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00:02Anything they start off fighting about, he can bring it back to that.
00:05I mean, this time, it's about how my mom never puts gas in the car,
00:08and he always has to do it when he's already late.
00:10And somehow he brings it back to how my school wants me to apply
00:12to all these private, out-of-state D1 colleges for lacrosse,
00:15and it makes him look like the bad guy, because he can't afford any of them.
00:18Shane, I mean, your dad is the Kevin Garnett of talking shit about Bridgefield.
00:23You know, and also, there's such thing as lacrosse scholarships.
00:26Ivies don't have athletic scholarships, and nowhere else is going to be a four-ride.
00:29Whatever. I mean, talking about why all these schools are no-goes also pisses them off.
00:33You're so lucky.
00:34Yeah, I know you think so.
00:36I'm not even talking about being able to afford Stanford.
00:38Being able to afford to buy Stanford and rename it after yourself.
00:42St. Ledger University.
00:43Hey, shut up. Shut up, dude, please.
00:45I'm talking about not having to listen to your parents screaming at each other
00:48every five minutes over something you can't change, and neither can they.
00:52Well, I mean, to want to argue about shit, you kind of got to care about it.
00:56No, it's not that difficult.
00:57Well, I mean, any time mine won't stop caring so much, that would be great.
01:01But they won't, because they can't live unless they're up my ass.
01:03My sister can't either.
01:04I mean, Shiloh moved to fucking Pawtucket.
01:06She's still trying to be my boss.
01:07Oh, yeah.
01:08What I would give to you for one day.
01:12Just one, just to try it, just to see.
01:13Not even for the money, just for the, like, silence.
01:22I might have told Paul we would be here.
01:25Whatever, he's not a bad guy if you give him a chance.
01:27No, you say that every single time.
01:29He's just insecure.
01:30I promise, if you hang in there, it eventually stops being such a dick.
01:34Prove it.
01:35What does that even mean?
01:36What's up, fuckheads?
01:40Are you going to be okay?
01:41What's up?
01:42What's up?
01:42It's a fucking ram here.
01:44You're kidding.
01:44From Bridgefield?
01:45Yeah, that's right, shithead.
01:46Wow.
01:47I know Coach said you need to do more cardio, but damn.
01:53You guys are so into this place.
01:55It was cool for, like, you know, five minutes in middle school.
01:59Jesus.
02:00And don't you literally have, like, a massive house with a fucking helipad?
02:05He does not have a pad.
02:06Why would anybody want to hang out here instead of there?
02:09Your dad have, like, no peasant rule or something?
02:12No, because I'm a peasant, right?
02:13A scholarship peasant?
02:14Yeah, I've been in there.
02:15Has your dad even lived in that house before?
02:18Like, even when you were a baby?
02:20Because my dad says your dad hasn't been back to Narragansett since, like, the 90s.
02:24How would your dad even know that?
02:25Well, he's in global finance, too, dude.
02:27People talk to each other, too.
02:29Network.
02:30Who cares?
02:30All these houses are fucking freezing, and none of the furniture is comfortable, okay?
02:36What the?
02:37Are you fucking kidding me?
02:38There's mosquitoes now?
02:39Come on.
02:40Is your mom in town?
02:41Is that why we can't go to your house?
02:43What's your fucking deal, dude?
02:44Uh, it's buggy and clammy here, and it doesn't not smell like pee.
02:48You have a house, too, dipshit?
02:49Yeah.
02:49Well, they're selling it.
02:52Because the whole divorce is my dad punishing my mom for getting mad at him for cheating.
02:57So.
02:59That's hard.
03:01I'm really sorry.
03:04Thanks.
03:07Yeah, how is your mom doing?
03:08Shittily.
03:09Why?
03:10Just sucks, that's all.
03:13Makes total sense why she'd be having a tough time with everything.
03:16Yeah.
03:17Makes total sense your mom would be running her mouth again about someone she barely fucking
03:21knows.
03:22Fuck you, she knows it.
03:23Yeah, from sidelines and sport banquets, but not really.
03:26What are you even talking about?
03:27You just seem like you know something, Shane, so you tell me.
03:29Your mom's the one saying shit she heard from somebody who heard it from somebody like it's fucking real.
