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00:05You
00:23Feels weird to be back
00:26Hey, I was more than happy to stay on that boat sail it around the world. Yeah
00:31You're not sick of me after those two weeks?
00:34Yes, those matching tattoos we got was my way of telling you I need a little space
00:45Wait a sec. Mm-hmm. Aren't I supposed to carry you across the threshold? What?
00:50The groom supposed to carry his new bride through the doorway
00:53Otherwise, it's bad juju. Yeah, we don't have a doorway
00:57Shit you get candy off the elevator
01:01And my wife
01:05Come here white mmm, I can't stop saying you don't have to good
01:11Mr. Kennedy sorry
01:22What do we do I'll take you in and then I'll come back out for the bags
01:27Okay
01:37Come on guys, give us some space
01:40No, no, no
01:47No, no, no
01:49No, no, no
02:03Look! Don't go around now
02:05Oh, Oprah
02:07Barbara Walters
02:08The Today Show
02:10Everybody and their mother wants to sit down with you.
02:13Look who's the belle of the ball now.
02:16Yeah, that's just what this moment needs.
02:19More publicity.
02:22How are we gonna get to our car?
02:24Well, they're all just clamoring for the first official shots
02:26of you and I as husband and wife.
02:29I thought that's why we issued the photo of you kissing my hand.
02:33Listen, I promise you.
02:34If we go down there and let them get a couple clean shots of us,
02:37they'll pack up and go.
02:38And then you and I can go have a nice long brunch.
02:43You make it sound like we'd be posing for a portrait.
02:45Don't you remember how insane it was yesterday?
02:47Well, then what if I go down and talk to them first?
02:50Yeah? And say what?
02:52I'll tell them they can get their shots, but they gotta back off.
02:56And give us some space when we re-acclimate.
03:00A peace offering.
03:02Maybe you could lead them in song as well?
03:06Get everyone to harmonize?
03:07You know I'm tone deaf.
03:11I wish I knew that before we got married.
03:14Just trust me.
03:20I trust you.
03:21Okay.
03:22Good.
03:33If you all indulge me for a moment, I'm gonna bring my wife down.
03:36I just ask that, you know, getting married is a big adjustment.
03:41And for her, who was a private citizen up until two weeks ago...
03:46Even more so.
03:47So, I just ask that, you know, any privacy you can give her, well...
03:53If she makes that adjustment, it would be greatly appreciated.
04:00How'd it go?
04:09Great.
04:10They're gonna love you.
04:11We already love you.
04:13Look at you.
04:17I got you.
04:35John, how was the honeymoon?
04:37Great.
04:38Highly recommend it.
04:39Carolyn, are you enjoying married life?
04:41Any little John Johns on the way?
04:43You're not even gonna buy us a drink first, John?
04:45Uh, Vegas has the odds of three to one.
04:47It's a boy.
04:48Carolyn, don't twins run in your family?
04:53Thanks, folks.
04:54Appreciate it.
05:10Hey, off the car.
05:24Hey, come on, guys.
05:25What did I just say?
05:30I don't think they're going anywhere.
05:55What did Caroline and Ed get us again?
05:58A beautiful pearl-encrusted pillow with her monograms on it.
06:02Oh, I put together that list of stylists you asked for.
06:05Great.
06:06When can we meet him?
06:09We?
06:10You know I don't actually work here, right?
06:13Hey, I can set you up with an office right here, right now.
06:15Yeah, well, hopefully I have one at Ralph Lauren after today.
06:19How do you feel about that?
06:21Good.
06:22I think.
06:25I haven't interviewed for a job since I started at Calvin Klein.
06:28Well, Ralph Lauren called you personally, so I think the job is yours for the taking.
06:32Yeah, well, that's what makes me nervous.
06:34I just wanted to be because of my qualifications, not because...
06:38You're the most famous woman in America?
06:42I'm proud of you.
06:44I haven't even gotten the job yet.
06:46Yeah, well, I'm ready to be a kept man, so don't fuck it up.
06:51Berman pushed your meeting with Allison Menno to six.
06:54Okay.
06:56Ooh.
06:57I gotta go.
06:59Wish me luck.
07:00You don't need it.
07:00Oh, uh...
07:03Don't forget.
07:05We're taking Rosemarie out for her birthday this week.
