends me.
00:02:10Are you promising me
00:02:11that you will not go back to practicing same sex?
00:02:14Daniel, I plan on marrying you
00:02:16for the rest of my life.
00:02:17I don't think I will continue
00:02:18with this relationship
00:02:19until my uncle comes.
00:02:21I'm terrified that his uncle
00:02:23will never forgive me,
00:02:25and this relationship will be over.
00:02:34I am sinking deeper
00:02:38Inches from hitting rock bottom
00:02:42I don't need no answers
00:02:46Baby, I've already got them
00:02:53Oh, my God.
00:02:55This place is a f***ing disaster.
00:02:58Like, I'm not used to living
00:02:59with two men in, like, a frat house.
00:03:02Like, gross!
00:03:04I need you to hold me
00:03:09Like, I woke up this morning,
00:03:11like, Joshua's, like, he was gone,
00:03:12and I asked him where he was,
00:03:14and Joshua said,
00:03:15I'll be back soon, like, XX.
00:03:16And I was like,
00:03:17oh, enjoy Nat's.
00:03:19And he, like, hearted the message,
00:03:20so I'm like,
00:03:21what the f*** does that mean?
00:03:22Just hold me
00:03:25Last night, and I went out
00:03:27with Josh and his friends,
00:03:28and it went okay.
00:03:30I might have said some things
00:03:31that hurt Joshua,
00:03:32but there's something definitely off
00:03:34with his friendship with Nat.
00:03:37I mean, he has been living with Nat
00:03:40rent-free.
00:03:41That's her financially supporting him,
00:03:44and that's super f***ing weird to me.
00:03:47So, after finding out
00:03:49what I found out about Nat,
00:03:51my mind is just in so many directions,
00:03:54and I'm freaking out.
00:03:56Like, where is he?
00:03:57What is he doing?
00:03:58And I have no idea what to think.
00:04:01It's, like, such high highs
00:04:03and, like, such low lows.
00:04:04I just, I'm like,
00:04:05this f***ing place is a f***ing disaster.
00:04:08I feel like I'm living
00:04:09in a f***ing frat house.
00:04:10Like, I'm going crazy.
00:04:12Like, I'm going,
00:04:13I don't know what the f***
00:04:14is going on with him.
00:04:16Just, like,
00:04:17I just feel overwhelmed,
00:04:19and, like, I want to go home.
00:04:25I just feel alone.
00:04:29I don't know.
00:04:30I woke up and he was gone.
00:04:33And it made me feel like,
00:04:34was he at Nat's place?
00:04:36Like, where is he?
00:04:38And, like, and I just...
00:04:48What just happened?
00:04:50He left.
00:04:51He saw me crying and left.
00:04:55He left.
00:05:00He saw me crying and left.
00:05:02Why didn't you just leave?
00:05:05You're upset.
00:05:06So you don't care that I'm upset?
00:05:09You don't feel upset.
00:05:11So you just walk away from me?
00:05:14Sorry, everybody needed to help me.
00:05:17What are you upset about?
00:05:23I don't know what the f***
00:05:24is going on right now.
00:05:28I ran off to do a few things
00:05:30while you're asleep.
00:05:34I've got work to run around for.
00:05:37Like, I've got to do jobs
00:05:38while I look after you.
00:05:39If you're asleep and you're in bed,
00:05:40perfect.
00:05:41Sleep in.
00:05:42This is the best time
00:05:43to get work done.
00:05:47This wasn't about a job.
00:05:48What was it about then?
00:06:15I walk in the door
00:06:16and I see Elise crying.
00:06:17And I sort of panicked
00:06:18and just thought, you know,
00:06:20I need to give her
00:06:20a bit more space.
00:06:24I know how fiery she gets
00:06:26and maybe I didn't want
00:06:27a water bottle thrown at my head.
00:06:29I think I should have just told Elise
00:06:31that, you know,
00:06:32I had to work.
00:06:33But she texted me that comment
00:06:34about Nat
00:06:34and it pissed me off.
00:06:36So I guess I was just
00:06:37being a smart-ass back.
00:06:42Were you at Nat's today?
00:06:46I wasn't at Nat's today, no.
00:06:47I had work to do.
00:06:49They want me to drive a boat
00:06:51that I sold
00:06:53from our marina
00:06:54to get lifted up,
00:06:55put on a truck
00:06:56and sent to Perth,
00:06:57which is the other side
00:06:58of the country.
00:07:00They want me to do it
00:07:02in a few days.
00:07:03I've told them I can't.
00:07:05But I had to at least
00:07:06shut the keys off.
00:07:09Okay?
00:07:11Yes.
00:07:17I am falling for Josh
00:07:22and I want this to work.
00:07:24Look, let's go to the beach.
00:07:27It's a beautiful day.
00:07:29We can forget about this.
00:07:32Okay.
00:07:36Fair enough.
00:07:38But he's given me reasons
00:07:40not to trust him
00:07:41because he's lied to me
00:07:42about living with Nat.
00:07:44And I'm so worried
00:07:45about what else
00:07:46I'm going to find out.
00:08:05How are you?
00:08:06I'm so worried.
00:08:16Are you?
00:08:17Will you speak first?
00:08:19Yes, I have to speak first.
00:08:20I have to talk to him.
00:08:21He's my uncle.
00:08:22So I will explain everything to him.
00:08:25Daniel, what's going to happen if he doesn't forgive us?
00:08:28I don't know.
00:08:29I can't tell.
00:08:31Let's go there first.
00:08:34I'm still upset about Lisa telling lies.
00:08:37I'm sleeping with her fellow woman.
00:08:39But everyone is a sinner, and everyone can ask for forgiveness.
00:08:45I'm really, really, really, really nervous.
00:08:48You're not even nervous, Mother Maya.
00:08:51You're not.
00:08:53I love Lisa, and she promised not to do it anymore.
00:08:58So despite all her mistakes, I still want to marry her.
00:09:06What the...
00:09:09Well, right now, I feel like running away from where I'm sitting.
00:09:15My uncle asked her about this business, and she told my uncle that it was a mistake.
00:09:20She lied to him.
00:09:22I don't know how to look on his face and talk to him, because I've disgraced myself.
00:09:43She told me that when things are going wrong, that we should inform you.
00:09:58Before you approved our marriage, there are some things she told me, which I told you, that she
00:10:06have divorced two times.
00:10:07But after all the blessings, she told me that she have gotten married five times.
00:10:17And she has not been divorced legally.
00:10:22This is too much.
00:10:23So when I heard this, I was...
00:10:26I was shocked.
00:10:29Uncle.
00:10:30Uncle.
00:10:30Hold on.
00:10:31No.
00:10:31Hold on.
00:10:32Let me explain.
00:10:32Let him explain.
00:10:34It's not yet time for you to talk.
00:10:37So this is what she told me.
00:10:39And she also told me that from 21 years now, that she has been in a relationship with several
00:10:47women.
00:10:50May I please explain, Uncle?
00:10:52No.
00:10:53Oh, wait.
00:10:54You told me that you have stopped everything about lesbianism.
00:11:01I have.
00:11:02I have.
00:11:02I have.
00:11:02But why am I hearing this one now?
00:11:06Where is the honesty?
00:11:08Up to 20-something years with your fellow woman.
00:11:13This is an abomination.
00:11:16No.
00:11:18No.
00:11:20When I came to you and I told you I have stopped, I have stopped.
00:11:24I just didn't tell you how many times or what it was in my past.
00:11:28It's my past, sir.
00:11:30My culture is very different in America.
00:11:33I can't help what my past is like.
00:11:35I can't change my past, sir.
00:11:38I am willing to do whatever it takes to be with Daniel.
00:11:41I can't believe you.
00:11:43It's the truth.
00:11:44You are just telling me lies.
00:11:46It's our abomination.
