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00:18:32Oh, I'm featured right now, am I? That's actually pretty cool.
00:18:40Welcome everyone who's watching from the front page.
00:18:51Damn, really? Is the release 1600? Alright, welcome everyone.
00:19:00I've been doing a lot of soul searching over the last several years.
00:19:05And it led me back to the point where I wanted to sink my life into Breath of the Wild
00:19:10and stream it.
00:19:17Nataran, thank you very much.
00:19:233,000, that's insane, thank you.
00:19:28Thank you very much, T-Girl.
00:19:36What do you do for a living? And feel free to not answer any of this, obviously.
00:19:48Oh golly gosh, I don't even know your name is Alex.
00:19:54Now I know.
00:19:59I'm from another galaxy.
00:20:02Ah no, I live alone.
00:20:04I kind of like to have my own space, but also, if I'm alone, then it's lonely.
00:20:15Well, I should probably go to sleep.
00:20:18Oh, you just got home, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:20:21I gotta go to bed, I have to.
00:20:26I guess I kind of stream so that sometimes I am part of people's daily routine.
00:20:31It's kind of cool to have people tuning in regularly and kind of coming along the journey with me.
00:20:39Peace out, goodbye.
00:20:43I bet you can bowspin to do that.
00:20:45But bowspinning also doesn't get as many hits, so you need more stamina, so...
00:20:50Narcy, what's up?
00:20:52Sitting stable at like 10 plus viewers, it's just like, it's fucking amazing.
00:20:57Like, seriously, like...
00:20:59It means, it really means so much to me that you guys fucking like...
00:21:04Come around to watch me be bad at games.
00:21:06If I could have any pet, it would be either a skunk or a bat.
00:21:17Katarina says...
00:21:19Dgirl, I like your username.
00:21:22D stands for dick and to death to your foes.
00:21:24Dgirl, have you ever had soylent?
00:21:27It tastes really good.
00:21:30I'll go to bat for Narcy on a lot of things, but not for that fucking soylent shit.
00:21:35What was that on the ground?
00:21:36Was that like a nut or something?
00:21:40Or should I say nut?
00:21:42Nut.
00:21:43Nut.
00:21:44This is the way I am to people I like.
00:21:46So if I'm giving you shit, it's probably because I like you.
00:22:03I really love the people here, honestly.
00:22:06Not to get all like soppy and shit.
00:22:09I'm getting a little emotional.
00:22:11This is magical.
00:22:13Oh my god, there's a star.
00:22:20They're gobstoppers.
00:22:27Dgirl, will you be my Dgirlfriend?
00:22:39I think I'm dating Narcissori, I don't know.
00:22:47Dgirl, I've been thinking about you being here.
00:23:11I like the view up here.
00:23:13I feel like I'm in a high point of my life suddenly.
00:23:16And I think this game is partially to thank for that.
00:23:23Someone chopped down a tree and like launched it super far.
00:23:27But then Link pulls the paraglider.
00:23:30And it actually maintains the momentum from the ragdoll physics.
00:23:34And I'm like, oh my god.
00:23:44Okay, like look at this tree, right?
00:23:50This looks bad actually.
00:23:52This one right here.
00:23:53This one.
00:24:11Ah, dammit.
00:24:13I guess we want to go more this way.
00:24:20New voicemail from death.
00:24:22Hey there, sister.
00:24:24I'm calling up to say hi.
00:24:25Give me a call sometime.
00:24:27Alright, I love you.
00:24:29Five new voicemail from mom.
00:24:31Hi, my darling.
00:24:32I should hear a voice.
00:24:34Alright, sweetheart.
00:24:35Hanging there.
00:24:36I love ya.
00:24:37Call me when you're free.
00:24:39Bye.
00:24:42Oh.
00:24:49Oh.
00:24:50Wait, why?
00:24:54Alright, this is doable I think.
00:24:56We can do this.
00:24:58Let's fucking go.
00:25:01Now that's what I call speedrunning.
00:25:05She just started her run, let's go.
00:25:08I'm disrupting speedrunning much like I did in 2011.
