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00:18:32Oh, I'm featured right now, am I? That's actually pretty cool.
00:18:40Welcome everyone who's watching from the front page.
00:18:51Damn, really? Is the release 1600? Alright, welcome everyone.
00:19:00I've been doing a lot of soul searching over the last several years.
00:19:05And it led me back to the point where I wanted to sink my life into Breath of the Wild
00:19:10and stream it.
00:19:17Nataran, thank you very much.
00:19:233,000, that's insane, thank you.
00:19:28Thank you very much, T-Girl.
00:19:36What do you do for a living? And feel free to not answer any of this, obviously.
00:19:48Oh golly gosh, I don't even know your name is Alex.
00:19:54Now I know.
00:19:59I'm from another galaxy.
00:20:02Ah no, I live alone.
00:20:04I kind of like to have my own space, but also, if I'm alone, then it's lonely.
00:20:15Well, I should probably go to sleep.
00:20:18Oh, you just got home, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:20:21I gotta go to bed, I have to.
00:20:26I guess I kind of stream so that sometimes I am part of people's daily routine.
00:20:31It's kind of cool to have people tuning in regularly and kind of coming along the journey with me.
00:20:39Peace out, goodbye.
00:20:43I bet you can bowspin to do that.
00:20:45But bowspinning also doesn't get as many hits, so you need more stamina, so...
00:20:50Narcy, what's up?
00:20:52Sitting stable at like 10 plus viewers, it's just like, it's fucking amazing.
00:20:57Like, seriously, like...
00:20:59It means, it really means so much to me that you guys fucking like...
00:21:04Come around to watch me be bad at games.
00:21:06If I could have any pet, it would be either a skunk or a bat.
00:21:17Katarina says...
00:21:19Dgirl, I like your username.
00:21:22D stands for dick and to death to your foes.
00:21:24Dgirl, have you ever had soylent?
00:21:27It tastes really good.
00:21:30I'll go to bat for Narcy on a lot of things, but not for that fucking soylent shit.
00:21:35What was that on the ground?
00:21:36Was that like a nut or something?
00:21:40Or should I say nut?
00:21:42Nut.
00:21:43Nut.
00:21:44This is the way I am to people I like.
00:21:46So if I'm giving you shit, it's probably because I like you.
00:22:03I really love the people here, honestly.
00:22:06Not to get all like soppy and shit.
00:22:09I'm getting a little emotional.
00:22:11This is magical.
00:22:13Oh my god, there's a star.
00:22:20They're gobstoppers.
00:22:27Dgirl, will you be my Dgirlfriend?
00:22:39I think I'm dating Narcissori, I don't know.
00:22:47Dgirl, I've been thinking about you being here.
00:23:11I like the view up here.
00:23:13I feel like I'm in a high point of my life suddenly.
00:23:16And I think this game is partially to thank for that.
00:23:23Someone chopped down a tree and like launched it super far.
00:23:27But then Link pulls the paraglider.
00:23:30And it actually maintains the momentum from the ragdoll physics.
00:23:34And I'm like, oh my god.
00:23:44Okay, like look at this tree, right?
00:23:50This looks bad actually.
00:23:52This one right here.
00:23:53This one.
00:24:11Ah, dammit.
00:24:13I guess we want to go more this way.
00:24:20New voicemail from death.
00:24:22Hey there, sister.
00:24:24I'm calling up to say hi.
00:24:25Give me a call sometime.
00:24:27Alright, I love you.
00:24:29Five new voicemail from mom.
00:24:31Hi, my darling.
00:24:32I should hear a voice.
00:24:34Alright, sweetheart.
00:24:35Hanging there.
00:24:36I love ya.
00:24:37Call me when you're free.
00:24:39Bye.
00:24:42Oh.
00:24:49Oh.
00:24:50Wait, why?
00:24:54Alright, this is doable I think.
00:24:56We can do this.
00:24:58Let's fucking go.
00:25:01Now that's what I call speedrunning.
00:25:05She just started her run, let's go.
00:25:08I'm disrupting speedrunning much like I did in 2011.
00:25:12I want to be the single greatest player of this game.
00:25:159 hours and 38 minutes.
00:25:175-0-4-11.
00:25:183-51-50.
00:25:21There's a whole journey to it.
00:25:22There's the magic to it.
00:25:23The streams.
00:25:24Learning and improving.
00:25:26Keeping people company during lonely nights.
