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00:05Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here
00:11There's a spot marked on a map
00:14I know this spot
00:15I can't remember his face
00:17If I were you, I wouldn't listen
00:20Play it
00:22Jesus, fuck
00:23Hold on, right
00:26Stay, stay
00:27Oh my god
00:30I'm gonna die
00:33As much as I like sitting here
00:34It hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36So if you're wondering how I feel about you
00:38I feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby, if I were you
00:42I would set my hooks pretty deep
00:44In that one
00:45They're not making any more men like him
00:52I wonder if you know
00:54How happiness would make him
00:56It would fill his heart
00:59Tomorrow
01:00We bury them
01:02Yeah yeah
01:14Yeah
01:16Yeah
01:17Yeah
01:17Yeah
01:26That she's
01:28And her
02:32That's an elk track right there.
02:34Oh.
02:35Oh.
02:36Look, there's another one.
02:38No, that's a moose.
02:41How can you tell the difference?
02:43If you spend enough time tracking, you just know.
02:47Oh.
02:50So, do you have any questions about today?
02:55Like what?
02:57Well, asking you.
02:59Well, you're going to bury them.
03:02We are.
03:03Then what happens?
03:07Then they return to the land.
03:11And their bodies become a part of it.
03:15And their souls, too, I guess.
03:19They don't go to heaven?
03:22I think this is their heaven.
03:27Heaven is...
03:29Oh, how do I explain this?
03:30Our teacher says there is no heaven.
03:33I don't know if you've already figured this out, but do not believe everything your teacher says.
03:36Heaven is your perfect place.
03:43For some, it's ice cream oceans and marshmallow mountains.
03:49And others, it's these mountains.
03:54Does that make sense?
03:57And Grandpa's heaven is here.
04:00I think so.
04:02But if you think he's here, why is everyone so sad he's gone?
04:07Well, his heaven isn't mine.
04:11And, well, I can't see him.
04:13And I can't talk to him.
04:16And I can't hug him.
04:17And he can't hug me.
04:18And I miss that.
04:21Yeah.
04:21I miss it, too.
04:24But that's why we have memories.
04:27We can revisit all those times that we did have.
04:32All the talks, all the laughs, all the hugs.
04:36And, you know, it's like a movie.
04:38We can play it over and over as many times as we want in our minds.
04:48You know what I mean?
04:49I do.
04:52Not the same, though, as a real hug.
04:55No, it's not the same.
05:19Right here, huh?
05:21She marked it on a map.
05:23All right.
05:24Well, we ain't getting a backhoe down here.
05:27Might be able to get a tractor up from the river, but not sure what good that'll do us.
05:32No, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way.
05:36Yep.
05:38How the hell are we going to get the caskets here?
05:41Swinston still feed off a wagon, don't they?
05:43That's a good idea.
05:46You want to call or run for shovels?
05:48No, you call.
05:48I'll run.
05:50My gelding's just going to follow you.
05:53Yank off that bridle.
06:15I am aware.
06:18Yes, I am aware.
06:20We have had a death in the family.
06:23I'm pretty sure the world of girls' volleyball will survive the week without her.
06:27Yes, you are correct.
06:29I am not factoring how this affects anyone else, even a little.
06:33Fucking school.
06:35Is this going to be okay?
06:38This is going to have to do, honey.
06:39It's all you got.
06:41Hey.
06:45It's just us, okay?
06:47There's nobody to be offended.
06:49What did school say?
06:51You're missing a volleyball tournament.
06:53It's okay.
06:55It's okay.
06:57Hey.
07:02It's okay.
07:28Where'd you find cream?
07:29Same shopping center where I found the dress.
07:33I gotta say, Bozeman impressed me.
07:36I wasn't expecting to find Donna Karan in the mountains.
07:39Found a little something for you, too.
07:41Yeah.
07:42Preston would prefer me in jeans.
07:44I think he would find a certain victory in that.
07:49He deserves a little black dress, and that's exactly what I got you.
07:52Did the boys say when they would be ready?
07:54They said to walk over at noon.
07:56How are they going to get them out there?
07:58I didn't ask, and they didn't say.
08:01They just said it was handled.
08:05About two hours, Preston wrote a chapter on telling time.
08:12From the son's position, it's alarmingly accurate.
