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00:02Anything they start off fighting about, he can bring it back to that.
00:05I mean, this time, it's about how my mom never puts gas in the car,
00:08and he always has to do it when he's already late.
00:10And somehow he brings it back to how my school wants me to apply
00:12to all these private, out-of-state D1 colleges for lacrosse,
00:15and it makes him look like the bad guy, because he can't afford any of them.
00:18Shane, I mean, your dad is the Kevin Garnett of talking shit about Bridgefield.
00:23You know, and also, there's such thing as lacrosse scholarships.
00:26Ivies don't have athletic scholarships, and nowhere else is going to be a four-ride.
00:29Whatever. I mean, talking about why all these schools are no-goes also pisses them off.
00:33You're so lucky.
00:34Yeah, I know you think so.
00:36I'm not even talking about being able to afford Stanford.
00:38Being able to afford to buy Stanford and rename it after yourself.
00:42St. Ledger University.
00:43Hey, shut up. Shut up, dude, please.
00:45I'm talking about not having to listen to your parents screaming at each other
00:48every five minutes over something you can't change, and neither can they.
00:52Well, I mean, to want to argue about shit, you kind of got to care about it.
00:56No, it's not that difficult.
00:57Well, I mean, any time mine won't stop caring so much, that would be great.
01:01But they won't, because they can't live unless they're up my ass.
01:03My sister can't either.
01:04I mean, Shiloh moved to fucking Pawtucket.
01:06She's still trying to be my boss.
01:07Oh, yeah.
01:08What I would give to you for one day.
01:12Just one, just to try it, just to see.
01:13Not even for the money, just for the, like, silence.
01:22I might have told Paul we would be here.
01:25Whatever, he's not a bad guy if you give him a chance.
01:27No, you say that every single time.
01:29He's just insecure.
01:30I promise, if you hang in there, it eventually stops being such a dick.
01:34Prove it.
01:35What does that even mean?
01:36What's up, fuckheads?
01:40Are you going to be okay?
01:41What's up?
01:42What's up?
01:42It's a fucking ram here.
01:44You're kidding.
01:44From Bridgefield?
01:45Yeah, that's right, shithead.
01:46Wow.
01:47I know Coach said you need to do more cardio, but damn.
01:53You guys are so into this place.
01:55It was cool for, like, you know, five minutes in middle school.
01:59Jesus.
02:00And don't you literally have, like, a massive house with a fucking helipad?
02:05He does not have a pad.
02:06Why would anybody want to hang out here instead of there?
02:09Your dad have, like, no peasant rule or something?
02:12No, because I'm a peasant, right?
02:13A scholarship peasant?
02:14Yeah, I've been in there.
02:15Has your dad even lived in that house before?
02:18Like, even when you were a baby?
02:20Because my dad says your dad hasn't been back to Narragansett since, like, the 90s.
02:24How would your dad even know that?
02:25Well, he's in global finance, too, dude.
02:27People talk to each other, too.
02:29Network.
02:30Who cares?
02:30All these houses are fucking freezing, and none of the furniture is comfortable, okay?
02:36What the?
02:37Are you fucking kidding me?
02:38There's mosquitoes now?
02:39Come on.
02:40Is your mom in town?
02:41Is that why we can't go to your house?
02:43What's your fucking deal, dude?
02:44Uh, it's buggy and clammy here, and it doesn't not smell like pee.
02:48You have a house, too, dipshit?
02:49Yeah.
02:49Well, they're selling it.
02:52Because the whole divorce is my dad punishing my mom for getting mad at him for cheating.
02:57So.
02:59That's hard.
03:01I'm really sorry.
03:04Thanks.
03:07Yeah, how is your mom doing?
03:08Shittily.
03:09Why?
03:10Just sucks, that's all.
03:13Makes total sense why she'd be having a tough time with everything.
03:16Yeah.
03:17Makes total sense your mom would be running her mouth again about someone she barely fucking
03:21knows.
03:22Fuck you, she knows it.
03:23Yeah, from sidelines and sport banquets, but not really.