00:25:46I can't get up this.
00:25:47It's too high up.
00:25:48But I think I can jump it with this.
00:25:50You take a bomb.
00:25:51You place the bomb.
00:25:53Then it's like, shield.
00:25:55Backflip and detonate.
00:25:56Forward air jump.
00:25:58Shield surf.
00:25:59Paraglider.
00:26:01And then you climb up the wall.
00:26:03And you see it all really fast and accurately.
00:26:05So let me try.
00:26:06It's like.
00:26:09Wait.
00:26:10It's hard to do.
00:26:16Oh my god.
00:26:17Come on.
00:26:21Come on.
00:26:22Why didn't that work though?
00:26:23What the fuck?
00:26:25I started today feeling very adequate.
00:26:27And now I feel like kind of inadequate.
00:26:34It's okay.
00:26:35It's okay.
00:26:35It's okay for me to be a mess on stream.
00:26:37Sometimes.
00:26:37It's okay.
00:26:38I have self image issues.
00:26:40Like a lot.
00:26:43Being trans.
00:26:45You walk this fine line between being like.
00:26:49A goddess and a monster.
00:26:55It's hard for me to explain this.
00:26:57It's hard for me to explain this.
00:26:57But sometimes it feels like I.
00:27:01Am really not.
00:27:05Enough.
00:27:07I'm not enough.
00:27:08Or I'm not like where I want to be with myself.
00:27:10I don't want to feel like I'm like this.
00:27:45No, I'm not the only one.
00:27:49I'm not enough.
00:27:49No, I'm not.
00:27:53Let's try it.
00:28:03And then I'm like.
00:28:07status.
00:28:08If you're not enough.
00:28:10No, you're not.
00:28:10I'm not.
00:28:10Is it?
00:28:10I'm not the only one.
00:28:10i'm not jake and then they said well what's your name and then i was like if you don't know
00:28:17my name
00:28:17then go away and then they're like okay but can we leave a card and i'm like okay fine
00:28:27mental health crisis services i wish i asked them more questions like how the
00:28:34fuck like why are you here
00:28:52i need a fucking cloth
00:29:10so
00:29:40so
00:29:50so
00:29:59so
00:30:14so
00:30:18so
00:30:30i think i've been very desperate for any attention
00:30:33and thus the people who show me negative attention i seek it out
00:30:40i've read more hate than you can imagine i've read thousands and thousands of hate messages towards me
00:30:49i'm gonna kill trans people and like kill these freaks
00:30:53cosmo's not my name my name isn't cosmo my name isn't cosmo my name is narcissus
00:30:58all this fucking like transphobic shit i feel like i started to internalize some of that shit
00:31:03i'm watching this stream right now in hopes
00:31:05this woman killed herself
00:31:06don't be surprised when you find cosmo there
00:31:09our systems are fucked in the head
00:31:11and find ways of rejection
00:31:13always
00:31:17people reacted really negatively to anything that was apparently some sort of weakness
00:31:21so i i fucking blew up the weaknesses
00:31:24i pressed myself up against the wall and did some crazy shit
00:31:28so
00:31:28please support me please
00:31:30flush all your credibility and dignity down the toilet
00:31:33okay would you shut up
00:31:35maybe i've caused a little damage
00:31:36certainly other people have caused some damage to me
00:31:39it's like i want to respond to all their comments
00:31:42what's going on in your life on the other side of the screen
00:31:44another fucking coward
00:31:45goodbye
00:31:46you are coming into random people's chats
00:31:49being a bigot
00:31:50being a total piece of shit
00:31:55i complain about people being negative towards me
00:32:01you talking shit about me on youtube
00:32:04not even a week ago
00:32:12then it causes another whole group of negativity to spawn off of that
00:32:19i can almost date these people into spreading my image all over the place
00:32:24even though it's really negative
00:32:31i'm so lost
00:32:34how do i navigate this fucking online experience
00:32:56i know i know
00:33:00i know
00:33:11yeah
00:33:24i should probably be calling more often
00:33:31yeah i know
00:33:32that's all i do is think about you every day
00:33:36bye bye
00:33:39let's just drink all of our sorrows away
00:33:58i feel like i'm in a
00:33:59mental rut
00:34:00i'm never gonna pull myself out of it
00:34:07okay
00:34:09if anyone in my chat
00:34:10is like a counselor or a therapist
00:34:14dealing with people who have depression
00:34:17let's have a conversation publicly
00:34:21we're gonna do
00:34:22witch must be
00:34:23it has to be public
00:34:24it must be
00:34:27it has to be public
00:34:30no stop doubting the power of the internet
00:34:42I feel isolated. I feel it.
