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00:00:35Nice one.
00:00:36Not very happy about the hook in his dinner.
00:00:42Catch him on a hopper?
00:00:46Hopper's out yet?
00:00:47There's one out.
00:00:50They're sure not buying this salmon fly.
00:00:53You're not buying your presentation.
00:00:54You're slapping the water with it.
00:00:56Just lay it.
00:00:58Too much action in your wrist.
00:01:00Stop trying to hail a cab on Fifth Avenue.
00:01:04Just lay it down.
00:01:08Like that.
00:01:17And on a hopper.
00:01:18I do this for a living, big brother.
00:01:20Well, sort of.
00:01:21You should do it for a living.
00:01:23Never make work of your passions.
00:01:25Well, counterpoint to that is love what you do.
00:01:27You never work a day in your life.
00:01:28You love what you do?
00:01:29I don't even like what I do.
00:01:31You should analyze that.
00:01:32That's exactly what I'm doing.
00:01:34I'm glad you're doing something,
00:01:35because you damn sure ain't catching any trout.
00:01:40You better not be doing what I think you're doing.
00:01:44Tying on a nymph.
00:01:45Don't you dare.
00:01:46This is my last day, Paul.
00:01:48I'm tying on a nymph.
00:01:49And if you fuck with me even a little,
00:01:52I'm putting on a streamer.
00:01:53I don't know you anymore.
00:01:55I recognize your face,
00:01:56but the words coming from it
00:01:57are the words of a stranger.
00:01:59I don't know you anymore.
00:02:05Ha!
00:02:06Doesn't count.
00:02:07It counts.
00:02:08I got a spin caster in the truck.
00:02:10Why don't you just put some cheese on a treble hook?
00:02:12Out of here.
00:02:18Hey, I'm keeping it.
00:02:20Of course you are, fucking fish killer.
00:02:22I'm keeping it,
00:02:24and you're cooking it.
00:02:26All right.
00:02:27And lay it out there.
00:02:53Hey, I have the Hermes scarf
00:02:56from the blouse from Brunello.
00:02:57I'm meeting her at the Greenwich,
00:02:59and then we'll depart for the opening at 5.15.
00:03:01Well, does her assistant know?
00:03:03Okay, yeah.
00:03:04Calling now.
00:03:24The Washington Heights Women's Center
00:03:27will provide essential services
00:03:29for New York's most underprivileged
00:03:32and underrepresented demographic.
00:03:35Beyond reproductive care,
00:03:37the Women's Center will provide wellness care,
00:03:39counseling,
00:03:40dietary consultation.
00:03:42The nutritionist was my idea.
00:03:44The diet of some of these people is abhorrent.
00:03:46They just don't know any better.
00:03:47They don't eat junk because they like it, Laura.
00:03:49They eat it because it's cheap.
00:03:51They don't need a nutritionist.
00:03:53They need better food.
00:03:55The food bank has a bigger selection of produce
00:03:57than my whole food, Stacey.
00:03:58And that whole frauds.
00:03:59They won't eat it.
00:04:00They want chips,
00:04:01chicken nuggets,
00:04:02sugar-coated cereals.
00:04:03They need education.
00:04:05What we're really talking about today
00:04:06isn't just...
00:04:07Excuse me.
00:04:13Paige?
00:04:14I was attacked.
00:04:16Attacked?
00:04:17A man just walked up and hit me.
00:04:19Took my bag and hit me.
00:04:20Can you see it?
00:04:21Did you call the police?
00:04:23It just happened.
00:04:24Where are you?
00:04:26Downtown.
00:04:26Get in a cab.
00:04:27Should I go to the hospital?
00:04:28Like, look at this.
00:04:29No, go to Dr. Steele's office.
00:04:31I'll meet you there.
00:04:31Wait, there's a police car.
00:04:40What happened?
00:04:41I was attacked.
00:04:42And robbed.
00:04:43Somebody hit you?
00:04:44Hit me and took two bags, shopping bags.
00:04:46What do they look like?
00:04:47Uh, maybe 30.
00:04:49A navy sweatshirt.
00:04:51Put over his head, tall.
00:04:52Tall and skinny.
00:04:53What color was it?
00:04:55Color?
00:04:56His skin.
00:04:58I...
00:04:58I can't.
00:04:59I can't.
