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00:18:33my life. That's actually pretty cool. Welcome, everyone who's watching from the front page.
00:18:51Damn, really? Is there really 1600? Alright, welcome everyone. I've been doing a lot of
00:19:01soul searching over the last several years. And it led me back to the point where I wanted
00:19:08to sink my life into Breath of the Wild and stream it.
00:19:17Nataran, thank you very much.
00:19:35What do you do for a living? And feel free to not answer any of this, obviously.
00:19:48Oh golly gosh, I don't even know your name is Alex. Now I know. I'm from another galaxy.
00:20:02Ah, no, I live alone. I kind of like to have my own space. But also, if I'm alone, then
00:20:13it's lonely. Well, I should probably go to sleep. Oh, you just got home. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
00:20:21I gotta go to bed. I have to... I guess I kind of stream so that sometimes I am part
00:20:29of
00:20:29people's daily routine. It's kind of cool to have people tuning in regularly and kind
00:20:35of coming along the journey with me. Peace out. Goodbye.
00:20:43I bet you can bowspin to do that. But bowspin also doesn't get as many hits, so you need more
00:20:47stamina, so...
00:20:50Narcy, what's up? Sitting stable at like 10 plus viewers, it's just like, it's fucking
00:20:55amazing. Like, seriously, like, it means, it really means so much to me that you guys
00:21:01fucking like, come around to watch me be bad at games. If I could have any pet, it would
00:21:08be either a skunk or a bat.
00:21:15Katarina says...
00:21:18I'm D-girl. I like your username. D stands for dick and to death to your foes. D-girl,
00:21:25have you ever had soylent? It tastes really good. I'll go to bed for not seeing a lot of
00:21:31things, but not for that fucking soylent shit. What was that on the ground? Was that like,
00:21:37a nut or something? Or should I say nut? Nut? Nut?
00:21:44This is the way I am to people I like. So if I'm giving you shit, it's probably because
00:21:48I like you.
00:22:03I really love the people here, honestly. Not to get all like, soppy and shit. I'm getting
00:22:09a little emotional, just magical. Oh my god, there's a star. They're gobstoppers. D-girl,
00:22:28will you be my D-girlfriend? Will you be my D-girlfriend? I think I'm dating
00:22:40Narcissima, I don't know. D-girl, I've been thinking about you being
00:22:51home. D-girlfriend, yourself, I don't know. I like the view up here. I feel like I'm
00:23:13in a high point of my life suddenly, and I think this game is partially to thank for that.
00:23:23someone chopped down a tree and like launched it super far but then link pulls the paraglider
00:23:30and it actually maintains the momentum from the ragdoll physics and i'm like oh my god
00:23:44okay like look at this tree right
00:23:50this looks bad actually this one right here this one
00:24:11ah damn it i guess we want to go more this way
00:24:26oh
00:24:28five new voicemail from mom
00:24:30hi my darling
00:24:32all right sweetheart hanging there
00:24:35i love you call me when you're free bye
00:24:42oh
00:24:48oh wait why
00:24:54all right this is doable i think we can do this
00:24:58let's fucking go
00:25:01no that's what i call speed running
00:25:05she just started around let's go
00:25:08i'm disrupting speed running much like i did in 2011
00:25:12i want to be the single greatest player of this game
00:25:15nine hours and 38 minutes
00:25:17it's 504 11
00:25:183 51 59
00:25:20there's a whole journey to it there's the magic to it with the streams
00:25:24learning and improving keeping people company during lonely nights
00:25:46i can't get up this it's too high up but i think i can jump it with this
00:25:49you take a bomb you place the bomb then it's like shield backflip and detonate
00:25:56forward air jump shield surf paraglider and then you climb up the wall
00:26:03i need to do it all really fast and accurately so let me try
00:26:06it's like
00:26:10wait it's hard to do
00:26:16oh my god come on
00:26:21come on why did that work though what the fuck
00:26:25i started today feeling very adequate and now i feel like kind of inadequate
00:26:34it's okay it's okay for me to be a mess on stream sometimes it's okay
00:26:38i have self-image issues like a lot
00:26:43being trans you walk this fine line between being like
00:26:49a goddess and a monster
00:26:55it's hard for me to explain this but sometimes it feels like i
00:27:01i am really not
00:27:05enough or i'm not enough or i'm not like where i want to be with myself
00:27:10i don't want to feel like i'm like this
00:27:39i'm not alone
00:27:42i don't need much
00:28:02a group of people showed up and we're like we're with something we're looking for jake
00:28:08for people who are having trouble and then i said i'm not jake and then i said well what's
00:28:12your name and then i was like if you don't know my name then go away and then they're
00:28:20like okay but can we leave a card and i'm like okay fine
00:28:27mental health crisis services i wish i asked them more questions like how the fuck like why are you
00:28:48here i need a fucking cloth
00:29:01like that
00:29:02oh
00:29:05oh
00:29:05oh
00:29:06oh
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00:29:18oh
00:29:20oh
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00:29:27oh
00:29:30oh
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00:30:00I don't know.