00:34:47I feel really lonely. I don't feel like I have friends.
00:34:53I think that I don't know how to be friends with people.
00:34:57Me interacting with people IRL is like me being really shy and closed.
00:35:03And then like having trouble connecting. That's my experience.
00:35:13I have this queen-sized bed. It's like all I want to do is like roll around with someone.
00:35:20And like I just don't.
00:35:28I'm just alone.
00:35:56Oh my god, and oh my god, why?
00:36:00Why?
00:36:03Jesus, too much is happening right now.
00:36:07Okay, voice chat with me right now.
00:36:15It's ringing, it's ringing. Hi.
00:36:18I don't know like where do you feel we are right now?
00:36:21I feel not alone right now.
00:36:23Yeah.
00:36:23I feel like I'm sharing my time and space with you.
00:36:26Yeah, but I don't- I don't get to like wake up next to you and shit.
00:36:30That's almost not even dis- okay, like look, there's like physical into this.
00:36:33It is absolutely dis- okay, it is, it is, it is.
00:36:37It bums me out, man.
00:36:39Let's hear it with my guitar.
00:36:46It bums me out.
00:36:53It bums me out.
00:36:56Yeah, this is beautiful.
00:36:59It bums me out.
00:37:03Your voice is so beautiful.
00:37:05It bums me out.
00:37:11And if I could be in your apartment, and you could be in Southern California all the time.
00:37:30All the time.
00:37:40Three, two, one, go!
00:37:45It's me.
00:37:46It's D girl.
00:37:49This is only our first date, come on.
00:37:51We gotta fucking take it slow.
00:37:53I opened up Narcy's fridge.
00:37:56It is only soylent, and then a fucking jar of peanut butter.
00:38:03I died the moment I opened it.
00:38:07It tastes like fucking mold.
00:38:10So she keeps her room dark.
00:38:14Fucking garbage bags in the window.
00:38:17It's kind of a nightmare.
00:38:20I'm gonna be nesting so fucking hard.
00:38:23Nesting.
00:38:24We're gonna upgrade so much shit in your apartment.
00:38:26That's okay.
00:38:27I'll fucking upgrade it.
00:38:30Damn!
00:38:32All right, if you want me to like, one minute streak.
00:38:34Yeah.
00:38:35For sure.
00:38:36Thank you for tuning in.
00:38:37I'll see you later.
00:38:49We've been improving my place, basically.
00:38:51Yeah, I'm trying to make her have a apartment like an adult.
00:38:56I'm actually like, super hungry suddenly.
00:38:58I want some pizza now.
00:38:59We can just get it.
00:39:01But, we need to like, end this stream.
00:39:03No, do another attack.
00:39:07These are here.
00:39:09I'll be right back when I get pizza.
00:39:14That's been good.
00:39:15There's this person there with me.
00:39:17And like, I'm not being like, harshly judged.
00:39:20And like, we're like, doing cool shit.
00:39:23And like, improving things.
00:39:24And it just felt really like, I felt like this bond.
00:39:27And it was really fucking good.
00:39:29And I just started like, crying really hard.
00:39:30And it was like, incredibly fucking like, it felt almost like, therapeutic.
00:39:34It felt like, extremely good.
00:39:36I think she's back.
00:39:38Cool.
00:39:42Hey.
00:39:43Hey.
00:39:44Hey.
00:39:46How are you just going?
00:39:48Um.
00:39:49I still haven't left the plateau.
00:39:52I'm about to start another one, I guess.
00:39:54Although, I could use a slice.
00:39:56I could use a slice.
00:39:57It's the first time for a slice for you.
00:39:59Okay.
00:39:59We're going back to IRL.
00:40:00I know um.
00:40:04Oh, but we're going to do all the essays.
00:40:15Thank you, Bob.
00:40:16Bye.
00:40:16Bye, bye baby.
00:40:17Bye.
00:40:18Bye.
00:40:18Bye.
00:41:27Right back in it.
00:41:28Let's go.
00:41:29One.
00:41:30Come on.
00:41:31This is the run.
00:41:37Yes, first try.
00:41:42We're heading to the airport later tonight, and that'll be the end of our five-day vacation.