00:11:53I did it.
00:11:56What will the girls of our land say?
00:12:00Because of this, because of this your problem, the marriage will be over.
00:12:19I feel angry about Lisa.
00:12:22I gave her my approval.
00:12:25I gave them my blessings.
00:12:27But now, she deceives me.
00:12:33Why is she crying?
00:12:35In spite of the offense she has committed, is she crying?
00:12:42When she cries, that makes me more angry.
00:12:46I feel she is pretending just to get sympathy from me.
00:12:52That's another offense.
00:12:54I forgave her the first time.
00:12:57But now, I have withdrawn my approval and my blessing.
00:13:05I have a gift for you, actually.
00:13:07You have a gift for me?
00:13:08Your book?
00:13:09Oh.
00:13:11Yeah.
00:13:11That's so sweet of you.
00:13:12I'm here, too.
00:13:13You know, your boyfriend.
00:13:16I'm going to get to know him.
00:13:17And when I realize his motive, I'll be the mother that stops it.
00:13:25I don't know how this meeting is going to go.
00:13:29I mean, I have my engagement ring that Muhammad gave to me last year when he proposed.
00:13:35Putting this ring back on is actually bringing up old feelings.
00:13:38It actually feels nice to have it on.
00:13:41I just feel like there's a lot of things that were left unsaid.
00:14:06You like?
00:14:08Did I like this movie?
00:14:10Or?
00:14:10Violence.
00:14:25So, you came all the way.
00:14:32Yeah, I thought I'd check in on Laura, see how she's doing.
00:14:37She's happy?
00:14:39OK, good.
00:14:39I'm glad to hear that.
00:14:40Yeah.
00:14:53I have a gift for you.
00:14:54You have a gift for me?
00:14:55I actually have two gifts for you.
00:14:56Oh, that's so sweet.
00:14:58Would you like me to get them?
00:14:59I would love that.
00:15:01That's a surprise.
00:15:05I remember, Laura, you wanted me to pick up something for you.
00:15:08I did, in fact.
00:15:09I want you to pick up something for me.
00:15:12So, one, your book.
00:15:14Oh, the second.
00:15:16And you fell in love with these the first time, so here's another set.
00:15:19And the packing cubes that I love that you got me.
00:15:21Mm-hmm.
00:15:24That's so sweet of you.
00:15:26You're so thoughtful.
00:15:28Yes, yes, I am.
00:15:31You're teaching me the gift-giving language.
00:15:34I love that.
00:15:38I'm here, too.
00:15:39You know, your boyfriend.
00:15:42He just brought me a gift.
00:15:43I thought I'd say...
00:15:44Yeah, I love that gift.
00:15:45Me, too.
00:15:52Michael just arrived in Turkey, and it just feels really freaking awkward.
00:15:59I feel like beer con's being ridiculously cold to Michael.
00:16:03And, really, it's so intentional and completely unnecessary.
00:16:09Grow up.
00:16:12Okay.
00:16:13So, Laura, how was your day-to-day?
00:16:14How was life?
00:16:16Yeah, it's been pretty good.
00:16:17I feel like I'm, like, in vacation mode.
00:16:20You are in vacation mode.
00:16:21Yeah.
00:16:22It's a lot later nights than I'm used to.
00:16:25That's a huge contrast to what my normal day-to-day life is.
00:16:29And I try to decide if it's a compatibility thing.
00:16:33I mean, if beer con were to come to the States, you're probably more on your schedule, then.
00:16:37He'd follow more in line with you, because EV is the only point of contact, so...
00:16:41Maybe.
00:16:42I mean, he doesn't...
00:16:44Your friend has a point.
00:16:51Did you enjoy Turkey so far?
00:16:54Well, in the short amount of time I've been here, I have experienced a cab driver weave through humans.
00:17:01Hey, yeah.
00:17:02Welcome to Turkey.
00:17:03Exactly.
00:17:12So, if you want, I can show you around.
00:17:16This is my country.
00:17:18This is my city.
00:17:19And you're the friend.
00:17:21My love.
00:17:23So, I can make that.
00:17:27Well, I appreciate that.
00:17:28This is the least I can do.
00:17:31Yeah.
00:17:34I had to be a jerk at the beginning, you know, because he has to know the boundaries.
00:17:41I play this game a lot, and this is my strategy.
00:17:45I have to get information first.
00:17:48I'm going to get to know him, and when I realize his motive, I'll be the mother that stops it.
00:17:58After you, people.
00:18:22How much longer is the drive there?
00:18:24Just 10 minutes.
00:18:26Oh, only 10 minutes?
00:18:27Yeah.
00:18:28Okay.
00:18:29Whew.
00:18:31Getting nervous.
00:18:43It's kind of crazy that I'm back because I wasn't expecting to see Muhammad ever again after he broke up
00:18:51with me.
00:18:54This is a really weird turn of events.
00:18:57I came here to make a relationship, work with Zied, and build a future with him.
00:19:02So to be going to Casablanca right now to see Muhammad, it's kind of surreal.
00:19:09I think I remember driving on this way to go to the mosque.
00:19:14So this is starting to feel familiar.
00:19:18I don't know.
00:19:19It's like a weird feeling.
00:19:21And, like, I know Muhammad is close by, so I'm getting, like, nervous, like butterflies.
00:19:28Especially because I have my engagement ring that Muhammad gave to me last year when he proposed.
00:19:36I'm not sure what I'm going to do with it or what the plan is with that ring, but I
00:19:42do have it with me.
00:19:46I know it's a little crazy that I brought the ring with me to Morocco.
00:19:52There was a part of me deep down that thought maybe somewhere along this trip, maybe I would see Muhammad,
00:19:58and maybe I would have the opportunity to give it back to him or get some closure.
00:20:04But putting this ring back on is actually, I don't know, it's actually bringing up some old feelings,
00:20:10and it actually feels nice to have it on.
00:20:16I don't know how this meeting is going to go.
00:20:20I don't know if it's going to go good or if it's going to go bad, if he's going to
00:20:23be nice to me.
00:20:26But I think him just being willing to come and see me for lunch or coffee or whatever
00:20:32is a sign that he would be open to potentially starting a relationship again.
00:20:45Oh, we're here.
00:20:46Oh, my goodness.
00:20:48Okay.
00:20:49Thank you so much.
00:20:51Oh, my gosh.
00:20:53Okay.
00:21:00Hello.
00:21:01Hi.
00:21:02I'm looking for a table for two.
00:21:04Yes.
00:21:05Here we come.
00:21:07This one?
00:21:08Yeah.
00:21:09Perfect.
00:21:10Thank you so much.
00:21:14My heart's racing.
00:21:17I'm, like, feeling shaky.
00:21:20Like, shaky good way or bad way?
00:21:23Shaky, I'm just, like, feeling overwhelmed because all of the memories from my last trip are now
00:21:28replaying in my head.
00:21:31So I just feel like there's a lot of things that were left unsaid, and I really don't know
00:21:37what to expect.
00:21:53Hello.
00:21:54Hello.
00:21:55What do you want to drink, please?
00:21:56Um, I think I'm going to wait to order until he shows up.
00:21:58Yeah.
00:21:59Okay.
00:21:59I'll just wait.
00:22:04I'm kind of getting nervous now.
00:22:22Oh, wait.
00:22:23That guy looks just like...
00:22:26That looks just like him.
00:22:31No.
00:22:38Excuse me?
00:22:40Hi.
00:22:41Um, could I actually order a cappuccino, please?
00:22:44Yes.
00:22:52Oh, it says that Mohamed's online.
00:22:55He's read all my messages, and he's online.
00:23:01Oh, thank you so much.
00:23:03You're welcome.
00:23:03That looks delicious.
00:23:05You're welcome.
00:23:07I'm going to call him, I think.
