A New York family's life unravels after a tragedy; they process their grief while vacationing in rural Montana, where they explore human connection amid their profound sorrow.
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00:01Previously on the Madison
00:05He wanted to be buried here
00:08There's a spot marked on a map
00:10I know the spot
00:11I can't remember his face
00:13If I were you, I wouldn't listen
00:16Play it
00:18Jesus Christ
00:20Hold on, Christ
00:22Stop it, stop it
00:24I'm going to die
00:29As much as I like sitting here, it hurts more than you'll ever know
00:32It's like I'll learn how I feel about you
00:34I feel enough to sit here and take it
00:36Abby, if I were you
00:38I would send my hugs pretty deep in that one
00:41They're not making any more men like him
00:48I wonder if you know how happiness would make him
00:53It would fill his heart
00:56Tomorrow
00:56Tomorrow
00:57We bury them
02:28That's an elk track right there.
02:30Oh.
02:31Oh.
02:32Look, there's another one.
02:34No, that's a moose.
02:37How can you tell the difference?
02:39If you spend enough time tracking, you just know.
02:43Oh.
02:46So do you have any questions about today?
02:51Like what?
02:53Oh.
02:54I'm asking you.
02:56Well, you're gonna bury him.
02:58We are.
02:59Then what happens?
03:03Then they return to the land, and their bodies become a part of it, and their souls, too,
03:15I guess.
03:15They don't go to heaven?
03:18I think this is their heaven.
03:23Heaven is...
03:25How do I explain this?
03:27My teacher says there is no heaven.
03:28I don't know if you've already figured this out, but you don't believe everything your
03:32teacher said.
03:34Heaven is your perfect place.
03:39For some, it's ice cream oceans, and marshmallow mountains, and others, it's these mountains.
03:50Does that make sense?
03:53And grandpa's heaven is here?
03:56I think so.
03:59But if you think he's here, why is everyone so sad he's gone?
04:03Well, his heaven isn't mine, and I can't see him, and I can't talk to him, and I can't
04:13hug him, and he can't hug me, and I miss that.
04:17Yeah.
04:18I miss you, too.
04:21But that's why we have memories.
04:23We can revisit all those times that we did have.
04:28All the talks, all the laughs, all the hugs, and you know, it's like a movie.
04:34We can play it over and over as many times as we want in our minds.
04:44You know what I mean?
04:45I do.
04:48Not the same, though, as a real hug.
04:51No, it's not the same.
05:15Right here, huh?
05:17She marked it on Matt.
05:19You're right.
05:20Well, we ain't getting a backhoe down here.
05:23Might be able to get a tractor up from the river, but not sure what good that'll do us.
05:28No, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way.
05:32Yep.
05:34How the hell are we going to get the caskets here?
05:37This one says they'll feed off the wagon, don't we?
05:39That's a good idea.
05:42You gonna call or run for shovels?
05:44No, you call.
05:45I'll run.
05:45My gelding's just gonna follow you.
05:49Yank off that bridle.
06:12I am aware.
06:14Yes, I am aware.
06:16We have had a death in the family.
06:19I'm pretty sure the world of girls volleyball will survive a week without her.
06:23Yes, you are correct.
06:25I am not factored in how this affects anyone else even a little.
06:29Fuck, let's go.
06:31This is gonna be okay.
06:34This is gonna have to do, honey.
06:35It's all you got.
06:37Hey.
06:41It's just us, okay?
06:43There's nobody to be offended.
06:45What did school say?
06:47You're missing a volleyball tournament.
06:49It's okay.
06:51It's okay.
06:53Hey.
07:24Where'd you find cream?
07:25Same shopping center where I found the dress.
07:29I gotta say, Bozeman impressed me.
07:32I wasn't expecting to find Donna Karen in the mountains.
07:35I found a little something for you, too.
07:38Preston would prefer me in jeans.
07:40I think he would find a certain victory in that.
07:44He deserves a little black dress, and that's exactly what I got you.
07:49Did the boys say when they would be ready?
07:50He said to walk over at noon.
07:52How were they gonna get them out there?
07:54I didn't ask, and they didn't say.