00:41:49I'm squeezing every last possible second out of the day, Norsi.
00:41:54Yes, this is world record pace.
00:41:57Adrenaline pumping through my veins.
00:42:00Holy shit.
00:42:11Oh my fucking god, no.
00:42:15I think I just lost one minute.
00:42:21I've failed the tree launches every fucking run lately.
00:42:23I don't understand why.
00:42:25Still a minute ahead.
00:42:38I staced it too, really.
00:42:40So it didn't go.
00:42:42It wasn't disconnected from the bottom yet.
00:42:45I'm so bummed.
00:42:47Like, what the fuck?
00:42:48Okay, it's over.
00:42:49It's actually over.
00:42:50I'm so fucking sad.
00:42:51That's it.
00:42:51Like, there's no more.
00:42:53I could have had it, and I didn't get it.
00:42:55It's over.
00:42:57The run's over.
00:43:03It's time to go.
00:43:44It's time to go.
00:43:48It's time to go.
00:44:18Okay, I'll use those to play games or something, I don't know.
00:44:21How's life for everybody?
00:44:24I missed you too, but it's been replaced by missing Narcy even more.
00:44:30Like, I really like her.
00:44:33So nice.
00:44:36The line is it was a gaycation, but we just haven't gotten, we haven't, like, hammered out shit.
00:45:06What I miss is feeling like the universe loves me and that everything is good.
00:45:15A lot of my ego is built out of the impact I had before, and I feel like I don't
00:45:23have
00:45:23that impact anymore, and it really hurts me.
00:45:27Feels like I've failed if I can't reach that.
00:45:33Hello?
00:45:33Hello?
00:45:34Let's hack chat everything we are to each other right now.
00:45:36I'm going to start a new run while we're chatting.
00:45:40So you're saying that, like, you would kind of want to develop something with me?
00:45:46I mean, I'd like to think I'm building a relationship.
00:45:51I've kind of designed my life in a way where I can just focus in on a few things that
00:45:57I really
00:45:58want to work towards.
00:46:00Okay, so what do you want?
00:46:02I want to be idolized by my viewers.
00:46:0620,000 viewers or bust.
00:46:25If this is the record, then we must post a Reddit thread called
00:46:29Absolutely Disgusting Record by Narcissa.
00:46:33Do I still think I can get over 10,000 viewers in Breath of the Wild?
00:46:36Yes, I do.
00:46:37I certainly do.
00:46:43Clear your minds for this jump.
00:46:49We're actually on pace for fucking sub 340.
00:46:53It's unbelievable.
00:46:57I want this run.
00:46:59I want to finish this run.
00:47:01I want this to be the run.
00:47:08Oh my god.
00:47:11That was fucking miraculous.
00:47:15Oh my fucking god.
00:47:30Free 3831.
00:47:32This beats the record by minutes.
00:47:36May I ask?
00:47:39Do you really remember me?
00:47:42Peace and love.
00:47:43Peace and love.
00:47:44And remember,
00:47:46trans girls rule Breath of the Wild.
00:48:03The current world record holder on Zelda Ocarina of Time.
00:48:09You immediately have an audience, right?
00:48:11Oh, absolutely.
00:48:12Several thousand usually tune in for Zelda.
00:48:20I was at the precipice.
00:48:23And now, I'm like a fallen star.
00:48:28I want to feel like I'm on top of the world.
00:48:33I feel like I'm being swallowed by it.
00:48:52No one in the world gives a fuck.
00:48:56It turns out life is not a fairy tale after all.
00:49:03It turns out everyone abandons the fuck out of you.
00:49:06Everything I've done up until now,
00:49:09it was all over nothing.
00:49:12I will never succeed in the way I succeeded in the past.
00:49:20This stream will all be fucking big again.
00:49:22It'll never fucking happen.
00:49:23I'm not relatable anymore.
00:49:25It doesn't matter if I'm the best fucking player in the world of this game.
00:49:27No one fucking cares.
00:49:29I've gone from being the superstar to the fallen star,
00:49:33plummeting into Earth like a fucking comet,
00:49:36slamming down, creating a shockwave,
00:49:38and burying in my fucking chasm so deep
00:49:41as everyone piles on and pushes me down
00:49:43into the caverns of darkness
00:49:45where I'm crowned the queen of hell.
00:49:50they think I'm a deranged freak
00:49:52who's delusional and shouldn't kill myself.