00:05:00You didn't notice?
00:05:01Was he dark like me?
00:05:03Or light like him?
00:05:06I don't know.
00:05:07I only saw him walking away.
00:05:09But you think he's 30.
00:05:10How do you know that?
00:05:11I saw it for an instant,
00:05:12but yes, he looked 30
00:05:13or maybe younger,
00:05:14but I don't want to say his race
00:05:15because I don't know.
00:05:17How about this?
00:05:18What color were the shopping bags?
00:05:19White, two of them.
00:05:21Navy blue sweatshirt,
00:05:22two white bags.
00:05:23Got it.
00:05:25You need to file a report.
00:05:27Are you still there?
00:05:33117 Park Avenue.
00:05:40How many stitches?
00:05:42I think it's going to take six.
00:05:44How big a scar?
00:05:46We'll deal with the scar later.
00:05:47It's easy for you to say.
00:05:48It's not on your face.
00:05:49Russell might like it.
00:05:50Scars are sexy.
00:05:51Scars on men are sexy.
00:05:53Scars on women are...
00:05:55I'm going to look like a battered spouse.
00:05:57I don't know why you were walking.
00:05:58Why were you walking?
00:05:59You know better than that.
00:06:00I was on Fifth Avenue, Mom.
00:06:02If you can't walk on Fifth Avenue,
00:06:03where can you walk?
00:06:04You can't.
00:06:04That's the whole point.
00:06:07Did you call Daddy?
00:06:08He's fishing.
00:06:09And that means you can't call him?
00:06:10No, honey, I can call him.
00:06:12I just can't reach him.
00:06:13He doesn't have cell service on the river.
00:06:15He'll call tonight.
00:06:16But I can tell you what he'll say.
00:06:17He'll say, take the car.
00:06:19Stay still.
00:06:22He hit me.
00:06:24For no reason.
00:06:26I would have given him the bags.
00:06:28He just hit me.
00:06:29I know.
00:06:48I know.
00:06:53I know.
00:06:59I know.
00:07:09Come on.
00:07:10just leave all that shit on the plane i got a surprise for you tomorrow
00:07:15paul i have to leave tomorrow you're fishing the big loss tomorrow
00:07:20you have to pack into the big lost i fly in the smoke jumpers and we can use their strip
00:07:29happy birthday
00:07:47baby baby soft soft
00:08:2264.
00:08:234.
00:08:29astonishing where the time goes i wonder what do i have maybe 10 15 years before i'm too old to
00:08:37do
00:08:38anything more than just remember
00:08:48well it took stacy and the kids to this resort in the caribbean
00:08:53rooms are 10 grand a night villas are 30. this doesn't impress me no paul it doesn't impress
00:08:59me either i'm just trying to tell you a story now if you quantify making it by the things you
00:09:06can
00:09:06afford then this place is making it yeah we're sitting there on the beach and watching all these
00:09:12couples walk by we're the youngest there by like two decades i mean everyone's in their 70s 80s
00:09:21barely waddle across the sand
00:09:25all covered up in their big hats and their long sleeve shirts they'd made it
00:09:31but their bodies are too old to enjoy it we're halfway around the world they were too old or crippled
00:09:40swim in the water run in the sand make love none of it they finally made it
00:09:46they were all too old to create a single memory
00:09:51and they knew it
00:09:54it was on every one of their faces so i'm at the restaurant same thing not a smile among them
00:10:02because they knew
00:10:06they worked their whole lives for that moment
00:10:10the moment had already passed them by
00:10:15that's why i'm here
00:10:18that's why i quit i make a memory a day brother sometimes more but thank them for who huh
00:10:30no kids no no wife you you got nobody to share it with paul i'm sharing with you right now
00:10:38once a
00:10:38year you share it with me then you should come more often at least you got a girlfriend not on
00:10:44your
00:10:44life how about a dog they're needier than girlfriends oh maybe a goldfish then maybe yeah you'd probably
00:10:54try to kill it with one of your giant hook streamers
00:11:03true
00:11:25abby how was your day resurfacing is the most effective doesn't that make your skin shiny like
00:11:30forever i still haven't seen it you're never seeing it it looks like a bloody zipper i wish i had
00:11:34been
00:11:34there but so he could have hit you too oh you would have gotten a shot stabbed or worse what's
00:11:38worse
00:11:38than getting shot i don't know but that's what would have happened being set on fire girls please