07:57They just said it was handled.
08:01About two hours, Preston wrote a chapter on telling time from the sun's position.
08:09It's alarmingly accurate.
08:14The girls asked me to arrange a plane.
08:19When?
08:20Tonight?
08:21Love.
08:22Okay.
08:24They need closure, honey.
08:25They won't get it here.
08:27They have lives, and they need to go lift them.
08:30I would very much like to plan a memorial service.
08:34He has a lot of friends that deserve a way to say goodbye.
08:36Does he?
08:37He does.
08:38And you know that.
08:40We could do it at the Explorers Club.
08:42Okay, just...
08:44Now that the apartment...
08:46They have Corbon.
08:48Cater.
08:49They love that place.
08:51I already called.
08:53You flying back, too?
08:58I'm a very worried husband.
09:00He's convinced some distant cousin of the Unabomber's going to abduct me.
09:04And hold me in his basement for ransom.
09:07Depending on the cousin, I'm not completely opposed.
09:10Of course, that's my ward romance novel version of abduction.
09:13I doubt that's how it would play out, Lily.
09:16That is how it would play out in my mind after two Percocets.
09:20You think I'm joking?
09:21No.
09:27I love you.
09:33There is nowhere I would rather be than with you when you need me.
09:37I know.
09:42I have a little bottle of Kahlua if you would like some blood in that coffee.
09:45Well, now you're talking.
10:11It's okay.
10:14I love you.
10:16Hope the
10:18I was doing something you see.
10:22Alright.
11:00Of course you pack the perfect dress.
11:09Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:14Okay girls.
11:19And Russell.
11:21Let's go.
11:24Let's go.
11:28Let's go.
11:28Let's go.
11:28Let's go.
11:30Let's go.
11:32Let's go.
11:33Let's go.
11:34Let's go.
11:37Let's go.
11:38Let's go.
11:39Let's go.
11:56Let's go.
12:05Let's go.
12:08I'm sorry.
12:11I'm sorry.
12:14I'm sorry.
12:15It's fine.
12:23I'm sorry, Aaron.
12:24You'll never know.
12:40I'm sorry.
13:07It would.
13:38I'm sorry.
13:43I'm sorry.
14:07I can't, bab stick.
14:07miss Dani?Ī±
14:17Mrs. Claiborne, I'm very sorry for your loss.
14:23Is a preacher coming?
14:28I forgot my...
14:32This one will be San's preacher.
14:34What's that mean?
14:35It means we don't have one.
14:38Do you have someone to govern the proceedings?
14:43We, um...
14:45This is my first funeral here, so we're sort of winging it.
14:51Well, this is far from my first rodeo.
14:54Do you mind if I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak?
14:59I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
15:04Do you mind a prayer?
15:07I do not.
15:18Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts.
15:21With the glory of love comes the pain of loss.
15:25We look to you for comfort.
15:26Lord, remind us that it is a selfish pain because you have promised a place called heaven where our departed
15:35bask in the glow of your grace.
15:37They are no longer men.
15:40They are angels who guide us through darkness, lift us when we are weak, and nourish our souls and spirits.
15:50Our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place, heaven.
15:55We lean on our faith that it exists, and on your mercy that it holds a place for us where
16:04we may sit in your light beside our loved ones and know only joy forever.
16:13I'll be in.
16:16If anyone would like a word.
16:20Stacy, it's not the first time you've given that speech.
16:24No, ma'am.
16:26It's a good one.
16:29You care to say something?
16:33I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
16:46I guess that's it then.
16:52So what happens now?
16:55We'll take care of everything.
17:01Wait, that's it?
17:02That's it?
17:02That's it?
17:03He has me to say it and say it, Paige.
17:05I don't know what to say.
17:07What are you supposed to say?
17:08I think that's our point.
17:14Which one's Paul?
17:25God damn you for taking it from us.
17:57Everyone deals with the different, don't they, boys?
18:01I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
18:04Not yet, anyway.
18:07Do you have to blame them?
18:24I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
19:08Pretty sneaky, trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody.
19:11Oh, I, I, I didn't know anyone would care.
