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00:18:31oh i'm featured right now am i that's actually pretty cool
00:18:40welcome everyone who's watching from the front page
00:18:51damn really is there really 1600 all right well from there i've been doing a lot of soul searching
00:19:02over the last several years and it led me back to the point where i wanted to sink my life
00:19:09into
00:19:09breath of the wild and stream it nadaran thank you very much
00:19:233000 that's insane thank you
00:19:28thank you very much
00:19:35what do you do for a living and feel free to not answer
00:19:39any of this obviously
00:19:48oh golly gosh i don't even know your name is alex
00:19:54now i know
00:19:59i'm from another galaxy
00:20:02oh no i live alone
00:20:04i kind of like to have my own space but also
00:20:08if i'm alone
00:20:12then it's lonely
00:20:15well i should probably go to sleep
00:20:18oh you just got home i'm sorry i'm sorry
00:20:21i gotta go to bed i have to
00:20:26i guess i kind of stream so that sometimes i am part of people's daily routine
00:20:30it's kind of cool to have people tuning in regularly and kind of coming along the journey with me
00:20:39uh peace out goodbye
00:20:43i bet you can bow spin to do that
00:20:44but bow spinning also doesn't get as many hits so you need more stamina so
00:20:50narcy what's up
00:20:51sitting stable at like 10 plus viewers it's just like it's fucking amazing
00:20:57like seriously like it means it really means so much to me that you guys fucking like
00:21:04come around to watch me be bad at games
00:21:06if i could have any pet
00:21:07it would be either a skunk or a bat
00:21:12katarina says
00:21:18i'm d girl i like your username
00:21:21d stands for dick and to death to your foes
00:21:24d girl have you ever had soil
00:21:27it tastes really good
00:21:30i'll go to bed for narcy on a lot of things
00:21:32but not for that fucking soil and shit
00:21:35what was that on the ground
00:21:36was that like a nut or something
00:21:40or should i say nut nut nut
00:21:44this is the way i am to people i like
00:21:46so if i'm giving you shit it's probably because i like you
00:22:03i really love the people here honestly
00:22:06not to get all like soppy and shit
00:22:08i'm getting a little emotional
00:22:11this is magical
00:22:13oh my god there's a star
00:22:20they're gobstoppers
00:22:27d girl will you be my d girlfriend
00:22:39i think i'm dating narcy
00:22:41i don't know
00:22:47d girl i've been thinking about you being here
00:23:11i like the view up here
00:23:13i feel like i'm in a high point of my life suddenly
00:23:15and i think this game is partially to thank for that
00:23:23someone chopped down a tree
00:23:24and like launched it super far
00:23:26but then link pulls the paraglider
00:23:29and it actually maintains the momentum from the ragdoll physics
00:23:33and i'm like oh my god
00:23:44okay like look at this tree right
00:23:50this looks bad actually
00:23:51this one right here
00:23:53this one
00:24:12i guess we want to go more this way
00:24:22hey here's your sister
00:24:23i'm calling up to say hi
00:24:25give me a call sometime
00:24:27all right i love you
00:24:28five new voicemail from mom
00:24:30hi my darling
00:24:32should hear a voice
00:24:33all right sweetheart
00:24:34hang in there
00:24:35i love you
00:24:37call me when you're free
00:24:38bye
00:24:42oh
00:24:49oh
00:24:49oh
00:24:49oh
00:24:50wait why
00:24:54all right this is doable i think
00:24:56we can do this
00:24:58let's fucking go
00:25:01no that's what i call speedrunning
00:25:05she just started her own let's go
00:25:08i'm disrupting speedrunning much like i did in 2011
00:25:12i want to be the single greatest player of this game
00:25:15nine hours and 38 minutes
00:25:175-0-4-11
00:25:183-51-50
00:25:20there's a whole journey to it
00:25:22there's the magic to it
00:25:23there's dreams
00:25:24learning and improving
00:25:25keeping people company during lonely nights
00:25:46i can't get up this
00:25:47it's too high up
00:25:48but i think i can jump it with this
00:25:49you take a bomb
00:25:51you place the bomb
00:25:53then it's like
00:25:53shield
00:25:55backflip and detonate
00:25:56forward air jump
00:25:57shield surf
00:25:59paraglider
00:26:01and then you climb up the wall
00:26:03i need to do it all really fast and accurately
00:26:05so let me try it's like
00:26:09wait
00:26:10it's hard to do
00:26:16oh my god come on
00:26:21come on
00:26:22why did that work though
00:26:23what the fuck
00:26:25i started today feeling very adequate
00:26:27and now i feel like kind of inadequate
00:26:34it's okay
00:26:35it's okay for me to be a mess on stream sometimes
00:26:37it's okay
00:26:38i have self-image issues like a lot
00:26:43being trans
00:26:45you walk this fine line between being like
00:26:49a goddess and a monster
00:26:55it's hard for me to explain this
00:26:57but sometimes it feels like i
00:27:01am really not
00:27:05enough or
00:27:07i'm not enough
00:27:08or i'm not like where i want to be with myself
00:27:10i don't want to feel like i'm like this
00:27:12yes
00:27:38i'm not enough
00:27:40polic
00:27:41you
00:27:42do
00:28:02a group of people showed up and we're like we're with something we're looking for jake
00:28:08for people who are having trouble and then i said i'm not jake and then i said well what's
00:28:12your name and then i was like if you don't know my name then go away and then they're like
00:28:20okay but
00:28:21can we leave a card and i'm like okay fine mental health crisis services i wish i asked them more
00:28:33questions like how the fuck like why are you here
00:28:52i need a fucking cloud
00:28:57so
00:30:30I think I've been very desperate for any attention, and thus, the people who show me negative attention, I seek
00:30:38it out.