00:11:43the police they just kept asking what was his race like that has anything to do with it i mean
00:11:48it's pretty important information when you're trying to find somebody whoa that's so racist
00:11:58where are you going
00:11:59it's your father so where are you going it is rude to talk on the phone in a restaurant
00:12:05it is also rude to play on your phone in a restaurant and surf the internet basically
00:12:10what all of you are doing right now is rude rude to who it's rude to me it's rude to
00:12:16each other it's rude to
00:12:33the stars
00:12:36my view is better oh well until your brother gets indoor plumbing i'll have to take your word for it
00:12:41oh there's plumbing of sorts got a sink a shower now well until the outhouse moves indoors then
00:12:50i'll have to rely on pictures you feel rested what time do you land tomorrow okay gonna have to push
00:12:57it back a day honey because paul has something very very special planned for tomorrow it's a stretch
00:13:03of river that can only be reached by pack horse takes like a week paul has permission to fly us
00:13:08into
00:13:09it honey this is like well it's virgin water oh now there's virgins involved nobody fishes this stretch
00:13:17honey nobody maybe a dozen people a year if that hey um some bad news uh page got mugged today
00:13:27down
00:13:28in the village what mugged she okay yeah she just you know she got a pretty good shiner and a
00:13:34decent
00:13:34cut the doctor saw her six ditches god damn it i cannot come up with one plausible reason why we
00:13:42still live in that city well i'll give you two our children two more our grandchildren my parents
00:13:49make her use the car honey that's what it's for she thinks it's a garish display of wealth
00:13:56well if my money's so offensive maybe we should stop giving it to her oh honey oh serious sell her
00:14:01apartment and put her up in a house in great neck or she takes the car oh my god i
00:14:05knew you were gonna
00:14:06do this what am i doing okay let's this problem will be right here when you get back let's deal
00:14:11with it then all right she's okay though huh yes in the meantime enjoy your mountains enjoy your brother
00:14:19enjoy the hole in the ground he thinks it's the toilet and i'll see you monday monday i love you
00:14:27honey
00:14:27love you
00:14:47so russell anything interesting happen in your world today besides your wife getting mugged
00:14:55uh uh uh yeah we're uh what we're we're investing in a dutch cargo ship venture
00:15:02with some of these larger vessels they uh carry over 25 000 containers like 2 000 and change per
00:15:08container that's over 50 million a load in freight you have crew fees and docking fees fuel by far
00:15:13being the largest expense so no nothing interesting happened excuse me um can i order a martini gin
00:15:22three olives thank you what's wrong with you i was the one that got punched
00:15:33uh
00:15:35I don't know.
00:16:06Let's go.
00:16:11Press.
00:16:11Yeah.
00:16:12You might want to grab your rod.
00:16:13Oh, shit.
00:16:14Christ.
00:16:19The way you talk about this place, I thought I'd only need my net, so...
00:16:56Hey!
00:16:58That is her hatching.
00:17:36Yeah!
00:17:41Yeah!
00:17:42Yeah!
00:17:45Yeah!
00:17:54Oh!
00:18:00It's gonna be one of those days, brother.
00:18:02Yes!
00:18:03I can use one.
00:18:04Oh!
00:18:06Oh!
00:18:18Oh!
00:18:21Oh!
00:18:41Does that worry you at all?
00:18:46We're not going that way.
00:18:47Because that storm sure looks like it's coming this way.
00:18:51There isn't any weather on the radar this morning.
00:18:53Well, there's weather there now, Paul.
00:18:55Storms go over the mountains every afternoon.
00:18:58But we're going that way.
00:19:03We can leave now if you want.
00:19:06We don't ever want to leave.
00:19:29We can't do it any better than that.
00:19:33Can't do it any better than that.
00:20:00No!
00:20:00No!
00:20:01No!
00:20:01No!
00:20:01No!
00:20:02Ah!
00:20:04I just tried there was a monster!
00:20:06We should go.
00:20:13Shit!
00:20:35What do you think?
00:20:36What's this telling you here?
00:20:37I'm just going to take my way through it.
00:20:39It's going to be a little bumpy over the mountains.
00:20:41Yeah.
00:20:42I'm so excited for going.