03:33She saw it in the paper.
03:34Who reads the local news?
03:35No one.
03:37When MPD arrests someone, it's always in the local police blotter.
03:39I'm not saying it should be, but...
03:41She didn't think she was going to need a basket, and then she had too many things in her hands,
03:44so she was going to go get one.
03:45I mean, she didn't even leave the fucking store, and now everybody thinks she's a fucking thief.
03:56You know what?
03:56I'm sorry.
03:58Yeah, I'm sorry, too.
03:59Yeah.
04:00I'm sorry your mom's a bitch.
04:01You won't shut the fuck up.
04:05Man, what the fuck's problem?
04:07Fuck.
04:10Hey, guys!
04:11Fucking bitch.
04:12Guys!
04:13Fucking...
04:14Ow!
04:15Take a fucking sec.
04:17Take a sec, okay?
04:18Chill out.
04:30Take a sec.
04:30.
05:03.
05:58If I say it's self-defense,
06:00if I just tell them that it's self-defense-
06:02It doesn't work like that.
06:02They're gonna say that it's self-defense.
06:04But if we just-
06:06Because it was you that did it.
06:07You weren't defending yourself.
06:10Look,
06:12we didn't go to the Narrows today after school.
06:14All right?
06:14And we didn't know Paul was gonna be there.
06:16He didn't ask me to hang out after practice,
06:18and he wouldn't have asked you anything,
06:19because you're not even fucking friends.
06:23I had to go home and babysit my sister anyway.
06:26So you gave me a rod,
06:27and then you what?
06:31Say it.
06:32I-
06:35I went home,
06:38and I studied for chem
06:40until I got a headache,
06:42and then I-
06:43and then I went to bed.
06:52What about-
06:52What about your, um...
06:55I-
06:57I wiped out during school, Angels,
06:58and someone must have stepped on me.
07:03I'm sorry.
07:07I'm sorry.
07:09I know you were just trying to help me.
07:13Save me.
07:13You're probably dead.
07:19Thanks.
07:47What are you doing?
07:48I'm nothing.
07:53Where were you?
07:55Those are dirty.
07:57Yeah, whatever.
07:58Why are you wet?
07:59I took a shower.
08:00When?
08:01Just now.
08:02When I thought I heard something outside.
08:05What did you do to your face?
08:06Nothing.
08:07You look like you...
08:08No, I don't, Megan!
08:15I got fouled at practice, all right?
08:17And then I came home and I took a shower, and I'm back in here with you.
08:20Like I have been this whole time.
08:24Are you okay?
08:28I'm fine.
08:31I'm hungry.
08:33You want to make stovetop smores?
08:34No.
08:38No.
08:49No.
08:52No.
08:58I'm hungry.
09:00No.
09:00I'm hungry.
09:03No.
09:54Hey, Oliver.
09:55I don't have him, but I maybe might this weekend.
09:58It has to be now.
10:01I'm sorry.
10:03It's really boring.
10:06I hope you think so.
10:14Hello?
10:15Can anyone hear us?
10:17Gretchen and Kenji, if you're on, get off.
10:20So what's so cloak and dagger?
10:22I killed someone.
10:24What?
10:26Who?
10:31Paul.
10:34Paul Smarling?
10:36You're sure he's dead?
10:45Yeah.
10:47We were at the Narrows.
10:50Who's we?
10:53Me, Shane Martin, and Paul.
10:56Who else?
10:57It was just us.
11:00Okay.
11:01Stop talking.
11:02I need to think.
11:12Oliver.
11:13I'm Detective Sheehan.
11:15My lieutenant's just getting off the call, but we can start...
11:17Is this being recorded, Jerry?
11:19I'm out of custodial interrogation, so I want to make some notes, but first things first.
11:25Your lawyer here, Mr. Sykes, he filled me in a little bit on what happened.
11:29But obviously, I want to hear from you.
11:31Can you tell me about it?
11:33Just start wherever you're comfortable.
11:35If I have any questions, I'll ask.
11:41Yeah, I was, um, I was home, and I had been studying all night because I had a midterm
11:47coming up, and I didn't really understand the material, but I, uh, I forgot to eat.