00:30:40I've read more hate than you can imagine.
00:30:43I've read thousands and thousands of hate messages towards me.
00:30:49Kill trans people, and like, kill these freaks.
00:30:53Cosmo's not my name.
00:30:54My name isn't Cosmo.
00:30:56My name isn't Cosmo.
00:30:57My name is Narcissus.
00:30:59All this fucking, like, transphobic shit.
00:31:01I feel like I started to internalize some of that shit.
00:31:03I'm watching this stream right now in hopes that this woman killed herself.
00:31:07Don't be surprised when you find Cosmo there.
00:31:09Narcissus is fucked in the head.
00:31:11Sign ways of rejection always represents enemy.
00:31:17People reacted really negatively to anything that was apparently some sort of weakness.
00:31:22So I fucking blew up the weaknesses.
00:31:24I pressed myself up against the wall and did some crazy shit.
00:31:28Please support me, please.
00:31:31Flush all your credibility and dignity down the toilet.
00:31:33Okay, would you shut up?
00:31:35Maybe I've caused a little damage.
00:31:37Certainly other people have caused some damage to me.
00:31:39It's like I want to respond to all their comments.
00:31:42What's going on in your life on the other side of the screen?
00:31:44Another fucking coward.
00:31:46Goodbye.
00:31:47You are coming into random people's chats, being a bigot, being a total piece of shit.
00:31:55I complain about people being negative towards me.
00:32:01You talking shit about me on YouTube not even a week ago?
00:32:13Then it causes another whole group of negativity to spawn off of that.
00:32:20I can almost date these people into spreading my image all over the place, even though it's
00:32:24really negative.
00:32:34How do I navigate this fucking online experience?
00:32:55I've been a little bit emotional lately.
00:32:58It's great to be emotional and it's great to be deep and aware of what you are, of the world
00:33:04and everything, but mostly you shouldn't be crying a lot.
00:33:10I know, I know.
00:33:12Yeah.
00:33:16I haven't seen you in three years.
00:33:19No.
00:33:20I know.
00:33:21No.
00:33:22No.
00:33:24No.
00:33:28I should probably be calling you more often.
00:33:31Yeah, I know.
00:33:33That's all I do is think about you every day.
00:33:36Bye-bye.
00:33:37Bye-bye.
00:33:39Let's just drink all of our sorrows away.
00:33:58I feel like I'm in a mental rut, so I'm never going to pull myself out of it.
00:34:07Okay.
00:34:09If anyone in my chat is, like, a counselor or a therapist dealing with people who have depression,
00:34:17let's have a conversation publicly.
00:34:21Twitch must be my all and my everything.
00:34:25It must be.
00:34:27It has to be public.
00:34:30No, stop doubting the power of the internet.
00:34:42I feel isolated.
00:34:44I feel it.
00:34:47I feel really lonely.
00:34:49I don't feel like I have friends.
00:34:53I think that I don't know how to be friends with people.
00:34:56Me interacting with people IRL is, like, me being really shy and closed.
00:35:03And then, like, having trouble connecting.
00:35:06That's my experience.
00:35:13I have this queen-sized bed.
00:35:16It's, like, all I want to do is, like, roll around with someone.
00:35:19I'm, like, I just don't.