08:18The girls asked me to arrange a plane.
08:22When?
08:24Tonight.
08:26Okay.
08:27They need closure, honey.
08:29They won't get it here.
08:31They have lives, and they need to go live them.
08:34I would very much like to plan a memorial service.
08:38He has a lot of friends that deserve a way to say goodbye.
08:40Does he?
08:41He does.
08:42And you know that.
08:44We could do it at the Explorer's Club.
08:46Okay.
08:46Just have it at the apartment.
08:50Have Corbon.
08:52Cater.
08:53He loved that place.
08:55I already called.
08:57You're flying back, too.
09:02I have a very worried husband.
09:04He's convinced some distant cousin of the Unabomber is going to abduct me and hold me in his basement for
09:09ransom.
09:11Depending on the cousin, I'm not completely opposed.
09:14Of course, that's my warped romance novel version of abduction.
09:17I doubt that's how it would play out, Lily.
09:19That is how it would play out in my mind after two Percocets.
09:23You think I'm joking?
09:25No.
09:31I love you.
09:37There is nowhere I would rather be than with you when you need me.
09:41I know.
09:46I have a little bottle of Kahlua if you would like some blood in that coffee.
09:49Oh, well, now you're talking.
10:13It's okay.
10:16It's okay.
10:18It's okay.
10:35I have a little bottle of Kahlua.
10:36I have a little bottle of Kahlua.
10:36I have a little bottle of Kahlua.
10:37I have a little bottle of Kahlua.
10:37I have a little bottle of Kahlua.
10:38I have a little bottle of Kahlua.
10:38I have a little bottle of Kahlua.
10:39I have a little bottle of Kahlua.
10:39I have a little bottle of Kahlua.
10:39I have a little bottle of Kahlua.
10:40I have a little bottle of Kahlua.
10:41I have a little bottle of Kahlua.
10:43I have a little bottle of Kahlua.
10:45I have a little bottle of Kahlua.
10:47I have a little bottle of Kahlua.
11:04Of course you pack the perfect dress.
11:13Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:18Okay, girls?
11:23And Russell.
12:06Where are they?
12:08I'm coming.
12:12Sorry.
12:18Sorry, Miss.
12:19That's fine.
12:27I'm sorry, Erin, you'll ever know.
12:30I'm coming.
12:44I'm coming.
12:47I'm coming.
12:49I'm coming.
12:50I'm coming.
13:10Okay, boys.
13:13Okay, boys.
13:27Watch your hand.
13:28Watch your hand.
13:31Watch your hand.
14:21Mrs. Glabber, I'm very sorry for your loss.
14:27Is a preacher coming?
14:32I forgot, I didn't, I...
14:34Uh, this one will be San's preacher.
14:38What's that mean?
14:40It means we don't have one.
14:42Do you have someone to govern the proceedings?
14:47We, um...
14:48This is my first funeral here, so we're sort of winging it.
14:54Well, this is far from my first rodeo.
14:58Do you mind if I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak?
15:03I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
15:08Do you mind a prayer?
15:11I do not.
15:22Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts.
15:25With the glory of love comes the pain of loss, and we look to you for comfort.
15:30Lord, remind us that it is a selfish pain because you have promised a place called heaven
15:37where our departed bask in the glow of your grace.
15:42They are no longer men.
15:44They are angels who guide us through darkness, lift us when we are weak,
15:51and nourish our souls and spirits.
15:54Our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place, heaven.
15:59We lean on our faith that it exists, and on your mercy that it holds a place for us
16:07where we may sit in your light beside our loved ones and know only joy forever.
16:17Amen.
16:20If anyone would like a word.
16:24Stacy, it's not the first time you've given that speech.
16:28No, ma'am.
16:30It's a good one.
16:33You care to say something?
16:37I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
16:49I guess that's it, then.
16:53Um, so what happens now?
16:59We'll take care of everything.
17:04Wait, that's it?
17:05That's it?
17:06That's it?
17:07If he doesn't need to say it, then say it, Paige.
17:08I don't know what to say.
17:11What are you supposed to say?
17:12I think that's her point.
17:18Which one's Paul?
17:29Goddamn you for taking it from us.
18:01Everyone deals with it different, don't they, boys?
18:05I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
18:08Not yet, anyway.