00:25:12I want to be the single greatest player of this game.
00:25:159 hours and 38 minutes.
00:25:175-0-4-11.
00:25:183-51-50.
00:25:21There's a whole journey to it.
00:25:22There's the magic to it.
00:25:23The streams.
00:25:24Learning and improving.
00:25:26Keeping people company during lonely nights.
00:25:46I can't get up this.
00:25:47It's too high up.
00:25:48But I think I can jump it with this.
00:25:50You take a bomb.
00:25:51You place the bomb.
00:25:53Then it's like, shield.
00:25:55Backflip and detonate.
00:25:56Forward air jump.
00:25:58Shield surf.
00:25:59Paraglider.
00:26:01And then you climb up the wall.
00:26:03And you see it all really fast and accurately.
00:26:05So let me try.
00:26:06It's like.
00:26:09Wait.
00:26:10It's hard to do.
00:26:16Oh my god.
00:26:17Come on.
00:26:21Come on.
00:26:22Why didn't that work though?
00:26:23What the fuck?
00:26:25I started today feeling very adequate.
00:26:27And now I feel like kind of inadequate.
00:26:34It's okay.
00:26:35It's okay.
00:26:35It's okay for me to be a mess on stream.
00:26:37Sometimes.
00:26:37It's okay.
00:26:38I have self image issues.
00:26:40Like a lot.
00:26:43Being trans.
00:26:45You walk this fine line between being like.
00:26:49A goddess and a monster.
00:26:55It's hard for me to explain this.
00:26:57It's hard for me to explain this.
00:26:57But sometimes it feels like I.
00:27:01Am really not.
00:27:05Enough.
00:27:07I'm not enough.
00:27:08Or I'm not like where I want to be with myself.
00:27:10I don't want to feel like I'm like this.
00:27:41you
00:28:02for a group of people showed up and we're like.
00:28:05we're with something we're looking for jake for people who are having trouble and then i said i'm
00:28:10not jake and then they said well what's your name and then i was like if you don't know my
00:28:17name then
00:28:17go away and then they're like okay but can we leave a card and i'm like okay fine
00:28:27mental health crisis services i wish i asked them more questions like how the fuck like why are you
00:28:48here i need a fucking cloth
00:29:11so
00:29:18so
00:29:20so
00:30:30I think I've been very desperate for any attention, and thus, the people who show me negative
00:30:36attention, I seek it out.
00:30:40I've read more hate than you can imagine.
00:30:43I've read thousands and thousands of hate messages towards me.
00:30:49Kill trans people.
00:30:50Kill these freaks.
00:30:53Cosmo's not my name.
00:30:54My name isn't Cosmo.
00:30:56My name isn't Cosmo.
00:30:57My name is Narcissus.
00:30:59All this fucking, like, transphobic shit.
00:31:01I feel like I started to internalize some of that shit.
00:31:03Watching this stream right now in hopes that someone would kill themselves.
00:31:07Don't be surprised when you find Cosmo there.
00:31:09Narcissus is fucked in my head.
00:31:11Fine ways of rejection.
00:31:12Fine ways of resistance.
00:31:14End.
00:31:17People reacted really negatively to anything that was apparently some sort of weakness.
00:31:21So I fucking blew up the weaknesses.
00:31:24I pressed myself up against the wall and did some crazy shit.
00:31:28Please support me, please.
00:31:31Flush all your credibility and dignity down the toilet.
00:31:33Okay, would you shut up?
00:31:35Maybe I've caused a little damage.
00:31:37Certainly other people have caused some damage to me.
00:31:39It's like I want to respond to all their comments.
00:31:42What's going on in your life on the other side of the screen?
00:31:44Another fucking coward.
00:31:46Goodbye.
00:31:47You are coming into random people's chats being a bigot.
00:31:50Being a total piece of shit.
00:31:55I complain about people being negative towards me.
00:32:01You talking shit about me on YouTube not even a week ago?
00:32:13Then it causes another whole group of negativity to spawn off of that.