00:20:52We'll get you guys.
00:20:54I'll be right back.
00:20:54We'll never go.
00:21:06What are you doing?
00:22:18Big Sky approach. This is Cessna 185 Bravo Zulu. I need a swap.
00:22:22Copy that. Two Bravo. Speed and altitude.
00:22:24130 knots at 8200.
00:22:27Meet teams at web setting. Clive to 11,000.
00:22:29Copy that. 11,000. Thank you, tower.
00:22:31Get up over this.
00:22:45Jesus fuck!
00:22:49Wait!
00:22:51Stacy!
00:22:52Wait, where was she? Five blocks from here. Middle of the day.
00:23:00Politicians in this city have guilted us into chaos.
00:23:03Michael wants us to move to Connecticut.
00:23:04We're just staying in the Hamptons year-round.
00:23:07I'm running out of excuses.
00:23:08The kids are gone. We can work from anywhere these days.
00:23:11Well, why don't you?
00:23:13Because our marriage wouldn't last a month.
00:23:14Oh, stop it.
00:23:16I'd have to learn how to cook for one.
00:23:18Oh, God forbid.
00:23:19And what in the world would we talk about?
00:23:22All of our friends are here. The ones that haven't moved to Florida.
00:23:27This is my city.
00:23:28It has gone to hell before. It will come back. It always does.
00:23:32Now you, on the other hand, how you keep your mountain man in Manhattan.
00:23:37And that is a trick that you must show me.
00:23:39Our daughters is the trick.
00:23:41He would never leave them.
00:23:43And he will never get the girls to leave.
00:23:46So, no, he just, as long as he gets his little escapes.
00:23:50But you have to wonder why we choose to live in a place we need to escape.
00:23:53Because there's no stock exchange in Telluride, my dear.
00:23:56Whenever I see Michael looking at properties online,
00:23:58I just remind him how far that is from Yankee Stadium.
00:24:01And that usually does it.
00:24:04You'd have to stock the Hudson with trout to entice mine.
00:24:08Just mind a little cabin in the Catskills.
00:24:10I think they invented fly fishing there.
00:24:12It's just three hours away. He can go there whenever he wants.
00:24:15It's easier to get there than the Hamptons.
00:24:18You realize all we ever talk about is leaving.
00:24:20It's all anyone talks about.
00:24:21Well, of course we do.
00:24:22We're New Yorkers. What else are we going to talk about?
00:24:24We can't complain about our city.
00:24:29Hmm.
00:24:30Hmm.
00:24:31Do we know anyone in Idaho?
00:24:32Oh, the Greenbergs have a house in Sun Valley.
00:24:35You know, Preston didn't call me last night.
00:24:37I'm just going to...
00:24:38Oh.
00:24:40Hello?
00:24:42Is this Mrs. Clyburn?
00:24:44It is.
00:24:46Who's this?
00:24:47I'm Officer Shepard with the U.S. Department of Forestry.
00:24:52Yes?
00:24:54Is your husband Preston Clyburn?
00:24:59Yes.
00:25:02Ma'am, your husband was involved in a plane crash on a mountain called Bora Peak.
00:25:09Can I...
00:25:10Is...
00:25:11Can I speak to him?
00:25:12Is he all right?
00:25:14No, ma'am.
00:25:17I'm sorry to say both he and Paul Clyburn did not survive the crash.
00:25:22Stacy?
00:25:25Oh, ma'am.
00:25:28What do I do?
00:25:29What do we do?
00:25:30Well, ma'am, we'd like you to come here and identify the bodies.
00:25:33Help arrange transport to wherever you choose as their resting place.
00:25:37Hey, this is Stacy's friend.
00:25:38What's happened?
00:25:46Let me get done.
00:25:53Uh...
00:25:54Idaho Falls...
00:25:55Is there an airport?
00:25:58Okay, okay.
00:26:01What do you mean?
00:26:02No, I just...
00:26:03Just...
00:26:04Just let me...
00:26:09No, no, no, no, no.
00:26:40I'll get the car.
00:26:46Mom.
00:26:47They just think it's him.
00:26:49They don't know.
00:26:51Paige.
00:26:51What?
00:26:52They don't.
00:26:54They look like pilgrims.
00:26:56Where are we?
00:27:00Hey.