00:35:28I'm just alone.
00:35:44Alright.
00:35:57Oh, my God.
00:35:58Oh, my God.
00:36:00Why?
00:36:02Jesus.
00:36:04Too much is happening right now.
00:36:07Okay.
00:36:09Voice chat with me right now.
00:36:15It's ringing.
00:36:16It's ringing.
00:36:17Hi.
00:36:18I don't know.
00:36:19Like, where do you feel we are right now?
00:36:21I feel not alone right now.
00:36:23Yeah.
00:36:24I feel like I'm sharing my time and space with you.
00:36:26Yeah, but I don't get to, like, wake up next to you and shit.
00:36:30That's almost not even dis-
00:36:31Okay, like, look.
00:36:31There's, like, physical-
00:36:33It is absolutely dis-
00:36:34Okay, it is.
00:36:35It is.
00:36:35It is.
00:36:37It bums me out, man.
00:36:39Let's see.
00:36:39Where's my guitar?
00:36:40Okay.
00:36:47And it bums me out.
00:36:53It bums me out.
00:36:56Yeah, this is beautiful.
00:36:59It bums me out.
00:37:03Your voice is so beautiful.
00:37:05It bums me out.
00:37:11And if I could be in your apartment, and you could be in Southern California, all the time.
00:37:40Three, two, one, go!
00:37:45It's me.
00:37:46It's D-Girl.
00:37:49This is only our first date.
00:37:51Come on.
00:37:51We gotta fucking take it slow.
00:37:53I opened up Narcy's fridge.
00:37:56It is only Soylent, and then a fucking jar of peanut butter.
00:38:03I died the moment I opened it.
00:38:07It tastes like fucking mold.
00:38:10So she keeps her room dark.
00:38:13My fucking garbage bags in the window.
00:38:17It's kind of a nightmare.
00:38:19I'm-I'm gonna be nesting so fucking hard.
00:38:23Just nesting.
00:38:24We're gonna upgrade so much shit in your apartment.
00:38:26That's okay.
00:38:27I'll fucking upgrade it.
00:38:30Damn!
00:38:32Alright, if you want me to, like, one minute streak.
00:38:34Yeah.
00:38:35For sure.
00:38:36Thank you for tuning in.
00:38:37I'll see you later.
00:38:49We've been improving my place, basically.
00:38:51Yeah, I'm trying to make her have a apartment like an adult.
00:38:55I'm actually, like, super hungry suddenly.
00:38:57I want some pizza now.
00:38:59We can just get it.
00:39:01But-
00:39:01Alright, good fucking-
00:39:02We need to, like, end this stream.
00:39:03No, do more.
00:39:04Do another time.
00:39:08These are here.
00:39:09I'll be right back when we get Lisa.
00:39:14That's been good.
00:39:15There's this person there with me.
00:39:17And, like, I'm not being, like, harshly judged.
00:39:20And, like, we're, like, doing cool shit.
00:39:22And, like, improving things.
00:39:24And it just felt really, like-
00:39:25I felt, like, this bond.
00:39:27And it was really fucking good.
00:39:28And I just started, like, crying really hard.
00:39:30And it was, like, incredibly fucking, like-
00:39:32It felt almost, like, therapeutic.
00:39:34It felt, like, extremely good.
00:39:36I think she's back.
00:39:38Cool.
00:39:42Hey.
00:39:43Hey.
00:39:44Cool.
00:39:46How are you just going?
00:39:48Um, I still haven't left the plateau.
00:39:52I'm about to start another one, I guess.
00:39:54Although I could use a slice.
00:39:56I could use a slice.
00:39:57It's the first time for a slice for you.
00:39:59Okay.
00:40:00We're going back to IRL.
00:40:09Yeah.
00:40:20It's the first time for a slice for you.
00:40:23Yeah.
00:40:25Yeah.
00:40:26Yeah.
00:41:28Let's go.
00:41:29Come on.
00:41:30Come on.
00:41:31This is the run.
00:41:37Yes, first try.
00:41:42We're heading to the airport later tonight, and that'll be the end of our five-day vacation.
00:41:49I'm squeezing every last possible second out of the day, nursery.
00:41:54Yes, this is world record pace.
00:41:57Adrenaline pumping through my veins.
00:42:00Holy shit.
00:42:11Oh my fucking god, no.
00:42:15I think I just lost one minute.
00:42:21I've failed the tree launches every fucking run lately.
00:42:23I don't understand why.
00:42:25Still a minute ahead.
00:42:38I staced it too, really.