00:23:33Well, he's not answering.
00:23:38Okay, it said no answer.
00:23:40Okay.
00:23:41I'm starting to get annoyed now.
00:24:08Are you kidding me?
00:24:12A fiancé?
00:24:15He said he has a fiancé.
00:24:22Go under me.
00:24:25Stig and I had a rough few days
00:24:27dealing with all these rumors about him.
00:24:30Life is going to be tough
00:24:32being the wife or girlfriend of you.
00:24:36I may not have handled myself perfectly in the past.
00:24:39It's got me scared.
00:24:43Babe, I want you to know...
00:25:00Smile for the camera.
00:25:03Oh, good day.
00:25:05Go under me.
00:25:06I'm sorry.
00:25:08Is she walking through the...
00:25:09It's got wine, it's got wine, it's got wine, it's got wine, it's got wine, it's got wine, it's got
00:25:14wine.
00:25:16It's got wine.
00:25:16Ew.
00:25:17What do you see?
00:25:18A lot of grass.
00:25:21Really?
00:25:22That's it.
00:25:23No fish?
00:25:23No fish yet.
00:25:33Aw, my little mermaid.
00:25:43It's so pretty.
00:25:44It's so pretty.
00:25:45Yeah, it's pretty.
00:25:46I'm glad that we finally are able to spend alone time because it feels like a breath of fresh air
00:25:53after all the tough stuff we went through and everybody getting, like, literally...
00:25:57Literally, like, the moment you said that, the wind just came rushing in. It's a sign.
00:26:03Stig and I had a rough few days dealing with all these rumors about him. It was really hard and
00:26:09embarrassing for me to have to hear about all that stuff. But when it comes down to it, I do
00:26:15believe that Stig has been faithful. And we can finally relax now because Aunt Spring left this morning.
00:26:22Know that we all have your back and we want the best for you. We love you.
00:26:26I know.
00:26:26And I love you, too. And I appreciate you being here, trying to help me out. All right. Have a
00:26:34safe flight.
00:26:34Be careful.
00:26:35All right, all right.
00:26:36Don't be stupid out here.
00:26:38Okay, okay, okay.
00:26:38All right.
00:26:40All right.
00:26:44I'm glad you were able to stick it out through Aunt Spring. I know she's a lot.
00:26:49It's okay.
00:26:50I'm just happy that things are on the up.
00:26:53Me, too.
00:26:54Mm-hmm.
00:26:55Life is gonna be tough being the wife or girlfriend of you because you, you know, you have some fame.
00:27:06But I'm willing to do that for you.
00:27:07So I enjoy our time together. I enjoy you, your soul, and everything. So...
00:27:16I feel like when I first met you at the airport all over again.
00:27:19I know we were both nervous.
00:27:20Mm-hmm.
00:27:21And all giggly and...
00:27:22Yeah.
00:27:23That's the moment I realized, yeah, this is real.
00:27:27Mm-hmm.
00:27:30Babe, I want you to know that I'm grateful to have you here in Belize.
00:27:36That you took time out, come all the way to my country to meet me.
00:27:41Mm-hmm.
00:27:41I'm grateful that you're staying by my side through everything.
00:27:45And every day was something new.
00:27:46Good and bad.
00:27:47Literally.
00:27:48And all through those moments, like, I just keep, like, kept on falling for you and falling for you.
00:27:54All right.
00:27:58So, if I want you to know that I love you...
00:28:07I feel like I fell in love on the trip.
00:28:10Mm-hmm.
00:28:10I love you too.
00:28:13Hello?
00:28:15Mm-hmm.
00:28:16Sure?
00:28:17Mm-hmm.
00:28:19Aw.
00:28:25I said it.
00:28:26The big day.
00:28:27I said I love you the first time.
00:28:29Doviva.
00:28:32Ooh.
00:28:35And she said it back, which is, which is good.
00:28:38That's a good thing.
00:28:41Over the past couple of days with everything that we went through, got me scared.
00:28:45I may not have handled myself perfectly in the past, but I know for sure I don't want to lose
00:28:51the Viva.
00:28:52That would break my heart.
00:28:55I was waiting for the right moment.
00:28:56I didn't want you to feel like I don't.
00:28:58I know you were probably questioning it in your mind.
00:29:00I was.
00:29:01Mm-hmm.
00:29:02What'd I do?
00:29:03Mm-hmm.
00:29:04I've definitely been waiting for you to say it.
00:29:08Saying I love you means a lot.
00:29:10It's a big, crucial moment in a relationship, and it's special to me.
00:29:16But at the same time, I have only a few more days left in Belize.
00:29:20So I am hoping that him saying I love you means we are closer to a proposal,
00:29:26because I want to be engaged before the end of the trip.
00:29:29And I hope that's what he wants, too.
00:29:31Tell your body makes me feel so sexy.
00:29:37I love you.
00:29:39I love you, too.
00:29:41Mm-hmm.
00:29:43Mm.
00:29:44Mm-hmm.
00:29:52Yeah.
00:29:56Okay.
00:30:16I'm not going to have to wave.
00:30:26Is there sharks in the water?
00:30:28Could be.
00:30:29They're very, could be, but we're going to be stuck.
00:30:30They're way, way out.
00:30:32Okay.
00:30:32They don't like Americans.
00:30:34Perfect.
00:30:35I decided to book a surfing lesson for Elise and I today because it's Bondi, it's Australia,
00:30:41it's surfing.
00:30:41That's what we're known for.
00:30:44I feel like this is so ugly.
00:30:46Yeah.
00:30:47It's not the best.
00:30:50I think it'll be a good reset for us to, you know, get in the water, do something active,
00:30:55you know, taking our mind off, you know, last night and Nat and me living with her and Elise
00:31:00freaking out this morning.
00:31:02Let's just all wash it away in the waves, you know?
00:31:05I don't think I'm going to do well, but...
00:31:07That doesn't matter as long as you're having fun.
00:31:15Oh my God!
00:31:18Woo!
00:31:20Let's go, baby!
00:31:22Josh looks f***ing protected surfing.
00:31:24Catching all the waves.
00:31:25And here I look like a hot mess.
00:31:29Woo!
00:31:30Woo!
00:31:32Woo!
00:31:33Woo!
00:31:33Woo!
00:31:34Woo!
00:31:34Woo!
00:31:36Woo!
00:31:36Woo!
00:31:37Woo!
00:31:39Woo!
00:31:41Woo!
00:31:42Have you ever taken a girl surfing?
00:31:45No, I've never taken a girl surfing, so that's a first.
00:31:49Woo!
00:31:50Woo!
00:31:55Surf cherry popped.
00:31:57Mm-hmm.
00:31:57Red for cherry popping.
00:32:01Woo!
00:32:05Woo!
00:32:06Woo!
00:32:06Woo!