11:54So, uh, after a little while, like, I got a headache, and, um, I set an alarm for early
12:00so I can, uh, wake up and do some more in the morning.
12:04But then I, uh, I woke up, uh, because someone was, um, was, uh, wasn't to be let in.
12:14And who was that?
12:16Um, that was, uh, Shane, Shane Martin.
12:22Shane Martin, okay.
12:24And this was what time?
12:27This was around midnight.
12:31Last chance.
12:32No idea.
12:33You have no idea?
12:35No.
12:35You can't think of a single thing happening they might want to talk to you about?
12:39Right, and I don't buy it, is why I keep asking, because I want to have some idea of
12:42what kind of buzzsaw we're about to walk into.
12:45You knock out some more streetlights or steal some shit, your buddies think it's nothing,
12:48but the regular people means real money.
12:50God, like, you and your friends never gotten into anything stupid before.
12:53Except, you know what, no one at your school ever got into an Ivy League college.
12:56Probably doesn't even know what went into.
12:57Oh, so Shane's going to the Ivy League now.
13:01Wow, really?
13:02Well, when were you guys going to tell me that?
13:04After we talked to the cops, I guess?
13:05Could you have a little faith in your son, please?
13:07Could we just...
13:08Because I have no faith in my son, right?
13:10So you're on with that whole narrative again, that I have no faith in my son.
13:13He could have a better future.
13:19He could have a...
13:20Jeff.
13:21Hey, great to see you.
13:24Fabulous.
13:24You're good to your van.
13:26Listen, I want you to tell your father to sit around.
13:28I mean, I made it for the nail.
13:31But he's in.
13:32I'm out of here.
13:33I'm out of here.
13:35Stop, stop!
13:36Hey!
13:36What's up?
13:37Hey!
13:37Hey!
13:38Hey!
13:38Hey!
13:38Hey!
13:40Get rid of it now!
13:40Stop it!
13:41Hey!
13:41Hold on!
13:42Stop!
13:42Come on!
13:43Get it easy!
13:44Stop it!
13:45Get down here!
13:46Where'd you go?
13:46Where'd you go?
13:47Where'd you go?
13:47Okay, I can talk.
14:19Oh!
14:20What?
14:31Oh!
14:35Oh!
14:36Oh!
14:37Oh, my God.
15:16Oh.
15:17Kind of close there, Otis.
15:20Hey, Oliver. A little bit.
15:21Seven minutes. Still morning announcements.
15:25If I had that car, I'd probably want to hang out in it all day, too.
15:27But you're about to get one demerit for being late
15:29and another for ignoring me to my face.
15:31Oh, my God. Are you all right?
15:33Hey, Oliver, can you open the door?
15:34Where? Where's my...
15:36We need to call 911, please.
15:39Please don't.
15:41Please.
15:43I still think we should at least go to urgent care.
15:46I feel way better now. I really do.
15:49All right.
15:51Still, an hour ago, you were passing out in your car.
15:57Uh, amoxicillin.
15:59Here.
16:00Take two. Or maybe four.
16:04Why do you just have these?
16:05Dog bite.
16:07You know, the stop-and-shop parking lot?
16:09Yeah.
16:10Apparently different tail waggings have different meanings.
16:12I thought a dog wagging its tail always means friendly.
16:15It does not.
16:17Yeah, I thought that, too.
16:19Yeah, well, now we both know better.
16:30Hey, what about your mom?
16:32What if we called her?
16:33No, I think it's, uh, I think it's 12 hours ahead there.
16:35Well, still wouldn't be past 11 p.m.
16:37I don't think that there's reception.
16:38There's gonna be reception at a resort.
16:40Uh, she's off the coast.
16:41It's, it's her friend's boat.
16:43Um, and the school knows.
16:45She told them.
16:46I'm gonna have to mark you an excused absence.
16:48I'll say, I saw you and I sent you homesick.
16:51That's not even a lie.
16:55And I'll leave you the amoxicillin.
16:57Take a couple more tonight.
16:59Look, look, I know.
17:03You were good friends with Shane and Paul.
17:05I know you're having a hard time right now.
17:08I wish you weren't having it alone.
17:10Go easy on yourself, okay?
17:13Understand that something terrible has happened to you, too.
17:20Try to give yourself a little grace.