00:42:40So it didn't go.
00:42:42It wasn't disconnected from the bottom yet.
00:42:45I'm so bummed.
00:42:47Like, what the fuck?
00:42:48Okay, it's over.
00:42:49It's actually over.
00:42:50I'm so fucking sad.
00:42:51That's it.
00:42:51Like, there's no more.
00:42:53That's it.
00:42:53I could have had it and I didn't get it.
00:42:55It's over.
00:42:56The run's over.
00:43:03It's time to go.
00:43:34It's time to go.
00:43:35I'm so bummed.
00:43:35It's time to go.
00:43:36You just look good.
00:43:36This is the end of my head.
00:43:37It's great to go.
00:43:38Don't forget to go.
00:43:39I won't forget to go.
00:43:39How do you do it?
00:43:47Do you want to go?
00:44:01I don't know.
00:44:18Okay, I'll use those to play games or something.
00:44:20I don't know.
00:44:21How's life for everybody?
00:44:24I missed you too.
00:44:26But.
00:44:27It's been replaced by missing Narcy even more.
00:44:31Like, I really like her.
00:44:33So nice.
00:44:36The line is it was a gaycation.
00:44:39But.
00:44:41We just haven't gotten around.
00:44:42We haven't, like, hammered out shit.
00:45:06What I miss is feeling like the universe loves me.
00:45:10And that everything was good.
00:45:15A lot of my ego is built out of the impact I had before.
00:45:20And I feel like I don't have that impact anymore.
00:45:24And it really hurts me.
00:45:27Feels like I've failed if I can't reach that.
00:45:33Hello, hello.
00:45:34Let's hash out everything we are to each other right now.
00:45:37I'm going to start a new run while we're chatting.
00:45:40So you're saying that, like,
00:45:42you would kind of want to develop something with me?
00:45:46I mean, I'd like to think I'm building a relationship.
00:45:51I've kind of designed my life in a way
00:45:54where I can just focus in on a few things
00:45:57that I really want to work towards.
00:46:00Okay, so what do you want?
00:46:02I want to be idolized by my viewers.
00:46:0620,000 viewers or bust.
00:46:25If this is the record,
00:46:26then we must post a Reddit thread
00:46:28called Absolutely Disgusting Record by Narcissa.
00:46:33Do I still think I can get over 10,000 viewers
00:46:35in Breath of the Wild?
00:46:36Yes, I do.
00:46:37I certainly do.
00:46:43Clear your minds for this jump.
00:46:49We're actually on pace for fucking sub 340.
00:46:53It's unbelievable.
00:46:57I want this run.
00:46:59I want to finish this run.
00:47:01I want this to be the run.
00:47:08Oh my god.
00:47:12That was fucking miraculous.
00:47:14Oh my fucking god.
00:47:17Oh my fucking god.
00:47:32This beats the record by minutes.
00:47:36May I ask?
00:47:39Do you really remember me?
00:47:42Peace and love.
00:47:43Peace and love.
00:47:44And remember,
00:47:46trans girls rule Breath of the Wild.
00:48:03The current world record holder on Zelda Ocarina of Time.
00:48:09You immediately have an audience, right?
00:48:11Oh, absolutely.
00:48:12Several thousand usually tune in for Zelda.
00:48:20I was at the precipice.
00:48:23And now,
00:48:25I'm like a fallen star.
00:48:28I want to feel like I'm on top of the world.
00:48:33I feel like I'm being swallowed by it.
00:48:49What's wrong with me?
00:48:53No one in the world gives a fuck.
00:48:56It turns out life is not a fairy tale after all.
00:49:03Turns out everyone abandons the fuck out of you.
00:49:06Everything I've done up until now,
00:49:09it was all over nothing.
00:49:12I will never succeed in the way I succeeded in the past.
00:49:20This stream will never fucking be big again.
00:49:22It'll never fucking happen.
00:49:23I'm not relatable.
00:49:24It doesn't matter if I'm the best fucking player in the world of this game.
00:49:28No one fucking cares.
00:49:29I've gone from being the superstar to the fallen star,
00:49:33plummeted into earth like a fucking comet,
00:49:36slamming down, creating a shockwave,
00:49:38and burying in my fucking chasm so deep
00:49:41as everyone piles on and pushes me down
00:49:43into the caverns of darkness
00:49:45where I'm crowned the queen of hell.
00:49:50I think I'm a deranged freak
00:49:52who's delusional and should kill myself.
00:49:56They only fucking watch me if I'm raving.