18:11I don't know who can blame them.
18:13No, I don't know who can bore it at all.
18:15I don't know who can blame them.
18:23Can we see?
18:26I know who can!
19:12Pretty sneaky, trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody?
19:15Oh, I, I, I didn't know anyone would care.
19:20We let you have the funeral.
19:22We will not be denied our feast.
19:27When they decided to build these cabins,
19:29they wanted to do it all themselves.
19:31Mill the wood, frame it, rough in the electric, the whole deal.
19:36Look at the bottom of them there.
19:37They're sitting on railroad ties,
19:39and I could not figure out what in the hell purpose that would serve.
19:42And I told them they're going to be colder than the devil in winter
19:45and every skunk and raccoon and God knows what else
19:48is going to set up shop underneath them.
19:50Well, Preston just looked at me and nodded, didn't say a word.
19:54About six months later, tax assessor comes by my place and says,
19:58have you seen these cabins they built next door?
20:00I said, I had.
20:01And he asked me if I'd ever seen them move.
20:04I said, move, what do you, what do you mean move?
20:07Tax assessor says, when he tried to put a value on them,
20:11your husband said they was mobile homes.
20:14You pick them up with a forklift and move them
20:16and ask me if I'd ever seen them be mobile.
20:19Well, I told them, yeah, they haul them all over the place.
20:23And if you look at the back of that outhouse,
20:25your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart
20:28and said, that son of a bitch was mobile too.
20:32He did not want to pay any taxes.
20:34I wondered what those were for.
20:36Preston always had issues with authority.
20:39Wheels on the outhouse.
20:40Never seen anything like it.
20:42No.
20:45Indian tacos.
20:46Good stuff.
20:48Want some?
20:50How about some of those cookies?
20:52Ah, good choice.
20:54I was thinking, like, three.
20:58What's your mom going to say about that?
21:00My mom's not going to say anything
21:01because she's not going to see me eat him.
21:03Let's keep this between us.
21:06I think that's a good idea.
21:20Thank you for today.
21:22Means more than you know.
21:24Someone had to do it for me.
21:25I know what it means.
21:28Sorry it had to be done.
21:32We're flying out tonight.
21:33Girls have missed enough school
21:35and I have exhausted my wardrobe.
21:41I'd like to come back.
21:44Or dare I invite you to New York?
21:48Well, the only way you'd get me to New York
21:50is if it seceded from the Union
21:51and I was drafted into the Army to take it back.
21:54Okay.
21:54You gotta go a little easier on my city, buddy.
21:57I'm not knocking it.
21:58I'm just not going there.
22:00Fair enough.
22:02Then I'll come visit.
22:05Sure.
22:06I mean it.
22:09Okay.
22:12I mean it.
22:20I'm a sheriff's deputy who makes $52,000 a year.
22:23I have $12,000 in the bank
22:25and I'm about to spend six of it
22:27on a pretty average rope horse.
22:29Three nights a week.
22:30I'm gonna load him in a trailer
22:31and drag him all over Montana
22:32trying to win back what I spent on him.
22:34In October, I'm gonna take my boys
22:36in the mountains for a month
22:37and fill our freezer with elk.
22:39I ain't never laying on no beach.
22:40I'm never going to Europe
22:43or San Francisco
22:44or any city bigger than Billings.
22:46Ever.
22:48What part of that sounds good to you?
22:50None of it.
22:51Now walk me through your life.
22:53What won't you change?
22:54I don't have those kind of absolutes.
22:55Just walk me through it.
23:00Macy has gymnastics every morning.
23:04From there I go to Pilates.
23:06From Pilates I go to my therapist.
23:07From my therapist I go to coffee
23:09with my girlfriends
23:09to talk about all the bullshit advice
23:10my therapist gave me.
23:12Then I pick up Macy
23:13and I get Bridget
23:14and we go to ballet.
23:15We have recitals every Friday night.
23:17Saturday morning we have competitions.
23:19I take the girls the same parts
23:20for Christmas.
23:21Italy for the month of July
23:22which you would love.
23:24I will point out.
23:30Who feeds the horses?
23:33Isn't there a service for that?
23:35You have to do it every day?
23:38Okay.
23:39Okay, there is no future in this
23:41but you are tall and kind
23:43and fucking beautiful.