00:27:02I texted and I left a message.
00:27:05This is a little more important than school, don't you think?
00:27:08I can't include you in decisions when you do not respond.
00:27:12I will tell you why.
00:27:13Because he is my fucking father and they are my children.
00:27:15When people talk about life-altering events, they are talking about this.
00:27:19Then get on a plane and come get him.
00:27:22Yeah, that's what I thought.
00:27:24Uh-oh.
00:27:52Would you like to check in at the hotel?
00:27:54Deal with the...
00:27:56Rest in the morning?
00:27:57Take me to the coroner.
00:27:59I want to get this over with.
00:28:05Would you like some music?
00:28:06I would not.
00:28:07Okay.
00:28:21Do we all go in?
00:28:22I don't know.
00:28:24Let me get the lay of the land.
00:28:27Let me get the lay of the land.
00:28:38Ma'am, we're very sorry for your loss.
00:28:42Did you walk me through this?
00:28:44You knew the brother as well?
00:28:45I did.
00:28:46The state requires that remains be positively identified by a relative or close friend.
00:28:51Someone with enough familiarity to make visual recognition.
00:28:54Won't take long.
00:29:31there's no other way
00:29:34clearly you know who it is or you wouldn't have known to contact me
00:29:38we found a phone ma'am that does not positively identify a body
00:29:42but why else would he have the phone
00:29:46i don't make the laws ma'am but i do have to enforce
00:29:51you're gonna force me
00:29:57before he left he kissed me
00:30:01and he smiled and that is the last image of him in my mind
00:30:06if i go in there and see what happened to him
00:30:13that is the last image in my mind
00:30:19forever
00:30:24i'll do it mom
00:30:25no
00:30:26no you won't
00:30:29no
00:30:32no
00:30:33no
00:30:46no
00:30:58no
00:31:00no
00:31:06no
00:31:07no
00:31:19no
00:31:22no
00:31:24no
00:31:26no
00:31:29no
00:31:30no
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00:31:42no
00:31:52no
00:31:53no
00:31:55no
00:31:56no
00:31:56no
00:31:56no
00:31:56What's wrong with fingerprints? How dare you?
00:32:12Show me what you showed her.
00:32:40He had a will?
00:32:42Yes.
00:32:43Life insurance?
00:32:44Yes.
00:32:45I hate to ask these things, but...
00:32:47We're taken care of.
00:32:49What about a funeral?
00:32:50I don't know.
00:32:54The ranch? Maybe?
00:32:57I guess I'll take care of his brother as well.
00:32:59He doesn't have anyone.
00:33:01Then you'll never be able to visit him, Stacy.
00:33:04I'll close my eyes when I want to visit him.
00:33:06What are you going to do with this cabin?
00:33:08It's not my cabin.
00:33:09It's your cabin now.
00:33:11And if you sell it, then you can't visit him anywhere.
00:33:14Think about that. Bring him home.
00:33:15This is too much. Too many decisions for one day.
00:33:17Take a sleeping pill.
00:33:18I plan to.
00:33:19I'll call you tomorrow.
00:33:20Okay.
00:34:05we were thinking of slumber party.
00:34:08We're fine.
00:34:12There's bound to be some shitty pizza in this town.
00:34:15Are you safe?
00:34:16I hope so.
00:34:21girls can you ninja up some netflix on the tv
00:34:25for you oh god bless you nothing teaches you to sell
00:34:31medicaid like a good divorce what do you want grandma a comedy
00:34:39well a river runs through it it was grandpa's favorite movie
00:34:46a river may run through it but i've never actually gotten through it so in honor of him
00:34:55we've come to the right place
00:34:59uh pizza can you find some pizza yeah yeah and ice cream
00:35:04waterfully fish dazzle us with options done thanks
00:35:08is it going to be sad oh it's about fishing how sad could it be
00:35:32thanks mom i sure feel better now jesus it made your father cry too
00:35:38every time like a big baby
00:35:43oh that and uh rudy only men can cry over fishing and football
00:35:50god for life to be that simple
00:35:54you know in 39 years of marriage we never fought not once
00:36:04i mean we we we danced right to the end but
00:36:09we both knew how how precious and how rare what we had was
00:36:18i should be happy that he died out here
00:36:23doing something that he loves not
00:36:27tethered to some hospital bed like most men are waiting
00:36:31to die he died living not existing
00:36:42how many could say
00:36:43i hope you find what we had someday honey i really really do
00:36:49i hope you meet a man that's worth missing
00:36:54i just like want to return my call now come on
00:36:57we gotta work on your standards
00:37:24do you guys have service
00:37:30are we close i don't know never been there before
00:37:33we're close i think
00:37:50i guess this is it
00:37:52this is it this is what the map says
00:37:55stop
00:38:15i've seen that photo
00:38:17okay
00:38:19okay
00:38:20okay
00:38:31okay
00:38:32okay
00:39:04Would we be worried about bears?