00:32:20I can almost date these people into spreading my image all over the place,
00:32:24even though it's really negative.
00:32:34How do I navigate this fucking online experience?
00:32:48Hi, Angel.
00:32:50Hi.
00:32:54How are you?
00:32:56I've been a bit emotional lately.
00:32:58It's great to be emotional and it's great to be deep and aware of what you are,
00:33:04of the world and everything,
00:33:06but mostly you shouldn't be crying a lot.
00:33:10I know, I know.
00:33:12Yeah.
00:33:16I haven't seen you in three years.
00:33:19No!
00:33:20I know.
00:33:21No!
00:33:22No!
00:33:28I should probably be calling you more often.
00:33:31Yeah, I know.
00:33:33That's all I do is think about you every day.
00:33:36Bye-bye.
00:33:37Bye-bye.
00:33:39Let's just drink all of our sorrows away.
00:33:58I feel like I'm in a mental rut, so I'm never going to pull myself out of it.
00:34:07Okay.
00:34:09If anyone in my chat is like a counselor or a therapist dealing with people who have depression,
00:34:17let's have a conversation publicly.
00:34:21Twitch must be my all and my everything.
00:34:25It must be.
00:34:27It has to be public.
00:34:30No, stop doubting the power of the internet.
00:34:42I feel isolated.
00:34:44I feel it.
00:34:47I feel really lonely.
00:34:49I don't feel like I have friends.
00:34:53I think that I don't know how to be friends with people.
00:34:57Me interacting with people IRL is like me being really shy and closed.
00:35:02And then like having trouble connecting.
00:35:06That's my experience.
00:35:13I have this queen-size bed.
00:35:16It's like all I want to do is like roll around with someone.
00:35:21And like...
00:35:23I just don't...
00:35:28I'm just alone.
00:35:44All right.
00:35:56Oh
00:35:57My god, and oh my god, why?
00:36:02Jesus too much is happening right now
00:36:08Okay, voice chat with me right now
00:36:15It's ringing. It's ringing. Hi. I don't know like where do you feel we are right now?
00:36:21Feel not alone right now
00:36:23Yeah, I feel like I'm sharing my time and space with you
00:36:26Yeah, but not I don't get to like wake up next to you and shit
00:36:29That's almost not even just okay like look there's like physical into this
00:36:34Okay, it is it is it is
00:36:37It bums me out, man. Let's hear what's my guitar
00:36:47It bums me out
00:36:53It bums me out
00:36:56Yeah, this is beautiful
00:36:59It bums me out
00:37:03Your voice is so beautiful
00:37:05It bums me out
00:37:08It bums me out
00:37:10And if I could be
00:37:13In your apartment
00:37:16In your apartment
00:37:17And you could be
00:37:19In Southern California
00:37:23All the time
00:37:28All the time
00:37:32Yeah
00:37:40Three
00:37:403, 2, 1, GO!
00:37:45It's me. It's D-Girl.
00:37:49This is only our first date. Come on. You gotta fucking take it slow.
00:37:54I opened up Narcy's fridge. It...
00:37:58is only Soylent, and then a fucking jar of peanut butter.
00:38:03I died the moment I opened it.
00:38:07It tastes like fucking mold.
00:38:09So, she keeps her room dark.
00:38:14Fucking garbage bags in the window.
00:38:17It's kind of a nightmare.
00:38:19I'm gonna be nesting so fucking hard.
00:38:23Nesting. We're gonna upgrade so much shit in your apartment.
00:38:26I'll fucking upgrade it.
00:38:30Damn!
00:38:32Alright, if you want to like, one minute streak.
00:38:34Yeah.
00:38:35For sure.
00:38:36Thank you for tuning in. I'll see you...
00:38:39later.
00:38:49We've been improving my place, basically.
00:38:51Yeah, I...
00:38:53Trying to make her have a apartment like an adult.
00:38:56I'm actually like, super hungry suddenly.
00:38:58I want some pizza now.
00:38:59We can just get it.
00:39:01But...
00:39:01We need to like, end the stream.
00:39:03No, do more. Do another time.