07:09I did not forget that we're taking her out or that it was her birthday.
07:13Mm-hmm.
07:15Good luck.
07:19Love you.
07:20Love you, too.
07:20Bye.
07:21Bye.
07:25We could not be more excited to have you.
07:28I mean, we have been talking about what an amazing addition you would be to this team forever.
07:34Well before you left Calvin Klein.
07:35This is such a watershed moment for the company, preparing to go public.
07:39I'm just so excited I can help spearhead that transition.
07:43So thank you.
07:54I am so sorry.
07:56I haven't.
07:58I had no idea.
08:02You know, I'm cool.
08:13the feedback for media buyers is that we have a brand identity conflict
08:17not intellectual enough for walks or glossy enough for tablet consumers i realize your
08:23waning circulation isn't ideal but you have an astonishing amount of free media in the wake of
08:29your wedding your wife is a global sensation in her own right michael mentioned you two probably
08:35wouldn't be comfortable posing for the cover but from a pr standpoint it would be a fucking juggernaut
08:40and according to page six she's already been offered the covers of both vogue and harper's
08:45bazaar should turn them both down and sorry just so i'm clear you don't want carolyn's input but you
08:52happily put her on our cover if it combats the narrative that we are a sinking ship yes all i'm
08:57saying is you two have a hundred paparazzi camped outside your apartment day in and day out you
09:02might as well find a way to use it to your advantage my relationship is not the solution to our
09:06problem
09:07and carolyn is trying to make a very conscious effort to not attract any more attention to
09:11herself and i want to respect that so that's off the table
09:18where are we on the george tv show i told the network i'd be willing to do an intro to
09:23each
09:23episode but we still need a host you know i just don't understand why you're willing to
09:28narrate ed's documentary for hbo but it comes to your own show a lot of years i spoke with richard
09:35plepler at hbo he told me you're narrating a documentary on your father's legacy that ed
09:39is executive producing well this is the first i'm hearing of it not so fun to be kept in the
09:46dark is it
09:51i go down to the lobby and there's a paparazzo trying to bribe the concierge and he's just waving
09:57lira in his face mind you we'd been in turkey less than 12 hours well at least we know your
10:02appeal
10:03translates to the near east what did carolyn say i didn't tell her i wasn't gonna ruin our trip right
10:11out of the gate i didn't say anything jen it's like four games in a row i've won starting to
10:19get
10:20concerned you okay yeah i'm fine
10:34oh i don't want to make a big thing out of it i um i went to get a screening
10:39the other day
10:41they uh they found some nodules okay um what does that um what does that mean exactly well it's not
10:53ideal it means the cancer is back apparently it leapfrogged from my balls to my lungs didn't you
11:05have a negative scan like three months ago and three months before that and a year before that
11:13the doctor is confident he can get them all out and you've met the man he's uh he's got the
11:20bedside
11:21banner of a prison warden so you need to be getting treatment at the nci i know the director uh
11:27dr
11:27klausner i'll call now why don't you call the surgeon general while you're at it look look i i appreciate
11:35your concern really but could we just take a beat please what i really would like to do is just
11:41go get a
11:41proper drink
11:45yeah okay you're buying obviously
11:51let me get my wallet
12:28i still don't know how they found out i was there
12:32i didn't think anyone was following me yeah someone must have seen you go in
12:37how'd you leave it with them i just apologized
12:41said it was obvious that my presence at the company would be an imposition
12:46i'm sorry baby you want me to call ralph no i feel like i'm partially responsible no i think we
12:51should
12:51just leave it alone
13:00have you thought about what you're gonna say to ed yeah
13:02stop rubber stamping business deals with my name or my father's for that matter you have every right
13:08to be upset but they are hosting this party for us yeah a party we didn't ask for
13:14oh
13:15oh
13:15oh
13:15oh
13:30oh
13:43Come on, guys.
13:44Make some space.
13:45Come on, guys.
13:55Carol!
13:57Guys, I can't see.
13:59Carol!
14:11Are you okay?
14:13Yes, I'm fine.
14:14You sure?
14:14Get out of here.
14:16It's late. We'll just go.
14:19I'm not sure I see where the issue is.
14:21This is in a preliminary...
14:22No, the fact that you put my name on something about my father without consulting me first...