03:26What are you even talking about?
03:27You just seem like you know something, Shane, so you tell me.
03:29Your mom's the one saying shit she heard from somebody who heard it from somebody like it's fucking real.
03:33She saw it in the paper.
03:34Who reads the local news?
03:35No one.
03:37When MPD arrests someone, it's always in the local police blotter.
03:39I'm not saying it should be, but...
03:41She didn't think she was going to need a basket, and then she had too many things in her hands,
03:44so she was going to go get one.
03:45I mean, she didn't even leave the fucking store, and now everybody thinks she's a fucking thief.
03:56You know what?
03:56I'm sorry.
03:58Yeah, I'm sorry, too.
03:59Yeah.
04:00I'm sorry your mom's a bitch.
04:01You won't shut the fuck up.
04:05Man, what the fuck's problem?
04:07Fuck.
04:10Hey, guys!
04:11Fucking bitch.
04:12Guys!
04:13Fucking...
04:14Ow!
04:15Take a fucking sec.
04:17Take a sec, okay?
04:18Chill out.
04:30Take a minute.
04:30Take a sec, Alter.
04:50Take a sec.
04:52Take a sec.
04:52Treatise.
04:53I'm sorry.
04:53I'm sorry.
04:53I missed out.
04:53I'm sorry.
04:53Somebody else's throws me, why I covered my diapers
04:53the problem on the safe side.
04:53Leave it CHRIST, bye!
04:59Doesn't know that maybe...
04:59Back to me.
05:58If I say it's self-defense...
06:00If I just tell them that it's self-defense...
06:02It doesn't work like that!
06:02Then they're gonna say they're self-defense!
06:04But if we just...
06:06Because it was you that did it!
06:07You weren't defending yourself!
06:10Look...
06:12We didn't go to the Narrows today after school.
06:14Alright?
06:14And we didn't know Paul was gonna be there.
06:16He didn't ask me to hang out after practice...
06:18And he wouldn't have asked you anything...
06:19Because you're not even fucking friends!
06:23I had to go home and babysit my sister anyway.
06:26So you gave me a ride...
06:27And then you what?
06:31Say it!
06:32I...
06:35I went home...
06:38And I studied for chem...
06:40Until I got a headache...
06:42And then I...
06:43And then I went to bed.
06:51What about your, um...
06:53What about your, um...
06:56Well...
06:57I...
06:57I wiped out during school angels and...
06:59Someone must have stepped on me.
07:03I'm sorry.
07:06I'm sorry.
07:07I...
07:09I know you were just trying to help me.
07:13Save me.
07:16You're probably dead.
07:19Thanks.
07:47What are you doing?
07:48Nothing.
07:52Where were you?
07:55Those are dirty.
07:57Yeah, whatever.
07:58Why are you wet?
07:59I took a shower.
08:00When?
08:01Just now.
08:02When I thought I heard something outside.
08:05What did you do to your face?
08:06Nothing.
08:06You look like you...
08:08No, I don't!
08:08Megan!
08:15Like, I followed that practice.
08:17Alright?
08:17And then I came home and I took a shower.
08:19And now I'm back in here.
08:20With you.
08:20Like I have been this whole time.
08:24Are you okay?
08:28No, I'm fine.
08:31I'm hungry.
08:33You wanna make stovetop s'mores?
08:38No, I'm for that.
08:49I don't know.
09:05We'll touch a shower
09:54Hey, Oliver. I don't have him, but I maybe might this weekend.
09:58It has to be now.
10:01I'm sorry. It's really boring.
10:06I hope you think so.
10:14Hello? Can anyone hear us?
10:17Gretchen and Kenji, if you're on, get off.
10:20So what's so cloak and dagger?
10:22I killed someone.
10:24What?
10:26Who?
10:31Paul.
10:34Paul Smarling.
10:36You're sure he's dead?
10:45Yeah. We were at the Narrows.
10:50Who's we?
10:53Me, Shane Martin, and Paul.
10:56Who else?
10:57It was just us.
10:59Okay. Stop talking. I need to think.