19:16We let you have the funeral.
19:18We will not be denied our feast.
19:23When they decided to build these cabins, they wanted to do it all themselves.
19:27Milt the wood, frame it, rough in the electric, the whole deal.
19:32Look at the bottom up there.
19:33They're sitting on railroad ties.
19:35And I could not figure out what in the hell purpose that would serve.
19:39And I told them they're going to be colder than the devil in winter.
19:41And every skunk and raccoon and God knows what else is going to set up shop underneath.
19:46Preston just looked at me and nodded.
19:49Didn't say a word.
19:50About six months later, tax assessor comes by my place and says, have you seen these cabins?
19:55They built next door.
19:56I said, I had.
19:57And he asked me if I'd ever seen them move.
20:00I said, move?
20:01What do you, what do you mean move?
20:03Tax assessor says, when he tried to put a value on them, your husband said they was mobile homes.
20:10You pick them up with a forklift and move them.
20:13And asked me if I'd ever seen them be mobile.
20:15Well, I told them.
20:16Yeah, they haul them all over the place.
20:19And if you look at the back of that outhouse, your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart and said,
20:25that son of a bitch was mobile too.
20:28He did not want to pay any taxes.
20:31I was wondering what those were for.
20:32Preston always had issues with authority.
20:35We'll go out of those.
20:36Never seen anything like it.
20:41Indian tacos.
20:42Good stuff.
20:44What's up?
20:46How about some of those cookies?
20:48Oh, good choice.
20:50I was thinking like three.
20:54What's your mom going to say about that?
20:56Your mom's not going to say anything because she's not going to see me eat him.
20:59Let's keep this between us.
21:02I think that's a good idea.
21:16Thank you for today.
21:18It means more than you know.
21:20Someone had to do it for me.
21:22I know what it means.
21:24I'm sorry it had to be done.
21:28I'm flying out tonight.
21:29Girls have missed enough school and I have exhausted my order.
21:37I'd like to come back.
21:40Or dare I invite you to New York?
21:44Well, the only way you get me to New York is if it seceded from the union that was drafted
21:49into the army to take it back.
21:50Okay.
21:50You gotta go a little easier on my city, buddy.
21:53I'm not knocking it.
21:54I'm just not going there.
21:56Fair enough.
21:58Then I'll come visit.
22:01Sure.
22:15I'm a sheriff's deputy who makes $52,000 a year.
22:19I have $12,000 in the bank.
22:21And I'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average rope horse.
22:25Three nights a week.
22:26I'm gonna load him in a trailer.
22:27Drag him all over Montana trying to win back what I spent on him in October.
22:31I'm gonna take my boys in the mountains for a month and fill our freezer with elk.
22:35I ain't never land on no beach.
22:37I'm never going to Europe or San Francisco or any city bigger than Billings.
22:42Never.
22:44What part of that sounds good to you?
22:46None of it.
22:47Now, walk me through your life.
22:49What won't you change?
22:50I don't have those kind of absolutes.
22:51Just walk me through it.
22:57Macy has gymnastics every morning.
23:00From there, I go to Pilates.
23:02From Pilates, I go to my therapist.
23:04From my therapist, I go to coffee with my girlfriend to talk about all the bullshit advice my therapist gave
23:07me.
23:08Then I pick up Macy, and I get Bridget, and we go to ballet.
23:11We have recitals every Friday night.
23:13Saturday morning, we have competitions.
23:15I take the girls to St. Parks for Christmas, Italy for the month of July, which you would love.
23:20I will point out.
23:27We feed some horses.
23:29Isn't there a service for that?
23:31You have to do it every day?
23:34Okay.
23:35Okay, there is no future in this, but you are tall and kind and fucking...
23:41Beautiful.
23:42Yeah, we're tall and kind and beautiful.
23:44Okay, so can we just agree to fuck this up together and have as much sex as possible until...
23:50Until we can.
23:51God, you city girls do spell it out, don't we?
23:53Yeah.
23:53Yeah, we get to the point.
23:55Yeah, we do.
23:56You go from wondering when we're going to see each other to wondering when you're going to leave.