00:30:30I think I've been very desperate for any attention, and thus, the people who show me negative attention, I seek
00:30:38it out.
00:30:40I've read more hate than you can imagine. I've read thousands and thousands of hate messages towards me.
00:30:49Kill trans people, and like, kill these freaks.
00:30:53Cosmo's not my name. My name isn't Cosmo. My name isn't Cosmo. My name is Narcissus.
00:30:59All this fucking, like, transphobic shit. I feel like I started to internalize some of that shit.
00:31:03Watching this stream right now in hopes that this woman killed herself.
00:31:07Don't be surprised when you find Cosmo there.
00:31:09Narcissus is fucked in the head.
00:31:11Find ways to protect you. All ways to protect you.
00:31:14And...
00:31:17People reacted really negatively to anything that was apparently some sort of weakness.
00:31:22So I fucking blew up the weaknesses.
00:31:24I pressed myself up against the wall and did some crazy shit.
00:31:28Please support me, please.
00:31:31Flush all your credibility and dignity down the toilet.
00:31:33Okay, would you shut up?
00:31:35Maybe I've caused a little damage.
00:31:37Certainly other people have caused some damage to me.
00:31:39It's like I want to respond to all their comments.
00:31:42What's going on in your life on the other side of the screen?
00:31:44Another fucking coward.
00:31:46Goodbye.
00:31:47You are coming into random people's chats being a bigot.
00:31:50Being a total piece of shit.
00:31:55I complain about people being negative towards me.
00:32:01You talking shit about me on YouTube not even a week ago?
00:32:13Then it causes another whole group of negativity to spawn off of that.
00:32:20I can almost date these people into spreading my image all over the place.
00:32:24Even though it's really negative.
00:32:34How do I navigate this fucking online experience?
00:32:48Hi, Angel.
00:32:50Hi.
00:32:54How are you?
00:32:56I've been a bit emotional lately.
00:32:58It's great to be emotional and it's great to be deep and aware of what you are, of the world
00:33:05and everything.
00:33:06But mostly you shouldn't be crying a lot.
00:33:10I know, I know.
00:33:12Yeah.
00:33:16I haven't seen you in three years.
00:33:19No.
00:33:20I know.
00:33:21No.
00:33:22No.
00:33:28I should probably be calling more often.
00:33:31Yeah, I know.
00:33:33That's all I do is think about you every day.
00:33:36Bye-bye.
00:33:37Bye-bye.
00:33:39Let's just drink all of our sorrows away.
00:33:58I feel like I'm in a mental rut, so I'm never going to pull myself out of it.
00:34:07Okay.
00:34:09If anyone in my chat is, like, a counselor or a therapist dealing with people who have depression,
00:34:17let's have a conversation publicly.
00:34:21Twitch must be my all and my everything.
00:34:25It must be.
00:34:27It has to be public.
00:34:30No, stop doubting the power of the internet.
00:34:42I feel isolated.
00:34:44I feel it.
00:34:47I feel really lonely.
00:34:48I don't feel like I have friends.
00:34:53I think that I don't know how to be friends with people.
00:34:57Me interacting with people IRL is, like, me being really shy and closed.
00:35:02And then, like, having trouble connecting.
00:35:06That's my experience.
00:35:13I have this queen-sized bed.
00:35:15It's, like, all I want to do is, like, roll around with someone.
00:35:21And, like...
00:35:23I just don't...
00:35:28I'm just alone.
00:35:29I'm just alone.
00:35:44Alright.