00:50:00So the only solution is just to fucking go nuclear.
00:50:09I am the monster that you all created.
00:50:15These fucking people watching and observing me
00:50:17as I sit here and fucking literally struggle.
00:50:21I fucking hate this game.
00:50:22I hate people who watch a video game.
00:50:24That fucking twitch and viewership is so fucking...
00:50:26You all have such fucking poor tastes.
00:50:28I fucking hate you.
00:50:53So what happens if I call that phone number?
00:50:56You get to talk to your counselor.
00:50:59My phone is right here.
00:51:04Suicide prevention lifeline.
00:51:08Well, I cut off all my hair and...
00:51:12I guess it was like an act of self-harm.
00:51:18And...
00:51:19I'm feeling kind of hopeless.
00:51:23It's like...
00:51:25People want to see me fail.
00:51:29And anytime there's any sort of sign of weakness,
00:51:31they pinpoint it and harass me
00:51:33and tick out of a scab until I'm squeezed and I'm bleeding.
00:51:38I mean, I guess I just have like a certain level of visibility
00:51:41so they're like jealous or something.
00:51:43I don't know.
00:51:43But like there's a lot of like sick, twisted feelings I get out of it
00:51:46and it just makes me like feel like humanity in general is kind of evil
00:51:50and that like every single entity on this planet is just like self-interested.
00:51:55And that friendship is an illusion and that love is an illusion
00:51:58and that like I'm just incredibly fucking alone.
00:52:01I'm just like a fucking alien on this planet.
00:52:04And it just feels easier to like damage a social connection
00:52:08than it does to grow it.
00:52:10Yeah.
00:52:11I'll get through tonight.
00:52:13Definitely.
00:52:16All right.
00:52:17Bye.
00:52:25Well, that was okay, I guess.
00:52:36Why weren't you all watching
00:52:39when I broke the Breath of the Wild record?
00:52:41I could have really used your support.
00:52:49I think I'm an attention addict.
00:52:52I think I'm an attention addict.
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00:53:13I think I'm an attention addict.
00:53:13I think I'm an attention addict.
00:53:13I think I'm an attention addict.
00:53:13I think I'm an attention addict.
00:53:14I think I'm an attention addict.
00:53:15I think I'm an attention addict.
00:53:17I think I'm an attention addict.
00:53:24I don't know.
00:53:53Oh my god.
00:53:57You did it live on stream?
00:54:02I don't know, I just hope she's gonna be okay.
00:54:09Hello?
00:54:10Hey.
00:54:12What do you feel?
00:54:13I like ruined myself by cutting my hair off.
00:54:18You didn't ruin yourself, you just fucking...
00:54:22Cut your hair off.
00:54:25I don't know how to just be calm and quiet during the hard moments
00:54:30because I feel like I really, really want and need connection.
00:54:37I feel like crying because...
00:54:42I'm like grateful that you're talking to me right now.
00:54:46Happy cries are good cries.
00:54:52Can I ask you something?
00:54:54When would you be free if I was too calm?
00:54:58Whenever.
00:54:58Whenever.
00:55:14We did it.
00:55:16It's like we're parting the birds.
00:55:17Yeah.
00:55:26I like this big opening here.
00:55:28Let's just like move in here.
00:55:32This is the ocean.
00:55:37How is all this even real?
00:55:40What is reality?
00:55:42I see all this and I'm like, I'm alive.
00:55:44This is a thing.
00:55:45It's happening.
00:55:46Yeah.
00:55:48I can't help myself.
00:55:48This is happening as fuck.
00:55:49Yeah.
00:55:57Do you think your life is too filled with things?
00:56:00You have your band so then you're streaming.
00:56:02Yeah.
00:56:03And you're cooking.
00:56:04I mean that's just kind of the thing I like to do.
00:56:06Yeah.
00:56:07That's why I like having people around because I can cook for them.
00:56:13Try to change your perspective so that you see the sky as like a giant lake.
00:56:18Okay.
00:56:19And you're like, you're above it looking down at it.
00:56:28Do you ever want to go to outer space?
00:56:30For some reason I feel like the view is better down here.
00:56:33Earth is beautiful, I think, from here and elsewhere.
00:56:50Do I?
00:57:04Ele again has a cool caulk in.
00:57:07него again has something that he wants to suck in.
00:57:09Do you ever stop the caulk?
00:57:14Do you know, love it looks like you, Gary?
00:57:14Director, he's got fun throughoutqua建VO,
00:57:14You afterucharist and it's nobody out there.