00:32:14you won't try any fish no okay well I told you I don't like fish and you brought me that
00:32:19fish
00:32:19please what's chicken snitch so chicken steady oh why should get that chicken sits all chicken
00:32:26burger as well we have one of each we'll try okay
00:32:33can we get tomato and aioli please like ketchup yeah yeah yeah wait so you call tomato is ketchup
00:32:42yes tomatoes ketchup what so besides what happened this morning today has been a really good day
00:32:51thank you and I'm happy he's taking me out something chill something fun this is like
00:32:56what I want my Saturday nights to be like wow how do you even fight into this you have a
00:33:03big mouth I'm a
00:33:04small mouth no I share right I know I swear I do yes you need to go like this
00:33:30oh I am a mess what do you think good I think it was great the biggest sandwich I've ever
00:33:37had
00:33:43what's on your mind
00:33:47I wish you'd stay longer longer I've still got another what eight days I already don't want
00:33:54you to leave I don't want to leave either I'm good I'm glad what's on your mind well I mean
00:34:02I
00:34:04I believe that you have an amazing heart it just worries me that I feel like your life's unstable
00:34:13like there's so many question marks like where are you gonna live the job situation like everything
00:34:19it just scares me she's been it's a year to forget for me you know my son leaving you know
00:34:30moving up far
00:34:32away from me that did rattle me and I sort of had him to look after like a lot more
00:34:38than I know than I
00:34:39do now yeah you almost felt like a part of you probably was missing so I am like I just
00:34:45took went
00:34:47around went about it probably in a rebellious way I love being a dad but recently my son and his
00:34:56mother
00:34:56and their family moved about an hour and a half away by plane it was for a better family life
00:35:03for them
00:35:04but I took it pretty hard I started to spoil a bit and going out a lot to take my
00:35:09mind off things but
00:35:11I know I need to make a change and calm down and I've been working on myself so at least
00:35:16there's nothing
00:35:16to worry about I've been in your position I went on a wild streak too and I I think I
00:35:26needed that to
00:35:27realize what I want and what I'm looking for and like I needed to settle down but what I'm really
00:35:35trying to get at I've been taken advantage of in my past good luck this is so bad can we
00:35:45finish this
00:35:45conversation in the car yeah it's like yeah happily wow turn on the car I'm so cold yeah I feel
00:35:59like
00:35:59we're finally like having a good conversation I want to finish it before we do anything else yeah
00:36:05yeah yeah I have my family has went through the ringers with my ex and like how my ex
00:36:14financially abused me and my family yeah and it's like these question marks make me feel like it's
00:36:20super unstable and it's like like what's gonna happen like I don't know you got that final warning at work
00:36:29and it's like you like lied to me that you about living at Nats and the
00:36:33yeah so what but like what am I like you think I'm leeching Nats helping you out and I've been
00:36:39used in the past with money like I don't know if you're gonna be using me for money well why
00:36:44would
00:36:44I when I'm using that it seems like you're getting so defensive with just like I'm just sick of the
00:36:54peppering and peppering peppering you're flogging the same holes like because when I get a warning like
00:36:59that when you said it happened but now it's I still have a job okay but it makes me worried
00:37:03that
00:37:04you could be using me well how would I use you but what if I don't know if you don't
00:37:09have a job what
00:37:09if I made you pay for when you've been here it doesn't matter I'm just okay well that's stupid
00:37:17and if you think that then I would not expect anything less than you wanting to go so please
00:37:25please let me know because I'm not playing that again I'll see therapy I won't are there far I am
00:37:37far out
00:37:37and I'm not my man I'm a man I'm a design and we're to the area we know from a
00:37:43bank even
00:37:44matters to zone so fuck man the city my case is a
00:38:20What's wrong?
00:38:21There's some wood dust just fell into my eye after knocking.
00:38:34Did you sleep well?
00:38:37I'm fine. It was a little hot.
00:38:40I know. I know that. I'm sorry.
00:38:44I know.
00:38:46Waking up with Rick in the bunk bed seems like we are siblings.
00:38:51I don't know.
00:38:53We should take a shower and go join them.
00:38:56But I'm glad Rick agreed to stay in a different bed.
00:39:02He's showing that he does respect my father.
00:39:05And I like that.
00:39:10Oh, baby.
00:39:12So you're going to walk out like this.
00:39:14Make sure it's not going to fall.
00:39:16I don't see nothing. Look.
00:39:17I'm all covered up.
00:39:25Jesus.
00:39:27Oh, baby, this water is cold.
00:39:29You can survive.
00:39:33Oh, baby.
00:39:40Village life is definitely not the life for me.
00:39:43And I think Trisha's family is picking up on that.
00:39:49I'd like to think that they can also see that I'm trying.
00:40:05It's fine.
00:40:07It's cold, baby.
00:40:09I realize that they weren't too happy with my indecisiveness about whether I want kids or not.
00:40:17But I'm glad that they're still willing to keep on getting to know me.
00:40:22And I hope they can see I am a good partner for Trish.
00:40:38They're preparing something, like for the lunch.
00:40:42Take the leaves and that's...
00:40:45What kind of leaves are those things?
00:40:46It's cassava leaves.
00:40:48You remember when we ate somewhere on the street?
00:40:51We tried, then...
00:40:53Oh, no.
00:40:54The bitter ones?
00:40:56I don't know, baby.
00:41:00Oh, no.
00:41:02No, no.
00:41:04No, no.
00:41:07Who used to talk with me?
00:41:08Can you...
00:41:08Do you know how to...
00:41:12Yeah, you should have them.
00:41:17You.
00:41:22You, huh?
00:41:23No, no.
00:41:28I finally got one.
00:41:30.
00:41:31.
00:41:31.
00:41:31.
00:41:31.
00:41:31.
00:41:31.
00:41:31.
00:41:32.
00:41:32.
00:41:35.
00:41:35I knew that other people were able to live in the city.
00:41:42They were able to live in the city.
00:41:44They had a good pleasure to live in the city.
00:41:49That was good.
00:41:51They were able to live in a city.
00:41:58They didn't even go away.
00:41:59so I don't know how we can get rid of it.
00:42:02I don't think I can do it.
00:42:11I don't know how much I had to do it.
00:42:13I've been waiting for a while to give up.
00:42:21I've been talking to you and I have no money.
00:42:27I've been a doctor in the morning and I've been a while.
00:42:30I have to stop seeing from the world.
00:42:33And the fact that my parents are young...
00:42:38...and I have to do something new.
00:42:41And I am not here yet.
00:42:43They are always the same.
00:42:48If they want me to get back, I'll be the one who will show you...
00:42:54...of this country.
00:42:56Pantaniakuzai.
00:42:58Lahuatsi zan, tiriq mreakwe, zaut si terak.
00:43:04Nefarao te az.
00:43:06Kireak tewe, hap shafi dai tewe, yieti me te amo.
00:43:12Iriksha ira.
00:43:16Yee, yee, yee.
00:43:19De manapakeus zaiwe, tiai te te haum.
00:43:23De manapakeus zaiwe.
00:43:30It scares me a lot, because I don't know how to convince Rick to have a baby.
00:43:38Even though he hurt me so much, it's hard for me to lose Rick.
00:43:42He's a good man, and I love him so much.
00:43:47But I love my family also.
00:43:51So if he doesn't want a child, we have to break up.
00:43:56And that will break my heart.
00:43:59I don't want that.
00:44:06Melora, I know, plays pickleball in the evening.
00:44:08She kayaks 30 miles with me.
00:44:11You're considering yourself as best friends.
00:44:14Yeah.
00:44:15So why didn't you fall in love with each other?
00:44:18I don't have an answer for that.
00:44:21Yeah.
00:44:29Are you watching soccer?
00:44:31No.
00:44:32I used to watch tennis when I was younger, but...
00:44:35And then baseball, but I don't watch any sport anymore.
00:44:37I don't understand baseball.
00:44:41It's more fun to me than soccer.
00:44:52Okay, it looks like we're here.
00:44:53This is my hotel.
00:44:55Tell me right back, okay?
00:44:56Okay.
00:44:56All right.
00:44:58Huh.
00:44:59Yeah.
00:45:01Michael arrived earlier today, and now he's got to go check into his hotel before we go
00:45:07and see more of the city.
00:45:10I'm glad that Birkon was willing to spend time with him.
00:45:14Okay.
00:45:15I love keeping my enemies close.
00:45:20I don't...
00:45:21I don't believe in your .
00:45:24But at the same time, I feel like Birkon's trying to act like he's some kind of tough guy.
00:45:29And I don't like that because not only do I want Birkon to end up liking Michael,
00:45:34but I need Michael to approve of my relationship with Birkon,
00:45:39and Birkon's making that really difficult right now.
00:45:43I don't think he's giving you .