24:02I think I'd rather just miss you.
24:06I'm not gone yet.
24:07You know what I mean.
24:09So is this goodbye?
24:13I think it's best.
24:15Oh, wow.
24:18Let me just clarify.
24:21You are breaking up with me at my father's funeral.
24:25We aren't together.
24:25No, no, no.
24:26We seemed pretty together yesterday when you were lying on top of me.
24:29Abby...
24:29Don't fucking abby me now.
24:31You want to miss me?
24:32Is that what you want?
24:34Here's your fucking chance.
25:05Here's your fucking chance.
25:05It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:09It's bedtime money.
25:45When did your father die, Muscle?
25:50It'll be six years in April.
25:53Where is he buried?
25:54My mother had him cremated.
25:56The plan was to spread his ashes at our place in Montauk, but he never did it.
26:03I don't know why.
26:04Okay, so he's sitting in a jar on our mantle, which is an odd custom.
26:12Putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes.
26:16What do you miss most about him?
26:23He used to call me every Monday and tell me a joke.
26:27Really?
26:30You still remember them?
26:31Oh, yeah.
26:32Tell me one.
26:34Oh, no, no, no.
26:35Yeah, they, um, my father had a rather warped sense of humor.
26:40At this point, I'm pretty hard to offend.
26:48Okay.
26:52Okay.
26:54So there are four nuns driving in a van.
26:57The van goes off a cliff and they all die.
26:59Funny.
27:00No, no, no, that's, I'm getting, sorry, this is all just the setup.
27:03Yeah, I got, I got it, yeah.
27:05Okay.
27:05So they're standing at the pearly gates and St. Peter looks them over and he says to the first
27:10nun, this is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of hell.
27:15And your conscience must be cleansed before you enter.
27:17So the first nun thinks about it and she says, well, I used to sneak peeks at Father Riley in
27:25the shower.
27:25St. Peter says, well, you're a naughty one's sister.
27:28Wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water and say five Hail Mary.
27:31She does, sends her off to heaven.
27:34He looks at the second nun and asks her the same thing.
27:37She says, well, on occasion I would stroke Father Riley's memory with my hand.
27:43St. Peter just shakes his head, tells her to wash her hand in the bowl of holy water and say
27:48ten Hail Marys.
27:49So she does, lets her into heaven.
27:52Now the third nun steps up and the fourth nun grabs her, throws her to the ground and steps up
27:57to the bowl of holy water.
27:58St. Peter says, what on earth are you doing, sister?
28:01And the nun says, I'm going to wash my mouth out in this bowl before that bitch puts her ass
28:05in it.
28:10I stand corrected, Russell.
28:12I can still be offended.
28:15I was very poorly chosen.
28:16I'm sorry.
28:17It was the first one that came to my mind.
28:18I am so sorry.
28:21It's terrible.
28:22Common denominator for their problem seems to be Father Riley.
28:26Yeah, he did get around.
28:28Ah, what's in it?
28:30Bunk of soda.
28:31Easy on the soda.
28:33God bless you.
28:35I'm eating Stefan at the gym at nine.
28:37If you're up for it.
28:39Oh yeah.
28:40Exercise.
28:41It's exactly what I need.
28:45I see things didn't end well with a cowboy.
28:50How's that look about it?
28:54Have you just been quiet?
28:56I think this is going to be hardest on her.
28:59I'm afraid.
29:01How so?
29:02How so?
29:02When you've dedicated your entire life to gaining the attention of one person.
29:09What is your purpose when that person is gone?
29:12The girls are handling it well, at least.
29:14Yeah, well, they're too young to know the difference.
29:16It's just one less present at Christmas.
29:23I know an excellent therapist, Stacey.
29:27You're my therapist.
29:30You're my best friend.
29:32I'm incapable of being impartial.
29:35Speaking to someone who can look at the situation with clarity and with zero opinion.
29:39What I need is opinion.
29:42If I want to know what the book on death says, I'll buy the fucking book.
30:30What the book on death says, I'll buy the fucking book.
30:41I'm the first time magazine.
30:42I'll buy the fucking book.
30:47I'll buy it and see what it was sanguine and NatashaPHino.