14:26I never said that you agreed to it.
14:28I simply suggested that we involve you...
14:30Look, if this is how you want to capitalize on our father's legacy, fine.
14:34Just leave me out of it.
14:37What do you call this?
14:39It's tongue-in-cheek.
14:41Everyone else gets to poke fun at the family lore.
14:43Why shouldn't we?
14:44Because it isn't funny, John.
14:46In fact, it's tone-deaf and incredibly embarrassing.
14:48Since when did you become the steward of the family legacy?
14:51Since you started dressing up celebrities like our father's alleged mistress, I guess...
14:56I mean, are you that desperate to boost sales that you have to resort to cheap, tawdry publicity stunts?
15:01Oh, your husband doesn't seem to mind my publicity since he's leveraging it for a documentary about our father.
15:07Hey, first of all, it was greenlit before I ever mentioned your name.
15:10And secondly, I think Caroline was more hurt that you didn't at least give her a heads up...
15:14Oh, take a laugh, man.
15:15...before releasing session in 10 years.
15:16Don't talk to him like that.
15:17It's okay. It's okay.
15:19God, what's mind-boggling to me is that you complain incessantly about wanting the magazine to stand on its own
15:25merits,
15:26yet routinely insert yourself into the narrative.
15:28You know, if you had actually stuck your neck out and tried something...
15:32I've written two books, John.
15:33One on the merits of privacy.
15:35You ought to give it a once-over.
15:37If I'd known that you didn't want to take part in the documentary...
15:40No one's going to take part in it.
15:43I shut it down.
15:50God, you're unbelievable.
15:57You're lucky Mom couldn't come tonight.
16:00Why? Was she planning on giving another toast?
16:03Did you tell her about the interview?
16:05No.
16:07I told her I had one.
16:10How do you think the press found out about it?
16:12I don't know.
16:18You don't think it could have been anyone I told, right?
16:20Oh, God, I hope not.
16:22There's no point in trying to keep Mom in the dark about this stuff.
16:24She can read all about it the next day in the press.
16:27She told me she's abstaining from any publication that even mentions me.
16:30Well, she's going to have a blast reading The Economist for the rest of her life.
16:37I'm just trying to avoid, and I told you so for as long as humanly possible.
16:41Can you blame her?
16:43Like, what the fuck is going on?
16:46I don't know.
16:47I mean, obviously I knew it would be a little crazy when we got back.
16:52I'm not naive, but this, this is...
16:54It's diabolical.
16:58Before we got married, there'd be a few photographers waiting outside a restaurant.
17:03They'd get their shots and they'd go home.
17:05But now, they just, they, they don't, they don't go home.
17:11Like, they sleep in tents on our sidewalk and seemingly spawn overnight.
17:16I think it's safe to say that John's little honeymoon speech fell on deaf ears.
17:20Yeah, we probably should have workshopped that one.
17:23I would have advised him not to tell the press I'm no longer a private citizen.
17:27I just think it's a little weird that he only asked for privacy for you.
17:32Like, he's fine with all of the attention.
17:34Please don't aggrieve my fragile wife.
17:37Okay.
17:38I'd like to see you try and wrangle a thousand reporters.
17:41I need a drink.
17:43Okay.
17:43But I think it's a cash bar.
17:49Have you thought about which charities you'll lend your name to?
17:52Lend my name.
17:54You know, Jackie was a fierce conservationist.
17:57Single-handedly saved Grand Central Germinal.
18:00We've kept a board seat warm for you at the Municipal Arts Society.
18:04Ditto for the American valet.
18:07Now is the time for you to solidify your philanthropic credentials
18:11before John answers the call, so to speak.
18:16Carolyn, may I have a glass of water, please?
18:19I'm so sorry.
18:20Just excuse me for one moment.
18:24Are you okay?
18:26Yes, I'm fine.
18:27I'm shielding you from those witches of East Hampton.
18:33You are twisted.
18:36You know what?
18:37Well.
18:39You know, I've never been to a party that was thrown for people who weren't invited to
18:43another party.
18:44Like, on principle, attending this as a guest would be my own personal help.
18:48Yes, yes, yes.
18:51Yes, yes.
18:52Speaking of people not invited, I heard my mother sent you hair clips as a wedding gift.
18:59And scrunchies.