11:12Oliver. I'm Detective Sheehan.
11:15My lieutenant's just getting off the call, but we can start...
11:17This being recorded, Jerry?
11:19About a custodial interrogation, so I want to make some notes, but first things first.
11:25Your lawyer here, Mr. Sykes, he filled me in a little bit on what happened.
11:29But obviously I want to hear from you.
11:31Can you tell me about it?
11:33Just start where you're comfortable.
11:35If I have any questions, I'll ask.
11:40Yeah, I was, um...
11:43I was home.
11:45And I'd been studying all night because I had a midterm coming up, and I didn't really understand the material.
11:51But I, uh, I forgot to eat.
11:54So after a little while, like, I got a headache.
11:56And, um, I set an alarm for early so I can, uh, wake up and do some more in the
12:04morning.
12:04But then I, uh, I woke up, uh, because someone was, um, was, uh, wasn't to be let in.
12:14And who was that?
12:16Um, that was, uh, Shane.
12:21Shane Martin.
12:22Shane Martin.
12:23Okay.
12:24And this was what time?
12:27This was around midnight.
12:31Last chance.
12:32No idea.
12:33You have no idea?
12:35No.
12:35You can't think of a single thing happening they might want to talk to you about?
12:39Right, and I don't buy it.
12:40It's why I keep asking, because I want to have some idea of what kind of buzzsaw we're about to
12:44walk into.
12:45You knock out some more streetlights or steal some shit.
12:47Your buddies think it's nothing, but the regular people means real money.
12:50God, like you and your friends never gotten into anything stupid before.
12:53Except, you know what, no one at your school ever got into an Ivy League college.
12:55Probably doesn't even know what one is.
12:57Oh, oh, shh.
12:59So Shane's going to the Ivy League now.
13:01Wow.
13:01Really?
13:02Well, when were you guys going to tell me that?
13:04After we talked to the cops, I guess?
13:05Could you have a little faith in your son, please?
13:07Could we just...
13:08Because I have no faith in my son, right?
13:10He's a good kid.
13:10He's a good kid.
13:10So you're on with that whole narrative again that I have no faith in my son.
13:13He could have a better future.
13:14He could have a...
13:20Jeff.
13:21Hey, great to see you.
13:24Fabulous.
13:24You're good to see you.
13:25You're a van.
13:26Listen, I want you to tell your father to sit around.
13:28I mean, I'm a man for the mail.
13:31What is it?
13:32Not anymore.
13:33I mean, I'm a man for the mail.
13:34I mean, I'm a man for the mail.
13:35Stop, stop!
13:36Hey!
13:36Hey!
13:37Hey!
13:37Hey!
13:37Hey!
13:38Hey!
13:38Hey!
13:38Hey!
13:39Hey!
13:39We'll be back!
13:40Bring him now!
13:41Stop it!
13:42Hold on!
13:42Stop!
13:42Come on!
13:43Take it easy.
13:44Stop it!
13:45Get down here!
13:46Where'd he go?
13:46Where'd he go?
13:47Like inside.
13:52Yeah, like inside.
14:23Oh, my God.
14:40Oh, my God.
15:17You're kind of close there, Otis.
15:20Hey, Oliver.
15:20A little bit.
15:21Seven minutes.
15:22Still morning announcements.
15:25If I had that car, I'd probably want to hang out in it all day, too.
15:27But you're about to get one demerit for being late and another for ignoring me to my faith.
15:31Oh, my God.
15:32Are you all right?
15:33Hey, Oliver, can you open the door?
15:35Where's my, where's my, we can need to call 911.
15:37Please, please, please.
15:39No, please don't.
15:41Please.
15:43I still think we should at least go to urgent care.
15:46I feel way better now.
15:48I really do.
15:49All right.
15:51Snell, an hour ago, you were passing out in your car.
15:57Uh, amoxicillin.
15:59Here.
16:00Take two.
16:01Or maybe four.
16:04Why do you just have these?
16:05Dog bite.
16:07You know, the stop and shop parking lot?