17:28Uh, wait, uh, uh, please wait.
17:36And you're what again?
17:37The guidance counselor?
17:38School counselor.
17:40What kind of background is a school counselor supposed to have in this kind of thing?
17:43Well, I'm actually a licensed independent clinical social worker.
17:48But I'm working towards getting licensed in Rhode Island as a clinical mental health counselor.
17:53And what makes you think my son needs your help?
17:56Uh, I'm not saying it has to be me.
18:03But, from the amount of detail Oliver gave me about his present headspace and...
18:07And...
18:08What led to it?
18:10He's gonna need therapy from someone.
18:13And what amount of detail would that be exactly?
18:17Clinically.
18:20Enough?
18:22Enough for what?
18:25It's enough to know what really happened.
18:29Every time I think there's nothing left that can surprise me.
18:33I'll put you in touch with my personal accountant.
18:45Mom?
18:46Yeah.
18:52Do you want tea?
18:55No.
19:04I understand.
19:05This may be weird at first.
19:10It's okay.
19:11You do this too.
19:12You know, you see people outside of school.
19:15My real life goal was always this.
19:19So, I'm your first patient?
19:22Yeah.
19:23Kind of hard.
19:28Don't you have to be able to come clean?
19:32Tell the truth, you know?
19:35Be honest?
19:37Are you saying you haven't been honest with me?
19:41You didn't tell me the truth?
19:44Of course I have.
19:45Yes.
19:45I did.
19:47Okay then.
19:49It's gonna work.
19:51Hey, it's already working.
20:06I'm sorry?
20:12Bye.
20:46No, Shyla, you want to meet us at the crib?
20:48No, I can't. Do a shooter for me.
20:54Hello?
20:55Hey, McGaggy.
20:56Hi, Shy.
20:58Hello?
20:59It's not Shane, Mom.
21:01Don't tie up the phone.
21:04She just talked to him yesterday, didn't she?
21:05They're not going to let him call her again today.
21:07I don't. She knows what day it is.
21:10When are you coming home?
21:1220 minutes. I'm leaving work right now.
21:15Do us all a favor and stay out of her way, okay?
21:19Okay.
21:23You're packed.
21:25You travel Tuesday, right?
21:28Boy, orientation's probably going to be pretty hectic.
21:31A lot of new people, new living situation.
21:39What? What are you thinking right now?
21:44That you were right.
21:46That I might not be ready right now to go to Stanford.
21:55That I can't.
21:58Have you talked about any of this with your dad?
22:05No.
22:08Well,
22:11you need to, Ollie.
22:15Call him
22:17and tell him.
22:20I can't.
22:22You want me to do it?
22:25Please, yes.
22:27Okay.
22:31Oliver St. Ledger,
22:32he dropped my brother off at our house in his car.
22:35Are you aware Mr. St. Ledger says
22:36he did not see your brother after school
22:38until Shane came to his house after midnight?
22:41Yes, I am, but it's not true.
22:43What the hell are you doing?
22:44Are you,
22:45are you playing at trial or something?
22:47Is it,
22:48is it supposed to be funny?
22:49No.
22:49Because it isn't.
22:51I know.
22:52I did see him.
22:55Shane didn't come right home after practice.
22:56He didn't come home till later.
22:58And when he did,
22:59I saw him.
23:01I saw him getting out of Oliver's car.
23:03I can't believe you're doing this right now.
23:04I cannot believe you can't see
23:07how wrong it is
23:08for you to do this right now.
23:09Not like that.
23:10It's really true.
23:11It's never like that.
23:12Right?
23:14Like,
23:14like when your teacher kicked you.
23:16Like when the woman in the stop and shop
23:17tried to kidnap you.
23:18It's never about you wanting attention.
23:20It's always true.
23:21The jury
23:22is deciding
23:23right now,
23:24Megan.
23:24Remember?
23:26They're all sitting in a room
23:27talking
23:28about whether
23:29they're going to send your brother
23:31to prison
23:32for life.
23:35Now,
23:35I'm sorry
23:36that we are all so terrified
23:38of that,
23:38that we can't put our attention on you.
23:40I'm sorry that this is the worst
23:41fucking thing
23:42that's ever happened
23:43in the world
23:43and you still have to make it
23:45about you.