00:39:08These are here.
00:39:09I'll be right back when I get pizza.
00:39:14It's been good.
00:39:15There's this person there with me.
00:39:17And like, I'm not being like, harshly judged.
00:39:20And like...
00:39:21We're like, doing cool shit.
00:39:22And like, improving things.
00:39:24And it just felt really like...
00:39:25I felt like this bond.
00:39:27And it was really fucking good.
00:39:29And I just started like, crying really hard.
00:39:30And it was like, incredibly fucking like...
00:39:32It felt almost like, therapeutic.
00:39:34It felt like, extremely good.
00:39:36I think she's back.
00:39:38Cool.
00:39:42Hey.
00:39:43Hey.
00:39:44Cool.
00:39:46How are you just going?
00:39:48Um...
00:39:48I still haven't left the plateau.
00:39:52I'm about to start another one, I guess.
00:39:54Although I could use a slice.
00:39:56I could use a slice.
00:39:57It's the first time for a slice for you.
00:39:59Okay.
00:39:59Okay.
00:39:59We're going back to IRL.
00:40:00Beethoven.
00:40:02Smurишь people.
00:40:10We tend to do a ounce for you, too.
00:40:17Thank you, isn't that much.
00:40:17that we are at a age 214 strong
00:40:20brought to you in, thengl! To
00:40:21you. Today's
00:40:21lost a slice for you. Do you know?
00:40:21To do that?
00:40:21you. Yes! Yes!
00:40:27We were...
00:40:28The whole會pmont
00:40:30anytime appears...
00:40:30There, the whole thing blows. And
00:40:30know? Wow! What the hell
00:41:30Oh, this is the run.
00:41:37Yes, first try.
00:41:42We're heading to the airport later tonight.
00:41:44And that'll be the end of our five-day vacation.
00:41:49I'm squeezing every last possible second out of the day, Norsi.
00:41:54Yes, this is world record pace.
00:41:57Adrenaline pumping through my veins.
00:42:00Holy shit.
00:42:11Oh my fucking god, no.
00:42:15I think I just lost one minute.
00:42:21I've failed the tree launches every fucking run lately.
00:42:23I don't understand why.
00:42:25Still a minute ahead.
00:42:38I staced it too, really.
00:42:40So it didn't go.
00:42:42It wasn't disconnected from the bottom yet.
00:42:45I'm so bummed.
00:42:47Like, what the fuck?
00:42:48Okay, it's over.
00:42:49It's actually over.
00:42:50I'm so fucking sad.
00:42:51That's it.
00:42:51Like, there's no more.
00:42:53That's it.
00:42:54I could have had it and I didn't get it.
00:42:55It's over.
00:42:57The run's over.
00:43:03It's time to go.
00:43:33Okay.
00:43:40Okay.
00:43:56Okay.
00:44:18Okay, I'll use those to play games or something, I don't know.
00:44:21How's life for everybody?
00:44:24I missed you too.
00:44:27But, it's been replaced by missing Narcy even more.
00:44:31Like, I really like her.
00:44:33So nice.
00:44:36The line is, it was a gaycation, but we just haven't gotten, we haven't, like, hammered out shit.
00:45:06What I miss is feeling like the universe loves me, and that everything was good.
00:45:15A lot of my ego is built out of the impact I had before.
00:45:20And I feel like I don't have that impact anymore.
00:45:24And it, it really hurts me.
00:45:27Feels like I've failed if I can't reach that.
00:45:58Hello?
00:46:00Okay, so what do you want?
00:46:02I want to be idolized by my viewers.
00:46:0520,000 viewers or bust.
00:46:25If this is the record, then we must post a Reddit thread called Absolutely Disgusting Record by Narcissa.
00:46:33Do I still think I can get over 10,000 viewers in Breath of the Wild?
00:46:36Yes, I do.
00:46:37I certainly do.
00:46:40I certainly do.
00:46:43Clear your minds for this jump.
00:46:49We're actually on pace for fucking sub 340.
00:46:53It's unbelievable.
00:46:57I want this run.