00:39:06Perhaps they never mentioned bears.
00:39:20They're just going to be worried about bears.
00:39:32They're just going to be worried about bears.
00:40:00it's very weird there's a sink and a shower but no toilet toilets are outside outside
00:40:07there's no septic system the cabins are too close to the river and that's why we never visited
00:40:12i have absolutely no idea how you would get this furniture up here
00:40:19where are you going i want to find preston's cabin well take this be careful
00:40:27uh what's that bear spray you said no bears i said he never mentioned bears
00:40:38so
00:40:47so
00:40:48so
00:42:14I'm taking a bath.
00:42:16Don't you have dinner with the girls tonight?
00:42:19No. Bridget has some dance, something in Chelsea of all places.
00:42:25As if there aren't 12 ballet academies nearby.
00:42:29And Paige has some work, something with Russell at that new club they wasted their money joining.
00:42:36Our money.
00:42:38They wasted our money joining it.
00:42:40I stand corrected.
00:42:42What are you doing?
00:42:44I am making coffee.
00:42:46What time is it there?
00:42:48I don't know. 5.30.
00:42:50Babe, you'll be up all night.
00:42:52Well, I try to sleep as little as possible when I'm here.
00:42:56You know, at night, the bull elk come down to the river and bugle.
00:43:01They bugle.
00:43:02They bugle.
00:43:02It's kind of a high-pitched, almost like a whistle, and it drives the lady elk crazy.
00:43:08Oh, I remember when you used to bugle.
00:43:11I can still bugle.
00:43:13Well, it's more like a trombone these days.
00:43:16But, hey, I am no spring lady elk, so trombone is just fine with me.
00:43:22How do you make coffee?
00:43:23I thought you said you didn't have electricity.
00:43:25Well, it's electricity.
00:43:27Just no outlets.
00:43:28We've got light over the porch and light over the table.
00:43:33Huh.
00:43:34You didn't answer my question.
00:43:36Well, I build a fire in the stove and fill the pot from the river.
00:43:41Pour the coffee in the pot.
00:43:44Boil the water, and there you go.
00:43:47You can taste the smoke, Stacy.
00:43:50It's the best cup of coffee you'll ever have.
00:43:55Oh, honey, I think you are romanticizing this to the point of physical impossibility.
00:44:01Maybe you should just wash the pot.
00:44:03Well, technically, it's a percolator.
00:44:06And if you'll ever come here, I'll make you a cup.
00:44:10Best you'll ever have.
00:44:11If you really wanted me to come there, you and your brother would build a bathroom.
00:44:15It has a bathroom.
00:44:17Inside the house.
00:44:19God, you're spoiled.
00:44:21Conveniences have become your necessities.
00:44:24We went camping once a long time ago.
00:44:27Or have you managed to block that out?
00:44:29No, no, no.
00:44:30That was not camping.
00:44:32That was an excuse to get you in a tent.
00:44:34I had planned nothing past the sex.
00:44:37Well, you married a city mouse, honey.
00:44:41City mice stay in the city.
00:44:44You need to see it, Stacy.
00:44:47Just once.
00:44:49I do.
00:44:50I do see it.
00:44:51Every time you send a picture of you and some traumatized trout.
00:44:55It's not the same.
00:44:56Yeah.