23:57The people of the state
23:58of Rhode Island
23:59versus Shane Martin.
24:00Verdict,
24:01count one,
24:02voluntary manslaughter.
24:04We, the jury,
24:05find the defendant
24:06guilty.
24:22Six minutes,
24:23eleven seconds,
24:24actually.
24:26I get it from IHR.
24:28Anybody's age.
24:31Where were you
24:31last time you were in the pool?
24:34Uh, 317.
24:36What the fuck?
24:37You're going backwards now.
24:39Are you even practicing?
24:43I'm not really sleeping lately.
24:50Since the verdict.
24:53I get it.
24:55All the more reason
24:56to stay disciplined.
24:57Here's the thing.
24:59Practice.
25:00You have to do it every day.
25:01You're staying on it, right?
25:03Grow your capacity.
25:05Your number grows.
25:06That's like anything.
25:08Just keep at it.
25:09Let me know.
25:18Sometimes I just feel like
25:19I have to call Shane,
25:21but that's stupid
25:22because you can't call,
25:23so...
25:24No, you can't call.
25:26I tried to go see him
25:29to be put on his
25:30visitors list
25:31or whatever.
25:36When, um...
25:37When did you do this?
25:39I don't know.
25:39A month ago.
25:42They said he said no.
25:44Oh, wow.
25:47That's understandable too, though, right?
25:52If he'd said yes,
25:54would, uh...
25:55So I tried to write it
25:56in a...
25:56in a letter.
26:01I am disappointed.
26:02He didn't feel like
26:04this was something
26:04you could talk over
26:05with me first.
26:06It felt like I could...
26:07I could start
26:08with...
26:09with this.
26:13Uh...
26:14But then...
26:14But then I...
26:14I felt like
26:16if I send it,
26:18is he even gonna open it?
26:23And if he doesn't open it,
26:24then maybe sending it
26:26at all
26:27is still the point.
26:29I don't...
26:30I don't know.
26:31Okay.
26:32Okay, what about this?
26:34Shane knows me
26:35from school.
26:37What if I asked to be
26:39put on his visitors list?
26:41I don't say why,
26:44but I take that with me.
26:46And I read it.
26:49Out loud.
26:50And whatever happens
26:51next is up to him.
27:02I'm just sorry
27:03I couldn't make myself
27:03do it before.
27:06And I know
27:07it won't make me
27:08a good person
27:08to do the right thing now,
27:09but still...
27:12I'm gonna fix everything.
27:16I promise.
27:23You look a little...
27:24Yeah.
27:25The food's pretty bad here.
27:26Yeah.
27:26They save it at weird times,
27:28whatever.
27:30I don't know why
27:31I didn't think
27:31you'd actually come.
27:32I don't know why
27:33it took me so long
27:33to ask.
27:34Well, I mean,
27:35we didn't ever talk
27:36all that much in school,
27:37so...
27:37Oof.
27:38I'm sorry.
27:39I'm not saying that
27:39for, like, blame.
27:40No, I know you're not.
27:41It just doesn't reflect
27:42very well on me, though.
27:46So, can I ask
27:47how you are?
27:52I'm so sorry
27:53about all of this.
27:54It's just...
27:55It's really terrible.
27:58Yeah.
27:59Yeah, it's pretty terrible.
28:00Yeah.
28:03In full disclosure,
28:05and I know
28:05I should have said this
28:06up front when I first
28:07asked to come see you...
28:08Are you going to try
28:08and write a book
28:09or something?
28:10Oh.
28:12Uh...
28:12No.
28:15I'm working with Oliver.
28:20Working with him how?
28:22Just counseling him
28:24as his therapist.
28:27So you're with him, then?
28:29Yeah, I wouldn't let him in
28:29so he sent you.
28:31No.
28:33Although,
28:34obviously,
28:35that's a very logical
28:36first question to ask.
28:37What does he need therapy
28:38for, huh?
28:40Does he feel bad
28:40for what he did?
28:41Actually, yeah, he does.
28:42Which part?
28:44Killing Paul?
28:46Killing me?
28:48I understand.
28:49It must feel
28:51unbelievable.
28:52What must?
28:53I don't know.