00:46:59I want to finish this run.
00:47:01I want this to be the run.
00:47:09I want this run.
00:47:09Oh my god.
00:47:11That was fucking miraculous.
00:47:14Oh my fucking god.
00:47:30Free 38, 31.
00:47:32This beats the record by minutes.
00:47:36may i ask do you really remember me peace and love peace and love and remember
00:47:46trans girls rule breath of the wild
00:48:03the current world record holder on zelda ocarina of time
00:48:09you immediately have an audience right oh absolutely several thousand usually tune in for
00:48:14zelda i was at the precipice and now i'm like a fallen star i want to feel like i'm on
00:48:30top of the world
00:48:33i feel like i'm being swallowed by it
00:48:52no one in the world gives a fuck it turns out life is not a fairy tale after all
00:49:03turns out everyone abandons the fuck out of you
00:49:12i will never succeed in the way i succeeded in the past
00:49:20this stream will fucking be big again it'll never fucking happen i'm not relatable anymore
00:49:24it doesn't matter if i'm the best fucking player in the world of this game no one fucking cares
00:49:29i've gone from being the superstar to the fallen star plummeting into earth like a fucking comet
00:49:36slamming down creating a shockwave and burying in my fucking chasm so deep as everyone piles on
00:49:42and pushes me down into the caverns of darkness where i'm crowned the queen of hell
00:49:50i think i'm a deranged freak who's delusional and should kill myself
00:49:56they only fucking watch me if i'm raving so the only solution is just to fucking go nuclear
00:50:09i am the monster that you all created
00:50:15these fucking people watching and observing me as i sit here and fucking definitely struggle
00:50:21i fucking hate this game i hate people who watch a video that fucking twitch and viewership
00:50:25is so fucking y'all such fucking poor tastes i fucking hate you
00:50:30you
00:50:31you
00:50:53so what happens if i call that phone number
00:50:56you get to talk to your counselor
00:50:59and my phone is right here
00:51:05suicide prevention lifeline
00:51:06um well i cut off all my hair and
00:51:12i guess it was like an active self-harm
00:51:17and
00:51:19feeling kind of hopeless
00:51:23it's like
00:51:25people want to see me fail
00:51:29and anytime there's any sort of sign of weakness they pinpoint it and like harass me and like
00:51:33pick out of like a scab until i'm squeezed and i'm bleeding
00:51:38i mean i guess i just have like a certain level of visibility so they're like jealous or something
00:51:42i don't know but like there's a lot of like sick twisted feelings i get out of it and it
00:51:46just makes me like
00:51:47feel like humanity in general is kind of evil and that like every single entity on this planet is just
00:51:53like self-interested
00:51:55and that friendship is an illusion and that love is an illusion and that like i'm just incredibly fucking alone
00:52:00and i'm just like a fucking alien on this planet
00:52:04it just feels easier to like damage a social connection than it does to grow it
00:52:11yeah i'll get through tonight definitely
00:52:16all right bye
00:52:25well that was okay i guess
00:52:36why weren't you all watching
00:52:38when i broke the breath of the wild record i could have really used your support
00:52:49i think i'm an attention addict
00:52:56i think i'm anuh
00:53:52Oh my god.
00:53:57You did it live on stream?
00:54:02I don't know. I just hope she's going to be okay.
00:54:09Hello?
00:54:10Hey.
00:54:12What do you feel?
00:54:13I like ruined myself by cutting my hair off.
00:54:18You didn't ruin yourself.
00:54:20You just fucking cut your hair off.
00:54:25I don't know how to just be calm and quiet during the hard moments
00:54:30because I feel like I really, really want and need connection.
00:54:37I feel like crying because...
00:54:42I'm, like, grateful that you're talking to me right now.
00:54:45Happy cries are good cries.
00:54:52Can I ask you something?
00:54:54When would you be free if I was to Colin?
00:54:58Whenever.
00:54:59Whenever?
00:55:14We did it.
00:55:16It's like we're parting the birds.
00:55:26I like this big opening here.
00:55:28Let's just, like, move in here.