00:45:45I think he's trying really hard to be nice to you so that, you know, we can all kind of
00:45:50get along.
00:45:51I think he's worried, understandably so, that you're going to make me choose between you or him.
00:45:58Look, I'm going to give that guy a chance, nothing more.
00:46:03I appreciate that, honestly.
00:46:06Okay.
00:46:16This is cute and cozy.
00:46:18Really nice.
00:46:20Yep.
00:46:21It is.
00:46:35So, this morning, I was acting like a bastard to you, and you didn't respond to me that way.
00:46:44You just tried to communicate.
00:46:45Mm-hmm.
00:46:46And I'm sorry.
00:46:49I appreciate that, Birkon.
00:46:50And I want you to understand what is my intentions about this relationship,
00:46:57and to get to know each other.
00:47:00So, I can tell everything about me, because I am proud of the life I live.
00:47:06How much have you told him what we've talked about?
00:47:09I mean, like, the things that you and I talked about, like the debt, he and I have talked about
00:47:15it extensively.
00:47:16Mm-hmm.
00:47:17Well, Birkon, tell me more about your debt.
00:47:22I have three places.
00:47:24Like this.
00:47:25Coffee.
00:47:26Okay.
00:47:27And Corona hit.
00:47:29I lost my places.
00:47:31Last four years, everything just up.
00:47:34I couldn't handle, because I had no connections.
00:47:38You couldn't find the right job.
00:47:39Even after I sell everything I had, I had 50K debt.
00:47:47All right.
00:47:48So, this isn't gambling debt, then?
00:47:50Yeah, exactly.
00:47:52Gambling is only a way for me to make money.
00:47:57I get that people think about gambling is, you know, like, blindly giving money.
00:48:03Mm-hmm.
00:48:04But I'm not an idiot, and I know the system.
00:48:10When to play, when to withdraw.
00:48:13And you say your system...
00:48:14Yeah.
00:48:15...earns you money.
00:48:16Yeah.
00:48:19I don't see gambling being a way of surviving a source of income.
00:48:23It's...
00:48:24It doesn't work.
00:48:25And gambling is infinitely more accessible in the States than it is in Turkey.
00:48:30We have a casino 10 minutes up the road,
00:48:33and all he needs is a car, and he's off to win, I guess.
00:48:37And I'm sure Laura would like help paying the rent rather than supporting him.
00:48:42I don't want to speak ill of a man that she likes, but I can't see it.
00:48:49I just, I don't see it working.
00:48:51So, I'd like to ask another question.
00:48:54I'm just kind of curious.
00:48:55Laura, you get up at 4 a.m., and you're calling, you go to bed at 4 a.m.
00:49:00Yeah, exactly.
00:49:01How is this going to work?
00:49:02Yeah.
00:49:03Laura, I know, loves to work out at 4 a.m. and has done wonders for her.
00:49:07She plays pickleball in the evening.
00:49:09She kayaks 30 miles with me.
00:49:11Well, you guys have your system there.
00:49:15I will try to involve every part of her life.
00:49:21The recommendation is that you marry your best friend.
00:49:24Usually, your best friend is someone that you spend time with all the time.
00:49:27You have the same interests.
00:49:29You, you want to be with each other.
00:49:31Right.
00:49:32Okay.
00:49:34I'm going to ask just one question.
00:49:37You're considering yourself as best friends.
00:49:41Yeah.
00:49:43So, why didn't you fall in love with each other?
00:49:50Why don't you fall in love with each other?
00:49:56I don't have an answer for that.
00:49:59Yeah.
00:50:06I don't even know how to respond because there's more to my romantic history with Michael than what I've told
00:50:15BeerCon.
00:50:15So, two people, no answers.
00:50:22But you should know that I will fight.
00:50:27And nothing can over this relationship.
00:50:30You should know that.
00:50:36I'm so hungry.
00:50:39You have a pregnancy craving?
00:50:41Maybe.
00:50:43I haven't gotten my period yet.
00:50:45Hmm.
00:50:46How would you feel if I was?
00:50:50Uncle, please.
00:50:51Please, sir.
00:50:52I love her with all my hats.
00:50:57What's in there, brother?
00:50:58What's your weekend?
00:50:59I'm lying.
00:51:01And we know the consequences.
00:51:12Tell her, hello, baby, how are you?
00:51:13How are you, my queen?
00:51:14I want to tell you.
00:51:19I want to tell you.
00:51:19What happened today, brother?
00:51:21Not a long ride.
00:51:23It's okay.
00:51:24We'll see you again.
00:51:25All right.
00:51:26Yeah, I want it, I just can't get enough.
00:51:32Ooh, I got it, it's flowing in my blood.
00:51:37I just can't get enough.
00:51:41You're here, guys.
00:51:44We only have a few days left, sadly,
00:51:47but we deserve an actual nice getaway.
00:51:51Welcome to Cassia Hill.
00:51:52My name is Marisol.
00:51:53Nice to meet you, Marisol.
00:51:54I'm hoping that the rest of the trip
00:51:57is not like the first half or more than half.
00:52:00So I've arranged a beautiful romantic getaway
00:52:03in San Ignacio.
00:52:06So pretty.
00:52:08Love all the trees.
00:52:10San Ignacio, the west side is amazing.
00:52:13The scenery is beautiful, it's like a jungle.
00:52:16Don't get me wrong, I love the beach,
00:52:18but this is really pretty too.
00:52:20I'm in love with her and I'm excited about the future.
00:52:25Oh, wow.
00:52:28Here you go.
00:52:29What do you like?
00:52:30Yes.
00:52:32Aww.
00:52:32All the flowers.
00:52:33So romantic.
00:52:37I assume you suck.
00:52:38Anything for you.
00:52:41Okay, bam.
00:52:42Next one, deep flower.
00:52:43Ready?
00:52:43Yes.
00:52:44Yes.
00:52:45Welcome to the Racha-ta-ta-ta.
00:52:50Racha-ta-ta.
00:52:53Belize is very diverse.
00:52:55It's a melting pot.
00:52:56So since we're in San Ignacio, I want to take Aviva to one of these smaller villages to see the
00:53:01Mayan culture.
00:53:03I'm not Maya, right?
00:53:05But as a Belizean, we are very, very proud of the rich Mayan history in this town.
00:53:09So, I signed me and Aviva up for a cooking class.
00:53:13Making some Mayan food.
00:53:15Hi, good afternoon.
00:53:17Welcome to our kitchen.
00:53:18Nice to meet you.
00:53:21So we are here in the Mayan kitchen.
00:53:23And over here, we have the corn.
00:53:25The corn is the main staple for the Mayas.
00:53:30There was no wheat.
00:53:31There was only corn.
00:53:32And this stone here, it's been used for over 500 years for grinding the corn.
00:53:38Okay?
00:53:38We press it, and then it breaks.
00:53:43So that is how we start making masa.
00:53:47You can come over.
00:53:51Let me see you, babe.
00:53:57Okay.
00:54:01Yes.
00:54:02Exactly.
00:54:03I let you to grind the corn here, and I'll go get the other things that we need for the
00:54:09meal.
00:54:09Okay?
00:54:09Okay.
00:54:12You want to try?
00:54:14Let me try with you.
00:54:15Okay.
00:54:16Teamwork makes the dream work, babe.
00:54:18Ah, you're going to...
00:54:19Oh, you're sorry.
00:54:22My little chef.
00:54:24Oh.
00:54:30This is kind of turning me on.
00:54:34Oh, babe.
00:54:35Oh.
00:54:38Babe, I think it's...
00:54:39Okay, I think it's done.
00:54:40Yeah.
00:54:41Yeah.
00:54:45Come on, come on, come on.
00:54:47I did not know.
00:54:49Rolling some corn tortilla could be sexy.
00:54:52Yeah, yeah.