19:00And scrunchies.
19:02Well, hell hath no fury like a slighted bouvier.
19:06I told John to invite her.
19:08Yeah?
19:11How are you feeling?
19:13Oh, just peachy.
19:19John said you were feeling optimistic about the new clinical trial.
19:24Is that what you said?
19:27You know he can only think positively.
19:29I know, I know.
19:30I have had a front row seat to John's version of reality my whole life.
19:36Fortunately for me, it's no longer my responsibility to remind him that he is a mere mortal and that
19:41he cannot will things into fruition.
19:44Best of luck.
19:46Do not call me for advice.
19:48I am retiring.
19:53All right, I've got to make the rounds.
19:54Yes, you do.
19:56You need anything else?
19:57I'm okay.
19:58Okay.
20:01Hey.
20:02Huh?
20:05You're a good sport.
20:23So what's this I hear about you possibly dipping your toe in the political waters?
20:27Oh.
20:28I didn't realize you were still on Uncle Teddy's payroll.
20:31I'm a political consultant.
20:32I'm on everyone's payroll.
20:35Yeah.
20:35There's just been a lot of chatter in the cloakroom as to how the party might best deploy you.
20:40Oh.
20:43I'm just saying, Senator sounds a lot better than former editor of George.
20:55Do you need me to butter up your wife?
20:57No.
20:58Do not say anything to her about this.
21:03Well, she can certainly work a room.
21:20Can we go downstairs and get some candy from Edgar?
21:25I thought you'd never ask.
21:27I thought you'd never ask.
21:28I thought you'd never ask.
21:41Where's my other daughter?
21:43Dad.
21:45Excuse me.
21:47There it is.
21:49Blow on it.
21:50Blow.
21:53You made a very special part.
21:58Later.
22:01Hey, let's go upstairs.
22:03Yeah, we've already done yet.
22:09What are you doing?
22:10What?
22:11I wasn't...
22:18I...
22:20I am so sorry.
22:22The last thing I would ever want to do is endanger one of your kids.
22:24It's fine.
22:30If she asked me to get candy with her, I wasn't expecting they'd take photos of us inside.
22:33Because they normally exhibit so much restraint.
22:58Look, you know that I have very strict boundaries when it comes to my children and the press.
23:02So if you and John aren't going to spend any time with them, you have to be very mindful of
23:07this feeding frenzy you bring with you everywhere you go.
23:11I understand.
23:12I mean, I'm still getting used to this feeding frenzy.
23:16I would think you of all people would be able to empathize with my situation.
23:20I didn't choose this, Carolyn.
23:23You could have lived any other life.
23:27But you chose this one.
23:28I chose your brother in spite of this life.
23:31Well, then I don't really know what to tell you.
23:42Look, I...
23:44I know I'm not someone you'd normally associate with.
23:48But I love your brother more than anything.
23:50And I just don't want there to be any animosity between us.
24:00Well, we should get back to the party.
24:02We've been gone a long time.
24:13You okay?
24:17I'll be fine.
24:20I can see the wheels turning in there.
24:23What are you thinking about?
24:29How cold your feet are.
24:35I know we're in the thick of it right now.
24:37But this will pass.
24:39I promise.
24:41Okay?
24:46When?
24:47Soon.
24:56You know how much I love you.
25:00How much?
25:02It's unquantifiable.
25:07You're not that good at math, though.
25:11So...
25:16I wish we could stay here forever.
25:19In bed?
25:20No.
25:23Just here.
25:28In this moment.
25:32In this moment.
25:38In this moment.
25:51You
26:09Where is she John come on we haven't seen her all week
26:18At least she had the courtesy to conceal my identity.
26:21CKB? Oh, yeah, very subtle.
26:23Is that just so you can't sue her ass for libel?
26:25None of the other publications are worried about smearing my reputation,
26:29so why should she?
26:32I'll call you back.
26:36Jesus, it's fucking freezing out there.
26:39How far do you run?
26:40Up to the catacombs.
26:41Ooh, your lips are cold.
26:46Are you training for something I'm not aware of?
26:48Well, this holiday wait's not gonna lose itself.
26:52Mm, yeah. You've really let yourself go.
26:57Was anything messengered over for me?
27:00No. Why?
27:01The Murphy Brown producers were supposed to be sending me a script today.