30:53If she had an article in the introduction, I was gonna try to search by her.
32:44Why do you do that?
32:46What?
32:48It's your little mountain mistress, the jealous side.
32:53You want to know?
32:54I do want to know. I really want to know.
32:58Because I lost it once.
33:00Fell off on the river. I spent two days looking for it. I'm not going through that shit again.
33:04So if I put it right there, I can't lose it.
33:09Yeah, thanks. Where are you?
33:12Terrified.
33:13It's nice to see I still have that effect.
33:15No, please. Do you ever, baby?
33:18Okay.
33:19Okay.
33:30Okay.
33:32Let's do it.
33:33Let's do it again.
33:43I'm going through it.
33:43I'm going through it.
33:50Okay.
33:50You're in the rain.
33:51I'm going through everything.
33:54I'm going.
33:56I'm going through it.
34:10Oh, Madison Avenue.
34:13How did they get the name, do you think?
34:18I always assumed James Madison, the president.
34:21Yeah, of course, that would make sense.
34:26I suppose they named the Madison River after him as well.
34:31Where's the Madison River?
34:32Montana.
34:35Where your husband spent time?
34:42Is that where he died?
34:44No, he died on another river.
34:46Actually, no, he died on a mountain.
34:51No, no river involved at all.
34:59How do you feel?
35:01When you tell me that.
35:02How do you think I feel?
35:04I don't presume to know.
35:06That's why I asked.
35:07Isn't that your job?
35:10Tell me how I feel.
35:13My job is to help you understand how you feel.
35:18More so, my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit.
35:29And how would you describe my present behavior?
35:36Hostile.
35:38Hostile.
35:39Mistrusting.
35:41Which I understand.
35:44You don't know me.
35:47And yet here you are, in theory, willing to expose your most personal thoughts and intimate
35:56feelings.
35:57Trust me and my interpretation of those feelings and behaviors to guide your decision-making
36:07in the future.
36:07My decision-making.
36:09What decisions are we questioning?
36:11I'm not questioning anything.
36:12No, you are the one who said it.
36:14My husband died.
36:16The love of my life.
36:18The father of my children.
36:20My center.
36:22My soul.
36:22Is gone.
36:25If you, by chance, have happened upon any information that might assist me in mitigating the desire
36:33to claw my eyes out with a fucking spoon to get rid of the pain, I sure would appreciate
36:40that.
36:42But I do not need you staring at me like I'm some bored housewife trying to justify her
36:48if they're with their fucking tennis coach.
36:50I know those women, plenty of them.
36:52I am not one of them.
36:57I am hurting.
36:59And I would like some help with that.
37:04If you can.
37:05If you can't, then I'll leave early.
37:11And you can keep the fucking change.
37:21Do you care for a drink?
37:25I would love one.
37:34Don't normally do this.
37:36Spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate.
37:43Don't buy whiskey.
37:44I don't give a shit what it is.
38:07What you need is this.
38:09A lot of this.
38:11Not this.
38:13A lot of talking.
38:15And yelling.
38:17And crying.
38:17A lot of it.
38:19And often.
38:21And in time.
38:24Those memories will become fond again.
38:27They won't hurt to recall them.
38:32And you'll...
38:34Laugh.
38:37Will you love again?
38:39Maybe.
38:41I don't have any idea if that's something you want.
38:46Will you ever be whole again?
38:48Will you feel like you did before you died?
38:54No.
38:57But you know that.
38:59But you will heal.
39:01If you let yourself.
39:03You will have as much life to live as you allow yourself.
39:12Or you'll have none.
39:16You'll have no life.
39:21Does that make sense?
39:28Okay.
39:34Why don't you finish your drink and let me have it?
39:38Seriously.
39:39Come on.
39:39Give it your best shot.
39:46You're a terrible therapist.
39:48You know that.
39:49Yeah.
39:50With that smug fucking sweater.
39:54You really like saying fuck, don't you?
39:56I know.
39:58I find it quite...
40:02liberating in the moment.
40:04Good.
40:05Say it again.
40:07Fuck you.