00:35:56Oh my god and oh my god why
00:36:02Jesus too much is happening right now
00:36:08Okay voice chat with me right now
00:36:15it's ringing it's ringing hi i don't know like where do you feel we are right now
00:36:20i feel not alone right now yeah i feel like i'm sharing my time and space with you
00:36:26yeah but i don't i don't get to like wake up next to you and
00:36:29shit that's almost not even just okay like look there's like physical into this
00:36:33okay it is it is it is it bums me out man let's see where's my guitar
00:36:46it bums me out
00:36:52it bums me out
00:36:55yeah this is beautiful
00:36:59it bums me out
00:37:03your voice is so beautiful
00:37:05it bums me out
00:37:08it bums me out
00:37:10and if i could be in your apartment and you could be in southern california
00:37:22all time
00:37:28all time
00:37:31all time
00:37:32all time
00:37:32yeah
00:37:34yeah
00:37:403, 2, 1, GO!
00:37:45It's me. It's D-Girl.
00:37:49This is only our first date. Come on.
00:37:51You gotta fucking take it slow.
00:37:54I opened up Narcy's fridge.
00:37:55It is only
00:37:59soylent and then a fucking
00:38:01tarot of peanut butter.
00:38:02I-I died the moment I opened it.
00:38:07It's-it-it tastes like fucking
00:38:09mold. So,
00:38:10she keeps her room dark.
00:38:12Like, fucking garbage
00:38:15bags in the window.
00:38:17It's kind of a nightmare.
00:38:19I'm-I'm gonna
00:38:21be nesting so fucking hard.
00:38:23Nesting. We're gonna upgrade
00:38:25so much shit in your apartment.
00:38:26I'll fucking upgrade it.
00:38:30Damn!
00:38:32Alright, if you want me to, like,
00:38:33one minute stream.
00:38:34Yeah.
00:38:35For sure.
00:38:36Thank you for tuning in.
00:38:37I'll see you...
00:38:39later.
00:38:49We've been improving my place,
00:38:51basically.
00:38:51Yeah, I...
00:38:53trying to make her have a apartment like an adult.
00:38:55I'm actually, like, super hungry suddenly.
00:38:58I want some pizza now.
00:38:59We can just get it.
00:39:01But...
00:39:01We need to, like, end this stream.
00:39:03No, do more.
00:39:04Do another attack.
00:39:07These are here.
00:39:09I'll be right back when I get you stuff.
00:39:14That's been good.
00:39:15There's this person there with me,
00:39:17and, like, I'm not being, like,
00:39:19harshly judged,
00:39:19and, like,
00:39:21we're, like, doing cool shit,
00:39:22and, like, improving things,
00:39:24and I just felt really, like...
00:39:25I felt, like, this bond,
00:39:27and it was really fucking good,
00:39:28and I just started, like,
00:39:29crying really hard,
00:39:30and it was, like,
00:39:31incredibly fucking, like...
00:39:32It felt almost, like, therapeutic.
00:39:34It felt, like, extremely good.
00:39:36I think she's back.
00:39:38Cool.
00:39:42Hey.
00:39:43Hey.
00:39:44Cool.
00:39:46How are you just going?
00:39:48Um...
00:39:48I still haven't left the plateau.
00:39:52I'm about to start another one, I guess.
00:39:54Although I could use a slice.
00:39:56I could use a slice.
00:39:57It's the first time for a slice for you.
00:39:59Okay.
00:40:00We're going back to IRL.
00:40:08We're going back to IRL.
00:40:37We're going back to IRL.
00:41:24Ah!
00:41:27Right back in it. Let's go.
00:41:28Come on. Come on. This is the run.
00:41:37Yes, first try.
00:41:42We're heading to the airport later tonight.
00:41:44And that'll be the end of our five-day vacation.
00:41:49I'm squeezing every last possible second out of the day, Norsi.
00:41:54Yes, this is world record pace.
00:41:57Adrenaline pumping through my veins.
00:42:00Holy shit.
00:42:11Oh my fucking god, no.
00:42:15I think I just lost one minute.
00:42:21I've failed the tree launches every fucking run lately.
00:42:23I don't understand why.
00:42:25Still a minute ahead.
00:42:38I staced it too, really.
00:42:40So it didn't go.
00:42:42It wasn't disconnected from the bottom yet.
00:42:45I'm so bummed.
00:42:47Like, what the fuck?
00:42:48Okay, it's over.
00:42:49It's actually over.
00:42:50I'm so fucking sad.
00:42:51That's it.
00:42:51Like, there's no more.
00:42:53That's it.
00:42:53I could have had it and I didn't get it.
00:42:55It's over.
00:42:56The run's over.
00:43:03It's time to go.
00:43:25I'm so bummed.
00:43:27I can't quit.
00:43:29I'm so bummed.
00:43:40I knew I was thinking about moving around.
00:43:40It's not that I can't wait, right?
00:43:41I was thinking about moving around.