23:46You are tall and kind
23:47and beautiful.
23:48Okay, so can we just agree
23:48to fuck this up together
23:50and have as much sex as possible
23:53until, until we can.
23:55Yeah, you city girls
23:56do spell it out, don't you?
23:57Yeah, we, we, we get to the point.
23:59Yep, we do.
24:00You go from wondering
24:01when we're gonna see each other
24:02to wondering when you're gonna leave.
24:06I think I'd rather just miss you.
24:10I'm not gone yet.
24:11You know what I mean.
24:13So is this goodbye?
24:17I think it's best.
24:18Oh, wow.
24:22Let me just clarify
24:25that you are breaking up with me
24:26at my father's funeral.
24:28No, we aren't together to break up.
24:29No, no, no, we seemed pretty together yesterday
24:31when you were lying on top of me.
24:33Abby, I...
24:33Don't fucking Abby me now.
24:35You wanna miss me?
24:36Is that what you want?
24:38Here's your fucking chance.
24:47Here's your fucking entrance.
24:50Okay, let me just leave.
25:09It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:13Spend time, honey.
25:49When did your father die, Russell?
25:54Um, it'll be, uh, six years in April.
25:57Where is he buried?
25:58Uh, my mother had him cremated.
26:00You know, the plan was to spread his ashes at our place in Montauk, but...
26:06He never did it. I don't know why.
26:08Okay. So, he's sitting in a jar on our mantle, which is an odd custom.
26:16Putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes.
26:20What do you miss most about him?
26:27He used to call me every Monday and, uh, tell me a joke.
26:31Really?
26:34You still remember them?
26:35Oh, yeah.
26:36Tell me one.
26:38Oh, no, no, no.
26:39Yeah, they, um, yeah, my father had a, uh, rather warped sense of humor.
26:44Yeah, well, at this point, I'm pretty hard to offend.
26:49Hmm.
26:52Okay.
26:53Um.
26:56Okay.
26:58So, there are four nuns driving in a van, and the van goes off a cliff, and they all die.
27:03Funny.
27:04No, no, no, no, no, no, that's, I'm, I'm getting, sorry, this is all just a setup.
27:07Yeah, I got, I got it, yeah.
27:08Okay.
27:09So, they're standing at the pearly gates, and St. Peter looks them over, and he says to the first nun,
27:14this is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of heaven, and your conscience must be cleansed
27:21before you enter.
27:22So, the first nun thinks about it, and she says, well, I used to sneak peeks at Father Riley in
27:28the shower.
27:29St. Peter says, well, you're a naughty one's sister.
27:32Wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water, and say, five Hail Marys.
27:35She does, sends her off to heaven.
27:38So, he looks at the second nun, asks her the same thing.
27:41She says, well, on occasion, I would stroke Father Riley's member with my hand.
27:47St. Peter just shakes his head, tells her to wash her hand in the bowl of holy water, say, ten
27:52Hail Marys.
27:53So, she does, lets her into heaven.
27:55Now, the third nun steps up, and the fourth nun grabs her, throws her to the ground, and steps up
28:01to the bowl of holy water.
28:02St. Peter says, what on earth are you doing, sister?
28:05And the nun says, I'm going to wash my mouth out in this bowl before that bitch puts her ass
28:09in it.
28:14I stand corrected, Russell.
28:16I can still be offended.
28:19I was very poorly chosen.
28:20I'm sorry.
28:20It was the first one that came to my mind.
28:22I am so sorry.
28:23I, it's terrible.
28:26Common denominator for their problem seems to be Father Riley.
28:30Yeah, he, uh, did get around.
28:32Ah, what's in it?
28:34Bacca soda.
28:35Easy on the soda.
28:37God bless you.
28:39The meeting's stuffing at the gym at nine, if you're up for it.
28:43Oh, yeah.
28:44Exercise.
28:44It's exactly what I need.
28:46Mm.
28:49I see things didn't end well with a cowboy.
28:54How's that look about it?
28:58Paige has been quiet.
28:59I think this is going to be hardest on her.
29:03I'm afraid.
29:05How so?
29:06When you've dedicated your entire life to gaining the attention of one person, what is your purpose when that person
29:14is gone?
29:16The girls are handling it well, at least.