28:55How the world
28:57is still turning
29:00like you were never
29:01even in it.
29:04Like all I am
29:05is this thing
29:06I didn't do,
29:06you mean?
29:08All because I was stupid
29:09and tried to help my friend?
29:12Do you guys talk about that?
29:14In the little fucking
29:15therapy sessions?
29:16What he did to me
29:17for trying to help him?
29:19Because if anything else,
29:20you're just another person
29:21getting paid
29:22to listen to him lie.
29:24Shane,
29:26it doesn't matter
29:27what Oliver's told me.
29:29My job isn't to judge
29:30what the truth is
29:32and I wouldn't be in charge
29:34of anything
29:34even if it was.
29:36It's more that
29:37his pain
29:38has made me think
29:39about yours
29:40and how
29:41I just,
29:42I can't imagine
29:43what you're going through
29:44or the strength
29:45I know you'll need to find.
29:47For what?
29:49I have strength.
29:50I know you do.
29:51See,
29:51I remember that about you.
29:53Like you said,
29:53we didn't talk much
29:54but still I could tell
29:55you had character,
29:57integrity,
29:58that those things
29:59matter to you.
30:04Just,
30:08before I came
30:09to Bridgefield
30:09I was a social worker,
30:11this was in Connecticut
30:12and a lot of my clients
30:14were in your situation
30:16with public defenders
30:17who were no match
30:18for white shoes.
30:19Man?
30:20One of my clients,
30:22Dawn,
30:24her husband was doing
30:2515 to life
30:26in McDougal.
30:28Dave had a carpet
30:29laying business
30:30with his cousin
30:30and the cousin
30:31had a shady side thing
30:33where a guy ended up
30:34getting killed over money
30:35and the cousin
30:35took a plea
30:37saying it was all Dave.
30:40And Dave just thought
30:42he didn't do it
30:43and that would prevail.
30:48He did not
30:48have to stop
30:49his frustration
30:50and rage
30:50from getting him
30:51into situations
30:52that just added
30:52more years
30:53to his sentence
30:55or how to live
30:56knowing he was
30:57only in prison
30:58in the first place
30:59off a lie
30:59from someone he trusted.
31:03And compared to you,
31:05he was lucky.
31:08He wasn't up
31:09against people
31:10with enough money
31:12to make the world
31:12exactly the way
31:13they want it.
31:19So what happened
31:19to Dave?
31:21Was he still
31:22in prison?
31:25No.
31:27And when did he get
31:28parole?
31:32He did.
31:34I'm not going to
31:36go into details
31:37if it's okay
31:38just out of respect.
31:39I'm just never
31:40never going to forget
31:41that phone call.
31:47There was one
31:47tiny silver lining
31:49craziest that is
31:50to say.
31:51Dave's family
31:52didn't think so
31:52but I know Dave
31:53would have.
31:55It's something called
31:56the doctrine
31:57of abatement.
31:58Look,
31:59if you're convicted
31:59at trial
32:00even for murder
32:00and you die
32:01in prison
32:02before all your
32:02appeals are exhausted
32:03your convictions
32:04automatically set aside
32:05and your indictment
32:07is dismissed
32:08like it never
32:08even happened.
32:11When he died
32:12because he died
32:13as far as law
32:15and the world
32:15were concerned
32:17Dave was an
32:18innocent man.
32:23Hey,
32:24finally no line
32:25at the vending machines.
32:26I'm going to get a soda.
32:28You want one?
32:47No, no, no.
32:47They must have, Mom.
32:48They wouldn't just say
32:49this is the prison calling, okay?
32:50Yes, they said
32:50this is ACI calling
32:52and we're sorry to...
32:53Okay,
32:53that doesn't make any sense, Mom.
32:54Okay, so are they going to call us back?
32:56He wouldn't do that to himself.
32:57He wouldn't do it to me.
32:58He would never do that.
32:59I'm going to call him
33:00and I'm going to find out
33:01who called us, okay?
33:06It's terrible.
33:07It's a terrible thing.
33:09It's hard to even think about
33:10the kind of desperation
33:11behind a choice like Dad.
33:14Makes you think about
33:15all your own choices
33:16in life, right?
33:17All the things you've done
33:19or haven't done.
33:24Hey, hey, hey, hey.