00:43:42It's not that I can't wait.
00:44:18Okay, I'll use those to play games or something, I don't know.
00:44:21How's life for everybody?
00:44:24I missed you too, but it's been replaced by missing Narcy even more.
00:44:30Like, I really like her.
00:44:33So nice.
00:44:36The line is it was a gaycation, but we just haven't gotten, we haven't, like, hammered out shit.
00:45:06What I miss is feeling like the universe loves me and that everything is good.
00:45:15A lot of my ego is built out of the impact I had before, and I feel like I don't
00:45:23have
00:45:23that impact anymore, and it really hurts me.
00:45:27Feels like I've failed if I can't reach that.
00:45:33Hello?
00:45:33Hello?
00:45:34Let's hack chat everything we are to each other right now.
00:45:36I'm going to start a new run while we're chatting.
00:45:40So you're saying that, like, you would kind of want to develop something with me?
00:45:46I mean, I'd like to think I'm building a relationship.
00:45:51I've kind of designed my life in a way where I can just focus in on a few things that
00:45:57I really
00:45:58want to work towards.
00:46:00Okay, so what do you want?
00:46:02I want to be idolized by my viewers.
00:46:0620,000 viewers or bust.
00:46:25If this is the record, then we must post a reddit thread called
00:46:29Absolutely Disgusting Record by Narcissa.
00:46:33Do I still think I can get over 10,000 viewers in Breath of the Wild?
00:46:36Yes, I do.
00:46:37I certainly do.
00:46:43Clear your minds for this jump.
00:46:49We're actually on pace for fucking sub 340.
00:46:53It's unbelievable.
00:46:57I want this run.
00:46:59I want to finish this run.
00:47:01I want this to be the run.
00:47:08Oh my god.
00:47:11That was fucking miraculous.
00:47:15Oh my fucking god.
00:47:30Free 3831.
00:47:32This beats the record by minutes.
00:47:36May I ask?
00:47:39Do you really remember me?
00:47:42Peace and love.
00:47:43Peace and love.
00:47:44And remember,
00:47:46trans girls rule Breath of the Wild.
00:48:03The current world record holder on Zelda Ocarina of Time.
00:48:09You will immediately have an audience, right?
00:48:11Oh, absolutely.
00:48:12Several thousand usually tune in for Zelda.
00:48:20I was at the precipice.
00:48:23And now, I'm like a fallen star.
00:48:28I want to feel like I'm on top of the world.
00:48:33I feel like I'm being swallowed by it.
00:48:52No one in the world gives a fuck.
00:48:56It turns out life is not a fairy tale after all.
00:49:03It turns out everyone abandons the fuck out of you.
00:49:06Everything I've done up until now,
00:49:09it was all over nothing.
00:49:12I will never succeed in the way I succeeded in the past.
00:49:20This stream will all be fucking big again.
00:49:22It'll never fucking happen.
00:49:23I'm not relatable anymore.
00:49:25It doesn't matter if I'm the best fucking player in the world of this game.
00:49:27No one fucking cares.
00:49:29I've gone from being the superstar to the fallen star,
00:49:33plummeting into Earth like a fucking comet,
00:49:36slamming down, creating a shockwave,
00:49:38and burying in my fucking chasm so deep
00:49:41as everyone piles on and pushes me down
00:49:43into the caverns of darkness
00:49:45where I'm crowned the queen of hell.
00:49:50They think I'm a deranged freak
00:49:52who's delusional and should kill myself.
00:49:56They only fucking watch me if I'm raving.
00:50:00So the only solution is just to fucking go nuclear.
00:50:09I am the monster that you all created.
00:50:15These fucking people watching and observing me
00:50:17as I sit here and fucking literally struggle.
00:50:21I fucking hate this game.
00:50:22I hate people who watch a video game.
00:50:24That fucking twitch and viewership is so fucking...
00:50:26You all have such fucking poor tastes.
00:50:28I fucking hate you.
00:50:53So what happens if I call that phone number?
00:50:56You get to talk to your counselor.
00:50:59My phone is right here.
00:51:04Suicide prevention lifeline.
00:51:07Um, well I cut off all my hair and...
00:51:11I guess it was like an act of self-harm.
00:51:18And...
00:51:18Feeling kind of hopeless.
00:51:24It's like people want to see me fail.
00:51:29And anytime there's any sort of sign of weakness
00:51:31they pinpoint it and like harass me
00:51:33and like pick out of like a scab
00:51:34until I'm squeezed and I'm bleeding.