00:45:29girls
00:45:33girls
00:45:35where are you going we just want to check it out well don't climb on anything
00:45:39watch out for snakes are there snakes i don't know so you probably should watch out for them
00:45:57what in the world i found a motel about an hour away does not look great
00:46:04you could drive into bozeman or helena everything seems to be about
00:46:07two hours from everything else
00:46:14how long do you think she wants to stay
00:46:16i'll go find out
00:46:23mom
00:46:26mom
00:46:31what's that
00:46:34coffee maker
00:46:36it is
00:46:38it's done
00:46:40want some
00:46:41why not
00:47:00you sat here and called me
00:47:04right here
00:47:08talked about fish
00:47:12and i'd pretend like i cared
00:47:17it was right
00:47:20not the same in pictures
00:47:25i never came with him because i thought i'd be bored or a third wheel i didn't want to interrupt
00:47:35his man time his brother time
00:47:40i thought about bringing you two out when you were younger but then it's not a vacation for him
00:47:46it's a trip and he's worried about pleasing you and not himself and
00:47:54wow
00:47:54wow was i wrong
00:47:57i robbed us of this
00:48:00i robbed him of sharing it with us
00:48:04please don't do that
00:48:05please don't do that
00:48:06do not blame yourself for things that you didn't do
00:48:10you had a loving marriage for 40 years in new york city i mean they should build a statue
00:48:18me too
00:48:19yeah
00:48:22miss him
00:48:24god knows i will
00:48:27but
00:48:28no
00:48:29blame
00:48:30you two did it ray
00:48:36me
00:48:36it's getting late
00:48:37move towards a hike
00:48:38i can come back in the morning
00:48:44i'm gonna stay here
00:48:47mmm
00:48:48it's right
00:48:49you can taste the smoke
00:48:53mmm
00:48:54mmm
00:48:57mmm
00:48:59mmm
00:49:08she's just gonna stay and do what there's not even a bathroom oh i found one dude it's outside
00:49:15spartan what does spartan mean rustic yeah there's like a hornet's nest inside the hole
00:49:23adds a certain degree of difficulty she can't stay here okay it's selfish she's acting like
00:49:30she's the only one who lost somebody he was my father dare she has been with him since she was
00:49:3719 i've been with him since i was born so we're not with him he was present when we needed
00:49:44something
00:49:44when we needed a chauffeur or a cheerleader a therapist a bank you want to mourn something
00:49:52why don't we mourn the time that we didn't give him he was her lover and her best friend it
00:49:57is not the
00:49:58same thing you lost the idea of him page which you can still have girls go back outside now we
00:50:04can hear
00:50:05what are you yelling
00:50:05what are you yelling
00:50:35i see a garden somewhere mm-hmm by the barn what's in it we didn't check let's check
00:50:49i'd say you nailed it with me but if that's all he was to you too what a shame girls
00:51:10kale and swiss shard i think these are scallions oh this time this will come in handy nice right
00:51:21strawberries strawberries wow wait you can just grow them apparently i thought they just came from
00:51:30farms well that's what this is it's a itty bitty farm oh i think this is spinach what's this
00:51:41oh shit that's a snake we're okay it's okay it's more scared of you than you are of him okay
00:51:49let's just go
00:51:51over here
00:51:54um
00:52:09whoa
00:52:13right lesson learned less is more with this stuff
00:52:30when was the last time you saw one of those girls one of what sunset
00:52:39can't remember no me neither there must be a nice grocery store around here because paul has
00:52:49every cheese on the planet i sent a package your father likes to rough it but he doesn't
00:52:53like to starve somebody grate the parmesan uh we got it here
00:53:03what are you making polenta how are you making polenta you just oil cornmeal honey i i don't
00:53:10think polenta has corn in it that's all polenta has just corn and liquid and cheese i think that's
00:53:17grits yes grits and polenta are the same thing mother they make grits in alabama you're telling
00:53:24me it's the same thing as the dish from italy it's the exact same thing just finish it with
00:53:29different toppings if it has different ingredients it's a different dish somebody pour me some wine
00:53:33like they're making the same thing in birmingham that they're making in florence with different
00:53:37cheese that's the only difference okay i'm not gonna argue with you because you're in mourning
00:53:43but the time will come where i will tell you how wrong you are
00:53:53oh that looks great yeah um i don't think this is beef what it's beef yeah it didn't it didn't
00:54:02cook like beef it doesn't smell like look at me it's beef okay for tonight it's beef okay