00:57:17No, do you even feel like a club anymore?
00:57:17Me is big for my union's beginning to do.
00:57:17I got to the gym to do it.
00:57:17Everyone, don't sit down here and make sure
00:57:18Are there not a road thi-
00:57:18still be a rock that land.
00:57:18It's true that I'll be seeing your lips full blue
00:57:22It holds you down to spit from fire
00:57:24The test of all these out of you
00:57:27It's got you out of vigilance
00:57:29It's got you out of tone for me
00:58:07Thank you
00:58:09We're man-eaters
00:58:16I started fucking crying because you were so inspirational
00:58:21You looked fucking beautiful
00:58:23Just shut up and hug me
00:58:37I lose my center of balance
00:58:41I was not like falling backwards in the experience
00:58:46Wait, what did you say?
00:58:47Did you say in your center of balance, it's in general or like
00:58:50No, just when we're doing this
00:58:53But why
00:58:55Okay
00:58:57Wait, let's try again
00:58:59Alright
00:59:04There we go, yeah, there we go
00:59:14Ah, this is really cool
00:59:16This reminds me of Coventry Cove from Beetle Adventure Racing
00:59:19Well, that's your comfort zone
00:59:22This is my room right here
00:59:25I always just book it when I'm on a trail
00:59:28It's kind of hard to get your hands
00:59:29When I'm behind you and the path is so thin
00:59:40I feel sick
00:59:41Oh, fuck
00:59:42Do you want to sit on this?
00:59:44I guess so
00:59:56I wish I got more sleep
00:59:58I don't have a pillow on me, but I've got a bag full of shit
01:00:01I feel bad
01:00:02I'm like
01:00:03I think I'm ready to go
01:00:09See what I'm doing
01:00:21There we go, it wasn't so bad
01:00:50Oh, I might puke
01:00:52Try to lunge it over the edge
01:00:59Oh, I am really feeling queasy
01:01:05Fuck
01:01:06Such bad timing
01:01:10Okay
01:01:12Okay
01:01:59All in all, I'm doing better now than I was before the trip.
01:02:08The time I spent there felt like it kind of healed me somewhat, like I really needed
01:02:13that.
01:02:19Being able to share some affection and just be around people, I guess, without being so
01:02:31isolated.
01:02:34Just felt really good and, I don't know, it's like a breath of, what is it, a breath of fresh
01:02:54air.
01:03:08I was little and she used to help me play Soda when I was like, I don't know, 6, 7
01:03:14years
01:03:14old.
01:03:14And that's, that's really fun.
01:03:17Okay.
01:03:18I just wanted to crop like one pixel in.
01:03:21Okay.
01:04:00I got banned on purpose because it wasn't making me happy, and maybe that's because
01:04:08my brain got hooked on the dopamine, so now my twitch account is gone.
01:04:28It might be nice to receive some kind of unconditional love, seeing my parents.
01:04:53This is not a healthy environment for me to be in, therefore I must leave this place, but
01:05:03do not grieve for my disappearance, for I will find what I'm looking for in this life.
01:05:17I will just do it alone.
01:05:24It's like level one where you grew up.
01:05:27Green fields, grass, trees.
01:05:37You are my most beautiful flower.
01:05:49You are the best of your generation.
01:05:51Brilliant, talented, sweet, honest.
01:06:01You were special, different from other children.
01:06:08That is why I quit my job and became a stay-at-home mother.
01:06:15I couldn't possibly trust anyone else to give you the love, attention and freedom that your
01:06:20mind needed to explore life.
01:06:22Bye-bye.
01:06:23Bye-bye.
01:07:04Oh, how are you?
01:07:07Oh, how was your flight?
01:07:10It was fine.
01:07:11Oh, baby.
01:07:16I'm sorry it's been so long.
01:07:20Oh, oh.
01:07:24Oh, it feels so good to hug you.
01:07:27I mean, look at you.
01:07:31Just beautiful.
01:07:32I've been waiting for that moment for a long time.
01:07:34Yeah.
01:07:35Oh, you've been wonderful.
01:08:19Oh, you've been wonderful.
01:11:40At the bitter eyes like fire, raking the oven down and spinning out, you're down, you're down, you're down there.
01:11:50But Katarine, if you're right, you're down there.
01:12:18You're down there, you're down there.
01:12:30You're down there, you're down there, you're down there.
01:13:22You're down there, you're down there.
01:13:41You're down there, you're down there, you're down there, you're down there, you're down there, you're down there, you're down
01:13:43there.
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