00:51:38I mean, I guess I just have like a certain level of visibility
00:51:41so they're like jealous or something.
00:51:43I don't know.
00:51:43But like there's a lot of like sick twisted feelings
00:51:45I get out of it
00:51:46and it just makes me like feel like humanity in general
00:51:49is kind of evil
00:51:50and that like every single entity on this planet
00:51:52is just like self-interested.
00:51:55And that friendship is an illusion
00:51:57and that love is an illusion
00:51:58and that like I'm just incredibly fucking alone.
00:52:01I'm just like a fucking alien on this planet.
00:52:05It just feels easier to like damage a social connection
00:52:08than it does to grow it.
00:52:10Yeah.
00:52:11I'll get through tonight.
00:52:13Definitely.
00:52:14Definitely.
00:52:14Definitely.
00:52:16All right.
00:52:17Bye.
00:52:25Well, that was okay, I guess.
00:52:36Why weren't you all watching
00:52:39when I broke the Breath of the Wild record?
00:52:42I could have really used your support.
00:52:49I think I'm an attention addict.
00:52:56I think I'm an attention addict.
00:53:46I'm an attention addict.
00:53:46It was great.
00:53:52Oh
00:53:53My god
00:53:57If you did it live on streams, I don't know I just hope she's gonna be okay
00:54:10Hello, hey
00:54:12What do you feel? I like ruined myself by cutting my hair off
00:54:18You didn't ruin yourself you just fucking
00:54:22Cut your hair off
00:54:25I don't know how to just be calm and quiet during the hard moments because I feel like I really
00:54:31really want and need connection
00:54:37I feel like crying cuz
00:54:42I'm like grateful that you're talking to me right now. Happy cries are good cries
00:54:52Can I ask you something when would you be free if I was to calm whenever whenever
00:55:14You did it? It's like we're parting the birds
00:55:26I like this big open
00:55:28Let's just like move in here
00:55:32This is the ocean
00:55:37How is all this even real?
00:55:40What is reality?
00:55:42I see all this and I'm like I'm alive like this is a thing the happening. Yeah, I
00:55:48Can't help this happening as fuck
00:55:57Do you think your life is too filled with things if your band so then you're streaming and you're cooking
00:56:04I mean that's just kind of the thing I like to do
00:56:06Yeah, that's why I like having people around because I can cook for them
00:56:13Try to change your perspective so that you see the sky as like a giant lake and you're like
00:56:21You're above it looking down
00:56:23Do you ever want to go to outer space for some reason to feel like that he's better down here
00:56:32Earth is beautiful. I think from here and elsewhere
00:57:04You're above it
00:57:04Cool it came in like a bully with a bite
00:57:10Skin to stone
00:57:13Crack a bone
00:57:14Guilty and polite
00:57:17It'll get out of the coke and screw
00:57:19Did I beat you to your lips for blue?
00:57:22It'll get out of the skin from heart
00:57:24The test of all these out of you
00:57:27It's got you by the fifth talent
00:57:29It's got you by the top of it
00:57:32Here you go
00:58:07Thank you for Maneaters.
00:58:16I started fucking crying because you were so inspiration.
00:58:21You looked fucking beautiful.
00:58:23Just shut up and hug me.
00:58:37I lose my center of balance.
00:58:41I was not like falling backwards in my experience.
00:58:45Wait, what did he say?
00:58:47Did he say you lose your center of balance in general?
00:58:49Or like, no, just when we're doing this.
00:58:53So why?
00:58:55Okay.
00:58:56It's like, wait, let's try again.
00:58:59Alright.
00:59:04There we go, yeah, there we go.
00:59:14Ah, this is really cool.
00:59:16This reminds me of Coventry Cove from Beetle Adventure Racing.
00:59:20Well, that's your comfort zone.
00:59:22This is my room right here.
00:59:25I always just look at when I'm on a trail.
00:59:28Kind of hard to get your hand when I'm behind you and the path is so thin.
00:59:40I feel sick.
00:59:42Oh, fuck.
00:59:43Do you want to sit on this?
00:59:44I guess so.
00:59:56I wish I got more sleep.
00:59:58I don't have a pillow on me, but I've got a bag full of shit.
01:00:01I feel bad.
01:00:03I'm like, I think I'm ready to go.
01:00:09Let's do what I'm doing.
01:00:13Let's do what I'm doing.
01:00:15Okay.
01:00:21There we go.
01:00:22It wasn't so bad.
01:00:49Oh, I might puke.