27:04Do you have, like, a big part in this show or something?
27:06No. No, it's just, like, one scene with Candace Bergen.
27:09I'm handing her a copy of a new issue of George.
27:12What if they make you a series regular?
27:14How will you choose between Hollywood stardom and George?
27:17Well, I don't think it's that big of a role.
27:19But maybe I...
27:20Oh, baby, I was joking.
27:23But good to know where your head's at.
27:24Mm-hmm.
27:26How are they even finding time for this?
27:27Our schedule's insane.
27:28Well, fortunately, that is a Rosemarie problem.
27:31Mm.
27:32Not mine.
27:34Weren't you supposed to be seeing Dr. Waters today?
27:37Yeah, I don't think he's for me.
27:39Hmm?
27:42Our last session, I told him I wasn't sleeping and, um,
27:47he said a woman's mind is an ocean of secrets.
27:53That's it. That was the only insight.
27:57Speaking of healing, what time's your lunch?
27:59Two o'clock.
28:00Mm-hmm.
28:01I don't think she wants us duking it out over the lunch rush.
28:04Just hear her out.
28:05And don't be afraid to swallow your pride if you have to.
28:08I mean, I don't think she's gonna concede to anything.
28:11She's the most stubborn person I know.
28:12Okay, see that right there?
28:14That's not gonna help you mend things with your sister.
28:17And don't bring up Ed.
28:19You two will just go in circles.
28:21Yeah, but she needs to understand that you're my priority now.
28:26It shouldn't have to be one or the other.
28:30You need your sister.
28:32Make it right.
28:35All right.
28:38I'm gonna go shower.
28:39Mm-hmm.
28:42Don't be late.
28:43Okay.
29:07I read your interview with Reverend Graham.
29:10It was beautiful.
29:12Oh.
29:15Where does our own free will end and God's will begin?
29:20Sounds like you had a lot on your mind.
29:23Yeah.
29:24Well, it's been a pretty stressful couple of months.
29:27And you and I not talking hasn't made it any easier.
29:32I was really hoping you'd have reached out to her by now.
29:34To say what?
29:35I don't know.
29:36Extend an olive branch?
29:38Deescalate the situation?
29:41Look, I just think the whole documentary thing stirred up some bigger issues.
29:47Which is that I sometimes feel like I'm relegated to the kids table.
29:50Like I'm not trusted enough to weigh in.
29:52I honestly didn't think that much of it when he told me.
29:55And because you already have so much going on all the time.
29:58And you occupy such a huge space in our family that Ed wanting to carve out something small for himself
30:04would barely be a blip on your radar.
30:06It's a very personal project.
30:07I agree.
30:08Which is why I felt like my husband could be entrusted with it.
30:11And then when you unilaterally shut it down, it felt like you were wielding your cachet.
30:17Making it very clear that the buck stops with you and only you in this family.
30:21But that's not even true.
30:24I've been answering to you my whole life.
30:26Well, that obviously isn't our dynamic anymore.
30:33I should have talked to you before I shut it down.
30:37I'm sorry.
30:47How's Carolyn holding up?
30:51I read the news like everybody else. I know she's been struggling.
30:55Well, a lot of it is exaggerated.
30:59Well, I don't know about that. All the reports on our friction have been pretty spot on.
31:03Well, it, um, obviously hasn't been easy.
31:08You know, the paparazzi camp outside of her gynecologist's office.
31:11The press calls her a drug addict.
31:13They publish photos of her leaving therapy.
31:16It's just a lot.
31:18I'm sorry.
31:21For everything.
31:24It's deplorable.
31:28I really thought that this would all be over with by now.
31:32Well, I keep telling her it'll pass, but...
31:35Maybe she doesn't want to hear that, John, anymore.
31:37Maybe she just wants to know the truth.
31:39I just don't think it's constructive to dwell on the things that are outside of our control.
31:47Maybe you could talk to her.
31:51I feel like she's alone on an island right now.
31:54Carolyn and I haven't spoken since the party. I'm not sure I'm an ideal confidant.
31:58What are you talking about?
31:59You lived your entire life in the public eye and somehow you still managed to maintain your privacy.
32:03Yes, compared to you.
32:05But I also worked very hard and had to make a lot of choices to maintain that semblance of privacy.