00:54:53My girl in front of me, rolling the little corn, making tortillas, and I'm moving right on.
00:54:59Right when it's done.
00:55:01You know?
00:55:02What?
00:55:02Okay, so we have the dough here.
00:55:05As I press, I turn it.
00:55:07And this is where we will be making our tortillas.
00:55:10This is a clay comal.
00:55:12Perfect.
00:55:14All right.
00:55:15Let me know how it tastes.
00:55:16Sure.
00:55:19Mmm.
00:55:20F***ing good.
00:55:22Okay, over here, we have the roasted chicken.
00:55:25Oh, my gosh.
00:55:26That looks so good.
00:55:30Babe, this is great.
00:55:32Mm-hmm.
00:55:33I never tried this.
00:55:36You never tried it?
00:55:37Nope.
00:55:38But the meat, you tried the meat?
00:55:40Mm-hmm.
00:55:40You could taste the smoke from the fire.
00:55:41From the fire, yeah.
00:55:42Yeah.
00:55:43It was super fun.
00:55:44I am.
00:55:45Mm-hmm.
00:55:45You think you could do this by yourself?
00:55:47Without help?
00:55:48Yeah.
00:55:49You remember all the steps?
00:55:51Mm-hmm.
00:55:52I'm so hungry.
00:55:54Mm-hmm.
00:55:55You have pregnancy cravings?
00:56:00Maybe.
00:56:01Mm-hmm.
00:56:03It's possible.
00:56:04Mm-hmm.
00:56:08Babe.
00:56:09Mm-hmm.
00:56:09When is your period due?
00:56:15I'm not really sure, because it's super irregular.
00:56:18But it's usually around this time.
00:56:20Mm-hmm.
00:56:22Even though we started using protection since we left San Pedro, we had plenty of sex without
00:56:28a condom the first few days I got here.
00:56:31And I haven't gotten my period yet.
00:56:34It is scary thinking I could be pregnant, but it is what I was hoping for, and it's what
00:56:39we discussed before I got here.
00:56:41So maybe it's a good thing.
00:56:43Do you want to take a test?
00:56:47I think we should.
00:56:48Mm-hmm.
00:56:49Because I don't want you to just go back and be like, hey, I'm pregnant.
00:56:53Like, I would at least want to know.
00:56:56How would you feel if I was?
00:57:00Honestly?
00:57:02Excited.
00:57:04For real, if you were pregnant.
00:57:05Would you be excited?
00:57:05Yes, I would.
00:57:07Really?
00:57:07What happened?
00:57:08You wanted to use condoms, and now you'd be excited.
00:57:11You changed your mind.
00:57:12Again?
00:57:14Honestly, thinking about everything.
00:57:16I want a future with you.
00:57:18We're thinking about the future.
00:57:19Mm.
00:57:21I'd be happy, and I know we could figure it out.
00:57:25So, should we pick up a test on the way back to the room?
00:57:29Maybe we should, yes.
00:57:30Ah!
00:57:31I know, right?
00:57:32Nervous.
00:57:37I mean, it could change our entire lives.
00:57:42There's a chance that I could actually be pregnant.
00:57:46So, we definitely have a lot to figure out.
00:57:49It is a big risk that we took, but I do take it very, very serious.
00:57:54Yeah.
00:58:08He said, leave me alone.
00:58:09I don't want to see you anymore.
00:58:10I have a fiance.
00:58:12What the ?
00:58:13What the ?
00:58:14What the ?
00:58:29Well?
00:58:34What the ?
00:58:35If he had a fiance, then why did he tell me to come here yesterday?
00:58:41He literally called me and said he wanted to see me, asked if I was there.
00:58:47He said, I don't want to hear from you anymore.
00:58:51I'm so done.
00:58:53I'm done.
00:58:57I'm done.
00:58:59Everything about this trip has been .
00:59:05Like, it's just a waste of my time.
00:59:06He made me come all the way down here.
00:59:08He invited me to Casablanca just to tell me he has a fiance.
00:59:13Like, what the ?
00:59:14Then why did you make me come here?
00:59:24I'm just so done with these pieces of , man.
00:59:26And I just, I deserve better than that.
00:59:28Like, how dare he dump me and leave me alone in the desert?
00:59:32Muhammad standing me up.
00:59:34Like, I'm just so over it.
00:59:35Such a waste of my money, such a waste of everything.
00:59:39Muhammad can go himself.
00:59:41And like, how does Muhammad get engaged?
00:59:45I'm still single, but Muhammad is engaged.
00:59:48In what world?
00:59:50Literally in what world?
00:59:52I wish his fiancee luck.
00:59:54Because I know she's probably going bankrupt with all the money she's sending him.
00:59:58Everything she's doing to support him.
01:00:00All the gifts for him and his family.
01:00:02Because that's exactly what happened to me.
01:00:04So I honestly wish her luck.
01:00:05And him.
01:00:07Him.
01:00:07The Ed.
01:00:08Muhammad.
01:00:09Both of them.
01:00:11I was not meant to find love here.
01:00:30I know someone's going to meet me and someone's going to love me.
01:00:33And someone's going to appreciate everything that I do and the person that I am.
01:00:39I just want to go home now.
01:00:45this ring.
01:00:47And everything that it represented.
01:00:52Because I don't need it anymore.
01:00:54And I will find love somewhere else.
01:00:58I'm done.
01:01:19So give us the tea.
01:01:20What's going on?
01:01:23I've caught him in a few lies.
01:01:25He's actually living with this girl.
01:01:28Rent free.
01:01:29I don't think you need to be drastic about it.
01:01:31I think you should slow your roll and judge laughs.
01:01:35She said that she'd be scared that I might take advantage of her.
01:01:38Like she's been taking advantage of the past.
01:01:40It's just emasculating.
01:01:41Like it just pisses me off.
01:01:42F***.
01:01:43You reckon it's going to be a deal breaker or?
01:01:45Come on, let's go.
01:01:57Come on, let's go.
01:02:10Let's go.
01:02:12Oh.
01:02:18Where's the lace?
01:02:19Uh, yeah, she's Becky the Palmer.
01:02:22Why? Cranky?
01:02:23Been a bit of quiet day, you know?
01:02:29It is such a mess in here.
01:02:34Where's Josh?
01:02:35I don't know.
01:02:36I think he might be working out with Chris.
01:02:40It was last night a little rough.
01:02:41Yeah.
01:02:42We slept in different rooms, didn't have sex, didn't speak.
01:02:49I'm just going to take a little breather here and try and clear my head.
01:02:55Last night, I wanted to explain to Joshua about me getting used in my past
01:03:00and, like, just wanting to open up and gauge where he is financially.
01:03:03But he just got, like, really defensive,
01:03:05and we didn't really get anywhere productive in the conversation.
01:03:10I could tell that he was pretty offended,
01:03:11but I don't know him 100%.
01:03:14So it gives me a right to ask questions
01:03:17and make sure that he doesn't use people for money.
01:03:26I'm looking for stability, and right now his life is completely unstable.
01:03:31And that scares me to death because I've been here before.
01:03:37When I was 19, I met the love of my life.
01:03:41He was, like, really funny and smart and athletic and charming.
01:03:48He genuinely treated me like a queen.
01:03:51I loved him so much.
01:03:54Sometimes I was a bitch, but, like, I've always loved him.
01:03:58I moved to Florida with him.
01:04:00We got engaged, and I was, like, so excited about my future
01:04:03and, like, getting married and having kids.
01:04:07And, um, one morning I woke up and my life was completely shattered.
01:04:13Like, completely shattered, and he was gone.
01:04:17He passed away from struggles that I had no idea about.
01:04:28It broke me, and it was so scary and hard at such a young age.
01:04:32And I had just got to Florida, and I had just got engaged,
01:04:34and I thought, like, my forever was gone, you know?