40:08Are we going to do trust falls next, you fucking quack?
40:13It's a really good place to start.
40:15Come on.
40:15Keep it coming.
40:16Let's go.
40:17I'm serious.
40:24I'm thinking about it.
40:25I'm considering it.
40:28I know, I know, I know.
40:30I'm running away.
40:31Running away from my problems.
40:33This problem goes with me, so I'm not running from anything.
40:39Would I miss my daughters?
40:42Honestly, I don't.
40:44I don't know.
40:45And part of me thinks it would be better for them.
40:48Live their own lives.
40:50Maybe they could move with you.
40:53It doesn't sound like either of them are bound to the city.
40:56That's what I said.
40:57My oldest daughter needs it.
40:59I actually threatened to cut her off if she did it.
41:04That's not very nice.
41:06Oh, what do they teach sarcasm in therapy school these days?
41:13Well, if by therapist school you mean dart method, yeah.
41:16They kind of invented it there.
41:22You think I should?
41:26Not my place to say, but I think you should consider it, and I'll tell you why.
41:35Because you are actively weighing your future, and the consequences are your choices in that future, and that's healthy.
41:41That's good for your soul.
41:42So whether you actually do it is irrelevant.
41:45But you should seriously consider it.
41:48You should consider moving to Europe.
41:52Spend a year traveling.
41:53You've got the financial means.
41:55No responsibilities here preventing it.
41:58You should consider everything.
42:02I wish I could have met him.
42:04Must have been a hell of a man.
42:06Because you are a hell of a woman.
42:08You know who you are, and you're not ashamed of it.
42:11And this, yelling and crying and pondering, this is what you're supposed to be doing.
42:17This is grieving.
42:18This is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life, and racking your brain to try to find a way to
42:23survive it.
42:26And you will.
42:30Thank you, Phil.
42:34Wow, this has been pleasantly cathartic.
42:39I took one look at that sweater, and I had very little faith in you, but you, you overcame it.
42:46Turns out, you don't suck at your job.
42:49Well, that is wildly offensive.
42:55Same time tomorrow.
42:57I'm thinking afternoon.
42:58I've still got five clients and I'm pretty drunk.
43:01I think you are a client to end the day with, not begin with.
43:04Bye.
43:05See you at happy hour.
43:06Bye.
43:16See you at happy hour.
43:20Bye.
43:37Who's your real intern?
43:38Yeah, no matter what I do, I can't stay here.
43:42Lily, I can smell him.
43:44Hold on, hold on.
43:48Is everything okay?
43:49So, um...
43:51Paige is in bed, and she won't talk, and she can't stop crying, and she's...
43:57Well, she's hyperventilating, and I feel like I should call an ambulance, but I don't...
44:00Like, I feel like that might make her worse.
44:03You're right, you're right. It would. I'll be there in 15 minutes. Call Abby.
44:06Okay, okay. Call you now.
44:35Is she in the bedroom?
44:36Yeah.
44:42Do you have any sweets?
44:45Sweets?
44:45Okay, get some ice cream, Rocky Road, and buy some chocolate chips.
44:50Put three scoops in a glass of milk, put the chocolate chips on top, and then just bring it to
44:55me with a spoon.
44:56That sounds disgusting to start with.
44:58I wasn't asking your opinion of it, Russell.
45:05I got Rocky Road.
45:07Desperate times? Call for desperate measures.
45:09Grab chocolate chips?
45:10The shitty ones, like she likes.
45:12Well, looks like all we need from you is a cup, Russell.
45:15Give it to her. She knows how to make it.
45:17Got it, okay?
45:22Hey, it's okay.
45:24It's okay.
45:24It's okay.
45:25It's okay.
45:26It's okay.
45:26You know what this is.
45:28It's how much you love them.
45:30Your body just doesn't know where to put it.
45:32All that little ground.
45:33Okay, but you don't have to put it anywhere.
45:35And you don't have to stop loving someone when they're calling me.
45:38In fact, one could argue that you should love them more.
45:43And here's a sad, backed-up life.
45:47You will feel this way again.
45:49Yeah, when I die, my husband dies, and your friends, and someday your children will feel this way about you.