32:12Choices you were less inclined to make, which is fine, to each their own.
32:17But you're not on your own anymore, John.
32:20You're a package deal.
32:22Her relationship with the press won't change until yours does.
32:29Yeah.
32:36Hey.
32:37Sorry I'm late.
32:38No, that's okay.
32:39Hi.
32:40Oh, I like this.
32:42Oh, thank you.
32:45Did I buy that for you?
32:47No.
32:49My boss just called me from his honeymoon.
32:53He's on a fucking safari.
32:55That perv that always compliments your nylons?
32:57No, that guy got fired.
32:59For being a perv?
33:00No.
33:00He showed up coked out to our last IPO pitch and said many bad things in very bad Mandarin.
33:09Those greeted by your cohort outside were apparently on a first name basis now.
33:13Yeah.
33:13I miss when they called me Carolyn.
33:16Bitch, just doesn't have the same ring to it.
33:22I'm here.
33:25What is this?
33:26What do you mean? We're celebrating your promotion.
33:28My big sister is vice president at Morgan Stanley.
33:33I'm still not exactly sure what it is that you do, but I know it's very important and I'm very
33:38proud.
33:39Wow. I, God, really don't feel like having my picture taken right now.
33:43Do you want to move tables? We can go somewhere else.
33:46No, it's fine. They just follow us anyway.
33:49I'm just gonna open this when I get home.
33:55Did Nana call you?
34:00No way.
34:02She just said she hadn't talked to you in a while.
34:05Uh-huh.
34:07I think she saw something about you being addicted to Prozac and freaked out.
34:14What?
34:17She doesn't understand how any of this works, that people can just make shit up about you.
34:22Why didn't she, why wouldn't she just call me?
34:25Uh, I don't know. I think some people feel like, cause you're like so famous now.
34:33It's like an imposition to call you.
34:36Mm-hmm.
34:41Oh, you should be talking to someone.
34:43I'm talking to you.
34:44No, I'm serious.
34:50What's going on with work?
34:53Um, yeah, John and I are meant to go to London to meet with the European advertisers for George.
34:59I'm not talking about John's career.
35:00I'm talking about yours. What are you doing for yourself?
35:09I impose a circus on anyone who comes within 15 feet of me.
35:14Where am I supposed to go?
35:18I just feel like, for as long as I can remember, I've known exactly who I am and what I
35:24want, and now I just feel like...
35:31Paralyzed.
35:33I'm terrified of making the wrong move or drawing any more attention to myself.
35:38I'm too far right now.
35:42What does John say about all this?
35:44He feels terrible.
35:47He tries to be positive and supportive, but it's weird, cause you'd expect him to be an expert at all
35:52this, but...
35:56He's never lost his anonymity before, cause he's never had it.
36:04The thing is, you could skip down the street with a smile on your face, and they would still find
36:13something to write about you.
36:15Because, at the end of the day, a happy couple doesn't sell papers.
36:22Every story needs an angle, a protagonist, and an antagonist.
36:27John is the living embodiment of the protagonist, which means that you only have one role that you can play.
36:47You ready?
36:48Yeah.
37:04You ready?
37:04You ready?
37:10Fucking cunts.
37:17John.
37:18What?
37:19Come on, man.
37:21Sorry, she isn't feeling well.
37:22Morning sickness?
37:23No.
37:25She was dressed tonight, she hiding a baby bump under there?
37:28No, no.
37:29No, nothing like that.
37:31John, who's she wearing?
37:32Oh, I'm gonna go for this, but I believe it's Yamamoto.
38:00There you go, buddy.
38:04Okay.
38:05Have a good day, okay?
38:12Uh, I have a dinner with David Pecker after work tonight, so I'm gonna be home late.
38:23Okay.
38:25What is it?
38:34Rumors of Carolyn Bessette Kennedy's pregnancy reignited last night at the Guggenheim, when she appeared with a noticeably fuller face
38:45and bulging abdomen.
38:48One guest remarked she no doubt had that pregnancy glow, another, if she's depressed, you'd never know it.
38:55You and I aren't trying to have a baby right now, but what if I was pregnant and I miscarried?
39:01What if I couldn't get pregnant at all? How will all these headlines feel then?
39:05You do this to yourself.