00:49:56They only fucking watch me if I'm raving.
00:50:00So the only solution is just to fucking go nuclear.
00:50:09I am the monster that you all created.
00:50:15These fucking people watching and observing me
00:50:17as I sit here and fucking literally struggle.
00:50:21I fucking hate this game.
00:50:23I hate people who watch video games.
00:50:24Their fucking twitch and viewership is so fucking boring.
00:50:26Y'all have such fucking poor taste as I fucking hate you.
00:50:53So what happens if I call that phone number?
00:50:56You get to talk to your counselor.
00:50:59And my phone is right here.
00:51:05Suicide prevention lifeline.
00:51:07Um, well I cut off all my hair and
00:51:12I guess it was like an act of self-harm.
00:51:17And
00:51:19feeling kind of hopeless.
00:51:24It's like
00:51:25people want to see me fail.
00:51:29And anytime there's any sort of sign of weakness
00:51:31they pinpoint it
00:51:32and like harass me
00:51:33and like pick out of like a scab
00:51:34until I'm squeezed
00:51:35and I'm bleeding.
00:51:38I mean, I guess I just have like
00:51:39a certain level of visibility
00:51:41so they're like jealous or something.
00:51:43I don't know.
00:51:43But like there's a lot of like
00:51:44sick twisted feelings I get out of it
00:51:46and it just makes me like
00:51:47feel like humanity in general
00:51:49is kind of evil
00:51:50and that like
00:51:50every single entity on this planet
00:51:52is just like self-interested.
00:51:55And that friendship is an illusion
00:51:57and that love is an illusion
00:51:58and that like
00:51:59I'm just like incredibly fucking alone.
00:52:01I'm just like a fucking alien on this planet.
00:52:05It just feels easier to like
00:52:06damage a social connection
00:52:08than it does to grow it.
00:52:10Yeah.
00:52:11I'll get through tonight.
00:52:13Definitely.
00:52:14Definitely.
00:52:16All right.
00:52:17Bye.
00:52:25Well, that was okay, I guess.
00:52:36Why weren't you all watching
00:52:39when I broke the Breath of the Wild record?
00:52:42I could have really used your support.
00:52:49I think I'm an attention addict.
00:52:56I think I'm an attention addict.
00:53:29I think I was like, yeah.
00:53:29Maybe you're like, yeah.
00:53:33It's not like taking on easy indicates.
00:53:33I said, I'm like, yeah.
00:53:33I think I'm an attention addict.
00:53:34You're kind of already.
00:53:37I think I'm just like, yeah.
00:53:37If you're a little bit,
00:53:40I've figured out that you're like...
00:53:42maybe you're in an action addict.
00:53:46You're definitely looking at other conveyedче언ichears.
00:53:46But you're also like already to your core
00:53:52Oh
00:53:53My god
00:53:57If you did it live on streams, I don't know I just hope she's gonna be okay
00:54:10Hello, hey
00:54:12What do you feel? I like ruined myself by cutting my hair off
00:54:18You didn't ruin yourself you just fucking
00:54:22Cut your hair off
00:54:25I don't know how to just be calm and quiet during the hard moments because I feel like I really
00:54:31really want and need connection
00:54:37I feel like crying cuz
00:54:42I'm like grateful that you're talking to me right now. Happy cries are good cries
00:54:52Can I ask you something when would you be free if I was to calm whenever whenever
00:55:14You did it? It's like we're parting the birds
00:55:26I like this big open
00:55:28Let's just like move in here
00:55:32This is the ocean
00:55:37How is all this even real?
00:55:40What is reality?
00:55:42I see all this and I'm like I'm alive like this is a thing the happening. Yeah, I
00:55:48Can't help this happening as fuck
00:55:57Do you think your life is too filled with things if your band so then you're streaming and you're cooking
00:56:04I mean that's just kind of the thing I like to do
00:56:06Yeah, that's why I like having people around because I can cook for them
00:56:13Try to change your perspective so that you see the sky as like a giant lake and you're like
00:56:21You're above it looking down
00:56:23Do you ever want to go to outer space for some reason to feel like that he's better down here
00:56:32Earth is beautiful. I think from here and elsewhere
00:57:04You're above it
00:57:04Cool it came in like a bully with a bite
00:57:10Skin to stone
00:57:13Crack a bone
00:57:14Guilty and polite
00:57:17It'll get out of the coke and screw
00:57:19Did I beat you to your lips for blue?