33:27Hey, you know the Navy SEALs
33:29use this thing
33:29to help them calm down?
33:31They're just crazy, right?
33:32These elite warriors,
33:33they train and they practice
33:34and still, they panic.
33:35The Navy SEALs
33:36have to make themselves
33:37remember to breathe.
33:39In for four,
33:40hold for four,
33:41out for four,
33:42hold for four.
33:44It's called box breathing.
33:45Box has four sides.
33:46You just focus on the numbers
33:47and the sides
33:48and that's it.
33:49Four by four.
33:50Do it with me.
33:50Come on.
33:51Let's build a box together
33:52right now.
34:14Hi.
34:17Do we have a...
34:17What the fuck did he say
34:18to my brother?
34:20Excuse me?
34:20He's got out of nowhere
34:21getting his mind
34:22to say who the fuck
34:23knows what
34:24until suddenly he thinks
34:25he has no way out of...
34:26Oh, my God.
34:29Can I just...
34:31I was so sorry
34:33when I heard what happened.
34:34Why were you even there?
34:35Hmm?
34:36You didn't exist for Shane
34:37at school and I know that.
34:37He never mentioned you once.
34:38To be fair,
34:40seeing the counselor
34:41is not always going to be
34:42something a student
34:44talks about at home, right?
34:46You're telling me
34:47he fucking came to see you?
34:49Hipper requirements
34:49say I can't tell you anything.
34:51I'm sorry.
34:53But whether he did or didn't,
34:55with the student body
34:56of 600 kids
34:57being generally aware
34:58of all of them
34:59and their various
35:01struggles,
35:02yeah,
35:04that was my job.
35:06Why'd you go to the prison?
35:09To offer my supreme
35:10emotional support.
35:10No, I want to know
35:11what kind of apocalyptic shit
35:12you said to him.
35:13Besides that fucking
35:14Oliver St. Ledger
35:15sees you for therapy,
35:16which is...
35:17I just don't really know
35:17how to wrap my mind
35:18around that, actually.
35:18So he told you that,
35:19but he didn't tell you
35:20what else we talked about?
35:21Okay, he's figuring things out.
35:22He's taking fucking classes
35:23and then here you are
35:24and a month later
35:25he kills himself.
35:28And you think
35:29talking to me
35:30had something to do with that?
35:32I do.
35:33And I think I have
35:33a lot of questions
35:34that I'm going to ask
35:35to whoever's responsible
35:35for you having a license
35:37to talk to anybody, okay?
35:38So just know
35:39that's what's going to be happening.
35:40Well, then maybe also ask them
35:41if they think someone
35:42without a baseline
35:43of mental instability
35:44and a history
35:44of emotional detachment
35:45of the home
35:46can be goaded into suicide
35:47by one casual conversation
35:49with a sympathetic
35:50relative stranger.
35:54Oh, this is such
35:55an awful thing.
35:57Look, I understand
35:59needing to explain
36:00it away somehow,
36:02but when an already
36:03mentally vulnerable person
36:05is put into such
36:06a challenging environment
36:07at an age
36:08where they're still struggling
36:10with coping skills
36:11and with the idea
36:11that the future even exists,
36:14not to mention
36:14a support system at home
36:16that just isn't up to the task
36:17in a real...
36:26So, as soon as court opens tomorrow,
36:29I'm going to file
36:30a temporary ex parte
36:31order of protection
36:32against you.
36:33And just to make it fun...
36:35Fuck you!
36:35I'm okay!
36:48Did your mom go to sleep?
36:51She went to her room.
36:52Sure, she's not sleeping.
36:54Nobody sleeps in this house.
36:55Obviously.
37:06Okay.
37:07Talk show.
37:07Old movie.
37:08Infomercial.
37:09Where do you think
37:09Shane is now?
37:12Shit.
37:14I'm going to need
37:14a drink or ten
37:15for that conversation.
37:17Megan, I don't want
37:18to talk about heaven
37:19or whatever, okay?
37:20Because you don't think he's...
37:22If there is a place he is,
37:23I hope that everything
37:24makes sense to him.
37:26That he doesn't hurt anymore.
37:28Okay?
37:30Me too.
37:32Also, I wish
37:33it was a place like that
37:34for mom to go.