01:04:41And it made me not be able to trust anyone ever again.
01:04:46And now, with Josh, between the lies and the instability,
01:04:50it's just super scary.
01:04:59Hi, Pumpkin.
01:05:00Hi, Dad.
01:05:01Hi, Mom.
01:05:03I miss you guys.
01:05:04You're my little kangaroo.
01:05:06Yeah.
01:05:06Hey, Drew.
01:05:07I haven't seen a kangaroo yet, but I'm still hoping I get to see one.
01:05:11Give us the tea.
01:05:12What's going on?
01:05:12I mean, overall, it's been really good, and I really like him.
01:05:18Like, we have this insane connection,
01:05:20but I'm very worried about his finances,
01:05:24and I've caught him in a few lies about his living situation.
01:05:32What do you think he's lying about?
01:05:34He told me he was living with his parents,
01:05:37but right now he's actually living with this girl named Nat.
01:05:45Oh.
01:05:52Like, we got heated in the car.
01:05:54Just about the whole, you know, her calling me a liar
01:05:56and saying, Nat's got a financial hold on me.
01:05:59You know, when she really doesn't.
01:06:02Like, she offered me a place to stay, right?
01:06:04I think there's something there that's sort of, you know,
01:06:07I don't think she'll be able to get past, you know?
01:06:11Maybe the closeness.
01:06:12Is it Nat?
01:06:12Is that the thing she might be able to do?
01:06:13There's something there.
01:06:14Maybe the closeness of it, you know?
01:06:17But, yeah, she's jealous.
01:06:20I feel like she's being a bit insecure,
01:06:22and she has no reason to be.
01:06:24I hate jealousy in a relationship.
01:06:26It aided me last relationship,
01:06:27so it really wore me down.
01:06:29It really made me miserable.
01:06:31I don't want to go through that again,
01:06:32and I don't think I'm unreasonable in asking for that.
01:06:36I'm not jealous of her.
01:06:38I don't think there's sexual chemistry.
01:06:40What I am pissed about
01:06:41is that there's an emotional connection.
01:06:43There's something going on.
01:06:44He told me he's living there rent-free.
01:06:47I think she has a financial chokehold on him
01:06:50like no other, because...
01:06:52I don't think you need to be drastic about it.
01:06:54Then what about if he uses me for money?
01:06:58You know, I hear what you're saying,
01:07:00but it's a little early to say that.
01:07:02You just met him.
01:07:03You don't even know the facts.
01:07:04We know you look for more negatives.
01:07:08Yes.
01:07:08I'd like to hear, like, the other stuff about him.
01:07:12He's such a nice person.
01:07:14Like, he really has a huge heart,
01:07:16and you can see that, like, he genuinely likes me.
01:07:19Like, he made me his background on his phone.
01:07:22He did.
01:07:22Okay, well, that's fine.
01:07:23Did you push him to do that?
01:07:25No, I did not.
01:07:26I'm trying to get full-called and collected here, I swear.
01:07:29All right, we don't really sound
01:07:30that cool column collected when you use words like,
01:07:32I caught him in a lie, you know, this, that, the other thing.
01:07:36I think you should slow your roll
01:07:38and discover more and judge less.
01:07:40You know what you're going to do is push him back.
01:07:43He's not going to even want to open up
01:07:45or tell you his thoughts or how he's feeling to you
01:07:48because he's afraid that you're going to, you know,
01:07:51hurt him or trigger him.
01:07:53And interrogate him.
01:07:54Interrogate or accuse him.
01:07:58I'm actually shocked that my parents
01:08:00are being so positive about Josh
01:08:02considering everything that's happened.
01:08:05I mean, maybe I pushed him a little bit too much last night.
01:08:08I do have a habit of comparing him to my exes
01:08:11or my past relationships,
01:08:12and maybe that is something I need to work on.
01:08:15But I still feel like in my gut, something's not right.
01:08:22Some of the things she says is just like,
01:08:26they cut me deep.
01:08:28But when she said that she'd be scared
01:08:30that I might, you know, sort of take advantage of it,
01:08:32like she's been taking advantage of it in the past,
01:08:34it's just emasculating.
01:08:36Like, just the way she says it, you know,
01:08:37it just pisses me off.
01:08:39It's getting to the point where
01:08:42just constantly like I'm a punching bag.
01:08:45You reckon it's going to be a deal breaker or...?
01:08:49Possibly.
01:08:52You can't just deal with that for the next God knows how long.
01:08:58I feel like, you know,
01:09:00she's projecting her past relationships onto me,
01:09:03and it makes me angry and upset
01:09:05that she thinks I would use her for money.
01:09:06She's attacking my integrity.
01:09:09Elise is poking and prodding
01:09:10and refusing to believe me.
01:09:13No matter what I say,
01:09:14it's never enough.
01:09:16I don't want to be in a relationship like that.
01:09:23I am begging for your forgiveness
01:09:25because I did not mean to lie to you.
01:09:28How many times I have to forgive you?
01:09:30I will do whatever you suggest
01:09:32to make this work.
01:09:48It's okay, it's okay.
01:10:02This crying cannot solve the problem.
01:10:06No, sir.
01:10:07Lisa, you always share a crocodile tears.
01:10:10You say one thing and do another thing.
01:10:13Uncle, you know you're my elder.
01:10:18She's a woman I love,
01:10:19and I want to marry her.
01:10:27What do I tell my people at home?
01:10:30What do I tell them at home?
01:10:32I cannot change the past.
01:10:34I have made lots of mistakes in the past.
01:10:37But that is not who I am anymore.
01:10:40I won't face any consequence
01:10:41that must be faced.
01:10:44I'll...
01:10:45Daniel is the man I'm supposed to be with.
01:10:48I won't leave her without Daniel.
01:10:57Tomorrow, you may go back to your vomit.
01:11:02That's my work.
01:11:04Tomorrow, I may hear another story.
01:11:06No.
01:11:08No.
01:11:08I can promise you.
01:11:10I'm done lying.
01:11:11I am done hiding truth.
01:11:15This is it.
01:11:16That's why you are here,
01:11:17so I can tell you everything
01:11:19and beg forgiveness.
01:11:21Uncle.
01:11:22Uncle, I'm not God.
01:11:24No, you're not.
01:11:25I'm not God.
01:11:25Then I am begging for your forgiveness
01:11:27because I did not mean to lie to you.
01:11:30How many times have I forgiven you?
01:11:33I won't do it again.
01:11:36I will do whatever you suggest
01:11:38to make this work.
01:11:45Uncle, please.
01:11:47Please, sir.
01:11:48I love her with all my heart.
01:11:50I've never brought a woman to my family,
01:11:52to you or my dad.
01:11:55I want to spend the rest of my life with her.
01:11:57I can go on my knees.
01:11:59Please.
01:12:02Is there a way we can solve this?
01:12:06Please.
01:12:08If there's a way, please help.
01:12:14You insist in marrying her, huh?
01:12:17That's what I want.
01:12:18Please, sir.
01:12:19Please.
01:12:22I'm not the thief, please.
01:12:23I think you know that.
01:12:25I know, sir.
01:12:26It's not within my powers
01:12:27to forgive such an abominable act.
01:12:32Because of this has mistakes.
01:12:34We have to consult the spiritual leaders
01:12:36and the elders.
01:12:39And they will be the ones to tell
01:12:41if the marriage will hold or not.
01:12:45But my uncle have to be willing
01:12:47to go talk to them.
01:12:49I feel nervous
01:12:50because as it stands now,
01:12:52I don't know what my uncle is going to do.
01:12:56I don't know what my uncle is going to do.
01:13:00I don't know what my uncle is going to do.
01:13:01And you know the consequences.
01:13:02You know the consequences?
01:13:03Yes, I do.