16:09Yeah.
16:10Apparently different tail waggings have different meanings.
16:12I thought a dog wagging at stale always means friendly.
16:15It does not.
16:17Yeah, I thought that, too.
16:19Yeah, well, now we both know better.
16:30Hey, what about your mom?
16:32What if we called her?
16:33No, I think it's, uh, I think it's 12 hours ahead there.
16:35Well, still wouldn't be past 11 p.m.
16:37I don't think that there's reception.
16:38There's going to be reception at a resort.
16:40Uh, she's off the coast.
16:41It's, it's her friend's boat.
16:43Um, and the school knows.
16:45She told them.
16:46I'm going to have to mark you an excused absence.
16:48I'll say, I saw you and I sent you homesick.
16:51That's not even a lie.
16:54And I'll leave you the amoxicillin.
16:57Take a couple more tonight.
16:59Look, look, I know.
17:03You're good friends with Shane and Paul.
17:05I know you're having a hard time right now.
17:08I wish you weren't having it alone.
17:10Go easy on yourself, okay?
17:13Understand that something terrible has happened to you, too.
17:20Try to give yourself a little grace.
17:28Oh, wait, uh, please, wait.
17:36And you're what again?
17:37Uh, guidance counselor?
17:39School counselor.
17:39What kind of background is the school counselor supposed to have in this kind of thing?
17:43Well, I'm actually a licensed independent clinical social worker.
17:48But I'm working towards getting licensed in Rhode Island as a clinical mental health counselor.
17:53And what makes you think my son needs your help?
17:56Yeah.
17:57I'm not saying it has to be me.
18:03But, from the amount of detail Oliver gave me about his present headspace and what led to it,
18:10he's going to need therapy from someone.
18:13And what amount of detail would that be, exactly?
18:17Clinically.
18:20Enough?
18:22Enough for what?
18:25It's enough to know what really happened.
18:29Every time I think there's nothing left that can surprise me,
18:33I'll put you in touch with my personal accountant.
18:44Mom?
18:47Yeah?
18:52Do you want tea?
18:55No.
19:04I understand.
19:05This may be weird at first.
19:10It's okay.
19:11You do this too.
19:12You know, you see people outside of school.
19:15My real life goal was always this.
19:19So, I'm your first patient?
19:22Yeah.
19:23Kind of hard.
19:27Don't you have to be able to come clean?
19:32Tell the truth, you know?
19:35Be honest.
19:37Are you saying you haven't been honest with me?
19:41You didn't tell me the truth?
19:44Of course I have.
19:45Yes, I did.
19:47Okay then.
19:49It's gonna work.
19:51Hey, it's already working.
19:59Hey, it's gonna work.
20:01Hey, it's gonna work.
20:03Hey, it's gonna work.
20:05Hey, it's gonna work.
20:05Hey, it's gonna work.
20:06Hey, it's gonna work.
20:08Hey, it's gonna work.
20:10Hey, it's gonna work.
20:11Hey, it's gonna work.
20:13Hey, it's gonna work.
20:14Hey, it's gonna work.
20:16Hey, it's gonna work.
20:18Hey, it's gonna work.
20:46Shiloh, do you want to meet us at the Crip?
20:48No, I can't. Do a shooter for me.
20:54Hello?
20:55Hey, McGaggy.
20:56Hi, Shai.
20:58Hello?
20:59It's not Shane, Mom.
21:01Don't tie up the phone.
21:04She just talked to him yesterday, didn't she? They're not gonna let him call her again today.
21:07I doubt she knows what day it is.
21:10When are you coming home?
21:1220 minutes. I'm leaving work right now.
21:15Do us all a favor and stay out of her way, okay?
21:18Okay.
21:23You're packed.
21:24You travel Tuesday, right?
21:27Why?
21:28Orientation's probably gonna be pretty hectic.
21:31A lot of new people.
21:33New living situation.
21:39What?
21:40What are you thinking right now?
21:44That you were right.
21:46That I might not be ready right now to go to Stanford.
21:54That I can't.