29:18Yeah, well, they're too young to know the difference.
29:21Just one less present at Christmas.
29:27I know an excellent therapist, Stacy.
29:31You are my therapist.
29:34You're my best friend.
29:36I'm incapable of being impartial.
29:38Speaking to someone who can look at the situation with clarity and with zero opinion.
29:43What I need is opinion.
29:46If I want to know what the book on death says, I'll buy the fucking book.
29:51Okay.
30:42I'll buy the fucking book.
30:43...underscoring an unsettled town on Wall Street following a new round of warning.
30:50The Dow managed to modestly...
30:54...a hundred-finished little change after wavering...
30:57...the tension is exactly where we are now.
31:00...the inflation data was good.
31:03...decisively.
31:04...so is this just a pause or something...
31:07...well, why don't you think this is held to you?
31:09...and I'm going to go ahead and do it.
31:22...ultimate of the pagans...
31:24...these are smaller things...
31:27...the royal emperors...
31:29...and their close relatives...
31:32...some who are going to arrive...
31:35...to the wrong way...
31:46...and we're doing a charcuterie board from Ely.
31:49...and the pizzas from Joe's?
31:51...one of us is thinking about your cholesterol.
31:54...pizzas are for Paul's...
31:55...the one thing he misses about this city.
32:00Look at you.
32:02Look at me what?
32:03Men are such children.
32:05Well, this should be interesting.
32:07You are.
32:08You have the same look on your face...
32:10...pulling out those nasty boots...
32:11...as an 11-year-old pulling out his baseball cleats.
32:14It's the same look you get when Gucci has a sale.
32:17That's different.
32:18That's me saving you money.
32:19Oh, you see now.
32:20This is proof of the genetic distinction between men and women.
32:24Tell me, oh love of my life...
32:26...all the ways how when you buy something on sale...
32:30...it saves me money.
32:31I'm gonna buy the damn thing no matter what.
32:33Waiting for the sale...
32:35...is how much I love you.
32:38That almost makes sense.
32:39It makes perfect sense once you accept the inevitability of the purchase.
32:46Okay.
32:48Why do you do that?
32:50What?
32:51Is your little mountain mistress the jealous type?
32:57You wanna know?
32:58I do wanna know.
33:00I really wanna know.
33:02Because I lost it once.
33:04Fell off in the river.
33:05I spent two days looking for it.
33:07I'm not going through that shit again.
33:08So if I put it right there...
33:10...I can't lose it.
33:13Panicked, were you?
33:16Terrified.
33:17It's nice to see I still have that effect.
33:20Oh boy.
33:21Do you ever, baby.
33:29Do you have a little more?
33:29I'm sorry.
33:47Don't leave it alone.
33:47I'm sorry but...
33:48Now give it to me.
33:48I'm sorry.
33:50I can't do it.
33:51Now give it to me.
34:14Oh, Madison Avenue.
34:17How did they get the name, do you think?
34:22I always assumed James Madison.
34:24Oh.
34:24The president.
34:25Yeah.
34:26Of course, that would make sense.
34:27Yeah.
34:30I suppose they named the Madison River after him as well.
34:34Where's the Madison River?
34:36Montana.
34:39Where your husband spent time?
34:42Mm-hmm.
34:46Is that where he died?
34:48No.
34:49He died on another river.
34:50Actually, no.
34:52He died on a mountain.
34:55No.
34:55No river involved at all.
35:03How do you feel when you tell me that?
35:06How do you think I feel?
35:08I don't presume to know.
35:10That's why I asked.
35:11Isn't that your job?
35:14Tell me how I feel.
35:17My job is to help you understand how you feel.
35:20Hmm.
35:22More so, my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit.
35:29Hmm.
35:33And how would you describe my present behavior?
35:39Hostile.
35:42Hostile.
35:43Mistrusting.
35:45Which I understand.
35:48You don't know me.
35:51And yet here you are, in theory, willing to expose your most personal thoughts and intimate feelings.
36:01Trust me in my interpretation of those feelings and behaviors to guide your decision-making in the future.
36:11My decision-making.
36:13What decisions are we questioning?
36:15I'm not questioning anything.
36:17No, you are the one who said it.
36:18My husband died.
36:20The love of my life.