45:59Thanks.
46:00I feel so much better.
46:02I come bearing gifts.
46:04I'm not hungry.
46:06It's not food.
46:07It is a drug.
46:08It is sugar and chocolate in the mixture that only are metabolism processed in a way that doesn't end up
46:14on your hips.
46:15And I hate you for it.
46:19I used to eat this when I was, like, five.
46:21No, I used to allow five, so.
46:27Fuck you and your bad roots.
46:29No, she's back.
46:30I don't understand it.
46:33It's a crunch with the cold and a bushy of the ice cream.
46:39The explanation doesn't sell it, bitch.
46:43You got her.
46:45I got her, but I cannot stay that night.
46:47I can stay that night.
46:58It's my favorite thing ever.
47:00I know.
47:12Is she okay?
47:16She will be.
47:20Is there a decent bar near here?
47:24Um, there's a...
47:25There's a dive bar around the corner.
47:28Well, Soho's version of a dive bar.
47:47What's this place called?
47:50Um, I don't know.
47:51I'm not sure it has a name.
47:55Okay.
48:06What's the name of this place?
48:08Name?
48:09Uh, people just call it the bar.
48:12Or the bar down the street.
48:13Something like that.
48:14No name.
48:15Not that I'm aware of.
48:16What's your paycheck say?
48:18Uh, XT Enterprises LLC or some shit.
48:24Okay, so.
48:26Or just doesn't have a name.
48:29No name.
48:30What can I get you?
48:31Oh, God.
48:32I'm, uh...
48:33I am not in the mood to make any decisions.
48:36Martini?
48:37Oh, that is a cocktail,
48:39and this is the furthest place from a cocktail bar, so...
48:42Cure that.
48:42Uh, how about an Irish car bomb?
48:44I have no idea what that is.
48:47Trust me.
48:48Okay?
48:48What about you?
48:49What kind of amber ales do you...
48:51That'll be two.
48:52Irish car bombs.
48:53I can't make your stuff.
48:54Two Irish car bombs.
48:55I have to work in the morning.
48:56It's one drink, Russell.
49:03Oh, I didn't see that coming.
49:05Oh, gosh.
49:06Apologies, Russell.
49:10This is gonna hurt.
49:14I'm...
49:16Great.
49:18You gotta...
49:19Yeah.
49:20Yeah.
49:28You went through the wrong pipe.
49:32I have a bad gag reflex.
49:34No, no.
49:35I'm not...
49:36I'm not laughing at that.
49:38What, then?
49:40Oh, life.
49:43Not a choice as people make.
49:45Don't get me wrong.
49:47She made a good one with you.
49:51What are your dreams?
49:55Dreams?
49:57Or...
49:57You know, aspirations.
49:59Might be a better word.
50:01For your life.
50:02For my daughter.
50:04I mean, we just got the townhouse, so...
50:08Yeah, well, that's a purchase.
50:09Not a dream.
50:12Have you two talked about starting a family?
50:17No page.
50:19She just got down to a size zero.
50:20She worked really hard for it.
50:22Russell, Russell.
50:23Independent thoughts.
50:24Do you have any?
50:27Yeah, I mean, I guess I want...
50:29I want to have kids.
50:30Mm-hmm.
50:31Okay.
50:31I don't want to raise them, and I want to...
50:34I want to move out of town, you know, where they can have a normal...
50:37You know, trick-or-treat, and...
50:39And...
50:40And...
50:40Play baseball, and run out on the street, you know?
50:43Mm-hmm.
50:43No, I don't know.
50:45I don't know.
50:45I raised mine here.
50:47Okay.
50:48Well, that would be my dream.
50:51What about when they're grown?
50:55What's the dream, then?
50:56I don't know.
50:57I don't know.
50:58I haven't gotten that far.
51:00Well, then you need a new dream.
51:04Honestly, I always thought of you and Preston as the dream.
51:11So did I, Russell.
51:16But that dream is over.
51:20Well, I guess we both need a new one.
51:24Yeah.
51:26Yeah.
51:30Yeah.
51:32Yeah.
51:35Yeah.
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