21:58Have you talked about any of this with your dad?
22:05No.
22:09Well...
22:11You need to, Ollie.
22:14Call him.
22:16And tell him.
22:19I can't.
22:22You want me to do it?
22:25Please, yes.
22:27Okay.
22:31Oliver St. Ledger.
22:33He dropped my brother off at our house in his car.
22:35Are you aware Mr. St. Ledger says he did not see your brother after school until Shane came to his
22:39house after midnight?
22:41Yes I am, but it's not true.
22:43Because...
22:43What the hell are you doing?
22:44Are you...
22:45Are you playing at trial or something?
22:47Is it...
22:48No.
22:48Is it supposed to be funny?
22:49No.
22:49Because it isn't.
22:51I know.
22:52I did see him.
22:54Shane didn't come right home after practice.
22:56He didn't come home until later.
22:58And when he did, I saw him.
23:01I saw him getting out of Oliver's car.
23:03I can't believe you're doing this right now.
23:04I cannot believe you can't see how wrong it is for you to do this right now.
23:09It's not like that.
23:10It's really true.
23:11It's never like that.
23:12Right?
23:14Like when your teacher kicked you.
23:16Like when the woman in the stop and shop tried to kidnap you.
23:18It's never about you wanting attention.
23:20It's always true.
23:21The jury is deciding right now, Megan.
23:24Remember?
23:26They're all sitting in a room talking about whether they're gonna send your brother to prison for life.
23:35Now I'm sorry that we are all so terrified of that, that we can't put our attention on you.
23:40I'm sorry that this is the worst fucking thing that's ever happened in the world and you still have to
23:44make it about you.
23:57The people of the state of Rhode Island versus Shane Martin.
24:00Verdict, count one, voluntary manslaughter.
24:04We, the jury, find the defendant guilty.
24:22Six minutes, eleven seconds actually.
24:26Very good for my age, y'all.
24:28Anybody's age.
24:30What were you last time you were in the pool?
24:34Uh, 317.
24:36What the fuck?
24:37You're going backwards now.
24:39Are you even practicing?
24:43I'm not really sleeping lately.
24:50Since the verdict.
24:53I get it.
24:55All the more reason to stay disciplined.
24:57Here's the thing.
24:59Practice.
25:00You have to do it every day.
25:02You're staying on it, right?
25:03Grow your capacity.
25:05Your number grows.
25:06That's like anything.
25:08Just keep at it.
25:09Let me know.
25:18Sometimes I just feel like I have to call Shane.
25:21But that's stupid because you can't call.
25:23No, you can't call.
25:26I tried to go see him.
25:29To be put on his visitors list or whatever.
25:34When, um, when did you do this?
25:39I don't know.
25:39A month ago.
25:42They said he said no.
25:44Oh, wow.
25:47That's understandable, too, though, right?
25:52If he'd said yes, would, uh...
25:55So I tried to write it in a, in a letter.
26:01I am disappointed.
26:03You didn't feel like this was something you could talk over with me first.
26:06It felt like I could, I could start with, with this.
26:13Uh, but then, but then I felt like if I send it, is he even gonna open it?
26:23And if he doesn't open it, then maybe sending it at all is still the point.
26:29I don't, I don't, I don't know.
26:31Okay.
26:32Okay, what about this?
26:34Shane knows me from school.
26:37What if I asked to be put on his visitors list?
26:41You know, I, I don't say why.
26:44But I take that with me.
26:46And I read it.
26:49Out loud.
26:50Out loud.
26:50And whatever happens next is up to him.
27:02I'm just sorry I couldn't make myself do it before.
27:06And I know it won't make me a good person to do the right thing now, but still.
27:12I'm gonna fix everything.
27:16I promise.
27:23You look a little, uh, the food's pretty bad here.
27:26Yeah.
27:27They save it at weird times, whatever.
27:30I don't know why I didn't think he'd actually come.
27:32I don't know why it took me so long to ask.
27:34Well, I mean, we didn't ever talk all that much in school, so.
27:37Oof.
27:38I'm sorry.