00:54:11um what what what what what is it really it said elk the world doesn't need to know that
00:54:20why do you think the uh you think the world would uh rip rip hold how do you think your
00:54:24wife would
00:54:25react um yeah not uh not good multiply that by four right okay so should i slice it no i
00:54:33think you
00:54:34should just do whatever you think will make it look more like beef
00:54:40can i have more of the steak
00:54:43you're bad honey i'm good too please you're a really good cook thanks
00:54:48steak's really good honey
00:54:53thank you do girls want more grits it's not grits it's polenta you and i can agree to disagree
00:54:59but i'm not lying to my children they're my children
00:55:01they're my nieces you know what i mean they're basically my children they're not even kind of
00:55:06your children but if you want them to be your children you can get them to dance on tuesday
00:55:11and thursday and then take them to fucking paramedic in the morning for gymnastics
00:55:15fine the children i'm not lying to the children i don't see why not i'm lying to mine
00:55:22are you enjoying the elk page what it's elk
00:55:33elk like the deer no no not a deer the big deer no it's a different species it's
00:55:38kind of like grits and polenta according to your logic it has big horns and hooves and it was roaming
00:55:45around freely until your brother-in-law shot it that's what i'm eating i'm not sure that they have
00:55:50hooves did you know you knew i can fucking tell you knew and you cooked it and you're just gonna
00:55:57let
00:55:57me eat it i think it's really good mom what do you think is gonna happen to all the food
00:56:03in this
00:56:03house page it's gonna get eaten or it's gonna rot i didn't kill the thing your uncle will never kill
00:56:09another one i suppose we could throw it all away and then it's nourishing some raccoon or worms or
00:56:18it can nourish us which is what it's doing when's the last time you cooked a meal page not reheated
00:56:26one
00:56:26not microwaved one we picked that from a garden your uncle took that from somewhere around here
00:56:31the cornmeal is in a jar did he make that maybe everything we ate came from this
00:56:40this little world that your father adored we made a meal from this place together
00:56:47i think it's beautiful i think it's perfect and i know your father would too
00:56:56i wonder who has to die for us to make another meal together
00:57:02good night
00:57:03good night
00:57:04good night
00:57:06good night
00:57:11I don't know.
00:57:48I wonder if that stuff works.
00:57:51I guess, so long as the wound is at, you're back.
00:57:55Good point.
00:58:00What are you reading?
00:58:03A journal.
00:58:06Your father kept a journal.
00:58:08I'll hear.
00:58:1125 years.
00:58:13What's it say?
00:58:15It talks about which river, and then it says to crack a window and lighting the stove in
00:58:23a wind, there's a downdraft that pushes the smoke back into the cabin.
00:58:28It's half diary, half how-to guide.
00:58:33Then there's this about me.
00:58:42There's a spot upriver, and he calls it Stacy's Valley.
00:58:52The elk don't graze there for some reason, so the grass grows tall and it's yellow, and
00:58:57it reminds him of my hair.
00:59:07I need to know these last little secrets.
00:59:15How can I say goodbye when there's still more to know?
00:59:28So tomorrow morning, I'm going to get up, and I'm going to find this little valley.
00:59:45And then I'm going to bring your father here, and I'm going to bury him there.
00:59:54And then I'm going to take this book, and I'm going to visit every place he wrote about.
01:00:03And you can tell me I'm crazy.
01:00:04You can say I need to move on.
01:00:06I have a whole life ahead of me and all that shit.
01:00:09I am 65 years old.
01:00:11I don't have a whole life ahead of me.
01:00:13I have a very small window to be reckless, to make decisions that feed this and never factor
01:00:22this into the equation, and that's what I'm going to do.
01:00:25I'm going to do what he begged me to do for 30 years.
01:00:30I'm going to finally see this place.
01:00:36Want some company?
01:00:42I'd love some.
01:00:46Well, then I'll see you in the morning.
01:01:21Poor choice of footwear in retrospect.
01:01:26I'll see you in the morning.
01:02:05I personally, for the record, feel that we are underdressed, unarmed, and just generally
01:02:11unprepared for any kind of exploratory venture afoot.
01:02:15Afoot.
01:02:17I didn't know they taught the Queen's English at Brown.
01:02:19They do.
01:02:20I mean, I didn't actually study it, but the course does exist.
01:02:23And the world is a better place for it, Russell.
01:02:29Let's go find this spot.
01:02:31Let's go.
01:02:33Let's go.
01:02:48Let's go.
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