00:55:32This is the ocean.
00:55:38How is all this even real?
00:55:40What is reality?
00:55:42I see all this and I'm like, I'm alive.
00:55:44Like, this is a thing.
00:55:45It's happening.
00:55:46It's like...
00:55:48I can't help myself.
00:55:48This is happening as fuck.
00:55:57Do you think your life is too filled with things?
00:56:00You have your band, so then you're streaming.
00:56:02Yeah.
00:56:03And you're cooking.
00:56:04I mean, that's just kind of the thing I like to do.
00:56:06Yeah.
00:56:07That's why I like having people around because I can cook for them.
00:56:13Try to change your perspective so that you see the sky as, like, a giant lake.
00:56:19Okay.
00:56:19And you're, like, you're above it looking down at it.
00:56:28Do you ever want to go to outer space?
00:56:30For some reason, I feel like the view is better down here.
00:56:33Earth is beautiful, I think, from here and elsewhere.
00:56:39Earth is beautiful, I think it's beautiful, it what's so cool.
00:56:59Earth is beautiful, I though.
00:57:00Earth is beautiful!
00:57:02I know you Lucy's beautiful, I mean you beautiful.
00:57:05Who let's say in one of the other nonsense?
00:57:07I really love the girl what I address is
00:57:09Death of life, skin to stone, crack the bone, guilty and polite.
00:57:17It'll get out of the coke and screw, dead obvious in your lips for blue.
00:57:22It'll get out of the tear from fire, the testimonies out of you.
00:57:27It's got you out of the vigilance, it's got you out of the tone of it.
00:58:08For Maneaters.
00:58:16I started fucking crying because you were so inspirational.
00:58:21You looked fucking beautiful.
00:58:23Just shut up and hug me.
00:58:37I lose my center of balance.
00:58:41I was so like falling backwards and confused.
00:58:45Wait, what did you say?
00:58:47You said our balance is in general or like?
00:58:50No, just so we're doing this.
00:58:53But why?
00:58:55I don't care.
00:58:56Wait, let's try again.
00:58:59Alright.
00:59:04There we go, yeah.
00:59:05There we go.
00:59:26There we go.
00:59:29There's my hand coming behind you and the path is so thin.
00:59:40I feel sick.
00:59:41Oh fuck.
00:59:43Can I sit on this?
00:59:44I guess so.
00:59:56I wish I got more sleep.
00:59:58I don't have a pillow on me but I forgot a bag full of shit.
01:00:01I feel bad.
01:00:03I don't like that.
01:00:04I think I'm ready to go.
01:00:09See what I'm doing.
01:00:15Okay.
01:00:21There we go, it wasn't so bad.
01:00:50Oh, I might puke.
01:00:52Try to lunge it over the edge.
01:00:59Oh, I am really feeling queasy.
01:01:05Fuck.
01:01:06Such bad timing.
01:01:08Yeah.
01:01:11Okay.
01:01:59All in all, I'm doing better now than I was before the trip.
01:02:08The time I spent there felt like it kind of healed me somewhat.
01:02:12Like I really needed that.
01:02:19Being able to share some affection and like, just be around people I guess without being
01:02:30so isolated.
01:02:34Just felt really good.
01:02:46I don't know, it's like a breath of, a breath of, what is it, a breath of fresh air.
01:03:08I was little and she used to help me play Soda when I was like, I don't know, six, seven
01:03:14years old.
01:03:14And that's really fun.
01:03:17To crop.
01:03:18Okay.
01:03:18I just wanted to crop like one pixel in.
01:03:23That's a good one.
01:03:26That's really nice.
01:03:27I was getting nervous about that.
01:03:27Yeah.
01:03:38I'm sorry.
01:03:38Yeah, I was about to do this.
01:03:44I'm sorry.
01:03:44I need to crop like two.
01:03:45And it's like, you know what I'm thinking.
01:03:46Yeah, I'm still.
01:03:49I'm not getting nervous.