27:39I'm paying that for, like, blame.
27:40No, I know you're not.
27:41It just doesn't reflect very well on me, though.
27:46So, can I ask how you are?
27:52I'm so sorry about all of this.
27:54It's just, it's really terrible.
27:58Yeah.
27:59Yeah, it's pretty terrible.
28:00Yeah.
28:03In full disclosure, and I know I should have said this up front when I first asked to come see
28:08you.
28:08Are you gonna try and write a book or something?
28:10Oh.
28:11Uh.
28:12No.
28:15I'm working with Oliver.
28:21Working with him how?
28:22Just counseling him.
28:24As his therapist.
28:27So you're with him, then?
28:29Yeah, I wouldn't let him in, so he sent you.
28:31No.
28:33Although, obviously, that's a very logical first question to ask.
28:37What does he need therapy for?
28:38Huh?
28:40Does he feel bad for what he did?
28:41Actually, yeah, he does.
28:42Which part?
28:44Killing Paul?
28:46Killing me.
28:48I understand.
28:49It must feel unbelievable.
28:52What must?
28:53I don't know.
28:55How the world is still turning like you were never even in it.
29:04Like all I am is this thing I didn't do, you mean?
29:08All because I was stupid and tried to help my friend.
29:12Do you guys talk about that?
29:14In the little fucking therapy sessions?
29:16What he did to me for trying to help him?
29:19Because if anything else, you're just another person getting paid to listen to him lie.
29:26Shane, it doesn't matter what Oliver's told me.
29:29My job isn't to judge what the truth is.
29:32And I wouldn't be in charge of anything even if it was.
29:36It's more that his pain has made me think about yours.
29:41And how I just, I can't imagine what you're going through.
29:44Or the strength I know you'll need to find.
29:47For what?
29:49I have strength.
29:50I know you do.
29:51See, I remember that about you.
29:53Like you said, we didn't talk much, but still I could tell.
29:55Yeah, character.
29:57Integrity.
29:59Those things matter to you.
30:05Just...
30:08Before I came to Bridgefield, I was a social worker.
30:11This was in Connecticut.
30:12And a lot of my clients were in your situation.
30:16With public defenders who were no match for white shoes.
30:19And?
30:20One of my clients.
30:22Dawn.
30:24Her husband was doing 15 to life in McDougal.
30:28Dave had a carpet laying business with his cousin.
30:31And the cousin had a shady side thing where a guy ended up getting killed over money.
30:35And the cousin took a plea saying it was all Dave.
30:40And Dave just thought, he didn't do it.
30:44And that would prevail.
30:48He did not have to stop his frustration and rage from getting him into situations that just added more years
30:53to his sentence.
30:55Or how to live.
30:56Knowing he was only in prison in the first place off a lie from someone he trusted.
31:03And compared to you, he was lucky.
31:08He wasn't up against people with enough money to make the world exactly the way they want it.
31:19So what happened to Dave?
31:21Is he still in prison?
31:25No.
31:27When did he get parole?
31:32He didn't.
31:34I'm not going to go into details, if it's okay, just out of respect.
31:39I'm just never, never going to forget that phone call.
31:47There was one tiny silver lining.
31:49Craziest that is to say.
31:51Dave's family didn't think so, but I know Dave would've.
31:55It's something called the doctrine of abatement.
31:58Look, if you're convicted at trial, even for murder, and you die in prison before all your appeals are exhausted,
32:04your conviction's automatically set aside and your indictment is dismissed like it never even happened.
32:11When he died, because he died, as far as law and the world were concerned, Dave was an innocent man.
32:24Hey, finally no line at the vending machines. I'm going to get a soda.
32:28You want one?
32:47No, no, no, they must have, Mom, okay? They wouldn't just say this is the prison calling, okay?
32:50Yes, they could. They said this is ACI calling, and we're sorry to...
32:53Okay, but that doesn't make any sense, Mom, okay? So are they going to call us back?
32:56He wouldn't do that to himself. He wouldn't do it to me. He would never do that!