00:57:22It'll get out of the skin from heart
00:57:24The test of all these out of you
00:57:27It's got you by the fifth talent
00:57:29It's got you by the top of it
00:57:32clinician
00:57:33And then get in and out of it
00:57:36You mean something to do
00:57:38Ha-ha-ha-ha
00:57:46I'm sorry
00:57:47Pa-ría-ya
00:57:48I'm sorry
00:58:01Can't give up
00:58:07Thank you for Maneaters.
00:58:16I started fucking crying because you were so inspiration.
00:58:21You looked fucking beautiful.
00:58:23Just shut up and hug me.
00:58:37I lose my center of balance.
00:58:41I was not like falling backwards in my experience.
00:58:45Wait, what did he say?
00:58:47Did he say you lose your center of balance in general?
00:58:49Or like, no, just when we're doing this.
00:58:53But why?
00:58:55Okay.
00:58:56It's like, wait, let's try again.
00:58:59Alright.
00:59:04There we go, yeah, there we go.
00:59:14Ah, this is really cool.
00:59:16This reminds me of Coventry Cove from Beetle Adventure Racing.
00:59:20Well, that's your comfort zone.
00:59:22This is my room right here.
00:59:25I always just look at when I'm on a trail.
00:59:28Kind of hard to get your hand when I'm behind you and the path is so thin.
00:59:40I feel sick.
00:59:42Oh, fuck.
00:59:43Do you want to sit on this?
00:59:44I guess so.
00:59:56I wish I got more sleep.
00:59:58I don't have a pillow on me, but I've got a bag full of shit.
01:00:01It's good for you.
01:00:02I feel bad.
01:00:03I'm like, I think I'm ready to go.
01:00:09Let's do what I'm doing.
01:00:11Oh.
01:00:15Okay.
01:00:21There we go.
01:00:22It wasn't so bad.
01:00:49I might puke.
01:00:52Try to lunge it over at the edge.
01:00:59Oh, I am really feeling queasy.
01:01:05Fuck.
01:01:07Such bad timing.
01:01:08Yeah.
01:01:11Okay.
01:01:12Okay.
01:01:13Okay.
01:01:18Okay.
01:01:59All in all, I'm doing better now than I was before the trip.
01:02:08The time I spent there felt like it kind of healed me somewhat, like I really needed
01:02:13that.
01:02:19Being able to share some affection and just be around people, I guess, without being so
01:02:31isolated.
01:02:34Just felt really good and I don't know, it's like a breath of, what is it, a breath of fresh
01:02:54air.
01:03:08I was little and she used to help me play Soda when I was like, I don't know, six, seven
01:03:14years old.
01:03:14And that's a, that's a really fun-
01:03:17To crop.
01:03:18Okay.
01:03:18I just wanted to crop like one pixel in.
01:03:23All in all, we're so happy.
01:04:00I got banned on purpose because it wasn't making me happy, and maybe that's because
01:04:08my brain got hooked on the dopamine, so now my twitch account is gone.
01:04:28It might be nice to receive some kind of unconditional love, seeing my parents.
01:04:53This is not a healthy environment for me to be in, therefore I must leave this place, but
01:05:03do not grieve for my disappearance, for I will find what I'm looking for in this life.
01:05:17I will just do it alone.
01:05:24It's like level one where you grew up, green fields, grass, trees.
01:05:37You are my most beautiful flower.
01:05:49You are the best of your generation.
01:05:51Brilliant, talented, sweet, honest.
01:05:58Hi!
01:05:59Hi!
01:06:00Hi!
01:06:02You were special, different from other children.
01:06:08That is why I quit my job and became a stay-at-home mother.
01:06:15I couldn't possibly trust anyone else to give you the love, attention, and freedom that your
01:06:20mind needed to explore life.
01:06:22Bye-bye!
01:07:04Oh, how are you?
01:07:07Oh, how was your flight?
01:07:10It was fine.
01:07:11Oh, baby.
01:07:16I'm sorry it's been so long.
01:07:21Oh, oh, oh, it feels so good to hug you.
01:07:27I mean, look at you.
01:07:31Just beautiful.
01:07:32I've been waiting for that moment for one time.
01:07:34Yeah, oh, you're wonderful.
01:08:06I've been waiting for that moment.
01:08:07I'm sorry.
01:08:10I'm sorry.
01:08:13I'm sorry.
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