39:08You shouldn't be reading this crap anyways.
39:09You read everything that's ever written about you.
39:11That's different.
39:13I've been dealing with this shit my whole life.
39:15They call me a fucking cunt.
39:18Who did?
39:22I knew...
39:24I knew this transition was never going to be easy.
39:29Any woman who married you would have faced an uphill battle in the court of public opinion, but in my...
39:37worst fears I never could have imagined being called a drug addict, a coke whore, a cunt, every time I
39:46leave my door by men who live outside my house.
39:50And I know, I know, I know, obviously it's all bullshit, but I can't help but think about my friends
39:59back home, my teachers, my co-workers at Calvin Klein, my family.
40:06Who read this crap and think, like, what happened to that little girl.
40:14She had so much promise.
40:19And people will say that, well, she knew what she was signing up for.
40:23But, but...
40:25You didn't even know what we were signing up for.
40:29We both thought the life we had before we got married was the life that we were coming home to.
40:34And John...
40:35I know you say...
40:37that you have the press under control, but it's...
40:43It's...
40:43It's really starting to feel like the opposite.
40:47And I haven't said any of this to you because...
40:54I love you so much.
40:59And this is supposed to be the happiest time in our life, and that's what I want.
41:03I want that for you, I want that for us, and I don't want to be...
41:07I don't want to be a liability.
41:09You're not a liability.
41:10I don't...
41:10I don't want you to feel like I'm not cut out for this, but I'm just...
41:19I'm so tired.
41:29Come on.
41:30Come here.
41:34I'm so sorry.
41:38They...
41:44They won't leave her alone.
41:46They won't leave...
41:53Where is she?
41:54Hiding her in the briefcase?
41:55Don't worry, we ain't gonna boo.
41:59What the hell?
42:00What's this problem?
42:02Jerk?
42:13I'm sick of it.
42:17Where were you?
42:18We had a 9 a.m. staff meeting.
42:20Yeah, I had shit to deal with.
42:21Yeah, well we have shit to deal with here too, you know.
42:23I can't run this entire magazine on my own.
42:25Give me a fucking minute, will ya?
42:31You know, everyone else might be comfortable with operating on John time, but I'm not one of them.
42:37Look, Carolyn and I are going through some stuff right now.
42:39Oh, I could give a fuck about your wife!
42:41Honestly, I am so sick of Carolyn and the endless saga that is your personal life!
42:46Never say her fucking name again, you hear me?
42:49Legal has been waiting for you to sign this TV deal for days.
42:52I don't care!
42:53I'll sign it when I'm ready.
42:54Or better yet, why don't you offer yourself up for the TV deal, Michael?
42:58Oh yeah, that's right, no one gives a shit about you!
43:00You know, you're a fucking tragedy.
43:02This is it?
43:03This is what you've been whoring me out for?
43:18Do you have any idea what life is like propping you up 24-7?
43:24I mean, you can't do anything on your own!
43:26I've had to be your mommy and your fucking daddy!
43:29Shut the fuck up!
43:29Do you hear me?
43:32You're nothing without your name.
43:33You're a sympathy case with a pretty smile!
43:37Fuck!
43:48Fuck you!
43:53Get the fuck out of my office!
43:55What is this?
44:02Gladly.
44:05I quit.
44:08I can't wait for the rest of the world to see what a joke you really are.
44:15Fuck.
44:29Fuck.
44:32Fuck.
44:35Fuck.
44:39Fuck.
44:39Fuck.
44:39Hey, it's John.
44:42Are you free tonight?
45:00I'm sorry I'm late.
45:03I told you.
45:04You can throw your hat in the ring whenever you want.
45:08What?
45:11What did you have in mind?
45:12What?
45:14How am I doing?
45:14What?
45:15What?
45:15How am I doing?
45:38How am I doing?
45:38I'm so excited for you to start!
45:42All day and all night
45:46I wander the halls of lonely walls
45:50And under my breath I say to myself
45:53I need fuel to take flight
46:00And there's too much going on
46:06But it's calmer under the wave
46:11Under the blue of my opinion
46:19Under the waves
46:22Under the blue of my opinion
46:29Under the waves
46:33Under the blue of my opinion
46:37It's calm under the words
46:44In the blue of my own blue beyond
47:16In the blue of my own blue beyond
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