01:04:00I got banned on purpose because it wasn't making me happy and maybe that's
01:04:08because my brain got hooked on the dopamine so now my twitch account is
01:04:28gone it might be nice to receive some kind of unconditional love seeing my
01:04:35parents
01:04:53this is not a healthy environment for me to be in therefore I must leave this
01:05:00place but do not grieve for my disappearance
01:05:11for I will find what I'm looking for in this life
01:05:17I will just do it alone
01:05:24it's like level one where you grew up green fields grass and trees
01:05:39you're my most beautiful flower
01:05:48you are the best of your generation brilliant talented sweet honest
01:06:01you were special different from other children
01:06:08that is why I quit my job became a stay-at-home mother
01:06:14I couldn't possibly trust anyone else to give you the love attention and freedom
01:06:19that your mind needed to explore life
01:07:03how are you oh how was your blood
01:07:09it was fine
01:07:11oh baby I'm sorry it's been so long
01:07:23I feel so good to hug you
01:07:27I mean look at you
01:07:30just beautiful
01:07:32I've been waiting for that moment for one time
01:07:34yeah
01:07:35oh you've been wonderful
01:07:59Margaret screams sing a tough scene
01:08:04That you dare not harm
01:08:09Soft like a rain
01:08:11And unwelcome
01:08:12Tarrying on
01:08:19Margaret sees
01:08:21That you bet
01:08:22Then leave
01:08:23As the day's fight
01:08:28Each cared
01:08:30Named to be
01:08:31Thrown at and die
01:08:32She
01:08:35Was one of the bodies
01:08:38God kissed
01:08:40Perfect in their
01:08:43Assembling
01:08:45Without a care
01:08:47So I promise you this
01:08:50Even if you don't believe me
01:09:12Margaret weaves
01:09:14From a world of teeth
01:09:16As a sea beast home
01:09:21Angry heart like a spilled flame
01:09:25Tired and alone
01:09:31Margaret I'm to believe I cried
01:09:35But I'm not so sure
01:09:39I can have one thing
01:09:42You can pity me for
01:09:44She can't keep
01:09:49Keep holding on
01:09:49This can't be
01:09:52All that alive and lonely
01:09:56Margaret don't dare
01:09:59I promise you this
01:10:02Even if you don't believe me
01:10:23But Margaret I'm sorry
01:10:25I have no excuse
01:10:28You deserve so much more
01:10:30Than this world
01:10:32Would afford you
01:10:33Bed in your belly
01:10:35Like a panic attack
01:10:38It's you
01:10:39You see
01:10:40I'll leave it for you
01:10:43Margaret I'm sorry
01:10:45You must understand
01:11:04You see
01:11:07You see
01:11:08You see
01:11:09You see
01:11:09You see
01:11:09You see
01:11:11You see
01:11:11You see
01:11:12You see
01:11:12You see
01:11:12You see
01:11:13You see
01:11:13You see
01:11:14You see
01:11:15You see
01:11:21Katerina says
01:11:25I've been on this roof too long
01:11:30Sleek October rain
01:11:35Railing with my ears
01:11:39At the bitter eyes like fire
01:11:44Raking the oven down
01:11:46And spinning out
01:11:48You damned it, damned it
01:11:50But Katerina
01:11:55If you feel light too
01:11:58I'd like you to know
01:12:03Here's a song
01:12:05For when you get lonely
01:12:07And oh, you count it as holy
01:12:11Falls aside
01:12:13Sends you up shivering in the cold
01:12:20But Katerina
01:12:23Honey, it's not fair
01:12:26And I'll be around
01:12:28When you can't decide
01:12:32If it is worth it at all
01:12:35When everything hounds you
01:12:39I'll be around
01:12:40To carry you home
01:12:42To forget about
01:12:45All that you told me
01:12:47Last night and those
01:12:49If everything times like
01:12:51When you were laid on the ground
01:12:53Picked lilies of boxes and stones
01:12:56Unless you are
01:13:02For when 38
01:13:04And help you
01:13:21yそれ
01:13:22And there's no
01:13:24And keeping you
01:13:25To be
01:13:25As you
01:13:25would like this
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