36:22The father of my children.
36:24My center, my soul, is gone.
36:29If you, by chance, have happened upon any information that might assist me in mitigating the desire to claw my
36:38eyes out with a fucking spoon to get rid of the pain, I sure would appreciate that.
36:46But I do not need you staring at me like I'm some bored housewife trying to justify her affair with
36:52her fucking tennis coach.
36:54I know those women.
36:55Plenty of them.
36:56I am not one of them.
37:01I am hurting.
37:03And I would like some help with that.
37:08If you can.
37:09If you can't, then I'll leave early.
37:16And you can keep the fucking change.
37:25You care for a drink?
37:29I would love one.
37:38Don't normally do this.
37:40Spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate.
37:47Don't mind whiskey?
37:48I don't give a shit what it is.
38:11What you need is this.
38:12A lot of this.
38:15Not this.
38:17A lot of talking.
38:19And yelling and crying.
38:21A lot of it.
38:23And often.
38:25And in time.
38:28Those memories will become fond again.
38:31They won't hurt to recall them.
38:35And you'll.
38:38Laugh.
38:41Will you love again?
38:43Maybe.
38:45I don't have any idea if that's something you want.
38:50Will you ever be whole again?
38:52Will you feel like you did before he died?
38:58No.
39:01But you know that.
39:03But you will heal if you let yourself.
39:07You will have as much life to live as you allow yourself.
39:15Or you'll have none.
39:20You'll have no life.
39:25Does that make sense?
39:30Yeah.
39:32Okay.
39:38Why don't you finish your drink and let me have it?
39:41You're a terrible therapist, you know that.
39:43Come on.
39:43Give it your best shot.
39:50You're a terrible therapist, you know that.
39:53Yeah.
39:54With that smug fucking sweater.
39:58You really like saying fuck, don't you?
40:00I know.
40:02I find it quite...
40:06liberating at the moment.
40:08Good.
40:09Say it again.
40:11Fuck you.
40:12Are we going to do trust falls next, you fucking quack?
40:17It's a really good place to start.
40:19Come on, keep it coming.
40:20Let's go.
40:21I'm serious.
40:28I'm thinking about it.
40:29I'm considering it.
40:32I know, I know, I know.
40:34I'm running away.
40:35Running away from my problems.
40:37This problem goes with me.
40:38So I'm not running from anything.
40:43Would I miss my daughters?
40:45Honestly, I don't...
40:48I don't know.
40:49And part of me thinks it would be better for them.
40:52You know, live their own lives.
40:54Maybe they could move with you.
40:57I mean, it doesn't sound like either of them are bound to the city.
41:00That's what I said.
41:01My oldest daughter needs it.
41:03I actually threatened to cut her off if she didn't.
41:08That's not very nice.
41:10Oh, what do they teach sarcasm in therapy school these days?
41:16Well, if by therapy school you mean Dartmouth, then yeah, they kind of invented it there.
41:26Do you think I should?
41:30Not my place to say, but...
41:35I think you should consider it.
41:37And I'll tell you why.
41:39Because you are actively weighing your future.
41:42And the consequences are your choices in that future.
41:44And that's healthy.
41:45That's good for your soul.
41:46So whether you actually do it is irrelevant.
41:49But you should seriously consider it.
41:52You should consider moving to Europe.
41:56Spend a year traveling.
41:57You got the financial means.
41:59No responsibilities here preventing it.
42:01You should consider everything.
42:06Wish I could have met him.
42:08Must have been a hell of a man.
42:10Because you are a hell of a woman.
42:12You know who you are, and you're not ashamed of it.
42:14And this, yelling and crying and pondering,
42:18this is what you're supposed to be doing.
42:20This is grieving.
42:22This is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life
42:25and racking your brain to try to find a way to survive it.
42:30And you will.
42:35Thank you, Phil.
42:38Wow, this has been...
42:42pleasantly cathartic.
42:43I took one look at that sweater, and I had very little faith in you.
42:46But you?
42:48You overcame it.
42:50Turns out, you don't suck at your job.
42:53Well, that is wildly offensive.
42:59Same time tomorrow?
43:00I'm thinking afternoon.
43:02I still got five clients, and I'm pretty drunk.
43:05I think you are a client to end the day with, not begin one.