32:59That's okay. I'm going to call him, and I'm going to find out who called us, okay?
33:02That's where were the guards, right? Where were the guards, right? Where were the guards?
33:06It's terrible. It's a terrible thing.
33:09It's hard to even think about, the kind of desperation behind a choice like Dad.
33:14Makes you think about all your own choices in life, right?
33:18All the things you've done or haven't done.
33:24Hey. Hey, hey, hey. Hey, you know the Navy SEALs use this thing to help them calm down?
33:31They're just crazy, right? These elite warriors, they train, they practice, and still, they panic.
33:35The Navy SEALs have to make themselves remember to breathe.
33:39In for four, hold for four, out for four, hold for four.
33:44It's called box breathing. The box has four sides. You just focus on the numbers and the sides, and that's
33:49it.
33:49Four by four, do it with me. Come on. Let's build the box together, right now.
34:14Hi.
34:17Do we have a-
34:17What the fuck did you say to my brother?
34:20Excuse me?
34:20The show up out of nowhere? Get in his mind to say who the fuck knows what until suddenly he
34:24thinks he has no way out of-
34:26Oh, my God.
34:29Can I just-
34:32I was so sorry when I heard what happened.
34:34Why were you even there, hm?
34:35You didn't exist for Shane at school, and I know that. He never mentioned you once.
34:38To be fair, seeing that the counselor is not always gonna be something the student talks about at home, right?
34:46You're telling me he fucking came to see you?
34:48Well, HIPAA requirements say I can't tell you anything. I'm sorry.
34:53But whether he did or didn't, with the student body of 600 kids, being generally aware of all of them,
34:59and their various struggles, yeah, that was my job.
35:06Why'd you go to the prison?
35:09To offer my supreme emotional support-
35:10No, I want to know what kind of apocalyptic shit you said to him.
35:13Besides that fucking Oliver St. Leger sees you for therapy, which is-
35:17I just don't really know how to wrap my mind around that, actually.
35:18So he told you that, but he didn't tell you what else we talked about?
35:21Okay, he's figuring things out, he's taking fucking classes, and then here you are, and a month later he kills
35:25himself.
35:28And you think talking to me had something to do with that?
35:32I do. And I think I have a lot of questions that I'm gonna ask to whoever's responsible for you
35:36having a license to talk to anybody, okay, so just know that's what's gonna be happening.
35:40Well then maybe also ask them if they think someone without a baseline of mental instability and a history of
35:45emotional detachment of the home can be goaded into suicide by one casual conversation with a sympathetic relative stranger.
35:54Oh, this is such an awful thing.
35:57Look, I understand needing to explain it away somehow, but when an already mentally vulnerable person is put into such
36:06a challenging environment at an age where they're still struggling with coping skills and with the idea that the future
36:12even exists, not to mention a support system at home that just isn't up to the task in a real
36:18-
36:21Fuck!
36:21Fuck!
36:26So, as soon as court opens tomorrow, I'm gonna file a temporary ex parte order of protection against you.
36:33And just to make it fun-
36:35Fuck you!
36:35Okay!
36:48Did Mom go to sleep?
36:51She went to her room.
36:52Sure, she's not sleeping.
36:54Nobody sleeps in this house.
36:55Obviously.
37:06Okay.
37:07Talk show.
37:07Old movie.
37:08Infomercial.
37:09Where do you think Shane is now?
37:12Shit.
37:14I'm gonna need a drink or ten for that conversation.
37:17Megan, I don't wanna talk about Heaven or whatever, okay?
37:20Because you don't think he is-
37:22If there is a place he is, I hope that everything makes sense to him.
37:26That he doesn't hurt anymore.
37:28Okay?
37:30Me too.
37:32Also, I wish it was a place like that for Mom to go.
37:37Yeah, I mean, Mom's still alive, but I get what you're saying.
37:44I saw him that night.
37:47What does that mean?
37:51Mom and Dad went to Holy Spirit first bingo, and he was supposed to come home after practice
37:56and make dinner.
37:57But he didn't.