01:13:31Thank you, sir.
01:13:38I hope that she can be forgiven.
01:13:42Maybe there is a way out.
01:13:49After everything that happened, I'm so relieved that uncle is willing to take it to the next step.
01:13:56But meeting with the priest and elders, what if they don't accept me and Daniel being together?
01:14:01What if nothing I do makes my lives better?
01:14:06I only have one more day in Nigeria, and I want to leave here knowing that Daniel and I can
01:14:11get married.
01:14:12I'm so scared because I feel like I have no control over what's going to happen.
01:14:21You know, when Laura told me more about you, I was concerned.
01:14:25He's Hamels, he's got Zed.
01:14:26This guy's a Zedby.
01:14:29Just be honest.
01:14:31Tell me you love her.
01:14:50Good morning.
01:14:52Good morning.
01:14:53Do you have laundry you want me to do?
01:14:54Nope.
01:14:56I'm good.
01:14:56Are you sure?
01:14:57I washed it.
01:14:58You did your own?
01:14:59Yeah.
01:15:00Oh.
01:15:01Okay.
01:15:03Things were a bit awkward after our conversation at the shisha bar.
01:15:07Michael was pretty jet-lagged, so we dropped him back off at his hotel.
01:15:12And before we parted ways, Birkon suggested that he and Michael hang out today on their own without me, and
01:15:19Michael agreed.
01:15:21So what are you going to do today?
01:15:23Like, what are you planning on talking to him about?
01:15:26Time will tell.
01:15:27And I can tell you before I got there.
01:15:30And we're going to play some pool.
01:15:34I wish I could go.
01:15:52On the one hand, I'm kind of glad that Birkon's reaching out to Michael and actually trying to have some
01:15:59conversation with him.
01:16:01He's one of the most important people in my life, so I'm hoping that they can find some common ground
01:16:08for my sake, and then Birkon will realize that he doesn't really have anything to worry about.
01:16:15Okay.
01:16:16Your body is waiting.
01:16:18But I'm concerned that there's actually an underlying motive, and that maybe he's trying to figure out more about my
01:16:26relationship with Michael.
01:16:28Have fun.
01:16:28Be careful.
01:16:29Okay.
01:16:40I haven't played pool in years.
01:16:42Yeah.
01:16:43I think about this as a practice.
01:16:48What are your thoughts about turkey?
01:16:50Are you enjoying?
01:16:51I am, actually.
01:16:52Very nice morning.
01:16:53Very sunny.
01:16:54But I'm glad we're meeting one on one.
01:16:56Yeah.
01:16:59Yesterday, I asked Laura and Michael, why aren't they in a relationship, and they both couldn't answer.
01:17:08It makes me suspicious.
01:17:10Maybe something is going on between them.
01:17:17I don't think Laura will ever tell me the whole truth.
01:17:21That's why I need to talk to Michael alone.
01:17:26I want to know everything.
01:17:31Show off.
01:17:33Yeah.
01:17:34It happens.
01:17:37So I had some time to think yesterday, after I got back to my hotel.
01:17:42What are your thoughts?
01:17:44You know, when Laura told me more about you, I was concerned.
01:17:47I was concerned that...
01:17:50I don't know.
01:17:50I was concerned that maybe you had ill intentions.
01:17:52I didn't know you.
01:17:53I'm like, he gambles.
01:17:55He's got debt.
01:17:56This guy's a deadbeat.
01:17:59I get it.
01:18:00I don't know.
01:18:01I get the point.
01:18:05You care about her.
01:18:06That's why you flew all the way down here.
01:18:09Am I right?
01:18:11I'm right.
01:18:13If you want something, just go for it.
01:18:17You don't have to play games.
01:18:23Tell me you love her.
01:18:26Just be honest.
01:18:29Our guy time.
01:18:29Come on.
01:18:30Be honest.
01:18:36I mean, I've known her a year and a half, man.
01:18:39Yeah.
01:18:39If I was in love with her, I would have made a move.
01:18:46Yeah, you did.
01:18:48No.
01:18:49She wouldn't meet her with you if I had made a move.
01:18:53Dude, you made a move.
01:18:54You blow it.
01:18:55No, no, no, no, no, no.
01:18:57Laura made a move on me.
01:19:01A very strong move on me.
01:19:02One that you do not misunderstand.
01:19:06And I told her, I'm sorry.
01:19:07I cannot reciprocate.
01:19:08I cannot give that back to you.
01:19:13She made a move?
01:19:15She made a move on me.
01:19:16It was long before she met you, buddy.
01:19:18She made a move on me.
01:19:19Yeah.
01:19:20So I have said no, and I will continue to say no.
01:19:24Because that opportunity was there, and I chose not to take it.
01:19:35She never mentioned this before.
01:19:39And that is the real problem.
01:19:42And the problem is not because of you.
01:19:46The problem is because of her.
01:19:55I wasn't expecting that.
01:19:59I am thinking about sharing my life, and you are keeping secrets from me?
01:20:06It is betrayal, and that leads me to this question.
01:20:11Am I an alternative?
01:20:13Because she couldn't get what she wanted.
01:20:19Yurka, and I hope you understand what isn't my intent to throw a wrench, as we say, into
01:20:24your relationship, because I want you to understand that I'm not here to threaten you.
01:20:30I'm not here to pursue Laura and take her away from you.
01:20:32And the point is, Michael, I believe you.
01:20:36That is the hard part.
01:20:38I believe you, and I don't believe Laura anymore.
01:20:42My trust is broken right now.
01:20:47There is one secret.
01:20:50There will be probably more.
01:20:52And this?
01:20:53This is more than a lie.
01:20:55This is an intentional deception.
01:20:57She kept something from me.
01:21:00And I don't know what is it going to be in the future, or is there going to be a
01:21:07future?
01:21:14Next time on, Before the 90 Days.
01:21:16Last night was more sloppy than I thought it would be.
01:21:22I am not a virgin anymore.
01:21:24It's way better than what I thought, okay?
01:21:26Me and my hand, I'm sorry.
01:21:27We're going to have to break up.
01:21:29How would you rate me?
01:21:30One to ten.
01:21:34I'm about to take this pregnancy test.
01:21:36Should we get it over with?
01:21:38Aviva is really hoping that she's pregnant.
01:21:41But if she's not, I'd be a little relief.
01:21:46Babe.
01:21:47Oh, my God.
01:21:51So much has happened in the last couple days.
01:21:53I think this has shown me I just want something different.
01:21:58Before I leave Morocco, there's just one last thing that I need to take care of.
01:22:06You know I'm going to have kids.
01:22:08My mom, she left.
01:22:09I was just one years old.
01:22:11I know how important it is to Trish and her family.
01:22:15But I think the best solution is to ask her dad for more time.
01:22:19I love Trisha very, very much.
01:22:22I need more time.
01:22:25I need more time.
01:22:33The chief priest says we have to do a cleansing.
01:22:36In his shrine.
01:22:36Are you sure this is the right way?
01:22:39He can say that I can't be cleansed.
01:22:42And I will lose Daniel forever.
01:22:56Josh hasn't been transparent.
01:22:58The Nat situation has not cleared up.
01:22:59And that's lingering over us.
01:23:01I need to figure out once and for all what is going on.
01:23:06You guys are emotionally tied.
01:23:08Yeah, absolutely.
01:23:09So why the like her?
01:23:10Is this just sexual?
01:23:12Why can I not have a friend?
01:23:14I think it's weird.
01:23:15I think it's weird.
01:23:16Hey, guys.
01:23:17Let me ask you guys all the question.
01:23:20Am I crazy?
01:23:21Or is my guy living with a girl and getting financially supported crazy?
01:23:26She's toxic.
01:23:27I'm sorry.
01:23:28I'm sorry.
01:23:31I'm sorry.
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