43:08Fine.
43:09See you at happy hour.
43:22Bye.
43:25Bye.
43:27Bye.
43:30Bye.
43:33Bye.
43:40who's your realtor yeah no matter what i do i can't stay here lily i can smell him
43:48hold on hold on
43:52is everything okay so um paige is is is in bed and she won't talk and she can't stop crying
44:00and she's well she's hyperventilating and i feel like i should call an ambulance but i don't
44:04like i feel like that might make her worse you're right you're right it would i'll be
44:08there in 15 minutes call abby okay calling her now
44:38is she in the bedroom yeah
44:45uh do you have any sweets sweets okay get some ice cream rocky road and buy some chocolate
44:53chips put three scoops in a glass of milk put the chocolate chips on top and and then just
44:58bring it to me with a spoon okay that sounds uh disgusting i wasn't asking your opinion
45:03of it russell
45:09i got rocky road desperate times call for desperate measures grab chocolate chips the shitty ones
45:15like she likes well looks like all we need from you is a cup russell give it to her she
45:20knows how to make it god okay
45:25hey hey hey hey hey hey hey it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay it's
45:30okay you know what this is this is how much you love him and your body just doesn't know where
45:35to put all that love now okay you don't have to put it anywhere and you don't have to stop
45:40loving someone when they're gardening in fact one could argue that you should love them more
45:46and here's a sad fact of life you will feel this way again yeah when i die when your husband
45:56dies and
45:57your friends and and someday your children will feel this way about you thanks mom i feel so much better
46:06i come bearing gifts i'm not hungry it's not food it is a drug it is sugar and chocolate in
46:14a mixture
46:15that only your metabolism process in a way that doesn't end up on your hips and i hate you for
46:20it
46:23i used to eat this when i was like five no you still act five so
46:31fuck you and your bad roots no she's back i don't understand it it's the crunch with the cold and
46:40a
46:40mushy of the ice cream wait the explanation doesn't sell it page well you got her i got her but
46:50i cannot
46:50stay the night i can stay that night
47:02it was my favorite thing ever i know
47:17is she okay
47:20yeah she will be
47:24is there a decent bar near here uh there's a there's a dive bar around the corner
47:33well soho's version of a dive bar
47:51hmm what's this place called um i don't know i'm not sure it has a name
48:10what's the name of this place name uh people just call it the bar or the bar down the street
48:17something
48:17like that no name not that i'm aware of no what does your paycheck say uh xt enterprises llc or
48:25some
48:28okay okay so bar just doesn't have a name no name what can i get you oh god i'm uh
48:36i am not in the mood to make any decisions
48:38mm-hmm martini oh that is a cocktail and this is the furthest place from a cocktail bar so true
48:46that uh how about an irish car bomb i have no idea what that is trust me okay what about
48:53you what kind of amber
48:54ale steve that'll be two irish car bombs yeah like your style two irish car bombs i have to work
48:59in the
49:00morning it's one drink russell oh i didn't see that coming oh gosh apologies russell this is gonna hurt
49:17all right great you gotta yeah
49:23yeah
49:32it went down the wrong pipe
49:35i have a bad gag reflex no no i'm not i'm i'm not laughing at that what then
49:44oh life uh choices people make don't get me wrong she made a good one with you
49:55what are your dreams
49:59dreams or aspirations might be a better word for your life for my daughter i mean what uh you know
50:09we we just got the townhouse so yeah well that's a purchase not a dream
50:16have you two talked about starting a family you know paige she just got down to a size zero and
50:24she worked really hard for it russell russell independent thoughts do you have any
50:31yeah i mean i guess i want i want to have kids
50:34uh-huh okay i don't want to raise them and i want to i want to move out of town
50:39you know where
50:40they can have a normal didn't you know trick-or-treat and and and play baseball and run out on
50:46the
50:46street you know no i don't know no i don't know i raised mine here
50:52well that would be my dream what about when they're grown
50:58what's the dream then i don't know i don't know i i haven't gotten that far yeah well then you
51:04need
51:04a new dream
51:08honestly i always thought of you and creston as the dream
51:15so did i russell
51:20but that dream is over
51:24well i guess we both need a new one
51:29yeah
51:40yeah
51:49yeah
51:51yeah
51:51yeah
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