37:59So I made it.
38:02I saw him get dropped off by a car that I saw.
38:09Whose car it was.
38:13Okay, well, did Shane know this?
38:16Yes.
38:17When?
38:18Right when he came inside.
38:20Okay, what did he say?
38:21He said he was home the whole time.
38:23And he never asked you to say anything later to anybody?
38:26Ever?
38:28He thought he would.
38:31He was waiting, but he never did.
38:36But why didn't he want me to?
38:40You know what?
38:41Maybe he was afraid.
38:44Yeah.
38:45Of you bringing Oliver into it, of Oliver's family.
38:49Of what they might do to us, to you.
38:51I mean, who knows?
38:54With people who can be what they are.
38:58You feel guilty for not saying...
39:03Don't.
39:05Okay?
39:06It wouldn't have made any difference.
39:08It still would have all happened the exact same way, and you couldn't have stopped it.
39:12So please...
39:14Please...
39:15Don't let it debray your life.
39:19Okay.
39:21Okay.
39:24Okay.
39:27Okay.
39:28Okay.
39:29Okay.
39:30Okay.
39:31Okay.
39:31Okay.
39:31Okay.
39:32Okay.
39:32Okay.
39:32Okay.
39:33Okay.
39:33Okay.
39:34Okay.
39:35Okay.
39:38Okay.
39:44Okay.
39:50Ms. Martin?
39:51One of them.
39:54Which one are you?
39:57Shiloh.
39:58Is your mom Christy? Is she here too?
40:00She's not here at the moment.
40:02You live here with her.
40:04Rub it in, why don't you?
40:06So, you're Shane's sister.
40:09Hey, can I ask a question?
40:10Yes, we are here to ask people questions
40:12about a guy named Oliver St. Ledger.
40:15Specifically about the possible revenge killing
40:18of a guy named Oliver St. Ledger.
40:19We spoke to Annette Sparling.
40:21She gave us your address.
40:22Does your sister live here too?
40:24Megan or Ciara Wise?
40:26Which one do you call her?
40:30Look, I don't know where Megan lives.
40:32Okay?
40:33I don't even know where she is.
40:37Or if she's ever coming back.
40:57You're Megan.
40:58I've just been sitting here wanting you breathe.
41:07You're Megan?
41:09You're Jane's sister.
41:13Yeah.
41:20The day that Paul Sparling died, I saw you.
41:27And I knew that you were lying.
41:31But I was no one compared to you and your family.
41:38And there was nothing that I could do.
41:43And it just kept spinning out of control my whole life.
41:47Even so many years later, spinning out of control.
41:51And I wanted to hurt you.
41:55I really, really wanted to hurt you.
42:00And so I made a plan.
42:04But then I started to know you.
42:07And I saw how lonely you were.
42:13That I didn't need to do anything to ruin your life because you were doing that on your own.
42:22I really wanted to tell you the truth.
42:27I had so many opportunities to tell you the truth and I didn't.
42:38I'm sorry.
42:43I am sorry.
42:45He was my best friend.
42:47And your brother, he didn't deserve that.
42:53Your brother didn't do anything.
42:55It was me.
43:00I know that.
43:04I knew that.
43:09Thank you for saying that.
43:11Because I think I really needed you to say that to me.
43:22And I'm so in love with you.
43:26I'm so in love with you.
43:28Yeah.
43:29Yeah.
43:32Yeah.
43:36I'm so in love with you.
43:55Can't say that I am surprised that you're a Tom Petty fan.
43:58but if I hear another Tom Petty song in the next million years,
44:00it'll be too fucking soon.
44:02When was Tom Petty bothering you?
44:04When I was driving and you were sleeping
44:06or when I was driving and you were sleeping?
44:11So do we think Meghan Martin slash Ciara Wise
44:16is somewhere in the world with or without Oliver Kennedy?
44:21Yeah, we don't know that.
44:23I said we think, not we know.
44:27Well, you do agree that that's the first road we should go down tomorrow?
44:29Okay, yeah, it's the first road, but it's not the only one.

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