37:37Yeah, I mean...
37:39Mom's still alive,
37:40but I get what you're saying.
37:44I saw him that night.
37:48What does that mean?
37:51Mom and dad went
37:52to Holy Spirit
37:52versus Bingo,
37:53and he was supposed
37:54to come home
37:55after practice
37:56and make dinner.
37:57But he didn't.
37:59So I made it.
38:01And I saw him
38:03get dropped off
38:06by a car that I saw.
38:09Whose car it was.
38:13Okay, well,
38:14did Shane know this?
38:16Yes.
38:17When?
38:18Right when he came
38:19inside.
38:20Okay, what did he say?
38:21He said he was home
38:22the whole time.
38:23And he never asked you
38:24to say anything
38:24later to anybody,
38:26ever?
38:28He thought he would.
38:31He was waiting,
38:32but he never did.
38:37Why didn't he want me to?
38:40You know what?
38:41Maybe he was...
38:43afraid.
38:44Yeah.
38:45Of you bringing Oliver
38:47into it
38:47and of Oliver's family.
38:49Of what they might do
38:50to us,
38:51to you.
38:51I mean,
38:52who knows?
38:54With people who can be
38:56what they are,
38:59you feel guilty
39:00for not saying
39:03don't.
39:05Okay?
39:06It wouldn't have made
39:07any difference.
39:08It still would have all
39:09happened the exact
39:10same way,
39:11and you couldn't have
39:11stopped it.
39:12So please,
39:13please,
39:15don't let it
39:16debrow your life.
39:19Okay?
39:21Okay.
39:23Okay.
39:49Miss Martin, one of them.
39:54Which one are you?
39:57Shyla.
39:58Is your mom Christy? Is she here too?
40:00She's not here at the moment.
40:02You live here with her.
40:04Rub it in, why don't you?
40:06So, you're Shane's sister.
40:09Hey, can I ask a question?
40:10Yes, we are here to ask people questions about a guy named Oliver St. Ledger.
40:15Specifically about the possible revenge killing of a guy named Oliver St. Ledger.
40:19We spoke to Annette Sparling. She gave us your address.
40:21Does your sister live here too?
40:24Megan or Ciara Wise?
40:27Which one do you call her?
40:30Look, I don't know where Megan lives.
40:32Okay?
40:33I don't even know where she is.
40:37Or if she's ever coming back.
40:56Hey.
41:02I've just been sitting here watching you breathe.
41:07You're Megan.
41:09You're Shane's sister.
41:13Yeah.
41:20The day that Paul Sparling died, I saw you.
41:27And I knew that you were lying.
41:31But I was no one compared to you and your family.
41:38And there was nothing that I could do.
41:43And it just kept spinning out of control my whole life.
41:47Even so many years later.
41:49Spinning out of control.
41:51And I wanted to hurt you.
41:55I really, really wanted to hurt you.
42:00And so I made a plan.
42:04But then I started to know you.
42:07And I saw how lonely you were.
42:13That I didn't need to do anything to ruin your life.
42:15Because you were doing that on your own.
42:22I really wanted to tell you the truth.
42:27I've had so many opportunities to tell you the truth and I didn't.
42:38I'm sorry.
42:43I am sorry.
42:45He was my best friend.
42:47And your brother, he didn't deserve that.
42:53Your brother didn't do anything.
42:55It was me.
43:00I know that.
43:04I knew that.
43:09Thank you for saying that.
43:11Because I think I really needed you to say that to me.
43:22And I'm so in love with you.
43:26I'm so in love with you.
43:28Yeah.
43:30Yeah.
43:55I am surprised that you're a Tom Petty fan.
43:58but if I hear another Tom Petty song in the next million years,
44:00it'll be too fucking soon.
44:02When was Tom Petty bothering you?
44:04When I was driving and you were sleeping
44:06or when I was driving and you were sleeping?
44:11So do we think Meghan Martin slash Ciara Wise
44:16is somewhere in the world with or without Oliver Kennedy?
44:21Yeah, we don't know that.
44:23I said we think, not we know.
44:27Well, you do agree that that's the first road we should go down tomorrow?
44:29Okay, yeah, it's the first road, but it's not the only one.
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