01:00:52Try to lunge it over at the edge.
01:00:59Oh, I am really feeling queasy.
01:01:05Fuck.
01:01:07Such bad timing.
01:01:08Yeah.
01:01:11Okay.
01:01:12Okay.
01:01:13Okay.
01:01:59All in all, I'm doing better now than I was before the trip.
01:02:08The time I spent there felt like it kind of healed me somewhat, like I really needed
01:02:13that.
01:02:19Being able to share some affection and just be around people, I guess, without being so
01:02:31isolated.
01:02:34Just felt really good and I don't know, it's like a breath of, what is it, a breath of fresh
01:02:54air.
01:03:08I was little and she used to help me play Soda when I was like, I don't know, six, seven
01:03:14years old.
01:03:14And that's a, that's a really fun-
01:03:17To crop.
01:03:18Okay.
01:03:18I just wanted to crop like one pixel in.
01:03:48And that's really good.
01:04:00I got banned on purpose because it wasn't making me happy, and maybe that's because
01:04:08my brain got hooked on the dopamine, so now my twitch account is gone.
01:04:28It might be nice to receive some kind of unconditional love, seeing my parents.
01:04:53This is not a healthy environment for me to be in, therefore I must leave this place, but
01:05:03do not grieve for my disappearance, for I will find what I'm looking for in this life.
01:05:17I will just do it alone.
01:05:24It's like level one where you grew up, green fields, grass, trees.
01:05:37You are my most beautiful flower.
01:05:49You are the best of your generation.
01:05:51Brilliant, talented, sweet, honest.
01:05:58Hi!
01:05:59Hi!
01:06:00Hi!
01:06:02You were special, different from other children.
01:06:08That is why I quit my job and became a stay-at-home mother.
01:06:15I couldn't possibly trust anyone else to give you the love, attention, and freedom that your
01:06:20mind needed to explore life.
01:06:22Bye-bye!
01:06:24Bye-bye!
01:07:04Oh, how are you?
01:07:07Oh, how was your flight?
01:07:10It was fine.
01:07:11Oh, baby.
01:07:16I'm sorry it's been so long.
01:07:21Oh, oh, oh, it feels so good to hug you.
01:07:27I mean, look at you.
01:07:31Just beautiful.
01:07:32I've been waiting for that moment for one time.
01:07:34Yeah, oh, you're wonderful.
01:08:17I've been waiting for that moment.
01:08:18Margaret sees us, she bet them leaves as the dates fly
01:08:28Each cared named to be thrown out and die
01:08:33She was one of the bodies, God kissed
01:08:40Perfect in their assemblage
01:08:44With out of care, so I promise you this
01:08:50Even if you don't believe me
01:09:12Margaret weaves from a world of teeth, as the sea beast falls
01:09:21Angry, hot like a spilled flame, tired and alone
01:09:31Margaret I'm to believe I've tried, but I'm not so sure
01:09:39I can have one thing you can pity me for
01:09:44She can't keep holding on this
01:09:50Can it be all that alive and lonely?
01:09:57Margaret don't dare, I promise you this
01:10:02Even if you don't believe me
01:10:23But Margaret I'm sorry, I have no excuse
01:10:28You deserve so much more than this world would afford
01:10:33You bend in your belly like a panic attack
01:10:37It's you, you see, I'll leave it for you
01:10:43Margaret I'm sorry, you must understand
01:10:49Margaret I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'll leave it for you
01:11:21Katerina says
01:11:25I've been on this roof too long
01:11:30Sleek October rain
01:11:35Railing with my ears
01:11:39At the bitter eyes like fire
01:11:44Raking me up and down
01:11:46They're spinning out
01:11:47You're damned if, damned if
01:11:50But Katerina
01:11:55If you feel I too
01:11:58I'd like you to know
01:12:03Here's a song
01:12:05For when you get lonely
01:12:07And oh, you count it as holy
01:12:11Falls aside
01:12:13Sends you up shivering in the cold
01:12:20But Katerina
01:12:23Honey, it's not fair
01:12:26And up there when you
01:12:29Can't decide if it is worth it at all
01:12:35When everything hounds you
01:12:39I'll be round
01:12:40To carry you home
01:12:42To forget about
01:12:45All that you told me last night
01:12:48And those
01:12:49Memorizing times like
01:12:51When you were laid on the ground
01:12:53Big lilies
01:12:54Of boxes and stones
01:12:56Who's looked at all
01:12:58And those
01:12:58You know
01:13:25I'll be right
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